#they want us to juggle 😔

[gatitties]

Kid pirates and Whitebeard pirates with a singer!reader who specializes in soft vocalizations? (the best example I can think of is Lana Del Rey's Salvatore) maybe reader sings for the crew during celebrations or sings to them one on one if someone in the crew needs something to help sooth them !

─Kid Pirates & Whitebeard Pirates x singer!reader

─Summary: the discovery of your voice was a ray of tranquility for these crews

─Warnings: none

nah this is so cute 😔🫶🏻

─ It's quite unusual to have a moment of calm in this crew, with such an explosive and impulsive captain and a crew that would follow him to hell, fights and celebrations were almost daily.

─ Of course, you were part of that stupid brutality, however you do not indulge in the frenzy that most people carry here.

─ You like to sing, whether you were born with a good voice or you tried hard enough to get to the right pitch, it was a hobby that required calmness and silence, two things that were quite unusual in this crew.

─ And probably no one noticed if it weren't for Heat overhearing you once by chance, he's one of those who appreciates calm from time to time just like Wire.

─ So at the next party, a drunk Kid approached you, urging you to please them with some song, because someone had told him you had a pretty voice.

─ You didn't feel like it was the right time, when they were making bets, juggling things on fire and absurd challenges, even Killer told you that it wasn't a good time because no one would listen to you.

─ But Kid's insistence made you go up to the improvised stage, that is, two boxes and a couple of barrels, asking for silence didn't help much so you just started with your thing.

─ Ignoring all the background noise you focused on using your vocal cords correctly, as it was quite important to reach the soft tone you liked.

─ Everyone became quieter the louder you sang, until they were completely silent just to hear your voice.

─ For you it was a simple warm-up, but for them it was something they had never heard before.

─ You received a cheer from drunks that made you laugh at how silly they looked, as well as the stupid things they said to you about being related to mermaids or something.

─ From that moment on, they ask you to have your rehearsals, which were previously solitary, in the stern so that everyone can appreciate your singing, it doesn't bother you knowing that they really enjoy it and it provides a little peace within a crew of bloodthirsty people.

─ Killer will ask you to help him in the kitchen from time to time, he likes it when you hum while you prepare everything, it makes the time go by faster.

─ Kid will also ask for it when a project is not going the way he wants and he needs to de-stress, something sweet and soft always manages to calm him down, at least that and a glass of whiskey.

─ Heat and Wire are like your groupies since they appreciate calm the most, that and you were stuck with them on most of the ship's chores, and you inevitably end up humming to kill the boredom or at their request.

─ It's not that loud of a crew, yes, they have a lot of unnecessary parties sometimes, but overall it's pretty quiet, also because most of the crew have other ships besides the Moby Dick.

─ Marco was the one who discovered your love of singing, he listened to you while you were showering one night, and although he didn't pressure you to make it “public” since you hadn't had a chance to give a concert yet, he was like a proud mother ranting about how pretty it was your voice.

─The next few days you have Ace and Thatch begging to hear something because they were bored and Marco couldn't stop commenting on how well you sang, so it was your first private audition.

─ These two slept like babies after you reached the softer tones of the song, no one had ever blessed their ears like that.

─ Absolutely everyone knows that you have the most beautiful voice on the planet (according to Ace) after that, so the people you are closest to who were unaware of this side of you asked you for a demonstration.

─ Of course Whitebeard already knew this before anyone else, only that he wasn't going to force you to do shows for the crew if you didn't want to share your hobby, you only started to bring out this side of yourself when you gained more trust with everyone and felt comfortable.

─ Then you started singing more often with the crew acting as an audience, you always received applause even if you were just warming up your vocal cords.

─ Marco now takes the medications that are harmful to your throat very strictly, he doesn't want your voice to be ruined by being so pretty.

─ Ace and Thatch, your number one fans, probably the founders of your fan group, have a board in the kitchen with photos of you as if you were one of those famous singers that appear in the newspapers.

─ Sometimes you and Izo perform to entertain the crew, he dances and you sing.

─ You usually leave the ship to go work in some bars, since you like it, it doesn't hurt to make money from your passion if you can.

─ When someone spends a lot of time away traveling on missions, you are one of the first people they visit, all the fatigue seems to go away when they hear your voice.

─ Thatch will also ask you to help him clean up the mess in the kitchen because he knows you'll start humming while you two clean, making the task much more enjoyable.

─ You better start to believe you are a superstar because Ace will spread the word so much that he has a friend who sings like angels that your reward poster will be forgotten compared to your rumors.

─ This great family is proud of you and the achievements that you set for yourself, whether as a pirate or as a singer, whatever path you end up choosing, they will be there for you.

#op #one piece #one piece x reader #request #reader insert #kid pirates #kid pirates x reader #whitebeard pirates x reader #whitebeard pirates #sfw #singer reader #reader is not specified so... #fem reader #male reader #gn reader #x reader #one piece x singer reader

[mifhortunach]

tagged by @rhavewellyarnbag ! theirs here - ty as always !

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last song: its nothing but covers of 'she dont use jelly' today im afraid

current book stack: as always, only getting worse! All of the books i'm juggling atm are unfortunately podcast motivated.. 😔 shelved by genre is doing earth.sea, which im not 100% sold on. I cant decide if that's bc its a kids book, or if its that i dont actually like ukg's writing style! 99pi, a show i dont listen to, is also doing a bookclub of the power broker w tfh's very own elliott kalan, so i WILL be starting that i think

i'm also reading the big nowhere! which is pure schlock, but mostly rips along

last film: i saw the holdovers yesterday!! which was so good, really funny & touching - otherwise i have SO slowly been trying to watch for all mankind ( ;0 ), but as cool as the footage is, if i see more than 3 frames i immediately become so tired

last show: probs still ntbts... i rewatched some of the webseries last week, and i think that finale ep is truly insanely good. tbfh, more than the movie i want them to release commentary tracks for the vice show so badly, rip

current obsession: its subtle, but honestly probs still operation avalanche! i've been thinking a lot about it anyway, so im watching stuff that influenced it (possibly 'for all mankind'!, definitely stone's JFK!), but i also keep running into adjacent works, or stuff that makes me think of it. i listened to an SFultra ep this week that was all about a guy who wrote a book about murderous moonlanding conspiracies, as well as jfk recreation obsessions (big nowhere's ellroy is also SO tapped into all that bs lol)

tagging. if theyre interested??:

@nonsensegnomes @gatogotica @mithridacy @imageofvoid @guymontspellingbee @chemiosmotic & you! if you want??

#ppp #ive ALSO been considering watching 1670 for gay little priest reasons but jfc theres so much tv out there.. smdh #i litch rewatched the webseries finale bc i was thinking so much of that 2s needledrop of lovefool fgksdhfgksdhfgks

[bredforloyalty]

after all that Love i must have my Hater Moment or Negative Nelly Time or whatever (this is a diary entry)

i do see a. broader pattern of downplaying the extent of rick's abuse and of the show sort of, falling under its own spell sometimes, in these last few seasons.. like look, isn't it inspiring that he's changing and going to therapy EUGH and isn't this what everyone wanted, now you don't have to sit through so much cruelty! yay! and then people buying into that, buying into good rick, crybaby backstory rick, and forgetting who his other half is and why they're like that and what holds them together. it feels wrong to me because i don't think that's how it should've been, something's missing, something's inconsistent, and i think it's the focus on morty and on how rick's fucked him up that just hasn't been there in the way that i wanted it to be 😔

like, people are gushing about rick's love and capacity for change because that's what the episodes have been about mostly, that's how it's been framed, and even in the 'inside the episode' they talk about how people are finally getting to see rick and diane interact and that they wanted her to be as smart and cool as rick etc etc. and i just. i think diane is only as important or interesting as she is important in the light of their relationship. when it stops being about the grooming rick and his grandson and starts being just about rick, when we start caring about rick's dead wife as a character, we're not on the right track lol

but that's just me!!! s6 and s7 occupy this dubious space in my mind where like, i'm happy the writing's more consistent but i wish it still had that spark or that bite or i don't know what, i enjoyed them overall but i wish i enjoyed them more, i wish the episodes other than the finales felt important and treated the rick-morty dynamic more like a cool rock they want to show me and less like an afterthought or something to be dealt with in the designated plot episodes. i wish i wish i wish

it's not even that i NEED rick to be the biggest cunt ever or to stay as awful as he used to be, i don't think that's it at least, i just don't like how they went about this shift in the family.. the moments that aren't as deliberately dramatic as the argument in the lightsaber episode for example really take away from the whole thing for me. like one minute they're cool and the next it's like oooh or are they cool tho?? maybe they aren't, we need to create problems to keep the show going so they aren't! but it doesn't feel like a natural evolution to me, definitely not all of it. and that's not a concrete thing that you can judge imo, but part of it is concrete, because i do want the abuse narrative to be what it is and for it to not shove anything under the rug. i'm not sure this is how morty would act, given all the things rick's done to him and with him, and so that makes me think the writers aren't primarily interested in exploring a character like morty. but why would they be, of course what they're primarily doing is trying to create consistent, fun television, trying to juggle 'canon' and 'episodic', write good jokes, please the long time fans, keep people watching

i can't help my cynicism: fear no mort was great, i'm still worried about the general direction though 🥴 and who knows, maybe the next season's going to recontextualize these last two for me, maybe the end of the entire show will allow me an interpretation that i can't afford right now. maybe there will be moments that will blow my tits clean off and make me feel insane!! but for now i feel like i've been feeding on scraps

#kata.txt #rnm #← organizational purposes

[oodlyenough]

aa3 trials and tribulations

alright after dragging my heels to get four months out of a idk 35 hour game i have finished aa3. spoilery thoughts mostly about the last case bc i played the others months ago fjglhgkf

Positive stuff:

FRANZISKA... my mvp... I loved Franziska after aa2 but she was so great here, everything I could've wanted from her lmao. My best worst girl. I LOVED having her hang out with Phoenix fhlgfhgklf incredible, showstopping, spectacular. Their dynamic is sooo much fun and I also really liked seeing her interact with the witnesses outside of the courtroom, and how she tries to establish her authority but uses that authority to try and comfort them, etc -- she gets mad at Phoenix when he isn't complimentary enough of Sister Bikini lol, she takes control of the sacred cavern situation, she bullies Edgeworth into selfcare garden sulking after the earthquake, etc. It was really interesting and kind of sweet, in her way, it was nice to see that side of her. I can easier see how she and Adrian ended up with their weird gay thing although I have to admit Franmaya remains my Franziska ship of choice. (Just yesterday I was telling someone "I want Franziska to show Maya how to use her whip"... so close and yet so far Capcom.)

Defense attorney Edgeworth was awesome what a fun idea, and the Edgeworth/Franziska court battle ruled. I think I talked about it a lot at the time so I won't dwell much but lmao. wonderful. you're both sooooo bonkers

The Fey family drama! Cool af! Love a matriarchal society of women murdering each other. Amazing. I was spoiled for bits and pieces but not for Misty, which was a great surprise, I had expected they'd just leave that thread hanging but resolving it was the correct choice. I also loved that this game gave a bit more of a nod to Mia. I had said in my previous reaction post that I loved Mia having her own lil Moriarty in Dahlia and their showdown was so fun. Get her ass Mia. Pull each other's hair in the afterlife.

The actual plot mystery stuff in this case was great. I was able to do 3-4 and 3-5 without any walkthrough help AND without banging my head into a wall, which really does make it more fun, lol. You feel clever for solving it without feeling like it's being spoonfed. Or at least I didn't feel it was spoonfed :P and I guessed wrong about some things.

I loved Dahlia LMAO she was fr on the stand like "Your honour I was born evil and I died evil and I'm still evil now. Peace". I sort of expected she'd have mixed emotions at least about Iris but uh nope. Choose a way to born: Evil Baby. You could probably say something about AA returning to these cartoonishly evil villains to smooth over any of the ethical quandaries probably but tbh for the most part I just find it fun. Whatever. Cant a girl have hobbies (poisoning, failure).

Less positive stuff:

I was surprised and disappointed to not get a send-off epilogue screen for Edgeworth or Franziska 😔 they just kind of disappeared in the back end of the case, and while I don't have an issue focusing on the Feys in the end, the Edgeworth/Franziska stuff felt a bit unresolved to me, to not even get a few lines when Oldbag and Larry do. I guess Capcom wants me to play AAI (... sort of. not enough to port it or translate it :P).

Two finale cases in a row shelved Maya for a considerable portion. She got much more to do here, in the end -- her as Nick's last witness was very good, and obv she's central to the whole case -- than in 2-4, but I still felt her absence.

And I do wish we'd gotten to see more of Edgeworth and Phoenix interacting - they're sort if implied to be spending time off screen but I would like to see it.jpeg, I thought he was gonna be a more active part of the case after trial day 1. Since AA1 it often feels like the game is juggling characters so I can have like, one fave with me at a time but not more lol. Rude.

The Iris/Phoenix stuff was 🙄 I realize it's futile to be mad about like, token heterosexuality in a 20+ year old video game, but 🙄 lol. Also naturally I spent most of the game believing Dahlia had grudgingly put up with Feenie while dreaming of murder for 8 months and that's so much funnier than the truth turned out to be, lmao. Her eternal torment.

I couldn't stand Godot lmao I didn't like him at the start of the game and by the end I hated him. His gimmick was boring to me at best, I found him deeply condescending and sexist in the case with Mia, and then obviously 3-5 just sent all of that overdrive. The upswing was that he was the killer so that was satisfying for me lmfao. Throw the book at him judge.

Overall:

I see why this is often called the best game. The overarching stories all tied together well, I can see how the cases of the week led into the finale even if I hated one of em (mask de masque do NOT interact), the puzzles are good while being solvable, and there are some really really great fun moments of character stuff in here for almost everyone.

Having said that, I think the first game is still my fave. Its comparatively limited scope meant each major character got their moment, Maya and Edgeworth are my besties and it's the only time I actually got to have both of them around at the same time. And Turnabout Goodbyes is just so good and so is Rise from the Ashes.

I'm sad the trilogy is over 😔 while I wait for 4-6 to get ported I'll play TGAA and AAI, but not sure in which order, and in either case I'm gonna miss my best friend Phoenix Wright. Luv u buddy

#ace attorney #aa3 spoilers #oodly plays AA

[kimtaegis]

Is there an opposite of fomo? Because I have that. 😔 Or maybe I'm just lowkey burned out. I try to keep up with these crazy schedules while juggling my life and responsibilities and the thing is, I used to be very scared of missing something. I work from home and I no longer have classes but when I did, I was always so sad whenever something happened while I was in class or going somewhere. And yes, I could always watch it later but there is just something about watching the thing exactly when it happens. Anyway. Fast forward, I now lowkey don't care about anything? 😭 I still keep up with the schedules as much as i can but I don't care anymore if i miss something. (except when it comes to Jimin 😔) i always watch behind videos or promo videos when they are short but when it comes to episodes which are like 20-30 minutes long, I just don't want to sit down and watch them.. Even though I still see the clips on twitter and I enjoy them and I still care about the boys a lot and what they are up to so I really don't understand why I don't care to watch a lot of content. It's honestly frustrating because I care but apparently I don't? And the thing with lives... I catch like 90% of the lives they do, but I never rewatch them with proper subtitles 😭 I used to always do that but now it's been months since I've opened one to watch again. To be fair Jungkook sometimes does 2 hour lives 3 times a week so those are time consuming to watch again 😭 but even with shorter lives.. If I don't catch it when they air, I guess I'll never see it then. And it's not just with bts, I have a bunch of TV shows I started and I want to watch them but I also don't want to spend the time to actually sit down and watch it. The same with YouTube videos, I'm subscribed to a lot of people and watch 0 videos. The same with books... And I could keep going 😭 I don't know if it's just a general burn out or what.

I don’t think not watching all of the content that gets released (which is. a hell of a lot) means that you don’t care anymore. I think this kind of behaviour pattern is rather part of the process of distributing your resources as a working adult? resources as in energy, time, concentration etc that you still have after all the things you have to do every day. our capacities for all these fun things often become smaller the more real-life responsibilities we have. so your brain is basically just sorting out whatever takes too much space or time. I think this is mostly about priorities, and those change over time, even unconsciously! what is important though is that you’re still able to take time for things you enjoy, and it seems like you do to a degree (e.g you watch shorter videos and their wlives while they happen), because once you don’t find the energy to not ever do anything anymore that usually made you happy, then that’s concerning and really sounds like a burn out, which I hope will not happen, darling

#take care!!! #anon #annie’s mail #long post

[ddarker-dreams]

I miss HWR reader and chrollo😔 how are they doing send them my regards lock

they're doing about as well as those two can.............. for now. probably playing chess while chrollo drinks wine and HWR reader drinks tea. aka a typical evening when crime isn't on the agenda.

you should be able to see more of them somewhat soon, i wanted to post chapter three of hwr: bloodlines on friday, buuut as i reread it for the millionth time i decided it needed some changes. so back into editing hell it goes (haha). i thought i was used to juggling plot... that assumption has been stomped into the dust by this story. i've been humbled. i'll keep working diligently so i can get it to a state that i'm happy to share with you all though!!!

#hell within reach #answered #Anonymous

[sugarcherriess]

Uh. Heyyyyy, how y’all doin 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣

I’M NOT DEAD 😋🥰😘 I just went off the grid for a while just because I have been working constantly since last year and then one day I woke up and was like “I don’t wanna do anything anymore” and didn’t realise two weeks have passed since my last update😭😭😭😭

HOWEVER I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN WELL AND HAVING FUN AND LIKE EATUNG FOOD AND DRINKING WATER

A few updates and reviews:

1. I’m a university professor now 👁👄👁

Monday will be my first day. Remember how we used to joke about my students coming across my blog. Yeah 👤

2. TXT COMEBACK

BRO????? STRAIGHT FUCKING FIRE?????? LIKE I HAVE NOT STOPPED LISTENING TO DEVIL BY THE WINDOW BEOMGYUS SEXY PART?????? THE TREMENDOUS BEAT???? TINNITUS???? OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK THEIR OUTFITS ARE SO SO FUCKING GOOD I LOVE THE CHOREO SO MUCH. 100000000000000000/10. Chefs kiss. “Stay you can stay if you’re tempted to leave” i will keep you as my sex slave do Not tempt me.

3. The Boyz comeback teaser

The. I. He. Yeah. High quality movie trailer fs. ♾/10. I’m so excited for it i already want to inject it in my veins.

4. Beomgyu

I want him so bad you don’t understand

5. Hyunjae

I. I can’t seem to stop crying about him to pup every other night so like improvement🤙🏼 im still emotionally constipated bc Hyunjae 🤢🤢🤢 but yk. Also his. Teaser photos for the. Book. Im malfunction every tims I remember bwbsbbdjskqoanan NOBODY LOOK AT HIM HES MINE.

6. Cats&Soup

I love this game so much. Pup introduced me to it and I haven’t stopped playing it. Another reason why I haven’t been on here. I kind of just woke up, played catsnsoup, fell asleep

7. This blog

I put this at the end because I didn’t want you to wanna kill me right off the bat. NO IM NOT CLOSING THE BLOG. I love love love interacting with all of you so much and i wanna keep it going but honestly i have no motivation to write anything. Even though my recent even requests are all so fucking good like i Want to write them but im so tired and im going to be tired after my classes start– both student and prof wise.

I’m not saying I’m gonna stop writing or not do the requests. I WILL. I’m just saying that updates will be real slow and I do hope you guys don’t get too impatient. Writing fics was a big part of my routine last year even though i was so occupied but now it’s going to have to be a hobby instead since i have so many more priorities i need to juggle I KNOW IM SORRY BUT IT CANT BE HELPED 😭😭😭😔😔😔

8. I love you

Im sorry if i worried you guys bc I disappeared out of nowhere but i didnt plan it at all honestly i had no idea its been so long. But thank you so much for still thinkign of me and keeping in touch i love you fr😔💘💘

#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Adonis Thinks #updates

[quuma]

Q HOW WAS UR ARTIST ALLEY???? OMGG DOD OT HAPPEN YET??? if u ever come to san francisco…. let me know… bro my wallet is screaming for q art prints… ALSO WHAT ARE YOU SELLING??? i love twst merch SO MUCH that would be so cute if u had keychains EEEE would u ever consider (or do u have) an etsy page open??? i am whoring over the idea of your riddle art on a professional print good heavens I MUST INVEST!!! anyways i hope it went well if u had it!!! if u didn’t yet GOOD LUCK ITS GOING TO GO AMAZING. also omg a fellow nctzen??? who is ur bias MINE IS JAEMIN AND JISUNG I LOVE THE DREAMIES SO MUCH

KIMI I JUST GOT BACK FROM IT ABOUT 4 HOURS AGO, AND DESPITE HAVING SOME,, QUESTIONABLE,, PEOPLE COME TO MY TABLE, IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD!! :D

It was so tiring tho I’m ngl 😭😭 I’m gonna need at least 2 weeks before I leave the house again ;^;;

legit spent the entire event trying to juggle with drawing (bro I haven’t done traditional art in so long - idk why tf I thought it’d be a good idea to give myself such a short timeframe [40mins - 1hr] to draw sketch comms), dealing with ppl complaining about my keychain prices (I was literally using the price recommended to me by the staff 😭😭 most con keychains are literally more expensive so idk what they were complaining about), and talking to random 50yr old men that were asking me about digital art (as creepy as that sounds, they were both v v nice - ended up convincing one to buy an iPad for his daughter for Christmas [she better be grateful >:(]),, ;-;;;

I doubt I’ll ever go to San Francisco (America sorta scares me hahaidhbkjjh) [actually maybe I’ll visit just for you pookie 🤭🤭😍😍], but I’ll definitely let you know if I ever open an Etsy store !!! I’ll probably end up doing it once my catalogue is larger & I figure out how to get higher quality prints :))) (so,, sometime next year :D)

I was selling art prints (TWST, Genshin, Nijisanji), keychains (Genshin), and commissions !! :D

My prediction was right tho LOL - only one TWST print sold (my mootie who loves Riddle bought it eheheh) (actually maybe 3 sold if you include the art trade for Leona and my brother buying a Ruggie print) - and as disappointing as it was, it’s a good indicator on what to make more of in future though!! As much as i love making TWST content, I do still want to make art that sells at cons 😔😔,, i.e. I probs have to focus more on vtuber/Genshin/anime art sighhhhhh

The way I’ve written this post makes it sound like the event was entirely miserable omfg i promise it wasn’t !! stressful, yes, but not terrible !! I did enjoy the experience a lot, and will be applying to proper, bigger cons in the future !! :D

IM SO GLAD TO HAVE A FELLOW KEYCHAIN LOVER AS A MOOTIE <3333 I LITERALLY LOVE KEYCHIANS SO MUCH THEYRE ALL I EVER BUY ONLINE <333 I’LL DEFINITELY DESIGN SOME TWST KEYCHAINS IN FUTURE FOR YOU POOKUMS <333 I’ll even pay the stupidly high shipping costs to send them to you snookums <333

ALSO YES I AM A FELLOW NCTZEN!!! MY BIAS IS TAEYONG <33 (can you tell that I like the overworked type ahsbjdahsfgdgb) BUT TBH RENJUN AND DOYOUNG ARE RLLY CLOSE BEHIND HIM SO IDK </3

OH AND HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS OF MY TINY LITTLE STALL !! sorry that they’re so blurry 😭😭 I was nervous so my hands were shaking a lot 🧍🧍

had to partially cover poor Ruggie and Leona’s faces with labels bc I didn’t know if I was allowed to show blood ahahjshkskn

#q’s convos

[kustas]

Thing to ask! for the notoriously bad comic Tokyo Ghoul, to you how much is it a case of wasted potential and how much of it is unsalvageable garbáge??

It's hard for me to be objective about this because a lot of what I don't like in TG fundamentally comes from me not being the target audience for this kind of story 😔 I don't dig modern settings, I don't dig teenager dramas, I don't dig the art style nor the designs but none of these are inherently bad...

What could be improved imo, but again that's the imo and not the one objective truth, is the character writing... it's very edgy, it throws out there horrific backstories for what feels like uniquely shock value and I really dislike how easily it falls into bad taste. An example of this is a kid character which I will use because because he looks and acts like a hyperviolent androgynous neurotic child which would in normal circumstances be a direct bingo to my heart but in practice his backstory is this... frankly not well written MESS of extremely sensitive themes like child sexual abuse and resulting trauma that doesn't really. Matter much in the story at all. It's just there. And that's what most of the character happenings feel like, they're just there and it makes for shocking content and high stakes drama that some people who aren't me fall for

There's another character I remember liking who's gimmick is...being normal. He has no real gimmick asides of being the best friend to the main character and a kind reliable grounded presence and by constrast he makes the wild supernatural shit happening feel way more dramatic and while he does have specific, low stakes character dramas to himself, they still work. I'm bringing this up because the extremely rough and frankly uninteresting bc it's been done so much pitch of "normal guy becomes undead being who has to eat people to survive" becomes way more interesting when you focus on that horror aspect of coping with it. And imo that should be dealt with by contrasting the horrors with the mundane. TG instead goes for anime power scaling edge which I couldn't give a rat's ass about. Make 2/3 of the cast boring people coping with their low stakes while juggling their ghouldom I might care a bit more

TLDR no I don't really think it's fixable if you mean "fixable as in I like it" but with some tweaks including a hefty serving of good taste it could be better written yes

But if you want that ideal premise I described of juggling your life problems and eating people try watching the new interview with the vampire TV show it does that in an actually impactful way

#ask

[ne0nwithazero]

I'm curious what Hosts and Tennas relationship is? Like as Parent and Son.

Both Mike and Host love him a LOT, but they were also a bit too overprotective and spoiled him a bit too much x) Tenna is kind of that snarky rich kid stereotype because of this, all while feeling like they had to put up a front for the sake of his parents' reputation. Neither Mike nor Host realized how much pressure this put on him and how it contributed to him running away from home.

If Host is already so overly protective over Mike, you can imagine how they are with Tenna xD Both Mike and Host dealt with isolation and struggling to connect with their peers, Mike mostly because he was way too snarky for a mic, and Host because of their defective screen and being a pushover, so the last thing they want is for Tenna to struggle similarly.

Tenna deals with similar struggles of fitting in because of being a hybrid, which is part of why they hide their tail, as TVs don't usually have them and it's a dead giveaway that he's part mic, though it's not like their celebrity child status allows them to be secretive about their origins.

But yeah, they don't exactly see eye to eye because Mike and Host don't fit in with their peers and they've embraced this fact and have tried to pass this to their kid, but Tenna rejects that because he desperately wants to fit in and not be seen as weird. His status has also led him to struggle with making friends because lots of darkners will want to approach him because he's popular and as such, they have a lot of trust issues as to who genuinely wants to be their friend and who just wants to use him for their own gain.

But yeah, Host and Tenna… It's still way too early in Tenna's development for me to have properly fleshed them out so whatever I write here might end up being outdated eventually xD Tenna does love their parents but they also feel detached from them for the reasons mentioned above. Host being overly protective does end up being smothering, but they're also kind of strict and while Mike might let some nonsense slide, Host won't hesitate to set up rules if it comes to it. QwQ

During the end of Big Shot Spamton era, Host was struggling with their abilities, so this did cause them to be a little bit more irritable. Tenna was already distancing himself by this time, especially with Mike having to juggle keeping Spamton, Host and Tenna in check, it was a very complicated era for all of them. :(

Tenna does miss them sometimes, but they're also a loner at heart, and feels much happier on their own and being away from the limelight. 😔 No one knows who he used to be in the Flower Shop dark world, it's nice

He did convince himself that his parents didn't need him because they were so focused on helping this random Spamton guy they had never met before. Little does he know that they never stopped looking for him.

#Jay Asks #spacehowdy2 #Tenna #Mike #Host #Crying at this AU why did I do this to myself

[jinanreona]

Ten Q's

1. When are you usually online?  

Never :l  Jkjk lol I’m usually online in the evenings, even if I lurk when I can’t think to write. I’m easier to get to on Discord honestly 😅

2. What verses are you involved in outside of this page?

Other than a model au I have with @poisonedbeauty​ I think most of my other interactions are pretty canon compliant. Though sometimes I think of a dark au in which Leona goes down Scar’s route and takes over his home’s kingdom >:)))  Or even darker au would have been his overblot being worse than what it had been in the story. I also need to make a modern au for him, but that takes more planning!

3. What is your biggest RP pet peeve?

ooc drama and people complaining about how others write. Pleaseeee it’s a hobby, no need to take things too seriously XD

4. Are you drawn to specific types of muses?

I tend to gravitate towards morally grey, smug assholes who do what they want when they want, and take orders from no one. They’re fun to write, especially since most usually have skills or talents that explain their attitude problems. That being said, I’m also a sucker for them talking big game with others, but being soft towards their loved ones (both platonic and romantic wise).

I’ve also written softer characters who have a kind heart and want to help others. So I guess I like having the best of both worlds 😆

5. Are there recurring themes in your writing that people might not notice?

I don’t think so 🤔 Though I guess some of my more loner characters tend to struggle with connecting with people and being honest about their feelings.

6. What are your favorite RP trends?

Group events! But also just characters commenting on dash events XD It’s always hilarious and it’s led to friendships forming between others, it’s awesome!

7. What is your process for starting a new story with someone?

I throw a meme at people or slide into their DMs. Also there’s a lot of post exchanges to get some ideas flowing between us. From there, we can either wing it on how we get from start to end, or we plan it out in more detail (though I prefer the former).

8. How do you feel about duplicates?

Everyone’s interpretation is different, so I enjoy writing with multiples of the same characters. As for other Leonas... I love them! I’m happy to follow or even interact with them >:3 Twin au? Light/dark au? The sky’s the limit!

9. How long have you been involved in roleplaying?

About 6 years now. Though I’ve taken breaks between fandoms to get my momentum back for writing.

10. Is there a muse or verse you wish you could write in, but haven’t?

There’s so many muses I want to write and in different fandoms! Unfortunately, I wouldn’t have time. As it is, even one muse is too much for me when I get too busy irl. Juggling multiple would completely fry my brain. I’d love to write more verses too, but same issue about time 😔 Though I have written experimental characters in Discord, since it’s easier to keep track of threads like that.

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Tagged by: @mostrohost​ thank you!!!

Tagging: You! >:D

#;; meme games #;; ooc #;; mun

[logicheartsoul]

hi! your tfatws gifs are such good quality, where do you find the videos? i can barely find 720p?

Hey, anon, sorry this took a bit to answer, I've been busy all day!

But to answer your question, the reason my gifs are good quality is coz I use 4K video sources.

(Originally, I wanted to download 1080p vids and a friend of mine uploaded some on gdrive and sent me the link but there was something in the bg of one of the episodes I wanted more detail for and when I found out there were 4K sources for the eps, I knew that was the only way for me to zoom in and check it so loool)

As where I download them, I get them from a variety of sites but I basically search for direct download sources (I just have a policy of not t*rrenting live action shows and tv, especially if it's western media, especially since I don't currently have access to a VPN. The only thing I t*rrent is anime and the anime I choose are those that are currently unlicensed), here's a list that's from one of those "how to make gif" masterposts, you can check them out here for some of those sites. There are a couple more I use but sometimes I have to juggle coz some sites might have things I need and some don't and it's one of those searching games 😔 at least for 4K quality. (And there have been times I had to go for non-english sites like in French or Spanish lmao) But I think the link I posted have some that are definitely 1080p if you're ok with that!

I hope it helps, anon! (I also downloaded the 4K videos for this show some time last year, so it might take some digging to find it now, but take that with a grain of salt lol)

I wish you luck and hope you manage to get the higher quality sources!

#ask #anon #finding the 4k vids for this show in like... was it june? I can't remember it took a bit but then again it might be easier to find together #i kinda just searched piecemeal but when you find them now they might be lumped together

[bubbelpop2]

I wish all people of binary and non binary genders who have gynophobia or androphobia a very good night, it's so fucking hard to navigate life sometimes

Sincerely, a trans man with gynophobia, who has a constant low level of anxiety because of the sheer amount of women in my home and work life, to the point that it's hard to identify why I'm anxious, even while I'm TALKING to a woman.

Women scary. 😔 All women. Fem, Butch, fictional, real, cis, trans, doesn't matter. Fem-aligned people scare me.

Which TRIPLE sucks because I also have a complicated attraction to women and have dated mostly cis women my whole life. Three of four people i have dated who aren't cis women are feminine in some way.

I'm also gay. Like, i have an extreme preference for men. I am sexually and romantically attracted the most strongly to men. Almost all of my Fictional crushes are men. And i still have only dated mostly women and fem aligned people.

You can see how this might put me in a very weird position when trying to label myself. I don't want to label as bi or pan because i don't want to attract more women to me, or imply that i like women about the same as i like men, and in fact, my attraction to women is something i don't generally want complete strangers to know. (I know 50/50 attraction isn't a RULE to use bi as a label, I'm just personally not comfortable with using bi for the above reasons.)

But then i try to use gay as a label, which is both as umbrella term and also a mlm term, but you have to keep in mind that i look like a cis man, so when you see me, and i say I'm gay, you would immediately think "oh, he strictly likes men." But i don't want to give off the impression that i strictly only like men either!!! Because i don't!!

So I've settled with the labels MLM, Gay, and Queer, even if none of them feel right. I want a specific label, but i want a common label understandable to cishets irl. So I've angrily decided to use gay and queer even though it doesn't fit right.

And that's okay. I like the idea of having a label that fits, but having a label that's understandable and gets cishets to leave me the fuck alone and not ask questions is much better for me and my comfort needs.

Anyways I've always juggled between whether i should Id as bi or pan or demiromantic or gay or greyro, and it's mostly because of my complicated attraction to women as a result of my fear of them (as a result of trauma from being around a lot of horrible or abusive women throughout my youth).

Sigh.

#shut up bubbz #okay to reblog #half vent

[lilac-and-cherry]

I’m having trouble recalling all the details from yesterday, but to be fair husband spoke a lot in Japanese. I remember for sure he was upset about son being rude to his Japanese teacher (I’m still not sure that’s true, I think son was just frustrated and scared of making mistakes. I think due to pressure from husband)

The main thing though, was his really raised his voice. I was shocked. He usually speaks softly, even when mad. I tried to gently shush and calm him down, saying son is in the room and can hear him.

Then he said it.

Husband: “that’s YOUR fault!”

It’s my fault he raised his voice, he said.

I just …. I’m shocked. And so sad.

He later calmed down, apologized, and talked about how his mom was when he was growing up. We had been touching on him having trauma and his parents being abusive, and I always emphasize that that is generational trauma we need to break.

Later he blew up again, at bathtime. He was getting mad at son, something about his bath crayons? I tried to support, but honestly had to ask him what the perform was because I was as confused as son was. Something about son not cleaning up after he draws?

Me: then let’s tell him (son) he needs to clean up when he’s done, and hold him accountable

Husband: *looking mad* I can’t understand

Me: okay (son) when your done drawing, you need to clean up the walls, okay?

Son: okay

Husband just got more angry after that. I was very sad and uncomfortable. Son ended up getting out of the tub, standing with me. He’s hugging me while husband is angry talking. I wish I could remember he was saying. I just kept trying to gently shush and ask him to calm down.

It just made him more angry…

At this point I’m standing in the shower half clean, son standing behind me avoiding husband. I tried to finish showering as fast as I could, because son said he wanted to leave the shower. After a few minutes husband left on his own.

When he closed the door, I knelt down and hugged son tight, and gave him a kiss. I think I did it a couple times. I just want him to know he’s safe with me, no matter how much his dad explodes.

It’s a lot of pressure for me. I try to parent my son and discipline him fairly. But I also want to be his sage place. It’s really hard to juggle and I know he gets really scared when I have to talk to him about bad behavior. But I try to reassure him later. And I’m lucky, he’s a really good kid. Most of his mishaps are him just not being careful.

Later we’re getting ready for bed. As usual, husband basically drops his parenting duties to be mad, leaving them to me. I’m used to it. 😔

We’re in bed. Every time son put his feet near husband, husband moved them away. I got between them to prevent conflict. Son really loves his papa, naturally. But he doesn’t know how to avoid his tantrums. Part of me feels like I shouldn’t have to teach him to walk on eggshells like I do, but I also want to protect him. *sigh*

Later I stayed up and helped husband bid on an auction as I had promised earlier. It went to high, but I didn’t supper. At one point the bidding went unusually high and I kept asking if he was okay. Apparently he wanted it to be high for the proxy bidder, to kind of punish them?? I told him that made me feel very uncomfortable. We stopped after that.

But still … all this. Main thing I took from it was he said his raised voice and anger was my fault. He just … I can’t … but I knew too. I’m so devastated. This isn’t the guy I married. 😢

[secondhand-trash]

24 with samu please!! had no bf to do this for me on mine 😔👌

A/N: my graduation story is that my parents forgot to buy me flowers even though my school was right next to a whole street of florists lmao I ended up borrowing my friends’ bouquets so my pictures won’t look so plain 🙃

Pairing: Miya Osamu x reader

Word count: 1256

24. bouquets on graduation day

You did not tell Osamu when was your graduation day.

It was not like you didn’t want him to come, much less that you thought he wouldn’t come if you had told him. The thing was that you knew he would drop everything just to watch you graduate if he knew, and that was exactly why you didn’t let him know.

With him being one year older, you were there when he graduated and ever since then, going from seeing him around the school every day to only seeing him once a week or even less when he was busy had been a lot to get used to. The one year difference in your age was nothing even though he had the added charm of being your upperclassman that your friends fawned over, but the divide only got more apparent as he stepped one foot into society while you were still wrapped in the safe bubble of high school. He was still so dedicated to you, squeezing time out between his many shifts and class to see you, staring with fondness as you told him all the things that happened in Inarizaki after he left. You were sure he never intended to make you feel that way, but you always found your problems to be so silly compared to what he had to juggle. There were more and more things he slipped between his sentences that he would have to pause and explain to you, realising that it wasn’t something you would know. 

He ditched the dye after graduation and stopped with the side part. You told him he looked so much hotter now and he laughed, saying that everyone gets hotter after high school. What you didn’t have the heart to mention was that the bags under his eyes grew heavier too, or that sometimes you had to take a step back when you leaned forward to kiss him only to pull away and see his bloodshot eyes. It was quite apparent when he pulled an all-nighter before going to see you and your heart dropped a little when he told you that he signed up for a night shift the day before so he could free up the following day all for you.

So you decided that graduation day didn’t matter too much after all, you would much rather have Osamu get more sleep the night before.

What you hadn’t expected, was to look down into the sea of people when it was your turn to get your certificate and see Osamu sitting right there in the center, flowers in hand, grinning ear to ear next to your parents when your eyes met halfway across the huge hall.

He was still looking all smiley when you dashed towards him first thing once the ceremony was over. Osamu tilted his head in amusement when you parted your lips but nothing came out, giving you a light-hearted chuckle before breaking the silence himself. “Happy graduation,” he said, quirking his eyebrow up as he handed the bunch of flowers to you. It was a large bouquet of flowers, elaborate and far more extravagant than anything you thought he might bring if you had asked him to come. 

He sighed when you still looked as dumbfounded as before, shaking his head with a snort, “the kids from the volleyball club sent out the dates to us.” 

“Oh,” you replied without thinking, before realising that it was a terrible way to react to your boyfriend who was still standing his arms out with flowers for you. You shot him a sheepish smile before taking the bouquet from him, feeling the weight sunk onto your arm as he carefully pulled his hands back, “thank you.”

“I would have got you something nicer if I had more time,” he mused, crossing his arms in front of his chest, “but someone decided their boyfriend didn’t need to know when they’re graduating.”

He was still smiling, but you could see the way his eyes lowered as he pursed his lips. “I thought you’d be busy,” you said, reaching out for his hand. 

He muttered when you hooked onto his fingers, swinging his arm back and forth, “Not so busy that I couldn’t even handle going to your graduation.”

Osamu had a faint idea why exactly that he had to learn about your graduation through his old friends and not through you, which was exactly why he had been so frustrated. The last thing he wanted was for you to think that it would be a burden for him to find time for you. He worked several jobs, occasionally forgot to pay his credit card bill on time and had to take up even more shifts to pay interests, sometimes he even overslept after a long day and completely forgot about his morning classes until it was already over. He had a lot of concerns, but he was hellbent to make sure that none of them would become your concerns. 

Sometimes, Miya Osamu missed high school, when he had clear visions of what he needed to do to get past the year and people around him who were doing the exact same thing as he was. Even when he struggled, he could always go one floor down and you would be there any time he needed, ready to listen to his whines as he buries his face into your shoulder. 

Soon you would have your own mountain of concerns and worries, so Osamu wanted to make sure that at the very least, none of those would be for him.

“I’m sorry,” you said, linking your fingers with his, “I’m happy that you came.” “Hm,” he hummed, bending down slightly to touch his forehead against yours, careful to not smash the bunch of flowers you were holding into his chest. “You like them?” he asked, motioning to the bouquet you were holding.

You giggled, “Yeah.”

“Good,” he nodded, “I’ll buy you more.”

“Don’t waste your money.”

“Not a waste if you like them,” he said. Flicking his gaze around the hall, everyone else was occupied. There was no one paying you two much mind and the corner of his lips lifted up at the realisation.

His breath was just fanning at your lips when he jerked back with an annoyed glare at the sudden yell that broke your moment.

“(y/n)! Come take a picture with us!”

You were holding back your laughter as Osamu pouted and rolled his eyes. He sighed, pulling back his hand that was placed lightly at the side of your waist. “Go,” he ruffled his hair in humoured exasperation, “go have fun.”

The smile was back when you stole a quick peck on his chin before turning on your heels. As if he was suddenly reminded of something important, Osamu grabbed your wrist before you could dash away.

“No one asked for the second button on your uniform, right?”

His face twisted together visibly when you blinked and you suddenly grew an urge to mess with him. “Well...”

Osamu let go of your wrist before he gulped, his arms crossing and uncrossing in front of his chest impatiently before he settled with letting them dropped at his sides. “You didn’t give it to them, did you?”

His eyes grew wider and wider with each second of your silence passing by, his pout getting more and more obvious when he tugged at your sleeve like a lost puppy.

“Wait, what is this supposed to mean- why are you laughing? I’m being serious!”

(the prompt list)

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu imagine #miya osamu x reader #miya osamu imagine #miya osamu imagines

[asmossimp]

Ruri chan in the house of lametation??

pt 1 the elder bros (leading up to the dinner)

Levi being completely a Ruri-Chan obsessed shut in (handsome) otaku would completely freak out if he found out you were Ruri Chan he would never be able to face you directly, which would make you (his Henry) his friend sad so you decided to keep it a secret until a new season was going to be made they had to have Ruri Chan's most popular voice actor act in it but how would you juggle with keeping it a secret from the rest while meeting up to record the series? Unfortunately for you Lucifer was always one step ahead from you..

pronouns : gender neutral

summmary : you voice act ruri chan and are making levi suffer for drAmAAA 👌

warnings : ( bit of swearing ), simp levi- beware you will simp aswell 😶💅 also no spell checks cause im lazy- 🙄✋

music listened too : uptown funk, circus, criminal rasputin and need to know

( i know ruri chan was probably before mc was alive but lets pretend ok😔🤌)

Lucifer

he had a few suspicions when you started coming home late from RAD

did you have a secret partner-?

no clearly that was impossible he would've noticed at school..

when you started getting phone calls he had decided to check your DDD it was purely for his curiosity your safety

then he found the name of- was that the company Levi always talked about

but how would you have contact with them-

it was a very private company so no spoilers ever got out levi had been talking about the new series coming out this week..

clearly you would've said something to Levi if you had contact right?

no Lucifer id want Levi to suffer dumb ass 😤✋

well he wasn't one to let his master get into trouble you killed me bitc-

anyways.. peeping tom Lucifer decided to follow you after school

his suspicions raised when he found you at a secret abandoned building

you apparently gave them a code letting you in

using some magic he made the lower demons fall asleep lucky bastard 😒💅

deciding to follow your scent bloodhound's am i right-?

you were found in a - recording room- then it him you were a voice actor- finally dumb ass

oh my diavolo you were so in deep trouble when you got home

he flew back to the house of lamentation to get ready for dinner deciding to spoil the surprise there

you didn't think this bastard would keep a secret did you 😒

as you came home deciding to take a shower exhausted from using your voice all day when Lucifer came up to you with a smile..

strange👁

he asked you to come sit down at the table as he was going to make an announcement

well dam mc you got a special seat waiting for you..-

you nodded too exhausted after using your voice all day

sitting at the table noise was only to be expected ..

he then dropped the bomb

of you voice acting at ruri chans company

you spit that water out faster than mammon could run-

Levi nearly died from choking on his food-

mammon was in shock

asmo was also in shock since he heard levi rant about how ruri chans company took so long to make new episodes while doing his nails-

what a great brother haaa 🥺🤧🤌

Levi was the replica of the board smashing meme irl

well dam mc how are you gonna get out of this..

Mammon

what were you so busy with lately like-???

not like the great mammon would miss a human- HAH- anyway

whYYY?

WHHY mc how could you???

do you not want to walk with him home anymore or???

no well ofcourse not mc ,say that i dare you 😠💅

but like fr how could you stop walking home with this finneee man

like you have this handsome beautiful man pratically begging you to walk home with him-

how could your reject this pretty kkind- amazing soul-

you get the point right-?

he did try following you but..

solomon.

that god dam flirty suspicious sorcerer-

poor solomon

anyway you get the point

solomon kept on using magic spell's to disarray the brothers attempts to find where you were going

dam solomon you making moves

smooth like butter like a criminal under coverrr

any way after a few days of trying he gave up and asked you where you were going--

NOT because he couldn't find out dont get things messed up dumb (cool) human...

you told him that you had a job you were working at mc.. they beleived you cause-

solomons the wizard of the century👏👏👏

well a another week went by Levi's been boring them with talk about the ruri- chen, -chin or whatever series all week

then lucifer suddenly called a meeting at dinner -

HE DIDNT DO It-

oh so its not him-

oh hey mc your here sit here-

after every one was sitting down

Lucifer told them about Mc's voice acting-

Mc you spit some of that water on me-

HEY WAIT WAIT WHAT-

Mc having a high end job that even the Lucifer couldn't find out about the company

Mc what species are you???

Leviathan

well god dam he almost didn't notice

emphasis on the ALMOST

he had wanted to watch the series with you so bad-

like SO BAD

but mc your work had to choose the wrong weeks didn't they-

do you want them to go out of business-?

he could summon Lotan -

oh nvm Lucifer said no 😒

boomer

but like Levi was sad but he was still very busy he barely goes out of his room unless needed

or for survival

y know not "normie" stuff

anyway he did ask you to watch it during dinner he kept on talking about ruri chan-

he shut up when Lucifer said that he was this close 🤏 to banning him from watching ruri chan-

he shut up

anyway he was worried when you started coming home late but

when you assured him he was in tippity top shape again

time to rewatch the 3 episodes for the 347th time!

he invited you to watch the episodes yet..

you seem not so surprised by them-

or know bored-

maybe you watched it 😶

oh levi darling 🤭

you are in for a roller coaSter

anyway when he got invited to dinner he wanted to skip buttt

lucifer said it was not optional-

dam Lucifer why you torturing our poor Levi???

well after 5 minutes of eating lucifer dropped the bomb

" Mc youv'e been voice acting at Ruri chan's company correct?"

he nearly choked on that carrot peice-

WHAT-

OBYYHNE*E)WBGSH<ONsgew8ejeow-'

Levi.exe malfonctioning try again

To be continued younger brothers next...

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me brothers #obey me x mc #obey me fanfic #obey me lucifer #obey me luci x reader #obey me mammon #obey me mammon x reader #obey me mammon x mc #obey me leviathan x reader #obey me leviathan #obey me levi x mc