#they probably deserve a nice treat

[ssaalexblake]

Why is 13's regen abt a white dude and why is 15's regen abt a white dude when do we get rid of that white man that just Cannot let other people have their own moments I swear this is so old, like really, it's a tale as old as time where white dudes are the center of the narrative and universe and everyone caters to them, and I'm so bored of it being celebrated. It's not innovative, it's not new, it's not brave.

#dw shit #dw negativity #im literally actually bored #We've been Knowing the same shit was done to whittaker and gatwa outside the show #and got treated like we're just bitter bc of very real criticism about the optics and treatment of them botj #*both #and worried that the same thing would happen in the show #and uh... #like really? idc abt wacky plot points but I've just spent Years dealing with ppl #digging under the sea to think of reasons to be pissed at anything that happened in or bts in 13's era #and this foul treatment is front and center and it's not an issue? #gatwa deserves the spotlight in the most important moments #he has been denied them both in and out of the show and i have yet to be given a good reason #as to why that's acceptable. #can somebody Please let dt know this shit bc he's a clueless as fuck privileged white dude but by all accounts seems nice enough #and i think he'd Probably care if he had a clue

[alexjcrowley]

I do not wish to participate in any Lance Stroll slander

However Nepo Baby by Danny Gonzalez is his song and I will die on this hill

#genuinely I don't want beef with Lance Stroll fans #like yeah Lance Stroll is rich as fuck but (aside from some noticeable exceptions) so are the other drivers #however he is the only driver whose dad bought a team for and that has to be taken into account as well #so yeah I mean he deserves a little bit of shit for that but my percpetion of who deserves shit or not amongst the drivers #radically changed when discovering the federal crimes committed by 'logie bear''s dad #probably Lawrence Stroll is awful as well #but as far as I am aware he was not sued by the brother-in-law of the King of Jordan #and I also do not wish to slander Logan Sargeant because he looks like a genuine nice guy who is veing treated like shit #but if you wanna drag lance stroll through the mud for being rich and mid #you're gonna have to do a lot of dragging for a lot of people #f1 #formula 1 #lance stroll #CORRECTION it was Logan's sargeant uncle who got sued I correct myself

[tomatoluvr69]

What’s up tumblr hope you had a super fun leap day. sparkle on. big news my first seed start sprouted while I was at work ✨

#might have to change the url bc I’m in my collard era lol #my day was alright #I ate some shrimp curry that I’d accidentally left out all night and was fine bc I’m a scavenger of a person #then bc I started to feel PMDD fatigue I laid in bed with great elan til my shift started #then I spilled coffee all over my work clothes bc I stuck it in a very sketchy travel mug someone left in our house at the last party #and I listened to Screamin Jay Hawkins on the ride to work which was fun #work was a bit chaotic but uneventful and got to spend a huge chunk of it outside #it seems I have way better ball control than I did when I was a kid. whyyy now. i was such a loser I could have used some athleticism #but I’m so glad it’s the weekend so I can go palliative care mode which is what I call my lizard brumation pmdd phase #and stopped by a friend’s house after work which was nice #really rejuvenating #then made a sort of weird frittata w/ beets peppers and potatoes bc I was too tired to actually cook #watched sense and sensibility 1995 and really liked it although I found myself wishing for a bit more anguish. sorry #and I think I might set out one of the frozen almond croissants to proof overnight so I can bake it for bfast tomorrow #will go for a very short swim but probably only about 30 min bc of aforementioned fatigue. then pick up yogurt and a silly little treat #and will have ****** and **** for dinner either tomorrow or Saturday which will be nice #but really hoping Saturday because **** **** ** **** lol #and then Sunday I’m trepidatious about because **** was like what are you doing Sunday and I’m like well I guess having a fraught and #difficult conversation about our dynamic! lol #I’m very lucky to have proactive friends who are good communicators. truly I do not deserve his kindness. but like. god. let me retreat and #lick my wounds! #i shan’t get into it. but just know I know how S&G felt #and then another work week but I’m starting to really get a feel for the routine and what works and what doesn’t #and I’m excited for my next few meal preps we got millet and kale gratin #and a Lebanese chickpea dish the name of which unfortunately escapes me atm #but my mouth is watering thinking about it. saw a vid and was instantly influenced and went to the pantry to see if I had the stuff and I #dooooooooooo #and I do feel like I’m beginning to get past the worst of [event] and its sadness

[miallurk]

In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!

#i am losing my sanity day by day #drowning myself in the nearby lake seems better and better every day #why am i even writing this i have literally no mutuals or even people who'd care about #don't mind me crying myself to sleep haha #ooooh look at this pathetic baby. sitting in their little bed crying stupid tears. i should at least get tissues now while my crying isn't #fuck history fuck school and fuck me i quess #am i gonna start treating this as an actual blog and make a sideblog for reblogs? who knows! certainly not me; stay tuned for the story! #i'm gonna go and just let it all out into a pillow #vent ig #my mom is blasting holiday music in the other room lol #nice to have a whatever the fuck im having while “jingle bells” plays #at least i'm not hearing mariah carey ig #anyway i've probably hadn't been taking care of myself lately it has been worse despite me promoting it to everyone who needs #when i vented last time and it wasn't taken seriously so woop #anyway imma go try to calm myself and back to my notes i go #please gods what did i do to deserve thi s shit. fuck you #i hate it here i really do. i hate when these people talk to me i hate them. i at least can be sorta accquaitances with one but they just. #all stare and laugh? i actually can't. like i'm some fucking clown and laughing stock. just kill me at this point. i have been enduring this #for YEARS and suddenly i'm being a little bitch about it?? what the fuck. why am i so mushy all of a sudden. being shown an ounce of respect #and care made me expect it more? fuck #i'm just setting myself up for failure. i am just a giant loser and failure of a person. #everything seems so fucking hard. and pointless. i am tearing my rotten little heart apart with this. i am once again grieving things #long ago and things i never had. my everything has to be pleasing to an outsider #my value is my suffering. am i breaking enough? is this beautiful to look at #at my self destruction? i hate myself. i treat others so cruelly. i am a horrible fucking person. #my problems are not their burden - i forced it on them. wept like a baby because she left me. and what happened in the end? my paranoia got #to me. i left them. i fucking. i fid the thing i was afraid of being done to me. #this is showing so many issues. #so many things wrong with me. i shouldn't even be alive by this point - i wasn't supposed to survive past 12 #i am being forced to do this every day. someone please just end my fu king suffering

[captain-stab-a-hoe]

Modern cultivation au except there is no plot I just want xiao xingchen to think xue yang loves animals a normal amount but whole time this man has an army of undead bizarre animals like there's a fucking crocodile with its flesh falling off just casually in a pond in his backyard and he has an undead flock of Cockatoos that screech death threats

Song lan and a-qing are far from amused-

#the captain rambles #i think xue yang deserves an undead ferret as a treat too #xiao xingchen tries to find the cuteness in it bless his poor soul but they're probably nice to only him #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #song lan #a qing #xuexiao

[ziipzeepzop-eez]

big girl movements is doordashing four (4) different boba drinks and two (2) different cakes to yourself at 9pm with your hard earned big girl money, chugging three (3) in one go, then finishing the last one (1) the morning after

#i like being able to buy my own food when i want to :) #does that mean it's healthy? #probably not but understand #it was my treat for the week!! #never have i felt more alive!! more free!! #i deserve nice things!! #and so do you! #🧋 #it was quite delicious btw. #zeep's late night shenanigans 💫🎶

[revenantghost]

I was planning on hopefully finishing up or getting close to finishing up drafting Hallowboned this week to get working on my VW bang fic and other deadline stuff without it hanging over me, but no, I can hardly even think straight and I’m angy ):< Yeet bodies, I hate corporeal forms

#I want to live life as a rock #That sounds nice #I think the worst part is that it's MY OWN STUPID FAULT #I KNOW BETTER #AND YET!!! #IT'LL PROBABLY BE TWO MORE DAYS BEFORE I HIT BASELINE!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHY DID I DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I HATE EVERYTHING *flips table* #Me: I deserve a treat #My stomach: You deserve a MISTAKE #Yadda yadda

[callilouv]

I don’t think I hate anybody as much as I hate myself

#cw rant #ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat #nobody treats me as bad as I do #nobody speaks of me as bad as I do #everybody is always so nice to me and I just feel so undeserving of that :( #maybe that’s why I kinda prefer it when ppl show their care for me through bullying/teasing yk? #idk . I’m not used to being showered in 100% love and it feels weird bc #my mind is so used to calling myself u deserving of such nice things #that I’ve kinda grown fond of friends affectionately bullying me lmao #DYK WHAT IM TALKING ABT?? #probably why lock is one of my closest friends atm bc . lock is definitely not nice to me HEIWBDIX #oh no…… it’s the masochism speaking guys…. LMAOO #idk I think I just focus on my negative traits too much that I forget the more positive ones #i need to think more highly of myself . sigh #the julian and kaveh kinnie in me is showing🌝

[thatkinkyautistic]

I'm no ornithologist, but i feel like every chicken deserves a wide,open space with plenty of safe areas to move around in and play (mess around with puzzles,that sort of thing. they probably need a lot of mental stimulation too! ) and eat so they don't get over crowded, and safe spots to retreat to when they need to calm down or mate and roost/nest(i mean, i know chicken sex is probably weird like it is with most birds, but i feel like they would appreciate the privacy and safety. I've been around plenty of chickens. they're generally sensitive animals that deserve more respect.), or be quarantined if they've come down with something or have been injured. they seem to do much better that way,their quality of life seems to improve greatly in captivity when people practice better husbandry with them. of course, different variants of chickens have different needs I'm sure, but it's something I've observed often. birds deserve so much better than to have their intelligence be undermined and be treated like shit,which is unfortunately rather common in today's world.

#text #idk man i just really fucking love birds. i love them even if they hurt me. they probably don't understand #besides they usually only hurt people if you accidentally startle them or if it's how they play or they're not socialized properly #they need to be more accustomed to people and physical affection #and sometimes animals just weren't meant to be petted or hugged or kissed and we should respect their boundries. #how would you like it if a big scary weird looking thing did that to you? you probably would be just as freaked out. #imagine being in their shoes. i would be fucking terrified if i were a bird or somd other nonhuman animal and a human touched me #I've been hurt like once or twice by q bird because they both didn't understand how sharp their talons are and how that hurts me #when they perch or hold my fingers. they don't do it on purpose lol #you know how lizards will grab onto your fingers but not exactly sit on you? that's what it's like. it's like he's shaking my hands. #there's my neighbor's bird kai and them there's little foot. #kai likes to hold my hands. #little foot like to perch on me. he's less rude but a bit more shy. kai REALLY likes me #sorry for the typos as always I'm still blind and have poor motor control so typing and reading is hard for me. whoops #long post #ramble #like why can't we all treat animals better and as the unique gifts from nature to be preserved and loved like they are? why not try better? #they deserve to be raised and die humanely and be protected in the wild from manmade natural disasters and just left to do their own thing. #be nice to nature or it won't be nice to you. you know what i mean? #do y'all ever cry thinking about animals. i do. a lot #they're so precious man. #no RB'S for this one because i feel like people would be weird or mean about this lol

[teaandinanity]

I love that I went on an hour long fetch quest today to try to get a package only to be told that there is no hold on our mail (then where the fuck IS all of it), the package was left at the mailbox 3 days ago (the tracking said that but I thought it was lying), and that if I don't have it it was probably stolen.

#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter) #I can't afford to re-purchase it rn because I'm overbudget already for the month but it was worthless to anyone but me #it was just me giving myself a little treat #literally useless to anyone else unless they're my same size #like if it was stolen it was probably immediately binned #I don't know why this is making me so upset but it feels like the universe punishing me for wanting something a little nice #although it's probably also that the 20th anniversary of my dad's death was 2 days ago #and I meant to drive to his grave but it's an hour away and I don't have AC in my car #so I didn't go #so I also feel a little like I DESERVE to be punished by having nice things taken away I guess #my brain is a shitty place to be this week I want a nap

[ghostbeam]

Happy Halloween!!!! I know it’s Monday but I hope ur all having a good day!!!

#hiiii do u guys have any plans!!!! #I’m taking my cousins trick or treating later #and then I’ll probably watch some movies w my sister or something #she might read my cards for Samhain who knows #I Hope u all have a nice treat!!!! whatever u likeeeeee u deserve it!!! #ghost thoughts

[strwbrymlkshake]

im the sleepiest guy in the world rn gn yangang I will talk to you tomorrow <3

#mine #i rarely ever do nightly or morningly posts bc i feel like theyre redundant for me but this is an excuse to talk in tags lol #WELL um i have a lot to do tomorrow and thats gonna be annoying bc as you can see it is the time it is rn. #ive been up doing my thing. feeling a lil funky and invested in my superiority complex yet again #would u guys still like me if i devoted time everyday to scaring people i hate :( well you guys probably just like to watch me be insane so #i totally wanna post all the gory details about my evil excursions but im so paranoid. hot boy shit #well the most i can say is ive been getting a kick out of horrendous deeds lately. which is weird bc mentally ive been BETTER #like im morally responsible and everything but i still harass people i despise for personsl fulfillment. whats up with that. #i never forget what they did to me ^_^ and the good part is im playing nice with them so they think its over. and im not a suspect #but theres just such a surplus of people who want to harass them that im ruled out entirely its so fucking funny #also thank you people who want them dead too and sometimes harass them instead of me i love uu<3 my besties fr #🪳 #i commit truly horrible acts to satiate the bottomless pit inside of me <3 but only to people who deserve it #im coherent im not doing this out of raw emotion. im devoted to it. im determined to step on her and watch her die #to any frightened readers . #im normal about like everyone else i promise its just a handful of people i would slaughter on sight #well anyways i think my malice is satisfied for tonight gn<3<3<3 #also im dreaming of the day where i find a nice malicious husbsnd and we can terrorize people together. romance at its finest #i take pride in the fact i actually do the shit everyone thinks of doing. i want to know what would happen. like a scientist #im craving this awesome breakfast place by my house anon im taking u there sometime to treat you. wait this isnt the ask post. hell

[spark-circuit]

being so so so so brave today despite the Anxieties (shop in town is closing for good with little notice, only person working there is an 18yo(?) part timer because everyone else abandoned their shifts without saying - despite my social anxiety i tipped her a lot of spare cash because she is losing her job AND she's dealing with 40+ customers in the store alone with no working card machine today)

#i hope she specifically has a nice day today despite everything #i get the late notice probably pissed every other worker off but that's no reason to abandon her there #luckily me and everyone in line was super patient and kind to her - a real sense of community despite everything #spark talks about nothing of relevance #idk man i know she's in a really bad condition but in a personal note #gathering the social courage to tip her in front of everyone else because she deserves it was a little nervewracking #she says she was gonna donate it to charity but i hope she keeps it and treats herself

[hecksupremechips]

Idk how to even talk to anyone anymore when it’s just the same thing in a loop over and over

#i cant tell anyone anything or ask for help cuz lets see what happens #i get hit with a generic ‘just keep going keep looking for jobs keep going’ #or i get *too honest* and then ive completely drained someone of life cuz thats really all im capable of doing anymore it seems #like it seems all i do is go on some sorta monologue about how miserable i am which is pointless cuz its not like anyone will do anything #and its just stressing people out too cuz its like lol if youre helpless and have to listen to me bitch over and over to you #its either annoying as hell to hear or its guilt inducing and we cant have that now can we #and im quite frankly tired of all these options like lol the very few people i actually like and enjoy are just fuckin #nothing anymore cuz im ruining their lives and being an awful friend #its really great how youre supposed to confide in people when youre feeling like shit but then doing so ruins everything #lol what am i supposed to do now you know? i cant talk about anything except myself and my misery #and its a never ending cycle cuz im still here in this unsafe environment and im just so fucking sick #of people telling me to just keep going and keep looking for jobs cuz god bitch thats what ive been doing #and i have nothing yet and lets say i get a job tomorrow its probably gonna pay like shit #and im too incompetent to work 40 hours so if i wanna like ease myself slightly itd take even longer to have money #and its just gonna take forever to save money enough to leave and god I need out like right now #because im just gonna go insane and im gonna kill myself if im here any longer every second im here breathing #feels like im being strangled im becoming a monster too and the worst friend of all time and terribly selfish and whiny #lol i guess ive just got this dumb fantasy where ill be saved by someone who treats me nice and they take me away #and i dont have to wait or lift a damn finger i can just. be safe. and get a hug and not fear my life #im so lazy and worthless and horrible I really do just deserve to die #but i guess i cant say that. cuz then itll make everyone too drained lol

[notmoreflippingelves]

After reminding myself yet again, that contrary to my wishes, Cosmo Brown/Lina Lamont ( both from Singin' in the Rain) does not in fact exist., my brain has frantically and bizarrely decided that it needs to find a way to make Perry Mason/Lina Lamont work.

#as if we needed any more proof that i am secretly a seventy-year-old trapped in a millenial's body #i'm most familiar with the perry mason books tbh and most of them are set in like 1930s-1940s so it could work out timeline wise #the part where lina is like 'i could sue you for the whole studio' well...that but the lawyer she hires is perry mason #cause even tho he's more of criminal law attorney; she will only have the BEST in los angeles and he is undeniably the best #also she was probably like the way i was treated is a CRIME so imma find the guy who knows about crimes #also would not put it past the studio head to be doing something uber shady; i mean he is inspired by l b mayer after all #so perry mason can discover the actual crimes as well #della street and/or paul drake are welcome to get in on this too #or even hamilton burger for that matter #cosmo and cathy are also welcome but only after they call don out on his shit first #perry mason #singin' in the rain #singing in the rain #lina lamont #i just think it would be nice if the smartest man in fictional los angeles helped lina realize that she's actually rather smart too #even if everyone writes her off as the dumb blonde with the annoying voice #still annoyed that only one (1) cosmo/lina fic exists #i mean i get it; cosmo/don/cathy is practically canon so ofc it gets the most love from the tiny fandom #but like...have you considered that don's only redeeming quality is gene kelly's face? #and cathy/lina/cosmo is the ot3 that we all actually deserve