#they do realize that the op sees that right. right

[greentrickster]

Starting a new thread for the Great God Airplane AU (on the usual grounds (ie the original thread was getting Long)), because I've got more to say about it, because I'm me.

Was thinking about how having access to his god!memories would potentially effect Shang Qinghua, and I'm a little surprised to find that I don't think it'd make much difference, at least in this AU. I think the main, most noticeable change would honestly be that he's a lot calmer afterwards. The surprising part is that this isn't because he's not afraid of getting hurt or because he's got OP god powers or anything now, but simply because of how long he's been doing all this.

Like, one of the key features of Airplane's lives seems to be that he's always kinda hanging on by his fingernails when it comes to surviving, keeping up, managing to get by. He's busy busy busy all the time, and as a result of this he's not really aware of how impressive any of the stuff he does really is, because he's never had the time to really sit back and internalize it.

But that's what he finally got when he arrived in this world as a newly divine being with a perfect memory of both everything he'd written and his original outline, and only the instructions 'create it the way you wanted it to be.'

And he did.

He spent years upon decades upon centuries slowly, carefully crafting his world from the ground up, putting as much or as little thought into every single piece as he wanted to, no rush, no deadline, no obligations to anyone or anything but himself. The ability to lose himself in the pleasure of creation, consequence-free, the time to step back and take in everything he's made so far. Anything he needs, anything he wants, he can have, he can make, from snacks to assistants to handle the details he doesn't want to do but which the world needs in order to function, and in order to hold the story he wants it to tell.

And with all that time and experience came the gradual, quiet gaining of confidence. Because he's been doing all this for such a long time that not only the ability but the knowledge of having that ability has sunk deep into his bones. The ability to look at a task and know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that he's capable of doing it and more.

Shang Qinghua still flusters and laughs and complains and grumbles and thirsts (oh how he thirsts), but instead of a basis of fear that he'll be overwhelmed and crushed beneath the demand, it's on a basis of 'if push comes to shove, he's up to the job.'

It takes him a little bit to notice this change in himself and, once he does, I think he goes and cries a little bit. Because his human memories are the predominant ones at the moment, so it's a strange, shocky sort of relief to suddenly realize that "Oh. I really am good enough. I've always been good enough. I don't have to be afraid that I'm not anymore."

In contrast, I think the thing he has the most fun with is that now, if one of his martial siblings is being a pain about budgets or something, he can go, "You know what, maybe I should just go back to Heaven and let you deal with all this! I could be eating celestial melon seeds right now while writing wildly self-indulgent danmei between organizing my files, but instead I'm down here, dealing with the fact that you can't manage a simple monthly budget! Because, you know, one of these things sounds a whole lot more fun than the other-!!!"

And then his martial siblings get to go, "You know what, on second thought I was being unreasonable, maybe I should see if there's something else I could do to fix this problem instead of just trying to make you fix it..."

#svsss #shang qinghua #scum villian self saving system #great god airplane #sad scared hamster man realizes that he has in fact been Kenough all along

[lenaboskow]

the gay!eddie storyline, and how it should go

this is gonna be a long one, so read under the cut

abc has the potential to do the most groundbreaking thing since 4/4/24, and that is a properly fleshed out, tear inducing catholic deconstruction coupled with a sexuality crisis leading to eddie realizing he's gay and in love with buck (with mention of how he still loved shannon, just not in the way he wanted to)

before i go into this, let me set the record straight (ha) and say that while eddie doesn't necessarily need to realize his feelings yet, i believe that he's the type of person to not let himself even think about his sexuality until it's staring him down in the form of being in love with his best friend.

anyways

they've already lain the groundwork. the fact that he ran at every given chance from shannon, even moved within driving distance of her and never picked up contact until chris' needs required it. the fact that he panicked at the idea of being a ready made family with ana, even admitting that he was in the relationship for chris and that he had hoped he would learn to love ana. the fact that he was most definitely in one long panic attack the entirety of 7x05.

why did he ask marisol to move in off screen? why did he ask her to move in after we'd only gotten two mentions of her the entire season (both in relation to her helping with chris)? i think he was overcompensating again. trying to fill that motherly role, and as he said in 7x01, he's a nester. he nests.

though, if you ask me, he's a very bad nester unless it's with buck.

furthermore, why did finding out marisol flunked out of nun school send him into a panic? you could argue that it's strictly catholic guilt, and that may be true, but to me it seemed like the catholic guilt was only the top layer.

eddie's never had a problem with being with a woman pre-maritally. when he was with shannon, he was still fully immersed in his family's catholicsm, so if this was a problem he was going to have, you would think that it would appear then, right? so what's the difference between when he was in el paso with shannon, and now with marisol?

he's had eight years to figure himself out. well, not completely, but he's getting there.

i think eddie has been on the verge of figuring out his feelings for buck, and that's what made him panic and ask marisol to move in. if marisol is living with him, then when buck is over for weekly movie nights or what have you, marisol will be there as a buffer. he doesn't understand why he's feeling the way he is, but with marisol around, the chances of him being alone with buck are fewer, and the chances of having to address the feelings are even less so.

so now, he's unpacking marisol's boxes, and he sees the picture. and freaks out. because here is the very thing he was trying to avoid. and now it's living in his house.

but, why does he only panic when it comes to sleeping with marisol? because it makes him think of the one thing he hasn't allowed himself to. and that's buck.

this fact coupled with buck just starting to question his sexuality is what's going to push eddie over the edge. sure, he's going to be the most supportive best friend he can be, but in the back of his mind he's going to wonder why he gets a sick feeling in his stomach as he watches buck and tommy dance, as he watches them flirt on scene where air ops was called, as he watches them interact at the grant-nash barbecue buck invited him to.

eddie runs. he doesn't face things until it hits him in the face, and even then sometimes he still ignores it. when he does face it, it's going to hit him all at once, and he'll probably panic and probably run to hen and karen's house, and there will be lots of tears. and angst. and i can't wait

tag: @eddiediazismyhusband

#911 #911 spoilers #911 on abc #911 abc #eddie diaz #gay eddie diaz

[ludwigplayingthetrombone]

After seeing your beautiful new piece with the cute vignettes of team 7+team kakashi, i was wondering — how do you feel about Naruto (the boy)?

o thankyou! ;u; my feelings on narts the boy are so torn tbh so im gonna throw my ramblings under a cut bc idk if i can articulate this correctly

og naruto narts? love him. adore him. i miss that dumb little punk kid i loved him challenging the system and wanting to change it and help people. i /wanted/ him to inspire people like kakashi and gai's gen to do the same and realize how fucked up their childhoods were being weapons of the state at like 6 and 7

shippuden narts? He just rubs me the wrong way. started out good with gaara rescue arc, but then all his pizzaz left and let his obsession of sasuke be the only priority. (This isnt his fault, but kishi writing it so ONLY naruto could kill or defeat most of the enemies with his new op move was so boring to me. none of the secondary cast got to do shit) He also didnt take one second to question if his endgoal is still the same since he turned out to be exactly the opposite of "anyone can be hokage" bc he turns out to have the specialist blood of all and got revealed as a nepo baby and chosen one. He licherally became complicit and changed next to nothing as hokage in the end. the status quo remained the fucking same. Naruto rejecting the hokage position bc he recognizes neji was right is so much more interesting to me

Naruto is at his best when sasuke isnt involved imho. I adore his interactions with everyone else bc he truly loves his friends and family, but him and sakura were so delusional over sasuke but didnt actually Know him and his trauma they just loved the Idea of him. the way they talk about it, they act like sasuke was kidnapped and didnt CHOOSE to leave and even tried to kill them multiple times. shikamaru stronger than me, it'd slap the shit out of both of them

I wish they'd head on addressed the whole "sasuke's whole family was slaughtered in front of him" together and not "you have to come back so we can be a team and things can be normal again like nothing ever happened and fight me!" naruto would be the first one to offer to pull up on itachi with him lets be real lmaoo. I wanted him to offer sasuke support to BOTH tackle the injustices of the leaf. it's kinda like hiruzens passiveness with orochimaru and danzo. never holding certain loved ones accountable he was the same way with obito and even hiruzen himself. (is he even aware of hiruzen's part in the uchiha massacre or obito killing his parents?? then pardoning orochimaru?? HELLO???)

There were moments where i did see our boy shine thru, but then the god powers bullshit hit. in short, bring back my punk little man. his pure intentions were ruined by bad writing

my naruto endgame for him is not stuck at a deskjob he hates with a nuclear family he neglects and more he chooses to give up the hokage job to someone who actually can enact change and who isnt from a prestigious family. travels around helping people hands on and finally gets the peaceful life with found family he never had. advocating better for the next gen.

part one naruto, my baby boy

#its so funny bc i defend sasuke when i talk about naruto bc he was..... not a great friend in hindsight to me #sasunaru toxic rivals kakagai healthy rivals truly #making naruto minatos son was probably the worst choice

[scintillatingshortgirl19]

house's little laugh as wilson openly flirts with him through an MRI microphone is Doing Things to me

#they're just. they're #idk they're sure something #house md #hilson #damn it wait i just realized why this moment is getting to me so much #there is just something so *genuine* about it #like it's the tiniest little chuckle but #no one can see house right now #wilson can't see his reaction #he can't even hear house laugh because it's soundless except for the little breath house takes before returning the banter #house is in a ton of pain from his leg and he's self destructive and generally miserable #but just for a second wilson made him happy #and as tiny a moment as it is #there's something so precious about it because it's a rare moment of complete sincerity from house #and we know it's sincere because literally nobody can see him #so yeah as i said. it is Doing Things to me #house s02e13 #house season 2 #videos - house #op

[robinsversion]

The most ironic thing to come out of having not one but multiple of my posts about the James Somerton situation that’s been blowing up over the past couple weeks, is people plagiarizing the additional commentary I put in the tags of those posts ON THE SAME FUCKING POSTS THEYRE USING THOSE TAGS ON

#y’all know I can see that in my notifications right? #it would be one thing if you indicated ‘previous tags’ in some way and commented on them #hell if you really like them screenshot them and add them to the post #and say ‘op you can’t just leave these in the tags’ like normal people do #or add a meme image response like someone did #(that made me crack up) #but to add them with no indication that they aren’t your original words #like #do you realize WHY Hbomberguy and more importantly James somerton started trending on here? #you were obviously reading through one of those tags to see my posts #hbomb would be disappointed in all of you #anyway #james somerton #hbomberguy #why are you booing me i’m right

[pr]

can you imagine getting diagnosed w like top 3 worst mental disorders ever and then everyone on the internet is like "you are untreatable you are a monster" like oopsies sorry ive gotten better and took the meds i needed and gotten the therapy and i am thriving<3 is my humanity still non-negotiable or

#sorry i love r*ddit but their generalized takes on bpd make me sick #like i truly did not realize the extent my diagnosis had until i saw how ppl on there treated it like i had been/am ALWAYS mental health #positive so to see the way bpd was treated like......it was truly shocking to say the least #borderline personality disorder #bpd #borderline #actually borderline #bpd tag #like sorry i kno this isnt my usual content but sometimes i am reminded how fucking much i am supposed to be terrible #and am truly so grateful i am 1 in a place where that doesnt effect me #2 i have done the work i am needed to be confident i am doing the right thing and can say i am genuinely better #mental health #op

[dbphantom]

Wait a minute hold on hang on

Computer, enhance

YES!!!!

TRANS PRIDE GOGGLES SCENE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOO

#It depends on if his powers turn everything he makes rubbery white as well #Which 1. My theory that his abilities actually involve the Skypeia clouds would grow stronger #2. Nooooo I want the goggles scene to be trans rights so so so so so so badly PLEASE let them stay their original colors #One piece #Op #One piece spoilers #Opspoilers #Op spoilers #One piece chapter 1070 #One piece chapter 1070 spoilers #Egghead #Egghead spoilers #Spoilers #Also. You know. If these colors are actually official XD #They 100% could change by the time egghead gets adapted in 9 thousand years #Also do u guys see the fidget spinner #The more I look the more I realize egghead is just a giant toybox. That's adorable #Slightly concerning given we know it's housing a giant brain. But awwww that's adorable they're little toys in a toybox #Look you can even see a giant game pad #And a big bottle on the right!

[gilbirda]

the autistic urge to correct people online

*the gif of the guy vanishing into dust*

#gil talks #venting #is worse when is a post correcting someone else and they right but still wrong #glad to see that in the replies and reblogs they got eaten alive already #even they disabled the replies #not so hoity toity now huh #there are MANY ways you can correct someone but do it for the sake of information and impartiality #don't come forward with 'im just correcting and i mean no harm :)' #and right after slam OP to the ground and imply that OP is a stupid little snowflake who doesn't know how to read #i really really hope this person continues to get more people like them in the notes and realize their mistake

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

i find it very interesting and odd how people react when someone (who is very much in the public eye) comes out as trans and changes their name... on letterboxd if you have any reviews of elliot page's movies before he came out, you're expected the change his name if you wrote it out in your review... and they'll even go to reviews from like OVER A DECADE AGO and say "um it's elliot now bro, you should change this 🤓☝️" but it's so funny cause it just feels revisionist to me like... did elliot himself ask you to do that? did he ask you to forget that he was ever "ellen"? it's really odd because it's almost always cis lgb people doing this and they never stop to wonder if they shouldn't bother simply because it doesn't hurt anything. if someone was deadnaming him ON PURPOSE AFTER THE FACT, then i completely understand why you would comment on the review and whatnot - but it's just crazy seeing a review from like 2016 that says "i love elliot page 🩷" because you just know that they went back and changed it. i can understand why it makes people uncomfortable... but it's weird that we don't allow trans people themselves to control the narrative on things like this, y'know? are we entitled to change a review simply because you're deadnaming him NOW even though you weren't when you wrote the review 5 or 6 years ago? does elliot want people to act like he was never "ellen"? or is it more likely just that it makes cis lgb people uncomfortable because thry think they need to have a strict adhereance to things like this - so much so that they wish they could go back in time so they never wrote his deadname, even if there's no way they would have known his inner life at the time 🤷‍♀️

#i used to be obsessed w watching his movie in 2018 (when i identified as a lesbian lmao) so most of my reviews of his movie use his deadname #and i'm just like... 'should i change it? but it's from 2018 so like obviously they'll know i'm not trying to deadname him on purpose' #but then i look at actual popular reviews from.before he came out that use his name and they're all like 'you should edit his name' etc etc #and it's just like. we should interrogate that a bit right? we do we want to revise someone else's history (elliot - & the OPs to a degree) #i don't think there's any good answer to this because no trans person is going to feel the same about it #and i'm simply nonbinary (hate talking about it tbh i don't like labels lmfao) so idk if i'm completely offbase or what but. yeah #i just think people should ask themselves why they need someone to change their letterboxd review just bc someone goes by a diff name now #like change you reviews by all means but don't let ppl bully you into it just because they're to stupid to look at the date and realize #that you're not being an asshole #i don't see why it matters #but by all means lemme know if i'm being an asshole

[new-haven-psych-ward]

Kamen Rider Geats episode 25 poorly summarized via memes with as little context as possible:

#kamen rider geats poorly summarized #kamen rider geats 25 #kamen rider geats #so freaking glad they changed the op shots again #cant wait to see what bs reasoning they give to get our protag out of getting shanked by a bull #in other news fingers crossed neon has realized who her sponsor is #and will troll him back #he deserves it #the frog continues to be the only sponsor with rights #also to all the girlies meme-ing 'Beroba dressed her oshi nice for his debut :)" #good news: yall are eating well tonight #we also got Toru's ID core this episode #now if only I could do basic id skills and figure out what his animal is #anyways this arc is just Beroba going off and I love that for her #please get Sparrow out of here though #its objectively funny how they list him in the OP and then in the ep go 'you dont even go here' #how are we only on episode 25? #so many things keep happening guys

[lettersfromthelevant]

i swear, every pride month, i end up unfollowing like close to a dozen people--including mutuals--because everyone just gets completely politically unhinged and horrible. either it is aphobia, misogyny, or antisemitism, but soooo many people just go off the rails with it. i dunno what it is about this month, but where i used to look forward to it, i've begun to absolutely dread it.

i used to love pride online because irl pride is so hostile to jews (it isn't that much better here, tbh) and i could at least participate here, but where it used to be mostly sane, it has quickly spiraled into homophobia/biphobia/aphobia, misogyny, and exploitative regressive politics where the entire point of pride is sidelined to appeal to some fucked up groups that this website loves propping up as mascots. no one on here seems capable of being normal about forgotten marginalized groups, like women, aces, and jews. it even has a lead up sometimes; the lead up this year felt like pms, my dash has been so bad the past couple weeks and today the floodgates opened. i haven't seen this much unmasked misogyny and aphobia in a long time and it is only day one. this year is gonna suck, i can just feel it.

all this to say, if i end up unfollowing you and you're a mutual, it isn't personal. i'm just getting close to my wits end

#lucky.txt #as much as i dislike the community i used to be a part of on here i never realized how much i took for granted not having to see the #brain dead and/or fucked up perverted politics of mainstream tumblr all over my dash on a daily basis. like before if i saw something #stupid i could be confident that the ten comments under the op would be saying exactly what i was thinking: ''this is dumb and wrong.'' #now the ten comments under the op make me want to throw my laptop through a wall. my 'j' key doesn't even have a j on it anymore. #that is how many times i have *slammed* my finger on that button to get the atrocious things i see on this dash out of my sight as #quickly as humanly possible. i have never rolled my eyes so much in my entire life than i have in the past year on this blog. the utter #lack of critical thinking skills on mainstream tumblr is ridiculous. this website has somehow convinced people of problems #that literally do not exist irl while simultaneously denying real life oppression as being ''chronically online.'' if you make any kind of #response criticizing mainstream opinions on here you will be slapped as a 'puritan' a 'fascist' or whatever other word of the day #that is used for minorities who don't like having their rights and dignities infringed on by entitled leftists. if it weren't for the simpl #fact that i would instantly be barred from like 2/3rds of tumblr i would just go back to the old community and grit my teeth through #the bad parts. it is deeply concerning just how far gone and detached from reality so many of you are. i've said it before but #i'll say it again: i literally will never understand how this website was dubbed the ''gay feminist'' site when it is so horrifically #misogynistic and homophobic even during pride month and women's month

[lenaboskow]

Buddies wanted a cheating trope and given the latest interview from his past girlfriend... Ryan is the perfect man for that 👀

yeah so what we're not going to do is wish for a cheating trope. cheating is never something we should romanticize. not only that, it would completely ruin whatever progress we've made in terms of people accepting casual queer rep.

i don't know what interview you're talking about (tried to find it, but all i could find were the ones from 2023), but even if ryan is the "perfect man" to play someone who cheats, that doesn't mean he should.

what we can hope for, however, is a presumed cheating trope, if done right, and only if done right. (apologies in advance if the explanation doesn't make sense, i haven't had coffee yet)

there's a post going around (not sure who the op is, someone drop the @ in the replies please) about how buddie should get semi-blackout drunk, and while they're running around trying to save chim, the only memories they have is them taking their jackets off and then falling together on the couch, causing them to think they hooked up.

if done right, this means that buck and eddie are torn over this. like, i'm talking absolutely distraught. they can't look tommy or marisol in the eye the entire time, because how could they do something like that?

bonus points if tommy notices how weird they're being, but doesn't bring it up because its buckandeddie.

once we find chim, the story comes out, and turns out they fell because they were trying to put a fire out. they took their jackets off because it got hot. then buck and eddie start to wonder why their first thought was they hooked up, and bonus points if we see eddie wonder why he wasn't disgusted at the thought of hooking up with buck, just at the thought of cheating.

if they went this way, it would need to be made clear that buck and eddie are distraught, maybe even more so than tommy and marisol would be if they found out. we couldn't have them being like "oh we hooked up cool bet it was great"

however, i don't think we're getting that, and for good reason. oliver's recent interview, while definitely weird and dodgy, brought up a good point. they need to do this right. they're raising the bar for future representation, and we don't want it to start off on a bad foot. even a presumed cheating storyline would be iffy, and could set the wrong people off. there's also a fine line here where even if they didn't physically cheat, they could end up emotionally cheating, which is just as bad.

what i could see happening, however, is at least one feelings realization.

#911 spoilers #911 #911 on abc #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc #buddie #buck x eddie #buck and eddie

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

aalgjfhdjkvghdkjgdhgjk i got blocked for my tags on the stede/iggy post WHOOPS

#mine #not gay pirates #i mean idc abt being blocked but i DO feel kinda bad for bothering op. SORRY MY B #genuinely didnt mean it as a personal attack or anything y'all can ship whatever u want however u want fuck if i care #but as a huge fan of Bitch Bonnet i just get. SO confused when ppl make him nice to izzy. not mad just confused #like if i shipped it i feel like stede's bitchiness would be a key feature of the dynamic. i dont Get why so many fans declaw him #baffled. and the fact that i see it So Much makes me all caps WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING levels of confused #but again. CONFUSED. i DONT rlly care lmao. hence why i dont have the tag blocked! #but i also DIDNT seek it out lmao i just went on the tumblr for u page on a whim. i literally never go there lol #and ive MADE my own post abt how confusing it is that so many fans make stede nice to izzy. ive made TWO posts abt it lol #i just saw that post right after work and was like 'THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME' but it's FINE y'all can do whatever u want!! #i guess i come off more aggressive than i mean to when communication is text-only. i should prooobably work on that lol #typing entire sentences in all caps means nothing to me she's like adding flavor adding passion. #im adding a dash of an intense emotion which does not necessarily have to be rage #in this case the emotion was baffled confusion at a phenomenon that doesnt make sense to me but is SO prevalent #and like. iiiidk i often dont realize how adding tags/comments on someone else's post can make them feel like im invading their space #which i should. start considering. #living and learning! anyway sorry to the op of that post i didnt mean to upset u. u are probably not reading this

[skyburger]

do NOT ask me a question and then let me go on wikipedia to check something you WILL receive really bizarre useless information

#case in point: just reblogged a post asking if i had seen a particular movie #i just wanted to put in the tags that i knew the movie but hadnt seen it. but naturally of course i had to be like hmmm #why DO i know this movie? #and this ended with me talking about the colonel's dialogue in metal gear solid 2 sons of liberty. so like. 👍 #I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD FOR THE OPS OF THESE POSTS LIKE IM SORRY!!! I HAVE ADHD!!!! #u are all luckier than my poor mother though she hears so much random fucking bullshit #fortunately we are both big fans of absolutely useless trivia and shit. thats how i ended up telling her about how the ant bully was #the jimmy neutron studio's last project before they shut down #they went bankrupt i think #idk how we got there though because like twenty minutes earlier in the same conversation i was looking at the fbi's most wanted list #in my defense. i wanted to see if i knew the names of any other fbi most wanted members other than like. bin laden. (i did not) #you know how ponies in mlp have cutie marks and thats their special talent? i think mine would be like the ability to just #go down really stupid rabbit holes and retain absolutely useless trivia. but oh im having a grand old time #shit i just realized im rambling in the tags. AGAIN. at least its my own post this time #this is my own post right. hold on #okay yes it is phew. #ENOUGH RAMBLING THOUGH IM STOPPING MYSELF!!! #PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH. MIAMI MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE #muffin mumbles

[ftmob]

my favorite unreliable narrator gag to do that i've set up for myself is for lan to be like "here is what's happening" and it's not that he's wrong generally except in that he's just barely at all talking about anything that IS happening so much as he's like. wow that's crazy that reminds me of 27 different things. and so you have simultaneously so much information and also no idea what's going on.

and then you switch to ehir pov where he very calmly and methodically describes exactly what he's doing and thinking and why without haring off or anything and you're like "oh thank god i finally know what's going on". with an occasional sprinkling of "this is. a completely different thing than what lan is saying and/or interacting with" to clue you into the fact that ehir also doesn't know or care what's happening, either, actually. he's just sitting there. his narration is so tidy and streamlined because he is NOT playing 4d chess. or even. the game. that he is supposed to be playing. just. regularly. like huh? a board? what board. oh that plank? yeah he dropped it like a month ago. it was heavy. oh was that important? well. whatever. nothing to be done about it now. probably. and lan IS playing 4d chess but with like. the shadow of a chicken he's imagining in the depths of his own shadow. which somehow causes him to sweep every other opponent. which is his strategy on purpose but like, what. how. why.

so really at no point do you actually get a reasonable perspective of events it's always "you called me a bitch but that's another word for dog and dogs bark and bark is on trees and trees fucking rule so really you're saying i'm Very Cool and pretty and" or "saw a leaf. felt an emotion" and what's happening is like the town is trying to keep another town from logging down the forest. or something. and you sort of just have to put the extremely disparate pieces together on that one, which would be much easier if ehir weren't SO extremely good at tricking people into thinking he's normal and competent, you can trust him. you can trust him just step into his enclosure welcome to his twisted mind there is. elevator music. and depression

like. again lan is like "this is what's happening in a 30 mile radius around me and hey that reminds me of" and you get No relevant information and ehir is like "i am doing this" and. you. still get no relevant information. really. but you feel like you did. or should have. if only because especially in contrast to lan he's so straightforward about it.

the story is a whisper of itself winding between the voices of two entirely incomprehensible insane people i just think that that was very funny of me

#op #me op #ftmob op #showed another friend chapter 1 and they were like in their feedback for ehir's section. #WOAH what's happening here this gives me so many questions and really puts the first part i to a different perspective #and like. HAHA. yeah i bet. #again. it's not that lan is Wrong. he's like HUH THATS WEIRD SEEMS FINE THOUGH MAGIC IS SCARY AND WHO KNOWS WHY SOMEONE #WHO KNOWS A LOT ABOUT IT IS EVEN HERE WELL PROBABLY NONE OF MY BUSINESS/BEYOND ME GOLLY THIS IS GONNA BE FUN #and ehir is like. well this is weird. didn't think i’d be able to do things again. might as well do something #and there are causes and implications and information behind all of this and you kind of just have to hope you catch the shadow of it #all. as they both just completely barrel past and brush nonchalantly by respetively. #like. huh. what a coincidence these people met! really weird! serendipitous even! right??????? #hahaha. yeah. there's definitely nothing else going on. how. fortunate!! for both of them!!!!!! yeah! #you see the gap of what you know between all the shit they both tell you but what you don't realize is there's another bigger gap hiding #directly behind it that you step into and walk over until you look and fall down like a looney tunes cartoon character. #I AM SO PLEASED AT THE THOUGHTS AND IMPRESSIONS I GOT FROM THIS FRIEND ITS LIKE. YEAHHHHHHHH ITS WORKINGGG!!!!!!!!!! evil gang #you think you've hit solid ground once you clear the precipice but uh oh!!!!! Uh Oh!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. hehe. >:^) #l:op #e:op #lan #ehir #<- adding these.

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#infinite loop!verse #but once again from gojo's pov LMAOOOOO #honestly anyone who knows me wouldn't be surprised to see me slap the op and ed songs from toradora into any playlist #i think mao mentioned vanilla salt once for me and gojo and i #LMAOO #if it's the usual i can go on boldly / even though that's my personality / no matter how hard i try i can't tear down the wall #i wonder what do you think of me? / at our current distance we're merely friends right? #i want you to realize my feelings / so i always send a gaze / of 'i really love you' at you / with all my courage #Spotify