#they are so talented in every way so they don't need my pity

[signedkoko]

Heyo! I return!!!!

Could I get a mammon, blitzø and alastor (separate) with a wife reader who’s really oblivious and ditzy? Sorta like a bimbo?

🦷 anon! <33333

Alastor | Blitzo | Mammon [Romantic]

In which their partner is extremely oblivious and ditzy.

Well, that's what he was here for, isn't it?

To make it look like you know what you're doing, to be the reason or you little 'show'

According to the public eye, if you're his partner then theres no way it's not a character, Alastor would NEVER date a clutz, let alone have the patience for one

Alastor found these little whispers amusing

Everyone thought they had some idea of what he was, but they were always throwing darts at the wrong board

All the better for him, he gets the joy of you making every day new and exciting as well as the strange rumours people came up with about the two of you

Everyone else was just so boring, so pitiful to the overlord

Either kneeling to his every wish, or putting on a face until he left them alone, or the rare run away screaming

But when you bumped into him on the street, you asked him if he was that 'one guy who tortured people and put it online' before you even apologized

Then you asked if he would kill you, and when he said yes, you asked if he could not

Oh yes, that made him laugh alright, you were such a cracking star

Anytime you might ask something stupid, he turns it into a joke and explain it to you later behind closed doors

Falling? tripping over yourself? He catches you and makes it look like a romantic dip, or a small dance

To him, you're cluelessness has its charm, because you've always been so honest and forward about everything that he doesn't ever feel like he has to pull secrets from you

You also amuse his every little quirk, which everyone else just finds weird, so that's a major plus

Oh my god he is so stupid

But you make him look so smart it's insane, just add you to the room and suddenly he's a genius

At first, it was just by comparison, but now in order to compensate for you he is always trying his best to be the smartest he can be

Especially in his line of work, Blitzo doesn't like the idea of making a mistake that could cost your life

So instead he trains to make sure he can save you when you need it

You guys are very damsel in distress/knight in shining armour

Except this kind of backfires because him being so serious starts to get him caught a lot...and you always manage to get him out (usually by mistake)

Like that one time you busted into a room full of 20 armed demons and dropped your gun when they came at you, but it went off and landed in a crate of explosives

I mean both of you were very injured but you both got out soooo

" You really are the dumbest slut I know, my sweetie-pie. "

He gets really defensive about you, though

Sure, he’s your husband so he can make fun of you

But if anyone else calls you anything along the lines of stupid or useless he blows up on them

Sure, you're a bit oblivious, but they don't know your talents, and all the things you teach him behind closed doors

He won't let anyone get away with being cruel to you

A little bit of a roger rabbit and jessica rabbit duo

Honestly exactly his type

Extremely wealthy husband and his bimbo wife?

The newspaper headlines go crazy for you guys and your strange duo, and a lot of photos of the two of you together are popular

Sort of funny looking tree man and his dolled up wifey

He's not really the brightest either, not when it comes to simple things that don't have to do with money or his status

So you are both very oblivious to things that aren't entirely straightforward and always have to whisper back and forth about a topic until you can figure it out

Two idiots in love

Nevertheless, he loves your dependance on him

He likes that you are always by his side in case you need help, so you are safe and sound

He's just as clingy as you are, he always has one arm around your waist

Calls you all sorts of sort of derogatory pet names but in a loving way

Dolly, sweetheart, gorgeous, legs, etc etc

Honestly though you are also probably explaining as much to him as he is you, just in different topics

But he has the confidence to go with his lack of knowledge and obliviousness

And confidence gets you far

" Yeah, like, the moon is full once a week or some shit "

" Isn't it once a month? "

" No doll, that's how often a blue moon occurs. "

" Ohh! Like once in a blue moon? "

Anyone overhearing this shit is fucking rolling in their grave 

Author's Note - Hiii welcome back tooth anon!!! Sorry this took a hot min, for some reaosn this prompt was so hard for me but I REFUSED to give up (Never sleep never what!?!?!) Thank you for requesting, and I hope you enjoy!

#koko writez #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel x reader #helluva boss x reader #reader insert #x reader #alastor #alastor x reader #blitzo #blitzo x reader #mammon #mammon x reader

[sourbinnie]

can i req skz reaction to 9th member drunk gn!reader alcohol made they sensitive, they started to cry and apologized for skills vocal/ rap/ dance with time spent and poor memory but end with apologize for stealing snacks (ΦωΦ)

my english so bad hope u get it (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

title -> drunk thoughts or sober words pair -> ot8!skz + 9th member!reader (gender neutral) genre -> angsty at first but fluffy in the end :] | hurt/comfort lowercase intended + no warnings a/n -> MY FIRST REQUEST yippeee, i'm so excited and i hope it meets your expectations<3 if it's not, i can obviously rewrite it! just let me know! also don't be harsh on your english bb, i'm not a native speaker either and i try my best every day for it to be good lmao

i knew as soon as the night began that this wouldn't end well (at least for me). the more we talked and spent time together, the more drinks that were being poured and oh god, did my members change personalities when they drank. of course not wanting to be left behind, i drank as well.

maybe a bit too much? i don't know, i'm not good at keeping track of things when i was in this certain mood. my thoughts started to consume immediately, i wished it would've been just one bad thought that tried to get me but it felt like a million in one moment. the dreaded one was that i did not deserve to be in stray kids with all these talented guys when i was just not in the same lane as them. when chan chose me, i knew i had to give it my all, but now another era coming by soon, all the teasers filmed and ready to go, just looking at them i wondered what was i doing in this group in the first place. 

i didn't want to think it was out of pity.

but sometimes it led me to believe that it was the only coherent thought.

alcohol wasn't for me huh? and just as soon as i'm doubting myself, the conversation turns serious.

"thank you all for being my bandmates, i couldn't ask for a better team." chan said and i bit my lip as i tried to not let my sensitive side take over (mixing with the sadness in my chest). 

"wow our leader is getting sappy again, are we surprised?" minho responded as he mocked him with his tone and chan just pushed him. everyone was in their own world, either talking, drinking even more or just having a good time their own way. i could feel a pair of eyes on me though and it was none other than felix. he followed every move i made and i couldn't even look at him in the eye 'cause i knew i would break down.

that's when he got closer to me, changing seats with changbin and looked at me sincerely with those hopeful eyes of his.

"you know you can talk to me right? i know you're a sensitive kind of drunk." he said trying to lift up my mood and i tried to laugh but it came as a choked out sob. "hey, look at me it's okay just let it out." he repeated to me and i just fell into his arms, the embrace that i needed to let my frustrations out.

"i don't know what happened, it's like suddenly i got so insecure about everything." i said and now everyone's attention was on me & my tears. they wouldn't stop flowing down my cheeks as i tried to explain what was happening but couldn't find the words other than the sincerity in my heart of how i felt. "i-i feel like i don't deserve my spot on the team".

complete silence fell upon the table, i could feel that everyone was shocked that i just admitted that.

"why would you think that (y/n)?" felix asked, as everyone was still trying to understand what was happening, especially chan, feeling like he did something wrong. "you know you're just as talented as everyone on this table". 

"that's the thing i'm not." i said smiling sadly and wiping my tears away. "i'm not the best singer even if i am a main one, my rapping still lacks and god my dancing is just nothing compared to you guys and i won't even start on my visuals." i said as i felt the knot in my throat getting worse 'cause i just couldn't believe i ruined the night with all my insecurities like this.

again the silence was so loud, it almost felt like i was in the right on this one.

"i hate that you're feeling like this (y/n)." hyunjin said in the most serious tone i've ever heard him use. his hand on mine as he played with them, made imaginary shapes like he does sometimes. "i could not agree with you or your mind at all".

"you're easily the most crucial part of the team." jisung said and seungmin nodded as they looked at me and i didn't know what to believe. it was hard accepting these kind of responses when you're so clouded by your own sensitivity (and a lot of alcohol). 

"you always know what to say, you're always there for us when we need you the most and you have so much to give, your talent is immeasurable." minho then said as he got closer to me and as the person who wasn't the most affectionate or the best with words, surprised me. "i know i don't tend to show it but i'll always have a soft spot for you and i'm happy chan chose you to be with us."

"you were meant to be here with us right now and you deserve so much." chan said as he got closer to me and hugged me, a hug from my leader was also something i did not expect to receive tonight but i gave in as i needed to feel the comfort of the people i loved the most.

it was as if time stopped for a moment and all i could think about was them, their smiles, their comfort and their way of showing me that i'm truly needed and loved. no more tears were flowing like rivers down on my cheeks, just a pure and blossoming smile.

"okay but... chaeryeong didn't eat the last ice cream bar, it was me." now if the silence was bad before, imagine right now. "i'm sorry, okay? i needed another one, i'm just insane like that and i stole felix's brownies the other day but i'm not sorry about that one."

"(y/n) i take it back, i'm taking your brownie privileges away." felix said dead serious and then laughed making everyone lose it again. "you can't do this every time i bake!" he exclaimed but i just pouted looking at him.

"also the freakin ice cream bar, how did you even get chaeryeong to lie for you?" changbin asked and i just did the same thing, i pouted like a baby looking at him. "nevermind, i get it, i would do anything for them, just look at that face!" he said as he hugged me.

"i'm losing my maknae position to a snack stealer!" jeongin exclaimed and i just laughed knowing i had the best chosen family and i wouldn't change it for anything in the world.

#skz drabbles #skz 9th member #stray kids scenarios #stray kids drabbles #stray kids imagines #skz imagines #skz scenarios #skz short imagines #sourbinnie #9th member #stray kids #skz #skz angst #stray kids angst #skz hurt/comfort

[venusstorm]

More Than Friends

Part One

Fear. It drove apart your friendship with Chris, it prevented him from telling you how he feels, and after a big argument, you’re left wondering if he had ever even cared.

Note: Italics indicate past events

Warnings: 18+, sexual themes, angst, you’ll probably want to fight Chris after reading

Part Two <Series Masterlist> Masterlist

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"What was I supposed to do?" You shout. Anger and resentment had filled your body to to the brim, just waiting to spew out and unleash onto the man before you.

"I don't fucking know! Not go and screw my costar that's for one!" Chris shouts.

You shake your head in astonishment. For years the two of you had been inseparable friends. You spent holidays with his family, he took you out every year on your birthday, he was the first person you'd call if something went wrong. Most of all, he was the one person that you ever truly loved.

But after you mistakenly confessed your feelings, it all went down hill.

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"I love you," you whispered. Too fearful to make eye contact with Chris, you turned away to face the wall.

"Y/N..." he trailed off.

"I know it's terrible timing but I had to tell you before you left. It's been eating me alive and—"

"You know I love you...just not in that way," he said quietly. You feel the touch of his hand graze your shoulder as he continues. "We wouldn't make sense."

You shook your head with confusion, "what do you mean we wouldn't make sense?"

"We're amazing as friends, anything more would just be...unrealistic."

Your heart snapped. Months of waiting for the right moment to express your feelings all came down to this moment. Years of watching him go from partner to partner, complaining about how he can never find "the one," all while you were standing right there. Waiting for him. All of it was for nothing.

"Okay." You mouthed.

You couldn't bring yourself to look at him. Those blue eyes of his would surely be staring at you with empathy and compassion. The last thing you needed was for him to feel sorry for you. How clueless could you be? If Chris wanted something more he would've done so by now.

Chris grabbed your hand, holding it tightly. “I’ll see you when I get back okay,” he states.

Sighing, you nodded. He embraced you in one last hug, and if you didn’t know any better, you thought you’d seen tears fighting to fall from his eyes.

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Not even a week after you confessed your feelings, Chris was seen making out with the lead actress of his new movie in London. They sat side by side in the park, a picnic spread around them as they smiled into each other's eyes.

Picnics were you and Chris’s thing. You’d drag him to the middle of some field, wildflowers sprouting everywhere and the sounds of birds cheerful noises filling your ears. He’d always bring the drinks and you’d bring an unnecessarily large amount of food. Music would blast from his speaker, but you always had control of what played. Honestly, it was your favorite thing to do in the world.

And seeing him have such an intimate one with someone else put a dagger into your heart.

At least it shook you out of the self pitying haze you had been trapped in all week. You knew at the moment that you could never be friends again. Your feelings were far too strong and heart to broken for it.

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You hadn't spoken to Chris in months. He'd text to check up on you, but eventually you stopped responding and he stopped asking. The only glimpses of his life you saw were on the Internet. Usually tabloids gawking about his newfound relationship with Lily James or the ridiculous Instagram stories he posted with his brother.

Despite this, you felt content. Sure you lost a friend, but you got a chance to figure yourself out. Your heart was no longer attached to a fleeting man, and instead it was free to roam as it pleased.

And roam it did.

See, as a production designer, being surrounded by talented (and gorgeous) actors was a usual. Hell, it's how you met Chris in the first place. But you hardly ever interacted with any of them. You were just another person passing them on set every day, praying that shooting goes smoothly.

So when Henry Cavill saw you standing by yourself, immersed in your cell phone, he insisted that he take you out for dinner. Apparently he had been gawking at you all week, amazed by how hardworking and beautiful you were.

Was it unprofessional? Perhaps. But were you gonna deny the god that is Henry Cavill? Hell no.

Dinner was fantastic, but what came after was even better. You found yourself stumbling into your apartment with his lips attached to yours. His hands fumbling to rip off your shirt and unclasp your lace bra.

You knew after he left that you'd probably never see him again. And you were perfectly okay with that. It just felt nice to let loose and let your heart roam free without any commitments. It was one night, and you thought you had heard the last of it...well until Chris came barging at your door a couple weeks later.

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"He wasn't even your co-star at the time," you gritted. "And who do you think you are dictating my sex life."

"It's kind of my business when we're all talking about life and he goes on talking about 'some girl' he fucked the other day and how he had her screaming her lungs out. Then he went on talking about how he should've gotten her number and some other bullshit. And the moment he started describing the way she looked and how he met her...I knew it was you.

"He wanted my number?" You smile. But then suddenly what he said clicked in your brain. "You all were talking about life? And Henry just so happened to bring me up?"

Chris glances away, already knowing what question you're going to ask next.

"So all of you were talking about people you recently fucked? Or just Henry?”

He knew you were asking if he too was going into detail about his sex life. You were pointing out his hypocrisy but Chris was too red with anger to care.

When Chris remains quiet you already knew your answer.

"That's not the point. How the fuck am I supposed to do an entire movie with someone after he told me in detail how he screwed my best friend?"

You flinch at the words "best friend." The two of you hadn't spoken in months, the title of "best friend" was long gone.

"Easy. Just act like it never happened," you snapped. "You seem to be good at that anyways."

Chris's face hardens. "Was this payback?"

Your hands flew into the air forcefully. "No it wasn't payback! Is it so hard to believe that someone like Henry would be interested in me?"

"Of course not! Stop making this into something it's not."

"Do you understand how much it hurt seeing you with somebody else right after I confessed years worth of bottled up feelings to you? Do you know how fucking worthless I felt seeing those tabloids?"

Chris goes silent. The tension in his face releasing as he watches you speak.

"You were my best friend...even if you didn't feel the same way, we could've talked about it. But instead you left and ignored me for months as if none of it ever happened. So no, getting with Henry fucking Cavill was not payback, it was me finally doing something that I wanted and deserved."

He spoke your name slowly. Chris knew he was disappointing you over and over, and quickly he realized that his anger was only hurting you more. 

You deserve the truth.

"Where the fuck is your girlfriend anyways? You're over here worried about me when Hollywood Insider has her plastered everywhere cozied up with Sebastian Stan! And he's supposed to be one of your closest friends too!"

Tears of anger begin to blur your vision.

Life was so much easier when you didn't have to see him. You were finally getting back on track, living how you want, and now all of that progress had come crashing down.

"It was a publicity stunt," he whispers. "We were never even together— I wanted to tell you, but my publicist advised against telling anyone. Even my family didn't know."

Your eyes narrow. "Did your publicist also say to not contact me at all?"

He releases a deep sigh, "She didn't want to risk it."

You didn't even have the energy to be upset anymore, only a numbing pain remained.

"Everyone already thought we were together. Same shit happened to Scarlett and I before she got married...hell, even happened when she was married. My publicist just didn't want to risk clashing headlines."

You simply nod, too exhausted to continue arguing. "Okay."

Chris waited for you to say more but it never came. "Okay? That's it?"

"Yes Chris. Okay. Okay you shoved me aside, okay you didn't love me how I love you, okay that you hate me for screwing Henry. Everything's fucking okay. Can you leave now?"

Chris didn't know what to say. You looked defeated, broken even, and it was all his fault. He wanted to reach out and grab you, hug you like none of this ever happened and you were still his best friend.

But he no longer had that luxury. 

Part Two

#chris evans #chris evans x you #chris evans angst #chris evans x black reader #chris evans x woc!reader #chris evans x reader #chris evans fic #best friends to lovers #chris evans character x reader

[circyexistforcontent]

hii!! for the team comp event, my boys (triple crowned kings) are xiao, albedo, kazuha and the wanderer (I named him Aoki btw <3 but u dont have to include this if u dont think its relevant) though sometimes I switch out xiao or the wanderer for cyno because im in love with him too and sometimes i need an element that isnt geo or anemo. all of them are triple crowned not for meta, but because they are my boyfriends (im super normal about them).

sorry if this was too much </3 take care <3

TEAM COMP: XIAO, ALBEDO, KAZUHA, WANDERER (FT. CYNO)

♥ Your team is just a spider web full of conflict. Xiao and Wanderer are always fighting, always trying to 1v1 each other and Albedo and Kazuha had to run away from multiple tornadoes caused by the two Anemo boys. Cyno is just waiting patiently for the two to just kill each other, or maybe weaken each other so he can finish them off himself. Sadly, nobody in the game can fully kill each other (I'll enhance that concept in another post).

♥ Albedo doesn't know if he should be relieved or tense at where he stands in your team, he knew being on your main team has high stakes but he didn't know they were this dangerous. He's glad his element is useful in your eyes and he strives to better his skills and talents to maintain his spot in your main team. He doesn't care about his other members, he may be acquaintances with Cyno but that's it. He wouldn't help him when Cyno has the possibility to replace him as well.

♥ Kazuha can only sigh when he hears the voices of his other two teammates. To be honest, he's worried about his place on your team. Considering your replacing your team members with Anemo visions with Cyno and his Electro vision. He wonders if he will be the next one to sit back and watch all his other teammates be graced by your divine will, it brings an inking sense of dread to his stomach to think about it. He just hopes he's enough for you to continue using him.

♥ Xiao doesn't like this. He doesn't like Wanderer. He doesn't like Cyno. And he doesn't like how his feelings make the situation worse. Is he lacking somehow? Why is he being switched with another spear user? These questions eat away at his brain every time he gets switched with Cyno, he observes from the sidelines and just stares at Cyno's fighting style. Is it the way he fights? Do you want him to fight more like Cyno? He might struggle with fighting his code but he's willing to do just that, so please use him more.

♥ Wanderer, or "Aoki" as you named him, is seething in anger and confusion. The first time you switched him with Cyno he had a full-on tantrum about it off-screen. He thought you abandoned him until he was put back on the team while he was having a mini pity party alone. He was confused, but he quickly snapped out of his confusion and continue doing his best. And then...it happens again. And it just repeats and he doesn't like that! You should keep him by your side permanently! Or maybe just replace that brooding yaksha since you don't need two spear users anyway!

♥ Cyno has been waiting for this moment, this moment where he gets to be one of your mains. When he's on the field he does his best on every kill, every domain, and every ley line challenge you may use him on to show you just how capable he actually is. Aside from that he is a chatterbox when you both are just exploring, he abuses his voice lines just to speak with you for longer. Even though it's a one-sided conversation, he will cherish those moments.

♥ A lot of fights happen, and weapons are always involved in the fights. Sometimes it's Xiao and Cyno, then it's Wanderer and Cyno, also Xiao and Wanderer, and then it becomes Cyno versus Wanderer and Xiao. All Albedo and Kazuha can do is watch from the sidelines and pray to you that they don't get involved in the fights.

#🍒sagau #genshin cult au #genshin impact x reader #yandere genshin x reader #yandere sagau #sagau genshin #genshin x reader #sagau cult au #cult au #cyno x reader #kazuha x reader #xiao x reader #wanderer x reader #albedo x reader #sagau x reader #sagau albedo #sagau cyno #sagau kazuha #sagau wanderer #sagau xiao #yandere genshin impact #❤️️500 followers writing event #self aware genshin impact #self aware genshin #genshin self aware

[marithlizard]

Having gotten the "wow this episode was 500% more lighthearted than I expected" thoughts out of the way, there's still a LOT to unpack. 1. First off, who lied to Blitzo and Fizz to keep them apart? They obviously realized who and felt no need to say it aloud. I can only think of two possiblities so far: Cash, lashing out at his son, and Mammon, seeing a vulnerable talent to exploit. Both of them would want to keep Fizz isolated and dependent. (Did Barbie also get lied to? Is there more behind her anger at him? I hope so, it'd be more dramatically satisfying.)

2. I'm really impressed by how hard the creators tried to get the portrayal of Fizz's disability right. Very matter of fact, no lingering on painful details or inspirational bravery etc. Fizz has frankly awesome prosthetics and uses them with ease. He doesn't want his horns to be seen, even when he first wakes up and no one else is around, and that means the audience doesn't get to see them either except briefly during a flashback. Blitzo isn't the pitying type in any case but Fizz makes it clear to him that he's okay with himself as he is and happy with his life.

I can't say if the writers got it right, that's not my call to make, but it's obvious that they tried.

(Also the chihuahua on wheels is so cute as a low-key detail)\

3. Blitzo is more open and honest with Fizz than we've seen him with anyone else except Barbie. Even before they start to reconcile, he's only at a mild level of defensive hostility compared to how he was with Verosika, and once they're in the cage together it's obvious he still thinks of Fizz as his best friend at a gut level.

Thanks to that, we finally get to hear what his problem is with Stolas. He's interpreting every expression of care and interest as fake and trying to stay hostile and aloof to protect his heart, but he can't even keep his angry face on while he's ranting about how noble demons don't care about us plebes. He so obviously wants the affection to be real. But I still think he's going to take the crystal gift in the worst possible way.

4. Striker's "Why is it always a sex thing with you people?!" attitude amuses the heck out of me. I have to sympathize with him there. (Also loved Blitzo's "oh great, the supremacist is praising me" line, reinforcing that he knows everything he just said was him being in denial.) I'm getting the sense that we will find out why Striker hates royals so much at some point.

#helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss s2e6 #helluva boss s2e6 spoilers #too many thoughts for one post

[divine-misfortune]

please please please can we talk about it???

cw: lots of talk about sharps/blood…juuussttt in case

initially he scared the shit out of aether and mount, just casually throwing blades, just fucking around with them really. but dew? my gods DEW WENT BAT SHIT. rain would definitely have a thigh garter to holster them, and dew was starrinnggg.

obviously he had to ask rainy about it, asks him to let him watch, let him touch, try for himself. he much prefers watching rain throw, but gets a good rise out of how much rain enjoys seeing dew with his blades, albeit with horrid accuracy.

we already know dew would ask to increase the risks, why wouldn’t he?? rain would never throw them at him, no, but it does rise some other ideas with other kinds of blades and sharps. other ways to draw blood besides claws and fangs. anytime rain just fiddles with them, dew gets sooo flustered

We don't really know where Rain developed this talent from, only Rain knows and that's his secret to keep. The other's find out about it because Rain has a bit of a temper before his heats strike, and Swiss has a habit of prodding just a bit too much sometimes.

That ghoul whipped around in the kitchen and threw a butter knife straight into the wall a few inches to the right of Swiss' head, and everyone collectively was alarmed.....aside from Dew. No, Dew's eyes went all big and he just kept staring at Rain while everyone was focused on the knife jutting out of the wall.

He asks to see him do it again a day or two later, and Rain, always so happy to show off, obliges. Drags Dew off into the woods and Dew's vibrating the entire time. He sits among the tree roots and watches Rain throw across the clearing for a little while before sheepishly asking if he can try.

Rain likes posing Dew, standing him, helping him square his shoulders, adjusting the way his fingers sit on the blade. The first few throws are...Pitiful, but they're his first so Rain doesn't mention how bad they are. Even if he wants to laugh. The fifth throw is where Dew seems to figure it out, he hits the targeted tree at least. The fire ghoul looks at him and absolutely beams, and Rain is nothing but praise.

And...

And so what if Dew bares his throat to Rain, holds his breath and lets the tip of a knife graze over his adams apple, the column of his throat, his sternum, his belly....Down, over his body, along every harsh line. So what if Rain's tasted how sweet his blood runs! Nobody needs to know that Dew's knees go weak when he sees anything vaguely sharp in Rain's dexterous hands. That's the little secret kept hushed between them. One that Rain gladly teases him with every chance he gets.

#i need to write proper knifeplay one of these days :) #void rambles #answered #rain ghoul #dewdrop ghoul #rain/dewdrop #nameless ghouls

[lxdymoon0357]

Hiii, happy holidays! It's never too late to ask for presents 🥰 (and by presents, yes, it's another Rasheinrey prompt).

Rashta is an assassin that is famous for her long silver hair, and Heinrey is her employer! They kiss behind the curtains, then spill blood in public!!!

(MY BABIES, MY POOKIES, MY HONEYBEARS!!! sexual content (not smut, dw) and anyways, choking, crawling, degrading kink? don't know...very short, I know, forgive me, I will procrastinate!! I have no idea what I wrote..why is this so sexual...? I'm sorry....What is this? What have I done and written..wtf is this!?)

Blood spilled Beauty

"Oh, how long is it till we catch this assassin.." Mckenna whispered with a exhausted sigh, as Heinrey simply grinned and twirled the quill around his fingers,

"Calm down, not like they're doing anything to us, quote opposite in fact..No? I mean, so many of our enemies have been defeated simple handed by this assassin.." Heinrey said grinning with a giggle, making Mckenna glare at him,

"Yeah..and you're gonna say that when it's our turn next to be laying there in a pool of blood?" he says scoffing making Heinrey roll his eyes and pout, "Whatever.."

"Well, there is one thing, this assassin always leave a kiss mark on their victim's cheek with pink lipstick and most people have reported long, curly, silver hair stained pink by her bloodbath..." Mckenna said shivering a bit in fear and because of his weak stomach turning at the thought of blood staining silver hair.

Heinrey flipped through to a photo of the assassin standing infront of the balcony of one of her victim's large mansion, holding his head in her hands, her long silver hair blowing behind her, slightly wavy at the end and curly, but it looked straight..

"She is extremely talented, I reckon she does this on purpose to enjoy and egg people on.." Mckenna said as she threw a stack of photo made with mana magic on the table, "She's too cunning to never be noticed...she does this on purpose..." Mckenna said softly sighing..

Heinrey picked up the stack, anger running through his veins like blood as he went through photo after photo, all the people she killed, this assassin left a kiss mark...what a daring little thing..

"Well, what can we do?" Heinrey said sighing in annoyance, throwing the photos away as Mckenna stared at him in slight confusion,

"Uh...okay." Mckenna said as Heinrey dismissed him. Heinrey stood up, flexing his fingers softly, he softly pulled his expensive coat from the seat, walking down the hallway, his anger evident as people didn't bother greeting him or anything, not that he'd have it any other way right now...

Maybe Mckenna was right, this assassin needed to be taught a lesson...

--

"Hm...now what was all that about? Heinrey asked Rashta softly. Rashta on her knees sitting down in front of him while he sat on the chair, his legs crossed as he glared down at her, sending shivers down her spine.

"You kissed them? You fucking brat.." Heinrey hissed out in anger, wrapping a hand around her throat as he pulled her closer, making Rashta stumble a bit as she walked ahead, placing her hands around his wrist,

"Rashta is sorry! I promise, Rashta didn't think it would make you so mad!!" Rashta whined out, trying to explain her side which only resulted in Heinrey wrapping his hand tighter and applying more pressure against her throat, making her hitch out softly, as she looked down..

"Oh, Rashta...I didn't expect this from you, I didn't think you'd be whoring yourself and being incompetent, almost everyone knows your hair is silver..Tch" Heinrey said, clicking his tongue as he mockingly acted pity, softly applying more pressure against the column of her throat after every breath she took.

"No, Rashta promises, she won't do that again, people won't ever know about her doing this. Please..I'm sorry!" Rashta said, feeling more and more embarrassment in her stomach as her eyes watered up, she knew he was actually upset with her being to casual and blatant in her killings..

Her breaths going shorter did Heinrey decide to have some pity and release some pressure from her throat, letting her gasp out as she sighed, "Rashta will do good, I promise!" she said as a tiny tear slipped down as Heinrey sighed, taking the tear and flicking it away,

"Fine, you just be a good girl and don't ever kiss them again, you brat. You'll learn something when I block you out." He said in annoyance, rubbing his thumb on her inner lip before placing it on her tongue and removing it as he stood up, waving his hand,

"Thank you for the meeting, Rasta. You're dismissed." he said as Rashta hissed out in slight annoyance, clicking her tongue as she fixed her maid uniform and walked out, should anyone find out about this between her and her prince...god, will hell be released if the other found they had someone..

#navi⌗writes⌗ #navi⌗answers⌗!!!!! #rashta x heinrey #heinrey x rashta #rasheinrey #crackship #crack fic #crack #ship smut #manhwa ships #manhwa fic #manhwa couple #manhwa smut #manhwa #manhwa recommendation #manwha #manhwa romance #yandere manhwa characters #character x character #character x character ships #character x character imagines #ship headcanons #ship scenarios #otp #ship dynamics #ship fic

[starlitcorgi]

Hi......If you don't mind, can I ask, what are your top 10 (or top 7) favorite media (can be books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series)? Why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

Hmmm 🤔 my favs are always changing but at the moment.

1. Gokurakugai: Alma is a precious cinnamon roll who loves his mentor Miss Tao like a sister. I really love their platonic relationship and the fact that Alma is incredibly emotionally balanced. Like he's not this typical macho guy. Probably because he's surrounded by strong female role models. It's really refreshing for Shonen and I really hope it gets an anime series because I think it has the potential to be as big as JJK and Demon Slayer.

2. Jujutsu Kaisen: I love Yuuji as a ML and I'm usually a side character gal. So it's great to actually like the lead character. I've noticed in this current generation of Manga and Anime that our Male Leads are becoming much more well rounded and likeable. I love Yuuji's strength and his resilience, he definitely deserves all the love and hugs. I also of course love Gojo and I kind of hope Mappa deviates from the manga in regards to his fate because man that hurt.

3. Demon Slayer: I read the manga start to finish and loved every minute of it. The anime series is just as good. I love all of the characters in this in their own rights. From the protagonist to the villains for me at least the author got everything right. It's Shonen at its best. To be able to make your audience love Rengoku in such a short time is an amazing feat. To care so much that you feel as devastated as Tanjiro to me the Mugen train arc is a masterclass in story telling. It's sad that the series will be coming to an end soon but I think for me this will always be in my top 5.

4. Ghost in the Shell: This is the movie that started my love of anime/manga. It's a cinematic masterpiece and everyone should watch it at least once. It was well ahead of its time and it's not surprising that it inspired the Matrix.

5. Hells Paradise: I love the manga and the anime. Gabimaru is so relatable to me, I think we share the same sarcastic and apathetic nature lol. I love it as well because it gave us one of the best disabled characters in current manga generation. Shion is an epic character for the disabled community, being partially blind myself it's nice to be represented you know? And he's not full of loathing or self pity, he embraces his blindness and uses it to his advantage. He's funny, kind, strong and handsome. He never questions Sagiri's competence, he doesn't try to send her of to the kitchen like his colleagues. He recognises her talent and encourages her to achieve her goals. In short Shion needs to be protected at all costs.

6. Chainsaw Man: when I first saw this pop up on Shonen Jump I didn't have high hopes. It seemed like a crack series but this is exactly why you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. I love this series even though it hurts me 😭. Denji is a typical hormonal teen, power is a ball of chaos and Aki is just trying to keep everything together. Plus Angel 😇 is one of my fav characters of all time maybe because he reminds me of my daughter lol.

7. Elfen Lied: this is another classic anime the violence is on par with AOT but once you get past that you have this heart wrenching story. Lucy is a monster created by her environment and the abuse she suffered. This is also one of the most beautifully animated series of all time. The art is phenomenal.

8. Solo Leveling: I fell in love with the Manwha and was so excited when it got picked up for a series. I'm loving the anime so far, though I'm two episodes behind. Due to my sight loss I have to wait for the English dub but dubs have gotten way better than when I first started watching anime in the early 2000's. I love Jinwoo's tenacity and the fact that he just cuts through the villains. He never really worries about whether that makes him a bad person. Sometimes you just want to see bad people get what's coming to them. Plus this has some of the most epic fight scenes, I can't wait to see them animated.

9. Tokyo Ghoul: I spent most of Tokyo Ghoul crying ugly tears 😭. Ken Keneki has one of the most heartbreaking storylines in all of anime. It's just painful to read/watch Gege definitely took a leaf out of the Tokyo ghoul book when writing JJK. Yet still I couldn't put it down, I'm a sucker for punishment. It's a great mix of characters as well, I love that we see goth culture mixed in there as well. You do get those Crow vibes the way it's so gothic in inspiration and the art work is stunning. I think the only illustrator that tops it is Yuta Sano.

10. Attack on Titan: AOT has been deemed controversial because of it's fascist themes. However I think it's only problematic if you think Eren is the hero in this story. I actually really can't stand Eren, it's pretty obvious that he's been radicalised by his experiences early on. The foreshadowing is strong with him you know he's not going to turn out well from the start. The real protagonists for me are Armin, Levi and Hange. Like these three are definitely trying to save their comrades and people. Whereas Mikasa is constantly having to save Eren and Eren jumps to mass genocide pretty quick. Levi almost feels like he's representing the audience with his snarky commentary. I also love Levi and Hanges platonic friendship. They really get each other and their banter is a joy to watch especially in the first season.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #demon slayer #anime and manga #manga #gokurakugai #tokyo ghoul #ghost in the shell #elfen lied #attack on titan #hells paradise #solo leveling #chainsaw man

[solivagant-muse]

I need more reverse au in my life. Bastard Vinny has to be the greatest thing in my life atm.

THANK YOU!

GLAD TO HEAR THAT!

I love a soft Vince, don't get me wrong but the boy has so much unresolved, inner rage that manifests in the worst ways possible and makes him commit atrocious acts of cruelty <3

I don't have shareable art atm but I can provide you with how I see Vincent being if his face wasn't attached to Bo, and instead was "the pretty face" of the two.

I'll also be sharing stuff that I spoke with @hersweetrevenge about it, because her brain is super wrinkly and big.👀

Anna, please feel free to add stuff if you like!

In this AU, I see Vincent being more confident, snobby and arrogant, he acts "humble" but you know the man is fishing for compliments like a lifeline at every opportunity. Self-entitled as well, being told he was special and talented all the time can make a kid's ego burst to the mountains.

I also see him not being able to handle criticism whatsoever, it's his art and he decides the value. He worked hard to get there, so no one is allowed to dislike his work and put a value on it.

The two songs I would connect with Reverse AU Vincent would be "Love Me Love Me Love Me" by Kikuo and "Being low as dirt, taking what's important to me" by Tuyu. I recommend just reading the lyrics just to have an idea.

Much like OG Bo, Vincent becomes the "face" of Ambrose, he is the one interacting with the victims most of the time. He is still a loner and more on the reserved side, finding more solace being in the basement than anywhere else but much like OG Bo, he has to do the facade of being nice and welcoming to lure future projects.

I also think Vincent can get away with being "weird" because he is an artist after all, and artists are sometimes eccentric.

He has too many knives? Weird but they're really detailed and might be for decoration or material/wax cutting!

He stares too long at someone and is being kind of a creep? Oh, he is just admiring the symmetry of their face! Artists like to people-watch.

His face twists in a bitter scowl if an artstyle he likes gets dunked on? Artists are passionate but sensitive souls.

However, I am of the opinion that the pressure from his mother was much more intense compared to the OG one. He was everything that she wanted; brains, looks, and talent but she still demanded more of him. Vincent had to keep up with what his brothers couldn't do or be. The pressure of being the "perfect son" and "the Sinclair pride" made him snap in a way, but it was more lowkey, less explosive than Bo's but horrible regardless. He was treated better, but their parents' love wasn't unconditional, it never was. Higher praise also meant harsher punishment. Vincent didn't have to experience much to know, Bo was the perfect example of the consequences of misbehaving.

He loves his mother, but he holds a deep resentment towards her. Maybe him making the House of Wax was a direct or indirect way of desecrating the art of his mother. His mother wanted a super talented kid that did everything she asked of him, but she is gone now. Now he is that, and much better.

Vincent feels pity for Bo and treats both him and Lester "nicer" compared to canon Bo but he still has a hold on both of them. He is one of the few who truly loves and cares for them after all. He doesn't mistreat them or yells at them but he can be a little condescending at times in a "I'm so kind to you all and I'm doing what's best for you. Sorry you don't appreciate my worry! 🙄" kind of vibe.

He is the head of the house in this au and has the family ring, he became what Victor and Trudy wanted, it's natural he would be the one to inherit take the ring for himself 👀

Oml, Trudy and Victor having an argument because one wants Vincent to be an artist and the other one wants him to be a doctor!!! Bo and Lester watching from the sidelines, no expectations for the two of them whatsoever.

#I didn't add the screenshot of the messages between her and me because I don't want to impose <3 #If she wishes to add her takes she is totally welcome to do so!!! #I'll be editing and adding stuff to this post after all #reverse AU #house of wax #house of wax 2005 #how 2005 #vincent sinclair #character analysis #long post #if there are grammatical or spelling mistakes I'm sorry 😭 #ask #where's the art solivagant #anon

[sourbinnie]

title -> closer genre -> surprise, it's angst! | one sided love pair -> ot8!skz x gn!reader plot -> a paragraph from letters you've never sent to stray kids. lowercase intended | no warnings

❥ ✉

'cause you're the holiday i celebrate too late

you're the eyes i gave up tryin' to captivate

how do you feel when you have a crush on someone? i always wanted to know what you thought about this. for me it's like i either live hooked on a feeling or give up completely when i'm disappointed by the results of it. i had the biggest crush on you since i've met you jisung and i don't think that's ever gonna change. it's easy to put it in a paper and not say it out loud like i prepared so many times. the thing is i don't want to be in a relationship, i completely gave up trying to be somewhere i don't belong in and that's your arms. what's not easy is the burning feeling in my chest every time i see you holding someone else, i just wish it was me one last time.

you're the song that i loved but then overplayed

and i'm the b-side throwaway

what's there to say? you're captivating with everything you do. every single step you take towards me i melt into a puddle trying to compose myself. i don't think i deserve you, you already know this because you heard me talk about it didn't you? as you pretended that you did not. i don't blame you for not having a crush on me, no one does. chris i think your talent is immeasurable but your ability to lie isn't and you know how much i love your music. the fact that i've been the first one to listen to some new releases still shocks me but i would gladly accept any offer to do so again unless you don't want me around you anymore which is understandable.

i hope you never rain on my charade

the lonely one i let myself create

i got my space, but what'd i pay?

i had a mental image of you that the more i look, the more i know, it gets closer to your reality. why do i say this? because i truly think perfection didn't exist until i found you felix. i know i drifted apart from you, i know i said i need space to figure things out with my feelings and our friendship. i don't wanna ruin us but i know i already did, in fact i know that you feel like you can be friends with me after my confession. i don't think i can be friends anymore lixie. crushes don't usually hurt but the one sided love truly does sometimes, and i don't want you to feel pity and say that you will "fall in love" with me when those things don't happen. i can't take any more lies.

i've been fucked so much that i no longer wait

i sabotage and break my own heart

just in case

god did my past experiences fuck me up. you know this more than anyone seungmin and i still let you hold me every night. i knew that things weren't gonna be easy when you said you wanted to be there for me through everything, i knew i was gonna fall for the person that first decided to listen to me and take care of me in such a beautiful and soft way. now here i am sitting, hoping that you read this and don't feel too bad about me leaving that night. i couldn't deal with the feelings again, the powerful love i felt for you was way too much for my heart to take and i needed to back away. i'm sorry, i will always be sorry minnie.

so, yeah, i loved you or i tried to

but i don't know how

i think i gave it my all when it came to you. but then i realized that it wasn't really worth it was it? you're never gonna feel the same way. i tried so hard, thinking that maybe one day you'll look at me and see more than a friend standing beside you. i can't say that i don't love you anymore, i still need time to process everything and to grow out of these feelings for you changbin so i understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore. hoping one day you see me in a new light was the most hopeless thing i've done. i feel so empty right now as i watch you on a screen again, of course i could never have you. i don't know what i was thinking in the first place.

used to need you and feel you

but we ran it all down

so i guess this is it? i don't even know what to say after what happened. i'm so tired of going around you like the only thing that matters in plain sight is you. but that doesn't mean my feelings will change, that doesn't mean that i'm done with you even if you're done with me. it means that i think it's time to step away before i end up more heartbroken than i already am hyunjin. i know you think this is easy but it's really not, i can't stop feeling the way i do in just a couple of days. i truly thought you were the one for the longest time and i still feel like i need you. i still feel like i want to be loved by you even if it's just me being delusional again.

'cause i loved you or i tried to

can it be easy now?

i never had any hope in the first place jeongin. i feel like i decided to give my heart and soul to someone who deserved it and not getting anything back would be just fine. it really wasn't, it's not your fault but it's not mine either right? even if i feel like an idiot thinking i had a chance with you. i truly hope you find happiness in someone like i did for a long time in you, you deserve to experience love in it's purest form. thank you for not giving up on me though, i don't know where i would've ended up if you just plainly rejected me but you didn't. you gave me another chance and even if i'm not gonna take it, i just wanted to say thank you.

or will it kill me on the evenin'

that I let you down?

i'm sorry i disappointed you. you weren't looking for someone and this is how i decide to show up in your life, another love interest opportunity? i'm surprised you don't hate me. minho i know that love is a hard thing to take and i'm not gonna insist or pursue you to change your mind. i'm just gonna let you know that someday, someone's gonna appear and you're not gonna feel this kind of hatred for love anymore. you're gonna feel blessed that person is gonna be by your side forever & ever. i know it's not me even if i wanted it to be, i let you down this time and it hurts but i gave it my all to be there for you and that's all i can say.

- love (y/n).

+

i need you closer

or i need it over

either need you closer

or i need it over, yeah

"hey (y/n)." my neighbor greeted me and i just waved but then i realized they were holding onto something, looked like letters. "these were piling up so i picked them up and they're all addressed to you so here you go!" she said and gave me a small smile.

"thank you and i'm sorry for the inconvenience." i said as i got them in my hands.

8 sealed letters all sent to me. i read the names: han jisung, bang christopher, lee felix, kim seungmin, seo changbin, hwang hyunjin, yang jeongin and finally lee minho. did they truly read my letters?

#skz drabbles #skz imagines #skz songfics #skz angst #skz x reader #stray kids drabbles #stray kids imagines #stray kids x reader #stray kids x you #skz scenarios #sourbinnie #skz #stray kids #stray kids angst #skz x y/n #skz x you #stray kids scenarios

[jovialjuggernaut-draws]

"I only did that because i felt bad" Arkhamverse

"I only did that because I felt bad."

Bruce hummed, unconvinced. "And here I thought you didn't feel guilt."

"Not guilt, Dark Knight," Edward corrected, haughtily, "Pity. It was pity that drove my actions. There's only so long I can watch you stumble around blindly before giving in. Much like watching a particularly stupid puppy fail to find its food bowl placed just on the other end of the kitchen."

"A puppy."

"Just so," Edward committed. "Clumsy and stupid and obedient, not to mention prone to destroying anything and everything within reach should you get frustrated or bored."

An unflattering comparison. "Generally, people get puppies because they're cute and endearing."

"Aww, insulted I'm not mindlessly fond of your precious puppies?" Edward taunted, with all the condescension he usually displayed when Bruce made mistakes with his puzzles. "I should have known you'd be a dog person."

"And I should have known this conversation would be a waste of my time," Bruce grumbled. "If you won't accept my thanks, I don't need to sit here and be insulted."

"Oh? You're insulted by the insinuation that you prefer dogs? Don't want any cats getting the wrong idea, perhaps?"

"You know damn well what I mean," Bruce snapped. "Don't play dumb when I know you're not."

Edward froze, a little furrow forming in his brow in place of the smug expression from before. "I… wasn't expecting thanks. I don't know what to say," he finally admitted. "Something needed to be done, you're the only one capable of doing anything. Seemed like a straightforward enough logical path."

"Regardless, it did help, and I am grateful."

It was subtle, but a bit of tension lifted from Edward's hunched shoulders at Bruce's words. "Do you think… Nevermind."

"What is it?"

"I was just thinking… do you ever wonder how things might have been different, if we'd met under different circumstances?"

"No," Bruce answered, honestly, and Edward flinched. "I don't think there's any use ruminating on things we can't change. I can't afford to think like that, to wallow over every misstep. There's too much for me to do, too many people depending on me."

"And you call me the narcissist…" Edward scoffed. "I suppose it would have always turned out this way, wouldn't it? You would have always been too much the control freak to see me as anything but a threat, and I would always have been far too practical for your rigid idealism. Still… It is a pity, isn't it?"

"Is that what you'd call it?"

Edward glared up at him, pensive look gone as though it'd never been there to begin with. "No, I don't believe I would, after all. You're a self-righteous zealot and my prodigious talents would be wasted at your heel."

Bruce smirked at the assertion. "I thought I was the dog in this scenario?"

"Bite me."

#riddlebat #batriddler #arkhamverse

[mbti-notes]

Hello, mbti notes. I'm an F INFP. I have question, what is the best reaction to someone making fun of us?

Is it better to just stay quiet and ignore, deny it like "It's not true", or maybe just laugh it off?

It's quite embarrassing to say but my face is a bit unfortunate and I also have a seemingly malnourished body so from time to time, I would received hurtful words about my appearance. Usually I would just stay quiet and show poker face but it feels awkward. I don't want the situation to turn into conflict If I say something but I also don't want to make myself look pitiful/like a fool..

An important aspect of having good social skills is understanding context. For example:

1) What is the social situation? Is it a private, public, or professional interaction? Different social situations bring different social consequences to consider. You generally have more freedom to speak up when it's a personal relationship and the interaction happens in private. If the interaction takes place in public, you have to consider what the other people will think/do, e.g., whether they will "take sides" and potentially make the situation worse for you. A work situation is much more complicated because it depends on whether you have enough clout to speak up for yourself without suffering some form of retaliation.

2) Who are you dealing with? Does the person have higher/lower social status than you? The amount of power someone has over you and your life is important because you don't want to provoke or get entangled with the wrong people. If it's someone you don't know well or don't have much contact with, shrugging it off (and letting everyone forget it easily) is probably better than making a big production (that is burned into everyone's memory forever). If it's someone close to you who has formed a habit of putting you down, then you have to be assertive about setting and enforcing respectful relationship boundaries.

3) What is the person's underlying motive/intention? Are they just trying to be funny? Maybe laugh it off (to show that you have a sense of humor about yourself), but in a sarcastic/deadpan way (to show that you disapprove of petty insults). Do they speak without filter and have no clue about the impact of their words? Maybe you want to explain to them why it's hurtful. Do they believe their comments are "helpful"? Use your best judgment about whether to listen. Are they putting you down to prop themselves up? Maybe roll your eyes at their immaturity. Are they out to hurt you because of an old grudge? Bury the hatchet with them. Are they a bully and picking on you because you're an easy target? Maybe you need to step up and show some power in order to stop them.

You haven't provided enough detail for me to give you a detailed response. Your question pertains to social skills. The way you frame the question implies that you're looking for some kind of fixed rule to follow in every social interaction that will always lead to success. But socializing is rarely so simple.

I'm sorry that you have to experience such maltreatment. Nobody deserves to be teased or bullied for their appearance. It sounds like you are a little resigned to it. Perhaps take the initiative to surround yourself with more kind, positive, and supportive people, as that makes it easier to ignore the mean, negative, and judgmental people. Additionally, maybe spend more time focusing on your good aspects, such as building your skills or developing your talents, so that you feel more pride than shame in yourself. This also gives people more information to consider when evaluating you. Your critics won't get very far when you have much more interesting things to show for yourself than looks.

#infp #relationships #teasing #bullying #social skills #boundaries #physical appearance #ask

[rainylana]

I followed you on Wattpad because I read your Michael story and I loved the first half of the book so much. You are an incredibly talented writer who I'm sure will/should very well succeed at whatever she does. I loved the way you portrayed both the main characters as they fell in love, went through a lot of trauma, and how healthy their relationship was in the beginning.

That was so beautiful, idk if you're still on here but I do hope you see this, I saw when I came on your blog, how upset you were and I know how upset you must feel, you should really know even if you don't think so, you're such a sweet and talented person, you deserve to feel the kind of love you write/fantasize about. Whether the love is familial, friendly, or romantic. It can sometimes come off as repetitive because I'm sure you've heard this so many times before, everyone loves to give the same speech and I understand hearing it over and over again can be tiring and annoying AF.

You deserve to live and be able to live happily, I'm sorry that you don't have the relationship with your father you used to, idk how different it is but I hope one day you get that in some way or another. I used to send these messages to people but every time I do I always felt so stupid because words can only do so much and people can only hear the same thing in different ways so many times as well.

I've been only here scarcely for the past few months for my own reasons but if you ever need anyone to talk to or just vent to, it won't be a bother, I'm not saying this out of pity, I don't want you to feel like some charity case or pity party because you're not you're just accepting a friend. Sigh, I hope this doesn't sound neither cringey nor intrusive. You should be able to wake up every day feeling the happiness you want and I know I've been saying this a lot but it's because you deserve it, I'm not one to waste my time doing certain things I don't want to so please know that I didn't just send you this because I felt somehow obligated to, or because I had to but I genuinely wanted to.

I hope you see this, if not, I hope you find the happiness and love you deserve, I'll always keep you in my heart!. I'm taking this off anon.

also ugh I really hope this didn't sound horrible or anything.

oh gosh you made my heart SWELL!! thank you so so much for this! this made my night, honestly. i wish i had friends who would say this to me. and the fact you read my old story?? wow what a flashback! i loved writing for that since it was my first. i appreciate you a lot coming on here, please don’t feel bad or annoying because you aren’t in any way!! i love you dearly for this and hope that wherever you are in your own life is amazing like you are. i can tell from this message you have a good heart. thank you so much <3

#lana’s shit post #lana’s asks

[infernal-general]

Where have I been

Still mobile bound as hell so I unfortunately cannot put it read more, even though the subject is too sensitive probably for most of you. So I tried to tag the best I could, please read them before reading this.

I'm posting this here because this blog has embedded itself the most into a wonderful community full of kind, talented people I'm honored to be friends with. I have been distant, I know and I am sorry that I wasn't there for people who needed someone. I wasn't and not ignoring anyone on purpose. My father died in October. He was cremated exactly on my birthday. He was long suffering from dementia, caused by a medication for his nonexistent Parkinson's which his malicious ex wife and other daughter (both doctors) manipulated him into taking. My grandma was operated in August and died in January. She was neglected in the hospital. Back in September mom caught covid from her no matter how careful she was. I almost died from it, dad had gotten pneumonia. My mom was malnourished, exhausted, insomniac, anorexic from taking care of him; I couldn't help because I tore my shoulder almost to the point of operation. She almost died as well.

There was an ungodly amount of paperwork which I have no idea where she found the strength to do. Now both dad and grandma's ashes are home. My long term memory is incredibly damaged, I cannot remember my childhood, my teenage years also faded. It's my mind's defense against what had happened and I'm slowly but surely forgetting both of them like they never existed. My mom however remembers everything. She has a vastly different coping mechanism...if these can be called as such & it collides with mine every time, resulting in a mental breakdown as my epilepsy has gotten worse.

I'm not telling this for attention/pity seeking motives. I realized that I should, because I am probably hurting people I care about and care about me with this sudden change of behavior, unusual silence. I was used to being the shoulder for everyone could cry on and tell their worries, receive advice and support in return. But as my own problems kept piling I was overwhelmed, shocked and paralyzed. I apologize if I unintentionally hurt someone, I truly didn't want to. I decided to tell what I'm going through because of this realization. Nobody should be harmed by what I'm going through. I don't want to break any friendships, abandon anyone and I am deeply sorry if anyone thought this way & I don't blame you.

I truly don't know when can I be back to like I was, I'm still spiraling when I think about I'm actually half orphaned. Not to mention my mom turned 60 this year. And no, therapy is not an option. Don't have money for it and the free ones would do more damage than good. I have to and will solve it on my own, now without worry that this will explode out of me during a conversation (I am sorry for that. Truly). Thank you for being here, for being the wonderful people you are and if I accidentally hurt someone, I am deeply sorry.

Thank you for reading

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At Arms Length

MAJOR CONTENT WARNING: graphic, gore, violence, PTSD, sexual assault, rape. However as upsetting as it is, very therapeutic for me to write. 18+ only

Chapter 2

Let my true colors show

Recon was your talent, you seemed to always know where to go and what to do at every second, no matter the mission. You were the best soldier that shield or the Avengers had ever seen. You never missed your target and you never let the enemy escape. It was terrifying the way all humanity left you in a fight. You hated that about yourself. You hated how still your mind was, nothing could distract you from your kill.

You sprinted down the long corridor, paying no mind to the bullets hurdling your way. Taking down a burly man with an AK in his hands, you slam his body into the ground with a swift kick to the knees and a front kick to his chest. The power of your kick made his skull break on impact with the concrete floor. Next was a woman, obviously shaken by your skilled fighting abilities, she hurriedly tried to reload her rifle, but she was not fast enough. You were on her in a second, with claws engaged you slice open her stomach, plunged your hand in and yank out intestines. You wrap them around her neck as she shrieked and begged for death, then left her to bleed out.

In the next room, Rogers, Romanoff, and Barnes were back-to-back, dodging bullets and firing rounds at their opponents. You take cover behind the entryway and fire your pistol at the back of a man’s head, the five other agents left turn to face you, and your team jumps into action. Romanoff pulls her infamous thigh chokehold stunt, and Rogers flings his shield at an agent's neck, snapping it instantly. Barnes taps into his sniper background and lodges a bullet right in between the eyes of his opponent. The last two men are yours, they barrel towards you, and just as they reach you, you grab hold of their hair and with all the mutant strength you could muster, you smack both of their skulls together. The sound of the kill rings through the room and your team all stares at you.

“Why are you guys looking at me like that?” you ask flatly.

“You’re brutal, X,” Romanoff says, a hint of flattery in her tone. The ex-assassin knows she shouldn't condone your dirty fighting, but she can't help but admire it. Rogers on the other hand stands in front of you with his arms crossed and huffs.

“Our orders are to take down threats, not to commit war crimes against them. You're an Avenger now, X, fight like one.” Rogers scolds.

His words ignite your youthful inclination to rebel, you open your mouth in protest, but as your eyes land on Bucky, you fall flat. He won't look at you but you can see on his face a look of sadness and pity. His emotions make you sick, but why? You don't need his approval. You are following orders, and you're outperforming everyone while doing so. Rogers can shut the hell up, what would he know about fighting anyways, all he does is fling that damn frisbee around and wear a uniform two sizes too small.

You roll your eyes and lead the charge to the east wing, extending all 4 claws as you hurry to aide Maximoff, Banner, and Stark. It's a mess in the east wing, Banner is hardly holding his own, even with his Hulk ego, HYDRA has studied the avengers meticulously, they know the Hulk’s weaknesses by now, the gaps in the armor. You charge his attackers and slide through their muscles and bones as if they were butter. One soldier puts up a decent fight, he dodges your adamantium claws swiftly. He knocks the wind out of you with an uppercut to your gut and throws a quick jab to your face. The jab breaks your nose and bursts your lip, but by the time blood appears on your face your cells have already regenerated. The man isn't taken aback by your healing, he knows who you are, and he is not scared. Before you can defend yourself another HYDRA agent bear hugs you from behind.

“Lovely to see you again.” Sneers the agent, you recognize the voice as one of your former guards back from when you were being raised in captivity by HYDRA. His name is Studd, you guessed it was a code name. The touch of his flesh sends flashes of him waking you up in the middle of the night to fuel his need for power and control. Your stomach drops at the memory of his body, too close, too hot.

Please I don't want this, get off of me

His body pressed firmly against you makes the room still. All you can think about is killing him, you can't let him get away, he must pay. Your scream burns through his ears, you stomp down on his foot and bash the back of your head into his face, he releases you and you grab your pistol from the holster on your thigh and shove it into the previous opponent's mouth, you pull the trigger and his head explodes. Amidst the cranium rain, you turn on Studd, who is still holding his nose from your previous move, he drops his hands though and smirks, licking his lips as he eyes you maliciously.

“Still an animal I see, X?” He jaunts, “I always liked watching you move, so powerful yet unable to throw me off later.”

Your throat tightens, “I was never yours, Studd. If I hadn't been brainwashed and drugged, I would have killed you. Guess I have my shot now.”

You jab your claws into his stomach and twist, relinquishing in his screams of agony. You pull your fists away and kick him to the ground, smiling statistically as you straddle him and drag a claw through his flesh from his stomach to his groin.

“Now look at us,” you whisper, “me on top of you for a change, I like this a lot more.”

You jump to your feet and aim your pistol at his chest, but his chuckle stops you.

“Oh you sweet, sick little thing, don't you know that no matter what you do, you can't change what I have done to you?” Studd sputters, blood pooling from his mouth.

“SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!” You scream as you begin to litter his body with bullets, shooting anywhere but the head or heart to ensure his suffering.

“I am going to put holes in you until you fucking die.” You say through gritted teeth.

You pull your gun up again, but before you can pull the trigger you feel Bucky approach your side. He puts a hand on your shoulder and turns you to face him. He looks at you with so much tenderness and devastation that you almost break.

“Put the gun down, (y/n),” Bucky says softly, “don't drag yourself down to his level.”

You scoff at him, “but he deserves it, Bucky, let me have this!”

Both of his hands rest on your shoulders and he looks deeply once again into your eyes, “No. You have to stop, you're letting them win by being the machine they made, put the gun down. I will finish this for you.”

Gently, Bucky takes your weapon and lands a bullet straight into Studd's heart. It's over, the person you hate most in the world is dead at the hands of the person you trust the most.

The flight back on the quinjet is a mess. Rogers tries to lecture you, but Stark loses his cool on you, accusing you of fighting dirty and undoing the past year of treatment you have been receiving while staying at the compound. But the criticism of the team's leaders is nothing but a droning in the background. You know they are right, and you feel ashamed, you were ruthless, but not in the way the team had needed. Once it went quiet in the jet Bucky comes and sits next to you in the back. He knows better than to say anything, he just stays with you, his company reminding you that he sees you still as a person, not as a monster. You enjoy his close vicinity. A few minutes pass and you glance up at him, your stomach flips as you catch him studying your face intently. His gaze is soft, understanding, and protective even. He offers a small smile and puts his arm around your shoulders, the gesture of kindness breaks down all your walls and you lose it. You begin to cry as you bury your face in his chest, his hand rubbing your back drawing out emotions you haven't felt free to express in forever.

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