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neweresth · 3 years
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23/March 2021
In between the feeling of under the weather and in the mood for life and laugh I’ve thought to myself, maybe one day - I want to watch ‘Weathering with you’. And the one day, was today. I didn’t know what to expect, the story was fine, I cried (I wonder why, was is that sad, or was it beautiful?) What made me emotional more than the story were colours of the sunlight. And I love the sound of rain pitter-pattering.
These days I’ve been wondering about a lot of things. I wouldn’t want to live a life of someone else. I want to find my own path. Rememeber. No matter how long the life is, I have all the time I have - to live and learn about it. No matter the result, it’s always in progress.
22/March 2021
Time.
I admire people who are able to work 9-to-5 jobs. These days, I take every job I’ve ever did as a lesson, to learn more about people. How and why people act in these environments, how people treat you, how do I. (Do you want to be treated the way you treat others?) Like I don’t understand, others may don’t understand it either.
Sometimes I get to the point, when it’s unebarable to be where I am. And I feel like I want to escape the moment. I’m sure these feelings work as indicators, that it’s enough, and it’s time for a change - perspective, attitude, place, whatever the reason is.
One of the things I love to do in the morning is opening windows everywhere I possibly can, haha. (It’s much colder in the kitchen,) and I love when it’s windy.
I feel like I don’t really have dreams. And I’m fascinated by people who have dreams, people who have something they want to achieve in their lives. Maybe I’ll be able to remember what my dreams are. Until then, I dream for the sake of dreaming, not for the sake of living. Sometimes I feel like I’m lacking passion. Ain’t it always something that fascinates us - something we don’t have, we don’t experience, we have no idea about. (I think, I’m just curious, and I ask a lot of questions.)
I feel like I’m doing what I’ve always wanted to do. The situation is not perfect, but I’m grateful. I believe that, if there’s something in your life, you want to do, or you just want - if it’s somehow meant to be a part of your life, at any time - it’ll be a part of your time here. I wouldn’t call it a destiny, it’s just the life you live.
Will tell.
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askginko-blog · 11 years
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did you still having a crush with the sweet things like parfait? or your tastes changed with the gender ? what about the parfait? what about the calcium D:
…in other words, yes, I still love sweets, why wouldn’t I, they are great!!
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askginko-blog · 11 years
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