#these tags are going to be kind of ventish so there isn't really a need to read them!!

[softskiesahead-moved]

i am really...not starting this week off well am i

#these tags are going to be kind of ventish so there isn't really a need to read them!! #no vents or anything negative i post even has to be addressed at all #this post does not legally exist #tw for...self esteem and implied s/h #i kind of have a fear of 1-on-1 venting so...sorry this post exists.. #ask to tag #aya.txt #♡ storms ahead #tw s/h #negative #i have accepted the fact that i'll probably just break down every week until school is over but...on a monday? really? #please at least wait until wednesday #i'm just tired...i'm so tired of this #sometimes days will seem completely normal...and then halfway through the day it will switch #i just can't get destructive thoughts to go away and i don't want to do something stupid i really really don't #i'm just not good enough or even really interesting i don't get how anyone thinks so #i know i'll probably be ok and this will probably pass i probably won't even be hurt i'm just tired of it... #i can surround myself with as much comfort as i can find but at the end of the day...they would be as tired + bored of me as everyone else