#theres still a few asks in there

[ryssbelle]

Just two kids who got left behind

So now we got Clay's side of the cave in!! He didnt really have time to process any of the emotions he was feeling due to having to immediately run for his life, then guide others to safety alongside Viva.

This was made mostly in response to this fun little tag by @zivazivc

I wasn't planning on drawing it up so soon but AUGH I had to, also ty I pride myself in drawing raw emotions

Btw I do read all the tags and comments I get on my posts I'm very happy to have crushed you all thoroughly 💖

#my art #n2 au #trolls #trolls 3 #trolls au #trolls band together #trolls clay #trolls viva #trolls john dory #im having a lot of fun #i also have like 4 or 5 mor posts locked and loaded about this au #ill probably schedule them to go out for the next few days while i work on other stuff #but ill still like answer asks #i just have been hyper fixating on this and i forgor i have another comic im supposed to be focusing on #but thats for another day #im really excited to share all the silly things ive made #theres quite a few #when i go bonkers insane about something i go #bonkers insane #my wrist hurts so bad but that will not stop me #im so much stronger than possible carpal tunnel #but yeah about little clay doh #he is not well lmao #mentally or physically #hes grieving and terrified and theres so much responsibility on his shoulders #he also feels like its his fault if JD got caught in the cave in #because if hed gone back with his brothers before the escape JD wouldnt have to go back for him #but he loves being with Viva so #its a whole mess of emotions #the reunion with his bros minus jd when they find him is going to be very different

[cringefail-clown]

I think you should make Gamzee the manager but no one knows thats his role until one day Calliope mentions it and they're like "wait what? We have a manager?" because he tends to just be in the back taking care of the pastries/food

that is terrible i love it im doing it

#ask #gamzee makara #cam cafe au #ye im giving it a name whaddabout it #its cal who made him a manager behind callies back #they were mad about it but didnt have time nor energy to change his position #and the manager is doing jack shit anyway in their establishment just a glorified title so she left it at that #which led to a few interesting confrontations with karens wanting to speak to the manager #everyone b like “you really dont want to” “yes i want to” “well ok godspeed” #and here comes this tall creepy guy crawling out of the backroom. he calls them a motherfucker #theres still some unwashed clown paint on his face #karen never comes back

[intotheelliwoods]

ell i'm scared that everyone is going to want the poptart bundle and i'll miss it when it comes by then boom no poptart and big sadge. who gave him permission to be so cute and loveable

Yeah I am defo going to have a second batch after the first one... I didnt know so many people would be interested omg

Batch two could be Sprout and buttons..? probably? Or if people want round two of poptart + stickers, maybe... both....???

#asks #2al merch #we get there when we get there ig lmao #until then I want to see how fast the poptart keychain and sticker sells out #and see how much interest is left #since its still going to take a few weeks for the keychains to even get here haha #the stickers? doing awesome! fast customer support and are already working on the order! #the keychains? oh if only you all knew the details- #and apparently theres a good load of shipping delays from the keychain place since its overseas.... #we will see....

[sonknuxadow]

Nine isn't evil, he just wants to live. Sonic is literally planning on erasing him and the world he's from and expected him just to tag along. Sure you could argue that what Nine is doing is incredible selfish but he's from a world where you had to be selfish to survive.

honestly i wonder if sonic even fully understands the implications of what hes doing and what would happen to nine and everyone else if he went through with his plan? because he seems confused about why nine is upset, and also talks to nine about his old friends as if hes gonna get to meet them someday. which obviously he wont since presumably bringing back the old world will make the shatterverse disappear. unless he didnt mean that literally idk

and sonic isnt in the wrong for wanting to fix the world and get his friends back to normal, but nine's hesitance to help is also understandable because the situation is obviously gonna look very different to someone who doesnt remember the original world at all

#and i know the original green hill seemingly came back for a few seconds #but i dont believe the world ACTUALLY went back to normal in that moment #because 1. the entire prism wasnt put back together like theyre saying needs to happen to fix everything #2. ghost hill may LOOK like green hill but its still a shatterspace. and theres remains of green hill in most other shatterspaces #asks #sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #for context this ask was in response to something i posted last night about people Saying nine is evil i never said nine is evil

[skeletalheartattack]

Im soooooo hungry i neeed.... gaming trivia. tO live 😺

i mostly just have TF2 trivia, as its history has always been something ive always been fascinated with, so i hope these suffice:

The Pyro's Beta Head: While 8 of the 9 classes had their heads redone throughout development (to better show off Valve's new facial flex system), only the Pyro was left untouched, leaving them as the only class to still have their beta head.

Reference Posing Medics: In "Trailer 2", there are two Medics who are in their reference pose, during the first-person sequence of the Scout running through RED's base. While their role isn't clear, one likely theory is that they were meant to be camera positions for shots that were ultimately removed, in favour of the Scouts perspective, and Valve just forgot to remove or hide them. The second Medic even turns to look at the Scout as he runs by, maybe further proving their original purpose.

The Teaser Corkboard: While we don't have a clear idea as to what Valve had been planning with the "Teaser Corkboard", one likely theory is that it was created for the proposed update that would've included both Asteroid and Cactus Canyon, due to the few mentions of "Future", the blueprint of the rocket engine from Half Life 2 Episode 2, and Poopy Joe. Also worth noting, the two posters that were added with the corkboard share similar styles Asteroid and Cactus Canyon.

The Balls of Steel Taunt: Originally, The Love & War update was meant to include a lot more taunts than what ultimately shipped. One of the few to get scrapped is a taunt called "Balls of Steel", where the initiator would dare other players to kick them in the groin. While we don't have footage of this taunt, we do have voiceline files that reference the taunt's intention, as well as the name. The few files that remain were reused for other contexts, such as the Soldiers Conga taunt, where his "Ooh!" and "Ahh!" lines were originally his pain sounds for the taunt.

#ask #anon #im a little late to respond to this. so i hope you didnt starve anon #if you did. whoopsies. uh oh. oh well anyway #i didnt want this to be too long so i left it to just 4 trivia pieces #was gonna answer this earlier but my phone died of low battery. so instead i took the time to get images for all the bulletpoints #i'm still kinda sad thinking about Asteroid and Cactus Canyon #also ik the blue poster isnt as clear to Asteroid. but to me it lines up more with the maps original idea of being a moonbase #and said poster has the moon.... i know. grasping for straws. #also for those interested. the corkboard deciphers to ''be sure to drink your jarute/jarbate'' #its unclear if the mispelling is intentional or accidental. given how the spellbook pages translate weirdly #theres also the red herring on the corkboard itself. maybe as a way for valve to have a way out if development doesnt go as planned #thats just my interpretation of it atleast. the corkboard was added in december of 2013 iirc. #while Asteroid was teased in April. and later released as a beta map a few months later with Cactus Canyon #anyway thats all my brain could muster for trivia #i havent thought about this kind of stuff in a long time. so searching through the file cabinet in my brain is a little tough #i hope these were interesting. or were new information to people #thank you for your ask anon!

[spiderziege]

top 5 of your art pieces? :D

uuuhhh these i think. roughly in that order!

#still quite proud of the bdubs' throne room one :] theres a few things id do different now but i think i managed to get the vibe right? #which is whats important lol #ask games #thank you for this one!!

[silenthillbunni]

🏥🦷

#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt #last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep #i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit #so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first #but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts :// #idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly #nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol #but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account #anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain #idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may #or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt.. #i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not #if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw.... #nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's #dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭 #idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit #i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol #ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor #my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont #nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know..... #oh if only things were easy

[deoidesign]

please take as much time as you need to rest and recover. burn out is so hard and takes so much to heal from. your art and your supporters will still be here when you get back :) take care <3

Thank you very much

Unfortunately, my situation doesn't really allow me to take the time I need. I've got a ~two month hiatus scheduled for my midseason, but much like my first hiatus I'll most likely be working double time during it...

It's unfortunate because I could really really use a bigger break!

Having the time and flexibility to work on other projects really fires me up and keeps me going, and being able to take a guilt free day off for family and friends is necessary to my mental health, and I've been having to turn people down lately...

This is a very kind message, and I'm sorry to vent in response! But I just feel transparency about the pressure I'm under is necessary and important. I'd love to take the time I really need, but due to deadlines and that pesky "needing money to live" I can't.

But, once the series is over I intend to take a pretty big break before I start whatever I'm doing next! I've got so many short stories and projects planned that I want so badly to get to, I can't wait to really get to truly dive in to them!

#im so sorry to take a nice message and respond like this! but just... trust me haha i know my supporters are genuinely here for me <3 #but webtoon... not so much unfortunately. i mean im sure i could take a longer break but theres the looming anxiety #that ill get in trouble or itll ruin my chances of working with them again etc etc #i took this week and i genuinely took it off. sort of? i flew to a convention which was exhausting #and i did paintings that i hope to print eventually #and i. started planning and prepping for a Kickstarter. for time and time again... #so ive still been working the whole time. but i love working! #i just... like to be able to work on things OTHER than time and time again... #and unfortunately for a few months. more than a few months. i haven't been able to do anything outside of it. #even all of my paintings have been for it cause i cant afford to switch my mindset! #my first hiatus i moved. worked on a pitch for my next series. and then i made two episodes a week the entire time #and i still ran out of episodes... #i dont know if im just not fast enough or if something is wrong with my brain that i have to fight to get it to focus but. #yeah i mean ive been burned out! been really burned out for like a year now #i can tell by how much better i feel after literally 1 week of doing anything else #and how tired i feel explaining this and knowing ive got another 3 months before i get another break #ok sorry i vented a lot more in the tags. it's hard to explain all of this eloquently and i like my posts to be somewhat professional #asks #anon #vent #delete later #and also how often my brain keeps wanting me to like. beg for 'nice words' from other people #(i always stop myself from asking people for compliments and stuff because otherwise i get very carried away and do it too regularly) #(people are very nice to me all the time. the kindness is endless and i need to let myself recognize and appreciate it rather than seek more #(its sort of a mental health thing I've been trying to like... force myself to do) #(for myself and my longevity but also for others sake lol. ive been bad about it in the past)

[cannedquokka]

What a phenomenal game.

Bomb Rush Cyberfunk was everything I wanted and more. As an OG fan of Jet Set Radio, and a diehard fan of Future, this was just...beautiful.

Please go play this game.

#bomb rush cyberfunk #BRC #Jet Set Radio #Jet Set Radio Future #JSR #JSRF #ive only got three gripes. 1: switch version has a few bugs. not that many surprisingly! but a few. and the load time on it is slooooooow. #but when it loads its fucking glorious #2: porta potties lower your police heat/change your outfit. however theres like 2-3 per map. and the maps are massive #its fun fighting police but by endgame its fucking annooooooying. and I just wanna play and see all the outfits while I get all the combos #3: All the music in the advertisements? made by Nakanuma? you wont hear them until endgame. Which was really disappointing tbh. #The soundtrack is good but Nakanuma...he just hits SO much differently. #maybe Im looking at it through nostalgic glasses or the ads got to me but his songs not being there until the last few hours of the game? #still the game is fucking awesome and worth the asking price theres so much replayability imo. Its a strong 9/10.

[majimassqueaktoy]

Thinking... pondering...

#theres a con in sydney next month and i was like Maybe I could cosplay someone from rgg #but Im not much for wigs and i am blonde so thatd narrow the options doen #lmao #honestly ryuji could be cool but id need more than a month to get a suit most like so prob not #i could do some variation of fem majima BUTTTTT i got body issues LMAOOO #idk i could do something #steal his fit and then be like nah i robbed some guy for this :) #i mean last year at cc i just wore a maid dress and like 20 times people asked me who i was and i'd just say 'oh im just a maid' #that got some hoots #Uhhhh oh Cloud strife is only an inch taller than me and I feel like i cpuld do him well #BUT I really want to have more muscley arms #also was thinkin Doflamingo from one piece could be fun #i could prob find a few pieces that look like his fit and then i have these giant platforms so id be towering like he is... #or Cavendish could be fun HMMMMMM #I prob wont do anything its like a month out lol #then again i do have cute outfits so i can still look funky

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[starheirxero]

I WOKE UP WITH ALMOST 200 NOTIFS BC OF THE BOOPS THIS IS SO DELIGHTFUL HEJAGAJSHDJ

#xero says things #HOORAAAAAYYYYY #i also know theres 2 tsams eps today but i know theyre both april fools BUT im also still delighted by what theyll have LMAO #i also gotta get to a few more asks!! but first i need 2 eat :3

[lesbiangiratina]

God i wish testament tramp stamp was real. Its a common claim but ive never seen the source or even seen someone try to make up a source. But i can choose to believe anyway.

#didnt want to ‘well actually’ that comic but well id get restless if i didnt say anything at all. #idk. theres a 4koma where theyre asked about their gear mark and they get embarrassed. but those are separate from daisuke’s vision. #oh yeah and the ‘dont get close to my secret’ line. theres a few things that couldve been about though. #…also just process of elimination. its not on the front of their body. sooo. upper or lower back? #yeah its probably near their ass. #but like its still just a theory… a… a um. well a game theory #the kat goes meow

[sonknuxadow]

ian flynn answered in a recent bumblekast that the mystery girl is STILL relevant to Something. he just cant say. theyre basically playing the Extreme long game with her

god damn . i literally cant think of any reason why they would tease her so early if whatever she was made for wouldnt be announced for at least 2 full years after that video was posted

#at least im assuming the thing shes in hasnt been announced yet #because all i can think of off the top of my head is sxs generations and the third movie which . idk why she would be in those #i guess theres still the possibility that shes an idw sonic character #but again like i said while new idw sonic characters do tend to get announced a bit before they actually show up in the comics #its usually not THIS far in advance. its usually like. a few months at most #and then theres also the possibility that shes gonna be in some random spinoff game that isnt relevant to anything lmao #maybe whatever project she was made for got delayed .. ? #asks

[good-beans]

ack for some reason your reblogs stopped appearing on my activity feed o.O just noticed you reblogged something from me hours ago and I was so confused

anyways i might as well give milgram thoughts (which is me just rambling) since i'm here!! keep thinking abojt the mahiru and orekoto snippet thign it's judt oh man . . . . i wonder how kazui or yuno would feel about orekoto, not because violence or something, but because he actually speaks up about his opinions and doesn't smile and pretend like everything is fine like mikoto

i mean kazui already has a weird first impression on orekoto if we imagine he did break up the fight between kotoko and orekoto! but orekoto is so much more open about his opinions on stuff that would kazui be like huh maybe I should try to do something like that

and i mean i think yuno already called mikoto out once so it'd be interesting to see her feelings on how orekoto is like so open about everything

AND i know you asked for fuuta thoughts and I'm just rambling about orekoto and his interactions because of that snippet, so I guess I should probably say something about fuuta and orekoto now! honestly i'm not too sure his reaction would be? i can't tell if fuuta would be afraid of orekoto because he's worried he'd get beaten up by him or just general annoyance from how blunt(?) he seems

anyways rambling over yippee!

(My notifs have been glitching too! It makes me so sad -_-)

Ahhh ty pal because YES -- Kazui would have gotten Such a wild first impression omg :0 Hmmm, he and Kotoko probably have a skewed perception of Orekoto because their first experience with him was such a violent one :( Though! If anyone were to see him at his worst and still think highly of him, it's the man that tried to hide his "shameful" true self only to have its presence kill someone...

I loooove the thought of Yuno appreciating his honesty and being like "finally, you stopped people pleasing like we talked about 😌 I'm so happy for you ✨️" I wonder if he'd inspire her to stand up for herself more vocally! Though she was very happy in her profession, it's clear she's made some unfair compromises/sacrifices at times, and I wonder if she'd change her mind on some things after hearing how fiercely he cares for himself. They'd be the take no crap duo of all time 👏

OUGH Fuuta being afraid because he doesn't quite understand his motivations ;--; And you're right, there'd definitely be a lot of jealousy that comes out in the form of annoyance -- Fuuta is so used to watchful eyes and perfect online performances that he can't stand someone who does whatever, whenever. Instead of getting inspired, he doubles down on what he's been conditioned with and Orekoto just pisses him off. (On a different note. I always pictured Fuuta idolizing Kotoko in T1 for her strength and sense of justice, but I wonder if that inner fanboy would transfer over to Orekoto after seeing him match strength with the person that just took his eye...)

#milgram #mikoto kayano #kazui mukuhara #yuno kashiki #fuuta kajiyama #thank you mug!!!! big brained as always im 👀👀👀 #i was thinking about a few interactions but i never considered his and yunos relationship omg #i figured shes too chill to stress out the host so just never sees him adfgghj but i mean theyd meet eventually #theres so much about identities and selves and hiding parts of oneself !!!!! #literally its confirmed that haruka yuno fuuta kazui amane and mikoto all center around performing and lying and hiding #im torn between the angst of fuuta being scared of everyone and pulling away from the others #even when he should be bonding with mikoto over their shared verdicts #and the sappy thought of him looking at kazui and mikoto like 🤩🤩🤩 'they protected me theyre so cool!!!' #i dont know what what im going to do during the trial hiatus and i still have characters living rent free in my mind like this asdfghhj #ask #long post

[good-beanswrites]

WIP List Game

Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!

Thanks for tagging me @thepatchycat, this is so fun! Thankfully I just went through my WIP folder to keep things that I'm most currently working on (some go into hibernation until I return to that obsession somewhere along the line, sorry mp100 fics...) so here's a cleaner lineup than usual. I'm one of those people with the worst titles I'm so sorry 😅

A This is something

F Forsythhhh

F Trio thing

F Yeah do more of this

ML Drabbbbbles

ML Overheat?

ML Text thing

Listen, I always forgor which pals have writing planned so please do this if you want! I wanna hear about it >:3 I'll tag @chinchillasinunison @fayesdiary @elegyofthemoon @kyanako5972 @amugoffandoms @lostxmelody @luce-speaks @little-seed @justzosiahere but no pressure!

#my wip folder used to be huge - hence the letter identifiers to keep fandoms together #it still had things from bnha and lok from years ago that will definitely hibernate now #i was able to tie up most of my mp100 loose ends but there were a few i had to put aside for now #so its crazy its so condensed now >:0 it was needed though asdfsdf #'this is something' is my original piece but that still counts so im keeping it here :') #i have a few milgram au ideas that never made it to paper rip.... if you wanted to pick my brain about those feel free #(theres the base fantasy one - mp100 super five au - and rgb trio swap au) #ive gotta buckle down on birthday writing for my partner and requests so ill try to keep these not rambly!!!! #<- knows shes doomed to ramble but an attempt will be made #ask game