#there needs to be more sam wilson fanfics and hcs because holy shit im in love wigh him

[angelyuji]

“a future without you is a world without color” - your eyes tell by BTS

“this mission should not be going like this.” you snap as you stand back to back with steve against another group of hydra soldiers.

“you know that no mission is ever simple, (y/n).” steve smiles, playfully, as you both clear a path towards the rest of the team.

you roll your eyes, “yeah, yeah, but we shouldn’t have split up. the plan would’ve worked if we hadn’t.”

steve laughs as he boomerangs his shield, “maybe, but then we wouldn’t have gotten the chance to talk!”

“you call this “talking”? you knock into steve, making him glare at you as you punch another soldier.

“SAM!” you turn at the sound of your boyfriend’s name and you freeze. terror runs through you as you see the love of your life fall to the ground. you launch into a sprint, leaving steve, and crossing the yards of land to get to him, your love. your brain forcing you to remember the memories you shared. the happy ones, the angry ones, the ones you see every time you look at each other, in hope that everything is ok. all the others yell for you, try to reach for you, but you’re fast. you have to get to him. he cant leave, not yet.

“whats wrong? i can practically hear the gears in your head turning.”

“nothing, what movie are we watching?” you dodge.

“no, you’re not doing this today. whats going on in that crazy, little head?”

“nothing!” you huff out as you scan through movies.

he grabs the remote out of your hand and holds it hostage, “tell me or im canceling this date, right here.”

you try to grab for the remote, but he laughs and pulls you into his lap, “spill, (y/n)”

you sigh, “im scared. im scared for you and im scared for me.” he doesn’t respond. you continue, “im afraid of what will happen to me if i have to live my life without you, and im even more scared of what will happen if i got out there without my head on straight.” you feel tears well in your eyes, but you close your eyes and bury your head in the crook of his shoulder.

“baby, im not going anywhere. im not leaving you any time soon. we’re gonna be together until our hairs gray and our face gets all wrinkly and gross. plus, i dont know if you knew this, but we’re the avengers. we’re the strongest people in the world.” he kisses your head as you laugh your tears into their shirt. he laughs and pulls you from him, and you watch him as he smiles and hands you the remote.

“im not going anywhere, baby.”

you dive to the ground as you see sam’s wings spread around him, like an angel. you shake him by the shoulders and his wings move with him, lifeless.

“sam, please. wake up! you cant leave me!” a scream rips out of your throat as he turns cold. his wings lay bent and as still as their owner. you lay your head on his chest, but no arm reaches to hold you close. pleas leave your mouth in vain as the rest of the team shields you both from harm.

a whisper leaves you as your heart breaks, “please, come back, i love you”

lights off, you and sam lay in bed after a long mission with natasha and steve.

“we should probably take a shower. i smell sweaty and gross.” you say as you rest your head on sam’s chest.

he hums, “yeah, we should.” neither one of you move to leave the bed, too wrapped up in the warmth of each other. you cuddle closer to your boyfriend and with a small chuckle, sam reaches over and pulls you closer by the waist. you listen to sam’s breathing as he slowly falls asleep.

“i love you.” you whisper.

sam’s arm tightens around you as he kisses your head, “i love you too”

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