#there are some eyes that can eat you (Sanghyun)

[sanghyunfmd]

Location: Gold Star Media’s HQ, a studio

Event: V-Live Broadcast   |    Timeline: January 22nd, 2020,   8 PM

Word Count: 833 words

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The screen lightened up and immediately captured the man's face in the center of the frame. He was wearing a baseball cap, a naked face and a dark hoodie. He reached out to adjust the position of the camera, followed with a smile after that. "Good evening," he started, tugging on the bill of his hat. "How many people are here? I came a bit early because I plan to sleep early today." 

He read the floating comments and greeted some people who dropped their messages. "No, there's no late practice today," he answered the typed questions verbally. "I'm not sure if I should say this or not but we're taking a vacation starting this week. So, I may not be able to update anything. That's why I'm doing the broadcast to check on you guys before I disappear," Sanghyun explained. His eyes moved to one side of the screen, at times he stopped to smile and bit his lips. "Ah yes, happy new year (m/n: Seollal) in advance," he grinned. "Have a fun golden week, everyone. For those who don't celebrate it--wait, should I say this in English? Alright. This weekend is the golden week of Seollal, the Korean New Year. So, my family and I will be traveling tomorrow. We will meet our families and eat together. We will also visit the grave. You guys know that I was raised outside of Seoul, so it's always exciting when we can go on a vacation as a family. If anyone is also traveling on the weekend, be careful on your trip. Eat a lot too and spend your vacation well." He paused and nodded at the flooding comments, coming in various foreign languages. 

"Also, I'm contemplating to do something different for my hair. I think I mentioned it on my last broadcast? It's been forever since I dyed my hair, so how about some exciting color for this year? Write your color suggestion which one should I try first," Sanghyun grinned at the screen and read the texts. "Blonde? Blue?--ah, it's this year's Pantone color? I see...--Red? Rainbow?!" He cracked up.  "I'm not doing rainbow! Don't just throw whatever, you guys. Silver? Ah, the ashy color...is it still trendy to have it now? 'You should try everything while you're in the mood for it'? I see. I'll think about it. But first, I have to go through the bleaching process, right? I heard it hurt so much. What if I ended up losing all my hair? 'I will still like you'...Oh, thank you. 'You can wear a wig?!'" Sanghyun laughed some more "That's a great solution. Let's hope that I won't lose too much hair. They're very dry so that's my biggest concern."

While he was enjoying the time with the real-time chat rolling up on the screen, Sanghyun looked at his ringing phone and let out a snort. He stayed still for a while, giving the camera a look then staring at his phone again. "Ah...what to do," he mumbled. The tone of his voice suddenly turned cold. When he looked up, his mien had turned cynical as if he was annoyed by what he just saw on the screen. "Some people really have some nerves." Sanghyun lifted up his phone and showed the numbers on his phone screen, an incoming call from unsaved numbers. "I've been dealing with this thing for a while now. It's quite annoying. I was not supposed to bring my phone right now but I had to call my parents, so...you guys are something else." Sanghyun tapped his phone to reject the call, but another number came in right away. He did it a couple times but the incoming call didn't seem to die down. "What should I do?" he asked the camera. The comments on the screen suggested showing the numbers. "Should I?" he wondered. Sanghyun brought the device up to the screen closer. "How about some of you screen capture this and help to report them for me? I will do the same tomorrow and call my manager. It really does a bother. Why do you need my phone number so much just to be a disturbance like this?" He let out a burst of dry laughter, but quickly fixed his expression since the broadcast turned sour. 

"--Anyways," he let out a sigh, forcing a smile on his lips. "I'm sorry that this turns into a weird show. I just wanted to greet you guys before the long weekend. But this kind of behavior has been bothering me. 'Don't apologize'? I see," he repeated the text on the screen and nodded in agreement. Sanghyun looked at a different direction and waved a hand to someone else behind the camera. "Okay, I have to go now. Have a great Seollal weekend, Inpulses. I love you and I miss you. I'll greet you again soon, but don't forget to take care of yourself while I'm not here. Bye~" he singsonged, throwing finger-hearts to the camera before ended the broadcast.

#sanghyun:sp

[2hyvn]

@cluelezz

Gyuri head rested on the rounded table with a plate filled of fries. As oddly as it was, she wasn’t in the mood to eat—mostly because her meal was delivered without dipping sauce, and she was too lazy to get up to tend to her needs. Through and through, her schedules had been tough on her, so much that her physical and mental state couldn’t handle it. “Sanghyun… can you give me the ketchup please?” She asked in a mumble. Waiting a few minutes before asking again, she spoke a little louder. “Oppa…Oppa! I asked for the ketchup!” Her head still lied on the table and her eyes were sealed shut. “Aish, this guy is ignoring me?” she whispered under her breath. She knew her friend to be stubborn, but most times he was tolerant. Now growling, she banged her fist to the table top. “LLAMA HAIR! I ASKED FOR THE-” before she could finish she felt a cold squirt shot at her back. Reaching her hand to her behind, ketchup painted the tips of her fingers. “Ah! Jugeullae!?” She yelled, springing to her feet she readied herself to grab her slipper, in a choice of a weapon, only then to stop and realized she was talking to her elder. “Uhh… I mean… uhh…” She dropped her slipper to the floor and looked down to the ground. “Thank you…?” Looking at the taller, she prepared a force grin, hoping she wouldn’t be punished for her behavior. “Oppa’s the best… heehee.” 

Down with a sore throat an an exhausted body, Sanghyun had actually invited his younger friend over in hopes she’d boost his energy, but she was in the same physical state as him, leaving the two to just do nothing but eat fries in front of the Tv. Naturally, he had taken the whole couch for himself, letting Gyuri sit in front of him, on the parquet. The first time, he didn’t respond to her demand for he had heard nothing but mumbling, and was too lazy to even hum at her to make her repeat herself. He only complied the second time with a blink of his eyes at her tone, and without a word he dragged his feet to the fridge to get the ketchup (admittedly, he wanted some on his fries as well), and with the same steps, made his way back to the couch.  He grabbed his plate of fries, and just as he was about to squeeze some ketchup out of the bottle, the loud bang of her fist had him jump in surprise, and his own fist curled, the ketchup squeezed out above her back, fries falling off his plate. He instantly paused, a rush of anger taking him over, and pressed his eyes shut and held his breath, the exhaled and glared at the younger. Features furrowed in annoyance, he slammed the bottle down on the table, right next to her face, and seethed: “There you go, you little binch cookie...”

#cluelezz #psh. #psh.rep #binch.cookie #this is it #this is your tag

[cheonsadoong]

First day without Eomma

self para -- Park Siblings ( Dara, Rami & Doongi) Intro

It was just another ordinary day at the Park Residence. Well, perhaps not very ordinary. Dara, the eldest among three siblings is making herself busy at the kitchen trying to whip up something edible to feed her brother and sister who are just procrastinating in the living room. It’s very rare that the three siblings get to be home together just lounging and doing nothing. Considering the nature of their works, today is indeed not a very ordinary day for this house.

“Nuna, I’m telling you let’s just order pizza.” suggested Sanghyun, the youngest and the only male sibling. He has been playing with their cats the whole morning. Lying comfortably on the couch, he had all five cats huddled around his chest and neck area, keeping warm.

“Aigoo~” Dara sounded weary. “I can’t let that happen on the first day mom’s not here. She wanted to go back home to Busan so we let her because we are all capable adults now. To start that off: I am cooking.”

“Does adulting also mean being capable of eating your food?” Durami, the middle child, looked up from the book she was reading just to interject. Sanghyun who’s only two feet away from Durami snickered at her comment and gave her small a low five to which she naturally reciprocated and she focused back to what she’s reading again. Having only a year in age gap, Sanghyun and Durami are definitely closer. They get along better and can be dubbed partners in crime. They are certainly a handful of trouble for Dara.

But of course the eldest wouldn’t just easily back down. “If you eat and finish what I cooked for you I’ll take you both out and treat you to anything you like this Wednesday. Like a date! But for siblings.” Hearing this, both Durami and Sanghyun’s ears perked up. Dara noticed this and secretly smirked. ‘They are kids still.’ She said to herself quietly. She got them. She could still easily manipulate them by giving out candies as a reward.

“I have plans on that day.” Sanghyun was quick to decline the offer however. But he looked a bit disappointed.

Shocked that her little trick actually wasn’t able to go through the maknae, Dara exclaimed. “What?”

“I have plans on Wednesday.” Sanghyun repeated.

“But it’s Valentine’s day! You’re not taking your sister out on a date?” Dara whined childishly despite her age.

On the other hand, Durami’s peeking through her book, eyeing their little brother. “You have a date.” She sneered to which Sanghyun reacted and twitched on the couch. Needless to confirm already, she triumphantly announced, “Eonnie, Hyunnie has a date on Valentine’s day!!”

Dara gasped at what she just heard. “WHAT?!”

“Yah, tell me who is it huh?” Durami already started her interrogation, kicking Sanghyun with her feet lightly. While Dara had to turn the stove off first, wiped her hands on her apron and marched over to join her sister in the investigation. “Before mom left, she was oddly talking about how difficult it would be for her to see her son getting married. Does mom know?” “What?” Dara has said that word for the third time already. “Doong-ah are you planning to get married? No way! I should be first!”

“Eonnie, if you really want to get married first, you should stop taking your brother on Valentine’s dates.”

“Irrelevant!” Dara snapped at her sister’s comment. It scared all their cats away they started scurrying off Sanghyun, stepping on his face in the process. With his sisters bombarding him with questions, he definitely looked bothered. “Doong-ah, why won’t you go out on a date with your sisters--?”

“--I don’t want to--” Durami interjected in the middle of Dara’s sentence so Dara changes it.

“--Why won’t you go out on a date with me? Who’s the girl? Who is she?” Dara continued asking, tugging at her brother’s shirt like some jealous girlfriend.

“Seriously?” Sanghyun sat up from the couch, weirded out. “I’m not telling.”

Dara gasped again--even more dramatically this time--and whispered, “So it’s true...”

Durami just snorted and smirked. “I knew it.”

Their eldest sister started crying and whining. By now you’ll notice the most immature “capable adult” among the siblings is the eldest. “I can’t believe it!” She cried. “At least tell us who she is! Doong-ah, please~” And she begged.

“I don’t want to” Sanghyun just stood up, dismissing her big nuna’s childish acts. “You’re just going to be nosy. And I certainly don’t want you stalking. Sorry nuna.” He said as he marched off to the kitchen and took a seat at the dining table where a feast made by his sister is already served. “You two nunas not hungry?”

#cathouse #parksarewe #thesiblings #dalpost #mimipost #doongpost

[notcryaotic]

Hades and Percy

Hades had just finished running out each glass under hot water. It was just a matter of drying each one and placing them back under the counter. "Let me lend you hand." The bartender smirks, tossing a towel in the direction of the voice without bothering to look. He continues to dry rocks glasses, paying special attention to each one. Kangdae snatches the towelette in mid air with a roguish smile gracing the features that caught the heart of the slightly younger male, Sanghyun. "Buisness today-" Hades chokes a chuckle out," Yeah tell me about it. I had a couple of barfers and a few women slide me generous tips." The owner nods, stowing the glassware in it's proper spot. "Were they cute?" "Guess you could say that." "Cheating on me already?" A voice calls out, climbing down the stairs with a plate in hand and a computer in the other. It was Sanghyun, the betrothed and soon to be married misfit who co founded The Good Vibe. Kangdae pivots around his heels, stealthily whipping the towelette at Sanghyun's ass in one swift motion. The gesture irritates the other who sets both his items on the counter and goes to ball his fist and hit Kangdae on the Chest. The blow knocks the air out of Kang but he only proceeds to wrap his arms around the fussy man, sealing a kiss between the two as an apology. "Get a room," Hades groans, flaring his noses and the sight of PDA. Romance wasn't something he was particularly accustomed to with the whole touch of death thing he had going on. Pulling apart, Sang smirks deviously at the brooding male and sneaks in one kiss, and then another all while locking eyes with the disgusted bartender. His eyes then loom over to the slender figure up on the stage with his nose deep in a smaller than normal black notebook. Sanghyun didn't talk to much people but if he did, it would be Kangdae, Hades and–," Hey Percy, How's the music writing coming along?" Hades catches a glimpse of lighter than fair hair that has become all too familiar. He's pretty and stands and inch or two shorter than him which doesn't make Hades feel all too horrible about his height. There was little he knew about the man but he did take notice and for a very long time he watched, figuring out how to muster the courage to say 'hello' or ask 'how are you doing'. Percy waves, greeting the trio with a brief smile and closing his journal with a snap of his hand, leaping off the stage. His muse was there and his chest thumped wildly. The closer he approached them, the more he seemed to forget what he had wanted to say or even how to introduce himself and it's too late; Percy had his chance to stay where he was at or run head first into the resting room to question his sanity but then again, if he skipped out on this opportunity, would he ever get another chance? Sliding a plate down the cherry finish of the counter, Sanghyun winks at the club singer and follows with a thumbs up," I know you've been hard at work. Figured I'd make you some roast beef sandwiches. There's enough for both you boys." "And you didn't make me any?" Kangdae dramatically sulks, pulling away from their embrace."I'm partially hurt." "Shut up. I'll make you some when you get your ass upstairs, and-" Sanghyun laces his arms around Kang's shoulder, bringing him in so that lips met an ear. Both Percy and Hades observe as Kangdae's face rises in all shades of red and remains tongue tied. Whatever Sanghyun had said, prompted Kangdae to push a giggling Sanghyun into the door he came from and send the two tumbling up the stairs. "What an exit, huh?" Percy straitens up, and nods, pink cheeked himself like when his mother use to pinch his cheeks to bring color into them as a boy. "Oh! I guess it was rather extravagant," He speaks, though it sounded more of like a squeak that he somehow managed to push past his throat. "I'll tell you what," Hades begins, a bit bashful on the offer he was going to give the white prince," I'll make you a drink and you tell me about yourself." He brings out a cocktail mixer and a glass, setting them down before him. Percy has never has a drink before and he was of age, but the former tea gatherer never found the time nor place; He didn't say anything about this being his first, not wanting to ruin the special moment so he sits there, legs crossed and anxious. "Maintenant, ce qui est un bel homme comme vous faites ici seul à cette heure de la nuit ? " Hades asks in a languages that was nothing like english. He quickly smiles, eyeing the way Percy sat there, cocking his head in confusion. In his eyes though, there was a twinkle of satisfaction arising. Hades knew that. After a good couple of months of working as a bartender, reading a customers face became significantly more easier; He knew when one was infatuated, tired, or just having a rough day all by just looking at the eyes, and he could read more if he took time to examine other features. "Don't answer that," he adds, waving off a gloved hand. "I couldn't even if I wanted to."Shrugging, Percy rests his arms and takes a bite off the roast beef sandwich left for him; As he eats, Percy eyeballs the mysterious man collecting ingredients to make this drink: some included of vodka and Pom juice. "Good." "What does that mean?" "It means you don't need to worry about it." Percy huffs a breath in defeat, blowing on the locks of hair that covered his loving eyes."I thought you were a nice guy," Hades poors a concoction down into the shaker, and seals it shut, giving it a shake,"And I am a nice guy, but I can also be a tease when I want to." Was he flirting? Hades was asking himself this question because it was unlike him but no one caught his eye like this one. Wow was all Percy could think of. When he saw Hades initially, he took him on to be more of a quiet guy or that seemed to be what he tried to pass by. "A tease? I don't know about that. Some would call it flirting, Mister." He laughs out the last part, staring at both his thighs as he'd rather not look into the eyes that always proved to bring him to a flustered state. "Call me Hades." There's a long interval of silence when finally, the flower boy answers, "Percy." "Percy?" At first Hades is stunned, it was too good to be true," Either that's ironic or you're fucking with me. But seeing as you're one of the sweetest people I've had the chance to meet, I'd say it's just fate." While all suppremly flattered at then plesanties of Hades' words his mind could help but marvel on about the drink that was just served to him. Percy stares at it, feverishly licking his lips at how delectable the substance appeared. "It looks like Velvet." "Yep. Pomegranate Cosmo. I made this one up myself. Tell me if you like it." Hades informs, whipping the towel he user prior over his shoulders. Percy admires it for a few more moments until his apprehensive lips waste no more time in urging him to take a drink. He does and for his first drink, he is beyond gland the the taste of Vodka lives shortly. A burning sensation runs down his neck and to his chest, permiating heat. "It's delicious. Would it be too much if I asked for another one?" "Nonsense, My job as a bartender is to please the customer." Hades assures, double taking Percy's figure.

#persephone #hades #canon plotline #author pat

[sanghyunfmd]

Self-Para #1 : Impulse’s Sixth Year Anniversary Video Recording

Time and Place: 20th December 2019, a filming studio in Gangnam

Word Count: 1134 words

* “Okay, you’re done.”

Sanghyun opens up his eyes as he is told to, receiving a final touch to his make up for today’s shoot. He checks his own reflection in the mirror and easily bemuses by the outcome of the staff’s magical touch. It surprises him every time how his appearance changes; his nose looks sharper, his jawline looks like it can cut someone, his eyes look more deep-set than before and his hair is no longer the wacky bird nest in the morning. His cold mien is warmed up and brightened up, that his attitude changes following the upgrade to his looks. Sanghyun thanks them every time, for making Sanghyun looked presentable on different occasions. 

After the long schedules of going back and forth to different places for months, Sanghyun can finally come home. He has spent the last few days wisely by taking a long rest in his house, hibernating in the bedroom to pay back the sleep time he had missed during the tour. There were times his health was on the verge of breaking down during the long tour. Some nights were nightmares, but the medication Sanghyun took had help improving his sense. A quick exercise and fulfilling meal, Sanghyun is back to his prime condition for the day. 

After checking his appearance one last time, Sanghyun is ready to move to another room where the cameras and lighting were already set for the filming today. He greets the staff he meets along the walk to the center of the studio, a mark was set on the center under the chair where he’s told to sit down. The lights are on, brighten up the space to support his appearance in front of the camera. 

They’re filming for a special video today, being shot in advance and having it ready before their anniversary next year. 

Watching it from the side, Sanghyun observes the other members’ recording with a smile and laughter slips out whenever they do something funny. Since the shoot is specially made for their fans, everyone seems to put extra effort into their messages, which Sanghyun takes notes of. 

When his turn comes, Sanghyun breathes in to remember any points of messages he had noted down the night before, to minimize making any mistakes so they can wrap up the shooting quicker. He sits down on a chair placed on the center of the room, the camera is ready a few feet away from his position. On the count of three, the camera focuses on him and starts recording the moment. The cue from the director is the signal for him to start. 

“Hello, InPulses,” he starts with a short introduction. “This is Kwon Sanghyun of Impulse. Nice to meet you.”

Can you tell us how you made your debut and how it shapes you to be who you are now, the crew asks from behind the camera, throwing a question as the prelude before the main segment.

“I think it was the most thrilling experience that had ever happened to me,” Sanghyun starts, his eyes roll up as if picking the pieces of memories of that day. “I never thought that we would make our debut that fast--even half a year after the show ended sounds like a short time for me. We did spend so much energy on it, and the members had done a lot more than I could ever ask for. I really thought that I would go back being a trainee when we lost, just polishing my skills some more or maybe just...quit it all together. 

But when it was announced that the date was set, it was a different feeling compared to when the group was first created. I guess it’s true that some people have to lose first to win. Even though there were so many regrets, we managed to push through and I think that helps us to grow as an individual, and that I begin to cherish the members even more after that.”

During those uncertain times, how did you perceive your fans and how do you see them now?

Sanghyun is mute for a moment. He recalls the memories he could remember, all the messages whether it’s a heartfelt encouragement or honest disappointment. His mind rolls forward from the past to his honesty dealing with his health up to their most recent releases. “I think...our fans have gone through a lot,” he nods. “I heard and read many things back then, and to this day, those images and writings of them expressing their anger and love, I would still like to carry it with me as a reminder where I came from. I don’t want to be the kind of person who disappointment them? I want them to acknowledge my effort--which I’ve been lacking to do this year--and I want to return their kindness as much as what I have received. Even more, if I could.”

Lastly, please leave a message to your fans for Impulse’s sixth year anniversary. 

 He adjusts his position on the chair and looks straight to the camera, tugging a smile on his lips. “First of all, today is our sixth year anniversary. Congratulations to Impulse and also, congratulations to InPulse for staying all these years with us. It’s been a fulfilling year for us as well since we got a lot of chances to meet you in different places and occasions. I’ve spent 2019 with a full mindset to give my very best appearance whenever I see you, and I hope it has reached you. Thank you for always worrying about our health and always remind us that health should come first. I hope you also take your own advice and be healthy. 

There are still many many years to come for us to see each other, and 2020 will be more exciting than before. We’re working hard just so you can be proud of us. Just so when our name is mentioned, you can hold your head up high and confidently say ‘I like Impulse.’ 

Also, the beginning of the year is still cold so wear more layers of clothes, eat healthily and do well in school or your workplace. Even though we can’t see each other every single day, I always think about you. As time passes by, you doing your own thing and we do ours, and the time will come for us to see each other again. Until then, I hope you’ve had happy days at the beginning of the new year, and for you to be able to make your wishes come true. It may sound like a lot, please look after us once again, I will see you again soon.”

Sanghyun waves his hand gently toward the camera and the director gives another cue to end the video.

#sanghyun:sp