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nhularin · 7 months
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✉ -> invitation! ENHYPEN SOUR PROM
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DO YOU WANT TO OPEN THE LETTER?
✓ proceed ✗ cancel
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CONTENT ! a collection of enhypen drabbles based on Olivia Rodrigo's sour album!
PAIRING ? enhypen x reader
!! GENRE angst (hurt no comfort), fluff-ish, ex non idol! AU, childhood friends to lovers to strangers, early 2000s AU
꩜ WARNINGS ! infidelity, insecurities, toxic enha, tba
⩇⩇:⩇⩇ XTRA slow updates, english is not my first language so i apologize for grammar mistakes
₊ ⊹ A/N dont get fooled by the synopses, im pretty bad at writing summaries, they will be rewritten most likely once i published the first installment of the series!
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🕸️(5/7) completed
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DEJA VU !! so when you gonna tell her, that we did that too?
nothing hurts more than seeing lee heeseung doing the stuff you both used to do with another girl. Watching him wrap his jacket around her, playing the same song you both liked around her. everything, from the way he touches her, gives her gifts, was a carbon copy of your relationship. does he get deja vu when he’s with her?
-> interested? read here!
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1 STEP FORWARD 3 STEPS BACK will you walk me to my door or send me home crying?
if you had to describe your boyfriend park jongsaeng in one word, it'd be unpredictable. he was a gentleman, absolutely selfless when it came to his loved ones. somehow you seem to be the only exception. you didn't understand then, and you sure as hell don't understand now.
-> interested? read here!
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DRIVERS LICENSE cause how could i ever love someone else?
everyone has warned you about the infamous playboy sim jaeyun, but you didnt pay attention to them. being childhood friends, you knew everything about each other. your flaws, insecurities, and aspirations, you thought that everything was perfect till it wasn't.
-> interested? read here!
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ENOUGH FOR YOU dont you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded?
you tried everything, you really did. as the school's hottest student, park sunghoon was in constant spotlight, might it be with classmates or being the light of the party. and for that, you did your best at making your presence worthy in his life. but deep down, you knew you couldn't compete with the girls who seemed much better than you, people who are enough for him
-> interested? read here!
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FAVORITE CRIME But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face
kim sunoo was the personification of sunlight . everyone knew that! so when your friend introduced you to him you were naturally drawn to his open and kind nature. life seemed to be on your side but all the time and sacrifices towards him, all for nothing.
-> interested? read here!
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HAPPIER does she mean you forgot about me?
being the school president's girlfriend wasnt easy and hell, if you could go back in time you wouldn't have even bothered associating yourself with the club. you two were the dream couple of east high, always being the talk of the school. but when you broke up, pictures of yang jungwon and the new girl started circulating around school. you should be happy for him, right?
-> interested? read here!
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GOOD 4 U maybe you never cared at all?
nishimura riki is an egoistical asshole. thats the first thing ringing in your head when you wake up. being from rivaling dance groups, you thought that being in a relationship with the ace was your version of romeo and juliette, minus the tragedy part. but god, how wrong you were
-> interested? read here!
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( !? ) PERM TAGLIST @sngvhs @misokei @avocarua @essmarye
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liverpool-enjoyer · 11 months
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footballers as taylor swift songs
requested by my swiftie in Christ @yudgefudge!! thank you luv <3
leo: you're on your own, kid. ive been associating him w this song way before i knew that everyone else was doing the same lmao. it rlly does encompass his entire journey, from humble beginnings n jus being a little kid playing for fun (from sprinkler splashes/to fireplace ashes), to being the best in the world n all the struggles that come with it (i search the party.../just to learn that my dreams arent rare). the man gave his blood sweat n tears like hed be saved by a the "perfect kiss" which here is a metaphor for the wc obviously. n ohmygosh "everything you lose is a step you take"!!!! BRUH???!?!?! every line, from "i didnt chose this town (ie paris)/i dream of getting out/theres just one who could make me stay", to "the jokes werent funny, i took the money/my friends from home dont know what to say" are all SO leo coded.
ney: anti-hero. i ADORE him n theres a lot of people that like him. but theres also a lot of people who like not liking him. hes one of the best in the world, and as great as that is, he has, unjustifiably so, garnered a significant amount of haters (its me, hi, im the problem, its me/at tea time, everybody agrees). hes rlly endured a ton of it throughout the years, but keeps going (pierced through the heart/but never killed). after facing so much backlash, youd probly worry about the people that still support you and how much longer you can hold on to that (one day i'll watch as youre leaving/and life will lose all its meaning). also, hes a rich person. which makes the bridge pretty relatable for him but like in a funny way.
gavi: nothing new. this one is more based off my inner musings than actual like evidence. i have no idea whats going on this lil dudes head. but i know that IF i were in his position, i'd relate to this song a FUCK TON. its basically a song abt being in the spotlight, n being the shiny young thing that has peoples attention. but what happens when thats not true anymore? (Lord, what will become of me/once ive lost my novelty?) what happens in a few years when an even younger prodigy comes around n impresses everyone? (are we only biding time 'til i lose your attention?/and someone else lights up the room?/people love an ingénue). im not gonna write down the whole birdge but its basically abt the inevitably of meeting your replacement. the song basically asks: "will you still want me/when im nothing new?" he seems like a happy dude who probly doesnt think abt this stuff, but if i were a famous promising young soccer player, this stuff would definitely weigh on my mind.
muller: the story of us. Lord forgive my mullendowski heart. i tried to think of a song that would fit jus him n leave shipping out of it but,,, yeah it wasnt happening. in my mind theyre a package deal. anywho the song's about being around someone youre still in love with after youve broken up (now im standing alone in a crowded room/and we're not speaking and im dying to know/is it killing you like its killing me). ik theyre on good terms n all but in my mindbrain i imagine him them being in the same place for the first time since lewy left him bayern and poor thomas jus "nervously pulling at my clothes/and trying to look busy." and my gosh "but you held your pride like you shouldve held me"??? the AUDACITY. i can go off about this whole song tbh. oh n also even tho speak nows a country album this song is kinda,,, rock/punk-ish kinda??? which is to say, its very loud. much like a certain someone. fun fact i almost put seven for him bc of "before i learned civility/i used to scream ferociously/anytime i wanted" but i figured one line wasnt enough for me to put the whole song.
mbappe: evermore. this is a brooding song. a depression song. so i can definitely see this as a post 2022 world cup final song for him. it actually relates to a sports loss very well. (i used to listen to this song n think a oikawa from haikyuu,,, heh). if theres one thing abt mbappe its that hes dedicated. i can see him "replay(ing) my footsteps on each stepping stone/trying to find the one where i went wrong," yknow, jus thinking abt the final over n over. very "i rewind the tape but all it does is pause/on the very moment all was lost." but at the end of it all, hes young, hes talented, n has more world cups ahead of him. ie: "i had a feeling so peculiar/this pain wouldnt be for/evermore."
klopp: dear reader. this whole song is just advice. its taylor dishing out advice to her fans, most of whom are younger than her. kloppo loves his players, he wants to give them good advice that applies not only on the pitch, but off it as well. (dear reader/bend when you can, snap when you have to/dear reader/you dont have to answer, just cause they asked you) however its no secret that our lovely manager can be pretty hard on himself. so its possible that while he gives advice to those he loves, he feels like hes not worthy of giving it (you wouldnt take my word for it/if you knew who was talking).
again, everything stated is speculation, fueled entirely by my delusional lil mindbrain. as i dont know these ppl.
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thisisprettybroken · 4 months
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Ok so I'm seeing a lot of takes so hot / Hot, hot takes about "Plaigiarism isn't new and is good actually. I am very smart."
I agree. So let me explain why these pro-plagiarism posts exist in the wake of Somerton getting bonked into galactic prison as succinctly as I can: I dont think these people are talking about plagiarism.
The sentiment I've seen flying around lately on adaptation of a work to become your work is: The new, appropriating work must not serve as a "suitable replacement" for experiencing the appropriated work. In all cases: Clear, non-misleading credit should be given to sources used for further reading and accountability. I agree with this!
The "suitable replacement" argument covers only egregious piracy and plagiarism. Putting your name on someone else's work, unaltered or nearly unaltered, is plagiarism. Reversing footage, putting a little filter on it, and showing an entire documentary as "Vaporwave Mirror Edit - Life of Amazon Bugs (2021) by BigBalzBobby" is definitely a "suitable replacement" for actually watching the doc but with all of its credits and sources removed. Showing a series of tiktoks in entirety with all credit removed, and you saying something after it's over, is plagiarism because I dont need to watch that tiktok now to experience it in its unaltered form and you've obfuscated the source on purpose to assume control of the work in its entirety.
Using a 5 second disco sample or remixing an existing song into a different genre is not a "suitable replacement" for hearing the original (in all but a few cases which barely modify the original work.) That's sampling, it's generally done with credit of some sort, and what people are arguing to protect: The right to adapt. Plunderphonics albums such as those by The Avalanches are adaptations, no matter what the corporations who own the mangled samples within them will try to tell you in order to gain free control of the artist's fruits of labor. The presentation of Negativland's Dispepsi as a work of protest makes it an unsuitable replacement for the advertisements it's stealing. That album wants you to drink less Pepsi, not more.
Changing 5 words from a lesser known queer author's essay, then presenting all of their points as your own to profit from in its original informative context, that's "a suitable replacement" for reading the adapted the work and cannot be said to be your own: You just read me the whole article with a few words changed for the purposes of sentence flow and claimed it as a wholly original work. That's vile and should not be let to stand. It's also not media piracy...
Piracy is wholesale stealing but does not plagiarize: If you resold bootlegs of Captain America: Civil War to make rent and replaced all of the credits with your name, that would be patently unbelivable to basically all consumers but it would technically be plagiarism. As it is, all credit is generally left intact in bootlegs and you have only stolen the rights to distribute that for-profit work for profit. This practice of stealing the rights to distribute a work for profit with full credit to its makers is fun to argue about the objective morality of. Try it today!
But yeah: Cite your sources, work with the cretors you're adapting if you can to properly represent them, and don't confuse taking credit for almost anonymous queer creators' ideas to build a personal ideagogue-like empire in an effort to get rich... with stealing an album from Walmart.
If you do support stealing works and claiming them as your own til you get caught as acceptable businesslike behavior, I'd love to hear your ideas on the matter in the public replies phrased as: Your home address, your most recent or vivid nightmare, when you're usually home, and the full billing information associated with your bank account and debit card. I will personally address your points if you also provide your Linkedin password and a hole pic.
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mrs-monaghan · 9 months
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So are you a Jikook supporter or are you a Jimin solo?
JIMIN SOLO, from now on
And I hate JK as much as I love Jimin now.
I can proudly say this. I can't stan an artist who works with most ugly people in the industry who are known for paying their way to charts, who uses all his privileges knowing his so called brothers and partner didn't got it, one who gets everything on a silver platter for him, one who commits works which will rile up his y/ns and Fandom, one who's finding it so enjoyable to grind on a woman while shooting a MV, one who pretends to be a good person and being completely innocent of everything evil his company is doing for him. His whole success is build purely on agency push and white men help. LETS BE HONEST FOR ATLEAST ONCE.
Jimin achieved EVERYTHING from his own hardwork and dedicated fans while JK who was 'resting' (his own words) got a payola guaranteed song handed over to him from that ugly pig of a CEO and rjs challenging it will go a no.1 of hot 100. Aren't they ashamed???? Aren't you ashamed ????
Where are the jikookers who announced they'll just concentrate just on jikook while Yoongi got some privileges Jimin didn't ? Didn't they said they can't act like everything is OK and unstanned rest members when Jimin was sabogated? Now what they have to say when JK is getting all payola guaranteed promotions for him? Or is it applied to other except JK ? Jk can do any shit under this sun and you all will still support him just because you think JK * might be * dating your favorite ? Think what kind of person JK really is if he is stepping over Jimin every chance he gets ? Did you forget that works for this song started immediately after Jimin got that no.1 ????
Everyone associated with this song, be it producers, writers, singer and his new fav actress,promoters everyone are going to hell for this. They are achieving all this over a innocent man's hardwork and tear and his fans dedication. This is mocking the fans who supported him with everything by giving their company favorite all promos jimin deserved
Fuck Jungkook
Fuck hybe
Fuck scooter
Fuck bang pd
A bunch of pathetic dicks
I honestly don't even know where to begin with u
Which Jikookers are these you're talking about? I dont remember Jikookers unstanning the members because Suga got more than Jimin. Those are not Jikookers. They're your fellow solos. So stop waiting for us to start hating on JK coz that aint gonna happen.
Jimin solo from now on. Bitch no! You've always been a Jimin solo. Who are you lying to with this from now on, bullshit??!!
Why are u getting mad at JK NOW for accepting what is being given to him when the injustice to Jimin has been happening forever? Why aren't u mad at other members for accepting what they've been all these years? I am confused by people like you. What do you want JK to do exactly? Quit his music career? Refuse to drop an album as is expected of him? Breach his contract? The fuck do you want from him, huh??
One who is finding it so enjoyable to grind on a woman while shooting a MV
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Can you please share the link of JK grinding on this woman? It seems you have exclusive footage of this?? Do you mind sharing please? Because I fear July 14th came and went and I didn't even notice??
Aren't you ashamed?
And you all will still support him because you think JK *might be* dating your fav?
See, you're not just a Jimin solo, but you are also a JK anti. And it didn't start today. You've always been this way. It's quite clear from this fucked up ask that you are and have never been a Jikooker. Idk why u pretended to be??
I do not have any energy for an illogical person if I'm being honest. So please don't come back. This whole ask is messed up. You're messed up. You know dick about what happens behind the scenes but have contorted this theory that has u filled with all this hate. It's... no. Just no. I can't deal with u or anyone else like u. Idk how u found me but please don't come back. I'll block u. I can't deal with this amount of hate. You're toxic. You're the people we go after on twitter for shitting on JK. Please get off my blog.
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mydoctor · 4 months
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Tagged by @catalogercas
Rules: list your ten favorite albums of all time and tag ten people to list theirs!
THIS GOT SO LONG IM SORRY
There is absolutely 0 order to this. Also I did 11 because I thought of all of these and then kept going back and forth about which one to eliminate and I couldn’t do it!! They’re all here for different reasons so I’m saying fuck the rules everybody lives! I am an absolute Album Listener like I’m usually in the mood for a specific album and I’ll listen straight through(but maybe skip a couple songs here and there)
1. Montaigne- Complex (This is the first year in like 3 years that Montaigne hasn’t been my number 1 or 2 artist on wrapped but all their albums still absolutely rule but this one is my fave.)
2. The Killers- Sam’s Town (I’ve been a Killers fan since I saw Somebody Told Me on the vh1 top 20 video countdown ✌️Hot Fuss is a banger but Sam’s Town holds a special place. Remember when we had song ringtones? The song Sam’s Town from the album Sam’s Town was mine for so long in high school.)
3. Punisher- Phoebe Bridgers (the soundtrack of my 2020 I used to come home exhausted from work and sit in bed and listen to punisher straight through and read fanfic to unwind. In hindsight not a Great Time but in the moment it kept me sane)
4. Coheed and Cambria- In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth 3 (the amount of Coheed I listened to in college was astronomical. For a while they got linked to a shitty time so I couldn’t listen but seeing them in the line up for WWWY is bringing me back babeyyy. Honestly big respect to Claudio Sanchez for making a whole band and multiple albums around his little OCs)
5. My Chemical Romance- The Black Parade (truly do I have to explain)
6. Petey- Lean Into Life (Petey made up 28% of my top 100 songs this year alone so he’s earned his place)
7. The Wombats- Glitterbug (I was torn between this one and Beautiful People Will Ruin Your Life but Headspace being on Glitterbug means it wins)
8. Metric- Live It Out (Another HS/College banger. I used to get so anxious during boss/big enemy fights in video games so I would listen to this album and sometimes specifically Monster Hospital on repeat. Sad I don’t like any of Metrics stuff post Fantasies but their early albums are great)
9. One Direction- Made In The AM (if yall haven’t been here for long you missed the 1D years and tbh I’m sad for you it was a fun time. Glad I got in as a fully cooked adult so I could avoid the extremely toxic parts and just have fun. Anyway last album best album when is the hiatus ending boys!!!!!!!!!)
10. Rilo Kiley- The Execution Of All Things(back to HS/college woohoooo! Truly is there anything better than screaming A Better Son/Daughter I DONT THINK SO)
11. Modest Mouse- We Were Dead Before The Ship Even Sank (Missed The Boat is one of my favorites songs of all time. This is another band that got stuck in the Associated With Bad Person zone for awhile but I just relistened a couple years ago and we’re so back baby)
tagging @pixiestickers @lookforanewangle @captainshakespear @bishakespeares @cassiefisherdrake @varricandhawke @thychesters @ursanic
11 albums 8 people I’m a great rule follower
Also if you see this and want to do it this is blanket permission to just say I tagged you ✌️
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elysiuminfra · 1 year
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GOOD MORNING ANON thank u for this question :] i love talking about being a hater btw sorry not answering your ask directly i tried and tumblr wouldnt let me :( just kidding im not actually as big of a hater as i say i am. when i talk about the musical - im not talking about any recordings, im talking about the ORIGINAL album. because i havent actually been able to find good quality recordings of the musical. :( and. well. warlow's jekyll is my favorite jekyll hands down now onto thoughts. i think the musical is fine, i like to listen to it sometimes even. some of my favorite jekyll and hyde stuff people have made are musical animatics (which go hard.) and im fond of the actors who have played jekyll/hyde, i just think the've done excellent with casting for the musical over the years. HOWEVER. i have opinions. many of these are based on my own personal tastes, some of them are actual criticisms - all of them are subjective. dont let me dash any reader's enjoyment of it on the rocks. i dont think its a "good" adaptation of the original story. it sort of.... misses the point? of the. everything? it treats jekyll and hyde as separate, with hyde being "pure evil" and jekyll being. well. good. there's not a lot of nuance to it. it IS from jekyll's perspective, and jekyll is an unreliable narrator (one of the MOST unreliable) but i just dislike how it handles hyde's entire deal. because even with jekyll being an unreliable narrator, it still doesn't give any other nuance other than hyde is entirely separate and entirely evil and the source of all of jekyll's woes (not the point - its not OBVIOUS in the book, but it can be easily gleaned through jekyll's breakdown). not only that but the weird and unnecessary inclusion of violence against women and painting hyde (and by extension, jekyll) as a sexual predator. i don't think that's necessarily TERRIBLE WRITING, as. well i believe jekyll does have a lot of issues surrounding sex but i, personally, cannot see jekyll/hyde as a sex pest in the way the musical sees it. he's an effective villain for sure. i just wish it...... handled it better. i just can't see jekyll like that, not even in the original book. i also think the inclusion of not 1 but 2 female romantic interests kind of.... takes away from the original point, i think. what i liked about j&h proper is that it really is about jekyll's relationships with the other men in his life - particularly utterson and lanyon, and in the background poole and jekyll's unnamed father - and how his own issues and problems cause him to navigate those relationships (as well as him reinforcing toxic masculine standards) BUT THATS NOT THE STORY THEYRE TRYING TO TELL. which is fine!!! it's a story about jekyll, and how good his life was before he destroys it. i just don't like that they used misogynistic writing to tell that story. i wish the women in the musical were given far more depth than "jekyll's love interest" and "weary prostitute that hyde stalks", and that they had more.... substance. outside of jekyll/hyde. this isnt uncommon, and particularly not uncommon for musicals / media of this genre. women are just not given as much substance compared to the male leads. and its SAD :( another thing is the.... music. not the score itself - the orchestra is not particularly striking compared to some other musical soundtracks i listen to, however they do reuse motifs throughout the musical - and its exciting to pick that out! there are certain series of notes associated with jekyll/hyde. and i think thats cool because i love motifs. lyrically, i think it's lacking. i think it could have been far, far more interesting lyrics wise but im not sure why they didn't push for it? there's a lot of other musicals (frankenstein, for one) i can think of that are, musically, very stylistically similar but LYRICALLY far superior. i like that it takes a lot from the book, but the way it uses it... leaves something to be desired. the melodies are pretty good in some songs, though, ill give them that. i also dont like the idea of hyde as a crazed serial killer. the death of carew in the book was poignant. i think, it was jekyll's (hyde's, technically) first murder. i also dont think hyde (and by extension, jekyll) WOULD go on a crazed killing spree just for. whatever reason. i just don't really see it happening, but that's because the musical- once again- treats hyde as separate and fully evil and not part of jekyll. when i think of hyde - i think of, what would jekyll do if given the chance? serial killing is not one of those options for me. but the musical doesnt handle jekyll/hyde that way - all of it points towards jekyll not being in control, and not WANTING these things, but hyde, being SEPARATE, doing them anyway. because if.... if it didn't, it would paint jekyll as a very, very, very bad person. someone who 1. is willing to cheat on his fiance with a prostitute, 2. willing to HURT those he is sexually attracted to out of selfish desire when he's rejected 3. a potentially extremely abusive husband. i don't think this was the intention. i really don't. but if you put the musical through that lense, of jekyll/hyde being the same guy, well...... yeah i just dont think thats what they were going with. so i dont think, in the musical, they're portrayed as the same guy. which is not a kind of adaptation i like or prefer. to wind down, i think it's lacking. a bit... boring and somewhat tasteless. i think it couldve been much, much more. i think the lyrics could've been better, i think the writing could've been WAY better, i don't think, overall, it's a good "adaptation", or even a good retelling. i think it's misogynistic. i think it completely misses the point of the original book. i don't think it's even a "great" musical by musical standards. it's more.... just... lukewarm. i suppose. not "terrible" just not. good. BUT i do like some of the tracks, and i DO LOVE that UTTERSON is a big part of it! he's typically ignored in a lot of adaptations. i do love the dedication that theater groups bring to the musical (there's a recording of the russian version with an INSANE SET!!) - and i do love the actors that have portrayed these characters over the decades. i just wish the musical was..... i wish it understood the original message more. and wasn't obsessed with torturing women. and was actually good. and didnt suck. long story short. its not good. there's some qualities i like. but overall i think it sucks mad cheese. the end
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mayrine · 1 year
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So I’ve been listening to Will Wood lately and started to associate his song from the Self-ish album to tma. So here are some loosely connected things that i found    (spoiler warning btw)
Self fells like Jon at the end of s2 all defeated and stuff giving a sad song as he  sits on the floor in Georgis apartment. Here are some lyrics that express that: “We'll write history books from memories“ - trying to figure out what the hell is happening from the statements that people give “Well, they always ask you not to leave“ - Elias forcing very nicely asking his employees not to leave “No, I won't come back and be the same“ - Jon and everyone being change about the things they experienced
2012 is about Jon in s3 being scared about becoming an avatar for the eye, as in scared that he’ll lose himself. “I was an existential criminal, so innocently cynical Ignorant as fuck but a proud individual Originally meant to live a God-damned miracle Mighta’ve been metaphysical, but I think it was medical” - basically s1 Jon “Never finding a theory” - Jon not understanding how the statements fit together in a coherent way “Did you lose yourself?” - Jon is afraid that he is in fact losing himself
I dont really have anything on Cotard's solution so we’ll move on
Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity is the theme song of the not!them. I could go to every lyric and say how they related but that would mean that id have to copy paste the whole songs. Still, here are some examples: “Levitating off the ground“ - the first ep, the guy floating a few cm of the ground “Is another man wearing your face!“ - do i really need to say anything at this “Somebody to replace yourself“ - the not!them association with the stranger “Ready in your head and fed upon your memoirs” - again the not!them fit perfectly here
The Song With Five Name is my favorite. I imagine every  entity coming together and making fun of Jon “You can break a shovel when you break new ground You dig dirt up when you dig deep down” -this lyric is about Jon in s2 and 3 breaking every connection he has with other people while trying to uncover the truth “Don't you forget That all you project Is just to protect you from The void within the form“ - again this is about Jon trying to protect himself from the truth with skepticism in s1 “And we'll have nothing left for us to lie to No matter what we seek you'll never find truth” -t he entities telling Jon that he’s to dumb for trying to find the truth
Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In! this is kinda like self in the sense that it’s a Jon solo but this one takes place in the peak of his paranoia in s2. The whole vibe of the song is jon frantically doing anything in his power to figure out what is happening. “It just seems unlikely that it's me who was to blame” - i know i said that this song would fit in s2 but this line specifically remind me of the s3 climax when  i think?? it was Sarah Baldwin that used Gertrude and Leitner skin to make Jon think that the end of the world was his fault “This is not enough, this is not enough to prove it yet No, I need to hit the bottom                                                                              Gotta get to the bottom of this” - pretty self explanatory, Jon trying to find the bottom of things “"Don't look down! You'll fall and break your back!" But that just reminds me how There's more to be found beneath the black” - the “Dont look back” is Elias telling Jon to stop doing stupid thing but he doesn’t listen “Gotta get to the bottom of this Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Gotta get to the bottom of this If it kills me”  - the last bit of the son makes me think of when Jon got an axe and broke that table. The last chorus fits perfectly with that bit, it has that frantic energy and desperation that Jon is having while he understands how massively he fucked up
Dr. Sunshine Is Dead is just a song for the dark, point blank, so i will not go into it
ish is self part 2. Theres not much to say here, it again plays into Jons fear of losing himself “And if I change my self can I still stay me? Or did I just change my mind? No it doesn't matter who I am”
Now if you read all of that  first i must thank you for putting up with me for that long, you may be thinking that there is no connection and that im grasping for straws or that because the message of the album is about the fear of losing yourself it would obviously share that theme with tma since that is like a main plot point in the podcast and not everything that shares a theme is connected.
And you know what, you’re right. Im not writing this because i think that i found  definite proof that the album and tma are connected, I dont even thonk that the connections I found are that good. First of all, I wrote this because it was fun and it gave me a chance to talk about two of my favorite thing and because I find it really cool how the human mind can find connections between thing that arent related at all and this is an example of that. So, thats all i got. If your a tma fan go give this album a listen because its good and who know maybe youll also think that it fids with the podcasts vibe and if you’re a will wood fan go listen to tma because i said so.
Goodbye now, thanks again for reading and have a nice day :]
ps. Honorable mention of ok ultra from the normal album for kinda feeling like how i imagine taking and reading a statement feels like
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riotbrrrd · 1 year
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You know what, another round. 2,4,15 and 23 if you're still in the mood.
2. Song you know all the lyrics to
Emilie Autumn - Girls Girls Girls and there is literally zero situations in the world in which this is useful as a flex but I can sing it to myself and that's what matters
4. Song that gave you goosebumps
Sorry for sopor posting again but sometimes you're out there playing a new album and you expect it to be dark and creepy and strange, maybe funny or a little angry, and then this 50-something trans woman who you never quite understands on the first try, hits you on the head with a very clear "childhood is a fleeting thing but trauma stays" and like. What are you supposed to do then.
Sopor Aeternus - Kinder des Teufels
15. Song that makes people go "wow I didn't think you liked this kind of stuff"
Oh I mean I don't think anyone has ever said that to me. Closest thing ever would be colleagues being "surprised" about all the metal I listen to, but it's more bc they can't imagine anyone listening to metal for fun? And that doesn't make for a funny answer now.
So anyway, I'm gonna cheat. Tell me whatever song you remember me sharing that made you go "oh I didn't expect that from her".
23. Song that makes you nostalgic
You know it's been harder than I thought to find a song I actually associate with a good childhood memory. I dont really do nostalgia? Also the nostalgia effect is mostly obliterated by the fact that all the music from the 2000s is cringe.
So anyway it's literally a song I found last year but I did listen to Ilel Elil's cover of Je me suis fait tout petit during the entire trip we took with my family to the mountains, and there's a whole family story about why going to the mountains this year that I won't explain here, but anyway now everytime I listen to it I immediately see the mountains road we were driving on and that pitch black night that started right there on the other side of my window, and god. I want to go back.
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simpracha · 1 year
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Itzy, Wayv (I first put all of NCT, but I'll be nice) and E'last
ohhhhhhh
itzy!
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✦ my first bias - yeji and chaeryeong! ✦ my current bias(es)- choi lia jisu!!!!!!!!!!!!! ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each)- it was crazy in love but now its cheshire. so u could make it fav full length is cil and fav mini album is cheshire. but dont get me wrong, i love almost all of them. however my favorite era is checkmate era bc the royalty concept is gorgeous tho i love the cat concept for cheshire too. listen. ✦ how i got into them- i was watching aotms and chaer's came out and i was immediately smitten with her performance. then i watched yeji's. then i watched in the morning and it was a quick downhill from there. they had me from the JUMP ✦ which member would be my best friend- i'd probably be besties with ryujin. we have similar humors and a lot of the same hobbies. or lia as well. i can imagine us all shit talking people and faking arguments for the fun of it. ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member)- something i associate with each of them....jessi for yuna bc homegirl is downbad and honestly me fucking too. cats for the whole group bc this is just a catgirl kpop. ryujin i associate with like badass girl crush energy. but also i wanna write so many fics of them being pretty menaces and destroying the world. maybe rebellion is the true association.
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WayV!
✦ my first bias- ten! ✦ my current bias(es)- ten! ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each)- phantom!!!!!! ✦ how i got into them- i know none of these members from my own free will, i was forced! by @hwatermelonsuga ✦ which member would be my best friend- mmmm probably ten. there's zero particular reason but out of all of them i think i could only get along with ten and kun! ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member)- i associate kun with the direct "father left to go get milk."
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E'last!
✦ my first bias- wonhyuk, choi in and romin! ✦ my current bias(es)- rano (my little afghan hound) and wonhyuk! and yejun!!! ✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each)- this is hard bc i love every era so so much but ig ill go with roar being my fav album bc it has all of my fav songs on it! ✦ how i got into them- @sunnytaes found them and showed me them and i was hesistand at first but then i sat down with them and watched the best fucking guide video ever and now im in way too deep for these crop top wearing men ✦ which member would be my best friend- ngl yejun prolly. he's the type of sassy man that just gets me. we could sit and sip tea while just shaking heads. wonhyuk, rano and i could all fangirl together and we would have so much fun. baek and i could probably nerd out together too. honestly. all of them. i could be besties w all of them. cept romin. id fight romin if given the chance. ✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member)- well i associate wonhyuk as being the most successful fucking atiny ever. and that three page letter after mingi hugged him. and now the song after idol radio. honestly wonhyuk is the type of down fucking bad energy i wish i could be so confident in. choi in i associate with epitome of a tired wine mom. just smiling fondly while drinking rose wine. rano...my dancey afghan hound. romin and memes!!!! that man is on ever social media ik it! he prolly still uses ifunny!
send me a kpop group!
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mysticetus · 2 years
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ivy, nutmeg, papyrus ! ^_^
ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?
oh lord well see its hard because im not a very emotive person. normally i accidentally send the wrong signals and people think im uncomfortable when im perfectly fine. i do kind of loosen up when im around people i like though and part of that involves me feeling okay teasing people bc theres this established trust where you know you dont mean it. but like. im sitting here trying to think of signs im upset and “quieting down” isnt even one bc i just stop talking sometimes anyway. my friends will tell you i am very sleepy
nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?
i dont have a theme bc [life reasons out of my control] so i cant paint it any pretty colors and my parents are really strict about what furniture they allow me to have. if i could have it my way brother it would be dark in here with a wooden desk and shelves bc that feels the most cozy to me but unfortunately my room is very greyscale and i HAAATE it💢 if there ever comes a day i move out i want to sell all my furniture and use whatever i get from that to make my room my own. its such an issue i browse facebook marketplace and dream sometimes
papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?
devils by stomach book came up i really love this song because it scratches the itch i feel in terms of needing loud LOUD music. the way she implements overblown reverb drums and the harshness of the……..i can only describe it as like a midi organ with tons of effects? its really cathartic for me and this whole album is like a way of processing trauma (her words not mine ..) so its essential to life in that sense
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stallavellan · 2 years
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4 8 15 16 23 xoxo
For the music-themed ask game! 4. name 1-3 LEAST favorite songs off one of your favorite albums
I've been struggling to think of an album thats my favorite that also has songs I dont like and I genuinely cant come up with one so I'm picking "Ceremonials" by Florence + The Machine because I do have Preferences with that album at least:
All This And Heaven Too (Its fine, but compared the rest of the album it's just kinda weak)
Shake It Out (but only because Ive heard it SO MUCH, its def the radio song)
Remain Nameless (I like it but the vibe is so different it sometimes pulls me out)
8. name an artist/band that isn’t touring at the moment who you’d really like to see in concert
I was going to say King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard but I just found out they re-opened their tour and are in the US now and now Im eyeing tickets cuz.... i could get a booster... and go... maybe...
Okay after several minutes of research, like, a lot of bands Id like to see are touring rn because venues are open for the first time in 2+ years so any answer I give will have to be because the band is broken up or dead and that doesnt really fit with the spirit of the question
but with those parameters, I'd have loved to see Brown Bird
15. have you ever traveled outside of your area to see a concert? if not, would you want to?
I once went to a tiny concert on a mountain top! that was fun!
but as for a concert for a band I know, I think the furthest I've driven is about 2.5-3 hours and thats about as far as I'll go. Im lucky that Chicago and Milwaukee are within that driving time for me so most of the concerts ive been too have been in that window.
16. have you ever been in the first row for a concert? if not, what was the closest seat you’ve ever had?
For designated seats concerts, the closest I've been was I think about 4th or 5th row for Dream Theater during their Scenes From a Memory Anniversary Tour (my favorite album of theirs, and also when my husband proposed to me).
For floor shows? I was front row for Symphony X the second time I saw them because I was one of like 3 people to do a Meet & Greet with the band so we got access to the merch booth and floor way before anyone else could even get in. Lead singer pointed and sang at me for one of my favorite songs too, absolutely in my top 5 concerts.
For other floor shows I've been pretty solidly between 5th-15th "rows" of people, depending on the intensity of the crowd. If Im gonna be on the floor Im gonna see, dammit.
23. name a song that you associate with being sad
i have an entire playlist called "The Big Sad" for when i need catharsis. Lots of Evanescence, Florence, Hozier kinda stuff, but if I throw a dart at it and pick one: "Castle of Glass" by Linkin Park
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thepatchworkreview · 1 month
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Curtain Call: I've Never Been Here Before at Cafe Colonial - 12/22/23
Manalia, the sole performer of the both aptly (and hilariously) self-appointed "dream-punk-dance-music/shoegaze screamo" act called: I've Never Been Here Before; chose to share on her Bandcamp that "shyly, shyly" is what a sibling of hers used to call butterflies, a symbol commonly associated with the transgender community. If you don't immediately find that emotionally devastating—all context of her music considered, you can eat your own shorts. (excerpted from 'The Closed Eye Experiment' ). 
It isn't often that you get an artist who just blows you away with overt, unconcealed lyrics and themes of being transgender. (That's a statement I resent, yet still find true.)  Manalia leans heavily into the very real struggles and desolation that trans people face daily—Not speaking to family or loved ones due to living truthfully, being the abject of hate and cruelty in social settings—the list could go on for more pages than anyone would be happy to see—
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"You dont go to sleep and think
Ill become a different thing
Its more like the knocking
Just starts to make sense
You dont have to let her in
Shell still die in the end
But her hands are soft and sweet
When she walks into your house
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Having interviewed and DM'd back and forth with Nalia, I would just like to say, that she has been the kindest, most obliging, and most responsive gal the whole way through. She's got ideas and thoughts and easily expands on snippets in a forward, engaged, fashion.  These are staples of her art and craft. Her outright demeanor and creativity are showcased just as unmistakably in the album art she chooses to use, and the way she decides to tell her stories. (You have some concept album lore to look forward to y'all!) (Pictured below, A sketch of the demon, Cherary, for an upcoming project of hers).
In an interview I nabbed with Nalia, she told me she rated this show a good eight or nine out of ten. Having played about forty shows over the span of a year at the time, it sounds to me like this one killed preeeeeeetty darn hard. (Note; before playing solo, Nalia used to perform with another local Sac act, Nick Pants!!) Her favorite song to play live right now is "It's Raining Again", as it's her oldest song, and people still respond very positively to it.  Now, according to Manalia, her best song to play live right now is "grl (I can't see u)", which makes sense from how reactive the crowd was—  I cannot stress enough how intense and beautiful of an opening act I've Never Been Here Before was. A master of both hardcore and acoustic instrumentals/performance, I expect absolutely massive things from her in the future. You can find her on Instagram @iveneverbeenhereb4 And everywhere else through her linktree! Thanks for the read!!
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ctommyisnt · 1 month
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1:A song you like with a color in the title
OKAY my first thought was blistere in the sun by Violent femmes but i only just now realized its violent not violet. anyway. Violet by Wild Party!!!! One of my FAVORITE songs for sure. Could listen to it forever
2:A song you like with a number in the title
Second child restless child by the oh hellos (does this count? yes. it does). My favorite song by this band and it makes me feel so FREE and EXCITED and HOPEFUL.
3:A song that reminds you of summertime
I HAVE TOO MANY!!! summer is my favorite season and i have so many good memories of dancing in my neighborhood taking three hour walks just listening to music i loved (i wasnt allwoed to listen to my own music or wear earbuds in my house so it was my only chance to listen to music that wasnt christian or broadway) If i had to choose ONE though it would probably be talk too much by COIN. i would play this on repeat and just DANCE in the middle of the street.
4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
Hmmm this ones hard. I luckily dont have any songs associated with people but whenever i hear about eurovision i get a bad taste in my mouth so we're going with that.
5:A song that needs to be played LOUD
Already answered this but slingshot by good kid! If i want to go more mainstream it's gotta be I love it, that is the ultimate clubbing song and makes me feel so cool
6:A song that makes you want to dance
Arhghh i already used Talk too much so ill have to go with dance with me by sir, please. Typical but cmon man
7:A song to drive to
I only really listen to music while driving (i NEED to buy a speaker) but Heart of a Dancer makes me feel SO cool and i always go at least 20 over the speed limit when listening to this on the highway.
8:A song about drugs or alcohol
Uhhh? I don't listen to lyrics OH WAIT bullet by hollywood undead. I fucking loved that song when i was sixteen which if you know the song you know what i was like back then LOL
9:A song that makes you happy
Most songs but also Kaleidoscope by a great big world. THIS is a summer camp prologue montage music type beat but UGH it always makes me so happy. I think its been on almost every playlist ive made this year (i make my playlist by seasons so this is a good cold winter song AND summer song)
10:A song that makes you sad
Anything by Everybody Worries about Owen, Obsessed with his Denton lake album that shit was my depression music for a year. Not a big fan of his newer music.
11:A song that you never get tired of
Shawshank Demo by the toyston club, its been one of my top played songs for like three years and i have it in almost every playlist.
12:A song from your preteen years
uhhh i cant do shawshank or talk too much again so i think OH WAIT nothign by bruno major. I was so sad over this and would listen to it over and over again just imagining myself dancing to this song with my fictional or irl crushes. I was cringe but i was free and those daydreams kept me alive for those years.
13:One of your favorite 80’s songs
UPTOWN GIRL BY BILLY JOELLLLLL hes such a guy and i want to be the uptown girl so bad. or everybody wants to rule the world thats a CLASSIC
14:A song that you would love played at your wedding
Im doing two for this one because one of them is Marry You by bruno marrs which will be played as my partner and i walk down the aisle after the ceremony and everyone cheers and throws flowers. My other one is Cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman because thats going to be my father daughter dance if he still loves me when i get married.
15:A song that is a cover by another artist
FROM THE START. BY GOOD KID. this one one of my FAVORITE songs right now and i have screamed along to it at karaoke before. Amazing song
16:One of your favorite classical songs
Anything my sisters play on the piano but i Do Not have a distinction because there is not universe in which i can make out a distinct classical song.
17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
LITTLE TALKS BY OF MONSTERS AND MEN!!! this song is SO fun and id love to sing this a drink and a half in with my friends OH OR THAT TICK TICK BOOM SONG ive done duets to that with my sisters before.
18:A song from the year that you were born
I cant NOT say american idiot by greenday like cmon. Are you gonna be my girl by the jets AND mr brightside also came out htat year.
19:A song that makes you think about life
............. Maybe I was boring BUT ALSO. hello my old heart iwasplanningonkillingmyselftothissong BUT its not a very nostalgic 'i got through this shit' song
20:A song that has many meanings to you
I have a playlist called 'Nothing is right and your looking for yourself in the suburbs but cant find it' which sounds metaphorical but was actually a very literal thing i used to do as a teen, spending hours walking around my neighborhood listening to this while trying to figure out who i was. Its my ultimate existencial crisis playlist and it's just the Maybe I was Boring thirteen minute demo cut ten seperate times. I play it whenever I feel lost and dissociative. It usually helps but it also reminds me of dark times.
21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title
natalie by bruno mars that song is SO fun WAIT NO grace by the hatchetman this song goes crazy
22:A song that moves you forward
Shy by Saint Blonde! Its very hopeful and gives me 'this is just the start of a great day/month/summer/year' you need to listen to it.
23:A song that you think everybody should listen to
You were perfect & im sorry by mickey darling!! I just saw one of his concerts and MAN this song goes crazy. it tells a story and really delves into this guy and just ADSJFASLKDASLDK
24:A song by a band you wish were still together
Sobbing. Great Lake Drifters. They have 7 monthly listeners and havent done anything since 2015 OH MY GOD I JUST LOOKED THEM UP THEY HAVE A NEW SONG???? WHAT THE FUCK???????????? EVERYONE GO LISTEN TO IT RIGHT NOW my favorite song by them is verbal chess
25:A song by an artist no longer living
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont recall any artists ever. is elton john dead? I like that song im still standing but only the taron edgerton sing cover.
26:A song that makes you want to fall in love
Lucky girl by fazerdaze makes me SO upset because i WANT To be a lucky girl and listen to this song while walking down the street with my lover but nOOOoooo i CANT. BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A LOVER. someday.
27:A song that breaks your heart
Saline solution by wilbur soot was also one of my depression songs and i just. arghgjh reminds me of sad times. I cant listen to it anymore without a sinking feeling in my gut.
28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love
i dont know who autoheart is or what he looks like but i want him to fuck me. lent by
29:A song that you remember from your childhood
Again, i didnt listen to music much as a kid because it was just the christian stuff my parents played but my most nostalgic one would be See, what a morning by Keith and Kristyn getty. The song tastes like swedish pancakes drowning in butter and syrup while the sun beats through the kitchen window, dappled by the vines. It's so visual to me and i always mourn my childhood when my mom plays it.
30:A song that reminds you of yourself
Scrawny by the wallows is the song i want to embody. I genuiknely want people to hear that song and be like 'yeah thats nells, thats her' But right now maybe Drifting by good kid? i dont pay attention to lyrics but this one is NICE
I love my songs and cherish them deeply so this took a long time. I love questoins. PLEASE LISTEN TO ANY OF THESE music is so intigral to my life and i dont listen to a lot so yeah. I also only like like three genres of music so if you like one of these youll like them all LOL
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andwealllookedup · 2 months
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prime numbers!
I did have a moment where I temporarily forgot what a prime number is and I think somewhere in the middle of my old high school my college algebra teacher felt a sudden sense of disappointment
2 an artist you rediscovered recently
Another mutual got me into the band Hey Calypso.
3 a song you've learned to sing/play
I’m going to be honest, I genuinely think the last song I learned to sing was Hear It for The Boy from the footloose musical soundtrack.
5 top album
Revolution Radio by Green Day. I was asked this one earlier too, and on some reflection I do think Transgender Dysphoria Blues by Against Me! makes a very close second
7 favorite short song
Rebel Girl by Bikini Kill.
11 song that you dont agree with but is just so good
Scotty Doesn’t Know. Maddie Ross has a lesbian cover on Spotify.
13 artist that doesn't fit your typical style/genre but you like anyway
I’m a huge Stars fan. They’re way more like low-fi indie rock than what people associate with me but I grew up listening to them because my mom and her sister love them.
17 favorite love song
I genuinely consider Church On Sunday by Green Day to be a love song. Close second is In A Week by Hozier
19 non love song you would still play at a wedding
In Our Bedroom After the War by Stars. It’s a good slow dance beat, provided you don’t look into the sad lyrics
23 a song to study to
I have an entire 5+ hour playlist of just Green Day songs that I default to when trying to get things done. However, when I was still in school I used to play Danse Macabre by Camille Saint-Saëns on loop
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xiaoxiongmaos · 3 months
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heyo !! oh there's nothing to apologise for ! dont worry at all~ holidays have started, im looking forward to the free time lol :] i hope you get to relax soon enough!!
to answer your questions: i LOVE back for more and skipping stones <3 deep down is up there as well !! i love your choices too but if we're being honest freefall has little to no skips >_< i agree though the mv was slightly underwhelming but oh well! also YOURE SO RIGHTT beomgyu is so kuromi…hyuka pompomurin…omg
my favourite thing about yeonjun? hm i really like how easygoing he is!! i like that he's playful but is also responsible and kind. he's so dedicated to what he does and i admire that so so much~ i associate rnb with him as well as beaches, experimental fashion, night city life and like. cool people things i guess LOL
i really love lovesong. truly one of their best everrrr also i really hope they do more of the rock concept <3
thank you for taking the time to answer my questions, i know they weren't particularly interesting but i have an idea of what to do for your present ! happy holidays and see you on the other side~ one last question for you: is there anything that beomgyu has done or said that has stuck with you? anything that is the reason for you having a fondness for him? (this is so much...)
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ah, thank you so much anonnie 🥹🤍 hope you're well!
i think today's my first fully free day haha spent last night catching up with irls because oml the workload uni and society work throws onto your shoulders <|3 thank you so much for dropping by, i hope we continue to stay in touch after this event ends hehe i really feel strange not having gotten to know both the people i'm paired with this time around ;;
yeah, i agree! listening to the album as a whole, especially in chronological order is the experience of all time™️ sodkdkfj and i agree with all you used to describe his vibe: yeonjun is so cool yet such a comfort person. i absolutely adore reading his weverse responses to moas! plus, every time i see a slightly questionable piece of clothing, i immediately imagine how cool it would look on yeonjun, he can legit pull anything off hehe
yes! i'm such a lyrics > melody > vocals person but lovesong is just. a lyrical masterpiece :o i think all of their songs are some of the best in the industry lyrics-wise. still, i love how some like eternally, lovesong, runaway, fairy of shampoo, farewell neverland, etc., carry the vibe and meaning so well through the wording!
'depression is nothing to be ashamed of. please don’t bury yourself in negative thoughts before going to sleep. think of the moments of happiness. give yourself, who has worked hard for the day, a pat on the back.' i remember 2019 was one of the most challenging years of my life, mentally and emotionally, and it really impacted my friendships; everyone around me seemed to be doing fine, which is what would make me feel embarrassed every time i'd feel the sadness creeping up and would swallow that pit of despair around people, not really letting anyone know how much i was struggling to even show up because 'how could i? would they not want to be my friend anymore because the strong xixi they're friends with isn't that strong after all?' thoughts like that would just float over my head all day. i used to feel like an imposter in my own body, hearing words from people complimenting my strong-headedness and thinking that i was fooling them when, in reality, that strong person was not who i was. though it's really far back now, i remember reading that for the first time and feeling so comforted. it pushed me to establish space for myself on the days i'm feeling low and be transparent about my thoughts and worries instead of bottling it all up haha i think that's also a reason why i adore runaway the most; its lyrics legit resonated with me so much :')
oh, no worries at all! i quite liked your questions and, once more, would love to get to know you out of this event too~ happy holidays, i truly hope you enjoy them to the fullest ♡
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adaricruz · 6 months
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hi! usually scared to send asks to people but i would like to hear your connor headcanons because i want to know the lore behind all of your extremely pretty connor drawings
HII omg dont be !! pls feel free to send stuff whenever !! ok so i have TONS of connor hc’s ( i’ve been writing as him & for him for years now ) but here’s my faves + the ones that are usually present in my art . ( gotta mention that some are very personal & self indulgent bc i see myself in connor a LOT 😭 ) tw for a quick mention of razors .
- i made a post abt this hc here but i’m adding it because it’s the main reason why i use a certain color for connor’s hair , & that is that connor is a ginger ( just like zoe & cynthia ) & he dyes his hair a darker color so he doesn’t look much like them ( & he doesn’t get associated with zoe much at school ) he usually uses a dark brown or even black , but it’s usually very sloppy so his hair ends up being patchy in some areas or just not dark enough .
- connor uses he / they pronouns mostly bc they’re very detached to his gender identity because they don’t feel human most of the time . connor looks in the mirror & doesn’t think ‘ boy ‘ , most of the time he thinks ‘ failure ‘ , ‘ disappointment ‘ , ‘ monster ‘ . he’s also unlabeled & mostly finds male presenting ppl attractive but has been with female presenting ppl a few times . ( i’ll mostly use he / him in tags but in my writing i will use both set of pronouns ! )
- ik freckles have been a recurring headcanon for connor throughout the years in the fandom but i wanna add it too bc his freckles mean so much to me . a connor without freckles is like an angel without its wings likeee ! ( i usually add freckles to charas that i like tho ) they are usually more present over his cheeks , shoulders & chest . some on his hands & thighs too . for a while , connor fucking HATED them , & i once wrote a lil thing where he even tried to remove a particularly big one near his lip w a razor . ( i add it to my drawings a lot , if you check it’s above the right ( his left ) corner of his lip )
- his hair length varies a lot in my stuff bc i’ll sometimes get carried away & make it longer for aesthetic or composition purposes , but i do believe connor would def let it get longer than shoulder length ( not small of his back like in some of my stuff , but definitely to half of his chest maybe ? ) larry def gives him shit abt it & only encourages him to keep it longer & longer .
- this is also a recurring hc but imma mention it too & that’s eyeliner . & tons of it . i’ll sometimes make it smudged bc connor will prob cry & it’ll run . once he’s done he’ll just apply more over it . & black nail polish too ofc .
- I LOVEEEE music headcanons for connor & here’s my faves ( keep in mind my connor is mostly set in the 90’s )
• nine inch nails ( very self indulgent bc i love them sm ) his fave album is pretty hate machine ( mine too 🧍🏻)
• alice in chains
• cowboy junkies ( this hc is a reference to my ship with tate from ahs & the movie natural born killers )
• the offspring
• the cranberries
• suicidal tendencies ofc
• pearl jam
• adolescents
• bad religion
• & the canon ones ( shown in the buttons on his messenger bag ) being dead kennedys , circle jerks , misfits
obviously tons more ( my connor playlist has over 200 songs ok ) but these are the most present ones in his record collection <3
- born in april 20 & is an INFP ( idk shit abt the mbti stuff ok i had to ask a friend & stuff to figure it out LMFAOO this one sounds right tho , for my version for connor at least )
SO YEAH these are the ones that can be seen in my art ( besides the music one ) & ofc if i added all my hcs it would be impossible to scroll down thru this post 💀 tysm for asking this btw ! just so u know my connor art is under the tag ‘ connor murphy ac ‘ & i sometimes add part of the lore & hcs under them ! if u wanna know a specific one lmk i’ll be more than happy to share more of my silly lil hcs with u 🖤🫶
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