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satoruin · 1 year
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➣ a new year’s kiss
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pairing: ayato, albedo, alhaitham, aether x gn!reader
summary: the countdown begins and you unexpectedly have someone asking to be your new years kiss
notes from lee: this one goes out to all my introverts and people that don’t like parties. i don’t either but there’s no new years kiss waiting for anyone sitting in bed at midnight yk + idk what even transpired while i was writing this and idk if it’s ooc since it’s been a hot minute since i’ve written anything so enjoy? AND wishing for all of you to have an amazing new year! i’m super thankful for all of y’all to be supporting me on this blog and yeah! love you guys immensely 🫶
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it’s not normal for you to be at a party new year’s eve but your friend has insisted. saying “new year, new you!” and promptly whisking you away to some party.
you know nobody and the whole party seems to drag on for far too long. the countdown is closing in on zero and most hold their partners close in anticipation for the new year’s kiss tradition.
you know that there probably wasn’t anyone here that would ask to kiss you and you’re much too shy to ask someone yourself. but unknown to you, there’s someone making their way across the room right now, determined to ask you for a kiss.
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ayato:
you stick to the wall with a cup in hand as the countdown starts. you expect nothing because that’s how it’s been every other year, but unexpectedly there’s someone cupping your cheek
“do you mind?” he asks and you shake your head no and as the tv and people scream happy new year, the stranger places his lips on yours
it’s a short peck but you enjoy it nonetheless. you look up at the man who had just kissed you to find it’s kamisato ayato
he’s extremely gorgeous and the frequent topic of discussion amongst your friends for his looks and money
you think you’ve maybe had a class or two with him but nothing to ever warrant getting to know him
“thank you for making my new year memorable…” he trails off as a way to ask for your name
“on contrary i should be saying thank you. i’m (y/n), it’s nice to meet you or should i say kiss you?” you laugh at your own joke awkwardly and you’re ready for him to leave and go back to his friends at this point
however, he continues to talk to you, “you know, there’s a common saying about sharing a kiss on new years. it’s something along the lines of having a good relationship with the person you kiss.”
he pauses to take note of your reaction before continuing “so i believe that means we will have a good relationship ahead of us, that is if you will go out with me?”
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albedo:
you’ve been sitting out on the patio waiting for your friend to be finished because archons knows you were done the moment you got here
parties are not for you. they are overwhelming and teeming with people you don’t know and awkward social situations. you wish you had stayed at home and celebrated by yourself, if at all
it’s cold outside and unfortunately you left your coat inside but it’s too much work to go in and come back out. so you sit with your knees tucked into your chest and wait
that is until someone drapes a coat around your shoulders. “you looked cold. sorry if i’m overstepping your boundaries.”
you turn to say thank you, but the words don’t seem to come out as you can only focus on how pretty the boy in front of you is
“it seems like parties aren’t your thing either. i’m albedo by the way. i’m not fond of making friends at these kind of things but…” he trails off unsure of how to finish his thoughts
“no, no i get it! you never know what types of people attend these things.” you laugh awkwardly before sticking out a hand for him to shake and introducing yourself, “i’m (y/n). and thanks for the jacket but i would feel terrible if you were cold too.”
you shrug off the jacket and fold it over your arm for him to take but he just smiles and pushes it back your way. “i don’t get too cold actually. i just take it so my friends don’t worry and to offer to pretty people.”
you laugh in disbelief but don’t say anything. you put the coat on again, thankful that it is providing some warmth
you look inside as you hear people start to countdown and steal a glance towards albedo
you would ask him the question but you’ve just met him and you know you’re not bold enough to ask even if he had been flirting with you just a moment ago
luckily you don’t have to do anything. albedo reaches out to find your hand, “may i have the honor of being your new year’s kiss?”
normally you would say no, he’s a stranger after all, but even being at a part was not normal for you, so you nod
he leans down to where you sit and puts his face close to yours waiting until the countdown reaches zero. and when it does, his warm lips meet yours and you can feel the smile on his lips as he kisses you
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alhaitham:
you’re in the kitchen when he approaches you. he looks over at something before saying anything and you’re almost tempted to just leave
“hi. i’ll get straight to the point. i made a bet with my annoying roommate that involves kissing you at midnight. i’m getting $500, a night of peace, and a bottle of wine. if you agree, you get half. if not no worries, i’ll find another way to kick him out.”
you almost want to laugh at the comical situation you’re in. there’s no way this is real, a good looking guy offering to pay to kiss you? “is he that bad? and i don’t know you, what makes you think i would agree?”
he raises his eyebrows and smirks, “i’m alhaitham. i attend the sumeru academia and am double majoring in ancient history and linguistics. i like to read and i work at the library on campus. that should be sufficient, no?”
he ends his little summary of himself and looks back once again and this time you follow his gaze. he’s looking at the tv to see how much time is left in the countdown.
you only shake your head at him, with a slight smile. what harm was there in letting an attractive guy kiss you and then pay you for it?
“i expect my pay by the end of the week.” you tell him and his eyes seem to light up if only slightly at your agreement
when the countdown reaches zero he doesn’t hesitate to press his lips onto yours. his lips are warm and pull away quicker than you would like.
you can definitely hear a mortified “NO” over the shouts of everyone else and alhaitham only laughs instead of searching for the voice
he takes out his phone and hands it to you so you can give him your number and you do the same. “$250 and a date, yeah?”
you tilt your head in confusion, a date? he said nothing about that earlier
he smirks once again and explains, “i did say half of my earnings and half a bottle of wine shouldn’t be enjoyed alone.”
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aether:
he’s knelt on the floor when you almost step on him, either knocked down or looking for something, but you try not to question it
“oh my archons, i’m so sorry! i didn’t notice you, um is there anything i can help you with.” you extend a hand out for him to grab and help pull him up and he takes it
“sorry, i’m looking for my sister. i didn’t notice where she went and was just a bit worried about her.” he reaches his hand back to scratch at the back of his head.
he introduces himself and then describes what she looks like and as you turn to help him look he grabs your wrist and turns you back around
“i’m sorry, that was a lie. she’s standing with the rest of my friends who told me i need to come over here and talk to you. they’re sick of listening to me talk about how pretty you are.” he sighs and is flushed red at the confession and moves his gaze to the floor
your eyes widen and you don’t even know what to say. “seriously? good thing i think you’re pretty cute too.” you smile and he picks up his head
he looks anywhere but you and is still flushed. “would you mind if i kissed you at midnight then?”
you just shake your head at the shy boy, but you still agree. when the countdown reaches zero his kisses you and you can hear his friends chant his name and cheering him on
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kiana-kaslana-423 · 6 months
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Idk if Helix means the Previous Era Vill-V or the personality, but Vill-V has no right to live in my head rent free rn so if you are willing to be the outlet; then Helix/Vill-V with a childhood friend to lover that adapts/gets along with the other versions of her just as well as the original.
She's the assistant of the Great Magician, the one that makes sure that Expert takes care of herself, the Co-Conductor and even Pure Evil's accomplice, although the reader just calls them Pride rather than Pure Evil bc thats what she is, basically a lot of titles for each versions of Vill-V. But the most important being the Helix's lover. Although technically the lover of all of them but the original was the first so-
Vill v's Personalities x Childhood bff! Reader
☆ Female Reader that's is the childhood best friend of
Helix and the lovers of Helix's personalities ☆
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By Helix, I mean the original vill v! But I'm not opposed to
doing the personalities, I have done a lot of research!! :]
BTW you are now my new favorite Anon
pls come back anytime you want
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!! Not comfy with men will block on interaction !!!
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• Helix was a shy and introverted girl, who barely had friends at school or really anywhere so it was a surprise when one day at recess when she was sitting on the bench when a another little girl runs up to her, You were so positive and energetic, you came all the way over here from your playing spot to come ask her to play? She feels worried because what if she can't play exactly how you want her too but somehow you could already see the look on her face so then you suggest you guys don't have to play! Talking is enough!
• So you guys sat there through recess just talking about whatever came to your mind, she was shy at first but she eventually started to come out of her shell and this is where a big friendship blooms!
• Even after many years you guys are still friends, Well not exactly friends anymore but lovers! She felt like herself when she was with you and felt more positive than ever but than she got the opportunity to take a MANTIS surgery, the thing is she didn't tell you about this and just said she was going somewhere for a little bit- She didn't want to make you worried since only a little percentage of people can survive this surgery so she didn't want to have you thinking for days if she was going to live or not
• But the surgery was a success! And Helix quickly discovered that she could split off her personality and basically make other hers, and for a little bit she forgot about you. She was so caught up in her new ability that she forgot about you for a couple of months, maybe years? Who knows at this point....
• After a while of digging, you did eventually find where she was, you instantly went to the location and then that's you saw the new Helix, who is not named Helix anymore but Vill v
• Helix instantly recognized you and took control of the body which she hasn't done in months/years, she was so scared to let you see who or what she has become.. But you instantly accepted her and her new personalities with open arms!? She's pretty sure you didn't even think about it,,
• You were just so excited to see the others! You were determined to love them just like you love her and Helix just hearing you say that, she could swear she just fell even more in love with you-
• The Conductor was the first one you got to meet! And was the first part of Helix's personality that was split off, Helix wasn't that good at splitting off parts of her personality yet since it was her first time so the Conductor came out exactly like Helix but just more confident! So getting along with her is extremely easy, she was able to quickly bond with you
• The Great Magician instantly came out next,, honestly more like she kicked everyone out of her way so she could meet you second- But she just itching to meet you! You look like a fun playmate! Someone that could go with her outgoing, loud, curious and mischievous personality!! And you did fill her expectations quite well!
• The Expert came out next to apologize for the way Magician acted since Magician was practically all over you, She had a normal conversation with you since she's kind of cold and she's stoic so it was kind of hard to get to know her but for some reason with your lovely smile, you were able to quickly get down her walls and to have a more in deep conversation with her before she had to go
• Flavorful came out right after Expert, even though she's rather shy and reserved + she doesn't know how to interact with people- She still wanted to come out and talk to you since she could feel it in her heart that you are one of a kind and she just needs to get to know you! She's shy like Helix so you were able to quickly get her used to you since you already did it to Helix! Flavorful was very happy to talk to you since you were so nice to her and everything, she promised to cook you something when she gets the chance too!
• The next one that came out was kind of interesting because of her name- Vill v that looks down upon the Stars but she just let you call her Occultist, it was kind of hard to have a conversation with her but kind of delightful? Occultist is mysterious and talks slowly so it makes having a conversation with her interesting! She's also wise and very observant so she could just tell what your personality was from just looking at you, Occultist found you pure, something that needs to be protected and that's what she swears herself to do before she has to go away for another personality to interact with you
• it kind of took a while for the next one to come out though— it probably took like 10 minutes to be able to talk to her? Her name is Kevin Killer Mk5 but you can just call her Mk, it was harder to talk to her than Flavorful since she was just kind of a scared kitten- She looked like she wanted to run off any second because of how quiet she was and how bad at communicating she is, it's probably going to take more than one interaction to get her out of her shell because of how reclusive she is but it's not anything you can't handle!
• After that, the Conductor tried to say that's all, the only one you couldn't meet was named Lecturer since she died a little while ago but the Conductors plan to try to hide the last personality failed terribly since she instantly came out when she heard the Conductor say that there was none left to meet
• Her name was Pure Evil. She was expecting for you to be instantly scared when you saw her but you just kind of talked with her? You just talked with her like she was a normal human being and she was hella confused— She tried to say insults and mean stuff at you but you just kind of pushed it aside and kept talking to her, you treated her like she was actually someone.. just from this she instantly went back into headspace—
• Helix then came back out to explain everything and so you guys can catch up a little more!
• Over the next couple of weeks, you started to hang out with the personalities more! Getting to know them and how to bond with them!
• The Conductor was probably the easiest to bond with! Like I said she's almost exactly like Helix so it's pretty easy to get to know her out of everyone else ( - Helix ), she's also willing to help you get to know the more shy personalities if you want!
• Magician was another personality to easily keep up with, like all you need to do is just be hyper since that's what she is almost all of the time! The primary way to bond with her is if you help her with magic tricks that involve a second person! Because everyone else doesn't trust her enough to help her with her magic tricks so if you do, you instantly become better than almost everyone else-
• Expert is a little bit more harder to bond with but not that difficult since you were already able to break down her cold walls when you guys met, normally you're bonding time consists of just watching her create things and then once in a while talk about the thing she's creating or something else!
• Flavorful is more easy than Expert but harder than Magician mostly just because she's shy but that can be instantly thrown away once she's cooking! Cooking is the thing she's best at so she's a little bit confident, her cooking makes it easier to talk to her! So like Expert but just with cooking
• Occultist is another hard one to get to know because of how mysterious she can be, but if you want she can tell you stories! She knows a lot of them whether they are fairy tales or something else, bonding with her just normally consist of her just listening to you or the other way around, maybe just sitting quietly together as you to do something!
• Mk is the second hardest to bond with and get to know better because of how shy she is and how bad she is at interacting with another person, so it's just normally going to be you talking- She might come out of her shell at some topics since she might know them or she finds interest in them! So your best bet is to talk about the topics she likes until she eventually comes out of her shell!
• Pure Evil is the hardest to know and bond with since she barely crosses paths with you and when she does she either goes into headspace or she makes a distraction to get away, there is times when you catch her off guard and she can't go anywhere so those are your moments when you get to talk to her! The way you get her to soft up is when you called her “Pride”, it made her go through multiple flashbacks where she was originally pride and overconfident not evil or anything else... She kind of softens up to you after that, you guys cross paths more after that too. She's also more talkative with you too, she feels like she's able to be.. herself, without any of the revenge or pain
• And after a while all of them eventually fall for you're cute charm, it's hard to resist you when the original already is dating you and has feelings for you!
• So they all kind of talk amongst themselves to see what the others feel and if they can all date you at once- it sounds a little bit confusing but they all love you and it sounds like torture for them to just let one have you and the others have to just watch
• So after they get everything sorted out they eventually confess to you! Magician wanted to make a whole surprise but Expert and Conductor said no- So they had to think of another plan and that plan was to let Helix talks to you about it, I mean you are Helix's lover so it would be for the best if you guys talk it out by yourself and none of the other personalities interrupt
• And after all that worrying and basically panicking from some of the other personalities, you accept! It was quite easy like you didn't even have to be convinced or anything, you just told Helix how you loved each and all of them the same! All of them have a special place in your heart and you wouldn't give them up for the world, you loved Helix before and you still love Helix now, all that changed is there's more to love now! Helix is basically crying when you finish- She couldn't believe the kind words that you were saying and how you still love her,, All the other personalities were probably crying in headspace too
• They were all very happy that they get to date you now! But it is going to be a little bit chaotic with all of them-
• The Conductor's love language is words of affirmation, she loves to compliment you and praise you for everything, she loves making you have a fuzzy feeling each time she compliments and praises you for something insignificant or big! Along with that the Conductor decided to give you a nickname cuz she heard Magician gave you so she wanted to give you one! It's “the Co-Conductor”! She found it cute and she sees you as someone she can trust and help her if she's having problems with the other personalities! Her favorite cuddle position is half spoon so she can see your face and so your head rest on her chest (that she's proud of)! She loves running her fingers through your hair and telling you about her plans for the future, the Conductor's favorite activity to do with you is planning! She just likes planning for anything- Like maybe planning for a trip or planning something for someone else! She also likes organizing and scrapbooking too! So she would have you help her with that if you want too!
• The Magician's love language is physical touch obviously- She loves to have her hands on you any moment that she can! She doesn't care if it's in a store or at a very important meeting, She really doesn't care about anything else but you- You are her Assistant so that makes you better than everything else and that's also your nickname that she gave you! “Assistant” since you help her with her magic tricks and with really anything that she wants! So you must get a proper title! But back on with affection, she loves the cuddle position embrace! She gets to hold you nice and tight, your body heat makes her feel more alive than anything else, kind of like a drug but who knows- As we know the magician loves for you to always be around her as she does something since your her Assistant, whenever she's out, she drags you to do whatever she's doing! She cannot just not have you as she does a magic trick or something, which that is most of her hobbies but she also likes decorating things like one of Expert's creations-
• The Expert love language is quality time since that's how she normally bonds with you, which also plays into her cuddle style since she rather just lay back to back cuz she's not really big on affection but she won't mind you giving her some at random times throughout the day, She also heard about almost all the other personalities giving you a nickname but she thought that was kind of cringe so she just didn't give you one and just calls you by your name- She loves you and all but she's not into that mushy gushy stuff, the only time she might get soft and act like that is when you care for her and make sure she's doing alright- it gets her blushing hard! So the way that she communicates this is she just pushs you into a chair and make you watch her work on a new invention-
• Flavorful's love language is gift giving since she normally cooks so it's just easier for her to give you some homemade goods! She hopes her cooking tastes better than that fast food you eat- But let's not mind that! Her favorite cuddle style is the chest rest since she likes to be able to hear your heartbeat and whether if you got big or small breasts she loves them- She also heard from the other is that they gave you nicknames so she tried to pick the best one even though she's bad at it- “Junior” She calls you that because you help her cook so you are her Junior chef! You just normally spend a lot of you guys bonding time just cooking or watching cooking shows! You guys can not watch Gordon Ramsay cuz she feels bad for the workers..
• Occultist's love language is quality time too since half the time she's the one listening to you or just spending time together and not talking like you guys are communicating silently or something idk, her favorite cuddle style is the sweetheart / the rom-com, she likes to hold your hand to make sure that you're there and even if you move an inch she will wake up- She is sensitive to the slightest of touches so most the time she just looks after you at night time, her nickname for you “Star” since you light up her galaxy and since it plays into her name. And like I said Occultist doesn't really do a lot so if you want to do something new, you will kind of just have to drag her or just let her watch- She does like reading so that could be something you guys can bond over!
• Mk's favorite love language is acts of service since she has no idea what to do- She's a girlfailure- She'll do stuff for you to show her appreciation and to show you that she thinks about you a lot! So because of how shy she is it's obvious that her favorite cuddle position is the little spoon, she likes to feel protected so if you don't mind, she'll like to be in your embrace! She also doesn't have a nickname for you too- She's too embarrassed to give you one since she doesn't want to look like a complete dumbass or something- She's really trying her best- But Mk will normally just go with whatever you are doing since she doesn't really do a lot, she just kind of hides in headspace so she doesn't have any hobbies
• Pure Evil's love languages is surprisingly physical touch! She hasn't had a loving touch in millennials so she's most likely addicted to it now that she has it, she normally always has her arm wrapped around your waist or holding your hand in a tight embrace! She takes on a more dominant role in your relationship so obviously she likes to be the big spoon too, along with that she calls you her “Accomplice” since she sees you as her partner in crime even though you wouldn't hurt anyone- She doesn't care, she would have you help make evil plans with her but those plans would go in the trash bin because you talk to her out of it and then the other half is she just follows you around the place to make sure you're okay- She's really overprotective of you
• Than the last and most important, Helix! Also surprisingly her love language is physical touch but she won't be the one giving it- She's too shy to even touch you without you starting it first, so from this her favorite cuddle position is just resting her head in your lap- it's a little bit weird but she likes it since she loves to feel your fingers running through her hair as you compliment her- The pure insecure baby needs it :[ . She also didn't give you a nickname because you gave yourself one! “Helix's Lover” and you can swear on God she started to cry instantly when she heard it- She just couldn't believe that you would really take pride in a title with her name in it! Even though she's not proud in herself a lot she's very proud of this title. She will just sit there with her head on your shoulder just smiling as you guys hang out since she's just really thinking about all the times she's been with you and how much you've done for her, even though you have seven new lovers now you will never forget the original and it makes her cry every time she remembers
• Now that you have 8 lovers, it can get kind of hectic because some of them don't like to share and it takes a while to even get a proper schedule down since some of them kept fighting about it- Even though it took a while there was a schedule now but some of them still kind of break it though-
• it's a hectic ride but you love all of them!
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resident-lover · 8 months
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Okay so my insomnia is really bad so I’m going to force you to listen to my raving and rambling about RL theories because I saw some old promotional stuff and now my mind is galaxy braining right now
SO HERE IT GOES
(Sorry if this has been brought up before btw and is old news)
Obvious potential spoilers!!! Beware everyone else!!!
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This motherfucking promo image is the source of my thoughts, especially after playing Cass’s and Bella’s demo. Particularly the symbols used for every character:
Cassandra: obviously an prodigy actress and star of the department but the further we get into her demo we realize there’s more behind the diva persona than meets the eye— hence the symbol, while classic in theater, can also reflect her emotional state and her need to cover it up with smiles and arrogance. Her nightmares and sense of commitment to potential romantic lovers maybe be a symptom of a more deep reason.
Bela: THE HEART like bruh obviously it in reference to whatever Miranda did to her before the game started—being heartless and what not. And how she’ll eventually regain her ‘heart’ if we go down the route right.
Daniela: so far she’s seems normal, well adjusted, and tame in comparison to her sisters. Key world being SEEMS. There’s definitely something broiling beneath the surface with her and I bet it has to do with her family troubles and her always putting on a brave face. Hence the rose but the notable thorns beneath it. Every rose has its thorns and what not. Idk if it has anything to do with the rowdy crowd she associates with.
Angie: the doll obviously fitting her RE origin and over all her personality, sweet, kind, and maybe bombastic. But look closely—there’s a tear on the doll’s face. Like Cass (and maybe Dani) she has a mask—aka being a party animal and overall alcoholic. It may have something to do with being Donna’s niece and I’m assuming Claudia’s daughter. But where’s the latter???? I’m sensing a dark back story here and her maladapting to her mother’s death.
The last three are the hardest to theorize because we haven’t seen much of them in the Demos but I’ll slightly theorize here:
Donna: the recluse of the campus is pictured with a syringe. Could be a nod to her RE origin being with her pollen/hallucinations but could also have to do with why she’s so shy and introverted. Maybe in the similar vein to Angie’s, what with her sister and what not.
Alcina: Wine is an obvious choose to use for her. Bitch loves her red. Idk what else to pull from this. Again hard to speculate with no demo introducing her. It’s giving wine mom energy and not in the fun way.
Miranda: this bitch has some fucking powers or something—giving hag in the swamp vibes and doing shit to people. Bela with her heartlessness (and maybe Cass’s nightmares?). Also Mia being a witchy gal and giving Miranda a gift that’s warm? Hella sus. The Corvus skull is obvious to her RE origins but also a nod to witchcraft and supernatural things. Also a symbol of death. Bitch be brewing shit idk.
Anyways those are my thoughts. Idk how accurate this is and, based on how old the pic is, could be completely wrong. I’ve spent too many hours thinking on the Demo for it to be healthy so this was a long time coming.
Feel free to cuss me out for how wrong I am. I just needed to get my thoughts out there.
Make sure you take care of yourselves! Love you guys! Stay safe and healthy!
I DONT KNOW HOW TO RESPOND TO THIS WITHOUT SPOILING ANYTHING BUT
thank you for noticing the little details 😭 ❤️ ive been waiting for someone to notice HAHAHAHA
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Hello !! I’m here for the CoD matchup !! -feigned 💌
-I’m Asexual, i’m attracted to all genders as well!
-My personality type is INFP-T-
-I’m relatively average in height, around 5’6/5’7
-I’m not a very loud person, I tend to avoid conflicts, and I’m quite the people pleaser at times
-I have social anxiety and often struggle with loud noises + crowds
-I’m a bit introverted when it comes to meeting people, and awkward, but when I get to know someone I tend to be more open, and crack more jokes with them
-I have various interests, but I really like studying up on niche subjects, my favorite being mycology!
-I also don’t have any preferences when it comes to looks / gender of my partner
(Tried to keep this short for u bcus i know those long matchup asks can be a pain 😭💌)
I'd match you withhhhhhh
Nikto! (I'm sorry if you don't like this one)
Just so you know, I try to write him as realistically as possible, but this is just my interpretation. He's a character, and has no solid set-in stone personality.
that being said, here you go :)
Okay so I know a huge chunk of people getting a matchup end up getting Simon (i think it's because he's really popular, and not bc they actually match up good) when someone says they're quiet or an introvert, but from what you've told me, I think Nikto fits better for you.
A bit of important backstory for him:
He was a deep cover agent for Russia's Federal Security Service but on a mission he was taken by someone named "Mr. Z" and was tortured. His face and body are covered in scars, extremely so. He wears a mask to cover his face, always. Due to what happened to him, he developed Acute Dissociate Disorder. It shows a good amount in his voice lines. He refers to himself as "we" a lot and talks about how he hears voices.
"I hear enough voices, I don't need another!"
"Nobody hurts our friends and gets away with it!"
He's a very "get shit done" guy. He does make some dry humor jokes though.
Due to how he always is hearing someone talk (in his head) I think he would really appreciate someone who is quiet. Not that he wouldn't want to talk to you, but you being on the more quiet side definitely helps him adjust. You being able to find a creative way around some of his struggles would help a lot. For example; Where a lot of people would be like "why don't you just stop saying we instead of I", which would cause a sort of tension between them and him, you would let him refer to himself as "we" but you would continue to say "you" as a subtle grounding.
(Just an example, not a solid thing)
I feel like he would really like your niche interests. It's hard to truly keep his attention outside of work, especially if they're just common things. So if you were to be reading a book on fungi in Russia, he might see that and be like "wtf?" and interest might be piqued. Idk I feel like he wouldn't really be interested in things unless they were niche (that's where you come in!). He'd probably make some dry as joke that isn't even that funny, but his blank stare and dead delivery would be hilarious.
You both struggle with social anxiety and don't like social settings. He's a soldier, so he has ways to sort of deal with it. If you're really uncomfortable or are worried something will happen, he's right there with you with a hand on your back (it also helps him ground himself when the thought of something happening to you pops up). He's very loyal to those who actually get through to him. Say you're talking to someone who is making you uncomfortable. He'd probably just say something to you, in front of them, like "we're leaving" and just bring you with him. He's socially,, idek. He's awkward. Not in a shy way, just a "wtf are social rules" way. He means well, have mercy.
Once he gets close to you, and realizes he wants you in his life, that's it. Unless you try to take his mask off without his permission, or betray him, he's staying. He loves like a dog. A feral, hungry, desperate for scraps dog. You know the ones. The street dogs that will fight anyone and cling to you when you give them bread. They're still aggressive, just not towards you. Just a bit rough around the edges.
I see a lot of people writing him as sexist or homophobic, but I really don't see him that way. Honestly, I think what happened to him really changed how he thinks. I think a lot less means anything to him. He has to go fight in literal wars, who gives a fuck abt who wants to be with who? Who cares about women wanting to be independent? I don't think he cares. He barely talks to people as is, why would he care about what they do?
I can almost guarantee that if you get hurt, he's gonna take care of you. He's used to the major injuries (broken bones, deep cuts, etc) so he might think he needs to take care of your small ones the same way. He's trying. He cares about you. He's learning.
One thing you'll never need to worry about is him cheating or leaving you. He very rarely lets people in, and never thought he'd find love, but he found you. You're his, he's yours. Simple.
As for sex, not even an issue. I think he could either be hypersexual or asexual. Let's go with asexual for this matchup. I said he cares about a lot of things less than before his torture, and I mean it. A common occurrence with PTSD or just being recently traumatized is lack of interest in things, and that can include sex. I think his sex drive is basically nonexistent. He might jack off, but that's really so there aren't physical issues. It takes him a really long time to warm up to touches, even if they're kind ones. Sex wouldn't even be on the table. If you don't pick up on this, and tell him you're asexual, he'd probably shrug it off. He'd probably just say something like "me too" (after you explain it) and that would be that.
Learning to cuddle or initiate contact would be an interesting experience. He probably would stiffen up when you hold his hand for the first time. But after a while of gentle touches and soft words of how these are safe touches, he'd grow to like them. It would take a while, but he'd get there.
He cares. He wants you, and he'll do his best to do good for you. No relationship is perfect, but growing together is a big part of them.
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luffyvace · 2 months
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Hello there, could I request Feitan with a (female)reader who has hemokinesis abilities?
Also she has a pretty harsh backstory that lead her to hate most of humanity, giving her trust issues, trauma and being very secretive before actually warning up to someone
Also she's a sadist like him =)
She too is part of that organisation I mentioned in the last ask-
P.S. I love how you write! 〜(꒪⁠ヮ⁠꒪)〜
ohhh okay so reader is female! OUUU blood control is such a smart idea for a sadist s/o w feitan!! Your so creative!!
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Reader been through the ring of fire huh? WELL WHAT Y/N HASN’T!! 🤪 Ohhh I see I see~ Organization pt.2~
thank you! I love your creative requests! <3
ngl your backstory is practically his
so you guys relate on a deeper level seeing as though you pretty much grew up the same way
in fact you may even be from meteor yourself
i wouldn’t be surprised if you were
either way your childhood was trash so a lot of healing must go underway if you want to be a better person…
buttttt you don’t :)
in fact your a absolute sicko and sadist
quality time torturing definitely happens
And your hemokinesis 100% gets used during that 😋
draining them of all they’re worth only to pump them full a blood to the point where they think they’re going to explode
Its so funny! 😂😂
you and feitan really bond over this
its so cute💗
both you and feitan are secretive and don’t trust easily
Especially since you two are in two different organizations and such
you always sleep with one eye open in case one of you betray the other
it takes years for you two to find out even basic facts about each other
and I mean that seriously
two introverted people with trust issues and trauma?! 😆
that sounds like the ultimate slow burn 🤗
In all seriousness idk how you guys came to trust each other/open up honestly
like it probably happened with time and the fact that neither of you actually ended up betraying the other 🤦‍♀️
like you love each other! But if your unfaithful I’ll rip your heart out your chest<3
🙂
and that’s fine right?
cuz that normal love 💕
no honey, you two probably won’t ever have normal love but at least y’all happy
about your organizations they may look at you side ways for bringing love into this for one
and two if one organization tricks the other your immediately getting blamed
LOL
if it works out they’ll think you have a good eye for partnerships tho
so that’s a plus
if your organizations don’t meet and stay separate?
yeah you and feitan will prob keep things under wraps about you two
you already have trust issues
and you didn’t even trust each other for the longest time 🤷‍♀️
so if feitan introduces you to his people he doesn’t want you to be wary
but he gets why you are
he warns you about hisoka tho..
he knows you can handle yourself so he isn’t protective or anything
but he warns you about what a weirdo he is and how unloyal he is as well
He will never trust him
oh and by the way if you give in to temptations and like cheat on him or something the person you guys have been torturing y’all basement is getting switched out for you🧍‍♀️
ngl you think touché if you don’t get to him first
😜
the troupe is split between thinking partnering with you is a bad idea and a good opportunity
Either way chrollo ultimately decides you could be a useful ally
so you stick around occasionally
doesn’t mean you trust the troupe tho
you shoot the ones you dislike glares
you probably get along with machi or pakunoda first
but you sense something fishy about shalnark’s fake smile
Chrollo thinks your okay tho!
even though you don’t really trust him because you can never tell what he’s thinking
your intelligent, it’s just that he always has this unreadable expression on his face…
if the troupe gets introduced to your organization
chrollo and your boss will likely talk to each other
And the rest of your members and the troupe either mingle or observe from accross the room
feitan will observe
he doesn’t really interact much
you could try to introduce a co worker to him but he won’t go out of his way to be friendly or anything
if any of your co workers ever betray you..
it’s time for quality time torturing!!
and this ones’ a special guest~ ;)
my apologies dear! These are rather short but I hope you enjoyed them regardless<3
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lheebra · 11 hours
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oh oh do this!! ( if u want to ofc <3)
kpop idols your moots remind you of?
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BUBBLES !!! this was such a hard one to answer bc i do have a quite big quantity of mutuals now ,,, but i’ll mention the ones i’m closer/been getting close with:p
@dangowon – niki (and jungwon too) ♡
yun reminds me to a lot of idols tbh, buuuut i’ve always said that yunnie is literally soo niki coded to me 😭 maybe bc they’re evil twins sagittarius ?? and personality-wise is almost the same person LIKE ,,, i can’t even explain it into words, you just have to talk to her fr HDLSK but it also has to do w the way i feel the need to protect her !! nikiyun are my babies 😞❗️ // and jwon too bc yun and i joked once that she behaves with me the way jwon behaves with jay. you know when jwon is like “oh but jay hyung–“ ?? WELL she’s just like that w me, “oh but ela–“ jdlsjks, i just love my little soulmate sm☹️🩷
@jongsie – haechan ♡
bc she’s annoying like him, the end/j HDKSJ. no but, she gives me hyuck vibes because she might be an introvert with everyone, but when it comes to me?? she’s like ELA ELA ELA ❗️❗️and istg if we knew e/o irl??? she’d just behave like hyuck behaves with mark fr. she’s funny and cute and and lovable like that (imy raven pls comeback from war🙁</33)
@end-hyphen – sunghoon ♡
bc it’s he’s her bf, duh😋 no but like. geniehoon are one of the most cool ppl i’ve met like?? ever. genie and hoon are both sweethearts and are really genuine when it comes to meeting new people and talking w them<3 also bc their jokes have the same vibes tbh BDKSJS😭 genie is so funny and she’s like ❗️with her friends just like hoon, so yes !!<3 we love geniehoon in this house:p
@hyunielover – hyunjin ♡
i think this is kinda obvious 🧐🧐 BUT !! di has the same soft vibe from hyunjin<3 like. at first i think she was a little shy?? but then she’s all !!!!! and it just reminds me of how hyunjin is a little introvert at first but then he shows how much of a ball of sunshine he is<33 that’s literally my bff di❣️
@euncsace – eunchae (and sohee) ♡
my rim rimmies is so smol and cute to me like🙁 idk if it’s bc of the username?? but she does remind me of friendly eunchae and i feel the need to #protect, but also !!! sohee too bc they’re both pookies to me🤏 bc they’re both cute and lovable and all ❗️❗️ykwim?? my little cute pookies i love them sm🙁💘
@5ungchan – eunseok ♡
soul👻 seoul🇰🇷 sol☀️mi esposa esponja🧽 reminds me of eunseok bc they’re both cool … and have this mysterious aura when u first meet them,,,, then they act all unhinged (in the best way possible) and make funny comments and you cant help but love them HDKSJS we love our talented 01 liners #slay ❗️🫵
@enmayz – jake ♡
it’s the golden retriever energy to me tbh, everytime mira and i have talked?? she’s always so !! HI !! HOW ARE YOU !! and she’s always so genuinely interested in what u have to say, she’s so friendly and cute (with rizz) too so that’s why she reminds of jake<33 AND ALSO BC THEYRE BOTH SO TALENTED?? they’re amazing ppl to befriend tbh like i love the both of them sm☹️💕
@quaissants – hyuka ♡
monita reminds me of hyuka ☹️ bc she feels like a young sibling to me tbh. and you might see her being all tiny BUT IN REALITY?? a menace. a total menace, she’d probably pass up as my hater/j ,, no but being fr?? she has that hyuka vibe bc she’s funny and SO talented and ,, small to me. must protect !!! 💓
@maiverie – soobin ♡
MAI !! IS !! SOOBIN CODED !!! literally one of the most soobin coded ppl i’ve ever met??? its the gentleness and how soft spoken she feels even if it’s all written !! and the sweetness and how she’s always sososo sincere with how she talks to everyone☹️💓 soobin prob stole his personality out of mai guys … mai is a total sweetheart and i love her w my entire heart😞 (mai pls comeback imy)
@jaeyunluvr – jaemin ♡
kayz feels a little shy at first but then when she starts interacting w you?? she’s all sweet and kind and SOOO lovable but then?? she’s like 😏 (with rizz) if you know what i mean?? HDKSJSK (typical hee stan/j) so i think nana and kayz could pass up as twins bc their vibe is so similar to me you know??? she’s the jaemin to my jeno🫵
@100203s – anton ♡
idk why but every time i read any post or ask from tiny chae, i feel she has that same soft-spoken vibe to her?? just like anton. i feel like she’s all gentle and cute<3 also she’s as lovable as him ok !!! tiny chae and tiny anton for the win🥰
@karinasbaby – karina ♡
MAYBEEE it’s the username??? idk, but i associate karina with stella in a VV heavy way. stella has the same aura as karina for me ?? the kindness and how she’s so genuine and friendly when it comes to interacting with people and her mutuals like. idk guys i’m afraid she’s the irl karina … but fr they have the same vibes to me and i honestly love the both of them 🫵 🩷
@voikiraz – danielle ♡
i’m back at it with bringing the older sibling allegations AGAIN but mari☹️ she’s my baby ok (just like danielle) and idk?? i feel they’re similar in some type of way?? because they’re always so !! happy!! to be here !! and they’re so cute too<3 and it’s always a delight to talk to her too because she’s sooo lovable❗️mari is so danielle coded ok i love them🩷
okkkkk i think this is it …. sorry if i didn’t mention you !! my brain got dry but i hope every single of my mutuals know i love them ok 🩷
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uraniumnm333 · 11 months
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dropping more tsukasa kanade lore guys >>>
i think that after kanade has the initial tsukasa jumpscare they start to get along well but like. kanade talks to think man because even though she goes to the same school as mizuki GUESS WHO NEVER FUCKING ATTENDS !!! and once she talks to tsukasa long enough she's introduced to rui and nene by being invited to ★★★ SUPER COOL EAT-LUNCH-ON-THE-ROOF TIME [kool kats only ★★] ★★★ and kanade sits down like "okay. these people seem calm. theyre probably normal. i think. i can do this :]" and then emu. climbs onto the roof. and kanade thinks "OHFUCKOHSHIT NEVERMIND NEVERMINDNEVERMIND"
so they eat lunch and kanade is introduced to tsukasa's not boyfriend, tsukasa's not girlfriend and tsukasa's not girlfriend. and they have a good time !!! kanade gets along well with nene, but also doesn't because i think the two of them are the equivalent of the "shy people vs introverts" meme. rui is fun but kanade cannot understand that man for the life of herself. and. emu. so ironically tsukasa is the one she gets along with most.
so they hang out and also i think that kanade has tsukasa look over her compositions and has probably gotten him to play an actual piano bit for one of nightcord's songs. idk which you just gotta trust me. and one day kanade comes to their daily meet up thing which happens in the park because silly and tsukasa isn't doing his usual thing. bc when she usually comes tsukasa is happy and smiling like :D :D :D and helping out little kids on the playground equipment but this time nobody's here and he's just. off. and kanade can feel The Vibes but she goes over anyways. and she sees him and he sees her and suddenly he's happy again but this time it's all wrong. and she leaves and goes back home and she thinks back and realizes how Wrong all their interactions had felt. but at the same time it didn't. and she's trying to make sense of all this and talks to nightcord about it because who else would she talk to ??? and general consensus is "make discord server with him" so that's what she does. yes this results in silly tsukasa uses discord for the first time shenanigans. and they all start talking !!! ofc she introduces mizuki as mizuki but mafuyu and ena are left as "my online friends enanan and yuki"
tsukasa ends up inviting rui nene and emu because WHO ELSE ??? and rui dms kanade like "okay i know why you did this but we. are getting nothing out of this. also is yuki mafuyu from the all girls school that emu goes to ???" also SIDE PLOT with emu not feeling creeped out around yuki like she is mafuyu. just wanted to mention. anyways rui is like "i know who you are" and kanade is like "help me help you help your bf (boy best friend)" and idk how but eventually tsukasa just. breaks down.
it's not even anything special he's just in a discord vc w everyone and they start talking about fun things they did as children and tsukasa realizes he can't even remember talking to his parents unless it was over the phone and he just. goes quiet !!! and that's not normal because tsukasa is never quiet so everyone is just a teeny weeny bit worried. and then they hear this man. CRYING ???
so of COURSIES they all meet up in the empty sekai bc we love sekai mashups !!! and idk from there tbh im just bein silly atp
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plasmasimagination · 4 months
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hiya there!! congrats on 300 followers ^^ i hope hearing the news made your day and that you’ll have many more amazing milestones like this one,, oh! and when you read this, please have a drink of water — take care of yourself, ok? 🤍
for the matchup event, i’d like a matchup for the honkai star rail and genshin impact guys please!
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i’m an enfp 4w3 and i’m currently a sciences student at school! deep down my passion is in voice acting, but i can’t pursue it for the time being because of my studies piling up xd
still, i have big dreams of landing character roles that people can relate to and potentially singing, voicing commercials or audiobooks!
in a perfect world, my dream future would be to devote the rest of my life to creating art that’s from my heart and that will move others!
i’m in a leadership role at school because i like to be of service to others in the greatest way possible. i didn’t get enough votes to be president, but i was voted to be secretary, so i take note of everyone’s ideas and also our final decisions at meetings!
i prefer to compile people’s ideas and try to make them all come true in some way than to lead people towards a singular cause. in that respect, i don’t always enjoy leading people or competition.
im also super into psychology and typology (mbti, enneagram) and can usually tell who’s what personality type after getting to know them a little~
while i’m ambiverted, i’m definitely a little more extroverted than introverted (the latter probably stems from fluctuating confidence). but anyways, i have a couple friends — and i get along best with the people who are intuitive types (mbti with the N).
i’m pretty distracted at times. i don’t always remember or hear things people say, which i’m hoping to improve on. in general, i like finding improvements to myself!
as for looove,, i’m pretty dreamy and romantic, but i’m not actively searching for love just yet. there’s so many things i wanna do with my life before truly settling down, but i won’t refuse getting to know “the one” if i meet them along the way.
my type is someone introverted/ambiverted. i’d really like a partner who has a different side to them when we’re alone~ — like shy guys in public who are dominant in private (*blushes*), or charismatic guys in public who need cuddles and a safe space in private. (i don’t mind it if they don’t fit this criteria! i’ll do all i can to give my partner a safe space regardless ^^)
i hope this wasn’t too long and that it all helps! have a lovely day! 🥰
HAII SWEETHEARTTTT oh my god now that I put it that way i seriously can't comprehend how big it is, and actually were on 352 by now like isn't that insane?? It's genuinely so crazy to me how plp actually enjoy my content like-....
Little a/n - also I'm so impressed by your like life and how put together you are like idk it just so cool to hear about your life and shi, keep doing you babe I'm your biggest supporter and hope to see you as a voice actor one day (。˃ ᵕ ˂ *) ウン
Anyyyways... Time for your matchup woooo~👻
Your matchups are....
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XIAO
Maybe not exactly the thing you're looking for, but surely worth a shot?
Partner that takes charge x partner that follows the other around like a puppy
Xiao isn't fond of making decisions, so he'll leave it up to you, but he will help in making the decision become reality if needed
He's also very passively supporting you. He understands that you wish to focus on your career and live life before settling down, and he's never gonna hold you down from it, he's gonna get out of your way in case you want to go out with friends or like clubs or traveling, though do reassure him sometimes otherwise he'll be very distant
Also generally it will take him a while to warm up to your but after that he'll follow you around and always be near you.
He considers you very intelligent and reliable, which makes him like you a lot more in a way, he enjoys the secure feeling you give off
Think of it as having a black cat pet, it always lingers around you but doesn't interact much, yet it still loves you. And in those rare moments it comes to cuddle with you it's like a blessing by the archons themselves
GEPARD
I don't know I just feel like after that deep matchup W xiao, that you deserve someone to actually love you properly
Busy busy man gepard who still finds time to spend with his sweetheart
He's the type of person who's forced to lead in a lot of situations, around you he enjoys letting you take over and he can just sit back and help you out without the hard decision making
He's very sweet but very professional in real life as we know because of status
But inside he's a big big softie
Random but I like to imagine he would write you little letters, sometimes just to tell you to stay safe and stuff but sometimes actual love letters where he expresses how much he loves you
But don't be fooled, at times he can also take the charge in things, so it's like getting the best of both worlds
He understands what it's like to want to focus on yourself and your future, so he's gonna step back if you need him to, he can wait months, years, however long you need to let him love you╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
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mcityxe · 1 year
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HEADCANONS - Wroetoshaw - Harry Lewis . This are some headcanons that I came up with! If you have any other headcanons about him or someone else from the Sidemen, please to add! :)
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His love language is touch
- He loves it when someone touches him (NOT SEXUAL!) wether it was a shoulder pat, a hug, anything, that man CRAVES physical touch
He loves to bake as well he has a whole big ass recepy book that he had gotten from a family member.
- He loves to bake for the other Sidemen and his friends, so when he goes to a shoot, 99% of the time he has a tuperware cointainer filled with baked goods
He loves when his friends call him Bog, Boggy, Haz etc. (Any kind of nickname!!)
He knows how to speak fluent French thanks to his mother
He would do anything for his younger siblings
He isnt the biggest fan of GTA and alot of other similar games, but he playes them with the boys and makes videos with them because he loves it when they play said video games and they get so happy for winning or something
Callux and CalFreezy became his offical cuddle buddies when he moved in with them
He's still plotting revenge for the times Freezy moved his bedroom into his bathroom and for the time Lux "moved him out" of his own room
- He will probaly paint all of their stuff and rooms bright pink or something like that
* its still a plan in proces
Hes actually really smart, both book smart and street smart but he just dosent like to show it alot
- Hes waiting for a moment when he will have to be both book and street smart to show everyone how smart he is
* But in the end all of his friends know he is smart, one way or another
He loves table tennis!!
Harry "Wroetoshaw" Lewis is the most socially akward person in the whole ass world
- Man is littelry akward when meeting a FUCKING snowman person (a person dressed in a snowman costume)
- He hates to interact with people he dosent know
- But when hes around the other Sidemen members and his other friends he becames the biggest extrovert known man kind
- The lil mf is an extrovert hidden in an introvert body
Bc of the pandemic in 2020 he got super close to ChrisMD, WillNE and Stepher Tries due to Chrises videos (the holiday, takeout videos and etc.)
- Now they have weekly facetime "meetings" if they havent seen eachother that week
Smokes pot due to calm down his anxiety (aka using prescribed safe drugs due to his mental health)
His whole family can drink alot and not get drunk very quickly or sick, so thats why he dosent have a problem to drink alot
- But now he dose try to drink alot less then he used to
In football, hes better in defence then attack
He had a guine pig as a child
He loves his dog Herbert more they he loves himself
- He would die for that dog
Thats all for now, but do add more headcanons if you would like :)
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bonkers-4-hatter · 1 month
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Anon asked: Hello may I request a matchup for Hetalia please? :) I’m a straight female and my name is Xiomara! I’m very shy, distant, quiet, and a little awkward. Basically a huge introvert at first. However, once I get to know you better or I at least see that you’re comfortable around me, I’ll get comfortable as well :) And once that happens, you could say I become slightly more extroverted. I get louder, laugh more, and am overall less shy, distant, quiet, and awkward. I’m also very sensitive and have tons of trouble speaking up for myself. When getting yelled at or just insulted, I try and act unbothered but I think everyone knows that I’m holding in my tears at that point… (it’s really embarrassing ok don’t judge 🫠) But one thing I can say is that I’m somewhat funny. When I feel comfortable around people or just someone, I usually let more witty and funny comments out. Hobbies I have are photography, gaming, golfing, bowling, board games, jigsaw puzzles, and listening to music! I mostly do these hobbies solo though since I’m either too scared or nervous to ask someone or even a friend to participate with me. My appearance usually consists of grey sweatpants, grey sweatshirt, and black boots— it’s usually my go to outfit since it’s pretty comfortable. At home, my hair is tied in a low ponytail. Outside however, my hair is let down. I let my hair down outside because I’m hella insecure about my side profile. I have a round face, curtain bangs, eye-bags, black hair, and really dark brown eyes :) some people say they look soulless but idk 🤷‍♀️ I think the only thing that’s preventing my eyes look completely soulless is the fact that I commonly express myself through reactions. I’m also 5’5 ft tall. I also tend to speak using a lot of “uh” or “um” because if usually when I don’t say those two words, I end up mixing up my words and my whole sentence just ends up sounding confusing 😬 Also, I smile at almost everything and anything. I’m one of those people where even in awkward, inappropriate, or tense situations— I’ll smile. It’s especially always common for me to smile when I’m nervous. Most people find this trait comical lol. But in situations where I shouldn’t be smiling but do, I never smile to upset people, I smile because I’m either extremely nervous or I just thought of something funny. Another trait I have that I’ve gotten called weird for is how often I laugh during the night rather than the day. I just feel like during the nights I remember more hilarious things than I usually do during the day. I also laugh really loud when I’m alone so I guess hearing loud laughter in the nighttime is in fact weird 🤥
Here you go hun! I hope you enjoy this matchup! You sound like a lovely person!
I match you with:
Alfred (America) from Hetalia:
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He's fine with you being an introvert when ya'll first meet because it just gives him a chance to tell you about all the cool things he likes or what new show he's watching, honestly he'll tell you everything if you're willing to listen. Once you're comfortable with him, you guys are the funniest, loudest and happiest couple ever!
Has no issue speaking up for you if he needs to. Nobody will mess with you while he's around. Once of the few times he'll calm down and become serious is when he sees you need to cry, he can just tell. He'll be quiet and let you cry as much as you need to until you feel better.
Would be happing to bowl, do puzzles, game and anything else with you! As long as he's with you, that's all he needs. Date nights with ya'll consist of eating and doing different activities and he'll jazz it up a bit once in a while and suggest trying something new that both of you haven't done before.
Totally thinks your glasses and round face are adorable. He'll gush over how cute your face is and how much cuter your glasses make it. Also wants you to be comfy so you wearing your sweats is fine with him, heck, he'll get a matching pair to wear with you so you guys can twin it up.
Doesn't matter what time of day you laugh, he enjoys hearing you laugh and knowing what made you laugh. He'll sit and listen to the hilarious things you remembered at night and laugh along too.
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macfrog · 3 months
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hi there. this is really random but i needed a perspective that was subjective (i've been asking my friends but anyway)
my partner said he wants to use tinder as a form of making friends. he's a bit of an introvert but am i crazy in thinking the suggestion is just really fucking hurtful? like in what world would that be okay?
idk i just needed advice from someone who doesn't know me personally LMAO
hi, non! hope you're doing okay 🩵
i......kind of feel like this is a hard no, personally. i think tinder does market itself as dating + friendships, right, so i don't want to go all out and say your partner is up to anything untoward - but in a societal context, that app is for sure a dating app. i don't know anyone going on there strictly to meet new friends.
from what you're saying, too, you feel as weird about it as i do. trust your gut, trust yourself. i think you should have a conversation with him about it, be totally honest about how you feel. there are plenty other apps where you can specify that it's something platonic you're looking for and make sure that you only encounter people looking for the same. maybe he could check out one of those instead?
also - if he is just looking to make some new pals, then i'd imagine he wouldn't mind you being a part of it! maybe he could include his favorite photo of you guys or som. an activity y'all like to do together on his profile. ultimately, if you're not okay with it, that's a conversation you guys have to have, and something he needs to know. your partner shouldn't be doing anything that they know makes you uncomfortable, period.
you're totally valid for how you're feeling. if you're hurt by it, and i don't blame you for feeling that way, you gotta tell him. to me, it's a weird move, but i don't know him and i don't know his intentions with it. all i'll say is, from personal experience, don't gaslight yourself into letting red flags slide. your instinct is usually better than you give it credit for.
look out for yourself! i'm glad you reached out. sending lots of love your way, and if you need anything else, you know where i am xx
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justarandomgirly · 1 year
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People treat me like a kid.
Im in my early 30s. Ive been working since graduation, supporting myself, making my own money,no husband of boyfriend helping me pay my bills.
I am a nurse. Ive seen shit. People died in front of me. I was resuscitating. Ive cleaned shit off people's asses. I have already some health problems.
Yet people treat me like a kid, I just slightly mention Ihave backpain and they go like "from what?" as if young person in their 30s had to be like a robot who is capable of working 24/7,
they force to me eat stuff I dont want, like when Im at a party or some family gathering or work meeting and there is food, I say I dont like that food, but they keep going like "try it youll like it" what am i 5 years old????? You think i cant make my own decision???? Maybe i already ate it and thats how i know i hate it? I even told once i cant eat seashells cos I'll get sick abd those people said "thats nonsense i eat them and im fine"
I dont think that needs commentary. THEY are fine eating them so i must be too. And they force me to try the food, from all sides, like im 5 year old, ive even had people throw that stuff on my plate.
And im trying to say politely to them I dont wanna eat it. Until i literaly explode and say "stop! Im not eating it!" And guess what? Im the bad guy then cos Im shouting and they "just wanted for me to try it". Again. Few even ignored when I mentioned I had allergy.
When Im quiet around someone, just being on my phone, minding my own business or going thru a magazine, I dont wanna talk to anyone cos Im introvert and I hate people, people always try to start convo with me, they are uncapable of reading my body language, that I clearly dont wanna be bothered, they ask me annoying completely useless questions,
and this one even once said (coworker, to another coworker) that I refused to talk to them. Refused? Bitch nobody asked you to start a convo with me. I was minding my own business on my phone, you were the one uncapable to stay quiet.
And if I do talk to people and casualy mention my backpain or something, I am told "from what? Youre young". So why should I talk to people if i get no understanding, just mockery and being put down? Yeah sure. Im 32 and I lay in my bed all day and money pours into my bank account itself.
Or at a family gathering. I go to kitchen cos idk sauce is still not cooked so I go and start preparing it. And some older female relative comes and stands beside me and immediately starts lecturing me how to cook it. As if i didnt know! Im not cooking for the first time! At least if i was doing it wrong but im not! Im roasting onion and that relative starts telling me what to do with it next. Why????? I know what im supposed to do! And btw i brought some food that i cooked and its already on the table and they all love it. So logically if i can make the pork so delicious I CAN COOK A FUCKING SAUCE!
I am a child to people. Despite my age and making my own money with noone's help.
Then they all wonder why I dont go to their birthdays and why I dont visit them etc.
And as i said its not only relatives. Its collegues, patients, everyone. Cos I did have some patients asking for older nurse when I was going to change their catheter.
Fuck people. Fuck everyone.
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bisexualrapline · 2 years
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what was your first thought of the tannies individually (as far as you can remember)? and what do you think of them now?
oh i remember vividly what my first impressions were. putting this under the cut because i don’t know how to shut up <3
joon: i thought he was very pragmatic and maybe a little too buttoned up. this impression lasted abt as long as it took me to watch an episode of run bts. now i think he is an amazing human being with a neverending capacity to learn and grow and an incredible grasp on describing very vulnerable and genuine experiences in words and lyrics. he also places so much importance on the relationships he has with people, he could so easily be a cynic the way many people with his level of intelligence are, but he genuinely believes so deeply in love and compassion and what humans owe to each other. he’s really just. the person i’m most grateful for
seokjin: i thought he was hilarious and soooo confident and sooo extroverted. i don’t think many armys realize the depth of his personality even when they’ve been here for a long time. now i think he is beautiful, inside and out, has the absolute biggest heart on planet earth, and a chronic allergy to leaving people out. the compassion with which he operates in the world is soooo inspirational, especially knowing how introverted he really is.
yoongi: i thought he was quiet and thoughtful, introverted, passionate. he was the one i resonated with the most instantly. now he’s my baby. now when i think about yoongi, it’s like a rush of warmth goes through me. not to be gay and emo but he feels like home to me. i literally don’t know how else to describe what he means to me like i truly think he’s one of my soulmates i was meant to find him
hoseok: hobi was the first member who ever caught my eye! i remember thinking he was so cute and so funny and so insanely TALENTED. his star power is palpable from miles away. i realized pretty soon that i thought he was my bias initially because i saw so many videos and clips of him making my actual bias, yoongi, smile and laugh like he had no cares in the world. it was amazing to me that he could make yoongi light up like that. now i think hobi is so smart, practical, disciplined, and passionate. i think he sets clear goals and knows how to meet them. i also think he is one of the warmest and kindest people you will ever know of.
jimin: oh my jiminieeee. i loved him instantly. how can you not? idk how to describe my first impression of him besides “a spark.” he just lights up any room he walks into, is the most beautiful and sweet person in any room, has the loveliest disposition and a face to match. i used to think he was ruled by emotion, and then i found out that we share a sun and moon sign. now i think of jimin as a romantic, definitely, but one who rationalizes all his emotions and can clearly articulate where his thoughts and emotions and reality are separate. idk if this makes sense to you guys but it makes sense to me. jimin, to me, feels like an extension of me because of all that we have in common lol
taehyung: tae was the hardest one to pin down for me at first. there was something about him that i just thought was so interesting but… inaccessible? unattainable? he’s of course a beautiful man, but it was more his mind that i was curious about. now i think that tae has a deeply profound mind and a very unique and romantic view of life and love. he now feels, to me, like the kind of person who will put himself first, not out of selfishness or greed, but because he knows that he cannot show up fully for the people he loves if he doesn’t show up fully for himself first.
jeongguk: googie has had the softest spot in my heart from the start. his pretty doe eyes and bewildered expressions that i remember from compilations i watched early on are still qualities of his that i hold very safe and warm in my heart. at first, i’ll be honest with you, my heart broke for him. i became an army in 2019 and i don’t want to really get into it, but there was a lot going on with guk at the time. in the face of all that he was going through, he was so constantly apologetic and guilt-ridden about living his own life the way he wanted to. now i am SO beyond happy that he seems to have moved far beyond that mindset. he values himself so much more now and has grown into such a self-assured man and it makes me so so SO elated. i think he has the most beautiful heart (how could he not? he grew up around 6 hyungs with the biggest hearts) and a mind that is constantly working on itself. google is my babie.
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softguarnere · 1 year
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Hi, Dove! I saw that you’ve been doing ships, and I wanted to try it! I've never done this before, so I'm a little nervous, but this seemed like fun and I’ve had a tough week at work soooo yeah (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧*:・゚✧
I’m Amber, she/her, from Louisiana. I’m around 5’8 and I have brown eyes and curly brown hair.
I’m an introvert, and it takes a while for me to feel comfortable around people, but once I do I’m pretty talkative and full of sarcasm and pop culture references. I’m also a terrible procrastinator (even with things that I want to do??? Idk) and a perfectionist; if i don’t think I can do something perfectly I just don’t do it at all, which is something that I’m really trying to work on. My love language is words of affirmation. If someone pays me a genuine compliment I will think about it for days! I’m an Enneagram type 9 (Peacemaker). I have a VERY hard time telling people ‘no’ and sometimes agree to do things just to keep others happy, another thing that I’m trying to work on.
I spend my free time watching tv/movies, reading, and making gifs. I always carry a book with me, in case I have a spare minute to read. I’ve been told that I’m a dramatic reader, I can’t keep my reactions to myself and I end up with people asking me what’s happening in my book! However, I’ve mastered my poker face when I read fanfiction 😌 I love driving places because I can have concerts in my car, although I’d rather have someone drive me around and just let me sing… I buy new journals and planners every year, sometimes multiple a year, but I’m not the best at actually using them….I just love how pretty they are and how put together they make me feel when I do use them!
I’m a teacher of two year olds at a childcare center, so my day is full of loud/energetic toddlers! I love my job, and while I do hope to be a mom one day, I’m also very happy when I get to go home to the quiet and my cat! I attend church every Sunday, and I also teach children’s church on Wednesday nights.
Ok, that’s all I can think of to put about myself….I hope this rambling is somewhat coherent! Thank you for taking the time to do this and for sharing your writing!! 🥰
Hi Amber! Thank you so much, I'm so glad that you've enjoyed what I've shard so far 🥰 I love your gifs, so I feel like I'm talking to a celebrity rn hehe 🙈 I'm sorry that you've had a tough week, and I hope it gets better soon! Sending some positive vibes your way ✨
I ship you with . . .
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Joseph Liebgott!
I am once again on my introverts with extroverts agenda because I stand by it! When y'all first meet, he would be so determined to see if he could bring you out of your shell. And when he does he would just immediately be so head over heals for you. You guys would have so many inside jokes, and he's thrilled that someone finally gets all his witty references
He would be so supportive of all your endeavors, especially if it's something that you want to do but keep putting off (as someone whose executive dysfunction constantly holds her back, I really feel your pain babe!) One of his main love languages is touch, so if you need it he'll just kind of hold you and softly tell you positive affirmations until you feel like you're at a good place to get going, or at least to start
And omgggg, this man would be throwing compliments at you left and right, especially when you first meet, just because he knows it gets to you and he loves the way you light up when he does it
No but Joe is actually pretty good at communicating what he wants and needs, and that's the hill I will die on. If he sees that you're having a hard time telling someone no, he would be so willing to step in for you and make sure that you don't agree to something that you don't want to do
We all know he likes to read comics, but when you get together his favorite hobby becomes reading comics while he holds you. (Actually, maybe just holding you is his favorite hobby) Either way, if you're lying together on the couch to read, he feels like he's on cloud nine, just because it's so peaceful and makes him feel content. Sometimes he doesn't even read -- he just watches you read because he loves watching how expressive you are
He's a great driver. Does he sometimes get a little angry at everyone else on the road? Yeah, but he drives for a living, so we'll let him have this. Sometimes he gets fed up with driving and wishes that he could just stay home instead, especially if he has to drive out of his way for something on one of his days off. But if you're in the car, he can't even get mad at anyone, because he's too busy trying to sing duets with you, or letting you put on your own personal concert for him. Those are the moments when he thinks he might actually like driving, just because he gets to have fun with you
Okay but I feel like one day you pick up a journal, determined to finally use it, and your heart just drops because omg there's writing in it? Did I accidentally buy a used one somehow? But then you realize it's Lieb's handwriting, and he's written down little notes and drawn little doodles/comics so that you can enjoy them while you're working
Omg he would love your job and how passionate you are about working with kids. After all, he knows that he wants to be a dad some day. He definitely listens to you tell stories about funny things your kids have said and done and it just kinda makes his heart glow because he knows that if you guys decide to have kids that you would be an amazing mom, and he would be so excited to go on that journey with you
Thank you so much for the request! I hope you liked this 💕🕊️
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flowered-mp3 · 1 year
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u guys.... i just cried in my bf's car yesterday (again!) lol pls skip this but i know some of y'all invested and i just need an outlet so......
so like... my bf raised an interesting question weeks ago, essentially asking me "how do u know if ur in love?". i was a little caught off guard at the time, but i answered that i wasn't sure, because i've never been in love. then, i asked him the same question and he thought that he might've loved one of his exes, but he wasn't entirely sure, either.
then, flash forward to last week, when he called me at night (like he normally does). usually he tends to get in his feelings at that time, and started to ask if i thought that our relationship was moving too fast. and to be fair, it was moving fast but i never felt uncomfortable with it? it never felt wrong. we 100% progressed faster than most couples but it never felt wrong. we just did whatever we felt comfortable with. he also told me that this is the fastest that he's ever fallen for someone, and the fastest that he's ever had a gf meet his family/go on staycation/be physical, etc. so, he was afraid that because he's so into me, he would miss any signs of potential points of conflict. and the reason why this was bugging him was because he doesn't want to lose me. there were times in his previous relationships where he ignored those issues because he was so enamoured initially, and obv those relationships ended. the idea of losing me terrifies him, and vice versa for me.
next, i asked what brought this on and he stayed silent for a while before saying that on the last day of our staycation, he wanted to say that he loved me. i was so shook over the phone that i started crying. idk why i just couldn't believe my ears.
but then, he backtracked again because he was also scared because he also wasn't sure if what he was feeling was love - similar to me. he also mentioned that a couple of days before our staycation he statted asking around "how do you know that you're in love" and the only person online was his ex (she wasn't a great gf to him and kinda toxic, they dated 3 to 4 years ago, but she recently reappeared in his life to apologize for what she did to him. honestly? good for her, and i hope that she's happy with her new bf) so that kinda made me :/ but it's ok because it worked out lol just wait. anyways, we essentially talked it out and i said that there's no pressure for him to figure it out. feelings are complicated.
so i also said that i didn't think that i was ready to say that i loved him yet. and he was so sweet about it, saying that he would wait however long that i needed :')
ok so flash forward to the present. i was thinking alot over the past week and i was just kinda realizing that wow. i really like him. but saying that i really like him isn't really cutting it anymore. and when i went to his house for a bday party for his uncle tonight, i kinda just realized that fuck. i fell in love with him, and i didn't even fully recognize it. just looking at him the whole night, seeing how much he cares for his family, how loud his laugh is when someone says something really funny, the way that he holds my hand or traces his fingers on my knee absentmindedly, the way that he remembers that i'm introverted so he always tries to look for signs of my social battery running out. i knew that i would do anything for him, but it didn't really hit me until that moment.
i just realized that i wanted this for our future. for us to have a house together, to invite family over. to host something like this, except that i would be the person scrambling to cook and he would be taking out the alcohol for people to choose from.
so when he was driving me home, all the emotions came rushing through me. we were at a light and he stopped at it, glancing at me (as he usually does). all it took was for me to look at his face for me to be close to tears.
he immediately asked me what was wrong, and i said nothing. it was really late and it's a long drive, so i didn't want to inconvenience him. but then, he turned into a gas station 2 mins after and looked at me like "what's wrong, baby?" and i just. started tearing up. he started to comfort me, thinking that something made me upset or mad but instead, i looked at him, took a few deep breaths to gather the courage, and kissed him. i pulled away just enough to look into his eyes, and i said "i love you, too" with tears in my eyes.
i still remember the way that his eyes widened before i wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him, basically sobbing that i loved him. i was rambling at that point, being like “idk why i’m crying i’m not upset i’m so happy but idk i’m really emotional idk why i’m crying”. and then he asked me how i knew and i said that i didn’t really know, it just felt like something that i wanted to say. i just started spilling my heart out to him, saying that he makes me the happiest girl in the world, and that sometimes i care for him more than i care for myself, and how i want him to succeed in life and that i saw how he treats his family with such care and just???? i could tell that he was tearing up and i could just cry typing this out again.
then, he pulled out his phone and i was confused for a second, but then he started to pull up the convo he had with his ex - i really didn’t have anything to worry about. all he did was ask “how do u know if ur in love” and essentially just talked about me the entire time, saying that how much he liked me and how he didn’t know how to navigate all this because he’s never fallen so fast and hard for someone and that he thinks that i’m his last, that i’m the one. my heart :’)
then, all the details are a blur after that except for some. like i remember i was just rambling about my feelings and crying so i just pressed my forehead against his and tried to take a breath. but then, he said that he loved me too and his voice was cracking. once i heard those words come from him i immediately fell apart. he tucked his head into my neck and we hugged and cried. he pulled away just to look at me, and said that i was smart and beautiful and caring, and he loves that i love my family, that we laugh at the same stupid shit and that he imagines a future with us.
then, everything just made sense. all the times where he would hug me and pull away to look at me in the eyes, saying “i really like you.”, or when i said that i’ve always dreamed of having my own reading room with shelves of books that reached the ceiling (i told him this when we weren’t even dating), he remembered that and said “i really have to work harder on this program, this project will be a good asset on my resume when i’m applying for work after graduation. gotta afford a reading room, you know?” :’) or when he asked me how many years of dating would it take for me to think that it’s appropriate to get married, or when he said that he planned to date me for a very long time, or when he said that i make him want to be a better man.
then, in the midst of us crying, i said that i also think that he’s the one and he pulled me in for another kiss, hugged me, and we both just broke down and started to full on sob. i’m talking smiling and laughing and talking while crying, tears streaming down my face, saying that i think that he’s smart and kind and spontaneous and funny, and how i know that he can argue with his dad and sister but i know that he loves them, and that he loves his family very much. and how he’s always so in tune to my feelings that i don’t even notice. we were just sobbing in his car and hugging and kissing and saying that we loved eachother in the middle of a fucking gas station at 10:30 pm.
eventually when we calmed down, he started to drive again and i asked him how he knew. he couldn’t really pinpoint much either but he had some things. he said that he would remember the smallest details about me, like my mannerisms and such. the little random dances that i did when walking to his car when he picks me up, or when i wanted to show him something in the backyard and i reached for his hand. then, he said something so domestic and romantic that i just melted. on the last night of our staycation, he had sudden inspiration for his program and needed to do some quick research before bed. it was pretty late, 1 am it think, so i told him to come to bed soon. so, i decided to read a book until he was ready to sleep. 
so, he told me that he looked at me on the bed, book in hand, glasses on, reading light on, and found so much comfort in it. we didn’t exchange any words, but he realized that he wanted that. for us to share a bed in a place that we have together. he wants that comfy future, and he wants it with me and adlkfjd :’)
i also asked how long he was waiting to say it, and he didn’t give me a specific timeline he just said that he watched a podcast where they were like “when is it ok to say i love you” and one girl said 3-4 months lol so he wanted to wait 3-4 months but couldn’t lol. which is ok, because i couldn’t wait 3-4 months either. essentially, we couldn’t really pinpoint how we knew, we just kinda knew? 
so, he dropped me off home and said that he loved eachother before leaving. then, when he got home he texted me “have a good night, my love” and i want to SCREAM like THIS MAN IS NOT REAL alsdkfjdlk
anyways this is lovely. my feelings are all aldsfkjasdlkfjdafj but my bf loves me and i love him and there’s a mx comeback tomorrow. overall, it’s looking ok u guys :)
and to think that all this started with my friend forcing me to get a dating app :’)
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flowering-thought · 1 year
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Ah yes, procrastination! Hehe, I also deal 🤝
Anyways, I shall now detail my painfully awkward stories to you lol:
(I don't really know how to put these in order, so it might come out as a jumbled mess (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧)
1.) So, this one comes to mind first as it is unfortunately burned in my brain *cries* So! I used to have a HUGE crush on this guy that I worked with (I was wondering at a subway at the time) and because I had a crush on him, I happened to be shy and somehow kinda clumsy around him. And because of that shyness, I would find it hard to talk to him without stuttering or blushing. Normally, it wouldn't be so bad but he just so happened to also be shy and socially awkward like me. (Usually I always shy and quiet at first, until someone talks me out of my shell. Then I'll gradually open up and become more "extroverted" around them) Anyways, as you could imagine, there was a lot of terrible awkward silences. AND, bc we worked together, I had to deal with it. There was this time specifically where we got a large online order, and it was just the two of us, so I come up there to help him. Because the store we worked at was so small and cramped, we didn't have much room so we had to work side by side. Bc of that, to me, it felt like we were uncomfortablely close, and I kept accidentally bumping into him. Compare that with awkward silence, and I just wanted to disappear all together. He got a better job somewhere else not long after, but I always wondered if he thought I was some weird quiet kid or if he felt the same way I did. Idk
2.) Oh! So a few years ago (around 4) I went down to the lake that was kinda local to where I lived during summer every day for like a week straight. I happened to meet a boy who was two years younger than me (I'm only 21 now so I was a lil bebe then hehe(17)) He came up to talk to me, and was really polite and chatty too so I actually felt really comfortable hanging with him while there. He coincidentally happened to be there almost every day I was there. So it didn't take long for me to open up. Anyways, summer ended (obvi) and I continued about my life as it was. Time Skip! Up until fairly recently, I had completely forgotten about meeting him at all. Haha yes, so I was going grocery shopping when I met him again since he worked there. Only, I had NO IDEA who he was. (I found out he was also a local lol) Anyways, I walked in and he was kinda staring at me. And I felt super uncomfortable bc I felt like I was supposed to know him or something. So I kinda glanced over and ignored him until I had to check out. I didn't recognize him because he apparently hit a major growth spurt. Well I got to check out and he was like "do you really not remember me?" and I awkwardly shook my head no. To which he replied "we met at the lake a few years ago remember?" I felt so bad for not remembering lol. But luckily he was super nice, and all ended well.
3.) (This one isn't a story, but just a compilation of my ✨anxious habits✨)
*I can't tell people no, instead I talk circles around a "maybe" or a "next time"
*I genuinely worry if I make people feel uncomfortable bc I'm always a little awkward
*I can't stand awkward silences, so that leads me to ramble
*Crowded places are draining
*I'm always fidgeting with something when I'm nervous like my hair or necklace
*During the rare times I do actually have guests I'll anxiously spoil them with treats like food, drinks, etc.
*(insert general introvert things here)
That's all I can think of rn anyway. I hope it helps 💖
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Omg sorry I've been kinda hoarding this ask cause I relate wayyyy too much ʕ•ω•ʔ
🥀 I completely feel you with those anxious habits too 👩‍🦯👩‍🦯. If I feel like I somehow made someone uncomfortable I automatically go to apologize out of habit.. And a really bad habit of picking at my nails to the point it actually kinda hurts- but I've been trying to stop cause it kinda sucks after a while when your finger tips hurt yk?
But yeah social anxiety and just anxiety in general can lead to a lot of awkward conversations or interactions 😔 Sometimes I've been so completely oblivious to people attempting to interact that it leads to awkward silence lol- doesn't help I have a chronic RBF that makes people think I hate them ;-;
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