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#the very first official yandere post on this blog!
pashminalamb · 1 year
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I AM BACK!!!!!!! And idk if you saw the post I tagged you in explaining and apologizing tumblrs being wonky again because I didn’t see that bachisagi post you tagged me in on your main until I was scrolling through and catching up just now. I have been swamped with juggling school staring again, family, and that friend stuff I told you abt. And the only free time I’ve had is watching TR. I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED THE LATEST BLLK EPISODE YET AND I WANNA SOB BECAUSE ITS THE POST-BACHISAGI BREAKUP EP 😭😭😭. I’ve just had no energy at the end of the day and every time I think I finally have time to respond back to you something always comes up and I wanna tear my hair out. I PROMISE I HAVENT BEEN IGNORING YOU LOVE. But I understand if you’re upset at me and I’m sorry Belle.
I was furious like my blood was boiling when I saw your fic got flagged down. Like what is wrong with people??? Can you not just let other people be and keep your negativity to yourself??? Just because you’re falling doesn’t mean you have to drag others with you asshole. Seriously. You did not deserve that and being so angry and upset over it (with it happening AGAIN and it not even being the FIRST time unwarranted) is completely understandable, I’d be pissed too. I still am actually. It’s so frustrating working so hard on something and then getting pointless hate for it like get a life and stay away from me. 😤😤😒
On another note, I have been getting SO MUCH Tokyo Revengers content the past few days and that has been my only relief from this hectic week. Im being fed so well girl. New episodes every Saturday with my favorite arc being animated, the new character book, new official arts, AND SO MUCH MORE AFJHFFHJGHINH. Also I’m so sorry I missed your event 😭😭😭. You even extended it and I had so many asks saved too 🥲🥲. But I didn’t wanna just demand stuff without explaining where I’d been because I’m not an ass like that but every time I started drafting something for you (not for the event) I’d get interrupted 😒😒. *sighs heavily*
IVE BEEN READING YOUR EVENT ASKS CAUSE I JUST GOT OUT OF CLASS AND ASDFJJGFFHHGFKJ THEYRE ALL SO GOOD BELLE 😭😭. I love them all so freaking much (esp the Bachira ones 👀😌✨) and I’m sad I couldn’t participate but hopefully next time. BUT DONT WORRY IM ALREADY DRAFTING AN ASK FOR THE MATCHUP EVENT THERES NO WAY IM MISSING THAT 😤😤.
CONGRATULATIONS ON 1.9K BELLE IM SO FREAKING PROUD OF YOU LOVE!!!!! 🥹😭❤️ Your numbers keep climbing so fast and it’ll only be a matter of time before you hit 2k 😌😌. Also I’m so glad you’re getting support from new people too and how they’re all loving your works it’s so heartwarming to see and read and really a testament to how far you r come. Be proud of yourself because no matter how much hate you get you’re still continuing to do amazing love ❤️❤️❤️.
I really am sorry for going MIA for a bit there and I understand if you’re upset with me. How’ve you been irl btw?? Uni going well I hope? How’s gym? Has your break ended yet? Go on and vent if you need to love!! Update me on your life because I truly do want to know how’re you’re doing yknow?? Remember to take breaks and take care of yourself love!!! Eat something and drink a glass of water if you haven’t today!!! *sending all the virtual hugs because I missed you and I’m sorry*
p.s. no asks on the way soon 👀🫡
- ✨ anon
Starry!! Ofc I’m not upset with you! You’re usually very active on my blog, so I figured something must’ve come up cause you were away. I wanted to drop in your askbox; but I could find it so I decided to tag you in my posts instead to see if you’re doing alright and you’re doing well so I’m relieved <3
Tumblr has been acting wonky :/ - literally. I had to write to staff about my posts not showing up in the tags and all they did was delete it?
I figured since it was taking so long, I might as well just shift to ao3 and my work has been good so far - working on a yandere rin wip and I’m about 2k words in but since Uni and work keeps getting in the way, i can’t finish it as fast. But. Ik for the fact that this’ll be worth the wait cause. You’ll see 😏
As for my works getting flagged down, it is an inconvenience, but with every work that does get flagged down - people on the other side of the screen are just proving the fact that they can’t keep up with my writing or the fact that my content is well received and I get mostly healthy interactions. I was pretty angry with it, but then I just decided to take it to ao3 instead and I had been thinking about this for months. I take that this was a sign that I should do it and not leave it as a plan cause tumblr has turned toxic over a period of time, among authors and readers alike. So why not minimize the trouble for everyone go somewhere better? Ao3 had really good content;
More plot leaning and good story lines with occasional smut, and both sides are really chilled out. Plus another thing that disappoints me about tumblr is that smut sells really fast here and even Twitter links get more likes than actual writing. And after thinking over it for a while - I realized that my writings are more to do with things human along with lust than just purely writing about lust yk? So in short, my work isn’t meant for tumblr. And I’m not a very interactive author either - I don’t reblog much works and neither do I have any author I can personally recommend cause I stopped reading fanfics here about 2 years ago and I don’t even check the tags anymore since then, only to see if my work showed up or not. but anyway- i made my moveout official still gonna answer asks and host events here tho - and talk to anyone about stuff in general
now talking about tokyo rev, super happy about the new season coming out and honestly? this is the fastest i've seen them make it cause JJBA fans- ykw i'm talking about. Had to wait so long just for stone ocean part 2 to come out And i'm really looking forward to watching vinland saga (cause that's out and istg - canute is such a pretty boy, this is that one anime that made me cry cause Askeladd. nvm I don't wanna give spoilers) AND YES! you did make it to the matchup event !! (i got your ask) as for the character ask i had fun with it as well - Some of the highlight questions I liked; one of them was a question for Rin, asking if (y/n) was single? and istg the way i laughed cause the way he would have a look on his face after that, Bachira is a ray of sunshine to have - such a cutie (>///<) [take your time on working starry! There’s not rush! Ik how annoying it is to get interrupted when you’re writing something] And tysm for your kind words !! Seriously though I should be thanking you guys for giving me your support esp you starry - cause you were one of the first anons along with blue to actually make a convo on my blog and it kinda made other people wanna talk as well (҂ ꒦ິヮ꒦ິ) And no! I'm not upset with you! I knew something was maybe up cause you're never usually gone this long - And you can come to my blog anytime you want - to rant, ask for advice or just talk anything 'kay? ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა As for uni, its on full throttle - *sigh* so much work to do but I'm working on it a little everyday and getting things done as soon as possible. but the cold is making me so drowsy to function. I cut my hair shorter too, its an undercut with a pixie so now i look like a fem ver of corpse - And i re-watched some of my old animes - like i had the urge to watch devilman crybaby this week and i did. the only reason i watched that anime was cause of the clip i saw of Akira's... on the ceiling... (ikyk), rewatched death note - cause i wanted to see L and honestly L is THE emo king. (yeah i had a whole emo phase before turning into a dark academia/ classic aesthetic gal -) and alot of people are getting into tokyo ghoul - *finished the whole manga collection at the age of 14* As for gym... story time. I was busy lifting weights and this man. he is muscular sure, got bulging biceps and a lean body and yet. he had the audacity to chase me out of my corner in the gym and take it instead to lift his weights. He looked at me dead in the eye and gave me the meanest look possible. I couldn't take him seriously cause... he was shorter than me... *not size shaming i swear but when you look at me like that - i can't take you seriously* Me : I do not care if you're more macho than me, I will throw you across the gym, you tiny tiny man. And I just finished another whole bottle of water - hope you’re doing well starry! *sending hugs back*
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shadow-trivia · 2 years
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Spots: 0 / 5
Alright, I've decided to officially open up requests. While I don't wish to make this a request only blog but still want to write some, I've decided to only take on 5 for now. Depending on how it goes I might amp that number up; but before you request, please read this post first. Thank you and I hope I'll see your request in my inbox! :)
Foreword:
This blog is a safe space. Should I find your request threatening said statement, I will delete it. Should I see hateful content on your blog (specifically looking at y'all terfs) I will block you.
Be respectful and mindful. Don't request the same stuff you asked other creators just to see who'll do it faster / better.
Please only send in one request. The spots are limited for a reason. I'll happily work on all your requests over the course of multiple openings.
The more specific you are, the better I can work. Feel free to reach out via anon messages or direct messages to tell me more about what you have in mind.
I'd appreciate it if you were to interact with your request once it's been posted. Engagement keeps blogs up and running and is very important to us content creators in more way than one.
That being said, I will delete requests that go against rules, are rude to me or hateful towards a certain demographic, have been requested once already, or because I feel uncomfortable with writing it.
Things I write:
SFW & NSFW
Every character, feel free to request multiple in one prompt
I also write for OC's, though I need you to provide enough info about them
Drabbles, ficlets, headcannons, basically any kind of format
AU's of all kind
Crossovers (if I'm part of the other fandom)
I write in English, and Italian / German upon request
Things I won't write:
Yandere type stuff / any kind of abuse prompt
Luke NSFW stuff
Incest
Gore
Happy requesting y'all♡
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pokeheadcannons97 · 1 year
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Can you write yanderes? also can you write for scarlet and violet characters yet?
I can now write for scarlet and violet characters, however I do not write yandere like characters. Nothing against you if you do enjoy them. Thank you very much for asking first! That means a lot as that media I don't care for.
However on this blog I only want to write and share about healthy relationships as a younger audience I'm sure also reads my posts. And even though I know that they can search it up from another creator, I don't feel comfortable writing that. I will always advocate for healthy, nurturing relationships.
This is also my official post that I'm no longer going to write or accept nsfw prompts. As I'm on the ace umbrella and am wanting my content to be accessible by all audiences on this particular blog.
The one I have done previously will be deleted after I've posted this. So from now on, no nsfw, and yanderes prompts. Thank you!
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deaddov · 2 years
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Request Guidelines
DEAD DOVE CONTENT AHEAD
First and foremost, a portion of the fics I write can be considered 'dead dove', 'taboo', 'problematic', or however you wish to put it. Not everything from me will contain such subjects, and proper warnings will always be posted, but this is your official warning.
Because of this, I will not be posting anything within major tags. This blog is simply a place for organization and requests!
If you are here to send silly hateful messages and whine to me about how my content somehow enables abuse or something, the messages will be ignored. I simply do not care xD
SERIES POOL
I am only interested in writing for a handful of series at the moment. This pool will periodically change!
(names in bold are my fave characters whom I am very willing to write, but feel free to request anything that sounds fun!)
Jujutsu Kaisen (Gojo / Sukuna / Yuuji)
Twisted Wonderland (Cater / Idia / Azul / Jade / Floyd / Malleus)
Kingdom Hearts (Riku / Axel / Roxas / Ventus)
WHAT I'LL WRITE
A majority of what I write are 'reader fics'. However, some fics may focus solely on ships. Here is a general gist of subjects I am perfectly fine writing for! ( bold are things I am particularly fond of! )
trans/nb/any gender stuff tbh i dont mind
pegging
poly
cute fluff
first times
hardcore
bdsm
asphyxiation
large age gaps
adult x minor
dubcon
noncon
omorashi
A/B/O
forced pregnancy
some incest (see below)
power imbalances
mild gore
drugs
kidnapping
yandere/obsessive themes
mindbreak/sex slave
daddy/mommy kink
honestly there is a lot of stuff I am down for, I am not easy to squick!
However... Things I WILL NOT write:
cheating
intense gore
torture porn
death of any sort
mourning of death/loss of loved ones
scat
vomit
some incest (mother focused, sister focused)
THAT IS ALL!
Please note that sending a request is not a guarantee that a fic will be written for it! Giving me a prompt that is higher in detail may up the chances, since it could spark some inspiration! Don't be afraid to go deep into what you are imagining~
Now that that's all done... You can message requests here!
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I posted 18 times in 2022
That's 18 more posts than 2021!
10 posts created (56%)
8 posts reblogged (44%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@toxicfucksaround
@toxiccrybabyart
@y0ur-beta-b0yfriend
@aghostisdrawing
@toxiccrybabymatureart
I tagged 15 of my posts in 2022
Only 17% of my posts had no tags
#nonbinary artist - 11 posts
#artists on tumblr - 10 posts
#y0urb0yfriend - 8 posts
#no minors - 8 posts
#minors dni - 8 posts
#digital art - 6 posts
#digital artist - 6 posts
#oc art - 5 posts
#mc - 5 posts
#macey kane - 5 posts
Longest Tag: 27 characters
#your boyfriend (game/day 3)
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
This is Haeres, a demon lord of the shadows, having an affair with his servant Cresil (the one doing most of the seducing, Haeres usually is far too embarrassed to ever try seducing Cresil.)
Haeres is married to a lesbian demon lady named Hiroko, who only has eyes for her rather flirtatious servant Melros. The two agreed early on into their arranged marriage that this arrangement was for the best, having already asked their love interests first.
Context out of the way, here’s my demon lad rocking a new design, hopefully I can get into drawing them all more and sharing the art with you all.
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Now I know you might be wondering, why is this marked as mature?
That’s because the story is, 80% smut and 20% plot so, yeah these Ocs are used for only the horniest of reasons and as such can only be shared on a mature blog.
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#4
Welcome to part 2 of my YB Art collection. Yes I’m posting this right after part 1, I have a lot of shit to post here and it’s my blog I do what I want.
Anyways here’s a redraw of a scene from the Your Boyfriend game.
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Here’s some outfits I made for my interpretation of Y/N
See the full post
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#3
Late but MC and YB enjoying a sweet Valentine’s Day milkshake date together.
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I started this like, weeks ago and just forgot to finish it so, my bad.
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#2
Highschool YB and MC.
Started as a doodle but then I got carried away.
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22 notes - Posted March 27, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Here’s the man himself, the redesign I said I’d share.
He’s called Wybie, because Coraline was MC’s favorite movie in highschool.
He looks kinda like a scene kid I’m not sure how that happened but it’s fine because alt people are muah, chefs kiss, Easily the best fashion style, fight me.
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So what’s the difference between this Peter and in game Peter?
Quite a few things. For example, Wybie actually respects aromantic and asexual people. Don’t get me wrong he’s still a weirdo he just, you know, doesn’t invalidate your sexual or romantic orientation. Same with lesbians, even official blog Peter was weird about lesbians. Wybie is not. Your a lesbian, he respects that, but he’s your best friend and you can’t have a partner with him in your life, obviously. That being said he’s still very much a “I’m the only person in your life, regardless of if we’re friends or lovers” kinda yandere, though he can be, helped to be less obsessive of that but it’s a long road.
He also would rather die than use any violence on you, at all. None. Your his beloved, after all, only scum hurts their partners.
He’s mindful of your consent, as well. You don’t consent to something he’s not gonna do it. Well, aside from obviously the stalking, maybe taking a few things you no longer want or need but, sexual wise, nothing is done without permission.
If you don’t like any of this that’s fine, I’m not shaming anyone for still liking Peter. I just personally don’t like the way the game is going and so spite fueled me to make a version for myself and anyone else who feels betrayed by the game. Others have done this better, like @y0ur-beta-b0yfriend who is phenomenal honestly. I just wanted to try my hand out making a yb design is all.
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chat asks part something
i just read your entire blog (literally since first post in 2017) in a week and now i’m super into it but very, very empty. it was cool to see your writing progress! love your stuff and glad to catch you while you were back
boy do you have a lotta spare time but i’m glad you think my writing’s progressed and that my mannerisms of the past didn’t cringe you out too much :) i'm back for a while now, i think.
Heeeeeey, you're back ? Hope you had a great time hiking ! 
i did, thank you! saw lots of wildlife, enjoyed some brilliant views, and met a couple lovely dogs. somehow my shitty tent stood up to the rains and serious winds, so really couldn’t have been luckier. 
Why don't you post fics anymore? 🙃
cba that’s why. i do a lot of writing outside of this blog, so by the time i get to writing kiridai fics, i’m just very tired. besides, hcs are easier to get done for various reasons, and based on survey i’ve posted here in the past, the majority of people following me don’t actually want long fics - and i’m awful at keeping drabbles short.
that said, i do have a mostly finished drabble that i might post next week (hanamiya fluff/team interactions). just deciding whether it needs to be expanded a bit more. and i also have three long fics - furu, yandere!yamazaki, and hanamiya - in the works, so they may show up eventually too.
not really an ask, but i just finished reading through all of your posts and i can officially say that i love this blog very much 
your ability to make me love and absolutely despise these characters at the same time is such a talent 
+ yamazaki has become a new fav of mine specifically because of how you write him ! 
<3 <3 <3 i’ve had a lotta fun characterising zaki based on the canon info, so i’m glad others appreciate him now too! and hearing that you despise the boys at times too brings me a lotta joy. no romanticisation of bad lads in this house ;)
sorry for posting this in requests, but thank you for your blog. I love it SO much. I hope you doing well 💞 best wishes
and thank you for being so nice! hope you’re doing great as well xx
Do you remember your first kiridai post? Can you repost it and rank the amount of cringe it possesses?
so my first first post was this. i’d say a solid 8/10 for cringe. not a full 10/10 because ‘thirsty’ used to be a thing, and it wasn’t that cringe at the time. historical accuracy and that.
my first ask was this. a) it would be my blog that gets the absolute most random ask to start with (i’d love to know who sent it and why that was all their mind was inquiring about), b) the three exclamation marks in a row is a little much, but baby blogs don’t know what the fuck they’re doing. c) i’m not 100% in agreement with my characterisation of hara here, but it’s not inaccurate. so 3/10 for the cringe factor? 3 to cover the fact i could’ve done hara better, and also cause (if you look at the tags) i’ve tagged hara with his full name, but haven’t remembered yamazaki’s first name. and that’s just embarrassing.  
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crodo-writing · 2 years
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We are a sfw blog and only write for fictional characters. Tend to write for the female and nonbinary/gender neutral audience. We are an xReader/reader insert writing account.
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Hi! I'm Dodo and go by She/They! I was previously @dodo-begone and now I'm over here with my friend! I "specialize" in yandere (specifically softer yandere) but i can and will write general things, except nsfw. I am not comfortable writing that. I write for Ikemen Revolution and Twisted Wonderland.
Hey there!! I’m Cro :>  She/her. This is actually my first time writin fanfic to share with anyone other than friends, but I’m very excited to do my best! I specialize in fluff and hurt/comfort primarily, anything that leaves you feeling soft! I don’t write yandere, it’s just not really my cup of tea, I’ll leave that to Dodo. I write for Ikemen Revolution, Twisted Wonderland, and Genshin Impact. 
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Twisted Wonderland
Genshin Impact (Cro)
What we write:
Fluff
Platonic
Romantic
Angst
Hurt/Comfort
Oneshots
Scenarios
Yandere (Dodo)
Other SFW things (to be judged)
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Dodo Writing - Writing by Dodo
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thedarkmistress16 · 9 months
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What is your thought about portrayal of yandere in media?
such a perfect ask for this blog, thank you kindly~!
There honestly isn't much depiction of them in traditional media one may come across, like live-action movies. The closest you'll get is "obsessed/manipulative/stalker/dark" tags. Like, they'll go to typical yandere lengths of killing rivals and their darling to some extents (some not at all or are terrible at killing people- the latter being funny from their sheer incompetence), but none of them are as dramatic and batshit crazy like the yan dev inspo creations. They don't hit the same because they aren't "true yanderes" in the sense of coming off of animated mediums. At least to me, that is. And yes, yan sim was my intro to yanderes as an adolescent (the classic and peak mark senpai playthroughs at that time).
Speaking of, when coming off of yan sim, or it being your first intro to yans, everything else feels subdued in comparison. Other media like Your Boyfriend Game is one of the closest, recent depictions of a fictional yandere next to Broken Colors, in that I would say they talk, behave, and think like what at this point I would expect a yandere to do. Or at the very least, what an obsessed person would do (but not all yans are obsessive or even exclusively so). But this doesn't mean much seeing how these visual novels are incomplete as of writing this and their characters are subject to change upon the official release, if they ever do get to that stage.
I would say the second closest to a good yan depiction are the ASMR vids, and the range of plot setups and character relations can be very exciting and interesting to discover as you listen (your secret admirer is a classic, even if this is a creepypasta. Still gives me chills. And there are some collabs as well, which is pretty neat!).
Apart from my own general yandere character ideals/conceptions as to what i prefer them to be represented and how they should act, the various traits shown in yans across media is the most interesting thing about them to me. They can be many subsets, a few honorable mentions being they can be possessive, sadistic, and delusional, usually an extreme of such a trait. It's fun to compare them all and how much they intersect, on top of debating which one would be the worst to deal with and what their overall personalities would be based on that intense trait.
I actually have sort of a ranking list of live-action films with this kind of "mostly yan-esque" character i've found and watched a long time ago, which includes my thoughts on its execution. feel free to hmu if you're curious and i'll link you guys the doc or make a new post.
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theeedarlingflame · 10 months
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☆*:.。. masterlist.。.:*☆
anything i write for any character will be here! if you want to look up specific characters, just look it up on my blog or click on my specific tags!
requests are open! but please keep in mind that i am a human being with a life; i forget to answer things, i get busy, and i may or may not write whatever you request. please do not rush me or act disrespectful.
first thing’s first: minors do not interact! minors and blogs with no age listed will be blocked.
this blog will: share, create, and promote dark content! check the tags before reading anything!
。・゜・trigger warning!・゜・。
this blog will include posts about:
monsterfucking
dubious consent
yandere/stalker characters
kidnapping
noncon/dubcon/sexual coercion
delusional characters
fear play*
mindbreak/dumbification
watersports*
degradation
objectification
knotting
yes that includes a/b/o
impact play
somnophilia
blindfold/gags/bondage
date rape drug usage*
*i don’t have a lot of experience when it comes to writing about these things, but i will do my best!
。・゜・the key・゜・。
smut: !
fluff: +
。・゜・fandoms i’m willing to write for・゜・。
demon slayer
jujustu kaisen
my hero academia
haikyuu!!
chainsaw man
please note:
i am very much willing to write for female characters! as in, afab!reader x female character! i think the wlw self insert crowd need someone to write for them and i will be that someone! additionally, i am sorry, but i do not write for male readers. i will leave reader’s physical traits (hair texture, eye color, skin color, etc) as vague as possible, but i am biased toward writing about plus sized reader, as a plus sized person myself.
。・゜・things i will NOT write about・゜・。
gore
blood play
knife play
wound fucking
food kink
weight gain
scat
body modification
earfucking
pregnancy/birth kink (ex: someone getting off to giving birth. idk the official name or whatever but yeah, that is not something i want to write about.)
vomit
underage characters (people who like sh*ta/l*li, you are NOT welcome here!)
foot kink
vore
urethral play
sexual/genital torture
egg laying
cum burping/belching
anything involving smegma
cock vore
ballbusting
tentacles
i may add more, but this is it for now.
all works © theeedarlingflame 2023. do not modify, repost, or plagiarize my work.
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minzart · 3 years
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Yandere list 7_Rook Hunt!
(if it's okay ofc)
The moment I chose that list I knew someone was going to pick Rook for that specific number I knew it
You were beautiful on the photos I took, but you’re absolutely perfect in my arms.
The 100 special
Rook Hunt is know to be an eccentric man, always watching by the shadows, always reciting praises after praises to however is near, always pursuing beauty
For him everything is beautiful, from the adorable little puppy to the vicious acts of a murderer, but everyone has a tipe and oh, you are just absolutely perfect
He loved you the moment he saw you, on the deep night after all rumors of Riddle's overblot started, and there, beaten and tired after a long day of school he fell in love
You were exhausted and bickering with Grim, for anyone else you looked terrible, but him? He saw your hard work, your strength, your determination to shine and live on this strange world that isn't yours, and he found you fascinating to watch
You were always so kind but knew when to bite, always willingly to lend a hand, looked so naive but he knows better, beneath the mask of the perfect little prefect, the fix everything of NRC, you are a cunning creature waiting to be free
He watches from afar, every movement you make every breath you take, everyone you talk to, every moment that you blush
He has all this recorded, hidden even better than his stacks of Neige's merchandise that he so adores, for those photos are his and his alone
And the second you and your friends showed up to the VDC audition? He didn't let his change pass by, you can never imagine how heart broken he was that you wouldn't be on the team, and can never start to wonder the delight he felt once the news that he was going to be on the same dorm as you came, that nigh he didn't slept at all
Days passes, bounds form and you and Rook just clicked, he knew you, he understands you, he was humorous, he was polite, he was everything you ever wanted on a friend that would support you on this world he knows your tipe, he knows your likes and dislikes, he knows who you fancy and he loves you oh so much it's hard to breathe
You don't need to know about the days he breaks into your room and watches you sleep, you don't need to know the people he had to take down so you would never ever have eyes for them, they wouldn't reciprocate anyway for they don't appreciate your beauty, not like him, never like him
He holds you in his arms, you had fallen asleep after a long day and just naturally fell in HIS arms, so brave, lowering your guard around someone like him, don't you know? A hunter will get any opportunities to catch his prey
He doesn't need pictures to remember this, your warmth, your smell, the texture of you skin, the heavy breathes the pacing of your beating heart, he will remember this second by second, will revive this each night, and will use this as a fuel to his plan of catching you
"You were beautiful on the photos I took, but you’re absolutely perfect in my arms" he whisper in your ear oh so sweetly, sure that you won't awake, tightening his embrace and burring his face in your neck, grinning like a madman, it feels like heaven
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clusterfuck-misc · 2 years
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AM4RUUU ASKS:
hiii! can u write general yandere Bertholdt hc? thanks!
Since these are general, I decided to make the setting when the 104th cadets were still in training. I might have to make a part 2 at some point so I can get way darker. I just feel like you can do so much with yandere Bertholdt.
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Yandere Bertholdt Hoover x Reader
This is in HC format.
The reader is gender neutral.
Content warning: SLIGHT SPOILERS FOR AOT, over protective behavior, a tad bit of violence.
ARCHIVED POST. @clusterfuck-yandere IS MY NEW BLOG.
PLEASE DO NOT SEND REQUESTS ON THIS BLOG.
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— The first time you two interact, he would develop a curious desire towards you.
Though he’s not posing as a victim of the Wall Maria attack to make friends, he can’t help but feel interested in you.
And that’s why he can’t keep his eyes off you.
Your first official interaction was when you found yourself on the porch with him and Reiner, watching the potato girl running laps.
“Can’t believe she’s still at it,” he remembers you commenting.
Reiner responded with one of his quips — something along the lines of her apparent passion for food — while Bertholdt opted to stay silent.
They’re supposed to be warriors; they shouldn’t be getting too close with these people.
Even so, he felt his heart flutter when you gave him a small smile before you excused yourself.
It felt so… normal?
Almost as if he forgot what he was there for in the first place…
You managed to do that with a simple smile.
He ignored the questioning look Reiner threw him as he watched your form disappear into the barracks.
— He’s very withdrawn, despite his peculiar interest in you.
He stays quiet as he watches you from afar and observes your interactions with others.
It’s rare for him to speak when around you, let alone speak directly to you.
You’ve actually brought up his reserved nature before, to which Reiner responds with the following;
“Oh, don’t worry ‘bout that. He’s just a really timid guy. He can’t even buy something at the market without sweating his ass off.”
(Bertholdt fought the urge to roll his eyes.)
You made a noise of understanding, though also voicing how you wished he would speak more.
“You just have a nice voice, y’know?”
His cheeks immediately took on a rosy while his mind stopped entirely.
Surely, he misheard you.
There’s no way you could think something like that about him.
But once Reiner clapped him on the back and said something along the lines of, “ehh, I’ve heard better voices,” he forgot how to breathe.
You think he had a nice voice.
He’ll definitely remember that.
— The next chance he gets, he tries to talk to you.
It surprised you, actually.
Not only is he not accompanied by Reiner, but he’s actually talking.
Granted, he was stammering a bit and couldn’t meet your eyes (maybe there was some truth behind Reiner’s timid statement), but he was talking nonetheless.
“I… uh… I… like this type of, uh, weather.”
You gave Bertholdt a curious glance before looking up at the stormy sky. “Yeah. It’s not too hot, but the humidity makes it not too cold. I like it.”
He nods at your words. “I… I also wanted to say… um… you did good. On the sparring field.”
You asked him if he really meant it, to which he responded with, “absolutely. You’ve really improved.
“I’m glad you think so,” you sighed with a small smile. “That Mikasa girl really kicked my ass our first hand to hand combat training session.”
Bertholdt was about to say something, but was interrupted by two voices.
“(Y/N)!! Oh, thank god!! We need your help!!” “(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)(Y/N)—”
Immediately, Beetholdt’s coy smile dropped as his face contorted into something… unreadable.
Though you didn’t seem to notice his sudden change in expression as you looked behind you to see Sasha and Connie sprinted towards you at full speed.
When they reach you, they began to talk over each other and speak incomprehensibly.
It took a solid minute to calm them both down so you could understand what they were saying.
Bertholdt watched with a frigid expression as the two explained that Connie — or Sasha, since it depends on who’s side of the story you believe more — somehow managed to lose one of the wooden training knives in the field.
These two dimwits decided to interrupt his time with you because of a stupid training knife.
He’ll definitely remember that.
— Anyone who intrudes on his time with you is immediately dead to him.
This might be a shocking change in behavior for most people.
Bertholdt, though not the most sociable, is a nice guy who’s willing to lend a helping hand even when it inconveniences him.
And a lot of people take advantage of this.
So, imagine Connie and Sasha’s surprise when they asked for help on the next Titan anatomy test.
“Can’t,” he curtly answered.
As he walked away, the two could only stare at him in shock.
“Did… did he just…?” “WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!”
There was another instance where poor Marco Bodt asked you for pointers with angling your wrist for slicing a titan’s nape.
It was so hard to pay attention to what you were saying while he could feel Bertholdt’s dark glare burning into his soul.
Needless to say, Bertholdt gave him no mercy during the next sparring session.
Reiner would congratulate his friend for finally standing up for himself, but he was really just doing it out of spite.
No one gets between you and him.
— He gets paranoid when your attention isn’t on him.
Before he gained the confidence to take to you, he didn’t really mind when you interacted with other people.
He would watch all the time as Eren would give you a high five, or how Krista would hug you from the side, or how Jean would say something unintentionally funny and make you laugh.
But now that you’ve made him feel like something — like he’s a normal cadet, not a warrior — he starts to fear the worse.
That high five lingered longer than it should’ve…
She looks way too happy to be giving you a hug…
Was that an attempt to actually make you laugh?
Because of his anxieties, he’ll start to be by your side more than he’s by Reiner’s.
You’ve started to notice how Eren’s started to give you a quick thumbs up over the high fives, now…
Krista’s seemed to stop herself every time she goes in for a hug…
God, why is Jean suddenly so nervous?
After a while, you find out it’s because of the 6’4 giant behind you with the iciest glare you’ve ever seen.
And his behavior immediately changes when you ask him what’s wrong.
It’s back to timid Bertholdt who couldn’t hurt a fly and blushes anytime you touch him.
“Uh… huh? I… I don’t know what you mean…”
Maybe you’re just imagining things…
— He’s also super protective over you.
If someone even tries to mess with you, it doesn’t end well.
Like the time Jean teased you for missing your target with the 3DM gear.
“Geez, (L/N). With this type of performance, you’ll never make top 10.”
Then, when it was Jean’s turn to practice, his gear mysteriously malfunctioned.
After being sent careening into a tree, he was lucky he didn’t get a concussion.
There was that other time when Ymir almost sprained your wrist while sparring.
He was by your side within seconds and as soon as he heard your cry of pain.
You said you were okay, and that he should go back to sparring, but the bruises on your arm made him see red.
So, when he asked Ymir if she would like to spar with him, he did not hold back.
It almost turned into a fist fight hadn’t Reiner and Armin intervened.
“Control your fucking brute,” Ymir spat out at you as Krista helped her off the training field.
Armin asked him what the hell that was about, but Bertholdt was already by your side once more, asking if your wrist was feeling any better.
In your shocked state, you could only nod.
A soft smile returned to his lips as he pulled you into a gentle hug.
“Let’s get it checked out just in case,” he voiced. “I don’t want to take any chances.”
Armin watched with Reiner as his friend ushered you off the training ground.
“I’ve never seen him act like that,” Armin said in awe.
Reiner’s gaze hardened.
“Neither have I.”
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teeth-farie · 2 years
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I know this is a nsfw blog and everything but I just saw the post where you mentioned Yuki was a “canon” yandere… would you care to elaborate on that? Like what kind of yan stuff they do? I just love sub yanderes so much
Yes I would!! Omg I love talking abt my ocs
So Yuki is a very subtle yandere. In my Drabble where they were first introduced (I’ll link when I find it) they’re written as very jealous and possessive about you. But that’s only when they’re drunk- when they drink they are a lot more talkative about their true feelings for you. They wanna be owned by you, just like you’re the master to the brothers. (Really, they want you to destroy your pacts as well but they wouldn’t tell you that)
While Yuki has trouble reading people sometimes and tends to be very gullible, they’re incredibly smart. They can manipulate people if they need to, especially when those people are fawning over them (ie the bros in this au). Yuki won’t resort to violence, though they can and would sabotage someone if they needed to in order for you to lose interest in their (potential) rival.
Because Yuki is the new exchange student and “weak human” you’re more inclined to show them the ropes and help keep them safe. They use this to their advantage. After all, a few crocodile tears would instantly put you on edge and want to defend them, wouldn’t it?
While Yuki’s my only official yandere character, it’ll only be hinted at in the (future) full fic
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bugdisc0 · 2 years
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SALLY FACE IMAGINES BLOG (GENERAL RULES)
Here’s an official first post bc i gotta introduce myself somehow :9
im bugdisco and im new to tumblr but not new 2 fanfiction lmaooo. the main focus of this blog is gonna b for imagines/headcanons/lots of self insert shit
i love connecting w ppl in fandom this way so don’t feel shy to request anything or just say hi!
i’m not dedicating this blog to any specific fandom, HOWEVER there’s currently only one fandom i’m currently comfortable writing for and that’s sally face. hope that doesn’t confuse nobody.
now that that’s out of the way, here’s some examples of things i will/will not write.
I WILL WRITE:
fluff
angst (i’ll always put warnings for triggering content)
oneshots (pls be specific about what you want! try to avoid just requesting by saying “character x reader” its very difficult 2 work off of...)
x readers
pretty much anything that’s not problematic or in weirdo territory 
I WON’T WRITE
smut
oc requests (sry)
canon x canon ships 
anything involving the yandere trope (it makes me uncomfortable)
anyways that about covers it. As I mentioned b4 i’m new 2 tumblr so i’m honestly a bit shy abt putting myself out there on an unfamiliar site <:9 i’m also still getting very used to how i even do most things on here. b patient w me pls lol, peace out <3
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hollynovaextra · 2 years
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=Baking AU information part 1: Content warnings and explanations=
Ello! It’s me, NOVA! Before we get into the actual AU, I wanna explain how we even got to this point and some further elaboration on those handy content warnings. Be sure to read everything you need to in order to decide if this is a blog you feel is safe and comfortable to interact with! If you need to block this side blog and only interact with my main then I totally understand. YOUR MENTAL HEALTH COMES FIRST!!! Feel free to DM me on either here or my main with any questions (AU related questions are preferred on this blog over my main)
Character asks are welcome at any point in this blog’s active lifespan
If you need to block this AU tag, the official tag is “Invader Zim Baking AU”
=Orgins and explanations=
So the AU in general started as a Yandere sim shitpost with my IRL friend Zippo/Zip (they/them). We were just kind of joking around and I had mentioned how “If Zim ever actually fell for someone, he would totally be a Yandere” and we just joked around for a bit, nothing really came of it. The joke was that Yandere sim would be so much more interesting if you played as Zim instead, cue more private teenage shitposting. Fast forward to this past winter and I had a really bad mental health episode. I was watching videos on MLP creepypastas and my mentally ill brain though “haha, AU time” and lets just say Yandere!Zim got really good a baking really fast. I hyperfixated on that for a tiny bit but then kind of dropped it because I wasn’t sure if it was even worth working on since Yandere stuff can get really ew. So! I dropped it. Skip ahead to this January and I’ve been rping with my online friend Alex (she/they). We ran out of AU ideas so I made a VERY goofy list of starters and one of them was just “canibalism cupcakes”. We did another prompt for a bit but the brain rot came back and I eventually typed out an entire au explanation in one car trip after coming home from working at church all morning and Alex thought it was very pogchamp. So here we are. With a sideblog and complex characters and a storyline that while pretty fucked up, is a really interesting character exploration and case study for codependent relationships.
=Addressing the “ZaDr” question”=
The short awnser is yes, this is a ZaDr heavy au and it’s probably the only ZaDr thing I will ever post ever.
The long awnser is that my relationship with ZaDr as a ship is...messy. I can’t stand it in canon. The age ambiguities and constant retcons just make it a headache to deal with and it’s honestly a very unhealthy ship. I totally understand why people like it but for me personally, it just ain’t it chief. AU’s and fannon are where it gets interesting: A lot of people give Zim and Dib way more character development and actually make ZaDr something that could work (and getting rid of the weird age ambiguities for Zim). Royalty AU and Paklet AU come to mind as two of the biggest examples.
Zim and Dib in this AU are NOT couple goals, not in the slightest. They’re two very codependent and unhealthy people who rely on each other way too much. This is not a love story and it’s not a fairytail. It’s messy. And I think it’s more interesting that way.
They are fundamentally different from canon in plenty of ways so it’s better if you look at these versions of the cast as separate people from canon, with different problems and issues...also older lol. Despite the aging up of the cast, there will be NO NSFW CONTENT
This AU will not shy away from that fact and while Zim and Dib definitely will have their soft moments, they are by no means something you should aspire to have. I want to make it abundantly clear before I post anything that the goal is not to romanticize their relationship. A good portion of it will be from the POV of these two and they are definitely going to be biased POV’s but there will be parts where I rip the camera away from them and you’re gonna see that this definitely isn’t as fluffy as they make it seem. Think of this less as a romance and more as a writing experiment and character case study.
At the end of the day, Alex and I are two minors who aren’t experts on anything. If there is something you think is concerning or could become a problem in terms of content later on, please send me a DM on this sideblog. While the AU is for fun, I don’t want this to become something that harms people. I give you full permission to ask questions about anything that seems concerning and give feedback. I get pretty bad tunnel vision so I may miss something that might become a problem later down the line
=a more detailed content warning list=
[This will be regularly updated]
• ZaDr (non-NSFW, no age ambiguities)
• Canibalism/killing people and making them into baked goods and food in general (About the level of graphic detail you would probably find in “Cupcakes”)
• Discussions and themes of depression, anxiety disorders, mentions of past attempted suicide, sensory overload, and intrusive thoughts (It’s mostly written from either personal experience or a lot of research. This stuff is definitely not going to be taken lightly when it’s mentioned either, we don’t do that romanticism shit around here)
• Depictions of blood and gore (either pink or red blood, haven’t decided yet) • Food poisoning
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rinarecommends · 4 years
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Talented Ass Writers: Tumblr (1)
Talented Ass Writers.
As the fan-fiction connoisseur that I am, I see it only fitting that my first official post be a shout out to all the great writers that I’ve discovered, befriended, and thoroughly enjoyed since my arrival on the holy ground that is tumblr.
Now. I’m 22 years old, and I’ve read a lot of fan-fiction in my days, guys, so I’d like to think I know good quality material when I read it.  I’ve even dabbled in the writing aspect of it, but we aren’t going to talk about that. I’m more of a reader than a writer, at least when creative writing is concerned. I have ideas, but I can never think them through to where I want them to end up, so alas, I read others works and immerse myself in worlds inside worlds. 
For the past year or so, I’ve been heavy into the BNHA fandom, hence the name on my blog. My favorite character is Bakugou Katsuki. As if that wasn’t obvious, but I’m a fan-girl at heart, so I read on multiple platforms including: wattpad, quotev, ffnet, AO3, obscure websites that exist, and of course tumblr, and in this post and the parts that will come later, I will mention lots of authors from different platforms that I think people should know about, in my humble opinion.
I mainly read reader inserts or fics with OC’s, but I’m not going to say that there won’t be some character x character action because in the past, I’ve read plenty of those for several fandoms. 
Without Further Ado, Welcome to My “Talented Ass Writers” List, or at least the first part of a yet to be determined number.
* denotes that the fic is NSFW
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@kingexpl0sionmurder - I had to start this list off with my main girl. Steff is not only a talented ass writer, but she’s also a great person and one of my close friends! She currently only has stories for BNHA characters including: Shinsou, Kaminari, Sero, and Todoroki. She writes NSFW and SFW, but she is a 18+ blog.  
One of My Favorites: Missed Connection *
@pleasantanathema - This blog is strictly 18+ NSFW content, so this one is for all my deviants, like myself. She writes smut beautifully, and her writing is just amazing. I once requested her to write Jealous!Bakugou, and she delivered. She writes for Haikyuu and BNHA, so pick your poison, and I just want to add that she may or may not be one of the reasons that I thirst, occasionally, over Endeavor.
One of My Favorites: Encounter Series *
@ttetsuro - skyyyyyy! She’s so good!! You may have read her iconic hoof piece on her previous blog! She’s posted a couple of stories on this new blog, and she’s really great at writing! She’s also a genuine ass person, and one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met.
One of My Favorites: Backseat*
@bratwritings - Nat is super talented. Her blog is 18+. She has great creativity, and she is very descriptive in her writing. She writes for BNHA, and the characters she’s wrote for, I think she’s captured them very well!
One of My Favorites: Keeping it Professional*
@bakublossom - I recently discovered her blog! She does regular writings, but I discovered her with her SMAU! Her SMAU & fics are so good!
One of My Favorites: Apartment 204
@lady-bakuhoe - this list is far from complete, but I wanted to go ahead & put Jo on here. If you like to read Fanfiction, I’m sure you’ve stumbled upon one of Jo’s fics. SHE HAS SO MANY GOOOD ONES. I love her writing so much. She has a way with words, and I read a lot, honestly one of the best. She’s not currently writing, but I would definitely recommend checking out her stuff here or on AO3. 18+ only though.
One of My Favorites: I cant pick one. Literally read any of them.
@ikinabi - Red!! The Kiri Stan who made me also kinda thirst for Kirishima! She writes beautifully. I adore her as a writer & as a person! You won’t regret checking her out, especially if you live for kiri & his unbreakable form! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Power*
@gallickingun - Morgan not only writes for my angry boy baku, but she’s also writes (wrote?) for my asshole prince of all Saiyans that I love so dearly, and she’s good at it. That’s why she’s on the list, obviously. She writes smut, spice, fluff, ANGST (I’m still mad about that ending MORGAN 😂) & she does it beautifully. She’s also a really chill person, and you won’t regret checking her out. 18+
One of My Favorites: please, I beg of you.*
@league-of-thots - Jay’s blog is 18+, and she writes for several characters, including Hawks and Natsuo. She’s really good at smut, which I believe is slowly becoming a prerequisite for this list, and her writing, the not smutty parts, is also superb. She also throws in some kinks, and We all secretly like the kinky stuff, you can admit it to me. 
One of My Favorites: How Much I Love You*
@rivendell101 - I feel like I keep saying things like “she’s so good,” but they wouldn’t be on this list if they weren’t good. I’m not normally into threesomes, okay, but after reading the way she wrote her todoxreaderxbaku ... I had a change of heart. Her fic is really well done, and I can’t wait to read more of her stuff! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Some like it Hot*
@ichor-and-symbiosis - Don’t get me wrong. I love my heroes, but this is one of my fave villain blogs, specifically Shigaraki. She totally writes for other characters including Heroes and other Villains, but she captures Tomura so well, and she has so many fics! If you want some five finger death punch, AKA Shigaraki, in your life, I would definitely check this blog out! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Mine*
@bnhabadass - Nora’s tumblr name fits her so well because she’s definitely a badass! She writes for a lot of BNHA characters, and her writing is really good! I’ve read some of her work, and I plan on reading more because I haven’t been disappointed yet! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Behind Tent Walls*
@burnedbyshoto​ - Lyssa! The Todoroki stan of Todoroki stans. She captures Shouto so well in her writing, and I’ve thoroughly enjoyed all of the fics that I’ve read by her. If you love a certain icy hot bastard, I think you’ll like her blog! 18+.
One of My Favorites: House-sitting and Concupiscence*
@cutesuki--bakugou - Sarah is so talented. She writes, obviosuly, but she also DRAWS, and in this house, we stan multi-talented queens. She drew me MMA bakugou, and I will forever be indebted to her, but that’s not why she’s on this list. She’s on here because she’s super great at writing, especially for Baku. She also has great xOC content, but she does xReader as well! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Frigid*
@todourouki - Despite the name, this blog writes for BNHA and Haikyuu! I am partial to the BNHA fandom because it has my angry boy in it, but I do like the Haikyuu fandom, and I feel like it’s growing very rapidly recently. I love this blog’s writing style, and the smut is great! 18+.
One of My Favorites: Studying, but make it Nude*
@ladyexplosionmurder - I’m sorry, but if you write good bakugou stories, you’ll probably end up on this list, or one of my future lists, and this blog writes good bakugou! They don’t have many stories yet, but I’ve really enjoyed what I’ve read so far. This is definitely a blog to watch!
One of My Favorites: Riled Up
@tomurasprincess - Mari writes more darker stuff, but she does it WELL. If you’re into Yandere and things that come with that, I highly suggest checking out her blog! You won’t regret it. 18+.
One of My Favorites: Explosive Consequences*
@hisoknen - Raph also dabbles in the dark arts of the BNHA Fandom, but she also does it beautifully. I highly recommend her as well. I’ve thoroughly enjoyed all of the fics that I’ve read that were written by her. I suggest checking this blog out. 18+.
One of My Favorites: Looking for Trouble*
@mrs-takami-keigo - Ari is a great person whom I connect on with love for an angry explosion boy and makeup and other things, and she’s also.... a great writer! I enjoy reading her fics, and I think others will as well. You should def check her out. 18+
One of My Favorites: Mesmerize*
Part 2 of the list is here
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adiabolikpastel · 2 years
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I think Kanato is an extremely misunderstood character, I mean, he's terrifying, but he just wants to be loved and accepted. Also, he is much more than just a yandere character, throughout the games he has shown a lot of development; in HDB he is a possessive and manipulative little monster who only sees Yui as a doll, but in Dark Fate, Kanato shows a very sweet side, and was even able to confront the Founders and Karlheinz in order to protect Yui (in fact he killed Shin and his father to protect Yui). I think that shows great development as a character.
I agree dear anon!
It's so crazy to actually sit back and think about just how much Kanato changes and develops over the course of the games. I never personally thought that I would have such a connection with the little purple monsters, especially when I started the blog years go.
For his birthday I did a little post talking about some of my favorite CGs and official arts of him. It was so nice to watch the ways he changes through them from game to game. I really do like the fact that he opens up more to the Heroine (Yui) and you are able to see this sweeter side to him.
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Here on this blog, I have kept that in mind when I was developing Kanato and Yuuki's relationship. Honestly, it was developing into something so sweet and loving - and at it's core it still is. However, I always keep in mind the cannon when writing the story for these two. While this grow into a deep devotion of one another, as young as they were, it was hard to Kanato to accept their first child. For this person that he had grown so attached to - depended on - to be focused on another.
He is their meaning for being. He should be their only concern. The only thing on their mind. In my cannon, Yuuki and Kanato have their first child while Yuuki is still human. She was a beautiful baby, and has she lived - she would have looked a lot like Yuuki. Resembling something of Rini's early designs - for those that can recall.
While Yuuki loved her child, Kanato could not. A child that took his dolls attention away. Another living being that was able to hold power over something that had been his for years (4 by that time, she was 16 when they met - 20 when she had the baby). It drove him crazy. So crazy that he did something he could never admit to. In doing so, it changes him, for not only did he take away something so precious to her - but a part of him realized it could have been precious to him, had he let it.
It takes centuries for them to have children after that - and by that time, they are both well into vampire adulthood. Their relationship after the death of their daughter changed. Yuuki became so depended on Kanato. Her love and affection for him intensified, not wanting to loose him like she had their child. Kanato - at first - was all too happy for this new devotion. She was his doll.
As they grew together, I feel like their love for one another became something deeper, and more twisted than that of a healthy relationship. While it works for them, I know that in the real world- it would be something that would be unhealthy. They are devoted to one another - in every aspect. Kanato holds absolute power over her, and in return, she to a degree him.
I cannot help but think of a line from the Labyrinth from Jareth the Goblin King. "I ask for so little. Just let me rule you, and you can have everything that you want. Just fear me, love me, do as I say, and I will be your slave." I feel like that is how Kanato loves. In the cannon we see the Heroine (Yui) consistently put his needs before her own - slowly allowing him to dictate her every notion. That is, in my opinion, the ultimate end for any bride of Kanato's.
There can be no true peace for him, if there is any part of them that is not hopelessly devoted to him. That is why I named their game Tormented Reverie. Tormented: experiencing or characterized by severe physical or mental suffering. Reverie: a state of being pleasantly lost in one's thoughts; a daydream. There is pain in Kanato that cannot - will not - be satisfied until he can have someone who is devoted to him in everyway.
If you have stayed till the end - oh my gosh - thank you. I ranted quite a bit about this, but only because I know I am quite inactive. The story of Yuuki Koishikawa is a complicated yet wonderous one. If you have different opinion than me I would love to hear them! I am always open to seeing things in a new way ~ thank you for the ask Anon! It's always great to find a fellow Kanato fan!
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