like it hurts because its not so much that i believe hangman is ~Destined~ to be with the elite or that theyre the only ones who get him or will ever understand, but the order and elite are nearly as opposite ends of the spectrum as you can get when it comes to group vs individual outlooks and watching hangman try and maintain BOTH when hes more inclined towards one is just so :’(
the order stand for each other, with each other. theyre community-minded and while it might not be second-nature, its definitely coming relatively easily to them. theyre just friends! its that simple and that complicated. the elite stand for themselves, together. theyre a unit, but one made of individuals and clear cut lines. they’ll save their own skin when the knife comes down, because they know the others are strong enough to handle it but also because the self comes first. theyll take a beating together, but the revenge that follows is for themself just as much as its for everyone else. its a case of “the group, and yourself, and the group” VS “yourself, and the group, and yourself.”
and i rlly do believe hangman is in the second category even if he can manage to embody the first one (he was, and is, a picture perfect tag partner for his ability to fluently step into the tempo and time of anyone hes ever tagged with). he is constantly tangled in his own self worth, and self determination, and internal conflict. his own dreams and aspirations. hes constantly aware of how people view him, but its less about other people seeing him as he is or as he used to be and more about them seeing the version of him he’s trying to become; its roots are in his own identity and achievements rather than the validation of others, even if those achievements gain worth FROM crowd and wrestler acknowledgement. (vs kenny who struggles to be satisfied with everything he could ever want unless someone else is there to witness it and experience it with him, which is a whole nother post)
its not a bad thing inherently! but with so much of his Everything being turned inward, no matter how much he cares about his teammates, whoever they are at the time, he’s always had a distance of varying lengths. and in the order, it makes him stick out like a sore thumb because of how integrated they all are with each other, vs the elite where he fits right in-- it’s almost expected of him, really! but the two, for the similarities they DO have, can’t mesh the way a perfect world for hangman would wish them to.
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Entertainer is a fic featuring which member?
jeon jungkook bc i have a problem lmao!! i teased it vv lightly here and here in the tags <3 but also, here's the banner again lol
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uwu compliment pwease 💌
makenzie i genuinely love how much i can tell you something absolutely bonkers and/or stupid and you take it in stride. Like I could probably send you a message going "should I rob a bank" and i feel like you'd ask if it would fit into my schedule for the day or smth it's just very funny and i love it
mutuals send me a 💌 and ill tell u something i love about you
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damnit Zayne's warming up to me I don't need to like more of the boys LMAO
These responses are too good. Damn, Zayne.
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hey chicago i dont like u very much atm. probably has something to do with taylors surprise songs. idk. take a guess. bitch.
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I’m so fucking ready to lose my shit and cry at the beginning of every single track as soon as I hear one second of it
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You can’t make this up!!!!
YOU MEAN TO TELL ME
the same day you make a late ass post telling people to stop bullying Hailey(which reads as complete bs and passive aggressive as hell) is the same day that it’s revealed that you were out to dinner with the BABY DADDY of the best friend of your arch nemesis?????
SELENA IS EVIL
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I mean if Liam is really struggling (i have no clue what's been going on since 15/16) i hope he gets help because it's truly a shitty business to get into, especially at that age. I just think he could have kept his mouth shut about the 1d things because it's not helping him in the long run, and it's disrespectful towards the other guys.
If saying this revokes my 1D reunion ticket that's fine because i don't want it. Like the post i just reblogged said, they're better off as a memory.
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very much anti-marvel but enjoying ms. marvel - cannot believe i am watching a pakistani girl from new jersey travel to karachi on this show it’s so 🥺
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none of the 1d boys falling into the british veneer obsession is so lucky
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