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#the things i’d do just for this man to be real 😔
verytendou · 10 months
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Looks up wikihow for what to do when you realize your office has 5x the amount of budget of every other executive office combined
#fun fact the president gets the least! reaffirming the idea they do jack shit#maybe i shouldnt condemn gabby to that but also sorry maam you are not being evpsa as long as our nepo baby linenof succession#has anything to say about it 😔😔 maybe you could be dod one day#like i am the outlier that only happened because the ACTUAL nepo baby backed out last minute#so they had to speedrun my nepo babiness#anyways the genuine nepo baby route (me) is one i’d like to aboid because as one of the people involved it sucks !!!!!#anyways sorry abt my boss telling you could do it even though youve already been elected to senate and my boss terms out in 3 days!#(and ????????????)#but thats a conversation i dont want to have so it will be unsaid unless you talk to me ! sorry i will be prioritizing those whove been here#and doing the work for 2+ years i think thats actually how this is Supposed to work when you don’t make all your core staff seniors @my boss#i’ll be real they were insane for that like im insane for swinging the exavt opposite way but ALL YOUR CORE STAFF???? you left your juniors#in the fucking DUST man now you have nepo baby times and everyones like but you can do it SHUT UP im a nepo baby#to be fair its good we didn’t fast track the person we did bc WHEW issues but the thing is the person who got left with all these issues is#ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not any of the people whove been dealing with them for 3+ years so THANKS IG!!!!!!!!!#some ppl really dont grow up with the ideals of making sure you are leaving something for those after you huh like dont get me wrong#the work we DO considers those who comes after us bc thats how advocacy works but our OFFICE has none of that in terms of like#staff and stuff like some of the staff choices this year were 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 everyone went into fall confused as hell#bc WHO TF WAS GOING TO RUN like even before i was properly involved THIS ISSUE EXISTED !!! you guys just got lucky i existed#and lucky that im a pushover that does whatever those around me tell me too like i am remembering i DIDNT WANT THIS JOB!!!! it took both#the person i consider my mentor and the person who i consider who i want to be when i grow up telling me to do it b4 i even considered it#so DONT TELL RANDOS THEY CAN HAVE A PLACE IN (MY) OFFICE!!! I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS RIGHT NOW!!! do you know what a bitch hiring is going 2 b#anyways :’) can everyone tell i am So Excited for this job :’)) if it turns out we’ve had a budget of 300k this WHOLE TIME like#i had been SAYING WE DID bc its my JOB to Know it and it was THERE and we’ve been acting like we had 150 i’ll lose it#v.txt
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mclqren · 8 days
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LADY KILLER ★ LN4
PAIRING ✦ lando norris x fem!influencer!reader SUMMARY ✦ you're a famous influencer, and you manage to catch the eye of a certain formula one driver. [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS ✦ cursing
NOTES ✦ my first smau! the fc i've used is maria isabel, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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yourusername getaway to the maldives was so needed ✈️
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user1 omg you're glowinggg!!
user2 prettiest girl everr 💘
tarayummyyy wifeee!
yourusername the one and onlyyy! 😉
user3 omg i was in the maldives!! wish i could've seen you :(
user4 her style is everything to me
landonorris 🔥🔥
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user5 does anyone else see lando in the likes AND comments?
user6 lando norizz back with a vengeance 🔥🔥
user7 he's been liking her posts for a whileeee now, this is the first one he's commented on though!
user8 most perfect girl ever
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yourusername new phone, who’s this? 📞
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user13 HOW ARE YOU THIS PERFECT
user14 oh to live the y/n lifestyle
landonorris professional chef 👩‍🍳
yourusername you know it! 😉
user15 lando got a reply??
user16 PROGRESS IN MY EYES 🔥
user17 i’d literally do anything for you
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landonorris new helmet. 2024 season has started 🏎️
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user18 RAHHH HES BACK 🦅🦅🦅
user19 he literally makes me go feral
oscarpiastri let’s gooo 🤝
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yourusername oh ur a f1 driver? you’ve never mentioned! 😊
landonorris u sure u didn’t already know? 🤷
user20 the way they match each others energiesss just get together!
user21 y/n is his likes and comments?? can he pls drop the manifestation method 🙏
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yourusername these are a few of my favorite things! ���
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user22 miss girl gets prettier each day!
user23 real question is which version of the song is in her caption
yourusername the sound of music version! one of my fav movies ❤️
user23 AH YOU REPLIEDDD!!
lilymhe you are stunninggg!
yourusername right back at you!! 🤍
user24 THE WAGS HAVE REACHED HER??
user25 oh so it’s SERIOUS
landonorris how many heels do you need
yourusername these aren’t even all of them
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( caption one: officially on the move ✈️❤️ | caption two: 📍Bahrain )
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yourusername this f1 thing is kinda cool idk
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user34 THE FERRARI SHIRT LMAOOO SHE'S MESSY
user35 who is the man in the second pic? 👀👀
user36 LANDOOO (let's hope!!)
landonorris who gave you that shirt...
yourusername carlosss!! 😇😇
landonorris oh!... @/carlossainz55 we'll be having words later 😊
carlossainz55 not my fault she switched sides 🤷‍♂️
user37 Y/N WITH TEAM FERRARI IM CREASINGGG
oscarpiastri so you acc did switch sides :(
yourusername IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF YOU OSC DW blame lando
landonorris huh why me??
oscarpiastri she doesn't need a reason you're just annoying
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landnorris so...surprise? 😁
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yourusername ARE YOU SILLYYY YOU RUINED MY SOFT LAUNCH
yourusername LANDO NORRIS I ACC HATE YOU KYS
landonorris you don't mean that 😊😊
user41 WE DID IT LADSSSS 🔥🔥🔥
user42 the secret wasn't very well kept now was it!
user43 PARENTS TOGETHER AT LAST WOOHOO
lilyzneimer ah finally!! now we double date.
yourusername oh absolutely.
oscarpiastri so do we have a say in this orrr?
landonorris i think this might just be our lives now.
user44 i am grinning from ear to ear they are so cute.
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yourusername after my oh so lovely boyfriend SPOILED my soft launch, i have no choice but to post this now 😔 happy 8 months you dork.
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landonorris the dork was a low blow
landonorris no one was expecting the 8 months now were they🔥🔥
yourusername WE WIN
user45 I BEG YOUR PARDON EIGHT MONTHSSSS??
user46 so yall weren't lying when you said you kept the secret well.
user47 i am sleeping on the highway tonight.
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k4marina · 2 months
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bruce wayne x fem!reader || smau
pt. 2 of this :)
pt. 1
pt. 3
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brucewayne just going to leave this here
yourusername bruce- 😭😭😭😭
brucewayne what? 🤷‍♂️
user PLS WHAT IS THIS
user is that y/n’s face on his mug??? 😭😭
brucewayne custom made
user plsss 😭😭
user this man is WHIPPED
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yourusername ENGAGEMENT PARTYYYY 🥂🍾
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racheldawes had such a blast you and bruce!!
harveydent thank you for gracing our engagement party with your presence 🙇‍♂️
yourusername ofc anything for the common people 💁‍♀️
brucewayne the prettiest 🤍
yourusername mwa 💋
user look at her dresssss 😍😍😍
user ikr 😭
user man i wish i was rich and had rich friends like y/n 😭😭
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user1 replied PLS DONT RELL ME WHAT I THINK THIS MEANS 🙏😭😭
user2 replied girl say sike rn 😨
user3 DID U AND BRUCE BRAKE UP?????
user4 nononononknono u can’t do this. u can’t post smt like this and expect us to be calm U NEED TO EXPLAIN 😭😭
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yourusername life as of late 🙃
user WTF DOES “🙃” MEAN ???? 😭😭
user guys bruce didn’t like this post 😀
user maybe he’s busy 😭😭😭 (i’m delulu)
user noooo they broke up 😭😭
user it’s not confirmed, they still follow each other and have each others photos up
user but they also haven’t confirmed that they’re still together 😭😭
user if u and bruce brake up i’m going to be the next joker 😐
user frr 😭😭
user if they brake up then loves not real
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brucewayne only thing that matters
user NO NONONONK WHY DIDNT SHE LIKE THIS POST
user bruce how could u fumble y/n???? 😭😭
user no fr she’s smart AND hot?? homie had it all 😭😭
user pls say sike if this is a prank then it’s not funny anymore 😭
user guys i think it’s time we admit the fact they’re not together anymore 😔
user SHUTTHEFUCKUP 😭
user nope not going to boooooooo
user no we’re not (i’m delulu)
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yourusername this place is like 18193819203x bigger than my last place
user IS THAT WAYNE MANOR ⁉️
user 🔊BRUCE WAYNE HAA LIKED THIS POST I REPEAT BRUCE WAYNE HAS LIKED THIS POST🔊
user what does this mean??? 😵‍💫😵‍💫
user pls tell me you’re still together otherwise i’ll kms 😭😭😭😭
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brucewayne you guys really thought i’d let her go?
ps. it was her idea to be dramatic about her moving in
yourusername 🙈🙈
yourusername sryyyy just wanted to have some fun
user U HEARTLESS WOMEN 😭😭
user WAR IS OVER 🙏🙏
user pls don’t ever do that again, i almost had a heart attack 😭
user ya’ll know damn well that these two were giggling and kicking their feet while we were out here dying 💀💀
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thinking abt writing another brucewayne x reader fic 🤔
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morerawerbreath · 1 year
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Fictional Men Ranked Least to Most Likely to Eat Pussy
When I’m bored my powers turn to evil. Happy to announce that @earlymodernlesbian is not only is an enabler but wrote a gay companion piece which you can and should read here!!!! 
10. Mr. Rochester — Jane Eyre
No chance of oral here. Sorry, I don’t think he puts Jane first once in this book. She’s too busy being a ministering angel to ever consider anything above and beyond her wifely duty and I don’t think Rochester ever really stops being a narcissist long enough to consider her desires or even, you know, her life. I bet his french mistress asked him to do it once and he was like “ew, no”
9. Rhett Butler — Gone With the Wind
Rhett says shit like “you ought to be kissed and by someone who knows how,” and then I bet would go down on you one time just to show you what you were missing out on, and then he’d tease you about how much you liked it for months afterwards and refuse to do it again. Imagine how much more normal Scarlett might have been if she was getting regular oral.
8. Konstantin Levin — Anna Karenina
Definitely knows about eating pussy and can’t stop thinking about it. I think he might even shamefully obsess about it in conjunction with his dirty peasant laborer fantasies. However, he also has the ascetic monk thing going on so I bet he hardcore represses his desires to actually do it. That being said, I think if he ever got over himself he’d be way into it.
7. Mr Darcy — Pride and Prejudice
I’m not convinced Mr. Darcy even knows going down on girls is a thing, but once Bingley had filled him in I bet he would try it. Elizabeth I’m sure would not object but I can’t see this happening more than once or twice.
6. Oliver Mellors — Lady Chatterley’s Lover
Mellors has the distinct advantage and disadvantage of being the only character from a book that actually describes sex acts. If it was based solely on what he said (being turned on by getting women off, not shutting up about Connie’s ass, talking about how much he wants a “real” woman with a “real” body), I’d say absolutely he wants to get down there and would use the cringiest words possible to describe it. However, they textually do almost everything else so I feel like if he ate her out DH Lawrence would have told us 😔
EDIT: he goes down on her in the most recent movie!!! vindicated
5. Jonathan Harker — Dracula
Jonathan is obsessed with Mina (rightfully) and loves her to the end of the earth, so of course he’d do anything for her, including eat her out. However, there’s so much putting women on goddess pedestals in Dracula that he might just like, repeatedly kiss her between her legs and and be like, “am I doing this right?” and Mina would be like “I love you so much Jonathan” but she wouldn’t actually get off, you know? 
4. Heathcliff — Wuthering Heights
Someone who is willing to dig up your grave would definitely be down to lick your pussy. Cathy and Heathcliff are so rabid about each other I bet oral is like, one of the least weird things they would have done to each others bodies if they had the chance
3. Gabriel Oak — Far from the Madding Crowd
Not intimidated by Bathsheba’s independence and position of power. Could take care of her and spoil her if she ever let him and they both know it. Plus, not afraid to get down and dirty and do farm work for her. If a man cures your sheep and saves your hay before a storm, what else will he do for you? 👀
2. Mr. Knightley — Emma
Mr. Knightly is the definition of a service top. 100% confident in his masculinity and completely comfortable putting Emma’s needs and wants first, but not gonna let her get away with being high and mighty. Excellent combination of obsessed with her but still in charge. ;) She would get neurotic about it and he would tell her to chill out and he’d be right.
1. George Emerson — A Room with a View
George chugs his respect women juice and is so turned on by the idea of women as individuals with unique desires he can’t stand to see Lucy betray herself by marrying a robot. “I want you to have your own thoughts even when I hold you in my arms” ?!? “The desire to govern a woman lies very deep, and men and women must fight it together before they shall enter the Garden” !! What’s not to love about a pro-Eve humanist who enjoys swimming naked and is constantly telling everyone to be less embarrassed about desire and the body? No question George is going to be eating Lucy out every day of their lives and getting off on it himself.
Bonus: 
Marius Pontmercy — Les Misérables
Shy, but also French. Not sure which one wins out here. 
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jqnehr · 2 months
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les améthystes du ciel | neuvillette — part 14
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two individuals under pressure to marry. one has the hydro archon on his back, and the other has her matchmaking friend pushing her along. when the two meet at a ball, and both in dire need of peace from two meddlesome females, what better arrangement is there than their own betrothal?
pairing : neuvillette x fem!reader warnings : crack and (attempts at) funny ha-ha humour at the start (massive failure), ANGST (again, surprise surprise), ermmm idk what else, this is sfw. word count : 4.5k (another short one...) note : SOSOSOSOSOOOO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET OUT, school has been WHOOPING my ass (and love and deepspace is taking up all the remaining gb in my brain) and I've hardly had time (and motivation 😔) to write 💔💔 BUT ANYWAYS!! better late than never <33
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“My goodness, Neuvillette, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you with such heavy eyebags.”
Neuvillette releases a sigh through his nose and continues perusing the documents before him, not even glancing up at the Duke of Meropide. “How fortunate am I to have a friend that is unfailing in pointing out the obvious.”
“In all seriousness, though, are you alright? You look like you haven’t slept a wink for a week.” Wriothesley’s perceptiveness strikes again. The Chief Justice dips his quill into the ink jar and scribbles his signature on the dotted line of a paper upon some recently-overseen hearing. “I haven’t.”
“And you’re not your usual amiable self either. You know, if you’re worried about your wife, there’s a nice Inazuman restaurant that just opened downtown. The Tonkotsu Ramen is divine.”
“I don’t even know if she likes Inazuman food.” Neuvillette isn’t really in the mood to entertain Wriothesley’s company today, but the dark-haired man seems to be making no move to leave. The warden of the Fortress appears to be more than eager to give the Iudex some unsolicited love advice from the ‘love expert’—Wriothesley’s words, not his.
“Everybody likes Inazuman food. Oh, and did you hear that Lyney and Lynette’s holding a massive magic show in two weeks? Maybe you could take her along, have some fun.”
“Did you forget that this marriage is contractual? There isn’t any real reason to take her on dates, Wriothesley.” The Duke’s eyes widen in incredulity at his words. “You don’t mean that. I can just tell that the very cause for your lack of sleep as of late is the very woman you don’t have ‘any real reason’ to take on a date. Do you think I’m stupid? You’re like an open book, Neuvillette.” “The thing that I don’t understand is how adamant you all seem to be on making us into a happy, loving couple. Have you been colluding with Furina in secret?” “She’s had a few cups of tea with me, but that’s besides the point. Isn’t the Madame bedridden with an awful cold right now? I bought some of my favourite tea up here so you and I could share some, but maybe you could take it and have it with her instead. What kind of husband would you be if you didn’t help nurse your ill wife back to health?”
That worries Neuvillette. “Do you think she’d be offended by my lack of checking-in and visits? I already had some chicken soup made for her yesterday, though.” Wriothesley’s spirits lift once he sees he’s starting to get through to the clueless man. “If I was your wife, I’d be insulted, whether contractually married or not. And chicken soup, Neuvillette? How cliché. I bet you told her maid to not let her know you requested it for her.” Neuvillette’s subsequent silence was answer enough.
Wriothesley rolls his eyes. “Whatever happened last week that caused this rift between you two is just silly. So, tell me—what did happen?” “Uh…” Neuvillette’s ears flush red at the memories that instantly flood him. “N-Nothing much.” “Did you two kiss or something? Oh, yeah, real scandalous. It’s almost as if husbands and wives don’t do that kind of thing!” 
“We’re husband and wife on paper and by arrangement only, Wriothesley. It would be going against the contract to initiate any kind of intimate contact with each other like that. And no, we didn’t ‘kiss’. It was just…” The Duke leans forward in anticipation for the Iudex’s answer. “Well?”
“…Well, we ran into each other at the beach in the dead of night and talked.”
“Did you two do the deed?” “No!” The Chief Justice’s entire face flares bright pink at Wriothesley’s innuendo. “Goodness, Wriothesley, how on earth did you come to that conclusion? Did you just come here today to bother me about such private matters?”
“Yeah. Anyway, you’re blushing like a maiden on her wedding night. If you just ‘talked’, didn’t ‘kiss’ and didn’t get it on, then why are you so hesitant to divulge what unseemly act you both committed on the beach that night?” “Alright, since you keep insisting—we almost did.” “As in, almost kissed or almost had se—”
“Kissed! Kissed—we almost kissed.” Neuvillette waves a hand in front of face in defeat, trying to ease his embarrassment. He didn’t want to think about how if they weren’t interrupted, it probably would’ve escalated way further. Archons, I sound like a right idiot. He shoots the smug man before him a look. “What books have you been reading? You’re making me seem like an airheaded teenage girl giggling about her first kiss to her gaggle of friends.”
Wriothesley looks almost offended. “The only things I have time to read are reports upon convicts and the management of the Fortress, Your Honour. And I’m sorry, but I really didn’t know you were so sensitive about this matter. As if I didn’t see how you carried her out of the tea party, all bridal style and everything. Looked way too real to just be an act. Isn’t that just so interesting?” Neuvillette purses his lips, throwing Wriothesley a side-long glance. “You have just as wild of an imagination as Furina. I’ll take up your suggestion about the tea, though.” “What about the magic show and restaurant? You could go dine at the restaurant after the show. Don’t you think she’d like that?”
Quiet, the Iudex stares blankly at the document before him, contemplating. Would that be overstepping my bounds…? Oh, to hell with it—I’ve already done so too many times to count. What hurt is a small date going to do?
“…Alright. Your counsel is sound, I suppose.”
“Of course it is. Oh, and do you know when the banquet will be?” “…In two weeks’ time. What day is the show?” “It’s on the Tuesday.”
“The banquet’s on the Friday. Are you going to attend?” “Furina’s…coerced me into attending. I’m going to be stampeded by frenzied mothers desperate to marry off their equally crazed daughters again.” “Careful, or—how do the youngsters call it these days?—she’ll ‘hitch’ you up with someone, too.”
Wriothesley gives him a look. “You sound like a ninety-year-old.”
Neuvillette side-eyes him in return. “And why do you think that is? I can never keep up with the ever-changing colloquialism of the kids these days.”
The Duke shakes his head in amusement, seeing he’s succeeded in his mission and thus can leave. “Alright, old man. Send my get-well wishes to your wife for me. And don’t tell her I sent the tea. It’s supposed to be all you.”
Neuvillette is too polite of a person to tell someone outright to get lost, so he opts to wave for the door. “Yes, yes, I get it, Wriothesley. I’m sure you’ve got plenty of things to attend to, or would you like me to assign you some documents to peruse for me?” Wriothesley instantly gets the message and hurries for the door before Neuvillette can follow through with his threat. “I’ve got a date with the Pankration Ring, so sorry. Have fun with your wife!”
His office door quickly clicks shut. Neuvillette shakes his head and continues on with his work, perturbed.
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Neuvillette debated with himself over whether he should deliver the tea to you anonymously, say Wriothesley heard of your sickness and sent it out of friendly well-wishes, or just man-up and go personally brew it for you.
Eventually, Neuvillette decided on the latter.
Now, he stands hovering outside of your bedroom door, hand raised to knock, but hesitance keeps him back. He’s worried you’re sleeping, and would disturb you—and that’s why you knock, idiot—or, if you’re awake, subject himself to even more embarrassment upon the remembrance of what almost happened a week ago. This is a bad, bad idea.
He almost leaps out of his skin when your voice calls out from behind the door, a slightly muffled: “Neuvillette, I know you’re out there. Stop dawdling and come in.” Resigning himself to his fate, he clicks open the door and shuffles in, embarrassed. “My apologies. I was worried you were sleeping and that I would be disturbing you.” You haven’t looked up from the book you’re reading. He recognises the book title with a start—The Soul of a Human. The box of tea in his hand almost slips out of his grip at his shock. “Well, you were fretting over it outside my door for five minutes.”
“I…apologise. Am I intruding?” He understands why you would be grumpy—your voice is awfully stuffy from the cold, and your face is pale. And lo and behold—you’re in the very same nightgown as you were that night. Neuvillette averts his gaze, ears burning. Ugh, what’s going on?
“No, you’re alright.” You pick up a bookmark to your side and slide it into the book, closing it, giving him your full attention. You look up at him, before your stare falls to the item in his hold. “What’s that you’ve got there?” “Oh, uh…” He glances down at it, searching for the right words. Wriothesley told me not to tell her he sent it… Neuvillette finally manages out, “…I brought some tea to clear your head. Care for a cup?” “How thoughtful of you!” An abrupt swell of pride at your thrilled affirmation envelops him, and confuses him. Ignoring it best he can, he ahems and turns for the coffee table. There’s a rustle of bedsheets and covers and you’re padding across the carpet for him. “Here, I’ll go ask Anaïs for a fresh pot of tea.”
“No, you must rest.” Neuvillette doesn’t even think before he’s already put a hand upon your shoulder, stopping you in your tracks for the door. You turn to look up at him in surprise, and he quickly removes his hand. “Erm—I can go and ask her. Just relax. You need as much bed rest as you can get, yes?” You stare at him silently, and he takes in your appearance. Hair unbrushed, up in a messy bun with wild strands of it flaring out, lips pale and chapped, nose red with your cold and your eyes are sunken with fatigue. I was a fool, staying out for as long as we did that night. But, despite it all, seeing your complexion bare and sickly, he’s rather struck with admiration.
He doesn’t realise he’s staring even more intensely than you when your quiet call of his name snaps him from his stupor. Blinking, Neuvillette takes a small step back. “Uh, sorry? Yes, I’ll go brew it.”
“That’s not what I sai—” But he’s already rushing for the door, leaving your hand outstretched in a feeble motion to stop him. Now it’s your turn to blink in bewilderment.
Man, he sure likes to stare. The bouts of chills you’ve been getting are traceless now, heat left in its place. You’ve never had someone look at you so appreciatively, and you’re sure you look like a gremlin right now. Neuvillette was dead silent and just studying you intently, like he was looking at the moon. 
You move to pull open a window, disliking how abruptly hot the room has gotten. Should I do something about my appearance? He’s already seen you practically naked, and that thought makes you blush even more. Anxiously patting at your hair, you head for the bathroom and take a look at your reflection, almost recoiling in disgust. I look ghastly! You quickly run the tap water, splashing at your face, sucking in a breath at the chill of it. Goodness, no wonder he ran out of here! I look like something out of a nightmare.
You jump when the sound of your bedroom door clicking open reaches you and, with a rush of panic, you whirl around and shut the bathroom door. Soft footsteps pause, and Neuvillette’s voice calls out, “[Name], are you alright?” “Fine! Just—one moment, please.” You hurriedly pat your face and hands dry, then moving to yank your hair tie from your bun, wincing at the sharp pull. That’s right, I haven’t brushed my hair for a few days, I was so sick! It must be a rat’s nest, and I probably have split ends now! No matter how much you try to pry the tie from your hair, it won’t budge, and it hurts like hell.
Okay, stop panicking. Why are you even panicking anyway? It’s not like you can help looking so dreadful at present. What are you trying to do—impress him?
“Ow, ow, ow, ow,” you softly whimper, bent over the sink awkwardly, gently trying to untangle the snag your hair tie has hit. You forget Neuvillette has exceptional hearing when three soft taps knock on the bathroom door.
“Are you sure you’re alright? You sound like you’re in pain.” He catches you by surprise, and you jump, hand still in your hair, ripping some strands out. Involuntarily, you yelp, cursing under your breath, arms sore from the angle. You hear Neuvillette’s polite, “I’m coming in” before the door clicks open. 
Great. I wouldn’t blame him if he started laughing. One look in the mirror and it’s quite clear just how ridiculous you look right now. Hair flopping over your face, the end of it still tied together. Hot with humiliation, you rush to explain. “I…was trying to untie my hair, since it’s been up like this for a few days—” “Would you like some help?” Neuvillette shuts the door and approaches, hands reaching for your hair slowly, as if awaiting your permission. Seeing no other way, you nod feebly, your hair bouncing comically with the movement. “…Yes, please.” Neuvillette begins to remove his gloves; biting down on the material covering his middle finger and sliding it off smoothly. The action is so minimal, so natural—but you can’t help but find the sight extremely attractive. His eyes meet yours, and he tilts his head slightly in silent inquiry to your ogling of him. You look away, fidgeting. Things are starting to get out of hand.
At least there isn’t a hint of amusement in his face—he doesn’t seem to find your current state funny at all. You were expecting him to tease you, maybe chuckle at your silly state, but he’s perfectly expressionless. As usual, you suppose. Although, he does seem to smile a lot at you. His eyes are soft, too.
“Where is it tangled?” His voice is quiet. Neuvillette’s fingers wind into your hair, quickly finding the hair tie and observing the state of it. You have to keep your head bowed awkwardly—but you suppose it’s nice that he’s significantly taller than you, so you don’t have to lean over too far. You reach up and lightly grab his hand, guiding it to where it is specifically twisted. “There. It’s knotted, I think.”
“Mm, it is.” His fingers are gentle, never tugging or pulling, just carefully working away at untying the knot in your hair as best he can. “It’s not so bad it has to be cut, though. You are fortunate.”
Relief fills you. “I’m glad. I suppose you have to deal with such incidents yourself with your hair?”
Neuvillette chuckles. Gods, his laugh is so nice. “From time to time, yes. But I take very good care of my hair. Wouldn’t it be so silly if the Chief Justice oversaw a trial with matted hair?” “They wouldn’t let you in,” you laugh back, straightening slightly as your back muscles are beginning to ache. “Do you ever tie your hair up? Or try different hairstyles?” “I…can’t say I have.” Neuvillette shakes his hand, some strands of your hair falling to the floor, before he continues untangling your hair again. “I think I prefer it out, with just the ends tied.”
“I see.” You’re the opposite—having your hair down all the time gets in your way. So, you opt to have it up in a hair claw or gathered on top of your head in a messy bun. You really can’t fathom how Neuvillette gets around so easily without sitting on his hair or getting it stuck in doors. But then again, you suppose, he has been wandering around like this for centuries, so he ought to have learned how to manage it by now.
But the little girl in you always wants to reach for his hair. It looks perfect to braid and brush to your heart’s content, but you wouldn’t dare ask. All you know is that it’s soft and very well-kept, considering its lucent shine and the handful of times he’s picked you up and you had to hold onto his neck. 
Such a train of thought makes you curious—what’s his morning routine? Nightly routine? Does he put his hair up in a net before sleeping? How long does it take him to brush it out each morning? Doesn’t it get bothersome at times? Has he ever had a haircut? And what are those blue things in his hair?
You voice that last question. “Neuvillette, what are those pretty blue ornaments hanging down from your head?” The movement of his hands in your hair freezes, and you immediately wish you could take your words back. You and your big mouth, [Name]! Haven’t you learned how to mind your business yet? Biting down on the inside of your right cheek, you move to apologise. “I’m sorry if it was a personal question, they’re just so peculi—”
“They’re, uh…” His quiet reply silences you, and Neuvillette begins to untangle your hair again. “I can understand why you’re curious. I can’t explain it, but they’re just…well…” “I dare say, they look like antennas,” you offer amiably, hoping to ease his clear awkwardness. “Or horns?” Then you giggle lightly. “Are you a dragon or something?”
Neuvillette swallows, beginning to sweat bullets. You just hit the nail on the head, and I can’t even tell you. He really can’t think of an excuse for them, but he isn’t about to indulge you in his secret. “I’ve been around for a long time, [Name], so surely it can’t be strange to realise that I may be some kind of mystical creature.”
“You said you’re not a vishap, so are you a dragon?”
“…Not exactly. I can’t really tell you, to be frank.” Sometimes, he wishes you weren’t so perceptive. It’s a valuable trait, yes, and he admires you for it, but it’s uncomfortable when he witnesses you practically unravelling his own secrets he’s kept very down-low right before his very eyes. Your quiet, observant demeanour is worth its weight in gold, but he wasn’t aware that you had been silently studying him also.
Well, it makes sense, if you think about it. You’re both married, and live in the same residence. It would be more logical to consider it strange if you weren’t curious about him—as he is you.
“Oh, I won’t pry, then.” It isn’t that factor that bothers him, he’s just a bit worried you’ll become suspicious, connect the dots—and it’s game over for him. If you haven’t already. 
Silence reigns for a few moments, Neuvillette just gently unknotting your hair from the tie before finally pulling the band from your hair completely, holding it out to you. With the de-tanglement came a lot of pulled hairs, and a clump of some is still latched onto the tie. “There you are. Would you like to shower and wash your hair before joining me for tea?” “Uh, yes, I will.” Embarrassment fills you again. You glance at yourself in the mirror, letting loose a humourless laugh. “I look ridiculous.”
Neuvillette surprises you by patting your head, much like he does to the Melusines he’s so fond of. He’s smiling at you with that same gentle smile, too. “You look cute, if anything. There’s no need to be embarrassed. Things like this happen.” You stare at him. He thinks I look…cute? 
Neuvillette appears to be perturbed by his own words. His eyes widen a fraction. “Uh—that is, there’s no need to put yourself down. Feel free to take your time.”
You, again, don’t get a chance to answer as he’s already whirled around and shut the door behind him. 
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The bathroom door clicks open and you step out, towel wrapped around your head, hair up. You look and feel much more refreshed than before, face washed and moisturised. Neuvillette glances up from the newspaper he was reading and turns to you. “You look much better. I managed to keep the tea warm. Care for some?” “Of course.” You take a seat beside him, briefly shooting a glance towards the newspaper. And, as expected, the headlines are still going on about the announcement of Neuvillette’s marriage. One of the most notable headlines, Will There Be A Wedding? lines the top of the front page, along with a long string of columns holding articles on the matter.
“The Steambird is just eating this up.” You’re somewhat amused. You’ve, effectively, thrown the entirety of Fontaine into chaos. There’s a picture of you both at the tea party someone must’ve managed to snap just in time—Neuvillette’s lips upon your cheek, your expression perfectly surprised—displayed across the front page. You pick up the paper and begin reading the first few sentences of the article aloud, “For once, Fontaine has been graced with something much more exciting and shocking than the latest murder mystery resolved at the trials—the very man known for overseeing such hearings, Iudex Neuvillette, has recently announced his marriage to a young woman, Madame [Name].” It’s so ludicrous. Furina must be overjoyed.
You hear Neuvillette sigh from beside you, then the trickle of tea being poured sounds. “It gets better. The subtle slights thrown your way, in particular, are especially riveting.” Sarcasm drips from his tone. “I don’t recommend reading it. I’ve half a mind to send for them to halt publication of such an offensive article.”
“No need, I was prepared for this.” Society is fueled by vanity. Everyone likely expected Neuvillette, an unreachable, enigmatic figure with the face of an angel, to follow down a fairy-tale storyline. He would choose a woman equal to him in appearance, someone gorgeous and loveable, not someone who looks like every other person you pass by on the street. Not someone normal.
You’ve long grown a thick skin to scornful comments from those around you—commonly people you don’t even know, and who don’t know you—but it hurts a bit to be compared to the man next to you. So you opt to ask him what he thinks of your appearance.
“Well, Neuvillette, what is your opinion on me?” You brace yourself for the worst. But he’s too nice a person to give it to you straight. Perhaps his hesitance to confide in you of his true, maybe even superficial, views on you is a factor that could wound you deeply.
“Opinion?” He echoes, surprised. Neuvillette sets down his cup upon the saucer in his hand with a soft clink, mauve eyes rather bemused. “…Could you be a little more specific?” You have to choose your words carefully—you don’t want your deep-seated, pushed-down insecurities revealed, nor do you want to look like you’re fishing for compliments. For attention. You just want honesty, not flattery. “Erm…well, have you found that you would have rathered a more comely wife?” “I will be perfectly frank.” Neuvillette places his cup and saucer on the coffee table before you both, before leaning back and facing you fully. “I am not someone who goes for what’s on the outside. However, in this sense and our situation, I never had a choice anyway—not that that’s turned out to be a bad thing.” He, too, seems to be having trouble wording it right. “What I mean to say is, I like you. Your personality. And it’s very easy to look past all those superficial, facile ideals of beauty and appeal once you understand the heart of who you’re dealing with.”
Yeah, he should’ve been a poet. You want to tease him, but now is not the time. You also didn’t expect his words to comfort you so much. Beauty is a double-edged sword, and so is being average. Then it hits you—wait, could this be considered a…confession, of sorts?
“So, you’re saying…you don’t care about my appearance? Like how the entire country and Furina does?” “I never did. Why do you think I chose you? If I wanted a beautiful woman, I need only have taken my pick. I could send a letter to some nobleman with a particularly attractive young daughter and solved all his problems with marrying her off. But I didn’t. Although this situation is unromantic and unideal, that doesn’t mean I wanted it to be unrealistic.”
His words make you ponder. He had options, but he selected me. “…You could still say you had no choice, Neuvillette. The only reason I wound up here is because we danced and sent the ball rolling—a ball Furina herself put there, waiting for someone to kick.”
“Yes, you could. But you had a level head, could manage yourself under pressure, and you’re not the type to take much to heart. I needed someone rational, and it seemed like you were the only logical woman there.”
But it’s not like you were different from all the others. You were just in the wrong place at the wrong time, really. You give him a rather rueful smile. “You’ve misunderstood me once more, Neuvillette.”
“Sorry?” He almost flinches at your words. “Misunderstood you? How do you mean?” “I am not some sensation. We were both in sticky situations and we both appeared before each other in the nick of time. And I didn’t see you talking to any other woman apart from Clorinde that night. You didn’t try to seek someone out—it’s like you just hoped the right person would come along. And they did.” Neuvillette’s gaze drops, hurt flashing across his features. You feel pierced, like you just hurt yourself too, but you push that guilt down. This is not going how I intended it to. Miscommunication strikes again. And it’s the only thing you’re both capable of, because you have some silly little piece of paper to stick to and blurring lines to stay behind.
It’s frustrating, actually. You want to know more, but the contract says no. You’ve both come so close to breaking those rules you set for yourselves, only to pull away just in time. A chemistry you never asked for sputtered to life between you both, but it’s something to be adamantly—indefatigably—avoided. Why is it such torture?
Torment like no other. Ha. You’re talking as if you know what this is. But you don’t. And you won’t. All you know is that you can’t.
“I…” Neuvillette seems to be at a loss for words. “I’m not sure what to say.” “It’s alright.” You lean forward and pat his hand, which is curled into a tightly clenched fist. “You didn’t have a choice. This isn’t your fault.” But it will be your fault if this continues on and becomes something it shouldn’t. No matter how you strain to touch his face, you will be lost beneath the waves.
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strawberrypockybox · 11 months
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༺☆༻ 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐭...
✩ six : it can’t be real
featuring : itoshi sae x f!reader
synopsis : being surrounded by the smell of coffee sounds nice, but it’s awful when you’re also a college student. work was certainly not the place you thought you’d meet the guy that stole your heart.
warnings : cursing, suggestive(?), alcohol
a/n : time for y’all to actually read something🤯😔 I’d be disappointed too
five | ☆ masterlist | seven
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your heart was thumping so fast, you just convinced yourself it was the bass from the song that was playing loudly in the back along with the people that were singing their hearts out.
with your feet stuck to the ground the only push you got was when the dancing crowd accidentally hit your back making you walk some extra steps towards the attractive man in front of you.
somehow, even with the bold moves you made at work it felt and it was different now. it wasn’t your comfort zone here with prying eyes, but there was something in the way he looked at you, it was clear as day he was expecting you to do something. he was impatiently waiting, his eyes catching some spark and his stare was heavy as he observed the small steps you were taking forward to the secluded corner he was sitting in. you could see the way his slender fingers were playing with the stem of a fancy coupe glass and the way his head was comfortably resting on the back of his hand.
It was different because you now knew who he actually was.
he was your ex’s older brother and he probably didn’t know this.
but wasn’t it fun? it felt so wrong but so right at the same time. it felt like you should give it a shot, even for a small amount of time.
finally reaching him, you sitted at the club’s bar on a tall stool, being now closer than you have ever been before at the coffee shop, were you would be separated by the counter. here, the place wasn’t filled with people everywhere, but you still couldn’t catch a word he said after you both greeted each other.
he seemed to notice, a small smirk playing on his lips as you swallowed thickly leaning forward to ask him to repeat himself.
he got closer to you in the way you could now sense how his cologne was invading your senses, his lips so close to your ears as he murmured:
“anything you wanna drink?” while you nervously swallowed and he pulled away. that’s when you finally realized what had happened to him.
In the flashing lights you noticed the blush that was spreading on his cheeks, figuring that the alcohol he consumed was giving him much more confidence than he usually would show, making him extra flirty with you.
“I’m sorry, but I’m alright.” you declined with a wave of your hand. wanting to put more questions you opened your mouth to speak but he was quick to interrupt you
“awh, maybe some other time then? I really wanna spend some time with you like this again.” he mumbled the last part as he looked away, covering his face with the back of his hand and you knew he wouldn’t remember a thing out of this promise tomorrow morning.
the thought of actually drinking with him would’ve probably end up with you saying stuff you shouldn’t have or embarrassing things you definitely didn’t want to confess.
“we have plenty of time, don’t worry” you assured him and you did notice how his eyes were slowly moving down from your eyes to your face and body as you spoke.
you felt how your face was getting hot as you cleared your throat.
“what has gotten into you though?” you asked as his eyes snapped back to yours, his cocky attitude returning.
“couldn’t let shidou win a drinking game.” he grumbled and you nodded your head understanding that he had this urge to win even if it could’ve been a children’s game.
“you’re here with him?” you asked quietly lost in thought but he still managed to hear you somehow.
“with him and aiku, yeah” you could notice how hazy his eyes were once he finished his drink completely facing you.
“it’s out of character” you said more to yourself and he quirked a brow at you as if he was asking you to continue.
“you having a drink at a bar” you smiled “I’ve seen you play and I thought you would be just like ri-“ and you stopped yourself before you could continue anything that would raise suspicions.
by the look on his face it didn’t seem like he payed mind to what you said. Sae’s thoughts were now occupied by the fact that you watched him play. you didn’t look at isagi or bachira. no, you watched him and he smiled at this so hard and genuine he felt his cheeks go numb.
“I have time to regret it tomorrow.” he said as he watched you get up. “where are you going?” he asked and you extended your hand out, which he quickly grabbed.
he stared at how you’re fingers held his not remembering a word you said, too focused on how your hands together looked like 2 perfect puzzle pieces.
you giggled once you noticed that. “do you now where aiku is? he shouldn’t have been drinking. you know...he has better things to do...”
sae just frowned as your words felt like a slap, feeling himself sober up. “do you want to get rid of me?” he asked and he pulled his hand out of your grasp.
you glanced at him with questioning eyes, shaking your head “I don’t. but you’re not feeling well. my friends told me you’re quite known so it’s better if he takes you home before you get in any trouble.”
Sae sighed as you looked at him then his wrist, and at him again. he let out a sight as he nodded feeling the warmth of your fingers around his wrist.
“you know me but I don’t know you. that’s not fair” he said as you were guiding him around looking for his friend.
“what do you mean?” you said as you turned around to face him.
“I don’t even know your name.” you watched as he nervously bit his lip while he stated this.
you giggled as you resumed leading the way around.
“ ‘ts [name]. do you feel better now that you know?” you asked him as you finally catched a glipse of a two toned haired male waving goodbye to some chuckling girls.
“...yeah” he whispered when your face turned serious as you cleared your throat to talk to aiku.
“oh hi pretty” he said, but you knew better than to indulge in his compliments.
on the other hand sae felt something bubble up inside him. the way his friend easily called you pretty made his brows furrow as he noticed you let go of his wrist.
“whatever.” you quickly cut him out “your friend isn’t feeling well. I should probably get going now-“
“sae.” the redhead chimed in and both you and Oliver turned around to look at him.
“you said you know me?” he said unsure, as he crossed his arms.
“right.” you smiled as the tug of your lips brightened up your face. “sae. see you around.”
now sae was staring at your back as you got lost in the sea of people and he felt a nudge in his shoulder. turning around he faced an aiku that was wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.
“seems like you stole her from me” his friend said as sae rubbed his temple feeling himself dizzy again.
“let’s go. damn shidou and his stupid game.” sae said as aiku followed him out of the exit.
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kittybeansbarnes · 7 months
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Ask me Tomorrow 2
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Warnings: mentions of stalking, a bit of angst ig, mentions of blood, and I literally don’t know what else
Word count: 1.4k
A/n: here’s the second chapter to this. I know I promised I’d have it out like weeks ago but I’ve been pretty busy with somethings. Please forgive me😔. Already started on part 3 which will be out real soon, most likely tmr. And I hope y’all like this cause idk how I feel about it😭 more action next chapter I promise. Beta’d by @soorwellystan 💕💕 (I’m still not sure about the name of this fic
Pairing: bodyguard!bucky x reader
Part 1
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Bucky was tired to say the least. Don’t get him wrong, he loves doing what he does. Being the hero after being forced to be the villain for so long. He wouldn’t change that for the world. Yet he couldn’t help but long for something more. Call him old school but he wants the family life, wife, kids, a home, maybe a couple pets.
He’d tell himself there was more than enough time for that, then the war came and he saw that dream slowly slip away. He didn't know what it was, call it intuition but he knew he wouldn't come back. He made the best of whatever time he had left. Now as he walks down the streets of modern day New York he realizes that was life times ago. The boy he once was is gone. All that’s left now is a man trying his best with what he’s got. He doesn’t think about that anymore though.
Anyway, who would ever want to have that with him? He knows he is good looking or whatever but that doesn’t change the fact that he’s killed. Sam tells him it wasn't him; he was being controlled and there was nothing he could do to stop all the horrible things they made him do. Which he knows and believes but that doesn’t matter to his brain that plagues him with nightmares every so often. They've slowly begun to stop, but when they do come he doesn't leave the room for days. Looks dont matter when you're trapped in your mind.
He arrives at the motel, the door opens before he could knock. Revealing you. He’s stunned. Flashes of that forgotten dream passing by. You’re beautiful. How come Sam never set him up with you on any of the blind dates he forced him to go on. “Bucky?”
“HUh?”
You furrow your brows. “You're bucky right? Sam showed me a picture of you.”
He clears his throat “um uh yeah. That's me. Bucky”
Opening the door to let him in you keep a wary eye on him.
“You’re uh, you're sams friend right”
“Yes, look, I'm sorry you had to come all the way out here.”
“Don’t worry about it. I'm happy to help” He gives you a soft smile.
You smile back, getting lost in his eyes they're so blue. You stare at each other for what feels like hours until you're interrupted by the sound of the door creaking open. An angry Sam stepped through “I told you not to open the door for anyone.”
“Yeah, but it's Bucky.” you say in a small voice. Never having been at the receiving end of Sam’s anger.
“That doesn’t matter! I told you to not open the door.”
You hang your head down as Sam scolds you
“Do you understand how serious this is?”
“I'm sure she understands Sam. She’s just scared. Treating her like a child isn't going to make her feel better about the situation she's in”
Sam closes his eyes, taking in a deep breath. Calming himself. He turns to you giving you an apologetic look. “I’m sorry. I know you’re not a kid. I just- I just worry. You’re one of my best friends and I can’t stand the thought of losing you”
You look at him with a sad smile. “I understand Sam and thank you, again for this.” You walk up to him, to give him a big hug and kiss on the cheek “I love you, Sammy”
“I love you too peanut”
Bucky watches the display with a warm look on his face. He can tell how important you are to Sam.
“Sam. I think it’s best we head back to her apartment. Make sure everything is safe.”
Sam pulls back from you. “Are you ready to go back?” He asks you “if you need a moment it’s totally ok.”
You turn to look at Bucky giving him a small smile which he reciprocates “Bucky's right. We should go back, I can’t stay here forever.” Sam sighs, nodding his head leading you out towards the car.
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Once at your apartment they leave you in your room to check every room to make sure nothing was out of place. “We’ll be out here peanut. This room is safe but if anything, scream out for help and we’ll be here.”
You smile at him. He’s still very worried and you appreciate it so much. “I’ll be ok here Sam. I know y’all will keep me safe don’t worry”
They check every corner of your apartment starting with the kitchen and living area. It’s a small space so that doesn’t take too long.
Everything seemed normal until Bucky opened your hallway closet. If he hadn’t been desensitized to these things he’d have thrown up. “Sam!! Come look at this.”
The small space is filled with pictures of you out in public. Your head crossed out in red but what makes Sam freeze in horror is the words ‘DEAD BITCH’ written in blood.
After making sure the closet is cleared out Sam take all the evidence to get processed by SHIELD, leaving Bucky to speak with you.
A knock on your door grabs your attention, making you look up at Bucky. “Hey. Did you find anything?”
He hesitates for a moment before sitting dont next to you “y/n before I answer that. Are you sure there’s no one who you know who might want to hurt you?”
“Why do you ask that? What did you find?” You ask worried.
He sighs before grabbing your hand, giving you a comforting squeeze. “We uh, we found a shrine of sorts in your hall closet, filled with some picture of you that seemed to be taken of you going about your days” he leaves out the part where there person threatens your life not wanting you to panic.
“One of the pictures seems to be of you with your family. They know your routine. Which is why I’ll ask again, are you sure there is no one you can think of that might want to hurt you?”
You look shocked, how long has this person been following you? To know where your family home is? You’re on the verge of tears when you answer “I uh, no I can’t think of anyone. I know I’m not the best person out there but I’ve never given anyone a reason to want to hurt me”
“What about your family? Sam told me your father is a pretty successful businessman? Perhaps he might know something.”
You tense that the mention of your father “he uh, we don’t really speak that often. Mostly just holidays. He’s pretty sick right now. I’m not sure if he’s well enough to take visitors. The only other person I can possibly think of speaking to is my step-brother Hugh.” You avoid looking Bucky in the eyes as you speak
He thinks for a moment “Maybe we should go pay him a visit? Ask him. Maybe he knows something? At least just to knock down all the possibilities.” You look like you’re about to protest before Bucky speaks again. “I just want to make sure you’re ok. If your father made any enemies that may want to hurt you to get to him we need to know. But I understand if it’s too much for you”
You look up into his eyes catching a glimpse of worry. He really does want to help. “No it’s ok. You’re right. This is what you’re here for. To make sure I’m safe and if speaking to him is a way to make this go by faster then we should. I’ll call him and let him know we’re going to stop by.” Bucky gives you an encouraging look before you head to your purse in the kitchen to get your phone.
“Ok, I’ll call Sam and let him know where we’re going” He buries his head in his hands when you leave the room. He doesn’t want to make you talk to your family when you obviously don’t want to but he needs to follow every lead. He’s worried about you, sure he just met you but he likes you already. If the circumstances were different he’d be giving you the good ol’ Barnes charm but for now he’s set on making sure you’re ok.
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The man watches from the rooftop as the avengers enter your apartment. Cursing, this is going to be harder than he thought but he needs you dead. They need you dead.
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dawns-beauty · 3 months
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How did you get started modding npcs? I’d love to work on making the elderly people in Skyrim feel less identical but the creation kit is intimidating. Is there an easy way to dip into the modding scene or do you just have to crack things open and make mistakes? It’s hard to find guides that don’t focus on cbbe 😔
Sorry for the lateness of this, Tumblr won't let me edit drafts for asks on mobile, so I couldn't jot down my thoughts as I had them which is my usual method of answering stuff like this.
Oh man, my start was probably learning to edit the NPC from Tame the Beast 2 lol. She stood out like a sore thumb in my game. I found a tutorial that ended up becoming my method through the RS Children page.
It primarily focuses around using RaceMenu, which has a function that allows you to export the head you make directly from Character Creation. This allows you to use the extra facial sliders (like the ones from and overlays (like Freckle Mania 2, my beloved). So basically, it allows for potentially far more unique NPCs than editing via CK.
I am going to warn you, it definitely is not simpler than editing NPCs in the Creation Kit alone. Sorry.
Links are to the SE version of the mods, as that's what I'm most familiar with. They likely have LE counterparts. Sorry, I am not the greatest at writing tutorials.
Things you will need:
RaceMenu (and SKSE; be sure to get the correct versions of both for your game)
NifSkope - you will use this to open and edit the mesh. Here's GamerPoet's setup video
Things I recommend:
Creation Kit Platform Extended for Skyrim - makes using the Creation Kit way less like pulling teeth
Unofficial Creation Kit Patch - if you're using AE
an alternate start mod - I like Dimes Quickstart for its simplicity, but any would work
Another Race Menu Rotation Mod - handy for seeing how the back of hairs look
Stand still in RaceMenu (OAR) - stops the character from wiggling out of frame
For your quest to edit elders specifically, you will probably need a playable Elder Race mod (I have not tested any, but just searching for them yields plenty of options.) You will have to know exactly what races the NPCs you're editing are, though
Fun Stuff for diverse options:
Extra slider mods (I like Expressive FaceGen Morphs)
Skin Overlay Mods (for extra detailed faces)
If you want to get REAL funky with it, you can also use OutfitStudio to have a lot better time sculpting/getting super wild with assets, but that's too advanced for this tutorial (and my method is very 'goof around until it just works.'
I don't really want to cover using mod-added headparts (like eyes, hairs, etc.) There are basically two options there: add them as new headparts for your mod or make your mod dependent on the mod the headparts are from. The second way is probably simpler for beginners, but I definitely suggest installing Creation Kit Platform Extended, as it will allow you to load the other mods as masters without the Suffering™.
The Workflow
1. Design your character like you would a player character. For this example, I am redesigning Arcadia.
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A recommendation: unless you really feel like you need to change it, it is typically better to make the Weight slider match the NPC's actual weight. You can see this value using either SSE Edit or the Creation Kit. It is no big deal if you don't, but if you change the weight and load the mod into an already existing save you will get a gap between the NPC's neck and body (unless you use Save Unbaker.) Be careful, though, there is a RaceMenu bug where if you load up RM again after exiting, it changes the weight by .01. So annoying.
For Skin Tone choice, if you do a custom skin tone (by pressing 'E' while hovering over the slider) I would recommend leaving the transparency slider (the 'A' value) at 100% (though I usually make the exception for Khajiit and Argonians.) This info will go into the Interpolation Value box in the CK, and the RM values can't be directly input, so you have to calculate the value with a (RM Number/255 = X/100, solve for X which is your Interpolation Value)
1a. If you are planning on adding faceparts from mods to your own plugin, I recommend saving and doing that now. Then come back to your save and change your headparts to the versions from your plugin. If you want to just have the other mods as masters, you can skip this.
2. Once you're satisfied with your design, I recommend saving your game and saving your head as a preset (click to enlarge):
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3. Now, you will need to write down some stuff.
Skin Tone (RGB value):
Hover over Skin Tone slider. Press 'E'.
write down the R G B values (and A if you change it, see above note)
Even if you use a default skin tone, this is the best way to make sure you get the correct value for the CK.
Weight (number)
Scars (name) (if applicable)
Hair (name)
Facial Hair (name) (if applicable)
Eye Color (name)
Brow Type (name)
Writing down Hair Color is optional: with this method, the hair will inherit color from the head you export, not the CK value. Plus, RM's values are not really useful, because the default hair colors are named. It's the same with the Face Complexion (wrinkles, etc), with this method it is exported with the head mesh.
4. Export the Sculpt:
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It should end up in your SKSE folder (SKSE\Plugins\CharGen), wherever that is for you
5. Now you can close down the game and open the Creation Kit.
Use the folder icon to load your masters.
Pick Skyrim, Update, any official DLC (if applicable), and any other mods you want to be masters for your mod (for eyes, hairs, etc.) If you've made your plugin already for headparts, just load it up.
6. In the Object Window, expand the Actors -> Actor -> Actor tabs and now you have a lot of tabs with Race names. Find the race your NPC belongs to then open the appropriate gender tab. Alternatively, you can just search the character's name in the searchbox.
7. Find your NPC's name and double click. This opens their Actor window, which is where you will use all the data you wrote down.
If you want a preview of their face, tick the box at the bottom of the window.
For weight adjustments: go to the Traits Tab. For all other values you need to worry about for this tutorial, go to the Character Gen Parts.
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So, to parse this: you can ignore the Face Tint Layers box and pretty much everything on the left side of the screen.
Face Tinting Color
Type in your values for R G and B (you can ignore the Preset dropdown completely.) The Interpolation value corresponsed to the 'A' value, so unless you are working on Khajiit or Argonians, it will probably always be 1.
Base Head Parts
To change stuff in this section, click the line you want to change then go down to the dropbox below it and change it to what you want Face - unless you're using something like High Poly Heads, you can ignore this Everything else in this box: change to what you wrote down for each
Additional Head Parts
This is mainly used for scars and functions a little differently To add a scar, you need to go to the Object window again You can expand the Character tab and click 'HeadPart' then search the name of the scar you want. Click and drag the line with your scar into the Additional Head Parts box and it should show up there.
8. Once you've got the above like you want it, hit 'Ok', save your plugin. Now, to make the next step a little easier, you can click the NPC name in the Object Window again and hit f4.
This will export the meshes/textures file folders to wherever you have CK set up to export files (if you use MO2, it goes directly to the Overwrite folder by default.) Your plugin will be in the same place, (probably. Mine is bugged.)
Go ahead and exit the CK now
9. Go your your files exported from the last step. Open a second window from the files you exported from SKSE.
Open both meshes in two separate NifSkope windows.
You absolutely must make sure your headparts match the head you exported from RaceMenu exactly, or you will get the dreaded dark face bug.
If your SKSE head has a weird broken neck mesh, that's not a problem and can be ignored.
Now, you will need to find the Head textures in the head you exported from the CK. If your NifSkope is set up like mine, it should look like this:
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Copy this line and paste it into the SKSE head in the same slot.
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Save the SKSE NifSkope and close.
10. Rename the SKSE files (both .dds and .nif) to the number your exported heads are. You can then copy and paste your your SKSE files to their respective folders:
the .nif file goes in meshes/actors/character/FaceGenData/FaceGeom/[name of plugin]
the .dds file goes into textures/actors/character/FaceGenData/FaceTint/[name of plugin]
And now you're ready to pack up your mod for testing! At this point I also recommend taking a second and converting your plugin to an ESPFE via SSE Edit. It's pretty simple and there are probably tutorials out there.
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Scully, you're not gonna believe this.
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hypaalicious · 6 months
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Why I think Nocturne is way better than the OG Castlevania series
Sorry, when I try to shut up about this show I be like
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so here’s my unsolicited, highly biased word vomit that will contain spoilers at the end (but those will be under a cut) so read at your own risk! Okay, leggo
It’s actually diverse.
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One thing about high fantasy is that it’s almost always Eurocentric. Even if it’s not set in Europe, the characters are gonna inexplicably have British accents because we associate that with high fantasy. We’re gonna have European style “old” clothing choices. And if everyone isn’t white, they might as well be because they’ll only throw in a couple ambiguously brown side characters and call it a day. Or if they make a main character a POC then best believe everyone around them will be white.
Nocturne, tho? Oh, you can tell it’s made with more than just a sprinkle of representation. They didn’t just make Olrox indigenous, they tied his Aztec lineage in beautifully. Annette was a slave but it’s not flattening her character because of it. Drolta came to slay but even she has her authentic background. Which leads me to my next point!
The Black characters especially are done tastefully.
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Like… don’t get me wrong. I love Isaac. He was the only reason I stayed tuned into Castlevania past season 1, LMAO! But his backstory felt like straight trauma porn cooked up by a non-Black person who wanted an excuse to see a Black man whipped for character development.
Zodwa Nyoni wrote some episodes for Nocturne and she put her FOOT in it. When it came to addressing Annette’s time as a slave, her connection to the Orisha through her bloodline… I was gobsmacked at how accurate everything was and now I know why LOL! Like, for me, it’s always gonna be hard to see slavery in fiction but I can’t say shit bad about how it was tied into everything in this show. Annette’s ancestors play such a huge part in her growth and it just warmed my heart to see a Black girl whoop some colonizer ass without it feeling hamfisted. 🥹
The token relationship is the cishet one, everyone else is gay asf
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I love that trope flipped on it’s head, ngl LMAO! I, by default, HC everyone as bi anyway but MAN was it nice to see Olrox and Mizrak speedrun enemies to lovers and a hint of Drolta’s devotion/gayness to Erzsebet.
I know the majority of my fictional character thirsting leans male but don’t get it twisted; I jump for JOY for gay shit in media 😂 The only reason I don’t thirst as hard for female characters is because I prefer my men fictional but my women real.
That being said, this series sent me into bi panic and I’d like to be manhandled in a room by Drolta and Olrox.
Nocturne’s first season plays out neater than the OG’s first season.
Like… okay. My main beef with the OG series was that after they defeated Dracula, the rest of the show felt like a meandering fanfic. Sure, there were a few badass moments, but the energy kinda faltered for me and I was bored with a lot of it. I hope they don’t do the same with Nocturne; they left off at a nice cliffhanger which builds anticipation for the next season and… idk it feels more cohesive already? They coulda speedran kicking Erzsebet’s face in like the OG trio did to Dracula but I’m so glad they left us a lil something to look forward to.
Alucard’s glow up >>>>>
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I’m chronically online but I’m so glad I went into this series blind because the way I GASPEDT when he showed up at the end
Like damn for the past fifty-leven years he was in that castle by himself going “do I wanna talk to Sypha and Trevor plushies again or do I wanna make myself even more of a bad bitch?” Then he chose the latter, went to the salon, got his hair bleached platinum along with some sew in extensions for volume, beat his face with Fenty, and said “sorry Drolta but there can be only one vampire baddie on this earth and hunny I’m TAKIN IT”
He looks more like his video game design this way too, which I love! I hate that he took out Cuntress McSlay tho 😔 Drolta I will always love you!!
Mmkay. Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to start a cult to Olrox real quick. Erzsebet ain’t the only god walking the earth and I feel he just needs good marketing!
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leemillion · 7 months
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CALLING ALL PRESTON GOODPLAY LOVERS (aka me)
IM MAKING A PLAYLIST
FOR THE ONE AN ONLY 😌
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AND I NEED SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF HIM. WHETHER THAT BE DIFFERENT STAGES OF HIS LIFE (canon or headcanon) OR YKNOW JUST WHATEVER GIVES YOU THE ✨VIBES✨
I’D LOVE SOME OUTSIDE OPINIONS ON THIS
HERE’S THE SONGS I ALREADY HAVE IN ORDER:
Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical (gives me the ✨vibes✨)
Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham (Think it would describe his childhood. At least a part of it)
Am I Supposed To Apologize? - Maria Mena (It’s %90 percent here because of a few short lyrics that would imply him discovering his love of theater. The other %10 is because I have a headcanon he’s a child of divorce parents.)
My Play - AJR (C’mon man it seems pretty self explanatory if you’ve listened to it. Plus it adds onto the divorced parents theory)
The Main Character - Will Wood (It’s literally him. C’mon man. The vibes. Also you cannot tell me he wouldn’t be a huge Will Wood fan.)
Hard to Be the Bard - Something Rotten! (He’s a writer✨ An artist✨ It can’t possibly be easy 😔)
Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos (Now this one is more the Performance Trio as a whole but still. Preston is the poet, obviously 😌 while Nerris is the soldier and Harrison is the ruler.)
I/Me/Myself - Will Wood (Because he's just so ✨gender✨ Plus if you headcanon him as gender-fluid it makes this even better.)
Oh No! - Marina & The Diamonds (A desire to succeed. To make it big in this world. He knows what he wants and he won’t stop at nothing to get it. He definitely has a fear of failure. And who’s to say he doesn’t feel like he’s the worst? He already acts like he’s the best. Who’s to say that’s not a cover up?)
Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic (Consider this the beginning of Preston Goodplay’s Good Play. He finally has a performance piece that people seem to like. He’s finally getting the love and attention he so deserves 😌 But at what cost?)
Non-Stop - Hamilton (Turns out his new performance is the only thing people seem to want. So why not just keep writing up new ideas for it? Sure he’ll eventually run out. But right now’s not eventually! He’ll just have to keep coming up with new ideas for it! Thing is it’s getting a lot more stressful than he intended.)
Left Brain, Right Brain - Bo Burnham (Oh Y’know just that one scene where he’s arguing with his own fucking reflection. Unsure whether he should sell out and give the people what they want, or follow what he wants with the risk that no one would like it.)
Show & Tell - Melanie Martínez (Ok this is getting ridiculous. They’ve started showing up to his practices and commenting on HIS writing process. It’s overwhelming. But what can he do about it? They’re his target audience. Well his only audience but still-)
Everyone is Dumb - Mazie x Everybody Likes You - Lemon Demon (Seems self explanatory. Everyone actually pays attention to him now. They’re excited for his performances. Everyone likes him. But they’re also stupid. It’s a stupidly simple performance that’s virtually the same every time. Yet they never get tired of it. Yes they like him, but is it worth it if this is the reason they like him.)
Shine A Light (Reprise) - Heathers (Oh y’know just the silly little nightmare he has :,D And then the hallucinations of his own reflection laughing at him. Plus him pulling out that prop knife uh- was he just being dramatic or??? Like he did have a bit of a psychotic break, man’s was hallucinating. How do we know he didn’t think the knife was real? Like was he actually trying to- y’know? Seriously is he ok-??)
Are You Satisfied - Marina & The Diamonds (He talks to David for a bit. And something’s called to question. Is he satisfied with this? He’s worried about his future yes, but then again what’s the point of making art if he doesn’t actually like it himself. It’s pointless. And he realizes no one else should get a say in what he wants to create. It’s his problem. No one else’s.)
Drama Club - Melanie Martinez (Honestly just doesn’t give a shit about anyone’s opinions anymore and that’s kind of a good thing. Even if they hate it. “Any reaction, positive or negative, is still a reaction :D” As tomatoes are pelted towards him. Honestly a healthier mentality than he had before. And I think that’s the end of the Preston Goodplay’s Good Play section of the playlist!)
Recess - Melanie Martinez (I’m here for Preston’s grandmother raising him and teaching him everything she knows 🗣️🗣️🗣️ Stg every lyric fucking fits. Also I think this could apply to his new mentality of “Fuck you it’s my art not yours I do what I want.” A nice little summary to the fiasco that is Preston Goodplay’s Good play.)
Mirror Man - Jack Stauber’s Opal (Mostly just gives me Preston vibes. His desire to become famous and what not.)
Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham (Vibesss man. “I am an artist, please god forgive me. I am an artist, please don't revere me. I am an artist, please don't respect me I am an artist, you're free to correct me. A self-centered artist. Self-obsessed artist. I am an artist. I am an artist. But I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid, kid. And maybe I'II grow out of it”)
Finale (Can’t Wait To See What You Do Next) - AJR (Honestly just thought it’d be cool to have the last song in the playlist be called Finale 💀 But I think it’s a nice little summary of his character. A final bow if you will 😌)
Anyways that’s about it. If anyone else has suggestions or input on the songs already here feel free to! Hell if you happen to disagree with anything feel free to. I love discussions about things I like :D Also feel free to suggest songs that you think I should add 😌 Gonna go pass out now baiiii
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starshapedpetals · 11 months
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things i think should (should’ve?) happen in DL before it dies (if it’s not already dead??)
carla, shin, & kino character songs. i know kino already has imitation game, dystopia, & count off, but i don’t count them! carla & shin also deserve their own songs & not just solo versions of operation x
a song with all 13 diaboys. that sounds so chaotic & so fun 😭 that should’ve been for the 10th anniversary honestly
bats can purr. i would love if they gave us at least one fluffy scenario with our boys where it happens 😔🙏 i’m also talking about all 13 boys doing this btw don’t think i’d leave your boy out of this. it would be so catboy of kou to purr dude cmon let him be the bat-catboy he is, rejet! & the tsukinami’s could totally purr! even if they aren’t technically vampires, they can turn into bats, right? like how shin turns into a wolf. so they’ve got that dna in them! but also consistency hardly matters to rejet. so yeah i think this could work. also i think it’d be cute to hear each boy purr, no matter how jarring it might be coming from some.
it will always be weird to me that they didn’t make versus songs of the rivals. like kanato & azusa. like cmon you had yuki kaji & daisuke kishio in the studio for that versus cd drama & didn’t use their godly voices for a song together??? i really don’t understand why they haven’t made sakamaki mukami duet songs by now. the only thing close is bad howling where kou replaced subaru..
also isn’t it strange how the mukami’s didn’t get any more solo songs?? each sakamaki got 3 character songs per boy (if you don’t count the ending songs sung by ayato), the mukami’s only got one each. although neither of the tsukinami’s got real character solo’s so it could be worse 💀
animating some of the tokuten cd dramas. this is also something they could’ve done for the 10th anniversary. although, i’m not really that hung up over this. it’s just something that’d be cool. animation is expensive. plus DL getting another anime, especially one so different from the original, would be even stranger for the anime only’s to see.
a little self indulgent but i really want a cd drama line where the boys are in our role.. like i wanna see them be the M’s for once. (aside from u azusa, you already give us both <3 but i would love to see more of it so-) i would also honestly love if we were the vampire this time. pls tell me i’m not the only one who’s really interested in that concept. just once at least? please rejet hear my pleas (though idk how they’d be able to do it now..)
if we had to get another game, i personally want it should be like VC or LP. some of my favorite routes come from those games, & i think kino lovers deserve to have a route like that with their boy.
man.. wouldn’t it have been funny if some of these things were gonna happen before the cheating scandals with tatsuhisa suzuki & takahiro sakurai 💀 i really wonder what the new drama cd & those character songs announced in house of vampire were gonna be like…….. will we ever find out…? rejet..?
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solcaladion · 2 years
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General Hunter x Reader HCs
I’m doing it. I’m doing the thing. I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t like him too. 😔 reader is gender neutral as usual. Mostly fluff. Some angst at the end with a mediocre ending because this got a little longer than usual. Probably will write a one shot of this gremlin next stay tuned :)
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He adores you
There is nothing more in this world that he loves
Than just being around you
You just make him feel so calm 💕
Either of you have a bad day
And he just. Crawls right into your lap
And on top of you
It was a little bit rocky when you two first started dating
Because he wasn’t really sure you were comfy with him invading your space when he needed it
And didn’t know he could just. Ask?
But at his heart he’s a cuddlebug
It’s a little different when you need cuddles
He is, after all a working man 😤
And he’s just not used to being touched
If you’ve been dating for like a year, sure
Be as touchy as possible actually
Thank you
(He is touch starved)
But without warning or having that conversation
It might mess with him a little
just a pinch
Please just talk to him about these things
And then if course
Snuggle all you want
He’s probably a switch spoon
With more inclination to be a small spoon.
What can I say he loves being in your arms
It was almost funny
When u first started dating he wanted to be 💥manly💪
So he had you be the small spoon
But eventually he passed out
And
Surprise
When he woke up
HE was being cradled by you
In your sleep you both had rolled over
And he nearly cried right fucking there
Shakjskska
Literally just
Bumped his head down back on your chest
Speaking of which
PLAY WITH HIS HAIR?
This boy is actually goop within your hands
Probably the first healthy relationship he’s ever had and HES OBSESSED
If you break his heart I’ll kill you <3
^ you got this line from everyone
Darius, Gus (eventually) probably Luz at one point. Hooty too.
Once he leaves the emperors coven you both get a lot more touchy
He might even take you on A REAL DATE
:0
Once he gets a wash and stops living like a homeless man at hexside
You honestly thought it was a little funny when you found out he was sleeping in the abandoned part of the school
Until you found out what he was doing
And what he’d been eating
And the hadn’t showered or taken care of himself
Also
Dude just live with your partner?
please
They have a shower
When you’d told him he could’ve just. Came to you
He nearly passed out and died
Of course he’d love to stay with you and (presumably) your folks
But that’s a big step
If you do start staying with each other he’s probably staying in the guest room officially
Since he is still a boy. Just a guy. And he needs his own enclosure for enrichment purposes
And if he can’t stay with you then PLEASE bring him real food
And maybe a pair of respectable sweats or Jammies
Counterpoint: Hunter stays with Darius and it becomes a teen romcom with TRAUMA
WOOO
From this point forward- trigger warnings for abuse, manipulation, panic attacks, injury and the events of Hollow Mind
To the meat of things.
The events of hollow mind absolutely shattered and fucked with him
And he wasn’t entirely ready to talk about it with ANYONE
Much less the person he cares most about, you
He doesn’t want you to know he’s just a copy of someone else
He can’t stand the thought of it
What if you left him?
I mean, he wouldn’t blame you. He’s an artificial person. He’s not even real
And it fucking broke him
Of course he wanted to see you, to be around you
You’re nearly prescription to him at this point
But he couldn’t quite deal with you knowing
Not like he does, at least
If he brought himself to see you
Or, if you found him
He’d probably break down even more
He doesn’t even speak with you the entire time he just cries
For hours
Ugly, shit-faced sobbing
He’s gripping onto your clothes like a lifeline. You’re getting wrinkles in your shirt modeled after his hands
He doesn’t even really stop crying he just slows down and passes out in your arms
You end up setting him down on your bed and tossing him a blanket
And probably you took the floor for the night
You aren’t an idiot, you know it’s rough for him
With the state he’s in, it probably wouldn’t be right to sleep next to him, right?
But when you wake up the next morning, he’s disappeared
No note, no warning
If he hadn’t left his coven cape you wouldn’t have even been able to tell he dropped by
You can’t contact him either
So your left with a lot of questions and a lot of worry
You’ve probably been taking care of him since before he left the coven
Hunter is kind of a rough player
When he gets into fights at his job he usually skips out on the doctor
And just braved the injury for a week
But that’s where you come in babes!!
You saw this little scrunkly with a beat nose and limping and you said
“Him please”
SHJSHDKSKS
That’s honestly how he learned to trust you in the first place
You stopped him dead in the middle of the street
Dragged him into your home
And bandaged him up <3
Little stray <3
And having him DIP like that?
After having a massive breakdown at your house?
Obviously you were worried
When you find out he’s been living at hexside
It’s just more stress on you
You go to find him and tell him he’s always welcome
AND ADRIAN SHOWS UP
(FUCK THAT GUY)
Reunion is put on hold since the entire school is put into an illusion
And you’re just trying to find your way to other people
When you run into Skara and Viney hovering over your Boy
And you three drag Gus and Hunter to the Healing room
And when he wakes up he officially apologizes for not telling you anything
And then he continues to not tell you anything :)
<3
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husk-not-whiskers · 2 days
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𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄?: Green
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒?: He/Him
𝗠𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗘(𝗦)?: Husk
𝐑𝐏 𝐏𝐄𝐓 𝐏𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐒?: when someone brings in another character to harass their character in the middle of a conversation to make their character look stronger, especially if it’s just an anon role play and we aren’t friends. I think that’s just a me thing though.
𝗘𝗫𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗖𝗘 / 𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗬 𝗬𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦?: only really seriously the last two years (online) I tried online rp when I was younger and it didn’t go well so I just… didn’t for a few years. However I’ve been a writer basically since I could write. Language is beautiful man.
𝗙𝗟𝗨𝗙𝗙, 𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗦𝗧, 𝗢𝗥 𝗦𝗠𝗨𝗧?: probably angst? I enjoy fluff but if my guy isn’t freaking out internally during the fluff it’s just not right 😔 I just seriously love angst. Dead dove is my favorite.
𝗟𝗢𝗡𝗚 𝗢𝗥 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗥𝗧 𝗥𝗘𝗣𝗟𝗜𝗘𝗦?: it really depends. I feel like Husk is definitely a “get straight to it” character so he uses fewer words. But when I’m doing longer plots with people I enjoy writing his body language, everything he is doing, inner thoughts ect ect.
𝗣𝗟𝗢𝗧𝗦 𝗢𝗥 𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗦?: PLOT PLOT PLOT!!!! I absolutely LOVE plotting *rubs hands together evilly* I just tend to get overwhelmed when I have more than one going on at a time. And after I finish up the double date plot (wherever that goes 🤭) I’d love to plot some newer stuff too hehe. I absolutely ADORE the date thing going on right now and how it just feels connected to everything that’s been going happening on my blog. I enjoy the memes as something to hold over until I either start a new plot or finish the current one. Cuz my fellow role players are people and need time 🫰 I also need time sometimes too…
𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗘 𝗧𝗢 𝗪𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘?: ehhhhh see it really depends. Most of the time I am in writers mode but when writers block hits. IT HITS. I’ll try to answer to try and push through, but it doesn’t feel in character and I give up. So a few days give or take
𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗘(𝗦)?: Besides from the gambling addiction? I think so. I think it’s more so the negative traits though. I’m not really the best at social situations so being blunt is something I do alot. I’m not good at the whole “reading” people thing though. Thankfully I’m not an alcoholic.
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asmomyluv · 8 months
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Ranking Obey Me Nicknames
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This is just a fun post of me ranking the fandom given nicknames for the obey me boys! If I missed any let me know and I can add them or do this again depending on how many! P.S if I seem like I’m hating on a nickname I’m not! Being dramatic my aggressive is my form of humor 😔 I’m working on it I swear
12.Lulu- Luke
This just feels like bullying😭 I know his name isn’t the easiest to come up with nicknames for I’ll give it that. But I feel like he’d just be offended by this it feels like the name of a small dog and well…. you know
11. Sol - Solomon
At this point just make something up I can’t. Like “Sol come here real quick” it’s not a real sentence
10. Didi - Diavolo
Honestly I just don’t vibe with it? Idk it’s not terrible or anything but I’ve seen better.
9. Luci - Lucifer
Again I know Lucifer isn’t the easiest to give nicknames to but I’m like, again it feels insulting almost given how feminine the name sounds but at the same time it’s such an easy name to whine if you wanted him to give in that sounds so sexual sorry😭 like I could see you trying to get him away from work and just “Luci pleaseeee” and that’s like the only time he appreciates it
8. Tantan - Satan
There’s just better out there yk this is the kinda nickname you use when you want something and the other person is like “shit what do they want now”
7. Barb - Barbatos
It’s only ok because it’s him saying it out loud feels awkward tho like “barb” and then an actual person responds idk but it’s ok because it’s butler man
6. Levi - Leviathan
I’m sorry but it’s hard for anything to beat the number 3 spot… anywho I think Levi is a good nickname but side note I had such a hard to trying to figure out how to pronounce it caus it it like the Levi in Leviathan than or is it more like “Levie” idk maybe that’s the same thing and I’m going coocoo
5. Angel - Simeon
YESYESYES look it’s so good cause Angel is just a general pet name but yk he’s an ACTUAL Angel so it’s just yk.. o.o ok also it’s super cute and I feel like he’d get flustered cause he’s been called “an Angel” but it’s just diffrent yk ok yea I think you get it
4. Mams - Mammon
It’s cutie patootie of him and it’s giving he wanted a nickname so bad that he decided to make it work and he couldn’t be happier whenever you say it so I love him and he loves the name we’re all happy
3. Asmo- Asmodeus
Pretty pretty name for a pretty pretty boy
2. Belphie - Belphegor
Ok it’s basic I know but it’s cute. Like he’s such a Belphie yk? I’d expect literally nothing else but for Belphie to act like a Belphie and we’ll he does!
1. Bub - Beelzebub
ITS. SO. CUTE. Am I biased because Beel is my fav? Uhm maybe maybe not… But Bub is such a cute nickname for literally anyone but for him it hits ten times harder since it’s part of his name. Bub or Bub’s just feels like such a soft name and given how powerful and even aggressive his name naturally sounds giving it a more tender sound is AHHHH it’s so good.
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soobinspet · 5 months
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NSFW thoughts about txt!!! Anythingggg based on astrology specially Soobin 🥲
Yessss I have a looooot of thoughts so lemme tell u…
Soobin and I are both Sagittarius so I feel like I can perfectly imagine what his sexual behaviour would be . I’m not taking his Venus accountable rn I’m just talking about his Sun. Sagittarius are always giggling during sex, always so smiley, they just make the moment so much fun. Soobin would be exactly like that. You’d be laughing so much BUT if I had to talk about the real sexual act on itself I’d say that sex with Soobin would be rough, fiery and definitely full of nasty words. He’d love dirty talk so much. Sagittarius have really high sex drive so I can tell for a fact he’d get hard for the dumbest reasons multiple times a day AND Sagittarius are explorer so Soobin wants to try basically everything that he can possibly do. IN CONCLUSION Soobin loves sex and is good at it, he’s a shy,funny,smiley sex partner, having sex with him would be sm fun and it’ll probably leave you a bit sore lol (I want it so bad 🤩)
I can’t help but think about a threeway with Soobin and Yeonjun 😔 a Virgo and a Sagittarius, no pity. They’d be so rough on you and maybe even a bit humiliating. I see them being into so many kinky things but I love to think about them specifically enjoying making u squirt (going crazy behind my phone rn). They’d make u cum over and over again… Soobin would probably be the one to tell Yeonjun to go easy on u lol. Yeonjun would be the nastiest,roughest out of both of them. He’d love hearing u beg and cry for his dick. Uuugh I’m going feral…
Lemme tell u about Taehyun a bit… this man would be cold asf, the sex would be great but once he’s done with u, he just wouldn’t give a single fuck about u lol. He’s an Aquarius, a reaaaal Aquarius and i hate to admit that as i wish i could imagine Taehyun being a sweet, dedicated fucker, but he’s not. Sooo I imagine him being into free use. Him using u ofc. He just wants to do what “””has””” to do lol. He’d want u to lay there and let him do what he feels like doing. He wouldn’t really care about u so he doesn’t care if his words hurt you…he’d have the dirtiest mouth ever. But it’s okay because it’s him 🥰
All of this just to say that I want them all to destroy me rn
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katsumiiii · 2 years
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Anyways thinking about Katsuki with a little girl and how he cannot say no bc his little girl is a daddies girl 😔 she wants daddy to do her hair and he will do it with no complaints whatsoever bc whatever his little girls wants, his little girl gets, however he is also a pretty good father, bc i like to think he's much closer to his dad than his mother, bc his dad is so mellow but only gets nervy when his milf of a wife is like she hulk, and Katsuki listens to his advice and understands that no dad is the same, and no dad is perfect and Katsuki has a lot of trouble accepting that he won't be the perfect dad bc he wants his little girl to see him as this great man, but he understands that she might, but with a little flaws
So when she comes to him with her first heartbreak, he immediately goes into anger mode but then remembers how he couldn't go to his parents with that issue, and immediately calls you for help because he has no idea how to help
It's a learning experience for everyone, and no doubt his little girl listens and learns too because in every photo they have together, he smiles, because he didn't with his parents and he'll be damned if he makes his little girl suffer or cry.
One time he did and tried his best to fix ot by giving her his black card,,,,,,, and it was maxed out an HOUR LATER
but if anything Katsuki is so grateful to have you by his side because he wouldve been dubbed worst dad ever if it weren't for your help, and if anything it makes his love for you grow
literallyyy yes like if katsuki ever had a daughter she’d definitely be a daddy’s girl. like he’d just spoil her rotten and have a hard time saying no so that would leave you to do the discipline. and I also feel like the older he gets the more willing he is to ask for help. like when he was younger he used to think it was almost taboo to ask someone for assistance, but now he asks you for help everydayyy when it comes to his daughter.
and I’d pray she never gets upset with him because he’d just be devastated. kinda piggy backing on your daughter heartbreak thingy, let’s say she were to get a bf and katsuki find out right. and yk he’s all in ‘protective dad mode’ bc nobody can treat his little girl right in his eyes. so he does the cliché and scares off her little bf right. so his daughter finds out and is just lividdddd, I mean smoke coming out the ears type pissed.
“no fucking way you just did that shit dad.”
“hey, watch your fuckin’ mouth.” he barks, crossing his beefy arms over his chest. he didn’t rlly understand why she was upset in the first place. the boy was just some little punk katsuki scared off, and now he’s getting lip for it?
“dad, I’m at an age where I’m going to start bringing guys home that I like.”
“not in this house sweetheart.”
“and in what other house would I being doing it in?”
“I don’t fuckin’ know, but not this one.”
and she gets all huffy like he usually does and just decides to stomp off before she says something that might get her in real trouble, “whatever.”
and he’s just all wide eyed and confused like he doesn’t know wtf he did wrong ??? doesn’t quite understand that his little sweetheart could even catch an attitude with him, but there’s a first for everything !
you were listening to the whole thing tho and you’re just standing there kinda shaking your head at his obliviousness. he stalks over to you with doe eyes and is all like, “what the fuck just happened?”
“she’s pissed at you kats.”
“yeah but I don’t fuckin’ know why? i ain’t do shit wrong.”
“well then, figure it out.” and you just leave him there all awe struck, going to find your daughter to comfort her.
eventually he gets it after overhearing yalls conversation and grows enough balls to apologize. he realizes that his little girl is going to have other people in her life, other people that make her happy. and though it’s going to take him some time to get used to, he’s as on board with it as he can be!
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