#the rlly rlly like the one of the left tbh

[ineed-to-sleep]

So I've had this wip sitting in my folders for months now and decided to ressurect it to satiate the urge to draw these two again

#I actually finished a wip after abandoning it for so long alright iconic moment for me personally #this is them in the cab coming back from the warrens after getting their asses handed to them by all the szlachta #she handled herself a lil better but vincent is squishy and almost died like. 10 times #vtm #vtmb #the fledgling #brujah #oc.vince #oc.pepper #ship: viper #sleepyscribble #she looks a lil sad bc yk she nearly lost the dude and she starts realizing she liiikes hiiiiiim teehee #she legit doesn't know what she would do if she rlly lost him #but she doesn't think she's in love ofc ofc it's just that yk he's the only person she really feels like she can trust #and the only one she feels really good around and who she feels she could tell anything to #and tbh she hasn't felt this way with anyone else in a long long time even before she became undead and had to deal w the other kindred #but that's normal for a friendship yk this is just a really strong friendship why ruin it with romance right that's stupid #no she wasn't watching him take his shirt off with her eyes almost popping out of her skull the other day shhh that didn't happen #she doesn't even remember he has freckles on his back and a scar on his shoulder. the left one. she doesn't remember she wasn't even lookin #ANYWAY no lust no feelings she's fine don't worry abt it 👍🏻

[kavennnn]

thoughts on the new coil chapter? Sorry im losing my mind rn and have no one to bounce ideas off of

im not okay, the ending is actually terrifying, but it makes sense bcos dazai was trying to figure out how to use the basilisk from tom and he definitely doesnt actually want to kill pomfrey. i rlly thought that they were gonna use a spell to recover the letter so i was surprised w/ that. i rlly dont know what to expect next (other than dueling club, obviously) bcos i was sure that mori saying that dazai would kill poppy that he meant that he eventually would, not the next damn chapter. snape will probably be in charge of brewing the potion now but i cant imagine dazai actually doing anything to him, but being tasked to kill him might lead to smthn and snape might help him, but idrk, or he might not even be tasked to hurt him bcos pomfrey had to do w/ her knowing abt the mafia and they dont know if snape knows, but if he's trying to stop the potion from being brewed and snape possibly could know abt the mafia and dazai is in the mafia so it's not like killing ppl is the very very last resort, i think snape will atleast eventually be a target, maybe mcgonagall first, since pomfrey is gone then the month probably doesnt matter as much, if mcgonagall makes it clear that she knows of the mafia she will be next. idk tho

#i dont rlly know what to expect #we only have 9 chapters left i think #and idk if we're getting a year three #idk if allegory would want to write one but with only 9 chapters left in this one #and where the story feels like it is #i rlly hope there's a yr 3 #but yeah #havent interacted w/ this fandom in awhile bcos it was better to keep my hyperfixation at bay while allegory took their break #and also bcos im kinda scared of going back to the discord #i was rlly surprised w/ these latest chapters tbh but i trust allegory #also blaise in the last chapter.he is truly the best person in this fic #ALSO HOW IS DAZAI WEARING THE COAT AND THE CLOAK.pls allegory im crying what does that look like how do i draw that #m&m #coil #m&m coil #magic and mystery #allegory_for_hatred

[8bit-mau5]

Hello I kept forgetting abt these and to show em off BUT. repainted the expressions some and repainted (most of) his body in a way im MUCH happier with.

im not taking these at the moment but if you have any old stuff from me, ESPECIALLY 2018 or older... it’s something to keep in mind ;3c  If anyones ever interested in getting old sprites (2020 and older) by me spruced up then you’re free to contact me for a quote, minimum fee of 60 USD ^^ The more you pay the more is repainted TBH.

#artists on tumblr #fantrolls #homestuck #hiveswap #Gabriel's arts #commission #i dont think theres anyone left in the community that like #has my super old sprites tbh #maybe ONE person who has 2019 era sprites from me? but who knows #i made a lot back in the day and i dont see any of em in use so i have to ssume #that theyre not around! #ANYWHO i rlly like how the face looksnow #i didnt redo it from scratch cos that would take WAY too long but i did make #a fair bit of edits #the nose placement and hands were bothering me.. #as well as his PINK TEETH #i also dont like how i made the border color like a very pastel version of the blood color. i just dont like how it looks one white

[itadore-you]

oh god. i think i already fell for this random dude. bc he gives shouto todoroki energy

#thank god i had the social battery to ask for his socials #will i talk to him #hell no #hes such a cute lil quiet guy #BACKSTORY #i was hanging with two ppl i met from freshers bbq #then two random other students (shouto coded mystery lover and his friend) showed up outside our window #and we invited them in for drinks #he was so quiet but in a hot way #like shoto.... #hence shoto coded..... #idk my brain just likes saying hes shoto coded from that alone #im already acting up for a dude thats insane .... his flatmates were goikg to a club and ik one of them so i got invited #already was not rlly in mood to go out tbh #the second i saw this man turn away from.the group ( he was not going clubbing) I LEFT

[holyluvr]

Getting a good hit of indica that’s a little stronger than vapes I had last time after I ran out of my indica is Hallelujah Praise The LORD and that kid with ADHD

#… #I need indica or antipsychotics both to function. an upper and a downer of some sorts. stimulate then depress. over and over again. daily. #TBH one of the dreams/goals that I still haven’t let myself let go of despite knowing the stats and likelihoods of the outcomes…. #well anyway one of those dreams is to somehow fix this. to meet a doctor who has a treatment plan or life change idea that works on the drug #dependency / the ‘maybe’ acquired brain injury issues. #the ‘is this idiopathic narcolepsy or is this ABI from drs or would you consider this probable narcolepsy from ABI from drs or?’ issues. #the ‘it’s harder to put together a clear understanding of your health overall’ comments followed by silence bc they don’t need to say it lol #it’s hard because no one has known what my health ‘should’ be like. know one has any labs without me on psychotropic medication combos. #they have partial proof from brain scans for the conclusion that my brain was just .fried to deal with me/make me easy and good. didn’t work #and they don’t even need proof to know that medication combos in their own profession shouldn’t be used together or are only used together #in extreme cases with no options left that they immediately fucking jumped into and were lucky I didn’t DIE so many times but fuck yeah #now my brain hurts and I’m not how I was beforehand but don’t rlly know why or how to express it #and I feel alone there and then I have bitch ass doctors telling me to Just Stop The Meds For A Fee Weeks :-)! …..Dr u have no idea huh do u #a few weeks? give me 3 days before I’m having a psychotic episode that’s severe enough to warrant police arrest or 911 called for me. #that’s thousands of dollars in a legal psychiatric hold. and that’s if someone catches the signs on time before I potentially harm myself or #like yeah no I’m sorry doc but i can’t just Simply Stop or Substitute anti-anxiety drugs when I’ve had them holding me together b4 puberty. #anyway I’m still. hoping I’ll find some info somewhere or stories and people like me who figured something out or anything idk #because my medical testing is interfered by medications that I cannot stop taking (mainly benzodiazepines) without losing my mind now. bad.

[ronanlynchbf]

sisterhood of the...sisterhood of the hunting heart necklace 🥴😖🤐....

#ellipsis ellipsis ellipsis #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #just realized this looks insane 2 anyone that has not seen yj....tbh if u haven't yet u should it's great 👍 fun times 👍 stress equivalent #to the stress u feel watching succession 👍 #anyway sisterhood of the traveling pants and yellowjackets enjoyers this one's for u 👆 #ignore also that this doesn't rlly make sense like. grammatically. or in the context of the title of the movie in relation to the yj ep... #i'm trying to joke abt the ep bc it left me genuinely so distraught........like javi wasn't even a major character or anything but he #survived out there for two months on his own only for this to be his end....and like he's so young..he's just a kid.. and i know they ALL #are just kids but javi is the youngest of them all and idk having younger siblings myself that just affects me double bc he's like barely #15 at most....and he was trying to help natalie...like he was just trying to help and they let him drown...like drowning as a way of dying #always gets me extra badly bc it's so slow and desperate and ughhhh all of it combined just...agh :( #ANYWAY. it was still a really good ep and probably my favorite so far for the second season the pacing of this one worked really well

[astrxealis]

good morning 🥺

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?) #IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^ #she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool #and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS #yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :(( #AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag #ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14 #and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3 #what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be #grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like #myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong #bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u #properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3 #idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups #with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now #RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol #IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school #AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho #she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me #tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and #then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh #covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations! #i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy #back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and #mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay #AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n #i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it #BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh #she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking

[robotpussy]

and yea it was bad of me for leaving screaming jay hawkins out of the classic rock poll, but the truth is ppl looking at that poll probably only know who jimi hendrix and chuck berry are 😭 and considering the results rn my theory is CORRECT! that's why i ended up leaving tina turner and prince out too, prince would just take over everybody else....

#which is why i said if prince wins on that one poll he's on I'll side eye because no offense to him! but he is such a cop out answer #like it just tells me u dont listen to enough (black) rock because prince was a huge crossover artist he was basically a pop star #but i knew i would get ppl saying 'um wheres prince?' if I left him out ☹ like idk we need to diversify our lives and tastes 👍 #probably shouldnt have added him at all tbh. i was gonna put (the easy answer) next to his name but I didn't want to be disrespectful #the point was to find otehr artists that arent just the big ones that get talked abt thats why the rlly obvious ones were left out too

[kinstein-art]

brush marker practice with the Best Boi

#i love brush markers so muuuuucchh #mha #my hero academia #bnha #boku no hero academia #kirishima #eijirou kirishima #kirishima eijirou #fanart #mha fanart #my hero academia fanart #bnha fanart #boku no hero academia fanart #eijirou kirishima fanart #kirishima eijirou fanart #kirishima fanart #rlly proud of that left one tbh #i like the bold black

[bilbao-song]

had a very cryptic encounter w/ elton john in my dream last night. for some reason

#going to that tribute the other day rlly got me back on my elton john bullshit tbh. #anyway it was on like a small cruise ship and a bunch of people (including elton john) went to some tiny ass room to play poker #and i was there even tho i barely even know how to play poker #and everyone was kind of quietly like ??????? why is elton john here. but no one rlly said anything #so then when it was time to leave he got up and like…said bye to everyone. as u do #so i smiled and waved and he pointed at me and was like ‘you.’ and motioned for me to come over so i was like um. Okay #and i went to see wtf #and he was like ‘there’s something good coming for you later.’ and i was like oh? what is it? #and he was like ‘shhhh you have to find out later.’ #and then left the room so i stuck my head out of the door frame and i was like ‘ur concert was so good’ which he somehow acknowledged #but i don’t remember how #but that was all!!!!! #is this some kind of omen #dream elton tell me ur secrets #elton john #nonsense rambling

[boyghcst]

i want affection and connection w someone but im also just so disheartened and disappointed by ppl…

#i rlly do think im unloveable tbh #I’ve used dating apps for so many years now n lit haven’t gotten anywhere w them #it’s just the same thing #speak once or twice have a good convo then they ghost or unmatch #even tho there’s no indication why like the convo was easy going and fun it just comes out of nowhere #n it always makes me feel there’s something wrong w me tht ppl do this #ik deep down it’s just ppls choices n tht it doesn’t reflect me #but idk why i have such a hard time meeting ppl and dating #n it’s embarrassing only ever having one relationship n im 25 this year #i can’t even meet new ppl bc ppl just don’t communicate n don’t match the same effort #it’s left me feeling hopeless and cba w dating in general #i used to think me being trans was the barrier in me meeting ppl #but there’s other ppl around me who r trans who have no problem whatsoever #so idk wht it is #journal

[sensesdialed]

also i am so god damn confused about s.pider-m.an: f.reshman year but i’m just rolling with it for now i guess LMAO

#'it's set in the mcu' YET NORMAN AND HARRY EXIST AND THERE'S LIKE SO MANY VILLAINSSKJHFGDJ #which like i'm so fucking happy norman and harry are there that's one of the things in my nwh DIVERGENCIES so . i'm a prophet ig #BUT ALSO I HAVE A LOT OF QUESTIONS FDHJJK #the thing is i REALLY like the idea of peter having fought some villains above normal criminal status pre homecoming #but they just *can't* be bigger than the vulture or else it defeats his ENTIRE arc... vulture HAS to be his first big bad #(where my mcu/my peter is concerned at least) #DOC OCK IS A PRETTY FUCKING BIG BAD LMAOIDFK #but the art style is SO fun i love how it looks like old comics i rlly hope the animation's nice #where i stand for my PORTRAYAL is?? i'll probably just end up taking certain influences tbh! #whatever i like for my peter is canon everything else is either gone or i put it After homecoming DHJD #which like speaking of they've already greenlit for a second season so . THERE i give them permission to go stupid go wild #like how much have i ALREADY talked about the potential of that gap #between hoco/infinity war ( A Lot. ) i . can't believe they're listening DHJKD #🕸 ❝ i have nothing left… except spider man ❞ → ooc

[notetaeker]

Comforting my 4th grader who was really scared abt her part right before a play was probably my biggest accomplishment today lol someone saw it and was like ‘wow you’re so good with them’ and it almost made me cry 😭 as a nervous wreck myself I try to be as supportive as I can to fellow nervous people 😭😭

#and I rlly do see myself as someone who isn’t the best with affection with kids tbh #if anything I become like a fellow kid with them instead of like a parent figure #and babying them is rlly hard for me it feels cringy lol #icb the 4th graders have hacked into my tsundere existence and made me more outwardly loving #it’s not me that’s good with them pls they are the ones who are good with me #🤧🤧🤧🤧 #them and their tackling me with hugs if they see me #getting offended that I didn’t hug each of them before I left for the day #running to the hallway window to say bye to me after I leave the school building #all of that for the past schoolyear has slowly cracked my shell #anyway I thought abt all of that and almost cried #I feel like I’m in an anime lmao 🤧🤧😭 #a nice wholesome teaching one 😭😭😭 #dumb things I say

[good-enemy]

Hmm pvris is touring again but the nearest they're coming is Manchester and idk if I can be arsed going to Manchester again

#i mean i did see them three times last year and its not like theyve released anything new since i last saw them #maybe if i can get a mate to come with me but im not that arsed i might see nearer the time if theres any tix left lmao #cause the first 2 times last year my dad took me and the last time i went w my sister but theyre not rlly into pvris so its not fair lmao #and manchester is just suuuch a pain in the arse like its not far its just so awkward to get in and out of? #like the roads are so weird and confusing especially late at night in the dark #i wish concerts were at like 2pm cause then it wouldnt be a bother but trying to navigate that weirdo fucking roundabout #that leads onto the motorway at like 11.30pm when its pissing down rain is just 😭 not good and we ALWAYS get lost trying to come out of #the little side road by the ao arena that we usually park in esp cause theres so much traffic AND THERE'S RATS 😭 #i mean i dont think theyre in the ao but theyre all pretty close together i think idk i saw them in jan in the academy and thats #more or less down the road from the ao iirc so yeah its hard to drive there u have to either park in the arse end of nowhere with the rats #or pay like a million pound in parking and i have no one that would actually come willingly with me djhdjs so i might just leave it #& i know i could get the train but i dont trust them tbh ive trained there twice in my life and i was terrified both times that our train #would get cancelled and we'd be stranded in fucking Manchester of all the godforsaken places #ellies shitchats

[666glitter]

went on a date and everything today.

#Im terrible at first dates but this one went rlly well #i usually try to just let the other person talk the entire time and listen which i know isnt great #but if i am left to my own devices i will ramble about stupid shit and ask dumb questions #as a joke but sometimes the other person doesnt have the same sense of humor i do so .... #terrible date advice from me to you: lean into the awkwardness #and ask invasive questions #throwback to the one time i asked someone what their relationship was like with their mother and she looked at me SO DISGUSTED #It works about 60% of the time tbh i get a laugh and a lighthearted answer #dont do this im single for a reason

[cheenutchutter4lyfe]

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#im tired #and people are weird #and can be mean #i rlly wanna talk to my councilor but we arent that close yet #just got a new one cuz the old one left #the old one wasnt even good tbh #i only talked to her cuz i wanted to leave class #but im like spiraling slightly so thats fucking amazing #and school is kicking my fucking ass #i hate my first hour #like the class isnt bad #its the teacher