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strawbsj · 2 months
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Hiii again!!
can I make a request about g!p minji x reader fcking in the library?
I got too excited with this idea😁
Secret crush.
You have been struggling in school for the past two months due to some family issues and just life has been exhausting and draining, you weren’t dumb you just needed a little break and someone who takes care of you. From the start of the school year you have been getting decent grades, they were good but if we compare it to the amount you study for you should definitely get better grades, that really did unmotivate you because what do you mean someone who didn’t even touch a book will get a better grade than someone who pulls all nighters, skips meal just to study and never skips a class?You are happy for them but still there is a little unpleasant feeling inside you that you can’t deny ,And on top of that your family starts complaining about you not trying hard and not getting full marks. So you thought about what is the point of trying hard but still not reaching?
The way your grades dropped made your teacher really unhappy because you definitely weren’t dumb in fact you were very intelligent so she decided to talk to you and try to convince you to get a tutor and maybe she can help you choose one.
“___can you stay a little after class, we need to discuss something?”
You were tired and wanted to go home, you wanted to deny but what if she has something important to say?
“Sure” you replied with tired eyes that anyone could literally notice that you hadn’t been getting proper sleep for days, and yeah you don’t even remember when you last had that 10 hour uninterrupted sleep.
Class ended faster than usual, once all of the students went out of the class the teacher sat you down and took a deep breath before starting to talk.
“___ has anything happened home or do you have something going on that is not very pleasant…since your grades been dropping and I’m wondering what’s the reason and if we could try to fix it?” She spat, she really didn’t want to express her thoughts in a hurtful or negative way so she tried to sound as kind as possible.
You took an exhale before speaking “miss everything is going fine at home it’s just that I’m very unmotivated towards school and my mental health overall is not really helping with school” you spoke trying to sound as ok as possible even tho tears are starting to well in your eyes, recalling everything that is happening and all of your family problems.
“I see, do you think if we could ask a student to tutor you so you could perhaps make friends at the same time while studying do you think that would help you a little? And ___ you are nowhere near stupid you just need a little push and that will get you started all over again and I care for you, you are one of my favorite students here, always kind and enthusiastic to learn new things so seeing you like this really does hurt me.” She uttered in the most comforting tone ever, you smiled at her request and nodded because maybe that will make your school life and mental health better “a tutor could work!” Your teacher smiled warmly at your answer “then I will look for a tutor” she said, she lastly bid you goodbye and you went home a little smile on your face knowing that you have a new start and could improve.
The next week the teacher gave you the name of the student who will tutor you and when will you meet, the first lesson would be in the library. Damn, you haven’t been there for a long time you thought to yourself. You checked the paper that the teacher gave you once more and you looked at the name again “Minji”. You have heard the name before but the image of the person didn’t really click. You decide to pick a place near the entrance of the library so as soon as minji steps inside she could see you, you dont think she even recognize you but let’s just hope for the best.
You waited silently for about seven minutes till you saw a girl with a school uniform, your school never restricted what the students wear but that’s what she is comfortable wearing, now the image clicked, She is minji! You have never interacted with her nor your friends did but she was known for having one of the best grades in school if not the best. She was quiet,didn’t really have much friends, a bookworm and kinda cold or perhaps a better word distant? You always saw her with a book in hand or had her head deep down writing something. She didn’t really put much effort in socializing but one thing undeniable about her was her beauty she was that handsome type of beauty. You waved your hands at her you were maybe too excited she just walked towards her expression hard to read, she always had a resting face.
“I was kinda late, sorry” she spoke a little cold it gave you chills, is she always this serious? You didn’t expect any type of laughter or giggling but a little smile wouldn’t hurt anyone!
The tutoring session went pretty smoothly she told you the basic stuff and you immediately got the hang of it, like the teacher said you weren’t stupid you just needed someone to take interest in you. It was very silent, yeah a library is supposed to be silent but this maybe was too silent. You looked around and saw no one near you or even far away from you. You looked at the entrance of the library and there was no one even the bored librarian wasn’t there you looked around a little more and there was literally no one. A panic immediately started to hit you, you can’t be stuck in here seriously. Minji saw how uncomfortable you were and decided to give you a little hug whispering “hey calm down, we are going to get out of here. Let’s call someone” minji maybe was too calm about this whole situation but deep inside she was having a little panic attack. Yeah she didn’t show much emotions but that didn’t mean she didn’t care about people’s feelings, she just couldn’t express with words but her actions did.
You called the school principal and he said that they will come get the both out while waiting you decide to make a little chit chat to burn some time and comfort you a little. “I know this might sound weird but have you had any crush” this was the basic middle school dudes question while playing truth or dare but in this situation you didn’t honestly care, If she wants to think your weird then so be it. “Yeah” she answered tone little softer now, as a nosy person you couldn’t help but ask who, “oooh do you mind telling me who?” You said to excited, she gave you a little smirk making a point below your stomach tingle “what about I will describe it and you should guess, I’m pretty sure you know them” she said in a seductive voice immediately shocking you seeing the new side of her, your not complaining tho it was pretty hot. “Why not, tell me” you said too excited. “Hmmm well she is a girl, she is very gorgeous and adorable, she has never interacted with me before but did now and Uhmm her mental health hasn’t been the best which was secretly hurting me. I have always admired her from a far” she uttered scooting closer to you. Her description definitely had some suspicion in you, deep inside you wanted it to be you but the chances of her licking you were very very slim. “Uhm I don’t…know, please tell me” you stated. She was so close to you now, “hmm sure why not” she brought her face near you inches a part. Your breath hitched and you closed your eyes, she brought her plush lips to your pair and soon you felt something kissing you softly, when she moved her lips from yours, you were shocked a good shocked tho. “Did this tell enough, princess or…?” She questioned looking deep into your eyes, intoxicating you with her pair of eyes almost like hypnotizing you and before you knew you grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her into a deep kiss passionate and warm. She immediately kissed back, placing her hand on your upper back and gently laying you down. She took her skirt off revealing her erection, and damn, was she big? She was huge and her length being hard doubling it size. Without much of thinking you grabbed it touching it earning a groan from her, she was thick and had girth. You went on your knees and saw how her tip was filled with precum. Your tongue exploring her tip and length, her precum was very creamy but salty. Her hand found its way to your neck and squeezed it “don’t tease doll!” Her breath hitched. You tried to take her in one go but she was too big. She gave you a dark giggle full of lust “too big for you baby?” You tried to take her one more time but you gagged uncontrollably while coughing. But still you wanted to please her so you started sucking half of her length, bobbing your head around it. Soon after she started twitching inside your mouth, breath getting faster and moans getting louder. Without warning her thick white salty cum filled your mouth. She looked you in the eyes “swallow it, all of it” and as a good girl you obeyed her, swallowing her release. She was satisfied,way too satisfied. “On all fours baby, mommy is going to reward you for being so good” the excitement of her words flood your brain and your body immediately reacted to her, taking off your pants and panties leaving you with only an oversized shirt. And getting onto all fours, she groaned seeing how obedient you are for her. She couldn’t wait anymore and gave you her whole length, not even letting you adjust to her, immediately thrusting passionately hitting spots you never thought existed. Bumping into your g-spot and to spots people never even named. Her ruthless pace never cooled down if anything it only got rougher, with few more thrusts and few ass reddening spanks your release flood all over your thighs. Her relentless pace didn’t stop, the way you got now tighter made her eyes roll back and a hitched groan came from her “fuck baby so tight”. With how clenching you are around her length it didn’t take her long to feel her high close. Few seconds later she pulled out and white sperm got released on your back.
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boul3vvard · 1 year
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REMEMBER ME
Tengen x fem reader x Rengoku
(One shot)
♡ Synopsis:  You and Tengen used to be in love with each other until he decided to add 3 more into the picture now it just feels a little cramped.
♡ warning(s): content contains fem pronoun’s reader is a woman. + Tengen’s wives
♡ y/n l/n = your first and last name
♡ words: 2000+
♡ notes: hi boulevard here! this is my first story/one shot so please be nice🤗 might be punctuation errors/ not proofread enough. ENJOY☆
♡ reblogs and interactions are much appreciated thank youu
★color coded for some of the Hashira★
  There hasn’t been a moment where y/n hadn’t crossed Tengen's mind. every single time he closed his Fuchsia eyes a beautiful image of her flashing across his mind he knew he wasn’t whole without her all he wanted was to hear her laugh, see her smile, listen to her go on and on about meaningless things, feel her body upon his in ways that were only imaginable now, he wanted to feed into those fantasies but couldn’t, he couldn’t cause she’s gone. y/n left without a trace her footsteps so light even the sound pillar couldn’t pick up on them before it was too late, Tengen was heartbroken. He sat up off the futon and looked down at his wives who were sound asleep on either side of him. “I’ve got to find her” he managed to untangle his limbs from theirs without causing too much of a ruckus leaving to go sit outside for a bit Hina watching the man go silently not saying a word as she heard his last statement. Y/n was not doing greater than Tengen either she felt like her feelings meant nothing to the man she felt like he couldn’t care less about where she ended up so she did him a favor and left. y/n decided to grieve the loss of her relationship in private, she couldn’t believe he gave his relationship up for a couple of women, women she never really spoke 2 words to don’t get her wrong tho she thought they were beautiful extremely beautiful at that and they all tried to get along with her but still...
Time skip★彡
       
  It’s been 3 years since Tengen and y/n crossed paths and in those 3 years y/n took the time to focus on herself, her training, and missions while simultaneously rising from her position as kinoe to a Hashira. There was a Hashira meeting at the master's estate waiting to be held that afternoon to welcome the new Hashira “I’m so nervous what if they doubt me? What if they think I’m incapable of doing such a job? What if they hate me?” “Woah slow down you're gonna make yourself sick from worrying so much take a deep breath and relax for a bit,” the smaller woman said with a dainty smile “but Kochou sama” “how many times do I have to tell you that you and I are friends quit being so formal you’re a Hashira now” “sorry” y/n said Bowing her head “plus I know why you’re worried,” Shinobu said teasingly “you do” “I do” shinobu sat down next to her “you’re gonna be fine I know the two of you haven’t spoken these last few years, of course, it’s gonna be awkward for a while I mean duh you two were married idiot but I promise you, you have nothing to worry about and if it is too much let me know I’m here u know you have friends you can talk to” y/n chuckled “thank you Shinobu” “no problem now let’s go if you want to make a good impression how about we show up on time” y/n smiled once more “lead the way”
          “You all should know by now as to why I called you all here today” the master stated everyone quickly got in line and bowed to the sickly man “I would love for you all to meet our new Hashira, please make her feel welcomed my children “y/n please make your way up front and introduce yourself” the master said with a welcoming hand “hello everyone my name is y/n l/n the ____ Hashira it’s a pleasure to meet you all I hope I’ll be able to meet everyone’s standards I will not disappoint” y/n said with red tinted ears as she spoke. “unbelievable” Tengen said under his breath “how flashy is she?” he said with a smile looking down. after y/n’s promotion everyone decided to stay a little bit to try and get to know her. “tch if you don’t want to be a disappointment how about you and I go 1 on 1 to see if you really have what it takes to be a Hashira” shinazugawa sanemi said with a huge intimidating smile on his face “must u try to fight everyone who is within arms reach of you” the voice coming from up in a tree belonging to the serpent Hashira Iguro Obanai “shut the hell up” sanemi said whipping his head in his direction. “HE’S RIGHT THOUGH THE MASTER JUST SAID WE SHOULD MAKE HER FEEL WELCOMED WILL SAVE IT FOR ANOTHER DAY” y/n internally cringed at how loud the man was, still not used to his tone. “DONT WORRY ABOUT HIM” y/n laughed softly at his loud antics “you’re so loud kyo” “kyo?” Tengen said raising a brow brushing it off as the other Hashira went on. “ahhh she’s so cute and really beautiful” said Kanroji Mitsuri the love Hashira blushing “u keep blushing like that obanai might get jealous” Shinobu teased making mitsuri hide her embarrassed face in her hands “shut up” Obanai said angrily “i don’t really care if she’s strong or not I’m probably gonna forget her existence anyway” the mist Hashira Tokito Muichirou said with a stoic express “huh?” Y/n said looking in his direction. The stone Hashira giving her his greeting as well. Y/n then went to go greet the water Hashira but he turned around quickily wanted to avoid making a fool outta himself “wait” y/n said with a hand out to him “don’t mind him” shinobu came up grabbing y/n by the arm “he’s always like that”. y/n was kinda shocked that she made it through the entire meeting without talking to Tengen not that she was avoiding him she just expected him to be a little more well how he usually is “I guess not” y/n smiled sadly as she began to walk away.
      After the meeting everyone made their way to their respective homes or hung out with friends “y/n?, Mitsuri and I are going to this new cafe in town would you like to hang out with us?” “I’m a little exhausted so I was thinking about going home for a bit” “come on Shinobu I’ve been trying to go for weeks” Mitsuru said tugging on Shinobu’s haori “okay rest up we can hang out another day,” Shinobu said with a smile and wave y/n waved back. beginning her journey back home y/n felt her nerves begin to pool in her stomach as she felt like someone was following her, she walked with her hand on the hilt of her sword ready to attack if something jumped out at her. y/n looked up at the sky watching the clouds move in quickly and just as she thought it started to rain. after a couple of minutes she made it back home safely She took off her shoes by the front door and left down the hall of her new estate to freshen up a bit after being completely soaked. after bathing and putting on a change of clothes y/n laid down ready to fall asleep until she heard a knock at her front door. y/n groaned agitated after being so close to falling asleep “that’s funny I don’t remember inviting anyone here” she said to herself as she picked up her nichirin blade for protection ready to attack she opened to door and her heart almost exploded as she saw who was standing right in front of her “Woah” Tengen said putting his arms up in front of him y/n sighed in relief “what the hell Uzui I could’ve hurt you, how do you know where I live? “I followed you” he smiled. After the 2 had settled down both not saying a word to each other “so..Wh- what are you doing here?” Y/n said softly looking up at the large man “I came to see you” “why” y/n was stunned she hasn’t seen Tengen in 3 years “it’s raining would you like to come inside?” “If it’s no problem with you” “I will get you some towels hold on” y/n made her way down the hallway to retrieve the items and Tengen took no time to take in the scenery. ~so this is where she’s living? Hmm it’s nice~ he thought to himself with a soft smile on his face. Y/n came back with a towel for the man and handed it to him “is there anything else you need” “no” y/n sat quietly anxiety rising while they were sitting in silence alone Tengen breaking it “ur place is lovely” “thank you,” y/n said fidgeting with her hands in her lap another wave of silence flooding them soon after. “Uzui why are u here?” “hmm I thought I said-“ “no. What are you doing here? Did something happen with you four? Tengen just stared at the h/c haired girl “it’s been 3 years y/n wh- why did you go? I thought you loved me? I thought we were gonna be together? I thought we were happy?” “You were happy Uzui sama I wasn’t” y/n said deadpanned “I tried to tell you multiple times how uncomfortable I felt and you never cared… you never cared about my feeling entirely at least.” Y/n spoke out again trying to keep her emotions from spilling out. “I see the way you look at those three, and you never looked at me in that way ever. You looked at them…..you looked at them with love” y/n said “I’m not saying that you never loved me but you don’t love me the way you love them if you loved me I would have been enough” y/n stated as her chest started to feel like it was on fire, her heart shattering like it did that night before. “I do owe you an apology for up and leaving without a trace but I’m not sorry FOR leaving” “besides all of this I’m glad that you’re doing okay, all of you really” y/n looked up at Tengen and smiled softly “I’m glad that you guys have each other.. I may not know them a whole lot but when u talked about them before they sounded amazing” Tengen stared at the girl with wide eyes “I’m so sorry y/n I should’ve listened to you more I should’ve paid more attention” “but you didn’t”.
“But… hey it’s not all bad” “it’s not?” Tengen raised a brow curious about what the young girl had to say “I’ve met someone a while ago and he and I really set it off he's good to me" y/n looked away with a cheesy smile "we are to be married in the fall” “I do like him” “he’s a demon slayer himself but I’m totally fine with that since we do plan to retire once we defeat and upper moon” a soft “oh” left the man’s lips. they sat in silence once again this time y/n breaking it “I want you to know something Uzui Sama “Tengen, call me Tengen..like you used to” the man said in a weak plea “look Tengen?” Y/n said with a quirked brow she hasn’t said that name in a while the name feeling almost unfamiliar falling off of her lips "I still care about you and I do hope that one day you and I could mend what was left of our relationship into a friendship, I still love you, you know” y/n tilting her head as she spoke “no matter what but... I guess you and I were not meant to be so please don't worry about me okay i'll be fine” y/n said while putting her smaller hand against his larger ones she then looked into her lap and right back up at him “yea”
          “WAHHHH TENGEN SAMA HAS BEEN GONE FOR A VERY LONG TIME WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIM” Suma shouted. “this is not the time for you to be throwing your tantrums u big baby besides do you think Tengen sama would not be able to hold his own” Makio nudged harshly as Suma was making her anxiety strengthen, the two argued. As if it was in queue, Tengen walked through the door of their shared estate and the two stopped their fighting and ran up to him to see if he was okay or if he needed any medical attention. “WHERE WERE YOU?” Makio shouted trying to hide the fact that she was just as worried as Suma “YEA WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD” Makio slapped her on the back of her head “NO WE DIDNT YOU IDIOT” “DID YOU SEE THAT TENGEN SAMA MAKIO HIT ME” Tengen sighed “I’m fine I just decided to visit an old friend of mine,” Tengen said gingerly as he pats Sumas head he then looked to his left to see his other wife sitting quietly to herself, Tengen noticed Hina lost in thought tapping her curiously “What’s wrong? U haven’t peeped a word since I came home” Tengen chuckled. Drawing the other two attention, everyone staring in Hina’s direction waiting for her to speak “it’s just- well I feel a little bad” “why?” “We chased y/n away. She wasn’t comfortable being in a polyamorous relationship with us and she left you” “we came between the both of your relationship and ruined it I- I feel awful”. Tengen was stunned he didn’t know that Hina knew what he was up to let alone worried Tengen pulled Hina into his lap the other two hugging in on both sides “don’t worry this has nothing to do with any of you, I love all 3 of you nonetheless and I’ll be sure to get y/n back no matter what it takes” and with that they enjoyed the rest of their uneventful evening together.
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wwinterwitch · 2 years
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safe space - steve harrington x fem!reader
summary: steve was afraid to admit his feelings for you, until the fear of losing you to someone else was stronger
pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
word count: 1,895
warnings/what to expect: angst and fluff, insecure!steve, jealous!steve, mentions of alcohol, house party, kissing, the fruity four is featured bc why not, sharing feelings
a/n: this was also requested so thanks to the lovely anon who requested it!!
a comment and/or reblog is always appreciated
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"Well, I'm gonna get drunk."
"Eddie!" Robin exclaimed.
"What? It's the only reason I came to this stupid party."
"I'll go with you then," she insisted, grabbing his shoulders to push him towards the backyard of the house. "I'll make sure he doesn't fall into his self-destructive tendencies!"
"You're being dramatic," he argued.
"Am I?" Robin asked. "Remember last time we had to drag you to Steve's car and you kept trying to get out, saying that you wanted to walk home 'cause the moon was pretty?"
"That was a one time thing."
"Well, this is me making sure it is a one time thing."
"Children," Nancy muttered when she saw Robin and Eddie walking away, still bickering. "Actual children."
"Yeah, I think we need to stop being friends with that many children. It's starting to become a pattern."
Nancy laughed at his comment as they both walked further inside the house. She could tell Steve was already looking for you, scanning the entirety of the place in hopes to see you somewhere.
The two of them went to get a can of soda each. Nancy didn't feel like drinking and Steve was, as always, the designated driver of the friend group.
"Maybe she's not here yet?" tried Nancy, looking up at her friend who continued to look around.
"She? Who– who are we talking about here?"
"Oh, right. As if you haven't been looking around like a complete maniac to find her," she joked. "Are you going to finally tell her?"
The answer was very clear. Despite having a massive crush on you, Steve would never in a million years tell you. He's better off dating random girls here and there that he's not really interested in at all. That's his new security system, apparently.
Because it's so easy dating someone you don't care about, and even tho Steve felt terrible for pretending with all these girls he had dated, they make him feel safe. He doesn't expect anything from then or their "relationship", because he just doesn't care. He doesn't get his hopes up, he doesn't get his heart broken.
But with you, things get complicated. He is going to expect something, he is going to get his hopes up, so he's inevitably getting his heart crushed into tiny pieces.
Steve can't go through that again. Even when him and Nancy are now very good friends and they both love each other in a platonic way, Steve could still remember how difficult it was for him to get over her. That relationship was terrible, and it left Steve thinking he wasn't meant to ever get his happy ending with someone else. It's just Steve. Steve the babysitter who's surrounded by kids. Steve the lonely guy.
So if he's not meant for serious relationships, why even bother? Might as well suffer in silence because it seems far more tolerable than having to suffer for someone else that doesn't want to be with you.
Though it was difficult, because even tho you didn't hang out most of the time, you happened to be one of the unlucky people in Hawkins that know about the Upside Down, which mean you have hanged out sometimes.
Your family is very close to the Byers, you and Jonathan practically growing up together, so ever since Will got missing you were very involved in the search, quickly becoming part of the group. You knew about what was happening even before he did.
So every time something Upside Down related happens, you'll be there. And Steve has to pretend like you're not the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, or that you're practically all he can think about whenever you're around. Problem was that you never seemed to show any interest in him that passed the barrier of a simple friendship. You treated him the same way as you would treat everyone, so he knew his feelings weren't reciprocated in the slightest.
It'd be much better if you didn't know about any of that, because that means you two would never hang out, making it easier for Steve to try not to think about you.
Nancy and Steve eventually found you. You were just entering the house with your group of friends, all of you immediately going to the backyard as you said hi to a few people along the way. Meanwhile, the two of them remained in the kitchen with their non-alcoholic beverage.
"For what it's worth," she continued since Steve wasn't replying. "I think she might like you back."
Steve looked down at Nancy, who was flashing a sympathetic smile at him. "I don't think so, but...thanks."
"Maybe you should try talking to her tonight and see where it goes?" she tried once again.
"Yeah, maybe...I don't know."
Nancy simply nodded, letting the subject go. Eventually, Eddie and Robin joined them in the kitchen. Robin immediately grabbed a can from the counter and put away the beer can she was holding.
"Thank god," she muttered. "I needed this."
Eddie grabbed Robin's unfinished beer, making sure to drink it after he finishes his. "Hey, Harrington. We talked to your girlfriend outside."
"She's not my girlfriend."
His friend smirked. "Well, the fact that I don't even have to say a name kinda says it all."
"She asked about you," Robin said this time.
Almost immediately, Steve's features soften and his eyes light up. "She did?"
"Yup. Asked if you we here."
"What? And what did you say?"
"That you are?" Eddie replied as if it was obvious. "She was all smiles and heart eyes when she heard that. Just like you're looking at us now."
Nancy immediately nudged Steve with obvious excitement. "I told you! Go talk to her!"
"Yeah, okay...yeah, wait– what should I tell her?"
Eddie scoffed. "You're the Steve Harrington. Isn't talking to girls kinda your thing?"
"She's different," he explained.
"So romantic," commented Robin sarcastically. "Look, just be yourself. Ask her how she's doing, what are her plans for the summer, invite her to dance...you know, basic human interactions."
"Everything will be fine," Nancy said, being the only one actually trying to be supportive and serious about this. "If she asked about you, it means she's interested."
Steve gave his three friends a look before finally deciding to do something about his crush for you. Deep down he was still scared, but talking to you one time at a party doesn't mean anything, right? That wouldn't hurt him (or so he hopes).
When he got out of the house and into the backyard, he struggled a little to find you because there were a lot of people at the party. Eventually, he spotted you, but his heart sank when he noticed you were talking with another guy.
He was saying something, standing very close to you, and he couldn't bare to see you laughing at whatever that guy just said. Almost immediately, he felt anger rushing though his entire body. This shouldn't be happening. It should be him the one talking to you, maybe saying some silly joke to get you to laugh because he loves your smile. It should be him the one standing so close to you, not...whoever that was.
And maybe Steve should've got back to the house and settle with the idea that you were already talking with someone else. That he lost his change of getting your attention tonight. But he didn't do that.
It was unclear to him what possessed him to walk towards the two of you, clearly interrupting your conversation. "Hi," he said very awkwardly.
At the sight of him, your smile instantly disappeared, wondering what the hell he was doing. "Uh...hi, Steve," you said. It's not like you're not happy to see him, but his approach was definitely unexpected.
"Thanks for keeping her company, man," he added shortly after, smiling at whoever it was that you were talking to. Then, he grabbed your hand to drag you away.
"What was that?" you asked, genuinely confused.
"I, uh...I don't know. Looked like he was bothering you."
"He wasn't."
"Oh, well...I just know that guy from around. Terrible guy."
"Yeah, I know him too. And he's actually really nice," you continued, looking more and more confused. "Is there something going on? Shit, please tell me we don't have to go through a portal again."
"No, no. That's not it."
"Then what is it?"
"I...I just– I guess I wanted to talk to you? It's kinda important."
You nodded, waiting for him to continue. Steve's heart was beating so fast, he thought he could actually have a heart attack any minute. To be a so called "ladies magnet" he has absolutely no game when it came to you, which completely terrifies him. It makes him vulnerable, which is the last thing he wants since the last time he allowed himself to be vulnerable his heart was broken.
"Well, I don't know if I was too obvious or not in the past, but...I kinda have a thing for you?"
Your face showed you weren't expecting that. "You do?"
"Yeah," he says, nothing but obvious relief in the way he let that out. He felt like the biggest weight was lift off his shoulders. "God, I mean...you are the only thing I can think about all day."
"Why– why didn't you say anything before?"
"I was scared," he shrugged, the look on his face made your heart melt. "As you probably know, I'm the worst at keeping a girlfriend. Thing is, I'm so bad at it because I never allow myself to get too comfortable, you know? I put a barrier up because I'm so scared to let someone in just to watch them disappoint me."
His confession was truly hard to hear. To know Steve had feelings for you but he never wanted to talk about it because he was already thinking you would break his heart without even giving you a chance. After what he said, you couldn't help but lift your hand up to his face, resting your palm against the skin of his cheek. It was adorable to see him lean into your touch, as if he has been waiting years for this to happen.
"Steve, I would never hurt you," you said, meaning every word.
"You promise?" he asked barely above a whisper. You noticed his voice slightly breaking, his eyes shinning a little more due to the few tears starting to pool in his eyes.
"I promise."
The smile appearing on Steve's face has got to be the most beautiful thing you've ever had the pleasure of witnessing. He couldn't hold himself back any longer, leaning into you to kiss you. You quickly melted into the kiss, gladly accepting it as his arms wrapped around you tight. His kiss was sweet, yet needy. He has been waiting for this moment for a long time, the kiss being a perfect indicator of it.
As soon as the he pulled away from you, he rested his head against the crook of your neck, hugging you.
At that moment you felt it. The way his shoulders would relax, his head resting on your shoulder, he was so at peace. He allowed to let his worries go as he pulled you close to his body, trusting that there's no safer place in the world than being in-between your arms.
And you hugged him back just at tight, hoping that would let him know you are a safe place. That you'll always be there to care for him and protect him. That the last thing you'll ever want to do is to see him hurt.
For once, he believed it. He believed he deserves to be comfortable and put his guard down. He does deserve to be happy with you.
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Real rider
A/N(?): i am !!NOT!! a writer, everything i write and post is simply for fun and not to be taken seriously
equestrian y/n teaching jack the basics of horse riding for churchill downs mv
this is fluff
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Jack had just dropped his brand new album called home the kids miss you. He had already recorded a music video for first class but he was mostly excited to film his music video for churchill downs with THE drake himself.
He had proposed his idea of what he’d want to include in the music video to his directors and one of those scenes included jack riding a horse. Only problem with that was that Jack had never ridden a horse in his life. But he was dead set on having this in his music video.
“Come on Neelam there’s gotta be someone you know that can teach me, I mean how hard can it be right?” “Oh you’d be surprised, I do know someone and it’s definitely not as easy as you think Jack, you want to learn how to ride a horse at a high speed in the span of a few days when you’ve never even sat on a horse before, be for real.”
Jack stared at Neelam looking very offended but he knew she had a point. A really good one at that. But the last thing he was going to do is give up. “Okay okay that’s true but if they’re such a professional i can at least learn the basics right? I just really want this to look cool as fuck.”
“Fine i’ll give her a call later and see what I can do for you.”
“This is exactly why I never fired you.”
“Jack what the hell?”
“I’m kidding i’m kidding…wait did you say she?”
“Uh…yeah is that a problem?”
“No of course not I just thought it’d be a guy”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“I’ve just never seen you hang out with a horse girl before.”
“Oh god please don’t call her that or she’ll flip her shit. She hates it when people call her that.”
“Gee thanks for the heads up.”
Later that day you were watching a random movie that was recommended to you by a friend on netflix when your phone started ringing. You picked it up to see it was Neelam and you accepted the call. “Hey Neelam what’s up?” You said while stuffing your face with popcorn. “Hi y/n! just work and more work, you know how it is.” “Yeah that’s literally all you do, why’d you call though? is everything okay?”
“Yeah yeah everything is great..but”
“Uh oh what is it?”
“It’s nothing bad but I just need you to do me this one favor for the next two weeks and I promise i’ll pay you and everything just please help me out or this boy won’t leave me alone.” Neelam rambled
“You had me at the word pay but what do I have to do for the next two weeks? thats a lot of days.”
“Can you teach Jack how to ride a horse for his music video?”
You paused your movie at the mention of Jack’s name and put your bowl of popcorn on the coffee table in front of you.
“Uhm yeah..yeah sure that’s fine I can do that. When do we start?”
“Are you available this friday?”
“Yeah that’s perfect, i’m sure you remember where the ranch is so i’ll see you then.”
“Thank you so so much y/n i’ll text you a time and more details later okay?”
“Okay byee”
You let out a heavy sigh after you both hung up. “I haven’t seen Jack in person in years…will he even recognize me? okay he probably will you haven’t changed THAT much y/n come on. Yeah that’s true…ugh i really hope he’s nicer now cause that dumpling joke was so annoying….it was kinda cute tho. Girl snap out of it. I’m literally having a whole dialogue with myself about this and I haven’t even started teaching him yet jesus christ.”
Everyone talks to themselves….I just happen to do it a lot more than usual and there’s nothing wrong with that. I knew Jack since middle school, we always had the same classes and he would sit near my lunch table and our friends usually hung out together. He never bullied me or anything like that cause i’d refuse to let a young jb look alike who raps to bully me. He just always pointed out things that made me feel slightly embarrassed. Like that one time he called my kermit and mrs. piggy socks cute which made his friends laugh about it. He apologized afterwards and said he really meant it but I mean who knows.
Friday comes around and I made sure I got to the ranch early to set everything up. I got the horses ready and even had enough time left to have a quick snack. A few minutes after I was done, I saw Neelam walking in with Jack. I walked over, meeting them half way. Neelam gives me a tight hug swaying us side to side as we always did when we see each other. “y/n!!!! hiiii” “It’s been way too long Nee” “I knooow this guy keeps me way too busy.” She says pointing towards Jack who’s standing there all awkward with his hands behind his back. He puts his hand forward and I do the same shaking his hand “Jack” “y/n” there’s an awkward silence between the three of us until Neelam clears her throat and breaks the silence “Oh..kay uh i’m gonna go and leave you two to it then. y/n good luck with this one.” “I think i’m gonna need it so thanks” “I’m standing right here…you guys realize that right?”Neelam laughs and walks towards the exit of the ranch. Once Neelam was out of earshot Jack turns to me and goes. “Long time no see y/n l/n” ugh here he goes with the last name. For some reason he could never just say my first name like everyone else. “Yeah long time no see…clearly not much has changed.” “I don’t see why that’s a bad thing dumpling.”
There it is..that old nickname. I didn’t want to have feelings for this guy but the butterflies were unavoidable at this point. He’s taller now, he has a nice beard, his hair is curlier, his voice is also deeper but his cute goofy smile is still the same and clearly the nicknames too. “I was hoping you’d forget about that name.” I said awkwardly. “I did until I saw your chubby cheeks again.” “Stop pointing it out” I said defensively but in a joking way, he laughs and puts his hands up in defense “I’ll stop…no promises.”
“Okay enough talking let’s get started or we’ll never get you to ride a horse in time for your music video.” “Okay let’s go”
Getting Jack to even get on a horse was harder than you expected.
“Pay attention to what I do so you can do it after me.” I get on the horse making sure to do it at a pace that he can follow and once i’m seated i turn to him and tell him to do what I did. Since he’s tall you would think its much easier but nope. This guy took like 5 minutes to even get on the horse, to be fair I didn’t pick our nicest horse for him either but he got on eventually. I got a good laugh out of seeing him struggle with something that was so easy to me though, no regrets so far.
After we did a little bit of trotting we took the horses for short walk before calling it a day. “So..how do you know Neelam?” he asked me out of no where “Uh…we met through a mutual friend” “Why are you lying?” “Who says i’m lying?” I was definitely lying, but how did he know that??? did Neelam tell him how we met?
No probably not cause he didn’t even know I was his instructor. “You did that awkward smile you used to do when you lie….so how did you guys really meet?”How does he even remember that?! i’m feeling those stupid butterflies again too get it together y/n. “Okay fine, I used to date her cousin a few years back and we got really close.” “Used to?” I don’t remember Jack being this nosey damn “You sure are nosey Jackman.” he shrugged.
“Not nosey just curious. I’d hate to be your ex, I know he feels stupid.” “You don’t even know what caused the break up.” “By your body language i can tell he’s the one that fucked up though.” “Yeah he did but i’ve been over it for a while now.” “Any new dudes in your life?” “No, just enjoying life as it comes these days. How about you mister rapper? new groupie every night or what?” “Who’s the nosey one now huh?” he says with a smirk. I know he did not just flip the script on me. “You asked a bunch of questions and all I asked is one and now i’m the nosey one?” “I’m just messing with you. But no i’m not like that… not anymore at least.” “Oh wow” He looked offended at my reply but can you blame me? he’s so popular now.
“What do you mean by oh wow? do I look like a manwhore to you?” I give him the look of “do you really want me to answer that?” “Okay don’t answer that” and we both started laughing. “Do you wanna do a small race to the stalls?” he looked at me as if i had grown two heads “ A race?!? are you trying to kill me? I thought we were getting along.” “You’re so dramatic it’s like 7 feet away” “Are you forgetting that you’re the real rider here and not me? I’m just an intern” “Okay prospect, no race this time. You’re such a party pooper.” “If you’re a good teacher and I get the hang of this by the end of these two weeks i’ll race you. Deal?” “Deal” We shook on it and continued our way to the stalls. Unlike getting on the horse, Jack had no issues getting off of it and he was quick to offer me his hand to help me get down.
Of course I didn’t need it but I decided to entertain him and accepted the help anyway. For whatever reason my horse, Talula felt like it was good moment to push me off and of course it had to be like one of those cliché rom coms. You know the ones where the girl falls into the guys chest and their faces are so close they’re almost breathing the same air and they look into each other’s eyes like its the prettiest thing they’ve ever seen?
Well that’s exactly what was happening between Jack and I. Until Talula decided to push me again and we both snapped out of it. His right arm was still around my waist and his other hand was still holding mine. I frantically pushed him away and stepped back brushing my clothes off from the invisible dust and possible horse fur.
“Sorry about that.” Jack apologized “No no it’s fine.” I started nervously laughing.He started walking backwards towards the exit “Tomorrow same time?” “Yeah, same time” “Alright, see you tomorrow dumpling.” He turned around now walking to the exit with his back towards me. “Stop calling me that.” “Not a chance dumpling.” He glanced at me over his shoulder with a smug grin on his face. I rolled my eyes but I couldn’t hold back my smile. After a full day of teaching Jack some of the basics and catching up a little bit I can say that he’s definitely the same goofy Jack that he was when I first met him in middle school. Maybe these next two weeks won’t be so bad after all.
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sharkneto · 1 year
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Any WIP's you wanna share? 🔫
Man, always, but I also feel like I'm running low on WIPs to share lol. it's hard to keep track of what's already been shared. What to pick from, tho, what to pick from...
Have a snip from this fic that's just been sitting on my computer for too long. It's technically done, idk why I haven't posted it. Fits in with not alone series, Allison finds Five in a low moment:
There’s one of Five’s problems, right there, Allison thinks. Another one they don’t know how to fix. “What about you?”
“What about me?” he repeats back dully, tucking himself tighter into his ball.
“What about your happy ending?”
He doesn’t respond for a long time. They watch another delivery at the florist on the corner. She thinks he’s just not when he mumbles, “This is it, isn’t it? My good ending.”
Allison tightens her grip on his foot. He doesn’t react to it.
“Really,” he adds, almost to himself, “what do I have to complain about? Got everything I wanted. Well, five-sixths of what I wanted. That’s pretty good.”
Her heart aches for Ben, too. She wonders how that grief, now dull and familiar after all these years, would twist if she technically had the ability to save him but still couldn’t. Five is Five, so he must have tried; the fact that they don’t have Ben means there’s something that stopped him. She won’t ask. “You did really good, Five.”
He hums absently. “Never said I didn’t. Could have done better, though.” He glances at her, an eyebrow raised in a sad mockery of playful. “’Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.’”
It’s times like this where it really slaps her in the face that her brother truly is a fifty-eight-year-old man trapped as a thirteen-year-old. The weight to his gaze around how he’s trying to lighten the mood for her is extraordinary. That did sound like a quote, though, the cadence he said it with. “Is that from something?”
Five shrugs. “Something or other. I only found the one page of it. Some play. It was at a point where most other paper had disintegrated if I hadn’t saved it, so it was an interesting find. Stuck with me.”
“It’s a good quote,” she offers.
The corner of his mouth twitches up. “It does sound rather profound. Which means it’s probably the only good line from the worst play that no one ever saw. That’s my luck.”
Allison smiles with him, although it cuts her a little bit.
Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.
She looks back outside.
“You don’t usually talk about this stuff,” she says after a beat.
He sighs. “And I shouldn’t. You don’t need to deal with any of it and here I am dumping it on you. Guess you caught me at the wrong time.”
“Or the right time. I’m always happy to listen, Five.”
He gives her a flat look. “Nothing about this is happy.”
“You know what I mean. I’d rather you weren’t stewing in it by yourself. We want to help.”
“The whole point of everything was you wouldn’t have to. I’m fine, Allison. Really. Turns out I’m just a tired and maudlin old man. Who could have seen that coming.”
Allison rubs her thumb over the top of his foot. He still hasn’t pulled it away from her so it must be ok. His word choice gives her pause. “You haven’t been drinking, right?”
Another flat look. “Three, it’s two in the afternoon.”
The not yet goes unspoken but she hears it. “Touché,” she says anyway, her heart thumping funny at him calling her by her number. It’s something he’d done when they were kids, too; they’d had real names by the time they were nine but Five, as the lone number left, was the only one still allowed to use the numbers. He did rarely, when particularly irritated or – in truly rare instances – particularly affectionate.
It's something she’d forgotten. Another piece of him, still there.
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indepth-mbti · 1 year
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There's a (big) difference between the myers-briggs model and Jung's model? I saw it once somewhere. Someone was saying something like "the model that "we" use (guess they was talking about mbti) is different from the Jung's model (perhaps classic jungian or archetype (I don't know if they are the same thing, but I'm putting it because I had read some stuff saying that it was related to Jung))", and I want to know if these kinds of models are really different from each other (like the four letter from the big 5/sloan) or don't.
*I painted that words because when I was writing and rereading it was confusing for me, and then I change it, so I hope it makes sense for you
It makes sense, don’t worry.
It’s hard to pin down what people consider as “Jung’s model” and as “myers-briggs model”, because over these years the MBTI has been refined and has accepted new concepts such as loops and grips (all of these concepts are rooted in Jung’s Psychological Types book tho). Also, the original myers-brigss stack was IEEE and EIII, but now it’s IEIE and EIEI. The same problem arises with Jung’s model because post-jung analysts haven’t made a solid claim in the matter, and there are many different opinions out there that lack a solid theoretical corpus.
There are many undeniable differences between the MBTI model and the Jung’s model. Can we consider that both are different systems? Well, maybe. As well as we can consider that Naranjo and RHETI are two different Enneagram systems. The mess with the MBTI vs Classic Jungian approach is - of course – the function stack; but people also forget that the descriptions of the functions are super different, and that some of these definitions need a contemporary reformulation immediately.
Regarding the difference between both stacks, you can find on my tumblr a quick comparison and a defence of the Grant stack (MBTI).
The MBTI and the Classic Jungian are formally different because the MBTI model takes into account how multiple functions interact with each other in a person, and Jung’s model is more focused on the dominant function: for example, MBTI INFP is a 4 stack personality type FI-NE-SI-TE, Classic Jungian IF(N) is an introverted feeling personality type with secondary intuition.
The so-called “Jung’s model” is more rooted in jungian analysts than in Jung himself. Jung indeed talked about the existence of two auxiliary functions that were ment to help the dominant to access the inferior, but he never formulated a full typology out of his comments about it.
As a graphic example of the differences between MBTI, Classic Jungian and Jung, this is a scheme of what Jung understands as an ET type (an extraverted thinker).
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Source: Carl Jung, 1925. Notes of the Seminar on Analytical Psychology. XVI Session. Page 200. It’s in Spanish and I translated it, I don’t have the English version.
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im so normal about cxg
ive done a few,,, ig ramblings about this silly show and now i have tumblr so people who get it can see it. also i got in the top 0.05% for cxg for spotify wrapped i think that means i get bitches (real). this was done at like 3am in an airport so. ignore. typos and stuff. ALSO i literally wrote this as it came to mind so. yeah.
so we have Where's the bathroom which is a song about wanting to please a mother that can't really be pleased. "Where's the bathroom" comes from Rachel Bloom cus she said "thsts normally what a mum says to you after you haven't talked in ages". I think it especially applies to Naomi who cares little about Rebecca's happiness instead her own needs or her needs to project the life she wanted onto her daughter. The song is fastpaced and the lyrics change topic constantly to show how exhausting it can be to deal with Naomi. It's like running a fast race. Interesting the one slow part of the song (other than the break where Rebecca physically and lyrically gets to breath) is when Rebecca finally snaps and shouts, this part is slower and goes on for longer as (as Rebecca says) Naomi does anything to rub stuff in her face
maybe I shouldn't do this at 3am I'll leave stuff out
the reprise of "Where's the bathroom" is "There's no bathroom" which is sang by Weird Al (it was kinda an excuse to just let him be in the show) and people say it's random but let me think abkut this. Greg is trying to impress Rebecca. Compared to Nathaniel and Josh he feels like he doesn't stand a chance, due to Natheniels riches and Rebecca's history with Josh. So he buys a hot air balloon, and wears a rainbow tie because he's desperate to impress her similar to how Rebecca was desperate to impress Naomi. This song focuses on the one fact that there's no bathroom on the balloon and thst he'll have to break it to her. I think it's Greg's nervous mind worried thst she's gonna hate it.
But other times a bathroom is important in cxg -Buzzing from the bathroom -Thanksgiving -The club incident -Last episode -Some extent the headphones bathroom incident
quick fire round
Buzzing from the bathroom is Jim finding out he's not been pleasing his wife even though "they use 2 different positions every other Sunday night" and thst he'd not been pleasing her for 15 (I think it's 15) years. it's a ballad as this is a shock to him. he thought thst he'd been pleasing (impressing) her but in fact she never finished once, having to go off to the bathroom to do it herself
Thanksgiving Rebecca did everything to impress Josh and his family. She leaned the language a bit and cooked the food and she was actually impressing them (as for some reason they care about smarts even tho josh has 1 brain cell) valencia had been failing to impress them the entire time and thst caused strain between val and josh which was a win for rebecca as she could impress more. However then she got sick due to the food and ran to the bathroom where she had to sit for ages watching Val and Josh do it. In the end they please and impress eachother so much that they move in together, and Rebecca saw all this from the bathroom, where she started associating toilets with heartbreak
ALSO I FORGOT
the portapotty
The club incident happens after Rebecca tries to impress the 2 people who she cares most about in her life. Paula and Josh. Paula was mad at her due to a whole pregnancy incident and the fact thst Rebecca doesn't really,,, listen to people and often talks over them with her problems. So Rebecca babysits Tommy to get back Paulas friendship. However she gets tangled up because Josh is sick and she's trying to impress him by buying him soup, who he thinks is from his girlfriend. So when Rebecca goes to the club to tell him, and brings Tommy eith her Tommy gets lost and she looks for him with Heather. The two get stuck in the bathroom and watch Josh and Anna special hug/ref. Which they do because Josh is so impressed by Anna and Anna assumes she's gonna be impressed with Josh because he builds up this thing. So once again like Thanksgiving despite Rebecca's countless attempts to impress people, she fails in both ways and instead watches someone get pleased by Josh because of her work.Last episode we see the return of the dream ghost. Rebecca fell asleep on the toilet after drinking Joshs weird juice and is now dreaming about what she's supposed to do with her life. She has to choose between the three men who have been trying to impress her and OK I REALISE I SHOULDVE DONE THIS ONE LAST but she isn't impressed with herself- which she sees in her dreams because no matter what she's unhappy and depressed about her lifeThe the headphone incident is (spoiler( after rebeccas sui attempt her three friends stayed eith her the entire time and even slept outside her room to make sure she was OK. then she goes into a bathroom eith headphones and they all assume in a panic thst she committed suicide with Vals nail clippers. I wanna do a character study on val and this episode is important for it. Basically when she comes out Heather and Paula are like "we were so worried" but Valencias full on sobbing. The whole episode Val had been seen as a sort of performative activist about the whole situation but (I ACTUALLY DID AN ANALYSIS ON THIS SONG LIKE AGES AGO) as seen in this is my movement she does think this is for the best. She just wanted Rebecca, her first female friend to be ok. Val cares for Rebecca so much , in the episode...prior??? 2 episodes before maybe she tries to act like she didn't care. When they were searching she says "she's lucky she's cray because my earrings would've been the first thing to come out" insinuating she was gonna hit her. But would she actually?'- OK gotta stop. myself I was gonna delve into Vals character whoops. Uhm point is they're hard to make Rebecca happy and safe thst they become iverbearing and wantto follow her into the bathroom now the portapotty incident. this is at the taco festival in season 1 episode 4 and its at Greg and Rebecca's date. So Rebecca is trying to convince herself to stay with Greg, to settle for him. (I should've done this before the others( and honestly he's not that impressive at the date (hence the settle for me thing( but he doesn't need to be. They get along well and it's going well and it goes bad for completely unrelated reasons. Rather than be in clean bathroom this time Rebecca's in a portapotty and sings into the mirror (they literally recorded this live in the portapotty as "You can't fake a portapotty noise"-Rachel Bloom)
walking through the airport rn but BASICALLY!! how could I gorget the song Paula's stuck in the bathroom. Context is that Rebecca started being friends with Heather and Val so Paula and Rebecca started drifting and in response Rebecca triest o force a friendship. Then everything crumbles down metaphorically and physically and then Paula is stuck in the bathroom. OK DONE WALKING. Once again Rebecca was desperate to impress someone and this time it harmed them, it causes a big fight.in conclusion in cxgtoilets are a metaphor for wanting to impress someone
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First of all, happy new year!! I've been following your stories for two years now and it's one of the best things I've ever done. Yesterday you made my year end in the best way, reading mh. I just want to say thanks for jk and y/n talking and solving their problems, from now on I know more things are coming but I don't know what to expect from the two of them, especially because of y/n wanting to take a break from their sex life and jk doubting that proposal 😬
Also a few days ago I finally decided to start reading love lockdown, I spent a long time holding back the urge to read it because I wanted to read several chapters in a row and when I saw that you post such a long chapter, i said THIS IS MY TIME.
Normally zombie apocalypse stories are quite cliché but written by you I knew I was not going to be disappointed. I just want to say that I don't think I ever wanted so much for there to be something sexual between two characters, the tension was too much and when it happened it was beautiful lol. I know it's a slow burn story and it's going to be hard for there to be something romantic between them, but I'm also really excited for the drama with cherry 😭 I'm going to wait as long as it takes to see how that story goes because I know A LOT of drama and character deaths are coming (if taehyung dies, I die too).
Finally I just want to thank you for this great year because it must be really hard to write so many amazing stories at the same time, every one of them is worth reading and I hope everyone realizes that. I hope this year you are happy and healthy, Mimi 💜💜💜💜💜
(Sorry for my faulty English)
Two years?! Wow, that’s quite a long time. Thank you for still being here <3
I’m glad you could end your year with mh! Those two are idiots so we never know what to expect 🤭 but whatever it is, I hope you’ll enjoy it (all of you)!
You even gave 2L a chance? 🥹 well I truly appreciate that! I’ve had a zombie apocalypse au in my head for so long but I never had the guts to write it. I think the biggest moment of me wanting to write it was when I started watching TWD [The Walking Dead for those who don’t know this show] and that was like 4-5 years ago?! 😳 like I said, I never got around it but I still had an idea until I came up with 2L all of a sudden (after stopping to watch that show for some reason may I add). I knew what I wanted with this story was for it to be original. Even tho they can be a familiar elements to other zombie apocalypse movies/tv shows. I definitely haven’t watched many of them, but maybe I should haha? I really wanted to write my own version of this genre, pick what I think is the best. I even tried to use a name for zombies that I never seen/heard anywhere [undeads] and I love it! I put everything into this story and it makes me happy you guys enjoy it and love it! Seriously, every feedback just brings me so much joy! Especially since 2L is probably the least liked story by people out of all my current ongoing stories 🥹 so thank you very very much!!!
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multi-lefaiye · 10 months
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!!!!! multi!!! im glad youre back!! ive missed seeing your icon on my dash! ive been working so much on my silly little stories with my silly little guys, idk if ive told you about them but its my time traveling story, im finally beefing my characters and getting to know them better! ive been using a prompt list for june and forcing myself to write something for this story everyday and its been going really well!! (i can tell you more if youd like) i keep making everything really sad and tragic tho..... dunno whats up with that lmao. is there anything youve been working on recently??
RUNS AT YOU hiiiii!! :D yeah yeah!!! i never like. reallly left but i'm not gonna pretend i haven't been a bit MIA lmao......... have not had the energy to engage with people that much lately. BUT today is a new day and i am beating the sleeby boy allegations.
YEAH YOU'VE TOLD ME A LITTLE!!! oh that's so fucking cool OMG i'm so excited you're having so much fun with them and developing them more! i love your little guys okay they mean SO MUCH to me!!! and OHHH YES YES HELLO??? okay, if you don't mind, can you PLEASE send some of that my way??? or if you want please feel free to tag me in it if you post it! because i love your stuff so so much and i want to go off the shits.
and regardless, you're always welcome to come into my inbox and talk to me about what you're working on. at all times. i encourage you to do it!!!!! also that's so real. something about giving fictional people problems........ intoxicating.
but yes yes!!! so like i said i haven't had much energy to work on stuff lately, but i do have some things i've been bouncing around! a big thing is a tftgs fanfic character study i'm tentatively titling "in case you don't live forever," centered around jack and his relationship with his ex-girlfriend sabine.
sabine is such a fascinating character to me for loads of reasons, many of them being the fact that we learn basically nothing about her. she is the epitome of a character who haunts the narrative, at least in my opinion, and this started as like... me exploring what i think she was like. what kind of person she was. it then evolved into an exploration of what might've happened if sabine had *lived* and gotten to be happy.
so it's an au where she and jack run away together and start a new life in a new state. it's super emotional and tender and sweet and writing it is really cathartic and healing for me. i'm also using it as an opportunity to explore concepts that are tried and true multi-lefaiye classics: mental health, trauma, queerness, and how they all blend together at times. most of all, though, it's about healing.
i'm including an excerpt under the cut!
It’s just after two in the morning on a Saturday night in mid-2007, and for the last time, Sabine Lemoyne stands alone in her childhood bedroom.
She’s had this room since she was eight, and the decorations haven’t changed much in the following decade. The walls are the same soft, muted purple she adored growing up, plastered with posters for old movies and bands she hasn’t listened to in years, and it nicely complements the pink shag carpet beneath her feet. Her immaculate bedspread is bright and cheery, covered in colorful illustrations of grinning flowers and vibrant greenery. Her favorite childhood stuffed animal, a little pink cat named Eevie, sits on the desk across from her bed, watching her with vacant glass eyes.
Her room has always brought her some modicum of comfort, a sanctuary of peace and solitude in a tumultuous world, but now, standing in the mausoleum of times long since passed, it feels stifling. She can’t breathe in here.
Sabine has to leave. And that’s exactly what she intends to do.
The duffel bag on her bed has been packed for days now, and she’s only just finished packing the backpack leaning against it. Inside the duffel bag, she’s packed clothes, books, and an extra pair of shoes; the backpack, meanwhile, holds her toiletries, six hundred dollars in cash, and two laminated folders. Inside one folder are two bus tickets, set for departure in one hour.
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myreygn · 1 year
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Hi friend!! Haven’t been active in a while 😅I miss your writing! Would you please write a tickle fic w/ Tendou interrogating Suga after Karasuno wins the match for nationals & Tendou discovers Suga is ticklish? Perhaps Suga is walking from the bathroom to meet the rest of the team & encounters Tendou waiting for him there bein all fox-like? Thanks a lot 😌no pressure if you don’t wanna tho!
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summary: Karasuno just defeated Shiratorizawa and Suga played a not insignificant part in that. Tendou wants to know how he did it.
an: aaaah hiii i'm sorry for the long wait friendo, i hope you see this and enjoy it!
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Suga let out a pleased sigh, enjoying the feeling of the cold water running over his hands and wrists. The hype of their victory over Shiratorizawa felt insane and he couldn’t think of anything he’d rather do than celebrate with his team right now, but it was nice to be able to take a second for cooling down - as happy and excited he was, he was also exhausted.
He turned around when he heard the door open behind him. "Oh, hi."
"Hi." Tendou Satori gave him a small nod and Suga turned back to dry his hands. He would've never admitted it, but even off the field, he felt slightly uncomfortable under the other third year's gaze. Well, not uncomfortable. Uncomfortable-ish. Squirmy. There was just something about his eyes that was slightly unsettling, as if he was staring right into his soul.
Speaking of soul piercing stares.
"Is there… something I can do for you?" Through the mirror, Suga could see Tendou standing behind him, hands in his pockets and looking down at him, his face full of curiosity with the slightest bit of a frown.
"How did you do it?"
"Huh?" Suga turned around again, tilting his head a little. "Do you mean the block? I mean, I can speculate, but you should probably ask-"
"I'm not talking about four-eyes. I'm talking about you." Tendou leaned down and suddenly their faces were a lot closer. It took all of his composure for the setter to not flinch away; he had no problem with people entering his personal space like that (because to be fair, he loved entering other people's personal space like that as well), but a little warning would've been nice. "How did you do it? How did you get them out of the slump?"
"The- the slump? What slump?"
"We had you guys in the corner, until you came on the field. You turned the tables." Tendou hadn't blinked once since he had entered the bathroom. "Seijoh calls you Mr. Refreshing and now I see why. So, how did you do it?"
Suga studied the other third year's impression, just barely keeping himself from asking Tendou how he knew about a Seijoh-nickname. He had gotten used to the intrusion of his personal space by now and if you looked for long enough, there was the hint of a playful little twinkle in Tendou's left eye (And only the left eye. Weird.). Suga allowed himself a small smirk. Two could play that game.
"I'd love to tell you, but I'm afraid that falls into the category of business secrets."
"Business secrets?"
"Business secrets." He smiled brightly at Tendou. "Sorry, really, only for insiders."
"Oh, is that so?" The playful sparkle took over Tendou's right eye as well and the corners of his mouth twitched - he had caught on. Of course he had. "In that case, I hope you don't mind a little economical espionage."
"What do you mean by economicaAHAL- hey!" Suga tried his best to glare at Tendou, but the wobbly smile on his lips betrayed him. The Guess Monster smirked and his heart sank.
"Interesting."
"N-now hold on a mihinute- GHA! Tehehendouhou!" He tried to grab the fingers that were swiftly dancing up and down his sides - no success, and the tickling weakened his motoric skills even further. Even if he could've gotten ahold of Tendou's hands, he probably wouldn't have been able to push them off. Not that he necessarily wanted to. "Nahaha-"
"Knew it." The Guess Monster smirked, not stopping his assault on Suga's torso. "Saw you flinch away from your captain earlier. Tho to be honest, I didn't expect you to be this ticklish."
Suga felt his face flush at the teasing. "Sh-shaht ahahap! Nahat thehere!"
"Not here? Oh, I understand! You want me to move to a spot that's even more ticklish, so you'll have a real challenge, don't you? I got you, Mr. Refreshing!"
"Waitwaitwait, I dihidn't meaEEEK! TEHEHEHENDOU! NAHAHAHA!"
"Hoosha", the redhead whistled when Suga nearly toppled over, his hand clawing on the setter's tummy relentlessly. "That's quite a tickle spot you have there, if I may say so. But alright, maybe I should save the best for last." He moved his hands down a little to squeeze Suga's hips. "Back to my question. How did you do it?"
"Ihi- I tohold you, thohohose ahare buuhusiness sehecrets!" Suga felt his legs turn into jelly. At least his hips were less ticklish than the rest of his upper body, but 'less ticklish' than 'extreme ticklish' was still 'super ticklish', and he cursed his own lack of stamina. There was nothing he'd rather do right now than bring his arms down to protect himself, but he knew that if he'd let go of Tendou's arms, he wouldn't have been able to hold himself upright.
Although his eyes were squeezed shut, he knew that Tendou was smirking. He could hear it; "It's almost like you want me to tickle you there, Mr. Refreshing. Alright then…"
Aaand there went his balance. Suga shrieked, literally collapsing into Tendou's hold, crumbling under the hand dancing all over his stomach and even sneaking in a few pokes and pinches to the hypersensitive skin here and there. On top of that the exhaustion from the game earlier… yeah, no, he was done for.
"OHOKAHAHAY, OKAHAHAHAY, IHI'LL TEHEHELL YOUAHAHA! STAHAHAHAP, STAHAHAHAP PLEHEHEHEASE!"
Tendou took the liberty to wiggle his finger into Suga's navel for a brief second, making the setter snort, even through the jersey, then he slowed down his attack until it came to a stop, all while carefully guiding Suga to the ground. Then he handed him his water bottle without saying a word and Suga took it with a grateful nod. Gosh, he could fall asleep right then and there.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, all good."
"That's good." Tendou tilted his head to the side. "So? Tell me now?"
Suga felt the cornes of his mouth pull upwards (a mixture of the inevitable after giggles and the pure, goofy happiness he felt right now) and vaguely gestured to his smile. "This right here. Be refreshing. Embody the optimism you feel. Remind them that volleyball is fun more than it's a competition."
Tendou let his words sink in for a few seconds, then he made a 'hmpf' sound and gave him a soft little smile. "You're pretty wise, huh?" He stood up and held out a hand. Suga took it and once he was back on his feet and had handed the waterbottle back, he turned to the exit.
"Thanks, I guess." He gave Tendou a little wave. "See ya?"
"Yeah, see ya." And then, right before he was out the door: "Out of all the teams we could've lost against, I'm glad it was you."
Suga smiled to himself; "Me too", and then walked out with the sound of Tendou's wheezy cackles in the ear. Hell yeah they would see each other again; lost volleyball match this or that, Tendou would get this back!
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I’m so lonely but I’ve become terrified of the concept of friends bc I keep getting burned. I lost both of my last two closest friends bc of political reasons. The first I was friends with from school, we were so close, then we were both in London together having moved across the world. Not living together tho. And in November 2015 we were just talking online and I was saying something about trump and how scared I was about all that and she just goes, oh? Why is he a problem? And I explain why, about the misogyny and Everything™ as if she’s been living under a rock. And she just said our president is worse and then absolutely RIPPED my head off for “soapboxing” and I was just like Wow Im just Talking????? Sorry???? like????? We were school friends for years and now we were adulting like why would you obliterate a friendship just bc you’re not interested in what ur friend is rambling about like. Jesus Christ. She was kind of an asshole tho and I was carrying the friendship for years but that day I gave up.
And then last year I had a falling out with my one close friend in London after Sarah everard happened because I randomly exclaimed about how I couldn’t believe fucking #NotAllMen was trending again and she was just like, but it’s not all men. And I was like ?????????????????????????? Like I’m sorry but first of all I was absolutely gobsmacked like we bonded over feminism the day we fuckin met at work in 2014 so you better believe that came the fuck out of left field. I thought she was like vaguely??? On the same page? I mean she wasn’t rad or anything but even libfems were mad about NotAllMen for a while. And she’s not a TRA goon either she was literally just ?????? Agreeing with not all men like completely unironically and I just. First of all she got really mad at how shocked I was. I mean I was reeling I felt my entire soul deflate I think. We stopped talking and haven’t talked since and I have zero desire to talk to her ever again I guess but I just. Idk. I’m tired
Also my other friend deliberately profited off my homelessness last year and made me live in a literal threat to life hovel while he made me pay pretty much full rent for him and his fucking psychotic flatmate who literally assaulted me and my fiancé like. Yeah we don’t talk anymore
I’m unemployed and disabled and I don’t know how to meet people locally. Before at least I had work colleagues and occasionally met a friend every few years maybe, if I was lucky. But now I’m so isolated and online things are fine and everything but I really just want to invite a friend over and watch dumb shit or listen to podcasts and make chutney or crochet/knit/whatever craft or like maybe go to the park and have a picnic or go to a pub and have a drink and just hang out or smth but I have no fuckin clue how to find likeminded nice women without potentially getting run out of town for being a terf. I can’t exactly go cold calling or accidentally out myself ti someone who turns out to be rabid. This is Scotland and it’s a very small town and I’m afraid of being Known by people who think I’m a terf nazi or whatever bc it will not go well for me. It’s one thing when you have a whole support system to like be there for you or defend you but I just moved here like 5 mins ago and I have no one.
I mean I do have my bestest friend in the world. We’ve been BFFs since we were 12 BUT we were only together IRL for two years, then she moved back to Germany :( which is fine cuz we have the internet and it’s still exactly the same as it was when we were kids when we talk and I love her but I just. I don’t have anyone here. It’s just, different, yknow? I’m lucky to still have her in my life but she’s pretty much all I have which seems kind of insane
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cubedmango · 2 years
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YOU’RE WELCOME BELOVED OMG I’M JUST SO HAPPY YOU GOT TO SEE THEM YOU DESERVED IT BUT ALSO FUCKNSKSG):&:? honestly the problem with having them downloaded is everytime I open my gallery and go to the favourites folder the thumbnails are there and it’s like a SICK TAUNT OF OH REMEMBER THIS HAPPENS? WELL YOU STILL GOTTA WAIT TO WATCH IT but oh my god. zaina. Oh my God I can’t explain there are truly no. words to explain how that messed me up I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT IS I REALLY DON’T KNOW BUT THE HANDSSSSSS LIKE MALFUNCTIONING IS THE ONLY WAY TO DESCRIBE IT BECAUSE ):£:!&::? only cherry magic like only them there was no need there was NONE why did they have to move their hands together like that why did they have to embed love and tenderness into every gesture THE FUCKIN CAMERA ANGLES ON THE [REDACTED] AND WHEN ADACHI JUST HELD UP KUROSAWA’S HAND I’M ACTUALLY BAWLING😭 I felt every single one of the exclamation marks you used like it truly feels like there’s seagulls in my brain i’m worried my neighbours think i’m insane like I just don’t understand how they managed to turn something so small as the union of hands into something so MOVING so EARNEST and so tender it’s such a trademark for cherry magic also same tbh… like yeah sure some people wanted a real kiss but I honestly don’t mind it at all like are we kidding the way kurosawa’s eyes fluttering closed… adachi being so nervous but initiating it first………. The INTERLACING………… THEY NEVER ONCE THOUGHT ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH WHILE MAKING THIS DAMN MOVIE and please I’m not even gonna begin to talk about that last part . I have never seen such a strong look of love before in all my years of life they make me feel as though even if I ever found love it would never compare i’m Tired . ALSO PLS I LOVE HOW YOU JUST GET IT LIKE YOU KNOW EXACTLY HOW IT FEELS WE’RE THE SAME🫂🫂 WE’RE NEVER GONNA BE FREEEEE I don’t know what it is but kurodachi are just Different I haven’t even watched the movie yet but i’m already willing to go on my knees for a season two PLEEK (also sorry for the long message omg i’m so Unwell…,,.,)
day 583068 of naina and cherry magic anon's "Losing It Over This Movie They Havent Seen" experience and this time . we are losing it over A Couple Of Hands !!! BIG AGREE W EVERYTHING U SAID THO there rlly is smth different abt the kurodachi brand of hand holding tho like i just dont know how to explain it..... its just Tender™ and maybe i have watched the drama too many times but its just Their Thing™ like handholding was invented uniquely for my sons its true !! no one else is allowed to hold hands and go suki kawaii suki suki daisuki only them Only Them!!!!!!
also day 9462856 of me going "god i wish that were me" every time i see a movie spoiler but ur right smth like what they have is physically impossible irl like it just Cannot be real 😔😔 idk what crack they put into the cherry magic medias but somehow every single one of them has made me yearn so hard its actually incredible. i need to copy this formula for oc purposes
ID CRY IF S2 HAPPENS tho i doubt it tbh bc they basically condensed all of vol 6-10 into the movie and idk how many more volumes the manga is gonna have ?? but they could literally make a s2 of just kurodachis morning routine or them at work doing their job from 8-6 never even interacting besides the occasional glances and id eat that shit up i just want them baacckkk
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Girl problems WHO’S got them. Damn girls.
EVEN the girl I like at worked annoyed me of How SHE OVER DOES IT. Like pls am I ever ok? Lmao. All my o workers were doing their things and chill and the girl kept teasing and more and more and whew. Sooo much… tho I looked cute af today. Like so much. 😂 but anyways she was so much and then I went to talk to someone and she was looking and talking things to me and I’m like 🙄 and the girl was like you’re both so cute. Like chill. Everyone noticed how we both got with back and forth teasing shit. She over did it that I didn’t want people to be noticing much… and it’s because she was so muchhhhh dude so fucking much. I wanted to stab myself lol. And then she kept smiling and still lol. And I love to talk to many people and I’m always around girls and yes I am a talkative outgoing women lmao. Who would of thought 🤣 years did changed me so much. But I really talk a lot. Anyways… I was talking to my crush and helping her with something and she comes to see what we were doing and ugh ruining the moment to spend time with her and chat about personal things and family. She comes and then two others join and I’m like there we all talking then I leave cause I got annoyed at the own girl I liked lol. Then I left the crush.. then she was somewhere else and we started to watch some personal things and about her family.. her cousin that died and Christmas what she’s doing. She wants to be alone and I was telling her the first time I saw her was a year ago last month.. and my sister were her coworker and she also the crush worked with my sister which was ironic. She told me her cousin birthday was December 10 so that was also very ironic to me. But I was so ughhhhhh cause she was just ehh sad and was trying y know.. and I was like aah let’s not get to deep because I was telling her of my cousin and how you never get over it and this thick sadness my aunt Carries still. But then I was about to leave and me and my friend were killing time and the girl I like??? Liked (honestly she’s gorgeous and latina and all I would like but a bit naive age..) but she was talking and saying if I’m okay and I’m like yeah and like ehhhhh annoyed over it and o bet she noticed my tired eh look. We left and her and this other coworker was like byeeeee and I’m like yeaaah bye with a head nod I gave her. Ugh Sofia. They’re both very very attractive and great personalities. I don’t get myself… why I do this to people?? If I like them I just???????? The only way I show i like is if I get annoyed lol . And then I’m difficult. But maybe again she will come say sorry and if I took it serious like last time or vise versa like our last text message lol. Tomorrow is another day. I’ll be on my best behavior but my friend even noticed and I talk to her about it in the car lol. Anyways s gets so brave in a crowd cause when alone she gets so small cute vulnerable. But if she doesn’t say what is happening and her feelings then that is it. Because I won’t be saying anything only make her say it. And funny how she looks at me when I talk to anyone else lol. Mess. I’m never over clingy when I like you… so you might think I don’t Lmao. So my past one would think I didn’t care or loved but I just am like this. But obviously those I don’t care much And the girl I gone out with messages a lot and I haven’t replied all day. & now send audios…. Probably wondering where I am or what I’m doing.
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jaeharu26 · 1 year
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Felt like doing one of those ask questionnaires. No one's gonna ask me shit on here, I'm not even sure if I have asks enabled tbh, but felt like filling it out anyway for whatever reason. If you don't care feel free to scroll past it. Otherwise here's some TMI I just wasted 20 minutes of my life on for no reason. Probably delete it later.
1:Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I have no idea how the fuck to do ANYTHING in Blender!!! (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻ 2:Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? Nah. 3:If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? It'd be a problem, yeah. Better if they just dated another pothead, tbh. 4:Do you find it easy to trust others? LMFAO. No. 5:What were you doing at 11PM last night? Damn, look at CIA Miami over here. I was painting. Probably. Or catching up on Chainsaw Man & Mob. One of those two things. 6:You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? No one lol my ass is just waiting to get shanked. 7:What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Break-up. Flat out. That shit's not forgivable. And it's not negotiable. Bye. 8:Are you close with your dad? Nope. 9:I bet you kissed someone last night, right? Just the kitties : 3 10:What are you listening to? Spotify playlist, I guess. Someone else's though. 11:You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Without water you die so I guess it's water. -_- I'd prefer coffee or a monster tho. 12:Do you like hickeys? Hell yeah. 13:What time do you go to bed? I'd like to know the answer to this one too, lol. Seems like the only thing cyclical about my sleep schedule is that it's always pushed back by a few more hours every night. 14:Is there someone who continuously lets you down? You mean everyone? 15:Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? I can not text with both hands. I wasn't even aware this was a super power that existed until now. Amazing. The youth of today are really going places. 16:Do you always answer your texts? LMAO. No. 17:Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? No. 18:When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Don't have any of those anymore. 19:Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? The cats! \o/ 20:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I need to brush my teeth lol. 21:Is anyone else in the room with you? Nah. 22:Do you believe what goes around comes around? No. Do I wish it did. Yes. Fuck so many people. 23:Were you happier four months ago than you are now? No significant difference. The only thing that's really changed is my vaccination level. The amount of 5G I give off now must be full bars, baby. 24:Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Not really. Nothing broke. People just change. And the different stages of life demand different versions of you. Nothing broke. Time just moved on. Wish I could go back and appreciate who we were back then for a short little while though. Miss that time. Miss that you... 25:In the past week, have you cried? Nah. 26:What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Not wearing one. 27:Do people ever call you by your last name? Yeah, sometimes. 28:Is anyone ignoring you right now? Everyone ignores me always lol it's whatever really. 29:Do you have a best friend? Shouldn't this have come before the first best friend question? And no, not anymore. Haven't felt this way with anyone in a very long time. 30:Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Yes.... 31:Who was your last call/text message from? The room mate lol 32:Are you mad at anyone? Everyone, always. 33:Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Have I? Huh, I don't think I have... I've always been the older one, haven't I? Weird. OH SHIT NO THERE WAS ONE GIRL, yeah. I have then. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW six year relationship and I couldn't even fucking remember she's older lmao. Yeah, I still don't think of her as being older than me though lol. 34:How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? Damn dude, I dunno anymore. Still gonna be a punk ass bitch though. 35:How many more days until your birthday? It passed already so like a million. 36:Do you have any summer plans yet? Bro chill, It literally JUST became winter... 37:Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? My only friend's a girl lol 38:Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Keeping anything from...? Like what??? Nothing intentional that I can think of, no. I'm pretty open and upfront about shit. 39:Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Sure. Loads. As does everyone. You can't tell everyone everything all of the time. There's not enough time in the world for that. Lot's of things become unsaid because of that in life. 40:Have you ever regretted kissing someone? No. All of my kisses have been pretty intentional. 41:Do you think age matters in relationships? Yeah. I do. I've got wiggle room for like a 5-year gap, AT MOST. Anything over that you're way too young and I'm way too old. 5 years is really pushing that gap for me, too. I'd prefer like a 2-3 year gap in age at most if there has to be one at all, tbh. 42:Are you available? Depends what for. 43:How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Damn. Just one. If we're talking romantic. Feelings kinda checked out after that. 44:If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Bottom lip. Want to get one there. Just really reluctant to because I'm worried it'll get infected. 45:Do you believe exes can be friends? Sure. But that greatly depends on the exes and the relationships. And it's rare. 46:Do you regret anything? Being born. Lol. But no, I regret not having the same opportunity or level of privaledge back in the day that others did, that would've enabled me to start pursuing my art at the same golden time as the big names today. I'll always regret that. But spilt milk and all that. Regret can't change the past. People have to be unlucky, for others to be lucky. Still, a little luck once in a while wouldn't fucking hurt would it? 47:Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? These questions since I'm fucking sitting here reading through all of them like a dumbass instead of spending my time actually being productive. 48:Did you ever lose a best friend? Yes. 10/10 wouldn't recommend. Feels like shit. 49:Was your last kiss a mistake? Whoever wrote these is really interested in last kisses... go write a fan-fic and get it out of your system, like damn. And no. 50:Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? EVERYONE'S TOO FUCKING YOUNG TO LIKE ANYMORE!!! (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻ 51:Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? They're the ones who liked to make me, so yeah, I'd say so. 52:Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? No. I can't. 53:What was the last thing you ate? Some shortbread cookies. They weren't very good. 54:Did you get any compliments today? LMAO no. Of course I didn't. Why would I? I haven't gotten a compliment on anything outside of art in years. And even that's rare af. 55:Where are you going on your next vacation? I have neither the time nor the money to go on my FIRST vacation, let alone on one after that anywhere. People really just be out there going on vacations n shit huh? Man, whole different world when you have money, huh. 56:Do you own anything from other countries? ....... like 90% of shit in from China or imported, what are you on about. Of course. Everyone here does. 57:Are most of your friends guys or girls? I dunno. Both. Neither. I don't' consider myself having any actual friends anymore these days, of any gender, tbh. 58:Where have you lived most of your life? Here. 59:When was the last time you took a long drive? Last time I owned a car though I fucking hate driving so yeah this wasn't done unless it couldn't be avoided and it was most likely driving back from someone's house who lived out in the middle of fucking nowhere. 60:Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Damn dude I'm too old to think that far back I don't know probably. 61:Have you ever TP’d someone’s house? LMAO no, but I still think that sounds awesome. 62:Who do you text the most? My bank to ask where the fuck all my money has gone. But no, room mate probably. For room matey reasons. 63:What was the last movie you saw? Damn. I dunno. 90 bucks says it was an anime movie though. 64:What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Wow. This question is fucked. I dunno, the fact that they don't exist is probably a pretty big factor. 65:How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? I'm not thinking that far back, man. 66:Is the last person you kissed younger than you? Yeah -_- 67:Do you curse around your parents? Sure. 68:Are you happy with where you live? Fuck no. 69:Picture of yourself? Google JaeHaruArt. You'll see loads of pictures. Lol. 70:Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? I couldn't do it open-ended. People can do whatever tf they want though. Different strokes for different folks or whatever. I play for keeps though. 71:Have you ever been dumped? Once. By a person I had an on-and-off relationship with for a lotta years. Wanted to beat me to it I guess lol. 72:What do you most like about making out? I don't. That shit is such a cock-tease. Either you wanna bone-down or you don't. Don't just fucking get people all hot and bothered for no reason. That shit aggravates the ever-loving shit outta me. I don't get how anyone enjoys being blue-balled. I'll never understand it. 73:Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? Sure. I was 20 once. 74:When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? It's always me. Probably wouldn't bother these days though. Pretty dead inside at this point if I'm bein honest. 75:What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? This changes from person to person. No one's built the same. 76:Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? One of the cats lol 77:Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? Probably back in my 20s, yeah. 78:Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? Lol, I was never THIS bad, no xD 79:What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? The cats! \o/ 80:Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Real tough call and not at all an ideal situation. Also not one I've HAD to think a lot about yet either, thankfully. So I'm leaving it at that. That's a problem for its time. 81:Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yeah. Quite a few. Lotta my relationships started 'cause they were annoyingly persistent about it now that I think about it -_- 82:Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? Fuck no, that shit dies with me. 83:Do you miss your last sweetie? The candy? I could go for one, sure. 84:Last time you slow danced with someone? Never ToT 85:Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? Uh... that contradicts the very definition... no. I haven't. I've met everyone I've dated. I don't really understand that type of thing... I need to be physical in a relationship. Couldn't do it. 86:How can I win your heart? A million dollars would be a very promising start. 87:What is your astrological sign? Virgo, Sun, Aries Moon, I dunno the rest of the alignment chart or whatever the fuck. Just that I'm a walking contradiction or a really outspoken/outgoing fire-y Virgo or something. -_- whatever that means. 88:What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Watching Game Grumps lol 89:Do you cook? I like staying alive so no, for the sake of the health and safety of myself and others, I do not. I'm pretty indifferent about food and what I eat anyway, it's all a pain in the ass, but outside of a few very specific things, anything I've tried to cook has some how AMAZINGLY turned into a fucking disaster. And the dishes.... THE DISHES AFTER YOU COOK bruh, no thank you I will eat out of the fucking can. 90:Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? ....Y....yes..... 91:If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? Fuck no that shit always makes me 10x more miserable. 92:Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? One person is enough of a headache to try to manage at a time, thanks. 93:What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? I think having all your teeth is a good start lol It all just really depends. I like girls that look relatively girly/feminine, and guys that are guys, not super girly, not super The Rock Johnson or whatever the fuck. 94:Name four things that you wish you had! 1. Enough money to retire on. 2. A paid off house in a city I don't fucking hate. 3. Recognition and appreciation for my fucking art. 4. To be able to learn shit 100x faster 'cause rn Blender and After Effects are a fucking pain in my side. 95:Are you a player? Player of video games, ayyyyy. This reply also answers this question. Too much work. Not enough interest. 96:Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? Sure. 97:Are you a tease? Only if I like you. 98:Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? I find it really hard to believe that I haven't with millions of people in the world having internet access and having to exist outside. 99:Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? Yes. 100:Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? I dunno. It's fucking Tumblr, not Tindr. Little harder to figure that out. But if they have a tumblr and they like looking at it, that's def a step in the right direction. At least we have one hobby in common to start out with. 101:Hugs or Kisses? Or?! Why only one?! Both! If I had to choose just one forever then.... Hugs. I don't want to be horny, I just want to be happy... 102:Are you too shy to ask someone out? Lol. No. 103:The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Opposite and same sex is height, tbh. If you're opposite and you're taller than me though, that kills it pretty fast tbh. 104:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? That reeeaaaaally depends. 105:If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it? Fuck no that shit's disgusting, get your crabby ass stds the fuck away from me, please. 106:Do you flirt a lot? If I like you. 107:Your last kiss? Creator is really obsessed with this question.... still.... I look forward to the 50k slow-burn that ends with this, author-chan. o/ 108:Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? Again, not braining that far back, thanks. 109:Have you kissed anyone in the past month? Just the kitties. 110:If you could kiss anyone who would it be? Really hate that I immediately thought of him.... 111:Do you know who you’ll kiss next? Def the cats \o/ gonna get their good night kisses. 112:Does someone like you currently? LMFAO of course not. 113:Do you currently have feelings for anyone? Nah. 114:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Not the fling-type. Either there's potential in it or it's not worth the effort. 115:Ever made out with just a friend? Sure. 116:Are you happier single or in a relationship? I have always, ALWAYS, been happier single. All of my relationships have just made me fucking miserable af, everyone sucks and are so fucking draining. 117:Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it. When's the 50k last kiss slow burn gonna be done? I'll give it a read.
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fkinavocado · 2 years
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kay auntie dreea i have a problem and i have to know what would you do in my situation lmao so there’s a guy that i’ve known for like 10 years because our parents are really close so we would meet up alone at some parties and stuffs. and i liked him as a friend, tho we were never really close. i actually had a huge crush on his brother back in the day but let’s leave it alone lol and anyway we met up last night at a birthday party and we kinda just went to his room for a few hours because there were so many people that we both barely know and it was just so loud there lol so like we talked to catch up cause we haven’t seen each other since 2019, watched a movie and kinda started to play some silly game out of boredom and asked each other questions (that sounds like a high school thing good god) and gave a few challenges to each other and anyway we ended up making out like two times. and like i felt nothing, i do find him attractive cause well he’s handsome and stuffs but like i totally didn’t feel anything. my mom used to tell me that he has a crush on me when we were still kids but i always just laughed at this, i never had any sort of crush on him and doubted he had on me. but anyway after we kissed he asked me if i would like us to ever be more in the future and i said something about not really being on good terms with myself yet lol and that i need to figure out my life before i get into something and he was like yeah cool i get it. and then he asked me if i would like to meet up with him some more cause we don’t live that far away from each other and as i i’m totally not assertive i said sure would be great blah blah. and the fact is, i have my life that is quite busy and i’m lazy so i really don’t feel like going out with him cause we never did, we would meet literally once or twice a year and didn’t even have each other's number or social media so we only spoke then. and now he’s texting me if i wouldn’t go to the cinema with him because he has two tickets and i started feeling so bad because i realized he really does want something with me and i don’t want at all. i told him i’m going on a trip which is partly true and that we would figure out something later. and now i really don’t know what to do, i don’t want to hurt him but i also will not force myself to do anything i don’t feel like doing. our families are close and he’s a great friend so i don’t want to make anything awkward or anything. he’s also had some mental health problems recently and i don’t want him to get back into it because of me rejecting him. i can see that he really wants it and dunno what to do and how to act 😭
i'm gonna be real honest with you. call me auntie again and you're blocked ☠️ what the actual fuck lol 🤣🤣 i'm not even kidding what was that????!!!!!
anyway....... imma try and move on from that ☠️ and i'm confused. you knew you were family friends and all yet you still thought it was a good idea to make out with him 🤷‍♀️ there's no way out of this you're either breaking his heart a lil or messing up family ties so which is it gonna be
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asoulofatlantis · 2 years
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My little wishlist for future Trails-Games
So lately I have been thinking of what I would want to see in future Trails games. Obviously just “Rean” or “Olivert” doesn’t count in this case XD
- Tho I do want to see Rean in one of the future Kuro (or a possible Hajimari 2) games. I do want a rematch with Shizuka and I want Rean to win! But I also kind of want some sort of of confrontation with Van, as I think our baby Rean isn’t exactly accepting Vans way of thinking and handling things along the line of the Grey-Zone, nor would Van like Reans “bracer thinking”. So it might be interesting to see two Trails-Protagonists having to sort our their differences and coming to terms with them and learn to get along despite the differences.
- I kinda want to see Cedric doing something for the Society without being babysitted, you know, to prove that he has grown - tho I demand some interactions with Shirley regardless of that, as I also want to see how their relationship is going for obvious reasons. Not to mention, I also want to see if Shirley has grown and changed a bit too in the meantime.
- I meant what I said, I want Elie, Alisa and Elaine standing infront of Lloyd, Rean and Van and giving them the trademark glare - preferably for doing a mission that lead them to one of the table-dance bars or even the freaking underground brothel or something XD Especially since those 3 seems to have quite different ways to handle those situations. It would be funny to see how they dig their holes deeper that way - really, it would be such a joy to watch that.
- I kinda want that Lechter and Kloe issue finally resolved. This one too is giving me a headache. I believe, given the hints that Lucy is in love with Lechter, we might get this resolved when its Remiferias turn to shine in a Trails-Game. But by then its REALLY time to end this whole situation for good. I really would prefer Lechter not to end up in Limbus like poor Zin seemed to be. I mean, its been SIX FREAKING YEARS since the Liberl Arc ended and Zin and Killika are still not together. Their wasting their youth and I would prefer Lechter and Kloe not to do the same. And even tho I still question Kloe having feelings for Lechter, I want the girl to finally move on from her feelings for Joshua, with whoever is fitting for her. (Tho I just have to say I have the most amusing imagies about the future Zemurian-Big-Shots in my head and the idea of Lechter being the King-Consort at Kloes side is just as amusing as the idea of Shirley being the next Empress of Erebonia standing next to Cerdric XD)
 - I really want to hear about Alisa doing well with Reinford, even tho they most likely aren’t that big in the weapon business anymore. We have heard the name only once so far in Kuro and that was when talking about who invented to Orbal Bikes that apparently EVERYONE is producing by now and thats been it. Now I get that RF won’t be popular in Calvard for obvious reasons and also the issue with the Verne Company not wanting to Collaborate with them or ZFC anymore, but it still makes me very uneasy not to hear anything of RF at all lately.
- While we are at it, I think we should start to hear something about Elie being politically more active in Crossbell, especially given its independence and her grandfathers age. Cao mentioned the SSS is taking care of Crossbell, but aside from the little jib at Rixias feelings for “a guy in Crossbell” we haven’t heard anything about them either.
- I really want that new redhead girl with the firey personality from the church to have a battle against Shirley. I think they would make the perfect match as opponents and its not like the Society is having problems with fighting the church... so... please?
- I totally want to know more about Oliverts child. Gee, I mean isn’t it too hard to be like: “Oh that prince, yeah, I’ve heard he is bussy with his son/daughter XYZ lately.” if we are talking about him anyway?
- I really want one of the future games to... you know... have like some fieldtrip or bussinesstrip or whatever for the main characters to Liberl, or Erebonia and Crossbell and just, you know causally walking bast Lloyd or Estelle or something like that. Just... you know... something for the nostalgia XD
Okay, thats it for now.
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