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kunikuma · 1 year
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gamer!xiao headcanons
relationship: xiao x g/n!reader, au a/n: just very quick headcanons that came to mind about living w/ gamer!xiao. some tidbits make me want to write a little more detailed fics 😭😭 xiao my bbg... cw: mention of a drunk hook up but nothing in detail ©kunikuma
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✧ the two of you started as platonic roomies, deciding to move in together during college to save money on rent. your homie Venti mentioned one of his roommates wanted to bail on him because Venti was impossible to live with, so you picked Xiao up like a lil stray cat. a 2 bedroom apartment was a great way to save money in today’s economy…
✧ living with gamer!Xiao is super easy. he’s neat and usually kept to himself. you’d run into him in the kitchen when he’d dash in with his headset, wearing an old t-shirt, shorts, and mismatched socks. he’d quickly refill his obnoxiously large metal water bottle, refill the water pitcher, and dash back into his room without a word. sometimes he would nod at you if he wasn’t in a rush. a hydrated king who also refills the pitcher? loml.
✧ i’m betting gamer!Xiao has a tattoos. one time, while you were chilling in the living room, you watched him calmly walk to the kitchen to refill his bottle, like usual. except for this time, you asked about the tattoo on his forearm. it would always flex when he would lift the pitcher to fill his bottle and you never got a good look at it from the angle from the couch.
✧ he was a little quiet when he explained what it was. when you asked if he could show it to you, his ears reddened a little when he hesitantly walked over and let you example his forearm. he was very grateful that day for your hyper fixation on his nicely toned arm body art because if you looked up from your spot on the couch, you’d see he was staring right at you with stars in his eyes as he explained why he wanted it and what it meant to him.
✧ your friends and his friends became mutuals. monthly game night! the discord server is chaotic.
✧ during a drunken and late night of Killing Floor 2 and Quiplash with the homies, you and Xiao broke the fine line between just friends and became something more. something, something about asking to see the tattoo that would teasingly peek out at you from under the sleeve of his shirt.
✧ the awkward morning-after conversation in the kitchen as he refilled his big ass bottle for the second time that morning solidified your relationship with the little emo gamer.
✧ one month later, the 2 bedroom apartment became 1 bedroom and 1 gaming room.
✧ you guys decorated your own halves of the gaming room.
✧ your desks are placed against the same wall so the two of you can shoot lovey dovey looks, or yell at each other during games. or affectionately flick each other off. xiao didn’t do much of the yelling between the two of you, though. he was more into rolling eyes and flicking you off if you were being that irking.
✧ xiao is a genji main in overwatch. absolutely the type to respond to his supports’ cries for help in any game, though. he gravitates to damage roles in games.
✧ he is actually very sweet to people in voice chat. not talkative, but never rude, and always says “thank you” or “good job” to his team.
✧ you guys are affectionately cringe core afffff; he got into custom keyboards and got you into it too. the two of you always swap escape (esc) keys whenever you get a new set of keycaps. he would buy keycaps more often though, so your keyboard started to look more frankenstein-y over the years because he kept donating you one keycap from the sets he bought.
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moonniu · 3 years
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sakuradasgf · 2 years
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how aib characters take care of you when your sick! ft: arisu, chishiya, and ofc the loml niragi 
a/n: writers block atm but i decided to squeeze some content to feed my loves
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- “you’re heating up.” ARISU stated as he touched your forehead. “let me get some medicine for you, wait here yeah?” he told you as you nodded your head in response. hearing the door of his room close shut, you let the sleepiness engulf you, and you let your eyelids close gently but the pounding in your head didn’t. maybe you shouldn’t have played games with him till 5am in the morning half naked. hearing the door open once again, you cuddled in the heated he offered you. “here, some painkillers. think it kills the headache.” he mumbled while handing you a glass of warm water and pills. after taking the medicine, you definitely felt the headache run slow. “thank you,” you croaked, wincing at your voice. “of course, now wanna watch me play animal crossing and catch all those pretty butterflies for you?” 
- CHISHIYA knows you’re sick, he can literally tell by your red face, uneven breaths, and how your voice sounded as if someone sandpapered it. come on, he’s a medical student, don’t try to hide it from him. “hey idiot (affectionally), come here, you’re running a high fever.” chishiya said before you could even leave for the games. “b-but! games, tonight!” you argued, “so? i’m not letting you go there in such a weak state, plus your visa still has some days left, so let me take care of you.” feeling yourself go even redder from embarrassment, you quickly walked to your shared bed and laid down as he pulled the blanket over your shivering body, then he left the bed to head to the toilet. the sound of water running filled the room, and you saw his blonde hair pop out. “let’s get you clean, you lazy cat. (also affectionally).” at that moment, you knew chishiya definitely has a soft spot for you. 
- “jesus christ, is she okay?” NIRAGI worriedly questioned ann, who is placing a cold towel on your burning forehead. “she is, i think a few days of rest should do the trick.” she said, as she gently lifted you up for niragi to carry you back to your room since you legs gave out on you as you arrived back from the games. “if you ever need anything just come over.” ann finally stated as she slammed the door of the clinic shut. “who let you go to the games at this state?” he questioned you. ��don’t know, just felt like throwing up in the middle of the game. but someone helped me to win.” you said and he frowned at the sound of your voice. “well then, i got no choice but to keep you in bed until you feel better huh, pretty doll?” he said, while placing a kiss on your forehead. just expect a package of sick niragi to appear at the side of your bed once your fully healed. “i may or may have not puked all over hatter today at the executive meeting, haha.” 
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bluejaem · 3 years
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partner — l.dh
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“we look like a mess.” haechan deadpanned as the camera zoomed in, and you could see two idiots standing in front of the mirror — either of them wearing a sheet mask.
“lucky for you that you’re not alone,” you said as you fixed your face mask, trying your best not to laugh at the sight of you both looking like how ‘ghosts’ looked with a white blanket over ‘em. 
filming a skincare routine vlog with your boyfriend wasn’t supposed to be this chaotic after all.
pairing :: lee donghyuck × fem!reader
contents :: humor, fluff, vlogger!hyuck, domestic!au
warnings :: profanity, lowercase, lame jokes, one joke which was interpreted in the wrong way lmao, i have no knowledge in skincare whatsoever i just watched a few videos here and there skfjds stan hyram 
word count :: 2.5k < 10 minutes >
author's note :: first of all, tYSM for 1.5k,,, i love u guys so much :(( secondly, lee donghyuck loml agenda skfbsknf. please accept my last minute gift for the new milestone <3 there may be some grammatical errors, my apologies. and lastly, enjoy lmao? cringe alert, besties!
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[ % . . hyuckluv is now live! click to watch ]
“hi, guys! welcome back to hyuckluv. and if you’re new here, then welcome to hyuckluv!” haechan gleefully greeted as he looked into the camera. he looked around, probably for a comfortable place to sit. but considering the fact that he was in the bathroom, that’d be a difficult task. 
detaching the camera from its stand, he took it with himself and decided to sit on the edge of the bathtub. he then focused the camera on himself and continued, “so, as you’ve seen already, we’re in the bathroom today. and we’ve also got a special guest with us.” the camera panned over to you, making the things ready for the vlog on the basin counter.
haechan gets up from his seat (that was hurting his butt like hell) and walks up to you. he then started filming the skincare products that you were setting up. “I thought of dragging my lovely y/n into this as well ‘cause the more, the merrier,” haechan snickered as you gave him the stink eye.
“please introduce yourself to my dear hyuckluvies,” he said, now filming you. you put on your brightest smile and started introducing yourself. “hi guys, I’m y/n, and I’m going to be helping this idiot with today’s skincare video!” you chuckled out loud while haechan just pouted behind the camera. 
he turned the camera back to himself and stood beside you so that both of you could be seen in one frame. “yeah, but I’m your idiot,” he said, smiling proudly. you snorted at his comment and ruffled his hair while at it, “sure.”  
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“shall we begin then?” you asked him when you finished setting up the things necessary for the vlog. he hummed in response and started setting up the camera in front of the mirror.
haechan didn’t particularly do much for his skincare routine. he just washed his face once, maybe twice on special occasions, and applied some moisturizer on his face to hydrate his skin. but when he saw all the steps included in your skincare routine, he could not help but try it on his own. and he could even consider it as content for his viewers, interacting with both — you and his followers. it was like killing two birds with one stone, a win-win. (well, that’s what he called it)
“let’s start with the cleansing oil then,” you said as you scooped out a little bit of the oil from the tiny plastic container. you smiled to yourself when you saw donghyuck with his eyes closed as he waited for you to apply the oil on his face. while you gently rubbed the oil on his face, he smiled in content, very much relaxed at that moment. 
after you were done with it, you were about to scoop out a little for yourself as well but were soon stopped by a certain someone. “wait, let me do it for you,” haechan said, taking the container in his hands and scooping a peanut-sized portion on his index finger. he smiled cheekily as an idea struck him. “always wanted to do this,” he giggled as he booped your nose with his finger, a tiny blob of the oil mounting on the tip of your nose.
ohcanada commented: 
some people are single too yOU KNOW?
peachyuck commented: 
bye they’re so cute hhhhh :((
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
scrunching your nose at his touch, you chuckled along with him. he continued to rub the oil on your face, however, he wasn’t as gentle as you (you weren’t going to lie, you kinda saw that one coming). you both then took turns washing your face. as haechan wiped his face with the hand towel that you had set on the counter, he couldn’t help but reminisce about the old times, “this reminds me of the time when we both were lab partners in biology.” 
you turned off the faucet and wiped your face with the towel that he handed you. “oh, please. I remember doing all the work while you just played around with jeno,” you shook your head in disappointment when reminded about those days. “and yet, jeno was able to complete his assignments on time,” you chuckled, passing the towel back to him.
“i bet my ass he paid mark to complete his assignments for him,” haechan scoffed, taking the towel from you and hanging it on the shower stall door’s handle. “now this could go two ways. either jeno really was a smart guy who could get things done even after procrastinating until the last minute. or he was just a himbo, and got his work done by paying others.” you tilted your head in confusion. after all those years of fooling around in high school, you had never actually figured out jeno. 
“nevertheless, his cute eye smile made up for it, don’t you think?” you tried to hold back a smile, knowing very well that haechan would get whiny at this remark of yours.  
hyuck’s dirty socks commented: 
lmaooo are they talking about @jengotjam 💀
in love with renjun and doesn’t know what to do commented: 
naurrr you didn’t just call my man a himbo 😭✋
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
“i’m just going to pretend that i never heard that,” haechan faked an awkward laugh and picked up the next essential. “up next, cleansing foam!” he exclaimed as he brought the product closer to the camera (covering the brand name though, he wasn’t going to give them free advertising just like that). 
he opened the cap and pressed down on the dispenser. a small, white and fluffy blob of foam landed on his palm. he brushed the tip of that blob on his other palm, and now that he had two blobs of foam on his hands, he gently patted both his palms on either of your cheeks — rubbing it in a circular motion, which made the foam lather well. 
you really were enjoying the silence taking over. but of course, the lad in front of you always had something to say. “although you can’t deny one thing, i was the best you ever had.” haechan wore a cocky grin on his face as he completed his sentence. 
and here you were, practically choking on your own spit. “huh?” your eyebrows knitted together as you gave him a weird look. 
“i meant, partner. lab partner,” he snorted. this boy was having way too much fun because of your reaction. he knew very well about what he was talking about but didn’t know how you’d interpret it. fortunately for him (and unfortunately for you), you reacted in a way just like he wanted you to. 
you felt heat rise up your cheeks as the embarrassment of the whole situation rushed in (lucky for you, the foam was covering the your face). you clear your throat as a way of signalling that the joke is over and awkwardly turn on the faucet so that you could wash your face. 
haechan just chuckled in triumph as he leaned on the basin counter, patiently waiting for his turn. he reached out for the towel that he had hung on the shower stall a few minutes ago and handed it to you. oh, how you wanted to rub that infuriating smirk off his face. 
after you were done wiping your face, you pumped out a little bit of cleansing foam from the dispenser and gently rubbed it on his face. “are you going to smirk like that even while i’m applying cleansing foam on your face,” you clicked your tongue in annoyance. to which haechan just chuckled, “well, if it makes you annoyed, then yes.”
appetizer_mowla commented: 
i still can’t believe the fact that ya’ll are dating 💀
OkayCut commented: 
enemies2lovers!au, but they’re already in a relationship <3
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
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while haechan was washing his face, you decided to go on with the next step. picking out two cotton pads from the container, you dabbed some droplets of the toner onto it. “our third step, toner!” you held his face by the tip of his chin, making him face you as you rubbed the cotton pad all over his face, making sure that you didn’t leave any spaces. 
and while you did that, haechan poured some droplets of the toner onto his palms. well, here he goes again, patting your face with his palms. “i’ve heard that patting it makes it get absorbed better and quicker,” he said as he tucked your stray strands of hair behind your ear. 
“looks like somebody did their research,” you chuckled, throwing the cotton pad into the dustbin and closing the cap of the toner afterward.
“and if i’m not wrong, our next step is... essence?” he said, a hint of confusion in his tone. you found it cute how he actually searched up about these things. “yes, it is. step number four, essence!” 
you both poured out some droplets of the essence onto your palms and give each other a playful look before proceeding. “aah, you know me so well,” haechan snickered as you both started patting each other’s cheeks with the essence still on your hands. when one would scrunch their face, the other would just giggle at the adorable sight in front of them. 
mork leeroy commented: 
wow guys i feel very much included 😃
i lived in america for four years commented: 
stan hyucluv for clear skin, literally.
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
haechan reached out for the camera kept in front of the mirror. but before doing so, he wiped off the rest on his pants (wrong move, but it’s a force of habit alright) so that he doesn’t accidentally drop the camera. he turned the camera towards the mirror and picked up a cute little plastic packaging of what looked like sheet masks. “i was so looking forward to this step,” he said, picking up the pack and holding it up in front of the mirror. 
he started filming you as you opened the plastic covering of the sheet mask and took out a wet and gooey sheet mask. “okay, i didn’t expect it to be that slimy—” he kept the camera back in its original place and turned back to you. “here goes nothing,” haechan sighed as he closed his eyes shut, the thought of something that weirdly slimy on his face making him shiver in disgust. his brows knitted together, nose scrunching, and lips quivering at that weird feeling. 
“how do you not feel weird with the sheet mask on, isn’t it like, i don’t know, so freaking slimy?” his words were a little muffled because of the sheet mask. he tried not to move his mouth a lot, thinking that the mask would just slip off of his face if he did so. you started opening another packed of the sheet mask for yourself. and after applying it, fixing the corners and adjusting it to fit your face properly. 
“we look like a mess.” haechan deadpanned as the camera zoomed in, and you could see two idiots standing in front of the mirror — either of them wearing a sheet mask.
“lucky for you that you’re not alone,” you said as you fixed your face mask, trying your best not to laugh at the sight of you both looking like ‘ghosts’ with a white blanket draped over ‘em.
“so for how long are we supposed to have these things on?” haechan asked, lightly scratching the tip on his nose under the mask with one hand while the other held the camera. “about fifteen minutes,” you replied, reading the instructions given behind the packaging of the sheet mask. 
“r.i.p me,” he said, looking into the camera and zooming into the mirror at the same time. 
lil_sun commented:
it’s just a sheet mask bestie 😭
hyuckie side up commented: 
sheet mask: 1 hyuckluv: 0
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
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“okay, so it’s been fifteen minutes!” 
“fifteen minutes of pure torture, you mean,” haechan added, taking the towel from you and wiping his face. 
you weren’t even going to lie, those were the toughest fifteen minutes of your entire life. every two seconds, you’d find haechan trying to take off the mask. it was hard enough for you to even move in that ‘cause otherwise, the mask would slip off. and his constant attempts at taking it off didn’t help either. you almost gave up at one point, but the thought of you guys having to retake that scene surprisingly helped you not to let that happen. 
thank god that ruckus was finally over.
it was almost one in the morning at that point, your skincare routine doesn’t usually take this long. if you wanted to get a good night’s sleep tonight, you’d have to take things upon yourself ‘cause it didn’t look like anybody would get to sleep if you let haechan take the lead. it’s always the weirdest of times when he’s so active. 
you picked up the bottle of moisturizer and squeezed some out onto your palm, “second last step, moisturizer.”
you tried your best to spread it well on his face. and then we had hyuck, having the time of his life, his eyes crinkling, and cheeks going up as he smiled wide. he let you finish applying the moisturizer on his face and then squeezed out some to apply on your face. 
“this is the only step i can do well,” he snickered, rubbing the surface of his fingers under your eyes. his eyes suddenly became focused as he continued. his mouth opened up a little as he rubbed the surface of his fingers under your eyes, cute. he smiled to himself as he got ready for the final touch. making his hands flat, he lightly tapped either side of your face with his hands. 
saying ‘your face is so soft’ sure was a good way to be excused for doing that, lee donghyuck.  
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“and onto my favorite step, which—” you picked up the chapstick and showed it on camera as you continued. “—is also my favorite step,” you said, opening the small cylindrical container’s cap and swiveled the bottom part so that it could be used.
you turned to donghyuck, who — well, was very much ready for this. he had a brazen smile on his face, his eyes closed, his lips all puckered up, and his face slowly moving closer to yours. chuckling at this sight, you held his face by the chin (again), carefully applying the chapstick on his lips. 
“ooh, it’s cherry-flavored?” donghyuck asked, lightly licking his lips. you hummed in response and were looking into the mirror to get a better view while applying it on your lips as well. 
“let me help you with that,” he said, taking the chapstick from you and simultaneously closing it. 
wait, what? why’s he closing it?
he read your face, which clearly said ‘what the fuck?’ and just smirked instead. “we could just kiss instead, you know?” 
[ % . . live broadcast has ended! thank you so much for watching ♡ ] 
jwisungshi commented: 
wHAT THE FUCK YOU CAN’T LEAVE US HANGING LIKE THAT 
zhonglele commented:
no bc i thought ya’ll were actually going to kiss, i shOULDVE KNOWN BETTER </3
user1220 commented: 
secsy 😩
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mmvalentine · 3 years
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Afraid of the Dark pt 3 | Feysand
Prompt fill: "Feysand as werewolves." Read part 1 part 2 part 4. CW: violence.
Feyre stayed five weeks with Rhys before Tamlin found her.
The first few days, she walked around like a ghost, and then she got very hard headed all of a sudden and decided that was enough and she was moving on with her life.
Rhys's crew visited every day, after that. Mor, Cassian, Azriel and Amren. The people he always saw hanging around the bar with him, but had never talked to her as much as Rhys had. And they were so lovely.
In truth, Feyre was not entirely comfortable with it at first. Kept shrinking into Rhys's side, because him she knew but she couldn't fathom why the others were being so nice to her. But over the weeks, she came to crave their presence and delight in their warmth and their wickedness.
Feyre never went back to the house. She gave the key to Rhys's friends and they went during work hours to collect her things. And to leave the letter that she had written Tamlin, telling him that she was leaving him, and not to come look for her.
Somewhere in the second week she started sleeping in Rhys's bed. Just turned up one day, after lying awake yet again in the spare room and not knowing how to sleep alone, and crawled in next to him. He had wrapped his arms around her and gone straight back to sleep like they did this every day. And so they did.
And of course Feyre got to go back to Velaris. Still loved it there, and although Tamlin was sure to check there for her eventually, she felt safe being surrounded by people in leather jackets. One night, they stayed late after closing and Rhys had to carry her home. It was only wine-drunk that she was able to finally ask him.
"So," she said slowly, once he had gotten them both into bed. "You're a werewolf."
"Sometimes," Rhys responded, moving his head on the pillow.
"Not sometimes," Feyre argued. "You're either a werewolf or you're not."
"Well, sometimes I'm a werewolf, and sometimes I'm just Rhys."
"Okay just Rhys," Feyre said tipsily. "Well I liked you as Mr Wolf, too."
Rhys chuckled. "Well thanks."
"Can you be Mr Wolf some time again? I miss him."
Rhys looked at her strangely. "Why?"
"Because I could always tell him things."
"You can still tell me things."
Feyre frowned, and her eyes slid closed. "Not as many things," she said, and then fell asleep.
When she woke up, Rhys was a wolf.
He was curled up on the foot of the bed, and Feyre grinned broadly at him.
"Mr Wolf!" she said happily. She got up and patted his soft, black fur, and scratched his massive ears.
For a minute, Rhys just lifted his chin and enjoyed the scratches. Then he hopped off the bed, and looked back at Feyre with those endless violet eyes. She scrambled out of bed, and followed.
"Where are we going Mr Wolf?" she asked. She pulled her coat and shoes on. "Are we going for a walk? It's been a while."
Suddenly she was excited. She hadn't walked through the forest in some time, and she had never walked with the wolf in the day time.
"I've got so many things to tell you," she said.
So they walked.
The forest was different early in the morning. The fog was thick and everything smelled fresh, and green. Rhys let Feyre lead the way, padding along silently next to her.
"Well," Feyre started. "The big update I have for you is that I've left Tamlin. Didn't think I could ever do it, but here we are. And you know what?" She looked at Rhys, and grinned. "I think I'm actually happy." She laughed. "I didn't know I could be happy."
Feyre jumped down off a log, and Rhys landed right behind her. She kept walking. "Everyone's so nice to me. Most of the time I feel like I don't deserve it, but also I don't know what I'd do without them all."
She sat down on a large stone, and Rhys sat down next to her.
"And you," she said, stroking his head. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
Suddenly, Rhys went taut. He leapt in front of Feyre and started growling, teeth out and ears flat against his head.
"What's wrong?" Feyre breathed. She looked around, scanning wildly for the danger Rhys clearly could scent.
"Just stay still," came a voice. Feyre whipped her head toward it, and Tamlin stepped out of the forest with a shotgun on his shoulder.
"Stay very still, and it'll all be over," Tamlin said.
"No," Feyre breathed. "No Tamlin, don't."
"It's okay," Tamlin said, "I'm here to save you."
"Tamlin don't, it's not hurting me!"
"It's a wild animal, Feyre." He looked up at her then. "And where the hell have you been, anyway?"
Feyre lifted her chin. "It's not your concern anymore. We're no longer together."
"We're together until I say we're not," Tamlin snarled. "Now I'm going to put this thing down and then you're coming home with me."
Rhys was growling louder now, stepping toward Tamlin but also wary of the shot gun.
"No!" Feyre cried. "Okay. Okay look, I'll come home with you, just don't shoot the wolf."
"Like I give a fuck about what you want, or about some stupid mangy dog," Tamlin said, and then pulled the trigger.
Feyre dove.
Dove right into the path because she knew it was coming, knew Tamlin would always choose violence over negotiation especially when it meant giving up anything for Feyre. So she jumped, and collected the bullet somewhere against her ribcage and by the time she hit the ground Rhys had already lunged for Tamlin's throat.
She closed her eyes. Time seemed to speed up between blinking.
Opened her eyes and Rhys was human again, and Tamlin was lying somewhere further away and not moving. Closed her eyes.
Opened her eyes and she was in Rhys's lap, and he had taken off his jacket and t-shirt and was strips of the latter to bind her wound. Closed her eyes.
Opened her eyes and realised Rhys had been talking to her.
"Feyre," he was saying. "Feyre, Feyre why did you do that, fuck why Feyre? I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry."
It's not your fault," she said to him. Her mouth felt like it was moving through treacle as she tried to talk.
"I told you you'd never have to worry about him again," Rhys said. "And I failed. We're going to get you to a hospital," he said.
But Feyre knew that the nearest hospital was miles away, there was no cell reception in the forest, and they were on foot.
"You know," Feyre said. "I don't mind dying."
"I mind," Rhys gritted out. "You aren't going to die today."
"I've just... not had that good a time being alive." She lifted a hand to his face, and it was red with blood. "Maybe it'd be different if I was like you. If I were you, I'd just be a wolf forever and ever and I'd live in the forest and be happy."
Rhys went still. "Would you?" he asked. "Would you be happy as a wolf? As a half thing?" Feyre smiled.
"Better half human than whole human, I reckon," she said.
"Alright," Rhys said. His throat was tight and his voice was hoarse. "I can make that happen."
"Make what happen?" Feyre asked, and then her eyes closed again and the pain stopped, and a peace spread through her belly. She didn't mind, truly. Didn't mind dying. The last thing she was conscious of was Rhys's lips on the join of her neck and shoulder.
Not his lips.
His teeth.
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Did I just want to kill Tamlin off? Maybe.
Okay looks like it's 4 parts not 3 because ya gal CANNOT write concisely! One more, rascals xx
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fafulous · 4 years
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Take Me Home (2/5)
Andy Barber x Reader (Post!Defending Jacob)
Summary: After the unfortunate events of the trial and after, a depressed Andy Barber decides to call it quits and start a mundane life far away from Newton. He decides it is best to have a fresh start away from prying eyes and alone, but he never thought his caring neighbor (and her son) would change all of that.
Themes: MAJOR D.J. SPOILERS ((The series is following the BOOK ENDING and not Show)), Sad and soft Andy Barber, Single Mother Reader. Cursing.
a/n: I dedicate this chapter to my LOML @sinner-as-saint​. Happy Birthday Darling! ILY!
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Warnings: Small Hints of Abuse.
It was your full day shift at the library
You still couldn’t stop thinking about that horrid graffiti left out on Andrew’s Garage door. Why would anyone write something so horrific? It is never a common occurrence to accuse someone of being a murderer; Besides, you didn’t even truly know who the man was.
In one of your breaks while sipping on your hot cocoa, your curiosity got the best of you and googled about him. Those amateur press reporters wouldn’t crowd around a random vandalism; you knew something was up.
To your dismay, you came across terrifying articles of his family. Specifically, about his son.
You read about how Andrew Barber, the Local district attorney of the Newton County was found to be tangled in a murder case because of his son. You didn’t bother to read further for the headlines were awful; described how his 14-year-old son was in trial for the murder of his own classmate.
The details were too horrifying. The press reported every court proceeding but you didn’t proceed to read about what happened. Perhaps his son went to jail? Or he was declared not guilty but was separated from his family? You thought how a good handful of weeks passed and he had absolutely no visitors to his house. Best decision you made was to close the articles for it made you sick to the stomach.
Not only did it feel like you were invading on someone’s privacy, it was also not difficult to picture your son in Jacob Barber’s shoes.
You felt bad for the man, you really did. But then you recalled how he questioned your parenting. It takes years to build self-confidence, but just one statement to shatter it all.
It didn’t feel right reading about your neighbour, it felt like you were a stalker. And so, you resumed to stock up and label the new pile of books.
The Librarian desk was placed in such a way that you would immediately know if anyone entered the library. It would normally be teenagers and college go-ers labelled as nerds who would spend hours and hours of studying and reading. But this time, the one approaching your desk was the last person you ever wanted to see.
Nikolai’s father.
A week ago, Chad did make an appearance into your life out of the blue, asking you to take him back. But you couldn’t for you believed in two things: Your self-respect wasn’t weak, and that Nikolai didn’t deserve a pathetic excuse of a father. After you found out about his infidelity, you mentally decided not to take him back and that was a final decision.
You dropped whatever you were doing and made a beeline to Chad. “You can’t drop in during work like this.”
Quarter of an hour perhaps was spent on arguing back and forth in whispers. You will never deny that how it would be perfect for Nikolai to grow up with a father, but you kept reminding yourself not to give in to him.
“Listen Y/N. I really am sorry for barging like you on this. I want to make things right. “
“You can’t Chad,” you whispered, “I can’t. It is not fair to Nikolai and to me. Just go.”
Chad suddenly pushed you back to one of the bookshelves by gripping your shoulders. His shoulder touches were something that he used to do to offer you comfort at times of distress. But now this was causing you stress.
He gritted his teeth. “Why can’t you just fucking take me back?”
“Because I wasn’t the one who slipped into my co-worker’s vagina!”
Before you realised Chad was going to get unpleasant with you, another familiar voice interrupted the small run-in.
“Hey everything alright?”
You turned around to the stern voice only to see your neighbour, Andrew. You were fixated on him to the point where you couldn’t take your eyes off of him.
He looked so handsome.
He was wearing a formal dark navy suit, his tie almost matching his hair colour. His hair and beard were neatly groomed with just a hint of messy. His beautiful trench coat accentuated his arm muscles. He did look like a textbook District Attorney.
Andy on the other hand exchanged looks between the both of you, glaring at the man who dare pushed you back against the bookshelf. He got near to them which made Chad leave his grip and take a few steps away from her.
Chad continued the conversation with you without acknowledging the intruder’s existence. “I’m going to leave now. Think about it. I’ll come in a few days to pick up Nikolai.” He soon left, making sure he didn’t make eye contact with the formal dude who seemed to be much taller to him.
Andy approached you cautiously while your hand pressed the wrinkles off of your shoulders. “Couldn’t help but hearing the whole co-worker slipping into your vagina statement. That man your ex?”
Dealing with two arrogant men simultaneously was not something you signed up today. “Be careful Mr. Barber, the attorney in you is showing.”
Andy stiffened his shoulders but did not let go of his grin. He liked a woman who was snappy, especially when he has seen the caring side of you. “So, you know about me?”
“I can take care of myself,” deflecting from his question. You didn’t want to admit about your slip up that you read about him from an online article. “You didn’t have to do that whole saviour stunt on me Mr. Barber,” you walked away from him, heading outside the library to catch a breath of fresh air. Andy followed you like a puppy would.
“You didn’t have to do it alone too, Miss”
You noticed how he didn’t call you formally. “Andrew, I told you I-I am never going to have a conversation with you ever.”
“I know I know.” He paused and you crossed your arms, waiting for him to say something while you admired the beauty of his trench coat on his frame.
“I need to talk to you.”
“I’m busy. M-my shift ends in an hour.”
“I can wait.”
“No Andrew, my car is in the repairs and I’m bailing on my assistant to drop me home-“
“I can drop you. We literally live next to each other. Please Y/N,” He neared you, anxiously looking over at you, “Give me this tiny speck of a chance.”
You stood there trying to pull off a stern look, trying so hard not to display you inhaling his musky cologne that made you excited. Who would’ve thought you would fall for a meanie who just had a pair of needy, blue eyes?
“Alright fine,” you said giving in. “Read a book or something inside.”
Andy was happy at his sweet victory.
In that time Andy decided to look through the well-ventilated library. It was quite spacious, his senses hitting with the smell of old books and natural pesticides to keep the books from deteriorating. There were enough tables for people to sit and read at their leisure. He even recognized familiar books he used to read with Laurie every night. It was an intimate ritual for them; so eventually for the past few months, he gave up on reading.
Andy then noticed you scuttling around for a while till you plopped on your desk. Your work attire was silk white blouse with a yellow pencil skirt. There was a strut of confidence every time you took a step or gave orders to her assistant. 
Neither of you would deny the lingering glances you gave each other in that time.  
An hour passed and both of you stood outside near his beautiful black car.
“What is it Andrew?”
“I wanted to sincerely apologize to you. This is not right I know. I know I’ve hurt your feelings and this apology doesn’t even cover it. I stepped out of line many times even though you remained to be kind to me.”
You puffed out a breath of air. Judging by the tone of his voice, you knew the man before you were being sincere.
“Just let me make it up to you one day at a time please. It would kill me if I didn’t do anything.”
“Y-you don’t have to anything Mr. Barber. Its just-“
“I know take your time. I hope we could hit the refresh button excluding the part where I make it up to you.”
“Yeah no um- I also owe you another thanks for helping back at the Library- uh Chad? The bloke you interrupted me with?”
Andy nodded. “It was nothing really. So, can we start fresh?” He extended his hand to you and a firm handshake was exchanged.
“Apology accepted I suppose.”
Soon you found yourself in Andy’s car, who was kind to even open the door for you. Chivalry isn’t dead. 
For now.
The ride back was quiet, you observing in the interiors of the sleek black car. The seat felt so comfortable, along with the man beside you. A comfortable silence prevailed the drive back home, Andy popping in superficial questions about your work and Nikolai and vice versa. 
“So any plans for tonight?”
“Nikolai wanted to watch a Disney movie tonight with some Chicken Lasagne. Oddly, specific I know but kids these days, right?”
“Yeah.” You noticed how his face fell slightly and so you tried to change the topic. “What about you?”
“The usual. Netflix and Takeout. Trying to cut on the beer though you know with the new job and all.”
“Thanks for the drive back home Mr. Barber.”
He took this as a good sign. “From now on you can call me Andy.”
“Listen Mr. Barber- Andy I have to get something off of my chest. “
Andy unbuckled his seat belt and faced you, unsure of what she wanted to say. “Sure please, go ahead.”
“Okay Andy. I just want to clear the air that only know about you as an attorney because my curiosity irked me after your whole garage shed incident. I didn’t dig much because I felt like the inner me was being like a creep.”
He raised his eyebrows heart slightly sinking that you had already become the judge of his character. “So, you do know about me then?”
“Not more than how your son was involved in a murder trial,” you fumbled. “I don’t know the outcome and I don’t know why I am telling you all of this oh my god.”
Andy chuckled to see you covering your face in embarrassment, feeling a little relieved to know that you didn’t have much of an idea of who he was. He reassured her that it was completely fine, and you saw you going back home.
The next couple of days went smoother for both you and Andy. After a week it seems you and Andy always left home for work at the same time, passing casual morning greetings…which you had to do by successfully covering your blush because he never failed to look nothing less than good looking even though he was now just a swimming instructor.
Andy told you that day he apologized to you at the library was the day when he gave in an interview for the Swimming Instructor position opened at the community gym. He said it was something he used to do in his free time, and he wanted to give it a shot
You weren’t even surprised to find your mind in the gutter when you thought about Andy in skin-fit Speedos that stuck to his thick thighs and broad back. Or would he just wear trunks? You smacked your head; this what happens when the last time you got laid was two years back…
No offense to your expensive vibrator.
Andy would drop you to work if you didn’t feel like it and pick you up too. He even would take Nikolai alone for car rides which he enjoyed.
“Mommy! Wandi car go zooooom!”
He once popped into the library telling you that he would like to be a member. You would have never thought that this man was a bookworm. He soon told you how he used to have a habit of reading a book every night and now that he wants to revive it.
Normally for new inquisitive children or young adults who wanted recommendations to begin the practice of reading was handled by your assistant, Tracy. You weren’t surprised when Tracy was almost proactive when she saw Andy. But to the utter dismay of your assistant, Andy wanted to hear it from you.
Its not like you won a battle with your assistant, but you happily concurred with you head held high. He wants me. (You smacked yourself mentally again, jealousy is an ugly stain).
“How do I know you’re not bluffing Andy?” you whispered.
“Hey hey,” he leaned nearer to your ears. “I’m new to this place and I want a couple of books and recommendations that’s all. It can get lonely at home sometimes.”
As Andy and you spoke over books, you saw he had no shred of the hostility he had in these past few weeks. Andy also noticed how you looked much more comfortable than you were initially. For the both of you a new friendship was blooming.
For now.
“What kind of books are you into Mr. Barber?”
“Well I was the thriller and mystery kind, but things have changed, looking for a change rather. Nothing old sticks on to me now.”
“Ah yes. Every reader has that phase and I have just the solution.”
He was almost puzzled when you took him to the young adults section and handed over two books or rather two parts of a beautiful story.
“Harry Potter? Isn’t that a children’s book?”
“Objection your honour!” You went on to tell him the premise of the books without spoiling much for him. It suddenly struck him that Jacob had these books at home too. But he was able to push the twinge away when he hears your sweet whispers of excitement. He did complain he has watched the movies but the bookworm in him knew that books are always better than the movies.
“Okay okay! Objection is sustained.” He laughs. A genuine laughter after what seemed like eons.
You didn’t want the conversation to end. It felt refreshing to talk to Andy and so you felt generous.
“You can drop the usual food takeout today yeah? When was the last time you had home cooked meal?
Andy thought for a while. “An awfully long time Y/N. It’s okay-“
“Dinner is at my house. No excuses.”
Andy found a little purpose to be excited in life.
On Mondays, Andy comes home with a bottle of wine to beat the heat of a horrid Monday morning.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays, Andy flaunts his cooking skills to you and Nikolai. Surprisingly, he has not lost his touch over cooking. He loved it how the little boy gets the food names all jumbled up and how, much to your embarrassment, he would ask him for food requests. Can we have Pawsta and bwed? Or Can we have spwagety?
Wednesdays and Fridays, Andy chilled out on your sofa having a tea party or fighting an alien invasion with Nikolai while you effortlessly cooked to your delight.
It’s almost become a ritual over as the weeks go by. Andy and you talk a lot, but never about each other. Both of you talk about books, or debate over politics or even talk about movies.
It was in these nights when both of you unintentionally spills the beans of your past.
First was Andy when was discussing about how he loved the Harry Potter books you suggested that the waterfall of backstories began. After dinner got over both of you sat on your couch talking about the day’s work, while Nikolai fiddled with toys on the cushioned chair. He mentioned how Jacob had these books.
“Who is Jacob?”
Andy looked ahead at Nikolai sitting at one of the comfort chairs with a couple of his figurines while his eyes fought with slumber, “My son.”
“Oh, how is he? Is he with his mother now?”
Maybe it was too soon to ask. You literally saw with your own eyes how Andy’s eyes drooped, and his figure slumped before you. It even became confusing when he shook his head slightly sideways.
Realising you may have overstepped a line, you tried to steer the conversation to another direction, but Andy blurted it out as if he needed to remind himself the truth.
“Jacob died in a car accident and his mother is in prison for the very same.”
Whispering a oh my god underneath your breath while covering your mouth didn’t stop your eyes from pricking with tears.
Andy narrated the events of the trial briefly while he grabbed the bottle of wine drinking from it directly, not getting in too detail. He mentioned how his son was dropped of all the charges and how after one vacation, everything changed. He mentioned how his now ex-wife successfully attempted to kill Jacob in a car crash because she was convinced that her son was the actual murderer.  
Andy was numb to this story (the kinder version where you didn’t know he was the son of the murderer Billy Barber) and he didn’t realise the kind of reaction it would evoke from someone who had no idea about his past. Guess he was surrounded with nosy people all his life until now.
He internally panicked to you see your tearful state.
“Andy I’m so sorry.”
In an instinct you pulled Andy to you, arms wrapped around his shoulders in a hug. Andy needed a hug so bad he may have wrapped his arms around you an inch closer while he rubbed your back in assurance. He heard your small sniffles, which made him hug you tighter.
His hoarse reassuring whispers that he was alright made you even more devastated. “Hey look Y/N. I am alright okay?”
You pulled away from his embrace in embarrassment. Andy’s heart was hard as a rock, he gave you a half-hearted smile, “God I’m such a fool sometimes. Quick to come to conclusions. I shouldn’t have been so judgmental.”
“If you’re forgetting that was me a couple of weeks back.” His gently touched your cheeks wiping a tear or two away. “Hey come on now. Tears don’t suit you momma bear.”
“So, I’m a bear now huh?”
A little giggle came out of your lips and Andy felt warm. Your mind was fluttering as Andy still stroked your cheek with his thumb. You never realised could be so soothing until a worried Nikolai tried to scramble up on both of your laps.
“Mommy why you cwying?”
“Nothing peaches. Its just-“
“I ate your mommy’s cookies Nikolai,” Andy interrupted earning a dramatic gasp from the little boy while you stifled your laughter.
“Its okay Wandi. Mommy you can take the cookies fwom my jahr. Don’t cwy mommy”
After a series of awws from the two adults, Nikolai went back to his toys. It was time for Andy to leave, standing on the threshold of your house.
“This fresh start is not happening for me at all Y/N. You have been such a wonderful person entertaining me these nights but, I still can’t sleep you know. It’s haunting.”
“Andy,” you still sniffed. “The minute the garage incident was over, that was the minute you stepped away from prying eyes. No one is going to bother you now Andy. You can start fres, infact I think you already did. You bagged a Swimming Instructor shift at the local gym, you have got a new house and most importantly, or not, is that you have Nikolai and Me.
“We all have skeletons in our closet Andy, that’s the unfortunate truth. Its not going to be easy but life has to go on because little do you know you have people depending on you.”
Andy knew you were referring to Nikolai, but for him he had no one depending on him. What was the point of moving on?
“Good night Y/N”
He only left the threshold after he realised you had placed a kiss on his cheek and gave him a hug on your tiptoes.
Another night, it was your turn.
Andy soon realised Nikolai wasn’t anywhere around the house. The toys were neatly placed, and the Television wasn’t running. Music was playing from your phone, but it was low and from the smell of it, you were cooking Chicken Lasagne, Nikolai’s favourite dish.
“Where is Niko? Is he sleeping?”
“He is with his father and the grandparents.”
The dinner went awfully quiet, sure he tried to sneak conversations here and there, but he wasn’t able to hold it. He learned how you decided to actually listen to Chad’s wishes under the conditions that his grandparents would be around. Andy saw your little smile when he learned that Nikolai was extremely reluctant to go with his father. A rational side of you didn’t want to separate Nikolai from his father.
It was while you were flipping through the channels that you broke out like a dam.
“You know Andy, what you heard that day in the library was the truth you know.”
“Niko’s father Chad?”
“It was Nikolai’s first birthday. We were all gathered at home for a small birthday party. Chad and I called in our co-workers that day. In the name of this little one everyone began drinking by around four when we scheduled the party at six.”
Andy noticed how you sardonically laughed in between.
“Before we could cut the cake, I went in search of Chad because Niko wouldn’t cut the cake without him. So, I went around searching for him because I remember Chad was kind of drunk. And then I find him in our room fucking his co-worker while he screamed her name.”
You looked below and began fidgeting with your fingernails. “The next half an hour went in a haze. The guests left. Chad and I went hysteric. We were at each other’s throat. I screamed at him and Chad somehow became sober and began to um- hit me uhm-“
You were breaking and Andy didn’t want to ask you to stop narrating. You must have trusted him enough to talk about something that you evidently found traumatic. Andy scooted closer and took your palms in his hands.
“And I didn’t even realise how I was scarring Niko. He was sitting on the couch all alone scared at our hysterics. In that half hour I- I- forgot about him. The guests were gone, and he didn’t cry. Niko just sat there with his beady eyes clutching his figurines, looking at me in horror after that bastard went up to his room like nothing mattered. I’m the reason for Nikolai’s state.”
“Hey what state Y/N?” Andy stroked your cheek; the lines of formality were blurred between you two. Right now, it was just one soul comforting another in a time of agony. “Nikolai is such perfect child. I have never seen such a brilliant three-year-old in my life.”
You whimpered, “N-Niko hates birthdays. The sight of candles on a cake make him cry and disturbed. H-his nursery is left incomplete because he has these terrible nightmares when he is left alone. He comes crying in horror even if I try to let him sleep alone for once. He always sleeps with me. W-what if I damaged him Andy? Wh-what if he likes his father more in this visit? What if he leaves me?”
You sobbed uncontrollably into Andy’s chest. He didn’t hesitate in cradling you and stroking your hair. He pulled you closer, leaning back at the couch. He waited for your crying to die down.
“You’re such an amazing mother darling,” he whispered, the loving nickname going unnoticed because it seemed so right, “So caring, so kind. Nikolai loves you, you know that right?”
He felt you nodding your head at his chest while none of you bothered to acknowledge how both of your legs were intertwined now. Andy scooted lower on the sofa, lying down with you still cradled to him.
“Chad was a fucking scoundrel okay? Anybody would have reacted like that like you did.” Andy gritted his teeth when he recalled that he hit you but suppressed his emotions because his emotions wasn’t important now. “Nikolai is going to be simply fine. When he comes back, he’s going to run into your arms and say how much he missed you and then proceed to ransack the living room with his toys.”
That genuinely made you laugh. You didn’t want to let go of Andy. His cologne was calming. His sweater shirt was soft. You even felt his little belly; he did mention he was drinking a lot of beer and whiskey when he can’t sleep in the night. It felt so intimate; it felt so right in spite the fact the neither of you are dating.
“You’re a good man Andy.”
Andy places a chaste kiss on your forehead. He saw your cheeks scrunch up, like you were blushing. His lips felt soft on your forehead, a warmth running through the both of you. Andy decided to leave but your grip on his meant something else. Looking down, he felt your soft breaths on his neck now for you tucked your head on his neck. You must be clingy he wondered, but he didn’t mind. He needed a dose of clingy looking at his current state of life.
“Good Night Y/N.”
He was supposed to get up slowly and untangle from your limbs and spread a blanket on you before he left. He was supposed to go back inside his house and have another round of sleepless nights.
Not cuddle and have a good night’s sleep peacefully with you in your soft sofa?
Finally, Saturdays and Sundays are the lazy days, ironically both of you don’t hang out as much on the weekends for deep inside Andy thought he was invading Nikolai and yours family time.
When Nikolai was back the next day, just like Andy had mentioned, he ran into your arms and kissed you so much. He even hugged you harder and said he didn’t want to go back to his father.
“He’s not like Wandi. Wandi likes tea pawties. Papa says tea pawties is for guhls and not for boys.”
“Peaches that’s not true, you can play tea party any time you want. You can play with me and Andy okay?”
“Yeah okay. Can we play tea pawty inside Wandi’s cahr too?”
“Niko!”
Your little boy also managed to change your mother-son ritual into a mother-son-neighbour ritual. He persisted you into calling Andy for the everyday evening picnic at the lawn. You knew your son loved Andy but a little voice asked if this was too much.
Apparently it wasn’t. Andy was extremely happy to join you and Nikolai. He kept asking if it was okay but a few reassurances later Andy joined you with a jar of  lemonade. “I may have peaked out of the window and seen your daily picnics. None of them have this baby.” (Of course he was talking about his lemonade).
“Mommi look, Wandi made lemonade! Yaaaay!”
He runs over and hugs Andy as tight as his little hands can. 
“I bake this boy five types of cookies and he falls for your lemonade? Blasphemy Andy. What are you doing to my son?” you ask him with feigned wound in your heart.
“Oh Y/N. He’s just found a new friend. Don’t be jealous now.”
Seeing your son and Andy bond made you heart make a little small wish; that Niko and you find a companion like Andy. Wishing for Andy himself is like wishing for a star. Why would this perfect man fall for a broken person like you?
Andy and you spoke while the little boy ran around the lawn with his toys and it was then his senses came alive and he took in his surroundings.
A pink stained sky; clouds imitating to be cotton candy. A beautiful house in a quaint neighbourhood. The faint smell of your warm cookies and refreshing lemonade while your son ran around. A woman of his dreams weaving her palm through the strands of her hair. This was a dreamland.
And in that moment, he scooted near you and he entwined his hands into yours. You were perplexed at what he was doing but you went with the flow. He wanted his utopia.
“Andy? What are you-“
“Y/N, will you go on a date with me?”
After a few minutes later, your answer gave all the reassurance that he finally got his fresh start; that he can finally start a new life without the demons in the closet.
Right?
Part 3
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Tia and Tamera... and Nicole
fratboy and best friend!namjoon x reader, university!au, comedy, fluff, angst (and making out, if that counts as something idk lol) ft. twice nayeon, got7 jackson & skz hyunjin
For btswriterscollective’s 1 year anniversary contest!
Summary: y/n decides to make a big fashion change and, all of a sudden, is the object of attraction of every male within a hundred metre radius of her. Namjoon, her best friend, isn’t too impressed about it.
Rating: 15 (mature themes, explicit discussion of sex, strong language)
Word Count: 9.9k+
Warnings: lots of sexism/misogyny, the typical she-has-a-makeover-and-suddenly-every-boy-wants-to-date-her-trope, lots of gross frat boys, strong language, explicit discussion of sex, alcohol and drug consumption, making out, Namjoon is trash and doesn’t know how to text. I think that’s it but lmk if you noticed that I missed something!
a/n: hey guys ! it’s silverlightqueen back with another university au lmao i’m sorry :( thank you to the loml @silverlightprincess​ for proofreading, you’re the best and I love youuu !! I hope you guys enjoy this bc it was really fun to write !!
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I got the divider off google (it has no relevance to the story but it kinda matches the colour scheme so we move lmao) so credit to whoever made it lol
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joon: u up
y/n: don’t fuckboy text me
joon: so thats a yes
y/n: what do you want ?
joon: u free tmrw
y/n: it’s Monday tomorrow
joon: what about it
y/n: I got a lecture in the morning, but I’m free after 11
joon: ill pick u up nd take u 4 food
y/n: look at you, any excuse to drop in that you can drive now
joon: do u want food yes or no
y/n: what food ?
joon: mexican indian chinese whateva u want
y/n: yeah, sounds good
joon: rnt u gonna tell me what food u want
y/n: I’ll sleep on it
y/n: anyway go to bed, idiot, why are you even awake at 2.30 on a Sunday night ?
joon: y r u
y/n: questioning my existence
y/n: duh
y/n: now tell me why you are
joon: i just left jens lol
y/n: nvm forget I asked
joon: sure u dont want the deets
y/n: positive
y/n: goodnight you demon
joon: gn angel
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‘Took you long enough,’ Namjoon exclaims as I open the front door of his car and climb into the passenger seat. ‘Wait, whoa. Hold on. What is this?’ Namjoon demands as I shut the door behind me, and I quickly turn to look at him. ‘What?’ I ask worriedly, and he shakes his hand in my general direction. ‘This. Your outfit. I’m confused,’ he says, and I relax, rolling my eyes, trying to ignore the way my cheeks are heating up and hoping he doesn’t notice it. ‘Why are you confused, Namjoon?’ I ask as though I’m speaking to a child, and he laughs, starting up the car.
‘I’m confused because I’ve never seen you wear anything other than clothes that are way too big for you,’ he says, and I make an indignant noise as he speeds down the road like the devil driver he is. ‘Don’t even deny it, you know it’s true. I started to wonder if you had something you were trying to hide. A growth on your stomach. A hunchback. A pregnancy. Or worse; no boobs!’ he says, gasping dramatically, and I hit his shoulder, holding back a laugh. ‘I wasn’t hiding anything,’ I say, and he glances over at me, eyeing my chest, before his tongue darts out to wet his lip. ‘You were. I always assumed you had small tits – a B cup, max – but obviously not. I can’t believe you hid them so well. They’ve gotta be at least a D,’ he says, and I roll my eyes, not bothering to disclose that I’m actually an E. He’d probably pop a boner. ‘And your legs,’ he says, and I look down at them self-consciously. ‘What about them?’ I ask, and he blinks before looking down at my freshly shaved limbs. ‘I’ve never seen them before. They’re nice. Smooth. And curved, with some fat on them. I’m glad you don’t have stick legs,’ he jokes, and I sigh. ‘Stop body-shaming,’ I say, and he lets out a little chuckle. ‘Am I not allowed to have preferences?’ he smirks, eyes on the road as he overtakes cars left, right and centre. ‘No,’ I reply, and he bursts out laughing.
‘So what’s with the new look? What prompted this reinvention? Because, I’m either still tripping from last night, or you’re actually wearing makeup too,’ he says, and I shift embarrassedly in the seat. ‘I just felt like it was time for a change. I wanted to experiment, try something new,’ I say, and he nods, face blank. ‘Okay. Now, do you wanna tell me the real reason?’ he asks, and I laugh, annoyed that he knows me so well. ‘I was getting changed in my room-’ ‘Okay, hang on, let me picture it,’ Namjoon says, and I hit him again, ignoring his chuckles. ‘So, I was getting changed, and Nayeon barged in and had a meltdown over… my body. She said that she was really annoyed with me for hiding my body so much, because if she had my body, she’d walk around naked. Or whatever. Something like that. I’d never really… looked at my body like that, but once she said it, I realised that maybe I could start branching out, fashion-wise. So she took me shopping, and this is the trial of new outfit number one,’ I say, and he listens intently, nodding in all the right places.
‘So how have people reacted today?’ he asks, and I get a little embarrassed thinking about it. ‘Some of the girls in my class started screaming when they saw me, and Taehyung asked if I was new here, and if he could get my number. Oh, and our lecturer asked me to stay behind to ask if I was okay, because I didn’t seem to be myself today,’ I explain, and Namjoon bursts out laughing. ‘You’re kidding.’ ‘Not at all.’ ‘Wow. All I’ll say is to ignore Taehyung. I think all that weed has caused permanent damage to his brain,’ he says, and I can’t help but agree, wondering how that boy can even breathe right anymore. ‘Well, anyway. Why did you used to cover up so much?’ he asks, and I laugh. ‘Are you just gonna keep quizzing me?’ I ask, and he nods instantly, grinning. ‘I’m intrigued, y/n. You have to understand that this is a lot for me to process. My best friend has transformed into someone else since I last saw her. My mind’s going into meltdown mode,’ he says dramatically, and I roll my eyes at him. ‘Drama queen.’ ‘I learn from the best. You. Now, anyway. Can you answer my question?’
‘I don’t know.’ ‘You don’t know if you can answer my question?’ ‘No, moron, I don’t know why I used to cover up so much,’ I say exasperatedly, and he raises an eyebrow. ‘I find that slightly hard to believe.’ ‘Fine. I wasn’t the most confident in my body. It’s hard, seeing all these super slim tiktok girls, petite and slight, and seeing them dress the way I wanted to. It’s like… I felt stupid wearing the same clothes they wear because they look so different to me. The way the media glorifies slim women… it’s hard for not-so-slim women like me. So I just hid my body in loose clothes for so long that it was what I was comfortable in,’ I explain, Namjoon still listening attentively. That’s one of the best things about him; he may be an idiot, but he always listens to what I have to say.
‘That’s… kinda sad, actually. Because – don’t get me wrong, your old look did suit you – but this new look? It’s great. You look really good, y/n, regardless of the fact that you’re not a super slim tiktok girl,’ he says matter-of-factly, and I smile shyly. ‘Thanks. So it’s a yes to the black and white check mini skirt and blazer set?’ I ask, and he nods instantly with a grin. ‘I can’t wait to see the rest of your outfits,’ he says, turning into the car park at the shopping centre. ‘There’s… quite a few to come. I’m a bit nervous about a couple of them,’ I say as he pulls into a parking space, and he gives me a greasy smirk. ‘I’m even more excited now,’ he says, and I swat at him, the boy chuckling as he ducks away from my hand. ‘I’ve just driven you to buy you food, and this is what I get in return?’ ‘Yes. You’re lucky I’m not beating the shit out of you.’ He sighs, checking his blond hair in the mirror before climbing out of the car, and I reach into the back and grab my bag before getting out too.
‘Oh, my God,’ he says, sounding shocked, and I instantly panic. ‘What?’ ‘What are those?’ he shouts, throwing his hands down to point at my feet, and everyone within a hundred metre radius turns to look at us. ‘Joon!’ I exclaim, embarrassed at him grabbing so much attention. ‘Sorry. But seriously? What are those?’ he asks, and I look down at my shoes. ‘They’re sock boots. What’s wrong with them?’ I ask, and he stares at them before taking a step back and looking me up and down. ‘Nothing. They look great. I’m just shocked to see you in shoes other than trainers. And is that a handbag I see instead of the usual backpacks?’ he teases, and I roll my eyes. We walk towards the entrance, and I struggle to keep up with him (I always struggle when walking next to him, but even more so in these boots). ‘Wait,’ I say, hooking my arm through his so I can slow him down, and he laughs. ‘Aww, struggling in your boots?’ he teases, and I huff. ‘Shut up,’ I pout, and he laughs again, looking at me with an affectionate gaze and an amused smile.
But the affection and amusement soon disappears. ‘y/n. You’re literally killing me here. Hurry up,’ he says impatiently. ‘Sorry, Joon. It’s my first time wearing heels though, cut me some slack. At least I haven’t fallen over,’ I say brightly, trying to put a positive spin on it, and he scowls. He’s been trying his best to walk slow but he’s now struggling not to walk at his normal pace – his legs are so much longer than mine. ‘Yet,’ he says venomously, and I gasp. ‘Was that a threat?’ I demand, feigning indignance, and he side-eyes me. ‘Maybe it was. I could stick my foot out right now and no one would ever know,’ he says in a wistful tone, and I shoot him a dirty look. ‘I’ll step on your foot if you try it. Then who’ll be laughing when my boots ruin your Balenciagas?’ ‘Me, because you’ll be buying me new ones.’ ‘With what money? I ain’t got money like that.’ ‘Oh, but you got money for clothes?’ ‘I always got money for clothes.’ ‘Get a sugar daddy.’ ‘You are my sugar daddy.’ ‘Huh?’ ‘Who takes me out for food at least twice a week? And buys me things out of the blue?’ ‘Damn. I really am your sugar daddy. This isn’t a good deal for me at all. You’re getting the daddy, but I’m not getting any sugar.’ ‘I’m not sure that that means exactly what you intended it to mean.’ ‘You know what I meant. I want my sugar, bitch.’ ‘Jen can give you sugar instead.’ ‘Okay, but Jen isn’t getting the daddy. You are.’ ‘She was getting the daddy last night.’ ‘Did you really just refer to my dick as ‘the daddy’?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Never do that again.’
‘Where are we eating?’ I ask, and he grins. ‘Wang and Nayeon are waiting for us at Red Velvet,’ he says, and I gasp. ‘Yes! It’s been so long since we’ve been to Red Velvet!’ I exclaim, and he laughs amusedly. ‘I know. I was worried you might start getting withdrawal symptoms.’ ‘I thought we’d never go back. Does Seulgi still work there?’ I ask, raising an eyebrow, and he pulls a face. ‘Yep,’ he says, and I feel my eyes widen. ‘And we’re still gonna go?’ ‘Yes, because I’m a great person and make sacrifices for you even though all you do is abuse me and threaten to ruin my Balenciagas,’ he says, and I pout. ‘Sorry, Joonie,’ I say, putting on a baby voice as I give him puppy dog eyes, and he refuses to look at me, fighting a smile off his face. ‘Apology accepted. Now stop being the real-life version of that emoji.’ ‘Which one?’ ‘Don’t play dumb, you know exactly which one I mean.’
We round the corner to where Red Velvet is, tucked away from the rest of the shopping centre, and Nayeon and Jackson are sat in the window booth, watching a video on Nayeon’s phone together. When Namjoon and I enter, the little bell above the door rings, and both of them look up at us. Nayeon grins so wide I’m worried her face is going to split, and Jackson does a double take, eyes wider than an anime girl’s. ‘y/n?’ he exclaims, loud enough to catch the attention of everyone in the restaurant, and I shoot him a look, shushing him. ‘Oh, my God. What’s happened to you? Who’s this sexy thing?’ Jackson says as I slide into the booth opposite him and Nayeon, shuddering at the thought of my bare legs on the worn (and most likely, germ-carrying) leather of the seat as Namjoon slides in beside me. ‘Don’t refer to me as a ‘thing’, I’m not an object,’ I mutter, but my comment is ignored when Namjoon says, ‘literally my exact reaction.’ ‘No, it wasn’t. You did not call me sexy,’ I frown, and he blinks at me, looking surprised. ‘Did I not?’ he asks, and I shake my head. ‘Well, I thought you would’ve gathered that I thought that anyway. Based on the way I had to pick my tongue up from the floor when I saw you,’ he says, Jackson and Nayeon laughing as I roll my eyes.
‘You look good. Really good, y/n. I didn’t know you had boobs,’ Jackson says, inspecting me, and I try not to squirm under his scrutinising gaze. ‘Neither did I! Until I walked in on her naked!’ Nayeon says, Jackson’s eyes nearly falling out of his head. ‘I was in my underwear,’ I say defensively, and Nayeon rolls her eyes. ‘Details. But, yeah, after I saw her hot bod, I told her to stop wearing Billie Eilish’s hand-me-downs.’ ‘And gave her your hand-me-downs instead?’ ‘Excuse me, these are brand new,’ I point out, and Nayeon nods. ‘Yeah. You should know me better. I could never pull off an outfit like that.’ ‘I could pull it off you,’ Jackson jokes, Namjoon fist-bumping him as they laugh, Nayeon and I exchanging an exasperated glance. ‘I could pull it off you too, y/n,’ Jackson says with a little quirk of his eyebrow, and I roll my eyes, willing myself not to blush. ‘Jackson! y/n’s our baby, and we’ve gotta protect her from fuckboys, so stop being one,’ Nayeon says with a slap to his shoulder. ‘There won’t be any… fuckboys,’ I say, and all three of them raise their eyebrows at me. ‘You’re delusional if you think that. Just wait ‘til a frat boy sees you,’ Jackson says, and I frown. ‘Okay. That sounds fake, but, okay,’ I say, just as Seulgi appears to take our order.
‘Hi, and welcome to Red Velvet. What can I get for you?’ she says in the most bored tone I’ve ever heard. She must really hate her job. Even more with this moron sat beside me in here. ‘Can I get the Ice Cream Cake freakshake please?’ Nayeon asks, Seulgi gracing her with a rare smile as she writes down her order. ‘Can I get the Power Up brownie with Red Flavour ice cream please? And just water?’ Jackson asks, also getting a smile. ‘Can I get the Cookie Jar freakshake? And she’ll have Mojito cheesecake with Blue Lemonade. Thanks,’ Namjoon says, ordering for me too, but, unsurprisingly, he doesn’t get a smile. ‘Will you all be paying together?’ ‘I’m paying for mine and his,’ Nayeon says, pointing at herself and Jackson (she lost a bet with him a couple weeks ago, and owes him a meal). ‘And I’m paying for mine and hers,’ Namjoon says, Seulgi fixing him with a dirty look. ‘So this is who you’ve moved on to now?’ she demands, Nayeon and Jackson wincing. ‘Sis, you can have him,’ I say, unable to resist, and Namjoon shoots me evils as Seulgi looks bewildered. ‘Pardon?’ ‘I’m good, luv. Enjoy,’ I say, but she’s still staring at me, her mouth suddenly falling open. ‘y/n?’ she asks, and I nod, slightly confused. ‘OMG, I didn’t even recognise you. Girl, you look so good! I didn’t know you had boobs!’ she exclaims, and I have to stop myself from facepalming. ‘Thanks, Seulgi,’ I force out between gritted teeth, embarrassed as hell, but she doesn’t seem to notice, grinning away obliviously. ‘No problem. I’ll just get your orders put through and then I’ll come back for payments,’ she says, visibly perkier (nothing like seeing one of your friends unrecognisable after a makeover to cure a bad mood – apparently), before disappearing.
‘That was awkward,’ Namjoon says nonchalantly, all three of us fixing him with hard stares. ‘It wouldn’t have been so awkward if you weren’t such a dick,’ I say blithely, and he gasps dramatically. ‘Excuse me?’ ‘Don’t play innocent, dumbass. If you hadn’t had slept with Joy and Seulgi on the same day, we wouldn’t be in this situation. We’d actually have avoided a lot of situations if you weren’t such a dog,’ Nayeon says, brutally honest as ever. ‘Hey, I never made any kind of commitment to either of them!’ Namjoon defends himself, both Nayeon and I shaking our heads at him. ‘It’s common courtesy, douchebag,’ I reply, Namjoon sticking his tongue out at me. ‘I’d like to know what situations you’re referring to. I don’t get us into awkward situations,’ he says, all three of us giving him a ‘really?’ look.
‘Remember when we went out to that bar – what was it called again? Oh, yeah, Playing With Fire – and Jisoo threw that drink at you for blocking her on socials after you slept together?’ Jackson reminds us, Namjoon nodding slightly embarrassedly. ‘Oh, and when we went to Breakthrough, that club, and Sana got us kicked out by pretending we smuggled drugs in because you ghosted her after telling her you felt ‘something real’ for her?’ Nayeon brings up, all of us looking pointedly at Namjoon who nods sheepishly. ‘And that fight you got into with Daniel after you went ‘round telling people that Jihyo’s your sloppy seconds?’ I say, and he gasps indignantly. ‘I didn’t say that once!’ ‘Still. If you hadn’t had slept with her, that fake rumour wouldn’t have gone around,’ I say, and he pouts. ‘We could name several girls you’ve gotten us into awkward situations with. Chaeyoung, Hyejin, Wendy, Dahyun-’ ‘Okay, okay, damn. I get the picture,’ he says, the three of us exchanging looks.
‘Anyway, I need to go toilet. Come with me, y/n?’ Nayeon asks, and I nod. Namjoon sighs, reluctantly getting out of the booth to let me out. ‘Whoa, hold on,’ Jackson says, and I turn around to face him. ‘y/n… what you doing out here with all this ass?’ he asks, voice far too loud for my liking, and the few people in the restaurant turn to look at us disapprovingly. ‘Double cheeked up on a Thursday afternoon!’ Namjoon exclaims, before they chorus, ‘Hella ass!’ They burst into laughter, and my face is on fire, everybody in the restaurant staring at us (or, more specifically, my ass). ‘y/n, you dumb thicc, sis,’ Jackson says, and I take a deep breath before saying, ‘I’m going to go to the toilet now.’ ‘Take some ass pics while you’re there!’
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joon: hey sexc
y/n: hey, what’s up ?
joon: wang wants 2 know if u nd nayeon r up 4 wing wednesday @ KPN
y/n: what time ?
joon: weneva imma get there 6.30
y/n: are there gonna be any other girls there?
joon: idk prolly the boys gfs
joon: y u asking so many qs u dnt have 2 come if u dnt wanna
y/n: I just don’t wanna be one of the only girls at a frat house with loads of stupid frat boys
joon: ill protect u bby
joon: me nd wang got u
y/n: much appreciated
y/n: we’ll come, but I’ll text you when we get there and you need to meet us at the door
y/n: I’ll feel awkward just walking in
joon: ok but call dnt text
y/n: you never answer your phone
joon: ill take it off silent 4 u angel ;)
y/n: thank youuu
joon: ofc see u tmrw
y/n: see youuu, goodnight joonie
joon: gn stupid
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‘Wrong number,’ he says when he answers the phone, and I roll my eyes. ‘We’re at the door, come get us,’ I say, and he lets out a loud sigh. ‘I’m gonna lose my seat,’ he complains, and I huff. ‘Joon, please come get us. Do you know what it’s like being a girl around dozens of frat boys? You need to look after us,’ I plead, and he sighs again. ‘Give me a minute,’ he replies before the line clicks off. ‘Is he coming?’ Nayeon asks, and I nod. ‘Good, because it’s freezing,’ she says, clutching at her bare arms. ‘That’s what you get for wearing a t-shirt,’ I say, and she rolls her eyes. ‘It’s not like you’re dressed warmly either,’ she says pointedly, and I raise an eyebrow. ‘I’m not complaining about the cold.’ ‘Yeah, which I’m surprised about, because that top is thin as hell.’ ‘It’s not that thin.’ ‘Sis, I borrowed that top yesterday – it’s thin.’
I’m dressed in a black long-sleeve top tucked into a pair of greyish-whiteish joggers, with white trainers on my feet, a simple gold necklace around my neck with an initial pendant, a couple gold bracelets on my wrist and gold rings on my fingers. Nayeon’s in a pair of blue mom jeans and a black t-shirt, a cross body bag with both of our things inside it on her shoulder. Neither of us have bothered with full faces or pretty hairstyles – we’ve both got on basic makeup with our hair out and natural. It isn’t really that cold; it’s 8, and the air is starting to get crisp and cool, but the sun’s only just beginning to set, so there’s still a little warmth. Nayeon’s just a drama queen.
The door opens after a few seconds, Namjoon glowering at us, before he looks me up and down, his frown being replaced with a smirk. ‘Have I told you I love this new y/n? Like… this is a look,’ he says, and I grin at him, feeling a little more confident now. ‘I’m stood right here,’ Nayeon says with a half-hearted scowl, and Namjoon grins, grabbing her hand and pulling her into a side hug. ‘Nayeon, me complimenting you is like complimenting Mona Lisa. She already knew she was sexy as hell so what’s the point?’ he says easily, Nayeon preening as I roll my eyes. ‘You think Mona Lisa’s sexy?’ ‘Not as sexy as you.’ ‘Can we go inside? I’m cold,’ Nayeon says, not waiting for either of us to reply before she slips past Namjoon into the house. ‘Come on,’ Namjoon says, grabbing my hand and pulling me along behind him.
The second we step into the living room, the smell of strong cologne, alcohol and weed hits me and all eyes flit from Nayeon – who’s hugging Jinyoung and squealing – to me and Joon. Well, more me than Joon. ‘Woah. Who’s this? Surely not y/n,’ I hear Hoseok say, and I shoot him a dirty look, the boy grinning in return. ‘Shut it, stupid,’ I say, Namjoon continuing to walk towards the kitchen, dragging me along behind him. When we step into the kitchen, the smell of spicy wings hits me, and my eyes are instantly drawn to the takeout bags covering the countertop. But when I realise none of the bags are unopened, meaning frat boys have already been at them, it puts me off a little – I’d rather not eat food that might have been tampered with.
‘Look. My seat’s taken,’ Namjoon says pointedly, motioning to where Kai sits on a stool, beside Taemin and Seokwoo, the three of them laughing at whatever story Jaehyun’s telling them. ‘You’ll survive. What’s the point of having such long legs if you don’t stand on them?’ ‘There’s no logic in that. Go get my seat back,’ he says, and I side-eye him, wondering if he’s being serious or not. ‘How am I supposed to get your seat back?’ ‘Go flirt with him.’ ‘No! Him and Krystal have got a thing,’ I say, and Namjoon rolls his eyes. ‘That won’t stop him from flirting back,’ he says, and I glare at him. ‘I cannot stress this enough. Men are trash,’ I say before turning away from him, heading towards where there’s a couple dozen drink bottles and cups covering the countertop. I carefully pour myself a lemonade, making sure the cup’s clean and the bottle hasn’t been tampered with (I know Wing Wednesday is ‘for the boys’ so it’s unlikely it’s spiked, but it never hurts to take precautions).
‘y/n!’ I hear Mina exclaim, and I turn to see her stood there, smiling widely. ‘Mina!’ I squeal, pulling the girl into a hug. Mina’s one of Nayeon’s friends (they’re on the same course) but because Nayeon and I are inseparable, Nayeon’s friends are my friends too. Mina’s here because she’s dating Bambam, a KPN frat boy, and it makes me realise my privilege; Nayeon and I are only here because of our connections. If we weren’t best friends with Jackson and Namjoon, we’d have missed out on so many amazing memories. ‘How have you been? I haven’t seen you for ages!’ she says as we break apart, and I grin widely. ‘I’ve been good. Really good.’ ‘You look it. This style is, like, amazing! Is this new style permanent?’ she asks, and I smile shyly. ‘I think so. I actually… really like my new style,’ I say, and before Mina can speak, I hear Baekhyun say, ‘I like it too.’ Mina and I both turn to look at him, his stupid grin making me roll my eyes amusedly. ‘Hey, Baek,’ I say, the boy opening his arms for a hug, which I give (reluctantly). Baekhyun is Nayeon’s ex. They’re still friends – they’re actually on really good terms – but I’m still… cautious around him. He’s funny, and we get along, but I can never see him the same after hearing all the drama from Nayeon.
I clear myself a space on the countertop and boost myself up, sitting on the hard wood surface and Mina joins me, Baekhyun standing in front of us. ‘Have you had any wings?’ Baekhyun asks, and Mina and I exchange a glance, obviously thinking the same thing. ‘No, I’m… not really feeling wings,’ I say, Mina nodding in agreement, letting out little giggles behind her hand. ‘Aren’t you hungry?’ he asks, and, to be honest, I’m starving. But I am not about to eat those… frat boy wings, and neither is Mina. ‘Yeah, I could eat.’ ‘Let’s order some pizza then,’ he grins, and I gasp. ‘Pizza? On Wings Wednesday? Isn’t that against frat laws?’ I tease, and he rolls his eyes, pulling out his phone. ‘What toppings do you have?’ ‘Just get margherita.’ ‘Shall I get two larges?’ ‘Yeah, Nayeon will want some too,’ I say, and he rolls his eyes again, an amused smile on his face. ‘I’m not ordering pizza for Nayeon – I’m ordering it for us.’ ‘I’ll transfer you the money.’ ‘y/n… it’s pizza. You don’t need to transfer me money for it.’ ‘Why not? I don’t mind paying.’ ‘Yeah, but what kind of gentleman would I be if I made you pay’ ‘You’re not a gentleman,’ I reply amusedly, and he clutches his heart, pretending to be hurt. ‘I am.’ ‘You’re not. And you’ve made me pay for food before. Remember the Chinese we ordered after the LSG party, and you made me answer the door, so I had to pay?’ I say, and he winces. ‘Well… the pizza makes up for it,’ he says, and I just raise an eyebrow, amused.
It’s so… wrong that he’s only willing to pay for food for me now that he finds me attractive, but I won’t complain aloud; it’s free food after all. And then it gets me thinking. Maybe I should… take advantage of the effect my new look’s having. I mean, frat boys aren’t the… smartest, are they? Namjoon may be an exception when it comes to his education, but his common sense? He has next to none, demonstrated by the stupid situations his whore behaviour has gotten us into. And the rest of them are even stupider than him. I’ve always been a master of manipulation, and it’ll be even easier now they think I’m hot.
It isn’t long until the pizzas arrive and the second Baekhyun leaves to collect them at the door, Mina turns to me with a grin. ‘Girl, if you don’t take advantage of all these boys thirsting over you, I swear, I’ll be so disappointed,’ she says, making me burst into laughter. ‘I was literally just thinking about doing it!’ I exclaim, both of us laughing. ‘No, but for real. You should, like, make the most of it while it lasts. Not to sound nasty, but you know it won’t be long until there’s another girl they’re all into. You should exploit this opportunity whilst you’re still the… object of the affections,’ she says, making me laugh. ‘Exploit this opportunity?’ I repeat, and she nods with a grin. ‘Their generosity will only go to a certain extent,’ I say, and she raises an eyebrow. ‘Wanna test that?’ she asks, a challenging glint in her eye, and I grin, nodding. ‘Go look in the fridge, and when you’re asked what you’re looking for, say… Vanilla Coke.’ ‘Vanilla Coke?’ ‘Mmhmm.’ ‘Okay.’
I head over to the drinks fridge (they keep their food in the mini fridge and their drinks in the big fridge – their priorities are so fucked up) and open the door. I scan the bottles, seeing mainly lemonade and coke with a couple alcoholic bottles, but no Vanilla Coke. ‘y/n!’ I hear from behind me, and I turn to see Donghyuck stood there, a big grin on his face. ‘Hyuck! Hey!’ I exclaim, throwing my arms around him. Donghyuck and I did extra credit classes together last year, and I’ve barely seen him since. ‘You look so different!’ he says, holding me away to inspect me, hands light on my shoulders, and I grin, bending one leg at the knee and striking a pose, making him laugh. ‘It’s weird to see you in clothes that fit,’ he teases, and I roll my eyes. ‘Don’t even. Everyone’s making such a big deal of it.’ ‘Yeah, because you look hot.’ ‘Whatever.’
I turn back to the fridge, and he comes to stand beside me. ‘Whatcha looking for?’ ‘Vanilla Coke. I’m, like craving it,’ I lie, and he raises an eyebrow. ‘You’re lucky we’ve got lemonade and coke. KPN stick to basics,’ he says, and I roll my eyes. ‘Well, maybe you shouldn’t. Vanilla Coke is amazing.’ ‘Well, the corner shop down the road might have some. Shall we go get some?’ he suggests, and I’m shocked. Mina was right. He’s willing the leave Wings Wednesday with his frat brothers to go get Vanilla Coke from the shop with me. ‘You sure?’ I ask, and he nods. ‘It’s only a two-minute walk.’ ‘Okay. Let’s g-’ ‘y/n!’ I hear Mina call before materialising next to me. ‘Hey, Mina,’ I say, Donghyuck greeting the girl too. ‘Hey, Hyuck. I’m need to steal y/n. Emergency,’ she says, and my eyes widen. I’ve literally left her alone for a minute. What emergency does she have? ‘You okay?’ ‘Yeah, it’s just… I started. Do you have a pad?’ she whispers, loud enough for Donghyuck to hear, the boy wrinkling his nose in disgust, making me roll my eyes. Why boys are so grossed out about periods, I don’t know. It took two entire years of friendship with Namjoon to get him to buy me some pads. ‘Yeah, I do.’ ‘Will you come to the toilet with me?’ she asks, and I nod, apologising to Donghyuck before Mina drags me out of the kitchen, through the living room and upstairs.
‘Oh, shit! My pads are in Nayeon’s bag,’ I say when we reach the top of the stairs, and Mina lets out an annoyed noise. ‘I don’t actually need a pad, stupid! I was just getting you away from him,’ she whispers before pulling me into the bathroom. ‘What? Why?’ ‘Because now he’ll go get your Vanilla Coke from the shop and you won’t have to go with him,’ she says, and I raise an eyebrow. ‘Are you kidding? He’s not gonna go.’ ‘Yes, he will,’ she says, before letting out an exasperated sigh. ‘Remember when I stayed home for a few months, because I wasn’t well?’ she asks, and I nod – Nayeon was heartbroken that she didn’t have Mina to gossip with in her lectures. ‘When I came back, all the boys were fussing over me. Trust me; he will go and get that coke.’
We spend a couple minutes in the bathroom, reapplying our lipgloss and fixing our hair, before we head back downstairs, quickly grabbing two of the empty stools in the kitchen, Bambam sat next to Mina and Namjoon sat next to me, chatting with Minho about football strategy for their next match. ‘y/n!’ I hear Donghyuck’s voice after a few minutes, making me stop mid-conversation with Yugyeom about dessert on Monday at Red Velvet (it was so good, I can’t stop thinking about it – I might have to drag Namjoon back there this weekend). I turn to see him stood at the door, holding up a bottle of Vanilla Coke, and I have to stifle a laugh, pushing down guilt. ‘Oh, my God, thank you, Hyuck! You’re the best!’ I exclaim, giving the boy a hug before he disappears to find me a clean cup. ‘I was right,’ Mina says with a grin. ‘I feel bad.’ ‘Don’t. You didn’t make him get it.’ ‘Yeah, but I’m not even gonna drink it. I don’t like Vanilla Coke.’ ‘Well, it’s a good thing I do.’
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joon: u got a lecture tmrw
y/n: it’s Friday tomorrow right ?
joon: um ye how do u not know
joon: r u still drunk from last night
y/n: I wasn’t drunk! I didn’t even touch any alcohol !
joon; then y were u letting johnny touch u up
y/n: I wasn’t! there was fluff on my boob and he took it off for me !
joon: ur so naive
joon: n e ways, do u have a lecture tmrw
y/n: yeah, 1-3
joon: wanna go 4 coffee after ill pick u up
y/n: sounds good
y/n: I’ll pay
joon: no
y/n: you paid for dessert !
joon: idc, ill pay 4 coffee
joon: u save ur money 4 clothes ;)
y/n: ew
joon: bitch do u want coffee or no
y/n: yes :)))
joon: ill b there @ 3, dnt b late like monday
y/n: okayyy see you at three joonie
joon: yep, night sexc
y/n: ew
joon: fine u can walk 2 starbucks
y/n: NO I’M SORRY
y/n: joon pls answer
y/n: stop leaving me on read !
y/n: fine, you can go to starbucks by yourself
joon: sorry
joon: y/n
joon: r u there
joon: bitch answer me
joon: ignore me if u wanna fuck
y/n: you’re such an idiot
joon: gn y/nie
y/n: night stupid, ilyyyy
joon: luv u 2 dummy
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‘Hi, welcome to Starbucks! What can I get you?’ the barista asks, smiling widely. He’s handsome, with dirty blond hair pulled back into a ponytail and sparkling brown eyes, and I can’t help but smile back. ‘Hi, can I get two large iced vanilla lattes please?’ I ask, the boy nodding as he clicks away at the register. My eyes flit to his little name tag. His name is Hyunjin. Cute. ‘What name shall I put on the cups?’ he asks, eyes sparkling when he looks back up at me, and I smile shyly when I say, ‘y/n.’ ‘Pretty name for a pretty girl,’ he replies, not giving me a moment to process the compliment before he says, ‘that’ll be £7.40. Cash or card?’ ‘Card,’ a voice behind me says, and I turn to see Jaemin stood there, smiling. ‘Can I add a large iced americano to that too?’ he says, holding up his card, and Hyunjin nods, tapping at the register. ‘Jaemin, don’t. I’ll pay,’ I say, though it’s Namjoon’s money in my hand, not my own. ‘It’s fine, y/n. I don’t mind,’ he says with a grin, and I smile back, touched.
Jaemin moves around me to pay for the three drinks, and I feel a little awkward, stood behind him, waiting. ‘How have you been, y/n?’ he asks once he’s paid, and I smile. ‘I’ve been really good, thanks. How about you?’ ‘Yeah, great. You look… different since the last time I saw you,’ he says with a little smirk, and I roll my eyes, an amused smile playing at my lips. ‘I’m assuming that was a compliment.’ ‘Of course. How could it be anything other than a compliment when the ‘different’ I’m talking about is this?’ he says with a flirty grin, motioning to my outfit (a pair of tight black cargo trousers and a long-sleeved black top, big black stomper boots on my feet and silver jewellery).
Jaemin flirts with me for a little while, but his americano is ready before mine and Joon’s lattes and he has a lecture at 3.30, so he leaves with the promise of continuing our conversation at the ASP party tomorrow, which I had no idea about. ‘y/n!’ Hyunjin calls and I go over to grab the lattes. I notice a caramel shortbread on a plate beside the cups, and I look up at him questioningly, the boy grinning back. ‘It’s on the house,’ he says, and I can’t help but let out a giggle, flattered. ‘Thank you.’ ‘No problem… y/n. I’m a student, at the university, and I heard your… friend talking about the party tomorrow. I’ll be there, and it’d be nice to see you,’ he says, smiling as he leans against the counter casually, my heart jumping. He’s hot, he’s confident and he’s sweet – I could definitely see myself getting to know him. ‘Yeah, it’d be nice to see you too,’ I reply shyly, breaking off our eye contact after a few seconds. ‘See you tomorrow then,’ he grins before turning to deal with the next customer.
I carefully take the lattes and the shortbread over to mine and Joon’s table in the corner, the boy instantly biting into the shortbread. ‘That is mine.’ ‘I paid for your coffee, so I can have a bite of your shortbread,’ he says, mouth full of food, and I scrunch my nose up in disgust, sitting down opposite him. ‘No, actually, you didn’t.  Jaemin did,’ I say, dropping Joon’s money on the table in front of him, and he frowns. ‘Who’s Jaemin? The cute barista you were just flirting with?’ he asks drily as he picks up one of the coffees, taking a sip. ‘No, his name’s Hyunjin. And I wasn’t flirting with him,’ I say, embarrassed, and he raises an eyebrow. ‘Then what’s this?’ he asks, holding his cup out to me. I can’t hold back my smile when I see that Hyunjin’s written his number on the label with a smiley face beside it. ‘Exactly what I thought. Anyway… who’s Jaemin?’ ‘KPN Jaemin. He was behind me in the queue and he paid for our drinks. And then Hyunjin gave me the shortbread for free,’ I say, and Joon narrows his eyes at me.
‘I can’t believe you’re making these boys do all these things for you.’ ‘They’re doing it voluntarily – I’m not making them do anything!’ ‘So you didn’t make Donghyuck get your Vanilla Coke on Wednesday?’ ‘No, he choose to go get it!’ ‘Well, you’re putting Tia and Tamera to good use.’ ‘Tia and Tamera?’ I ask, confused, and he points at my chest. ‘Tia… and Tamera,’ he says, naming each boob, ‘don’t you listen to Doja Cat?’ ‘Not religiously – Say So’s the only song of hers on my Spotify.’ ‘Tasteless.’ ‘You’re tasteless for accusing me of using my boobs to manipulate boys,’ I hiss, and he rolls his eyes. ‘Did I lie?’ ‘Yes!’ ‘Okay, maybe I did. It’s not just Tia and Tamera. It’s Tia and Tamera and… Nicole!’ he says, and I blink in confusion. ‘Nicole?’ ‘Use your brain.’ ‘Did you just name my ass Nicole?’ I ask incredulously, and he nods, seemingly proud of himself. ‘People look at it more than they look at your face, so I think it deserves naming,’ he says bitterly, and I gasp. ‘That was low. People look at my face. I’m not just my body. My face is pretty too,’ I say coldly, a little hurt, and he looks guilty. ‘Well, of course your face is pretty, I just-’ ‘You just what? Judged me, even though you’ve slept with more girls than I’ve ever been friends with? Just remember that there’s a lot you’ve done that I could judge you on, but I don’t, because we’re best friends.’
The air is tense after I finish speaking, and I feel sick. Joon and I have never argued. Our friendship has always been so laidback, so chill, so easy. I’ve never had any downs in my friendship with him because we get along so well. But I’m surprised at him being so judgmental, and so… douchey about me getting some male attention for the first time in… well, forever. ‘Sorry, y/n. I’m being a dick,’ he says softly, and I can see that he feels guilty. I decide it’s best to end our argument here, because this isn’t a nice feeling. ‘Whatever, it’s fine, Joon. Anyway… you didn’t tell me ASP are having a party tomorrow! Am I not invited?’ I tease, and he grins, the tension between us gone. ‘No, you’re not. I’m tired of you being so dependent on me.’ ‘Shut it. You’d be lost without me.’ ‘Whatever. I was supposed to tell you about it at KPN, but I barely got to speak to you. You were… popular that night,’ he says quietly, not meeting my eyes, and suddenly, I can feel the awkwardness making a reappearance. ‘Ah, well, I guess there’s no point asking you to take me to Red Velvet then,’ I say wistfully, trying to change the subject, and he rolls his eyes. ‘Ask Wang, he’ll take you.’ ‘No, it’s fine. I don’t wanna be bloated at the party. We can reschedule to Sunday – order some for a hangover cure. Can I sleep over?’ I ask, and he nods, smiling to himself. ‘You and Nayeon are always welcome. There’s enough bed space for the three of us.’ ‘You say that, and yet, you end up on the floor with us two in your bed every time.’ ‘I’ll climb in with you while you’re asleep.’ ‘Isn’t that illegal?’ ‘Shut up and eat your shortbread. Or do you not wanna be bloated?’ ‘Matter of fact, you’re right. These cargo trousers are already tight.’ ‘That’s because you’ve got a fat ass.’
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y/n: hey, is this hyunjin ? from Starbucks ?
hyunjin: yeah, and is this y/n ? the pretty cargo trousers girl ?
y/n: the one and only ☺️
hyunjin: I was worried you wouldn’t reach out to me after I saw you go and sit with that boy
hyunjin: I felt terrible bc I didn’t even ask if you had a boyfriend
y/n: oh no, he isn’t my boyfriend
y/n: he’s my best friend, namjoon
hyunjin: as in kim namjoon ?
y/n: yep, you’ve probably heard of him lol
hyunjin: I have lmao he has quite a reputation
hyunjin: I didn’t recognise him
hyunjin: I just saw you go and sit with a handsome boy and I felt awful
y/n: well, you don’t have to feel bad
y/n: and he’s not that handsome lmao
y/n: he’s just… namjoon
hyunjin: well, I’ll have to thank him when I see him
hyunjin: if he hadn’t given you my number from his cup, I’d have felt like an idiot
y/n: it’s a good thing he pointed it out to me lol
hyunjin: yeah, I’m relieved
hyunjin: I know it’s forward of me and I hope you don’t think I’m out of line
hyunjin; but I just thought you were really cute and I didn’t want to waste the opportunity
hyunjin: especially after jaemin paid for your drinks and flirted with you
hyunjin: I know it sounds silly but I was debating whether or not it was worth competing with him
y/n: jaemin’s not really interested, he flirts with anything that has a pulse
y/n: but I’m glad you didn’t waste the opportunity
y/n: I thought you were cute too, and I love your hair
hyunjin: ah thank you! I was a little nervous about growing it out
y/n: it’s unique, and it really suits you
hyunjin: thanks y/n :)
hyunjin: it’s late so I’m gonna head to bed but I’m glad you texted me, and I look forward to seeing you tomorrow !
y/n: okay, hyunjin, goodnight ! see you tomorrow :)
hyunjin: goodnight ! :)
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joon: do u need a lift tmrw
y/n: no, jackson said he’s gonna pick us up
y/n: but thank you for offering anywayyy
joon: ok
joon: why did it take you 30 mins 2 reply its lit rally 2am, what else r u busy with
y/n: I was texting
joon: who
y/n: oh, just the, um, the girls groupchat, to talk about what we’re gonna wear tomorrow
joon: ok
y/n: I’m gonna go to bed, I’ll speak to you tomorrow
joon: aight gn dum dum
y/n: night joonie, sweet dreamsss
joon: ill dream of u in ur crop tops
y/n: pervert
joon: luv u ;)
y/n: love you more dumbass
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‘y/n! y/n! y/n!’ ‘Oh, my God, Nayeon, you’re like a child! I’m mid-conversation!’ ‘I know, but this is important!’ she says, tugging on the strap of my top, her force nearly making me spill my drink down my outfit. I thought I’d dress simple, in just a black strappy lowcut crop top and a pair of ripped blue jeans, fluffy black slides on my feet and simple gold jewellery to accessorise. ‘Sorry, Dahyun,’ I sigh with a roll of my eyes, the girl grinning back. ‘It’s fine – go deal with your important business,’ she laughs, and Nayeon takes this as a signal to drag me into the kitchen, leaving Dahyun alone in the back garden. ‘What is it?’ I ask, and she grins. ‘I found your cute barista boy! Well, I think so, anyway. Not many boys have dirty blond ponytails.’ ‘Oh… okay.’ ‘Aren’t you excited?’ ‘I think you’re excited enough for both of us.’ ‘I’m serious, y/n! I saw him, and he’s really hot! You’ve been texting all day, and you said he’s really sweet. He could be your first boyfriend!’ ‘Nayeon, you’re getting ahead of yourself – I’ve literally known him for… 32 hours. And I don’t even know him, really. All I know is his name and that he works at Starbucks.’ ‘Well… this is your chance to get to know him. He’s with his friends in the living room – go,’ she says, not giving me a chance to reply before she pushes me through the open door.
He spots me instantly, calling my name, and I scan the room until my eyes meet his, smiles breaking across our faces as he waves me over. I head around the edges of the room, not wanting to get caught in the group of people dancing, until I reach him and his friends in the corner. ‘Hey, y/n! You look nice!’ he exclaims, smiling widely, and I feel butterflies; he really is so handsome. ‘Thanks, Hyunjin. You do, too,’ I say honestly, looking him up and down; his black jeans, loose blue and white striped shirt only buttoned halfway with a black t-shirt beneath are a chic and stylish contrast to the Starbucks apron he was wearing yesterday. Half of his hair is up in a ponytail with a few loose strands framing his face and his ears are adorned with earrings, sparkling in the low light. He introduces me to his friends, who all seem nice (I think I’ve seen a few of them before – I’m sure a couple of them are KPN frat brothers). As soon as the introductions are done, he asks if I’ll go with him to get a drink. He takes my hand gently – a shock running up my arm at the contact – and leads me into the kitchen, getting himself a bottle of Soju from the fridge. ‘Do you want one?’ he asks, and I scrunch up my nose – I find Soju absolutely disgusting. ‘Thanks, but I’ll stick to my vodka coke for now,’ I say, holding up my cup, the boy laughing as he nods, shutting the fridge after him.
We stand in one corner of the kitchen, chatting, and our conversation flows so easily. He’s an architecture and design major, but he does dance on the side too, with some of his friends. I ask him to tell me the basic things about him and I find out that he has a dog called Kkami, he loves autumn, he’s allergic to cat fur, his favourite food is sushi and his least favourite foods are onion, carrot and eggplant. Even though he’s so handsome (like intimidatingly handsome), he’s so modest, down-to-earth, and just so sweet. He’s like a breath of fresh air in comparison to the boys I spend time with on a daily basis (no shade to Jackson and Joon, but they’re nowhere near as gentlemanly as Hyunjin – he gets me two refills before I even realise that my cup is empty, and he gets me two slices of pizza as soon as it arrives because I mentioned I hadn’t eaten). I can already feel myself crushing on him; every time he compliments me, I get so flustered and all I can do is giggle – two weeks ago me would have hated now me.
After what could be hours (I’m having the time of my life chatting away to him), he asks me to dance with him, and I’m filled with an inexplicable fear. Actually, no. It’s explicable; I have never danced at a party before. Ever. ‘It’s okay… I won’t bite,’ he teases, and I take a deep breath, smiling as I nod. He takes my hand again, his touch so light and gentle, and instead of pulling me along behind him, he lets me go first, standing just a few inches behind me as we head into the living room. We mould into the group of our peers dancing, and I feel a little awkward at first, but I soon loosen up into the rhythm of the Rihanna and Bryson Tiller song pulsing out into the room. He’s really the perfect gentleman; he doesn’t lay a hand on me other than to move me out of the way when someone drunk stumbles past. It’s a nice change from the boys that don’t hesitate to just come up behind a girl and grab onto her waist, forcing himself onto her.
But after a while, I can feel the several vodka cokes starting to take effect, my mind a little hazy, and a tipsy y/n mixed with the RnB baselines floating out from the speakers isn’t a good combination. Hyunjin’s tan skin glows in the low light, his eyes sparkling, and he looks so fucking handsome, his plump lips stretching up into a flawless grin when I hook my arms around his neck loosely, moving closer. We dance a little more… intimately, our bodies pressed together after a few minutes, and his hands rest on my lower back, not venturing any lower, and his eyes stay on my face, even though my cleavage is right there. His gentlemanliness just makes him even sexier to me.
I look up at him, and notice that some of his hair in his face, and so I reach to brush it back behind his ear. His hair is so soft, the locks just gliding between my fingers, and I can’t help but run my fingers through the loose hair that he hasn’t pulled up into a ponytail, my nails gently scraping against the back of his neck. He shivers a little, his neck obviously sensitive, and it makes me look him in the eyes, practically getting lost in them. And before my brain can even register it, he leans towards me and my eyes flutter shut, his lips softly brushing against mine a few moments later. My first kiss.
He moves away, almost to check if I’m okay with it, and I just lean towards him, pressing our lips together again, making him let out a chuckle against my mouth. My mind numbs a little when he parts my lips with his, his tongue sliding into my mouth, and I really didn’t know that kissing was this good. His hands press into my back, holding me against him, and I grip onto his strong shoulders, his scent of lemony shampoo and expensive aftershave flooding my senses as our lips move against each other. ‘y/n, get a room!’ I hear Jin, one of Joon’s stupid friends, shout, followed by laughter, making me break away from Hyunjin, blinking as though I’ve just woken up, Hyunjin just smiling back at me. I turn to Jin, shooting him a dirty look and telling him to fuck off before turning back to Hyunjin. I feel braver than usual due to the alcohol and the fact that I’ve just kissed a boy I met yesterday in the middle of a frat party, and so I ask, ‘do you… want to get a room?’ ‘Um… what?’ he asks, blinking, and I feel the humiliation setting in already. ‘I mean, we don’t have to… but I thought you might want t-’ ‘Yes. I do want to.’
We’re both laughing drunkenly as we head up the stairs (it seems the several bottles of Soju he’s had have made him a little tipsy), our hands clasped together. ‘Whose room are we using?’ ‘Um, we can use Namjoon’s. I’m sure he won’t mind – he’ll be proud I’ve finally kissed a boy,’ I say, leading him into Joon’s room. The second we enter, he shuts the door, pushing me up against it and pressing our lips together again, his body against mine and our hands still intertwined against the door. I tangle my free hand into his soft locks, his free hand gently roaming up and down my side, and it’s bliss, the way he touches me. He’s such a good kisser – though it’s not like I have much experience anyway. ‘Did you say I’m your first kiss?’ he asks, lips moving against mine, and I let out a little noise of affirmation, the boy grinning. ‘Good,’ he murmurs, the word making my stomach turn with butterflies.
But it’s like I’m not allowed good things. There’s a loud hammering against the other side of the door, making both of us jump, and I manage to move out of the way just before it flies open, Namjoon storming in, anger all over his face. ‘y/n,’ he says, voice shaking, and I look at him in concern, wondering what’s happened. ‘Joon, are you okay?’ ‘No, I’m not,’ he says, teeth gritted, and it’s then that I realise; he’s angry at me. ‘Oh, did you… should I have asked you if I could use your room? I didn’t think you’d mind, I’m so-’ ‘God, you’re so fucking dense!’ he shouts, making me flinch, and Hyunjin looks between us before saying, ‘y/n, I’m gonna go, you guys speak in private. I’ll… be downstairs.’ I nod, too shocked to speak, and even more shocked at the way Namjoon stares daggers at Hyunjin as he slips past him.
‘What’s your problem? There’s no need to be such a dick to me, or to Hyunjin.’ ‘Oh, so you do know his name? I’m surprised, since you only met him yesterday.’ ‘Stop being so fucking judgy! You’re allowed to fuck anything with a vagina, but I kiss a boy I met yesterday and the world’s ending!’ ‘I’m not judgy, y/n, I’m jealous! Can’t you fucking tell?’ he practically screams, and the words don’t register with me for a moment. ‘Jealous?’ I echo, and he lets out a humourless laugh, sinking down onto his bed. ‘Yes, y/n, jealous. I’ve only been in love with you for two fucking years,’ he mutters, the words hitting me like a ton of bricks. He’s in love with me. My best friend is in love with me. ‘Joon, I-’ ‘You what, y/n?’ he asks angrily, and I’m filled with such rage, I want to slap him.
‘I didn’t know! If you’d told me, I’d understand why you’re so angry! But you didn’t, so stop fucking shouting at me, and being such a dick, and making me feel guilty when I shouldn’t!’ ‘There was no point telling you, because you don’t love me back!’ he shouts, and now I feel even more guilty. ‘I love you, Joon, but as my best frie-’ ‘And that’s why I didn’t tell you! I could deal before, when I was still getting to spend time with you every day, but now that you’re getting all this attention from all these boys, it’s so… difficult.’ ‘You still should have told me,’ I say quietly, and he scoffs. ‘There was no point! It doesn’t change anything! You still don’t like me!’ ‘No, I don’t, but you shouldn’t be angry at me about it.’ ‘I think I have a right to be angry!’ he shouts, and my eyes fill with tears. ‘Well, you don’t! Forgive me, Namjoon, but you’re not exactly a gentleman. Why would I fall for a boy that has a different girl in his bed every day, who plays girls like it’s his job, who’s misogynistic and vulgar and a dog? You don’t get to be such a dick to women and have your best friend fall in love with you, because it doesn’t work that way!’
‘Oh, and Hyunjin isn’t a dick?’ ‘No! He’s sweet, and he’s kind, an-’ ‘You’ve known him for one day, and you’re already rushing upstairs to lose your fucking virginity to him! I thought you’d care more about your first time!’ he shouts, still so judgmental, and I feel myself practically shaking with rage. How dare he behave the way he does and judge me, even though he’s supposedly in love with me? ‘Why do you care who I lose my virginity to?’ ‘Because I’m in love with you! Aren’t you fucking keeping up?’ ‘No, Namjoon, you’re not in love with me. If you were, you’d be happy that I’m happy. Instead you’re possessive and judgemental and douchey!’ We’re shouting at each other now, and anyone outside will be able to hear, but I don’t care. Let them hear how much of a dick he is. ‘I loved who you were, when-’ ‘When what? When boys didn’t talk to me? When you and Jackson were the only boys I spoke to at parties? When I was pure, untouched, innocent? Now, you’re annoyed, because I’m not who you thought I was. I don’t owe you anything, Namjoon, because you can’t expect me to have just known.’
‘Just go, y/n,’ he says, all of the anger in him disappearing, and he sounds so tired, looks so tired. And, as always, I feel guilty. ‘Joon-’ ‘No. Please, just go,’ he says, and when he looks up at me, my heart breaks. His eyes are full of tears, sadness, hurt, but the second they land on mine, they’re filled with love, too. Love that I can’t reciprocate because, he might be my best friend, but he is disgusting to girls. And I can’t love that. I can’t love him. ‘Okay. I’ll go,’ I whisper, turning away and leaving his room before I burst into tears.
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I think I’m gonna marry you
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I just want to say that Charlie McAvoy is the loml and all of the gifs that come up when I search his name are gifs I already have on my phone and use for reactions or to annoy my friends and I’m not sorry. 
But I got to see my AP kids from student teaching today! Their AP Chem exam is tomorrow and I miss them and it was so nice to see them and calm them down a little bit before tomorrow.
This was requested from the fluff prompt list, and I low key love this one so I’m praying y’all do too ???? Here’s the original request!
10. I’m going to marry you one day
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Five Years Old
“I know moving to a new place is scary, sweetie, but we aren’t going to move back to Minnesota, I’m sorry. We’re going to be here for a while, God willing,” your mom crouches down to meet you at eye level. Your dad got a new job in doing something at JFK, which meant uprooting your family to New York. You ended up in Long Beach. On the beach. A Minnesotan on the beach. You didn’t know much, but you knew enough to understand that you hated it without wanting to give it a try. You just stare at your mom, a pout on your face, surrounded by the boxes your family has yet to unpack in the living room. “Why don’t you go down to the beach with me. Maybe you can make some friends that will make this a little easier?” You nod your head. She takes your hand, leading outside and down to the beach. 
People were out surfing, kids playing in the sand, moms reading on the beach. It was hot, the air felt dry even with the water right there. You can feel yourself start to cry, even as your mother drags you down to the sand, setting out a blanket from the bag you didn’t realize she had with her.
“Charlie! Come back here!” you hear someone yell as a ball comes rolling towards you, landing at your feet. A chubby little boy, about your age, comes running towards you. You pick up the ball, handing it to him. “Sorry about that,” the woman you assumed was his mom comes running up to him. “If you come back here, expect this a lot,” she says to your mom.
“Oh, it’s fine. We just moved here, so a familiar face would be nice, especially for my daughter.”
“That’s great! We live here, too, just up the street. I’m Jennifer, this is my son Charlie.”
Your mom introduces the two of you, Charlie’s mom offering to have the two of you go and sit and talk while you and Charlie play in the sand. You had no concept of time, but you felt like you were playing with him for years. You loved sitting in the sand, rolling and throwing the ball back and forth with him.
When the sun started to set, your mothers get you up to bring you back to your homes. With one hand in your mothers, you use the other to wave Charlie goodbye. 
“I’m marrying her one day!” you hear Charlie tell his mother, both mom’s laughing as you went inside for the night. 
Fourteen Years Old
“Charlie, what the hell are you doing?” you whisper, pulling him into your bedroom from your second-story window. He somehow managed to find his dad’s ladder, sneak out of his own house with it, and climb up to your window.
“It’s my last night before going to Michigan until college and my family had me so busy that I didn’t even get to say goodbye to you.” 
“So you almost kill yourself by scaling the side of my house instead?” There was no way you could let your parents know that a boy snuck into your room at one in the morning, even if it was Charlie. “Besides, if you don’t say goodbye, then I won’t have to cry about you leaving in front of you,” you admit to him. He was your best friend. You spent the last ten years inseparable, you went to all of his hockey games, he came to all of your soccer games, all your plays and musicals, you took all of the same classes, had all the same teachers. Most people thought you were dating, but he was like your brother growing up. Plus, he was moving to Michigan for hockey, it’s not like you could start anything now. 
“Like you crying in front of me is something I’ve never seen before,” he rolls his eyes, taking both of you to sit on your bed. “And I know you well enough to know that you would have cried even if you didn’t see me because of how dramatic you are.”
“Hey!” you try not to yelling, knowing your parents were in their room on the other side of your wall, “I’m not dramatic!” 
“I’m sorry, you’re right. The only freshman at our school to be cast as a lead in both the play and the musical this year isn’t the least bit dramatic,” he lets out, bitterly sarcastic.
You both let out a quiet laugh. You lay back on your bed, looking up at the ceiling. “What am I going to do with you?”
He lays back, too, his head pretty much against yours, “Make new friends so you’re not a loner?”
“Shut up!” you say, giving him a light smack, which was the best you could do given the angle you were at, “I’m serious! Char, you’re my best friend! What are we going to do without being able to see each other every day?”
“Well we have phones, so we can text all the time, like we do now. We can Facetime and Snapchat every day. Actually, no. Facetime once a week, I can’t deal with you that much.” He lets out a laugh, waiting for you to respond or something, but you were too sad about the idea of him getting on that plane tomorrow and leaving you. “Hey,” he sits up, trying to pull you up with him. He turns and faces you, sitting criss-cross on your bed, his hands in yours, “You’re my best friend. Even with me in Michigan, we’re going to get through this. How about this. We’ll make a pact. If we aren’t seeing anyone when we’re thirty, we’ll get married.” 
“Deal.” 
“So I guess that means, I’m going to marry you one day.” 
“I can’t believe you don’t have faith that I’ll find someone by then!” 
“Well, you won’t. I will. I am going to be a professional hockey player, after all.” 
You shove him back a little, “Rude!” both of you trying to contain your laughter. “I love you, Charlie,” you tell him through the last of your laugh.
He smiles, looking at your hands. “I love you, too, Y/N.” Before you know it, his lips are on yours. It was short, sweet, your first kiss. “I couldn’t leave without doing that,” he says, his forehead pressed against yours.
“I can’t believe you’re leaving after you did that.” You both sit there quietly for a minute. “I think you need to go back Char, before your parents notice you’re gone.” He nods, opening your window to go back down the ladder. You close it behind him, watching him walk off down the street with it. 
Twenty-Two Years Old
“Get out! Get out of my apartment! I never want to see you again!” you scream, tears going down your face. You felt anger, sadness, the urge to pick something up and throw it for the purpose of breaking it, confusion, every negative emotion that you could think of or ever knew came flooding through your body as you watched your now ex-boyfriend take his stuff and leave, probably to go crawling back to the girl he was cheating on you with. You had moved out of your parents home in Long Beach to Boston for him. Well, actually, you went to Boston College, then decided once you graduated to stay in the area and get a job in the city. Him being there was just an added bonus. 
You follow him out, “I hope you’re happy with her, you jackass!” you yell, knowing it would piss off your neighbors. 
Only one would actually care enough to poke their head out from their door to check on you. “Y/N/N, what the hell happened?” Charlie asks, closing his door and coming into your place. He may or may not have found you the apartment that was right next to him for you to move in to. It was great when both of you wanted to go home, like for holidays and stuff.
You close the door behind him, going to your bedroom so you could throw yourself on your bed as dramatically as possible. “He was cheating on me. He told me tonight.” 
“He told you? I told you that two weeks ago that something was up.” 
“The worst part? I blame myself. Then I blame him. But I don’t blame her.”
“Um, ok, you’re wrong,” he says, making you sit up as you roll your eyes at him. “You did nothing that would give him the right to cheat on you. And why wouldn’t you blame her? She’s the reason he cheated.”
“Yes, but she didn’t know he had a girlfriend. She doesn’t use social media and he never told her.”
“Then we blame him and only him. But you,” he says, taking your hand in his face, wiping the tears off your cheeks with the pads of his thumbs, “You are not at all to blame for this. You are the perfect girl. Any guy would be lucky to have you.” 
You wrap your hand around his wrist, letting out a small laugh. “Please, you of all people know that I’m not perfect. I just,” you stop yourself, sighing, “I just thought that he could be the one, you know?
“Oh, please. I was going to marry you before he even thought of it. We would have been celebrating our 50th anniversary before he even told you he was serious about you.”
“You can’t keep saying we’re going to get married, Charlie. It doesn’t work like that.” 
“Why not? I said it the day we met. I said it the day I left for Michigan, and I’m saying it now. We’re getting married one day.” 
“We’re not even dating.” 
“Then let’s date.” 
“Charlie, no!” you say, standing up and pacing around your room. “You can’t keep doing this to me! I just broke up with the guy I had been dating since I was seventeen. It’s been, what, not even an hour? I’m not ready to date anyone, let alone date you!”
“Fine. Then I’ll wait.”
Twenty-seven years old
“When Charlie and I were rooming in, I wanna say a hotel in Calgary, during our rookie season, we started talking about life, you know as guys do,” Jake says into the microphone, “and I’m not sure how, but we started talking about girls, again, as guys do. And I asked him if he had a girlfriend because he’s sort of a private guy. He starts to tell me about this girl that he met on the beach at home when they were five. He saw her and decided he was going throw her ball at her so that he had an excuse to go over to her and ask her to play. Luckily, their moms became friends so they got to keep playing with each other, and they pretty much became like brother and sister. 
“He eventually moved around because of hockey, them keeping in touch to the point where she knew his teammates more than he did because she would be on Facetime with him all the time talking with them instead of him. Then they both when to college in the same city, her at Boston College, him at Boston University. They were natural enemies, blah, blah, blah. And then he started talking about how she had been dating this guy he didn’t like, because he was always convinced that he would end up marrying her. 
“Flash forward a few years, he comes into practice, happier than I’ve ever seen him because she finally agreed to go on a date with him the night before. After practice he tells me, ‘I’m picking out an engagement ring for her, do you want to come?’” you hear people give a round of ‘aww’s’ and ‘how sweet’s’ as Jake continues, “Naturally, I tell him he’s crazy, but I go with him anyway, and he ends up buying the ring that sits on her finger right now, even though he didn’t give it to you for another three years after buying it.” 
He picks up the glass of champagne in front of him, raising it, everyone around you doing the same, “To Charlie and Y/N. I’m not really sure how he managed to get you to marry him, especially since he’s been saying that he would for the last twenty years. I, personally, would find that creepy,” you laugh, rolling your eyes, “but he was right when he said you were meant for each other. To many years of happiness with him. Good luck, Y/N. You’ll need it.”
Everyone toasts to you, clapping as the music starts back up again and your friends and family start dancing. 
“I can’t believe it,” you say, looking at the scene of your wedding reception unfold in front of you.
“Can’t believe what, babe?” Charlie says, looking, too.
“Two things. One: that you let Jake give a speech at our reception. And two: that you were actually right about us getting married. How did you know?” He looks at you, beaming, “There was no reason why I wanted to go talk to you when we were five other than I knew that I wanted to. I said it then not knowing what it meant, but the older we got, the more I meant it.” 
“Come here,” you tell him, giving him a kiss. “I love you.”
“I love you, too.” 
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⤻   *       IIIIIIIIIIT’S EDIE !!!! :   back at it again   &   here to introduce you to my lil #irishaccentaf , #vsmol , #butvstrong , HENRIETTA FIGG !!!!!!!    
unlike my intros for siri sadboi black & frankleface longbooty , this intro post will ( hopefully ) not be , like , 1000000000000 words long b/c ,,,,,,,,,, like ,,,,,,,,,, i’m trying to turn over a new leaf ?? and am tryna live a life where i don’t spend 30 days and 30 nights pouring out my heart and soul into my muses backstories whilst crying into a pack of tim tams ??  :’) ajisodjeiowoew . so ANYWAY , without further ado , here’s the loml , henri ♡♡♡
** TRIGGERS : death , religious extremism , physical and emotional abuse .
—— MOBILE VIEW FOR EASIER READING !
⤻   *       APPLICATION   —— !
* ╰    ( KANG MINA )┋have you met ( HENRIETTA FIGG  ) ? ( she ) reminds me of ( holy water and incense ; a girl nailed to a burning crucifix . sorrow burdened , unholy forged —— magic mistaken for sin . could you speak through embraces rather than speaking with words ? it’s easier for her to understand the language of touch . there are brutal fists and the bloom of black bruises , she dreams of liberation ; she can find it if she chooses . so defying god , she closes her eyes , and with broken bones she refuses to cry —— she is divinity unto her own sacred self ; a girl reborn , all evil repelled . she dwells in that hazy in-between world which sits some place between where she’s escaped from , and who she’s yet to become —— an angel that fell , her tears are undone , she’s not holy , she’s no one ). a ( nineteen ) year old ( ninth ) year ( slytherin ), the ( unholy ) is known to be ( + adroit & + compassionate ), yet ( — feckless & — impervious ). that explains why they’re majoring in ( wizarding law ). rumour has it, ( henri ) is siding with ( the order ) in the solemn war that blazes just beyond the horizon. ( admin edie, 22, aedt, she/her )
⤻   *       THE BAD BEGINNING  ——   !!
YEAH , SO , HENRI !!!!!!!!
was born with the name delilah healy .
v religious parents
v religious upbringing
HAD a lot of faith in GOD before THINGS happened
“ what things though , edie ???? ” you may ask
VERY GOOD QUESTION. A++++ , my loves
my cupcakes , i shall tell you :~)
delilah grew up in the irish countryside . devout catholics , delilah’s parents had moved to ireland from korea when they were newlyweds , having heard of the large catholic population there . upon arrival , they changed their korean surname of ‘ hwang ’ to the irish surname of ‘ healy ’ ; the name change helping them feel more a part of the irish catholic church community . 
when delilah was a little bub , her parents just thought that she was the most perfect thing in the world ! with silken black hair & bright brown eyes eyes , delilah seemed like god’s gift to the healy’s , tbh .
delilah ( let’s just call her delilah until we get to why she changed her name to henrietta !!!!! ) was practically christined AS SOON AS her umbilical cord was cut tbh . all like *pops out into the world* *has umbilical cord cut* *CHRISTENED* !!!!
“ what a holy child !!!!!! an angel !!!!!!!! ” —— everyone would say this to the healy’s , and the healy’s were like HECK YA our angel faced cute patootie is the gr8est !
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and then , one day , STRANGE THINGS started happening .
only three years of age , flowers would BLOOM beneath delilah’s feet during moments of happiness , while during moments of distress , melancholy & anger , the ground stirred and shifted where she stood , as if it were about to SWALLOW HER WHOLE. 
“ WOAH , DEVIL CHILD , OUR CHILD HAS THE DEVIL IN HER !!! ” —— the healy’s . smh . 
a man who belonged deeply & FIRSTLY to god, his OWN SELF SECOND, and his WIFE AND CHILD THIRD , these mystical ( MAGICAL —— but normal WIZARDING WORLD ) happenings were painted by delilah’s father as evidence of his daughter’s DEMONIC POSSESSION . with misguided love & brutal hands , delilah’s father fully intended to cleanse delilah of the devil’s influence .
^ mr. healy began to beat delilah every time somethingmagical strange would happen
for a small while ???? this actually seemed ???? to solve everything ????? :( 
a religious girl herself , delilah believed that the magic , the BEATINGS , and MISERY that had consumed her life were all part of some GRAND TEST . all she needed to do , SHE KNEW , was PROVE HER FAITH IN GOD & SHOW that she was worthy , strong and true , and her hardships would be over . GOD would reward delilah for her love and devotion with kindness and fortune,  and everything would be fine in the end .
with this belief in mind , delilah ENDURED ALL OF HER FATHER’S BRUTALITIES for years —— she BELIEVED that she deserved the tattooed bruises of deep purple and blue that covered every inch her soft skin , and she spent day after day crying in the darkest corners of her room —— scarcely even daring to believe that she was even deserving of being touched by the rays of sunlight that crept in through her cracked bedroom window . SHE WAS WRONG , SHE WAS IMPURE , SHE WAS UNHOLY .
until one day around the age of 8 delilah turned around and was like “ NOT TODAY SATAN ” @ mr. healy :o & after a particularly harrowing beating , delilah decided to fight back . 
DELILAH WASN’T IN CONTROL as the furniture began to hover above ground , kitchen knives and chairs and cupboards levitating in an unnatural manner that foretold the DISASTER about to unfurl . as delilah let a wail rip through the air ( girl broken , girl afraid ) , a cupboard SLAMMED mr . healy to the wall —— CRUSHING & SWIFT . after a moment of pure terror ; the world grew SILENT once more . wood splintering , knives clattering to the floor , dust settling , and delilah held her father’s lifeless body in her arms until strange people called aurors showed up , obliviating her mother , and escorting delilah out from the premises .
six months after the incident, the wizengamot try delilah’s hearing . ultimately, the verdict was that delilah had killed her father ( unintentionally , through a burst of uncontrolled , pre-adolescent magic ) in self-defence —— an event that was built up over a lifetime of emotional and physical abuse at the hands of a cruel muggle mother and father . rather than being locked up , delilah was sent to a rehabilitative ward at st. mungo’s to receive physical treatments from healers , as well as emotional counselling . 
it is at st. mungo’s that delilah meets a healer by the name of fenella figg —— and , after establishing a relationship of trust and friendship , fenella and her husband ( ernest ) decide to adopt delilah into their family . 
⤻   *       SHE DEFIES GOD  ——   !!
the figg household is the exact opposite of the healy household ; filled with strange but affectionate creatures called kneazles , filled with magic and pumpkin pasties , and filled with love for the sake of people , not for the sake of god . best of all , the figg household isn’t lonely —— for more than finding the love of two new parents , delilah also finds the love of a sister , five years older than her : arabella figg . 
in the busy figg household , crowded with commotion , kneazles , and love , delilah finds the strength to defy god , and believe in herself instead . as a promise to herself ( a promise of never faltering again , and never fearing again ) , the girl changes her name to HENRIETTA ( derived from heimiric —— meaning home & power ) —— leaving delilah in her past with her fears & scars . 
⤻   *       LIL TIDBITS   ——   !!
cool cool cool , TOIT !!! 
so henri is a pretty sweet chick 
she’s very capable
exceedingly kind
but pretty sharp most of the time
she will hex u real good if you’re mean
* mushu vc * she’ll hex u , she’ll hex ur cow , she’ll hex ur whole family 
dw tho , she will hex her own housemates when they’re being asses too ( and NOT TO STEREOTYPE OR ANYTHING , but being in slytherin , there are ,,, a LOT ,,, of assholes in her house )
equal opportunity amirite ?? 
henri loves : quidditch ( is slytherin team’s keeper ) , duelling , kneazles , cats, owls, rats, dogs , dragons , octopi , pandas , unicorns , elephants , tigers , chickens , ANIMALS !!!!!!!!!!! , people are okay too ......  !!!!!!!!!! , firewhiskey , bonfires , fireplaces , the colour red ( shoulda been a gryffindor , sorting hat wyd ??? ) , muggle films , kidding around with arabella , hanging out with arabella , arabella (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ , watching the sunset , watching the sunrise , hexing nasty ppl , healing kind ppl , knitting , speaking her mind , starting fights , winning fights , watching the stars at night , her family & those that she holds dear .
henri abhors : clichés, norms, being painted as a damsel in distress , the patriarchy, blood supremacy / and its gross supremacists , people telling her what to do , organised religion , dark magic , tuesdays , arithmancy , losing , being wrong , being woken up , lukewarm baths , peeves , bullies , food that’s gone cold , when it’s cold but not cold enough to snow , when her owl doesn’t come back to the owlery by nightfall , hard beds , disco , condescension , malice & the ones she cares about being hurt .
henri eats a lot . food is her friend . yorkshire puddings are yummo & they are her fave [ assorted devouring sounds ] . she’s also one helluva cook :~)))))))))))) 
henri has no chill when it comes to her values i.e. fighting against blood supremacists , fighting for gender equality , fighting for equal rights for centaurs ..... EQUALITY THINGS IN GENERAL !!!!!!!! -— henri has a teeny tiny short fuse when issues of equality are concerned & she is always ready to smite any sonuvabeech who crosses her on these issues . she’s also pretty aggro on the quidditch field yo’ . that’s the unholy 4 u .
my babe can drink more firewhiskey than the whole student body at hogwarts combined , but she never gets drunk . she has the alcohol tolerance of a large blue whale tbH ???? she’s the #mumfriend at parties because she’s the only one sober enough to be .
henri honestly really kind when she lets herself be ????? she finds happiness in watching the stars , in flying , in climbing trees and caring for others —— she finds knitting , and cleaning cathartic , and wants nothing more than to lie down in bed for the rest of her life , surrounded by fluffy duvets and warmth :~))))) however , amidst trying to escape from the clutches of her past , make headway as slytherin keeper in a sport that’s still predominantly played and spectated by men , and trying to come to terms with the fact that there’s a very real war on the horizon , henri hasn’t been left with much room for softness . she is , though —— ... she has the softest of hearts , which is exactly why she needs to make sure her exterior is impenetrable . 
OKAY I LIED THIS GOT P LONG BUT PLS COME LOVE MY BABE HENRIETTA !!!!!! :~)
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monotonemanday · 6 years
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Our Days Divided - Mystic Messenger University AU - Chapter 7 The S Team
It’s back! Sorry it hasn’t been out for awhile! I have been working on several things lately!! And also I’ve been a little sick. (My eyeballs are always in pain lololol) Tagging you ladies because I know Helena is mad at me lol and the loml likes this series and I appreciate her! @zennyshoneybunch @glitterybitchwitch
The gang was all gathered together and Kaeli was enjoying all the lighthearted chatting that was going on amongst her peers. She decided that they wouldn't have to get down to business. They could start talking serious logistics and planning next time they all would meet. There was no lull or shortage of laughter in the conversation going around the room. The Untouchables and the tuition kids were thriving and lively mixed together. Even though there was a bit too much teasing of Jumin from the scholarship kids, even he seemed to be having a pleasant time.
Seven was getting in his daily dose of driving Yoosung insane when his watch started to set off a rapid beeping noise. At the same time, a small pager type device in Samantha's back pocket began to do the same. Her head whipped in Sevens direction and the sternness in her face made Seven wince. His face scrunched and a look in his narrowed eyes saying “please please don't kill me.”
“You told him I wasn't going to training the other night, right?”
“Well here's the thing, Sam. I uh, didn't goooo.” Seven rubbed the back of his neck and shot a smile at her trying to diffuse the situation. “And not only did I not go, I didn't tell him that I wasn't going.”
“WHAT?!” Samantha turned her body in a sharp motion starting a sprint but fumbling. Using her hands to slap the floor and keep going so she didn't fall completely, Seven made his way bolting out of the doors with her. “IDIOT!! HE'S GOING TO KILL US!”
“I KNOW, I KNOW I'M SORRY! T_T” Seven and Sam were running down the halls out to the fresh open air of the campus, darting across the grounds of Cypress. Maneuvering their way in between passerby’s and vaulting over shrubbery and half walls.
“I swear if he takes away our garage privileges, I'll kill you Saeyoung Choi!
“Sam if you don't stop nagging me and pick up the pace we're already dead!”
They had made it into one of the large athletic buildings on campus and were now sprinting to the escalators that led down to the areas only accessible to certified personnel. Running down the steps of the escalator, swerving through the few people patiently riding the escalator in the proper fashion. They reached the card readers and ran their ID badges in front of them. Not patient enough for the gate to open, Sam hurdled it and Seven slipped through the small crack it had opened already. A few more hallways and the two made it to their assigned training facility. Both hunched over, hands resting on their knees and catching their breath, they began to apologize profusely to the tall and sturdy man before them.
He was built. In jogger sweatpants and a v-neck tee that hugged his biceps. He stood there in his signature purple, arms crossed and hair tied back.
“Ah, so some form of communication IS working for the two of you. I was worried since I hadn't heard from anyone.”
“Vanderwood we're so sorry, we-Hmmphh!” As seven tried to reply he was hit in the gut my a heavy medicine ball. Sam had kept quiet. She had known better. Any apology or excuse would just piss their boss off further.
“Shut up. Your running here in a panic warmed you up. Good. Tactical obstacle course...now.”
Saeyoung and Sam hustled to the locker room to change. They both immediately began to strip off their everyday clothes. There was no hesitation or embarrassment. They were both used to this. They had been partners for 2 years now. Samantha was always a little bit faster at changing. Maybe it was a girl thing. She already was ready down to her shoes. All black. A plain black baseball cap, a black sports bra, black running pants, and all black converse sneakers. Standing with her arms crossed and her right hip popped out, she watched seven with an arched brow. Biting her bottom lip.
He was sweating from the running they had just done. He was only in black sweatpants. The redhead didn't look like much in civilian clothes but underneath the loose fabric he had always hid behind, he was trim and fit. The v shape leading to his nether region was very defined and his set of abs were toned and clearly sculpted. His biceps weren't as big as Vanderwoods. He wasn't busting out of his shirts, but you could tell he was a hacker. He used the muscles in his arms a lot. From the shoulder down to his fingertips. He ran his hands through his hair, pushing his bangs back and caught wind of Samantha's gaze.
“What pervert?”
“Nothing,” Samantha said, a smirk on her lips. “It's just a real shame you have that mouth on you. Plus, You kind of smell.” She tossed him his t-shirt and made her way out of the locker room.
“Brat.” Seven mumbled under his breath.
“Saeran? Saeran? SAERAN!” Liz slapped her hands on the counter.
“What!” He stood up from where he had been leaning on the counter in the flower shop. Stretching his arms above his head and letting out a yawn.
“You were being creepy. Just staring like that.” They heard giggling coming from the far corner of the shop. “But apparently it didn't shoo the girls away.” Liz rolled her eyes and hopped up on the counter, taking a seat.
“Liz, you know you're not supposed to sit up there.”
“Yes, I just don't care. Where is your brother? He isn't answering his phone?”
“Aahh. That's actually why I was in that deadpan stare. I was thinking. What the hell are they keeping from us?”
Liz had pulled out an apple from her backpack and took a monstrous bite. She spoke through a full mouth. “What? Who? Saeyoung and Samantha? Keeping what?”
“I know they go to training for athletics but it's more than that. Like they've been gone ever since they ran out of the room earlier today. It's been hours.”
“Oh calm down rebel boy. Afraid they're having some secret affair?”
“Gross. No.” “Yeah. You're right. Ahahahahaha. That would be something else. Anyway, I just came by to see if you had heard from them. I want to go get a milkshake. And since you're still working and also wouldn't give me a piggyback ride like Saeyong would, I'm not inviting you.” Saeran rolled his eyes and Liz jumped from the counter and the bell to the flower shop chimed lightly.
“Good evening you two. It is nice to see you again.”
“Oh, Hi there, Jumin!! You are looking very handsome! Have you come to whisk me away and show me how the rich live?” Liz was lively and clearly joking but it had gone over his head.
“Why thank you, Miss Paradise. And unfortunately I don't exactly know what you mean but I am actually here to speak with Saeran.” Jumin spoke very calmly. You wouldn't even guess his inner monologue was shouting “Oh God I don't know what that means but it might be her making advances. What do I do? Jihyun is not here!”
Saeran could tell that Liz had confused the poor guy so he gave her a gentle nudge to the side. “Looking for me? What can I do for you, Jumin?”
“Ah well, the arrangement of flowers you had brought to us the other day. It was remarkable. I am holding another event soon and I would like to commission you and this small shop. I will pay any extra amount necessary to get this establishment all the things it will require for such a tall order.”
“Oh man, that's pretty decent of you, Jumin. But I should check with the owner first. She is elderly and I wouldn't want to overwhelm her.”
“Saeran, hush. It will be fine. HE'LL DO IT!” Liz jumped out in front of Saeran who irritatedly pushed her back out of the way.
“Liz, knock it off!”
“I understand. Please discuss with the owner. Also, I would like to extend an invitation to this event to all of you that are apart of this new group we have formed.”
Liz's eyes lit up with excitement and Saeran shot her a classic, calm your ass, look. Jumin spent a little more time than he had intended in the flower shop chatting with Liz and Saeran, and the girls who normally came to ogle and the boy with the white hair were now overwhelmed with the black haired eye candy they were now receiving as well.
Samantha climbed the ladder and made quick of hopping over the ledge and beginning to run when she heard someone shout her name. It was Vanderwood. If looks could kill. His glare was icy and as soon as he knew she felt it he flicked his eyes toward Saeyoung. Samantha knew what it meant. She was going to fast and not thinking of her partner. She ran back and leaned over the edge reaching down to her partner who was climbing the ladder. He took her hand and she hoisted him up over the ledge. The two began to run. Jumping, hurdling, sliding, flipping. Doing whatever they needed to in order to get from point A to point B. The simulation was a bit harder today since Vanderwood was clearly pissed at them. Saeyoung was never as fast as Samantha but if he really wanted to he was sure he could at least keep pace with her, but he always hung back just a bit so he could focus on hacking doors or locks for her. Basically clearing a path for them. Sam was always amazed at how quick he was when it came to hacking. Even though Samantha didn't like to wait for her partner, the two were still always so in tune. When Seven got tripped up and found himself caught in the arms of a bot, Samantha made quick work of turning around and throwing a small tranquilizer at the bought precisely where in between the eyes would be on an actual human. Saeyoung was always quick to shoot or disarm enemies that came in from the sides if Samantha was occupied on whatever was in front of them. They had each other's backs.
They finally finished their tactical run of the course and approached Vanderwood, laughing and high fiving. Quite pleased with themselves. Vanderwood, however, was not so amused.
“That was rookie. Too many mistakes. Sloppy. So miss training again and the consequences will be severe.”
Samantha and Saeyoung stood in silence. Normally the two would bicker with each other or say something just to be a smart ass, but they knew Vanderwood was not in the mood. Less than he usually was even.
“Now listen. You guys are getting an assignment.”
“YaHHOOO!” Seven jumped up and exclaimed. “ow!” And then immediately found Sam's fist in the side of his bicep.
“What kind of assignment, Vandy?” Samantha was met with cold cold eyes. “Vanderwood. Sorry.”
“There is going to be an event for elitists. There are rumors of it being targeted. We are flagging this one because there's a bit of an unusual circumstance. Two parties are holding events. The big corporate hot shot they should be after isn't their target. It's his son.” Vanderwood handed Seven a picture and Samantha didn't even need to look.
“You're going to watch over the event. Behind the scenes and protect your mark. Got it?”
“Got it.” The two partners responded abruptly.
“Alright, we'll have an official briefing soon. Go clean up.” Vanderwood left without a second glance and Samantha took her baseball cap off, chucking it to the side.
“Shit. Is it?” She tilted her head back in exasperation.
“Yup.” Seven pinned the picture against Sam's chest and began to make his way to the locker room. “The Trust Fund Kid.”
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mahimahyra · 4 years
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WangXian AU where
wangxian AU where wwx and lwj keep running into each other at a club EXCEPT: wwx is a criminal and is there to get something for a heist ;)
(brought to you by: Break My Heart by Dua Lipa!)
so! wwx shows up at club (flashing lights, vibes, etc) with WN and WQ (the members of his crew) it's the night before their heist of Carp Tower (bc we all know there's shady stuff going on in there) they need to get an access key thing off of Jin Zixun (who is always at the club getting drunk) and its mostly up to WQ bc she is pretty lady. WN and WWX are there as back up and to keep an eye out plus, NHS warned the three of them that there would be some undercover agents at the club to try and catch them--so they had to be Extra Careful. WWX is split up from WN and WQ to cover more ground. He can see WQ and a few other women around Jin Zixun (gross). He's casually sipping alcohol (enough to blend in, not nearly enough to get drunk) when he suddenly locks eyes with The Most Beautiful Human he has EVER seen. Literally Ever. They share some heated eye contact from across the club, and WWX is so shook by this lovely man. Eventually the moment breaks (a group of ppl walk in between them, which is very rude--didn't they know he was exchanging looks with the love of his life???) At this point, WWX is internally cursing his horrible luck. On any other normal night, he would go and shamelessly flirt with this beautiful man. ALAS! he is here on business today. So instead of chasing the guy down, WWX lets himself lose track of the man in the crowd. Sigh. He turns his focus back to WQ and sees that one of the other girls is trying to pull Jin Zixun away (why anyone would want that is beyond WWX). WQ hadn't gotten the access key yet, so he has to do something. WWX casually works his way towards them, and as he passes by, he seamlessly knocks a drink onto the girl's clothes. He doesn't stop, he just keeps walking, but he can hear a little shout from the girl and figures he was successful. Except. He's distracted as he's walking away. Not exactly paying full attention to where he's walking. So he runs full on into someone. And not just anyone. Of course it would the his beautiful man from before. and OH BOY is he even more stunning and beautiful and perfect up close. It's not fair. The universe sent this man the ONE night WWX couldn't do anything about it. So he will leave. BUT! He's only human. So he can't resist tossing the man a grin and a wink before getting his hands off his chest and returning back to the crowd. It's truly a tragedy that he can't just ask Mr. Sexy to dance and just spend the rest of the night (and his life) with him. He goes back to waling around the perimeter, checking things out. But somehow his eyes KEEP running into the beautiful eyes of this man. It's agony for WWX to tear his gaze away each time. He's a professional, he keeps telling himself. It's for the greater good! Plus WQ would kill him for screwing things up bc of a pretty face (even if it is THE prettiest face). After a little while of this, WN asks WWX to check out the roof, just in case. So WWX goes to the roof. But when he gets there, he sees none other than his beautiful, perfect, mysterious man. And once again, WWX is a weak man. If the universe keeps sending this man his way, who is he to deny fate? So he approaches. "Hi." "Hello." Of course, he has a perfect voice, too. Unfair. "I'm Wei Ying." As soon as he says it, he realizes he should have used an alias. But he just couldn't lie to that face. "Lan Zhan." WWX grins. "It's nice to meet you, Lan Zhan." So WWX spends the rest of the evening "keeping an eye on the roof." It turns out he and LWJ have a lot in common, and the conversation is so easy. WWX flirts, and he's pretty sure LWJ flirts back. He is also pretty sure this man is the love of his life. At one point the conversation lulls for a little, and in the comfortable silence, he can hear LWJ humming a pretty tune under his breath. "What song is that?" "Nothing yet." A very mysterious answer. But somehow, WWX finds himself content with leaving it mysterious for now. Eventually WQ texts and says she's got what they need. Which means it's time to go. And it seems like LWJ has to go too. "I'll see you around Lan Zhan?" LWJ nods. And then they part ways. (Neither of them thinks of exchanging numbers because they're stupid and caught up in the moment.) WWX decides not to mention meeting his future husband to anyone until after they succeed with their mission. For one, it would be a distraction. For another thing, if they don't succeed... well he would never see LWJ again anyway. So. they spend the rest of the day prepping for the heist well actually wwx is thinking about lwj, pining away. wn and wq can tell that wwx is preoccupied, but they let him deal with it on his own for now cut to the actual heist. it's going FLAWLESSY! wq and wn are in the get-away car, wwx is just re-setting the security system so that no one ever knows they were ther he's whistling a random tune to himself and fiddling with wire when he hears a gasp--and the clicking of a gun he turns around slowly and its LAN ZHAN?? holding a gun and aiming it at his head. "Lan Zhan?" he can't help himself from saying "Wei Ying." lwj says with a quiet, but steady voice. "put your hands in the air" wwx puts his hands on his face mask--its still there? how did lan zhan recognize him? "Lan Zhan... this isn't how I wanted to see you again." lwj gestures with his gun for wwx to put his hands up. wwx complies "... nor I, Wei Ying. Maybe if you were not committing crimes." wwx scoffs "me?? the people here are the real criminals. im an agent of justice." "Yes. because 'agents of justice' wear all black and sneak in at night." "Well it's better than robbing people of their money. People who really need it. You don't even know who you're protecting right now, do you?" wwx can see lwj hesitat. then they hear voices. it's the other officers. if wwx stays any longer, he'll be caught. he needs to tell wq and wn to get out of there and leave him before they get caught too. but then, without warning. lwj puts his gun down "go." "what?" "just leave. before I change my mind" wwx is NOT about to look a gift horse in the mouth, but the moment is still a little bittersweet. "I'll see you around, Lan Zhan?" "... I hope so." so wwx runs to the hidden getaway car and they peel out of there. wn and wq: we did it!!! wwx: the loml and i are star crossed lovers.... wn: concerned wq: i'm not paid enough for this for the next few months, it's a little game of cat and mouse (definitely on purpose for both of them) and it's the only way that they see each other until one day they meet a coffee shop they exchange numbers and pretend that this is exactly their Second Meeting. nothing suspicious at all. eventually, lwj realizes just how crooked the ppl wwx is robbing from is (he had his suspicions to begin with) he helps wwx and works as a double agent, and together they all take down the conspiracy of corruption <3 (all they know is be gay do crimes) THE END
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Cheers to where I was and who I truly became in 2017; While sitting here sipping wine in a onesies with friends we got into a discussion that came up “ what events shaped you into the person you are now” everyone went around then it came to me mind you; most people know the real story of me and what truly has happen in my life.. so natural everyone’s ears and eyes are all on me and I thought and answered “everything since 2005” they nodded and left it at that knowing my story; but now when the year that has finally brought me complete happiness and everything I could of dreamed comes to a close.. I sit here and really think about what events shaped me; so why not blog about it..: —————————————— Below is the moments and what year they happened that shaped me:
2005: started Highschool and bullied; first boyfriend trusted him whole heartily, he raped me cause I wasn’t ready to give it up to him. Shut my self out for a month as he tormented me to death about his rape. Walked around the school like nothing ever happened and etc. Kept the painful moment to my self
2006: year after the rape still couldn’t speak about it was still tormented. Turned to beer, smoking stopped caring about who I was. Started randomly hooking up and serial dating. Tried to come to my mother with sliced wrist after attempt to of killing myself got turned away. Harden my self out more and stopped caring.
2007: worse year yet; I was forced to deal with my rape against my will two years after it happened; cop said it was my fault and I wanted it rapist walked free.. I began spiraling out of control no longer caring. Tried to kill myself again, while in a bath. Decided no I wouldn’t I could fight this, started drugs(weed) drinking and sleeping around. Was used as a pawn in poker games and other things to pay off debts
2008: Found my first love; loved him fiercely and everything. I found the key to my happiest so I thought tried to kill my self once while with him.. triggered memory of rape. He brought me out of the deepest hole I can remember. I owed him my life cut down on drinking and smoking cigs. Stuck to only weed as drug of choice. This was my happiest year of my whole life so I thought.
End of 2008-beginning 2009: The love of my life left me.. broken I turned to another who I thought could save me. It was a type of drug love; addicting Oh I wanted more. Wanted to make Ryan miss me and come back..First Loml came back in; because of that people who I thought were my friend betrayed me. The addicting love I had became posesive; abusive and tried to kill me in my sleep. I was alone more into drugs and drinking. The first loml took adavantage. That was the year I turned to acid coke and other drugs to cope with life, the physical abuse, mental emotional; beatings and everything I was going through cause of this drug like love to a man. I still walked around the world like nothing was wrong and I was ok when slowly I was dying inside.
2009: leave shit hole Highschool; still with the dangerous love drug, now secretly meeting with first love of my life. Trying to gain balance in my life grasp for some type of control seek professional help. Therapist is alright had some good advice. Still didn’t change the beatings I received and drug use. Drug love tried to kill me for the second time , this time if I didn’t hear a voice say “ wake up” I wouldn’t be here to see 2017. I now no longer sleep with pillows cause if it, I begin to plan escape .. even if it meant I died
2009-2010: started college; still tried to escape; lost all control on everything.. met man named Joseph; found comfort with him started having a affair with him at the age of 18 he was 32 and engaged. Still was beaten still used drugs and so I’m. But joe was the one control I had in my love, it was a wirlwind of wild nights. Still talked to loml between it all and we still serectly met up;Finally one morning drug love brought me to college beat me up really good in the parking lot cause I said hi to mike (my now husband) because I almost knocked him with a door. Went into my Philosophy class hurting. Within a min in I left crying. Tried to kill myself in bathroom had no real freedom anymore not even joe and loml could keep me here anymore. Slit wrist , but stopped half way through heard a knock. That’s when I met josh.. “why is a pretty girl like you cryin” for the first time in my life I had someone here my story. I finally had freedom from drug love.
Oct 2009: I leave my abuser for food safely surrounded by friends and josh I call him and end it. No on believes I was abused and etc; I turn my back to the whole town and area except one person. (My best friend of 20 yrs.) I begin dating josh, affair with joe ends.. I begin sleeping with josh and first love of my life..
2010: I was unfaithful I believed every lie love of my life tells me. Lose interest in josh after a year.. slowly he becomes emotionally abusive. I dive more into drugs sleeping around and etc.
End of Fall 2010-2011; Even more in love with first love of my life.. to make him jealous as he was me; I leave josh date a boy named Chris , remain unfaithful only truly Surrendering my self to loml . karma comes back to me.. full force. Loml destroys the last thread I held onto to live; “ I only kept seeing you cause your an easy fuck I used the fact you still are in love with me to get you to spread your legs under me” Chris cheats with line dance partner. I try to end my life he again; I meet Ryan’s best friend Dennis; It bites me in the ass.. I begin escorting to men old enough to be my father.. then finally comes the second love of my life..
2011-2015: stopped escorting. Life turns 360 around; Milan was his name.. the second love of my life , I dedicated my life to this man my whole life. Ups and down fights.. Suddenly I’m pregnant I’m a sceret to his family “I’m only his friend” . I miss carry the child.. dying inside I dive deeper into my self the loss of my child kills me.. I become bitter to the bone. Milan leave out of no where five months after doesn’t say a word.. Not until I leave for New Mexico to restart my life. I come back and dedicate my self back to this man. In the end fours years almost five..his mother ruins it all with racism, I begin to hate who Iam all because of her hate.. we leaves me in the cold both still crazy for the other but never to be.. I meet peter his coworker.. what a whirl wind love
2015-2016: Peters year..I stop all drugs.. move in with him.. finally happy no thoughts of killing me self so I’m etc.. meet an amazing group of people. Happy with my Ice agent who has a crazy love for guns what can happen?.. the world crashes down in moments.. out of no where he wants to see other people.. so I leave he wants me back and it begins again the emotional abuse… I’m raped again twice by him.. I seek better help for my self meet Tracy. Stay with peter through this all, find a hair that’s not mine I put bathroom.. I run back into Milan’s arms.. one week I’m not feeling well.. get very sick.. with in the same week Pete sleeps with me and leaves me alone and carrying his child I find out. I have an ectopic pregnancy.. This is the third time in my life I’m fighting for my will to live and life. After baby is terminated I vow to never allow any of this null-she’ll that happened before ever happen again. Everything may have turned around for good completely in most things but peter gave me the final kick.
2016-2017: I’m the best mental health state I have been my whole life. I kindle a romance with a college friend mike (my now husband). I truly become the person I was suppose to be, I handle my rape head in with the help of Tracy the therapist I met while with peter. Mike becomes my final and last love of my life; he is the most healthy relationship I’ve had. I’m health as I can be for the first time in years I have found me.. truly found me; even without mike I’ve found myself. Mike proposes, and here iam . The moon child Iam, happily in love with life it’s self.
——————————————————— Those are the moments that shaped me, those were the moments that made me who Iam today. Do I regret a lot of them, before I’d say a lot of them I do. As for now in this moment; no I regret now there are different choices I could of made but in the end they helped me find me and who Iam today In this last month of 2017 as. I reflect everything that has happen and I as I write this I smile.. this is Julie Ann Montanari, the woman who went by the name Julie Ann Perrucci all these years.. who fought every battle and succeeded , Iam a phoniex that has rose from the ashes; Iam a survivor, a fighter , a lover, and a force not to be messed with.
May 2018 be in my favor more then 2017 has.. here’s to the next year and the woman Iam and will keep becoming
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Can I ask every number?
you infuriate me 
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
nah
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
correct!
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
as far as I’m aware yeah
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
Not really? Obviously it matters but its not a big issue for me
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
rip
6. What are you excited for?
killing eve s2, leaving college, seeing dex, going murica
At this point i got bored and decided to answer only the interesting ones ok 
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
going to a party because I’m a cool kid
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
absolutely, I change every day
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
my grandma, loml 
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
Dunno 
24. What do you want right this second?
a bowl of cabbage
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Nab sending me a vid of her laughing at me >:(
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
i’m never not missing my grandad
34. Listening to?
a gaylist
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
LULU
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Yeet 
47. Who was the last person to call you?
Rosa, to ask me to come into the men’s toilets to see her
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
I actually have, when I went through my mega Narnia phase and wanted to be Susan I learnt how to use one (also, still in my Narnia phase idk)
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Listen, 100% but I love them so much
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Actor, midwife, nurse
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
hot take, definitely
 62. What do you wear to bed?
nothing bitch, the only acceptable thing to wear 
63. First concert?
JLS duh
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
you can’t go wrong with a bit of Our Song. or Speak Now
69. Ever take dance lessons?
i did ballet for 10 years 
74. What is your favorite book?
never let me go - kazuo ishiguro 
76. Regularly burn incense?
literally all the time, i have 3 dogs who fuckin stink 
77. Ever been in love?
once
79. What was the last concert you saw?
walk the moon! they were amazing
81. Tea or coffee?
TEA
83. Can you swim well?
yeah, I used to do it competitively and I was pretty good
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
i know this doesnt mean underwater but i just wanna take a second to brag about my holding my breath underwater abilities bc its ridiculous, i can hold it for minutes, secretly a fish
87. Ever won a contest?
A couple of writing competitions in high school
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happyimagines · 7 years
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DC Comics: Nightwing/Reader
Hey, can I get an imagine for the loml Dick Greyson? Where you're a vigilante too and he gets worried when you get hurt?
Author: Queen of Geeks
(Hope you like it!)
I slowly opened my eyes and gently touched my aching head. As I stretched my arm, I felt a sharp sting in my stomach. Sucking in a breath, I lifted my head to see a bandage around my stomach sticking out under my t-shirt. Something under my head shifted and I froze. Then I remembered.
I was standing on a rooftop watching over Gotham, my mask over my face. It was quiet for once which disturbed me. Gotham was unfortunately known for its villains, and it made you wonder why people lived here. Yet, there I stood.
“Is it me, or is nothing going on today?” I asked as someone joined me. I looked over my shoulder to see Nightwing.
“Maybe all the villains of Gotham decided to take a night off?”
“That would be the dream.” I sighed as he stood next to me.
“One can hope.” He shrugged his shoulders.
“How’ve you been?” I asked. “You took a pretty nasty beating the other night.” I pointed out.
“I healed.” Nightwing responded. I nodded as I kept my eyes on the road. There were a few cars on the road, but nothing that set off any alarms. That was until I saw the armoured car.
I walked along the roof as I kept my eyes on it. When I came to the edge, I leapt across to the next building. There was a light thud as Nightwing followed.
“Anything you’d like to share with the class?” Nightwing asked.
“Armoured car,” I told him as he followed. “You know that won’t be safe.”
“Maybe this is what we needed.”
There were roars from motorcycle engines. Two bikes pulled up in front of the armoured truck, two more behind it.
“How much do you want to bet that isn’t security detail?” I asked keeping an eye on the vehicles.
“A date.”
“And you want to show me your actual face?”
“I’m not ugly so you don’t have to worry about that.”
There was a gunshot and I looked at Nightwing. “I’ll take you up on that.” I turned and ran after the truck that was surrounded. Nightwing followed, the two of us making our way to the ground. Both of us in front of the incoming vehicles.
I pulled a knife from the sheaf in my hip and threw it at one of the bikers that was in the front. The knife went into their shoulder and the biker went down screaming.
Nightwing pulled out his escrima and went after the other biker. I nodded to him as the truck drove past us. As it did, I pulled another knife out of my sheaf and threw it at another biker. He swerved past it and stopped before pulling a gun out. I dodged the bullets he shot off and I pulled another knife.
“All good?” Nightwing asked as I rolled out of the way of more bullets.
“All good.” I grabbed my knife from the shoulder of the knocked out biker and threw it at the gunman. He stopped and aimed his gun. There was another gunshot and I threw another knife. The knife went into his stomach and he fell as Nightwing took down the other biker.
I took a deep breath and looked at Nightwing.
“Do you want to call Officer Gordon or should I?” I asked my breathing still uneven.
“Are you okay?” He asked. I touched my side and winced.
“Yeah, I think I was shot. Call Gordon, I’m going home.” I turned around and heard footsteps.
“Alright, Gordon knows and you’re going to lose too much blood before you even get home, wherever you live.” Nightwing put an arm around my waist and I draped my arm around his shoulder.
“Well, you owe me a date, so I’ll see your face.” I pointed out.
“Right here,” I stood in the alley next to my apartment building and Nightwing looked up at it.
“I know someone who lives here…” He trailed off.
“Small world. You can go, thanks  for walking me home.” I told him.
“Don’t you need help getting that bullet out (Y/N)?” Nightwing whispered my name. I felt my blood run cold. I turned and stepped away. Nightwing pulled off his mask and smiled.
“Oh, no way!”
“It’s me.” Dick smiled.
“Okay, just help me inside and then we’ll talk.”
As soon as we were inside, I fell onto my sofa and pulled off my mask. I rubbed my eyes and Dick walked to my bathroom. He came out with the first aid kit and sat next to me on the sofa. Thankful for the tank top I was wearing underneath, I pulled off the top of my suit and bit my tongue.
“It doesn’t look that deep, but it’ll probably leave a scar.” Dick told me. I winced as he cleaned the wound. “I think it would be easier for you to lie down.”
“Right.” I nodded and lay down on the sofa as he moved. I gripped the sofa cushion as Dick carefully pulled out the bullet. I grabbed his arm and my nails dug into his arm.
“That actually hurts and I’m wearing armour.” He told me.
“Sorry,” I let go and sat up as Dick pulled out a bandage. He wrapped it around the wound and I bit my lip.
“Sorry,”
“It’s fine, I’ve pulled out more but it still kills.” I chuckled.
“Are you okay?” He asked. I nodded.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Except I just found out that my best friend is Nightwing.” I sat forwards.
“You’re one to talk.” He pointed out. I laughed.
“Help me up, I need to change.” I held out my hands and Dick took them. He helped me to my feet and I made my way to my bedroom. Dick followed and stood outside my bedroom as I changed. I opened up one of the drawers in my bedroom and pulled out a change of clothes for Dick.
“Here, I think it would be best if nobody saw Nightwing leave.” I handed him the clothes. I gave him a smile and he took the clothes before heading to the bathroom.
“I can stay if you want.” Dick told me through the door.
“You don’t have to.” I assured him.
“I will if you want me to,” He replied. I smiled.
“Yeah, why not. It’s not like you haven’t stayed here before.” I laughed referring to the times he slept over after movie nights. “And I’m tired, so I’m going to sleep. It’s like three in the morning.”
I stood up and went into my bedroom. The door opened and Dick walked out, following me into the bedroom. I lay down on the bed and Dick lay down next to me.
“So, about that date.” I looked at Dick who started laughing. I smiled at him.
“Just tell me when and where you want to go.” He told me. I laughed and put my head on his shoulder. I felt Dick kiss the top of my head as I slowly fell asleep.
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helo there palios, it’s super nice to meet ya’ll/be a member of this group. you all seem so damn sweet? like? already in love over here?? anywho, the name is rachel, twenty years old and a member of the gmt+1 timezone. this little shitbag right here is loml rowan rory, who i’m excited to further develop with ya’ll.  you know the drill, below the cut will be a series of bullet point information about rory herself, followed by whats probably me rambling about possible plots with a lot of ‘???’ here, there and everywhere. 
i saw VICTORIA JUSTICE today walking around the fair. Wait, no that was ROWAN 'RORY ANDERSON, the TWENTY-ONE year old CISFEMALE. i’ve heard SHE is currently a BAKER in Clairemont and people say they’re AUDACIOUS & QUICK-WITTED. Watch out though because i’m sure that i’ve also heard people say that they’re SHORT-TEMPERED & CONCEALED.
TW: MENTIONS OF VERBAL ABUSE.
rory, as she prefers to be referred as, was born and raised in clairemont. to this day, she’s still to ever even leave the small town. having never ventured beyond it’s welcoming signs even for a vacation. 
once upon a time, rory did have a smooth-going home-life, her mother and father were over the moon with the blessing of a beautiful baby girl. though it wasn’t to last long, with rory being a colic baby, it drove her father absolutely mad. he couldn’t stand the constant crying, and therefore tried to refrain from being in their home as often as he could, leaving his wife to do all the hard work.
cutting to the chase, he began to drink to cope with the situation. which eventually, resulted in him getting fired from his job when he turned up to work entirely out of it. which unsurprisingly, only furthered his depressive state and need to sooth the pain with alcoholic substances.
around this time, he was never cruel or abusive toward rory or her mother, he did love them. however, he was unable to see through his depressive state he was quickly falling into and became nothing more than a deadbeat; a shell of a person he used to be.
it took years before rory’s mother had had enough, packing her bags one day and walking out the door. it seemed she packed everything, wiped the house clean of anything that was once hers, that was, everything but rory.
for days, the little girl waited day in, day out for her mother’s return; but it never came. when this reality did hit her, it hit her hard. rory was physically unable to understand why her mother left her behind, what she had done so wrong to deserve it.
since her mother left, rory and her father barely got along; with him refusing to do anything but watch television and sit on his ass all day, it left them struggling to make amends meet at times. as soon as she came of age, rory had to take responsibility, picking up a part-time job while in highschool to support them both
the further he progressed to practically never being sober, the more her father would often make comments toward the daughter he once loved and adored so much. it wasn’t that he was trying to intentionally hurt her; he thought he was being funny, amusing, spewing words at her about how she’d probably end up just like him, how neither of them had a future, they were nothing more than the scum beneath everyone else’s shoes, she is just as worthless as he is.
though, after years of saving extra pennies that weren’t spent on food or household bills, etc, rory finally saved enough that she could escape her childhood home, somewhere that once held comfort that had become a nightmare to return to daily.
also, she works in a bakery because somehow the sour lil bitch she is can manage to create some damn good treats tbh.
basically, rory can be pretty bitter, a bit of a pessimist at the best of times (although she tries to play it off as her being a realist), mommy issues??, tbh daddy issues too??, quite the lower class citizen, considering she any pennies she got growing up were spared on bills and food w/her father not working, doesn’t bother to try achieve or make anything of herself either as her mom and everyone else believe she’s going to wound up just like her dad so she’s like?? lmao probs so why bother try make something of myself. is very iffy about getting too close or attached to anyone; fearing they may leave, is generally a very daring person? like, if you told her to jump of a bridge she probably would like ??? idk man. also don’t tell her she can’t do something because she will prove you wrong even if it kiLlS hEr. 10/10 would fight you if you bug her enough, tbh even if you’re like 6′3 and 180 pounds she’d still try take you?? is she okay?? not rly but anWYay. that’s my smol feel free to hit up those dms if you wanna plot bECAUSE I’M A PLOTTING SLUT GIVE ME EVERYTHING. ALL THE DRAMA. I WANT IT ALL.
 i’m gonna throw out a couple of possible connections while they’re floating around my brain, but tbh i work better brainstorming 99.9% of the time so slide into my dms and lets get out plot on.
lowkey i’m always down for the big brother/little sister type of plot, that’s lowkey my aesthetic tbh oops.
it would be pretty cool to maybe even have her mom’s kid(s) around? like, i feel like her mom has 100% moved on and gotten married and is living her picture perfect little life, meanwhile rory is just being bitter af. 
i can only really see her having one or two friends she’s like.. deathly close to? like they would probably know bits and pieces about the stuff that has gone on with her dad, especially if they grew up in clairemont like herself. but these would be her ride n die kinda friends ygm??
on that note, give me just those like.. party friends? like people she drinks with or gets high with etc etc.
frequent customers, she works in a bakery so..?? idk?? just a lil idea. 
someone she used to be incredibly close with when they were young, but after all the shit went down with her dad and mom she pushed them away, to this day she still gives them the cold shoulder and the other has no idea why. at this point, neither does rory. 
hookups/fwbs, she’s not really a relationship person bc trust/commitment issues 101, but she probably fucks around a lot. 
lowkey give me a plot like ‘we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots’. 
there’s probably a handful of people she doesn’t get along with, she’s really easy to piss off and generally would just get irritated quickly by someone and decide then and there she doesn’t like them. 
hatefuck??? i mean, speaks for itself, they argue and bicker a hella lot.. but then always end up fuckin’.
loWKEy, this could go along w/the hatefuck or fwb plot but like.. gimmie a plot were neither of the muses like sleeping alone or at least like, they prefer sleeping together? so they’ll fuck n whatever or even make excuses to do so just so they get to wound up literally sleeping w/one another; like all snuggly and it’s just.. at least rory wouldn’t want to admit she enjoys it so she’d cover it up w/being like ey come over n bang?? 
this is a mess
okay so, i think that’s all i got for right now, but ima hit ya’ll up and whatnot because i 100% wanna plot with evERyoNE. 
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Alphabet Tag Game!
~I was tagged by @slutlingar (thanks bae)
A - AGE: 21
B - BIGGEST FEAR: clowns, spiders, not being good enough
C - CURRENT TIME:11:34 pm
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: peppermint herbal tea
E - EVERY DAY STARTS WITH: A loud alarm and Hobi’s face
F - FAVOURITE SONG: Not Today (CHONG! JOJUN! BALSA!)
G - GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL?: Are any of us real?
H - HOMETOWN: Dallas
I - IN LOVE WITH: Kim Namjoon, the loml and Jung Hoseok, the second loml
J - JEALOUS OF: “bts bc they get to hang out with bts” (IM STEALING YOUR ANSWER BECAUSE IT’S SPOT ON)
K - KILLED SOMEONE: In my dreams? a few. Irl? I like to think I’ve killed quite of few of you with my tags
L - LAST TIME YOU’VE CRIED: I can’t remember, but I was either watching HSM or The Lizzie McGuire Movie (if you wanna know why, just ask lol)
M - MIDDLE NAME: Marissa~
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 (2 cause I don’t consider my oldest sister as a sister)
O - ONE WISH: To be happy and be with the people I love. NAMJOON WYA
P - PERSON YOU’VE LAST CALLED / TEXTED: my best friends (we tend to call each other often nowadays)
Q - QUESTIONS YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED: "What should I eat for dinner”- My sister literally everyday because she never knows and refuses to cook
R - REASONS TO SMILE: My family, friends, and Kpop
S - SONGS LAST SANG: Roll Deep by HyunA (IM LITERALLY OBSESSED WITH IT)
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:17 am (EVEN THO I COULD’VE STAYED SLEEP CAUSE MY CLASS WAS CANCELLED BUT MY PROFESSOR DECIDED TO BE AN ASSHOLE AND BUT A SIGN ON THE DOOR INSTEAD OF EMAILING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON)
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Pink!
V - VACATION DESTINATION: Canada, Paris, South Korea, Japan, Greece, Hawaii, and a lot of other places
W - WORST HABIT: PROCRASTINATION OMG
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: lolol this is a long list: Stomach& Colon (multiple times throughout my childhood, I was constantly sick), teeth(for braces), ankle( when I sprained it after falling down a flight of stairs freshman year of HS), and I should’ve gotten one on my wrist when my flyer landed incorrectly and popped it out of place but my mother refused and told me to “put ice on it” so my wrist is permanently dislocated and if I want it fixed they have to break it into place :))))))
Y - YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD: chicken!!!! (I rarely eat beef and the only pork I can tolerate is bacon), potatoes, rice, broccoli, and cabbage
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo (just like Queen Bey)
I’m tagging: @mochikotae @bangbangbangtanx @13pjms @1lsan @sugaswagdaddy @qweentae
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