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rodeoromeo · 11 months
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HAPPY 75TH BIRTHDAY OLIVIA HARRISON! Many many blessings to your beautiful soul and may you have so many more!
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briarhips · 4 months
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#I keep saying it but. exactly where I’m at rn. I’ve resigned myself to giving up a lot the past few days. and I’m buckling up for life#I can’t believe my family and I ever thought the scale of Israel’s monetary ties were so small. our boycott lists and avoid lists#were so small. and we weren’t making excuses to justify it that length we naively assumed it was all there was to boycott or avoid. Allah#and anyway. Yeah. too beautifully said and def not just about Beyonce. I’m still stuck on that CA protest w ppl throwing their car keys int#the water. my sister thought it was wild but I can’t imagine anything more appropriate. consider the key of return and the pictures of nakb#survivors w the keys to their houses. that and car keys… there’s no comparison. the clarity required to make that decision that seems rash#to others is the most admirable thing I can imagine rn. god nurture and preserve that clarity in me for as long as I live plz bc like. we#need to be willing to sacrifice and w/o complaint. lamentation heartbreak grief etc make sense. but complaint does not to me. anything we#give up is too small and not smth that should truly pain us overmuch in the long run no matter how enchanting it is. Beauty can’t be an exc#and I thank god for this test tho the circumstances kill me inside and I wish were not existent. anyway I cried when she cried. bless her#I’ve given up friends and books and food and music of all kinds and will continue. nothing else feels right#I’ve never better felt and understood what they say about the dunya than lately. alhamdullilah
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iguessitsjustme · 1 year
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This just in: I am NOT okay.
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tbos-main · 6 months
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WAIT I FORGOT THE FRECKLES–
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okay, hammari/lighting practice take two
WAHHHHHHHH OMFG OH MY FUCKING GOD LOOOOOOOOOOOOK AT HER
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I really want to know how you feel about Reagan, unless I covered you
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Nothing but respect for MY president <33
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badgirlcoven-official · 10 months
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It's really funny to think about the whole custody battle people are having over Hunter when you remember he is is sixteen and all but fully independent like it does not matter who has official/legal custody of him he's still just gonna go wherever he wants and that's what he did. Literally why would he pick one household to live in when the entire point of his character arc is that he doesn't want to be confined to any one place or occupation (he wants to carve palismen, he wants to play flyerderby, he wants to go to school, and he wants to make cosplay and sew wolf t-shirts all of which are things he'll want to be in different places for generally)
And it's so funny to me when people concede to coparenting like some kind of compromise but they think that they are going to have a post-divorce Hunter spends weekdays with one family and weekends with another situation like how did you miss the whole point of found family in this series.
Hunter doesn't switch between the Deamonne, Noceda, and Clawthorne-Whispers families because they're the same family now. Everybody came together. They all became Luz's family, Hunter included.
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disappearinginq · 11 months
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Magnum PI season finale: 10/10, would kiss writers if given the opportunity.  
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difeisheng · 2 years
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ok i've said enough about five and klaus s4 breakdown rights, now what about sparrow ben 'i don't know who i am or what i'm worth outside of my family but almost everyone i grew up with just died one after the other in a matter of days and i feel like my sole surviving sibling who was the closest thing i had to a support network left me behind to get married and now she's also missing' hargreeves
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1.06/2.02
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fullmetalscullyy · 6 months
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i had the best friday ngl. truly phenomenal
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byronicbi · 1 year
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the irony of winning an award for a) being trans and b) writing a trans-centric script only to be.... *squints* misnamed, misgendered, and get the script title wrong on the festival's socials is really quite something.
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nerice · 11 months
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Red Hurting Sun and/or (idk what the timeline/overlapping here is) Dream Game sounds like a hellfire and the Belle/Faye dynamic does too.
And I would read the fuck out of said hellfire.
ya!!!!!!!!! red hurting sun is the faye/belle dynamic tag so it's part of dream game (the novel !!) pls join me while i go insane over it for the rest of 2023 w
they have their first little scene in the epilogue of the main book/current novel actually (cute little r*bbit parallel moment where faye gets belle to swallow the eternal souls. dw about it this is not going to come back around At All :))) just preheating her for all that is to come <3 nd by dream game 2yrs later they have settled into an iffy little mentorship where faye is the only adult belle trusts bc she keeps appropriate distance and does not try to replace the family belle lost (oh well. !) history tells us soulless make excellent parents & faye gets just a tiny bit impatient guiding belle thru the process for the 723th time (normal behavior. illusions of you killing everyone you love etc) but belle absolutely thrives on the antagonism and the impossible expectations bc she always knew she was destined for great things! :))))! this ends well, ofc
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growing-fire · 7 months
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I had completely erased from my memory that i actually talked to my ex on Tumblr and we were actually kind of sweet in our own way <3
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demxnscous · 10 months
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putting off an online exam 3 hrs before it’s due because my prof gave us an entire week to do it and with no time limit so I was expecting to encounter The Worst Fucking Exam…….
except it only took me 30 mins and I got everything correct
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yekoc · 2 years
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Hiya! I’ve just started on my Lord Peter Wimsey journey and I’m very charmed already - I’ve finished strong poison, and I was wondering if you can recommend which book I should read next? Should I just go in chronological order (so Five Red Herrings would be next?)? And is the Harriet Vane - Wimsey relationship a part of the next books? I’m kinda obsessed with their dynamic haha! Anyway thank you so much for recommending these books, they’re bringing me a lot of joy at the moment, especially during cozy fall evenings :)) hope you have a nice day!!
Yay I’m so glad you’re liking them! Because you’re loving the Harrier/Peter story, I would recommend reading the next two Harriet Vane-centric books first in order: Have His Carcass and then Gaudy Night.
There are other books that take place in between those chronologically—like Five Red Herrings—but Harriet doesn’t appear in those and you don’t need to read them to follow the Harriet/Peter story. I’d say read the Harriet/Peter books and then if you want more go back and read the Peter-only books from the beginning (those don’t need to be read in order at all but you can if you want; the first one is Whose Body).
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enslaughts · 11 months
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regarding. . .          jacob black + obsessive compulsive disorder.
as you’d expect,  control is a big aspect of any werewolf’s personality. it’s borderline essential to most werewolf characteristics if one wants to interact cohesively with the rest of the world.     however,  jacob handles his own sudden,  un - anticipated lycanthropy with far less grace than most others he knows.     overnight,  jacob’s entire life is turned upon its head without his consent,   accompanied by the trauma of his first shift and what it means to be a werewolf at all,  the cushion to all of it is a man he’d been so suspicious of,  pulling friends and acquaintances bit by bit away from their previous lives until they’re no longer familiar.     it’s a lot,  on top of the everyday stresses that come with his life already,  as well as his more recent investment in helping bella cope with her own demons along the way.     his life is suddenly dangerous and unfamiliar in every place he needs it to feel safe and secure.     his actions themselves and even his own feelings are suddenly so untethered from the person he spent all his life becoming,  they barely feel like his anymore.
there are two main components to most anxiety disorders.  the given anxiety itself ;  specifically,  the initial process of something causing distressing,  persistent anxiety, and then often the resulting dysfunctional behaviors that reduce the anxiety. ocd itself can have noteworthy  ‘ types ’ :  cleaning and contamination,  symmetry and ordering,  forbidden or harmful thoughts and impulses,  and hoarding.     because jacob’s symptoms lie most in the ordering and thoughts / impulses category,  i will only be going over these two in this headcanon.
ordering  :  a big part of jacob’s anxiety is over control, moreover the lack of it.     the feeling that he does not belong to himself.     his thoughts and feelings are shared with an entire pack of other people when he’s a wolf.     his future partner is borderline, if not entirely guaranteed, to be someone he won’t get to choose,  but instead his brain will choose for him,  which in of itself isn’t nearly as terrifying as the prospect that he won’t even be able to choose for himself how he gets to feel about it,  that even his right to forming his own thoughts will be robbed of him.     shifting into a creature that’s just as powerful as it is deadly is something that can happen to him at the drop of a hat,  at any moment,  as long as his emotions behave even remotely in their own accord,  which, is how emotions tend to work.     
this is one of jacob’s obsessions,  and what helps to reduce this is to meticulously keep track of and control what he needs to believe is his.     naturally,  this means most of this meticulousness is reserved for his own things ;  his room,  his belongings,  his clothes,  his hair.     everything has to be a certain way now,  because in everything he does,  there's now a desperate need to keep hold of it,  a compensation to the thought that he's going to lose it all.     everything in his room and garage has it’s place,  deliberate and intentional to the point that if someone touches or grabs at one of his things,  even if it’s to simply look and set back down,  his anxiety spikes and he will one hundred percent hover,  escalating - ly irritable until he can personally return it to it’s rightful spot. another habit to reduce this feeling is being deliberate and habitual with his own body.     routines like morning jogs,  or the time in which he showers or wakes up,  are opportunities to own his own physical actions.     if outside any of specific routine of his,  counting his own steps is an accessible method to achieve the same sense of security within his own actions.     brushing or braiding his hair is also helpful and another reason why he doesn’t want it cut,  as well as the permeating desire to remain as himself as he was before he was a werewolf.
thoughts  and impulses  :  this one’s honestly the doozy of the two.     actions are worrisome and the impulse part of the two,  but the idea that his own thoughts aren’t his is foundationally distressing to his sense of autonomy.     with being part animal comes the instincts of one—   the instincts of a predator at that ;  to hunt,  to prioritize and optimize survival,  to respond to fear with violent self defense or complete concession,  to obtain security through physical feats.     most of these behaviors are a direct contrast to his personality before his first shift.     the person he thought he was and wanted to be was generous,  thoughtful,  nurturing,  warm, to fix things and to thrive,  to do things just because,  no personal survival or reward necessary,  no need to compete in the ongoing power struggle of nature.     that’s not to say wolves don’t participate in any of these qualities—   in fact,  jacob knows real wolves’ behaviors aren’t that black and white or brutal.     [ funnily enough,  this fear - fueled black and white thinking can be more alike to the animal instincts he’s desperately trying to avoid ]     it’s the anxiety of the shift itself being something he doesn’t get a say in,  that it’s completely at the whim of fickle,  moment to moment,  fluid and irrational emotions.     that anxiety only ever snowballs any stress he might already feel that could prompt a shift.     anger that would otherwise be fleeting becomes fear that his mind can’t stop obsessing over until he can soothe it somehow,  assure him that he is in control,  and that he won’t hurt anyone unless he himself decides to.
unfortunately,  one of the quickest and easiest ways to stop a shift is pain.     intense pain interrupts the self defense mechanism of shifting to prioritize the healing process instead.     if ever jacob feels like he’s genuinely on the verge of an unintentional shift,  the quick snap of an arm over his knee or clamp of the jaws into his hand is usually enough to short - circuit the process,  moreso if the shift has already come  and gone before he could stop it.     pain becomes soothing,  an act he feels the benefit of choosing,  as well as controlling a shift and ensuring that if someone is to suffer for his lack of control,  it will be him alone,  and it will be his decision. another far less damaging coping method is to just. . . ask someone for help.  this is rather simple,  but it requires far more patience and awareness than breaking his own bones,  as well as admitting out loud to others something he’s deemed a moral failing of his,  a personal defect.  even just asking someone to remind him who he was is can be grounding,  which is something he would have learned the moment bella responded to the voicing of his fear of losing himself with reassurance that he just wouldn’t,  that she’d be there to remind him,  whenever he needed,  that she simply wouldn’t let it happen.     that confidence in ones own ability is something he envies as well as hopes to believe in,  even if it’s childish,  even if it’s vicariously through whoever gives it, if he trusts them enough for it to mean something to him.     group activities that engage his sense of self before monsters existed offer a dual calm,  one instilled by doing the activity itself,  another by having someone else to verify and confirm his own behavior to him just by being there to respond to the familiar,  human jacob that always existed before he ever had a reason to question it.
a tragic irony is that when jacob is a wolf,  most of these anxieties evaporate immediately and get replaced with a simpler experience of reality.     instincts sharpen the world,  narrow it to focus,  refine actions and reactions to the present moment in which fear is much harder to conceive,  as fear by nature is based on theoretical what - ifs.     eventually,  a healthier way to experience his own lycanthropy would be to accept all aspects of himself,  both human and wolf,  but with the entire invasion of the supernatural into his life so fresh,  he’s desperate to cling to his own personhood,  which is very much steeped in the version of him that didn’t even know werewolves existed,  much less that he was one and what it means.
there’s no room to learn what kind of werewolf jacob black wants to be when he doesn’t feel like that’s something he ever got to choose,  or ever will.     and so,  it remains something to fear,  which means it remains something he cannot control.
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