#the gender envy I feel

[bobamiruku]

girlkoto yuki............. blue hair and pronouns

#persona 3 #makoto yuki #minato arisato #I love drawing these so much #because I feel less dysphoric abt myself #but also like massive gender envy I could not look like him #also hey just posted these here #im sorry for people who have seen it for hundred times omg #my fart

[itsryd]

#trying to remember how to draw againn #drawing kon -> feeling gender envy cycle that i always find myself in #kon el #conner kent #superboy #yj98 #rydsart

[matchandelure]

lins

#you guys no charactter has ever given me such intnese gender envy before #these r so old but im feeling restless i just wrote my calc iii final and either bombed it or passed #doodling in goodnotes <333 #linhardt von hevring #fe3h #fire emblem #fire emblem three houses #my art stuff

[fadeintoyou1993]

AVAN: The industry really only seems to respect a film about your identity. Like, if I wanted to make a film about being a mixed brown guy who wants to be an artist and then make up some shit about how my brown father doesn't want me to but my white mother does, I could get that movie made in 35 seconds. But the central reason they’re making that film is to commodify our bodies, and I refuse to do that. Ironically though, that’s [a big theme] of the movie, but I refuse to sell myself to a studio that way. HAYLEY: I always feel like that too. I want to be like, “Let me just be in the movie and be Black. Don't make me being Black the movie.” So what I loved about this was that it was just me as Mouse, and Mouse could’ve been anyone. It wasn't about my struggle as a female and all that shit. It was just like real life.

AVAN JOGIA & HAYLEY LAW for Paper Magazine (May 2023) — story by Sandra Song, photography by Sam Ramirez

#avanjogiaedit #hayleylawedit #pocedit #pocpopculture #tuserdee #userspree #userjacko #userbecca #userrachel #pochollywood #userbbelcher #avan jogia #hayley law #door mouse #edit #mine #BRO the gender envy i feel rn

[lesbian-sunshim]

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rare pairs for your consideration - big mac x cherry jubilee

#my little pony #mlp #big macintosh #big mac mlp #cherry jubilee #cherrymac #i love this one!!!!!!! #i have memories of kinda shipping it back in s1 but i never did anything with it #theyre so cute i feel like a visionary how dare we sleep on cherry jubilee!!! #in the sketches i drew eyelashes for a second on big mac and with the beard i felt a wild flash of gender envy

[variousqueerthings]

so on doctor who confidential they talked about how rose was meant to really appeal to young girls, partially because doctor who traditionally had been considered a bit of a boys club in the past (whether or not that was true, I don't know. certainly depictions of classic!DW fandom has been mostly men, but then, that tended to be true of star trek as well and we all know that women were running the fandom show there. however I digress) --

the point of this show from the get go was to appeal more to women and girls, deliberately, because rtd likes writing for women (chris eccleston also said that rtd was better at writing the companion and that was right and good)

so there was the fact that she was 19 (and how that made her really Grown Up and Cool to teens and kids who were tuning into the first ever doctor who for 17 years, which, as the age-group who saw rose as a kid, correct), the fact that she was getting into arguments with her mum and being rebellious and trying to figure her identity out, the fact that she was 2000s era fashion-forward but still dressed within a budget and in a way that seemed realistic -- and speaking of realistic, That. she was meant to really make girls feel like they could accomplish things, and in some ways grow up with her. I think that worked so well for those of us who started with her era at a Certain age (whether or not we still ID as girls of course....) and she really was the perfect first companion. her story was based in that joy of leaving it all behind and fear of the responsibilities of adulthood and growing up and the real pain of that. in many ways a bit of a wendy darling, but more relatable and from the estate. she was growing up and it was tough

it felt like rose really was the beating heart of the show, giving it life those first couple of seasons as it was allowed to grow from a new exploration of what its identity was going to be and into what came next. and of course then she haunts the narrative for ages afterwards, which is always fun (I mean heck, we've got a "rose" character coming up in 2023! nearly 20 years after she was there)

billie piper was such an iconic and important part of what made doctor who work. the companion now had this depth of feeling about her and you knew this person, you knew why she wanted to run away, because you did too. just cannot overstate how much I adored rose

#rose tyler #doctor who #dw #ive said this several times to people i know but rose is one of the only women on tv that ive had gender envy type feelings for #and the other women tended to be... quite readable as not-women

[uncanny-tranny]

The thing that sucks sometimes about transition envy is that, I guess you almost expect yourself to "grow out" of it the more you transition. I used to feel so much envy, and it was something I hoped would stop once I transitioned medically, and while it's absolutely less frequent... man, when I experience transition envy, it's still just as bitter a cocktail as I remember. It can be hard to move past that, and almost... resent the other person/s, but what helped me is knowing that the person you're envying isn't specifically trying to make you, personally, feel like absolute shit. Just as you can't always help what you are envious about in other trans people, they can't help that they have traits or transition experiences or opportunities you do not have, you know? And absolutely, it sucks. But it's something that helped me because then it's a reminder that the world isn't Out To Get Me, you feel?

I think a lot of us can relate to the experience of transition envy, and it's shameful to admit to it, I suppose. It's hard to admit to envy in general, but it's important to not be judgemental about yourself. Your transition is as unique and beautiful and worthy as literally everyone else's and I hope you remember that forever

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #dysphoria tw #i'm not calling this gender envy because i think it's more... specific i guess? #and i suppose i just don't like the term personally lol #like the amount of trans guys i'm following that i am envious of? embarrassing. #and it's fine when i'm not spiraling with dysphoria but when i am???? 🫥🫥🫥 #at this point i feel very little envy over cis people and even cis guys (unless it's for specific reasons) #my 'gender envy' is geared towards other trans people and that's a unique thing i guess

[mc-tummy-blur]

Is it late again for me? I don't care. You are getting another Nimona post. The only difference is that I'm formatting it properly since I'm more awake than the last couple of times I talked about Nimona.

Went to just go rewatch the demon baby clip that's on YouTube, and I have only just noticed that Nimona really looks like he could be Ballister's son. Nimona has dark hair and dark clothing like he does, which even has a little hoodie, resembling Ballisters cloak. You can even see that Nimona has similar dark circles around his eyes, like Ballister.

Of course, in the natural light like the pic above, you can see that Nimonas skin is lighter and his eyes are still pink.

But when they are in the car, because the window is tinted, his eyes look more brown, and his skin just looks a bit darker, so it looks closer to Ballister's skin tone.

And, let's be real here, if this isn't the most father and child moment of the dad being angry with the kid, especially when they say the most ridiculous shit after something serious happened and there was a long moment of silence on the car ride back home, then idk what is.

The point is, is that Nimona hasn't had a proper family in her life, or even a family period. Nobody has cared and loved her, and Ballister is the first person she can relate to. Whether she's even aware of it or not, Nimona is starting to see him as a father figure and picks a form that could have him be mistaken as Ballister's son, or rather be accepted by Ballister as his kid.

Which, of course, happens by the end of the movie.

Something, something, something, I'm losing my fucking mind and if you haven't lost it either because of this movie it's because you are either lying or you haven't watched it.

#nimona #nimona movie #nimona spoilers #ballister blackheart #ballister boldheart #mctalks #also i feel like this could have something to do with her being genderfluid #like speaking from my personal experience as a genderfluid person i often get major gender envy from people that i greatly like/admire #i wanna look like them in some way so i think maybe that could be another possible way to read into this scene #that is if Nimona thinks like me lol #also im sorry you gotta see the netlix logo in the corner from their youtube vids idk how to take clips from the movie itself #so you get me screenshotting this stuff

[moonsfavoritedaughter]

guys, or gals, or anything in between, i dont wanna sound like a fucking weird that never goes outside, but ive seen so many videos of this girl from tcoaal that its driving me and my gender mad, and it feels more of a headache everytime i see anything talking about how she i so unfixable, i feel like shit and i need help

#trans #trans fem #transfem #the coffin of andy and leyley #ashley graves #gender euphoria #gender dysphoria #gender envy #pls help #send help #help #help plz #help please #i feel sick #i feel like shit #i feel insane

[angelsdean]

oh dean's flirty eyes at ash. covering with a bit of posturing like he thinks ash is a joke. but then, before ash leaves he needs to say that he digs the haircut!!!!! then immediately tries to hit on jo (bc he thinks that's what he should do) but he's literally not feeling it and doesn't even go thru with finishing his "line" on jo. i see u dean

#sorry i can't read dean and jo as anything but platonic and misplaced feelings. hero worship on jo's part a bit of gender envy for both #and dean just playing into what he thinks he *should* be into in that moment but really it's the guy with the mullet he wants #vic.txt #vics spn rewatch #spn 2x02

[potato-lord-but-not]

ok but what if,,,, moist with his sluty garter socks and adora in her manwife’s shiny suit ??

#top 10 most devastating pictures to be drawing while your mom walks into the room #I feel no shame but I’m sure she does #anyway the bisexuality is strong in this one lads #me and WHO ????? #discworld #discworld fanart #going postal #moist von lipwig #adora belle dearheart #golden spike #artists on tumblr #traditional art #never going to admit just how much I simp for moist. Adora absolutely. but HIM? I’ll #I’ll never tell. #we’ll stick with the abnormal amount of gender envy ty

[monster-d0ll]

unrelated but recently i finally started and completed Our Flag Means Death and the way i feel abt it is incomprehensible :,) like i’m crying and it hurts and i love it so much and it’s perfect and i adore Ed sm i’d die for him and Jim makes me so happy and im in love with them and the Pirate Queen Zheng she’s perfect and the coolest and im in love with her i love Stede and Ed they make me so happy and whole show is perfect i can’t believe it took me so long to actually watch it and im devastated that it was cancelled but i love the way it ended too and everything abt it , i felt so seen and hopeful and it’s beautiful

#our flag means death #ofmd #gentlebeard #ofmd ed teach #ofmd jim #ofmd zheng yi sao #im in love with black beard - #i feel sm gender envy too like i’m in love and i wanna be him too #not mh #my monster brains

[raccoonstickses]

#despite the amount of sun and eclipse drawing I've posted i do generally like moon more #but drawing one without the other feels like im actively commiting a crime #i plan on making it up to them in the future #also because whiteboard doesn't have the colors i want for sun and also refuse to use normal drawing apps #i envy the gender I've given them #need to go shleep now #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon #security breach #fnaf moodrop #fnaf fanart #whiteboard fox

[kururrugi]

Nikolai Gogol & Sigma || Bungou Stray Dogs S05EP01 +Bonus:

#bsdedit #bungou stray dogs #nikolai gogol #sigma #edit:all #edit:gif #im posting an edit after more than 2 years??? this feels crazy #anyway i finally met my psychward roommate and his gender envy bf

[vikingpoteto]

I need a fic in which Sanji is crazy envious of Zoro like. I hate him, I wanna be him, I wanna kill him with my bare hands. And he just doesn't know how to deal with it until he realizes he just has a massive bi crush.

#poteto rambling #one piece #zosan #you know that queer feeling #in which you don't know if you want to be that person or date them #they give you gender envy #but also you want to kiss them stupid #i want that #but with zosan #please don't make me write this i'm such a horrible writer #someone write it and let me know

[bawltongue]

green

#jonathan davis #jon davis #korn #nu metal #metal #90s #cutie #gender envy holy fuck. fuckfuckcuk.. #but also we have ghe literal same body but for some reason i love it on him and hate it on me LMAO #im so thankful for jonathan he makes me feel content #idk im rambling i just love the guy