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WHO IS SHE?

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[ 1. ] who is she?

[ 2. ] what's her divine feminine message to her?

[ 3. ] what's her traits that most people look on her up the most?

how to choose pile?

꒰⠀from left to right ; intuitively choose the pile your mind, heart and soul desire for. if you are having trouble choosing the right pile for you, here’s some tips you can do ; (1) take a deep breath (2) close your eyes (3) ask guidance from your guides (4) finally open your eyes and you can choose the right pile for you by the guidance you ask from your guides. if you are still having trouble by choosing the right pile for you let me know because i am willing to help and guide you.

PILE ONE PILE TWO PILE THREE

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[ 1. ] just a quick disclaimer : this reading was made for entertainment purposes only. this is obviously a general reading so takes what resonates and leave when it doesn’t, you don’t need to force your energy to read this and leave such a bad comment just to say it doesn’t resonates with you at all because the answer is very obvious! i don’t own any these pictures i collected them from pinterest so credits to the rightful owners.

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deck and tools used : waite-raider tarot, the light seer tarot, the divine feminine oracle, charms, intuition and alphabet and numbers 100 pcs wooden scrabble tiles + pen and paper for channelling the names and physical appearance.

PILE ONE

[ who is she? ]

temperance-the emperor-ten of sword rx-eight of wands-nine of swords.

She finally mastered the art of loving and appreciating herself more. She began to concentrate on her long-term ambition and goals. She has attracted a lot of attention, and people think she is fun to be around. Despite the fact that she is viewed as pretty and delicate by others, she also has insecurities, and for some reason, she has a tendency to believe that she will not be able to keep up with them. Before the sunset vanish, you'll occasionally catch a glimpse of her before she returns to her familiar surroundings, the moon and stars. She's very impatient, so she usually juggles many things at once and expects immediate results. She has shrunk the pain from the past and accept the truth, she experienced numerous tears and heartaches as a child and the empty existence she was led deep within her inner soul, with only few pleasant memories, that have left her exhausted throughout her childhood life; however, she now realizes that everything happened for a reason. She needed a long time to comprehend this significant substance. To emerge from the gloom, she had to go through a lot of hardships. She is now applying what she has learned from her previous difficulties and was trying her best even it's small or little progress.

She is also mature and old now. She doesn't want other people to go through what she have gone through, but she wants to use her skills and abilities to help other people like her. She is the kind of person who brings out the best in others. She will lead very different lives as an adult than she did as a child. She adheres to the rules; seems like a winter before becoming a ravishing spring, and she pursues her dreams and goals in the same way and with the same level of class and honoring her dignity. There is no need to rush anything that is taking place on her; everything is meant to happen. From her past, she has always preferred to remain out of the spotlight and kept her identity a secret, she anticipate becoming an excellent communicator when she is got older. Despite being a she, she possesses a strong masculine energy. She will be self-assured and certain of her own worth in the right time and ready to take charge of any circumstance.

[ nutshell/keywords ]

fear of showing their talent, impatient, masculine energy, moving from one place to another especially foreign countries, have a habit of walking, eating or talking fast. lesson learned, daddy issues, peace, anxiety and balance.

[ who is the divine feminine that have message for you and what are their message to you? ]

The Divine Feminine, Thecla and Mary Magdalene, have a message for you. You should know that your life is in your hands, according to your divine feminine. To do this for your own benefit, you don't need permission from anyone else. Right now, you hold the power. You are in controller of what you want for your future. Don't allow other people to rule over you. You are free to cut ties with those who are no longer serving you, if you just choose and wanted to. Your divine reminds you of your soul's mission for this lifetime and wants you to know it. They also want you to accomplish all of your goals. You can be anything you want to be. You won't have to worry because they will support you spiritually. They also want you to know that love, the love you had for yourself, is your true power. They want you to have self-confidence and stop doubting your abilities and talent. Because love is your power, it will never ends and will always reside within your heart. You are still a human being, so forgive yourself and accept who you are.

[ what traits that most people look on her up the most? ]

the lovers-ace of wands-the world-five of pentacles.

You are loving human, you like demonstrating or sharing your values to others is one of the qualities that people most admire to you. You may come across to some as someone who puts a lot of effort into their appearance. However, you are someone who listens with insight, openness, and honesty. I recently came across the phrase "on my way to my self-love," so perhaps some of you have made significant progress in your own personal development. Numerous issues that had previously held you back have been resolved. Just keep practicing self-love and acceptance. While if you have current partner right now, they look up your romantic nature. Do you really want to relocate, perhaps to another country? because there is always a sign that someone is moving here or moving to another location/place. People also do look up to you because of your abilities and upbeat demeanor, if you frequently travel to other countries you'll likely to impart your knowledge and skills. You also have a passion for learning; In fact, you need to continue learning in order to feel happy and better. Learning is an integral part of your journey and life. If you have colleagues/coworkers they look up on this trait of yours where the fact that you can be counted/lean on and can be trusted in every important matters of them to you. They also adore your success in achieving your goals, particularly your glow and self-acceptance. These people who love you the most will see how far you've come and how hard you try to keep up, but the end result is well worth it. You will ultimately be someone who rises from the bottom to the top.

significant zodiac signs : their chart have a strong gemini and sagittarius. aries, scorpio, aquarius, virgo, cancer and capricorn. (sun,moon,rising.)

initials/names : J-J-S-M-A-P-D-S-B-E-C-T-B-H-H-U-I-Z. ( pearl, sam, bea, kaori, ayemi, emily, pari, aadhira, emilliana, phoebe, sol, selene, diana, jenny, meera, thalia, ann, cordelia, joy, jade, denise and madison. ) I hope they were spelled correct, please me know if they don't.

possible physical appearance : deep dimples, brown/light shade of eyes, chubby with curves body type, long nails with nail polished, wear eye glasses/contacts, short hair to medium hair length that always tied up or only have one style, pretty hands, significant nose, reddish cheeks(maybe from make-up), moles on face, chest part and hands, might have rings(2-3), necklace with small pendant, flat/rubber shoes, likes to wear neutral color of clothes, pimples on the back, shoulders or face, nice and teeth straight, hair color is brown/black but might dyed into pink, red or purple shades.

extra messages : intimidating, cold, childish, type of person take a long of time to get the joke of someone but laughing of it like it was the best joke they ever heard in their entire life, might love cats rather than dogs, boyish, anime, quite type, kpop, taylor swift, paramore, melanie martinez, broke, might have problem on menstruation, intelligent, likes and enjoy to eating foods, abundance coming on her before this year ends.

songs that i picked for this pile :

Thank you so much for reading, let me know your thoughts, feedbacks as well tipping and reblogs is well appreciated !! ♡

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PILE TWO

[ who is she? ]

She is unhappy in her current situation, and her lack of mental stability prevents her from pursuing pure happiness. Additionally, she lacks self-motivation, which results in missed opportunities that would otherwise satisfy her needs and desires. She feels distant and disconnected from others because she have lacks of trust. She believes that whenever she confronts them, people always speak negatively about her. People perceive her as aloof and quite but all she wanted was to defend herself from those who were attempting to harm her. She has a kind heart and is willing to lend a helping hand to anyone she thinks might benefit from it. She enjoys showing respect and class to others. She will be an effective leader and will thrive on financial security. She believes that anything is possible, no matter how difficult her life is or what she is going through at the moment, and no one can take this kind of nature away from her. She can sell sand in the desert if she wants to, and she might succeed in the business world.

She has a tendency to overthink a lot, but she has big dreams and moves well in any direction she choose. She can set trends because she appears to have magical powers and can turn anything she touches into gold. Somehow she is cruel to herself in some way and always pities and judges herself, but she was unaware that she is born as an alpha. She doesn't realize it yet but little she don't know is that she will be. She needs to believe to herself that she can do everything she wanted to be, she got a strong manifestation abilities.

[ nutshell/keywords ]

throw her in pack of wolves, she'll comes back leading it, manifestor, rought to themselves, dancer/singer, strong mindset for goals, kind, generous, can be a great business owner, missed some important things, likes to spread happiness but deep inside was hurt, ask univers to tap the bigger forces to make her desires come true and unstable.

[ who is the divine feminine that have message for you and what are their message to you? ]

The divine feminine that has a message for her are freyja and rita of cascia. You spent many days, hours and minutes of your life by choosing wisely which one is better and good for you. You know what is good for you, you understand the timing of divine and you have fully trusted it. Your divine feminine wants you to say yes only to where you think it's worth to have for and don't be afraid to say no so that you can only say yes what will nourish you. They want you to choose the life you want to have right now. They want you to know that every second you spending is very important. Be a warrior and not a worrier, always believe anything is impossible from this world and know that you are capable to do everything freely, don't lock yourself in a cell. Don't be a prisoner with a chain on their feet. Forgive yourself and others, forgiveness is about setting yourself free. Don't lose hope, keep praying and trust the divine timing.

[ what traits that most people look on her up the most? ]

queen of wands-page of wands-justice-seven of pentacles.

The fact that she puts in a lot of effort is one of her most admirable characteristics. You have a very upbeat attitude toward other people, especially with your friends. Despite having a lot of friends, you've thought that you were an introvert or a very introverted person. Despite this, people always try to figure out who you really are because they think you are mysterious. And the fact that you are always there for your friends when they need you is one of a trait that they admire in you. You may have been like a mother figure to this group of friends, which is why they see you as one of their closest and good friend. Everywhere you go, you bring harmony and equality. You wants lust for life, as I said, and she will be good at bringing everything she wants into her life. You adore the outdoors and find that a place like this brings you such inner peace and tranquility—perhaps for some of you it's your grandparents' property well maybe you visit often. People also admire you because you have a lot of patience and might want to plant seeds for a long time in the future. I'm not sure if you're the kind of person who doesn't want to be the center of attention but ends up being one. People adore the fact that you have a big heart and you don't hesitate to express how much you care about your loved ones. You are about to end a routine but are continuing to do the same thing but in new ways and strategies.

significant zodiac signs : aries-gemini-aquarius-cancer-taurus-capricorn-virgo-libra-sagittarius-scorpio. (sun,moon,rising.)

initials/names : M, V, Y, Y, S, M, T, D, H, I, A, A, A, B, P, C,R, U, U, U, Z, & K. ( ishi, victoria, may, melissa, dalia, dorothy, anna, alexa, ruby, athena, rose, chloe, leah, rhea, kyla, khyra, saira, sara(h), sandy, megan, belle, luna, lily, iris and ivanna. )

possible physical appearance : long curly/perm hair, hoodie eyes, light/dark color set of eyes, scars, tattoos, always have hair pins on their hair, lips is not too big nor too thin, smaller/average of height, hoodies, shorts, might have a stretch marks, hairy body, might have brace, have like a elephant moles, crop tops, long skirts, noticable eye bags, small bags or purse, red and black colors are significant for them.

extra messages : kind but can kill if anyone hurt their loved ones, somehow popular or well liked by others, type of someone who'll forgive but will never forget and no more second chances, end up making healthy choices when it comes to love and life, strong will for financial abundance, have many options right now, karmic relationships and lessons and missing the old happy and memorable memories.

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Thank you so much for reading, let me know your thoughts, feedbacks as well tipping and reblogs is well appreciated !! ♡

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PILE THREE

[ who is she? ]

You can call her if you want to see someone who likes to be silly around with other people and laughs at their own mistakes. When she's around, she always makes everyone around her feel happy. She is the kind of person you can rely on when you have work to do because she is committed, dedicated, and fully focused on the task at hand. She'll be friendly and likely leave a big impression on others. She is strong, successful, and mature. She always looks for the good in every situation, and I can't blame her for being brave as a lion. She doesn't even question it when she thinks this is right. She continued to live her life, despite the times when she felt down, thanks to the strong motivation of her family and friends.

She will seize the power and opportunities. She makes every effort to improve herself and there's a high chance of her to establish an empire. She will succeed by working for herself example making her own business.

She enjoys having parties and getting to know new people. As long as they are the center of attention, she typically has a large group of friends with whom they enjoy interacting. People are most likely to fall in love with her frequently because of her style, beauty, and charisma, which will make them stand out wherever they go. She is most likely asleep when she vanishes where you can't see her everywhere and when you can't hear her loud and raucous laughter, conversation, or voice.

[ nutshell/keywords ]

a loud friend 24/7, might feel ugly and insecure with their body sometimes, positive individual, type of someone whom you can't turn down that easily, party people, well liked and loved, have a lot of secret admirers, considered themselves already successful person and dedicated with their works.

[ who is the divine feminine that have message for you and what are their message to you? ]

The divine feminine that has a message for her are kali and perpetua.

Kali and perpetua are the divine feminine beings who have a message for her. Your divine feminine urges you to remove anything that no longer serves you because doing so will be beneficial to your own well-being. They don't want you to waste any more time proving who you really are, but you're doing fine right now. You come here to show respect, love, and care to others. They want you to know that you don't have to be afraid of everything and that your purpose in life is not to please others or make them proud of you. There is wisdom and truth within you, so if you believe you are not on the right path, you can begin again. Being real and authentic is your greatest power. Writing can help you express your inner voice, whether you already have a journal or want to start one. And as you dare to live the truth, that voice transforms into your own light—a fire—that calls you and claims you.

[ what traits that most people look on her up the most? ]

the fool-six of pentacles-the heirophant-strength.

I adore how each pile allowed for its own puzzle to be solved. Okay, people look up your originality and uniqueness, and yes, I can understand when you act childish at times. You are able to see the good in everyone, and this ability of yours, you have an access to make people more likely to be taken advantage of, if you use to. You are not as concerned about the material world as the rest of society, which is frequently noticed by others. People see you as creative, and your ability to think outside the box helps you succeed. Because of your generous and caring nature, children will admire you and adore your presence. They've always wanted to be near you, even though you don't want to be with them. Some people think you're good at singing because of your beautiful voice.

People adore that you are an open-minded individual who is open to other people's ideas and beliefs. Last but not least, these people will admire your bravery—not only are you open about the beliefs of other people, but you are also not afraid to stand up for yourself when other people try to get in your way.

significant zodiac signs : leo-virgo-taurus-gemini-aquarius. (sun,moon, rising.)

initials/names : G, G, T, P, J, C, A, R, Y, U, K, L, L, V, Z, X, X ,I ,E, W, & S. ( jane, julie, patricia, ross, ysballe, ymir, zoey, catherine, shane, genevieve, geneva, lou, louse, angela, emilia, ella, eva, ena, kaye, urja, urshita. ) let me know if they were spelled right.

possible physical appearance : significant chess part, petite, long arms and fingers, tshirts, sweaters, likes to appear dark and light feminine, might have hair highlights, crooked teeth/nails, short nails but may have nail polish/colored, have a strong smell of perfume, might wear eye glasses and noticeable veins.

extra messages : funny person, likes bird, dogs, cat, have a crush start with j, m, t or p, eating chocolates, savage, light colors is their favorites, eating noodles and schedule is their wallpaper.

songs that i picked up :

Thank you so much for reading, let me know your thoughts, feedbacks as well tipping and reblogs is well appreciated !! ♡

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Hello, everyone! It's been a long time since i uploaded my latest pac. I hope everything that i've said make sense about you even though I know that this is a general reading. I send a message to Universe that may everyone will be blessed, stay healthy and happy everytime they come across with my account. Happy weekends, expect more pacs contents to be posted. ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀

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blessedqueenofthedamned · 8 months

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this is my devotional blog to Persephone.

that means this is a deeply religious space for me, which can look like a lot of things! sometimes my worship can look very casual and almost friendly in nature. sometimes my worship can look highly personal and take on elements of prayer. mostly, I’ll just be doing my devotional writings and reblogging things that make me think of Her.

that can mean I’ll be blogging/reblogging things associated with Her, like (but not limited to): bats, pomegranates, flowers!, springtime, fall and wintertime, anything related to death, general queenliness, other people’s devotion

but also, a lot of it will be UPG (unverified personal gnosis, or things that I associate with Her personally through my relationship with Her), like (but not limited to!): foggy weather, Fleetwood Mac, Florence and the Machine, Hozier, goth haute couture, forest spaces, pink or red tea, poetry, brides, dark and powerful femininity

if some of those things don’t resonate with you or your idea of Her, that’s okay! everyone’s devotion is different and everyone’s relationship with Her is unique! what we can agree on is that She is divine and worth being worshipped- which is exactly my purpose in having this blog. (a related note- in my worship, I worship both Her and Her Husband, Hades. that will occasionally come up on this blog. if you personally have a practice that does not venerate Hades or respect Their Union, that is okay! but this is not a space to argue with each other about our beliefs. simply unfollow, block, or ignore the posts that involve Them both.)

hail Persephone, hail to the Queen 💗

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dcllrs · 2 days

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THEY DON'T CALL US DIVINE FOR NO REASON a private && independent original character boston castillo, penned by blossom, exclusively head canon && book inspired by the GIRLS OF GREYSON SERIES

dirty money, daddy issues and faux behind a facade. white doves, coquette curls, PEARL HANDLED DAGGERS beneath lace and sun kissed skin. queen of midsummer wrapped up in DELICATE FEMININE RAGE CRAFTED BY THE GODS .... KISSED BY THEIR ENEMIES.

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FACECLAIM, sabrina carpenter. AGE, twenty four LOCATION, usa. ABOUT, born to a family of criminal well standing, she's been thrown into a life only men tend to succeed in. greyson elite. an iron gated mannor home to four wings, four girls from the top four families granted access. each girl joined at the weapon clad hip. wise beyond their years. pristine, poise, and perfection. never let daddy see you step out of line.

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parasiteicons · 3 years

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#billie eilish #billie eilish layouts #Mac Miller #Mac Miller headers #the divine feminine #the divine feminine headers #Mac Miller twitter headers #Mac Miller layouts #billie eilish icons #Billie eilish packs #billie eilish twitter packs #icons billie eilish #Mac miller packs #Mac Miller twitter packs

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packsclass · 3 years

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©: @famouspack, @editfandom, @mayraki, @iconroses, @eilishisart, @eilishcompany

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editfandom · 3 years

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billie eilish layouts

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dilemmaontwolegs · 2 years

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Loki Masterlist

|| Main Masterlist || Drabbles Masterlist || Bucky Masterlist ||

A/N: all reader inserts are female unless otherwise stated. These are as inclusive as possible and only description that may be included is if reader has hair (mostly used in rough smut scenes). Header by: @marvelocks KEY: ⁂ = smut † = death ⨮ =angst ꕥ = fluff ⧻ = 500+ notes

Divine Misdemeanours ⁂ || Gender neutral ➴ Dared to call upon Loki, you find yourself his chained to him Temporal Violations || Gender neutral, witch!reader ➴ You enter Loki's mind to try find his weakness for Fury The Light to his Dark ꕥ ➴ The Avengers arrive on Asgard and find Loki alive and free Riptide || Gender Neutral ➴ You let yourself be pulled under by a current name Loki Liability ⁂ ⨮ ➴ Loki ended things but that doesn't stop him from reminding you of what you lost and that you will always belong to him. Grief Prompt † ➴ You are given the task of packing Loki's room and find comfort in his last goodbye. Confessions ⨮ ꕥ ➴ Best friends to lovers trope. Just The Two Of Us ꕥ ➴ You admit to Loki that you don't want to have children. The Principal’s Office ⁂ ➴ You and Loki are caught in the act. Find A Way ꕥ ➴ Loki helps you as you suffer from endometriosis. Fall of Kings || Asgardian!Reader ➴ When Loki falls from the rainbow bridge you follow him down Play Pretend ꕥ ➴ Fake boyfriend Loki, saving you from your family gathering. Stimuli || autistic!reader ➴ Loki helps ease your mind after attending a party with him Undercover ⨮ || Stark!Daughter ➴ Tony is on a mission to find out who you are dating Distractions || ft. Stephen Strange ➴ Your boyfriends teach you how to control your powers Until We Meet Again ⨮ ꕥ ➴ You finally get your eternity with Loki Milestones ꕥ ➴ Loki introduces you to the Avengers and shows a new side to himself.

Like You Do ⁂ ⨮ || Part Two ⨮ ➴ You love Loki and Loki loves you, but then he marries another. CW: cheating Blood Feud And Vengeance ⨮ || Part Two ➴ You are after revenge and nothing will stand in your way

Sweet Surrender - Genderswap!Loki x OFC - Hiatus ➴ Loki and Sigyn fall in love while he is in his feminine form. Rather than telling her the truth, he tries to woo her as himself. TW: sexual harrassment themes Part 1. || Part 2. || Part 3. || Part 4. || Part 5. ||

Undying Fidelity - Loki Laufeyson x OFC - Hiatus ➴ PWP, Loki takes a protege who is far more powerful than either one realises Part 1. || Part 2. ⁂ || Part 3. || Part 4. ⁂ || Part 5. || Part 6. ⁂ || Part 7. ⁂ ||

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mayraki · 3 years

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billie eilish icons x the divine feminine header(mac millers album cover)

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spiritualpoet · 5 years

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The narrative of the eternal martyr or ‘pitiful soul’ is also brought into recognition for the feminine this week & she makes a decision based upon the fact that she’s always known what she had to do, she was just scared of her own power & did not wish to, or was not ready to take responsibility for it. With the 3 of Wands, the feminine is ready to move this week. The feminine has to choose self respect this week & the divine may be showing her this by taking her through dreams, memories & past experiences of times where she has not fully honoured herself, may have betrayed herself, or against her better judgement allow others to get the best of herself & leave her heart broken. With the 10 of swords, it’s as if what happens for the masculine is, he does not heal from his childhood trauma & he does not heal from his past relationship experiences & then when he meets with the feminine in unison, instead of doing his own emotional healing & shadow work, he projects onto the feminine or relies upon her to rejuvenate him in some way, either by agreeing to do the healing for him, or appeasing his ego so that he does not have to face how bruised & damaged his soul actually is. The 2 of Wands as the header speaks of confusion about one’s path, including needing to choose a direction. Every so often an opportunity opens that calls for us to move. Even choosing not to move, is a movement. But it’s up to Divine Lovers to choose where they will go next. Divine Lovers Weekly Reading - Changing lanes - 5th - 13th August 2019 *PREVIEW* - PayPal £6.66 to PayPal.me/SeekCindy to receive or £9.99 to receive in combination with the masculine mayhem reading https://www.instagram.com/p/B061dFEHjbQ/?igshid=hiovln6rhujo

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my-little-dumpster-fire · 5 years

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Let it Burn. 11/?

Catch Up Here.

Bad idea, you repeated to yourself as you walked deeper into the fray, stationing yourself behind Billy, leaving another couple and an empty stool between you. He turned slightly, feeling the presence of someone pass behind him that he hadn’t noticed before and you hoped his hyper vigilance wouldn’t screw you over this time. When his attention was drawn back to the woman next to him, you let out a the shallowest breath of relief, experiencing only the shallowest sense of relief as you sunk into the stool closest to the wall, tugging your sleeves down to cover the mark under your arm. You’d never felt ashamed of it, especially not in this place, where you and Billy could simply be without the pressures he carried or the jealous looks he drew, but tonight that was all ruined.

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“This is where you bring a girl to impress her?” Her slightly accented voice, smooth, caramel skin, curly brown hair that barely caressed her bare shoulders, she was fine, but you’d seen Billy do much better. This was no comfort to you and somehow made the whole scene worse. You hadn’t thought about him with another woman in some time, but anytime it occurred to you, the imaginary being was peak femininity, flawless, and excitable. Billy’s obsession with being and having the best seemed to keep you out of the running, but this woman...she toed the line between flirtation and disinterest surprisingly well, but you could see her want all over her face, she was plainer than you imagined someone with Billy could get away with, and if you were being completely honest, you thought you might be able to take her. In looks, in devotion, possibly in hand to hand combat with some of Billy’s well meaning instruction tucked away in the back of your mind. You saw it but you didn’t want to believe it.

“This is where I bring a girl when she’s gonna see through all that.”

His voice though, was unmistakable. The tone... there was a time when you wouldn’t have recognized it, but now, with the way things had been going you were very familiar with the way Billy’s voice smoothed our when his face was turned up into a smile. He was flirting. With...her. At your bar. Yours and Billy’s.

This wasn’t a new concept, but perhaps you were out of practice, having spent more time with Billy one on one than witnessing him walk out with someone else. Your past experiences did nothing to soothe the churning in your gut. That was still your bar. He’d never told you explicitly so, but over the course of a few months you’d convinced yourself that Billy didn’t bring everyone here. It, like his apartment, like whatever soul he possessed, was a place reserved for you. Apparently not.

You locked eyes briefly with Sam behind the bar. If it were a small town or a sitcom or Sam was actually Ted Danson, he might have done something after his eyes fell curiously on Billy and the new brunette. But it wasn’t. It was New York City and Sam’s only business was pouring drinks and minding his own which is exactly he did, sliding two more shots to Billy as he was flagged down. There was nothing sympathetic in Sam’s tone as he met you at the end of the bar and for the hundredth time since meeting your soulmate, you felt completely alone.

Sam wasn’t going to defend you or intervene on your behalf, so you shook your head, not daring to speak around the frustratingly observant Billy Russo, and stood to leave. They were throwing back a couple more shots, adding empty glasses to the ones already in front of them and more straight liquor than you’d seen Billy consume. At least with you. Maybe that’s how he was with the others, looser, freer, getting them talking before shutting them up with his smile. You turned back at the door, just in time to see Billy lean back, the tilt of his dark head making his appraisal obvious as he twirled the green bottle between his fingers with just the flick of his wrist. He was the embodiment of effortless and you decided in that moment that your efforts were better spent somewhere else.

The rest of the evening passed in a blur. You called a friend from work, finally accepting the offer she’d been badgering you about for weeks. Bea was struggling to sell her mother in law’s home as the old bat took over her husband’s den, turning it into the perfect cave where she could await death while expect Bea to cater to the old woman’s every need. It’s all you’d heard about this month and the kind but tired nurse asked you almost everyday if you’d be the one to just take it off her hands. With the money you were making at the hospital, thanks to Billy’s mysterious connection, and the money you were saving by living in his spare room, the only thing that had slowed your search for a new place was Billy himself.

Ridiculous, you muttered to yourself, stuffing the contents of your bookshelf into a large suitcase. The bulk of your belongings were in Billy’s storage locker, gathering dust in the basement of his building, so the physical packing of what you kept with you took less time than you’d expected. Bea’s excited shrieking was still ringing in your ears by the time you looked around the room. Aside from your work clothes and your sheets, you were done and the reality of your rushed departure hit you like a ton of bricks. Why? Why ruin a good thing? You asked of yourself.

Because it isn’t a good thing. You thought about the woman at the bar and you couldn’t blame her no matter how desperately you wanted to believe it. She wasn’t pulling Billy from you. She wasn’t using him or manipulating him. She was a woman in a bar and you had no right to be upset.

But you were. Would she have sat with Billy for hours, watching Frank Castle on trial as “the Punisher,” while the crimes of his best friend were splashed across every news station? Would she have stayed again when he escaped from prison or when his death was announced, holding his hand, arm, head, whatever he offered, long into the night while Billy insisted Frank was still alive? You paced around the apartment, looking at all the little reminders of a relationship that wasn’t real. Not outside of your head, at least.

You froze, catching the reflection of a woman in one of the large windows. She looked like you, same eyes and hair, same fucking mark in display with her elbows high while tugging on her own hair. She wore your clothes, stood in your shoes, but this woman looked weak, like the disappointment had finally broken her down. And you hated her. For falling for the divine ruse, the promise of love gifted to you in the form of a man who didn’t know what the word meant. Without you, he likely never would, but that ceased to be a concern of yours. You were tired and there was a woman across town with a key and a deed to a house that Billy Russo would never be caught dead in. It was perfect. Because of him, you could afford it and because of him, you intended to collect.

That night you fell asleep with headache, waking up once to annoying metallic clicking coming from the living room. You shut your eyes and willed yourself back to sleep, no intention to speak to Billy about his evening. The next days passed quickly, you worked and tried not to think about the fact that Billy wasn’t checking on you like he had before. You met with Bea and a loan officer at your future kitchen table, taking some of your things with you before the deal had even been signed. You went home...not home, you returned to Billy’s apartment to find his go bag had disappeared again, but when worry tried to worm its way into your mind, you pushed it out again. He might have been your soulmate, but he was someone else’s worry about and your concern wouldn’t bring him back safely. Whatever he was doing. Eventually his go bag returned, but you’d yet to see the man who carried it and as your possessions were moved in to the house across the river, you started to wonder if Billy would even show his face before you left your key and the counter and saw yourself out for the last time. Two nights in a row, you packed and slept and didn’t hear Billy’s nighttime ritual, didn’t hear him coming home until the morning for a shower before heading to Anvil’s corporate office again, during which time you did not speak, wanting him to knock on your door, peek his head in, apologize for being so busy for now going more than a week without speaking to or seeing you. He didn’t. Naturally. And with each passing day, your decision became easier to swallow. You were finally doing the right thing for yourself and Billy wouldn’t ruin that for you. Not anymore.

Your last night in Billy’s apartment, you were zipping up your last bag while nursing a strong beverage when the front door closed and your eyes flew to your bedroom door. After a few steps, you heard shoes being dropped on the floor and evidence of Billy’s presence disappeared into the night. Even when he thought he was alone, his movements were quiet and you waited for him to appear in your doorway like he had just over a week ago, vulnerable, wanting to talk to you or maybe using conversation as the cover to be close to you. It didn’t matter anymore. You took a deep breath, drained your glass, and hooked the straps over your shoulder, stepping out of your now empty room.

Billy was standing wordlessly at the kitchen counter, a thick black laptop propped open with a familiar face on the screen.

“Do you run background checks on all your dates?” You asked, stepping closer until you could see the header above the photo. Homeland Security, huh? Not your usual go to, Russo. Billy turned to face you, face already turned up as if he were going to say something, but you beat him to it. “Or just the ones with a higher security clearance than you?”

The excitement in Billy’s eyes when he saw you made your heart skip, but the grin on his lips and the light in his eyes died immediately when they fell from your face to your side, where a small bag hung. “Goin’ somewhere?” He asked casually, turning back to close his laptop before leaning back against the counter with his hands gripping the edge. Again the casual stance he forced himself to take fell apart when looked at you. He pulled away from the steel counter and his hands fell helplessly to his sides. He couldn’t hide the surprise on his face, eyes wide and lips parted, as he raised an accusatory finger and gestured to the set of keys in your hand. “What the hell is this?”

You took another breath and stepped up to Billy, silently begging him not to make this harder than it already was. I’m sorry. The keys clanged mercilessly against the counter next to Billy, where you dropped them on your way through the kitchen, setting your bag on the ground so you could rinse out your glass. “I found a place,” you said slowly, trying to keep your voice even. It was such a good idea before, but now, watching whatever small spark you used to see in those black eyes be snuffed out by your words, it seemed an impossible task. This is right. I can’t stay here anymore. Billy was silent behind you, but you caught his reflection, his glare directed at the back of your head, in the glass cupboard door.

“Were you going to tell me?” He finally asked.

“I’m telling you now,” you said calmly, drying the glass and then your hands on a towel. No longer able to stall with the chore, you turned to face him. Oh, Billy. “I wanted to tell you sooner, but you were God knows where,” good. Stay angry. It’s easier.

“I’ve been back from-“ Billy stopped himself and rolled his neck before looking at you again. “I’ve been back.”

“You haven’t been here...” you reminded him, leaning against the opposite counter, thankful for the island between you. It couldn’t have been more than a couple feet wide, but it was growing with every second. The divide between you growing and would continue to do so until he was no long in your sights. “Two nights in a row,” you scoffed and Billy’s scowl was so deep, you weren’t sure it was even for you. Thinking of her? Glad you were with her instead of with me? If you had been...maybe I could stay. The inaudible snarl tugged Billy’s upper lip until he sniffed and looked away, gathering his thoughts or maybe reminding himself that you were nothing to him.

“So that’s it?” He asked, unrecognizable cruelty dripping from his tongue. You’d heard it before, when Billy was on the phone or when he stepped out of his office so you couldn’t hear or when he talked about Arthur, he couldn’t hide the blood lust in his eyes, but admittedly you’d spent more than one night thinking about how much better the world would be without him. This was the first time it had been directed at you, however. “You’re just done?” He asked and you wanted to answer, but his laughter cut you off. “It’s fine. Playing house was getting pretty old anyways.” Bastard.

“You offered me a place...temporarily. I think I overstayed my welcome, don’t you?” Billy swallowed and mouthed a yeah, coughing to conceal another humorless chuckle, but he didn’t say anything out-loud. You closed the gap between you and the island, planting your hands on the steel counter to mimic Billy’s stance. “Thank you, Billy,” you said, suddenly finding it so much more painful to be looking up in his dark eyes. His look was strained and it seemed like he wanted to say something else, until his jaw clenched shut and his nostrils flared, same glare returning. You rolled your eyes and backed away, taking up your bag as you moved toward the door.

In a flash, Billy had you by the arm, pinned back against the door, looming over you with the fire in his eyes returning. You weren’t convinced you could take a breath without it shaking and giving away your nervousness, the uneasiness of having his face so close to yours. Your eyes flew back and forth between his, falling briefly to his lips. A kiss wouldn’t make this all worth it, but it might render you immobile. You couldn’t think like that, not now, not when you were so close to what you wanted, as if the man memorizing the lines of your face with an intensity that took your breath away wasn’t what you wanted more than anything. No. Not now. He can’t.

Billy licked his lips and leaned in, his breath warm against the skin of your face as he spoke directly into your ear. “I know you only stayed because of this...” he squeezed your arm for emphasis, thumb digging into your flesh, right at the eye of the black cyclone that was a perfect match for his own. “This dumb fucking mark.” Your breath hitched and you squeezed your eyes shut. Of course. Even after all this time. He didn’t believe you cared. He couldn’t and as badly as you wanted to hold him and tell him he was wrong, again, you simply couldn’t. He wouldn’t believe it even if you did. Billy exhaled quickly and his breath stung the side of your face as he leaned toward you again, twisting the door knob and pulling it open for you before stepping away.

“If I thought for a second you wanted me to stay, I would,” you assured him and he shook his head, looking everywhere but at you. “I-“ you started and suddenly his eyes were on yours, as if you knew what you were going to say. No. Not now. He wouldn’t... “I know you don’t care about your safety, Billy, but I do.” With a cleared throat and a tight nod, you spun toward the now open door.

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just-a-little-little-positivity · 5 years

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Hi I’m a trans girl n very new to regressing. I get v sad sometimes bc I don’t look like a girl or have anything to make myself feel feminine and little. I wanna be a princess and a ballerina but I feel like I never can bc I was born a boy :c

Well, I’m not a princess myself, but as a trans prince and princet, I do have some super secret inside info on how you can become one...

You already are! You’ve been a princess this whole time, and a ballerina, too! The tricky part is feeling like you are the ballerina/princess you are on the inside.

Our bodies don’t always match up with how we think they should be or how people tell us they should be. We’ve been called the wrong words our whole lives, and our minds have latched onto them. All these barriers don’t stop you from being who you are, they just make it harder for you to see yourself that way.

Having little gear and feminine things could deffinitely help with that, but even if you’re in a situation where it isn’t safe or isn’t possible to have some, there are still ways to help confirm your gender and your littleness.

(If you can get physical gear, check out the shops and gear section of @carereg ‘s resources page.)

Your blog is an extension of yourself, and a lense through which you and others precieve you. You can make your blog the tiny, girly, space you’d like to have irl. The regression community is full of princessy content to reblog, and most of the people on this list make custom headers and icons. Personalize things with your name, your pronouns, any little nick names you like, ect. And of course, you can make your own content, too.

One very easy thing to do is to make moodboards. You can use a free photo collage or editing app, or even just crop photos using your phone’s built in edit option before lining them up in a tumblr post. Glitter text makers are often free and easy to use, as well. I recommend https://www.glitterphoto.net because it lets you make glitter edits of existing pictures, too.

You can also make versions of yourself through avatar makers. I recommend charat dress up, pastel girl, and picrew on mobile and rinmaru and doll divine on pc. For more apps, check out @ageregressionapps .

You can watch kid’s shows aimed at girls. Here are some recommendations based off of other people’s favs and shows I watched, either when little or as a kid:

(Please keep in mind that I have not watched all of these, or may not have watched them in years. I can’t garantee their quality.)

Barbie movies

Disney princess movies

Sailor Moon

Angelina Ballerina

Sofia the First

Princess Tutu

Strawberry Shortcake

My Little Pony

You can watch in secret using incognito mode and headphones, and can delete history from a shared Netflix account using the method in this article.

Can our followers, especially our transfemme followers, help out this wonderful ballerina princess, too by listing more ways to feel little and feminine without gear?

-Mod Kay ☀️

#ask.answered #anon.ymous #mod.kay

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hi! im on mobile and cant view any sub-pages, what can you do/what are your sources? sorry to bother!

^^;; you should be able to just open it in a browser right? and don’t worry! but um anyway here’s the copy/pasted links under the cut

DNI

Please don’t interact if you’re any of the following

✧ typical dni stuff (lgbtphobic, racist, sexist, ableist etc)

✧ support or engage in ddlg/cgl or otherwise nsfw

✧ map/nomap/etc, you are not welcome here.

✧ truscum/transmed/terf/swerf/radfem

✧ identify as a fujoshi or otherwise fetishize peoples identities

✧ thinspo/pro ana

this isn’t as much a dni thing but I ask you not to follow if you have a very bright/saturated icon or mobile theme! please take this seriously,, I have bad eyes and feel pain and discomfort at anything too intense

just be nice really^^;;

Rules

✧ read the dni and blacklist!

✧ don’t send multiple requests in one ask (divination is an exception) more than one request is welcomed but its easier to keep track of things when asks are separated

✧ please don’t claim anything I’ve made as your own, credit is always appreciated^^

just be respectful honestly^^;;

Blacklist

Sources ( I can do anything as long as it has a wiki besides these)

✧ anything nsfw

✧ Attack On Titan

✧ Camp Camp

✧ Detroit Become Human

✧ Hazbin Hotel

✧ Hetalia

✧ Homestuck

✧ Killing Stalking

✧ South Park

✧ Steven Universe

✧ The Arcana

✧ Umbrella Academy

✧ Voltron

Miscellaneous

✧ anything that interferes with the dni

✧ eye strain (ironically enough I do have sight issues^^;;)

✧ genderbends

✧ real people ( including characters portrayed by actors)

✧ rika requests (this is a personal thing,, im sorry!)

✧ unhealthy/abusive relationships (recovery is fine though!)

✧ excessive violence/gore

what i can do!

Aesthetics/Moodboards

These are pretty simple, just something pleasant to look at! though moodboards will tend to be more focused on the emotion side of things while an aesthetic is just there for the visuals^^ though remember to be specific in your request!

Canoncalls

A way for you to find sourcemates! just send in an ask stating who you are, who you’re looking for, any possible memories, and where to contact you!

Doodles

I can do a simple drawing for you! it won’t be colored most of the time though so it’s nothing special but its an option nonetheless^^

Divination

-Cartomancy

this is really just a fancier term for card reading, so with these I’ll shuffle a deck of playing cards and set up a spread of three, nine, or twelve cards to answer your question, or just pull one if it’s something more simple! I’ll tell you what the cards mean and my interpretation of them^^

-Pendulum Readings

these use the movement of a pendulum to answer a yes/no question you may have! an example of what you’d ask is “do i kin x” or “did i have a noncanon timeline in my y canon”

-Shufflemancy

you can ask more open ended questions like “what was my relationship with z like” and I’ll shuffle through my music library a certain amount of times (I use dice to help with this but i don’t think anyone else does^^;;) to find the right song! I interpret it the best i can to help answer your question but ultimately its just a guide. The soul would know best after all!

Edit Sets

These will take me a while but they’re really just a package deal of other requests, specifically its three icons, two aesthetics, and a header!

Fashion Kits

I’ll find clothes relating to your kin! Please note anything important and whether you’d like feminine, masculine, or androgynous clothing! Don’t forget to say your currency^^

Headers

rather self explanatory, I can make a header for you! they’re going to be 3000 x 1055 by default but if you need another size let me know! again please be specific^^;;

Icons

I can really only make them if there’s official art but yeah! icons!! please tell me any colors/themes you’d like as well as size and shape

Kin Matchups

this isn’t a super serious type of request to be honest but basically you can tell me a bit about yourself and I’ll assign you a kin! though please mention sources! Obviously I’m not going to be familiar with everything so if its a source i don’t know well it may not be as accurate.

Positivity/Advice

I’m here if you need to vent! If something’s up or you just need someone to listen please feel free to send an ask or message me directly! DMs are always open^^

Self Care Kits

also self explanatory! just tell me your currency and what kind of things you like and I’ll put together a list of items for you^^

Stimboards

I’ll essentially just throw together a set of stim gifs for you! please mention any themes/colors you’d prefer and what stims to look for and avoid

Transparents and Minor Edits

I can do whatever really so this section is a bit vague^^;; but some examples of what i can do are colorswaps and anatomy edits!

Wallpapers

Desktop/mobile backgrounds! please tell me your dimensions and any specific themes/visuals you’d like to see!

#important/

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