#the avengers x platonic!reader
I Don’t Dance (A Request)
Word Count: 1658
Pairing: None, Platonic Avengers X Teen!Female!Reader
Warnings: slight swearing
A/n: Sorry for the long wait guys! I’m going to try to get back into writing steadily again but I don’t want to get your hopes up too high! so be patient with me please! Requests will still be closed until I am caught up with the requests I currently have sitting in my google docs.
Ps: Do you like my play on the title? :) If you know where it’s from then I hope you got the song stuck in your head now!
Request: Could I request an imagine with the avengers where teen!reader plays softball (shortstop maybe??) and they all watch?? Maybe it can be a close game. It’ll be up to you if reader’s team wins or not. But if you don’t want to write this thats ok too. I really enjoy reading your stories!! :)
You breathed out deeply, focusing on the white noise surrounding you and the feel and weight of the metal bat in your hands.
Your eyes met the piercing gaze of the pitcher and you smirked, egging her on.
Time seemed to slow as the pitcher wound up and then released, right away you could tell it was a curveball. But unluckily for her, you were one of the best batters’ in the league and with a well-timed swing, hit the ball straight out to the far outfields.
“Yes! Go [Y/n]! That’s our girl!” The loud voice of one Tony Stark rang out over the field as you raced around the bases, getting the final home run and winning the game for your team with a score of 7-5.
Dropping your helmet in your bag once back inside the dugout, you wiped the sweat from your forehead as you accepted the congratulations from your teammates and captain.
“Amazing as always [Y/n].” Your coach caught you before you could leave, patting you on the head, before she smirked and looked behind you for a moment, “Though maybe next time your friends can show up incognito and not distract your teammates, the score shouldn’t have been that close together.”
You laughed, looking over your shoulder at the Avengers who were all in their suits, covered in dirt and other questionable stains and bruises.
With a final good job, the coach sent you on your way and you jogged over to the Avengers, “Did you guys finish the mission? I thought you wouldn’t be able to make this game?”
Steve ruffled your hair, his smile lighting up the sky it seemed, “We wouldn’t miss a single of your games [Y/n]. Don’t worry about the mission.”
Wanda sighed, but she was smiling as she moved to your side, “What Steve means is that we finished the mission just in time. But until you're officially an Avenger, you should just stay focused on school.”
You laughed along with the Avengers. Ever since you had been a child, they had been your friends, like older brothers and sisters, as they helped raise you. You had been found alone as a baby wandering the streets without any memory of parents or a home when Clint Barton and Natasha Romanoff had stumbled across you. A normal child by all standards, but they must have seen something in you because they never turned you into
Taken in by the Avengers, you never imagined you would have a normal life. And that was true to some extent. From the time you were a toddler to a pre-teen, you had been homeschooled and taught advanced science and mechanical engineering from Bruce Banner, Vision and Tony Stark. You had been given martial arts lessons and defence from Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanoff, Clint Barton and Wanda Maximoff.
Then you met Peter Parker, the spider-man and Tony Stark’s apprentice. He was close to your age and you grew close to him, the first contact you had with someone young. Together you convinced the team to let you go to a normal highschool. So you entered Midtown high alongside Peter and soon discovered your joy and affinity for Fastpitch.
A beast at shortstop and a hell of a batter, you rose through the team until you were the youngest and apparently fastest player to hit Varsity.
“Hey [Y/n]! Oh!” Peter skidded to a halt beside you, a red flush on his cheeks as he rubbed the back of his neck, “Hi Mr. Stark!”
You punched the boy’s shoulder causing him to yelp, “What is it Peter?”
Peter jumped and then smiled, “Oh! I was going to ask if you wanted to play a quick round since the field is now clear.”
The Avengers immediately perked up and looked at you excitedly causing you to giggle and point at their suits, “Aren’t you guys tired from the mission? We can play on another day.”
Tony swung an arm around your shoulder and gestured wildly, “Today’s a perfect day though [Y/n]! And we’re the avengers! If we couldn’t handle an easy game of fastpitch what type of protectors would we be?”
You smirked, “Easy you say? Alright, let’s pick teams. Peter and I are captains.”
Everyone shifted uneasily, seeming to sense the shift of tension and your smirk grew wider. They may be the Avengers, but fastpitch was where you shone the brightest.
“I’ll take Bucky.” You started off the nominations.
By the end, the teams were decided with you as the captain alongside your players, Bucky, Steve, and Natasha, while Peter had Tony, Bruce and Wanda, and Vision deciding to be the referee with Clint as the catcher for both teams.
“We’ll take the field first.” You made the executive decision, deciding not to leave it to a coin toss. “One inning outfield and one batting for each team, the one with the most homeruns wins.”
Tony preened, “You already know who’s going to win.”
You tilted your head and asked, “Do we?” Before turning away and walking back into the dugout you had just occupied for the past several hours.
Your team took the field first, and you took your spot as shortstop. Steve took first base while Natasha stood in the far outfield and Bucky took up position as the pitcher.
Tony sauntered up to bat first, his Iron Man suit almost completely off except for the gloves and shoes.
He smirked as he swung the bat back and forth before taking up a stance, eyeing Bucky who took a deep breath and then wound up for the pitch, using his metal arm to pitch.
The ball moved so fast, you couldn’t track it with your eyes. The crack from the bat hitting the ball was as loud as thunder and you couldn’t hold back the flinch.
“Would you look at that!” Tony laughed, but he was interrupted by Peter shouting, “Run you old man!”
Tony looked back, affronted with a hand to his chest, “Who are you calling old?”
And then Vision called out, “Mr. Stark, you are out.”
Tony flipped around, “What?”
You laughed, pointing to where Steve stood on first base, a ball in his hand from where Natasha had caught it and thrown it to him. “Next time you should run around the bases before trying to brag.”
Peter’s team finally managed to get a homerun after Wanda manipulated the ball a bit, which caused a bit of a stir about whether abilities should be allowed or not.
Finally it was your team’s turn to be at bat and you started off strong with Bucky. Wanda pitching for Peter’s team as he stood on first, Tony was at shortstop and Bruce was out in the outfield looking distinctly uncomfortable holding the glove on his hand.
You went through your roster and finally it was your turn up at bat. The teams were tied and you were the last to bat, with two strikes against your team.
Taking up a stance, you breathed out deeply and focused on the weight of the bat in your hands, the sand under your feet, the sun on your face and the look Wanda gave you as she wound up the pitch.
You shouted out, “Don’t go easy on me guys just because I’m not an Avenger!”
The others exchanged looks and then nodded at you, making you pleased.
When Wanda released her pitch, your eyes tracked the ball. You didn’t have super strength, or flight, or were a trained assassin, but Fastpitch was your lifeblood and you knew from the bottom of your heart that you could hit this ball out of the park.
You mentally spoke to yourself, not yet, not yet….now! And swung with everything you had.
The ball made contact and though it didn’t create a thunderous crack, it did ring in your ears and hands as the bat vibrated from the force of the connection.
You dropped the bat and ran like the devil was licking at your heels. Your mind focused on the bases in front of you as you rounded them, but half an ear out listening as Tony yelled for Bruce to ‘Throw the damn ball already!’
You internally smirked, breathing evenly as you pumped your arms, getting to the last stretch towards home base.
A flash of red energy and Wanda stood over home base with her hand outstretched, ready to tag you.
But being the best batter wasn’t simply just about hitting the balls. With a short leap, you fell to the ground, the momentum carrying you forward still as you slid underneath the surprised witch.
“Safe!” Vision’s voice shouted out and broke the calm that had befallen the field at your slide.
“Yes!” You jumped up and fistpumped the air.
Your team came streaming from the dugout and Peter’s came in from the field.
Tony shook his head, sweat flinging from his hair, “Hate to say it kid, but you won.”
You smiled at the man, “Fastptich not that easy now, is it?”
Tony laughed, “Nope, definitely proved me wrong kiddo.”
You sighed, running your hand through your hair, “I don’t know about you guys, but I’m beyond tired now and ready for some greasy food.”
“Hell yeah!” Peter jumped up with a grin.
Clint gasped and slammed a hand over Peter’s mouth, causing everyone to look at him. Clint just looked around at everyone with a grave look, “Who taught the baby to cuss?”
Everyone stared a moment longer and then everyone broke down laughing. Even Clint broke his composure and laughed, releasing Peter.
As you all began walking back to the tower, you thought about your life. The abnormalities and the people in it. And realized you wouldn’t trade a thing about it. Your life may not be exactly normal, but with your friends and family, you knew your life would be amazing.
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Pairing(s): Avengers x platonic!reader
Summary: The reader has some very unhealthy eating habits that they avoid sharing with the team. One day, however, it catches up with them and the team expresses their support and concern.
Warnings: Disordered eating, food intake restriction, mentions of body insecurities, brief mentions of nausea and vomiting
A/N: This fic is in NO WAY meant to promote or glorify eating disorders and/or disordered eating. As with all of my fics, this is based off of my personal experiences. The feelings and things I experience/have experienced may be different from those of other people. Please do not consider this to be a 100% accurate representation of disordered eating. Everybody experiences these things differently.
If you feel that this fic may cause you any distress, anxiety, relapse, etc. PLEASE do not read it. You know yourself best, make the choice that is right for you. If you ever want to talk about anything, my inbox is always open and I’m more than willing to talk about anything.
The number flashed at you from the LED screen of the scale. “Ugh, it’s mocking me,” you thought to yourself. You turned around and stared at your reflection in the mirror. You stood in just your underwear, as you ran your hand over your relatively flat stomach. You had worked very hard to obtain this figure- and you were damn proud of it- when you looked in the mirror and saw your flat stomach and thin body reflected back at you, you felt a surge of confidence- you felt content. However, no one’s body always looked like that, and of course whenever you would eat a meal your stomach would expand, making that slim, fit looking stomach disappear.
Realistically, you knew this was normal- it happened to everybody- and you also knew that if you were to gain weight, it wouldn’t be the end of the world; you would still look perfectly fine no matter how your stomach and waist looked. But it was an obsession, and no amount of logic or reasoning could assuage the immense terror and nausea you felt when you even thought about gaining weight. You were at a healthy weight for your height and age- and you weren’t anorexic or bulimic- you still ate.
However, your diet and eating schedule were terrible. And honestly, you did it on purpose. You knew that in the long run, eating (or more accurately, not eating) like this would probably have the opposite of the desired effect on your body. But you just couldn’t explain the dizziness, nausea, and anxiety that filled your body when you considered having a normal diet and meal intake.
You were actually a little worried that you may have completely screwed up your body with your unhealthy habits. You had been doing this for years- and now, you hardly ever got hungry anymore. Sometimes you felt those aches and pangs of hunger in your stomach, but for some reason you liked it. It made you proud of yourself in some sick way, because you knew you were depriving your body of what it needed, and slowly causing your ribs to become more visible and your wrists to become bonier. You knew that something was wrong with your mind- you were sick- but you had no desire to fix it. Oftentimes, even the smell of food was enough to make you feel sick and nauseous.
Had you lived by yourself, this would’ve been fine; however, you were a resident of the Avengers compound and were almost constantly surrounded by at least one person, if not more. This meant it was very difficult for you to hide your incredibly unhealthy eating habits.
Most days, you forgot to eat until 3 or 4 pm; the thought genuinely slipping your mind because you just didn’t feel hungry. You had no want or need for food, so you generally forgot. Until you got a splitting headache, that is. You rarely ever drank enough water- you basically survived off of coffee.
As a team member of the Avengers, you were required to attend training sessions several times a week. Your skills were mainly in physical combat and working with technology. You usually brought water to these training sessions- you weren’t that foolish- but the lack of substantial nutrients in your body made the sessions that much harder.
You had periods of time when you would eat slightly more food and on a semi-regular basis. But after screwing with your body for so long, your desires and cravings (or lack thereof) for food were unpredictable.
Today was a training day and you were set to work on hand to hand combat with Steve. You often cursed the super soldier for his intuition and knack for observing others and picking up on their feelings and concerns. This had nothing to do with Steve being a super soldier, he was just a naturally observant person; which meant that he always noticed when you felt worn down from having little to no food or water that day.
Today was a particularly intense training day, and after 30 minutes you were already drenched in sweat. It didn’t take long before your movements and reflexes became sluggish. It was 3:30 in the afternoon at that point and you had eaten nothing but a few almonds today. Steve seemed to notice your exhaustion, and called for a five minute break. You both walked over to a table and chairs off to the side of the training area and took a seat.
“Hey Y/N, are you sure you’re alright? Did you get enough sleep last night?” Steve wearing a concerned expression and staring at you with that intense gaze of his. You looked away from his eyes because you found it very difficult to lie when making direct eye contact with him. Something about his expression and demeanor made you feel nervous and heavily scrutinized. You settled for simply nodding.
“You sure? You seem like you’re dragging a little today. We can take a break if you need to and come back to this tomorrow,” Steve offered. You panicked, fearing that it would raise suspicion if you agreed to that.
“No no, I’m fine, I wanna train. Come on, let’s get back to it,” you said, standing up quickly. That was a big mistake; not only were you running on no food, but you were also anemic, which meant that standing up too quickly was never a good idea.
Your ears began to ring and you felt as though you had put your head underwater. Everything sounded muffled and distant and your vision swam before your eyes. You felt your breathing pick up and saw spots in your vision as you felt your body grow incredibly warm. Oh no- this is how your body reacted whenever you were going to pass out. You didn’t want to do that- that would DEFINITELY raise suspicion. Your brain sluggishly decided that you should try and sit back down. And with that, you collapsed to the floor, as everything went black.
When you opened your eyes, the first thing you noticed was a lot of bright light. You squinted, your head aching from all the lights and sounds. You groaned and rubbed your eyes, yawning.
“Well, look who finally decided to wake up!” Tony said jovially. Your eyes were closed, but you could tell that he was smirking at you, just from the sound of his voice.
“Y/N, what the hell happened?” another, gentler voice asked. You knew that voice- you were still groggy, so it took you a second to place who it was. Bucky, that was Bucky’s voice. Slowly, you opened your eyes and saw the entire team gathered around you, all packed tightly together. You stared at them, looking slightly dazed and confused.
“W-what happened?” you asked, struggling to recall what you had been doing before waking up here.
“We were training and you stood up and then just passed out. You probably would’ve hit your head if I hadn’t caught you,” Steve said, the worry evident in his voice. Slowly, it all started coming back to you and a look of complete horror made its way onto your face. Suddenly, Bruce spoke up.
“Y/N, you passed out from dehydration and a lack of food; were you starving yourself?” he asked. You quickly turned your head towards your left to look at him.
“No, no I wasn’t!” you protested quickly. You technically weren’t lying; you had been eating, you had just been eating in very small increments, on an incredibly irregular schedule.
“Come on Y/N, seriously. We’re not mad at you, we just wanna know the truth. We’re worried about you,” Sam said, sounding as though he was trying to avoid scaring you off.
“I know, I know. I promise you guys, I’m not starving myself and I AM eating. I mean look at me, have I lost any weight? I still look the same as always. I was just being stupid and forgot to eat enough before training that day, alright?” The team scrutinized you with suspicion, exchanging looks.
“I’m FINE guys, I promise,” you said again. After a minute of silence, Bruce just sighed.
“You need to be more careful in the future Y/N,” he said, still eyeing you suspiciously, as though he didn’t believe you were being completely honest.
Ever since that fateful day, the team kept a much closer eye on you, especially in the kitchen and during mealtimes. You tried to follow your same routine as you usually did: take a small amount of food, eat that (to avoid getting a headache), grab something small and unhealthy with very little nutrients, make yourself some coffee, and escape to your room. But the team wasn’t having it.
On Wednesday, Sam made some dish with rice, which he said was a family recipe. Everyone piled their plates with food, gathering around the island in the kitchen where the food was sitting. You filled your plate with a small portion- truthfully, it did look good- but today was one of those days when even the smell of food made you feel queasy and nauseous.
You scooped a bit of rice, and you were about to head to the table, when you felt Bucky gently- but firmly- grip your arm to prevent you from walking any further.
“Nope,” he said casually, reaching around and grabbing your plate with his other hand.
“Hey!” you exclaimed, your voice filled with irritation. He released your arm, so he could add more food to your plate- a lot more- and handed it back to you. Holy shit- there was no way you were going to be able to eat all of that- and it wasn’t just due to a fear of gaining weight. Your appetite had shrunk A LOT since you had first started restricting your eating. You honestly couldn’t remember when it started, but you knew that you definitely couldn’t eat as much food as before. Bucky seemed satisfied with himself, and you made your way back to the table quietly.
You noticed as you sat down that your hands were shaking slightly. You hid them under the table, hoping that no one would notice. You ate the amount that you would normally eat- which was about as much as you could stomach- and left the rest of the food untouched.
“Hey,” Tony said, using his fork as a pointer and directing it at you. “Finish your food,” he said, sounding jokingly stern. You felt like a child being reprimanded.
“It’s super good Sam…” you said, trailing off as though you were preparing to add a ‘but’ in there.
“Oh what, so now you’re saying my food isn’t good?” Sam said, pretending to be offended.
“What no- I-”
“No no it’s fine, I know what you were about to say. You were gonna say ‘it’s super good Sam, but I’m so full’ or something. The classic excuse!” he exclaimed overdramatically, as Steve and Bucky laughed at his antics. You knew he was just joking, but you were already so anxious and hyper-sensitive that you suddenly felt the burning sensation of tears build behind your eyes. Oh fuck no, you were not going to let yourself cry in front of the entire team. You blinked rapidly, trying to get rid of the tears that were forming. Only Wanda and Natasha- bless their hearts- seemed to notice your growing distress.
“Hey guys, cut it out,” Natasha said. Her tone was stern enough that the three men stopped their laughter and glanced over at you.
“Hey, Y/N/N I was joking, you know that right? I know you don’t hate my cooking,” Sam said, his voice kind and gentle. You didn’t say anything, just nodding and continuing to stare at your plate. Wanda rubbed your shoulder gently. She leaned close so that only you could hear her and said,
“You okay? Do you want to go to your room?” You nodded and she got out of her seat and took your hand, helping you up and guiding you out of the room with her hand on your shoulder. The rest of the team (with the exception of Natasha) stared after you in stunned silence. As you walked away, you heard Bucky mumble,
“Wow, way to go Sam.”
“Me!?” Sam exclaimed slightly louder. “You stole her plate!”
“Will both of you knock it off?” Steve said.
Several hours later, there was a knock at your door. Wanda had stayed with you the whole time, talking about your eating habits and why you felt the way you did about your body. Wanda glanced towards the door, and then back at you.
“Do you want me to open it?” she asked.
“Yeah, I guess so. It’s probably Sam,” you said, sounding tired. Wanda got up from the bed and walked over to the door and opened it.
“Oh- hello- okay you’re all here,” she said, sounding slightly surprised.
“Can we come talk to Y/N?” you heard Bucky ask. Wanda looked back at you once again, silently asking if you were okay with it. You simply nodded and sat back against your wall, clutching a pillow to your chest and hugging your knees. Bruce, Tony, Steve, Bucky, Sam, and Natasha all entered and stood a couple feet away from your bed. They stood in awkward silence for a moment, before Sam finally spoke.
“Hey Y/N/N, we just came to apologize for everything. I’m sorry for messing with you and I hope you know I’m not really mad at you. If anything, we’re all pretty worried about you.” You nodded and said,
“Yeah, I know. That’s not what it was about.” You looked at your knees and began picking at a thread on your jeans. After another moment of silence, Steve said,
“Well… could you tell us what it was about? I understand if you don’t want to, but we just want to know what’s going on so we can help you.” You turned to look at Wanda, who nodded at you. Even though no words were exchanged, you could tell she was saying: “You should tell them. You can trust them, they’re your friends.” Sighing, you nodded back at her and turned to face the team once more.
“Okay. But you have to let me explain everything before you say anything,” you said, your tone cautious. The team all nodded and gave various responses of understanding and agreement.
Sighing, you took a deep breath and prepared yourself to share one of your biggest secrets/insecurities.
“Okay, well… I don’t know when it all started- I remember figuring out that weight was something people were insecure about- and by 7 years old I had started scrutinizing my appearance a lot, and keeping a close eye on how I looked,” you paused, still picking at the strings on your pants and refusing to look up at your friends.
“I remember I had a crush on this kid in 7th grade who used to make jokes about my weight and jokingly called me fat. Realistically, I knew I wasn’t fat, but since I cared so much about that kid’s opinion I began to wonder what they saw when they looked at me. What everyone saw. If they could make jokes about me being fat, I figured that that meant there had to be some truth to it. Otherwise, why would they joke about it? When I finally hit the 100 lbs mark somewhere between 7th-8th grade, I started to panic. Even though I knew it was normal for my age, I didn’t like the fact that I was gaining weight even if it was healthy. My weight would fluctuate a lot and if I complained about it, my parents told me I should exercise more or eat healthier foods, or snack less after school. I rarely ever had breakfast, and the school lunches weren’t very filling. So after school, I would go home and basically eat a small meal, and my mom would criticize me for it.
When my anxiety got really bad in high school and I got diagnosed with anemia, I felt nauseous a lot, so I usually didn’t want to eat much because I felt so sick. And then, I realized that my body was starting to look the way I wanted it to since I was eating in very small amounts. I could never completely stop eating… I was afraid of what would happen to me, and it tended to cause really bad migraines. So I always ate at least a little bit. But there were…” you hesitated, and then corrected yourself. “There ARE days when I don’t eat for a full 24 hours- sometimes even longer- and I’m proud of myself. I know I shouldn’t be, but I can’t help it. Of course, no one has noticed because I still eat, so as long as no one looks too closely, they can’t tell that anything is abnormal. Which is what I want, because anytime someone tells me to eat more or criticizes my eating habits or tells me that what I’m doing is really unhealthy and dangerous, I start to panic. Because I don’t WANT to fix it. I know I should want to- and I should do something about it- but I don’t want to.” You were quiet for a moment before adding,
“Today was the first time I’ve ever passed out. I’ve never gone that far before. I don’t know what happened. I think my appetite has changed a lot since this all started. I can’t eat as much food as I used to and oftentimes I just don’t feel hungry. There are a lot of times when I can’t think of a single thing I want to eat- everything makes me feel sick- even though I can tell I should probably have something. So, yeah, that’s everything,” you finished quietly.
The room was silent for a minute before Tony sat down and pulled you into a side hug.
“I get it kid. For me, it has nothing to do with weight or insecurity- I just forget to eat. I get so wrapped up in my work and everything I have to do, that it just completely slips my mind. I don’t even feel hungry, so I don’t notice until I start to feel really weak and tired. Or until Bruce or Pepper remind me to eat or bring me food,” he added, with a grin in Bruce’s direction. Bruce chuckled a little.
“Yep, that’s what I’m here for. Reminding Tony to eat, sleep, and shower; if it weren’t for me, he would look like a homeless man,” Bruce said jokingly. The team laughed a little, glad to have something to break the tension a little.
“Hey, I know I won’t ever fully understand what it is you’re feeling, but I do want to help you. Can you promise me something kid?” Tony asked, giving you a serious look. You stared back at him curiously.
“Can you promise that you’ll try something for me?” Slowly you nodded, not entirely sure what you had just agreed to.
“Let’s help each other out. I won’t push you to eat a huge meal or criticize what you’re eating, but I want to check in with you a few times a day to make sure you’ve had something to eat and some water. And in return, you can help me make sure that I don’t forget to eat. Pepper’s been on my ass about it for years, telling me how unhealthy it is. So, if you let me help you, I’ll let you do the same for me. How does that sound?” Tony asked. You bit your lip and considered it for a moment. You did want to help Tony, and holding each other accountable for your eating habits didn’t seem so terrible. And he did promise he wouldn’t judge you or tell you what to eat. You still had control- you didn’t have to feel so trapped- like a small child being reprimanded by their parents.
“You promise you won’t judge me or get mad at me?” you asked with uncertainty.
“I promise,” Tony said, giving you a light squeeze. You thought about it for another moment before leaning your on his shoulder and saying,
“Okay. I promise.” Tony smiled down at you.
“Good. I’m proud of you kiddo,” he said.
“Would you feel okay about the rest of us checking in on you sometimes? Just making sure you feel okay and you’ve had some water or something?” Bucky asked. You considered him for a minute, looking at his concerned expression and let out a barely audible sigh.
“Yeah, okay. Just don’t judge me or make me feel bad, okay?” you said, looking around at the group. They all nodded, still wearing various expressions of concern and sadness on their faces.
“Alright, now stop looking at me like I just told you I have a terminal illness. I don’t need any pity,” you said, your tone playful. The group laughed at your joke, glad to see you were starting to get back to normal again.
“You know we love you, right Y/N/N?” Sam asked. You nodded and smiled at him.
“Yeah, I know. I know you guys are just looking out for me and I appreciate it. I love you guys.”
“We love you too Y/N,” Steve said with a smile. Smiling contentedly, you leaned into Tony’s shoulder again and closed your eyes, feeling calm for the first time in a while.
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The Black Dove Masterlist
All you have ever known was how to fight and hunt. Your world and all you have ever known is thrown through a loop when you are sucked through a portal, and forced to adjust to this new reality. Will you leave the life you knew for so long, or will you decide to go back home, leaving the ones you loved behind?
The Black Dove Chapter 1
The Black Dove Chapter 2- coming soon
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Pairing(s): Avengers x platonic!reader
Summary: the reader loves singing and has been performing and taking lessons for a long time. But they like to sing by themselves- until they get an unexpected audience.
Author’s Note: I have no idea what this is- it’s just an idea I had in the back of my mind. I wasn’t sure where to go in the second half of the story, so hopefully it works. Also this definitely isn’t based off my life experiences in any way, don’t even worry about it
Finally- some peace and quiet. The team was on a mission, leaving you as the only one left in Avengers Tower. You generally handled the technological side of things and often stayed on the base, gathering information, monitoring potential threats, programming new tools, weapons, AI’s, and so on. On those rare occasions when the entire team left the tower, you took advantage of all your alone time and did your favorite thing- singing.
You had been singing since you were a kid and people had started noticing that you had some natural talent in fourth grade. You never did much with it; you participated in a few musicals, joined choir, took music lessons- but it was never a serious career option. Although it was a dream of yours to perform on a big stage in front of a huge audience of fans cheering for you, you knew that it wasn’t something you wanted to do all the time. In fact, you had a feeling that you would grow to hate it. You liked all the cheers and attention sometimes, but you knew that the pre-performance anxiety, all the talk shows, the award shows, talking with celebrities- you knew it wouldn’t be worth it, because you’d spend all your time feeling anxious and worrying what people thought about you.
But of course, that never stopped you from singing and pretending you were on a stage in front of thousands in a sold out stadium, during your alone time.
With everyone gone, you could sing as loudly as you wanted without fear of anyone hearing you. It’s not that you were bad- in fact, you were often told that you were quite good- but you feared that you would bother your teammates with your loud music and singing. And besides, it felt like a personal activity- something reserved for you and you alone. When no one was watching, you could truly relax and channel all your emotions into the songs without fear of what anyone thought. Also, you kind of loved having a little secret- a fun talent that no one knew about- a secret gift.
You had already spent several hours singing whilst doing dishes, folding laundry, working on some projects in the lab, and just dancing around in the huge seating area with the tv and coffee tables, where the whole team gathered when they wanted to relax and have a movie night or something.
Recently, you’ve been obsessed with “Deja Vu” by Olivia Rodrigo, and you loved singing it. Even though you didn’t entirely relate to the message of the song, you just loved the lyrics and the melody and feeling of singing it.
You were in the seating area once again, just singing and losing yourself in the music. You had found out a while ago that you could pair your phone with F.R.I.D.A.Y and play your music anywhere in the tower and you definitely used that excellent sound system to your advantage. The gentle notes of “Deja Vu” began to play and you smiled excitedly.
Car rides to Malibu
Strawberry ice cream, one spoon for two
And tradin' jackets
Laughin’ 'bout how small it looks on you
(Ha-ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha-ha)
Watching reruns of Glee
Bein' annoying, singin’ in harmony
I bet she's braggin' to all her friends, sayin' you're so unique
You closed your eyes as your favorite part began to play.
So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too?
She thinks it's special, but it's all reused
That was our place, I found it first
I made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu when she’s with you?
Do you get déjà vu? (Ah), hmm
Do you get déjà vu, huh?
When you finally finished the song, you opened your eyes and turned to grab your phone and find a new song. As you turned, you looked up and came face to face with the entire team. They were all standing in the doorway, looking shocked and mildly impressed. Your eyes widened and you clapped a hand to your mouth.
“Oh no…” you said very softly.
Tony was the first to speak. He moved from the doorway and entered the room, walking towards you.
“Kid, why didn’t you tell us you could sing? That was amazing!” he exclaimed. “Honestly, I know some people, I could probably get you signed with a record label,” he said. You just stood there, mouth slightly agape, still looking shocked and horrified.
“Hey Y/N, you good?” Sam asked, furrowing his brow in concern.
“I- but what- you’re supposed to be gone for a few more days,” you said, attempting to form a coherent sentence.
“We were,” Steve replied. “But the base ended up being much smaller than we had thought and it didn’t take as long to clear it out and get what we needed. But what’s wrong? You’re really good kid, why don’t you want people to hear you?” he asked, looking confused and a tad concerned. You just shook your head, still bewildered and sat down on one of the couches. The rest of the team entered the room, still wearing their gear, and sat down on the various couches and chairs.
“Guys, come on seriously, these are leather, don’t get any dirt on them,” Tony protested. Bucky turned to stare at him.
“Really Stark? That’s your biggest concern right now?” he said, sounding annoyed. Tony rolled his eyes.
“Well it’s ONE of them,” he said, glaring back.
“Guys, seriously knock it off,” Natasha said, giving them a stern look. Thor had seated himself next to you and turned to you.
“Young Y/N your voice is quite beautiful. If we were in Asgard, you would be asked to perform at banquets and parties,” he said, in his deep, rumbling voice. “Why wouldn’t you want anyone to hear you?” he questioned. You stared at your lap and shook your head, refusing to look at any of them.
“Yeah honestly Y/N/N, you’re amazing- if I’d known you could sing, I would’ve asked you to sing way more stuff!” Sam exclaimed, attempting to lighten the mood a little. You chuckled softly, still staring at your lap. The team waited quietly, while you worked up the courage to speak. Finally, still refusing to make eye contact, you said,
“I didn’t want to annoy anyone. And also it’s a really private and personal thing. And I’m afraid of being judged and criticized. And… I was in theatre a bit in high school, and people were kind of cruel.”
The team exchanged shocked and sad looks.
“But, seriously how could anyone criticize you? What could possibly be wrong with your singing?” Bucky asked, sounding incredulous.
“I mean, no one is completely perfect,” you said. “But it was more that a lot of people didn’t like me. And it didn’t matter that I could actually sing, they didn’t think I deserved to be there. So, I became really self conscious. I didn’t want to give them anything else to make fun of me for,” you explained softly. Steve wrapped an arm around your shoulders.
“Well, I don’t know who could possibly dislike you, especially when you sing like that, but we would never criticize or make fun of you,” Steve said, pulling you into a side hug. You smiled a little and leaned into him.
“It was just a rough experience. And singing by myself makes me feel like I have something they can’t take from me. I have these feelings, the music- it’s just me- and they can’t intrude and ruin things.”
“We get it. It’s cathartic for you,” Natasha said, offering you a warm smile which you returned. “Obviously you don’t have to sing in front of us… but if you ever wanted to, just know we wouldn’t mind. We’d be happy to hear your voice again,” she said. The rest of the team nodded in agreement. You smiled gratefully at them.
“Thank you guys. I mean, I feel most at peace when I’m singing by myself, but maybe one day, if I’m feeling brave, I can sing for you guys,” you said.
“I look forward to that day,” Bucky said, walking over and ruffling your hair.
“Well, now that that’s settled, I’m starving. What should we get to eat?” Tony asked. The group began discussing (and arguing- Sam and Bucky were honestly like an old married couple). You merely sat back and smiled at your team. They hadn’t made fun of you. They hadn’t been annoyed. It would take some time for you to allow yourself to be vulnerable with them, but you trusted them when they promised that they would never make fun of you.
“And who knows,” you thought to yourself. “Maybe I’ll take Tony up on that record label offer.”
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Being Thors kid and being super sarcastic:
Poor guy did not know how to talk to you
He found out about you when you turned up at the avengers tower claiming that he was your dad.
You walked towards the towering building not wanting to believe that this was how you and your dad would meet nevertheless your mum didn’t want to deal with your ‘freaky power stuff’ as she liked to call it and so you were left with no choice. So you pressed the buzzer and hoped for the best.“Hello do you have an appointment with Mr stark” a sickly woman's voice called from the speaker. “Well given that I rocked up in a jeans and t-short I don’t think i am gonna be having a meeting with one of the most influential person of this century do you?” okay that was kind of harsh but its not like you were in a very chatty mood “well then I am very sorry but you can’t be let in” you could just tell by her tone of voice that she was very unimpressed with your harsh words. It didn’t matter that she didn’t give you access, you could get that yourself. You just thought it would be nice to ask. “Fine it’s not like it matters”
Lets just say Stark towers ended with a smashed window because you decided to propel yourself up the building and into the living area like the badass you are !
“Who the hell are you and why are you here?” Tony said as he waited for the rest of the scooby gang to arrive because somehow you were lucky enough for it to only be Tony in the room when you went k-spalt against the window. “My name is y/n and I was hoping that you could direct me in the direction of Thor odinson” once again you weren’t one for flowery conversation and you weren’t gonna start now. “What did the plug socket do now?”
After finally meeting your father you both had a long conversation about what you were both going to do
“You shall live here with me and the rest of the Avengers, I am sure that stark will not mind” your dad says hopefully, as if he wasn’t scared that you would say no “well I guess that could work, thank you for letting me stay” that was the nicest thing you had said since meeting him so in thors mind he was making progress
It had been a few weeks in the tower and lets just say you and Tony got on like a house on fire (we didn’t start the fireeeeee)
“So what are your powers exactly little lightbulb?”
“Flight, element manipulation and stealing your wife”
“Tony you have a meeting in about 20 minutes”
“Heyyyyyyy Pepper ;)”
“So you have training today and we thought it best if you start off with Capsical”
“Tony if I wanted an Iced americano I would have gone to Starbucks”
“I am so stealing that one”
You didn't think that living in the tower could get anymore exciting
That was until wine uncle Loki came back from a month long mission
“Brother are you telling me that I was gone for 1 month and in that time you have managed to acquire a 16 year old child” your dad looked like he wanted the ground to swallow him up under the questioning look of his brother so naturally you had to help him out “yes that’s exactly what he’s saying genius, you know what you should solve the zodiac killer case with that brain of yours Sherlock!”
oh how much fun you would have together
“So repeat the plan to me y/n”
“ step one: Get lots and lots of tinfoil, step 2: give loki the jelly and wallpaper paste, step three: as loki is putting they jelly over the beds and covering the walls with wallpaper paste and tinfoil put laxatives in my dads drink”
So to summarise: your dad loved having you around but sometimes didn’t understand your sarcasm, Tony and you had the best banter ever and your uncle Loki very much enjoyed having an extra little chaos starter to hang out with.
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hiiii!!! could i request a loki one shot where reader is very shy but is an avenger and loki comes to live at the tower and she trusts him enough to open up ab her abusive past (u decide what happened) and nobody else knows
to this day i'm still encircled by the memories of us together – Dear My Friend by Agust D
with the avengers gone on a mission without you, you felt lost and useless. with everyone gone, you couldn’t distract yourself from the memories and the nightmares. you had never felt so alone in so long. with no one around to stop you from bothering the newest avenger, you take this opportunity to get to know him. loki had come to the tower and locked himself up in his room. you knew nothing about him and he knew nothing about you, and with that in mind, you knock on loki’s bedroom door. he opens the door with an eye-roll and a frown.
“what are you doing?” loki asks as you set your crutches leaning against the wall, “you are aware that midgardians don’t heal in two hours, correct?” he points to the cast on your leg and you only smile as you stand in front of the brooding god.
“i wanted to see if you were okay. you hadn’t come by to see the others off.” he looks at you, raising his eyebrow.
“why would i ever see them off?” he rolls his eyes, “good bye.” he tries to close the door, but you grab his arm.
“i need to tell you something!” you raise your voice as you pull.
his eyes widen and he scowls, “let go of me, you heathen.” he tries to pull you off his arm, but pulls you into his room instead. you let go of his arm as you waddle around the room, staring at the gray walls.
loki huffs in annoyance as he watches you plop onto his bed. he stands far away from you.
“you can come closer. i’m not going to bite.” you watch as he looks away and his face turns red. loki slowly inches towards you before setting himself on the bed, carefully.
“why are you here.” loki looks away and you look down at your hands. you were shaking. you sigh as you wring your hands.
“i need to tell you something and you can’t tell anybody about what i tell you.”
“i don’t understand.” loki looks at you and you look towards the window.
“no one knows and no one can know, loki.” you start talking and it felt like a weight had been lifted. once you started, you couldn’t stop. loki doesn’t interrupt as you tell him. you tell him everything, from the nightmares to the episodes to the memories that you can’t seem to let go of.
loki’s silent as you finish talking. you stare at him as he thinks. you turn away from him, content in knowing you shared your past with someone who would understand. you close your eyes and as you both sit in silence. the bed creaks as you adjust yourself for the fourth time in the last hour.
“why are you telling me this?” loki, finally, looks back at you. “i have not told you anything about me. why do you trust me?” you can tell he sounded distressed and to be honest, you’re not completely sure what made you tell loki in the first place.
at your silence, loki continues, “you have known barnes, rogers, and romanov longer than you’ve known me. you sh-”
“i trust you,” you interrupt loki as he started sounding more and more distressed. “you don’t know me as the other know me. you know my name and that’s it. the others would feel hurt that i kept something like this for so long. their idea of who i am would change once i tell them, but you- you don’t know me. But you understand what it’s like to feel alone…to be hurt by the people you loved. i just wanted to tell someone who would understand.” you feel cold hands wrap around your jittery fingers. his touch soothing you as you lean into him. you look to loki and see uncertainty swirling in his blue eyes.
“you don’t have to tell me about your life. i just didn’t want to tell the others. they’d be too much, you know?” you finish with a shrug.
you both stay silent before loki chuckles, “you are quite odd, mortal…i cannot tell you about me, but i can keep your secrets.” you smile at the god.
“n-not because i like you, but because it is only fair.” loki defends, “it would be rude to betray your trust after you confess such things like this.”
you laugh, “thank you.”
you get up to leave and loki gets up along with you. he opens the door and you walk out.
“thank you, again.” you grab your crutches and turn around when loki grabs you by the shoulders. turning you around, he pulls you into him and your head hits his chest with a thump. you bury your head into his chest and let your tears fall. he holds you close and carefully sets your crutches aside. you feel loki’s arms wrap around you and you do the same. he lets you cry into his shirt and you sob as you finally feel at peace.
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Have I known you for 20 seconds or 20 years?
Request by jmstz
Hi could you write like a one shot where Bucky goes back to his old dancing school that he was in when he was young with Steve? And he meets the reader who looks like the girl from the 40s who worked in the dancing school, but thats actually the readers grandma, and the reader recognizes Bucky and is just really shy idk, and Bucky thinks she is cute😅. Just some fluff please
Warnings- Fluff! Swearing.
Word Count: 2222
An/ I love taylor swift
"Steve I am not going." Bucky huffed at his best friend Steve who suggested them to go at a dance school they used to attend back in the 40's. "I mean, what good will it do? Everything is changed anyway."
"Buck c'mon it will be fun! Don't knock it off till you try it. We can maybe book a class and have fun too, yeah?" Steve said enthusiastically; firm on the idea.
"God, okay I will come along. But, if I don't have fun I won't go out for a week and you buy me pizza." Bucky said, sighing.
"Deal. Now let's go!" Steve said as he dragged Bucky.
"Here we are Buck! The building's quite changed right?" Steve said grinning at his best friend.
"It sure is Steve. Tell me again why I agreed to come here?"
"Cause we are gonna have fun now let's go in." Steve said as he pulled bucky in while bucky simply rolled his eyes.
"Uh hey, I had a class booked under the name Steve Rogers." Steve said as he smiled at the receptionist.
"Yes yes sir! This way." The receptionist said nervously.
"Here is the class sir- steve." The receptionist said as they led her into the classroom. "The teacher will be here shortly."
"Thank you again." Steve said as they left the classroom.
"Well...this is fancy." Bucky said, eyeing the classroom. "So different from what it was back in the 40's."
"Yeah. I was surprised to know that this still exists. Good memories."
"Ha! Good memories more like you finding trouble and then me leaving my date to help you." Bucky chuckled.
"Whatever. Still a good memory." Steve said, smiling fondly.
"Oh shit- I am late aren't I? I am so sorry-" You said stumbling into the classroom
"Hey no actually the teacher is yet to arrive." Steve said, giving you a small smile.
"Oh okay." You said as you took in the fact that Captain America was standing in front of you and he was with someone, who looked weirdly familiar.
"Steve, doesn't she look like Sandra?" Bucky said as you went a bit away from them.
"Sandra? Who?" Steve asked, confused.
"Sandra? Steve the girl who used to work here in the 40's. I danced with her too remember?"
"Sandra as in Sandra Smith?"
"Yes punk who else?"
"Wait let me see-"
"Steve now don't stare at her." Bucky said, letting out a sigh. "You already are staring at her right."
"Buck no shit she does look like Sandra the fuck."
"See! I told you."
"Go and talk to her! Go on now, don't glare at me like that."
"Why will I go and talk to her Steve?"
"I don't know, she's cute."
"Steve what the fuck. She is very cute but she's probably Sandra's granddaughter and you want me to hit on her?"
"Well you and Sandra never dated so I don't see the harm!" Steve said as he pushed Bucky to where you were standing.
"Punk" Bucky muttered as he walked towards you.
"Shit. I can't even tie my fucking shoelaces- Oh uhm hi." You said as you saw Bucky standing in front of you, you felt your face flushed.
"Uh hey, do you, do you want help with those. The shoelaces I mean."
"What no no it's okay I got it." You said embarrassed,thinking he came cause he saw you struggling with shoelaces.
"Okay if you say so" he said with the slightest smirk on his face. "Do you by any chance know Sandra Smith?"
"Wait what did you say?" Your eyebrows crinkled as you struggled with the laces. "I am sorry they just won't ugh!"
"C'mon doll let me help you." Bucky chuckled as he came closer to you, helping you with the shoelaces.
"So, what were you saying?" You asked, still flushed.
"Oh yeah, I asked if you know Sandra Smith." Bucky said, done with tying your shoelaces.
"Thank you umm-"
"Yes, Thank you James." You said smiling. "I do know Sandra Smith but I don't think she's the one you're looking for."
"What makes you think that?" Bucky asked, raising his eyebrow.
"Well because of the fact that she is my grandmother; and also because she isn't alive anymore." You said smiling at him.
"Oh I am sorry." Bucky said sadly as he remembered Sandra.
"You know James?"
"What?" He asked, looking up at you. You took a moment to get a good look at his eyes. They were horrifyingly beautiful. They were those kind of eyes who leave you wondering several things. Why does one sense safe when they look at it? Why are there sad undertones lying around? Why do they seem to charm you so much? Why does only looking at them send butterflies to your stomach?
You knew him. Well not exactly know him, but you had heard about him; from your grandmother and people on the news. Your Grandmother talked about him as if he were a Prince. Not only because of his mesmerizing looks but because of his whole aura. She talked about how he charmed everyone around him and how his smile was the brightest. He has this amazing aura around him which catches you off-guard. A boy’s cheekiness combined with a man’s maturity . A charm that is alluring and attractive at the same time.
“Doll? Hey, Doll to Earth.” You suddenly hear him say.
“Oh uh hi.” You said as you felt your face getting hot because of the fact that you were staring at him. Got caught completely off guard. “So you were asking?”
“What? No doll, you were gonna tell me something- also i don't have your name yet doll.” He said, a smug smile plastered on his beautiful face.
“Oh yea and i am y/n.”
“y/n. That's a pretty name but i think i am sticking to ‘doll’, if you don't mind that is.” He said smiling.
“Of course, I don't mind James. So I was saying-”
“You were saying?” He said pouting his lips, you seemed to find this adorable. And,
Butterflies, thousands of them. You felt charmed and flustered. You were literally seeing stars, and every ragged breath you took felt like you were trying to breathe through broken glass; and he was there standing effortlessly, a smug smile never leaving his face. God, now you clearly understood why your grandma remembered him, even if it were only a single dance. His aura is unforgettable. He is unforgettable.
“Yeah erm, I know you- not like I really know you but.... Do you understand what i am trying to say?”
“Not really but you're so cute doll.”
“Thank you, so as uh- as I was saying, I have heard about you. Not from like- news and stuff, well i have heard about you from there too but my main point is-”
“God you are adorable.” He said as you noticed the slightest blush on him.
“Right...so well she was the one who told me about you, she did talk about you a few times. I always found you fascinating, because of how my grandma always said how charming you were. Also how brave you were. And just like all the good things.” You said as you played with your fingers nervously. You coudnt fucking understand why you were nervous- it seemed so weird.
“Well what can i say, i am really charming.” He said playfully. He knew that he was fucking hot and was fully taking the advantage of his charm. That fucker.
“Well so you got the answer to your question.” You said after a moment of what was a comfortable silence but you know what? Comfortable silence is overrated. It's always awkward; or maybe it's anxiety for you.
“Hey Class I am sorry I am late. I generally don't have afternoon classes.” The woman in her late 30s smiled as she walked in the class. She seemed unfazed by the fact that captain america was here- she did take a double take but other than that, completely unfazed. “Oh well I see the young man here already has his partner.” She continued as she smiled towards you and Bucky.
Bucky’s hand rested on your waist and he sent a smile to the teacher, “ Oh, yes mam she’s my partner.” You fucking froze. Steve's eyes wide as he smirked towards Bucky who merely rolled his eyes.
“Well that's great! So Mr. America can dance with me.” She said as she walked towards Steve. “Oh and y’all can call me phoebe”
“And please call me Steve,” Steve said, smiling kindly.
“Okay Steve, now let's begin class! Today we will be dancing to lover by Taylor swift. Pair up!.”
Bucky let go of your waist and held your hands as you faced each other. He nods and squeezes her hand. You’re dancing, feet clapping against the marble floor with everybody else’s, and you think this might be one of your favorite classes so far. She hardly knows what she’s doing, but Bucky does, and it’s enough to keep you moving around and around the room.
You feel light on her feet, and light in your heart, and lightheaded. You can’t keep the smile off your face as you dance, feeling like an idiot for the stupid grin on your face. He chuckles, and all too soon, the dance is over.
Your smile falters, but then the music begins again, this time a slower waltz. You almost backed away from him because maybe you were catching feelings for him. Before you can take more than one step back, Bucky pulled you back towards him, holding you flush against him.
You move slowly, carefully. You are so close to him that you cannot see his face, so you settle for resting your cheek on his chest, feeling the double beating of his hearts. He rests his chin on your hair and starts to hum along with the music. You can feel the vibrations from his voice, closing your eyes and imagining you are in a magical world where he is catching feelings for her in return.
The way he holds you in his arms makes you almost believe it.
You can tell that he repeatedly keeps you at arm’s length because he doesn’t want to hurt you, and it’s probably true, but you have a hard time believing it. The feeling of being lost from him rises in your chest, and you start to panic.
The song isn’t over, but you start to push him away, your heart racing. “Need fresh air,” you mutter as you dodge between Steve and Phoebe to get out. Just passing through the double doors into the garden’s cool air makes you calm down considerably. Walking over to a stone bench, you sit and raise your hands to your temples, closing your eyes and rubbing your head.
You don't understand this feeling- or why are you feeling it. We try so hard to hide what we feel from those who probably need to know our true feelings the most. We try to bottle up our emotions, as if it's somehow wrong to have natural reactions to life; but the thing is- they can't be ignored. You often wonder if it is safe to be just who you are, not denying any feelings and just living without wondering about what could have been or what will be.
A few minutes pass, and you know that he’s followed you out here. He stands awkwardly in front of you, finally sitting beside you, several inches away. When you gather up enough courage to look at him, his face is turned towards you, those blue eyes looking at you adoringly.
“I’m sorry,” he says.
You're surprised. “What for? I should be the one apologizin’. Runnin’ off like that, wasn’t very nice.” You took a deep breath,“I am afraid of my feelings James.”
“You don't have to be afraid of anything doll. They're natural and bottling them makes things worse.”
“Can I tell you something?”
“Okay. Y’know when you’re a kid and you’ve got this conception of what love is? It’s finding your Prince Charming and leaving home and falling in love overnight and living happily ever after. And you dream and dream because you’re a little kid with nothing and you can’t see a happy ending just livin’ on the Estate. One day you think you will find it- but you aren't sure if it will be worth it- if it- if it will be okay; or if you will ever find it, or get lost finding it..”
“You’ll be fine doll. You’re like 20 something? Feeling unsure and lost is part of your life. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.”
“Just ask how I'm feeling, I want to say. Just ask and I may tell you.”
“Oh really?” He smiled, “Well, doll how do you feel?”
“I am feeling like I am falling for you James.”
“I’d be your Prince Charming then.” He said softly, smiling.
“I would love that.” You said smiling, looking at him.
Darling, you're my, my, my, my
An/ hope you guys liked this one shot I tried my best <3 pls give my seires should have learned to let you stay a read!!! I will update soon <3 taking requests and hit me up with any questions u may have! Love you as always, athena
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just for you, honeybee (1/?)
pairing: bucky barnes x female!reader, steve rogers x reader (platonic!)
word count: 3,172
warnings: a few curse words, bucky being cute, steve being awkward but also a great friend
authors note: hello! this is my first ever post on this account and the first chapter to a new series! im not sure how many chapters this is going to be as i got inspiration to write it a few days ago but im hoping to keep up with it. also, once TFATWS ends, i intend to do a series based on that as well! anywho, i hope you enjoy this and please leave feedback/lmk what i can do to improve! thank u :)
summary: dating back to 1943, you, james barnes, and steve rogers were best friends, including bucky being your boyfriend. when you get a notice that bucky died in the war, you make it your mission to find closure for yourself and protect steve as he is the only remaining piece of bucky you have left. once you are offered the super soldier serum, you and steve must make your way through world war 2 - and the unknown future hardships to come.
James Bucky Barnes laid across from you on your bed, eyes softly glancing over your features as your hand grazed over his cheek and jawline. You chuckled to yourself, “looking a bit scruffy, Buck.”
He hummed, eyes now fluttering closed at your touch, “thought you liked it, doll.”
With a quick kiss to his lips, you nodded, “oh I do, don’t worry – no reason not to, really.”
Bucky let out a soft laugh before he ran a hand over your cheek, “I gotta get goin’ soon, doll. ‘Uniforms at Becca’s.”
With a sigh, you rolled onto your back and stretched, “she’s a saint, you know, washing and steaming your uniform for you.”
Bucky nodded in agreement with you, “that I do know, honeybee. I’ll meet you at Stevie’s, yeah?”
As you got out of your shared bed, you looked back at Bucky, “of course! Gotta see you off before you go put your life on the line, no big deal.” Bucky quickly dropped the conversation immediately after, understanding how you're feeling.
You weren’t mad at Bucky for joining the army – you couldn’t be, it wasn’t his fault. He was drafted and you knew that if he could stay, he would; and you knew you were being slightly immature about him leaving. You just wanted more time with him. So many people you knew had received letters that their loved ones hadn’t come back, that they had died in battle. It wasn’t fair, but when was life perfectly balanced?
By the time you got changed and got yourself cleaned up, Bucky was straightening out his shirt before he turned towards you, eyes hesitant. You walked to him, buttoning up his final buttons before you ran your hands over his shirt, “I’ll see you soon, Buck, okay?”
Bucky ran his tongue over his lips, “I know, honeybee. Try to keep Steve out of trouble for the time being, okay?”
You laughed, “I’ll certainly try my best – now get outta here!” With a smack to his ass, Bucky gave you one last kiss before he headed out the door to see his sister, Rebecca. You had asked her to iron Bucky’s uniform before he got sent off to war, wanting him to look his best – but you were sure he would look handsome in anything.
Looking in the mirror, you straightened out your favorite belted Peter Pan collar dress, fit with a pair of white heels; only the best for your Buck. You had begged him multiple times to let you register to become a nurse, in the slight chance of being close to him, but he always responded with the same answer: “I want to make sure I have someone to come home to, doll.”
You’d never tell him, but your heart warmed every time he said that.
Doing one more look-over, you smiled to yourself, grabbing your purse as you headed out the door. Steve’s apartment was only a few blocks away from your own, and honestly, you wanted to spend more time with him before Bucky left. The two were inseparable, and you knew Steve was going to struggle with Bucky being gone – that, and the unknowing if he’ll come back.
With sharp and prideful steps, you made your way across the street, saying hello to familiar faces and grabbing a newspaper from Grover, a vendor along the streets of Brooklyn. He stopped you before you headed off, “heard your boy’s goin’ off to war, y/n. How ya doin’?”
With a soft chuckle, you glanced down at the newspapers in your hands – one for you, Steve, and Bucky while he was on the train. You looked back at Grover, “I could be better, if I’m being honest. But I know he’s doing a good thing, so my silly feelings shouldn’t hold him back, Grove.”
Grover grumbled with a roll of his eyes, “you and your selflessness, just like ya ma. I’m telling yous, y/n, that boy loves you to the moon and back. Ain’t nothing he wouldn’t do for ya; if you asked him to stay, he’d go and fake his death to make sure you two go runnin’ off into the sunset together.”
With a laugh, you pushed the tears back, “and I love him too, Grove – but I can’t ask him to just not go. That just isn’t how it is, you know?”
Grover nodded, “yeah, kid, I know. . .Now get lost, I got customers to deliver these too.”
You glanced down at the stack of newspapers, “I’m headed over to Steve’s, anyone near his you gotta drop them off to?”
The vendor let out a hum and rested his head in his palm, “hmm, I think just Richie and Betty Davis right next to Rogers’ place. They get two, you good carryin’ an extra bundle?”
You gave Grover a look as he held up his hands, “just as fierce as ya mama, too – and being Barnes’ girl, probably the wrong question to ask.”
With a laugh, you held out your stack of papers, “pile them on, Gro. I’ll see you later, alright?” The vendor nodded and shoo’ed you away as you continued your journey to Steve’s apartment. Once you arrived, you left two newspapers on his neighbor’s doorstep, knocking once as you crossed back over to Steve’s.
As the Davis’ door opened, you knocked on Steve’s, already hearing rustling inside. Betty was at her door, “y/n? That you, sweetheart?”
With a turn, you greeted Mrs. Davis with a smile, “hi Mrs. Davis, how are you? How are the kids?”
The woman smiled back, “’mm, they’re good – always askin’ when the next batch of those delicious brownies are coming!”
You laughed and noticed Steve had opened the door, small statute waiting until you were done talking with Betty, “I’ll drop them by the next time I get to bakin’, Mrs. Davis. I’ll see you!” You waved to her, as did Steve, as he stepped aside to let you in.
Steve looked at the newspapers, then back at you, “you look great, y/n. . . Looks like I’ll be tellin’ Buck to shut his mouth when he sees you.”
You chuckled, “’cus he’ll catch flies or the obscenities he’ll be sayin’?”
Steve let out a laugh, “both, definitely both.”
Now that you both were in the safehouse of his apartment, you finally got a good look at your little army-hopper. He spotted a new black eye and a small cut on his cheek, yet he still looked as if he could go again if he wanted to. You nodded towards him, “where’d you get into a scuffle at this time?”
He shifted his feet until he let out a sigh, “behind a theatre. They were showin’ commercials for the army and some guy just started saying stuff.”
With a bite of your cheek, you sat down on one of his chairs, “so you had to fight him?”
“Just gotta be one of the good guys in the neighborhood, y/n.”
“I know, Stevie.”
An hour had passed and, in the meantime, you and Steve enjoyed some tea and tried to complete your own crossword puzzles. A small conversation had taken place between the two of you, talking about plans once Bucky was off fighting the war. You had talked about Steve moving in with you, but he was always so stubborn, wanting to prove that he could live on his own. You never thought that he couldn’t, but it could be a money saver.
One more glance at the clock, you figured it would be almost time for Bucky to show up. And, just like that, a knock was heard from the door and you smiled, getting up to answer it as Steve stayed back, grumbling at the pieces of paper in his hands. Opening the door, you saw your James Buchanan Barnes standing tall and proud in his new uniform.
Bucky whistled, glancing over your outfit as you did the same to him, “you look gorgeous, honeybee – even though I told you to not dress up.”
He stepped inside the apartment as you crossed your arms, “I mean, Steve agrees that this is kind of a big deal, so I think a nice dress will suffice.”
Steve and Bucky clasped hands and Bucky nudged his shoulder, “thought you were supposed to be a good influence on my girl, Steve.”
The smaller man shrugged, “kind of is a big deal.”
Bucky shuffled his feet, “yeah, well, I don’t want it to be. Let’s just go to the future and then see me off, alright?” The three of you stood in silence, light tension hanging in the air. With a sigh, you grabbed your purse, “well, off we go! C’mon now, boys.”
Bucky, you, and Steve headed to New York World’s Fair, hooked arms leading towards Howard Stark’s Expo. With bright lights, fireworks, and amazing technology surrounding you, your eyes failed to see Bucky staring at you with so much adoration. He never wanted to leave you – he’d stay if he could – but he had been drafted. All he wanted to do was stay in Brooklyn with you and Steve, and just never leave your arms. Hell, really, wherever you went, he went.
But that wasn’t the case in this scenario.
With a hand on your waist, Bucky looked up at Stark’s presentation of his repulsor technology with a flying car, head shaking in disbelief. While his car may have only hovered for a few seconds, the idea of not even needing to touch the ground to drive absolutely boggled your mind. During the presentation, Steve glanced up at you two and silently snuck off, hoping you didn’t notice his absence for too long. But he knew you and how observant and protective you were.
However, once you glanced around after a few minutes and found Steve in front of an army poster within the United States Armed Services Recruitment center. Squeezing Bucky’s hand, you slightly pulled him towards where Steve was, trying his best to fit his head within the frame.
With a slight push of his shoulder, Bucky nodded his head towards the Expo, “come on, we’re goin’ dancing – and hopefully find yourself a girl.”
Steve shook his head, “you – uh – you go ahead, I’ll catch up later.” He looked around, trying to divert the conversation between him and his best friend.
“Steve,” you started, “please? Just this one night?”
Bucky held your hand as he looked back at Steve, “you’re really gonna do this again?”
“I just – guys, it’s a fair, I’ll try my luck,” he started, looking between you both.
Beside you, you felt Bucky grow agitated, “that’s who, Steve from Ohio?”
“Bucky,” you said, squeezing his hand once more, “let him try one more, okay? We can go dancing and Steve will catch up later. If he doesn’t, I’ll hang his head on my wall like a prize.”
The boys let out a chuckle as Steve continued, “one last time, alright? I promise I’ll come later on – Mac’s, right?”
You nodded your head as Bucky sighed beside you, “don’t think you got to prove anything, Steve.” A small pause came over the three of you as Bucky continued, “don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”
You started to walk back with Bucky, letting go of his hand as he continued his conversation with Steve as he let out a small laugh, “how can I? You’re taking all the stupid with you.”
You held up a finger at Steve, “you better mean that about himself, Rogers.”
Steve held up his hands, “yes ma’am! And Bucky –“
Bucky turned around once more to his best friend, “don’t win the war until I get there.” With a mock salute, Bucky dragged you back towards the Expo as you waved back at Steve, making sure he’d meet you at the bar before your boyfriend was shipped off.
With a sigh, Bucky wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close as he kissed your head, “that punk is gonna get himself in all loads of trouble, honeybee.”
You held his hand that was around your shoulder, “I’ll keep Stevie in his place. Seriously, Buck, try not to worry about him.”
“I just,” Bucky gripped your hand, “I don’t wanna come back to nothing, you know? Steve’s my best friend and if he somehow gets himself killed here or in the war, I don’t know what I’d do.”
You pulled Bucky to a stop, putting your hands on his cheeks, “James, look at me, please.” With soft eyes, Bucky looked into yours, “I promise you, Steve is going to be okay – he won’t do anything stupid, at least without me. We’re going to be okay, and you will, too. . .’cus if you aren’t, I may go and kill Hitler myself.”
Bucky chuckled, “I don’t doubt that for a minute, sweetheart. I love you, you know that, right?”
You leaned up, kissing Bucky softly before pulling back, hands tight on your waist, “I love you too. Now C’mon, I wanna go to Mac’s and celebrate my newfound freedom.”
Bucky groaned and pulled you even closer, “maybe I should tell Steve to keep an eye on you.”
With a mock salute of your own, you giggled at your boyfriend, “aye, sir, my new mission is to protect Steven Grant Rogers from being an idiot!”
Bucky couldn’t help but laugh, “toughest job in this whole war, honeybee.”
As the night continued on, Steve actually showed up to Mac’s and had a new look in his eyes.
‘Hmm,’ you thought to yourself, ‘looks like I gotta ask him about something later.’
Steve, you, and Bucky didn’t drink, but instead enjoyed each other’s company before Buck was shipped off; this really only included Bucky and Steve making fun of each other and you keeping the boys in line. Laughs and a few smacks on the head filled the atmosphere, but you knew it wouldn't last long.
By the time it was nearing close to Bucky’s train departure, the three of you took to the streets and headed to the train station, silence enveloping you. Bucky’s hand was wrapped tightly around yours as you dreaded this goodbye, even if you had high hopes he’d return to you and Steve.
At the sight of the train and fellow troops heading into their cabins, Bucky turned to Steve, “you take care of yourself, alright punk? I don’t want any letters from my girl telling me that you’ve been actin’ out.”
Steve shoved his shoulder, “you’re acting like I’m 12 years old again. I’ll be fine, Buck.”
Bucky nodded, but looked to his best friend, “and Steve?”
Steve held his breath but let go, “yeah, Bucky?”
“Please take care of her.”
Steve glanced back at where you stood, picking your nails as your anxiety was pricking at your skin. He nodded, “I will.”
Bucky let out a sigh of relief, “thank you, pal. I love her, so make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid either, okay?” Steve nodded in response.
Bucky then headed over to where you were standing, his eyes raking over your beautiful dress, your heels, and most importantly, your face. He did not want to forget a single thing about you or your features – he wanted them committed to memory. With a gentle hand, Bucky tilted your chin up towards him, “you alright, honeybee?”
You nodded, too afraid to use your voice as tears flooded your eyes. Trying to dry them up anyway, you nodded once more, unable to look at Bucky. He sighed, “c’mere, sweet girl, I got you.”
With no hesitation, you fell into Bucky’s arms, tears threatening to fall as you felt his hands rest upon your back and your head. You sniffled, “I’m going – I’m going to miss you so much, Jamie – so, so much.”
Bucky kissed your head, “I’m gonna miss you too, sweetheart. Don’t you dare think that I won’t for a second. You’ll be the first thing on my mind every second of the day.”
You breathed, “can living through this war be the first thing on your mind? And maybe completing a crossword puzzle?"
Bucky let out a small laugh but held you tighter, “just for you, honeybee.” Pulling back, he wiped away stray tears that threatened to fall from your eyes, a soft smile on his face. “You’re gonna be alright, and I’ll be comin’ home to you in no time.”
You nodded, a few tears slipping free from your eyes as you looked up at Bucky, thumbs rubbing over his cheeks and light stubble. You slowly traced over his lips, his nose, and his eyebrows, committing everything about him to memory. With a small smile, you leaned up, catching him in a kiss once more, “stay safe, you hear me? And take this damn thing with you - maybe you'll complete it." With gentle hands, you handed him the newspaper you had gotten today.
He carefully took the newspaper from you, already hoping the crossword puzzle would be easy this time around. Then, Bucky pecked your lips before he headed towards the train, “gotta come back for my best girl. I love you!”
As he stepped onto the train and hung out the window of a cabin, he continued yelling, “I love you, y/n l/n! I love you!”
You cried, a bright smile on his face, “I love you too, James Buchanan Barnes!” Blowing kisses towards him, both you and Steve watched as the train slowly started to pull away, seeing him mindlessly hand his ticket to the worker, not bothering to tear his eyes away from you or his best friend.
“I love you!” he shouted once more, all before his train sped up, leaving you and Steve behind on the platform.
Wiping your eyes and your nose with a cloth, you cleared your throat and turned to Steve, “gah, sorry. Let’s uhm – do you want to head back to my place?”
Steve nodded towards you, “yeah, yeah that sounds good. You alright?” He hooked your arm with his as you headed out of the station, continuing to wipe your eyes. “Yeah,” you started, “I’m okay. I knew this was coming. . . I guess I just hated the whole ‘saying goodbye,’ you know?”
Your best friend rubbed the back of his neck, “I get it, y/n, but he’ll come back – he has a reason to, and that’s you.”
Your heart fluttered, and tears welled up in your eyes once more. With a quick sniffle, you reached into your purse and grabbed your key, unlocking your door to your apartment. Once inside, you quickly got to making tea for you and Steve, something to get your minds off of your missing puzzle piece.
Once tea was made and you both were sitting in your living room, you turned to him, “tell me, Stevie. Please.”
Steve looked at you, a confused look etched upon his face, “tell you what?”
You leaned back into your chair, picking at your nails once more, “what happened at the recruitment office? I’ve known you long enough to see that there’s something you’re not telling me, there’s something in your eyes, Stevie, so please, just tell me.”
Steve seemed shocked that you were able to read him like that, but was defeated. With a sigh, he turned and reached into his handbag, pulling out a file, “there was this Doctor there, Doctor Erskine, who uh – he approved me for the army, y/n. But it’s for an experiment, something they call a super-soldier experiment, I’m not sure. But, I’m going – I leave in a couple days.”
How is your world falling apart this quickly?
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how about an avengers headcanon where the reader is like Kitana from Mortal Kombat (11) and she may or may not go into the Falcon and Winter Soldier story line😣😣😣😣
Yeah! This sounds awesome. I personally haven’t ever played Mortal Kombat, so I had to do some research. Sorry if everything doesn’t align properly.
You hadn’t ever met The Avengers, you kind of just hung around Sam
You’d come to Earth after The Avengers had their final battle with Thanos
After Steve had left, and Tony and Natasha died
Sam didn’t really know much about you, other than the fact that you were pretty and skilled in hand to hand combat
When you heard about the Flag Smashers, you were eager to help
Sam didn’t want to endanger you, so he made you stay home
You being you, however, decided to follow him and Torres to Germany
After you’d arrived, you revealed yourself
Sam was annoyed, and introduced you to Torres
The Winter Soldier also happened to join the three of you
He was immediately entranced by you and could tell you had “secret” abilities
Finally, Bucky asked you, as he’d become suspicious of you after a show of strength while fighting a Flag Smasher
You felt like he could be trusted, so you showed him your fans, and told him about your home, and your age
It’s an understatement to say he was amazed by you
He told Sam obviously
You were kinda pissed of, but Sam thought it was cool too
Soon enough, the three of you freed Zemo
Zemo liked you, he thought your morals and sense of logic was good
You didn’t like Zemo.
Bucky didn’t like Zemo and neither did Sam
It was funny, because all three of you hated Zemo, and Zemo was completely oblivious when the three of you would make fun of him, and hate on him together
When you guys went to Madripoor, and you finally met John Walker (ugh), you also happened to hate him
Even Zemo hated Walker, but that was his only redeemable trait
So the four of you would hate on, beat up, and make fun of Walker
You got to show off the use of your fans in Madripoor, which you were very happy to use
To say the least, Bucky, Sam, and Zemo were all the more impressed
Later on, you got to demonstrate your teleportation skills as well
No one knew about them, so they were all just confused
Another thing for you to explain yAy
While fighting John Walker, you used your Fan-nado, another thing your friends thought was awesome
You kept revealing new things, like being able to fly with the help of your fans, your evil stepsister, Mileena, and your many signature moves
You really enjoyed beating up John Walker, and after he killed that guy, you just enjoyed pounding his face in even more
You overpowered him at first, but after the Super Soldier Serum, you guys were an equal match, and you only had more fun
After Walker killed a civilian, it was up to the government to decide his fate
You, Bucky, Sam, and Zemo all wanted to be rid of Walker, but you had no control over the UN
So now we’re all caught up, and the four of you are all waiting anxious for another mission and to hear about Walkers fate
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no wait because the steven universe one was so good. I dont know if you’ve seen star vs the forces of evil but can you do an avengers hc where the reader is like her or eclipsa
I LOVE STAR VS THE FORCES OF EVIL OMG! Thanks for reading! I’d love to do a hc version for Star :)
Your parents had you join The Avengers for a year on Earth
If we’re being completely honest, they had no idea what to do with a teenager from a different dimension with a wand
They were welcoming, and amazed by your talents
Steve helped train you in hand to hand combat, but you were already pretty amazing
You and Dr. Strange had a pretty strong bond because of your shared magical talents
You and Peter also had a special bond after he found out about your “mewberty” form, where you turned into a butterfly-like human
He thought it was cool you both had a relationship with insects
EVERYONE wanted to try your wand, but no one could get it to work
Everyone thought the fact that your cheek spots would change shape depending on your mood was ADORABLE
The day Pony Head came to visit was AMAZING
Everyone loved her, even though they were very confused and scared when she showed up first
She comes around a lot to take everyone to the inter-dimensional arcade on days off
They were also very happy to meet Glossaryck, who lived in your spell-book, which Dr. Strange would “borrow” (steal) from time to time
You were BY FAR the most optimistic person on the team, and soon everyone began reciprocating your optimism
Sometimes you were a bit too optimistic, and you got a little reckless
Once you tried to befriend Red Skull
“Excuse me! Mr. Red Skull? I was thinking we could wrap this whole thing up and you and I could get lunch sometime?” -you
“(Y/N), NO HE’S BAD, NOT A FRIEND!” -Steve
“But everyone can be friends. It’s the best way to avoid conflict!” -you, matter of factly
“No, I’m not your friend, and we will not be getting lunch!” -Red skull
“Then I guess you’ll have to die!” -you
“Oh shit!” -Sam
You ended up capturing, and not killing red skull
You always made little crafts and cards for the team
They thought they were so cute, and it became a competition to see who got the most crafts
“Last week I got 2 spider chains and 1 paper wand.” -Peter
“I got 4 origami flowers!” -Nat
“I win then. 2 iron man paintings and 4 origami boats.” -Tony
“You win? Yeah right. 3 paper shurikens, 1 painting of me, and 4 people chains!” -Strange
After your year was up, you begged and begged your mom to let you stay, but she demanded you rule mewni
Finally you two came to an agreement, you could visit The Avengers whenever you wanted, but Mewni came first
Although they were sad to see you go, The Avengers were thankful to have known a half insect magical inter dimensional princess like you
You visited The Avengers very often and you became one of the greatest rulers of Mewni
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(Y/N)s joyride in Tony’s suits
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Did Loki stab (Y/N) last night?
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Someone stole (Y/N)’s Ice Cream!
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could you write avengers x ocd!reader? 🥺 ty
I’d love to! I feel like OCD is such a stigmatized disorder, and I’ve been diagnosed myself. To make it more inclusive, I’ve done some extra research. This piece includes a few triggers like extreme Germaphobia, panic attacks, sensory symmetry, my safe numbers are anything divisible by five, my favorites are 10. 50, and 100, so for the sake of this sort, those are the numbers I’ll be using.
You were diagnosed with OCD at the age of 12
When you weren’t on your medication, your symptoms were pretty severe
You joined The Avengers at 13, and it’s been 2 years, so you were 15
You’d learned how to cope really well, but your symptoms fluctuated, and were often too much to handle without meds
Only Fury knew, and you asked him to keep it in between the two of you
He obliged, but advised you tell them eventually to prevent incidents
One day, you needed to go get your prescription refilled, but you were below the legal driving age
Instead of risking the reveal of your well guarded secret and asking someone to just take you to the pharmacy, which was, in no way, waking, flying, or running distance from the Compound
You decided to just suffer and get your prescription when you were in the city
You spent the next agonizing days in your room in fear of the rest of The Avengers thinking your routines, counting, taping, and whatnot was you just being a crazy teenager overreacting
Little did you know, all the time you’d been spending in your room was suspicious to the rest of the team and they began hypothesizing whatever you were doing in there for such a long amount of time
“I bet you she isn’t even in there!” -Sam
“She could be on her period or something.” -Tony
“First of all, Tony, that’s inappropriate, secondly, Peter, don’t be immature it’s natural, thirdly, I’m with Sam she could be on one of her “teenage escapades”!” -Natasha
“What’re we taking about?” -Steve
“We’re trying to come up with reasons (Y/N) hasn’t left her room in a few days.” -Bucky
“Oh, my money’s on her being on her period.” -Steve
“S T E V E, NO.” -Natasha
“Instead of thinking about what she’s doing, why doesn’t someone check on her?” -Bruce
“Great. Thanks for volunteering Bruce!” -Tony
“But I didn’t-“ -Bruce
“I’ll go. I’m her favorite.” -Peter
“Only because you’re her age, spiderling.” -Tony
Peter went to your room, you didn’t respond, still worried about their judgement
“(Y/N), could you please let me in? I’m worried about you. Are you ok?” -Peter
On the verge of a panic attack “I’m ok! Please go away!” -you
“Ok, but can you come out later today? Please?”
“I’ll think about it.”
You were left alone until dinner
“(Y/N)! Dinner! I’ve got your favorite! If you come out you can have some!” -Bucky
Feeling better you decided to come out, as your symptoms had calmed down
You came and ate with the team, and they could tell your behavior was different
You washed your plate and silverware 5 times before you served yourself
You were counting things, and trying to tap things inconspicuously, which wasn’t working
You looked really grossed out when Sam sneezed and when Peter double-dipped the salsa (If you double-dip, and it isn’t your personal sauce/salsa/guacamole/etc. ew what’re you doing)
Natasha finally decided to break the tension
“(Y/N), why have you been in your room all week? Are you ok?”
“Yeah, I’m good.”
“Then why were you in your room? I bet on it being your period.” -Tony
“Dude, seriously? I wasn’t on my period. I’m fine.” -you snapped
“Are you sure?” -Steve
“I’m sure. Thanks for dinner.”
You went back to your room, and you already felt yourself getting riled up again. This was going to be a very long night
“She’s not ok.” -Peter
“Yeah, no duh. I’ll go check on her.” -Steve
Steve straight up walked into your room and found you in the middle of your bedtime routine
“Ever heard of privacy?” -you
“Nope. What’re you doing? And seriously, are you ok?” -Steve
He had good intentions, and you were done with the “I’m emotionally stable” charade, so you told the truth
He looked confused, and you immediately regretted E V E R Y T H I N G
“We can refill it tomorrow, I’ll drive you. You should’ve told us! We care about you and we wanna know what’s going on in your life. How about you tell the rest of the team?” -Steve
“Ughhhh fine.” -you
You told the rest of the team, and you watched as they exchanged money. Had they been betting on what you were doing?
“You guys are stupid.” -you
“We know.” -Sam
“Shut up Sam. You don’t need to hide stuff from us (Y/N).” -Natasha
“Yeah, I know, but I didn’t want you guys to think I’m crazy or just being a moody teenager or something.”
“Hey, having OCD doesn’t make you crazy! If you ever need anyone to talk to, we’re always here.” -Tony
“Thanks guys. I’m going to bed now though. Nighhhttt.”
You left all of them in the common room, and you went to bed
You were thankful for their kind words and happy you could go get a refill
They always checked on you when you were feeling anxious
They could somehow tell when something that wasn’t OCD friendly was bothering you, and it was always fixed
“So that was unexpected.” -Loki
“When in the hell did you get here?!?” -Steve
“Been here the whole time. Night!” -Loki
“Man that was a lot though.” Strange
“When did YOU get here?!?” -Steve
“20 minutes ago. Anyway, goodnight.” -Strange
“Ok, who else is here that wasn’t here for dinner?” -Steve
“YOU’RE IN PRISON WHAT?!?”
Shoot this kinda turned into a story sorry guys
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In Hiding Masterlist:
Random Headcanons Masterlist:
My Update Schedule:
Saturday-Most likely “In hiding”
Monday-If I have class, nothing. If I don’t have class, a requested Headcanon
Tuesday-If I have class, nothing. If I don’t have class, also probably nothing
Wednesday-If I have class, nothing. If I don’t have class, a request if I have motivation
Thursday-This is my day off regardless of whether I have class or not.
Saturday-My other day off
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avengers headcanon where the (teen) reader is like amethyst from steven universe???????? (and the skin color is not purple.... or—... ur choice 😣)￼
Headcanon for a Teen Avenger who’s like Amethyst from Steven Universe
I love this idea! Sorry if I didn’t do a great job, I haven’t seen Steven Universe in a really long time.
You had been one of the last gems to survive the Gems Homeworld kindergarten
Most of the other gems that grew with up you had been killed off or were no longer on Earth
After you emerged, you made it your goal to protect Earth from foreign Gem invaders, and you’d been doing a pretty good job until a new team of people with powers started to ward off foreign invaders
You decided to join them, as your expertise in the field they worked would be quite useful
At first, they thought you were an alien, as your purple skin was off putting
You explained to them the Gems that attacked Earth, and how you just wanted to help them
They were suspicious at first, but you grew on them
They all thought your whip was super cool
They thought the gem in your chest was also THE COOLEST THING EVER BECAUSE IT IS
You taught them about Gems, White Diamond and her army, and the kindergarten project
You also showed them your powers, and they thought you were pretty badass
You and Peter bonded the most, as you were pretty similar in age
You and Nat also had a special bond, you let her use your whip because she thought it was awesome, and she trained you in self defense and hand to hand combat
Not that you really needed it, seeing as you could shapeshift
Your hair was a very important asset, as it was practically impenetrable and sharp
Everyone on the team would always make fun of you for caring about your hair so much because they didn’t know what it did for you
“(Y/N), did I just see you cut that car in half with your hair? Or did I just hit my head THAT hard?” -Tony
“Yeah, and that’s why I care about it so much!” -You
“SHOW ME HOW” -Natasha
One day on the battle field fighting White Diamonds army, you lost your whip in combat
“Has anyone seen my whip?” -You
“Uh no, but if I find it can I use it?” -Natasha
“NO I CALL DIBS! I WANNA USE IT!” -Peter
“NO I ASKED FIRST!” -Natasha
“Guys! Focus!” -Steve
“I NEED MY WHIP FIRST!” -You
“NO ME!” -Peter
“Y’KNOW WHAT? STEVE CAN USE IT IF HE FINDS IT. If anyone else finds it, bring it to ME! I hate you guys.” -You
“Don’t bring me into this!” -Steve
One day, fellow Gems who were trying to stop White Diamond came to visit
You fused with them, and to say the least, The Avengers were in AWE
Using your combined powers, you, the “Crystal Gems”, as they called themselves, and The Avengers successfully beat White Diamond
The Crystal Gems asked you to come with them to protect the rest of the universe from other threats, but you decided to stay with The Avengers
They said they were ok with you leaving, but you knew they’d be secretly devastated and really wanted you to stay
(Especially Nat and Peter because you hadn’t taught them the hair whip yet.)
So you stayed on Earth and officially joined The Avengers, and, needless to say, you didn’t regret it
They were your family and you wouldn’t trade them for any other gem
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ABSOLUTELY loved your avengers x add/adhd teen avenger 😩 could i pls request an avengers x severe anxiety teen avenger? if i could be greedy and have nat be the comfort person for them jajajaja
Being a teen Avenger with severe Anxiety
UH COMING RIGHT UP BBY! I love this idea :)
I’m assuming you wanted a headcanon because that’s what the ADD/ADHD one was.
ANNOUNCEMENT: I have Social Anxiety and General Anxiety disorders, but Anxiety presents differently in everyone. I know how nice it is to have someone to talk to if you’re ever feeling anxious or down, so PLEASE do not hesitate to reach out! You can message me, or be anonymous. Our conversations will remain between us. Moving on, here’s headcanons for a teen Avenger with Severe Anxiety.
You had been abandoned by your parents at the age of 12, after they found out about your powers
You spent a year on the streets doing whatever you could to survive, which did include crime
After years of abuse from your parents, it was no surprise that you developed severe Anxiety
Soon enough, news of your escapades reached The Avengers
You were formally invited to join, much to the dismay of the police who captured you
You moved into The Avengers tower soon after
After you moved in, you began having severe panic attacks during training
You didn’t really speak to anyone in fear that they’d hate you
You spent a lot of time in your room overthinking
You couldn’t escape the nightmares
The team was worried about you, and worried that you were the one who didn’t like them
One day, Natasha volunteered to go into your room to see if she could coax you out, as it was “team bonding day” (thanks Steve)
“F.R.I.D.A.Y. Could you open (Y/N)’s door please?”
“Mx. (Y/N) has asked me not to allow visitors.”
Natasha walked into your room to find you at the height of one of your panic attacks in the corner of your room
It was an ugly one
She ran over to you and tried her best to calm you down, she knew what you went through, but she didn’t realize how much of a number it took on you
She stayed with you for a few days, sleeping on the couch in your room
She became your comfort person, always there to talk to
Eventually she convinced you to leave your room and converse with the rest of the team
You joined them for a breakfast, and you were quiet, but considerate
After breakfast, everyone seemed to become louder and in your face
You felt the beginnings of an Anxiety attack coming on
Sweaty palms, trouble breathing, everything seemed loud and bright
Nat recognized the look in your eyes, but it was too late
Your attack had become full fledged, and Nat ran over to you, pushing through Steve and Bucky who were trying to strike up conversation
She helped you through it after kicking the team out of the common room
She had a conversation with the team soon after, explaining your past, your panic attacks, your fear about the team and your past
They were all accepting, especially those who also struggled with Anxiety
It took a little while, but soon you were adjusted to all of The Avengers, and they to you
You still had panic attacks, but they were easier to get through and less common
Yo always had someone to talk to, and Nat was forever your favorite comfort person
You finally get the therapy you needed, and you were prescribed some pretty epic medication that helped A LOT
You finally felt safe and at home with The Avengers, and although you weren’t a conventional family, you were one of the best
P. S.: thanks fo reading to the end! I think I wanna make this an extended story, but it may take me a little while.
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You don't know her: Agatha Harkness x fem!reader
Pairing: Agatha Harkness x fem!reader, platonic!WandaNat x fem!reader, platonic!Avengers x fem!reader
Summary: You're an avenger and you're dating Agatha Harkness, but none of the avengers know that, Wanda and Natasha are the ones who are more worried since you´re like their daughter, so all of them make a reunion to know who's your secret date and they decide to spy on you, what will happen when they discover that you're dating a “villain”?
Warnings: Slight angst, apart from that pure fluff.
Word count: 13.4K, grab a snack because this is really long 🥺💕
Author's note: Hello again! Alright so in this story Thanos never happened, the Avengers never split up and Wanda and Natasha are like your mothers 🥺💕💕 (Also the second gif is not mine it belongs to Natasha Maximoff on Pinterest) I hope all of you enjoy this!🥺💕💕
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"Are you going out again?" Natasha asked you from her spot in the chair, her question made that everyone else who was sitting around the table lifted their heads to look at you, many eyes were on you waiting for an answer.
"Yes I'm going to meet a friend" You said trying to sound as calm as possible.
"And who is this friend of you? Do you know this friend of hers kid?" Tony asked Peter whose head eagerly shook.
"I have friends outside here, why are you interrogating me?" You asked with a frown, but you didn’t want to seem suspicious so you quickly changed that frown into a smile.
"We just want to make sure you're alright" Said Wanda who was sitting next to Natasha, Wanda nodded her head and she looked at you with an expectant look on her face.
"Well, you do not have to worry about that, because I'm alright" You said with a smile in your face, that wasn’t a lie, you were doing really fine, more than fine actually.
"So, then, tell us, who is this friend of yours?" Natasha inquired while she raised one of her eyebrows, you tried to calmed yourself, you didn’t want to lie to Nat, but you had to, you couldn’t tell them who you were going to meet because you knew how they would react, you really hated lying to Nat and to Wanda, but this time you didn’t have any other option.
You really couldn't tell them her name, she was not even your friend, you were going to see Agatha your girlfriend, but you knew they were not too keen on her, you really couldn't tell them if you wanted to, so you had to come up with a fake name, but why it was suddenly too hard to think of a name? Everyone around the table looked at you patiently waiting for an answer, Tony was crossing his arms with a frown on his face, Natasha was raising an eyebrow, You could see Peter's expression full of curiosity, Wanda was frowning and her hands were on the table, you were sure she was trying to read your mind, but thanks to your powers you were able to stopped her entering to your mind, you were glad about that.
"Her name is Agnes" You blurted out; you really hoped the believed you.
"What is her last name?" Natasha asked, what were you supposed to say? If you came up with a fake one and they found out there was an actual person with that name, they would investigate the person, you had to think of something else.
"I won't tell you because everything you will do will be to look for her on social media and try to hack into her accounts, and just so you know she doesn't have any social media, but still, I won't tell you, also It's getting really late and I have to meet her, see you later" You quickly walked away from them and went straight to the lift, leaving them with more questions than answers.
"Do you know who's Agnes kid?" Asked Tony when you left the room.
"No Mr. Stark, I don't know, I'm surprised I don't even know about this girl, she tells me everything, but now the only thing she told me was that she had met someone at the library some months ago" Peter said recalling what had happened.
"Some months ago!? When were you planning on telling us?" Natasha snarled; Peter just blinked a little before speaking again.
"I didn't think it was important at the time" Peter explained, he never really thought too much about it.
"Alright but, you could have told us that y/n had met someone, we just want to make sure she's alright, we just realised that she's dating someone a few weeks ago thanks to Steve, and now she's not telling us about this secret person" Natasha kept saying and her girlfriend Wanda agreed with her, that was true, they just wanted to make sure you were alright.
"Did you catch a glimpse of who could it be?" Natasha asked her girlfriend second later.
"No, she was blocking me, she didn't let me, she's really good at it, now she blocks her mind almost all the time, she really doesn't want us to know who's this girl, but I don't understand why?" Wanda asked with a frown, you didn’t use to keep secrets from them.
"Maybe because last time you intimidated the last girl she was seeing, she didn't talk to y/n again, because she told y/n that you scared the shit out of her and she didn't want to have problems with the Avengers?" Peter reasoned
"Language!" Said Steve who was entering to the dining room
"That was different kid, that girl was suspicious" Tony argued, he had been there when they went to look for you because you weren’t answering your phone and they were too worried about you.
"He's right Peter, that girl was too suspicious, the day we went to look for y/n and her at that coffee shop we found that girl searching for something in y/n's back-pack" Wanda nodded, Nat was right, that girl was really weird and when they told you about what they had seen, you had felt really bad, you thought that girl was different.
"Fair enough" Said Peter and Tony, Natasha and Wanda nodded at the same time.
"Did she leave again? This is the fourth time in a week" Steve commented while he took a sit next to Wanda and Natasha.
"The fourth time? I thought this was the second time, two days ago I found her talking to someone on the phone and when I walked closer to her to listen to what she was saying she quickly stopped talking, I asked her who she was talking to and she just told me 'No one' and with that she quickly left" Natasha recalled the events of some days ago.
"Last Monday when Bucky and I went for some snacks and we were driving down the street a few blocks away from here, we saw y/n coming out from a black car, we supposed it was one of her friends from college but, now that you're talking about this, it was really weird to see that car parked a few blocks away from here, why wouldn't she just decided to leave y/n here at the front of the building?" Now that Steve thought about it he really found it really strange, what were you hiding?
"Why didn't you tell us that Steve? None of her friends from college owns a car" Natasha said while standing from her sit to grab a drink from the fridge
"Miss Romanoff´s right we always take the bus or we just walk" Peter rushed to say
"Could it be that this 'Agnes' was the one who drove her?" This time Wanda was asking, they were not sure why all this secrecy about this girl.
"Maybe it was one of our professors who drove her here" Peter interrupted, it could be that.
"What do you mean Peter?" Wanda squinted her eyes at him, what was that supposed to mean?
Everyone there turned their heads to look at him
"Well there's this English professor, her name's Dottie and I've seen the way she looks at y/n, Ned and I share that class with y/n and we've seen how professor Dottie comes looking for her or the way she speak to her, she´s always attentive with y/n, Ned says Mrs. Dottie really likes y/n, one day I was talking with y/n in the hall when classes finished and Mrs. Dottie came to where we were and she asked y/n if she needed a lift, maybe Mrs. Dottie asked her that on Monday and y/n agreed, because last Monday she left early because she said she had to go to the library, but that she would come back a little later to the tower, maybe that´s why you saw her on Monday” Peter said recalling what had happened on Monday.
"Are you saying that this woman, who's y/n's professor flirts with her?" Natasha was shocked just as everyone else in the room.
"I wouldn't say that, y/n always says that she's just to being nice to her, also you know she's the best of her class, teachers like her"
"Peter, there's one big difference between being nice and being a flirt with someone" Natasha told him, she was shocked, why hadn’t you told her or Wanda what had been going on? Wanda sensed her girlfriend´s state and she put her hand on Natasha´s shoulder and gave it a soft squeeze.
"What if she's dating her professor and she just doesn't want us to find out?" Steve asked, he couldn’t believe it, you were not the one to keep secrets.
"Is y/n dating one of her professors?" A surprised voice was heard from the door and everyone saw Scott Lang standing there.
"We don't know that yet, but what if she's dating her?" Wanda asked to everyone with a concerned look on her face.
"Well that would be really cool, right? Isn't it what everyone wishes? To date one of their teachers? Good for her" Scott commented while he sat down next to Steve, Scot had a grin on his face while he moved his hands.
Everyone around the table looked at him with a serious look on their faces; Natasha, Wanda, Tony and Steve had an annoyed expression on their faces.
"What? No? Is it not good? No? Well then not good for her?" Scott tried to change what he had said.
Peter couldn't help himself and he laughed at Scott.
"I just thought that maybe, every young person had the fantas-"
"Please stop, just, stop" Said Wanda with a frown on her face.
Tony took off his glasses and he brought his free hand to rub his face a little.
"Alright, alright I'm sorry" Lang said while lifting his hands in the air.
"I don't really think that y/n's been dating Mrs. Dottie" Peter suddenly said to the others, his hand on his chin as he seemed to be thinking about that possibility.
"Why do you think that Peter?" Wanda and Natasha rushed to ask, they were really concerned about you, they just didn't want that someone would play with you, they really loved you and if someone broke your heart Natasha and Wanda would make sure that person never forget what they did to you.
"I just don't think y/n is into her, she always declines Mrs. Dottie apologetically and never stays too long talking to her"
"What if y/n does that so that no one in her class suspects about what is going on between them, what if it is just an alibi to make everyone believe they don't have something going on between them?" Scott nodded and looked at everyone with a smirk.
"I think you watch too much TV Lang" Tony said shaking his hand
"Maybe you're right" Scot said with a thoughtful expression on his face.
"Alright, alright, what can we do now? y/n's not going to tell us who's this person she's been seeing" Steve said while he put both of his arms on the table.
"We need to do something to know who she's dating, we don't know nothing about this person, what if this girl just wants to take advantage of her? What if she's evil and wants to manipulate y/n? There are many possibilities, what if it's an infiltrated of Hydra? We have to keep y/n safe" Steve was serious, everyone could see his expression, when it came to you, everything was important for everyone, you were important for them, you were the youngest one and you were part of their family.
"That's what we've been saying Steve, but she even blocks her mind when Wanda's around" Natasha placed her hand on Wanda's knee.
"What if we follow to one of her dates, like an undercover operation" Scott shrugged and he raised his eyebrows, everyone in the room lifted ther heads to look at him with a shocked expression on their faces.
"What? No? I just thought that maybe-"
"That's actually an amazing idea" Steve agreed with him and Scott couldn't hide his excitement that the Captain America had liked his idea.
"He's right, we can follow her the next time she goes out again, but we have to plan everything, we can start now that she´s not here, Scott, we will need your help in this, would you like to help?” Natasha looked straight into his eyes waiting for an answer.
“You scare me a lot, but I´m on it, this is so exciting, I want to know who y/n´s secret date is, is like trying to guess who´s your secret Santa, but with someone else´s relationship” Scott started to talk his excitement was visible.
“Yes right? I want to be part of this too” Peter told while looking at Tony
“I´m not sure, can you keep the secret?” Tony asked him with a serious look on his face
“I promise Mr. Stark I won´t say a thing about spying on y/n´s date, maybe we can put a name to this mission like-“
“Operation little widow? Little witch?” Scott interrupted and Peter´s eyes widened and he raised his eyebrows.
“What about operation Little Widow-witch?” Peter asked with a grin on his face.
“That sounds amazing, now that we have a name for this operation, we can start planning this” Lan leant on the table and he placed his elbows on the table and his chin on his hands.
“Alright but why did you name this Operation Little Widow-witch?” Natasha inquired and Wanda squinted her eyes to look at him with a curious expression.
“Isn´t it obvious? You treat Y/n like if she´s your daughter, she´s always wandering around you two like if she was your daughter, also she has powers similar to Wanda´s, the only difference is that she still can´t read minds, also Nat you have trained her a lot, she knows everything about combat thanks to you, you´re like her daughter” Scott said as a matter of fact while shrugging, it was obvious for him.
Nat and Wanda smiled at each other when they heard this, he was right, the three of you acted like that, when they rescued you from Hydra agents when you were just thirteen, they got attached to you and you to them, you loved everyone, of course everyone was your family but you felt really attached to the two of them, Wanda and Nat had taken you under their wing, Wanda helped you to control your powers, you had improved a lot, but still there was a part of you that refused to read other people´s mind, you weren’t sure why you couldn’t do it, but Wanda was sure it was something deep inside you that wasn’t letting you, but she knew that with time and with her help and the help of her girlfriend Nat, you were going to be able to do it.
When Natasha saw you for the first time you looked so scared, they had experimented on you and they had treated you like you were nothing, you had trust issues and you were so scared to even look at them that it broke Natasha´s heart, she just wanted to protect you just like Wanda, when you used to have nightmares, and still from time to time you had them, but at the start you used to suffer alone, you didn’t let anyone near you, Natasha and Wanda tried to get closer to you, they wanted to help you, but you didn’t let them, until one day, when you had a nightmare and they were surprised when you knocked on their door and you told them how you felt, of course they let you in, and since that day you knew you were safe with them, you really loved them, they were your home.
Natasha and Wanda felt a little heartbroken because you used to tell them everything, you even told them when you started to like someone and you were not sure what to do, the two of them always tried to help you and they always supported you, they would never judge you and you knew that, and they couldn’t help but feel conflicted, they just wanted to make sure no one would hurt you.
“Alright let plan this, I just, I don´t want that she end up hurt again” Wanda said and Natasha took her hand on hers, she caressed the back of her girlfriend´s hand with her thumb.
“We will make sure she doesn’t get hurt Wan” Natasha said to her with a loving look on her face
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You entered to the nice and beautiful coffee shop, you had to take a taxi to arrive faster, it was already late and you didn’t want to take more time by taking the bus.
Entering to the cosy place you saw your girlfriend sitting in one of the chairs that was behind a table next to the window, you quickly came to her and when she saw you Agatha´s face lit up.
“I´m sorry I´m this late, Nat, Wanda and Tony kept interrogating me about who I was coming to see” You said to your girlfriend with an apologetically look on your face, Agatha stood up from the chair to hug you and you hugged her back, she smelled your perfume and she loved it, you felt Agatha´s hand stroking your hair in a soft way, when you separated from her a little Agatha placed both of her hands on your waist and you gave her a soft peck on her lips, your hands were on her shoulders, you really loved her so much.
“It´s alright doll, you do not have to worry” Agatha reassured you and she took you hand to guide you to your sit; she pulled the chair out for you to sit and you smiled, Agatha was really attentive to you and you loved it, you sat in the chair and Agatha went to her sit in front of you, Agatha took your hand in hers and she started to caress the back of your hand with her thumb, you felt so happy with her, you really wished you could tell everyone you were her girlfriend, but you knew how everyone in the team was going to react, and you knew how Nat and Wanda could react, they would be so angry and you didn’t want that, you were conflicted on what do.
“What´s wrong doll?” You were distracted by her question and you saw the concerned look on her face, the moment you see her worried look you felt like crying.
“It´s alright my love, it´s alright” Agatha stood up from her sit and she came next to you, you moved a little to the right so that she could sit next to you, you felt her arm hugging you by your waist and she pulled you closer to her, she rested her free hand on your face and you instantly leant into her, you hid your face into the crook of her neck and you let the tears roll down your eyes, you couldn’t hold them anymore.
“It´s just that I don´t want to hide what we have, and I don´t want to keep lying to Nat and Wanda, and the others, I feel so bad for hiding, but, I don´t know what else to do, I know how they´re going to react if they know about us, and I don´t want to lose you” You sobbed into her neck and Agatha rubbed your back with her hand.
“I know doll, I know how you feel and you don´t know how much it hurts me to see you like this, this is my fault, for what I did in my past now you´re suffering, I don´t want to lose you either, you´re the best that happened to me, I just want you to be with me and I know that if your family find out that you´re with me, they will be really mad, but sweetheart I don´t mind hiding with you, I love you and that won´t change, and the fact that we have to hide doesn’t bother me, you´re everything I need, I just wish I could make you feel better, I want to make you happy” You were really in love with her, you had fallen for her, but how couldn’t you? She was so sweet and kind to you, she always treated you with so much love and you loved it, you loved her. Agatha brought her hand to your face and she wiped your tears away.
“It´s not your fault, also you´ve changed, you´re not the same you used to be, I want to tell them, to tell them that you´ve changed, and that you make me really happy but” You paused thinking about your next words, the soft touch of Agatha on your face helped you to calm yourself, her touch was soothing.
“But you know they´re not going to believe you” Agatha finished your sentence in soft-spoken way and you nodded against her shoulder, she was right, you were sure they were not going to believe you and they were not going to trust you.
You sighed and moved yourself way from her a little to look at her face, she had a sad look on her face and you didn’t like it, you knew she felt guilty because of what she had done, but she wasn´t that person anymore, it was not her fault, in the past everybody was afraid of her and people had isolated her, she just wanted power because it was what it made her feel she was in control of everything, she was hurt and you knew now she regretted everything she had done, but she wasn’t that person anymore, and you knew she would never hurt you or your family, you completely love her, and you really didn’t want to lose what you two had, you were so in love with Agatha.
“I love you so much, and I wished everyone could see that you’re not the same person you used to be, you´re so much more than your past” Agatha smiled at you, she loved you so much, you were her entire life, you were her light, and the most important thing is that you saw her for who she really was, you didn’t care about her past mistakes, you understood her in a whole different way that no one had done it before, you were so amazing and you didn’t care for what she had done, Agatha knew you loved her no matter what, Agatha didn’t want to lose you.
“You don´t know how much I love you y/n, you mean the world to me, if hiding means that we get to keep our relationship, I will hide with you, no matter what my love, I love you so much” You felt so loved, she made you really happy, you just wanted this to last forever, she took your face in her hands and she pressed a kiss to your lips, it was a soft kiss, her lips moved against yours, her skin was so soft and you could smell her perfume all over her, it was a mix of vanilla and a cinnamon scent, you loved it, her breath was hot and you felt it against your skin, her hands romanced through your lower back until finally she placed them on your waist.
When you broke the kiss due to the lack of air, you smiled at her and she you could see the loving expression on her eyes, her eyes were beaming with joy and you were sure yours too.
“Do you want to order now? I know we have little time to spend together, but I love having these dates with you, this coffee is so amazing, I´m so glad you took me here on our first date, is my favourite place now” You said to her while you caressed the skin of her neck.
“I love these dates too doll, I love the time we spend together, it doesn’t matter if we just get to spend little time, I enjoy it and I treasure every moment I pass with you, let´s order my love” Agatha said while she softly stroked your head with her right hand, you nodded and she pressed a soft kiss on your forehead.
The evening passed with you and Agatha sharing the slices of cake you had ordered, she had ordered a slice of cheesecake and you ordered your favourite one, between laughs and stories about your day and questions of what the other had done in the two days you didn’t see each other, you passed the hours there.
“You want some more baby girl?” Agatha asked you pointing to her coffee on the table, you nodded and you took the mug and took a sip, it was really good, you loved that you and her shared what you ordered, it was something that you enjoyed doing with her, it reminded you that the little actions showed how much you loved each other.
A beeping sound distracted you from the special moment and you felt sad, it was your alarm what had sounded, you took your phone out and you saw the hour on the screen of your phone, it was 6:00 pm already, the three hours passed so quickly.
“It feels like we just passed one hour and a half together” You said with a sad look on your face.
“I know baby girl, it´s not enough but we can meet again whenever you want, you know that and we can keep texting or making phone calls, I love your voice, so I prefer phone calls” She reassured you, she was right, you could keep meeting in the next days, just like you´ve been doing for the past months.
“It´s pretty late doll, I will take you to your home” She asked for the bill to the waitress and then she gave the money to the young woman.
“But what if they see us?” You asked with a worried look on your face, you weren´t sure if they will be waiting for you or looking through the large windows waiting for the exact moment when you arrived.
“They won´t and I won´t let that you go alone at this hour, I don´t want anything to happen to you” Agatha saw you were going to argue back but she softly pressed a finger on your lips.
“I know that you can perfectly defend yourself baby girl, but I will feel better if I´m the one who takes you home, alright?” You smiled and you just nodded, you really loved her so much.
Agatha stood from her sit and she stretched her hand out for you to take it, you happily took her hand and you walked outside the coffee shop, she guided you to where she had parked her car and then she opened the door for you to enter.
“Thank you so much” You said to her while she hold the door opened for you and your girlfriend waited until you were sitting inside to close the door.
“Put the seatbelt on doll” You quickly nodded and you did what she told you to do, Agatha did the same and she smiled at you.
You wished the car ride would have been longer, but sadly it lasted just fifteen minutes, Agatha parked the car some blocks behind your home, the same spot she had parked last Monday, Agatha sighed and she turned her head to look at you, she took your hand in hers and you smiled at her.
“I will see you in two days alright?” Agatha asked you and you nodded.
“Can we meet again at the same coffee shop? I want to try the lemon cheesecake this time” Agatha giggled and she nodded
“Alright doll, at the same coffee shop I´ll see you, the same hour?” She asked you never dropping your hand.
“Yes, at the same hour” You smiled and gave her a last kiss, you didn’t want the kiss to end but you had to go, breaking the kiss you gave a last squeeze to Agatha´s hand and with that you opened the car door to get out of it, you waved your hand at her and gave her one last smile, you started to walk to your home and Agatha stayed there watching you, she didn’t leave until she was sure you had entered to the building, when she saw you had already entered she finally left, she was waiting to meet you again in two days.
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"Mr. Stark, Miss y/n has entered the building" Friday announced
"She has arrived! She will be entering at any moment" Yelled Peter while he started to panic, he took some papers in his hands from the table and he put them inside his backpack.
"Alright, alright everyone act as if we weren't planning something, I will go to the couch, someone turn the tv on!" Scott said while he went to throw himself in the couch, Peter ran after him and he did the same, he threw himself in the other couch and he turned the big tv on.
Wanda and Natasha just looked at each other with and amused expression on their faces, they clearly didn't know how to hide something.
Tony just rolled his eyes and Steve shook his head; they just hope you didn't notice anything.
Steve walked to the fridge to take a bottle of cold water while Wanda and Natasha walked towards the living room and they sat side by side, Natasha passed her arm around Wanda's shoulders and Wanda rested her head on Nat's chest.
Peter put on a movie and they started to watch what played on the screen; They heard the door of the lift being opened letting them know that you had arrived.
You slowly walked out of the lift and you went to the kitchen to grab something to drink.
"I'm back" You announced a little shy, you hoped they wouldn't bring the Agnes topic again.
"Oh, hey y/n we didn't see you had just come" Peter's voice came out a little too loud, you chuckled and didn't mind him.
Steve was on the kitchen drinking some coffee and you went to the fridge to take a bottle of cold water.
"There's still hot coffee in there if you want some kid" He told you pointing to the coffee machine
"Oh no thank you, I think had too much coffee" You said to him while you took out one bottle out from the fridge.
"Oh really? What type of coffee did you have?" Steve asked nonchalantly before taking a big sip of his coffee.
On the other side of the table was Tony reading a magazine acting as if he wasn't paying attention to what you were saying.
"I had a cappuccino" You calmly answered before drinking some of your water.
"Great, cappuccinos are really great" Steve commented and you smiled at him, he was right.
"What are you watching?" You asked when you arrived at the living room.
"Oh, hi Scott, I didn't know you were here" You smiled at the man when you noticed he was sitting in one of the couches.
"Hey y/n, I came here over an hour ago, but I think it will be better if I go now, Hope won't like if I don't arrive early, so, it would be better if I just leave, I can come back another day" He quickly stood from his place at the couch and you nodded at him.
"Bye Scott, say Hi to Hope and Cassie for me, would you?"
"Sure, maybe next time they'll come with me, they miss you" You felt your heart melting at that, Hope's a really cool and badass person, you really liked talking to her about different types of technology and Cassie always made you laugh with her jokes, she was so much like his father, the three of them were a really nice family.
"I miss them too" You answered and Scott smiled back at you, he said his good-byes at everyone after leaving.
"Do you want to sit here y/n?" Natasha asked you while patting the empty spot on the couch next to her.
"Of course” You nodded and she smiled at you, Natasha missed passing time with you, lately you were busy with homework and now you used to go out many times week, she was proud of you, of the confident person you had grown to be, but she still missed to comfort you when you had a nightmare, Wanda felt the same, she missed you as well, she was happy that you felt good enough to hang out, but she missed when you would ask them if they wanted to go with you to buy something, they were really happy for you, but at the same time they were worried, they didn´t want that someone hurt you.
Natasha remembered that time of that girl that used to date you, that awful girl who just invited you out because she had wanted to know the black widow, she was obsessed with her and that girl had hurt you, it had broken her heart the look on your face when you told her she had just asked you out to see if you she could get near Natasha, you had cried for days.
Wanda read her girlfriend´s thoughts and she gave Nat a knowing look she used her powers to say to Natasha that they would do everything they could to protect you, Nat heard this in her mind and she nodded, you took sit next to Nat and she placed her arm around your shoulders, you rested your head on her shoulder, you missed to pass time with them so this was recomforting, you really loved your family.
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Today was Sunday, two days after you had gone out and Wanda noticed you were preparing your backpack on your room, so she assumed you were going to go out again, she quickly told Natasha this and Natasha said to Tony that you were going out again, he quickly called Scott.
“Scott, Operation Little Widow-witch will take place today, can you come here now?” Asked Tony on the phone, he nodded and then he hung up.
“What did he say?” Natasha eagerly asked.
“He´s coming, we need to do something before y/n´s leaves the tower, where is she?” Tony asked with wide eyes, he just hoped you hadn’t left yet.
“Mr. Stark, y/n just entered to the lift” Peter said in a hurry
“Alright, alright I will make the engines stop, this can give us some time until Scott arrives”
Suddenly they hear a buzzing sound and then Scott appear out of thin air in front them.
“Wow, those flying ants are really fast” Scott was in his usual Ant-man suit
"Alright Scott so, you have everything you need?” Tony eyes him while he asked him
“Yes, I have the camera here, Hope did a great job with this, she also told me to give you this, with this thing you will be able to see what I'm seeing, and to hear what I'm hearing” Lang handed them a small screen and a mic
“The mic is for you to talk to me; I will be able to hear you” His excitement was visible.
“We will be watching everything from here, good luck Scott, and thank you” Wanda told him and he nodded
“She's waiting inside the lift, go Scott” Tony said to him and Lang nodded again, he made himself small again, he called the flying ant back to take him to you, and when he was closer enough the lift, he jumped off the ant and entered to the lift through the gap under the metal door.
He saw you there standing in the middle of it waiting for the lift to start working again, he used one of his hooks to clipped himself to your backpack, step one had been a success.
Meanwhile Natasha, Wanda, Tony and Steve were watching everything on the Screen they had, they weren’t waiting for anything to happen until the hear a ring, the recognised it was your phone, they couldn’t watch at all since Scott was hanging on your backpack, but they knew someone had called you, but they´re eager to know what you´ll say.
“Hi! Yes, I´m already in the lift, so I will be arriving there in Fifteen minutes, yes, I will walk safely, love you too, see you there”
Everyone was shocked, have you told this person you loved them? They were right that you were not seeing just a friend.
You left the building and you walked through the streets, after minutes of walking you finally arrived at the coffee shop, there you see Agatha's car and walked past it, Scott who was hanging on your backpack, his camera on his suit focused a black car.
“That´s the car Bucky and I saw y/n stepping out of it last Monday” Steve commented while looking at the same car that had brought you days ago, Natasha would have liked to see the vehicle´s license plate number, but you walked closer and Scott was trying not to fall to the ground.
You walked faster and Scott didn't get the time to hold your backpack stronger so he fall to the floor, the time he hit the floor he heard the sound glass breaking, that´s when he knew the camera had broken down.
“Scott, Scott we lost the image, are you alright?” Natasha quickly said to him into the microphone
“I know sorry about that and yes I´m alright, the fall wasn’t that bad” They heard the tiny man grunting
“Now Scott you will be our eyes and ears, tell us what you see” Steve told him after some minutes
"Got it captain" Scott replied
He quickly got up from the floor and he ran down towards some stairs that led to the coffee shop, he entered to the coffee shop through the gap under the floor.
"Alright so she entered to this Coffee Shop called Westview, that's a cool name, wow guys it's really cool here, the lamps are so pretty, it reminds me of that places that announce in magazines where you can come here when you don't want nobody to find you, this place is kind of hidden in the street, there were stairs to arrive here, guys oh my god, look at how many flowers are here, I hope there are no bees, wait I've never ridden a bee, change of plans I do Hope there are bees here"
Natasha rubbed her hands against her face and Wanda softly rubbed her arm trying to calm her down a little.
"Scott, please focus" Said Natasha and Steve at the same time
"Do you see y/n anywhere?" Wanda asked into the mic.
"No guys, I can't see anything from this- Wait, I'm seeing her right now, she's hugging someone, but I can't see well, I'll have to go there wait" Scott started to run right towards the table you were in.
"I'm tired guys, this is too much" Said Scott out of breath from running
"Alright guys, I'm here, I'll have to climb up the sit, this is too exciting, Guys I bet 50 dollars that's her professor" Scott said
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“I'm really sorry, the lift stopped working for some minute's and I had to wait until it worked again, sorry for making you wait" You said to Agatha with a worried look on your face
"It's alright doll, I'm glad you made it here, how's everything at home?" She asked you while holding your hands
"Doll?" Scott muttered to himself, of course everyone who was in the compound listened what he said.
"Doll?" Everyone in the tower repeated, Natasha frowned and looked at Wanda, Steve, Tony and Peter exchanged confused stares.
"Scott what's going on?" Wanda rushed to ask him
"Well, for what I heard, this woman calls y/n doll, and she asked her about how things are at home"
"Definitely that's not Mrs. Dottie, she doesn't call y/n like that" Commented Peter who was now more furious about this woman
"So what exactly could have y/n told her about things here at home? That means that she Talks about us, right?" Wondered Tony while he put his hand to his chin.
"Guys shut up for a moment, there's a lot of voices, I can't hear what they're talking about, I will climb up the table, to have a better look, wait" He told them while he tried to go up the table.
"Things are fine, Peter is staying for some days at the tower and it's pretty cool, I like showing him many different new songs I discover, Wanda and Nat are alright too, we watched a movie the other day, I really love them, and I'm glad they haven't ask anything about you, you know about where I go out, I really don't like when I lie to them, it makes me feel bad, last time I told them I was going to meet 'Agnes'" You giggled a little remembering the name you had given.
"Agnes?" Agatha laughed at that.
"Yes you known it's sort of your name and your last name combined, kind of, I didn't come up with something else, I panicked" you laughed at that
"It's alright baby girl, that was smart, I'm glad they haven't asked anything else" She said to you with a soft smile on her face.
Scott was hiding under the table in a crack on the wooden table with a shocked expression on his face and his hand was covering his mouth.
"Guys, you won't believe this, the name 'Agnes' she told you isn't a real name" He said with wide eyes
"Oh my god, I knew it!" said Natasha closing her eyes
"Scott, quickly you need to see who's there with y/n" Wanda said into the microphone.
"Yes, yes, I'm on that wait a little” Scott started to walk through the metal bars of the table ready to jump onto the table,
"Are you alright doll? You know you can tell me everything" She brought one of your hands to her lips and she kissed the back of it.
"I know, it's just that I really love spending time with you and just like the other day I told you, I feel awful about, I feel awful that we have to hide, I really wish you could come with me to the tower, I want that they get to know the real you, I want to be able to tell Nat and Wanda how much you make me happy, I want to tell ask them many things about a relationship I want to, but I know I can't" You said closing your eyes
"It's alright baby girl, I understand everything, You don't have to feel guilty, I know that they're not going to take this well, and I can't blame them, After what I did, it's understandable they wouldn't trust me, and yes I don't like at all that I have to hide your my girlfriend, I love you so much and I would love to take you to many different places, I would love to do many things with you, but I know we can't, and if that means-"
"If that means we can keep seeing each other it's alright" You finished her sentence
After listening that Scott felt a little guilty for spying on you, but this was not the time to back off, he thought, he had a mission to accomplish; Scott arrived at the top of the table and his sight was being covered by a mug.
"Oh, c'mon" Said Scott lifting his hands in the air.
"What's going?" Tony tasked him.
"There was a mug covering the sight, but now I'm able to-"
Scott gasped and everyone there started to panic, have you noticed him? What if you have noticed this.
"Scott what's going on?" Steve asked with a worried tone.
"Lang? Lang? Are you there?" Natasha asked taking the mic into her hands
"Mr. Lang?* Asked Peter coming next to Natasha.
"Scott what the hell happened?" Tony came rushing to Peter's side
"Scott this is not the time for games, this is important" Wanda quickly came next to Natasha's side.
"SHHHHHH! Everybody shut up" Scott hissed after some seconds and everyone felt silent, it felt hours but it had just happened two minutes
"Promise, you won't freak out" He asked them into his microphone.
"What is it Lang" Wanda's accent was thick, she was clearly annoyed.
"Guys you have to promise you won't freak out" The tiny man asked again, Natasha was clearly annoyed and she was about to say something back to him, but Peter took the mic from her hands.
"I'm sorry Miss Romanoff" Peter whispered
“We promise we won't freak out" Said Peter to Scott
"Alright, alright, here we go" Scott took a deep breath and he blinked several times
"You remember that witch who tried to take Wanda's powers three years ago?"
Scott had to take the earphone out of his ear because a sharp sound hit him, it was too loud as if something had shattered against the floor, when he put it back into his ear, he didn't hear anything for minutes, everything was silent.
"Um, guys? Hello? Did my microphone break? What’s wrong with this thing?" He decided to sat at in the plate under the mug, and he started to check his Equipment.
A loud crash made you jump a little in your sit.
"y/n!?" You knew that voice, you knew very well that voice, your eyes went wide opened, Natasha's voice was clearly worried but you were sure she was really mad as well.
How did they find you? This was wrong, this was what you tried to avoid for the past months, this was all wrong, you knew they would come for Agatha so you quickly stood up from your sit and place yourself next to Agatha.
You saw a really angry Natasha with her black suit on, Wanda was clearly mad too, her eyes and hands were glowing red, Steve was on his Captain America suit just as well as Tony was in his Iron man suit, they were all coming towards the two of you.
"Y/n, come here, stay away from her" Wanda told you when she was close enough to you, her accent was really strong, you knew she was really, really mad, her eyes glowing red and Natasha was next to her with her hand on her hip, she was ready to take her gun out at any moment.
"No" You firmly said but, on the inside, you were shaking, you were terrified, you didn't want them to hurt Agatha.
"What do you mean no?" Natasha frowned, oh she looked so annoyed.
"It means I'm staying here with her" You said with a lot of courage
"It's alright doll you don't need to-"
"Don't ever call her like that again!" You heard Wanda saying to her
"Don't hurt her, she's done nothing wrong" You quickly said back to Wanda
"She's evil, don't you know what she did years ago?" Natasha argued and her hands squeezed into fists
"She has changed! She's not like that anymore" You huffed, running your hand through your hair
"She's manipulating you, I bet she just wants your powers" Wanda raised her chin
"That´s not true! I really love y/n" Said Agatha standing from her sit, she was not going to sit there just listening to them doubting her love for you.
"That's not true!” Said Natasha coming closer to you, you were afraid of what could happen, you didn’t want Agatha and them getting into a fight.
“She tried to steal my powers, how are we not sure she wants to do the same to you y/n?” Wanda asked coming closer too.
“That was different, back at that time you didn’t even know how to control your powers, I just suggested you to give them to me, a more experienced witch” Agatha said back
“Agatha that´s not helping!” You yelled at her, you couldn’t believe it what she had just said, it was definitely not the right moment for that talk.
“I´m sorry, I´m sorry, but she´s right I´m not the same I used to be, I´ve changed and I truly love y/n, I would never do anything to hurt her” Agatha took your hand in hers giving it a soft squeeze.
“We can´t trust you” Steve grunted.
“They´re right, we can´t really trust you, so you better back off” Tony snapped while walking closer.
“How did you even find me?” You questioned them and, in that moment, Scott appeared out of nowhere in the sit in front of you.
“Scott? You followed me?” You didn’t believe it
“I´m sorry y/n” He said with a shy smile, and you saw in his hands were some earbuds, you were sure it was an intercom.
“Were you spying on me?” You felt betrayed, the have been overhearing everything.
“We did it because we wanted to be sure who you were seeing, we just don´t want that you get your heart break!” Natasha said to you
“I think It would have been better if you had been seeing your English teacher and not her” You heard Ant-man saying pointing at your girlfriend.
“Mrs. Dottie?” You asked with a frown, why was he talking about her, more like, how did he know you English teacher.
“What is he talking about sweetheart?” Agatha asked you and she was about to put her hand on your shoulder
“Don´t you dare touch her, I won´t say it again Agatha, back off” Wanda said her hands up in the air, you didn’t want them to fight.
“Agatha, it would be better If you leave, I´m really sorry about this, I didn’t want this to happen, but I don’t want that all of you get into a fight, please, I don´t want things to get worse, I love you”
You whispered to her, Agatha didn’t want to leave you alone, but you were right, If she stayed for now, things could get really messy.
“Alright love, you know I´ll never lose you, I will fight for you, don´t forget that I love you” You had wanted to kiss her, but you decided it wouldn’t be a good idea, you nodded and with a flick of her hand she disappeared into purple smoke.
Wanda and Natasha were glaring at you, Tony and Steve were had disappointed look on their faces and Scott, well he was sitting there eating some of the cookies on the white plate.
“I- I will see you back at the tower” You moved your hand and you disappeared.
You appeared back at the tower and you quickly took your phone out of your pocket to dial Agatha´s number.
“-Agatha, I´m so sorry, I- I didn’t know they were following us, I don´t know what they will do, I´m sure they will tell me to stop seeing you, but I don´t want that, I love you and-“
-It´s alright baby girl, try to calm down a little so you can talk to them, you do not have to worry, as I told you, I will fight for you, I love you y/n- You heard noises outside the room and you knew they had arrived.
-They´re here I have to hung up, but I love you too- You quickly hang up and you heard a rushed knock on your door.
"Y/n can you come here please? We're worried" You heard Natasha's voice behind your door
You weren't sure if you should open the door or not, but after minutes of thinking you decided to open the door; You did it slowly and when you fully opened the door, only Natasha and Wanda came into your room, the others waited in the living room.
You went to your bed to sat down and Natasha and Wanda sat by your sides, the three of you sat there in complete silence, Wanda was looking at the floor, Natasha was looking at you and you just simply stared at your fingers.
"She's evil" Wanda suddenly said after minutes of complete silence
"That's not true, she's changed" You quickly said back at her, turning your head to face her
"How are you so sure?" Wanda asked with an angry look on her face, her frustration kicked in.
"Because I know her, she's changed, Agatha's not the same she used to be" You said with tears in your eyes.
"I don't trust her" Wanda said again
"I know, but you have to trust me, she's different" You were almost pleading at this point, you looked at her right into her eyes and you could see the anger in her eyes.
"Where did you meet her?" Asked Natasha after some minutes of silence
"I met her at a bookstore, I kept coming back to the same bookstore and I always found her there, we hit it off and well, we started to see each other as friends at first, as I wasn't sure, but I really felt drawn to her" You smiled at the memory of the first time you met her.
"She's Centuries older than you" Wanda hissed and this time you didn't know what to say to her.
"You can't keep seeing her" Wanda told you with a harsh tone, and you freaked out.
"What!? You can't tell me who I can and I cannot see!" You rushed to say while you stood up from your bed and glared at Wanda.
"I can, because I know this is the best for you, she's evil" You were going to say something but Natasha was faster
"Wanda's right, this is the best for you, we can't trust her" You had tears falling down your eyes and you wiped them away with your sleeve, you couldn't believe this.
"This is not fair, I'm an adult, I can decide who I want to date" You were moving your hands in the air.
"You may be an adult but you clearly don't know how to even take care of yourself, this is not up for you to decide, you can be in danger, you could have put us in danger y/n" Wanda said almost yelling.
"So this is about you? What about me? She's not the same, how many times do I have to tell you? She's-
"Enough! We just want to keep you safe! Can't you see that? She's not good for you! What if she's manipulating you? Your powers are really strong and you don't know what you're capable of, what if she's just taking this chance to take them away from you?" Wanda had never yelled at you, you were sure Agatha wouldn't do that, why couldn't they just see that?
"This stays with me" Said Wanda and you frowned you didn't understand her until she moved her hand and your phone appeared in her hand.
"Give it back to me, that's mine" You came closer to her but Wanda used her powers to stop you.
"No, you will keep talking to her, and I won't let that happen" Wanda argued
"This is not fair" You heart was breaking
"No, what's not fair is that you put yourself in danger and you also could've out ourselves on danger" Wanda said with a really angry look, you looked at Natasha and she just shrugged.
"I'm sorry y/n but Wanda's right“ Natasha looked apologetically.
"I will drive you to college and I will pick you up" Wanda said to you and they stood up from your bed to walk outside your bedroom.
Natasha hated to see you like this, with a heartbroken expression, they had never discussed with you and that mortified her.
"Wanda, don't you think that was a little harsh, she was really upset" Said Natasha with a worried expression on her face
"I know it was harsh, but we don't know Agatha's real intentions, I don't want her near y/n, I feel awful for speaking to y/n like this but, I really don't want her to end up hurt, what if Agatha kidnaps her or something! I wouldn't forgive myself if something like that happens Nat" Wanda hugged Natasha and the shorter woman rest her head on her chest.
"I don't want that something happens to y/n I love her just like you, and I want to protect her too, but I just can't stand seeing her like this, I wanted to hug her" Tears started to fall down Nat's cheeks and Wanda quickly wiped them away.
"I know, I feel really awful but, I really want to protect her from her, I want to hug her too but, we can do it later alright? She can't be mad at us forever.”
You couldn't believe it! They had taken your phone with them, how were you supposed to talk to your girlfriend? You were frustrated, you were angry, but you felt sad too, they hadn't been fair to you or to Agatha but you understood why they weren't keen on her, but why couldn't they trust you? You needed a hug and you felt angrier because you wanted Agatha, Nat or Wanda to hug you, the first one you couldn't hug her for obvious reasons, and the other two, you were angry at them, you just threw yourself in your bed and covered yourself with your blankets
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"It's been six days; six days and she hasn't talked to us Wanda!" Natasha had picked you up from college and all the ride back to the tower you didn't talk to her, you just looked through the window.
"I know Nat, but what else can we do? She hasn't talked to me yet; I've been trying to talk to her all week and she ignores me too"
"She hasn't talked to me either" Commented Steve entering the kitchen, he was worried about you just like everyone else.
"I tried to approach her two days ago and she just stared at me with a blank expression and then just she left" Tony said with a drink in his hand.
"Also Peter told me that she doesn't even talk at all during lectures anymore, he told me that Mrs. Dottie asked him if there was something going on with her" Tony said again, Natasha and Wanda were concerned, they weren't expecting this, but what scared them the most was that you looked more pale each day and you looked as if you hadn't sleep at all.
"We have to fix this; I know is my fault but-" Wanda was cut off by someone
"Is not only your fault, we all agreed on this" Said Steve, but Wanda couldn't help but blamed herself
"It's alright, we will fix this" Natasha said while caressing her cheek with her hand.
Wanda felt something vibrating in her pocket and she took your phone out of it, she saw a new message out of 50 messages and 45 missed calls, Wanda was surprised to see that.
"Agatha keeps sending messages to y/n and she keeps calling" She said putting the phone on the table.
"Let me see" Natasha took the phone in her hands and she quickly unlocked it, without the fingerprint.
"How did you do that?" Steve was astonished when he saw how Nat unlocked your phone without using the password or a fingerprint.
"Basic hacking skills" Natasha quickly answered and Tony smirked at Steve's shocked face.
"You wouldn't get it" Tony said to Steve and Wanda and Nat giggled at his comment.
"What does the messages say?" Steve was curious at what could Agatha send you.
"Well, there's a lot of 'How are you feeling?' 'Are you alright doll?" 'Why aren't you answering the phone? I'm really worried about you' " Natasha told them and she felt bad, what if Agatha was really concerned about you?
"What if she's really not bad anymore?" Bruce asked while leaning against the doorframe, he really saw how much you had been affected for what had happened, every one of the others noticed how much you've changed, the others were really worried, you didn't went to the lab to ask Bruce things about science or have a really nice conversation about theories, you hadn't gone to the library to pick book to recommend to Bucky anymore and the two of them decided to ask Natasha and Wanda what was going on with you since the two women were the ones who you were always with, so Wanda and Nat explained to them what had happened days ago.
Wanda didn't know what to do, she couldn't see you like this, but she also didn't want to trust Agatha.
They stayed there thinking on what to do until Scott arrived one hour later, he seemed to be in a rush, because when the doors of the lift opened, he quickly came looking for them.
"Guys, guys I had to run to arrive faster here, Hope took the suit away and she hid it, but that's not important here, I came here because I remembered that my intercom recorded everything" He said out breath
Scott took the device out of his jacket and he pressed play, they didn’t make any type of sound, and payed attention to the recording.
"Are you alright doll? You know you can tell me everything" That was clearly Agatha's voice.
" I know, it's just that I really love spending time with you and just like the other day I told you, I feel awful about, I feel awful that we have to hide, I really wish you could come with me to the tower, I want that they get to know the real you, I want to be able to tell Nat and Wanda how much you make me happy, I want to tell ask them many things about a relationship I want to, but I know I can't" Nat had to wipe some tears that had fallen down her eyes when she heard your voice.
"It's alright baby girl, I understand everything, You don't have to feel guilty, I know that they're not going to take this well, and I can't blame them, After what I did, it's understandable they wouldn't trust me, and yes I don't like at all that I have to hide your my girlfriend, I love you so much and I would love to take you to many different places, I would love to do many things with you, but I know we can't, and if that means-"
"If that means we can keep seeing each other it's alright" When Wanda heard you had finished her sentence, she remembered every time she had done the same with Nat.
"We will fix this, Tony can you drive y/n tomorrow morning?" Natasha asked with a serious look on her face
"Sure, no problem" He answered
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The next day when Tony drove you to school, you still felt hurt, you really had wanted to say goodbye to Wanda and Nat, and everyone else but in the end you didn't, you still felt betrayed.
"Alright, are you ready?" Natasha asked Wanda who was holding your phone in her hand, Wanda nodded and she called Agatha from your phone.
"Hello Agatha, listen, can you come to the tower? We would like to talk to you about y/n"
Natasha looked expectant to her when she ended the call.
"What did she say?" Natasha eagerly asked while she took Wanda softly by her shoulders.
"She said she will be coming in thirty minutes"
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Agatha was worried, these six days without being able to talk to you had been pure torture to her, she had wanted to hold you so much and reassure you that everything would be alright, she even went to your college to wait for you when your classes were over, she had been excited when she saw you walking outside the building but her hopes were crushed down when she saw a car parking in front of you, she recognised Wanda inside of it and she knew, she couldn't get closer, she really wanted to but you were under constant surveillance.
But now that she had received Wanda's call she didn't think twice, she quickly agreed to meet her at the tower, maybe she could talk to them and convince them that she really loved you
Agatha walked out of the lift and was greeted by many pair of eyes on her.
She walked to the living room where everybody was sitting in the couches, Agatha knew the name of everyone because you used to talk about them a lot and she was happy that you trusted her enough to share a lot of things with her.
Wanda was frowning and beside her was Natasha with a serious look on her face, Tony was sitting in the other couch with a drink in his hand, the man who rarely smile, your words not hers, was Bucky if she recalled correctly, Steve was sitting next to the soldier with his arms crossed and he was glaring at her.
"Come sit with us" Said Wanda to Agatha when she lifted her head, Agatha nodded and she came closer to them, Natasha patted in the chair in front of them so that Agatha sat there.
"What are your intentions with y/n?" Asked Wanda glaring at Agatha
"I want to make her happy" The blue-eyed witch said calmly
"I don't trust you!" Wanda said when Agatha finished her sentence, Agatha was shocked she hadn't even talked a lot and Wanda was already really upset.
"I'm really sorry about what I did, I just wanted more power and you didn't even know how to use your magic I-
"Now you better stop right there!-" Wanda was really upset that she even stood up from the couch pointing at Agatha with her finger, Wanda had to take her from her waist to stop her from coming closer to Agatha.
"I'm sorry alright!? I'm truly sorry, but I'm not that person anymore, and I understand why all of you are angry, You want to protect her from me, and that's completely understandable, but I really love her, I don't want to be without her, I care for y/n just as you care for her, she's my life, she means everything to me, please, I'm saying the truth" Agatha begged
"You can use your powers on me to see that I'm not lying" Agatha offered
Wanda thought about it for a moment and she decided she would do it, Wanda placed her fingers over Agatha's temple and she saw her memories, she was able to feel what the older witch felt, and the only thing she found in Agatha's mind related to you was pure love, Wanda realised that the witch wasn't lying, she really loved you, but still she had her doubts.
"What is y/n's Favourite drink?” Asked Wanda
"What is y/n y/n's favourite dessert?” Natasha demanded to know
"What is y/ns favourite book?” Bucky was the third one to ask something
"What is y/n favourite movie?" Steve added
"What is y/ns favourite restaurant?” Tony inquired with a serious look on his face
Agatha answered every question correctly and in the calmest possible way, she knew all of these things because you had told her, everyone one of the avengers were impressed, they weren't expecting that the woman in front of them would know all of that information about you.
"Please, I swear I love y/n with all my heart, and I know I made some mistakes, but I changed, and I would never hurt y/n"
Wanda was pouting, there was really no doubt that she loved you.
"At this point I'm pretty sure she's not lying love" Natasha whispered in her ear and Wanda just scrunched her nose.
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"Hey, why hasn't any one of you picked your phone? I called you several times from Peter's phone because classes were cancelled due to-"
You stopped death in your tracks, Agatha was sitting in a chair in the middle of the living room with the others.
You couldn't believe it, what was she doing here?
"Agatha?" You saw how Agatha slowly nodded and she stood up from her chair to walk towards you.
You left your backpack on the floor and threw yourself at her arms.
She put her arms around your waist, her grip was firm yet soft at the same time, you could smell her perfume, the same one you had missed so much all these days.
Tears were falling from her eyes and you softly took her face in your hands, caressing her soft skin with your fingers.
"You don't know how much I've missed you doll, I couldn't even sleep well, I was tempted to use my magic to appear here, but I knew everyone would be around you since the first day I went to look for you at your college and I saw Wanda picking you up, I didn't do it either because I didn't want things to get worse" You softly wiped some of her tears away with your fingers and she leant into your touch, she had missed you so much.
“I couldn't sleep either, I wanted to know how you were feeling, but I couldn't even call you nor text you, I was desperate" You sobbed.
"Oh angel, I was desperate too" Your girlfriend pulled you closer to her, feeling your body against her made her feel relieved, she was holding you again, you were alright and that was the most important thing to her, resting your head on the crook of her neck she softly pressed a kiss on your hair.
The Avengers were looking at you, they were astonished, that would have never expected the older witch to treat you in such a beautiful way.
Wanda sensed what you and Agatha were feeling, it was love, and it was strong, really strong, beautiful emotions were emanating from you and the woman hugging you, you two really loved each other in a way, Natasha and her loved each other, it was a pure love.
Wanda took Natasha's hand in hers and the two of them nodded at each other, walking closer towards you Wanda softly cleared her voice, and the sound made you moved away a little from your girlfriend, you shyly looked at Nat and Wanda in front of you
“Listen, I´m sorry about what happened, I know we- I know I hurt you, but please I just wanted to protect you, I don´t trust her at all, but I can see that she really loves you just as much as you love her” Wanda quietly apologised, Agatha smiled at you and she separated herself from you a little, she turned herself to face Natasha and Wanda, with her arm around your waist, you were beside her and she loved the feeling of touching you in front of more people.
“I understand, and I know y/n understands that too, I know you don´t trust me for what I did, but I´m willing to prove myself so that you know I would do anything for y/n” You were smiling, finally they were having a calm conversation and they weren’t yelling at each other.
“You don´t need to be sorry, I understand that you wanted the best for me, and you did what you thought it would be the best for me, I wasn’t mad at you, I just felt betrayed because you didn’t trust me, but now I feel relieved, I missed you, I love you so much and not having you either, made me feel awful, I wanted to hug you too, but I didn’t want to come to you” You quickly wiped the tears away that had fallen down your eyes.
“I wanted to hug you too sweetheart, I was heartbroken, I couldn’t stand seeing you so sad, and I wanted to talk to you but you didn’t let me” Natasha quickly pulled you into a hug and you leant into her, you had really missed her a lot, when she pulled away, Wanda hugged you too, you closed your eyes and rested your head on her chest, you felt a soft kiss being placed in your forehead and you smiled.
“I missed you too Wanda, a lot, I hated that we fought and I hope we never fight like this again” You whispered into her chest.
“I assure you, we won´t, I hated the way I yelled at you I-“
“It´s alright, seriously Wanda, I forgave all of you, because you didn’t hurt me on purpose” You interrupted her and Wanda smiled, it was really good to hug you again.
“Don´t think we won´t have an eye on you anyone Agatha” Wanda began again
“Wanda” You said with a tired tone
“What?” The witch asked you with fake innocence and you felt a soft hand on your shoulder
“It´s alright doll, it´s alright, they can keep an eye on me, it doesn’t bother me” Your girlfriend said softly.
“We´re sorry too, about what happened” This time Steve was the one talking and Agatha nodded, she knew they weren’t bad, they just wanted the best for you, the men sitting in the couches gave her a shy smile, and she returned the smile at them.
“So, that means she can come to visit me?” You eagerly asked, Wanda and Nat looked at each other, and you patiently waited for an answer.
“Yes, she can come to visit you, and you can visit her, but Wanda and I will be the ones to drive you, alright?” Your eyes were beaming with joy, this is what you had wanted and finally they were accepting it, you nodded and turned your face to look at Agatha, she loved to see you this happy, Natasha and Wanda were happy to see you back, with that smile you always offered to everyone.
“Can I show her the tower?” You asked Natasha and Wanda again, and they sighed, they couldn’t say no to you, so they just nodded at you.
“If you show her your room, I want the doors open alright?” Wanda asked and you laughed, you couldn’t help but roll your eyes a little.
“Yes, yes I will let the doors open” You said to them and you took Agatha´s hand to guide her to your room, when you arrived to your room, you didn’t close the doors at all, sitting in your bed you patted your hand on your bed next to you, Agatha sat beside you and she passed her arm around your waist, you let your head rest on her shoulder taking her free hand on yours.
"This is great, now we can spend more time together and you can come here" Your excitement was visible and Agatha loved it.
"I know love, it was awful not being able to hold you during these days, I kept calling on your phone and as you didn't answer, I thought the worst, that´s why I decided to go to your college” Agatha´s heart ached at the memory.
"That's because Wanda took my phone away, I will ask her to give me my phone back later, I want to cuddle with you, what do you think?” You murmured into her ear.
"That's an amazing idea doll, I want to hold you tightly" She whispered back into your ear.
Agatha and you kissed you again for the first time in days, her hand squeezing softly your waist, she had missed your lips so much.
You broke the kiss only to dragged her to the centre of your bed, taking off your shoes she did the same, you took the covers and put them over the two of you when you were already lying in the middle of you comfortable bed.
You placed your head on her chest and she hold you by your waist, you were going to pass a really nice evening holding each other.
“I have a question; how did you arrive here?” Now that you thought about it, you felt curious, you lifted your head to look at her beautiful blue eyes.
“Well, Wanda called me from your phone, I thought it was you, but then I heard her voice asking me to come here to talk about you” You chuckled a little and just shook your head.
“Do you want to sleep doll?” Agatha asked knowing you hadn’t rest at all.
“I want to, but I also want to spend more time with you while I´m awake” You yawned a little.
“It´s alright baby girl, I will be here when you wake up, we will have more time to spend together from now on” You knew she was right, now you wouldn’t have to hide anymore, and you love the thought.
“Alright, can you wake me up in 1 hour?” You tiredly said while resting your head back again into her chest.
“Of course doll” She wasn’t going to wake you up in an hour, she was sure you needed more time to sleep, she pressed a soft kiss on your forehead.
“I love you y/n” Agatha whispered in your ear.
“I love you too Agatha” You said yawning again.
You really loved that she was going to be there when you woke up.
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“Where´s y/n? We need to tell her everything that happened in our mission, she´s not going to believe what happened” Said Sam entering the living room with Clint by his side.
“I think you will have to wait some hours, she´s in her room with her girlfriend” Steve commented.
“What?” Clint and Sam asked at the same time.
“I´ll let Nat and Wanda explain that to you, a lot of things happened while you were on the mission” Sam and Clint blinked several times.
“Alright, we will tell you everything, it´s kind of a long story so you better take a sit” Natasha said and she took a deep breath.
The evening was going to be full of gasps and mane questions, Wanda quickly went to your room to open the door a little bit more and what she saw made her heart melt, you were sleeping peacefully and Agatha was stroking your hair, she let the door a little open and went back to the kitchen.
“Is she alright?” Asked Natasha to her
“She´s sleeping, she hadn’t slept well, now she´s resting next to Agatha” A smile formed on Natasha´s face, now she was sure you had another person who would protect you just like everyone of them.
It would take some time for Wanda to be able not to be too harsh on the older witch, but she knew you were in good hands, and she was grateful at least that there was another witch who would look out for you.
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What about no. 10 in fluff with platonic!sam wilson x reader (possibly a reader thats on the younger side) :D?
Hi anon! I love the idea of Sam and the reader being like really good friends and them having a sort of sibling dynamic relationship where they joke around so that’s the route I tried to go. It’s kind of short but I like the way it turned out. Hope you enjoy!
Platonic!Sam Wilson x Teenage!Reader
Prompt #10 Fluff/Angst “How much money would you give me just to cause chaos in the tower?”
Warnings: Fluff, swear words, nothing else I think
Prompt list can be found HERE!
I was sitting in the living space of the compound when FRIDAY announced that somebody has arrived. Sam Wilson A.K.A. America’s other ass has arrived at the compound, now entering the doors of the living space.
“Really (y/n)? I thought I asked you to tell FRIDAY to change my name back?” Sam groaned as he slung his bag off of his shoulder and onto an armchair. “If I wasn’t here to make your life just a little bit more unbearable what would you do then? Mope around.” Seeing the contemplating look on his face I huffed out a “I thought so.”
“Speaking of making others lives just a little bit more unbearable I have something fun we could do while I'm taking a break from missions” Sam said with a hint of mischief spread across his features. “Oh really? What’s your idea Sammy?” I questioned waiting for him to answer. “I was thinking me and you could cause a little bit of chaos in the tower among some of the avengers.” I looked up at him thinking about it and thought seriously about saying no. Clint already has it out for me because I replaced all of the Splenda packets with unmarked packets of salt and he had a very unpleasant surprise in his morning coffee.
“Cmon, (y/n), you know nobody else in the tower could be more fun than me. With me being ‘Uncle Sam’ and all.” I looked at him with an amused face and said, “Well I'm pretty sure the real Uncle Sam was a righteous dickhead so your argument really means nothing to me.” Sam looked less than amused at my response and said, “How ‘bout I pay you, kid.” I honestly couldn’t turn down some pocket change right about now and he knew that seeing as how he had that knowing look in his eye.
“How much money would you give me just to cause chaos in the tower?” I asked already caving in to the idea of at least 20 bucks. “Now we’re talking, kid. I knew you’d say yes to some money seeing as how, ‘Uncle Sam’ is loaded” Then he thought about his current situation and said, “Well figuratively.” I laughed at him and his idiocy and started to walk away and said, “We’ll talk more about this later bird boy, and I was right when I said Uncle Sam is a righteous dick head.”
He snickered at me and threw a pillow and said, “Okay miss (y/n), you know where to find me.” and then flapped his arms out in a joking way. “I sure do bird boy, up in the sky.” I said snickering as I pointed up out of the skylight.
This next week is going to be more than interesting with Sam here.
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dating bucky barnes would include...
pairing: bucky barnes x reader
authors note: hi!! i haven’t been very active and i apologize but it’s been very unmotivating for me when nobody has commented or interacted with my stories. i will probably be discounting the “gone” series until i feel motivated to continue. but i hope you enjoy this blurb i love you all goodnight <33
he’s literally such a teddy bear
he loves playing with your hair
he learned how to braid it and now that’s all he ever does (obviously you braid his all the time)
you were very sad when he cut his hair
but he promised he’d grow it back out for you soon enough
“i promise doll it’s just temporary okay?”
“ugh fine but i still miss it.”
he has a beautiful singing voice
and it puts you right to sleep
especially when he sings in russian OMG
he loves spending time with you and adores you
your always their for him when he has nightmares and he appreciates you so much for it
he’s very protective over you and constantly checks in when your on a mission or just simply running an errand
having deep conversations with him is your favorite thing to do at 2am
talking about your future together
you and sam would be best friends and constantly pick on and prank bucky
he acts like he hates it but he secretly loves it
“SON OF A BI- AGAIN Y/N????!!”
“IT WASN’T ME THIS TIME IT WAS SAM!”
“AH YOU LITTLE!!” *starts chasing sam around the house*
“Y/N I HATE YOU WHY DID U RAT ME OUT!!” *as he’s running for his life from bucky*
as you sit their and just laugh
also you guys both DESPISE john walker
you both constantly are making sarcastic comments to him
and you saying “you got this dude” knowing he definitely does not got it
okay now we’re going back a bit to infinity war
sorry for the mixed up chronological order it’s literally 1am i just finished watching snl and i can barely see straight so...
you were completely heartbroken when he got snapped in the blimp
it was the worst 5 years of your life literally ask any of the avengers they could tell you
when bucky came back you couldn’t stop crying
you guys spent a couple days together just appreciating each other
and then you had to go back to saving the world....
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