#the answer is you become a bit of an incoherent mess with weird. funny feelings

[ichikunimagines]

Do you want to be something more, Ichimatsu-kun?

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I AM SO SORRY THAT MAJORITY OF MY FICS ARE ICHIMATSU X READER!! BUT PERSONALLY I THINK IT’S A POWER MOVE BC I LOVE WRITING HIM ✨✨❤️

[10.3.2020]

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You and Ichimatsu had been friends for a while, both meeting through Osomatsu and then everything else played out from there. It took a bit of time for you to become aquainted, even. The both of you were reserved and didn’t enjoy speaking out about their emotions, but you were more lively around people you were comfortable with.

Skipping to now, the both of you always hung out and easily stormed up vanilla conversations. And as the story goes, the both of you developed feelings. Along with Osomatsu, whom you’re also friends with, takes note in Ichimatsu’s slightly different behavior around you. He’d notice how he’d somehow always bring you up in a conversation and have a noticeable blush while he zoned out. Being the nosey older brother that he is, he asks Ichimatsu about it.

“Hey, Ichimatsu.” He turned to Ichimatsu, who was crouched in the corner of the living room. He grunted in response, acknowledging Osomatsu. “You’re good friends with Y/N, right?” Ichimatsu slightly tensed. “I wouldn’t say that.. They always hang around me.” There was a slight pause as Osomatsu stared at him with a blank face.

“Do you like Y/N?”

Ichimatsu fully tensed and jumped back in reflex. “Eh? What the hell are you talking about?” His voice seemed normal and calm, but his body said otherwise. “Ah~ Ichimachan’s first crush!” Ichimatsu grunted at the nickname. “And Y/N out of all people! I’m not suprised, though!” Osomatsu laughed.

More silence.

“You didn’t answer my question, though~” Osomatsu broke the silence with a sly grin. Jesus, just a few minutes ago he seemed sweet towards his brother and now he’s gonna try to nag his way for an answer. Ichimatsu groaned and avoided eye contact. “..Maybe I do.” He mumbled softly in a flustered voice. “AHA! I knew it!” Osomatsu pointed a finger at him and stood in pride. Shit. Ichimatsu had let his guard down just at the thought of Y/N, he kept cursing himself as an idiot.

He didn’t know if he should start threatening him to beat him up if he told anyone or just pray that he wouldn’t care enough to tell Y/N, but he choice option A. He immediately got up and pinned Osomatsu to the wall by the collar of his sweater. “Tell Y/N or anyone about this, and I’ll make you wish you were never born.” Osomatsu shuddered at his menacing aura, quickly nodding his head. Once Ichimatsu let go, Osomatsu stood on his knees and sighed. “Jeez, Ichimatsu. It’s not nice to threaten your niisan like that..” He rubbed his nose. “Besides, I wasn’t going to tell anyone anyways.” Ichimatsu glanced back at him, “..You weren’t?” Osomatsu smiled and nodded. “Besides, why would I do that when Ichimatsu can do it himself!” He boasted.

Ichimatsu laughed. No response. Wait, that wasn’t a joke? His laughter died down as realization dawned on him. Just thinking about telling Y/N what he truly thought of them and all of his fantasies and scenarios he’d always imagine in his head was giving him a heart attack. Telling them that he loved them with all his heart and wanting to hold them while planting kisses down their cheek. Shit. There’s no time for imaging hopeless scenarios like that, they were only friends and that’ll only be that way until they drift apart and forget about eachother completely. Well, at least that’s how Ichimatsu always imagined how their friendship would end.

“Ichimachan~! You there?” Osomatsu was waving his hand in front of Ichimatsu, deep in thought. “I- I have to go-“ Ichimatsu stuttered in embarrassment and stood up to leave. He just needed some time to himself to clear his mind. If only Y/N was with him to keep him company. Speaking of Y/N, he realized they were right there, sitting on a park bench looking down at their phone. He gulped as his fantasies about them began to bubble in his mind, pervy ones included. He awkwardly shifted towards the park bench until he grunted to get Y/N’s attention.

They looked up and smiled brightly at them as soon as they made eye contact. “Ichimatsu-kun!” Oh how much he loved to hear them say his name, but also one day praying to god that they’ll drop the honorific and only call him Ichimatsu. He pulled up the masked up to his nose before speaking. “Do you want to come to an alleyway with me? I wanted to see the cats today..” That may have been a half lie, he really did want to see the cats and he was only outside to clear his mind. They smiled and gave a sound of approval, getting up and walking alongside them.

Normally silence was normal between you two, but to Ichimatsu it was painfully awkward. He was still thinking about what his brother said and all of his made up scenarios floating around his head. The pair made it to the alleyway and crouched down on the concrete floor. “Did you not bring any food today, Ichimatsu-kun?” He let out a soft “No.” They hummed and didn’t ask any farther.

“You know what Osomatsu-kun said to me yesterday?” You chuckled recalling the memory. Ichimatsu nodded, wanting to know what he said. “He said that we’d make a good couple, ahaha.” You laughed and Ichimatsu let out an uncomfortable squeak. You looked at him concerningly. “You okay, Ichimatsu-kun?” He desperately avoided eye contact. “J-Just fine..!” He still squirmed in his voice. “Sorry if that made you uncomfortable, I just thought it was a bit funny.” Ichimatsu relaxed a bit to your calm voice.

“Say, what do you think of me, Ichimatsu-kun?” You turned to look at him, making eye contact. He tilted his head in confusion. “What do you mean?” You slightly blushed, but said it easily enough. “Well, I mean..” you coughed.

“Do you like me more as a friend, Ichimatsu-kun?”

Holy shit, is he having a stroke and a heart attack? Is his kidney failing or something? He felt like his entire system was going to shut down, he was shaking at this point. You took note of it and immediately apologized. “O-Oh my god! I’m so sorry if it makes you that anxious! I-I’ll just take it as a no, forget I said anything.” You took one of his hands worried and he tensed up even more. You carefully rubbed the palm of his (sweaty) hand with your thumb. Surprisingly, it calmed him down, his heart was still beating fast and he felt like he was running a marathon.

“You know, if you liked me more than a friend, I wouldn’t be weirded out..” He looked up at you in awe, were you an angel? “..I’d be more happy if you said yes, to be honest..” You were beet red at this point, what the hell were you even saying?! Ichimatsu’s blush grew, he knew he was supposed to finally admit that he liked them but he was speechless. All he could muster was incoherent flustered rambles and “I”. “I-I-I mean.. Uh.. Er.”

“Ichimatsu-kun.” You looked at him dead in the eye. You looked so serious that it slightly scared him

“I need you to answer yes or no, I’m not taking incoherent mutters this time.” A deep part of Ichimatsu was extremely turned on by you being so assertive. “I like you, Ichimatsu-kun. There’s only one thing I need to know.” You took a deep breath

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“Do you like me?”

Ichimatsu was about to have a heart attack, his entire brain is in total shutdown mode. Did you really jusy say that you liked him? Where was he? Was he dreaming? There was a long gap of silence. You held his hand tighter. “Please.. Answer...” Finally, Ichimatsu finally got the words out of his tightened throat.

“Y-Yes..” He wanted to dive into your arms from embarrassment, but decided to just never meet your eyes. You smiled and leaned closer to him. “Really?” Ichimatsu turned his head and protested. “O-Of course I do! You mean so much to me!” Ah, he just made a fool of himself again. At this point he didn’t even care and shakily lowered himself in the crook of your neck. “I-I’m really happy, you know that?” You softly pet his hair and rub his back in circles. You leaned into his ear and spoke “I’ve been wanting to call you my boyfriend for a while, Ichimatsu..”

This is the best day of Ichimatsu’s life. With all of the pent up emotions inside of him, he started to sob uncontrollably. You quietly shushed in his ear and gave small words of comfort. Ichimatsu had finally confessed his feelings and you felt the same, for trash like him compared to a goddess like you? Never in a million years, but I guess miracles do happen sometimes. In between the hics and sobs, Ichimatsu breathed out everything he’s been wanting to tell them.

“I-I’ve always.. W-Wanted you to—“ He sniffed” “Call me Ichimatsu without an honorific..” You blushed and planted a subtle kiss on his scalp. “A-And sometimes I stay awake thinking a-about you, k-kissing you and holding your hand—“ That was all about you could hear until he went back to sobbing uncontrollably.

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“Happy Anniversary, Ichimatsu~!” You gave him a heartfelt hug and he smiled. “Remember how shy you were when you confessed to me?” You smirked. “It was so cute~” You cooed and cuddled up to him. “D-Don’t talk about that, it’s embarrassing to think about..” You snicked and pulled back to pull out an assortment of medium sized to mini boxes of gifts, a fix of hand made and purchased items. Ichimatsu was already used to feeling like shit whenever you showed off the gifts you got him, but he alsays got reassurance that you’d still love what he got you either way. You both landed onto the couch in a giggle mess, with Ichimatsu softly planting kisses all over your face and a tender one on your lips.

“I can’t believe I’m with someone like you..” He looked at you with love struck eyes, you smiled. “You’re just as important to me, too.” He cupped your face and gave you another kiss. “A-Am I seriously married to you?” He stuttered as he suddenly remembers that you two are now married. “Of course we are, dummy. I’m lucky to call you my husband.” Ichimatsu slides his hands down your hips as if you’re made out of glass. “I love you, Y/N. I would die for you.. I want you to know I cherish you so much and I’d never want to hurt you..” He starts to tear up and kiss his spouse again. The both of them giggled and spent the night continuously reciting their deep and utter love they felt towards each other.

“I’ll still never forget how cute you were when you confessed to me~”

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Never mind that, that’s all in the future and unbeknownst to the current Ichimatsu, sobbing and crying tears of joy. Ichimatsu would have never thought you two would ever date, marriage was a sacrificial wish if he wanted that.

But, right now,

Matsuno Ichimatsu was happy.

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