#thats BPD for you i guess

[not-my-circuss]

It sucks to see my ex-best friend vagueposting about me on Facebook, but it just really solidifies to me that she doesn't want to take accountability for the way she treats people, and if you try to call her out on unhealthy behavior, you're now the enemy, sorry, her brain won't let her think otherwise <3

Ok. Seek help. Or quickly find yourself in a lonely stagnant world full of yes-men.

#idk it makes me sad #i miss her goofy ass sometimes #but if yourr just gonna fucking blow up on me for a mistake and now im the enemy? #no thanks babe #with all the love in my heart #seek help #i really really tried to fix it #yeah #i did say something that upset her and i did my best to mend it but it didnt matter to her the damage was done and the switch flipped #thats bpd for you i guess #or rather for her #nessa says #personal #throwaway vent post

[gddancefloor]

yeah I'm your friend for a while, then when you don't feel bored anymore and probably found a better replacement to make you feel less lonely, I don't matter. okay. fuck everything I ever did for you I guess.

#/neg #cw vent #tw sui ideation #genuinely tired of being alive #i could have never imagined in a thousand years that i would be treated with such cruelty #but i guess it doesn't matter if its the autistic bpd-having (t-slur) right??? #thats what everyone thinks #im sorry i just.. eeeeh I really dont wanna do something i cant take back #if you see this I'm sorry #you shouldn't be subjected to this shit #if you even care idk

[puppetlooselystrung]

i genuinely think the whole yandere thing has ruined so much. especially the bpd community (not that im part of that or anything even though im borderline.) like cool if it helps you and obviously i cant stop you but its made everyone else associate being borderline with being a yandere and you cant fucking seem to have symptoms without being labeled a yandere regardless if its in good or bad light and genuinely i fucking hate being lumped in with them. embarrassment to the bpd community.

#like its like. whatever aa a narrative thing i GUESS. but people actually identifying as one #no wonder you have issues. #this is why im so fucking angry at just the thought of someone labeling one of my ocs who has bpd as a yan/der/e #he struggles with symptoms! and unhealthy thoughts and coping and yes hes a little possessive of his fp and other maladaptive shit! #but hes not! a fucking! yan/de/re! #but this isnt even the point thats just my personal gripes and fears and why im glad my ocs arent popular

[lemoncake438]

How do u know if its love or mental illness?

#I'm so fucked up in the head #so glad I have therapy later #love #bpd #bipolar #fawn response #like ugh I am so fucking afraid of myself #I take a look at my past 3 relationships and I have absolutely devastated all three of them and I don't want to hurt anyone else #but I'm literally 3 for 3 in the ruining lives department and like okay yeah 1 and 2 eventually got over it and moved on but what if 3 #never does? I mean I guess its all so new and raw but like I feel so awful. I feel like I'm never allowed to love again until I can like #not hurt people? but I think we are all always gonna hurt people. ugh love is so stupid I wish I could just turn it off!! #I wish I could just rip it out of my chest and fucking kill fucking beat the shit out of my heart so it never dares to feel or want again #and then I get surprised when I tell people that and they look at me like they're going to cry #why in the world should I be allowed to love?? when it clearly does so much damage?? #and then its worse right because then when I love someone I google the symptom of every fucking mental illness imaginable. bpd. bipolar. #adhd. autism. you name it I've searched it. and like I have bipolar so then I start invalidating my own love. I tell myself things like #oh youre just manic and thats making you think that this person is in love with you. oh you're just manic you think you are the center of #everyone's universe. oh you're just manic you aren't actually happy around them they just enable your ugly illness #and then like the things in question that are making me think this as like totally valid and normal things #like oh you're just manic you think they love you- my brother in christ they remember the smallest details about me and always know how to #make me laugh. we can't lock eyes longer than a few seconds before we both smile etc etc etc #but then it gets analytical- you know? bc then my brain is like ok we have to disprove our own personal bartholomuel that nafty brainworm #but you cant logically analyze something like love I don't think #right and then like I'm so deep in this hole of analyzing I start running the simulations of all the damage I'll do if/when it ends poorly #because I'm a piece of shit and I always always always go stir crazy and lose myself in it and panic and try to run and then bury my own #personality and wants and needs bc I want so badly to be loved I subconsciously shape shift myself into their ideal partner #right okay so then I'm minmaxing it- I'm speed running the imaginary relationship in my brain start to finish every single day and living #in a fake scenario where we break up every single day thousands and thousands of times over and none of that even happened #its like- because I have to prove to myself that its pure and genuine love and not mental illness or attachment or pure lust allows this #evil part of my brain to just take over and go hog wild torturing me with all these awful situations that don't even exist!!

[ottiliere]

your hospital dirk gives me big bpd vibes and im here for it i cant wait for more posts and art :)

there was a pic I saw months ago that I forgot to save of dirk holding a copy of "bpd for dummies" and I think about it all the time

#ask #hospital dirk #if you know what image im talking about #please send it to me. #we are not explicitly going for bpd dirk i just think he would have the most complex attachment issues you've ever seen in your life #cptsd definitely #though i do think bpd would work. kind of keeping the ambiguity of his diagnoses on purpose #for projection purposes i guess? it seems like a lot of people are appreciating him for that aspect #i also have very conflicted feelings on the DSM and the way most disorders are categorized and defined #but thats an essay for close friends and not public LOL #idk when we talk about dirk we aren't specifically talking about him confined by a diagnosis in mind we're like #talking about behaviors that would simply make sense for him based on his upbringing and the skeleton of his canon self

[gan-riocht]

Good news! Just found out the easiest way to spot a narcissist is the believe any random instagram post!!

#using how they treat you on your birthday as they key to spot them???? #yes sometimes people with untreated npd can be abusive but most domestic abuse doesnt involve npd at all #and all thats happening is people with npd (often as a result of trauma) are demonized and absuive partners escape accountability #and they escape accountibility because treating npd does not treat dv. they are two problems that interact with each other #but treating one doesnt treat the other and so #sometimes abusers will use therapy speak to continue abusing their partners #and its weird cause on insta they seem to have come to thay conclusion with bpd and theres support for them but totally not with npd #and i used to think more abusers were narcissists and were more npd until i read a well regarded book by an expert in dv #and i went oh my preconsceived notions mightve been incorrect or incomplete #shhh mo #im just ranting so much lol my ex was great on my birthday my best friend mixed up the dates and my dad was an ass #but guess who was the abuser!!!

[shaw-kai]

the best thing about having a diagnosed mental illness(es) is people assuming you're always wrong and/or lying because "you're mentally ill" so no one ever takes your opinion on anything, or interrupts you because what's the point of listening to a crazy person

#talking to the moon #ive been thinking about hospitalization but hospitalization here means waiting 8 hours in the ER waiting room #until they take you in if you're lucky and then tie you up to the bed and drug you until you stop crying or fall asleep #context: im diagnosed with bpd so immediately im taken as extreme dramatic and immature no matter what i say #do they always have to bring up the 'not everything is black and white' thing. like i get it thats the only thing you know about bpd #but im not even being extreme #and if i am it's because shit *is* extreme and if im complaining about it it's because it's affecting me (and others) in a Very bad way #anyways now i Am having a mental illness moment and im so angry. or maybe this is just normal people angry but #im always told everything i do is because of being crazy so who even knows #not me because im fucked up in the head i guess sghdgd

[moss-and-marimos]

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#now tell my why I feel physically ill when my friends get into my hyperfixations #like without telling me #you dont get to watch the amazing digital circus its the same people as murder drones you dont get to do that #thats my thing you didnt ask first #youre invading my thing #I know this is unreasonable but thgghvgvbhjbhjbbhjv dies oh my godddd #tw vent #? I guess #bpd or autism or something kicking my fucking ass over here #why are you allowed to keep your hyper fixations secret and dangle it like a carrot in front of my nose #why are you allowed to get into my hyperfixations #thats not fair #delete later im upset for no reason and I know that

[madaracore]

#dont read this is just. Venting. the way thats easiest for me to get it all out #not to depressionpost but im so fucking lonely its not even funny #i just would like to be able to feel Loved #which is silly bc logically i KNOW that im loved by my (very small) circle but #object permanence or. I guess emotional permanence or WHATEVER you call it just hasnt worked for me in such a long time #and its so very hard to not lash out and be awful in my misery to the ppl around me whenever that bpd switch gets flipped #ik im overly clingy and annoying and hard to get along with. I love and want to be loved and needed like a whimpering dog. i KNOW this. #and ik it doesnt help that every horrible awful clingy insecurity gets amplified by the abandonment and bullying and hurt ive faced #i constantly feel like ive been left on the curb by my loved ones even though i know thats not whats happening. #like im stuck in last place again and again and again. like im not as good or as cherished as their other people. #Its so hard. it makes me want to say and do awful things bc i feel so Abandoned and I HATE IT!!!!! #i fixate on my loved one and get these possessive and insecure feelings over them and its so UGLY. #it was bad enough in high school but Everything Else Thats Happened has made that problem of mine so much harder to cope with and ignore #train derailed but re: the first point. its so hard for me to actually feel like people care and want me around. #And now ive become too afraid to ask for anything bc of how many times theyve cancelled or forgot or ignored the plans we make together. #like is it a me thing? Am i that forgettable? am i that insufferable? why am i always the odd man out? #ugh #Nothing i said makes sense. But whatever #okay sorry this is just a better alternative than hurting myself so. #i hate being alone. i hate having no support system. i hate being stuck in a traumatic and abusive situation i cant get myself out of. #it gets harder and harder to convince myself to keep going. #every day i wake up feeling so Abandoned that i consider sabotaging every good relationship left in my life rehoming my pets n then kms-ing #haha. 🤟🤟🤟🤟 #Its hard dealinh with traumatic personality disorders #while also dealing with perpetual ptsd-triggering and almost complete isolation

[rottingsick]

any1 wanna actually talk abt how intense obsessive behaviours actually die down significantly when u actually feel loved in a relationship

#bpd yandere #irl yandere #actually yandere #yancore #yan4yan #text #yandereism #mine #like yeah shrines. stalkin. etc. is fun and all #and still fun to roleplay a bit of an extreme fantasy with yer love #but idk for me obsessive behaviour has always occurred with intense fixation on makin them love me #whereas when I know I'm loved. I don't rlly give into those behaviours as much #and I appreciate the actual time and person more and can find calm in peace in them #at the end of the day all those things done out of obsession are second to them. they're just things to remind me of them. #why would I need those things when I have them? #I don't need to be fixated and obsessed on every little detail when I am secure in my love and their love #when I am happy with the amount of them I have I don't have the urge to try to make up for the lack of what I want. if that makes sense #that's kind of what obsessive behaviours are really. makin up for the lack of them that you want and desire #but if you have all of them you want and desire. you can really just drop all of that and see them and them alone #and in a way I guess thats the highest level of devotion. bein able to take all of them without needin to fill in any gaps with superficial #things because there are no gaps #I still hold a lot of love for them. that does change. but instead of the anxiety and fear induced delusional state. its a warmth spreadin #throughout my body of just them. only them. nothing that reminds me of them. nothing thats a fraction of them. but them in themself #and yeah I still have spikes of obsession and generally enjoy bein crazy sicko mode sometimes #but at the end of the day its nice to just fall into the warmth of their love and just relax knowin I am safe #'that does change' should be 'doesnt' oof

[lucid-daydreaming-art]

intro post whoopee!!!

hi guys im lucid :D you can also call me daylin i don’t really care but i may be like woah how do you know my name (i will forget about making this post 2 seconds after posting it) also I AM AN ADULT im 22 and i do not use pronouns just use my name pleaseeeeeee if you have a disability that makes words hard to process i understand if that’s difficult you can just use they/them instead

first off just getting this out there if youre proship, zoo, pedo, incest supporter, endo system supporter, any kind of discriminatory against protected minority groups, and anti-otherkin, shoo. dont want you here youre not welcome. bye bye my content isnt for you.

immmmm an infp-t 4w5 sanguine-melancholic existential-intrapersonal-visual learner seer of heart prospit dreamer true neutral rogue shifter airbender and dragon type trainer for all you personality label freaks

i like to DRAW!!!!! this is an art blog!!!! i will only post art here, all of my reblogs will be on @trickstergemini save for the posts my close friends make that i want to support here. sometimes i will post just text but thats only if i really need to let you guys known something or im answering a question

my commissions are OPEN!!!!!!!! right now they are strictly on emergency status, which means you choose the price and what i draw and ill agree if its not ridiculously unfair. check back soon for it to be changed to fixed price commissions though

im AUTISTIC i am on that mf spectrum been diagnosed since i was three. for me this means im not naturally fluent in social norms or what’s expected from an interaction or how to read others very well. i also have heavy special interests and find it really hard to turn the conversation away from something im fixating on or specially interested in. i also have extremeeeee sensory issues and a hard time being completely flexible when im comfortable in a routine so just be patient with me man adjustments are hard for me. my empathy is also extremely low and im a really really high masking person so if i come off as well versed or allistic just know that i either took a million years to format the right way to say things or i am entirely going off a predetermined script and will fumble if caught off guard. other important stuff ive got adhd bpd cptsd and major depressive disorder which all those combined makes me really flaky when it comes to responding or follow through. i may not reply to you for like 500 years or maybe i will be gods speediest most motivated soldier. just don’t expect me to be a readily available fully capable robot ok?? ok.

i am one half of @ask-kas-n-lamp the other half is some guy i don’t know he just hacked himself into the account and now i have to deal with him

in all seriousness mod dum, aka @unoriginal-and-dumb or unodum or unoriginal or whatever u know him by, thats my best friend my number one my pal my buddy my servant i keep locked up in my basement and i feed him cement and staples for every meal and for dessert maybe he gets rust shavings. he will be featured in my art like a lot or in my comments and reblogs and i will also be present in his stuff sometimes. if im drawing kasper im drawing his design, that design is not made by me its made by him sooo you should check him out and support him if you like that style or how about instead we get a mass unfollowing going there and you all come to my page and i exclusively will draw his design of kasper and get all the credit lets do that instead

if my requests are closed that means theyre closed EXCEPT for lampert requests those will always be open please ask me to draw him and i will take like three weeks but will happily draw him

uuueeehhhmmm my special interests are pokemon homestuck regretevator geography disney parks and personality psychology. i guess i also am specially interested in dragons but its less of an ill infodump to you interest and more of an i want to be surrounded by this thing because it brings me extreme comfort because it feels like me. i am otherkin im a dragon and i look like this:

i will also represent myself like this if im feeling it:

yes i know i am not actually a physical dragon and im not a spiritual kinner i kin for identity purposes and the fact that i feel some pretty intense crippling species dysphoria idk ive been like this since i was 5 i don’t really have memories of my life where i wasnt experiencing animalistic behaviors and instincts

my favorite music artists are s3rl twenty øne piløts onerepublic imagine dragons of monsters and men thefatrat glass animals ajr queen nine inch nails and muse my favorite medias are httyd movies pokemon homestuck regretevator invader zim our flag means death infinity train gravity falls rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead doctor who my little pony fim dont starve and the mcelroy brothers content

heres some more characters i represent myself as:

ok BYE

#me #about

[gorpiepng]

it’s me again… guess who i’m requesting….. THATS RIGHT PEST *insert loud correct buzzer sound*

pest with a gn!reader whos very possessive of him

for some elaboration. the reader loves him to death and they get VERY jealous when pest is interacting with someone other than them. and if pest shows even a slight distaste for the conversation reader is strolling on in and cussing that person out and scaring them away but literally two seconds after the reader is the sweetest person in the world to pest

I FOUND THIS SUPER FUNNY TO THINK ABOUT SO HERE U GO

🗨️ a/n: OKAY BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING i am SO SO SO sorry this took so long .. !! THIS WAS REALLY FUN TO WRITE THANK YOU FOR MORE PEST REQUESTS <3 kinddd of projecting here a tad bit because I have bpd and heavily relate to this so umm teehee giggles

🗒️notes: gender neutral reader ofcofc, not really anything else huhhh reader is bpd coded a little me thinks

🪲Pest x A very possessive S/O ⋆.˚

The beetle boy finds your behavior amusing. He likes watching you scare strangers off with a stern stare or a more... ‘bold’ approach (barking 100% teehee). Although Pest can handle anyone bothering them with ease, they like to sit back and watch you work your magic. Not only do they find it cute, but your methods work 99.99% of the time soooo BONUS!!!

Your quickly changing attitude can be a little confusing for them but Pest is a very adaptable person which makes everything a whooooole lot easier. Since you’re quite the unpredictable person, Pest likes to play a little game with themself in their head and guess what you’re going to do next. And fyi he’s usually wrong. NEVER LET THEM KNOW YOUR NEXT MOVE 😎

Pest can be hard to read so it’s a little unclear whether he’s being neutral or actually irritated, so you have a little look you give each other as an okay for you to step in. Though if Pest is obviously bothered by someone you’re going right up to them and doing what you do best without warning

They enjoy your sweet side, too. The way you pamper him and give him your undivided attention makes him feel like the only person in the WORLD. Pest doesn’t show his appreciation through words but more so through actions. Swiping something you wanted but couldn’t afford off a store’s shelf, silently listening to you vent or rant WITHOUT offering unsolicited sarcastic advice, or even burning your favorite music onto a cd. Yes they know how to do that

If you manage to get your hands on any electronics Pest will ALSO gladly pirate games and movies for you too. As long as he can play them ofcofc, that stuff’s hard to come by in the elevator

Pest isn’t much different from you in a way. If the roles are reversed and someone happens to be annoying YOU... if you haven’t already handled it, Pest 100% will. Though they don’t have to put in much effort to be intimidating, it’s all the same. You get really really visibly happy whenever he does it and that’s one definite way you can get the beetle to blush lol

Honestly there’s nothing Pest doesn’t like about your possessiveness. It’s just a big bonus in dating you. Sometimes you can get a little too ahead of yourself and get way too heated, but that’s nothing Pest can’t fix with a little kiss :]

#regretevator #regretevator x reader #pest x reader #pest #pest regretevator

[puppetlooselystrung]

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#this is gonna sound pathetic but you ever say a random phrase and now you cant get it out of your head #first it was forever liked never loved #and now its some beasts were never meant for love #sorry im really showing my insecurities rn lol. tumblr of all places. dont have anywhere else entirely i guess #anyways. what am i? oooo just a dog. a mutt. a beast #and some beasts are never meant to be loved #and dont get me wrong its all i want but i cant have it im not allooowwwwedddddd im not #a beaming shining example of someone not to be or not to be born as if you want love #i havent even done anything. its just the bpd and depression telling me im a boring broken person. #too broken for a normal person to tolerate #too broken with bpd and depression and ocd and other disorders im not open about #so im just the insane old bitch of a wife no one takes seriously until its too late in a horror movie #but also not broken enough to be intriguing for someone to want to 'fix' i am not broken enough for someones fixation to fix. #not that i would want to be like that bc the last thing i want is to be a person someone needs to be obsessed over fixing lol #but idk ive been crying all day bc i cant stand being alone anymore #im just a silly dog meant for entertaining others and nothing more!! #i dont know if i was meant to be loved. im meant to be liked thats for sure. plenty people like me. but #love? love? love in the sense of being with someone? falling asleep with someone? being someones everything? #them adoring me as i adore them? #them meaning it? #and having it long term? and not me boring the fuck out of someone or being too clingy to the point they realize they dont want me anymore? #yeah no sorry. god said i cant have that and im an idiot for thinking otherwise. #i aay i cant date anymore but not because i dont really want to irs cause i know i cant have it. im not meant for it. not cut out for it #youd think id learn by now #im not trying to like. dismiss my love for my friends or my friends love for me. its just. different. #i love my friends. they love me. im forever grateful for that. but i crave romance. i crave being wanted. being yearned for #i crave falling asleep next to someone every night. i crave kisses. and cuddles. and tenderness. i crave being someones everything #i crave someone MEANING that. MEANING that im their everything. but some beasts are never meant to have that. not long term anyways. #and at the end of the day? im one of those beasts. #whats that one quote. she said she doesnt want love the same way a diet doesnt want desert. she wants it but she thinks she cant have it?

[failedtism]

hello my people of tumblr ( i never used this app b4.. ) Erm so—

my name is Fi !1!2!1! i have audhd and bpd i GUESS anyways uhh; im a minor (14-16) and thats all you need to know for me 2!!2!1 I like jaymoji failboat hc and the life series2!!2!1 thats mainly what i hyperfixate on (obviously) erm please be my friend........ i want friends........

#jaymoji #failboat #hermitblr #hermitcraft #trafficblr #3rd life #honkai star rail #i want friends #please be my friend #💔💔💔

[theswiftheartsystem]

We got posted on r/fdc let’s discuss.

So we knew this was going to happen, and rather then being sad about this, we’d like to point out flaws in the arguments. Obviously warning for fake claiming.

also warnings for: talks about trauma and abuse, splitting, mental health episodes, psyche wards, ableism, making a joke out of exorcisms.

First off, “disorder salad” on that introduction post we only talked about things we were medically recognized as having or diagnosed with. Also the “it’s always the anime ones” it’s a picrew? A lot of Picrews are in a anime style, and if you go to Louise’s actual alter intro she uses not just picrews.

This one is just making fun of us. I don’t think we have ever fully posted why we are so connected to the character, but I’ll explain now. So when we were little we went through a lot of abuse and trauma. We had a lot of DVDs and a couple were CareBears. And we felt safe when we watched silly little characters like that. It brought us relief. We aren’t sure why we are so attached to Swift Heart specifically, but we have a little who is obsessed with the color blue and rabbits that formed around that time. We even own the original 80s plush which we found thrifting and means so much to us, plus a few other things of the character. We named our system this, not only because it represents our trauma, but also it represents safety, a light in the dark.

When did we self diagnose???? Also in that post we state that we intend to talk about the bad sides. We don’t think this is fun. Yes we portray ourselves a certain way, but we actually have constant flashbacks, panic attacks, and BPD episodes. It’s sometimes a daily thing. For around 2-3 weeks we would split at least once a day. We don’t think thats fun. But also sometimes you can enjoy life and enjoy being plural. When you live like this you learn to enjoy what you have and what you are living with. If we didn’t we wouldn’t survive. How parasocial do you have to be to think A TUMBLR ACCOUNT shows how we are 24/7.

Going back to the Self Diagnosis thing, We were being treated for DID before anyone put a label on it. We were talked to about “how when someone has many parts of them, sometimes fusion can help them feel more whole.” And asked when dissociating and acting strange who we were regularly asked who we where. When we we’re 15, we had gone to the Psyche ward for the 2nd time, and they couldn’t diagnose us, because of our age at the time, but they strongly suggested we get tested for it when we were old enough. And to get them to recommend anything, they have to talk to all the therapists, doctors, and psychologists, especially the ones who work with you. It’s been years since then, and guess what? We still have DID!

Finally the last claim out of the first comment, the Sub-System thing, that wasn’t in the original post, and I’m unaware who edited it in, but the reason we are confused if they are a subsystem, is because they are plural as it’s where dormant alters are stored. They speak as one and it’s quite strange. Not sure how to explain it.

Okay, comment 2:

The difference between DID and OSDD-1 in the DSM-5 is it’s nearly DID but isn’t quite. (Bad explanation, but these people need simple explanations) often times, it’s the alters are not distinct enough from the host, or a lack of blackout amnesia. This isn’t always the case but that’s what they were referring to. Also have you read the DSM-5’s entry on DID and OSDD-1?.. We have, many times actually. Guess what? it’s purposefully vague FOR A REASON. Because disorders are complex and wouldn’t be able to fit everyone if it was to specific.

This is just ableism. We have been told this by people and our life (luckily nothing was done), and we have heard stories about systems going through this. This stuff is incredibly traumatizing to the people who go through it. This kind of rhetoric being treated as a joke is disgusting.

We aren’t online everyday (also you, the person who commented this, have posted 10 times in the last 11 hours)

The stuff we are “faking” are often co-morbid with DID?!?!

I’m pretty sure this comment is trying to be like “they are doing it for attention to deal with their trauma that’s so sad 🥺🥺🥺”

If that’s the case, you are adding onto the problem

if you believe us and feel bad for us, thanks, but posting it on that subreddit just boost the post which can lead to harassment.

That’s literally the words that was told to us. By our former therapist. We believe it’s C-PTSD, but we put that instead of that because some reason we struggle to believe we have PTSD more then we do DID at this point.

Anyway, yeah, we’d thought we debunk/explain why the argument they have is stupid, they have a platform, but so do we.

#anti fakeclaiming #did #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #did system #endo friendly #pro endo #traumagenic system #actually plural #endo safe #tw: fakeclaiming #fakeclaiming cw #fakeclaimers #fakeclaiming #r/fdc #r/fakedisordercringe #tw splitting #tw trauma #tw ptsd #tw abuse #tw. #Tw mental health hospital #Tw psyche ward #tw ableism #tw ableist language #pro self diagnosis

[borderline-culture-is]

Recovering BPD culture is... Whatever this inner monologue is! Be safe everyone. ❤️‍🩹🫂

"Oh no, do they hate me?? Oh but what if... No, they dont hate me. Stop. Calm the fuck down!! Look at how awesome they are!!! See???? Theyre lovely, so theres no need to second guess that they love you. Yes its okay to be paranoid, dont apologize for that. Just calm down! All theyre doing is chores. Yes, they love me. Thats okay to be scared over, but they love me. Theres no need to Panic!! You are both ok. Dont worry okay? Thats paranoia, its not a possibility, and if there is one, its low. If youre still nervous, ask them for support. Yes, they wouldnt think of you as a bother, of course you can! Dont be silly. See? Just as i told you, you are loved."

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#borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #recovering bpd #bpd positivity