#that'll be really great)

[oreegaanoo]

Character reference sheets and two frames from the animatic! :3

#work in progress #sketches #my art #a #qsmp chayanne #missasinfonia #qsmp #have drawn this kind of sketchy bits for like... maybe three scenes so far? like most of the frames for three scenes I mean #there's at least 20 scenes with their own moving bits and stuff so that'll be fun #but this is a nice start! and I really like the song and I like looking at my sillies so it's nice to draw too :) #started going crazy a bit after like two hours of drawing so I'm stopping for now and will continue next week again. Hopefully get another- #-- scene properly sketched out then #In other news I completed a small section (like less than a quarter of a page long) of my thesis and oh the feeling of accomplishment!! #it was a daunting part because I didn't know how to write it out but I did it!! Finally!! #and also had some trouble with translating my thoughts to english so I asked my mom for help and we brainstormed it :D #she's a great help with language stuff; both bc she's like generally good at english and also she's not dyslexic like me so that helps :D

[acutecoral]

As a plural person, the whole thing with the possibility of Cell being like another consciousness in Cellbit, being unleashed and killing workers, being something to suppress and fight against and such...well it's a thing that bothers me, I guess?

Cellbit is trying to be a good person. A better person. Sure he is angry at the Federation, he wants to take them down and see them burn, he want them to fail, but he didn’t want to fight the last time we saw him. He just wanted to rest and get his family back. And now all these murders are happening making it seem like he did it, or Cell did without Cellbit being conscious of it.

Like for other people they can just say it’s a classic horror trope and leave it at that. Fun thing, mystery ramping up, reveal the true culprit is you but not exactly, maybe eventual battle in the centre of the mind. Not really reinventing the wheel here.

I don't really know if the admins or cc!Cellbit himself is aware how harmful the trope can be to people that experience that sort of thing, living with multiple consciousnesses in one body is already hard enough at times...so I don't really want to lean into the interpretation that it is Cell acting out the killings. But then again, it's just another drop in the bucket if it is.

I dunno...just thoughts from a plural person

#qsmp cellbit #qsmp #qsmp liveblog #mcyt #acuteliveblogs #personally why I'm sticking to the interpretation that it's someone framing him #to be clear I'm not angry or disappointed or anything #if it ends up being the case I will still find some enjoyment there #though if they spin it to eventually lead to Cell and Cellbit kind of ending up healing and such that'll be really nice #but I'll just sit and wait and watch #i love cellbit as a storyteller and i like what the admins are doing #but i won't really place any expectation whether they can handle it well as a story point and arc #if they do great if they don't that's alright too #i am chilling we are chilling out

[feral-and-or-horny]

I've been re reading The Locked Tomb and I promise I'm being so normal about it

#im not #im really not #i am going completely insane #i am fucking feral over these books #im almost done with Nona and Im honestly going to go restart Gideon as soon as I finish it #ive been listening to the audiobooks because it's easier to make time but that also means I'm getting through them faster #which is great #it makes it easier to actually remember things #but it also means im getting through them a lot faster #very fun but not exactly great for keeping me sane and normal about these damn characters #im gonna go back and actually read them so I can annotate at some point #but that'll be when i go back home and can actually grab my copies #for now I will listen and go completely insane #my post

[phoenixcatch7]

While I'm on the topic lmao I've only dabbled in ff7 before, but recently I'm getting more into the fandom side and like... I was expecting zelda but technogrunge (most of my ff knowledge is from ff15) and it's actually a lot more bloodborne-esque than I thought.

Like I knew about the human experimentation and genocides but like... Wow.

#Lotta themes about blood fr #Also like... Obsession with ascension and reaching for the Great Ones that'll happily drive you insane and birth as a traumatic experience #And the broken mother child bond and sacrificing unborn children and mutations in the blood that turns you into a monster of bloodlust #With no hope of redemption and the nature of the self vs the blood in your veins (whether it's yours or not) and of course can't forget the #Utter corruption of the institutions that now actively aid the destruction of however far they can reach and it's ultimately #A question of man v monster and when the lines are blurred and the prices to pay and really the definition of man in the first place #Sephiroth is the moon child #ff7 #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #sephiroth #zack fair #cloud strife #ff7r

[bluesidedown]

hnggghhggg

#just realized a little too hard that im packing my entire life up into a single suitcse and hitting the road for a month. in a month. #im also turning 24 in a month #both of these things perturb me in some direction or another. #its also 1030pm but i am Vibrating unfortunately #also realized vividly today that ill be attending my college graduation less than 48hrs after landing back in canada #and that will be after 30+ hours in transit coming directly from a 12 hour time difference #so that'll be fun #not really how i imagined graduating when i started my freshman year? #actually dear lord i could not have fathomed Being Here when i was 19 and starying college #i remember hearing about the program im currently doing and thinking 'wow that's incredibly cool but im just not the kind of person #who can do that sort of thing' #i still periodically have moments where i just look around and have to be like Yes I Really Am Here #and yeah turning 24. in a month. that's far too grown up of an age for how i feel inside. #and yeah trvaelljng to 5 vountires in a month again? wild. #didnt think anything could top seeing the great pyramids for out of body wild experiences And Yet. we sure are gonna be going some places. #also being in a serious relationship huh. didnt think this was going to happen until i was 35 if ever. #skmeone needs to tell me why my brain decided to watch wedding dress youtube shorts today with a vague expectation that might be relevant #to my life within a decade. #so yeah all that to say my life feels fucking insane to me. #I Am Not Qualified For This Experience Help #(this is not entirely negative im just ??????)

[intertexts]

ros i would like to offer you something beautiful irt the ghostknife department 🤲

theres a supercut. its 42 minutes long. its outdated even. this doesnt even cover the last half of season 2 . i love them so much theyre the absolute worst

GOOD LORD...... HOMOSEXUALITY!!!!! 💥💥✊✊☝🔥!!!!!!

#literally OBSESSED with their dynamic it's so fucking great....... i don't even necessarily like ship them yet or whatever im sure #that'll come later but this is just really really delightful to meee..... what is being a teenage #cape if not the lowkey permanent gay ass tension btwn u n one of yr teammates....!!!!!!!!! #hell yeah dude. oh my god #mac tag! #pd lb

[phantom-of-the-booty]

London has been amazing so far 😍

#just getting back from Camden market #so many food options #so many shops #ahhhh it was so cool there #bought a hat just like luffys #went to platform 9 and 3/4 #got some wands #the tube is great to use to get around #really wish the US would invest in it but nooo don't wanna lose money 🤦🏾‍♂️ #anyway still got a nice dinner planned tonight #that'll prolly be it for us #i know she's wore out from all of the walking

[mylittleredgirl]

there are many good reasons not to see avatar but if you DO see avatar definitely see the 3D version. the entire movie is effects. same movie as the first one just underwater now. also if you are wearing 3D glasses it is less obvious that you will cry like seven times.

#none plot with left effects #avatar #[spoilers past the see all in the tags] #there were a lot of very young children in the theater and the last hour is NOT appropriate for them #they should make a little kid cut where it's just the middle hour of magical swimming with fish friends and none of the extreme violence #this movie is admirably committed to avoiding a complex story actually #they really stuck to their guns on that #it's like you can hear james cameron off-camera going yeah yeah don't worry about it #they're here on pandora again for a reason whatever #earth is what now?? no one cares it's fine #wait shit we need a reason for like fifty whole dudes to be out here hunting these things uhhh ok great idea that'll work #yeah yeah kitty exists somehow it's a mystery don't worry about it #i SAID don't WORRY about it #i guess if i wait another 13 years i will once again not have an answer to any of these questions #no one will write fanfic about this movie either but i DO want to go swimming now #so this really should've been a summer blockbuster instead

[cottonraincoat]

hc that the alderaan palace is in general open to the public but it's so boring and generic and looks like every other building on alderaan that nobody actually goes in

#am trying very hard to vibe with the aesthetics of alderaan from the owk show #it's not really working #I don't really get if but if someone out here does that'll be great #alderaan

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

yaz was so fed up in halloween apocalypse i miss her so much

#so why are you so obsessed with following him?? #i love when she yells at the doctor it's great <3 #i was so tired of writing them in conflict all the time but ive written them just chilling for like all of this year now and now #i miss writing their conflicts #theyre good conflicts they fight really fun #started writing a little between sea devils and potd fight yesterday but idk #it lacks..........Fight. spice. bc we already know where it ends maybe #wait maybe i just need to dust off my 16 yo yaz au #that'll bring a lot of fresh new angles to the same fights i bet #it's just fun when yaz gets to be mad i think #she deserved to get mad more often than she got to

[pinkandgreenarepurpleandyellow]

There's a lot to say about this week's RnM ep (such as that apparently I get to see this shit 2 days after half of my favorite rnm blogs, so I'm stuck skipping far too many spoilers) but putting aside my actual thoughts on the new shift of toxic dynamics in the family and the way that improved relationships in the Sanchez-Smith clan appears to constantly depend on having someone to blame for anything going wrong:

I am so glad they gave us shirtless no abs rick and all of his weird funky robot limb gadgets

#I told y'all I want this pathetic wet cat of a man w/no abs and titanium arms and someone listened 6 months in the past #anyways I feel like this new dynamic isn't actually new so much as shifting a target #from jerry to rick #and I kinda wonder how that'll affect everyone going forward #ngl I can't help but feel in my heart of hearts that this would have such major payoff if jerry lapses and regresses as a character #ik it's not great of me to hate him #but this ep reminded me of why I really do not like jerry smith and why even in episodes where he imporves #he's still a shitheel #tbqh so is beth #I do feel really bad for summer #wish they'd do more w/her and morty #esp morty #scattering braincelles #rick and morty #r&m #rick sanchez

[youmustinteract]

trying so hard not to take a blue sock vacation and now.. . oh boy XDc

#sorry everyone but i'm gone #im done. with everything. im keeping myself alive because i dont believe in a true afterlife. #but im broken. my heart is broken. i have nothing in me. #idle fidgeting is all i'm good for at this point. im really not a person in much of a capacity. #im sorry to the people who care about me. and to say it like this. but at this point im weak #i dont have the strength. or the time. do do this properly #move on. #ill be taking a break shortly. i dont know if that'll be in a hospital or what but you arent gonna see me for a little bit. #i will still be alive. i refuse to die. but im sorry in that i cant live as a person and do what people do. #you can do better. you will do better. you will be great. i know this. #you know this too. #stay safe.

[running-in-the-dark]

also.. I've been thinking more about the fact that we'll be living with my in-laws again.

we lived with them before, for about 🤔 four years (I moved in after my dad died). and it was.... how do I put this. not the best time. they're nice, technically, but very distant and cold. so I'm kinda scared of interacting with them and mostly just... didn't.

so I'm probably going to be stuck in our bedroom there for the entire two months. with our two cats. without all my stuff. I love my stuff, I feel lost without it, so that's not great. I'll only be bringing what I absolutely need (and probably my painting supplies - I will go insane if I have nothing to do), so that's going to feel weird.

and I've been thinking about how annoying certain aspects of living there (again) will be. except more annoying now since I won't ever be fully alone. which. hm. I don't like it. (I love our cats and of course it's not the same as having humans around all the time but.. idk I just need my space sometimes 😭)

#and. I mean. certain aspects. of that. will be annoying #can't say because I can't talk about these things but. yeah. not great #annnyway #it's just two months. about 8 weeks. possibly a little less even. #that's doable #and let's be real this current phase (my obsession with a certain fictional guy) will probably be over soon bc that's how it usually #goes and then. well at least that one aspect won't be an issue 😬 #that feels so tmi even though I didn't actually say anything wow I really have issues. #anyway I'll probably feel like shit for two months but then it'll be better after that! hopefully. in theory. maybe possibly who knows #I know I'd be terrified right now if I didn't have my anxiety meds. oh it was so bad before/during the first move especially #and last time it was awful because my health wasn't great #I think I feel okay-ish now mostly. so I hope that'll make it a bit easier #oof I really need to sleep #personal

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

mainly on my Tales blog lately so if you're interested in/know the franchise feel free to drop me a message (if you have my Discord there is fine too) if you want to follow it (this includes non-mutuals!).

I suck at keeping up with more than one fandom at a time so I try to keep this blog active with at least one post a day, but it's harder to invest deeply in two fandoms at once (and not long ago I was juggling three at a time x.x).

just be forewarned there will be a lot of gushing about Fluri and Richbel as well as Vicious and (individually) Yuri, as well as assorted playthrough nonsense like I have here and lengthy thoughts as I do here.

I'm not dropping this blog or leaving it to go inactive - just giving a heads up that my activity took a nosedive because my hyperfixating brain struggles with hyperfixating so hard on two or more fandoms at once.

I have stuff drafted here that I may eventually get to (some Houses/Hopes and some RD); I just haven't had the brainpower for it because all my brainpower is going in very specific directions atm.

#I tend to go back and forth with both these franchises and like... usually it lasts a few years and then I go back to the other lol #granted Tellius never really /leaves/ my peripheral interest so I may absolutely still post abt it here #not to say I won't be playing any FE games or smth bc I have no idea how that'll go #since I'm replaying Tales games and hoping to go through a chunk of 'em #also wait what is with characters named yuri having a canonical m/m pairing i love that for the yuris #including yuris fire emblem himself (get it it's his jp name and my comment still fits him good for him) #anyway you can still expect to see me here and at the moooment I don't actually close my dash on this blog #if you have not tried out sessionbox y'all should try it it's great

[infinitelilith]

Dude don't say that like it's a good line (this guy works for Square)

#in a game that already overused The Prelude in its soundtrack #that line was particularly groan-worthy #it'd be funny if they played it in a cheeky way or if it was in a game that took itself considerably less seriously #but man they really thought they were cooking huh #ffxvi #ff16 #final fantasy xvi #final fantasy 16 #final fantasy #don't read this but uhm the more time goes on the more I feel like I have to accept that I thought FF16 was kinda bad lol #it's great in some places but such an embarrassing disappointment in others. the highs are pretty high but the lows are SOOOOOO low #although I haven't played the DLC yet and that'll probably improve the game as a whole but the base game? #kinda sucks a little bit (it's still a 7/10 tho at least) #oh and for the record: if you're a FF16 fan then that’s awesome!! I'm genuinely glad you love it!! #I wanted to love it too! Really badly!

[stillcominback]

💕

#you ever just not feel great ??? #ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months #( mostly work just fully draining my life-force ) #but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual??? #it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage #which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN #not feeling my best!!! #BUT #it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh #really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time #and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy #you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here! #i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!! #here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break #but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all #just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖 #idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )