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piratefishmama · 8 months
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Finders Givers | Part 2
“STEVEN MARION HARRINGTON.”
“Not my middle name.” Although Robin had made several valiant attempts in guessing it every time she needed to burst into his office all guns blazing. Which was unfortunately… often. She still hadn’t managed to crack it.
He didn’t actually have a middle name. He wasn’t going to tell her that though, this was funnier.
She slapped a sheaf of papers down onto his desk, a brief flick of the first page told him they were call logs and transcripts “What did you DO?! Claudia’s been getting calls all morning asking about renovations?”
“Okay, so, in my defence. It was Nancy’s idea.” That was his whole defence. It was Nancy’s idea. His idea had been worse.
“Explain.”
“You know, most people in my position don’t have to explain themselves to people who work for them, their people just respect them, and do as they say without argument.” He mused, mostly to himself, but he could see the woman’s eye twitch in annoyance and so he sighed in defeat, it’d only wind up with him having those papers whapped around his head. “Remember the wallet I found?”
“The one that was bumming you out?”
“Yeah! Well, when I went out for a walk, I found the guys work address and—”
“You know we have guys who do that sort of shit for us, right? You can’t be stalking people, Dingus, what the fuck?” That sheaf of papers was dangerously close to hitting him. She’d picked them back up an everything.
“Just listen! He was at work, I didn’t talk to him or anything I’m not stupid, but... his manager made this girl cry so he just decked him, laid him out, one punch an he was down, then he just quit his job, right there, shit was spectacular.” Steve could appreciate a good bit of muscle, could appreciate a scrapper. Plus the guy was hot so, that helped. “Doesn’t look like his photo either, he’s got so much hair, Robs, it’s... wow, he’s just—”
“Ew, I don’t wanna hear about your crush on some random guy, what’s this got to do with these renovations Claudia’s being spammed over?”
“Okay so, guy lost his job.”
“Quit, quit his job.”
“Defending a ladies honour, something I thought you’d appreciate.” She raised a single unimpressed brow “but, I... I was gonna just send him rent money for a few months, y’know, cover a few bills, charity!” His heart was in the right place, his head however, his head was in space.
“That’s not charity that’s stupidity, but go on.”
“That’s what Nance said! Apparently it’d be suspicious if I were to be found sending large amounts of cash in nondescript envelopes to an apartment block notorious for drug activity, so she suggested that since I’m already buying that bar nearby, it’d look less conspicuous if I just... bought the building the guy lives in and claim I was developing it, make it seem like I have an interest in building up local problem areas.” She frowned, silent in her thoughts as she processed.
“... And what about the rent forgiveness?”
“I was gonna pay for his rent, might as well just not have him pay rent, y’know? An it’s gotta be building wide or there’ll be questions, like why is he so special, it’d put him under scrutiny. So Nance suggested putting a stop on rent as we ‘renovate’ as a sort of, we’re disrupting your life so here’s a break for you kinda deal.” Honestly Nancy really was a life saver, he really ought to give her a raise, he’d have been fucked over years ago had he not pulled her into the fold.
“So that means we’re actually going to have to renovate this block then?”
“I mean—”
“Were going to have to renovate this block, Steve. We can’t just forgive the rent forever, that’s bonkers, that would raise eyebrows, and we can’t afford eyebrows being raised at us right now. So you’re going to have to have professionals go in and survey the apartments inside for renovations.” This was now an actual thing he’d have to do.
“Ah well, gives me something to occupy my time with. Also I was thinking—”
“Never a good sign”
“Shut up, I was thinking of putting Argyle in there as a plant, like... the drugs being peddled out of that block are just trash, at least we could get a solid dealer in there and get Argyle out of the Wheelers basement.” He’d only been staying there because Joyce didn’t have a basement and Jonathan didn’t have room for him.
He was Jonathan's friend, and Jonathan came with Nancy, Steve didn’t have any reason to help him out. Now he did! And that reason was getting those poor people better weed.
“Are you not worried that the existing dealers will start shit with him for moving into their turf?”
“They touch him they deal with Hargrove, he's been particularly irritable lately, anything could set him off, pretty sure he’d be jazzed to break a few legs.” Release some of that pent up rage he seemed so good at bottling up in tiny easily burstable bottles. “One visit from that nut job and they’ll settle right down.”
He didn’t like Hargrove, but he had to admit the guy was a useful enforcer. Indebted to Steve too after Jane had taken a nail imbedded baseball bat to his old employers head in a bid to help her friend Max escape the debt her stepdad had racked up with him. Billy had also been freed, being Max’s step brother, left unmoored and in danger of a jail cell.
Steve had taken them both in after getting rid of Creels corpse. It was Hopper’s idea. Billy wouldn’t have survived in jail, too many enemies in there.
“It only takes one hit to hurt Argyle beyond repair though, maybe get rid of the dealers in there already, then give Argyle one of the apartments.”
“See you’re already on board!” And there was the whack round the head with the papers, his sharp objection going ignored.
“Fine, I’m on board, but only because it’s Nancy’s idea.” She was retreating as she spoke “Yours was a trash fire, like, not just one of those little oil barrel fires I mean like a whole dumpster fire. Argyle stays out until it’s safe though, I mean it Steve, I will get Hopper involved.” She opened the door, ready to go.
“You can’t threaten me with my own Chief of Police! That’s so mean!”
“Watch me, dingus. Also you have two people downstairs from your little block purchase wanting more information, do you wanna deal with them or should I?”
“Do you think I could actually spin a good idea to explain this that won’t get immediately reworked by either you or Nance?” She paused, a thoughtful expression on her face that answered his question more than any actual answer would have. “Exactly, you deal with it, you’re better at timelines an stuff anyway.” He was more the big idea guy.
“Yeah but you’re better at people.” It was true, Steve was more the people person out of the two of them. “Fine, I’ll deal with it, and I’ll ask Nance to find some decent contractors to do the work for us. Maybe… drop into my office in like, ten minutes? Considering you let your dick lead you to places I wouldn’t even go with a gun, you should at least make an appearance for these people whose lives you’ve interrupted.”
“Ngghhh fine. Fine. I’ll be there in ten.” And she was out with a tiny salute as her goodbye.  
Part 4
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queerfandomtrifecta · 5 months
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I’m on board with all the most unhinged “the writing is bad on purpose!” theories. For fun. As a treat. Because the show was so disappointing and I can’t examine or analyze it on a meaningful level like I could s1 so whatever I’m all for all the bonkers conspiracy theories that won’t pan out because it’s just bad writing. And now I’m gonna add one of my own.
The crew decided to get away from Ed (and Stede, who will not leave Ed) between episodes 4 and 5. Ed was voted off the ship, but Stede brings him back the same night despite the crews wishes. That’s why everyone appeared to get over everything so fast. It was all an act. But they didn’t have a way to get rid of both of them and Izzy turned out to be the key there. They fake his death so Ed and Stede wouldn’t have a reason to stick around, which is why none of them were crying and moved on from Izzy’s death so fast. It was all an act. Now Ed, who traumatized them all SO badly, and Stede, who dismisses what Ed did as bad, are out of the picture. The crew and Izzy can be happy again.
No I don’t believe it’ll be this but it would make more sense than the season did. Anyway. I wanna hear all the off-the-rails theories. Nothing could be more nonsensical than the season I just watched.
Editing to add more because I can:
The original plan was to let Ned Low get rid of them. The crew connected with Ned at the market buying party supplies. Unfortunately, Stede is too charismatic and was able to flip Low’s crew on him and then killed Low. After that, they decided Ricky was gonna be in on it. It’s clear from the bar fight with Zheng that Stede isn’t about to let any of them leave willingly, since Olu, Jim, and Archie’s leaving was what started that. Ricky also doesn’t like Stede because of how he lost his nose, so there’s your reason. Izzy talks to him earlier, and we just don’t see what happens after that part of the conversation. That explains why no one thought to check Ricky for weapons and why Izzy was the one walking right behind him, and why he shot Izzy in the left side, which is the side no one dies from as established per s1 canon.
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ugh-yoongi · 3 months
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inspired by your post about your husband lol, what random things do each member of bts do that make them a new level hotter to you
this is such a cute question!! well, maybe not cute depending on the response, but. u know. 🤷🏻‍♀️
seokjin — i think people are expecting me to say his brat taming thing, bc it is objectively hot, but if this is a safe space and we’re oversharing together on a stormy friday night, i think it’s kinda hotter if he… doesn’t? like, knows you’re being a brat but goes along w it and “lets” you act up. so that’s not my answer, obviously.
so, to me, it’s his perseverance. i think it’s very hot to straight up say, “hey, i’m not all that great at this, but i’m gonna do it and try my best anyway.” i am a person who gives up the second i’m not good at something right away or as soon as it gets hard, so. yeah. very attractive and hot quality.
yoongi — cop out answer, but anytime he does anything with his hands. it almost put me in the ground when he made all those cutting boards. add on him playing guitar and i was donezo. he has really nice hands and he knows he has really nice hands and it’s sick. he’s sick.
hobi — idk how to explain it but hobi emanates this absolute freak aura and it’s, like. very hot. like you can just tell he’s comfortable and confident in himself and would be down to do anything and get a lil weird with it, and that kind of energy is powerful.
namjoon — this is where parasocial relationships come in handy bc this is something i find so hot hypothetically but would make me wanna strangle him irl, but: his petty streak. my god this man is SO petty and i find it SO hot, but if it was directed at me i’d cry so bad. like, hickeygate??? closer pt. 2?? kill me.
jimin — his absolute disregard for gender roles. really fucking hot. talking abt how much toxic masculinity sucks? hot. drawing the bigender symbol on himself? hot. being described as having “gender neutral charm”? hot.
this is not me trying to assign him a label. it’s me as a person who does not necessarily feel all that connected to their gender (hard to describe what i mean by this but: i’m cis and know i’m cis but i still don’t know what being a woman means to me personally, and therefore i feel disconnected from it sometimes) seeing someone look at what society expects them to look and be like because they’re a man, and say, “yeah, nah.”
taehyung — how messy he is. another trait that might drive me bonkers irl, but from a very far distance? love it. it’s similar to what i said about jimin in the sense that, as an idol, there are expectations for him. and he just waves them away. like, there are not very many idols who are gonna go on weverse and threaten to shoot someone in the neck for violating their privacy, but taehyung will, and that’s very hot of him. those pictures from that club in paris? also very hot of him. he just sort of does what he wants and in an industry that’s so rigid and boxed-in, i can’t help but love a rebel.
jungkook — idk man. fucking everything. i had an embarrassing and public meltdown over him last year in his calvin klein era and now i can’t look him in the eye. if you put a gun to my head and made me pick one, though? it’s the way he’s got this overwhelming sort of fuckboy energy but you also know you could make him cry. we love a man with duality.
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universaln0b0dy · 5 months
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Bully twist au v.s reader (untouchable) part 1
《 summary 》: they think they can hurt you, but you are way to bonkers to even feel sad about it. (Warning reader is described to be insane! Please proceed with caution)
《Note》: this is heavily inspired by: @azulsluver !!! Credits to them for the bully au idea etc. Also reader is implied to have some inhuman strength.
You were on constant pills back in your world and Twisted wonderland didn't have them, so you had to endure and pretend. But being the punching back to some pesky students was incredibly annoying and you finally let the facade of yours drop...
Floyd: like a Fisherman
You had enough of being the victim to Floyd's bone crushing hugs. You wanted to gain some enjoyment out everything too! You were about to obediently bring Floyd food as you got an idea.
"Ne, Koeby-chan? Why did you take so long? You know I hate waiting." You bow your head to hide the big grin on your face as you put the food in front of Floyd. He frowns looking at it, but he eats it anyway.
"You will be getting a good-" he can't continue as he feels his body change. His legs disappear and he starts to struggle breathing. He looks at you in anger.
"Stupid Koebi-chan! You think you can prank me like this! I'll definitely squeeze you for this!" He calls out, expecting to see you shiver in fear like always, but he is instead greeted with an ominous grin.
"Oh, Floyd. I'm kinda tired of always playing prey you know? You belittling me is also starting to get boring.... I wanna switch roles now!" You squeal, harshly grabbing Floyd's chin. He is surprised by the strength you posses, but he can't say he likes that. You were much more fun to play with when you were still scared of him.
"You know Floyd, my favourite food is Eel-soup, ya know!" You giggle, remembering how Floyd used to tell you that you simply a small shrimp, useless only made to be food for others.
"Koebi-chan don't get to cocky! Your still just a shrimp!" Floyd yells, trying to lounge at you, but you just step to the side watching him fall to the floor...
He had tripped you so many times. Once it was even so bad that you had a broken jaw.
"Floyd! I know what to play! Let's play Fisherman and Eel, okay!" You suddenly say with a gigantic grin as you swink the knife around. Floyd looks at you in horror.
That wasn't his little Shrimpy anymore, he couldn't control it, there was no fear in its eyes, only pure and blanc insanity was in their eyes. Maybe he finally managed to break you, but not in the way he wanted too
Rook: Dance with me
Rook had stalked you, without even once respecting your privacy. He even managed to find you in the most secluded hiding spots, using everything he had to ridicule you. Maybe he even once or twice hunted you down for fun, laughing at you when you were trembling. But you had enough of that. Everything in you wanted revenge and your brain was finally back into the insanity it belonged too....
Ramshackle was dark, no lights on and everything was quiet. There was no soul in there. Rook didn't like that. The woods were dark and he tried to use his unique magic to find you, finding the object he was searching for somewhere in the big field.
"Oh, Rook... great to see you!" You giggle, sitting on a very high tree. It was uncomfortable for him to watch you sitting there. Usually you would cry as soon as you felt his presence, but this time this wasn't the case. Your eyes looked at him with some fire burning in them.
"What are you doing here trickster?" He said with a calm tone. He started to climb the tree and you smiled. "I am enjoying the air."
As soon as he was about to reach you you jump down from the tree with a grin. "Let's go Rook! Catch me!" You yell and start running.
Rook was beyond annoyed because you didn't run away from him with fear in your eyes. That pretty eyes that were usually so anxious around him...
He follows you, only to see you had climbed up the way to Ramshackles roof, dancing on it.
You felt amazing, the thrill of the creaking under you making adrenaline rush through you. You enjoyed this more than the hunter hunting you.
"COME ON ROOK! DANCE WITH ME!" You scream, before starting to break into a fit of laughter. Rook had bullied and scared you so many times. It would be only to appropriate to return the favour....
Part 2: of untouchable coming soon (Vil: I wished you were a pretty boy, Azul: just an insecurity, Carter: The best masquerade)
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an-aura-about-you · 9 days
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so y'all are not ready for the family drama that got back to me today.
content warning: discussion of abuse with a focus on threatening suicide as a manipulation tactic
so I haven't really mentioned this very much since it's not my news to tell, but my sibling and dad have been looking for an apartment to live in so they can move out of the house and not have to live with my mother. which says a lot, especially since I've put an emphasis on them doing whatever they wanna do without necessarily doing what I did. (though at the same time I'm Not Surprised By This Turn Of Events, especially the bit with Dad not thinking this move will be permanent. I'm not saying it will be permanent, but damn I'm tired of him getting abused for so long.)
my mother has been. upset about this, to say the least. we're talking huge crying fit once Dad finally broke the news to her. and then after that she was Weirdly Nice? but come to find out yesterday that she was only being nice because she thought if she could be nice they would change their minds as if this hasn't been a pattern over the last 40-50 years but that's not how this works and they're moving out for real. (she also threatened to move out herself, a thing she's done before, and the reaction was very much that Futurama bit with teenage Bender threatening to run away.) and the more I learn about different kinds of abuse like emotional neglect and financial abuse, the worse it all gets. in any case, Dad and my sibbie are not deterred. (though my sibbie came to hang out with me at my place yesterday after this happened.)
but today she decided to hit the family with the Classic™️ tactic If You Do This I Will Kill Myself. this is not the first time she's said something like this, as she once told my sibling that if he should choose to cut her off the way I did, then she would kill herself.
now, my sibling and I saw this for the manipulation tactic that it was and knew she wasn't going to do this for real.
Dad, on the other hand.
well, while he only recently learned how bonkers some of the stuff my mother's been saying really is, like how she apparently wants to sue him for "not paying attention to her," he took this very seriously and drove her to the ER.
and now apparently she has to stay overnight and she might have to go to a psych hospital like an hour and change away from here. I think she maybe didn't think he was going to call her bluff because at the hospital she was like, "can't you just give me some meds to calm me down and send me home?" the medical staff apparently didn't even humor this idea.
now, I'm not in favor of institutionalization for a suicidal patient against their will, but seeing my mother Find Out after she's been Fucking Around for so long is personally pretty satisfying.
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Watching Ofmd season 2 ep 1 - 3 be like:
(Not necessarily in irder, also spoilers and you know, mentioning death and gory stuff cause it's Ofmd)
That dream was straight out of a fanfiction
Spanish Jackie gets a new husband
Soup
Wedding crash
Izzy gets a hug (and two more toes cut off? I hope he at least didn't have to eat those as well
Buttons on a leash
Soup soup soup
The swede living his best life as a house husband
Holy shit I'm crying about Izzy
NOT ANOTHER TOE PLEASE
Fangs crying "HE SHOT IZZY", IT'S THE FIRST EPISODE FOR ANYBODYS SAKE
Soup
HOT PIRATE QUEEN, LET'S GOOOO
LUCIUS AND PETE REUNION YEAHHHHH
Izzy beating the "Lucius is hiding in the walls" allegations
I don't even think the leg would have been of much use anyways. With only two toes left and a bullet in the knee
Stede, you're a little bit bonkers
Lucius trauma dumping, but Stede just does not give a single F
Jim, I know there's a hot pirate lady in front of you BUT STOP HOLDING THE LEG LIKE THAT
Soup
Ed just being straight up suicidal but needing someone else to pull the trigger
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
The former psychology nerd inside me wants to analyze Izzys and Eds brains
Lucius and black pete are the best and only important ship there is
MUTINY
HOW DID IZZY MANAGE TO CRAWL ALL THE WAY UP TO THE DECK WITH ONE LEG AND A HEAD WOUND
The fact that they somehow got through the storm WITHOUT EVEN A WHEEL
Izzy is hanging on life by a thread
Not all of them still trying to spare Stedes feelings
SOUP
Jeffs Inn. That's it. Jeffs Inn.
Also that thing with Felix and the crab, wtf was that please
Olu is getting some, good for him
Buttons the sea witch, please, I want them to do something big with that
"Give me your worst" - >walks away and ignores Izzy
BIG ESCAPE, STEDE IS PLOTTING
Olu, escape now, hanky panky later
I wanna know, how the heck did they manage to get Izzy over that zipline, cause he can barely even stand anymore
Did someone put him over their shoulder or anything like?!!!
When you're crying BUT SUDDENLY MERMAID STEDE SHOWS UP AND YOU CRACK UP
In conclusion: Izzy character development is going on. Also, I want soup now.
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spaceyhiyyihlight · 5 days
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[Queen of Tears, episode 5]
Haein's continuous "omg he really loves me" moments 🥺🥺🥺 She's so precious when she's feeling loved. When Hyunwoo and his family and Aunt Beomja show her affection, she just has the most precious reaction, like she can't believe they really do like her. Her happiness is sooo special. Hyunwoo's too. One thing about Kim Soohyun is he knows how to do a truly joyful SMILE! It's like the sun is shining out of his teeth, his smile just warms my heart so much. When Hyunwoo smiles at or about Haein like that it makes me wanna cry 😭 That's the real "stupid in love", "I can't help falling in love with you", "smiled like a dummy" smile 🤧 somebody please get that man an Oscar. Also idk if I've said this before but I LOVE Aunt Beomja. I have two bonkers but cunty aunts myself and they're like the pillars of my hope. The way she's like the realest ally to both Haein and Hyunwoo >>>> ily Aunt Beomja 🥺💗
Now I am starting to wonder what the fuck is going on with Eunseong because that whole trying to convince Haein that Hyunwoo doesn't care about her thing is weak as shit. I figure he'll find out about Haein's illness soon, so that'll boost him up a few levels, but did he seriously challenge Hyunwoo so boldly while having nothing proper to fuel his confidence? No way all he's done is fail at trying to make Haein doubt her husband and fail to buy / kill a dog. I'm expecting like major evil genius shit out of him, so if he doesn't pick it up soon Imma need us to get some better villains, because that dude and the grandpa's weird girlfriend (wife?) so far are not it. If anything, the most evil I've seen in any of these characters are Hyunwoo and his friend when they celebrate Haein's terminal illness 😭 Especially the friend, like you don't even KNOW HER bro 💀 He's not even getting anything out of it 💀💀Who the shit is he to be so geeked over her death 😭😭😭
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canonically47 · 3 months
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Share the Disventure Camp thoughts Geo. Also, now that you've seen both seasons, what are your All Stars predictions?
oliver was one of the best parts of the season and i loved him so much ohhh the skrunkle
aiden & james were my favorite characters i think! <333 i really liked their development i love gay people i screamed at their first real kiss
it took a while for me to get used to every character because of their mics and acting. some of the acting was not believable at all and was the reason i dislikes some characters for a bit (cough rosa maria cough) before eventually warming up to them. it’s clear they improved a lot and found better actors for season 1. i’m curious how the S2 actors will be in S3.
maggy was genuinely annoying and not just because of her voice. sorry :(
lake was amazing!! i loved her arc!
connor was a good guy and i liked him, but i wouldn’t have brought him back for all-stars and i definitely wouldn’t have paired him with riya. that 21 year age gap is not looking good.
I LOVED HUNTESSALLY SO MUCH OH MY GOD THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME POLY REPRESENTATION IN MEDIA IS THE BEST STOP I WILL CRY OMGMGMGMGGM why are they fighting in the S3 opening. someone save me. huntessally stay strong. STAY STRONG!!!!!
WHY IS YUL YELLOW 💀 also i hated his ass “a latina stealing why doesn’t that surprise me” NAH MF YOU CANNOT BE REDEEMED I’M SORRY MAN YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN 💀
anyone wanna talk about how weird some challenges were? no? like making people kiss other people just for a challenge? i know it’s fiction but? what if someone is uncomfortable with it? yk? my aro ass couldn’t watch most of those scenes like ik it was to make some ships kiss and probably appeal to the fans but nah. you lost me brah. and outing aiden (while not specifically saying his name but yk) like. wow. this is. not fun! weird episodes
karol fuck you
riya, thin ice, i like you for your assholery but leaving aiden hanging left ME hanging as a fan of both. sadge
ally should’ve been a scene kid that’s all i came here to say
fuck you yul hope ur the first boot of S3
why was nina there. /vvvneg
now for predictions/wishes:
YUL FIRST BOOT WOOHOO 💯💯💯 /hj
if i don’t get gabellie & tessally alliance i will actually cry myself to sleep for those entire ten months the show will be airing i mean it guys i’m so fucking serious /j
alec and fiore need to make up or i will actually go bonkers and die
yul first boot
trevek do gay shit & krystal breaks them apart every time because they’re so cringe every time they flirt or something not in the high school couple way but just sooo fucking bad at flirting that it is physically damaging to everyone around them
nina dies in a fire YAY!!! WOOHOO!!! PARTY!!! (seriously she was the most annoying gimmick of the season hope she just disappears and its not brought up ever)
maybe. if connor is there. and he gives advice. he can give alec and fiore advice. right. right guys. I MISS MY FATHER-DAUGHTER DUO OKAY WAAAAAAA
jake will be a fucking idiot and hate aiden for NO reason because he is a fucking idiot. love him tho but i was hoping he wouldn’t be as insecure in s3 like girl get a therapist cmon
if i don’t get james-tom friendship.......
miriam early boot 😞 sorry queen 😞 i got this feeling 😞 inside my bones 😞
ashley early boot (pleasepleaseplease WHO ASKED FOR HER TO BE HERE i wanted nick or kai back so bad omfg)
this is more based on a fanart i saw but fiore should totally terrorize aiden and aiden just hates her ass
i want the teams to form then switch a bit so that there’s both s1 and s2 contestants on both teams bc wdym the teams are s1 and s2. thats the worst decision yet and the season hasnt even started
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cerealmonster15 · 4 months
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a bit of both- I was too scared to go off anon cuz I would've been embarrassed if I was wrong 😭
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They INVENTED divorce. You get it.
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And I DONT MIND YOUR THOUGHRS ARE SO SILLY!! pls invitation to come back on stage and scream about the guys ever 🥺
ksjdlfdsklfj I Understand 🙏 i hope it is ok that i took this message as an excuse to Continue Going Wild
head empty only tiny guy doodles now
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while i was doodling i remembered ruggie and silver both have a vignette with jade where Food Is Involved... im obsessed w/the one where jade gives his mushrooms to the cafeteria bc azul and floyd banished them, and silver has them the next day and is like This Is The Best Risotto Ive Ever Had In My Life. and jades just watching him like 👁️👁️ and theres the one where ruggie accidentally takes jades ingredients and is like OH SHIT DONT KILL ME here i'll teach you a cool recipe!!!! i love how often these boys bond over food actually.... ruggie helped kalim cook in another vignette... jade and kalim talked about tea [and then jade died bc kalim uses too much sugar LOL]
more rambling and screen shots i have to go bonkers or i will die
oh my god and the second tsum event. theres the cutest little rythmatic of jamil kalim floyd and azul in the kitchen with tsums 😭😭😭 i want the second years to have a potluck........
ALSO i love in the first volume of the twst anthology, chapter 13 where it basically turns into the second years coming together and trying to help silver stay awake and hanging out EXCEPT THE FISH ARE NNNNOT INVITED!!! or like. theyre just not in that story fdslkjfds and jamil just shows up at the end..
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KALIM'S SO CUTE HE'S SOOOO EXCITED He just JUMPS IN like OH DID SOMEONE SAY FRIENDSHIP STUDY GROUP???????
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why did he do that. he was talking about riddle and they literally got riddle involved bc ruggie suggested it but here's the thing!!! silver is the one that needed notes bc he fell asleep. kalim joined up and was like lets study together and have a feast!! so ruggies like oh hell yea im in it for the food. why did he decide riddle needed to be there 🤔 i mean maybe he did actually want to study and/or didnt wanna be the one suckered into leading the study session LOL but. i think it kinda just looks like he wants to hang out with riddle jflsjeklkj like he literally later says "but im here for the feast" so WHY did you get RULES ABIDING RIDDLE involved HMMM??? watching you ruggie bucchi.
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theyre literally SO cute i LOVE the anthology mangas SO MUCH and i really wish they'd make a third one!!!
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god i actually. forgot a lot about this one LOL there's a lot of cute moments w/them 😭
ALSO now that im at my computer i could search better and i FOUND THE POST where i talked endlessly about riddle/floyd. i still stand by all of that. and theres cute anthology moments in there too.
third year divorce jumpscare while im in the anthologies
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i love them theyre so fucking funny. also why are there So Many Times in game where vil basically says "yeah leona is extremely physically attractive HOWEVER his personality sucks and i hate him." like okay. why do you have to keep telling us that leona has a "pretty face" or "only good for his looks" or whatever it is he says fjsdkljekl. that's nice vil.
pushing them back out of the way back to the second years
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and trey. im still trapped in the anthologies since thats whats in front of me klfjlewjsdfjkls god the way this one takes place after jamils meltdown and hes like "omg trey senpai....... and jade 😒........" Get His Ass sdfdsfg god i dont have a screenshot rn but another top 10 moments of twst for me that made me cry laughing was when i was reading cater's union bday card and jamil asks him that interview question "which dorm would you pick if you werent in heartslabyul" and god the TIMING with cater saying octavinelle INSTANTLY making jamil SCOWL IN DISAPPROVAL at the SHEER MENTION OF THE FISH BITCH DORM is SO funny to me. EW. GROSS. DISGUSTING!!! i so badly want riddle and jamil to bond over their mutual fish hading sjdklfe theyre SO FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
and yet in masquerade event. jamil bullies azul. azul buillies him back. they DANCE TOGETHER IN BOTH OF THE RHYTHM GAMES. theyre DUO PARTNERS to azuls ssr. riddle and jamil compliment [more or less LOL] azul's singing performance at the end. i think once or twice riddle and jamil also share a few 😑😑 moments over azul... being azul jdkslfjkdsljf and it's EVERYTHING TO ME it was so validating bc i think those three should hang out forever.
OK THAT'S ENOUGH DISORGANIZED RAMBLES FOR NOW I GOTTA CONTAIN MYSELF!!!
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nerissalmao · 2 months
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Dolores’s Villain Song
Hey friends! So. I did a thing. A thing called I STAYED UP UNTIL FIVE AM AND RECALLED THOSE MEME POSTS BEING ALL LIKE “the kids are the villain in Encanto!” “The trees are the villain in Encanto!” “Encanto is the villain in Encanto!!” and it got me thinking. I then fell asleep and proceeded to have a dream in which Dolores was the villain of Encanto. Yeah yeah I know, MatPat did a theory that some people thought was bonkers ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶a̶c̶t̶u̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ ̶a̶ ̶l̶o̶t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶s̶e̶n̶s̶e̶ so yeahhhh. I can’t just let this slide, so here! Have a bogus Encanto AU!
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Basically, the movie, but throughout the film more focus is shown on Dolores’s expressions and stuff. She’s as she usually is, but seems more easily annoyed, and whenever Mariano is brought up she seems to literally despair, but it’s implied Abuela doesn’t want her to be loud and literally just wants her to be the listening ear (you can like see her glaring at Dolores after she spills at the family argument lmao) and then things go to crap. Isabela and Mirabel see Abuela coming near after “What Else Can I Do?” and they rush outside, trying to get away from her, and the family dramatically crowds around the two. Isabela is genuinely terrified of Abuela. Well, everyone goes outside but Dolores, whose gift in this AU is more than just hearing but has to do with absorbing sound waves as a hall..
TRANSCRIPT TIME BABY WHOOOOO! Mirabel’s yelling about how Isa doesn’t wanna marry Mariano and then and then—
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ABUELA, from outside: But look at Mariano! He’ll be just so perfect for you, Isabela! Perfection or no perfection isn’t he just wonderful?! He loves you, Isabela! Are you seriously going to leave the poor boy on his own?! [Dolores is inside, near the door as she’d tried to head out, but she hears Mariano’s name and flinches, backing away and giving a glimpse to the candle, which is still exceptionally bright from Isabela and Mirabel’s hug. She pulls her hair down from its bun and sneaks from the hall into Isabela’s room. She finds a purple flowery dress and slips behind a flowery changing screen and comes out, spinning, wearing the dress. It doesn’t fit her very well and she itches at it.]
DOLORES in a high voice, mimicking Isabela: Yes, Mariano, aren’t I just beautiful and perfect and graceful? I grow cacti, I grow flowers and.. well, just forget about Dolores. She wishes she were as perfect as me—
[Dolores trips over her feet as she tries to prance and falls face-first into some flowers.] DOLORES: Ugh, ¡¿por qué?!
[She stands and heads outside the hall, itching again at the flowers and grumbling under her breath.]
ISABELA, muffled: But Abuela—
ABUELA: Isabela, please..
[Dolores’s eyes widen, and she seems to crumple in on herself as their words become unintelligible. She rushes to her room and sits on her bed. She starts to cry. The camera moves up to a small photo of her; her room is full of instruments and part-soundproofed areas, but she obviously can’t unhear Abuela still so adamant Isabela should marry Mariano. The photo frame shows her as a young girl next to Abuela during her gift ceremony, but she looks worried as her hand presses to her ear. A flashback sequence starts, showing a younger Dolores at the dinner table. She reacts to a noise nobody else can hear and flinches.]
YOUNG DOLORES: Abuela, my ears hurt! I keep hearing so many things from around town and I can’t turn it off! Kids are yelling. It’s so loud!
ABUELA: Don’t worry, Dolores. It may be bad for now, but just think! Your gift will be helping our family.
[Flash back to the present. The muffled sounds of people talking grow louder and Dolores stuffs her hands to her ears, still crying. She mouths the words “shut up” over and over again, but no sound comes out. An instrumental plays— it’s a reprise of “What Else Can I Do?” but it’s sadder, yet somehow sinister. Dolores slowly stands and steps towards the picture, moving her hands to wipe her tears away.]
DOLORES, singing:
Never do the unexpected
Stand up straight, stick it through
Uphold the family that wants you to hear it all and never asked you..
What else do you want to do?
[Dolores walks outside her room and paces around the halls, her head downcast.]
Bury weakness that exposes
You can hear things as far as a mile
Doesn’t anyone think I don’t wanna hear
Everything going on while
I must support the family, act like I’m okay, listen while he says she’s perfect
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I can hear, you’re hard on them all, but I feel like I can’t even speak
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I’m not something who’s feelings you forget
What if I’m done with your games?
I’ll go my own way
[DOLORES walks out downstairs and sees the petals Isabela made all over the floor. She tosses them in the air and mimics her cousin again.]
A hurricane of jacarandas
Strangling figs
Hanging vines
Isa, I love you, but have you ever asked what I think?
It’s cold in your shadow
[She picks up a flower petal.]
When you neglect a flower, it will wilt away
Until all of its colors have drained away
If you know that, why don’t you know cousins are the same?
Don’t want to be your amiga if you don’t care
Oh, Bruno said he’d only love you!
[Dolores punches the petal and it breaks in her hand. She slams it down and rushes to Julieta’s kitchen, and starts to hack at the flowers on her dress with a cutting knife]
You are no prized, precious flower
Tried to hide my sorrow but it will erupt
Yeah, you’re a rose with thorns
That’s great, but I too can shine
I can shine!
[As she holds the high note on “shine”, she throws down the scissors and the camera quickly moves to Dolores’s door, which suddenly shifts, as the sound waves that are depicted going towards her move so that they’re coming from her, her hands turning outward as if she’s directly sending out the sound. Dolores doesn’t notice, and meanwhile slams her foot down. A sound wave seems to come from her, rattling the floor boards. Pan to outside, where the Madrigal family looks around.]
MIRABEL: What was that sound?
[The music pauses and Dolores looks down, a bit confused. She nervously plays with her hair, wondering if she really did that. She backs away and memories of Dolores���s past in the movie and in her childhood play over the screen briefly: a scene of her hearing other kids talk about her being weird as a child, her having to listen to Mariano say he wants five babies with Isabela, her hearing Bruno in the walls and refusing to tell anyone as his prediction for her echoes in her mind. She hears the family members outside discussing the sound and dashes to a previously-unseen sunroom in the Casa, slowly smiling. The music starts again, now actively sinister and no longer resembling the original song, more distorted now.]
DOLORES, singing again. her voice not quiet as it was before but much louder:
A quiet world, I can be secluded
I’ll be the one everyone has to listen to
(I’ve weaponized my curse)
My life is mine to do with as I choose
And I don’t have to hear all of you!
(Any of you-ooh-ooh)
[A sound wave comes directly from her, so loud it rattles the floor. Casita attempts to fix things and rattles back, the windows shaking as they put up the covers from the light so they won’t crack, casting Dolores in mostly darkness.]
What could they possibly expect was going to happen when they made me be quiet?
They never cared when things got too loud for me
I just wanted someone to turn it down
[A brief crescendo as the music changes.]
Turn it down..
[Another sound wave leaves her body, breaking the ground beneath her, and she rushes out and faces the candle head on.]
I have a mama who’s gift is a curse
I have a cousin who was lost without a gift
I have an Abuela who weaponizes us all
What could I do to fix this?
Oh, what could I do?
(What else can I do? What else can I do? What else, what else..)
[As the background words of her voice slowly get louder, the candle flickers.. as if in fear, and another sound wave comes out. Pan out to the Madrigal family. Mirabel covers her ears, Isabela rushes towards the door, and Luisa nervously mutters to herself. Pepa tries to use her mantra of “clear skies” to calm down.]
You’re weak and
You’re helpless
To stop me destroying you
(You aren’t even a miracle, all you do is ruin lives, my power was a curse all my life)
My power’s made anew
[As Isabela flings open the door, another sound wave comes out, so loud it practically makes the screen flicker breaking the fourth wall. As it goes out her dress flickers around her and changes to her colors— red, pale orange, and flickers with sparkling sound wave designs.]
What else can I do?!
[Isabela rushes over and the music slows down. The song ends just as the candle flickers and goes out, and the candle falls down. Abuela runs in and sees it, and Casita starts to crumble. Dolores laughs.]
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Do not ask what happens next. Figure it out for yourself because this was a midnight thing yk and a wacky dream. Do with this AU what you will and thanks for putting up with me (but seriously Abuela was toxic and I think it could have benefited the movie to show the very realistic resentment at least one of the kids would have for Abuela so fite me on this)
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lightbulb-warning · 8 months
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What's your opinion on the other games (THH, SDR2, and UDG)? I don't remember seeing you post about them much or at all
indeed! i haven't posted anything about them! (except one (1) kyoko cameo)
i do like the other games!! i've only watched playthroughs of dr1 and 2 (and read a summary of udg. i haven't had the time to watch a playthrough yet "OTL).
THH was popular when i was in middle school (Kyoko Kirigiri and Sakura Ogami were very relevant to my tween am-i-gay?™ crisis) and around that time SDR2 was already out, i think? (yes it was i just googled it.) so i have been an extremely casual dr enjoyer until recently. when drv3 came out i genuinely had no idea and legitimately thought it was a very elaborate fangame some people i followed occasionally posted about (hi, nice to meet you! im Very Dumb!!)
i got SUPER sick last summer so i watched a bunch of lets plays and now im in hyperfixation hell!!
DRV3 is specifically the game my brain has been obsessed with because themes of real vs fake/fiction vs reality/meta-bullshit fall directly into my personal interests. Plus, out of spite (and the game being on sale at one point), i actually played it on my own in may, which has just amplified my current hyperfixation and now im here. on tumblr. actually engaging in fandom. wowza.
ive been wanting to get more invested in the other games and actually play them!! and i wanna play rain code spoiler free really badly!! but unfortunately it's not something i can get to at the moment _(:'3 」∠)_ no videogame space in my budget rn *sobs* oooo you wanna commission me sooo baaad/j
hopefully i can change that soon! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
here's some rapidfire opinions!!
makoto is so goddamn stupid i love that for him, he is genuinely so dumb. even though kyoko and togami are supposed to be on the smarter side, they are also occasionally morons (both of them. BOTH OF THEM went "poison? bet." and ingested it) therefore makoto comes off even DUMBER. (affectionate)
Aoi is wonderful and underrated i would die for her anytime.
Sakura? *starts crying hysterically* /pos
i am ENAMOURED with how the evolution of the MCs mechanics has been Makoto: I object! -> Hajime: I sustain! -> Kaede/Shuichi: I'm gonna commit PERJURY!
Hajime being a massive hater is incredibly funny to me good for him
kazuichi is a complete cringefail loser i love him
IBUKI????? IBUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think about fuyuhiko and peko constantly. they spin in my brain and make me miserable. it's amazing.
also, no doy, but THE ARTSTYLE OF THESE GAMES. I GO BATSHIT STUPID. THE ART DIRECTION AND PSYCHOPOP ARE SO GOOD i eat i feast i go bonkers
and yeah. that's all for now, folks!
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supersecretnerd · 2 years
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Ok list of both spoilers stuff and just random stuff about Wendell and Wild I've read in articles cause I'm going bonkers waiting for this movie to release and I wanna chit chat with people about it: under readmore just in case you don't want to see the spoilers!
One article I read stated that Wendell and Wild found out about Kat by eating hair cream and getting really high; the film refers to it as a funny feeling in their tummy. Apparently while high they saw a vision of Kat. One article said that specifically Wild likes to do this, so I'm imagining there's going be a scene of Wild showing Wendell he can get high off the stuff. I bet this scenario is what occurring in these images of the two.
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Wendell's and Wild's dad, Buffalo Belzer, forces them to sleep in his nose- they got like a bed and everything.
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I think it's really interesting how it seems like we meet Kat at the beginning of the film with her wearing a prison outfit and that we also first see Wendell and Wild wearing a prisoner's outfit too. Makes me think that their arcs and conflict are going to mirror each other.
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I still can't believe this portion of the trailer was made with paper cutouts it looked like a computer animation- honestly it's so cool (gonna fight that old lady tho)
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Apparently Nun Helley used to be or still is a Hellmaiden too- Makes me wonder 2 things:
1. Did she become a nun to try and repent for her past actions?
2. Could the creepy octopus we see her demon?
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WHY DOES KAT CALL RAUL AN ASSASSIN- WHAT DID HE MEAN BY THAT BRICK WAS LOOSE- DOES SOMEONE GET INJURED/KILLED BY A FALLING BRICK IN THIS FILM
I saw that part of the reason this film is PG 13 is cause of strong language and I now want one of the characters to say fuck- mostly Nun Helley tho, cause the concept of a nun cursing it funny to me. It's probably going to be Kat or another student tho-
Canon fact: Kats boombox used to belong to her dad and the reasons she loved punk rock is cause her dad used to love listening to punk rock- Honestly this gives me a lot of feelings and I wanna cry
I was looking back at the photos and noticed that her fingers aren't painted in her jacket/prison outfit but is in her school uniform- just a neat thing I noticed while writing this out
Apparently there's a janitor character that's obsessed with demons that we haven't seen yet? Sounds cool-
Anyways I'm done rambling-
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sorry i just woke up it's time to Endure My Antics now
I wanna see the joy doctors jumproping butt booty naked right in front of my face on god. i neeeeeed NEEEED need need NEED to play with the fattier parts of their bodies. fondling their asses and squishing their chests. squeezing at their thighs until the marks of my hands are left in place from my grip. need to choke them out from behind while i press and grind up against their backsides. i need them to threaten to call a bobby on my but i don't care. need to fuck them silly enough they start begging me to breed them 💞💕
ALSO THE OTHER WAY AROUND... fucking you so good but they're so Unusual and Odd they start mumbling about how they're gonna breed you. pressing and squishing at your lower stomach to feel how deep they are. leaning down so you can hear them pant and moan and groan and breathe. whispering into your ear. long day at work and they're just so needy they don't even say anything n just come up to you and press and grind against you.*puppy playifies them* they're on the ground begging you to let them fuck you or for you to fuck them, touch them, ANYTHING and you just feel so bad you have to give in. whimpering and thanking you over and over again. how could you even say no to that when he's been such a good boy?
jfc i am feral and crazy PLEASEEEE joy doctors save me... save me hoy doctors.... joy doctors please save me....
-E
I'M CRYING
The jump rope one is absolutely bonkers I'm literally sobbing rn WHAT
And on another note YES, and since they have "old man strength"(Ill put a pic of the the reason why older men are weirdly strong I think its interesting lol) I can imagine them pinching or grabbing you too harshly and leaving bruises/giant hand prints (DROOLING OMG) and then after the bruises form immobilizing you and prodding/ rubbing their thumbs on them to watch you squirm around and whine.
And tbh I'd wanna be the one begging (LOL CRYING) but watching them beg would probably flip a personality switch in me or something idk,
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flimflamfandom · 10 months
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Room Mates (vignette)
Ivy Pepper stared at the wall in her dorm room, and grumbled as she wiped the chalk off with cloth. “You’re lucky I took a picture of this, Helen, or my homework would be RUINED!”
“You’re lucky I even let you write up there in the first place!”
Ivy furiously scribbled down notes from her notebook, after VERY quickly getting some fi;m developed. She grumbled to herself as she worked. “Stupid Helen...bet she can’t even SPELL Nodal!”
Ivy had been working hard at a few problems her projective geometry teacher had given her, all to do with Self space dual curves. She HAD been working the math on the wall and writing the shapes onto graph lined paper. But Helen, the STODGY WENCH SHE WAS, had demanded she wash the wall off. So, she was back to work, trying to get her numbers down. 
Helen looked over her shoulder at her work. “That Y should be negative.” “I know it should be negative.” “Then why didn’t you write down that it was negative?” “Because I KNOW it’s supposed to be! You already bungled my process once!” “...is this really about that boy?” Ivy scoffed. “What? No. I don’t care WHAT you think about him. But I DO care that now I have to waste notebook pages like some sort of PHILISTINE!” “Yeesh, what is it with you and the chalk anyway!?” “The boys won’t let me into the workrooms! You know how boys are.” Ivy sighed. “Mathematics is a woman’s world and here they are, traipsing around like they own the place because every other science BeLoNgS to them.” She grumbled. “Makes me wanna hurl ‘em through a window.”
Helen shrugged. “I never knew anyone considered Math a girl thing.” “Sure, Emmy Noether?” “...who?” “The woman who figured out Commutative rings?” “...whats?” Ivy sighed, and opened up another sheet of notebook paper. “Commutative rings,” She said. “Are any ring in which multiplication is commutative.” She wrote a few things down. “So AB=BA for any B or A value.” “...You lost me at rings, actually, where do rings come in?” Helen turned her head to one side. “It’s a nonempty set with 2 operations and fulfilling certain requirements!” She began to write something down. “Here’s what you need for a ring.”
She hastily wrote, her tongue out, her eyes determined. Until she came up with...
1)  If a∈R and b∈R, then a⊕b∈R.
(2)  a⊕(b⊕c) = (a⊕b)⊕c
(3)  a⊕b=b⊕a
(4)  There is an element 0R in R such that a⊕0R=a , ∀a∈R .
(5) For each a ∈ R, the equation a⊕0R=a , ∀a∈R . a ⊕ x = 0R has a solution in R.
(6)  If a∈R, and b∈R, then ab∈R.
(7)  a⊗(b⊗c) = (a⊗b)⊗c.
(8)  a⊗(b⊕c) = (a⊗b)⊕(b⊗c)
...the rules for rings.
“...wow. That’s...a bit much, don’t you think?” “It’s not SO bad. It’s basic algebraic structuring, Helen! The building blocks of math!” “...sure it is.” Helen nodded slowly. “Oh, c’mon, don’t tell me you aren’t able to follow this! You’re smart as a whip!” “I look at stars and make charts out of them, Ivy. The math I know about is geometry and-” “Well, if it’s geometry you’re after, take a look at my homework!” “Not THAT sorta geometry!” Helen said, pinching the bridge of her nose. “I need some fresh air...you math people are bonkers.” Ivy crossed her arms and looked as she left. “Well, sure, go on and leave us mathematicians for your scientific breakthroughs and easy headlines! But when you need to calculate the trajectory of an asteroid, DON’T COME CRYING TO ME!” “I won’t!” Helen waved. She shut the door. Ivy grumbled.
Later that night, Ivy was still hard at work, and Helen came back in, with a few things. Looked like a brown paper bag of things. She looked over. “Still working?” “Mhm.” “Damn...Professor Holly really IS a jerk, huh?” “Yeah...I work better on chalk.” She said. “I guess I just...visualize it better.” “...” Helen handed her a small chalkboard. “It’s not the wall. But it’s there.” She smiled. “I also got you a coke. It’ll help you finish.” “...” Ivy smiled, warmly. “Thanks, Helen...sorry about earlier.” “It’s no trouble...so, self space dual curves, huh?” “Yep.” “How do those work?” “...I’m glad you asked...”
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thompsborn · 5 months
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goddd i love homeward bound so much i just know that it’s miles and miles better than what the mcu will do & i literally adore harley keener even though i know the grown up version of him is largely what the fandom has made him. your characterizations are brilliant and you’re such a talented writer! take all the time you need—we understand that that kind of quality doesn’t just happen over night :) and speaking only for myself, i would not at all mind a spoiler tag full of whatever you wanna share
me?? crying??? yeah. yes. yep!
the fandom has definitely like taken the bare minimum of harley that canon has given up and gone buck wild with it, and i have loved literally every single second. like even outside of the parkner fandom, i have read many irondad fics where harley's characterized just like how we tend to write him in parkner fics. we all really collectively looked at this talkative little shit with a potato gun and an inability to shut up and we watched him send tony stark into a panic attack and we heard his line about his dad leaving and his line about his sister and his line about his mom working (i think he specifies "at the diner" but i can't remember for sure and can't be bothered to look it up right now) and we pointed at him and we were like "you are now my favorite" and look at where we are now
absolutely bonkers
but also what the fuck!! thank you?? this is genuinely so kind and i'm kind of speechless and just pfjgoif omg. thank you so much. i love harley and will continue to write that dumbass into Situations.
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4, 6, 9, 10, 13 ,16.
4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?
Uhh… idk if i have one? Like, I wouldn’t say it’s a certain word that makes me go feral, but rather the context they are used in. I can’t remember any words right now that make me go bonkers.
6. What is your darkest fear about writing?
Unintentionally plagiarizing someone and getting accused of that. It’s silly, i know. Especially since originality is dead at this point. But I keep trying to write original ideas to publish into an actual book and the only thing people around me tell me it’s that my ideas have already been done before, even if i had never seen them before in my life, and that makes me stuck on any progress whatsoever. It’s frustrating, to say the least!
9. Do you believe in ghosts? This isn’t about writing i just wanna know.
I do. Or rather, i want to believe ghosts exist but i’ve never personally encountered any but i am open to the possibility.
10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?
Yeah. Regimen. I don’t think i’ve ever come forward about this, but while it’s a great fic and i love it, the last few chapters were so distressing it it gave me a massive anxiety attack. I couldn’t eat or sleep for like a week, so for my own good i decided to stop following the story. It’s not the story’s fault btw, the tags were there and I thought i could handle them but yeah the tags proved to be too much for little old me so now i have to sit at the kids table while everyone else enjoys the rest of the story while i show my support from afar.
My writing has definitely messed me up a couple of times. I cried many times writing MLTS, mostly because of what it personally means to me. It’s no secret that the fic portrays me and my depression during the worst year of my life, and i’m glad I persevered despite everything to be here today, but even to this day i still can’t get through MLTS without crying.
13. What is a subject matter that is incredibly difficult for you to write about? What is easy?
Sexy times of any kind, especially the more taboo variety. I remember people freaking out over When you’re mine because it had the non-con warning and people assumed the worst, when in reality i just included the warning because of the emphasis on the non-con. As in, nothing that happens in this fic is with Tom’s consent cause he obviously got threatened and kidnapped. But whatever, I can’t blame people for assuming things.
On a lighter note, i do have a few problems with writing representation. Obviously i try to diversify my cast at any given opportunity and i do my best to research and ask people from said groups for writing advice, but i’m always nervous about getting it wrong and somehow offending someone. But i’m trying to improve on that!
Other than that i think i got a good handle on writing everything else.
16. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever used as a bookmark?
One time I accidentally bought paperback books (i prefer hardback) and I couldn’t bookmark my progress so i just opened my phone notes and manually wrote down the book and page number i was at to pick up from there.
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