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#that said i'm both excited and terrified to be learning coffee and a big microwave!! though a coworker showed me how to make my drink~
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Honestly speaking, writing yesterday made me feel so good??? Like I wrote from midnight until 2AM, and then wrote some replies when I woke up yesterday and this morning, and it almost felt like a dark cloud got lifted off of me. Like I was back in middle school / high school when rp was more of my escape from school work and bad thoughts (but in the present I’m escaping from long work hours and bad thoughts; school’s fine for now~). It made me feel so light and calmly happy in a way it hasn’t really felt in probably a couple months? I think even before my laptop battery shenanigans I was just feeling really down and not realizing it until life attacked me, but doing this bit of writing was really nice and helpful for me~
Though sorry to gush only to say that I’m gonna go a bit quiet again; I probably won’t tackle the other things I owe until Tuesday where I just have A Day to sit down and focus on the big stuff (and plus, even though I love school right now, I’m saving my school work to do today / tomorrow~). But I just wanted all of y’all to know how happy being here still makes me, how happy writing makes me, and how (hopefully) hype writing is gonna be when I have the whole of August off from school~!
#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc )#( i'm more excited for august than i have been since i first plotted that school schedule out gfhgxfghfgfxj#speaking of scheduling; plotted out when i should hopefully be graduating...fall or spring 2022..........it can't come fast enough fgxcgfxdj#the biggest hurdle for me on that front will be finding internships and getting them approved by my dean / program#might look into those in august; though most definitely have to apply to one before spring 2021 term#why must i have two internships as well?? and do they have to be different?? who knows; i'll ask a counselor in fall#going back to campus for a class too.........spooky~ but i'm vaccinated and prepared! *sparkle emojis*#on the work front; hopefully the 'stealing my to only work at the cafe part' plan goes well#this week i have 35 hours because of my training; and the tl warned me i have a lot of hours next week too#*starting sunday i have 35 hours; and then that next week i should have a lot of hours still#but hopefully after that it's the 20~ hour range that i want (she promised; hopefully she keeps her word...)#that said i'm both excited and terrified to be learning coffee and a big microwave!! though a coworker showed me how to make my drink~#five pumps of caramel; up to the bottom line on expresso; some water (forgot to what line nooo); two salt packets for the grande and venti..#so i remember most of how to make a salted caramel cold brew...i believe in me...i hope i'm not accidentally thrown to the wolves~ )
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