Honestly speaking, writing yesterday made me feel so good??? Like I wrote from midnight until 2AM, and then wrote some replies when I woke up yesterday and this morning, and it almost felt like a dark cloud got lifted off of me. Like I was back in middle school / high school when rp was more of my escape from school work and bad thoughts (but in the present I’m escaping from long work hours and bad thoughts; school’s fine for now~). It made me feel so light and calmly happy in a way it hasn’t really felt in probably a couple months? I think even before my laptop battery shenanigans I was just feeling really down and not realizing it until life attacked me, but doing this bit of writing was really nice and helpful for me~
Though sorry to gush only to say that I’m gonna go a bit quiet again; I probably won’t tackle the other things I owe until Tuesday where I just have A Day to sit down and focus on the big stuff (and plus, even though I love school right now, I’m saving my school work to do today / tomorrow~). But I just wanted all of y’all to know how happy being here still makes me, how happy writing makes me, and how (hopefully) hype writing is gonna be when I have the whole of August off from school~!
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