#that or they have deactivated account here

[jigujellee]

i have finally made the decision to quit writing.

honestly, i knew this wouldn't be a permanent thing for me but i never thought i'd come this far. i started back in 2019 when i just used tumblr to dump all my drafts, but along the way, i have made some really fun memories and even reached a milestone of 1k+ followers which i never thought i'd achieve. i've also met some of the greatest people on here. i am beyond thankful for each and everyone of you, esp to those who i remain close with even outside of tumblr.

with school and work, i found very little time to write, and i also just don't have the motivation to anymore. even with the many drafts and the plans i have rotting in my notion, i just can't seem to sit down and work on them. i keep telling myself i'll come back to them one day but it just doesn't happen and i honestly don't think it will happen any time soon. to those waiting for sequels to different stories and/or for their requests to be fulfilled, i'm deeply sorry that i'm leaving you guys on cliffhangers. i guess you'll just never know if y/n ends up with yunjin or hanni in love the way you lie.

a huge part of me wanted to deactivate this account but with all the inboxes and seeing that people still come across my blog and its contents, i decided to leave it up. if anything, i'm probably also still gonna be on here to quietly lurk on everybody lmao

thank you all for supporting this blog. it's truly been such an interesting (lmao) and great experience fr, and to all the friends i've made on here, you all have a very special place in hell my heart <3 please take care of yourselves, stay hydrated, and remember that you are always loved :) til next time!

sincerely,

jigu

#jigu's thoughts #special shoutout to the ppl who've known me since the hubbychae days #y'all are the real day 1s lmao

[hopelesslyromanticshark]

there is nothing i just totally love more than getting a request from someone who actively liked my rules…where it VERY CLEARLY STATES my requests are closed 🤪🤪🤪 like, yes thank you for completely disrespecting me as a creator (who doesn’t HAVE to create btw i do this bc i like it…but when you pull shit like this…i don’t like it anymore😐) but also like just as a person too. that’s super awesome, thank you, truly from the bottom of my heart 😀😀😀 also ps your request was in fact deleted immediately 😘😘😘 don’t even know what it was about and kinda, tbh, don’t care 😌😌😌

xoxo

a petty bitch 😍

#don’t even feel bad about how passive aggressive this #never wanted to deactivate my account more than in that moment 🤩🤩🤩 #i hope the person knows who they are #we don’t need to have a convo or anything i just want you to be aware of stuff like #shit like this sucks i don’t want to make angry ragey posts but holy shit i am NOT the bad guy here #i’m literally here to serve yall free of will and this is how you repay me??? cool awesome that’s great #i love all of you guys tho the large majority of you are super super respectful and WANT me to take breaks bc i work so hard for you guys #anyways rant over and i’m just going to be brewing with anger for the next few hours cool 🤩🤩🤩 #𐙚๋࣭ ⭑ how covey got her phd in yapping

[threadbaresweater]

Someone tell me to just step away from the app for a while and not to deactivate and disappear like I usually do

#wish you could do the instagram thing here and temporarily deactivate your account so the temptation isnt there to come back #help i have no self control and I'm feeling incredibly impulsive

[of-elitiism]

cough cough

#[ ooc ] #[ well isnt this a dusty crusty blog ] #[ don't mind me just lurking and contemplating whether or not i should do something about this blog ] #[ i have been drawing a whole bunch since my hiatus and looking back my style did another 180 so i really dunno if the whole vibes fits now #[ but yeaim here kinda alive kinda living and i hope y'all are doing good too ] #[ it has been a huge mental break tbh ] #[ i kinda cut off all social media and deactivated a lot of accounts ] #[ but this one survived for one reason or another ] #[ anyway hiiii have a cool day i enjoy seeing y'all posts on my dash :D ]

[khlur]

honest to god what in the WORLD happens to people in their late 20s and early thirties,,,, u all have 0 chill. zero. shoonya. like...are your friendships unfulfilling?? are you sexually frustrated?? is your career hitting a dead end?? why the fuck do you people take it out on people younger than you. i'm just trying to live my fucking life and navigate similar challenges to you all...

#i'm trying not to be stereotypical here but that's the only common thread i could find <3 #4 different people aged 29 30 and 28 have fucking lashed out at me for very very VERY minor reasons in the past 3 days #one 28 year old gave my personal details to a photo studio without telling me #same person thought i had blocked her on ig when i actually deactivated my account. sent me an incredibly nasty text about it #a 32 yr old classmate of mine behaves like a fucking bratty child making puppy eyes and hoping she'll get her way #30 year olds....what's happening. where's all your emotional regulation going #why are u bitches acting out like this #i hope i never become this sort of person in a couple of years god y'all are insufferable and needless drama in ways i did not expect

[orionscelt]

Wanna share a non hl character cus I deleted most of my socials so he's just sittin in the void rn - he's my fave and I just wanna show the fella off yn 🤷

#won't be posting anything else non hl don't worry #orc #dnd #rambling #non hl #delete later #maybe #my art #we do a little bit of 3D as a treat #orc twitter i miss u #he's 5'8 a scouser and a bit of a himbo - the chaos #i have my twitter in purgatory rn - got a bunch of stuff just copied and pasted yn #i just log in every now and again and then deactivate #i could just make another account on here I guess but I wouldn't have the time #brain wants hl stuff now anyways

[kadoodles-on-ao3]

Artist: berrywizard (Deactivated) Source: Reddit Archives: Reddit Repost | Image

#xenoblade #fanart #shulk #melia #shulk and melia #this is exactly why i want to archive everything i post #because this is one of my favorite pieces of xenoblade fanart and i had to spend over an hour to figure out where it came from #only to find the source link in the reddit comments led to a tumblr account that the wayback machine doesn't even have a #non-deactivated archive of. some random artist just posted beautiful artwork and then disappeared off the face of the earth #this happens so many times i s2g like half of my favorite pieces of fanart were drawn by amazingly talented artists #who then went on to never draw for that fandom again and often deactivate too #it's so wild to me like i'm obsessed with this game but cannot draw the way i see the images in my head to save my goddamn life #yet on the other side of the coin there are people out here who can casually toss out masterpieces for media they only kind of liked #life is weird dude

[itadore-you]

confession time! if u guys see me reblogging stuff from ages ago its genuinely bc i reblogged as a draft bc i wanted to say more in tags but didnt have the time to then i never came back to what i was reading and now i have over 400 of these amazing fics that i have to share with you all and i also cannot even find some of my own drafts that i want to continue working on 😭😭😭😭 a bit of a mess

#i can already count three accounts that have deactivated since i reblog-drafted their work omg 😭😭😭😭 #its like looking at a time capsule everytime i go to my drafts on here

[anti-transphobia]

I do feel bad having a lot of reblogs centering around transmasc issues specifically and not more posts about transfem and nonbinary people, but unfortunately, repulsive lateral violence is the current discourse, which means that a lot of posts made about those issues are said BECAUSE "who is actually the most oppressed" is the current topic of discussion. So even posts that seem normal or even agreeable have language you have to look suspiciously at and when you check op you do in fact find that those posts about transmisogyny are because they got mad trans men are speaking up about the violence they face.

It's very similar to how ace discourse was. Completely normal seeming posts, in the context of a really bad couple of years where saying you're ace/aro publicly even once led to getting anon hate, were actually criticisms of the idea that other people face hardships. Hell, though people scoffed at it when I said it, even completely unrelated FANDOM posts could be clocked as being made by someone whose current fixation is hating on aspec people by the way they keysmashed. Because it wasn't just a discourse, but like a fandom, and fandoms follow quirks and trends and I could read it in a keysmash easily, check their blogs, confirm I was right, and block.

Anyway my point being that the issues, general and more specific, faced by non-transmasc trans people INCLUDING those issues caused by other trans ppl is EXTREMELY important to me, however I just unfortunately don't see a lot of people talking about it in good faith. And hell, me talking about my experiences about how afab trans people have harassed, sexually assaulted, misgendered, body shamed me, and leveraged their agab specifically to harm and exclude me for not being like them is something that I can't talk about without worry of it coming off as "trans men are evil". That's just the current culture. A reasonable worry of a post sounding like thinly veiled transphobia is silencing victims of the thing these transmasc oppression deniers claim to hate.

Anyway I definitely do reblog good posts like that when I see em but I'm really not on Tumblr much anymore

#i dont Owe anyone an explanation but i do feel bad about it #it sucks! #oh also im very pro Palestine but i don't think ive reblogged a ton of posts about it on here??? i honestly cant remember #i do that on other social media but typically i only come on Tumblr now to look at very specific things #some fandom stuff. mostly all the poll accounts i follow #i kinda just rb the things i happen to see when i do so #i don't have an active follower base (most of em deactivated years ago) anymore so im not worried about Not Using My Platform for good #because i lost that platform! and i dont regret it. ppl will turn on a child on a dime for the crime of being annoying. im glad i went #inactive for a long time #but anyway #im not misusing the platform i no longer have by not reblogging pro palestine posts #but i should go look for some #Tumblr search does not fucking work anymore but if it decides to one time i could at least go back to it as reference #for links and stuff

[neonacidtrip]

we haven't spoken in a very long time, but i dreamt of you last night, so I couldn't help but think of you. I'm not sure you remember me, but i hope life is treating you well these days. take care.

I'm not sure what to say, but I can promise you I have not forgotten you. My time on Tumblr has been a mess full of hiatuses, I admit, but it will always be a place where I met some very wonderful friends, including you. With 100% honesty, I can say the friends I made here are some of the best friends I have ever had, even though most of us don't talk anymore.

It doesn't matter how often I speak with people, or if we never speak again. I'll always remember you, and I'll always think fondly of you and hope that life is treating you gently and kindly.

I hope you had a nice (or at the very least an okay) dream, and I'm glad to know you still remember me, too, regardless of all else.

Take care, love <3

#it will always amaze me #how the little details in a message can speak such volumes #you dont think of it at the time but the way someone speaks and their writing style really is so unique #im sorry if the message got a little bit general in the middle but i really do mean it #i remember every friend i ever made here. i still check up on a lot of them when i can #its not about talking so much as it is knowing you are all alive and well #and it makes me really sad whenever i stumble across a deactivated account #i miss you though and i hope you are in a better place now #i hope i wasnt annoying in your dream #and i appreciate the bravery it took for you to reach out and check up on me #also i just want to throw out there that i dont find the dream thing weird or anything #some people get creeped out by that but ive actually had three or four people mention i was in their dreams #so its just something im vaguely used to that does not bother me or anything #a guy told me he dreamed we were in a haunted house and i just kept telling him 'its fine dont worry' #and honestly thats pretty accurate. cant complain #anyway~ i hope you are well #i hope you are happy and if you are not happy today i hope you will be happy soon #and however that dream may have gone i hope you have better dreams going forward #beautiful anon #neo answers #ask neo

[panic-like-the-disaster-you-are]

I'm just an 'extra' friend to everyone, aren't i? always getting left behind, always being forgotten, always being underappreciated, always made to feel left out. maybe I'm being dramatic, maybe it isn't like that, but it feels that way and i hate it. i hate always being the 'last resort' friend, the friend you can easily replace, the friend you talk to only when all your other friends are absent or busy, the friend you only approach when you need something specifically from me. I hate it. I'd rather we just not be friends than feel this way.

#ramblings of a wet cat #okay so. im gonna cry. I'm writing this here cuz I can't exactly tell the person who i really wanna say this to #so this is basically a vent letter <3 #also if she gets tumblr again ill probably have to deactivate and make a new account cuz i DONT want her to see these posts. ever. #astra being a pathological people pleaser

[whiteprairieroses]

♡ ♡ ♡

#i’m kinda SO over tumblr #it’s the last social media i have #and like i enjoy browsing my dashboard but the popular section and the for you section are so awful #and half my og mutuals are gone anyway #and i don’t like sharing on here anymore cause honestly i got nasty anons just for venting about my personal life on my personal blog #i think i’m gonna delete #i’ll re-evaluate tomorrow but i just don’t really see a point in sticking around #i hate the internet and i don’t want to be on it at all #and tumblr includes that #even tho there are some genuine people on here who i will miss i just think i need to commit to irl fully #i’ve been enjoying real life way too much to tolerate the shit i see here on a daily basis #i’m planning my wedding working on my house saving money listening to old records watching my favourite movies from when i was a kid #i just don’t want to come on here and read discourse between two 13 year olds in a cringy fandom #like all the power to the individuals who have been able to curate their feed just so but i just don’t care to filter out the bull shit #which is literally what all social media is #filtering out the bullshit ads and trends and ‘fake news’ and i’m so sick of the information over load #so anyways i probably won’t deactivate my account but if this post is 3 months old and i haven’t posted since it’s because i deleted the app #so goodbye and thank you and i love you and goodnight 💓🌟💕 #txt

[random-fandom-ramble]

To the person who just tried to message me from their deactivated account:

I can’t answer messages, since deactivated accounts can’t receive messages

Since this account doesn’t technically exist anymore, I can’t go to the now deactivated account to send a private message or ask or anything else.

#also #if you want to talk to me about something ‚ please stick to one or two accounts #it can get very confusing when you’re trying to ask me the same question but on five different accounts #even more so if some of them are deactivated #so please stay simple #and while I’m at it #please have patience #and decency #and remember I’m just here to enjoy the show ‚ just like you #I’m a fan ‚ not a call Center

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

just venting

#cylas speaks #just copy pasting other people's fics into a weird document feels like stealing #but otherwise if they decide to delete their account I can lose so many favs #i know everyone has there reasons to leave tumblr and doesnt owe anyone to leave their account up or post everything on ao3 or whatever #I'm just. sad. a little. #I'm glad that one writer (literally one of the first onea i read) has theirs on ao3 and i have since downloaded my favs #one person just disappeared but idk if they had an ao3 #another one deactivated here and cant be found on ao3 #and then there are the ones who only have a few things up on ao3 so. you might still have some left. #worst is just when there were comfort fics lmao #sorry just venting

[beautyofloneliness]

Bubble Comics officially announced that November is going to be the Demonslayer/Бесобой Month! 

Stay tuned for updates, announcements and exclusive content from the creators!

#bubble comics #demonslayer #бесобой #you know that I'm gonna have a blast this time I WAITED FOR THIS FOR THE ENTIRETY OF CLUSTERF*CK WE CALL 2022 #I'm actually not that surprised that they decided to do demonslayer month right after the 10 year celebration #it's their first project EVER after all. basically an equivalent of the firstborn. #one of my friends said that bubble should pay me for promoting all of this. but honestly? #we're talking about tumblr here. #although they STILL have their official account up there! they did NOT deactivate it. #which basically means that someone from the communications team was like 'what if it'll serve us good in the future?' and everyone agreed #or they straight up forgot lmao!

[penname-artist]

What inspired you to make a random character who was on the screen for probably less than a minute, into a c*ck loving sl*t on skids? Just curious?

LOL I can't tell if this was written as satire or with genuine intention but it's a wonderful phrasing of the question, either way!

Technically, the inspiration was gradual.

I've been writing World of Cars fanfiction since 2016 if you can believe it (cuz I don't, lol), and from that starting point, Nick - among others - was depicted VERY differently. I was a lot of things a few years back that I'm not now, and the first time I started writing him he was a straight-arrowed smooth-talker with no romantic underlines with Blade at all.

I didn't even start toying with the concept of PWPs and sexual content within fics until 2020 (which, if you take a gander at the information listed in my bio, you might suddenly understand, yknow, why. Simple math lol) and Nick's "evolution" for lack of a better word sprouted as the flag bearer of that new era of content creation.

Thus, once there was a foothold, there was just no stopping the man.

(Side note, there's also the other side of the question of why he's bisexual/craves le cock, and for that resoning, I will simply point my blame to ObsidianJade's "All Hallowed" where the BladexNick ship was first introduced to me and leave it at "from that point on I was addicted")

Between 2020 and now, I've thrown Nick at a lot of things. Mostly dicks. But most of that came to be through a series of dabbling into new pools of ideas and a slow introduction to each using the same character.

Looking back, I think "Props to the Proppies' 'Something In the Water' " chapter is the main culprit of having started to run into the deep end.

#disney planes #disneyplanes #planes fire and rescue #disney planes 2 #nick lopez #blade ranger #legit can't tell what the tone behind this ask is and I low key love it for that reason #you a funny dude Anon #keep me guessing #Also the evidence of this doesn't really uhhh EXIST anymore BUT I have in fact been creating shit in the fandom since 2016 #Just not here #I came here from the hellsite known only as DeviantArt #And since my departure in 2020-2021ish I literally deactivated the whole account and destroyed everything in it #Sad when you think about it because a lot of my early WoC material was from there but it was a necessary step in my war against PTSD #ANYWAYS I digress - wow I'm chatty today