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beaversatemygrandma4 months ago
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personally starting to worry about the weather. this is very obviously a massive global warming thing just btw.聽
Like its snowing in texas and most of the southeast but yet, here in FL, it鈥檚 near 90 degrees (87 to be exact and fuckin hot) and pollen is EVERYWHERE (the trees are confused and horny, it just went from 40 to 90 in like 36 hours and theyre going HAM and so are my allergies). There鈥檚 such a large warm front down here meeting up with that even bigger cold front and we鈥檝e been in a tornado watch for like three days now.聽 If you don鈥檛 know how bad that is, it鈥檚 pretty damn bad. the fronts are literally the reason for these awful storms.聽
#ive been keeping an eye on weather info this year because its been one thing thats mildly interesting to me#and ive just noticed how ignored the evidence of global warming is#like theres been so many storms that are vertically across the entirety of the east coast for MONTHS#thats new storms havent done that before#i have some screenshots of radars doing that because the way it looks is just so unnatural#these winter storms are doing nearly the same thing but they're focused mostly on the deep south and texas#like the past two days the storms have literally reached perfectly vertical through texas up to michigan#and im just here in fl waiting for the snowstorm panic to hit here#itll likely be in a week or two but dont count on my bluff here i dont know shit#anyways im hating how the evidence is obvious and theres still people mostly in texas saying that global warming doesnt exist because SNOW#and im just like what the fuck look at the rest of the country#literally just comparing the average weather of texas and fl rn proves things#because literally fifty miles west its snowing and here it feels like fuckin summer#im not excited for the hurricanes that are going to happen this year#last year was already Awful#at least they all just missed fl but still#also why has fl just narrowly avoided every single massive storm from the past year#the hurricanes just went along the coast didnt touch us#now were holding a warm front#not to mention the tornadoes going through this area#ive literally never heard of tornadoes through here but there was literally just a bad one a few miles away from me like last weekend#anyways back to shitposting#and to be honest#fuck the private companies in texas#those thirty people killed from the cold deserved better even if it was texas#but no texas has to have a hard on for monopolies and money and wanting to secede聽from the country#these people are used to the weather i have rn and have likely never seen snow in their lives#i hope the people i know in louisiana are doing okay ik the snow is there too#and ik they dont get snow either sooo#but at least they have power
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lepidopterium6 months ago
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#god please ignore this i just. need to say this somewhere i just need to let this out without anyone seeing it because i dont. i cant carry#this i cant.#she screamed at the top of her lungs to leave her alone. she kept screaming it#she said if the cops showed up one day to tell her ive been killed and chopped into little pieces or raped she wouldn't care#she said she hopes the next time i leave the house that i get runover by a car or a truck#or a train#she said she hopes that tomorrow i end up in a body bag covered in dirt#she said she hopes i never know happiness. that me and the devil are best friends#all because last night i intervened to stop her from her hurting my brother#this morning i was able to check how he was hurt and he has the deep scratches on his back#and now all i was doing was assembling the keyboard stand bc i wanted to practice playing music#im so. tired. im so tired. and so fucking alone.#i wish someone in this house would stand up for me like i do for them. i wish someone cared enough#i wish and i wish and i wish and sometimes a wish will come true#like a scholarship that helps me afford dorming#but suddenly i have to take out a loan bc u didnt read the fine print on the state scholarship saying i wouldnt get aid if i got a private#scholarship. and suddenly a pandemic hits and i have to move back in and the money left over from the scholarship that id used for housing#ends up being for nothing. meaning i didnt even need to take out a loan#and now im back here. now i found out what she'd been doing when i wasnt here#and i cant leave them. not again#and maybe im being overdramatic but she put her hands on me a few days before my birthday#she hates me more than she hates anyone in the world#i don't mind dying. i dont seek it out anymore but i dont mind it. but im scared of her#and its funny bc im an adult now legally so i have no protection#and who was my protection before? the cops? acs? they didnt do anything. just gave her more reasons to hate me#because im the only one who tries to hold her accountable for her actions#im so. tired. im so alone. oh my god im so alone. i cant even begin to put into words how deep this hurt goes#more than a decade of this pain. i cant get rid of this hurt and loneliness. cant wash it off or shake it off. cant kill it off.#im so tired.
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therem-harth6 months ago
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you know, when I watched Netflix's Witcher I felt a personal sort of betrayal by how Jaskier is always treated as the funny stupid bard haha even when Geralt is being cruel to him so I was stoked to find that I wasn't the only one and there is an entire well populated tag on ao3 "Post Episode S01E06 Rare Species" about the mountain scene and I found the loveliest, perfectly drawn out and dramatic emotional whump I've read in a long while with a happy polyamorous ending - Love Is Heavy And Light by violaceum_vitellina_viridis
Turns out I can in fact find fics I like reading from time to time, I had sort of accepted that I'm not a.... fandom person enough to find many
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thegirlwholied7 months ago
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So. Having a brain MRI the day before election day was *not exactly relaxing* BUT my results are *back*. And totally, completely, deliciously-boringly *normal*. *Good News*!! We're now firmly back to "your bod freaked out, have some weed" (and thank you @aliform for that perfect summary) & oh yes will I ever be relying heavily on that recommended CBD oil today.
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thegirlwholied9 months ago
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鈥渕aybe it鈥檚 vertigo, maybe take a Claritin鈥 - new record set for聽鈥榤ost unhelpful doctor鈥檚 visit of my life鈥
#they forgot to give me the flu shot asked for and it was on my paperwork so i literally had to go back#super uncomfortable waiting so long in a waiting room during a pandemic#yes i realize i am now a catastrophizing anxious hypochondriac#perhaps i should have been less upfront about this to get my symptoms taken more seriously#it's been a week of my ears feeling fluid-y and pressure-y since a) throwing up on my period again b) hitting my head while dizzy from that#the ears kicked in two days later neck stiffness on Friday - maybe they're all unrelated but maybe we should consider they're correlated?#maybe?#anyway my jaw's clicking and clicking while trying to deep breathe is NOT soothing#so I'm seeing my dentist about possible TMJ tomorrow#will talk to PT at my usual appointment about the back/neck#i'm trying to improve my posture bc working remotely for 5 years and being lazy about it has FUCKED with my posture#(take heed new remote workers and beware)#honestly neck stiffness may because I sat TOO straight all last week while freaked about head/ears?#light neck and upper back yoga and heating pad have been attempted#i just. don't. know.#but yeah i've accomplished zero writing in the past week#no workouts in a week except some sad yoga and walk attempts#man it's been one anxious thing after another lately but#even at peak nervousness over my biopsies this summer i did not get physical symptoms#so i'm very sure it's the dizziness/soreness causing my anxiety and not the other way around#tmi#ranting in the tags again#what fresh hell is this
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citylightsandsettingsuns10 months ago
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WANTING WAS ENOUGH
FOR ME, IT WAS ENOUGH TO LIVE FOR THE HOPE OF IT ALL
CANCEL PLANS JUST IN CASE YOU鈥橠 CALL AND SAY, 鈥淢EET ME BEHIND THE MALL鈥
SO MUCH FOR SUMMER LOVE AND SAYING 鈥淯S鈥
鈥楥AUSE YOU WEREN鈥橳 MINE TO LOSE
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blasphaemy-a10 months ago
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#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悅饾悇饾悑饾悡饾悎饾悅饾悂饾悑饾悇饾悆 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽girl you hit me harder than a freight train right in the middle of my membrane.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悅饾悇饾悑饾悡饾悎饾悅饾悂饾悑饾悇饾悆 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 bonnie 聽mcculough 聽&. 聽matthew 聽golds.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悁饾悜饾悤饾悇饾悞饾悡饾悂饾悑饾悇饾悆 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽if you miss me kiss me one last time at least for old time鈥檚 sake.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悁饾悜饾悤饾悇饾悞饾悡饾悂饾悑饾悇饾悆 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 davina 聽claire 聽&. 聽lucie 聽monroe.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悑饾悎饾悊饾悋饾悡饾悅饾悜饾悇饾悁饾悡饾悗饾悜饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽i could take you back but people don鈥檛 really change.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悑饾悎饾悊饾悋饾悡饾悅饾悜饾悇饾悁饾悡饾悗饾悜饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 stiles 聽stilinski 聽&. 聽johnny 聽faust.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悅饾悁饾悡饾悋饾悇饾悕饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽i tell myself don鈥檛 get caught too deep cause i know by now you鈥檙e not coming for me.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悅饾悁饾悡饾悋饾悇饾悕饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 elizabeth 聽bowers 聽&. 聽clara 聽dawson.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悅饾悁饾悡饾悋饾悇饾悕饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽i鈥檝e been sleepwalking too close to the fire but it鈥檚 the only place that i can hold you tig#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悋饾悅饾悁饾悡饾悋饾悇饾悕饾悞 聽 . 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 cheryl 聽blossom 聽&. 聽inaya 聽gadot.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悆饾悎饾悎饾悁饾悤饾悗饾悑饾悁 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽i wish you were a ship that was guided by the touch of my lips.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悆饾悎饾悎饾悁饾悤饾悗饾悑饾悁 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 ravenna 聽astrape 聽&. 聽johnny 聽faust.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悆饾悎饾悎饾悁饾悤饾悗饾悑饾悁 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽you鈥檙e the reason i jumped in the pool; 鈥榗ause you鈥檙e so hot that i gotta get cool.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悆饾悎饾悎饾悁饾悤饾悗饾悑饾悁 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 ravenna 聽astrape 聽&. 聽 lucie 聽monroe.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽when he's around he does took my 聽blues away.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 leo聽 donovan聽 &.聽 johnny聽 faust.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽he's my strenghts when i'm feeling weak.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 vic聽 lakota聽 &.聽 johnny聽 faust.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽the only person i look at when thing goes wrong is you.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 leo聽 donovan聽 &.聽 dylan聽 james.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 they cannot see one of us without the others.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悊饾悢饾悎饾悡饾悁饾悜饾悎饾悞饾悡饾悅饾悎饾悡饾悩 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 vic聽 lakota聽 &.聽 dylan聽 james..#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悜饾悗饾悡饾悡饾悓 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽we were so damn good ; i guess we never stood a chance.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悜饾悗饾悡饾悡饾悓 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 bellatirx聽 constantine聽 &.聽 lucie聽 monroe.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悎饾悕饾悤饾悗饾悐饾悇饾悁饾悎饾悜 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 there ain鈥檛 no kind of situation where i wouldn鈥檛 cross the line for you.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悎饾悕饾悤饾悗饾悐饾悇饾悁饾悎饾悜 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 nancy聽 downs聽 &.聽 lucie聽 monroe.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悞饾悋饾悗饾悡饾悂饾悎饾悡饾悅饾悋 聽. 聽 聽 聽 / 聽 聽i鈥檓 gonna make sure i鈥檓 the best you ever had.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悞饾悋饾悗饾悡饾悂饾悎饾悡饾悅饾悋 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 beverly聽 marsh聽 &.聽 lucie聽 monroe.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悞饾悋饾悗饾悡饾悂饾悎饾悡饾悅饾悋 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 she's the voice that heal my wounds.#[ 聽 鉁 聽 ] 聽 鈥 聽 饾悞饾悋饾悗饾悡饾悂饾悎饾悡饾悅饾悋 聽. 聽 聽 聽 /聽 聽 beverly聽 marsh聽 &.聽 johnny聽 faust.
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eggeworthsa year ago
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is it too much to ask... to just have someone I can be close and Soft鈩笍 with... I just want love & someone to love, honestly would that be so difficult, universe?
#maggles ramblings#got hit with that loneliness again folks 馃槑#making friends is tough cos i try to limit myself to the same enthusiasm they show and always worry about going overboard?#n if they don't reply i just don't send anything more cos I worry i was too much or too odd or something?#& man I just want a close deep thing again with someone.#h listening to this one mcr song or two just reminds me of something along those lines from last year. i miss it#guess I'm still not over that huh#i mean. tis tough when someone you thought you were close with just cuts you off and never tells you why#hhhhhhmmmmm i should probably have yknow. gotten over that or something by now. but hey brain gets attached to things#oh but yea with the making friends thing. i also try to restrain myself cos I feel like i might be too rambly or weird a lot?#but it's not like i know if I've got any Reason for being like that i just. am?#and i don't know why??#and i also worry too much when I'm awaiting a reply cos if I'm waiting for someone to message back and I'm real excited about the convo#then i will be constantly like!! checking to see when they reply!! and if they don't reply quickly i start unconsciously overthinking#like. i just start feeling Bad when they take a while. like oh no they hated my message for some reason ahh but then i see them typing and#that's a rush of relief right there#and i have trouble holding conversations cos idk how enthusiastic or laid back to be cos i haven't known the person long enough and aaa!!#ok enough rambling for now. tldr I feel like I've lost close personal relationships recently but can't figure out how to get more or fix em
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vomitpremiuma year ago
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To be a ghost
To be such a thing that exists between mortal veils
Able to exist without a care, but to care so deeply
To love something, someone, somewhere, so much that it transcends the body
A terrifyingly beautiful creature
To love some so intensely that you would be driven to harm anything that threatens it
A beautifully terrifying purpose
O to move my body through the wall, stopping halfway deep to hide within the gaps between wood
I would show myself, only to few, only to those that matter and those that very much do not
To distort myself so much into horrors that would terrify those I may hate
To not consume space but still be present, semi-translucent and partially perceivable
My head sat idly on a table while my body roams around doing its business like eating bugs or petting bats
O to live while ignoring living, to be without the need to partake in a job I hate to be a part of, that means little to me or even the owner of the brand
I would haunt someplace like that though
Gliding through the isles or tables, brushing away loose objects, disturbing the stillness
The same feeling of walking in the middle of the road
You aren't allowed to. It would cause a mess, I'm both cases.
But you can do anything if no ones there to look
Why can I not be a ghost
Why do I have to die, to die
To leave everyone to achieve a state of body that I want
To be a ghost
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submissivekillers22 minutes ago
can you pls supply us w norman pegging hcs or even an imagine
like what I do? buy me a kofi!
[bass boosted] LET'S GOOO. hcs for now (and they turned into like. specifically first time pegging hcs more than general oops) but i have one or two more subby norman requests in my inbox - maybe i'll have to incorporate a lil pegging into my next scenario 馃憖 sidenote he's literally so pretty oh my GOD. sir I'm gay
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oh baby boy would be an absolute MESS
in a good way!! but it's a l o t for him to handle; even just talking about the subject, you need to take a couple pauses for him to catch his breath. he's a lil overwhelmed!!
but he wants it - you can tell by the way he squirms as you explain what exactly you want to do to him, pressing his thighs together and blushing all the way to the tips of his ears
when the day comes, norman practically vibrates as you guide him onto his back, your hands ghosting under the hem of his sweater and unbuckling his belt
the sweater is kept on to enable my fetish for clothed sex out of shyness, and he fidgets with the knit fabric compulsively as you spread his legs apart and settle between his thighs
even before you get your fingers inside him, he's wound tight - shivering at every brush of your hands over his thighs, squeezing his eyes shut when you lift one of his legs around your hip to get a clear view. the sound of you coating your fingers with lube makes him lift a hand to his lips, preemptively trying to silence the inevitably-embarrassing sounds soon to come
(it does not work)聽
norman's a whining, squirming wreck as you finger him open, biting down on his knuckle hard enough to leave little teeth marks in the skin.聽he moves into your fingers, restrained but deliberate little bucks of his hips, and when you find his prostate for the first time he just about shrieks
finding a position is.. a bit of a process. missionary? embarrassing. from the back? also embarrassing. being perceived, just as a general rule? e m b a r r a s s i n g
that being said - Norman wants to see your face while you fuck him. it's difficult for him to express (and he might not be able to look you in the eye at first), but any position where you're face-to-face is best for him
he鈥檚 already on cloud nine from anything you do, but if you really want to watch him utterly come apart? get him to ride you
something about the position - whether it be the way your strap hits so deep inside him while he rides you, or the hungry way you watch him grind and writhe atop you - just makes those last stubborn shreds of anxiety and insecurity fade away completely. watching him ride you shamelessly, face flushed and eyes half-lidded in unselfconscious pleasure, is a sight to behold
gets very sheepish once the high wears off - aftercare requires a lot of soft cuddles and talking through his feelings, reassuring him that you enjoyed yourself too and that he doesn鈥檛 have to be embarrassed about feeling good聽
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