#that drive for productivity vs my constant discomfort in my jaw and stomach

[orcelito]

Haven't managed to get any writing done the past two days, which like. Yknow. I expected it. But there's still that part of me that's like "I Gotta Write Right Now Or What Am I Doing With My Life"

Like bro chill I got four holes in my mouth that still hurt and I've been nauseous off an on all day. It's Fine that I haven't done any writing.

#speculation nation #like at least i Could eat today. yesterday was awful #AND yes i have been nauseous off and on all day but it hasnt been anything Too terrible... #havent gotten close to throwing up. so that's nice #it's a lil early for me but im probs gonna go to bed now #i am... tired... #yes i laid on the couch all day and even took a nap yes i am very tired. what of it. #emetophobia/ #that drive for productivity vs my constant discomfort in my jaw and stomach #I HATE the steroids they put me on to help me heal. they taste so gross. i think theyre what made me throw up yesterday #and this like antibiotic thing im supposed to take four times a day #with breakfast lunch dinner AND right before bed #like bro i usually eat two meals a day this is weird #i want.. my ice again... #ice... my best friend... i love you... #all in all my wisdom teeth recovery has turned out like this: relatively smooth but i am metaphorically frothing at the mouth #just Wanting To Write #i got SO many comments yelling about the cliffhanger i left on and i wanna write!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!