#that I'm finding it hard etc. and a suggestion is to put your ambitions linked to the subject in it. but i didn't put

[mwydyn]

Tried to tell my dad about a little success, a progress in my uneventful life, that I am applying for a course on environmental management at a nearby college and he proceeded to reach through the phone and start pulling out my teeth

#I want to live on the fringe of society in the woods and this is one of the more viable job prospects for realising that dream #he means well #but he is very unhelpful #i just wanted to say it like a little update #woo go me I'm making steps for the first time in a long time #and he ended up saying how i should find out what organisations the college course has connections so i can start emailing them now #and find out the stats on employment from the course #and it's not bad advice but it always comes across like I'm not going it right unless i do it that way #and i made a little joke that went down well with other people about my personal statement #that I'm finding it hard etc. and a suggestion is to put your ambitions linked to the subject in it. but i didn't put #and he just started analysing that and why would i want that and oh you brought up wanting to not hear your neighbours through the wall #so you actually just need thicker walls so more money so maybe this isn't the best career path for that #like ahhhhhh #my mum's reaction was that she was the same at my age #he's just uh like 99% chance nuerodivergent #feels a bit like you're a kid showing a picture you drew and someone just tells you it's not very accurate #m