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copper-sands · 3 years
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miraculousl4dybug · 4 years
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Queen Bee vs. Ladybug and Noir Knight
Okay! This is for @nobodyfamousposts who won the contest @a-marlene-s held.
Here is the story you requested for winning, hope you like it.
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I frowned as Marinette pulled back. Is she alright?
“Sorry, I.. I don’t know why I did that.”
“Are you okay?”
“Yes, Thank you, Luka.”
I smiled, she’s so sweet.
“Oh, uh, by the way, did you find that perfect tune you were looking for?”
“I think I did, yeah, but are you sure you really want to hear it?”
I softened as she frowned.
“You’re still thinking of Adrien, aren’t you?”
It’s not a bad thing, she loves who she loves. I’ll respect that and happily stay her friend if that’s what she wants.
She looked away.
I smiled down at her, then blinked when I saw… buzzing yellow? Bees? Wasps? What….
“Marinette!” I grabbed her and ran.
Bolting down the street, her hand in mine.
“Oh no, not those things again!” She cried.
Her eyes shot to me briefly.
“Come on!”
Can we escape them? Is it possible?
“We have to take shelter.” She called.
I nodded.
She looked away and took a deep breath. Her song grew determined.
What is she?
“Tikki, Power up!”
I looked over to stare, a red blur snapped something blue out of the air and…. Was that a kwami!?
She pulled me now, towards the bridge boundary.
“Tikki! Spots on!”
My jaw dropped. I almost stopped.
She grabbed me and jumped. We fell to the water.
She placed her yo-yo put in front of my mouth as we hit the water.
Marinette is Ladybug!
She looked at me sheepishly now.
“You can’t tell anyone!” She blurted, “Seriously, you can’t- you can’t-”
She started hyperventilating.
“I would never. Not in a million years. Your secret is safe with me Marinette.”
She stared for a long minute, then nodded.
“Thank you, Luka.”
I nodded.
“But now…. I should’ve known there was more to Hawkmoth’s plan.”
“It’s okay, since you’re ladybug you know I’m Viperion. I’ll help you however I can.”
She smiled, “Thank you. The battle isn’t over now!”
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“Your indecision is hurtful Adrien.”
He looked away.
It is hurtful, he keeps changing his mind, it seems almost like he’s leading me on. Using me as a backup. It hurts.
I jolted as something small and yellow, oh no, an akuma!
It reached Adrien before I could stop it. His eyes turning yellow.
Then everything went black.
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I watched gleefully as miracle queen called the miraculous wielders to us. Hopefully Ladybug and Chat Noir got stung too.
But regardless, ladybug will be deprived of all her allies now.
I watched some boy I don’t know, that reporter for the Ladyblog, my son’s idiotic friend, some boy I don’t know, and the Tsurugi girl.
What a strange group.
But then my heart nearly stopped, my son. Adrien was a miraculous holder!?
If I do anything to stop the current plan and move him away then everyone will know my identity.
Okay, it doesn’t matter. It’ll be fine, we’re going to win anyways. Adrien will understand when I’m done. It doesn’t matter what happens in the meantime.
“Why such ridiculous choices! Anyways, grab your miraculous.”
The reporter girl grabbed the fox.
The first unknown boy grabbed the horse.
The second unknown boy grabbed the monkey.
My son grabbed the snake.
The last two, my son’s idiotic friend and the Tsurugi girl simply stood there.
“Why don’t they grab any?”
“Maybe because they don’t have any!”
“Or,” I murmured, “Someone is already wearing them.”
She ignored me, “Come on, hurry up and transform, my pawns!”
Drama queen more like.
“Trixx, let’s pounce.” Rena Rouge.
“Kalkki, Full gallop.” Pegasus.
“Xuppu, Showtime.” Roi Singe
“Sass, Scales slither.”
I stared in confusion at my son, that’s not Viperion. Then… who’s viperion? And why did my son take that miraculous?
“You were once Ladybug and Chat Noir’s minions, but from now on, you will be Miracle Queen’s Royal Guard!”
They bowed.
“Ladybug, Chat Noir, I’m gonna use your own weapons to defeat you. You’ll so regret not choosing me!”
I left to Mayura.
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“I’m worried Luka. I was never able to give my guardian and master back the dragon miraculous. And now… He’s gone and I need him.”
“it’s okay, we can find-“
“Ladybug!”
I stared at another kwami swimming rapidly towards us. Oh dear, is that a cat?
And it held the black cat miraculous.
“Chat Noir has been stung, I managed to grab the miraculous and get away. Who’s this?”
“I’m Luka…”
“Cool, well, did the Master say anything when you returned the dragon?”
“I didn’t get the chance! He’s gone and… I tried, he’s missing.”
The kwami looked worried.
“Okay, one second. Hold this.”
He dropped the ring in her hand and zipped up.
We stood there for a minute before the cat came back down.
“Okay so, bad news. Hawkmoth got the miracle box, and the Master is desperately holding his shield against Mayura and Hawkmoth.”
“Oh no, this is all my fault, I didn’t transform back before going to find him and-“
“Oh bug,” the cat kwami moved over to her, “It’s not. In fact, it’s probably a good thing. If they were following you to find him then if you’d transformed back, they would’ve learned your identity.”
Both of our eye’s widened.
“That would’ve been bad. But it’s okay then now. All we have to do is save the Master before Hawkmoth and Mayura break through! And if anyone has the knowledge and skill to do that, it’s you Mari- Ladybug.” I stared at her earnestly, trying to convey the faith I have in her.
She peeked up, swallowing before nodding.
Then threw her arms around me, “Thank you Luka. You always know just what to say.”
I smiled, hugging her back. “How could I not have complete faith in you. No matter if you’re in the mask or out, you always do your best to do good. I don’t know how I didn’t know who you were sooner, you’re the only one that could be kind enough to be Ladybug.”
She squeaked, burying her head in my shoulder.
“We can do this Ladybug.”
She pulled back with a nod.
“Okay, now we have to free them from Miracle Queen. You don’t have a miraculous, we should fix that. You work best with the snake, but…”
She stared at the ring in her hand, “Plagg, would you mind having a temporary wielder, until we can get the snake back?”
The little kwami hummed, zipping in front of me.
“I suppose he’s alright, could be worse.” He moved around me. “Alright, I’ll allow it. He can use my Miraculous until we get my cat back.”
She beamed, “Thank you Plagg.”
She now turned to me with a serious expression.
“Luka Couffaine, this is the Miraculous of the black cat. I am giving it to you for this battle and this battle only. When we have finished, you will return this miraculous to me. Do you understand?”
I nodded, “I understand. You can count on me Ladybug.”
“Plagg, power up.” She held out another blue thing that Plagg ate, changing his appearance? He now had a tail and fins.
Plagg swam in front of me, “Say Plagg, Claws Out.”
“Plagg… Claws Out!”
The energy that flowed over me was different from the creeping slither of Sass’s. This power was chaotic, energizing. It felt like I could take on the world.
I smiled at Marinette, Ladybug, as I felt the uniform settle.
“You look great!” She said.
I glanced down to note the boots, the green highlights on the suit, the chains hanging loose, I moved my arms, I like the jacket that came with it, open, with bright green for chest with deep black plating. I like it. The bright green isn’t too much, and it goes well with the black. I felt the mask on my face and the ears on my head. This’ll work.”
She smiled, “Now we have to save the others.”
I nodded, Ladybug’s got this. And I’ll help however necessary.
“Then we can defeat Mayura, Hawk Moth, and his sentimonster. But first we’ve gotta neutralize those wasps so we can get out of the water. If we get stung, it’s all over.”
Luka smiled, “Sounds like you have a plan.”
She grinned, “Yep, I’m gonna make it easy for us.”
She put a necklace on. I watched curiously as a ? Dragon? Came out.
“Alright, how does that work then?” I asked.
“I’m ready to fight Ladybug!” The little dragon kwami said.
She smiled at me, “Up we go.”
“When we reach the surface say Claws in, it’ll get rid of the powerup so you can fight normally.”
“Claws in!”
“Spots off!”
“Tikki, Long, Unify!”
I watched in awe as the black and gold swept up her body, leaving her in a cooler outfit then her normal one. Plus, a sword.
The two of us flipped, heading towards land.
“Water Dragon!”
An orb of water surrounded us.
Okay, that’s really cool. Marinette really is amazing.
We hit the ground, the orb of water expanding to cover the other controlled heroes and pushing Chloe back.
“Ladybug! And hey, you’re not Chat!”
Ladybug smirked, “It’ll be Dragonbug to you Chloe.”
I nodded, then realized I need a name.
“I’m- I’m the Noir Knight.” I nodded, “I’m Noir Knight, here to guard Ladybug.”
“A few extra powers aren’t going to save you, you know.”
We both looked up to see Hawkmoth.
“In a few moments when the old guardian is too weak and his shield is broken, I’ll force him to tell me your secret identities. And it will all be thanks to Ladybug! She led you all to your doom!”
Marinette frowned, her song filled with worry. The pain in her eyes…
“He’s trying to divide you! Don’t listen to him! Ladybug! I chose you for a reason. And I trust your judgement.”
A voice I don’t recognize.
Well, “You’re wrong Hawkmoth!” I called, “Ladybug is kind and helpful. She’s risked everything for this city time and time again. You tried to follow her to find out her identity, but you failed at that. You might have found the Master, but you failed to find Ladybug! And that’s the important thing! We will stop you, because Ladybug is here and I’m here to help her. It doesn’t matter what you say or do! You can’t win against her!”
She stared at me, her eyes wide.
Then she smiled, her song alight with joy and determination.
“It’s us against the world Noir Knight.”
I smiled, “Whenever you need me.”
We turned back, “I fight with Ladybug!”
“Welcome to your doomsday, Hawkmoth!”
“Urgh, It’s time to take action my queen!”
“Guards! En Guard!”
The four heroes started using their powers, mirage, uproar, voyage, and… second chance.
That’s the one I need. I need Sass back.
“Right, Knight, Aspik is the most dangerous with second chance. You focus on him.”
She flashed me a smile, “You’ve got this, you know his powers better than him.”
I nodded, “Understood, you be careful Ladybug.”
She nodded, and both of us moved in.
Her sword out and yo-yo drawn she was already able to counter the controlled heroes.
I raised my hand, “Cataclysm!”
I charged towards Aspik, kicked him back.
I charged towards Aspik, kicked at him, grabbed his hands and yanked.
“I got it!” Ladybug grabbed his wrist, and the bracelet was off. A flash of light and Adrien and Sass were there.
“Alright Knight!” She called, “It’s your turn!”
She tossed me the bracelet and I grinned.
“Sass! Scales Sllither!”
The familiar power of Sass surged over me. The mask sharpened, the Jacket gained a scale pattern. The bright green changed to Sass’s aqua shade. A diamond appeared on my chest. The boots became more streamlined.
Perfect.
“Second Chance!”
Better safe than sorry.
I swiped out two illusions, noticing behind Dragonbug another figure.
“Dragonbug, behind you!”
She sliced through the illusion in front of her then shot her yo-yo through the figure behind, only to falter when it was an illusion too, and Roi Singe caught her yo-yo.
Roi Singe tapped his Uproar item to it, and the water disappeared.
Not good.
I quickly set us back to the beginning.
“They’re all illusions Dragonbug!”
I charged forward, noting the hole appearing, just barely rolled to the side, grimacing.
“Dragonbug keep your yo-yo in hand!”
I jumped, kicking Roi Singe back, pulled the baton out to hit him hard. He slammed against the water barrier.
I grabbed his staff and his uproar item.
“Dragonbug, there!”
I pointed towards where Miracle Queen was. A crazy idea coming to mind.
If it messes up Dragonbug’s power so thoroughly with just a touch to her yo-yo, not even her, I just need to hit Miracle Queen.
She opened a hole and I threw the staff through. Ignoring her laugh I sent the uproar item through next.
The bee/wasp things exploded into confetti.
Dragonbug let the water shield fall. Sending her yo-yo out to grab Miracle Queen she dragged her to us.
I quickly grabbed the now discoball source of her power with my Cataclysm.
Dragonbug is great at figuring out the plan.
The other three that were under control quickly straightened.
“Longg, Tikki, Divide.”
Longg split off of her, she smiled at him.
I nodded though, best I copy her.
“Sass, Plagg, Divide.” I caught Sass as he came off, smiling gently.
He winked at me.
“No more evil doing for you, little akuma. It’s time to de-evilize!”
She flicked her yo-yo out, snapping up the akuma. “Gotcha.”
“Bye bye little butterfly.”
Chloe changed back to normal, or well, changed by to Queen Bee.
I turned to look at Hawkmoth, best keep an eye on the enemy.
He laughed, letting out another akuma.
Chloe lit up, grabbing for the akuma.
How dare she!
Ladybug caught the akuma, purifying it as well.
“Hawkmoth is our enemy, Chloe. He can’t get ahold of the Miracle Box!”
I glared at Chloe, “How dare you. This is willingly working with him. A terrorist.”
“Well I’m not on your side anymore!”
“So then you’re a terrorist.”
She glared, “You didn’t want me. How many times did I ask to fight alongside you? And how many times have you refused to give me back my Miraculous. How many huh?”
My glare intensified. “It’s not YOUR Miraculous.”
She glared at me, “Hawkmoth isn’t my enemy, he’s yours! And the Miracle Box is mine!”
“He’s an enemy of the city! Of the country! Siding with him, Chloe you’re a criminal. You’ll be arrested for this!”
Ladybug nodded, “Chloe!”
Chloe ignored us, sitting down and opening the box.
She started to put on all the jewelry, a necklace, a hair pin, a bracelet thing, a ring, a nose ring, an anklet, another necklace.
“No Chloe don’t do that!”
“Oh yes I am, I’m going to be the most powerful Miraculous wielder there ever was!”
Hawkmoth’s laughter in the background only made me angrier.
This spoiled brat thought that she could get away with literal terrorism? That there would be no consequences of this.
I glanced down at my baton.
Hmm.
I hit record.
“I don’t even need to do anything! I knew you were one of us, Chloe Bourgeois!”
Chloe laughed madly, throwing her arms out.
“Well, what are you waiting for? Transform me!”
The kwamis seemed entirely unimpressed.
“She doesn’t even know our names!”
“You didn’t give the right commands!”
“Or say please for that matter.”
“I am your queen!” She cried, “The queen of the Miraculous! I command you to tell me how to proceed!”
I frowned as my ring beeped, I don’t have much time left.
“Then the Guardian will be at my mercy!”
I glanced back at Hawkmoth, well, that’s going great.
“Your friends are about to transform back! You’re on your own. Checkmate, Ladybug.”
Her eye’s narrowed, she scanned the area and nodded.
“I still have one move left Hawkmoth,” She flashed a smile at me.
“Lucky Charm!”
She threw her yo-yo up, a blur of ladybugs and a keyring fell into her hand.
She frowned, “A keyring? What am I supposed to do with this?”
She looked around frowning.
Hawkmoth laughed some more.
I don’t really hate people, but I think I can make an exception for Hawkmoth. And Chloe.
“Nothing! There’s nothing you can do! My plan was perfect! You can’t beat me!”
I squinted.
He sucks.
She looked around more, before turning to me.
“I can’t figure it out!”
“It’s okay Ladybug. Take a deep breath, center yourself, then focus. You’ve got this. You’re the smartest girl I know.”
She breathed in slowly, then let out the breath. Closing her eyes, she just breathed for a moment.
Then she looked around again.
Her expression faltered when she saw the Master again.
“I-“
“Hey,” I stepped closer, gently holding her shoulders, “Look at me. Nothing else. Just me. It’s okay.”
“But it’s my fault. If I hadn’t forgotten to de-transform.”
“Then Hawkmoth might’ve found out your identity and found the Master.”
“But- I- It’s my fault. I’m the worst Ladybug to ever exist!” She dropped against my chest.
“No Ladybug,” The Master called down, “You are the best Miraculous holder I’ve ever met. You made mistakes, but who hasn’t? What matters is to fix them. And you always, always miraculously knew how to fix everything, right?”
“But what should I do Master!?”
“You hold all the keys Ladybug. You always have. And you will be the most magnificent of the Guardians.”
“What!?” Hawkmoth snapped.
“Master!” The Kwamis cried.
“No!”
“Don’t do it!”
“I, Want Fu, hereby relinquish the Miracle Box and name Ladybug the new Guardian!”
My eyes widened what-
He lit up with white light.
The miracle box in front of Chloe lit up as well, a blur of light as it changed form.
An egg of Red with Black spots, though it looked… off.
The Master’s transformation ended, the egg dropped from the air, landing in Chloe’s hands.
“No! It’s my Miracle Box, MINE! I’m the Guardian! I’m the Queen!”
Selfish brat.
“Hawkmoth! Tell him to give me my box back!”
Hawkmoth turned away, scooping up Mayura. The Sentimonster started away.
My eyes narrowed.
“I’ll go after them, you grab the box.”
She nodded, “Good luck.”
I tried to follow, but the Sentimonster was too fast. I wouldn’t be able to catch up. Better I go back to Ladybug. In case she needs any help, however unlikely.
I returned in time to see her take the bee back from Chloe, and to hear Chloe yell about leaving with ‘mummy’.
I landed by Ladybug as the spoiled brat stomped off.
“Sorry, I couldn’t catch them. But, Chloe can’t get away with this.”
She looked away, “I know.”
I nodded.
We both quickly turned to leap up to the Master.
“Master,” she cried, crouching beside him, “Master wake up!”
She let out a half sob, I crouched beside her, touching her shoulder.
“Master? Master? Please…” she whispered.
He groaned.
The little kwami suddenly swept behind ladybug. Why did it-
“Oh, Such pretty costumes. Who are you.”
I felt Ladybug’s horror.
“Oh no,” I whispered, “Did he… did he lose his memory?”
The kwami pressed against Ladybug’s back.
“It’s the rule of the Guardians. Their memory gets erased when they pass on the box, to protect the secret identities of the Miraculous holders.”
“It’s all good,” Marinette said, her smile hiding the pain that her song held, “We’re friends sir.”
“Well, nice to meet you!” The Master said.
“Goodbye, Master.” The kwami whispered, dropping as his song ached with longing and sadness.
“Wait, Ladybug,” I turned to her, “You still have to cast the cure.”
She perked up, “Do you think-“
“I don’t know, I don’t know enough about the Miraculous. But it might be possible.”
“Of course.”
She pulled out the keychain that really did nothing for anyone.
“Miraculous Ladybug!”
The ladybugs swarmed around us, around the city.
“Master! Do you remember me?”
The hope in her song was almost painful.
“I’m sorry to disappoint you, young lady, but this is the first time I’ve ever set eyes on you.”
The crash was hard. I might not know him, but he was Ladybug’s Master, and it’s clear that she loves him dearly.
The pain in her song, the resignation. I took her hand, trying to offer comfort.
“Yes, of course.”
“I guess since he did it to himself, and it had nothing to do with Chloe…”
“My magical ladybugs couldn’t do anything.” She whispered.
“It’s a shame you threw such a pretty keyring away.” The Master said, “I could’ve used it for my key. They were matching too.”
Ladybug gasped.
I blinked, oh, that’s what the keyring was for.
She smiled at him. “Thank you.”
We helped him down, then de-transformed back at the park.
“Thank you Luka.” She said, putting Longg’s Miraculous back in the box.
I handed her the snake Miraculous.
She stared at it for a long moment, before shaking her head.
“No, you were a huge help today.”
Plagg nodded, “Yeah, you did good for a first time cat.”
She locked eyes with me.
“Luka Couffaine, will you accept the duty of holding and guarding the snake Miraculous, putting it’s safety above your own, and use it to defend this city in times of need?”
I gasped, staring for a long moment before I swallowed. Nodding.
“I will.”
She needs me, I won’t let her down.
“Then Luka, you will keep Sass with you, reveal him to nobody, and when you are called, come to aid the city.”
She smiled, tears gathering.
“I’ll stand by you now and forever Marinette.”
“Thank you.” She lunged forward to hug me, “Thank you.”
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thefandomsinhalor · 3 years
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Title: Let Your Heart Be Light
Author: thefandomsinhalor
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Castiel/ Dean Winchester
Alternate Universe - Modern Settings | Friends to Lovers | Growing Up | Christmas Fic | Kid Fic | Teenagers | Adults | Fluff & Angst | Pining | Sam and Dean are closer in age | Background Sabriel |
Summary:
On Christmas Eve, five-year-old Dean meets a boy of the same age, named Castiel. With every passing year, their friendship blossoms, and soon, Dean knows that he is drawn to his friend more deeply he’d like to admit. 
The question is: will he do something about it before it’s too late?
Read on AO3 
(I will update throughout the month)
Read Chapter One below :)
Chapter One: Thursday, December 24th, 1998
“Dean, honey, what do we say?”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome! Ho-ho-ho!”
The man pretending to be Santa Claus amicably bopped Dean’s head before walking away to the next couple of children standing by, awaiting their present.
Yes, Dean Winchester, despite being five-year-old, wasn’t fooled by this imposter. He knew this man couldn’t possibly be the real one.
It was quite simple, really. It was late afternoon, he hadn’t climbed down the chimney, nor had he any cookie or milk laid out for him.
And then, there was the gift in question.
Dean didn’t want to seem ungrateful, as he knew his mother wouldn’t like it, but he had been very specific in his letter to Santa.
And there was no way this flat, though large, box contained the very intricate race track set he had begged for.
But that was fine. As he had concluded, this man wasn’t Santa. He was just pretending. Like the one at the mall. Or the one near the video store.
No. The real Santa was yet to come.
“Don’t you want to know what you got?” his father asked him.
Glancing around him, Dean realized that nearly every child had already torn open the wrappings and were enjoying their Christmas surprises. Fire trucks. Coloring books. Dolls and soldier toys. Even Sammy, sitting on his mother’s lap, was hugging a cute teddy bear.  
Feeling the stare of both his parents on him, Dean began tearing off the metallic blue and silver wrapping, which had snowflakes of various shapes on it, and was left staring at his present, puzzled once he had opened the box.
He had no idea what he was looking at. It was a thin layer of material, of a bright yellow color, with adorable bees depicted on it, stretched across a wooden frame, and a string attached to it.
“Oooh, that’s nice,” said Mary gleefully.
Noticing his confused state, John asked him, “Do you know what this is, Dean?”
Frowning, he shook his head at his father.
“It’s a kite,” he said kindly. “You make it fly.”
Dean lowered his eyes to look at his present again.
“Like in Mary Poppins,” said Mary. “You remember?”
He nodded.
“Next time we go to the park,” said John, “we’ll try it. Or even when we visit Uncle Bobby. He certainly has the open fields around his house for it.”
A grown-up, one of many present swarming around in the house, then called out to Dean’s parents. It was a nice lady named Tamara who smiled at Dean and wished him Merry Christmas.
“Isaac is somewhere in the parlor talking with Rufus and Bill Harvelle. They were asking for you, John,” she said to Dean’s father.
“Bill?” said Mary. “Did he and Ellen bring little Joanna with them?”
“That’s what he said. I was just on my way to find them.”
Keeping Sam in her arms, Mary stood up from her seat, scanning the room for her friend.
“I’ll go check on Isaac and the others, and then I’ll catch up with you to see Ellen and the baby,” said John, smiling at his wife’s eagerness to see the newborn. He then turned to his son. “Do you want to say hello with me, Dean? Or would you prefer going with Mom, Sammy and Tamara?”
Dean shrugged. Talking to grown-ups wasn’t exactly what he considered a thrilling activity. Of course, there were exceptions.
Due to his lack of enthusiasm, however, his mother then suggested, “How about you stay here with the other children?”
Another questionable prospect, thought Dean.
Most of the kids in the living room, laughing and playing with their new toys, seemed much older than he was.
And more importantly, he didn’t really know any of them.
The celebration, which Dean and his family were taking part in that day, had been hosted by Mr. Donatello Redfield, one of Dean’s neighbors.
Except for when John had raked his lawn in the fall, a task dutifully assisted by Dean—though he had mainly played in the pile of dead leaves while his father had done most of the work—Dean hadn’t had much interaction with Mr. Redfield.
He remembered that he had been very generous at Halloween when he and Sam had stopped by his house. Mr. Redfield had given them enormous delicious candy bars. And Dean also recalled him letting him taste his spicy chicken wings on the Fourth of July, in the previous summer.
But nothing much beyond that, and especially during Christmastime. For reasons unknown to Dean, Mr. Redfield didn’t make a fuss of the holidays. He typically travelled somewhere exotic and returned home in the new year with a sunburn on his nose.
This year, however, had been different. For health-related reasons, or so Dean had heard, Mr. Redfield had been recommended to pause his travels, and given his holiday habits, many of his concerned neighbors feared he would feel lonely and had wanted to keep him company.
So, due to numerous dotting neighbors, friends and colleagues showing up at his doorstep throughout the months of November and December, Mr. Redfield had decided to host a Christmas family-friendly party on Christmas Eve to thank everyone.
His first ever.
The crowd was merry. Laughter and cheers from children and adults alike filled the entire house.
But despite the jolly vibe in the air and the numerous children present, Dean hadn’t been too keen on exploring on his own.
When he told his parents why that was, his mother said, “That’s a good thing, sweetie. It means you can make a new friend. Okay?”
Assessing his mild hesitation, after he had glanced apprehensively at the other children, she pointed out that he had nothing to worry about and that if he was shy, he could start by joining another of their neighbors. For example, Mrs. Missouri, a kind and generous woman, was comfortably sitting in a rocking chair, telling a story to a few children gathering around her, and listening with attention and with wide eyes, near the fireplace.
Suddenly determined to prove that he was not shy, Dean shook his head and said, “I’ll go play with the others, first.”
Even if he really wanted to say hello to Missouri as well.
“Alright, buddy. Do you want me to hold this for you while you do that?” said his father, pointing at his kite, but Dean expressed that he wanted to keep it with him.
And without further ado, young Dean turned on his heels and joined the group of children, searching for a new friend.
He was briefly tempted to approach a joyous girl with a blond ponytail and a sheriff’s hat that was too big for her. She was laughing with her friend who had a very strange haircut. His hair was very short in the front, but really long in the back. They were playing Connect Four, which Dean enjoyed playing.
He changed his mind, however, when a bunch of older children swooped by, running around, taking a lot of space.
Feeling somewhat intimidated by them, Dean briefly glimpsed back to the spot where his parents and his brother had been a moment ago.
But they were no longer present, as he knew they wouldn’t be.
He swallowed hard and decided to go near the large window across the room to avoid the bigger kids. He kneeled next to the Christmas tree, taking in the overwhelming scent of pine and cinnamon, and observed the room from this new angle, holding on tightly to his kite.
Everyone else seemed to know each other and blissfully occupied themselves with their toys.
Which made sense, thought Dean, as their toys could be enjoyed in their current environment.
Unlike Dean’s.
“Hello.”
Dean looked up.
A boy his age and height, with bright blue eyes and thick, wavy dark hair, was suddenly standing right in front of him. He was wearing a green knitted sweater with an angel on it and his socks were different colors.
“Hi.”
“Do you want one?” the boy asked politely.
He was holding a square box against him with one hand.
And then, Dean’s eyes fell on what the boy was presenting him with his other hand.
Star-shaped sugar cookies.
“For me?”
The boy nodded.
After Dean accepted his generous offer, the boy sat next to him and they both ate their treats next to each other.
“What did you get?” he asked Dean, nodding at what he was holding.
Pursing his lips, Dean showed him his kite. Expecting the boy to be as disappointed as he was, he was then stunned to see the boy’s eyes widen.
“You’re so lucky,” he told him.
“You think so?”
“I like bees,” he said, after nodding. “And kites are fun.”
“I’ve never had one before.” Eyeing the box that the boy had rested next to him, he said, “What’s yours?”
And the boy slid himself closer to Dean to show him.
Right next to him.
They delicately opened the box together.
And to Dean’s delight, the boy retrieved a giant rainbow slinky.
“Whoa! That’s so cool. Can we play with it?”
“You like it?”
His eyes glued to it in adoration, Dean nodded.
“Do you want it?”
Young Dean blinked. “What?”
“We can exchange, if you want.”
“Really?”
And moments later, both boys were content with their new presents. Dean certainly believed that he had gotten the better end of that deal. At that thought, a mild pit grew in his stomach, not unlike when he sometimes lied to his mother about brushing his teeth.
Feeling uneasy that he had perhaps taken advantage of his new friend’s generosity, he asked him, “Are you sure you don’t want the slinky? It’s really fun and the colours are nice. It was yours first. I—if you changed your mind, it’s okay.”
But the adorable boy in question did not mind. In fact, he informed Dean that the main reason why he was so keen on having the kite was because his brother had one of his own. So now, he would be able to accompany him to the park without having to constantly ask him to share.
Reassured—not to mention, very glad to know he could keep his rainbow slinky—Dean said, “I have a brother too. He’s younger than me.”
“I have more than one brother. I have three. They’re all older than me.” The boy hadn’t said it with as much enthusiasm as Dean had. His brief morose expression disappeared though, and a warm grin spread on his face when his eyes met Dean’s.
His bright blue eyes staring back at him.
“What’s your name? I’m—” started saying the other boy, but he was cut off by an impeccably dressed teenager, who had stopped right in front of them.
“Castiel, there you are. Come, now. We have to go.”
Dean’s new friend shook his head vehemently at the teen. “No. I want—I just made a friend. Can I stay a little longer? Please?”
“Aunt Naomi said we have to leave now or we’ll be late.”
“Michael, please? I’ll—”
“She asked me to find you. I found you, now come on.”
“Michael,” hissed a woman. “It’s time to go—Gabe, stop! You’re making me dizzy.”
A child with sandy hair, not much older than Dean and Castiel, was running relentlessly around her, chortling and unspent.
“Castiel, say goodbye.” And his brother presented him his hand, signalling to him that he had to leave immediately.
He turned facing Dean and said softly, “Goodbye.” And added, waving at him, “Thank you for the kite. I love it.”
“Bye.” And Dean thanked him as well.
He watched his new friend walk away towards his family members, a large group, mostly consisting of older kids and adults, and disappeared through the crowd.
Feeling lonely once more, Dean was suddenly sad when he realized that he never had the chance to tell him his name.
He comforted himself, however, that he had caught the boy’s name and was eager to tell his parents of his new friend and the very first Christmas present he had ever received from a friend.
And that was the day Dean had met his best friend Castiel Novak. His best friend of many years to come. And one day, perhaps, something more.
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quarantine-writer · 4 years
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Why do stray cats follow me? P. 3
I know it doesn’t look like it yet, but this is a (really slow burn) MariChat story. Please don’t hate me.
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Adrien’s day had been tired so far. It started at 6 am with Gorilla waking him up.
“Where’s Nathalie?” He said, with his eyes still semi closed.
“... Not coming today.” 
Adrien had a well-balanced, lonely, and healthy breakfast. At 7 am he was already in Pont de Bir-Hakeim for the ‘City Life Collection’ photo shoot of this year. Vincent was talking to the Art Director about locations and special lighting for the shoots when he spotted him.
“Adrien, you’re already here! Go to make up and dress yourself up with combo number 4 first.”
Walking to the dresser he saw Lila with the hair stylist and saluted them from afar. He already knew she was going to be there. For some reason unknown to him, his father agreed on three photo shoots with her. This was barely the second. And because she was good at it, it wouldn’t surprise him that she will eventually sign up for more.
Six long hours passed, and they were done. To celebrate, everyone in the set ate lunch together. Lila was stuck by his side and he didn’t push her off, to be fair, she wasn’t doing anything wrong to anyone that day, so he tried (and failed) to have fun as well. He meant it when he talked to her: they could be ‘friends’ but there was a limit to how much he will be able to endure, specifically if she insisted on hurting his friends. 
"Adrien, do you want to go to somewhere else and enjoy the rest of the day with me?”
“Thank you, Lila, but I can’t”
“If it is because of your father, maybe I can talk to him?”
“I had plans with Nino today, but they got cancelled because Father wants me to practice a new song for an upcoming event. I don’t think his opinion will change.”
“Oh... okay, later then.”
Adrien entered his car without offering her a ride, Gorilla closed the door and Adrien lowered down the window. “Yes, later. Have a nice day, Lila”
“Bye!” Lila said and Gorilla started the engine and the car moved away from her, who kept waving goodbye until they disappeared in the next corner. 
And it was true. Nino wanted to show him how to breakdance and he really wanted to learn, he didn’t specify with his father about the plans, but Gabriel Agreste had a sixth sense when it comes to letting him have fun with friends. Suddenly the day before he was informed that there will be an event host by the Tsurugi family next month and he was supposed to play a couple songs during the evening: “Painted” and “River Flows in You”, both from Yiruma. 
He already knew the second one by heart. It was one of her mother’s favorites.
So, he returned to the mansion and started to practice the first one. For the first two hours he was practicing seriously. The third hour he recorded himself to create a loop that would be played later when Chat Noir went out to play. 
Gorilla appeared at his door around two hours and a half later to give him some food. He returned the empty dishes just before going out. His recording had a very elaborate edit of his very best try, looped three times, and then a couple recordings with errors here and there. If his father came when the errors were being played, he won’t disturb. If he went when the recording was sounding perfect and realize he still was playing, he won’t interrupt neither. Nobody will enter his room in the next 3 hours, probably. It was almost 5 pm.
“Plagg, claws...”
“Wait!” Plagg interrupted him mid-sentenced.
“Plagg?”
“First you shush me because you are recording and now you suddenly transform without saying a word? What happened to your manners kid?”
“Sorry Plagg, but I didn’t have any recording of that song, and I really wanted to go out.”
Plagg was still playing hard. Floating with both arms crossed in front of Adrien’s face “Where are we going today?”
“I don’t know... anywhere else but here.” Plagg was still with his tiny arms crossed, clearly upset for being ignored. “But I’m sorry bud, do you want extra cheese before going out today? Or do you want to stay? We can play video games if you want.”
Adrien would probably never realize how much Plagg loved him. He dropped his arms and decided to go lie down to the blonde’s head so he couldn’t see his face. Adrien moved something inside Plagg with his suggestion to stay home to make him, the God of Destruction, feel better when clearly Adrien just wanted to run away. “Nah, I ate the emergency supplies when you were recording. I’m fine if I got three extra cheeses when we return”
Adrien pet Plagg’s head over his head with a smile “You are incorrigible buddy. Plagg, claws out!”
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To be honest, she woke up that morning thinking that her day was going to be exhausting.
But here she was, smiling, hugging Luka’s back on the way home, resting her head on him. Both were on his bicycle, carrying an empty box behind. 
Luka smelled like lavender, probably because of the cloth softener in his house, but it recalled her freedom and peace. And she just wanted to keep hugging him all day.
It has been an awesome day so far. She woke up late but on time to meet Luka. She stayed very late the previous day dividing the gifts by types. Sweaters, scarfs, gloves, hats, everything was also divided by colors. She tagged everything, unwrapped it and put it into bags, and those bags into a box.
Luka gently carried her around Paris to deliver the clothes into a couple charities for homeless. They got lunch together by the Seine. They saw street performers by the Eiffel Tour doing brake-dance and a couple mimes playing with kids.
Luka bought her a smoothie and they walk down the Jardin des Tuileries while talking about everything and nothing at the same time.
When they passed near Notre Dame, he told her he would like to show her his new progress with her melody, so she listened quietly the 2 minutes song on a bench next to him, watching the peaceful Parisians enjoying a sunny and beautiful Saturday. 
Everything was lovely and colorful. So far, no Hawkmoth, no Chloé, no Lila, no stress, no danger. It was like a vacations day and she was up to live it full for what it last. Since the moment she opened her eyes she was waiting for the next akumatized person to show up and change her plans, but it was already 4:00 pm and Luka was successfully distracting her from her own thoughts.
Luka never asked her why she had so much male clothes, and even that small detail gave her peace at mind. He didn’t judge, he just listened. 
There was a moment in which she was startled by a purple butterfly on Notre Dame. He immediately put himself on between them, with a fierce determination. But it was a regular butterfly. They laughed together by the realization but laughs stopped when he hugged her.
“I promise I will protect you with all I have if Hawkmoth dare to attack today”
And Marinette knew it was true, he has already done it after all, jumping to protect her from the bees last time. If Luka haven’t done that, who knows what would have happened to her that day.
It made Marinette immediately sad. It was horrible to know that thanks to Chloé: Luka will never be Viperion again, Alya couldn’t be Rena, Max couldn’t be Pegasus, Kim couldn’t be Roi Singe, Kagami shouldn’t be Ryuuko and Nino couldn’t be Carapace.
Of course, Luka thought she was suddenly sad because Marinette was scared for him. He caressed her cheek. “Don’t be sad, Marinette. If there’s something I’m scared of is not Hawkmoth, but to not being able to cheer you up when you are distressed”
Marinette hid her face in his chest.
“You want to talk about it?” He asked, softly.
“What do you think will happen if Hawkmoth wins?” she mumbled.
“That won’t happen. Paris has the best heroes on earth.”
“But what if” she insisted.
Luka meditated his answer for a couple seconds “Then everybody in Paris will help Ladybug and Chat Noir to get a proper revenge. If Hawkmoth ‘wins’ I’m sure everybody will fight along with them to help them restore everything back. Including us both. Am I right?”
Marinette let a little giggle escape her lips. “But of course, Luka”
“I can imagine you as a hero you know, brave, smart, beautiful”
Marinette blushed immediately “Ugh... stop. Don’t exaggerate”
“I am not!” he said, kissing her forehead. Marinette’s heart skipped a beat. “You will probably overshadow Ladybug. At least to my eyes.”
She didn’t immediately reply to that. She was feeling too many butterflies in her belly and even her neck was probably red right now. She covered her face with her hands and mumbled a quiet “Thank you”.
Luka released her from the hug and got on his bicycle again “Let’s go, I don’t want your parents to think I kidnapped you.”
And really, time flies. How come she already spent 8 hours with Luka without noticing it?
So here she was. In her way home, hugging Luka’s back and smiling while mumbling the melody he played for her a couple hours ago. Since the last battle she has spent countless hours talking to Tikki and the other kwamis, studying, learning about history and her new role responsibilities and thinking about strategies. She had been holding quite difficult discussions in her room lately. And she didn’t even have the chance to talk to Chat Noir yet.
So, it felt good to be able to relax today. She didn’t realize she needed a moment of peace that much.
She also didn’t notice Chat Noir jumping from rooftop to rooftop, but he did spot them and gave them a sincere smile from afar.
“Hey, Luka”
Marinette called him from behind when they were a couple streets from her home.
“Yes? Do you want me to stop?”
“No, just change directions please”
“Change directions? Where do you want to go?”
“Anywhere” She hugged him stronger. “If it is okay. I just want to stay a little more with you today. Just one more hour.”
Luka’s heart shrank and he almost lost control of the bicycle by Marinette sudden comment.
“Do you want to see the sunset from Sacre Coeur?” He asked.
“I would love to”
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Adrien arrived home before anyone noticed it and went downstairs to have dinner at the same time as always. His dad was unexpectedly waiting for him at the table. 
“Father? What are you doing here?”
“I have some news to share with you, Son” Gabriel asked him to take a sit with his hand. Someone from the service staff served him a plate with onion soup, toasted bread and a glass of water.
When they were alone, his father started conversation again “As you know, Nathalie have not been feeling well lately”
“Is she sick again?” Adrien was looking at his food with a sad look. Something that was stressing him out lately was how much Nathalie’s condition resembled his mom’s.
“Yes, but there’s good news on that regard” Adrien raised his gaze with a hint of hope. “A doctor found out what was happening to her. She will be out for three weeks for recovery, but she will be cured”
“Really? That’s awesome!” Adrien stood up with energy and a smile from side to side, truly excited for the good news “What did she had?”
“Something related to her inner ear, which explains the dizziness. A minor surgery fixes it”
“Can we go and visit her?”
“She prefers not to. But you are welcome to find a gift if you want, for when she returns” His father kept his gaze busy on his tablet, probably still working.
“I will do it, thanks, Father”
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When Marinette closed the door of her room, Tikki flew in front of her with a smile.
“Marinette, did you have fun today?” 
“Yes!” Marinette ran to the divan and laid there hugging a cat pillow, while giggling “Today was great, Tikki. I think I didn’t have this much fun in a while.”
“I’m glad” Tikki sat above the cat pillow.
“But as fun as the day was today,” Marinette sat down, letting the pillow aside and holding Tikki on her hands “We have work to do.” She climbed up the stairs of her bed and pull out the miraculous box out of her hidden spot. 
She opened it and took the panjas bracelet, put it on and Roarr appeared in front of her. “Hi Guardian! Is it my turn today?”
Marinette giggled at the little kwami “Hello there, would you please be as nice as to help me to know you better?”
“I like peanuts!” Roarr answered fast “I don’t like when the weak is abused, I’m very protective” 
“I know you can control the lighting of a place and reflect yourself to camouflage” Marinette was taking notes “I also know you take most of the decisions with Sass back in the box when Tikki and Plagg are out”.
“I have had only 13 permanent holders. Nothing compared to the others, so I’ve stayed most of my time taking care of the world inside the box”
“By what circumstances have you been handled to permanent holders?”
“I was stolen 4 times, 7 times I was needed to hide the order of the guardians, 1 time the guardian of the box preferred my powers to fulfill his job, you know, like Master Fu with Wayzz, and one time the Guardian of the box preferred the Pig miraculous, and give my miraculous to his lover so I can help to keep the box safe with her.”
Marinette stopped writing. “What?”
“What, what?”
“A Guardian share this secret with his lover?! Who was it?”
“It was many, many centuries ago” Roarr jumped from Marinette’s hand to her hair “The guardian was married when he was appointed to the task and he decided that the way to keep his family protected was to share the secret with Abelia.”
“Was it a good idea?”
“Many tragedies overcome his family. I know Abelia didn’t regret any.”
They chatted a bit more, Marinette did a pause to get her some peanuts, she showed her the room and what she liked to do and finally they wish each other sweet dreams after a couple hours of getting to know each other.
It was already after midnight and Marinette was already laid on bed when a noise called her attention.
“Ugh... again?”
She popped her head out and saw a watering can spinning on the floor. It stopped and a little kitty walked out there. 
“What are you doing inside there, little buddy?” It was a brown kitty, smaller than the one she saw the other day, but this time the kitty didn’t run away the moment he heard her. It walked to the watering can again, searching for something. Marinette saw how he started to lick the metal, so she went out and pour him some water in a flowerpot base she saw near him.
The kitty followed her and started to drink water “Were you thirsty little one?” She couldn’t help it and pet his head a little. “Such a cutie”
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Gosh I’m the worst... I know this looks like a Lukanette (which I also love) but this is the most realistic turn I can take after that season finale! This is a Marichat story even if I haven’t prove it yet :) (please remember the sloow slowwww burn disclaimer from part 1)
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parental-tendencies · 4 years
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If you're still taking ego requests - How about the moment the Jim's decide to make X ego an honorary member of their Jim Family?
The Christening of Doctor Jim
I am so sorry this is so terribly late. my computer decided to come back to life, I discovered I can't write the Jims, and I still know nothing about practicing medicine. Y'all made writing the Jims look so easy I have been /mislead/.
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 Maybe flipping over the stair railing wasn't Jim's best idea.
 They had been in quick pursuit of a villainous intruder, hot on the heels of a fresh news-break. All over the halls they chased, Jim doing his best to narrate as Jim dashed along behind capturing the unfolding drama. When the interloper had disappeared into the living room, Jim had leaped to follow. The trespasser had escaped over the railing unscathed. Jim had... not. In fact, he was very scathed at the moment.
 His ankle was sending throbbing waves of pain up his leg, his air was slipping far too fast from his lungs. He blinked harshly, but it was not enough to chase away the spots in his vision. His brother had dashed down the stairs to help him, even setting aside his precious camera. But he was nearly as panicked as his brother, without any idea of what to do.
 Oh no, oh Jim- was this the end of the Jims?!
 "What did you two do this time?" The doctor was standing in the entryway, white coat wrinkled and shadowy circles under his eyes. He must have just finished a shift at the hospital, where the Jims were certain he was baking mince pies for the cardiac patients.
 "Oh, the doctor! this is truly the end of Jim! Jim, tell cousin Jim I'm the one that ate his raspberry toast last Tuesday." The doctor rubbed his eyes with a weary sigh, stepping further into the living room.
 "I'm the doctor, let me decide if your dying or not."
 "But I am! I hit my foot while trying to Jim, and I tore it off!" Jim turned his tunneling vision to his brother. "And the world's getting dim Jim!"
 Jim's silent brother grabbed his flailing hand and wound their fingers together tightly, eyes misting as he watched his brother describe his dreadful plight.
 The doctor seemed nonplussed by Jim's imminent demise. A by-product of his vast experience with death at his hospital, Jim assumed. "Which foot did you hit?"
 Jim would have lifted his head to stare at the doctor with a look of shock, but he was getting dizzy. Was that a sign he was dying?  "The one that's missing, of course! What other would it be?"
 The doctor sent Jim a flat look, but it went unnoticed. "You have both feet."
 "But the world is slipping away, getting darker with every second!"
 "That's because your hyperventilating. Focus, take a deep breath, let it out slow."
 Jim pulled in a breath with a frown, determined to show the doctor that he was indeed dying.
 "Yeah, just like that. Do it again."
 Jim continued to breathe spitefully. Where once he could only see a swathe of muted colors, he could now see the doctor kneeling by his feet.
  Completely unrelated, Jim was sure.
 "Which did you hit?"
 "The right." Jim groused. Even if the could not see that Jim was clearly dying, surely the doctor should be able to tell which foot was missing!
 Jim sucked in a harsh breath as the pain suddenly spiked. Why did the doctor insist in injuring his leg even further?  He had already lost his foot! "Its sprained," the doctor nodded, grabbing his hand gently and pulling him upright.  With a guiding look and leading nod, his brother mirrored the doctor and looped his arm over his shoulder, leveraging him upright before Jim could register the movement.
 Great Jim, didn't they realize he only had one foot?  That he was horribly, traumatically injured?! There was no way he could--
 Standing wasn't as painful as he imagined, and when he finally gathered up the courage to look down, he saw why. Through some fantastical medical prowess he probably garnered from his internship work in Tibet, the doctor had reattached his foot.  The ankle was reddened and slightly swollen, but his foot was back! What an outstanding development!
 The doctor smacked Jim's shoulder blade, the intended impact lessened by the awkward angle of his new stance as crutch. "Don't stand on it you moron, that will make it worse,"  He took a deep breath before turning to his brother. Why he did that escaped Jim. "Make sure to ice it, and keep it elevated above his heart. Not just up on some pillows, above his heart, hear me?"
 Well, that seemed simple enough. He could he manage that on his own! No need to bog down his brother with all those instructions. He still had that intruder to find after all. Speaking of which, they needed to find the trail again. Perhaps the kitchen-
"And don't let him walk on it." Jim pouted as his forward momentum was suddenly halted by the doctor's arm and frustrated order. "Get him to stay in bed for a while. We'll get him to your room and then I'm going to lock myself in mine and sleep for a week."
Slowly shuffling towards their room, Jim's elation grew. He had narrowly escaped a terrible permanent injury, all thanks to this brilliant doctor. What a glorious man! Such a kind gesture!
"I am deeply grateful for you reattaching my foot, Doctor Jim. I shall forever remember your wondrous act!"
"It wasn't- fine. Whatever. Why am I a Jim now?"
"Because you miraculously healed my grievous injury, and therefore assisted in our valiant chase of the dastardly intruder who lurks inside these halls at this very moment."
"That makes me a Jim?"
"Jim is our family name. You have been inducted thusly."
Doctor Jim stopped unexpectedly, his face hidden out of view of the twins.
"Your serious?"
"Of course! Family is a very serious matter to the Jims."
Doctor Jim remained still for another moment before once again moving down the hall, travelling in silence before he spoke again.
"What does this intruder look like anyway?"
We have managed to study our foe in great detail!, albeit from a distance. Devious black eyes, a yellow and black coat, and a strange gossamer apparatus upon his back. Six tiny little legs-"
"Wait, six legs?"
"Why yes, have you seen him? Did you happen to witness where-"
"The intruder was a bee?"
The Christening of Doctor Jim
I am so sorry this is so terribly late. my computer decided to come back to life, I discovered I can't write the Jims, and I still know nothing about practicing medicine. Y'all made writing the Jims look so easy I have been /mislead/.
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 Maybe flipping over the stair railing wasn't Jim's best idea.
 They had been in quick pursuit of a villainous intruder, hot on the heels of a fresh news-break. All over the halls they chased, Jim doing his best to narrate as Jim dashed along behind capturing the unfolding drama. When the interloper had disappeared into the living room, Jim had leaped to follow. The trespasser had escaped over the railing unscathed. Jim had... not. In fact, he was very scathed at the moment.
 His ankle was sending throbbing waves of pain up his leg, his air was slipping far too fast from his lungs. He blinked harshly, but it was not enough to chase away the spots in his vision. His brother had dashed down the stairs to help him, even setting aside his precious camera. But he was nearly as panicked as his brother, without any idea of what to do.
 Oh no, oh Jim- was this the end of the Jims?!
 "What did you two do this time?" The doctor was standing in the entryway, white coat wrinkled and shadowy circles under his eyes. He must have just finished a shift at the hospital, where the Jims were certain he was baking mince pies for the cardiac patients.
 "Oh, the doctor! this is truly the end of Jim! Jim, tell cousin Jim I'm the one that ate his raspberry toast last Tuesday." The doctor rubbed his eyes with a weary sigh, stepping further into the living room.
 "I'm the doctor, let me decide if your dying or not."
 "But I am! I hit my foot while trying to Jim, and I tore it off!" Jim turned his tunneling vision to his brother. "And the world's getting dim Jim!"
 Jim's silent brother grabbed his flailing hand and wound their fingers together tightly, eyes misting as he watched his brother describe his dreadful plight.
 The doctor seemed nonplussed by Jim's imminent demise. A by-product of his vast experience with death at his hospital, Jim assumed. "Which foot did you hit?"
 Jim would have lifted his head to stare at the doctor with a look of shock, but he was getting dizzy. Was that a sign he was dying?  "The one that's missing, of course! What other would it be?"
 The doctor sent Jim a flat look, but it went unnoticed. "You have both feet."
 "But the world is slipping away, getting darker with every second!"
 "That's because your hyperventilating. Focus, take a deep breath, let it out slow."
 Jim pulled in a breath with a frown, determined to show the doctor that he was indeed dying.
 "Yeah, just like that. Do it again."
 Jim continued to breathe spitefully. Where once he could only see a swathe of muted colors, he could now see the doctor kneeling by his feet.
  Completely unrelated, Jim was sure.
 "Which did you hit?"
 "The right." Jim groused. Even if the could not see that Jim was clearly dying, surely the doctor should be able to tell which foot was missing!
 Jim sucked in a harsh breath as the pain suddenly spiked. Why did the doctor insist in injuring his leg even further?  He had already lost his foot! "Its sprained," the doctor nodded, grabbing his hand gently and pulling him upright.  With a guiding look and leading nod, his brother mirrored the doctor and looped his arm over his shoulder, leveraging him upright before Jim could register the movement.
 Great Jim, didn't they realize he only had one foot?  That he was horribly, traumatically injured?! There was no way he could--
 Standing wasn't as painful as he imagined, and when he finally gathered up the courage to look down, he saw why. Through some fantastical medical prowess he probably garnered from his internship work in Tibet, the doctor had reattached his foot.  The ankle was reddened and slightly swollen, but his foot was back! What an outstanding development!
 The doctor smacked Jim's shoulder blade, the intended impact lessened by the awkward angle of his new stance as crutch. "Don't stand on it you moron, that will make it worse,"  He took a deep breath before turning to his brother. Why he did that escaped Jim. "Make sure to ice it, and keep it elevated above his heart. Not just up on some pillows, above his heart, hear me?"
 Well, that seemed simple enough. He could he manage that on his own! No need to bog down his brother with all those instructions. He still had that intruder to find after all. Speaking of which, they needed to find the trail again. Perhaps the kitchen-
"And don't let him walk on it." Jim pouted as his forward momentum was suddenly halted by the doctor's arm and frustrated order. "Get him to stay in bed for a while. We'll get him to your room and then I'm going to lock myself in mine and sleep for a week."
Slowly shuffling towards their room, Jim's elation grew. He had narrowly escaped a terrible permanent injury, all thanks to this brilliant doctor. What a glorious man! Such a kind gesture!
"I am deeply grateful for you reattaching my foot, Doctor Jim. I shall forever remember your wondrous act!"
"It wasn't- fine. Whatever. Why am I a Jim now?"
"Because you miraculously healed my grievous injury, and therefore assisted in our valiant chase of the dastardly intruder who lurks inside these halls at this very moment."
"That makes me a Jim?"
"Jim is our family name. You have been inducted thusly."
Doctor Jim stopped unexpectedly, his face hidden out of view of the twins.
"Your serious?"
"Of course! Family is a very serious matter to the Jims."
Doctor Jim remained still for another moment before once again moving down the hall, travelling in silence before he spoke again.
"What does this intruder look like anyway?"
We have managed to study our foe in great detail!, albeit from a distance. Devious black eyes, a yellow and black coat, and a strange gossamer apparatus upon his back. Six tiny little legs-"
"Wait, six legs?"
"Why yes, have you seen him? Did you happen to witness where-"
"The intruder was a bee?"
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spookysweet-heart · 5 years
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The First Of Many
Request: Yes! By a lot of you actually!
Pairings: Natemare x Reader
Fandom: Youtuber Egos/NateWantsToBattle
Warnings: None
A/N: Well you guys wanted a part 2 for Rainy Days and I usually don't have intentions on writing sequels unless it was in high demand like this one was! If you haven’t read part 1 you can read it here! Thank you guys so much for enjoying what I love to do! You all are what keeps me motivated. Hope you enjoy your first date!~ 
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           After that day Natemare came by again to drop off your brother's clothes but he wasn't able to stay for long this time. So you two exchanged numbers, constantly texting throughout the following days, during breaks from work and whenever you had free time.
You noticed he wasn’t so shy anymore from when you first met him. He’d send more flirty texts that made your cheeks burn but smile like a dork. You had to admit that you’re really liking him the more you get to know him.
It’s been over three weeks since you last saw each other, work for you had taken up all your time with the new department being built, paperwork had to be filed and you had to supervise the whole process with your boss the majority of the time.
You had just gotten home from work, currently up in your room changing into more comfy clothes when your phone went off with a text notification.  After pulling down your shirt, you picked up your phone from the desk and plopped 
own on your bed laying on your back. Unlocking your phone you see its a text Natemare.
“Hey there, Beautiful. ;) I was wondering if you’re free tomorrow?”
You gently bite your lower lip smiling as you respond to the text. “I actually am for once, I have the weekend off. Why do you ask?” You turn over on your stomach and reach over to grab one of your pillows. Your phone dinged with another text.
“Do you like fairs? Heard there’s going to be one tomorrow night. I was hoping we could finally go on that date?”
You couldn’t help but smile excitedly as you reread the text before replying. “I love fairs! I’d love to go with you.”
A few seconds passed when your phone dinged again. “Great! I’ll pick up around 6:00 pm?”
“Sounds good! See you tomorrow!”
Getting under your covers you settle into bed hearing your phone ding once more, “See you tomorrow gorgeous. Sleep well, sweet dreams.”
Putting your phone to charge you send him a quick goodnight text back. “Great now I need to figure out an outfit for tomorrow…” You sighed as you got more comfortable in bed almost instantly falling asleep.
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The next day you did your chores around the house, you hadn't been able to properly clean your house in a while. After taking out the trash and sweeping the floor you decided to dust a few things here and there.
By the time you finished everything, it was 4:27 pm. Going upstairs and into your room, you settled on wearing one of your favorite comfy outfits before going to into the bathroom to shower.
After the shower, you quickly got dressed and styled your hair after drying it. You were putting on your shoes when you heard the doorbell ring. Quickly tying your shoes you grab your phone and wallet on your way to open the door.
When you open the door Natemare stands there smiling once he sees you. He whistles once he fully sees you when you open the door more. “Well, hello there gorgeous. Didn’t think it was possible for you to look even better than before.”
A small blush made its way your cheeks, giggling you grab your keys from the hook by the door. “Shut up, but thanks, you dork.”
Mare smiled as you closed and locked your door. He reached out his hand for you to take. When you did his smile grew a little. “Ready?”
You nodded, “Definitely, ready.”
The fair wasn’t too far from where you lived so you both decided to walk it there. Talking a bit about your day you both listened to each other while lightly swinging your hands. Once getting to the fair you saw how pretty everything looked lit up. To you, it looked very pretty and maybe a little magical?
You both walked around for it scoping out the booths with games and all the different foods. You both agreed on a few of the rides but you really didn’t want to go on the roller-coaster they had.
You were looking around the fair and spotted the duck pond game, Smiling like a little kid you gripped his hand a bit tighter and you started to make your way to the booth.
Natemare was a little confused till he saw the booth you were approaching. He was about to say something to you about being a little too old for playing this game, but seeing your smile and how excited you were to play he stopped himself. Once you two were at the booth you waited in the short line to play. “Is this your favorite game to play?”
You looked over at him a light blush on your cheeks. “It’s uh one of them, I used to play this a lot with my older brother and mom when we went to fairs as a kid. It was this game and the balloon darts, though I was never really great at that game it was still fun to try.”
“I’m actually not that bad in balloon darts though I still suck at it. Maybe later we can go against each other?”
“You’re on.” You playfully bump his arm with yours, turning around to the person running the booth when you realized it was your turn.
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Through the night you took turns during the games, encouraging each other or facing off one another. You went on a couple rides before you finally took a break on a nearby bench.
“You should’ve seen your face when the ride started spinning!! You looked like you were about to piss your pants!” Mare laughed hysterically as you glared at him.
“I wasn’t prepared! That scared the crap out of me! Dude c’mon it’s not that funny!” You began to pout when he only laughed harder.
“Okay, okay. I’m sorry but it was really funny to me.” Mare frowned when you wouldn’t look at him. He gently grabbed your chin lifting it up so you were looking at him. “I really am sorry (Y/n). I’ll buy you a treat, what would you like?”
Your blush slightly darkened, you grabbed his hand pulling it away from your face. “If it’s not a bother could I get a candy apple?”
“You know, I've never had one of those, it always sounds good though.”
You gasped when he confessed that. “Wait really? oh , Natemare we really have to get one now! You’ll love it!” going to one of the nearest candy apple stands you look through the different kinds they have. “You want to try Classic, Chocolate Drizzle, or Strawberry Milk?”
Mare looked over them and decided on the Chocolate one. After you bought it, you handed it over to him. Taking a bite he immediately loved how the sweetness of the chocolate blended well with the sourness of the green apple. “Holy shit, this is really good!”
You giggled and watched as he took another bite.”Told you, you’d love it.”
After swallowing what he had in his mouth he smiles over at you.”This was supposed to be your treat not mine.”
“You can get me some funnel cake later. That’s always good at the end of the night.”
“Deal.” He looks around the booth and finds the Balloon Darts. “Ready for some competition?”
You looked over at the booth he was looking and turned back to face him. A determined smile on your face. “Bring it.”
After three rounds he ended up winning by 4 more balloons. Natemare told the person who was running the booth which prize he wanted. You were pouting a bit since it was a close game and you thought you’d be able to win. You weren’t expecting him to hand you the stuffed animal though, you thought it was his since he won it. “Wait I, I take this you won this fair and square.”
You go to hand it back but he gently pushes it back to you and shakes his head. “No, keep I won it for you. I saw you staring at while we were playing.”
He smiles when you hold the stuffed animal close to you as slight blush appeared on your cheeks. “Thank you, It’s really cute.”
A couple more games later and getting some funnel cake, you both decided to walk around to settle down the food you just ate. Mare reached over hooking his pinkie with yours, lightly swinging them as you two walked around a booth selling more sweets.
“Do you want to go on the Ferris Wheel?” Natemare asked as he looked over at you.
You looked over at the Ferris Wheel, you’ve never been on one. You always tried to when you little but you mother always said no. Looking back at Mare you smiled at him. “Yeah, sure! I ‘d love too!”
His smile grew as you two made your way to the ride. Carefully getting on you both sat next to each other,Mare looked down at how close your hands were and laced his fingers with yours as he held your hand. You turned to look at him when the ride started to move. Both of you smiling and looking down as the fair got smaller the higher you got.
“This is amazing!” You smiled excitedly at him so in awe at the sight.
Natemare laughed a bit thinking it was cute how excited you got like a little kid. “Never been on a Ferris Wheel before?” When you shook your head, he looked a little surprised. “Well I’m glad you’re enjoying it.”
You blushed a bit as you gave him a small smile, “I’ve had a lot of fun tonight. Thank you, again for taking me out and for stuffed animal.”
You inched a bit closer to him, Mare did the same smiling down at you. “Of course, Sweetheart. You know, I’m really starting to like you even more.”
You lightly bit your bottom lip, “Yeah? I’m starting to like you more too….”
“That’s good. So it wouldn’t be awkward if I did this then….” Mare cupped your cheek with his free hand and leaned in kissing you sweetly.
Pulling away after a few seconds you smiled up at him. “This is honestly the best first date i’ve ever been on.”
“The first of many.” He leans in capturing you in another kiss as the ride started again.
Tag List: @bee-wrecker @multifandomgirl99 @tiny-yan-anon
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The Fate of the Fae | 06 (M)
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Pairing: Andrew Hozier-Byrne/Unknown Female
Genre: Fantasy, Modern, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst. Eventual Romance, Eventual Smut
Words: Chapter 6: 2,003
Summary: Andrew Hozier-Byrne unknowingly searches for the woman that pulled him from the bog 3,000 years ago. Unknown to either of them that in this modern world their souls are still intertwined from the life they shared long ago. She is unavailable, he’s not giving up. Will the woman that inspires his music be wooed by his songs or will he lose his chance? That’s Wasteland, Baby!
Note: A/N: This is a story requested by my best friend to be written about her favorite musician. I have been inspiried by his songs and specific lines. Any reference to his music is used in the name of inspiration and creating art. I do not own any of his music. Any reference to Hozier in this story is fictional and used by the author in the name of crafting art. I want to thank all who read it. I have fallen in love with writing this story and would love to hear from you. It will be written in installments. The finished story will be at the very least over 50,000 words. Enjoy
The Fate of the Fae: Chapter 6
He’d told them he was no savior.
Still when he returned from the woods silently, not meeting their eyes, the clan scoffed. Some Forest Father indeed, they thought to themselves as he trudged past.
They ignored the thick stream of silver blood that ran a steady river from his upper bicep to his fingers. It stained the ground leaving a sparkling trail behind him as he made his way back to the village.
The dirt pathways that dissected the town, creating a makeshift road between the impermanent buildings were choked thick with the smoke of burning fae. He pulled the collar of his shirt up over his mouth.
Skirting his way around the burning funeral pyre he finally caught a glimpse of Willow Woman, now Madison as he called her in his mind, helping to carry limp bodies and heaving them onto the flames. The fae had sickness of their own and it was dangerous to leave so many dead in the open. Plus the scent of that thick silver blood attracted the monsters. Whether it was dried or fresh the sickly sweet scent of it drew them in like nectar to a bee. It was dangerous. Everything about this village cloaked in the stench of death was dangerous. He yearned for nothing more than to grab Madison and drag her kicked and screaming back to the safety of his cabin.
He’d settle even to live like nomads on the land. Camping out at the edge of the woods. He’d even let himself believe that she wouldn’t fear the trees. That she would plunge herself deep into the woods with him at her side. They could live, deep in the darkness of the forest, away from all of the evil of this world. She was pure of soul, the woods would accept her. He knew it in his featherlight bones. She was the light to the darkness deep within him. The light of this world was as bright as his willow baby. The night’s were as dark as the world of his baby but they were half as beautiful too.
He was half tempted to stalk towards her, throw her over his shoulder, and leave this place. She could bang her fists against his back and scream until she was hoarse but he was determined to get her away from here. Anywhere but this cursed place.
Andrew quickly realized that he was standing in the middle of the village intensely staring at the back of her form as a pool of his blood gathered at his feet. He shook himself and ran his uninjured hand through his hair groaning. The bite hurt like a bitch and he wasn’t happy about it.
He had made little progress in the forest. Barely getting a few feet into the woods one of the monsters had jumped him in a blind attack. He’d lifted his arm to cover his face and thus earned himself a wicked bite. The smell of his blood had attracted so many that he knew there was no chance of making anymore progress into the woods. He was looking for the leader not the lackeys. He’d landed one booted foot in the chest of the beast and heaved with his long limbs. It’d gone flying.
Before any of the others could get some fangs into him he’d turned intense eyes on them. There was a moment of complete silence as the entire forest paused. He knew he couldn’t hold them for long, not this many, still the Forest Father commanded their attention. He was the damn Forest Father for fuck’s sake they would bow under his gaze.
There was a chorus of growls but slowly they sank to their haunches. Quietly and smoothly he exited the woods still holding his gaze upon them. When he’d cleared the tree line the spell broke and he heard baying howls.
This place was cursed. This place was fucked.
Willow Woman as if sensing his pain or simple sensing him turned. She had a wet cloth tied over her mouth to help with the smoke. Without seeing her mouth he could not read her expression. Her eyes looked wet but whether from the smoke or something else he wasn't sure.
A small woman almost the size of a child laid a hand on her arm. The woman had long dark hair and olive skin. She turned to see what Madison was looking at and locked eyes on Andrew. She narrowed her eyes but still he couldn’t read her expression either with the cloth covering half of her face. She gave a small almost enthusiastic wave. Andrew gave a small lift of his hand in response. He realized then that her eyes weren’t narrowed but instead crinkled with a smile. She placed a hand on Willow Woman’s arm and leaned over to her ear to be heard over the fire. The blaze ate her words but Madison shot him another look before nodding.
She turned from her work and made her way to him. Pulling the cloth down from her mouth he could see that she was frowning. Her look made a knife twist in his stomach. It was the first time she didn’t look happy to see him. They stood for a moment staring each other down not saying a word. Finally her eyes locked on his arm and a look of tenderness passed over her face.
“You’re hurt.” It wasn’t a question. There was fire in her and he loved when it came out.
“It’s only a bite.” She sighed and rolled her eyes. It made him smile and when she saw him smiling she smiled too.
“What shall I do with you Forest Father?” She asked with a sound of fake exasperation in her voice.
“Andrew.” He supplied and she looked at him surprised. Then a feeling of warmth spread through his chest as her face lit up. “And...Madison...” He tested her name on his tongue. She didn’t protest at the use of her name so he continued. “You can do anything you want with me.”
OoOo
Alexis threw Madison’s door open to find her curled up on the bed her phone clutched to her chest. She clucked her tongue at the sight and moved to the window throwing open the curtains. Madison groaned from the bed and covered her eyes with her arms.
“Up, up, up. It’s almost noon. You’ve slept far too long.” Alexis opened the window letting fresh air flood the room that smelled of staleness.
“I was up late.” Madison complained still covering her face.
“Your point being?” Alexis leaned her head out the window staring up at the bright blue sky, cloudless for once. “Where is Tom?”
“Tom?” Madison asked sounding groggy.
“Yes. Tom as in Tom. The red breasted robin. He’s usually here by now. Tom!” She yelled out the window.
“Not so loud for goodness sake!” Madison harshly whispered at her. “Bates will hear you.” She hissed.
“Oh your ‘betrothed’” Alexis said the word sarcastically before continuing “...left with The Snake a few hours ago. We’re in the clear for all types of mischief and fun. Now seriously where is Tom. Tom!” She shouted out the window again. For such a small woman she could make so much noise.
“I can’t believe you named the bird Tom. It’s so generic. Why do you need him anyways?”
“What was I supposed to call him? Balthazar? I want to know where Bates has gone.”
“Why?”
“Because I have a scandalous idea that will get us both in some very deep shit. We’ll be fine as long as I can keep tabs on that idiot you’re supposed to marry.” Madison refrained from pointing out that Bates registered on the spectrum of genius because she’d called him worst names than that before.
Alexis was almost always too kind about him. She was too kind about anyone really. She was the only fae from her previous life that Bates had allowed to stay with Madison. Ripped from her village, her mother, and everything she knew Alexis had demanded to come with them. She was small but she was scary. Not willing to start a fight over something so petty Bates had allowed it. Alexis with her uncanny ability to talk to trees and birds came in handy. Not to mention she was Madison’s best and only friend.
“What idea is this?” Madison asked cautiously.
“Remember that beau you fell so hard for last night?” Alexis asked looking at Madison finally. She registered the fat lip she was sporting from The Snake’s hand but said nothing. “Oh don’t look at me like that. The elm on Main Street told me about it.” Madison rolled her eyes at Alexis but they both smiled.
“Yes, I remember. What about him?”
“He’s playing a concert today and we’re going.” Madison wanted to argue. So many words came to her mind but she couldn’t bring herself to say any of them. She desperately, oh so desperately, wanted to see him again.
“What’s the plan?”
“Oh girl you should know me by now, there’s no plan.” Alexis grinned with pure mischief burning in her eyes. Madison swallowed hard a ball of nervous energy having nothing to do with her husband finding out forming in her stomach. Still she didn’t argue as Alexis went to her large freestanding oak wardrobe and began throwing outfit choices on the bed.
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Staring down at his phone for the hundredth time he typed another text trying to sound cute instead of crazy and incomprehensible. He quickly deleted it and began texting again. Finally he sighed and leaned his head back against the wall he was sitting against. He gently bumped his head against the painted cement but his wild mane of hair absorbed most of the pain.
Why? Why couldn’t he come up with anything to say. His long legs cramped from being in the same position for so long. He stood and began to pace the hallway. The sound check had gone well and he was already pumped for the upcoming show.
They’d be letting the crowd in soon and already he could feel their energy like a low thrum through his body.
He wanted her.
He groaned and tore his hand through his curly hair. In this light it looked alight like a blazing fire. It matched the way his brain was burning searching fruitlessly for words.
He wrote songs. He was a king among thieves when it came to clever phrasing. Yet, he came up with nothing.
He thought again of his dream. Her sweet skin salty with sweat as he ran his tongue over it. The little gasps that escaped her with each thrust. He felt completely out of control inside of her. Like he would lose himself in her.
With another growl he typed furiously. His finger hovered over the send button. With a shaky breath he hit send and almost immediately flung his phone across the hallway. He refrained instead sitting once again, wrapping his long arms around his knees and resting his head on top.
OoOo
She glanced down at her phone and her heart leapt into her throat.
...Wasteland Baby, I’m playing a concert today, will you come?...
She knew who it was from even though she didn’t recognize the number. Madison typed back with vigor never hesitating.
...Oh baby, I will most definitely come...
OoOo
He took a deep breath and glanced at the text. He read over the words several times before smiling. He practically leapt up. He had a bounce to his step that he usual reserved for when they rocked out “Jackie and Wilson” in front of the crowd.
She’d come. Oh would she come.
OoOo
She escaped her gilded cage for a moment.
A modern Cinderella with wings.
The forest king awaited her arrival.
Unknown royalty among winglessly winged.
The glass slipper awaited to be shattered.
The bond grew.
As did the danger.
Such was the fate of the fae.
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dontshootmespence · 6 years
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Shedding the Past
A/N: An anon request for a follow-up to Round and Round We Go and Ending the Cycle. 
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Without Agent Reid coming to see her, Zoey was almost positive that she would’ve been lost to the system. Day in and day out behind four mottled walls surrounded by people who couldn’t possibly care less about her was draining both emotionally and physically. Her parents hadn’t been good parents before and since she’d entered prison, they’d only been to visit her twice - and that was early on.
It was her visits from Agent that had saved her life in more ways than one that kept her going. Because he had absolutely no ties to her. There was nothing between them that might compel him to come and visit her. He did it on his own time, of his own free will, because he cared. 
It was hard accepting that. That someone she didn’t know would care about her well-being more than anyone else she’d ever known, but through visit after visit, he convinced her to believe it.
She’d been in prison for seven years. 23 years old. So much of her life had been spent in here, but she was sure she was a better person for it. If she’d gone down the path she’d been on all those years ago, there was doubt she’d either be dead or still here and much more bitter.
Bitterness was for the people that were here when they shouldn’t have been - wrongfully convicted or in for short stays for a crime that shouldn’t have even been considered one - but she was meant to be here. She’d killed two people. In all likelihood, they could’ve grown out of the immaturity they’d inhabited in school, but she hadn’t given them a chance. 
Today was her hearing and Agent Reid would be coming to speak on her behalf. As of 5PM, she could be out of here and starting her life again. A clean slate. But she refused to pack her few belongings until she knew exactly what was happening. 
Like clockwork, Officer Wilson came by each cell to wake everyone up. “Rise and shine, inmates!” Before anyone else, she opened Zoey’s cell. “You’re getting out today,” she smiled.
“Hopefully,” Zoey replied, desperately trying not to hope for fear of the fall. 
The corners of Tanya’s lips turned up in the smallest of sad smiles. “You will. You’ve been nothing but a model citizen since you’ve been in here. You’ve developed programs in here for your fellow inmates. Made their own lives better. You have your GED. It’s going to happen for you. I can feel it.”
“Thank you, Tanya,” she whispered softly. “I’m nervous.”
“No doubt. But you’re on the right path. You have a lot to thank that doctor for.”
Didn’t she know it. “That’s an understatement.”
Through the morning, she ate her (hopefully) last crappy prison meal and said her possible goodbyes to the girls that she had helped over the past seven years, promising to keep in touch as much as her soon-to-be busy schedule would allow. And then it was time.
She was dressed in civilian clothing, something she hadn’t been allowed to wear for seven years. Her hair was pinned back and as she walked into the room she gave Agent Reid a small and hopeful smile. 
“We’re here to determine if Miss Zoey Gould has settled her debt to society, as well as whether or not she has shown herself to be a model citizen within the system,” the judge said, looking down upon Zoey with a glance that she couldn’t place.  
There were only a few people in the room, but she still felt like the world was watching. Tanya was here for moral support and to put in a good word, as were Agent Reid, a few of her fellow inmates and the mothers of both of the victims. It was them she still couldn’t bring herself to look toward. 
The judge allowed everyone to be seated and thanked them all for coming before asking if there was anyone who wanted to speak on her behalf. Tanya told the court how Zoey had been a model prisoner and taken to bettering herself to the moment she walked inside all those years ago. Next, a couple of her fellow inmates, both younger and older than her, told the judge how she’d taken them under her wing and showed them the way when darkness seemed all but certain. Finally, it was Agent Reid’s turn.
“Agent Reid,” the judge said, nodding with her chin in his general direction. “Over the past seven years, you have made it a point to come and visit Miss Gould. Do you believe she is ready for release into the civilian population?”
Standing up, he glanced back at Zoey and flashed a comforting smile. “More than any prisoner I’ve ever spoken for, personally or in the context of my position. Yes. I believe Zoey is ready to be released.”
“What makes you say so?” The judge queried.
“Seven years ago, when this all happened, I could see the genuine remorse in her eyes even while I was talking her down. She was a lost child, but she’s no longer lost and she’s no longer a child. The moment she walked in, she committed herself to turning her life around and has done exactly that ever since. Inside, she’s developed a reading program to assist illiterate inmates, as well as a separate program that specializes in helping students with their SAT scores. Both of those programs will continue under new leadership once she is gone. Zoey is and always has been exceptionally bright. She’s received her GED and has been accepted into the local community college contingent upon her release. She has a plan for her future and I’m confident that with the support of those around her and her own drive, she will keep from ever straying into that dark place again.”
When he glanced back, he saw Zoey crying, once again mouthing a thank you for believing in her and not giving up on her when it seemed like everyone else had. Both mothers of the victims spoke next. Neither could forget what she’d done, but they’d both forgiven her long ago. “I’m truly, truly sorry,” she sobbed.
“Miss Gould,” the judge said finally. “If you were to be released, would you ever repeat your actions?”
“No,” she said emphatically. “Never.”
“What are your plans upon release?”
She swallowed hard. By the tone of the judge’s voice, this seemed real. It was so close and she finally allowed herself to believe that she was leaving this place. “With Dr. Reid’s help, I have a group home where I can live upon my release. I’ve met with a few of the employees there and they’ve assured me that they can help me get a job so that I can pay my tuition. I want to specialize in psychology and get my Associate degree first. Eventually, I’d like to get a master’s degree in counseling and hopefully work somewhere like this. Without the kindness of the people in here, as well as Dr. Reid,” she said, still disbelieving all these years later of one man’s kindness. “If it weren’t for them, I don’t know where I’d be. I’d like to be that for someone else some day.”
“Do you have family to ground you?” The judge wondered.
She shook her head sadly. “Unfortunately no. My mother and father weren’t the best of parents before all this and they haven’t been to see me in years. I do have a few friends from high school that I continue to talk to. Dr. Reid has also given me his cellphone number so that I can talk to him whenever I need. I don’t have a lot to ground me, but I believe I had enough. Most importantly, I have that hollow feeling in my chest that developed after I took the lives of my classmates. It’s a feeling I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy, but I know what that feels like and I never want to feel that again. I believe that in and of itself will keep me from repeating my former actions.”
For a moment, silence hung in the room. It was so thick it was almost suffocating. Closing her eyes, she waited for the judge to put an end to it. “Miss Gould, please rise.” With shaky legs and a hopeful heart, she stood up and opened her eyes. “Miss Gould. What you’ve done cannot be taken back, but one’s past doesn’t always dictate one’s future. From your own actions, as well as the words of those here today. I believe that you want a different life for yourself and will never stray down this path again. Please, do not prove me or those who’ve put their faith in you today, wrong. I believe you can put this behind you.”
“Thank you,” Zoey sobbed. “I swear I won’t let you down. Any of you.”
As everyone filed out of the courtroom, Agent Reid stayed behind. “How do you feel?” He asked.
Over the last seven years, he’d become a big brother/mentor type for her. She wouldn’t squander this opportunity, for her own sake as well as his. “Nervous, but excited. Does the group home know yet? That I’ll be heading there today.”
“No, but I’ll call to let them know. Go get packed okay? You’re out of here.”
Reaching up, she wrapped her arms around his neck. “Thank you so much, Reid. I feel like I can call you that now.” He’d said years earlier for her to call him Reid, but she couldn’t until now. “Will you still drive me to the home?”
“I promised I would,” he said with a smile.  “I know. I just...it’s real now.”
“It is. Time to start again. The past is just that, okay?”
“Yea. Was it Gautama Buddha that said, ‘just as a snake sheds its skin, we must shed our past over and over again.’” 
Reid raised an eyebrow. Her memory wasn’t eidetic, but it held the tools necessary for her to move forward. “That’s right. You are constantly changing and after everything you’ve been through, I know it will be for the better.”
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genericdubstep · 6 years
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Ears
It was a cold day in the Sizzlethorn forest. The harsh wind between the asymmetrical trees rang like church bells. Most of animals were hiding in holes and bushes, waiting for warmer seasons to come. But amidst the seemingly endless layer of thick white snow that covered the forest, a single trail of footsteps could be found. They were left by a rabbit named Roger.
The rabbit had just turned eighteen. He had left home earlier that week to explore the world, determined to stop at nothing to learn how the forest worked. He wasn’t scared of the cold like all the other animals. He was fascinated by it. Mother Nature was a work of art to him. She gifted him with water he drank, the food he ate and the leaves he collected. He carried with him a pouch to transport said leaves, along with a small bag full of cheese and carrots.
The pouch was a gift from his mother, a white mouse named Gabriel. She had raised Roger along with his father, Sir Patrick, another white mouse. Sir Patrick was a strictly conservative mouse, carrying believes of great grandeur and pride. He had a rich family tree and enough acorns to buy all the cheese he could want, yet he refused to spend them. Roger never understood why Sir Patrick was so negative all the time. He had a loving wife and a successful life, yet he seemed so mad at the world, like it had wronged him in some way. One time, on a particularly stormy night, he told Roger to look him in the eyes and said;
“The forest is not a place for your kind. Soft rabbits are eaten first. That’s the food chain, that’s the way god intended it. You eat or you get eaten… You broke me, Roger. I’m going to get eaten because of you.”
Roger remembered it clearly. That night, he had a nightmare in which a pack of wild mice attacked, biting his stomach open and leaving his entrails scattered across the dirt floor, before stealing his collection of leaves. He woke up screaming, jumping aggressively around the burrow and crying loudly. Gabriel heard him from the other room and rushed inside to hold him tight and comfort him, assuring him that he was safe with her. After an hour, he finally calmed down and was able to control his thoughts again.
“You’re my son,” she said. “You’re my precious little carrot and I will always be there for you when you need me, just like Mother Nature.”
It was less than a week later that Sir Patrick decided to pack his acorns and leave the burrow. Roger was in bed that morning, but he remembered hearing every painful word of his parent’s argument, despite attempting to cover his ears with a pillow.
“I can’t take it anymore!” Sir Patrick yelled. “He always needs something. It’ll never be enough for him. You’re spoiling him!”
“It’s called responsibility!” Gabriel exclaimed in tears. “If you had taken responsibility for once in your god forsaken life, everything would be better!”
“Do not take the lord’s name in vain, you ungrateful hag! I realize now that I married a succubus who gave birth to a demon! Good luck with your income!”
Those were the last words Roger heard from his father. That day, it took Gabriel another three hours to help Roger calm down.
Gabriel had been unemployed up until that day, living off the wealth of Sir Patrick’s inheritance. But Sir Patrick had taken all his acorns with him when he left, so the two were forced to find a new burrow to live in. That’s when they moved to the south end corner of Sizzlethorn- a significantly less privileged part of the forest.
Here, the mouse and rabbit shared a single burrow with two beds and very little cheese on the table. Gabriel worked as a waitress in the local pub, serving syrup and grilled cheese to the scariest mice in the area. On Roger’s sixteenth birthday, she brought him a bottle of quality syrup per his own request, but Roger thought it tasted like burning muddied water. He tearfully apologized for making his mother waste money on a gift that he turned out to dislike, but Gabriel assured him that it was okay. She instead made him some cheese sandwiches that the two of them shared while Roger told her about his favorite plant- the Cycadophyta, which leaves looked like the green fireworks on New Year’s Eve. Roger loved New Year’s Eve, or “Mother Nature’s birthday” as he called it. Whenever green firework went off, he would jump in joy and tap his feet.
But Gabriel wasn’t happy. Working an 8-hour shift while simultaneously taking care of Roger proved to be more than the little white mouse had bargained for. She never blamed Roger for her problems, but he remembered Gabriel saying something about a complete lack of respect and financial support from the local municipality, despite her peculiar circumstances as a parent.
Gabriel’s stress and depression grew worse as the years passed. Roger never noticed, until one morning where he tried to wake her up so she wouldn’t be late for work, only to discover that his attempt was in vain, as his mother never opened her eyes again. She had passed away peacefully that night, dreaming of a picnic with Sir Patrick and Roger, where the three of them hugged and laughed as the dancing blackbirds around them sang a song of joy. Roger remembered holding her body tight as he cried and screamed for five hours, before crawling outside and falling asleep in a bush.
The following two years were hard for Roger. He had no more free time left. When he wasn’t studying in school, he was working behind the counter in a nearby pharmacy to earn acorns and pay the rent. Roger would often get home from work, only to jump around and cry alone until he finally fell asleep. But the difficulty of life was not going to stop him from his interest in Mother Nature- quite the opposite in fact, as Mother Nature was the only mother he had left.
On his eighteenth birthday, his employer gave him a small bonus. Roger put the acorns in his pouch along with his leaf collection, before leaving the burrow to travel back to the northwest end of Sizzlethorn where he was born. Roger had been accepted into the Northwest Sizzlethorn University of Higher Education, a quite prestigious school where he hoped to learn more about Mother Nature and her countless children that he so lovingly collected.
Roger knew he didn’t have enough money to live in the fancy burrows of northwest Sizzlethorn alone, but thankfully, an old tarantula named Mariyam allowed him to live with her in his childhood burrow for just a quarter of the rent. He had recently contacted the elderly tarantula to ask if he could move in with her, as he had seen her in the news earlier that month discussing the death of her husband. Roger thought the tarantula seemed so sad and shaken over her husband’s passing, which reminded him of the day his own mother died. Perhaps living with her was going to grant both of them some kind of comfort- and the decreased rent, that was just a nice bonus. When he called her and she said yes, Roger jumped in joy and tapped his feet, but he did it quietly so that Mariyam wouldn’t hear it and find him off-putting.
As Roger’s trip came to a close and he arrived back in front his childhood home, he felt sudden increase in his heartbeat and an urge to cry. This was the place where Sir Patrick left him and his mother. Memories of a disturbed childhood rushed over him and made the weather feel ten times colder, until the wind was stinging his skin like killer bees. But that wasn’t going to stop him. He had worked his entire life for a chance at higher education- and by god, he was going to succeed.
When he crawled down the old familiar burrow, he was welcomed with open arms by the tarantula. Eight open arms, in fact.
“Welcome home sweet child!” Mariyam exclaimed and hugged him, as if she had known him her whole life.
“T-thank you, ma’am. Would you kindly stop touching me?”
“Of course! My apologies, sweet child. Make yourself at home. I have moved my husband’s furniture out of his room, you can move in and decorate it as you please. Are you hungry, my sweet child?”
Roger was quite starved, as his trip had been lengthy and he had emptied his bag of cheese and carrots over five hours ago. Despite this, he respectfully declined the tarantula’s offer, as Roger only ate cheese and carrot related food. He was strictly a vegetarian, not for any moral or religious reasons, but because the consistency of meat made his stomach turn- especially flies, which he knew was eaten frequently by tarantulas back in Mariyam’s home country.
A week later, Roger had settled and was prepared for his first day in university. He felt full of determination. “Mother would be proud of me,” he thought to himself.
As he entered class, he was greeted with stares and whispers. All the other students were mice. Roger heard one of them whisper “Is he in the right class?” which hurt him to hear, but he said nothing, hoping that the mice would be more accepting after getting to know him.
The first four days, Roger didn’t speak to any of the other students. He felt too nervous to say anything. It wasn’t until the fifth day, where he gathered the courage to talk to one of them during the lunchbreak- a handsome brown mouse named William.
“Uhmm, is this seat taken? It’s alright if it’s taken. Or if you’d rather eat alone. T-that’s alright, too.”
“No, whatever man,” said William.
Struggling with small-talk, Roger didn’t say much, although he managed to ask a bit about the other students in their class. He always had difficulty remembering names and faces, so hearing William tell a bit about the other mice helped Roger differentiate them. He enjoyed hearing William talk. Roger thought he had a very soothing voice.
At the end of the lunchbreak, William told Roger that he was throwing a small party next week with four other mice from class. “You can join if you want, we got enough syrup for a sixth dude.”
“I don’t drink syrup, but I’d like to join- I mean, if that’s okay” Roger said, attempting to hide his intense mixture of excitement and nervousness.
“Sure, okay man”
Roger went to the bathroom and made sure nobody was around, just so he could jump and tap his feet in joy.
After getting back home to the burrow, Roger told Mariyam about the good news over dinner. The old tarantula smiled so wide that Roger could see all her ugly, rotting teeth. He thought about advising her to brush her teeth, but he decided against it and remained quiet, as Gabriel once told him that those kinds of comments can sound rude, even if they were intended to be helpful. Roger always did his best to be nice to other animals.
Mariyam and Roger were starting to develop quite a blossoming friendship. Mariyam taught Roger about her culture and religion, which he found very interesting, even if he wasn’t a part of it. He paid her back by teaching her about Mother Nature and showing her his rarest leaves. Christmas was right around the corner, and even though Mariyam didn’t celebrate Christmas, she assured Roger that she would buy him a Cycadophyta seed.
The following week passed quickly, and Roger took an extra-long shower to smell good before the party, even though showers always hurt his skin a bit.
William’s burrow was just as nice as Maryam’s. It was clear that his parents were upper-class mice much like Sir Patrick, but William’s parents were on a business trip all the way to Everspring Forest, so they had the burrow all for themselves.
The other mice were named Carl, June, Luke and Betty. They never really spoke to Roger during class. In fact, Roger recalled that Luke was the mouse who whispered “Is he in the right class?” two weeks ago. Roger just hoped that this day would make them like him.
They all stared a bit as he entered the burrow, but were too lost in small-talk to comment on it. William again offered him some syrup, but Roger respectfully declined.
As the day passed and turned to night, Roger started to feel more comfortable with the environment. He told William about the lovely Cycadophyta leaves, how each of the seasons were named by so-called humans according to the legend, and how he believed New Year’s Eve was a celebration of everything Mother Nature had gifted us. Roger thought William was very pretty, and even though he didn’t respond to many of the things Roger told him, the rabbit was just happy to tell such a handsome mouse about Mother Nature while the two shared a bag of cheese snacks.
“Hey, Roger!” Luke exclaimed. His voice was sloppy and slurred, it was clear that the syrup had kicked in.
“Yes?” Roger responded, cautiously.
“What are you parents like? Are they like you?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean are they rabbits too?”
Roger went quiet for a second.
“No, my parents were mice.”
“Whaaat!” Luke yelled as he smiled. “I didn’t know two mice could give birth to a rabbit!”
“It’s certainly possible, but it’s quite rare. Rabbits only make up roughly one percent of the animal kingdom. Genetically speaking there is a much higher chance of a child being a rabbit if one of their parents is a rabbit too, but it can occur even for two mice.”
“That’s fucked up.”
Roger felt his heart skip by this remark as his skin turned cold.
“I don’t- I mean, why do you say that’s fucked up?”
“Well, I mean it’s obviously not easy to raise a rabbit. Your kind always jumps around and makes a mess. There was a rabbit in my kindergarten and he was the loudest, most intolerable little shit!”
“We’re not all like that…”
Luke ignored him and looked back at Betty to kiss her on the cheek, as if the entire exchange never happened. The rest of the mice completely ignored it. Roger felt sick after what he just heard, but he tried holding back the tears to appear mature in front of William.
Roger looked at William’s brown face. “I think I could use some syrup now”
“That’s the spirit!” said William and poured him a glass of syrup with ice.
Roger quickly downed the glass. Then another one. Then one more. He eventually felt the effect kick in, as he became lightheaded and dizzy for the first time. Before he knew it, he was dancing to the music along with June and Carl.
“Nice moves!” exclaimed William from the couch.
Roger felt so excited by the remark that he instinctively jumped and tapped his feet. June cracked up and began laughing.
“What the hell was that?” she asked with a contemptuous smirk on her little white mouse face.
“Sorry, it’s just a thing I do.”
“Stop doing that, it’s weird.”
Roger took a step back, only to bump into a shelf and knock down a little glass mouse figurine which shattered on impact.
“Dude!” yelled William.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, bunny?” said Luke mockingly.
“I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!”
Roger felt the tears come, so he quickly rushed to the bathroom before anyone noticed. He was breathing heavily and a couple of tears hit the dirt floor, as he attempted to calm himself down by rocking his little bunny body back and forth and tapping his feet lightly. A few minutes passed, then he heard the mice talking from the other room.
“Why the hell did you invite a bunny to our party” said Luke.
“I dunno, I’m trying to be nice” said William.
“Stop being nice to rabbits. They’re a bunch of crazy, perverted fucks. Haven’t you heard about the rabbit in the news that ate a mouse last month? They’re a bunch of fucking predators, I tell you. We shouldn’t even allow them near forks.”
“Yeah,” said Betty and nodded at Luke. “I heard they can’t feel empathy for other animals. How can you ever trust someone like that?”
They were all quiet for a second, then William let out a deep sigh and responded. “You’re probably right.”
Roger didn’t want to hear it, but he did. He heard it all clearly. When he left the bathroom and walked back in the room, tears were running down his fluffy cheeks as he stood there and looked at all the mice. They just stared right back at him.
“I’m not a predator. I don’t eat mice. And I have empathy.”
William stared at him. “I think you should just leave,” he said calmly.
“Yeah, fuck off bunny!” yelled Luke, as he turned the volume of the music up so much that it hurt Roger’s ears.
Roger crawled out of the burrow and ran home as fast as he could, his tears hitting the snow as he fought his way through the freezing weather. Everything was suddenly so much louder for him. The wind no longer sounded like soothing church bells- it now sounded like thunder. It started raining, and the raindrops smacked against his head like hail.
Mariyam was naturally sleeping when he got home. Roger held his tears back so as not to wake her up, as he crawled into bed and softly cried himself to sleep. He didn’t go to school the next morning and pretended to sleep until Mariyam left for work. Roger spent the rest of the day jumping around and crying loudly, even stomping on one of his precious leaves by accident.
All of a sudden, the world felt completely overwhelming. Roger could hear everything around him. He had always been able to hear everything around him, but it was different now. In school the next day, he heard Luke use “bunny” as an insult, which hurt him deeply. When Roger later entered the local pharmacy to pick up his prescription, he had to rush out the store as there were too many mice inside talking loudly about this and that, which made him feel scared. He couldn’t sleep at night, because he constantly heard drunken mice yell outside his burrow as they passed by. It all gave Roger a headache.
Everything was painful now. It was like more and more of Roger’s optimism and dedication just leaked out with every passing day. He didn’t speak to William anymore, the awkward stares during class said enough. Roger didn’t speak to anyone for that matter. He even began asking Mariyam to pick up his groceries, so that he wouldn’t have to be surrounded by loud mice in the super market. He didn’t feel able to trust mice anymore. Roger assumed his paranoia would pass, but his hope dissolved as the weeks passed and he only felt more alone.
Christmas came and Mariyam completely forgot about the Cycadophyta seed that she had promised him. Not that Roger cared anymore. He laid restless in bed all Christmas Eve, thinking about his mother and father, about William and Luke, about god and why he cursed him with these long ears.
New Year’s Eve was especially painful. He just wanted Mother Nature and everyone around him to be quiet. The aggressive fireworks blew open his ear canals. Mariyam was visiting an old friend’s burrow that night, so Roger was all alone- which didn’t make a difference, as this was something he felt regardless of the animals around him.
He tried covering his ears with a pillow, but it didn’t block out the noise. He could still hear the fireworks. He could still hear the drunken mice. He could still hear his heartbeat. He could hear everything.
As the tears rolled and his mind became clouded, Roger grabbed a nearby pair of scissors from the table. Carefully but without hesitation, he clenched his paw and cut his right ear clean off. Then his left ear. He screamed out in pain as the blood spurted out and painted his white fur red. He could no longer hear anything, not even his own grotesque cries of anguish. He looked at his collection of blood stained leaves, as his vision became blurred and he fell asleep on the dirt floor.
The next morning, Roger was awakened by his mother Gabriel, who held him tightly in her arms and comforted him for three hours until he finally calmed down.
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starstruckbigsis · 7 years
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Don’t Leave
Fandom: BTOB (K-Pop)
Characters: Sungjae, Changsub, Eunkwang, Minhyuk, Ilhoon
Summary: BTOB's maknae isn't himself and it's obvious to everyone. Eunkwang tried to get him better but nothing was working... In comes Changsub, who doesn't even have to try.
ANGST.
Sungjae had spent the last couple of days alone. He hasn’t been feeling like himself lately and he hasn’t quite pinpointed the exact reason as to why. Everything he does was done lethargically, every movement he made felt sluggish and his signature smile had long disappeared. The others had noticed but no one mentioned anything, all of them walking around on eggshells.
Yes, the elders were worried about him but they weren’t sure how to approach the situation, let alone him. They haven’t in their entire years together, seen Sungjae so sullen and quiet. He was always so outgoing, laughing all the time, practically the life of the party but now that he’s kept to himself more often than not, they’re not sure what to do.
Every morning he would get up, get himself ready and walk out for his schedules. When his day was done –which was very late at night- he would come home, grab a snack and feed Sami before he went to his bedroom, door closing shut behind him.
On some days Eunkwang would come into his room with food for him. He would place the food on his side table and he sat with him for a few minutes not saying anything. Eunkwang tried many times to start a conversation but he doesn’t know how and he knows that if he did say something it would be a lame joke that only Sungjae would laugh at.
“Sungjae-yah…” he called out as he sat next to him on the bed. Sungjae hugged his knees closer to his body, head turned to look away from Eunkwang. A heavy sigh left his lips and a cold shiver ran down his spine. His whole world which was once bright and colourful is now dark and unlively. Food doesn’t taste as good as it did and even Sami’s presence wasn’t enough to make him smile anymore.
Sungjae wanted to express his feelings, to talk to one of the members –any one of them- but words failed him and he didn’t know how to let his heart out. And the more he thought about it, the more muddled his mind became and the more he felt like he couldn’t bring himself out of this dark hole. Eunkwang reached out to place his hand on Sungjae’s back but the boy flinched, which made Eunkwang freeze his action before backing away and leaving the maknae by himself.
“How is he?” Minhyuk asked when Eunkwang walked in, the concern so evident on their faces.
“I tried to talk to him but he flinched at my touches and I highly doubt he’d eat the food we gave him…” Eunkwang answered as he sat down at the dining table.
“What should we do? I’m really worried for him,” the house goes quiet, everyone either staring into their own world or at each other.
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By this time, a couple days later, nothing had changed and because they were all busy with their own schedules plus worried for their maknae, everyone looked worn out. Eunkwang and Minhyuk did their best to keep them all together and in one piece, but it’s easy to see the cracks.
One night, Changsub had come home from working his musical full of exhaustion. But as soon as he stepped foot into the house and noticed the tension and sorrowfulness that filled the air, his exhaustion disappeared only to be filled with more worry and determination.
Even in his hesitation, he walked over to Sungjae’s bedroom and knocked on the door.
“Sungjae-yah…” he called out softly, hand already opening the door. There was no answer from inside so he walked in and closed the door behind him. Changsub’s eyes immediately landed on Sungjae, who was on the bed, hugging his knees so close that he almost looked as small as Eunkwang. With a heavy sigh and a melted heart, Changsub moved to sit next to him. His hand reached out to Sungjae’s hair, his fingers running through them soothingly. Unlike Eunkwang from earlier, the maknae didn’t flinch or move at the touch, instead he seemed to be leaning into the touch. A small smile formed on Changsub’s face, his hand inched down Sungjae’s back as his arm snaked itself around his shoulders. His hand rubbed soothingly up and down Sungjae’s left arm and the maknae leaned further into Changsub’s touch.
It was minutes later –or has it been hours? Changsub can’t tell- when Sungjae’s arms fell limp beside him, his legs stretching itself out. Changsub unconsciously pulled him closer, slowly pulling him backwards as well so they were both leaning against the bed’s headboard.
“Sungjae-yah…whatever it is, we’re here for you. You’re not in this alone…” Changsub calmly and softly whispered to him. Sungjae leaned his head against Changsub’s chest, the beating of his heart help calm his own.
Hot tears rolled down his cheek and stained the front of Changsub’s shirt but that didn’t bother the latter, in fact it only made him hug Sungjae closer and tighter until the maknae was practically sitting in his lap.
“Don’t leave…” the first words he heard Sungjae mumbled in between sniffles.
“Shh…I’m not leaving…no one is…” Changsub assured him, his hand running itself through Sungjae’s hair to soothe him.
“I don’t want you to leave…” he mumbled some more.
Was this why he’s been keeping to himself?
Changsub looked down at him with a surprised expression.
“Where is this coming from hmm? Who told you any one of us is leaving??” Changsub wanted to know. If someone out there told him such nonsense, he wanted to track that person down and give him a right lecture about throwing words around and hurting someone so much. Yes, there were times when Changsub wasn’t on the same page as Sungjae but they were family now and that’s what brothers do right? They fight and argue? But that doesn’t mean he wouldn’t look out for him or give him the love he deserved.
Sungjae doesn’t answer him but he can tell the crying hasn’t stopped.
“Sungjae-yah…it’s ok…you can tell me, whoever it is I will go after them and tell them to not say such lies…” he tried but he didn’t get an answer, so he dropped the subject. They both sat in silence some more, Changsub’s comforting touches don’t stop and Sungjae’s tears slow down to just sniffles.
“I’m *hick* I’m sorry…” Changsub was quick to stop him, thumbs wiping away the stray tears.
“Don’t…don’t say that, it’s not your fault ok? This is just a bad week out of all the good ones right? We’ll work through this together…we’re all not going anywhere…” Sungjae nodded shyly and closed his eyes as he leaned into Changsub once more.
“How about we get you some food…you haven’t eaten much lately,” Changsub tried and to his amazement, Sungjae nodded against him and that made him happier than anything else. Straight away, Changsub found a problem with getting Sungjae food. If he gets up to go to the kitchen, Sungjae will most likely curl up and close off again. If he shouted out to one of the others, it may frighten Sungjae and that's a no no too. So he did the only other thing that came to mind. He awkwardly pulled his phone out and texted Minhyuk.
'Sungjae feels like eating now but I can't get up. Can we get him something? Have Ilhoon bring it...and make sure he knocks first, I don't want to scare Sungjae...'
Minhyuk's phone vibrated with a new message and when he opened it up, he was confused to see that it was from Changsub. He read the message and looked over to Eunkwang with a small smile.
"Everything ok?" Eunkwang asked, to which he nodded and showed him and Ilhoon the message. Eunkwang's eyes lit up a little but Ilhoon showed an expression as if to say 'why me??'. Minhyuk just waved him off as he got up to get some food for Sungjae.
It didn't take long until Ilhoon was knocking lightly on Sungjae's door. On the other side, Sungjae was still sitting in Changsub's lap as Changsub rubbed his arms soothingly and ran fingers through his hair. Sungjae lifted his head a little at the sudden sound but Changsub was quick to calm him.
"It's ok, it's just Ilhoon...he's got your food...is it ok if we let him in?" Changsub looked him in the eyes, his one hand caressing his cheek. Sungjae didn't answer or make any kind of motions as a form for an answer.
"You said you wanted to eat something remember? It's ok, I'm not going anywhere..." Changsub reassured him and this time Sungjae nodded his head slowly.
"Come in Ilhoon-ah..." the door opened and Ilhoon came in with a tray in his hands. He placed the tray on the side table and sat on the edge of the bed where Changsub told him to. Changsub then gave him a questioning look to ask: 'can you feed him?' Ilhoon gave him a look of hesitation.
'Are you sure??'
Changsub looked down to Sungjae and caressed his cheek again.
"Sungjae-yah...Ilhoon hyung is going to feed you ok?" Sungjae gave out a sound of disapproval and curled further into Changsub. A sigh escaped his lips.
"Sungjae-yah...I can't hold you and feed you too, let Ilhoon hyung feed you hmm? It's ok, we're not going anywhere...we'll be right here..." Changsub assured him and slowly but surely, Sungjae finally nodded an approval. Changsub smiled and rubbed Sungjae's back soothingly, proud of the little steps he was taking. Ilhoon held a bowl of soup in his hand and carefully -spoon by spoon- fed Sungjae, who in turn ate quietly.
After a few spoonfuls, Sungjae closed his mouth shut, his way of saying no more but Ilhoon tried to get him to eat one more spoon.
"One more spoonful Sungjae-yah...just one more I promise..." he whispered to the maknae. Sungjae glared at said spoonful before he relented and opened his mouth. Ilhoon fed him the spoon with a smile and a thank you.
After the spoonful, Sungjae snuggled back into Changsub's chest and they all took it as a bee line to let him sleep.
"Let's put you under the covers hmm..." Changsub said as Ilhoon was walking out with the bowl. He closed the door behind him quietly, the others all looking at him expectantly. Ilhoon just showed them the semi empty bowl and a collectively sigh of relief filled the room.
"Changsub is helping him sleep," is all he said before he went to wash the bowl.
When Eunkwang went to check on them before he went to bed, he found Changsub, arm wrapped protectively around a blanket wrapped Sungjae laying beside him. A smile spread across his lips and his heart felt lighter.
===
It took them a couple more slow days to get Sungjae to come around, but step by little step, they started to see the old Sungjae coming back. And when he did come back, they celebrated with bulgogi and lots of hugs and kisses for the maknae. Oh, and the promise from all of them to never hold anything in again.
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