i was thinking of phil in boxers so much before I fell asleep that I had a dream that I had a wild fling with a tall skinny white boy and now I'm feral
Ok I've been out for like 12 hours and I'm super tired and still need to shower and unwind and stuff, so I'll be online properly to catch up on eaw soon BUT
I went to the cinema for the first time in almost 3 years today! I went to see the new thor with a friend (and had sushi with her before that) and it was so much fun!! Both the movie and just generally going to the cinema again. I missed doing that.
phil's new video about him trying foods he hates is really helpful for me on a personal level.
every food he tried i have a complicated relationship with. i've always had sensory issues around food and there was a very brief time where i ate in a disordered way due to my ocd. seeing him try foods makes me realize that i can eat a bit of a tomato and not die. watching it made me realize that i would start bawling if anyone told me to eat those foods but they way he handled it (even if he was reluctant) and actually followed through and ate the foods is inspiring (i know it sounds cringe but its true).
i hope people make more videos like this. not to torture themselves, but to show people like me that eating problem foods might be okay.