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#thank you for awakening this anonie!
moo-blogging · 10 months
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Hey can you do like a fluff oneshot for Jean where like reader and Jean were childhood best friends and then Jean went to the military promising her that he'd come back for her after he had became a military police but now it's been 6 years and they're both 19 and Jean comes back from the war between Hell and Heaven (the rumbling war) and then it's like fluff between them.
Hey anony, sorry it took me forever. I hope you didn't feel like you did something wrong. I just had nothing in my head when it comes to your request until now. I hope you enjoy it :)
Many days (weeks, sorry) thoughts #118:
This was the reason you liked Jean. When he decided to do something, he would do it with all his heart, and nothing and no one could stop him. Jean's mother was sobbing, wiping her tears on a pink handkerchief as Jean was waiting for the roll call to board the boat to the training camp. After the titan attack, Jean wanted to join the military police for a better life inside Wall Sheena. Watching the gleam in his eyes when he told you he had signed up for the army, you knew he had set his heart on it. You could only give him your blessings.
You pulled the hem of his shirt. Jean turned his body half way and grinned at you. "I'm going to be a hero, Y/N," Jean saluted with his fist on his chest, "just wait and see. I will be a military police and we will live inside Wall Sheena."
You bit the inside of your lower lip even though you had so many things to say, but in the end you whispered, "I would rather you stay." You swallowed. "We can get a job in the next district, work our way into that wall."
Jean turned around fully and looked at you face to face. "I want to make it for us. My mom and you. I promised your mother to take care of you, and I will do that."
"Jean Kirstein!"
"Here!" Jean raised his hand to the commander in front. "Got to go now, Y/N. Take care of my mom." He waved to you and his mom and boarded the ship. You held onto his crying mother until the ship sailed away.
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Two years later, when Jean was to graduate from the Training Corps and go into Military Police, you received a letter from Jean that he had chosen the Survey Corps instead. His mother broke down into loud sobs because she feared for his safety. You felt your heart broken as it meant he wouldn't come back to you. And he might never. In his letter, he did not mention about the promise he made to you. You knew he had forgotten about moving into Wall Sheena.
So you took up his promise and worked two jobs, working in the post office in the morning and printing newspaper at the press at night. You worked so hard your fingers were permanently black. You wanted to save up enough to afford a room in Wall Sheena, at least for Jean's mom and you, and maybe Jean too.
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Then the Battle of Heaven and Earth started without warnings and ended messily. The Founding Titan's power was awakened and all the titans in the wall awoke and turned everything in their path into dirt. You volunteered as a medic, going through hundred and thousands of survivors and victims just to ensure Jean wasn't one of them who did not make it. Blood only looked like ink on your blackened fingers and you worked through the days.
It was hard to look up and not see the walls. You felt exposed to the outside world, extra helpless knowing Jean wasn't by your side.
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One hot afternoon, you were worn out pulling broken limbs from piles of rubble, your eyes blurry and head heavy. You dragged your tired body under an umbrella set out nearby as a rest stop and dropped onto the ground. You were breathing through your mouth and you felt light headed.
"Drink up," someone passed you a bottle.
Without looking, you took the bottle and swallowed the water. "Thank you."
"No, thank you," the voice said. You found the voice familiar and you turned around. What you saw made you froze.
The man in front of you had long hair, scars around his face but eyes still gleamed like the day he left. His face had gotten longer and he had short beard on his chin, but it was him.
You blinked a few times. Jean gave you a small smile. "Hi, Y/N."
"Je-Jean?" You sat up straight, hands trembling as you reached out to his face. "Is that you?"
Jean let out a short laugh and grabbed your hands in his, "yes, Y/N. I'm home now."
Tears streamed down your face as you felt his touch. He was real and he came back. You pulled him into a hug, grabbing his shirt in your fist fearing that something might take him away again if you didn't. Jean held you back tight. You felt his arm snaked around your back and his large palms were holding you tight on your shoulder and waist.
"Sorry it took me so long," Jean rubbed your back, "thanks for waiting."
You pulled away and stared at him, "yea, smart-ass. There's no more Wall Sheena to move into now." You both laughed.
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6 months later, the island was rebuilding fast with new technologies. Jean, now a captain of the Survey Corps, bought a house in the middle of the city. He visited every other week during the weekends. He had been busy but he always made time for you and his mother. Sometimes you would pick him up from the military camp. You loved seeing him jogging toward you, his face lit up with a smile as he approached.
If he were to travel, he would bring souvenirs for you. Hats from other cities, cakes and biscuits or postcards. And one day, Jean got you a necklace.
He cleared his throat, "Y/N, wo-would you be my lover?"
You said yes and he kissed you on your lips, slow and deep.
When you broke the kiss, arms still around each other, Jean whispered, "I should have done this earlier."
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beomsl · 1 year
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Pls oh my god your tits are so hot😳😳 we need videos of you touching them. That would end the entire tumblr I’m telling you.
I’m a straight girl but you make me question my sexuality.🫣
Pls don’t stop posting your boobs! Seriously makes me blush and makes my days..but I’m too shy to confess without anon. If you don’t mind, we’d love to see closeup shots of your beautiful titties 👉🏻👈🏻
-sincerely, someone who’s about to turn bi for you.
WHAT AM I READING AAAAASKSMFNEM THANK YOU SO MUCH I SWEAR I'LL KEEP IT IN MIND i was thinking about it!! THANK YOU FR IM FLATTERED TO KNOW YOU LIKE MY BODY🥹
AND IM GLAD TO BE YOUR BI AWAKENING MY DEAR ANONIE THANK YOUUU I REALLY LOVED TO READ ALL THIS YOU MADE MY DAY THANKS <33333
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jessamine-rose · 1 year
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I think Herbarium will stay one of my unreachable favs since it rlly awakened my permanent capitano brainrot and the storytelling was just soo good!But i have to say Housecat was sosososo good too.I dont know why,but i think out of all the stories I liked the whole courting phase from first contact to being in a relationship from Pantalones fic the most.HES JUST SO EVIL I LOVE IT His pov of the story was amazing(I actually always used to read it as "Alea Lacta Est" and I was like what does this have to do with milk..because the darling is a cat?Help mekejeje😭😭😭My latin skills are absolute zero,okay)like everything from his mischievous plan to sabotage her clothing way back to the catnip perfume(dottore cameos are the best cameos)
Ahh I may have given myself Pantalone brainrot again thanks to u lmaoo
Read Herbarium and Fairytale here <3
Read Housecat and Alea Iacta Est here~
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, Anonie!! It’s good to know that I helped spread the Capitano agenda~
And aahh the serotonin boost I got from your feedback on Pantalone’s story!! In his fics, I wanted to highlight his ability to navigate social situations and to endear himself to others. How could his darling not naturally fall for him??
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borathae · 1 year
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Here seconding Anon who requested the squirting/golden shower scenes for the SA!characters 🫠🫠🫠🫠 we need this!! Just started re-reading SA and that Anon awakened some of my kinks…
Also love love love your writing!! Keep up the amazing work 🤍💖
You are so lovely my sweet anonie 🥺 thank youu 💜
ALSO OKAY LISTEN I WILL PUT IT ON MY LIST OF IDEAS BECAUSE TBFH I NEED THAT IN MY LIFE NGNFKG 😩 bgnfgng I wanT YOU GUYS TO READ MV AAH ISTG IMMA WORK SO HARD TO FINISH IT SOON!!!
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hydrobes · 2 years
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Bes. Bes I'm going to think about your spitroast fic for a week now Bes. HOW DARE YE it's so good 😩💦💦
- 💜 (I've been thinking about harbingers all day yesterday and then I wake up to this?? Truly blessed 🙏🙏🙏)
difndicjfnsks, thank you 💜anony~~
you know I’m here to pass on the unquenchable thirst for bad men heheh 👀💦💦
i also haven’t been able to stop thanking about them either, especially DILF Pierro. man’s awakened something within me.. 🫦😩
And best of luck with Kazuha tomorrow!! I hope he comes home for you! ❤️
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arcanestage · 3 years
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May I request something for Fuegoleon, Yami, Nozel and William coming home late at night from a very long mission, significant other is already asleep but as soon boyfriend gently touches or kisses her, she wakes up and is so, so happy to see him? Put all the fluff you want in it.
A/N: this is so funny because i had something similar in mind 😭 we think alike anony 🥰 anyway i’m sorry this took a while AAAAHHH i hope you like it 🥺
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BC boys coming home from a long mission while their s/o is asleep but is awakened by their touch
Yami / Nozel / Fuegoleon / William
Fem!reader
Warnings: cursing, mentions of anxiety
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Yami
Yami along with a number of Black Bull members were out for a mission and it was taking longer than expected. You talked thru a communication device where it’s mostly just him giving you random updates.
“We followed the wrong trail for the an hour because I let Asta lead and forgot he couldn’t sense magic,”
“It’s raining on this side of the kingdom. How’s the weather there?”
“Babe, I wish I could be there with you instead of these dumbasses,”
These kinds of updates.
He was pretty proactive in keeping in touch with. You teased him that he was probably just bossing the squad members around which he strongly denied.
“When are you coming home?”
“No idea babe,” he sighed on the other end of the line. “I might have underestimated this mission. Old Julius didn’t warn me about the terrains in this area.”
You couldn’t help but worry about Yami. Even though had keen senses and sharp reflexes, he would sometimes act rashly, only relying on ki instead of his brain. The other members reassured you and kept you entertained which toned down your anxiety a bit.
“Hey, you’re quiet today. Everything alright?”
“Yeah i’m just worried about you and the members with you...”
“I’m here to assure you that everything is fine. The Black Bulls are all about surpassing limits right? You should’ve seen how the dumbasses surpassed theirs.”
Talks like this with Yami calm your nerves: him giving a detailed account of what happened that day and you updating on the state of the hideout and a brief rundown of your day.
One night, Yami and his crew finally made it back to the base alive and unscathed. It was already in the wee hours of the night but the hideout was still lively as ever.
“Y/N is already asleep,” Vanessa told Yami.
He nodded and commanded everyone to get some rest.
He entered your shared bedroom, mindful of his footing. He sat on his side of the bed and saw that you were facing his direction. He admired your beauty in this peaceful state. He pushed away stray pieces of hair out of your face and placed a short kiss on your forehead. He didn’t expect you to wake up though.
“Yami?” the twinkle in your eyes when you saw him could not be missed.
“Hey baby, I’m home.” he said softly. “Sorry for waking you up. I always thought you were a heavy sleeper.”
You rubbed your eyes then sat up. “Only when you’re next to me though.”
You crawled to his spot and hugged him.
He frowned. “You having trouble sleeping?”
“A bit yeah. Not really used to the coldness of the bed while you were away,”
“Aw...” he cooed. “You love me that much huh?”
You rolled your eyes. “Shut up,”
He laid down and grabbed you by the waist so you can nestle in his muscular arms.
“Worry no more, Yami is here to protect you from your nightmares.”
“I feel a lot safe now, thanks big guy!” you say rather sarcastically.
He chuckled. “I’m taking a day off tomorrow. It’ll be our day tomorrow. No disturbances from those shitheads.”
You giggled.
“But for now, let’s get some rest. I had to look after 4 dumbasses for a week straight. Do you know how fucking tiring that is?!”
You placed a light kiss on his lips. “Goodnight babe. I love you,”
“You really know how calm your man huh?” he teased but you didn’t react any more as you were slowly being taken over by sleep.
“I love you Y/N. Thank you for always waiting for me.”
Nozel
Work has been pretty heavy for the Silver Eagles for the past few months. This week they were given a particularly big mission, one that may last for a week or maybe even more. You were uneasy with the whole thing since he’s never been away from you for that long.
“It’ll be alright Y/N.” he held your hand. “I’m always careful, you know that. I’ll try to update you from time to time,”
In reality, there were little to no updates. Though every time he managed to talk to you he would always reassure you that everything had been smooth sailing. You had absolute faith in him, after all he’s the captain of one of the best squads in the kingdom (black bulls is the best of the best of course <3). With that, your anxieties slowly disappeared.
After a full week, a Silver Eagle member dropped by the Silva estate to tell you that Nozel and his team were on their way home. You were ecstatic upon hearing the news. You started cleaning the whole house, making sure everything was squeaky clean. You also washed and changed the covers of the bed.
The servants were mortified to see you, the wife of Nozel Silva, working around the house. The tried to convince you to just give them instructions and they’ll do the work for you but you were unstoppable. They eventually gave up.
Come evening, you cooked Nozel’s favorite dish, hoping you and him can eat dinner together. You set the food on the dining table then lounged by the sofa in the living room to wait for him. The servants came to check up on you but you reassured them and let them retire to their beds early.
Nozel arrived later that night, the house was silent and still. Nothing unusual except that the lights in the living room were still on. He came closer and saw you sound asleep on the sofa. You were curled up, one arm dangling on the edge of the sofa. There was an opened book on the floor which meant that you must have fallen asleep while reading. He kneeled to pick up the book then stopped for awhile to caress your cheek. You automatically stirred in your sleep and opened an eye to peek at who touched you. Your smile reached your sleepy eyes when you saw that it was him.
“Oh, you’re finally home.” you sat up and wrapped your arms around him. “I missed you. I’m so glad you’re okay,”
He kissed your cheek then nestled his head on the crook for your neck.
“As long as I keep you in my thoughts, I’ll always get through tough missions like this,”
After a while, he pulled away.
“Why are you on sleeping on the sofa? Is everything okay my love?”
You smiled sheepishly at him. “I was waiting for you, I didn’t think you’d arrive this late.”
He frowned. “You didn’t have to...”
“I wanted to Nozel,” you stood up and held his hand. “Come, I prepared food for us. You can deny it, but I know you haven’t eaten.”
“What? You should’ve eaten on time Y/N. I don’t want to see you get sick because of your poor habits. You know that I—“
You covered his mouth with your hand.
“Like I said, I wanted to. I always eat on time dummy, and besides, some little birdy told me you’re grumpier than usual when I don’t eat with you~”
He was blushing like mad. He cleared his throat and tried to act cool and unbothered.
You led him to the dining area and uncovered the plates on the table one by one. Nozel was surprised to see a full coarse meal of all of his favorites.
“You made these?” he said, carefully assessing the food in front of him.
“Yes. And before you nag, the servants did try to help me but I turned them down,”
“No no it’s not that it’s just.. I appreciate this. Thank you Y/N.” he gazed at you like you held all the stars in the galaxy.
You kissed the top of his head. “I want to do things for you too Nozel. You’ve done so much for me in all the years we’ve been together, let me do the same for you.” you whispered, your lips lingering over his ear.
He doesn’t know how you do it. He’s rarely vocal about his wants and needs but you always seem to read his mind. Nothing can stay hidden from you when it comes to him. It’s simple gestures like this that remind him why he fell in love with you and why he continues to be in love with you.
“I love you,” he whispered, just enough for you to hear.
You smiled warmly. “I know. I love you too Nozel,”
Fuegoleon
It’s been a few days since Fuegoleon and his team departed for a classified mission yet there was still no word from him and his team.
You were getting agitated each passing minute, pacing around the room even though you were supposed to be resting. You had “minor” injuries from a prior mission, which resulted in you taking a leave from duties against your will.
“I’m putting you on leave, Y/N. That’s final!”
“I only have minor injuries! Aren’t you overreacting a little bit?!”
“Minor?! You think getting STABBED is MINOR?!?!”
You tried to keep yourself busy by reading or knitting or painting but your thoughts keep swirling back to Fuego. The servants who came to check up on you once in a while noticed how restless you were getting so they decided to make you a relaxing blend of tea.
“Lady Y/N we know how worried you are. Please drink this tea, it’ll help calm your nerves.”
They placed a large teapot on your bedside table then left the room. True enough you felt more at ease and calm enough to stay still.
The rest of the day went by like a blur. After dinner, you drank one last cup of the tea then went to bed. Fuegoleon was the last thought floating in your mind before sleep finally took over you.
“Y/N I know you’re upset you can’t come with me on this mission but you need rest. I want you to recover completely.”
“Okay, sorry I just wanted to join so I can look after you.”
“I’ll be fine my love. Salamander is here to look after me in your absence.”
“Just... be careful, Fuego. This bed isn’t big enough for two injured people.” you teased
Later in the night, Fuegoleon tiptoed his way into your shared room. He sloppily changed into his pajamas then quietly walked towards the bed. All the exhaustion he felt for days was wiped away in an instant at the sight of you.
He smiled thinking about how lucky he is to come home to you everyday. He traced the features of your face: from your forehead to the tip of your nose. You stirred in your sleep and scrunched your face. Your eyes fluttered open and there he was, right in front of you, safe and alive.
“I didn’t mean to wake you up I— oof!”
You threw your arms around him and held him tight, hot tears streaming down your face.
“I was so worried about you! I thought something had terribly gone wrong with your mission!” you sniffled.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay Y/N. I’m here now,” he whispered while rubbing circles on your back.
He cupped your face with both hands and wiped the tears with his thumbs. He sat on his side of the bed with his back resting on the headboard and wrapped his arms around you.
“I couldn’t keep in touch with everyone because the weather was pretty harsh and for some reason we couldn’t reach anyone’s communication device.”
“I see,” you snuggled closer to him.
“I heard you were quite jittery while I was away.” he said while stroking your hair.
“As everyone else. The Crimson Lions can’t lose you again. I can’t lose you again.”
He tilted your head towards him then kissed you passionately. He wiped the tears that were forming in the corners of your eyes.
“I’ll always come back to you Y/N. I promise.”
William
You had been grumpy ever since William and a small group of Golden Dawn members departed for their mission. You were supposed to be included in this mission but William instantly took you off ever since you found out you were pregnant with his child.
“Come on Will, let me come with you! I’m just a few weeks pregnant, I can manage!”
He sighed. “The answer is still no Y/N. I won’t be putting you in a situation where it can harm you or the baby. I can’t risk it.”
He was right of course. However, William has never had a mission without you. No matter how big or small the task is, you were always there by his side. Which is why your anxiety intensified each passing minute he wasn’t around.
He knew that you would be agitated without him so he promised to contact you at the end of each day.
“I hope you’ve been eating and resting well my love.”
“I’m doing fine Will. Some morning sickness here and there but other than that everything’s peachy.” you pat your stomach. “I hope everything’s alright there too.”
“I’m okay Y/N. You need not worry about me.”
These short talks every night silenced all your worries. His voice was like a lullaby to you.
“I’m really not used to not having you by my side. It feels... weird.”
“I know. This won’t last forever, we’ll see each other soon don’t worry.”
You did errands around the headquarters to pass time. By the end of the day you were exhausted so you decided to sleep early.
William arrived at the base in the wee hours of the night. He went straight into your room and climbed into bed, his own exhaustion taking over. He kissed you forehead and whispered an “i love you” before positioning himself for sleep. You however awakened by his touch.
“You’re home... I— We missed you.” you wrapped your arms around him tightly.
He chuckled. “I missed you too,” he kissed your forehead and placed a hand on your belly. “I’m sorry love I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“It’s okay, I’ve been a light sleeper ever since this pregnancy started.”
He frowned. “Have you been getting enough sleep while I was gone?”
“Yeah but it gets interrupted. I’m asleep all morning though. It’s probably a pregnancy thing.”
He hummed in response.
“I’m going to the doctors for a check up tomorrow. If you’re free, you can come with me.”
“I’m glad I made it just in time for that,” he gently rubbed your belly. “I’ll take a leave to accompany you love.”
You smiled. “The members have been coming up with baby names while you were away,”
He laughed. “Already? My my they’re more excited than we are,”
William started to yawn.
“Get some sleep love, we’ll talk more about this tomorrow.”
As if on command William’s eyes began to close.
“I love you Y/N. You’ll be a great mo..th...er,” he trailed off. You knew he was already asleep.
“I love you too. I’m so lucky to have you.”
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multi-maker · 3 years
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For the event, what would be the boys' reactions to [y/n] having a younger sibling? Maybe their story quest is similar to Childe's, it centering around the siblings' bond and how protective [y/n] is. (overall very cute and fluffy)
uwaaah this would be so cute :( hey anonie, i would like it if you specify some characters ehe so i can write it to your (my-) hearts content~ but here’s a little snippet ><
“take care of my little sibling, alright traveler?” you grin at their player as your summon your weapons. “they get into trouble a lot so...i’ll take care of these pests,” motioning to the awakening ruin guards, you send the traveler a playful wink.
“i’ll treat you sometime after all this! consider it as my thanks for taking care of my little sibling!” with those words, your character leapt off of the ground as their element rose at your command.
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bloomingnono · 3 years
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meant it.
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pairing: jeno x reader
genre: angst, fluff
word count: ~ 1.3k
warnings: none
intro l part 1 l part 2
a/n: this is my first “real” writing and i’m honestly terrified that it’s just outright bad,,, so please spare me if this is pure garbage in word form🥲
but anyways, thanks again to my wonderful anonie that requested this♡
taglist of my loves: @luvlyjaemin @vera-liscious @lenaluvs
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Struggling to let sleep consume your body, you lie in your bed and watch as the digital numbers of your alarm clock shine “3:12 a.m.”
With the room illuminated by the warm hue of your bedside lamp, you turn to lay on your left side. You promptly come face-to-face with the love of your life, and the corners of your mouth instinctively curl up into a smile.
You fondly take in his sleeping features; from his fluffy brown hair to his rosy lips; he seemed undoubtedly flawless.
You couldn’t help yourself as you reach your hand over to gently cup the side of his face, faintly brushing your thumb over his beauty mark.
The cold touch of your fingertips provokes the dark eyelashes to flutter open, allowing for a moment of direct eye contact.
Lee Jeno’s eyes. Whenever those dark brown spheres look at you, they never seem to lose their glimmer. They could dissolve you in a matter of minutes. And without fail, that’s exactly what they managed to do.
“Take a picture, it’ll last longer,” Jeno says, his orbs disappearing to be replaced with the familiar arcs.
“Watch it. Just because I invited you to stay the night, does not mean I can’t kick you out.”
The tease laced in your voice elicits a warm chuckle out of your boyfriend. You feel his arm drape around your waist as he pulls you closer into his embrace.
His eyebrow raises, a sly smirk playing on his lips. “Oh really? Is that a challenge?”
“Maybe letting you stay the night was a mistake.” The giggle that leaves your mouth is effortless, as you push his chest gently. “Go back to sleep. It’s late.”
“You can’t just tell me to go back to sleep, when you were the one that put your cold ass hands on my face, and then proceeded to stare at me as if I was some mythical creature.” He slowly inches his face closer, your lips nearly grazing each other. “You awakened the beast, and now you have to take responsibility.” His eyes now held a mischievous glint, egging you on for a response.
“Beast? What beast? All I see is a helpless little puppy.” Your hands find their way to his face yet again; this time, squishing his cheeks together in an endearing way.
“Oh, you’ve done it now!” His hands find their way to your sides as they begin to attack you with an unbearable tickling sensation.
You shriek in response, vigorously squirming your body to get away from the sudden onslaught. You laugh uncontrollably, tears starting to form at the corner of your eyes.
“Say that you take it back! Say it!!” Jeno declares, a smile of his own placed upon his face.
“OKAY!! OKAY!!! I TAKE IT BACK! I TAKE IT BACK!!!!” The tickling stops, allowing you to catch your breath.
“That’s what I thought.” The sly smirk returns to his face, painting it with a sense of triumph.
You send him a glare without much heat behind it, unable to find the energy to stay annoyed at him. “Oh wipe that look off your face before I push you off the bed.”
“You know you love me~”
You find yourself looking directly into his eyes for the second time that night. And once again, you found yourself melting.
“I do. I love you.” And you meant it. The words that were just spoken, barely above a whisper, were not spoken in vain. You loved him.
You watch as Jeno physically softens at your words, his mischievous demeanor gone.
“I love you too, Y/N. I love you.”
And he meant it too.
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But all good things must come to an end.
It didn’t happen all at once. It happened gradually.
His words slowly became more and more hollow. His eyes steadily lost their glimmer for you. His teasing demeanor appeared less and less.
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And suddenly, he didn’t mean it anymore.
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The love he had for you was seeping out of him, right in front of your eyes. You could only stand and watch, as the love of your life slowly fell out of love with you.
The spark was gone.
Frustration consistently decorated his sharp features. And no matter how much he tried to hide it, the irritation became evident in his actions.
However, this behavior was never geared towards you. It was geared towards himself. He hated himself. He hated how the feelings that were once so strong, suddenly vanished. He hated how he didn’t know the reason why. And he hated how he couldn’t control it.
But as much as he hated it, he just couldn’t find it in himself to truly mean the three simple words of “I love you,” anymore.
In spite of this fact, you still worried whether he arrived home safely. You still nagged about him eating three proper meals a day. You still hoped that he got enough sleep the night before.
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You still meant it.
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“Y/N, I love you.” There’s a sense of clear desperation laced in Jeno’s soothing tone, evoking a sharp ache deep within you.
But you don’t reply.
You glance into your favorite pair of dark orbs, only to find them dull and barren.
This was his final attempt to try and rekindle all that had been lost. But, you both knew it was hopeless.
At your boyfriend’s efforts, the corners of your mouth twitch into a small smile; yet your eyes betray you as unshed tears begin to gather at the corner. Without a word, you quietly approach him. You swallow back a sob and feel it slide down your throat as you draw near.
When you stand before him, you shakily raise your right hand to hold the side of his face. You use the pad of your thumb to wipe away the tears that were now cascading down Jeno’s cheek.
You feel him lean into your touch, futilely seeking for that spark again. To feel something. Anything.
You gingerly raise your left hand to hold his other cheek, carefully cradling his face between both your tepid hands. You slightly tilt his head down, making sure his eyes bore into your own. With tears pooling in your eyes and lips still curved up into a quiet smile; you give your reply.
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“No. You don’t.”
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A soft silence falls upon the room as you whisper those words. There wasn’t a single sense of malice in your voice. Not a single drop of hatred or resentment. Just pure truth.
Silent tears begin to soak your hands at a quicker rate, sliding down your palms and drenching the cuff of your sleeves. You watch as he diverts his eyes from your view, struggling to find the right words.
“Y/N... for some reason… my feelings for you have changed…. And… and I wish I could tell you why. I really, really do. But… I just can’t.” The crack in his voice nearly shatters you.
Yet again, you don’t reply.
You simply wrap your arms around him, burying yourself within the crook of his neck. You finally allow your own tears to leak out of your eyes, each one burning as it coursed down your face.
You absorb his scent. His warmth. His presence. Him.
You feel his arms eagerly wrap around your frame, craving to feel your body within his hold one last time.
.
You still meant it.
But your words didn’t belong to him anymore.
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danveresque · 4 years
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Hi! #13 + You and I are gonna be friends :)
13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?
This is such a cool question because it was something I was thinking about the other day. This fic is part of a series and both the other fics have definite playlists associated with them (which I’ll add below), whereas I never really put anything together for this fic. 
What I did do was listen to some of the songs on the other playlists because these are universes that sit close to each other where Robert is always destined to return and listening to those same songs helps to retain this vibe of happy inevitability. 
In the commentary of I Belong To You, I mentioned also a second playlist which is kind of background music, or the background noise of these particular universes. So below is the unofficial playlist as well as all the other music behind this series. Enjoy, Anony Mouse, and thank you very much for this delightful ask which turned into a really wordy skip down musical memory lane <3
Listens to all the songs. 
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You And I Are Gonna Be Friends Playlist
You And I Are Gonna Be Friends / The White Stripes - I liked the idea of this title because it’s so determined. We are not going to do this again. We are going to be friends and nothing else. The song is about childhood friendship and innocence, but I hear the naivety of it which applies nicely these two idiots fighting the inevitable.
Back to You / Bryan Adams - this is the theme song for the series and you can just listen to it and you’ll know why it fits them and these fics. 
I Will Wait / Mumford and Sons - this is the Robron theme for these fics, and again, the lyrics and the determined tempo gives you an idea of why this song fits them. 
Awaken / Dario Marianelli - this is kind of Aaron’s theme for me. It’s from the Jane Eyre soundtrack, and is the background of Jane’s wandering across the moors. I listened to it through the writing of I Belong To You a lot because Aaron spends 11 years without Robert and this music does an amazing job of getting across a feeling of desolation, and for me it hits the spot of how Aaron must feel without the love of his life.
Spring 1 / Vivaldi - I had already started writing You And I Are Gonna Be Friends when I was listening to this and I just had this vision of green and yellow fields and I thought of Robert and I saw exactly how the fic would end. If you listen to this you can feel the budding of hope, the slow shining of the sun and a final bloom of happiness and relief and when I write the last chapter, this is the emotion in Robert’s chest whether it’s conveyed perfectly or not. 
To these I would add from the other playlists:
I Belong to You / Muse - this features on the playlists of the other two fics and definitely for this one too. There’s something about this song that makes me think of love across multiverses and it fits nicely for the entire series where Robert always finds his way back to Aaron and always will because they belong to each other. 
Along with this song, I’ll include the aria that is within the song:
Mon Cœur S'ouvre à Ta Voix / Maria Callus - This is another track from the He Belongs To Me soundtrack where Robert is daydreaming about a reunion on the streets of Paris, where he surprises Aaron and kisses him. 
In the last chapter of You And I Are Gonna Be Friends, when Robert is dreaming of the white room and there’s music floating around them, it’s just a dream, but if dreams are glimpses into other universes, it is definitely Robert seeing what happens the morning after the end of He Belongs To Me and maybe a sign of things to come. 
The Boy Is Mine / When We Were Young - Sometimes you’ll write a fic and you’ll associate a song with it and that song will be changed forever. I listened to this whilst writing He Belongs To Me (which is a lyric in the song). It’s so full of pep and sunshine this song, and possibly the kind of pop Robert might secretly enjoy :D 
I wrote this fic at the height of summer and we’d just had news that RH was leaving. I was determined to write something light, fun and summery as a balm and this fic never materialised as the comic piece I wanted, but it managed to be just light-hearted enough.
Now when I hear this song, I think of Robert walking around in Paris with way too expensive shades on, having no qualms at all about breaking up his husband’s marriage. I’ve listened to this quite a few times during the writing of You And I Are Gonna Be Friends and when I post the last chapter I will listen to it again as my musical happy ending because in a universe not dictated by the law of soap storytelling, that’s how it ends for them - happily. 
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He Belongs to Me Playlist
[The Boy Is Mine / When We Were Young] 
[Je T’aime Tant / Julie Delpy] 
[I Belong to You / Muse] 
[Foux Da Fa Fa / Flight of the Conchords] 
[Jalousie / Baguette Quartet] 
[Dernière Danse / Indila] 
[Mon Cœur S'ouvre à Ta Voix / Maria Callus] 
[I Love Paris / J’aime Paris / Zaz]
[All of Me / De T-Mike & Biggie Jo] 
[Pour Te Dire Que Je T’aime / Thieve] 
[I Love Paris / Avalon Jazz Band] 
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I Belong To You Playlist
[I Belong to You / Muse] 
[So Broken / Bjork] 
[I Just Don’t Know What to Do With Myself / The White Stripes] 
[I Go Walking Down There / Chris Isaak] 
[Without You I’m Nothing / Placebo feat. David Bowie] 
[Cellophane / FKA Twigs] 
[Shiver - Coldplay] 
[Something Good / Sarah Blasko] 
[Baby I’m Yours / Arctic Monkeys] 
[Better Off As Two / FrankMusik] 
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borathae · 1 year
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Sibi, idc if this is tmi but my pussy is destroyed.
OGC koo really haunts me...
Also knowing that the past time they was kinky he got bred in fishnets and now he's the one doing the creampieing and in doggy too might i add! Sheeeeesh this is the definition of a perfect switch couple that know when to give the other the lead every once and a while.
I hope to God you find someone like these men you write because you deserve to be spoiled with sexxxxx you really are out here giving us spiritual awakenings through orgasms lmao
SASDjfad plEASE ANONIE THANK YOU FADSJFJA I FEEL SO FADJFAJD
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I'm really, really happy that you love the ogc!couple heheh. They are my lil babies :(
Also knowing that the past time they was kinky he got bred in fishnets and now he's the one doing the creampieing and in doggy too might i add!
*screeches* i am nOT OKAY SFJADSJFA
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borathae · 2 years
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I just read OGC & AAOL and baRKBARK BARK BAKRJSRUFF GRRRRRR WBRUFFFF WOLFWOLF SNARLS GROWLS GRRRRERR BARKBARKSNARL BARK GRRRR GRRRR SNARRL BARK BARK RUFFFFF GROWLS BARKSJSKARUSFFFFFFFF SNARLS ARLWOLF WOLF WOLF WOLFBARKBARKSBAKR GROWLSSS GRRERER BARKBARK RUFFEUFFRUFF SNARLSNALEWOLFDDDDFF BARK BARK GRRRRRRRRRR GROWLSGROWLS RUFFF
Okay now jokes aside, you are hands down one of my favorite writers!! 😭 Not only is the smut always toe gripping hot but the amount of DETAIL you put in makes my head SPIN 😫😫😫🫠🫠🫠 Your couples are so well rounded & have E V E R Y T H I N G! I love how much detail you put on the male’s reaction! Tbh, your works have straight up awakened a part of me I never knew about 💀😭 Also, the FLUFF, the AFTERCARE, and the AFFECTION AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭 and the character development 🥹 I’m obsessed 😔 Thank you for your works 🫶🫶🫶 May both sides of your pillow always be cold, every meal be exceptional, & always be healthy 🤍🤍🤍
HAHHAHAH THAT REACTION IS SUCH A MOOD AFJDSJF thank you anonie, you just made me laugh ahhahahah
No but on a serious note. Thank you so much :( I'm so happy that you feel that way about the smut I write 🥺 Thank you so much for reading I love you lots and lots 💜
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