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Three broken hearts?

Word Count: 7,515 Demetri x Cullen reader x Alec Oneshot Warnings: Angst, Fluff.

hi would you like to make a request from Demetri volturi x reader x Alec volturi where they found their mate in the daughter of Bella Swan and edward cullen but they despise her and reject her but in the end they realize the mistake but too late the reader had managed to get out of the castle with the help of Heidi but in the end they meet and the reader can forgive them after 15 years.

Note: reader is 17 so she would be 32 more looking young, she is a shield like her mother and so demetri couldn't track her.

Angst numbers:3,16,28,32,44

I'm sorry for bothering you more I love your writing it's perfect, maybe I'll ask for more orders ahead ✌😘 For @amelia-morgana

Author note: Hybrids stop aging 7 years after they were born so reader will look 18 forever.

Thanks to @alecvolturiswifeforever for her help brainstorming the issues/conflict in this story.

Edward and Bella had twin daughters Ness and Y/N and after the ‘Immortal Child’ confrontation it was discovered that Y/N was mated to Demetri and Alec, although neither vampire were interested in Y/N because she was a child. “Things will change and fall into place once Y/N has matured I’m sure” Marcus said to Edward, Bella, his brothers Aro and Caius and Alec and Demetri. Alec scoffed “Not likely.” Demetri shrugged indifferent and avoided looking at Y/N.

Over the next seven years the Volturi made regular visits to check up on the girls, Alec and Demetri were always there at Marcus and Aro’s insistence. Y/N knew she was mated to the tracker and male witch twin and that neither seemed to like her…or the idea of being mated to her. She hoped this would change once she was grown-up and the three of them got to know each other better. She envied her sister because her mate Jake not only wanted her but actually spent time with her as friends.

Y/N and Ness were fully matured after seven years just as Nahuel had said they would be, both physically looking as though they were eighteen years old. This meant that Y/N would have to move into Castillo Volterra to be with her mates within the next month as agreed between her parents and Aro a few years before.

Y/N was anxious about moving to Italy to be with Demetri and Alec as she knew they were not fond of her but wasn’t completely sure why. None of the Cullens would tell her why either when she asked, they would just repeat Marcus’ words “Things will change and fall into place once you have matured.” She hated hearing those words. “If they don’t want me, why do I need to go to Italy mom?” Y/N asked “Because Fate chose you to be their mate and the three of you belong together” Bella answered her daughter’s question “Well maybe someone should remind them of that” Y/N mumbled but Bella heard her.

Y/N arrived at the castle and was greeted by Marcus and Heidi, Alec and Demetri were nowhere to be seen. “Welcome Y/N, hope your flight was a pleasant one” Marcus greeted her with a smile “Hello Marcus, the flight was ok thanks” She replied with a smile of her own “This is Heidi and she will show you to your room and help you settle in” Marcus said as he pointed to Heidi still smiling. “Hello Y/N” “Hello Heidi” Both females smiling at one another.

Y/N noticed that her ‘mates’ were not around to greet her ‘figures they wouldn’t bother to greet me’ she thought to herself as she walked alongside Heidi. “Your room is on the same floor as mine, the floor below the elite guard floor” Heidi informed Y/N and she nodded.

Demetri and Alec were aware that Y/N had moved into the castle but were not interested in seeing her or spending time with her despite the encouragement from the Kings, Jane and Heidi.

“Demetri I’d like you to teach Y/N about our history, for example, how we came to rule etc�� Caius asks the tracker who sighs lightly “Of course master.” Demetri left Caius’ study and started to think of ways he could get out of teaching Y/N anything when an idea came to mind and he made his way back to his room to put the plan into action.

“Have you carried out Caius’ request?” Alec asked Demetri “No and I don’t intend to. Y/N seems to get along with Heidi and Corin so I’m pretty sure one of them will tell her, if not Marcus or Caius will. Anyway how can I ‘teach’ her anything if we are never ‘available’ at the same time?” Demetri replied and Alec smiled nodding, clearly agreeing with his friend’s plan “Genius.”

It was family movie night and Aro made a point of choosing films that Y/N would like as he wanted her to feel a part of the family. The Kings hoped Alec and Demetri would sit near Y/N during the movie but they walked into the family room and chose to sit as far away from her as possible, leaving Y/N to sit on her own or so she thought. “Hi hun, mind if we sit with you?” Heidi asked with a smile and pointed between herself and Corin “Not all” Y/N replied with a small smile. Marcus smiled to himself pleased that Y/N wasn’t left sitting on her own although he was disappointed with Alec and Demetri and their behaviour towards Y/N.

Y/N noticed that her mates avoided her as much as they possible could, even going as far as leaving a room if she walked into it. If they passed her in the castle hallways they tended to ignore her, not even bothering to return her greetings. Their behaviour towards her hurt her and was clear to for all to see.

“Demetri I’m leaving the castle to explore some of the city’s nightlife and I wondered if you wanted to come with me?” Y/N asked, hopeful that he’d say yes this time. “Sorry can’t got stuff to do” He replied with no emotion and he turned and walked away, leaving her standing there alone. She felt tears pricking at the corner of her eyes at his rejection but refused to let them fall whilst she was in the castle.

“Why did you not accompany her on her trip?” Heidi asked Demetri “Because I didn’t want to” “But she’s going out alone at night, anything could happen to her” Heidi tried to reason with him “She’s all grown up, I’m sure she’ll be fine” He replied coldly and Heidi shook her head at him before returning to her room.

Corin passed Y/N on her way out the castle “Where are you off to?” Corin’s soft voice sounded beside Y/N causing her to jump a little “Sorry” Corin apologised “It’s ok. I’m off to explore the city’s nightlife…” “On your own?” She asked cutting Y/N off, concern shone in her eyes “Yes, Demetri had other things to do” She replied fighting to keep the emotion out of her voice but Corin knew she was upset that yet again her mates wanted nothing to do with her “I’ll come with you, can’t go exploring on your own” Corin said with a smile and looped her arm through Y/N’s and they made their way out of the castle “Thank you Corin” “No need to thank me, it’ll be good to get out for the night.”

Alec and Demetri continued to ignore Y/N and she stopped asking them to spend time with her figuring that it would be better this way. ‘hopefully if I stay out of their way maybe they’ll come to care for me, maybe even miss seeing me around’ She shook her at the thought ‘don’t be silly Y/N.’

“Why aren’t you both spending time with Y/N?” Jane asked frustrated, looking between her brother and the tracker “Because I don’t want to” Alec replied and Demetri nodded in agreement “Nor do I” “Why not? She’s your mate” “I despise the fact I have been given Y/N as a mate” Alec replied coldly “Why brother?” “Because she’s a hybrid…” “What does that matter?” Jane asked cutting Alec off “It’s inconvenient considering hybrids still have human tendencies. Also, she’ll never be a full vampire so she’ll always need protecting seeing as she has no gift…the useless little half-breed” Alec replied, his tone cold and cruel and Jane shook her head in disbelief at what she was hearing. “Not to mention she’s a Cullen, a stupid veggie Cullen which means we’re now stuck being linked to them forever. The only good thing about being mated to her is that Aro has eternal access to Alice and Bella’s gifts” Demetri adds, his tone cold and uncaring too.

Jane caught a glimpse of Y/N and guessed she had overheard them and nodded in her direction. Demetri and Alec turned to look at her, Alec turned straight back around ignoring the hurt look in her eyes. Demetri however, felt a little guilty knowing he had hurt her with his words and stood up to speak to her “Y/N…I…Stop” “NO!” She shouted and stormed off but he was too quick and grabbed her arm stopping her before she got very far. “I’m sorry, I…” “I wish I’d never met you” Y/N said cutting him off “No, you don’t mean that” Demetri felt a pain in his chest upon hearing her words “YES I DO! NOW.LEAVE.ME.ALONE!” She growled at him and pulled her arm free of his hand and ran off, leaving him standing there calling after her once more before sighing and giving up “I’ll try later” He mumbled to himself, unaware that he wouldn’t get the chance to apologise again.

Y/N went straight to Heidi’s room letting the tears fall freely. “I wish I never came here” Y/N said as she entered Heidi’s room, not bothering to knock on the open door. “What’s happened?” Heidi asked as she got up to close her door, wanting some privacy for their conversation. “I knew Demetri and Alec didn’t like me very much and were not happy about being mated to me but I had no idea they actually despised me. You should have heard the things they said about me” Y/N replied as tears continued to fall down her cheeks “Oh sweetie” Heidi wrapped an arm around her and listened as Y/N told her what they had said about her between sobs. “It’s not like I asked to be mated to them…fate decided that for us.” Heidi sympathised with the heartbroken girl and made a decision to help her despite the consequences she may face from the Kings. “Later tonight I’ll help you escape the castle…” “What? How?” Y/N asked cutting her off “Well, I have to leave the castle to finalise plans for this week’s tour and you’ll come with me…you just won’t return with me” Heidi whispered “Won’t you get into trouble?” Concern clearly shown on Y/N’s face “Oh don’t worry about me sweetie. I can’t keep watching you being rejected by the two people who are supposed to love you forever. Marcus will sympathise and understand why I helped you escape this hell considering he has been alone for many centuries now. And from what I’ve heard he is not best pleased with Demetri and Alec and their treatment of you” Heidi replied, keeping her voice low. Y/N nodded and hugged her “Thank you for this, I really appreciate your help.”

Heidi helped Y/N escape from the castle a few hours later “Grab your passport and a few essentials and I’ll sort the rest once we’re outside the castle” Heidi said low as they entered Y/N’s closet “Got it. Ready when you are” She replied with a smile. Heidi and Y/N made their way to the castle’s entrance passing a few guards along the way, not that any of them took any notice of them. Heidi gave Y/N money and dropped her at the airport “Be safe and more importantly be happy” Heidi hugged her “Thank you Heidi, it means a lot” Y/N replied and hugged her back. Heidi never asked where Y/N was going to go because she knew it would be safer for both of them that way.

Heidi returns to the castle alone after finalising plans for the tour and goes straight to her room and sees her mate Corin sitting on the sofa. “Hey babe, how was your day?” Heidi asked “It was good hunny, how was yours?” Corin asked “Everything is in order for the tour and I’m looking forward to spending some time with you” Heidi leant down and kissed Corin, who pulled her down onto her lap and deepened the kiss.

Meanwhile, Demetri spoke to Alec about their behaviour towards Y/N “I think we really hurt her tonight Alec” “So what? Now she knows why we hate her and don’t want her as our mate” Alec replied “She didn’t ask to be mated to us either Alec and you never hear her talking about us that way” “SHE WOULDN’T DARE” Alec growled at him “This is what Demetri means brother, you are being cruel to her for no reason” Jane adds “Don’t tell me you like the little half-breed?” Alec asks as he glares at his sister. “Our mate is not a half-breed, she is a hybrid” “What’s the difference Demetri?” “The difference Alec, is the word you use to describe Y/N. One is cruel the other is not” He replied and Alec scoffed “Whatever. If you want to apologise to her, then go ahead but don’t expect me to.” Alec walked out of the room, not bothering to say goodbye to anyone.

The following morning Demetri went to Y/N’s room to try and apologise for his actions only to discover she wasn’t in her room. He felt something was off, something wasn’t right with this picture and entered her closet. Upon opening some of the wardrobes and drawers he noticed a few things were missing including her passport. “Cazzo.” He mumbled under his breath before closing his eyes and concentrating on the tenors he had stored in his mind, trying to find hers. He couldn’t find a tenor that belonged Y/N and that’s when he realised, he never took the time to find and store her tenor.

“Y/N’s gone, she’s not in the castle” Demetri says as he enters Alec’s room, not bothering to knock “What?” Alec asks “She’s gone Alec. Her passport is missing along with some of her stuff” Demetri replies “Oh calm down, I’m sure she’s fine. You’re a tracker, track her. She’s probably in the city” Alec replied “I can’t track her. I’ve tried” Demetri responded. “What do you mean you can’t track her? It’s your job” Alec asked sounding annoyed “I mean I.can’t.track.her” He growled back “Why?” “I don’t know Alec, I have never tried tracking her before. I’ve had no reason to” “Maybe she has a shield like her mother” Jane mused aloud, smiling as she leant against the doorframe. Alec and Demetri turned to face her looking surprised “I never thought of that” Demetri mumbled but Jane heard him “Well, why would you? Seeing as neither one of you took the time to get to know her” She replied.

Alec, Demetri and Jane go to the throne room to let the Kings know that Y/N is missing. “Y/N is missing and I cannot track her, I’ve tried. I don’t have her tenor” Demetri explained “It might be because she is a shield. Can you check with the Cullens to see if they have heard from her?” Alec asked “Why?” Marcus asked leaning forward in his chair and noticed the shocked expressions on Alec and Demetri’s faces “You and Demetri have showed no interest in her. You have pushed her away ever since you discovered she was your mate…” “She was a child then” Alec said cutting Marcus off “I’M WELL AWARE OF THAT FACT BUT WHAT WAS YOUR REASON FOR REJECTING HER NOW THAT SHE IS ALL GROWN UP?” Marcus replied, his voice raised “She-she’s…” “A Cullen? A hybrid? What is your issue with her?” Aro asked this time, curiosity getting the better of him but neither Alec or Demetri said nothing. “I WANT AN ANSWER NOW!” Caius demanded loudly “I never expected to have a mate let alone a half-…a hybrid and I didn’t think I wanted one…” “But now she’s left you, you want her back, is that it?” Marcus asked cutting Alec off and he nodded once.

“What’s your reason for rejecting Y/N?” Marcus turned his attention to Demetri “I have waited for many centuries to find my mate and when I finally do, it turns out she is a Cullen and on top of that I have to share her with another” Demetri replied “I’m ashamed of you both. Those reasons are not acceptable and neither of you deserve a mate, let alone the special one fate gave you” Marcus said looking between them.

Aro got up from his throne and walked down the steps towards the two male vampires. “I’d like to know why she decided to leave us now” Aro held out his hand to Demetri and Alec and saw every thought they ever had about Y/N, including what was said the night before. “This is very disappointing. I cannot believe you would speak about your mate in such a derogatory way. I also find it shocking that only Demetri feels some guilt upon learning she had heard your cruel and hurtful comments.” “WHAT DID THEY SAY ABOUT HER?” Marcus demanded and Aro told his brothers exactly what was said and how Jane had defended Y/N. “Well, it’s clear now why she ran away. How she did so without anyone noticing is a mystery. We will have to let the Cullens know about this” Aro added and his brothers nodded. “We promised Carlisle and her parents that Y/N would be safe here with us and that you and Demetri would come to accept her but instead you have behaved appallingly towards her. You have rejected her one too many times and she finally had enough and left. I do not blame her and nor will she be punished should she ever choose to return” Caius told them and they nodded, their heads bowed.

“I saw Y/N leave the castle with Heidi last night, maybe she knows where Y/N is” A lower guard named Matt spoke up from the side of the room. “Excuse me?” Demetri glared at the guard “If Heidi helped Y/N leave I do not blame her and she will not be punished…” “But master she…” “Maybe helped her friend escape a lonely future all because her mates wouldn’t accept her?” Caius interrupted Alec. “Well it’s not like either of you want her so I don’t really see what the issue is” Marcus added and watched Demetri and Alec for a reaction, only Demetri seemed bothered by Y/N’s absence. “I went to apologise master, I wanted to make things right” Demetri replied “It may be too little too late” Jane added and the Kings nodded.

Heidi entered the throne room with Santiago “Ah, Heidi my dear lovely to see you. Please come forward there is something I would like to discuss with you” Aro said smiling. Heidi noticed that the only guards in the room were the twins, Demetri and Santiago, the others having been dismissed. “It appears that our dear Y/N is missing along with some of her stuff. Do you know anything about it?” Marcus asked softly, Heidi quickly glanced at Demetri and Alec. “Don’t worry about them. They are aware that there will be no punishment for you if you did help her escape” Caius adds and she nods. “She came to me in tears, distraught over what she had heard them say about her, what Alec had called her. They had finally broken the last piece of her heart. She’s my friend and I hated seeing her suffer because those two don’t know a good thing when they see it. I don’t know where she went, she didn’t tell me where she was going and I didn’t ask. I figured it was safer for both of us that way” Heidi answered honestly and held her hand out to Aro. “I can confirm Heidi doesn’t know where Y/N has gone” Aro said and Alec growled at Heidi. “YOU CAN STOP THAT RIGHT NOW!” Caius roared “You don’t have a right to react this way considering your actions are the reason your mate left you both” He added, both vampires looked to the floor not wanting to see the look on Caius’ face.

Demetri returned to his room and locked the door, wanting to be alone. He laid on his bed and wondered where Y/N was. ‘I hope she’s ok. If only I wasn’t so cruel to her, she may not have run away’ he thought to himself as he felt a part of his heart break, silent sobs racking through him.

Alec returned to his room, Jane accompanying him “Let’s play chess” “Your mate is missing and you want to play chess?” Jane asked, not bothering to hide her surprise in her voice. “She’s gone and she’s not coming back” Alec sounded indifferent and his attitude left Jane feeling exhausted “You have clearly learnt nothing brother” Jane said and left the room, choosing to go to her own room to get away from him.

Demetri decided he wanted to find Y/N, wanted to apologise to her for he had come to miss her not being around. He wanted a second chance with her, a fresh start even though he knew he didn’t deserve one. He hated himself for hurting someone as kind as Y/N and wished he had handled the situation better.

The Kings granted his request to look for her as Marcus could see the sorrow in Demetri’s eyes and knew that his guilt was eating away at him. Aro had read his thoughts and knew he was genuinely sorry for his actions. “You may go and look for her but you may not force her to come back with you. It must be her choice” Marcus informed him “I understand and thank you master” Demetri replied.

The first place on Demetri’s list was the Cullens, Alec and Aro coming too as Aro wanted to see if his old friend would help his granddaughter hide from her cruel, unloving mates. “Hello Carlisle, sorry we have to meet again under these circumstances” Aro said when Carlisle opened the door. “Hello Aro, I agree. Thank you for letting me know about Y/N running away but if you’ve come here looking for her, you should know she hasn’t been here nor has she called us” Carlisle replied and Aro nodded as they shook hands. “Likely story” Alec mumbled. Aro turned to face him, a glare fixed on his face “He is telling the truth. You should remember we are in this mess because of the two of you” Alec said nothing but nodded in response. Demetri kept quiet as he knew all to well the part he had played in Y/N’s disappearance, the only thing concerning him now was to find her and apologise.

“Do you have any ideas where she could have gone?” Aro asked Carlisle “I thought she may have gone to Eleazar’s but I have checked and they haven’t seen or spoken to her either” Carlisle replied. “I take it Demetri cannot track her” Esme mused “That’s correct. He was too busy rejecting her to ever bother to find and store her tenor with the others in his head” Aro answered and Esme nodded. “I do not think she would have gone to any of our friends that bared witness for us, for fear of being betrayed and being sent or dragged back to the castle…to be ignored and rejected all over again” Carlisle said not bothering to hide the distain in his voice and Aro smirked “My thoughts exactly my friend. Although I want you to know should Y/N be found or should she return on her own, she will not be in any trouble because she ran away as my brothers and I completely understand why she did it” Aro replied, Carlisle and Esme nodded “That is good to hear Aro” Esme said with a small smile.

Y/N had been away from Castillo Volterra for five years when she met a vampire while hunting in the Scottish Highlands. Y/N didn’t seem to notice that she was being watched by a vampire. The female vampire approached Y/N slowly “Hello child, my name is Sarah. Are you ok?” “Hello Sarah, I’m Y/N. Am I trespassing on your territory?” Fear briefly flashed through Y/N’s eyes “Oh no Y/N, not at all. I simply wanted to know if you were ok, you look a little…dishevelled. Not to mention you have a heartbeat. How?” “I haven’t had a home in five years and I’m a hybrid…half human, half vampire” Y/N replied “You are the first hybrid I have ever met and I’m pleased to meet you. But why do you have no home?” Sarah asked concerned “I met my mates when I was just a child but they rejected me from the beginning. Despite this, once I was grown up I had to move in with them as per the agreement made with my parents and things didn’t get any better once I did. And then five years ago I heard them being rude about me, talking about why they rejected me and I had had enough of being treated so badly by them so I left with the help of a friend. I’ve been on the run ever since.” Sarah’s eyes had filled with venom at hearing how this girl had been treated by her mates. “How come you didn’t return home to your family?” “I couldn’t. It would have been the first place they would look for me and I didn’t want to put my family in any danger or force them to lie for me, despite missing them terribly. More than anything I didn’t want to be forced to return to my cruel, unloving mates” Y/N sounded upset as she spoke “You’re coming home with me and I’m not taking for an answer” Sarah wrapped an arm around Y/N’s shoulders and guided her towards her home.

Once they arrived at Sarah’s home she introduced Y/N to her coven. “Girls, I have someone I want you all to meet so please come to the family room” Sarah said loud enough for the other vampires in the house to hear. Y/N watched as the room filled with five female vampires. “These are the members of my coven Vi, she can be a bit of a troublemaker but she’s a sweet girl with the power to freeze people, Eva here loves to have fun and the Loch Ness Monster is literally her pet…” Y/N looks at Sarah confused and the female vampires chuckle at her reaction “…It’s in the massive lake outback…” Y/N nods but is a little unsure whether to believe them. “…Taylor’s the creative one, she made me this brooch and each of the girls a pendant with our coven crest on them. Our crest is the Scottish Gold Thistle…” Again Y/N nods trying to take everything in “…This is Natalie and she can Orb places…” Y/N orbs so she is now beside Vi and waves at Y/N smiling “…Lastly, this is Nix, she’s the quiet one, which sometimes means she comes across as a little anti-social but she’s friendly really.” Nix was beside the fireplace and gave Y/N a small smile and that was when Y/N noticed the large picture of a unicorn hanging over the fireplace in the family room “Our coven animal is a Unicorn” Nix says with a smile.

“Do you have a gift Sarah?” Y/N asked, curious. “Yes, I do. My gift Y/N is mind manipulation but please do not worry, the girls are here because they want to be. I only use my gift on them if I need to ‘calm’ situations down after shenanigans have taken place that have gotten a little rowdy” Sarah chuckled, the others joining in and Y/N smiled at her.

Two weeks after Y/N arrived Sarah sat Y/N down and asked her who her mates are as she was curious to find out more. “Y/N can I ask who your mates are? I’m curious why your parents made an agreement for you to live with your mates if they rejected you from the beginning.” Y/N sighed before replying “I am mated to Demetri and Alec Volturi. My parents and Aro decided once I was fully grown I would have to move into Castillo Volterra to be with them. They hoped that once I was grown up my mates would accept me but they didn’t.” Sarah’s face held a look to total surprise “Wow! You’re mated to two Volturi guards?...” Y/N nodded “…You left them after hearing why they rejected you? How have they not found you? I thought Demetri was the world’s best tracker” Sarah asked “Yes, one of my friends at the castle helped me escape and I owe her everything. I have the same ability as my mother…a shield which means Demetri cannot track me. He doesn’t have my tenor nor does anyone else so I’m safe in that regards” “Lucky girl” Sarah smiles at her “And anyway Demetri and Alec do not want me, they have never wanted me so I doubt they bothered looking much after I left” Y/N added and Sarah nodded “You have a home here with us for as long as you want it” Sarah said and gave her hug, feeling sad for the girl.

A month after moving in with Sarah’s coven Y/N was given a pendant of her own to match her new coven mates. The Gold thistle sitting on a tartan background. “Thank you for accepting me as part of your family and for the pendant” Y/N smiles at Sarah and the other vampires “You’re very welcome hunny” Sarah replies smiling. “There’s no getting away from us now” Vi chuckled and Y/N nodded at her.

Over the next ten years Y/N tried to move on and forget about Demetri and Alec but it was hard to do as each time she met a guy and they shared a kiss it didn’t feel right. Something inside her telling her it was wrong, that the guy was not for her. Y/N kissed the six-foot dark-haired human as he pressed her up against his bedroom wall, both of their hands exploring their bodies ‘he’s not meant for you’ She shook her head a little trying to ignore the voice in her head as she left kisses along his shoulder as he kissed along her neck. She felt his hand moving up her thigh towards her ass and tried to get lost in the moment but the voice inside her head spoke up again ‘he’s not Demetri…or Alec. He won’t be able to please you like they could’ That was it, the flame of her arousal went out “I need to leave” She didn’t wait for his reply, just ran out of his place and ran home. She envied her coven mates for being able to enjoy themselves with the men they met without feeling any guilt.

Natalie orbed into Y/N’s room one night at 02.00am “What you still doing up?” “Can’t sleep and I sooo need to find a way of moving on without my mind going to those two pricks” Y/N replied “Ahh that issue again. I’m sorry hun, fingers crossed you meet someone soon and that your head and your heart let you finally get some action” Natalie winked at her with a smile and Y/N chuckled “I’m gonna buy her a vibrator” Taylor calls out through the wall her room shares with Y/N. Natalie laughed at how Y/N’s cheeks flushed at the thought. “Just make sure it’s a sparkly one” Vi calls out laughing from her room “Vi! Oh my god” Y/N calls out feeling embarrassed “Just don’t buy her a unicorn one” Sarah added as she walked back to her room “I won’t have our beloved animal used that way” The girls noted the humour in Sarah’s voice and Y/N cheeks continued to heat as she blushed further.

Y/N much preferred the days and nights out when it was just her and her coven mates as they weren’t just her friends, they had become her family…her sisters and she loved them all dearly. She loved the nights in where they would watch girly films and paint each other’ nails or play board and / or card games. Although Sarah banned them from playing Articulate for a month after they got too competitive and things got broken as a result.

Demetri and Alec spent years trying to find her but were unsuccessful in their attempts. Demetri never gave hope of finding Y/N, never gave up hope that she may return to him one day despite everything that had happened between them in the past. He prayed to his gods daily that he would find her, that he would be given the opportunity to apologise for what he said that day, apologise for the way he had treated her and that she would forgive him. Although he knew deep down he didn’t deserve her or her forgiveness and neither did Alec. They both accepted that their broken hearts may never heal and let the depression slowly seep into their bodies, hoping that Y/N was faring better than them.

As time went on Y/N slowly slipped into a depression, becoming melancholy whenever she was alone with her thoughts. She was able to ‘fake’ a smile around Sarah and the others although Sarah was able to see through it, the longer Y/N was around her. Eventually, it got so bad Y/N felt like she was bringing her family down with her depression and heartbreak and so she decided to leave them. “It’s not goodbye, it’s I’ll see you later but for now I need a little time on my own” Y/N said as she looked at her coven mates. The girls all looked sad hearing that Y/N was to leave them to be on her own. “Remember you will always have a home here with us Y/N” Sarah replied “We’ll miss you and take care of yourself” Nix said and the others nodded in response. After they exchanged their goodbyes and hugs, she left the place she called home for the last ten years with no idea of where she was going to go. If only she knew that she wouldn’t be alone for long.

It had been fifteen years since Y/N left Volterra when she happened to cross paths with Demetri and Alec by chance. “Y/N?” A male voice called and Y/N froze for she recognised that voice. She shook her head and took off running not wanting to talk to him let alone see him. Demetri ran after her determined not to lose her again. “Y/N, please stop. I just want to talk to you. I mean you no harm” He was behind her quicker than she thought possible, not knowing that Demetri was the fastest guard at the castle. He overtook her and stopped, forcing her to stop too otherwise she would have run straight into him.

“What do you want?” Her tone cold, uncaring and it stung him “You. I want you” He replied “You’re out of luck because I don’t want you” She replied “I know that and that is my fault but I would like the opportunity to talk to you, to apologise for my behaviour towards you and for what I said that day” “Not interested Demetri” She turned ready to walk away “Y/N please…” “It’s been fifteen years since I left and I bet you never once bothered to look for me…” “I searched for you, I never gave up hope that I would find you or that you would return to the castle…return to me” He cut her off but kept his voice low and soft as he slowly approached her.

Before Y/N can say anything Alec appears beside Demetri and looks surprised to see her “You-you found her…how?” “By accident” Demetri replied never taking his eyes off Y/N. He holds his hand up to Alec as he goes to speak again. Demetri wanting Y/N to know she had his full attention before he spoke, he wanted her to see the sincerity of his apology. “I’m so sorry Y/N for the way I have treated you since I found out you were my mate. I am even more sorry for what I said all those years ago, it was cruel and uncalled for” “Yes, it was but I’m not interested in your apologies Demetri” She turns and walks away but Demetri speeds to her and places his hands on her waist stopping her from going any further. “Please listen” “NO” She pushes his hands off her and turns to face him, stepping back a little to put some distance between them. Alec stayed where he was, not wanting her to feel intimated by them being so close to her after all these years.

“We can start over. I’ll do anything, everything can be perfect. Just please don’t leave me…not again” Demetri pleaded and Y/N shook her head “You rejected me, you both rejected me from day one. I was a child and I understand that would have been weird for you but we could have at least been friends…like Jake and Ness” Y/N replied and Demetri felt even more guilty knowing that she was aware of their rejection when she was just a child. “I’m truly sorry for hurting you and for what I said about you. I was an idiot and didn’t see what I had until I lost you. If you give me the chance, I will spend forever making it up to you, I promise” Demetri replied, sincerity clearly shown in his ruby eyes. Y/N didn’t answer, she just shook her head.

Alec took a step closer before he spoke. “Y/N I also want to apologise for my behaviour towards you and for what I said that day as it was totally out of order. You are not some useless half-breed, you are a very special hybrid…a special girl…woman even. More than that you’re my mate and I should have treasured you and instead I rejected you and for that I’m truly sorry. I too would like a second chance with you…to make it up to you. I…we have been miserable without you these past fifteen years. You may not know this but we have looked for you, we never gave up on finding you” Alec’s ruby eyes were full of emotion, much like Demetri’s and Y/N’s.

Y/N sighed and thought about their apologies, how sincere they sounded and how sincere both vampires looked as they spoke to her and sighed again. “I can’t keep kissing strangers and pretending they’re you!” Y/N admits to them “I know, I tried being with others whilst you were a child and it felt wrong” Demetri replied and she nodded “I’ve tried dating other men over the last fifteen years but it didn’t feel right…it doesn’t feel right, despite the fact that I have never kissed either of you or been intimate with either of you” “That’s because you were born to with us and only us just as we were created to be with you and only you” Alec answered this time. “Exactly, once we met you Y/N the mate bond took hold and made it impossible for us to be with anyone but each other despite you being a child at the time. I guess I resented that fact at the time and I apologise for that too” Demetri added.

Alec stepped forward, coming to stand beside Demetri again. “Please, just come home. We can work things out together and we can take things as slowly as you want, especially as we have a lot to make up for” Alec said softly and pointed between himself and Demetri, who nodded. “I just wanted you both to accept me for who I am, the way I accepted you both for who you are, despite the two of you being so mean to me” Y/N replied, a mix of emotions swirling in her brown eyes “I just wanted to be loved by the two men who were supposed to love and protect me forever…especially as I felt myself falling for you both despite being rejected over and over” Tears slipped down her cheeks as she spoke and the sight broke both her mate’s hearts.

“Oh darling” Demetri rushed forward and took her into his arms, holding her close “I really am sorry for everything and I do accept you, my beautiful little hybrid. I love you even though I have never shown you that” He kissed her hair before gently resting his head atop hers. “I know you have no reason to believe me either but I do love Y/N” Alec’s voice low as he stands behind her, his hand rubbing her back gently.

Demetri continued to hold her as she sobbed “I-I love you too” Her voice low and soft but they heard her and smiled. “Will you come home with us? Let us care for you, protect you and more importantly love you forever” Demetri asked and felt her nod against his chest “Yes…but you get once chance each. You mess up again and I’m gone forever” “We understand sweetheart and thank you for giving us another chance. I promise we won’t screw up” Alec replied this time and placed a kiss to her hair.

Demetri took her small warm hand in his larger cold one and the three of them made their way back to the castle. Alec walked beside Y/N but didn’t take her hand in his “He’s not great at physical affection due to his past” Demetri whispered to Y/N but Alec heard him “I understand” Y/N replied softly and Alec smiled at her response.

The Kings welcomed Y/N back with open arms “Welcome home my dear” Aro smiled and wrapped his arms around her in a hug. “I’ve missed you Y/N” Marcus smiled and hugged her too. Caius stepped forward and hugged her to him “I’m glad you’ve come home too” Y/N hugged them back “I’ve missed you all too and I’m sorry for any trouble my leaving caused.” “There was no trouble as we understood why you left. We just hope now you’re home that you’ll stay for good” Aro assured her “They each have one chance to make amends for their actions, if they mess up again I’m gone…forever” Y/N replied and they all nodded “We understand my dear” Marcus replied.

Y/N stopped by Heidi’s room to say hello as she had missed her friend whilst she had been away. “Hello Heidi” Y/N said smiling as she knocked on the open door “Oh my god you’re home!” Heidi rushed to her and wrapped her up in a hug “I’ve missed you so much” Y/N’s voice was muffled a little “I’ve missed you too hunny.” “Y/N agreed to come home and give Alec and I another chance after we apologised for everything we have done and said to her in the past” Demetri said looking at Heidi, answering her unasked question. “I hope Demetri and Alec didn’t give you hard time for helping me leave” “They didn’t don’t worry, the Kings made it clear that they understood why you left Demetri and Alec and why I helped you to do so” Heidi replied and Y/N nodded before looking over at Demetri “Heidi and I are still friends don’t worry” Demetri said with a smile.

Later that night Y/N sat beside Demetri on the sofa opposite the fireplace in his room as they caught up on the last fifteen years. “I’m glad you found a family to look after you in our absence” “Me too as I wasn’t too good at being a nomad” She replied with a chuckle “Well luckily for you, you don’t have to worry about ever becoming a nomad again” He pressed a kiss to her forehead “I hope you mean that Demetri because I don’t think I could survive another fifteen years without you” She replied and he pulled her closer to him, sitting her on his lap as he held her in his arms “Nor could I and that’s why I’m never letting you go darling” “Nor am I sweetheart” Alec added as he stood in the doorway.

Y/N got off Demetri’s lap and held out her hand to him. He placed his hand in hers and let her lead him to the bed. She climbed on the bed and pulled Demetri down to lay beside her “Joining us Alec?” She asked and watched as he quickly locked the door and sped over to the bed to join them. Y/N rolled onto her side to face Demetri and he rolled over to look at her, taking her into his arms.

Alec climbed on the bed and cuddled up to Y/N, his chest against her back and gently placed an arm over her. The three of them stayed cuddled up against each other even after Y/N fell asleep in their arms. “Goodnight darling” Demetri whispered and kissed her hair. Alec pressed a kiss to the back of her head “Sweet dreams sweetheart.”

Demetri and Alec had a lot to do to truly make amends with Y/N but were happy that she had given them the opportunity to do so. “She really is the best of us” Alec said low “Yes she is and I intend to treasure her forever” Demetri replied “Me too” Alec added.

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treasureswordsgirl55 · 3 years

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Secrets

Character: Steve Rogers

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Shield'sScientist!FemReader

Warning ⚠️: Fluff. Funny. Flirting. Little angst. Mention of Death. Memories. Post!Avengers. During Age of Ultron.

Inspired by: In that moment, with the idea of Steve lifting up the Thor's Hammer.

Author's Note: Hello again!!

This time I'm coming with this fic about my first love of MCU. When I saw the first movie on the MCU in 2009, was Iron Man, but when I saw Captain America: The First Avenger, I knew that Steve would be my favourite of the original six. I love him so much and this fic I started to write a few years ago when the Avenger came out an I never end it. But when I found this in my notebook, I thought: Why not?

And this is the result. Until 9 years after.

So... I hope you like it and thanks you for everything!! XOXO 😘😘 ❤️

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- Hey - Steve was leaning against one of the railings of Stark's room, where the vast majority of them had decided to go out to the terrace to have a few more drinks, and get some air.

- I thought you would be outside- I indicated with the head where Thor left the Mjolnir on the table that was on the terrace and took another bottle in his hands. The Asgardian apparatus was so on the brink of it that it looked like it would fall and make a nice hole on its way to the ground.

- No. You know that alcohol does not affect me and I do not want to bother with so much joke and armed phrases that I do not understand.

I laughed as I stood next to him, having an exceptional view of New York as well as the man who was lost in thought of him.

When I had met Jane in Australia, at a science conference, she was at an impasse in her relationship with the God of Thunder. But her discoveries about Bifrost Bridges or "Einstein-Rossen Holes" for mere mortals like us, led her to work together with SHIELD. And in just a few months, after afternoons of talks and extracurricular classes, she dragged me with her to New York.

- When a girl told me if she believed in aliens, I laughed - My companion murmurs, as he sees how Thor enters the place, without stopping for a second looking imposing, he leaves the Mjolnir on the table in the living room, he dedicates us a smile and walks away laughing - Now I feel like one of them.

This time I'm the one giving a smile, causing him to turn and frown, pretending to be annoyed.

- I'll be honest, when they told me that a kind of Norse god had appeared, I also started laughing. But scary - Steve turned with a smile while he was completely in front of me - I was always one of those people who thought that we could not be alone before such a universe, but the fact that there is such a man to confirm it made me panic.

- I don't think you're one of those who are scared.

- You'd be surprised how long I feared the dark. It happened just one day, when I went out into the night in the dark and just looked up at the stars. And after that, Thor and all this madness fell.

Steve burst out laughing and I walked over only to hit him on the shoulder. Of all those who were there, he was the only one with whom I did not feel out of place, besides that he was the one who took care of me since Coulson was gone.

- You don't know how many times I imagined that there was someone else out there - I looked up at the sky as I felt Steve's gaze on my neck - Knowing that there are habitable planets to visit, ships to investigate, but definitely be friends with a Norse god was never in the plans. Entering this world was never in my plans.

- Did Coulson drag you into this?

- No. He even wanted me out of this. If he knew I was in here, he would definitely give him a fit.

- He was a very correct man.

- Yes. More in the facet in which I met him, he was one of those agents who was strictly professional but at the same time, he made you feel that you were not alone among all that madness. He didn't deserve to die like this.

- I know. But Loki paid for it.

- That night that Maria told me what had happened to her, I felt that my world was collapsing. It is difficult for a young woman to be told that her guardian is dead because of an alien.

- Did you love him?

- A lot, but I never dared to tell him. I become that father figure that I did not have, the one that Hydra took from me. And it is not that Coulson was someone very demonstrative of affection that we say, he had his moments where he stopped being Shield's agent and became just a man in charge of a girl that no one thought deserved a chance. He always said that everyone deserved a second chance. He deserved her more than anyone.

-You're right, he was a good man.

- And then you arrived. I must admit, he would be very happy to know that you are the one watching my back.

- I'd take care of more than that, but you won't let me.

I felt how the heat began to rise up my cheeks and the clothes began to bother me. We were always involved in that tug of war, we took it as a joke and made fun of it, but deep down in all that, we both knew very well that it was more than a joke.

Maybe it was the time we spent together, the confidence between us or the difficult moments we had, but the affection we felt for each other went beyond the professional line.

He was already too important to me to make my chest ache just thinking about losing him.

We fell silent, staring at the table where the Mjionmir rested as if it were just another ornament from the eccentric Stark Empire. Seeing Thor's terrified face when Steve barely moved the hammer made it the best moment of the night, especially knowing that Steve hadn't picked it up, not because he couldn't, but because of hurting his friend's ego.

- Who could lift it....

- Don't you want to try? - The mockery and defiance mixed in Steve's voice made me put on my guard. This man was a danger when he put his mind to it. I shook my head as he pulled away from the railing and slowly lowered himself to the table where the hammer was, and for some unknown reason it seemed to move slightly in the direction where Steve was.

If Thor saw that, he would panic.

- I'm not worthy, Steve.

- And who would be according to you?

- Someone altruistic, selfless and who thinks of others before himself.

- Are you describe me? - I was speechless as soon as I heard him and saw him smile as he turned his back on me, completely covering the hammer -What does it take to be worthy of your person?

I tensed as soon as the phrase left his lips. It was not the direction he wanted the conversation to take.

- Not whoever lifts that thing. It would be too good for me.

- Why?

- Are you kidding me? When you carry the blood of many generations of Hydra agents in your veins, it becomes difficult to think that anyone is worthy of you.

- For me you're only Aria. Whoever wanted to intervene in you was left in the past.

- You don't know that, I don't even know it - I let a hint of the fear I felt escape from my lips, accompanying a sigh that I could finally be free from the prison I was in - You are too good for me , Steve. You know it right?

- And that's why I'm ideal for you. - He turned around and came just close enough to the table for her to notice that the Mjolnir wasn't there. He automatically looked at his right hand and the hammer hung from his hand as if it were paper. Hell, I didn't think someone would look so imposing and handsome with a weapon of mass destruction in his hands.

I tried to ignore the erratic beats of my heart that made my judgment clouded but it was impossible for me to look away. I looked into his eyes and there was a spark of amusement and security in them that I dared not question.

- Whoever lifts Thor's hammer will be worthy of you - Those words coming out of his mouth were like a joke, but at the same time they made my legs shake as if they were made of jelly because of the serious tone in which he had said them .

- You know that many could lift that. Do not?

- I'm not going to care as long as you're with me.

- Steve ... - The tears stuck in my throat and he just smiled. That smile that shows you that he is fully aware that it is impossible to argue with him.

More so, knowing that he won the game before even starting the game.

- Something inside of me told me that if I told you what I felt you would take me away from you, and look for ways to do it without frightening you, but whenever I approached, you would escape. And I saw my chance here - He raised the hammer easily causing me to laugh - We're alone and I know you can't say no to a superhero.

- This was not necessary. Also if Thor sees you he will give him an attack.

- And I should claim Asgard. And I don't want to hurt his pride… so don't pick him up sooner.

- I know. And that humility and consideration is what I like about you. Not the man who wears the colors of the nation every time he goes out to save the world - I paused as I saw that the others were still focused on whatever they were talking about on the outside - I like you, Steve Rogers. Captain America is just a complement that is part of you.

He lowered his gaze at the same time that color began to invade his cheeks. He nodded at the hammer and then at the two of us.

- It will be our secret - he approached the railing with the Mjolnir in hand and when he reaches it, I felt like in the play of Romeo and Juliet. I barely crouched down to be close enough to feel that his breathing was just as agitated as mine, and that there was a special sparkle in his green eyes that were surely reflected in mine.

- Now is the time for me to claim my maid.

- You would not dare. Not here.

- You want to see? - He barely touched my cheek, I knew I couldn't fight with it anymore. I was completely in love with that man and I couldn't do anything to avoid him any longer. He brought me a little closer to his lips and when they separated us a few inches from each other, he moved away from him just to see how I was completely supported on the railing - I like you.

He repeated in my ear as if he hadn't been sure that I had understood everything he had said before.

- And you to me, but it goes without saying since I am waiting for a kiss that has not yet arrived.

Steve laughed at the same time that he approached, closing the distance between us and stopped an inch from me.

- I know I am worthy of you, let me show you.

- It'll fall.

- That?

- The hammer will fall off as soon as I kiss you. And this will be the weirdest thing in the world.

- How are you so sure about it?

- Logic, Rogers. You don't have to be too smart to use the… - The sentence was half finished because his lips caught mine in a soft kiss. I cared little if the damn hammer fell, if the world exploded, or if another threat appeared, but at this very moment, all I cared about was that he didn't back off.

I concentrated on feeling the delicacy of his lips against mine, how his hand gently held my neck so that I did not move away or the softness of his hair between my fingers.

It felt too good to be legal.

"Ermm .. sorry to interrupt his intimate moment, but I suppose Captain Rogers would like to leave the Asgardian artifact on the table before he enters the room"

We parted as soon as we heard Jarvis's voice and a shiver of shame ran through me from head to toe. I forgot we were in Stark Tower.

- Thanks Jarvis.

"You are welcome sir"

He walks away smiling and puts the hammer on the table just as Thor entered. He watches us and notices Steve's hand on his artifact.

- You tried again, couldn't you?

We exchanged a look with Steve and he shook his head.

- Something is missing, Rogers. You have to look for it here - Thor indicates his heart and we both laugh. Steve drops the hammer and nods toward the door.

- Will you let Tony know we're leaving?

- Are you going to have the next part of the party alone? - Thor's innuendo made my cheeks heat up as he reached for my jacket and small bag. I didn't know what Steve was up to, but I was eager to find out.

-Unlike you, the rest of us have work, Thor - He holds the door open while he waits for me to get to his side- And if it were that I wanted to have a "party alone" with Aria, I wouldn't tell you.

-Sure, Captain - He laughs and indicates to the rest of the team - I'll tell them that you leave, have a nice rest of the night

When we headed to the elevator, I looked at him waiting for an answer, but all I got was a smile.

- Where we go?

- Wherever you want. Do you want to go a walk? Or…? - I hesitate for a second and took my hand - ... Or do you want to go home?

I didn't doubt it for a second, the elevator doors opened and I pulled him toward him - Home will be fine. Let's, go.

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novemberhush · 6 years

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hey~ for the botanical asks, i'd like to request (and oh gosh, there were so many options, but i narrowed it down to top 5): water lily; when was the last time you cried? why?, creams and sky; what's the craziest/bravest thing you've ever done?, lilac; if you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?, tea rose; what's something you've always wanted to do but were too scared?, and love in the mist; best books you've ever read? thanks~

Water lily - when was the last time you cried and why?

Oh, goodness. I’m not sure when the last time I had a real full on, flat out cry was. Which is a good thing, I guess. I did recently find myself getting a little misty-eyed over something I watched on television. I can’t actually remember what it was, but I think someone had died and I was moved by the grief of someone who had loved them.

Creams and sky - what’s the craziest/bravest thing you’ve ever done?

Jeez, I don’t know. I guess there was that time someone came into my old workplace brandishing a gun (we live in Northern Ireland and didn’t know if he just wanted to rob us or was there to kill someone for sectarian reasons) and two of my colleagues and I tackled him to the ground and managed to get it away from him. It turned out to be a replica weapon (he was just there to try to rob us), but we didn’t know that at the time because it looked (and felt) 100% real. Does that count?

Lilac - if you could go back in time what time period would you visit?

The 1920s would probably be my first stop. I would particularly love to go back and be present at the discovery and subsequent opening of Tutankhamun’s tomb. I know there are all sorts of cultural appropriation issues, etc, etc, but, God, just imagine standing there in that space that no one has entered for over something like 3,000 years! It must’ve felt so awe-inspiring.

Tea rose - what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but were too scared?

It’s not so much too scared as too self-conscious. I’ve always wanted to skydive, but I’m very overweight and I reckon I would be told I’m too heavy to do it. But if I was thinner I’d definitely go for it! Imagine the thrill!

Love in the mist - best books you’ve ever read?

I don’t know about best, but some of my favourite books include ‘Bitter Eden’ by Tatamkhulu Afrika, ‘Giovanni’s Room’ by James Baldwin, ‘Persuasion’ and ‘Sense and Sensibility’, both by Jane Austen, ‘Atonement’ by Ian McEwan and ‘At Swim, Two Boys’ by Jamie O’Neill. There are many, many more, but those were the first ones that sprang to mind.

Thanks for the asks! 😊😘❤️

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yasisworld · 6 years

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MY DARLING, YOU CHANGED YOUR BLOG! IT LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL!! BUT now for the ask thing: 1 , 3 (I pretty know this answer tho ahahah ), 4, 11 , 15, 22, 26 dklsjglkfdg have fun*

Sara, my love 💕

I’m so glad you like the new layout. I was bored with all the dark colours of my previous layout (even though I loved it). Now everything is bright ^^

And thank you for these asks 😘

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

Read: Persuasion by Jane Austen. Sums up my relationship with my family.Watch: Aaron’s SL with Chas after he started living with Paddy, their relationship.Listen: So Cold - Breaking Benjamin

3. list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

Yes, you damn well know the answer, missy! But here goes..

Neil Josten from All for the Game Series by Nora SakavicAaron Dingle from EmmerdaleRonan Lynch from The Raven Cycle by Maggie StiefvaterI have many more fandoms, but I don’t identify with any particular character in them..

4. do you like your name? is there another name you think would fit you better?

Yes, I do like my name. Though most people in my everyday life can’t pronounce is correctly. Yasemin is the Turkish version of Jasmin/ Jasmine, so it’s always butchered up. It’s why I go by Yasi 😅

11. describe your ideal day.

My ideal day is spend with my friends who I consider my family, doing something we all enjoy. Doesn’t matter what we do as long as we spend it together.

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.

Persuasion by Jane Austen.All the King’s Men by Nora SakavicHarry Potter Series by J. K. RowlingThe Invisible by Maths WahlDer Kreis der Dämmerung by Ralf Isau

22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

blogging on tumblrreading (books or fanfiction)watching Emmerdalewatching movies/ TV showslistening to music

26. how would you describe your gender/sexuality?

For a long time I used to think that I was heterosexual (as I didn’t actually spend time thinking about my sexuality). But then I realised having lady crushes made me at least bisexual. Though I still don’t think much about my sexuality, as I’m deathly afraid of committed relationships (and far too comfortable being on my own). But I don’t actually care about the gender, I like what I like and that always depends on my mood. So, I’m a female who is at least bisexual.

ask me things, I’m bored

#sara <3 #i had fun with this #thank you my love #it was nice seeing you in my inbox for a change #i hope you're having a wonderful day my love #yasi answers things #me being an awkward puppy

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lostinfantasyworlds · 3 years

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Teaser for Under the Northern Lights, Chapter 8: Stay

I CAN’T EVEN TELL YOU HOW EXCITED I AM TO SHARE THIS TEASER.

This is the moment for this story.

As in, one of the very first moments I imagined when I first came up with the idea for UTNL. Basically, everything that has happened so far in the story was just a lead up to this one scene I had imagined months ago.

This is a long ass teaser (almost 2k words), but this is going to be one of those ridiculously long chapters again, so it’s still only a small snippet. I have a feeling you guys won’t mind the length for this one 😉 .

This is still subject to light editing later on, even though I spent 3+ hours editing this one small section today because I am a crazy person.

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Inuyasha smiled before standing up and walking to the coat hooks by the door. With the fire roaring, it was finally warm inside the cabin, making the coat he was still wearing feel like overkill.

Kagome watched as he shrugged off his jacket and hung it on one of the hooks, gasping when she saw what was underneath. Inuyasha’s sweater had been completely torn to shreds on his left side, dark red blood staining the frayed edges of the fabric.

“Inuyasha!” Kagome exclaimed, standing up abruptly.

“What?” Inuyasha asked, alarmed by her tone. Why did it sound like he was being reprimanded all of the sudden?

“You’ve been taking care of me this whole time when you have even worse injuries?!”

Kagome pointed to his side where his shirt was torn, starting to walk around the back of the couch so she could inspect his wounds. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

Inuyasha looked down at where she was pointing, vaguely surprised to find his sweater in bloody tatters.

“Keh, this is nothing for someone like me. Just scratches,” he said nonchalantly, twisting a little as he inspected the wounds underneath. He brought his hands to his side to move the torn fabric out of the way, his mild surprise turning into annoyance.

“Sucks that this sweater got ruined though, I just bought it a few days ago.”

What a fuckin’ waste of money. Stupid wolves.

Inuyasha sighed a little, gripping the hem of the ruined sweater and pulling it off over his head. He walked around the breakfast counter to stand at the sink, balling up the sweater and throwing it in the trash along the way. Tearing a few paper towels from the roll on the counter, he wet them in the sink before starting to dab at the patches of blood on his torso.

All while Kagome stood transfixed, frozen in place, unable to stop her jaw from dropping.

Not only were his wounds already closing up on their own, but Inuyasha was now standing shirtless in front of her.

The man she felt more attracted to than all of the other men she had been with, combined.

Half-naked.

Right there.

And we’re completely alone…

It was a scenario she had envisioned since she first saw him in the daylight. Finding herself alone with him, getting to see the hidden planes of his body. It was something she had thought about in the shower in Denali, imagining his hands were the ones running across her body, instead of her own.

She had produced quite the detailed fantasy in her mind of what he might look like underneath the layers of clothing he typically wore, and yet, it couldn’t compare to real life.

He was so hot.

So ridiculously fucking hot.

She couldn’t even think of a more eloquent word to describe him, due to the fact that her brain had short circuited the moment his fingers slipped under the hem of his ruined sweater. It felt like she had been hit by a freight train of lust, rendering her utterly useless as she watched his large muscles rippling underneath his tawny skin.

It didn’t help that the position he was in only accentuated the very features that had her heart racing faster by the second. As he wiped the blood from his skin, his forearms and biceps flexed subtly, his well-defined abs tensing from the twisted position. Every last ripple and bulge was an ode to his strength, the raw power that had kept her safe.

The way he had protected and cared for her over the last week tapped into a primal, instinctual desire that she wasn’t even aware she had. An attraction to his chivalry and brawn and that was deeply ingrained in her subconscious, and only made her want him that much more.

She wanted to feel that smooth skin and solid muscle underneath her fingertips. To grip him as hard as she could while he surrounded her with that delicious body of his and she surrendered to him completely.

Kagome had to stop herself from letting out an audible whine as she watched several drops of water slide down his side, trailing down until they met the belted cargo pants that hung low on his hips.

She had to be in a movie.

Or a porno.

People don’t just look like that in real life.

Men don’t just show up, with adorable dog ears and chiseled jaws, and steal your heart in a matter of days. They don’t just appear out of nowhere at the last minute to save you from being eaten by wolves.

And they certainly don’t just casually undress in front of the person they had been flirting with for days like it was no big deal.

As if they hadn’t been about thirty seconds from fucking each other in the middle of a restaurant yesterday.

He seemed to have genuinely forgotten for the moment, not even looking in her direction as he inadvertently flaunted his body. Apparently, he had no inkling of the effect he was having on her.

Finally managing to tear her eyes from him, she turned away so as not to get caught staring. Her mind raced a mile a minute as she stood awkwardly near the front door, unsure of what to do with herself.

She knew he wanted her too, but where did they stand after everything that just happened in the last twenty-four hours?

He had just saved her life, risking his own in the process.

He had invited her into his home, something he claimed he had never done for anyone else before.

It was all so overwhelming that it felt wrong, in a way, to try and make a move on him right now. Especially when his mind was clearly not following the same train of thought at the moment.

She already felt like a voyeur for staring at him unabashedly when he had only been trying to clean up his wounds.

This was his home, a place where he probably felt safe and in control. He had to be the one to make the call. If he wasn’t thinking about finishing what had been set into motion two days ago, after everything that happened, then she couldn’t blame him.

Unfortunately, Kagome was losing any semblance of self-control by the second. The freight train was now off the tracks and barreling towards Inuyasha with no way of stopping it. If she didn’t leave now, there was no telling what she might do.

Inuyasha finished wiping the blood off his torso, the deep scratches he had sustained from fighting off the wolves already mostly healed over. He threw the blood-soaked paper towels into the trash, and was just about to go grab another sweater, when he stopped dead in his tracks, his eyes snapping to Kagome.

That scent...holy fuck.

He had caught whiffs of the delicious spicy-sweet addition to Kagome’s scent that indicated her arousal before. Most notably during the ending of that game of truth-or-dare, and last night when he spread her legs under the table at dinner.

It had been hard enough to keep himself in control those times, wanting nothing more than to give in to his desire and take her right there.

But now?

Her scent was stronger and smelled more delicious than any of those times before. He could already feel himself salivating in response, wanting to taste the sweetness of it on his tongue.

But what the hell had caused such a strong, sudden infusion of arousal into her scent? He looked around for clues, everything clicking into place as he realized that he was standing there half-naked, Kagome pointedly looking away from him. He could faintly hear her heart beating faster than usual, her cheeks flushed.

Kagome was smelling like that...from him taking his shirt off?

Well, that was certainly an ego boost.

He had done it without thinking, completely distracted by his wounds and every other fucking thing that had happened that night. He had been in “protect” mode, focused solely on dealing with the situation and making sure Kagome was okay. There had been no room in his mind for thoughts of the current state of their relationship, only the overwhelming need to ensure her safety.

But now...it was as if a switch had been flipped in his mind.

They were finally alone.

She was unharmed, and clearly wanted him.

She was...putting her boots back on like she was trying to leave?

Huh?

“Uh...Kagome? What’re you doing?”

Kagome still seemed unable to look at him as she picked up her camera bag.

“I should probably get going. I...want to check in on Miroku and Sango first thing tomorrow, and...you — you’ve already done so much for me, I don’t want to put you out any longer,” she said distractedly, fumbling over her words like she was trying to make up excuses as she went along.

Inuyasha stood dumbstruck and utterly confused, unable to come up with any kind of coherent response.

“Uh…”

He watched her secure the strap of her camera bag across her shoulder, trying to make sense of the disconnect between what his nose was telling him and the way she was acting. Her scent had only grown more potent in the moments since he first smelled it, but now she was acting as though she couldn’t get out of there fast enough.

What the fuck was going on?

Had he done something wrong?

Inuyasha walked around the breakfast bar, not sure what he was about to do, but needing to do something. He halted, standing in the middle of the cabin, when Kagome finally turned to look at him.

She looked even more beautiful than usual with her cheeks flushed, her eyes burning bright with the same desire as her scent.

“Thank you, again, for everything, Inuyasha. I’ll see you tomorrow at noon.”

Her voice was quiet and sincere, if not a bit shaky. She smiled warmly at him, giving no indication that he had done anything wrong.

Every sign pointed to her wanting him.

But, if she wanted him, then why was she leaving?

Unless she thought he had changed his mind since last night?

Inuyasha watched her turn towards the door and reach for the handle as if in slow motion, her long black hair sliding over her shoulders. She was wearing his sweatpants, and for some reason, it was the sexiest thing in the world.

And that fucking scent of hers was driving him absolutely wild.

There was no way he could let her walk out that door.

Gathering all the confidence he could muster, he spoke clearly and loudly enough to get her attention.

“Or…”

Kagome’s hand froze on the doorknob, turning her head slightly towards him in a clear indication that she was listening.

Inuyasha’s next words were quieter, his voice trembling a little despite his best attempt at confidence.

“...you could stay.”

#inukag #utnl #under the northern lights #thank you Jane for looking this over as always!! 😘#hoping to get the full chapter out by next Friday #but we'll see how it goes #i'm trying my best!!

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