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[thebearchives]

miss you so | DR3

PAIR. daniel ricciardo x model!reader

SUMM. all good things must come to an end, and unfortunately, you and daniel weren’t an exception.

TYPE. smau (fc: anne hathaway)

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[hysteria-things]

ONE

ʚ♡ɞ 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 | 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓 ʚ♡ɞ

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: chris x reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: guess who’s back in town: the sturniolo triplets. it’s for their birthday party their parents are throwing, the same party your parents force you to go to.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: swearing

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1,054

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: we’re locked in on the series, folks!

you can’t go a day without seeing something along the lines of the sturniolo triplets, and it fucking pisses you off.

your parents went to high school with theirs and were really close. your mom got pregnant with you around the same time marylou got pregnant with the triplets, your “best friends.”

the same triplets that left you months ago because of their career of being youtubers. the least they could’ve done was still message you, but no. they unfollowed you on everything.

you texted them multiple times, but all you got was one-word answers or no answer at all. as much as you didn’t want to, you stopped trying after a while because it was no use.

your parents still hang out with marylou and jimmy, sometimes even justin when he’s in town. at least you got one more best friend that you grew up with, nathan doe.

nathan is the youngest out of the four of you. nick, matt, and chris are turning twenty tomorrow and nate’s turning nineteen on the ninth. you’ve been nineteen since april, so you’re right in the middle.

you guys met him in elementary school and he was the last piece of the puzzle. you guys were even called the FOREVER FIVE, something you all made up at a sleepover in the fourth grade.

of course the three stooges didn’t drop him when they left. favoritism, i guess.

you scroll angrily on tiktok. it’s like the app senses your hatred for them and decides to put edits or clips from their videos on your for you page. this shit is definitely not for you.

then, there’s a knock on your bedroom door. “come in.” you call out, and your mother comes in. she sits on your bed and sighs. “what’s up?” you ask.

she gives you a face of sympathy, and it scares you a little. “the triplets are back in town.” she starts, and that gains your attention. “and i want you to come with me and your father to their birthday party tomorrow.”

“no.” you flat-out say. it’s no secret that your mom knows about your hatred either since you cried to her for a week straight about how they abandoned you.

“y/n, please.” your mom puts a hand on your knee. “marylou would love to see you there. she asks about you, you know. she misses you.”

frowning, you start to think. you miss her too. you never blamed her for what her sons did, but you haven’t seen her since they left. she is the sweetest lady you’ve ever met. “and they’re celebrating nate’s birthday, too. you have to at least show up for him, okay?”

you exhale sharply. “okay.”

you pull up to the party the next day with your parents, making your way to the backyard where it’s held. not a lot of people are there, just close friends and family. you scan the area at the top of the steps for nathan, getting disappointed when you don’t see him.

marylou engulfs you in a hug the moment you step on the grass. “hello, sweetheart!” she exclaims, pulling away with a big smile on her face. she places her hands on your shoulders. “how are you doing? you feeling okay?”

“i’m doing fine!” you reply in the same tone, putting on a fake smile.

“thank you so much for coming. i know it’s been a little… strange for you for the past few months. i’m sorry about that.”

“please don’t apologize. you did nothing wrong,” you say and she pulls you back in for another hug.

“if you want, the boys are standing by the chips and dip. if not, don’t be afraid to make yourself comfortable.” she points to the numerous folding tables set up.

god, you missed this woman. “i will. thank you so much.”

you walk over to the table where your parents are, placing your things down before joining them.

“twenty years old is fucking disgusting.” nick rants, dipping a chip in onion dip and popping it into his mouth.

the other two giggle. “yeah, well—” chris pauses when he turns his head and lands eyes on someone. “holy shit, guys.” he taps both of his brothers on the arm.

“look.” he continues, pointing at you from across the way when he gets his sibling’s attention. “we have to talk to her.”

“chris, no.” matt says. “do you not know that she hates us? it was shitty, what we did. that’s honestly my biggest regret.”

“we are petty losers for that.” nick chimes in.

chris crosses his arms. he would do anything to get you back into his life. there was no specific reason why they did what they did. they ghosted a lot of old friends ever since they moved to LA, and you got unlucky. “fine. if you guys won’t, i will. i want to get my best friend back.”

“chris, wait! that’s not a good idea!” the two scream at him as he starts to march over to you, who’s now pouring pepsi into a red solo cup.

you gasp out of shock when you turn around and see a brunette towering over you. “hi.” he says lowly. “i didn’t think you’d come.”

“i came for nate.” you say coldly. “where is he?”

“he has to do something before he comes.” you move over to start walking, but he steps in front of you.

“chris—”

“i’m so fucking sorry.” he apologizes. “we miss you.”

“should’ve thought of that before you woke up one day and decided to pretend i didn’t exist.”

his heart aches at your words. the three of them really are assholes. “can we just start over? please?”

“start over?” you scoff. “we can’t start over after all of that. i practically known you since birth, and you want to start over?”

“y/n, i’m—”

you peek over his shoulder and cut him off. “nate’s here.” you eventually get out of his way and start to head over to nate, but stop and turn back around.

there’s a hint of hope in chris that you changed your mind, but he was wrong. “i kept the note.”

he furrows his eyebrows. “what note?”

ouch.

you laugh to yourself. of course, he doesn’t remember. “never mind. happy birthday.” you mumble, walking off into the crowd.

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!

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[cartierre]

YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL | cs55

SOCIAL MEDIA!AU carlos sainz x fem!reader

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user4 i just realised carlos and y/n ain't even born in the same generation ⤷ user5 watch carlos entering his leonardo dicaprio era

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carlossainz55 mi luna, mi estrella, mi amor [my moon, my star, my love]

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[fyodorloveclub]

𝑆𝑇𝐴𝑌 𝑀𝐼𝑁𝐸.

♙ pairing: son!fyodor x reader

♙ cw: DARK CONTENT!! (i)ncest, yandere!fyodor, vaginal sex, handjob, sub(ish) fyodor, 18+ only minors dni!! it is mentioned, but fyodor is an adult

♙ notes: starting off with a bang for my first 1k event fic, dedicated to my one and only beloved kal @hnnnnnnnmscorner ♡ ♡

♙ wc: 1.8k

⇢ dark content disclaimer: pls remember this is entirely fiction with absolutely NO reflection of reality! i do not condone this nor any other dc i write, pls just block or unfollow if you dont like it, and do NOT report or leave hate comments.

Your son, Fyodor, always seemed to have an emergency whenever you had a date set up.

“I need you, Mommy,” Fyodor whined over the phone, sniffling. Your heart broke hearing his despaired sobs, exactly like Fyodor knew it would. 

“Don’t worry, baby,” you cooed as you haphazardly gathered your belongings and offered your date an apologetic look. “Mommy’s here for you.”

Fyodor mumbled a sniffled thank you, before hanging up, as a knowing smirk spread across his face.

You had been single ever since Fyodor could remember, and to him, that’s how it needed to stay. As an only child, he always had all of your attention and was comfortably used to being the center of your world. You loved him more than anyone else, and Fyodor would be six feet under before he ever let that change.

You’d been through countless dates, had countless ­­almost­-boyfriends, but could never seem to understand why none of them stuck. Was your job too demanding? Did you not call or text enough? Were you just that unlikable? It was hilarious how oblivious you were.

You somehow couldn’t – or refused – to see how your son was purposely fucking up every potential romantic relationship so he could ensure he remained the most important person and thing in his life.

And he had a lot of fun doing it, too. He loved acting happy and supportive whenever you came home from work telling him about a new blind date you had been set up on because he loved seeing you smile, though the rage that bubbled up inside him thinking about your attention being on another man made him nauseous. But by doing so, he could overplay the sad boy act when they finally ended things or even ghosted you, expertly timed tears slipping down his cheeks as he hugged you tight.

He really just wishes he could see the faces of all the men you’ve bailed on when they realize they’re missing out on sex that night because your adult son called crying for mommy. Especially the repeat offenders who put up with the antics much longer than they should’ve – what they looked like when, once again, your precious Fedya’s face popped up on your phone alongside his special ringtone. God it was fun.

You fly through the front door, face flushed as you arrive home, searching for your distressed son.

“Honey?” you called out.

“I’m in here,” he replied, voice cracking and dripping with tears – in your room.

You kicked your shoes and jacket off before hurrying up the stairs, peaking your head through the doorframe to see Fyodor curled in on himself, sobbing.

He had watched your location in real time as you drove home, so he knew exactly when to turn on the waterworks – approximately eight minutes before you arrived to allow for a perfectly flushed face, puffy eyes, and runny nose to make it seem like he’d been crying for hours.

And it fooled you every time. You rushed over to the bed to sit, back leaned against the headboard, and pulled him into your lap. He curled up into you instinctively, fitting against you perfectly like he had his whole life. You pet his mussed, dark hair with one hand as you hold him tight to your chest with the other, as his tears continue to spill onto your shoulder.

“It’s okay, Fedya baby, it’s okay. Mommy’s got you.”

He only sniffed in response, seemingly too in distress communicate verbally.

“Can I ask what happened?” You asked, very, very delicately.

“Just r-really missed you, and started panicking, is all,” Fyodor hiccupped. You just pulled him closer to you, tears collecting at the corners of your own eyes now.

He wrapped his arms tight around your neck and buried his face into your top.

“Is there anything Mommy can do to make it better?”

The words Fyodor had been waiting for. A small smirk played across his lips where his face was hidden from your view, but wiped it away before pulling back and looking at you. He looked a mess – his long hair tangled and tousled every which way, his cheeks and nose tomato red, and lips torn to shreds from where he had been anxiously chewing on them. You offered him a gentle smile, bringing one hand up to tuck a lock of black hair behind his ear.

“Can you-” he used a hand to adjust the crotch of his pants. “Can you… help me?”

Your eyes flicked down to where his hand just was to see a slight tent forming. You smiled – it was easy when this was all it took to cheer him up.

“Of course I will, honey.”

Your hand slithered into his sleep pants looking up at him for approval before you slipped past the waistband of his boxers. Fyodor pretended to wipe away more tears to hide the menacing smirk he couldn’t help from forming as he got exactly what he wanted – you.

Fyodor groaned as your familiar fingers wrapped around his half-hard cock, thumbing briefly at the slit to gather the dribble of precum that had already begun forming.

You spit in your hand for extra lube before properly jerking him off. He couldn’t help but harden up quickly – he had been waiting for this basically all day, and he was only human.

“Were you really this excited for me?” you teased, squeezing his length and making him yelp.

“Just missed you, is all…” he grumbled, repeating himself.

He couldn’t help but fuck up into your expert fist, a little too desperate for the feeling of your hot palms against his now aching cock.

Fyodor was coming undone fast, and you, of course, could tell. The way his face contorted and hips spasmed were telltale signs that your son was about to cum, so you quickened the speed of your jerks to encourage him.

“C’mon my love, cum for Mommy,” you cooed into his ear. He whined.

“Wait wait wait-” Fyodor suddenly exclaimed, tugging at your wrist.

You immediately stopped, looking up at your son still sitting in your lap, eyes full of concern.

“What’s wrong, Fedya?”

“Can I-” Fyodor started, eyes widening before he covered his face with his hands. You could barely hear the following nevermind he mumbled, already soft words muffled by his palms.

You wrapped your fingers around his wrists and tugged gently.

“Look at me, sweetheart. Can you, what?”

“It’s selfish, Mommy.” He couldn’t meet your eyes.

“You’re allowed to be selfish sometimes, baby,” you reassured, offering him a gentle smile.

“Can I have…. more?” he asked shyly.

“More?” you cocked your head.

“…More. Of you.”

Your eyebrows furrowed as you tried to make sense of what he was saying, until it clicked.

“You want Mommy’s cunt?”

Suddenly his violet gaze met yours as you uttered the exact words he wanted to hear. Fyodor almost wanted to clap and cheer at how perfectly you had been following the script he had outlined in his head, of how tonight was to go. Of how he was going to ensure that you remained under his thumb, even if you never realized it. Just another step in the direction of making sure he would remain the only man in your life.

“Is that okay?” he almost squeaked, making sure not to fall out of character.

You just laughed and shook your head affectionately.

“C’mere, baby.”

Soon Fyodor was on his back against the mattress, looking up at you as you now straddled his lap. You still had the softest, most loving expression with a gleam in your eye.

“Let Mommy do it for you,” you whispered.

He nodded against the pillow, still playing the shy boy act.

Sucking in a sharp breath, Fyodor stared as you pulled your dress up over your head, leaving you only in your underwear on top of him. Surely this was what your date from earlier had been hoping to see, but it was all for Fyodor. It always would be.

You shifted off him momentarily to gently shimmy his sleep pants and boxers all the way off, and rid yourself of your panties before resuming your position. Now Fyodor was breathless as your pussy came in contact with his skin, already weeping slick onto his pelvis.

Grabbing his cock into your hand once again, making him hiss, you look back up at him.

“Are you sure you want this, Fedya?” you asked, a hint of nervousness in your voice. You just really didn’t want him to regret this.

“Please,” he whined, grabbing your hips.

You chuckled, running your hand up his chest.

“Okay, my love. Just for you.”

Reality turned into slow motion as Fyodor watched you raise yourself up on your knees, line his painfully throbbing erection up with your entrance, and sink down onto him. The yelp he let out was completely involuntary, as you clenched your tight heat around his cock.

“M-mom- feels so fucking good-” he stuttered, throwing his head back into the pillow.

“Good baby, I’m glad.” You leaned down to press a chaste kiss to his lips, rubbing his cheek with your thumb. “I love you, sweetheart.”

“Love you, t- fuck!”  he attempted to reply, cut off by your next moves.

Using your thigh and core strength, you raised yourself off his lap once again before falling back down, moaning at the way his tip brushed directly against your sweet spot. You searched his face for any sign of discomfort but all you could see was the contorted look of pleasure as he involuntarily bucked his hips up into you, overcome with pleasure. It was reassuring enough for you.

Slowly but surely, you fell into a rhythm, using the bedframe behind Fyodor’s head as leverage as you fucked yourself on his cock.

Fyodor was a whining, garbling mess, only able to gasp out single words like fuck! or mommy!  He couldn’t do anything, could only watch as you used his cock.

Though it felt good for you too, overwhelmed by the pleasure of Fedya’s length as he filled you up again and again, what felt the best was knowing how happy you were making your darling son. To see the fucked out look on his face as he approached his climax was better than anything else ever could be.

Fyodor was too distracted to properly voice his oncoming orgasm and accidentally spilled his seed inside of you but you didn’t really mind, just climbed off him and used the sheets to wipe yourself off a bit.

Then you were laying on your side next to him and pulled him in close to you, running your fingers up and down the pale skin of his back as he caught his breath.

“So good for me, baby. You did so good for me,” you cooed.

“Thank you, Mommy.” Thank you for staying mine.

#fyodor smut #fyodor x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs smut #fyodor dostoevsky x reader #tw yandere #flora's 1k event

[steffigraf]

warning for a clearly anxiety-ridden oversharing freakout below the cut. sorry. i’m too sensitive and i’m unfortunately acutely aware of it.

tldr; im being a drama queen. gonna take a tumblr break for a week or two. to my mutuals, feel free to dm for my insta. i’ll be active until i wake up tomorrow morning and then i’m gonna zip

gonna preface this by saying this is in no way directed to the people whom i actually talk to constantly on here like you lot were lovely and im just dealing with a lot of demons in my head :(

anyway. sometimes i feel more like a product manufacturer than a person on here. and idk. i know most of you guys are really just following me for gifs and content and whatever but. yeah. idk. i guess the things i say don’t matter to anyone unless it’s funny. or if people want to call me out. not that im mad abt that exactly btw i do appreciate when people respectfully call me out for my own mistakes but. sometimes. i feel like im in a fishbowl and you’re all just waiting for me to say something wrong and cancel me. or then again, maybe most of you already think im a shit person and you just stay for the gifs. or maybe you guys think i’m a loser who has nothing to do but spend all day on this goddamn website.

and i know, somewhere inside me, that that’s not true and that it’s clearly the anxiety talking. maybe it’s just me maybe i’m making this up in my head i dunno. but i’m just kinda tired right now. too tired to battle the anxiety like usual at least. and i don’t really feel wanted outside of the content i produce, beyond the notes of my gifs or my fun posts. which ik shouldn���t matter but. i’m a pathological people pleaser etc etc.

(god, seeing this all typed out, i can’t even fucking blame you guys if you actly don’t like me cause. i kinda wanna shake myself by the shoulders and tell myself get a grip girl the world doesn’t revolve around you shut up shut up shut your damn mouth—)

i’ve been trying to manage by unfollowing and blocking a few people (which btw, if i did that to you and we used to be mutuals, it’s probably nothing personal i mostly just kept people i’m a bit closer to). but i’m still not really settled. and considering how i’m posting like every other day about feeling like shit, you guys probably figured that out lmao.

and well. on a separate note. seeing that rat’s name alone is too much for me sometimes. i couldn’t watch his game with carlos. i spent hours in his match with daniil turned away from the television, wearing noise canceling headphones while trying (and failing) to talk myself down from a full blown anxiety attack. i’ve said this before but the way people talk about him, both the fucked up silence and the justified outrage, it reminds me way too much about a family problem i have right now. hits uncomfortably close to home. prior to this i kinda thought i’d made my peace with the whole family situation but no apparently not. had he won the semis, i wasn’t even sure if i would be able to stomach cheering for jannik if it meant having to watch that man play.

so. idk. between the way actual tennis has been making me feel and the way tennisblr in general has seemed for me lately, i figure i need some space.

long story short ive been spending way too much time on tumblr this ao. and its gotten really bad for my mental health i guess. so i think i need to take maybe a week or two, to clear my head. watch tennis without opening this app every other point. spend time with people i love. get back to therapy. try to be a functioning adult.

(this is so fucking dramatic for a goddamn week of no tumblr i know that and i want to smack myself upside the head because why am i like this why do i make things snowball why why why—)

anyway. yeah. that’s it. if you actually read through all of that then. thanks. if not it’s okay too.

to my mutuals, the ones whom i’ve had at least some form of friendly interaction with in replies or dms, you can ask for my insta account btw. not that i’m crazy active on there but like. if you guys wanna be friends beyond the anonymity of this yknow. no pressure though.

#sorry to get all sad again #been editing this on my drafts all day #ive not been in a good headspace lately #*

[yooniesim]

So i follow(ed) zhuhaitang and you both and he's been off his rocker for days tbh I'm not sure who's whispered in his ear, talking him into believing attacking your server was a good idea, i'm not on discord. because honestly the corona joke was stupid of you but it doesn't seem to be your original idea just something you mindlessly repeated and everyone on his blog is throwing it way out of proportion. AND i remember your story with the two sims you based off kpop idols and it was... nothing really just kind of childish i guess and maybe a bit weird, BUT all his receipts in general are..... so bland not in a "drama" way but in a "I can't take it that someone is enforcing a personal boundary that doesn't include me in their space" or "i hate it when we are not about me" or literally anything that wouldn't have had either of you stressing your holidays away? You don't need to post this or anything but I'm sorry for both of you having to go through this, espeically him because he seems really freaked that he couldn't actually handle being called out for his? hypocracy i guess

Thanks for this anon! Yes, that joke was stupid as hell, that's what I get for mindlessly parroting a stupid ass meme like a moron lmfao. I should've known it would've been twisted out of context, like everything else I've said. And yeah, I had kpop sims and played em like dolls, and yeah, I still cringe when I think about it- but such is life, right? None of this had to be like this and I honestly wish he had stopped ranting like three days ago when I still felt mildly sorry for the guy. I'm not surprised the 20 year old minor stalker association is blowing it out of proportion bc they have raging hard-ons for anything I do or say... it's a little disturbing but i'm somewhat used to it by now and I honestly don't care. I've had enough time to realize that they're going to say the most outrageous shit about me but like... fortunately, it doesn't matter one bit. Like what do they think, they're gonna call me names and I'm gonna keel over or some shit? Is my presence going to spontaneously explode off the internet? Am I gonna lose a couple followers? Like so what. Like I care about being blocked or unfollowed by anyone anymore. I already have half of simblr blocked or vice versa lol. They bring up the same shit every two months and call me the same things... and a few more if they can manage to out-do their previous vileness... and I just stay just the same as I am and carry on as I like. Just cos they say something about me doesn't make it true. They can say whatever they like at this point. But it was funny bc after I posted about my dad passing away I was like, how much you wanna bet that weird crowd is gonna start poking at me about something stupid again? And it was like god damn clockwork, within a day or two they were starting this silly thing up lmfao.

Anyway, thank you for the empathy nonny. Idk who told him this was a good idea either because it certainly was not. Not at all.

#asks #anonymous #ceci speaks #long post #negative #kinda #just for ppl that block that tag for drama related stuff #thanks for following me this long even to the cringe kpop days off #should i bring them back??? #...thats a joke #sorry u had to see that lmfao

[ovaryacted]

My input probably isn't needed, since much more intelligent people have already spoken on this, but here are my two cents:

Dark content is okay. It is totally fine if you take interest to it and like it. However, there's a BIG difference between dark content and straight up crimes. Incest and stepcest? Morally and ethically questionable at best, straight up wrong at worst. Not my cup of tea, in fact, I find them very repulsive. But someone else might like it and that's alright - as long as both characters are consenting adults.

What isn't okay is rape and pedophilia. I've seen a rise in both in all fandoms recently, Resident Evil and Call of Duty being ones that hurt me the most. I don't know what's causing it, but it needs to stop ASAP. The first blog I ever followed on Tumblr turned this way recently, and I was so disappointed and sad. A person who used to write eye-catching stories and amazingly written smut turned out to be someone who now almost exclusively writes non-con. It hurt me to press that unfollow button. Rape is never okay and should never be romanticized. People need to accept that.

Pedophilia? Y'all are just disgusting for that. There are young and impressionable people on this app, and no amount of minors DNI warnings will make them go away, because they're hormonal kids and they like what is forbidden. I know from my own experience, I was very much underage when I first started Wattpad, then AO3, then Tumblr. I read smut at the age I shouldn't have. Thankfully, I was a bit more self aware and emotionally mature than mist people my age, so I ended up fine, thank God. I knew what was kinky and what was wrong and the distinction between the two.

But the vast majority of kids aren't like that, and when they read fanfics that romanticize grooming, pedophilia and rape, they will get the impression those things are normal IRL and it's okay to do them and/or it's okay if it's done to you. SOME OF Y'ALL'S WRITING IS ACTIVELY PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE ***AND MINORS*** IN DANGER, AND THAT SHOULD NEVER ***EVER*** BE NORMALIZED, ***YOU SHOULD STOP***!!!

I know this isn't what I usually leave in your inbox, nic, but this needs to be talked about every chance we get, because it's unfortunately getting normalized to sexualize minors and victims :(

Y'all stay safe out there, please <<3

-🌑

Hey New Moon anon honey, I've missed you and thought about you recently. I saw this when you first sent it to me, and I've been meaning to answer this for a while as well as my other messages in my inbox but I was just so exhausted as a whole I couldn't give you a proper answer. But I have enough brain power now to respond lol.

First, I do appreciate and value your input, I agree with everything you said and also relate to you heavily. I was also in the COD fandom for a while when I first came on to Tumblr before I formally transitioned into the RE fandom, and I saw that same trend with people who wrote for Ghost & Konig in particular. I can write essays on the correlation of the fantasy behind sexual violence and military propaganda but then we'd be here all day. It's also difficult to read characters that have a canon history of sexual abuse (Ghost/Simon Riley) inflict that same level of harm onto other characters even if it's fictional. There are a lot of layers to violence and aggression in sexual culture, particularly in environments where the military is involved since that's something people who are in the military go through, but I don't want to dwell on that too much.

Personally, being someone who started engaging in sexual content and material at a very young age because I got too curious on the internet, I know how dangerous it can be. I know how it can fuck with your head when you see something online and get too engaged in it that you want to recreate it out of curiosity. Minors often have this experience, especially when they reach an age where they want to replicate or mimic what they consume. It happens at all ages, it’s not their fault, and with the hormones that run through their bodies, it's inevitable. That's why I'm emphasizing just being safe on the internet with what we as creators release to be shared and spread around when we live in an age of unrestricted internet access across all platforms regardless of how hard you try to use filters and warnings.

I hope that at some point, the content we see when it comes to smut writing or writing as a whole kind of calms down in the RE fandom, but until then all you can do is block tags, spread awareness, and keep it pushing.

#ovaryacted asks #₊˚⊹♡ ─ my new moon anon 🌑

[gingeraleluke]

congratulations on 2k mads <33

4 the sleepover can i ask for dolled up 4 any one of these pics ?

ALSO HELP I WAS TRYNNA SEND AN ASK BUT ACCIDENTALLY UNFOLLOWED U T^T

HAHA ITS OKAY!! i’m gonna combine these asks because they are pretty similar but i’m gonna change some things so hopefully you still enjoy :)

slight cw! an anxiety attack if you squint.

BASED ON THIS PICTURE

everyone knew that y/n liked vinnie.

everyone but vinnie.

it was any time now where he’d find out.

she didn’t do a good job hiding the fact and was practically a super fan of his behind closed doors. she met vinnie through her brother max, who became one of vinnie’s closest friends, and since her and max were so close, she’d often join them on hangouts.

hence why the three of them were in paris.

the two boys had left y/n at the airbnb to go do god knows what, leaving the girl to study and finish up her schoolwork. she didn’t want to keep the boys from having fun so she insisted that they go on without her.

but two hours went by and she became lonely.

grabbing her bag, she called an uber to take her to the skate park, where she assumed the boys would be. putting her phone down on the bathroom counter, she quickly fixed up her hair before going to wait outside for her ride. how was she supposed to know that they were actually in the streets of paris taking pictures and posing with cigarettes? she wasn’t omniscient and sure as hell couldn’t read minds.

once she got to the skate park, she walked around aimlessly, her black shoes carrying her feet across the entire park, looking for them.

she saw the silhouette of two boys, one seated while the other one was skating on the half pipe.

“hey!” she waved, squinting to try and make out their faces. the boy seating looked up from his phone while the other one came to a complete stop.

wrong people.

“oh, sorry! my bad, i uh, thought you were someone else.” she awkwardly apologized, letting out a dry laugh and walking off, thinking over what to do in her head.

where the hell could they be?

she felt the back pocket of her ripped jeans, feeling for her imaginary phone. she pulled out her bag, looking through the contents as she assumed she just put it in her bag and forgot.

then she realized that she left her phone on the sink of the airbnb.

fuck.

she panned over, checking to see if the two boys were looking at her, but saw that they weren’t. pacing back and forth, she tried to take deep breaths and keep calm.

curse vinnie for being so damn heady. two hours without him and she already longed for his presence.

“hey, um. i’m sorry, could i borrow a phone? i need to make a call.” she chirped, raising a hand up and bringing attention to herself. she hoped that they spoke english.

the brunette boy stayed seated while the edgier blonde one, stopped his board and walked towards her, holding out a phone for her to use.

“thank you.”

she quickly dialed vinnie’s number.

she couldn’t remember max’s, despite being his sister, and yet she knew vinnie’s like the back of her hand. all those nights that she read those familiar digits and just wishing that she could have the courage to call him.

she silently prayed that he’d pick up, but he didn’t.

“your call has been forwarded to an aut—“

“fuck.” she huffed, realizing that he wouldn’t answer since it wasn’t a number he recognized. the blonde boy snapped the phone out of her hands, clearly annoyed as he walked away.

what the fuck do i do now?

“hey, wait!” she watched the two guys walk faster before the skated out of her view.

“fuck.”

she didn’t know what to do and her brain was so fried from studying that she didn’t have the power to move. she remembered the boys talking about going to the skate park and hoped that they hadn’t gone yet.

maybe if i just wait here, they will come..

i’ll just wait for a few minutes.

dropping to the side of a half pipe, she clutched her purse to her chest and sat cris-cross, her eyes closing ever so slightly from the fatigue before the sleepiness consumed her.

◦◦,`°.✽✦✽.◦.✽✦✽.°`,◦◦

max and vinnie arrived an hour later at the airbnb, throwing their stuff on the counter and beginning to raid whatever food they could find in the fridge.

“y/n, we’re back!” vinnie heard max call out as he went to town on the leftovers he found, hungrier than ever.

“she’s not here.”

“huh?” vinnie asked, his chewing paused and his body gone still.

“she isn’t here and her phone is here.”

“shit.” vinnie sighed, trying his best to conceal the panic that was rising into his body. “well where do you think she’d be?!”

he looked at max before the two of them realized.

“i’ll get her.”

◦◦,`°.✽✦✽.◦.✽✦✽.°`,◦◦

there she was, her hair sprawled out against the ground and her graphic tee shirt tucked into her jeans. her mouth was left open slightly and small snores left her body.

she’s sleeping.

the boy felt bad yet was amused by her state. being unconscious in the middle of a foreign country is not the safest thing for a girl like her to do.

“y/n?” he whispered, leaning down so his necklace swung. “hey.”

she woke up to the soft shaking on her shoulders, opening her eyes and feeling the hard surface beneath her, pressed against her cheek.

“vinnie?”

“yeah, i’m here. you really need to be supervised at all time you know?” he smiled. her eyes were half open and she was fading in and out of sleepiness.

“i’m tired.”

“yeah, me too y/n. let’s go.” he held onto her hand, lifting her up so she was standing. the girl wasn’t ready for his next move as he swiftly picked her up and carried her bridal style back to the car. his small grunts and footsteps were music to her ears in that moment.

peeling open her eyes, she looked up at him. “so pretty,” she murmured. her eyes danced over his appearance and the boy tried to hide his blush. before he could reply, the girl was knocked out in his arms.

now vinnie knew.

COME JOIN THE SLUMBER PARTY!

#vinnie hacker #vinnie hacker x reader #2k sleepover #dolledup

[mistressemmedi]

i apologize for this long ask, but i'm going to share all the TEA I've ever read about milf (M) and cat grandfather (CG): nobody knows the reason, but M and CG hate each other to guts (my guess this is a case of shitty recognize shitty). whatever happened, it was after the 2021 dutch gp, as they unfollowed each other after that race and then started avoiding to attend the same races. if they are at the same race, he stays in the garage and she stays in the hospitality. M fans are always harassing CG on ig as they know he doesn't like her. RUMOR HAS IT she is aware of what they do, but does nothing to stop it as she hates him too and cuz cat dad (CD) never publicly called out his fans for harrassing her. last year, a M fanpage got exposed threatening "haters" claiming to be on behalf of M and CD. the girl behind the fanpage was also making up lies about CG. this reached CD's sis, who defended her dad and told the girl to leave them alone. the girl apologized, and later said she was "used" by M, that she did what she did cuz M lied to her, and then she disappeared. another thing about this girl is that people found that the she also had a HATE PAGE for M (yes, she had a fanpage for M and also was hating on her on another page), and CG once replied her when she asked if it was true that he dislikes M and he said yes, and that most people around CD don't like M either (i have to say that from what can be seen, only CD's manager seems to really like M. not just his dad dislikes her, his mom, sis and friends never look comfortable around her. it wasn't like that with dilara). months later, people exposed ANOTHER M fanpage making up lies about CG. this girl denied it, keep the fanpage for a while, and this year her fanpage suddenly disappeared. this second girl seems to be OBSESSED with M. she also threatened people, hacked accs of "haters" of M, and insulted even daniil. it's not known if this girl really disappeared after her fanpage was gone, or if she's still around, but acting "in the shadows", as CD's family, dilara, and gossip accs that post about M continue to get threats. it was revealed by the first girl that M talks to fans, but in the midst of so many rumors, lies, and craziness, it's not known what she actually has ever said to these girls. the rumors range from her just thanking their support and replying whether she will attend a race or not, to rumors that she became friends with the girls and even shared details about her private life, such as her life with CD is kinda boring, and that he doesn't "engages" with her stuff like daniil used to do. maybe y'all don't know, but some wags interact with their fans. giada had a GC with fans and she told them first about the end of her relationship with charles. however, some fans turned against her once the relationship was over and faked messages from her on this GC to claim that she talked shit about charlotte. charlotte daily checks stories on fan accs. elena also replies fans. heidi is also believed to talk to fans cuz her main fanpage knows way too many personal things about her, posts videos and pics that no one else has seen anywhere, and always knows when heidi is with daniel. some time ago it was found that her sis had a side acc to defend her on wag pages. carmen also talked to fans, and when her acc was private, she allowed fanpages to repost the pics she posted there, except the ones with kids. some of the evidence against M could be fake. a gossip acc once posted a fake chat of her saying to fans that CG HIT her. this rumor CG hit M seems to have come from the first girl exposed making up lies about CG. although i would never trust a ~picket~, i trust gossip accs and fanpages even less. sorry for this long ESSAY. i hope that with this INSIGHT y'all stop thinking they will ever get married. we are closer to him breaking up with her due to her fans' harassing his family than having an wedding between those awful families - God writes straight with crooked lines.

I'm so sorry, I'm sure you put a lot of effort in what I feel is your magnum opus (and thank you for your hard work) but I am OBSESSED with "God writes straight with crooked lines". That sentence fucks so hard 👹

#anon #q&a #anyways looking forward to f1 tiktok taking this anon ask and making a three part series analyzing the whole thing #lmao #gossip in the paddock

[ghostlysoupcan]

some things that automatically get me to tense up thanks to circa 2014 aphobia:

lgbt (without the plus, it was so common that it was an instant tell as to who was actually chill)

cishets (unless proven its really about cishets because like terfs they tend to be subtle about it to make you look crazy. like highschool bullies do. Hm. similarities.)

aceys (self explanatory there, infantilizing nickname)

virgins (you already know why but honestly its poor taste to call anyone a virgin like its a bad thing anyway)

turbovirgin (see above. honestly id be tempted to reclaim this just for myself because yeah. not having sex at the speed of light i am. just going so fast at doing absolutely nothing)

making fun of qprs as if having another term to define a specific feeling isnt shit we've been doing since forever

that fun (not) thing where people had blogs like (this character here) is aphobic and making pride edits of Fucking Hitler and shitty characters as a joke and comparing them to us like it wasnt wildly fucking offensive and antisemetic

(any personal beef with valentine's day being met with oh youre just bitter/single/hateful yadda yadda)

any demonizing of mental health disorders cause aro people and pd having people especially could be just fucking vibing and you have people go WOW coldhearted abusive asshole Completely Unprompted or always accusing us of being the abusive one if we're in a bad situation and we may as well be blood brothers when it comes to bigotry bingo at this point

literally any blog who makes meme jokes because you think itl be fine and then you one day see on your dash a meme thats all about hating your identity or thinking youre a spectacle to cringe at.

any blog who doesnt emphatically support aros and aces and Proves it by doing more than just reblogging shit with the flags in them cause i swear to god i will be following someone for forever and they start posting shit that sets my fucking feelers off until i either personally get so uncomfortable i have to unfollow them to stop the game of wait-for-the-other-shoe or they outright mock us.

#id add more but i cant remember because i was too busy trying to avoid it for the sake of my mental health #funny that #anyway feel free to add other examples but i still to this day cant just follow people willy nilly #they gotta be cool bc if theyre not i cut them out faster than a fucking tumor creeping up on an important artery #bigotry aint cool you just look like a massive dick ✌️ #for the people who actually care to listen this is the brand of shit we deal with and i bet anything its still going #just. quieter. because they get to move on and we dont. im never going to be able to forget but for them it was fucking tuesday #aphobia #ask to tag #hitler mention

[kriscommitscrimes]

💫Hi, I'm Robin or Kris (whichever u prefer!!)!! Friends and close mutuals can call me Robbie!!

🪐This is primarily a deltarune blog so if you don't like the game or fandom I'm not really the person to follow

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I do consider myself an artist, but I'm only a beginner!! I struggle A LOT with facial expressions, body language and anatomy. Don't expect anything high quality from me lmao.

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Ok just a few things before interacting, because they irritate me/make me uncomfortable, which can lead me to getting genuinely upset or stressed.

Please don't dm me unless its very important or I know you, because it will be left unanswered as I really struggle answering them, but I'll get upset that I can't answer it. If it is urgent, please avoid dry texting and PLEASE include tonetags. And it could take me days or weeks to answer. Idm rp request and showing me a cool artpiece/post dms though!!

Please avoid bringing up politics on my blog. Especially American or British politics or any other big politic related things going on in the world, mainly because I want this just to be a casual deltarune blog. I may reblog the odd political thing, but generally its just satire.

Please for the love of god don't like spam my posts without rebloging at least one of them. I will block freely. It pisses me off so fucking much just don't please. Also, if you enjoy my art/posts and spent the time looking at it please reblog it over liking it, likes mean nothing and don't help me grow as an artist. Don't get me wrong, I love drawing and I drew just for fun long before joining social medias, but its just nice knowing people actually care about the art piece I spent hours on. This doesn't just apply to me. Reblog. Art. You. Like. and support the artist. It doesn't take that long, you don't have to add tags. But if you have the time, do leave a nice comment on people's art!! And if it doesn't fit with your blogs aesthetic or fandom or something, just make a general reblog sideblog and reblog art and post you enjoy there.

Just,, don't bring up weird stuff here?? Like as long as your not hurting anyone or yourself its fine, just don't bring it up here. This blog is 13+, so I don't really want to see your SpamtonXNubert smut fanfiction, thanks. I'm sure there's an audience for that but its not here.

FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK DON'T REPOST MY ART WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. REBLOG IT INSTEAD. Using it for icons, banners and other stuff like rp reaction icons is fine though, as long as you give credit and don't heavily edit it. Designs of fandom characters made by me are f2u as well, as long as you don't claim them as your own. This doesn't include oc designs those are mine but I don't tend to post those here.

Follow or unfollow at any time idm.

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This isn't all fandom related!! Despite what I said about DMs, I'll probably look at DMs taking about these things;

I ADORE DELTARUNE!! If it isn't obvious lmao. PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT IT!! My favorite character is Kris, followed by Berdly and Ralsei. Please send me drawings u did of them and ANY deltarune characters PLEASE and send me links to posts u like especially if we're moots!!

I love to roleplay!! I'll definitely rp as Kris, Berdly and Ralsei, but I'll consider any deltarune character!! Just @ me in a post or DM me if you want to rp with me!! I might make a separate blog for it soon lmao.

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Similar to the last one, I love space!! I love learning about stars, planets, blackholes, everything!! I also think its really pretty ough,,

Send me cool bug pictures I love the way bugs look bugs are so cool,, especially moths,, love moths,,

I really like calvin and hobbes comics

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[waitingforeddyneddy]

JB was granted permission from the Bridgerton production to pursue these big projects his fans are boasting about. If you look back that courtesy was not given even to PD. She had to complete her obligations to the production and otherwise filmed her projects in the breaks. It's why she unfollowed Bridgerton as soon as s2 came out and her obligations were finished. JB was filming throughout the Bridgerton production and his other projects were given priority. Mind you not every cast member was given that luxury. Even NC with all the favoritism she got, she had to conclude the season before doing other projects. Luke Thompson had to come back for filming as his previews were beginning for his play. JB missing also limited Simone from pursuing any big productions during s3. You can excuse Anthony missing from certain scenes, but his new Viscountess missing from the majority of the season in a show called Bridgerton?

On top of the fact that JB was allowed to do his play while Simone kept promoting s2 in the US while he already moved on. If anything he used Bridgerton as a way to bring more attention to his play with it premiering at the same time. Look at the QC leads, especially the black women who are not given opportunities even though their performances were praised.

The difference between him taking time to be available for FT promo is jarring. And it's something I will hate forever. Him not to consider Simone when she was being left out of s2 cast pictures, her getting her due on set. His actions have spoken loudly.

THIS is is what I meant when I said I don’t think he was a good costar to Simone and people started to send me death treaths and call me homophobic. You explained it so eloquently, thank you. At the end of the day he used Bridgerton and the straight character he played as a golden ticket to fame, didn’t he say he basically accepted everything before he auditioned for Simon? He doesn’t give a fuck about Kanthony, no matter how much his fans say they contrary, that’s why he was done with it the moment they finished the shooting and that’s why he couldn’t give a fuck about promoting s2 or talking with his friends like Shonda Rhimes, Tom Verica and CVD about why so much of Kanthony was happening offscreen . He got the power to do something about it and didn’t. Kanthony is a straight couple after all, it’s kind of obvious the energy he gave to FT and his love story there is veeeery different.

All the things you mention about him getting preferential treatment and screwing Simone over is the reason why my stomach lurches every time I see his cult of fans fake crying about evil Shondaland refusing to promote him. It’s not that they didn’t it’s the fact that he didn’t want to. It’s different. I’ve been called racist for pointing out certain shady stuff but what are they since they like to say him and Simone were equally treated like shit by that production? Honest to god I will feel disgusted by this forever

#simone ashley #jonathan bailey #bridgerton #kanthony #fellow travelers #asks

[uncloseted]

What has Selena done that’s shady?

Shady isn't exactly the word I would use. I think what I said is that "[Selena's PR team has] patched over a lot of stuff that would have sunk a different artist’s career" and I do stand by that. I think Selena's team is very, very good, and that has allowed her to avoid some controversy that might otherwise have had an impact on her career.

For example, Selena Gomez has been a longtime member of the Hillsong Church, which many celebrities attend. Whenever Chris Pratt is mentioned online, I see someone bring up how he's a member of the "notoriously anti-LGBT Hillsong Church", but with Selena, the narrative is usually more like, "Selena's faith and connection to God is important to her."

The other one that comes to mind is the whole Francia Raisa kidney donation thing. She appears to have had a falling-out with her kidney donor, Francia Raisa, and the details around the donation are a bit sketchy.

At the time of the transplant, Selena said that, “[Francia] lived with me during this interesting time where my kidneys were just done. That was it, and I didn’t want to ask a single person in my life. The thought of asking someone to do that was really difficult for me. She volunteered and did it. And let alone someone wanting to volunteer, it is incredibly difficult to find a match. The fact that she was a match, I mean that’s unbelievable. That’s not real.” She also said that, "there aren't words to describe how I can possibly thank my beautiful friend Francia Raisa. She gave me the ultimate gift and sacrifice by donating her kidney to me. I am incredibly blessed. I love you so much sis."

For her part, Francia said that, "I am beyond grateful that God would trust me with something that not only saved a life, but changed mine in the process. This was part of our story, and we will share it soon, but what is important now is that this is not the only story." So the party line here is that Selena didn't want to ask anyone she knew to donate, that Francia offered, and that both of them feel "blessed" or "grateful" for what happened.

For a few years after the transplant, it seemed like they were on good terms. In 2017, Selena honored Francia at the Woman of the Year awards, 2019, they got matching tattoos, in 2021, she thanked Francia on World Kidney Day, and in 2022, they posted a TikTok together. It seems like they fell out after Selena said that, "my only friend in the industry really is Taylor [Swift]". Many people interpreted this as a slight towards Francia, who's also an actress, and Francia reacted to the article, writing: "Interesting" in a comment under it. Francia unfollowed Selena on Instagram soon after (but none of this makes a ton of sense to me, since I think Selena was talking about the music industry?). Francia may have also been upset that she wasn't mentioned in Selena's documentary, My Mind & Me, which largely focused on Selena's mental health journey.

The sketchy part to this is that Selena's doctors appear to have violated HIPAA by telling Selena that Francia was a match before they told Francia, which is a huge deal. Francia said that, "When I found out that I was a match, it wasn't the way I expected. One day, I got a phone call from Selena, and she's like, 'we're a match!' and I said, 'yaaaay...what? how do you know this?' I had a way that I wanted to tell her when I made that decision- I knew I was going to make that decision, I just needed that time. Like, it's a big thing! So I called my social worker and I was angry." If what Francia said is true, that's a huge violation of her rights. The potential donor is always informed of the match before the person who needs the donation and is given time to make their decision. The person who needs the donation is only told after the donor has agreed to donate. So there may have been some pressure on Francia to agree to donate that there wouldn't have otherwise been.

Getting into speculative territory, some (sketchy, tabloid) media outlets claim that Francia and Selena fell out over Selena's "unhealthy lifestyle choices" after the donation. Supposedly, an anonymous source claimed that, "Selena did the exact opposite of what she said she was going to do when she got well again. She said she was not going to drink anymore, but she did," and that Francia, "told her that she was just really making some unhealthy choices, and that she was concerned for her," which Selena took badly. (For context, it should be noted that people who have had kidney transplants are able to drink without any (additional) negative consequences- the NHS recommends that individuals who have had a kidney transplant "not drink more than 14 units of alcohol a week" and "spread their drinking over 3 or more days", which is the same advice that they give for everyone else.)

Anyway, my point about all of this is that whether it's true or not, whether Selena or Francia should have done anything differently, other actors would have totally had their careers ruined if it was suggested that they manipulated a friend into donating an organ to them and then ruined that organ with alcohol abuse. Selena's team did a really good job of crafting the narrative around her transplant and recovery, and making sure that any questions about how it happened never made it mainstream.

Then there's all the stuff we haven't heard about, but that you would probably expect. Selena has bipolar disorder with psychotic features and has been in mental health facilities four separate times. Given that, it's kind of surprising that there have never been any rumors about her with regard to her symptoms. There are no rumors of her being flighty, difficult to work with, arrogant, impulsive, rude, paranoid... even though symptoms of bipolar disorder must have been impacting her life significantly enough that she needed to be hospitalized. Again, I'm not trying to say that she is or isn't a certain way or that her symptoms do or don't impact her in a certain way- I'm just saying that I think her PR team is very good at what they do, and an actor in a similar situation with a worse PR team would probably have a much worse reputation than Selena does.

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Hi. Hope you are having a good day today. But my question to you is this: what if you hate christianity and openly trash it every chance you get, but still identify as divine feminine as a means of reclaiming yourself and personal healing? Kinda like how feminists reclaimed the word “bitch” if that makes sense. I didn’t know until recently how loaded that term is, let alone the fact that white supremacists have co-opted the term for themselves. That’s disgusting.

Anyway the reason for my ask is because I’m a Hispanic-American on a spiritual journey. I truly fucking hate the Church and what it stands for. Been oppressed by it my entire life. Trying to figure out what path works best for me. Currently living with an abusive elder who recently told me that bad things only happen to me because I don’t believe in God. He’s mean as shit, and like most Boomers uses financial wealth to manipulate people around him. He’s also anti-black. Working on getting the fuck away from him atm. Easier said than done.

My ancestors were both colonizers and slaves and many were also farmers, so nature is a part of my life blood. The trees genuinely calm my spirit. Unfortunately, the other Hispanics I was raised around are extremely religious to the point that their ideologies inevitably harmed me, but they also did a lot of fucked up shit I can no longer stay silent about. As an adult I’m trying to unlearn a lot of shit. I’m trying to do what’s right.

Your perspective is welcomed. Just wanna make sure I’m allowed to follow this blog, for I do not wish to hurt anyone or make anyone uncomfortable. I’ll gladly unfollow if need be.

Thanks for your time. Take care.

hi! I only mentioned divine feminine as a dog whistle because the people I see using it are overwhelmingly TERFs-- but that doesn't mean it only functions as a TERF dog whistle. "divine feminine" comes from Wicca beliefs, alongside the divine masculine. personally, I prefer not to use either or identify as Wiccan, as I'm not a fan of the emphasis on the gender binary that Wicca centers around. but many people, especially former christians, find comfort that Wicca holds the divine feminine and divine masculine as equals (and some branches consider the divine feminine more powerful than the divine masculine), so it really comes down to the individual. you're welcome to call yourself divine feminine to reclaim your spirituality, or for any other reason, and you're welcome to follow my blog. I hope you're able to leave your abusive situation soon. 💗

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my favorite part about this is the chris stans saying they’re cute and ignoring her racist tendencies. you go guys ! your mediocre white king with fading hairline (god bless plugs) will personally thank you for protecting his racist flop princess. i love it when the trash takes themselves out. learn to hold your fave accountable besties xx aso looking forward as always to you dragging him, bestie.

I don't really follow any stans anymore and I don't see his shit anywhere than here bc I unfollowed him everywhere

It's ridiculous that they will just excuse any behavior of this man. It's also wildly concerning.

I am so fed up, I have been for a while which is why I unfollowed him everywhere in the first place. But I don't think it's right how the narrative is being spun and I don't think it's okay that the racist and problematic behavior is just being swept under the rug.

I would have expected more from the man who called out Trump publicly. I don't know that person in that video. I have no idea who the person who's been dating this girl for "the past year" is, either. But it certainly isn't the one I was a fan of, and it certainly isn't the one that brought me so much inspiration and joy in the past.

That is a different man - one that clearly isn't real.

I can never give up my comfort characters because they bring me a lot of joy still but they do that outside of the actor who plays them. I don't see him when I look at those characters and to me, he has nothing to do with them anymore.

He should be ashamed of himself in so many ways because it is honestly despicable that he would portray himself as someone who would defend people when they needed defending, and use his platform for that, only to end up dating someone racist and hanging around with her racist friends.

And the fact that it's not even the first time he's done it is even worse (i.e. Jenny Slate).

I think there's a lot we don't know about him and I think it says a lot that he enjoys being around these people. I know no one wants to hear it, but to me it's clear as day.

They have things in common. He has things in common with the racists. And he enjoys their company.

#mandy answers #chris evans #racist by association what do you call that #i know what i call it #but i wont do “slander” #in case mama lisa comes for me #im just calling it like i see it #i know i could never be friends with racist people #or fatphobic people #or antisemitic people #i find it surprising that chris can

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you don't have to answer this if you're not comfortable, but as a fellow ex-jikooker (i've stopped for quite some time now), i've been scratching my head seeing some of the jikookers' posts since the past week. they've been bombarding the jimin tag and gods i wish i can just unsee some things. i can't believe i've been a shipper like them before. that i liked their posts, theories, all that shit.

don't get me wrong some of their points are valid and jikook could still be real, but the way these people operate now is such a downgrade. there has to be a connection in everything when there is nothing to connect. they've romanticized everything that can be romanticized under the sun. most of them has no questions and did not even call out the differential treatment. it's pathetic.

there's this group of jikookers that i never particularly liked too. i eventually unfollowed them in the middle of my shipper journey. they've been acting all high and mighty in these spaces—as if they're better than anyone around. they're condescending too. they need to get off their high horses for real because who do they think they are? no wonder dogpiling has been happening in the jikook bubble for some time now.

tbf there still are sane jikookers left who are rational and are brave to raise points. that's a good sight to see. i've seen some who totally stopped shipping too, and that's good for them.

for me, going out of the shipping bubble is a relief. it's like i can finally breathe better. yes i get melancholic once in a while because i miss enjoying jikook's bond but i can't appreciate them anymore like i used to. and now that we've witnessed the promos, ugly feelings just intensified and come out every time i see them again. i can't stand the other half anymore. but it's all good and i've been coping. i've been wanting to leave for a while now anyway.

thanks for letting me rant here. i like your blog and i'm glad you're freely expressing your thoughts and are doing what's best for you. 🤍

Ngl, to me it actually feel so good after getting out of shipping. I'm kinda embarrassed too that I used to believe those theories even the one which sounded very delusional because I was looking from my shipper glasses.

Now that the glasses are broken, I can finally see the reality. And now when I look at their posts (which literally fills the whole jimin tag) I just can't help but laugh and think "How come I used to even believe all this?" lol.

Jikookers think that everything is rainbow and sunshine. Or maybe they pretend to think that while ignoring everything that is actually going on. They can't seem to understand that just because they're so deep in a ship, it doesn't mean that other people can't get over the shipping culture.

Like some people have brain which they use to question when things aren't looking right. I don't look at things like we're in some movie. When I was a jikooker I was very torn and confused about what was happening.

And then I began to put jikook's situation in real life. And I realized that if I was in jimin's place and something like this happened with me and my boyfriend, and if my bf acted like jk is acting, I would be so fucking angry and would instantly break up with him.

And if I was in jungkook's place then I would feel so guilty I wouldn't even be able to look my bf in the eyes. And I definitely wouldn't act so arrogant like jk is acting these days.

So yeah that's when I stopped being a shipper. I just can't bring myself to like jungkook at all.

The world must be crumbling around them but jikookers wouldn't care as long as jm and jk look at each other for 0.5 seconds.

Like they are so out of touch with reality it's actually funny.

And you must've have noticed that as more and more unfairness btw the treatment is increasing, as jk is getting more and more fame hungry, these jikookers are getting more and more delusional.

They're literally scrambling now to keep living within their fantasies. It's pathetic.