Longing
Hello everyone! I had a strange urge to write something, so yes.. AU belongs to @shiny-jr I'm just interpreting. This is also my parody to the five stages of grief. Another sentient twst works are here. Enjoy 0/
Upd: I've finally got permission to post this thing! But.. I forgot about it.. and I'm no longer like it.. and it's so small.. but, yeah, let it exists.
Disbelief.
It was the first emotion that began to creep into consciousness with a light touch from just hearing about the “shutdown.” The player just took a break, was busy, preparing for exams, tests, work, whatever. Causing panic out of nowhere was stupid. This had already happened more than once, but..
The hours merged into days. Days became weeks. Only the most stubborn began to count beyond the month. The mistrust and fear began to be felt stronger than before. More and more often insidious “what ifs” were spinning in head.
You were only gone for a short moment. Maybe a little longer this time, but you would come back. You would, except… Yuu turned into the doll they always were. A puppet whose only value was in you, who controlled it. When there was no point in denying, a storm broke out.
Indignation.
Anticipation caused hearts to experience previously ignored emotions and heads to question. What could be the reason? Could something happen in that inaccessible world? Do you feel the same confusion, unable to connect?
Could you become bored with their existence?
Did you choose them, him, over someone else? What exactly made you hesitate? A beautiful singing voice? Looks that could challenge the Evil Queen? Fame? Wealth? What?
Was the effort really not enough to captivate you, to make you pay attention? Place in your heart the desire to stay. Is it really his fault or is it yours?
Grief.
Bitterness replaced frustration. The one that was ripping chest, made him want to cut his own throat open if it would give any peace of mind. If it would strengthen confidence of your return.
When it seem that the empty vessel was about to break, hope still glimmers at the bottom. When the ear listened to every rumor, rustle, speculation, even if it was false. When the one he least want to see looked at him from the mirror.
When he didn’t want to, and most importantly, couldn’t stop. Gave up. Let every attempt, broken hope plunge him into the abyss of despair much deeper than the last time. Getting back on feet became more and more difficult. Sometimes the thought of acceptance flashed but gaving up the most desired thing was hardly possible. Even if the chances that no one would understand and that everything would burn out were higher every moment.
Longing.
Yearning invariably replaces suffocating pain. Very reluctant, denied by all means.
When there was nothing left in tired beating heart - not a single drop - only memories of the time spent with you through Yuu. Then he still did not understand other people's adoration. He thought that this would bypass him. However, like everyone else, he couldn’t resist the eyes, your eyes and no one else’s, looking at him in a special way. As if in the world of colored pixels he was worth something.
A smile involuntarily plays on his face, although he barely had enough strength to maintain an imitation of life. In moments of overwhelming loss, pride insisted: you were not worth it. You were not worth all the torment, all the tears he shed. You were not worth.. but this was a blatant lie.
When everything around him would merge into one colorless heap, when he himself would cease to exist. The only thought at the last moment would be dedicated to you. Therefore, as soon as the news of the appearance of an impostor who dared to pretend to be you reached the exhausted mind, remained only... rage.
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yo, do ya have any favourite lyrics and/or line distributions? akito getting multiple lines about dogs is neato
Hoshizora no Melody has my favorite lyrics in the game it's not even a tough choice. I love how well every character's arc is conveyed through only a few lines it's so good. Emu could never and would never leave PXL (her grandad) behind, and WxS was able to finally change things for her and help her protect it. Rui was outcast his whole life and he came to accept it as something that would never change - it wasn't until WxS (Tsukasa) reached out to him and let him be passionate about his dreams without judging him that he was finally able to turn things around. Tsukasa throws his all into theatre (making people happy) and it's something that is so deeply ingrained as a part of himself, but WxS let him actually pave the way to make his dream a reality. Nene was too shy to face anyone and couldn't get over the things in her way (her past failures), but she was able to rediscover her passion for singing and is able to sing for everyone once again.
The prechorus parts too, Emu and Tsukasa sing the part about realising that the world can make people smile because both of their dreams are to make people smile. Emu and Rui singing about the world giving life back to things they'd given up because Rui gave up on the thought of belonging and Emu was going to have to give up the Wonder Stage. Rui getting the part about celebrating the colors of the world because his dream is to create shows that anyone can enjoy regardless of identity.
As you said I think Akito getting lines about dogs is a nice little bit of recurring irony. I particularly like this example from Gekokujo that conveys his unwavering determination and drive even when he's faced with forces pushing against him really nicely. Also just Gekokujo's lyrics as a whole I think reflect the event so well.
N25 probably has the best lyric game like there's so many good examples from their songs. Particular favorites would have to be Engeki for summarising basically Mafuyu's entire life in such a gut-punching way, and Tricologe for a similar reason for Hoshizora in that it just does such a good job of representing every character.
IDSMILE/lower parallels my beloved <3
Gunjou Sanka is another favorite of mine. If you couldn't tell by now I love stuff that either tells a story or describes a character. Or both. All of Gunjou Sanka is so good and really packs a punch with the emotions but I really like the first verse and prechorus here where it describes the basics of each main story in just one or two lines each. I especially love the Leo/need segment about being able to believe in wanting to stay together since they've moved on from their pasts and are reuinted now.
And how could I forget Mr. Showtime. This one has such clever lyrics and I love the use of parentheses to add secondary meanings to certain parts. The whole song is perfection but I'm particularly fond of this section here, specifically the last line because it understands Tsukasa so much better than like half the fandom does. Theatre is something that Tsukasa genuinely dedicates everything to, in some ways (every way) it is his life. Phoenix is a great example to demonstrate that because it highlights just how much it means to him and how he's willing to put it above everything else, including his own wellbeing, to try and overcome the obstacles he faces. At the end of the day though, even if it's tough and can feel like it's taking too long or isn't worth it, the roadblocks he doesn't anticipate are the ones that help him improve most and get closer to his dream than anything else.
also just this one lyric from Showtime Ruler I love character development. Karasuyasabou actually says that's his favorite in the song, and he talked quite a lot about the lyrics for the rest of the song in his corocoro interview. I'd suggest giving it a read because it's pretty interesting what he says about how he wrote it.
this is getting a bit long so i'll stop here haha
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echo!!!!!! whats your favorite trick?
:{ I can change my type and coloring to mach anything I see!! :3 It's very fun!! I can use it to look like inanimate objects as well, but pokemon are most fun!! }:
:{ My Second favorite trick is finding social security numbers!! I have six from [My Tenshi] already!! >:3c }:
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who...are you?
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do you still need aod drawing suggestions? how about angels in karaoke booth? 👁️👁️
Zack then proceeded to miss the one word in the entire song.
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so pretty i could eat them up !
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˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
𝖦𝗋𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗈𝗇𝖼𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾, 𝖠𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅𝗌! 𝖨 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝗌𝗄 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝖽𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄. 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗋𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗆𝗒 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 (𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗒 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅, 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖿𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾). 𝖶𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍?
𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖻𝖾 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝗒 𝗎𝗌𝗎𝖺𝗅 𝖥𝗋𝗎𝗍𝗂𝗀����𝗋 𝖠𝖾𝗋𝗈 𝖢𝗒𝖻𝖾𝗋𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖽𝗈𝗇't 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒.♡
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Can we please get some more butt pics? 🙏 you deserve some praise
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Here's the playlist for my Joi4 goes karaoke series
Disclaimer: I've never in my life done a playlist for any character on any fandom I've been. I think I've never been into something like I've been with Gintama, and I've been obsessed about a lot of stuff. Bear with me?
In the order I drew 'em:
Zura (includes change of costumes, make up, light and smoke show, inflatable back dancers, fake duets)
Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler
Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush
You Don't Bring Me Flowers by Barbara Streisand and Neil Diamond
Olvídame y pega la vuelta by Pimpinela
Tatsuma
Super Rad! by The Aquabats
Intergalactic by The Beastie Boys
Starman by David Bowie
Gintoki (he has to be drunk enough. also, remember he's very tone deaf)
CHA-LA HEAD CHA-LA (Dragon Ball Z opening)
Pegasus Fantasy (Saint Seiya opening)
Drunken Lullabies by Flogging Molly
The State Of Massachusetts by Dropkick Murphys
In a parallel world were he's more musical
Common People by Pulp
Súbete a mi Moto by Menudo
Takasugi (includes shamisen solo + crazy fans in the back)
No Children by The Mountain Goats
I Can't Decide by Scissor Sisters
Girl's Not Grey by AFI (obligatory emo track)
Y yo No Bailo by El Pez (Menudo cover. I feel like if Sugi's gonna sing it, he would prefer to sing this more rock n' roll version)
I also added some b-sides for a lot of extra characters
Kagura and Shinpachi
Never Ending Story Theme Song by New Found Glory (huge fan of this cover)
Growing Up by The Linda Lindas (This has to be the youngest song here)
Diamond Perfume (Tae, Kyuubei kun, Sacchan and Tsukki)
No Controles by Flans (BANGER ALERT even if you don't know Spanish)
Zenzo
Mamma Mia by Abba (Let's be real. He loves romcoms)
Bansai
Police on My Back by The Clash (I bet Zura'll join him)
Matako
Soy Rebelde by Attaque 77 (Banger of a cover)
Hasegawa
The Science Of Selling Yourself Short by Less than Jake
Tama
Still Alive by Jonathan Coulton
Yamazaki
Sabotage by The Beastie Boys (Zaki DREAMS to be like the two police men of the video)
Sogo
Skullcrusher Mountain by Jonathan Coulton
Oboro
I Palindrome I by They Might be Giants
Shoyo and Utsuro (in the weirdest duet)
My Evil Twin by They Might be Giants
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🌫️🌫️🌫️🌫️
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Miku Hatsune is Tenshi Hinanawi from Touhou Project
i’ll admit, what i look forward to most when i receive asks like these is getting to paint the outfits
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Does the t-shirt pass inspection, Professor Babygirl? :D
Hah, this seems as good a reason as any to post a picture of our aquarium date!! The shirts were perfect, and a lot of fun to wear together honestly.
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omg I haven't noticed it before but in manga Zack uses "Ray" waaay before "what was your name again" interaction at the end of B4
as translators for some reason like to use names/nicknames when there's none in the original I went to double check
and would you look at that, it's still "Ray!" in jp ver
Kudan-sensei????? why would you so casually throw her nickname in there like it's nothing??? do you imply Zack's been calling her "Ray" in his head all this time?? then why does he need a confirmation of her name like 50 pages later????
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