#tele talks blog meta

[telehxhtrash]

(Cw abuse) I felt the anon ask who resonated with Gon meta. Wanted to thank you too, Tele, for everything kind you said about Killua because hits me close. I was physically and emotionally abused by my mother and sister. I got beaten, abandoned, robbed, prevented from making friends and even to study. Until I ran from home 9 years ago. Today I have the most supportive and caring friends, and damn how hard it is to discover how to act and talk properly to people when you hold so much pain. *cont*

(2/2) people dont know how vulnerable we get. I made many mistakes while learning how to treat people and me. I am so happy that i found HxH and your blog that give voice to beautifully told stories. So people knows that abused people can find love and learn. Can smile again. Do different. I've hurt people with my trauma and I'm still healing, but I turned out kind and caring, I am not just my pain. TY for caring abt their pain while writing about their/our ability to love.

And just to finish srry its long: it wasnt easy. I have anxiety, I healed from PTSD and I still fail sometimes. But, like Killua, the path of finding love while fighting co-dependecy and fears was tough, but not impossible to win. There are happiness waiting for us. I can say, today, I m happy. So when you talk mostly of love and still respecting the abuse trauma, I feel like you see people like me with the most humanity I have. And goes for Togashi. Thank YOU.

you made me cry plesaseejknfjksnjfknjkdf please ahhHHHH im just a smol girl not deserving of this jkndjkgnf

i’m so sorry to hear what happened to you, but i’m so so glad to hear you healed!! you’re right, you are NOT your trauma, you are NOT defined by your past. and that’s why i love togashi’s story and i love talking about it, bc of the way this message is portrayed in killua’s story. it’s such a beautifully positive message and Killua is an amazingly complex and human character. YES he does mistakes because of his trauma, but he’ll be fine. He’ll heal. Like you said, it’s a path, and sometimes you get lost and get hurt or hurt others but in the end you figure it out! That’s the message of Killua’s story arc to me. That’s why I like to emphasize on the positive in his story arc and highlight that this is why he’ll get a happy ending. Because just like you’re happy now, Killua will be too. It’s a process, but it happens. And that’s so beautiful!

I’m so glad to hear you’re happy now, really!!! You’re brave and strong and amazing <3 thank you for blessing my askbox and making me cry for the second time today jndfjksdnfksd thank you so much <3 im not deserving of ur thank us but ty so much <3<3<3 

#ask #pls im crying again #fav #cw abuse