Teenage life is getting used to waking up at 3:30 in the morning to read smut about your current fixation.
Teenage life is listening to horror podcasts secretly and vibing in the sound of murders so your parents don't find out what you're listening.
Teenage life is mentioning you're pansexual but all your friends have forgotten about it (my straight bestie reminds me how much she wants to fuck me every day)
Teenage life is talking about your crushes gf WITH your crush because they need relationship advice
Teenage life is your teacher being like a BFF and a father to you at the same time
Teenage life is creating fake passwords and fake profiles and fake admins because yourparentsareparanoidandtheythinkyourewatchingpornwhenyourebasicallyreadingitbutthatsjustadetail
Teenage life is reading smut every day but you still cringe in biology class.
Given to you by me, it's currently 6:40 am and I can't sleep
My whole life I dreamed of becoming the main character. To have a life like them. To get loved like them. I dreamed of a beautiful teenage life— hanging out with the coolest group in school, partying late at night, being the smartest in class and then finally getting into my dream University. But now that I'm 18 and life's nothing like that and doesn't seem very happening, lying in bed at midnight and reading books is all that makes me happy.
I turned 29 this year and people are joking on me because I went to the cinema to watch Barbie and bought Taylor Swift tickets. But you know what I am proud I did that shit.
Because when I was younger I had the feeling I cannot do things like this. I thought I couldn’t listen to Taylor Swift, boybands or pop music in general. I couldn’t watch a typical teenage girl movie because that’s not cool. Boys won‘t like it, people will make fun of me and don’t take me serious. Don’t get me wrong. I listend to Taylor, I listend to other popartist, I watched „girlmovies“. But I never talked about it. I hadn’t a group of friends with whom I could share my passions, because I had the feeling that I have to fit the cool type, I have to be liked and I have to do all the stuff that boys or men like and that the „cool“ kids liked. And that’s so stupid but as a teenage girl, I struggled and wanted recognition so bad, that I didn‘t enjoy the things I really liked.
But now I love watching movies, that some people think of are“ just for women“. I love going to concerts of strong independent women. I enjoy seeing all these young girls and how they enjoy those experiences and how they have strong female role models and how they have women to look up to. I am proud of all those young girls being themselves and arise for themselves. You are awesome. You don’t have to be liked by other people. You just have to be you and enjoy yourself.
sometimes i miss my younger self because then i was happy little child but now all i do is sitting on my bed and overthinking about everything i can't even cry cause i already cried too much.. life is unfair