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benadril · 5 months
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Calm and collected (lying profusely)
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asexualzoro · 4 months
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it's december 9th, meaning today is my 23rd birthday (which is my favorite number!), which means it's time for...
Lew Writes Wrapped 2023!!!
im including anything that happened after my last bday, so we have some works from december as well. this one's a bit of a weird one for the total word count, you'll see why
it's all treebark from my sideblog / alt ao3. i cannot change. i will not change. for these im just gonna specify the relationship that's the main focus bc thats easier than fandom bc all but like one are third life
dandelion wishing
(Dec, 2.4k, treebark, oneshot) (link)
op movie 6 au for dogwarts in which Martyn is the baron and Ren doesn't know he's dead
id actually plotted out a whole third life au for this movie like months prior and really wanted to write it, so i took it for treebark week and focused it just on these two. it's my fave movie of all time and i obvs had to give it to my fave completely dead team <3
i will admit tho. it did make me back search martyns twitter to see if hes ever posted abt watching this movie. bc i know he likes One Piece and i realized this would bring me into the danger zone (he hasnt ever posted abt it if hes seen it)
A Romance Route for the Doomed Villain?!?
(Dec, 5k, treebark, oneshot) (link)
treebark dating sim isekai parody that spiraled out of my control made in a day-long possession
im still baffled by this one. why was the response to this one so insane?? there was smth in the water the day i posted this bro. a 1:2 kudos to hits ratio for the entire first day is literally fucking unbelievable. 70 comments?? what hold did this fic have on you people. i got fic written about this one?? my friends goncharov'd me in front of my face
really fucking fun to write and the insane response was smth im always gonna remember. i appreciate you guys so much
treesekai also turns a year old in a few days!
Until the Angels Realize You're Not One of Them
(Feb, 7.2k, emerald duo, oneshot) (link)
a traitor phil au which was mostly just me talking about all the reasons i love technoblade
this one... wasnt actually written this year for the most part? i didnt want to not acknowledge it, since it's on my ao3 in this year, but i wont be able to count it toward the total
still. traitor phil au my beloved. hearing him say on his stream he and techno wanted to do a betrayal arc made me feel insane bc i already had this written at the time
missing or obstructed
(2022-present, 12.9k, Grian & Ren, ongoing) (link)
post 3L fic about Ren and Grian seeking out closure with a lot of funny little sleep metaphors
same deal as the last fic, i, uh dont think i actually wrote anything new for missing or obstructed this year either? just uploaded chapters i wrote last year,,, i didnt wanna now acknowledge it, but i wont count this in my total later
i miss her. one day ill actually sit down and write more missing or obstructed. in my doc im JUST at introducing Martyn and i havent written it yet
to reach my mangled debut
(Sept, 4.2k, treebark week, ongoing) (link)
it wouldnt be me if i didnt have an execution somewhere in here. another op au!
THIS. I LOVE HER. when rev and i were plotting out the whole storyline for smop renchanting i was begging please give me this scene i need it and i had so much fun writing it. i rlly need to finish soon but i haven’t had time but please. please check out smop. she’s top of my priority list to update
Three-Dog Night
(Sept, 6.7k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
BIG DOG. beauty and the beast au!
god im so fond of this au. there’s some rlly good scenes written for this and unposted bc i just need to link them together. honestly i think if i took a month and focused it on this fic alone i could fucking finish it but i don’t have the time ;-;
that said i’m so enamored w this au genuinely. o dunno what else to say i just think. puppy
Cover Me In Roses
(Sept, 3.3k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
lamplight roleswap! put Martyn in a flower pot
i don’t feel as motivated to work on this one when i have lamplight unfinished so it’s lower on my priorities but know i have like an entire arc of this written and unposted. we just have a few paths for this one and i have to decide which one to use
it’s so wild to me lamplight has like. aus. like this isn’t even the only one? a roleswap. that’s insane? it’s wild that you all like lamplight enough i can even get away with this
First Sign of a House Fire
(Sept, 2k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
i love superhero stories for two reasons: plots about secrets and adapting the characters to give them powers. this had smth fun for both of them
yellow rose isn’t super high on my list of priorities to update (i think the oneshot is interesting on its own) but one day,,,, it’s part of the many aus cherri and i have but it’s the longest for sure. the doc for just this au is like 100k words long on its own. at the time i draft this cherri and i are actively writing smth else for it in another tab. theres like 4 offshoots and im obsessed w all of them. we had to make ocs about this one. i’m excited to eventually add more to this series
actually that’s one of the scenes i’m most excited for and most dreading adding. we made a backstory oc and im SO attached to him and im excited to post a thing out there w him but. ough. whatever cringe is dead i’ll get there eventually and brute force my way into attaching you to our funky little robot guy
also love that this fic forced me to be decided on a docv characterization that i have to stick to. he may be a canon guy to martyn’s vtuber lore but he’s my oc now too
Blindsided
(Sept, 2k, treebark week, ongoing) (link)
pirate au and royal au based on a big secret and also stuffing a guy in a box and it's all stupid dramatic literally what else do you want or need in life
this is my wife. my favorite. my most beloved. blindsided gives me new illnesses and diseases. i have just one scene to write before i can update it and then i can continue unleashing her. god i love this fic the drama of it is SO fun.
the funny thing abt blindsided is i know all the plot chronologically but now how to Present it which is part of why i haven’t continued too much. eventually i will but until then know that one of the scenes im sitting on which has been fully written is one i think about constantly. hopefully when i post it cherri’ll let free the comic she did for it
i actually have the ending of this fic written i just need to get there lmfao. second on my priority list after smop i think
Cradle of the Leviathan
(Sept, 1.5k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
i just love mer aus man. whats the point of it all if you cant have mer aus. just get a big ol fish
i have the ending of this au written as well and literally so little of the lead up. but this is pretty low on my priorities. i think this one stands just fine on its own. mer aus are nice like that
we actually have a few mer aus but for now i’ll be focusing on this one. i do have a few sweet post story things written for this one. maybe one day i’ll write enough to post em lmao
Lamplight AU
(2022-present, 47k, treebark, ongoing) (link)
renchanting dnd/fantasy au, martyn's a paladin and ren's a lamp
so i started this au last year. my wrapped last year said my total was 20k, so that means this year's total is.... 27k!
and… it was just lamplight’s birthday and i did all my appreciation for the fic and its readers then, but god. i love this fic so much and i love you all who have read it and been so kind about it. the amount of popularity it has makes it a bit nerve wracking to work on, but i still really want to see it finished. i hope to see the bulk of it done by this time next year!
Six Sentence Sunday
six sentence sunday is a challenge where i try to post six sentences i wrote that week every sunday, to keep me writing every week of the year! i do it over on my writing blog, @driflew
i did not keep up on my six sentences,,, i had a lot of sunday fencing tournaments. i did for ~33 weeks this year! thats a pretty good amount! i’ll have to be more on top of it next year tho
unpublished work
the last few years i havent included unpublished work, but with the extreme bulk of it, i wanted to note it down. cherri @/cherrifire and i have been writing a lot back and forth at each other in discord dms this year, and i wanted to include those in my count! bc holy fucking shit is there a lot of them
i didn’t include collab pieces, just pieces i wrote alone. i also only included the renchanting aus i share w cherri and scarian aus i share w flowey, nothing else—no unfinished lamplight or other independent pieces or oneshots, no original fiction for class, nothing. i also missed a few u haven’t moved to docs yet. so i’m lowballing by a few. thousands. of words
the total for those is...... 135k words! there is,,, something wrong with me
total and end notes
our total this year is...
187512 words!
that might be my highest word count yet! because i caught treebark disease. wild.
something really fun about this year to me is i really loved everything i wrote.
if you want to get me a gift or support me on my birthday… maybe try reading my work and reblogging it or leaving a comment! you can find my writing at driflew or skelew on ao3, follow my writing blog at @driflew, or even consider tipping my kofi!
thank you for sticking with me and supporting me this year! i really appreciate it! hopefully i can break 100k next year too!
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loversj0y · 1 year
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im crying over techno again (this is long and sad im sorry)
i miss him so much man. i hope he knows how much he did for all of us. ive been rewatching old wilbur videos and seeing him in them brings me so much bittersweet joy. he meant so much to all of us. i hope he knows the ways he changed us.
he was my final push to start streaming. i was inconsolable the night he died. the week after i kept thinking about how long i’d pushed off the idea because i simply didn’t think i had the time. something about losing someone that you even just perceive as being close to you gives such a shift in perspective that i figured at that point it’d be stupid not to. and the thing is, he was so incredibly supportive. of every last one of us. he always supported the people in his community.
its a big thing in my life honestly to live in his memory. usually people say stuff like that in a negative connotation but i dont think its negative. i hold his memory close to me as a reminder of the things that ive lost. and its a comfort in a sense to let his deadpan mockery push me to be better and to do things i might fear doing.
he has a space on my ofrienda. i pray to him in the same way i pray to all the family i have lost because even without knowing him personally, he welcomed us all enough to allow me to feel like there was a family with him when my own felt incendiary and volatile.
i think about the fact that lovejoy is playing a festival with the killers. its a festival im incredibly excited to go to, but on nights like this when im crying over a lost brother i never had, i feel saddened in knowing how much he would have loved to have seen it. i think he will be there, watching. but the feeling wont be the same. i think of how wilbur must feel. knowing that he’s playing a festival with the same band that he’s not only loved, but that he shared his love for with techno, to the point that it made such a strong lasting impression on techno. i hope he knows how proud techno is of him. i hope that if he stays to watch the killers perform, he feels techno with him. because i know he’ll be there.
i have a lot of thoughts on how much he meant to me, to all of us, and im kind of just pouring them out in a stream not unlike the tears that wont seem to stop tonight. if i can be honest, ive been avoiding a lot of stuff related to techno. i took a step back from everything as a whole because it hurt too much and i didnt know what to make of it, not really. i keep finding myself mourning how little time i got to have as an active techno watcher, given how recently i joined the fandom and such, but i also know i should rather feel thankful for every second that i got to have. i find myself avoiding a lot of mentions of technodad still. he’s lovely and he means so much to all of us, just like his son, but i cant help but feel my chest reopen each time i hear him speak about his son. ive seen the feeling of watching a person you love mourn a family member who was taken too young personally. ive seen it in my own family with my cousin, and it all feels so heavy. i know there is this narrative of being thankful for the time we had with a person. but i still consistently find myself balanced on the precipice of anger and acceptance. i dont struggle with bargaining or depression, let alone denial. i know hes gone. i know nothing will change that. but i also will never be content in feeling appreciative of the time we had because we could have had more time. even if it was just a. second more. it wouldnt change things but maybe it would ease the ache in my heart as i think on all of the people who loved him who will live past him, myself included.
i keep coming back to the song life worth missing by car seat headrest. i cant quite explain where i find the parallels but i feel it in this delicate balance that i find in the song. theres this delicate balance between grieving and losing yourself in grief and im not that sure that ive found it. for a control freak, one of the things that always has hurt me is my lack of control in death. i cant change it. and all i can control is the way to cope but i simply dont know how to do that. and the temperamental part in my head is the battle i find myself fighting because i know how he wouldnt want this. he wouldnt want the heavy grief but i dont know how to not feel it. i find myself feeling the heavy grief or essentially nothing at all.
and theres quiet, kind moments throughout it all. when i think maybe i can hold his memory and move with it. but those moments dont last long. but they mean more than any other part of this whole process. when i hear him in my head, making fun of me for not putting myself out there. when i feel him supporting me as i feel unstable and shaky. regardless of your thoughts on religion or my own, i know that he is there. whether it is real or it is in my head, both are substantial enough to give me faith. and isnt that religion in and of itself?
i know that all the things we wanted him to know, about how he changed us, how much he meant to us, all of it. i know that he knows them. but i still am allowed to mourn that we never got to feel him know them. am i allowed?
i think im allowed. i think he’d allow it. i think he’d understand.
because when i feel whatever sense might lie in my convoluted ideas of religion and my strong sense of morality, i know one thing above all.
that he understands.
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miceeonvenus · 2 years
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My insane ramblings from the Wilbur stream:
HOLY CRAP C!TOMMY THAT'S C!TOMMY IT'S CRIMEBOYS TIME
PFFFF TOMMY UNDER THE WATER
Tommy just refuses to talk about Fundy's suicide hmmmmmmmm wonder if this reminds him of something
"Uhhh we went on that holiday to the beach." "No." DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING
theyre continuing to talk about it hslsjldhlfshlkhd
LOGSTEDSHIRE THEY NAME DROPPED LOGSTEDSHIRE
IS THIS THE TOMMY APOLOGY STREAM ARE WE GETTING THE TOMMY APOLOGY STREAM ARE WE GOING TO LOGSTEDSHIRE???????
HE DOESN"T WANT TO TELL HIM TUBBO EXILED HIM
hes determined it was a holiday ;-;
wilbur wants to talk he wants to get better hes trying to do better he is doing better and hes trying to help tommy be better and feel better and he doesnt want to make him upset so hes giving him a safe word
thyere gonna see the tower theyre
parrallels of crime boys and clingy duo sailing to what is going to be a an upsetting event and joking and havign fun as they sail before it all goes downhill
"its almost as if theres a server operator listening to us" DREAM
my heart is beating so fast my heart is beating out of my chest
HE THINKS THE TOWER IS LIKE A BEACON AOUGUHHHH
WILBUR REMEMBERS GIVING TOMMY THE COMPASS
"Maybe you deserved it" WILBUR WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
Wilbur fainted when Tommy told him he tried to kill himself...
Why is Wilbur visiting Dream in prison???? How is Dream in prison again??????
"Fond memories!" Bad choice of words Dream... that was a bad choice of words to say to a very angry brother that has tnt
holy shit wilbur
ok ok it was a dream
wilbur really want to kill dream oh this is all i could have asked for
actually no now im scared wilbur is going to die again
am i sensing a server wide event? wilbur wants to draw dream out by alerting the whole server? throught he prison alarms?
wait wasnt dreaming holing up in the prison last we saw him? he was in there messing with sam?
ERYN!!!! ERYN IS ON!!!!!!
WHAT IS CHAT GOING ON ABOUT TECHNO FOR?????? TECHNO LET DREAM OUT LAST I CHECKED
CRIME BOYS DANCING AND SINGING TO CAT TOGETHER THEYRE FINALLY HAVING THE BEACH PARTY IM CRYING
"I don't need armour" YES YOU DO WILBUR
sir why do you need to avoid showing the screen to open your enderchest why aren't the discs put away
tommy talking about listening to blocks with schlatt, fundy, and tubbo fondly :(
"Do you ever miss when things were just simple." Yeah :(
im so scared tommy wont have enough time to leave before dream shows up
im genuinely so scared i cant take this
NO DREAM ON SCREEN I AM SCARED OF DREAM BEING ON SCREEN
tommy is sheilding wilbur from dream OUGH
LITERALLY PUT THAT AXE AWAY DREAM
DREAM BROKE THE PORTAL SHIT SHIT SHIT WILBUR I KNOW YOU'RE TRYING TO TRICK DREAM BUT YOU DO HAVE A FLINT AND STEEL RIGHT THERE I WISH TOMMY COULD KNOW
I KEEP GETTING ADS AT THE WORST MOMENT ThIS IS THE WORST TJEY ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF A CONFRONTATION AN D BAM THREE ADS
WILBUR DONT THREATEN TO KJILL YOURSELF AS POWER OVER DREAM DONT PARALLEL TOMMY DURING THE DISC CONFRONTATION LIK ETHAT
the pain in tommys voice as wilbur tried to kill himself and have tommy's discs burnt
Wilbur was smart in what he did, tricking both Tommy and Dream, but he caused so much panic and pain for Tommy as well but it makes sense! it makes sense
tommy's silent little nod after wilbur tells him to never let Dream know the discs arent gone :(
"You're a good kid Tommy. Thank you for trusting me." ILL CRY ILL DO IT
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i will be posting about this lore forever. THE FACT TUBBO BUILT THE BENCH IN THE PRISON AND ASKED JACK TO SIT DOWN WITH HIM BECAUSE HE KNEW IT WAS OVER!!! omg. it’s so sad fr. he knew he couldn’t do anything anymore to help tommy. ALSO EARLIER IN THE STREAM tommy said something like “when the world is falling sit on that bench” or something along the lines of that AND HE DID OMFGG. also c!tommy died thinking tubbo was safe and living life the way he should. PLEASEEEEEEE. i just want to be happy bro. ALSO (again with the smp restart and shit) WE WONT HAVE ANYTHING WITH TECHNO! HIS HOUSE ON THE SMP IS GONE. i cannot get over that. i saw someone say they could make it canon that he’s stuck in s1 BUT LIKE THATS SO SAD BRO PLEASEEE. ok i’m done i swear.
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cupcraft · 1 year
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Hey hi stranger sorry to wander in.
I totally understand hating dream rn, lots of controversies and honestly I don’t go on twitter so what do I know. That being said
Would you mind being a little less aggressive in the post about the desc of the live stream? It really is helpful to read and I do appreciate it as someone who couldn’t watch the livestream, but I couldn’t watch it because grief is hard and complicated, especially when facing the same circumstances Techno’s family has had to go through. And seeing everyone make it about his friend trying to cover up a story about himself actually kind of hurts. I won’t pretend he’s a perfect man, and he might be a bad person, but he was close with him. I didn’t like everyone who came to the funerals, but that doesn’t mean I should have told them they weren’t welcome to mourn too and share the pain with the rest of us.
Again, sorry to wander in, you seem like you have a nice blog. If I can come up with the courage to post something more publicly about it and trying to ramblingly explain grief I’ll link you so you can see who I am, but I’ll have to be more specific if I do that and it might hurt too much to do, so in the mean time, bye bye take care
Hey i do want to apologize about how i said fuck dream in that post (well i will gladly say fuck dream in general). I posted that before i was told that this was not a spur of the moment stream and that the family really did want him there and it was planned far ahead of time. So when i was writing hte liveblog a lot of my grief and anger did come out in the beginning. The rest of the post (the bullet pts) are not aggressive or at all related to my own processing.
I do realize that now and i am very sorry for the anger there i shoudl have edited right away when i found out but it is unfortuneate tumblr wont edit rbs of that post regardless :(.
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ghost-of-a-vulture · 2 years
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Techno has a special place in my heart.
He was the first myct i watched. I began watching him shortly after i switched schools, and had lost all my friends.
It was weird, because at that time he was streaming on the dsmp daily.
His streams always started when school had ended, or around last hour, and because i was virtual i would tune in to the streams while wrapping up my day, then spend the rest of the afternoon drawing with the stream on in the background.
I quickly picked up several little quirks from him due to spending so much time watching him, such as saying "bruhhh" or "yooooo" in daily conversation. He introduced me to Wilbur, tommy and ranboo, who, while i liked, weren't my favorites. Technoblade claimed that spot.
Every upload and stream brought me so much joy, i always had to stand up and stim a while before i watched it. I drew som much fanart, i had so many headcannons. I customized a pig plush to be a Techno plush. I dressed as him on Halloween. [The crown rests on my lamp, the axe and cape hang from the back of my door]
So of course, his death hit me hard.
The moment i found out is probably one of the most vivid memories i have. I couldn't say anything. I just. I just watched. I saw Floof walk up to that chair and part of me knew it was over, Techno was gone. The pictures of Wilbur and Phil and others hanging out with him broke me. I remember clutching my favorite stuffie and sobbing.
My parents know how much he ment to me, and have told me that they're willing to donate to charities or buy merch that would help his family and other sarcoma patients. [I have no income of my own, sadly.]
At the time of his death i had been in the hermitcraft fandom a few months, and i wasn't as interested in dsmp anymore. Im also going to a new school, and the anxiety over what people might think if they know i like dsmp, mixed with a sort of guilt that maybe they're right, i am supporting horrible people, has driven me away.
While i remain subscribed to a few dsmp members, i haven't been watching their videos. Part of me doesn't care for it anymore.
Im sure I'll still keep up with lovejoy, and i may watch Wilbur rant about ace race during mcc, or check out the occasional tommy or Ranboo upload, but i think im done here.
Technoblades death was the final nail in the coffin for an interest that i was already falling away from. I was already thinking about officially "leaving" but after the news broke about Techno, i really have no reason to stay. Lore seems to be slowing down, and Tech was one of the main reasons i was there anyway, so it seems appropriate to leave now.
I don't hate the dsmp, i have nothing against it, im just moving on. It feels bittersweet. This fandom has brought me into new communites and has helped me make new friends [and maybe cope with some trauma along the way]
I honestly don't think I'd still be here if not for Technoblade. He helped me so much. I miss him a lot. I feel like i carry a little bit of him with me with the little quirks and phrases i picked up from him, and i wont let that die anytime soon.
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cmyknoise · 2 years
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ty for your post about trusting wilburs writing. reading it is helping me quell some fears since a lot of the anxiety on dash has been getting to me. i know its a bit silly but thanks for spreading a positive mindset
yeah!
things have been doom posty lately i know that!
i mean i know people instantly went into 'fear' mode, i did too, but for a second i just sat back and realized it'll be okay
this is cc!wilbur.
he's what brought us the l'manburg plot, the election plot, hell he brought us ghostbur, who only existed for 5 months mind you, and is arguably one of the most remembered and beloved characters for so so many people.
he has a decent control over his character, and although i do wish some things were done differently (such as the apology to techno), i do think it's still very much in character! he's good at that.
and besides, we also know cc!wilbur is the big inniter, big man inniter. he'll handle his and tommy's relationship well too.
things can be scary when the end is within our sights, but well, all good stories and characters come to an end. wilbur was very careful in his portrayal of c!wilbur as to not be offensive and stereotypical over mental health, and he's said as such before, that he treats his character carefully. tommy has done the same.
i think he knows the gravity his character holds and i think he'll do well by it.
i know all us c!wilbur fans want the absolute best- him making a new home or rebuilding l'manburg or whatever grand big thing we want him to end on.
i don't think we'll get that, but, again that's in character. he ended with a big bang once before. and we learned well, with wilbur, that's not the best, and its truly not what he wanted.
c!wilbur at his core is a very simple man with simple wants. and i think, in the end, we’ll get a good ending. it may not be perfect, but it’ll be good.
i think we'll get the apologies for most people (i know some people want him to speak to eret and fundy in particular. i do too. i'm unsure though whether fundy is ever going to log onto the dream smp again because it's been a very very long time since we've seen him on it, it'd be very nice though, i think fundy deserves an apology. eret has been on a lot lately so i'm holding out for eret finally getting some peace too)
there are some, like niki or others where i think phil's advice may actually come into play. not everyone will forgive or even want to hear wilbur's apology, and so he has to let them go.
and he made it very clear in body language and setting that he intends to apologize to tommy.
i think in the end, we’ll see the beginning of something else. i think we’ll see him happy, and you know what? that’s a good ending, and it’s really all he needs. to be happy, and to learn to love himself. something he struggles with a lot, and to realize that people still love and care for him, despite what he may have done. i think that’s all we’d really need for a good ending. if there’s more? great! but a simple ending can be a good one. 
besides, that’s the core of this smp isn’t it? the core of wilbur. to want safety, to want to be happy. that’s why l’manburg was founded. 
he said there's 3-5 streams left for c!wilbur. now that doesn't even mean he's 100% not going to be seen again. after his hitting on 16 stream he said that his story will come to a close, but if he's needed for others he may show up in the background.
ranboo has plans, im sure tubbo and tommy's stories aren't as close to being over as wilbur's. we may see him again, just not as a focal point. we may not get a stream from him. but that's okay.
like i said, i trust him and how he'll handle his character. he's written arguably the best arcs in this smp. he's made it what it is. we wouldn't even have the dream smp if he hadn't decided to have fun roleplaying and introduced others to the idea of how fun it is.
and you know what? it's not like we wont ever see any more characters from wilbur. i very very much encourage you and anyone else who hasn't to watch origins smp. wilbur plays a very fun ghost, and there's a lot of familiar faces! and some others. people like sneegsnag, captain sparklez, scott smajor, shubble, etc. and new people planned to get added too!
i believe ted nivision and georgenotfound were teased to join? and i know quackity is whitelisted.
its fun! and there's still fun dynamics with his character there (sbi is pretty much canon. crimeboys are canonically phil's sons. i dont think techno is however he is a very close friend to wilbur and tommy when he plays, and usually does things for them)
once c!wilbur's story ends, it just means he can focus on other things! we heard today just how much he as on his plate. once he has more room to do things, we may get other smps, other roleplays, other content. stuff to look forward to :D
so, dont be sad! its alright. wilbur will do well, he always does.
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motorcyclebucket · 2 years
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In recent events, it has come to my attention that some people have no common sense.
imagine for a moment. someone you care about just died. there were a pretty public figure and had friends who streamed and such.
and then, not even a day later, people are clipping their friends reactions to them dying.
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this shit makes me sick. its disrespectful. these people are upset, and you're using it for content?
"this video wont be monitized"
"Like and sub!"
Hell, even the title has "Emotional 💔" in it.
2.4 M views.
not only is this upsetting, but its disrespectful. Shit like this needs to be stopped. stop using his death to make content. these people are grieving.
Stop using Techno's death to make content.
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latenightsinmay · 1 year
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Tubbo putting in so much fucking work and effort and energy and his own money into this i respect him so much.
everyone who was on the stream, who made technodad feel welcome i am hugging you so hard. and to all the bedwars players who said hold up we have a legend here, show some respect and die in the name of the blood good i love them all as well. hypixel really was techno's playground and his home and seeing random people just playing the block game even acknowlegde his dad really hits hard. all the chatters, the viewers, all the donators and the subscribers, the techno millionaires joining to give money in technos name (even when he cant ring the bell to remind us to sell out) i love you too i love you so so much.
all of techno's friends who mourned him in public and in private as well, and still managed to do so fucking much to remember him by, to make the world a better place in his name i cant appreciate and respect you enough.
i know technoblade's dad saw and talked to a lot of techno's friends and peers and to his community and saw what they did to raise money and pay respects and him participating in this way and being sincere and thanking everyone (when he sair thank you sir to tubbo i started crying i wont lie, cause you can see how much it means to him) just hit so hard.
technodad i know the pain will always be there but i hope the legacy your son built and the community he left behind is something you and your family can cherish and that witnessing our love for him can help you even in the slightest amount.
this community really said hes not here anymore but like hell are we forgetting him. technoblade never dies!!!! HE NEVER FUCKING DIES
we hope you enjoyed your stay technodad. we definitely enjoyed ours (and we are not going anywhere)
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justabear · 1 year
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my books have moved to processing shipment and i cant wait to received and rub myself all over them and bury myself in them and i cant explain why i feel so overjoyed that they are processing the shipment its not even out and on its way and it could be because I got to watch dteam irl stream or a sapnap stream or a chill george streams which are just my favorite streams or maybe bc i was researching T and was uplifted about some doubts or maybe its because Hasan looks hot like usual or maybe bc my coffee hit so good today or maybe bc karl is playing fortnite or maybe bc even though the syndicate lore was sad bc i miss techno but im so happy that they wont be playing in that server anymore. bc in my mind i dont want anything techno has touched to ever be altered i want it to stay that way as if he could come back tomorrow even though i know ... idk i feel so good today and its mad bc i have so many things due soon that i have been not doing but i feel so good today its crazy.
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tubzozone · 2 years
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11, 17, 18! -🍇
11- do you watch your content creator? when he streams at a time we can actually watch him 🙄 (and when we have the energy. loud)
17- how do you feel about duo names? what about your own? honestly i think the oens with my source character are pretty fun lol. me n techno n me n quackitys kinda suck ass but they are clever duo names just. yknow
18- do you like other smps/creators? gem is fun :] n we try to catch other dsmp streamers n shit. otherwise though for me personnally i dont watch that much mc content lol, watching it is fun and all but most of the mc ppl we like are streamers and even with episodic minecraft letsplays its hard to keep up with. brain just wont work with them anymore </3
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grannycharles · 2 years
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i am... not doing too well tbh. haven't slept last night, which is definitely a form of self-sabotage/self-harm for me. i just. stayed up and up and up, playing minecraft while listening to his stream vods in the background. sleep was not really an option in my head. friday i was doing pretty okay all things considered, tuned into phils stream for a few hours, but like. didn't get too emotiononal apart from when i watched the video. but yesterday. god i was so fucking numb. i have barely any memory of yesterday. today i am hoping that i might be on the way to somehow balancing out. between ugly crying for hours and not feeling shit. fuck it's been a while since i dealt w something like this. last time somebody fairly close to me died it was my grandfather, and we barely had any relationship at all. it was cancer then, too, and i had been prepared and got over it in like. a few hours. most of my compassion went to my grandma, bc, well. we're close. and now. now there's some dude that i would never ever have had the chance to speak to and didn't even know he existed 18 months ago, and it. it fucking wrecks me. god i was so blindsided by this. i mean i was vaguely scared he might not make it, but cmon. it's technoblade. he doesn't lose, and he definitely doesn't die. and now he's dead and i don't know what to do w myself. completely lost my appetite, not just for food, even tho that's the easiest to notice. took a covid test (neg) bc everything tastes like dust. and like. i know obsessively watching videos of him isn't the healthiest thing icould do, but. what else. literally what else. i cleaned my room and vacuumed the floor today. i put new sheets on the bed. i took a nap. and i was on youtube. there are other things i can do, that i should do. some yoga bc holy fuck does my entire spine feel misaligned rn. go outside, even if it's just for 20 minutes. plan the next week. i will do those things. but i probably also wont close yt for the rest of my day.the news has drained the fun out of everything. listening to techno's voice in some form while playing minecraft feels. the least hollow. and i know this whole situation is just triggering stuff accross the board for eme. death and grief, obviously, are things i am not. great at handling.the knowldege that others around me are suffering and the feeling that it is my responsibilty to ease their pain while being woefully underequipped for this and also invalidating my own grief. because others have watched his videos for longer. they were supporting him more. they maybe interacted with him. they knew him personally. they considered him a close friend or even family. but. he meant sth to me. during my short emergency inpatient stay last summer i bought wifi access mainly to watch his videos. he was one of the people who kept me going last year, when i didnt know what for. yeah, he did mean something to me. he still does. in a parasocial way, but that doesnt diminish or devalue my emotions. this is messing me up and that is valid and understandable and okay, even if it feels far from it. so what now? going to bed at a reasonable time for starters. my food should hopefully arrive any minute bc i am NOT dealing w cooking today no thank you. feels good to have typed all of this. i will keep on scrolling through the technoblade tag occasionally. there is something really comforting abt this outpouring of love from the community, like wilbur said. something something shared grief. when i can think a little clearer about all this, i might order some of the "death merch" - which is the most in character thing ever. motherfucker really monetized his death because why the fuck not. also that "gg ez" tshirt look fckin epic. okay my food is here i will eat now and watch technoblade. could very likely talk more abt this, just to put my thoughts somewhere. but for now it feels. almost alright.
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guess whos back, bitches
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winifreyd · 3 years
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ok but only for you 
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dykesymmetry · 3 years
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not to sound like that one copypasta but sometimes yall do take the dadza shit too far
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