Hello july barbie 10 days 😏😏😏 hau are u
before that I have an important exam on Monday #godbless
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I can't stand that face ngl I've never had the desire to slap someone like I wanna slap her in that fcking annoying face. The thing that irritates me is that she wants to show he's "married" to him at all costs but she acts all innocent. Too bad for you dear AB, I'm a strong intuitive and I can feel when people wear a mask ;)
Chris drop her, we beg you !!!! this is like torture 😭😭
Me too, An🫶n!!!
Everytime I see her picture, I just want to smack her 😆 but that's what happens when you gaze upon someone so soulless, and she gives you...
✨Albaphobia✨
Seriously, Chris we don't care if she'll be your ex wife to the GP. JUST DUMP HER LIKE IT'S HOT!!!
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re. hamilton, have heard rumors that the sex is INSANE like mindnumbingly insane. also he's rly polite and nice apparently (a massive neat freak too). all in all it makes sense why these girls lose their damn minds, settle into any routine he asks for and signs any nda he wants 😭 i would too if the sex is as good as rumored
🍿🍿 I've heard ALL of this too. This and then SOME 👁️🗨️👁️🗨️
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((Shows up in your asks dressed as a mailperson))
Hi, I have a delivery for... Mx. Nikki? I hope this is the right address!
You’ve received a letter.
The matte navy blue envelope, sealed with silver wax, smells very faintly of bergamot. Alongside it is a bouquet of yellow dwarf sunflowers, snapdragons and craspedias with white roses and European heliotropes.
Transcript:
Dear Nikki,
I hope everything is well with you and the bookstore. This letter hasn’t been prompted by any particular occasion or important news; I simply wished to talk to you. It is, of course, nowhere near as delightful as speaking to you in person, yet preferable to keeping my thoughts and feelings to myself when my heart keeps calling for your company.
This morning the weather was sunny, albeit not awfully hot, and I felt inclined to play a few songs—as customary, Adella and Seren kept observing my playing intently, as the faithful audience they are. I’ve been practising a special song I do believe you’ll appreciate (or at least I hope you will). I’m wholly looking forward to sharing it with you, dove.
On a different note, I’ll need to visit your store again soon, because I finished reading the book you last recommended to me just yesterday. I enjoyed it a great deal, as you believed I would; so much that it was over in under a week. It took me a while to pick it up because of my work, but once I did, I became completely absorbed in it. The protagonist resembles you quite a bit, dare I say—creative, kind, compassionate, always striving to make sure that their loved ones feel seen and cared for. Perhaps that’s part of the reason why I’ve come to like it so much, but oh, I’ll save my ramblings about it for another day. Speaking of books, have you finished the one you were reading the last time we met? I’d love to hear how the story went, as well as your thoughts on it.
I do have one slightly less trivial event to share with you. I went hiking on the Bute Park River Trail with a few friends on Sunday; it was quite pleasant, despite the unexpected rain which fell upon us on our way back. I would be elated for you to visit it with me one day, in case you’re interested; in the meantime, however, I’ve attached some photos of my walk to this letter. Not pictured in them is how the others wouldn’t stop teasing me about you as we walked, which I must say caused me to feel rather bashful. Well, I suppose that is my fault, since I was the one to bring up your name first, but what can I do? Everything reminds me of you, especially as I haven’t been able to see you for what feels like an eternity—even though I’m well aware it’s only been two weeks.
I have yet to make dinner today—I’m thinking of beef stew. What would you like me to make the next time you come over? I could prepare my famous paella, or we could make something together, if you’d like that. You also promised to teach me how to make that dish from last Christmas, remember? Regardless of what you decide on, meals are, without doubt, the most delicious when shared with you.
I’ll sign off for now, but I eagerly await our next encounter, my dove. In the meantime, Adella, Seren and Arturo shall keep me company.
All my love,
Richard
P.S.: Adella and Seren also miss you and would love to have you visit us sometime soon.
(Besides the letter itself, five pictures were inside the envelope. They show a river, a woodpigeon, a hedgehog, a paper mulberry and common yarrow.)
Nikki's dark eyes widened at the sight of the colorful bouqet and outstretched letter in xyr dear friend's white gloved hands before blurting with a big smile on xyr face, "Cookies?"
Cookies smiled too, a soft, crooked thing. "Hi! I have a delivery for Mx. Nikki!" The smile curled some more in invs attempt to keep up the act, "I hope this is the right address!"
Clearly, Richard had managed to either convince or pay him to do this- regardless, Nikki thought Cookies looked very striking in the mail delivery person uniform, invs dark hair and eyes made darker still by the dark blues, blacks, and whites of the uniform and xe said as much as xe carefully took both the bouqet and the letter without looking at either, still smiling at xyr friend.
"Thank you," Cookies replied softly as he tucked their hands behind invs back and ducked his head to smile down at the shiny black shoes on their feet. The uniform was very fun and it was a shame they'd have to return everything to the rental store but at least the shoes were his own. Speaking of returning things....
Inv picked their chin up and turned to leave with a wave, "Well, I'll be on my way-"
"Please, I just remembered!" Nikki interjected, "I've made something for you- give me a moment to put these down and I'll bring it out? It'll only take a moment."
Curious, Cookies tucked invs hands behind invs back and nodded invs acquiesce. In a flash, Nikki rushed back to the house, gently set the bouquet and letter down onto the kitchen table, and grabbed a round blue and white floral metal tin before rushing back outside with an excited gleam in xyr eyes, not even bothering to shut the door behind them.
"Thank you for waiting!" Xe handed Cookies the metal tin with a cheery smile, "Remember when we talked about buttercookies?" Cookies nodded, and Nikki continued, bouncing slightly on the balls of xyr feet, "Weeeeell, you inspired me to try and make some from scratch! I think they turned out mighty nice if I do say so myself; anyway, these are for you!"
Cookies stared down at the tin for a moment before gently taking it out of xyr hands and when inv looked up at Nikki's face, Nikki couldn't help but feel honored at the quiet expression of surprise and happiness on invs face.
"Thank you," Cookies said, "I'll be looking forward to enjoying these later."
Nikki's eyes sparkled. Xe thought about telling them that the cookies were in assorted shapes but decided to let Cookies find out for invself. "I'll be looking forward to your feedback!" Xe enthused as xe waved goodbye to him, "Until then, have a wonderful day and thank you again for delivering those for me!"
Nikki waited until inv was gone before walking back inside to grab a butter knife, notepad, pencil, and xyr book on flower language before setting everything down to sit at the kitchen table with a wistful, lovestruck sigh. Xe didn't move to open the book right away, xyr face cradled in xyr own hands as xe stared at the flowers, too fixated on the rich hue of their satiny soft petals as sunlight streamed through the nearby window to illuminate them in an almost celestial glow.
After several long minutes, Nikki finally pulled xyr gaze away and began to rifle through the book beside them. It took a lot longer than it had any right to but it wasn't because xe was writing each down-- it was because each flower meaning Richard had deliberately chosen (for every bouquet he gifted was hand crafted with care) left xem flustered and in need of a couple moments to simply let each floral confession sink in.
Finally, when xe was done, xyr notepad read:
Yellow dwarf sunflower - when given romantically they can represent a happy relationship that is based on truth and longevity.
Snapdragon- can mean both deception and graciousness (knowing Richie, it's the latter)
Craspedia- traditionally means good health but has taken a modern definition of saying "you light up my life" (oh my stars! Must remember this for future bouqets I want to make for him!)
White rose- loyalty, purity, and innocence but can also symbolize eternal love, a new start, and fresh beginnings
European heliotrope- eternal love and devotion (from the ancient belief the flowers turned to face the sun throughout the day; I wonder which of us is the sun and which of us is the flower?)
Next was the letter. Xe picked up the envelope carefully, bringing it close to xyr face, and closed xyr eyes with a smile as xe caught a faint if not intoxicating, comforting whiff of bergamot. Xe grabbed the butter knife and with excruciating care, xe began the painstaking act of removing the bottom half of the silvery floral white seal from the pale blue of the envelope to open it without breaking the seal. Once finished xe set down the knife, gently pulled out the rich parchment paper, and took a second to simply admire Richard's familiar elegant scrawl with the pad of xyr finger gently tracing each and every letter. Xe felt a rush of gratitude and honor rush through xem over the obvious time and effort Richard put into the arrangment of the bouqet and the artful presentation of the envelope and letter, xyr cinnamon skin flushed dusty pink around xyr cheeks and the tops of xyr ears as xe admired the way he slanted his 'l's and 'd's.
Finally, Nikki began to read. Xyr heart swelled, stuttered, and tripped over itself several times as xe forced xemself to slowly read Richard's words, determined to savor each as the written act of love it was. When xe finished, xe picked up the Polaroids xe had seen before and grinned at the photos Richard took, taking a moment to close xyr eyes and imagine him with his fencing friends, the sound of their playful, gently teasing laughter and the sight of his endearing blush, his deep auburn hair dappled with sunlight as he stopped to take each photo now in xyr hands. Xe kissed the letter and with the same excruciating care xe had exercised in opening the envelope, xe stored everything away back into it before flipping the envelope over to write on the top along the seam the date- '07.07.23'.
07.07... Nikki considered it a happy blessing that Richard's letter arrived on his own birthday; xe had already been planning on heading over to Cardiff in the early evening to have dinner with him and the same friends he had mentioned in his letter and could think of nothing more fun than being able to deliver xyr own letter to him in person.
With his presents already waiting to go just there on the sofa in the living room, Nikki began to compose the first draft of xyr response on the notepad beside xem, xyr mind drifting ever forward and into the future where xe could see Richard once again and sing to him "Happy Birthday" in the Welsh xe'd been practicing just for him.
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🌟 Types of Divination 🌟
🃏 Tarot Reading: Ah, the classic! Shuffle those cards, lay 'em out, and let the symbols tell your story. It's like a psychic storytime with beautifully illustrated cards.
🔮 Crystal Ball Gazing: Channel your inner fortune teller and gaze into the shimmering depths of a crystal ball. See visions, symbols, or just a really fancy paperweight – your call!
☕ Tea Leaf Reading: Sip your cuppa, but don't toss those leaves! The way they settle in your cup can unveil the mysteries of the universe. Get ready to decipher some leafy hieroglyphics.
🖐️ Palmistry (Chiromancy): Study the lines, mounts, and shapes on your palm. Each crease tells a story about your life path, personality, and potential. It's like reading a roadmap to your destiny right on your hand!
🕊️ Feather Divination: Feathers are more than just fashionable accessories for birds! They can carry messages from the spirit world. Find one, meditate on it, and decode its wisdom.
🌀 Runes Casting: Norse warriors used them, and now you can too! Grab some ancient runestones, cast them, and let the runic symbols weave tales of your destiny.
🕯️ Candle Scrying: Light a candle, focus on the flame, and let your visions come to life within the flickering glow.
🌿 Pendulum Magic: Swing that pendulum and ask it some yes-or-no questions. Allow the pendulum to swing freely and always keep your hand still to allow the energy to truly answer you questions.
🌗 Numerology: Numbers, man! They're everywhere, and they've got a lot to say. Discover your life path, destiny, and soul numbers.
🔍 Scrying Mirrors: Stare into the abyss... or, well, a special mirror! Gaze deep, and let the answers reveal themselves.
🌊 Water Scrying: Gaze into the reflective surface of water – be it a pond, a lake, or even a scrying bowl. Watch as ripples reveal the unseen.
🐚 Shell Divination: Channel your inner mermaid! Listen to the whispers of seashells and let them reveal their secrets. You can also collect a handful of different shells and cast them. Their placement, pattern, etc, can reveal important details!
🗝️ Key Casting (Cleidomancy): Gather a collection of old keys, close your eyes, and toss them onto a cloth. The position and arrangement of the keys will unveil symbolic messages or answers to your questions. It's like unlocking the secrets of the cosmos, one key at a time.
🎶 Music Divination (Alectryomancy): Play some tunes and let the lyrics, melodies, or even random song selections speak to you. The songs that resonate can offer messages or insights about your current situation. Let the music be your mystical DJ!
With this ever-growing list of divination methods, you'll have a magical tool for every occasion. Trust your intuition and let your inner seeker explore the mystical world of divination. Happy divining, cosmic explorers! 🔮🌠
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Happy birthday!!! :D
THANK YOU :D))))
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Matt Murdock - Scratches
Pairing : Matt Murdock x (she/her) Reader
Word Count : 2.2k
Warning : Injuries, nothing graphics. Matt being dumb that he inflicts injuries to himself. A bit of angst I think.
Synopsis : The lack of knowledge about her wellbeing is doing everything but put his mind at ease and Matt wasn’t sure how long he could live with such torture.
Notes : Special work for my precious @basementsoup. I hope you like this Alex! ♡
If you like this story and would like to support me, please visit my kofi page and perhaps get me a coffee?☕
Matt hated it.
He hated having to admit that he still needs her. That even after months of separation, the many helping hands he found and friends he could’ve come to, he still found himself scrambling back to her apartment. He hated that in the lowest moments in life, her soothing touch and gentle words were the only thing that helped him stay afloat.
But nothing beats the hatred he felt when he finally managed to get inside. He hated how there’s a new pot of sunflowers placed by the widow. He hated how the pictures on the walls are now gone, replaced with what seems to be mirrors and other wall decorations. He hated, the most, how his scent no longer lingers in the air.
Before he could drown himself deeper into the wallowing, the sound of keys jingling and door knob twisting were heard. His heart paced for a split moment. A short period of regret washes over him. Perhaps he shouldn’t have barged in tonight.
“Matt,” She called, surprise was evident in her tone. Her heart skipped a beat and Matt wasn’t sure if he wanted to know the reasoning for it; is she glad to finally see him again or is she hating their reunion?
“I broke your pot,” He says instead “I didn’t realise you'd done some redecorating.”
“Yeah, I, uh.. I needed a change of setting.” She answers as she takes off her coat, tossing her bag to the floor once she realises his bruised face “Oh, God, not again.”
Matt tries his best to suppress the blooming smile on his face as he feels her fingers examining his face, “It’s just a light scratch.”
“You always say that,” She protests “I can find you on your deathbed, bleeding away, and you’ll still say it’s just a scratch.”
“Has it ever been more than a scratch?”
Matt knew that she must be glaring at him right now. The change in her breathing is clear for him to tell that he’s bruised her patience. But even with annoyance and vexation boiling her blood, her care and worry for him will always overshadow it.
“Come, I’ll clean your wounds.” She says as she holds his arm.
A small kaleidoscope of butterflies flutters in his heart. She knew that he could navigate himself to the sofa. He only broke the pot because he wasn’t expecting any change of setting in her apartment but now that he knew, he’ll be sure to be more careful in moving around, so there’s truly no need of her to guide him this way. Yet again, why would he complain?
“What is it this time?” She asks as she went to the cabinet to get her aid kit “Fisk? Castle? Some thugs?”
“Would you believe me if I say I fell off the bed?”
She turns and eyes him with a glare.
“Alright, not the bed then,” He jests “Stairs. I fell down the stairs.”
“Not funny, Matthew.”
“What, can’t a blind man fall from the stairs?”
She lets out a sigh. Matt could sense her defeated shoulders from the way she dropped the aid kit, “You wouldn’t come here if you only fell from the stairs, Matt.”
“Wouldn’t I?”
Truth is Matt has tried his hardest to stop himself from seeing her. He’s fought every urge to jump out of bed at night and come to her. Every little thing in his life pushes him to get closer to her. Like a magnetic force he couldn’t seem to escape. He wanted to ask her what tea he should get from the grocery shop. He wanted to ask her if he should wear the blue or the red tie for the court trial the next day. He wanted to ask her if he could borrow some sugar though the trip to the grocery store is far closer than having to walk to her apartment.
Anything that happens in his life, he wanted to share it with her.
“I don’t want to have this conversation again, Matt.”
“I know,” He nods, licking his lips as he tries to show an apologetic smile “I’m sorry.”
Matt could feel the sofa shifting when she took a seat next to him. He could smell the water from the bowl on her lap and the rest of her aid kit that are now laid on the table. This feels painfully nostalgic. To have her tend his wounds yet for the first time, he knew that he won’t be getting the one true cure he needs — her kisses.
“Are there any other bruises or wounds than the ones on your face?” She asks as she begins cleaning his skin “One of these days you’re gonna need to get yourself a real professional help. Like a personal nurse or doctor. I won’t be here forever to help you.”
“Won’t you?”
“You’re not exactly the easiest patient to tend to,” She answers with a teasing smile “I’d say the chance is pretty high.”
“But I’m your only patient. You need a comparison to say that I’m the worst of your patients.”
“No one can be this much of a pain in my ass than you, Murdock. You know that.”
Matt only smiles at her remarks. He wanted to bask in this moment. To suffocate himself with her gentle touches. To hear the beat of her heart that has become his personal ballad. To know that no matter how far the distance between them grows, she will forever be his true north.
Her movement was put to a short halt when her fingers bruised his lips. He can’t see her but he hopes that the longing in his face is mirrored on her. That she misses the feeling of their lips touching. That she misses the feeling of his lips whispering sweet nonsense in her ear. That she misses him too.
“You shouldn’t have come here,” She says instead as she abruptly stands from her seat “If you don’t have any other injury, I think you’re good to go.”
Matt forces a laugh, “What just happened?”
“I don’t know, Matt, you tell me! What are you doing here?”
“I told you, I fell down the stairs.”
“Yeah, and you couldn’t have asked Foggy or Karen to help with your wound?” She asks, her volume slightly rising in frustration “Do you even feel those wounds? Because I know you have that superhero metabolism thing and I’ve seen you get worse injuries. You can’t just come here, spend half an hour to get to the other side of the city, just to get some bandaid for your scratches.”
Her heartbeat has gone frantic now. Matt could feel the frustration, the anger, the disappointment from all the words she uttered, but the most evident thing he could hear was how much she worries for him. How much she wanted to embrace him as she once did. How much she wanted to show him the love she hoards for him, even without saying it out loud.
It had been a few painful weeks leading up to their separation. He could hardly remember the last time he’s slept a wink. There’s always someone crying for help, someone screaming in agony, wailing in pain and despair that he just had to go out there and lend a hand. And even with all of his God gifted abilities, there’s only so much he could take before he succumbed to his demons. And unfortunately, this is one of the few battles he has to admit losing.
Even up till this moment, Matt still tries to convince himself that he didn’t regret ending things between them. It needed to be done. He had to make sure that the Daredevil and his business wouldn’t come between him and her. He needed to make sure that the enemies he made along the way would never find their ways to her. He needed to make sure that when the Daredevil himself had to make penance for his sins, he wouldn’t drag her along with him to hell.
And the only way he could save her is to cut the relationship clean.
But Matt is as much of a selfish man as the next person. He couldn’t keep away from her for too long. The thought of her moving on peels his skin when it should’ve given him the satisfaction and fulfilment. The way her shampoo no longer lingers on his pillowcase gives him nightmares. The distance that he thought would be her safety net soon turns into a limbo of anxiety and worry. The lack of knowledge about her wellbeing is doing everything but put his mind at ease and Matt wasn’t sure how long he could live with such torture.
“I didn’t lie when I told you I fell from the stairs,” He explains softly “I— I’ve been wanting to come and see you but I just— I don’t know how.”
Her heartbeat slows, completely focused on his words now.
“I thought about purposely messing up my laundry and calling you for help. I thought about using that wrong detergent for our— my blankets, but I know you’d never forgive me.” He confesses, a pathetic chuckle escaped his lips “I mean, I wouldn’t want to ruin those blankets, to be real. They’re precious to me. We use them for our movie nights.”
“So you figured you just fell down the stairs?”
He shrugs, a small embarrassed smile curved on his face, “I had to make sure you won’t kick me out and slam the door on my face.”
“You’re an idiot, Matthew.”
“I know.”
“No, I don’t think you do,” She seethes, taking a deep breath to calm her nerves and running a hand through her hair in frustration “You— You can’t just end things between us and suddenly barges into my apartment, begging me to clean your self-inflicted wounds. That’s not how things work, Matt. That’s— That’s cruel.”
And that’s when he feels it. The foul taste of salt from her tears slowly rolling down her cheeks. The night just keeps getting worse and worse, so it seems. It was never in his intention to make her cry though he’s got to admit that he’s done that one too many times. He only wanted to see her, to feel her touch one more time, not to cause an even greater pain to their gashing wound.
“What do you want from me, Matt?” She painfully asks, her voice cracks from the heartache “Why can’t you just leave me alone?”
“Is that what you want? For me to leave you alone?”
A bitter laughter escapes her lips, “I want you to love me, but that’s clearly not on the table, so I suppose being left by you would be the best option.”
Carefully, Matt stands from his seat and walks toward her. He reaches for her face, feeling the wetness of her cheeks under his calloused fingers. It pains him to see her this way. To know that he’s caused her more pain than happiness. All because he thought he knew better when clearly he didn't.
“I love you. I’ve always loved you,” He confesses “It’s because I love you that I ended things between us.”
Matt could feel the skin on her forehead scrunching, clearly from the confusion of his words.
“It was becoming unsafe for you to be with me. I made too many enemies, too many people that wanted to avenge their anger to me and it was only a matter of time before they knew about the one thing that would hurt me most and I can’t— I can’t risk that.”
“So I’m, what? A weakness?”
“Yeah. Yeah, you are my weakness,” Matt says with a nod “And I couldn’t care less about having a weakness, believe me I don’t care about my soft spots, but you..” He pauses, cupping her face gently as his eyes become glossy “You.. You, I cannot ignore. Just the thought of someone, laying a hand on you, hurting just a strand of your hair.. It drives me nuts. I care more about you than anything. So if staying away from you is the only option I have, if it’s the only way I can minimise the risk of harming you..”
A tear finally rolled down his cheek. It feels liberating to finally confess all of his reasoning, to finally let her know the cause of his discourteous actions, but there’s still no solution to their problem. There’s still a huge question mark for them to tackle and he wasn’t sure if he’s ready to reach that point yet. He wanted to still feel her touch, to hear her calling his name even if they’re filled with her venomous tone.
“Matt—”
“Tell me,” He cuts in, trying to recollect himself from the turmoil “Do you want me to leave? Would it be best for me to leave you be?”
“No, no I never want you to leave.” She answers as she pulls him for a hug, burying her face to his chest and wetting his shirt with her tears “Don’t leave me, please.”
Matt welcomes the embrace in no time. He pulls her close, making her stand on her tippy toes as he lifts her. He misses this. The warm scent of her perfume, the pressure of her on his body, the feeling of her heart beating against his chest. This feels like home. She feels like home.
“I’m sorry,” He whispers to her ear “I’m sorry for everything.”
“I don’t need your apologies, Matt. I just need you to promise you’ll stay this time.”
He nods eagerly, pulling her impossibly close to make sure that she hears him, “I promise.”
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𝓲𝔃𝔃𝓲𝓮'𝓼 𝓯𝓲𝓬 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼
summary: an ongoing list of all my favorite fics (updated daily)! please check these amazing writers out and support their work <3
btw! if there’s any ones i forgot to add/haven’t read plz message me! i always love new content (especially for gaz :))
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platonic ☕🧸📋🧋🍪
5 times you took care of 141 and one time they took care of you by @keys-hellscape-1020 - platonic!141 x medic!reader this one is so cute! the 141 boys show their appreciation for the unit's medic by taking care of them :)
incorrect cod quotes by @skylarsblue - okay this one is HILARIOUS read to see the absolute insanity that goes on in the 141
unwind by @python333 - platonic!141 x gn!reader hehe i requested this! but in this absolutely beautiful fic, you help the 141 unwind by making their favorite coffee and tea
fluff 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️
civilian spouse by @undeadcannibal - 141 x civvie! reader one of my favorites! read how the boys meet their civilian significant other
saved civilian invites the 141 on a date by @benevolentwarfare - hero!141 x civvie! reader you ask to meet them again after they saved you!
141 reacting to the reader who likes to read smut by @gardeningtool4skullboy - 141 x soldier!reader the title says it all!
seeing the reader's face in public by @ghostssweetgirl - 141, könig, roach, and alex x soldier!reader you wear a mask while on duty and no one has seen you unmasked. they barely can recognize you in public (and try to flirt)!
where do they live by @yourvirtualgoddessforlife - 141, könig, graves, alejandro and rudy x reader amazing descriptions of where you would live with each one of them <3
the 141 with a successful s/o by @l0velylecter - 141 x reader the descriptions in this one are absolutely beautiful! read about how you both show your appreciations for one another ;)
angst/sad💔😢😭❤️🩹🤧
how they react when you die by @buckysmith - 141, alejandro, and graves x reader okay this one broke my heart! if you want a good cry, read how they would react if you died
amnesia by @roosterr - 141 x reader - one of my requests that was beautifully answered! read how the 141 reacts to you getting injured then waking up from a coma without amnesia
gaz
fluff 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️
on the house by @yjhariani - gaz x civvie!reader ONE OF THE BEST MEET CUTES w my love <3 read about you and gaz getting set up on a date
you are in love by @euovennia - gaz x reader based on the taylor swift song, follow along as you and gaz fall in love :))
a lazy evening by @vesper-tinus- gaz x reader ABSOLUTE FLUFF as you spend an evening with gaz at home
meet cute - birdie by @ghouljams - cowboy!gaz x reader (name: birdie) cowboy gaz meets the local teacher and she helps him get some supplies for the ranch! they have an entire series for cowboy!141 I highly recommend reading!!
gossamer silk smiles by @halcyone-of-the-sea - gaz x florist!reader literally so adorable with the flowers and the nods to greek mythology! you run a florist shop and a young man comes in last minute, what how your relationship blooms as he keeps visiting
ghost
platonic ☕🧸📋🧋🍪
immunity to being tased by @rileyslibrary - ghost x soldier!reader this is hilarious, what's ghost's reaction when you have a surprising immunity to being tased?
fluff 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️
helen x simon series by @mvtthewmurdvck - ghost x fem!medic!reader ok, if you haven't read this then what are you doing? this series follows our two lovebirds on the battlefield and through life (this is so worth the read and there's so much content from the creator!)
be gentle, man! by @rileyslibrary - ghost x fem!soldier!reader this is a two part series that goes through the antics of going undercover with the team! read until the end of part ii for a funny little soap moment
leather sketchbook by @dyslexicbatxz - artist!ghost x medic!reader what happens when ghost loses his sketch book with drawings of you?
ghost's love language by @saint-johnny - simon x reader a fluffy little piece where simon checks out a book at the library about the five different love languages
the little things by @halfmoth-halfman - simon x medic!reader there's something going on between simon and the unit's medic, soap is determined to find out
dad!simon by @lundenloves - simon x reader (established relationship) YK I JUST HAD TO INCLUDE THIS ONE! some of the best descriptions of simon ever, read about how he interacts with you and the two daughters you have together
angst/sad💔😢😭❤️🩹🤧
anyone got a lighter? by @yjhariani - ghost x soldier!reader okay not spoiling this one but my heart broke from this short read
white bandages, the process of healing by @nsharks - ghost x soldier!reader part two of a three part series, read about your tumultuous relationship with the masked man
simon after a divorce by @l0velylecter - ghost x soldier!reader the title says it all, don't look for a happy ending here
price
fluff 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️
meeting civilian reader by @nrdmssgs - price x fem!civvie!reader you and price both find yourself on a vacation away from work
5 reasons you cried while pregnant by @gh0stlyfixation - price x afab!reader ONE OF THE BEST this is so funny and also has a series with ghost and soap's wives. see what price has to deal with when you're pregnant with your first child
karma by @stormiwaves - price x afab!reader you go undercover dressed to the nines and price gets jealous when he sees you flirting with the target
soap
angst/sad💔😢😭❤️🩹🤧
counting magpies, one for sorrow by @halfmoth-halfman - soap x reader i'm not going to spoil this one either but get some tissues ready BC THIS IS SO SAD
alejandro
fluff 🎀🪞🩰🦢🕯️
late for dinner by @ragingbookdragon - alejandro x fem!reader uh oh, alejandro is in trouble with the missus! this one is so cute
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hello tea darling how are you? been a while so just checking in on ya love <333
omg hi bb it's been so long!!! college is colleging how's life treating you?
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Can I request for Killua (HxH), Ciel, Alois, Ash (Black Butter), Tamaki, Midoriya (BNHA) and Rei Batsubami (Kakegurui) that when they get home they find their darling hidden in a closet (maybe even crying) because the poor darling was having a panic atack :c
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusion, paranoia, clinginess, abduction, panic attack
Darling has a panic attack
Ciel Phantomhive
☕ He's slightly frustrated when he comes back home and can't find you nor do any of his human servants know where you are. You couldn't have escaped, he deduces that much when he asks Sebastian about your current whereabouts and the butler advices him to probably check on you, a shallow answer that irritates the Earl as he question the demon again about where you are, finally getting a useful answer from the demon. He heads to the room with quicker steps as Sebastian's advice just spells that something isn't right, although he doesn't see you upon first entering. Until he hears rapid breathing coming from the closet and opens the doors, revealing his darling curled up, trembling and breathing rapidly in and out, barely noticing him. Ciel just stands there for a few moments, blue eyes looking at you as he's unsure what to do. He has an idea of what is happening right now yet still doesn't know how he should act right now. After a few moments he bends down to your height.
☕ He asks you if it's alright to touch you, fully aware that it might not be what you want at the moment. When he has nightmares about the day he lost his family, he doesn't want to be touched either. Very careful and mindful as he guesses that he shouldn't overwhelm you even more, he just stays with you and talks with you. Just attempting to help you focusing on other stuff to calm you down and distract you and he does point out that you should slow down with your breathing, although he doesn't do breathing exercises with you as he doesn't know that that could help. When Sebastian peeks in and asks if the master wants him to prepare some tea to help his darling, he agrees before quickly dismissing the butler. Ciel stays patient and calm, attempts to ask you after you've calmed down what happened to you and if there was something that triggered you. If you experience panic attacks more often, he'll hire someone to assist you and help you.
Alois Trancy
👅 Now, Alois rarely leaves his s/o alone at all and if he has to, he's usually in a really bad mood so that's more work for Claude. As soon as he returns to his mansion, he's about ready to throw another tantrum as he storms into the bedroom, violently pushes Hannah away who wants to inform him about something. He just throws the doors wide open, eager eyes searching for you as confusion shortly fills him as he initially can't find you. Then he hears the choked sobs coming from the closet and is already feeling the dread, when he rips the doors open only to find you hidden there, shaking and crying, he loses it. Let's be honest, Alois isn't the best in dealing with a panic attack as his attempts to help you are basically just smothering you whilst yelling at Claude, Hannah and the triplets to do someone to make you feel better. So there he is, kneeling down next to you and hugging you closely to his chest as he lashes out on his servants, especially those who were with you are screamed at as he blames them for not doing anything to help you.
👅Alois is probably even going to blame them for making you like this, the fact that his own actions such as his clinginess and his abduction might also be potential triggers for this don't even cross his mind, he's delusional after all. The aristocrat is basically threatening his servants to do anything to help you or otherwise he will punish them all, he just wants his darling to feel better and stop crying. It's likely that at one point he'll start crying too because he's just so confused to why you're reacting like this and because he just wants it to stop, seeing your tears only makes him feel more paranoid. He's not leaving your side for the entire time either, glued to your hips and about ready to shout at anyone who interrupt you two. Even long after you've calmed down he refuses to budge as he's now triggered himself and for that paranoid. Alois will definitely question you about what made you feel this way and either you give him an honest answer or he'll just make his own conclusion and do something that isn't necessary.
Ash Landers
▫️For the angel it is physically painful to leave his darling as he has sworn to protect them and keep them safe and sound from all harm. His plans to cleanse London unfortunately do require for him to leave you alone, he has to play his role as the Queen's butler after all. There's always a certain amount of anxiety at the end of those days as he hurries back to you. You have to give him one thing, Ash is unusually perceptive so there's this unexplainable dread when he returns and he just knows that something isn't right when he steps into the house. It's already enough for him to scramble to your room, noticing the muffled sounds coming from the closet. His hands are already shaking when he opens the doors but one look at your trembling form, eyes red and puffy from all the crying, and he's pushed over the edge and starts crying too. His poor darling! Ash falls down on his knees, hands still shaking as he tries to reach out to see if he can touch you.
▫️In all honesty, he's partially aware that he should stay composed but that is quite difficult when seeing you having a panic attack. He looks like he's about to have one too, asking you what he can do to make you feel better. Anything, he'll do anything to help you to calm down. He's very distraught and blames himself. If he would have just stayed with you instead of playing with that rotten puppet of his, you might have not suffered from a panic attack. Ash eventually manages to get you out of the cramped closet and into bed, even if he has to lift you up and carry you, so that he can better attend to your needs. He's doing the breathing exercises with his darling though as he notices that they feel a uncomfortable tightness in their chest and that they're clearly hyperventilating. At this rate he needs those breathing exercises just as much, he experiences similar symptoms. He skips the next few days and instead stays with you, terrified to abandon you again like he did before and leave you suffering all by yourself. It's his fault in his mind and that thought pushes him into punishing himself again.
Killua Zoldyck
🪀 Killua is protective and paranoid as he's scared for his s/o and their safety, considering from which family he comes from. On the other hand he can't just take his darling everywhere, especially if he has certain things to take care of. Considering his occupation, Killua has keener senses than the average person so he notices that something feels odd when he returns home and it's when he picks up the sound of rapid breathing and muffled sobs that he storms to your room, eyes quickly falling onto the closet. As soon as he sees your form hunched over inside the closet, his heart just twinges because he can sense the waves of fear and dread coming from you. He still tries his best to stay calm though, crawls towards you and asks you what's wrong. He'd love to just take you in his arms, he has a feeling though that you might not want to be touched at the moment so he probably starts with slightly touching your hair and caressing it, doing his best to stop you from hyperventilating.
🪀 He's freaking out a bit on the inside as well as he's not used to dealing with someone who has a panic attack so he can only really guess what would help right now. At one point he gets you out of that cramped space though, head racing with thoughts of what he should do right now. He tries to distract you, gives you chocolate to munch on or suggests for you two to watch something to take your mind off whatever it is that made you panic. You end up eventually still in his arms as he cuddles you, his grip slightly tighter on you as some of your panic seems to transfer to him as he starts hyperfocusing on every little creak and sound, slightly paranoid as he doesn't know what triggered your panic attack. Or perhaps he doesn't want to consider that your abduction might be the potential trigger. Killua definitely watches over you more closely after that day though, scared that it'll happen again. He's upset that you had to go through something like this in the first place, wants to help you to not suffer from another panic attack anytime soon.
Izuku Midoriya
💚 Between his life as a hero and self-proclaimed lover of his darling, Midoriya is far more often on missions to save people and catch the bad guys, time he sometimes would prefer to dedicate with his s/o. This guy is definitely through, he has some serious delusional issues going on to the point where he likes to think that you're unhappy when he's gone so he often buys you presents as a way to make it up for you. After a long day of work he is just looking forward to seeing you but his happy mood drops quickly when he enters your bedroom only to find you hiding in the closet, in the midst of a panic attack. Izuku knows what it's going on, I'd like to think that he's gone through something similar before, that doesn't make him panic any less though because it's his sweetheart suffering from a panic attack right now. His intention to comfort you is pure but he's probably being a bit too smothering in his approach as seeing you going through something so terrible is one of the worst things to him. Seeing you like this forces tears into his eyes.
💚 Midoriya switches sort of back and forth between drowning you in hugs and kisses and giving you sweets or other things in order to shift your focus on other things. If you like some specific food, he instantly gets it from the fridge, because he always has stocked up what you like. He does the breathing exercises with you, he's encouraging you to focus on him and he's sweetly praising you all the time, although he is very clingy. He's freaking out on the inside still and only gradually calms down when he realises that your heartbeat slows down a bit and your breathing normalizes itself. He's burning to ask you what triggered you but still decides to wait for a while longer, a while longer where he keeps you wrapped up in his arms. He dedicates a few pages to the topic of panic attacks afterwards, writes down what can help and buys items like different kinds of scents or just something to squeeze, basically anything to help you stay grounded.
Tamaki Amajiki
🌗 Tamaki is also a hero and has to leave his darling at home. From a logical point of view he understands that it's necessary, he has to earn money after all to provide for the both of you but that doesn't make it any less nerve-wracking or fraught for him. His darling is his biggest comfort, his security blanket and even if their relationship is currently a bit strained due to his abduction, Tamaki emotionally relies on them a lot. He returns with hopes of not being yelled at only to come that close to suffering from a panic attack of his own when he sees you hidden in the closet, trembling and hyperventilating with tears cascading down your face. I'd still label him as the one who would deal with a panic attack the best simply because I genuinely believe that he has experienced them himself. So he knows what to do and first of all he wants to move you out of the closet and at least sit down on bed because it's already cramped as it is inside there and he wants to help you right now.
🌗He gets everything he can think of that could help, from a different assortment of scents to plushies to hug and squeeze to some herbal tea to hopefully soothe your nerves. Whilst you find yourself surrounded by all the different stuff he has given you, afterwards he's staying right next to you. Shaky hands are rubbing your back or are running through your hair all whilst he's trying to instruct you through the breathing exercises with you. Tamaki needs them right now too in order to not suffer from a panic attack too. He's having a relentless inner monologue, the voice in his head unable to shut up as it blames him for being the reason why you're currently going through such a horrible experience. What other explanation could there be after all? You've been unhappy ever since the abduction so it's his fault. It's that idea that ultimately pushes his own tears to fall down as he starts apologizing all of a sudden. He didn't mean for this to happen. He just didn't want to be abandoned by you. He'll do better from now on.
Batsubami Rei
❣️After being freed from the Hundred Devouring Families, Rei has been able to live a fairly good and comfortable life. She's diligent and hard-working, dutiful with the job she has now. It's all for her darling after all who gave her new life a purpose, she wants to be able to provide for them. She always looks forward to seeing you after a long and tiring day of work but when she finds you in the closet, shivering and breathing rapidly, she quickly turns serious. She's been working as a servant for the Bami Clan since her childhood and she has definitely seen enough people being destroyed by them so she is familiar with what a panic attack looks like. She's taking on a composed and calm attitude though to give her darling a sense of security and safety as she gently kneels down to their height and starts talking with them to have them focus on her. She just starts having a conversation with her darling and talks about different topics to divert their attention from any negative thoughts.
❣️After a while she manages to talk you into leaving the closet and sitting down on bed, asks you if there's anything you want her to fetch you quickly. If there is, please tell her and she'll retrieve it for you. Rei is obviously concerned about why you're experiencing from a panic attack but she doesn't want to question you too intensely about what triggered it just yet. She doesn't want to risk you only panicking more so she just waits until you've calmed down enough before attempting to ask you what happened. In the meantime she just stays with you and talks about her own day and stuff she knows that you're interested in. She dotes on you slightly after you've calmed down as she advices you to sit back and take it easy for a while to recover from the emotions and physical symptoms you just experienced. Just let her serve you and take care of you for a while. Rei would like to know if there was a specific trigger and if you've ever had a panic attack before because if this turns out to happen more often, she'll definitely get you professional help.
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I was thinking about 🐟 liking Chris's comeback post in IG and how her "like" will get lost among the other millions "like" and since Chris doesn't follow her anymore, he probably didn't even get notified about her "like" in his post. Poor “wife” 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Oh Damn!
That's cold! And way harsh!!!
Welp, c'est la vie 😁
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About Lewis' 🍆 I even read that a girl would have implied that is small during a Instagram live but I find very hard to believe just looking at some post-race pictures
Lmao. For real those racesuit pictures leave little to the imagination. 🤣
I remember when I first saw one. I had to get my friends on a group chat because I could not believe what I was seeing. I needed the congregation to make it make sense. 🤣
I still can't believe it to this day. Lol
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30, 32, and 44 for Earl Grey, please! <3
In response to my OC F/O ask game
Howdy Lace!! I appreciate you stopping by to ask these, please remember my ask box is always open to come chat or gush about your f/os or!! Introduce me to them :> (I'd especially love if you introduced me to your newer OC f/os)!!
30. "Ephemeral and fantastic." What aesthetics do you associate with your s/o? (To help, here are some examples for what I mean: "I associate the sound of heavy rainfall / the scent of lavender / the experience of watching popcorn pop with my f/o.")
Oh I love this question!! Some aesthetics I associate with Richard are the following:
The smell of bergamot, milk clouds swirling elegantly in tea colored skies inside a gold rimmed tea cup, the sound of faint, beautiful violin playing in just the next room, libraries full of old, well-loved books, the gentle whisper of doves flapping their wings and the mighty roar of lions, the sharp shine off of a knight's well polished armor, paella hot and ready to eat with loved ones, the sweet taste of raw honey, golden dust dancing in the spotlight of warm sunbeams pouring in, between sheer curtains.
I could go on and on and on and o-
32. "I could pick you out in a crowded room." Is your s/o more introverted or extroverted? (Or do they fall somewhere in-between?) Do they stand out in a crowd or do they tend to blend in?
Richard is definitely more introverted although you'd never tell because he's so good at listening to other people and making them feel "seen"-- because of this, people often confuse him for an extrovert! He's the kind of person you meet in a crowded room who has gathered a group of people but only because he's gotten one person to start talking and that attracts other people to start talking too-- all the while he just stands there smiling and nodding, not really saying a word about himself unless specifically asked/invited to say something. Once he has reached his social interaction limit he just slips away like silk and nobody will notice he's gone until it's too late.
44. "Lift up your eyes, look to the sun." Is your s/o spiritual or religious? If so, what do they identify with? If they're not spiritual or religious, how do they comprehend the universe and where do they see their place in it?
Yes, actually! He's religious (LDS) and very spiritual, seeing meaning and value in everything he sees, especially regarding nature and music. He's constantly marveling at how everything in nature fits together so intricately, so masterfully. I really admire that about him and want to be better at sharing the same worldview ♥︎
Thank you so much for giving me this opportunity to talk about him, I adore him so much and!!! I adore you!!! ✨️🥺
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