#tbh idk... i just dont know something's happening and i don't like it😂

[jimimn]

I honestly don't know how to feel about this song.. Will it make me cry? Will it make me happy? Sad? Excited? Who knows 😭 I mean I'll know in like 10 hours but aksjnfkd Hobi really gagged me when he said this song is really dark but in a way that suits Jimin. I'm intrigued 👀

Yes, it's definitely giving fake love & black swan and I'm kind of still hoping Jimin would do a black swan type of slow/contemporary dance 🥺 He probably (definitely) won't do it for this song and tbh I feel like 'Like crazy' won't have a slow dance either but I can always hope 🥺🥺 And Hobi already spoiled that he had seen the choreography which makes me believe he already filmed the challenge with Jimin 👀

Also I was so sad today... I got Hobi's live notification and my heart just plummeted because I thought "well this is it" because he said he would come see us again before he leaves :( But then he said it's not the last time and just wanted to thank us for the music show win and he's just so :((((( It made me sad. And you know what's the second worse thing about him leaving? (first is obviously that he's.. leaving) but the second is that he won't be there to support the others :( and that just breaks my heart. The way he was talking about Jimin's album today and the way he has always talked about supporting the others and now him saying he has a date already and knowing he won't be there in person to celebrate with them and cheer for them and support them... Of course texts exist and I'm sure he will support them in any way he can.. It just still hurts. No Hobi "when you do your things, I'll go right away" 😭 Anyway now that I made myself sad, I will go and prepare for tomorrow 😂 Hopefully we will survive the mv <3 I hope you have/had a nice night! -🦋

idk about a specific emotion but i know I'll be overwhelmed in the best way possible and i will be stunned into speechlessness. that much I'm sure of 😭 I've waited for this day for so long. music by jimin. god i can't believe it's so near now. yessss omg hobi saying that jimin was able to tell his stories through his album really well and I'm SOOOOOO excited to hear his stories. so excited to learn more about him. OH and same. how i absolutely LOVE jimin doing contemporary/modern dance 😭 I've been craving for that really. something like his black swan solo dance or the i need u solo that he did. or like that opening stage at gayo daejun 2016 (?) that he did with other idols? imagine how gorgeous he would be 😭😭 smf pt 2 doesn't look like it'll have that but i could imagine it happening for like crazy. yes i know we have no idea how that's gonna sound but 🥺 like you said we can hope hehe <3

and please .. when hobi said he already got the date .. someone k word me i can't take it 😭 he's the sweetest person ever he's my sunshine they can't take him away from me 😭 and yes my god even hobi said the same thing didn't he? he said that the worst part is he won't be here to support the others when they release their work 😭 no but fr he's always the first one to like and comment and appreciate and put up stories in support and him not being able to do that will hurt like a bitch 😭 i hope the date is after jimin's album promotions are over though so he can stay for his jiminie 🥺 hes just so excited for jimin's album and i hope he gets to celebrate it with jimin before he leaves :((((( and whyyyyyyy why did you have to remind me of that thing he said to jimin during hobipalooza live I'm teary now 😭😭😭😭😭😭 "when you do your solo concert I'll go to you right away" "I'll do it in alaska" "I'll be the first to go" "in the southpole" "anywhere" A BITCH IS UGLY SOBBING.

all the best to us for tomorrow 🤭 i hope you're able to sleep because i dont think i will be I'm way too excited 🤣🤣❤️

#anonymous #replied #🦋 anon

[taegularities]

Hey rid, hope you're doing fine, soooo I've been thinking about this for a while now and I feel like I want to share it with you now, I was like really thinking of a fic/genre? Like online dating with loads and loads of angst and fluff? And I'm not talking about smauS, something like, the main characters meeting in a game? ( pretty realistic yep ik😂) with a snarky/mean reader and a soft..very soft/ emotional/ romanticist/ understanding basically husband material MC ( I feel like jk or v would suite this character but it could anyone) the oc is a bitch from outside but she's just as soft perhaps even more than the MC, all in all she's a nice and good character and that's why our perfect fell for her, he's also not a fuckboy or anything rarely dated anyone, oc does not have enough experience in sex, MC doesn't either but he's better than the oc, something like they grow and learn everything together, Falling in love, everything, angst could be related to both of their families? Like thy both have fucked up families the OCs mother is very mean but very protective over her ( oh and oc has 2 older sisters aswell) MC is sick of his dad, his dad is extremely mean to him aswell, the only best thing in their life is their relationship s sort of another world for them, where he's extremely affectionate to her and she's a meanie but also extremely affectionate to him aswell (the oc also has some health issues and she's always like sick, but he even love that about her, he loves everything about her, her sickness, her being mean, and a bitch, and also when she's showering her with love but that's a rarity given she's not used to showing affection, but he knows it, he can see when she's overly concerned when he gets sick or when he's having a bad day she would go out of her way to do anything for him, spend the whole day gaming with him eventhough she sucks at it or talking to him on call talking about random things eventhough she's not very talkative, basically very very fluffy and just lovey dovey) so yeah lmao u can say I've really thought about this..and I'm feel like you would give this fic justice, you're the only writer that came to mind who I can trust this fic with, but there's really mo pressure here, just a suggestion, and even if you chose not to make it in a fic that's completely okay aswell, Maybe that'll be my go to write a fic of my own lmao, I'm no writer by any chance it's just that I really really want to bring this fic into existence, AND I WANT STRESS ON THE FACT THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT IF YOU DONT WANT TO ITS COMPLETELY OKAY TO NOT WANT TO, THERES NO PRESSURE AT ALL AND NO BAD FEELINGS, LIKE AT ALL SO DONT FEEL BAD, (uk just in case)

hey lovely, i'm so sorry i'm so late, i promise i wasn't ignoring you jashdajkd i hope you've been all well !!! that's a cute idea 😭 idk why i'm always drawn to those cocky yet soft male characters, but i'd love to work with a pure, innocent, simp-y lil boy once.

ahhh, i definitely won't have time to write this, though, and i don't do requests; especially very specific ones mess up my creativity :') (can barely write my own stuff these days tbh 😭) BUT i would love to see this fic happen if anyone else wrote it or even you wrote it !! 🥺 that'd be a great opportunity for you, if you ever wanna try. it sounds sweet !! <33

#and thank you for thinking of me fr 🥺 #notes for rid 🌹 #anon #long ask

[joysmercer]

knowing that the anubis kids have lived together for years (or like <2 years in eddie/kt/nina's case), I refuse to believe that they never developed crushes on another person in the house (like aside from their respective partners). SOOO do you have any hcs about potential crushes each of the anubis kids could've had? [sidenote: i'm a firm believer that patricia and alfie had crushes on each other as kids, and I will die on this hill 😂]

yes!! i mentioned it briefly here/here but i think it's def possible that mara had one on alfie (i have no reasoning except that it gives off childhood-best-friends au!peraltiago vibes aka 'he makes me laugh' aka v cute) but it was one-sided, and amber/jerome had lil baby crushes on each other at some point as well (also no reasoning for this except for that throwaway post-ping-pong line but also i lowkey love them as a concept?).

i think alfie was the first person Patricia had feelings for but didn't actually realize it until eddie came into the picture and she was like "oh THAT'S what was happening" lmao. alfie basically-canonically had a crush on Patricia during s1 and i think that started probably as soon as they moved into the house but because they became really close friends almost instantaneously, i don't think he ever really realized it, especially because he mentioned amber was pretty *one* time and jerome started incessantly teasing him about that. unpopular opinion though but palfie crushes resolve themselves by mid-to-late season 2.

eddie only ever had eyes for patricia (while at the house) end of story the end :)

kt and joy is basically canon in 3a as well although i think joy gets over it by 3b when sibuna stuff starts ramping up and she's not in it anymore. there's a brief period of time (like a couple weeks max) sometime after amber leaving that sparks seem to fly between joy and alfie, but she convinces herself it's all in her head…it wasn't entirely, let's put it that way.

obviously joy and fabian was a thing on her part, but i do think he let it go on so far because he kinda thought he might like her too, although he wasn't sure. also at the very beginning of high school people started assuming him and mara were a thing (because nerds stick together, right) and lowkey he always assumed it would happen by the time they graduated although he never actually had feelings while those rumors were going around. also something abt how nearly every time he hung out with joy, Patricia was there, and how that complicated things too.

this is slightly off topic but i have this headcanon that there's some point while they're doing victor's chores in season 2 that Patricia tries to explain what went on the previous year with joy to eddie but because she cant actually tell him most of the details she ends up focusing way too much on her own trauma and eddie just kind of goes "that's a lot for someone who was 'just a friend', yacker". now obviously he's teasing (and entirely in good fun, and she knew it) but she can't stop thinking about it. now I'm conflicted on whether or not there were actually feelings there because i love their besties dynamic so much and i 100% want it to stay that way, but idk

tbh. mara and willow shouldve gotten together at the end of s3. that’s also irrelevant to this ask but close enough that im putting it here

OH AMBER yeah no she was definitely into nina in season 2 (if not season 1) and you can't change my mind on that lskdfjl

also i dont think either of them liked each other AT ALL but sometimes i watch a kt/alfie interaction in 3b and wonder if the writers were considering going in that direction. I'm so glad they didn't

#asks #anon #excuse the atrocious punctuation lol #house of anubis

[thechangeling]

Why am i like this why am i like this why am i *screams*

Story time because this happened at morning and im still internally screaming. My spanish teacher asked me to walk with her for a second cause she wanted to ask me smth, so i went with her kinda freaked out cause, well its me i go worst case scenario always. So, what she wanted to talk about, is that shes noticed i dont usually stare people in the eye when im talking. She said shed notice that for a while but that the last few days (since ive been talking to her more cause of a thing were working on) she just noticed and was curious why i did that. And if i was just zoning out. Then she started mentioning how i didnt look at her in class yada yada you get it.

I dont like looking people in the eye, but i didnt really notice how much i didnt do it till now. But i didnt feel like explaining that because "yeah looking people in the eye can be hard"

So i just

Lied

DONT ASK WHY MY BRAIN DECIDED TO TELL HER I WAS HAVING SIGHT ISSUES AND THATS WHY I AVOIDED LOOKING UP AT HER IN CLASS CAUSE I COULDNT SEE THE BOARD

But now i lied my ass off and told her id get an oftalmologist appointement in a few weeks because i was panicking 😭

One i neither have the time or money to attend

I mean, my sight *has* been off and i did want to get that checked BUT NOW I SOMEHOW MADE UP AN APOINTEMENT NEXT WEEK??

Kill me murder me assasinate me

Just in case im mentioning this cause i think its funny how i caught myself into ths situation

Zia..... omg 😂

Ok first of all don't beat yourself up. I understand why you wouldn't want to tell her that you might have ADHD and you have every right not to share that with people. Also impulse control is a symptom, one that gets me into trouble a lot too.

I don't know if you want moral support it solutions or both. Tbh idk. If you really don't have the time and money to see an eye doctor you could just tell her that if she asks again? Because if you tell her you went to the appointment and it turns out you don't need glasses then if it turns out later on you do then that might be hard to explain? And if you tell her that you do need glasses and it turns out that you don't then you're pretty much gonna have the same problem.

I don't know. Maybe you should talk to your parents about getting an appointment with an eye doctor if you feel comfortable doing so and then see what they say and go from there. Like I understand not wanting to say anything about ADHD but maybe if you have been wanting to get your eyes checked you could tell them that?

Also, in terms of getting distracted in class I find that sometimes giving my hands something to do helps, like doddling or playing with a pen. Also they say coffee can act like natural ADHD meds and instead of waking an adhd person's mind up like it does for most people, it actually helps it focus. Idk if this is true for me personally, I just like the taste and I know my head hurts if I don't have my coffee.

Sorry I don't know if you wanted advice or not but that's just where my brain goes lol. I'm sorry that you're in this situation. It sucks. It sucks even more that this world is so ableist we have to invent cover stories to explain away our neurodivergint behavior. It's not fair.

But I'm here if you wanna talk ❤

#asks #mutuals! #zia!

[imagine-a-life-like-this]

Aaaaahh okay I’ve finally arrived to gush about Dance With Me!!!!! (btw sorry about asking to be tagged so I could see chapters right when they come out, only to then be hella late to 3 WHOLE CHAPTERS ASKFKWLKR I AM JUST A LOWLY FOOL DONT KILL ME 🤡💀)

ANYWAYS, onto the gushing!!!

First of all, can I just say I absolutely LOVE the plot, it’s so refreshing!!! I love how even though their soul link is that they have the same hobbies/talents, they both chose different talents to make a living off of! Which is perfect bc in my opinion it wouldn’t be as interesting if they were both dancers or both chefs lol.

I’m honestly a little surprised that Jisung seems to be the main troublemaker of the view gang, considering Changbin is also in said friend group 💀 Don’t get me wrong, I love all of the character’s dynamics and absolutely adore both Binnie and Sungie irl, but I’ve always seen Bin as a much bigger troublemaker compared to Jisung. Like he’s such a little menace sometimes, but he’s our menace 🥰😂 Literally I adopted a fox in my current minecraft world and it kept wreaking havoc on my poor rabbits, so I instinctively named the fox Changbin 💀 But anyways, I’m basically just saying all that to say I’m amused to see that Jisung is the one causing trouble this time around lolol

ALSO!!!!!!!! I think The View is the most PERFECT restaurant name you could have possibly chosen!!!! Like all I can think of is how amazing that would do as a commercial/ad!! Picture this: the commercial would mainly consist of the boys dancing and frolicking around like they do in the MV with the song (that the boys all created themselves to become the restaurant’s theme song!!) playing in the background. Then near the end, they all settle down to chat and eat food from The View (either in the field picnic-style or they head back to the actual restaurant to eat with y/n 🥰) and by the last lines “I like the view right now, yeah~ Eodiro gado gwaenchana” they’re eating and laughing together all happily. Then you know how commercials always end with someone saying the name of the business and the slogan?? So the last line would fade out naturally only for Felix to swoop in with the narration and say something cool like “The View. Redefine Dining.” in his cool soothing voice to finish the commercial off right!!!!!!! Tell me that wouldn’t be the most perfect commercial to ever exist!!!!!!!!!! It would have cute boys, catchy music, yummy looking food, and good vibes all in one ad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Idk how to make edits, but someone who does should make that happen!!!! That would be so fun lol

(Sorry I’m ranting like crazy, I’m just really excited about this new series hehe 😅)

I tend to post a chapter everyday so it's okay if you can't keep up ! Don't worry about it, I'm just glad you're reading 😊

Aaahh thank you 🥰 reading this put such a big smile on my face! I appreciate you so very much!

Binnie is a little menace irl 💀 I just really love the idea of Jisung being a little shit, especially since he's working with his best friends. He just fits the vibe in my mind.

I took so long choosing a name for the restaurant 😭 I feel like naming this fictional restaurant took longer than writing the actual fic 💀

And honestly that commercial idea is perfect and I now need Stray Kids to open a restaurant or at least make an ad for one. Felix seriously has the best voice for voice over work. I would promptly pass away tbh.

And don't apologize for ranting! I honestly loved reading this! Feel free to give your opinions throughout the story, I'd love to read them! 🥰

[sithisreadingcorner]

Hello sithi!!!

I'm here with a feedback. Firstly I want to apologize for taking my sweet time answering!! I didn't even see your message (I wasn't on tumblr) and I want to thank your for answering my ask!!!

I completely understand your point about asking myself what I want... The problem is I don't know myself!!! Do I want a relationship? Or a therapist? 😂

I'm not sure I'm ready for commitment yet I know I would be good at it. I know I'm young and that is not the problem, the problem is everyone seems to be growing up at a faster speed than me!

So about the boy, I'm pretty sure I will not be telling him how I feel since I'm honestly not even sure it is a crush but more of 'you pay me attention and we would work well together, truly.' also we are not speaking at the moment(we didn't fight or anything but our friendship is weird. It is very hard to explain since I'm confused as well.). I understand your curiosity since i also want to know EVERYTHING. Like give me all your secrets, i won't tell anyone I just need to know hahaha. If something happens I'll be sure to message you (whether that me with the boy or someone else)

Thank you so much for your time!!! I wish you all the best!! 💕

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this feedback! No worries, I understand that it takes time sometimes and I appreciate it all the same anyways. 💗

I remember you were Buba, right? 🐛 I will be honest based on that reading that I got, it sounds like you are making the best decision that you could right now. I also kinda felt like you have a good synergy with each other but that synergy didn't feel... particularly romantic? Idk. I hope you can figure that weird part out though cause you seemed like you could be very good friends!

And, it's okay if you are not completely sure what you want yet. You have so much time to figure that out. Tbh most of the time "what do I NOT want" is an easier question anyway. My point is just that you dont have to feel pressured to do anything unless you actively want it. "I don't know" is a completely valid answer too.

IM SORRY IM SO NOSY LMFAOOO but I swear i'm really just the kind of person who will wake up from a half sleep at 3 AM remembering a reading I did for someone and wonder "huh, i wonder what happened to that one. Hope they are okay😕" So it's always good to hear about the resolution if there is any. I mean, you know, no pressure there, but if you wanna gossip i'm always here for THE TEEEAAAAA 😂 and of course you are always welcome for more readings as well 😊

I wish you all the best too!! Thank you so much 🥰

#feedback #reply #txt

[energyanon]

(Kinda long post ahead sorry)

Really hoping next year will be a better year for Henry, im tired of this non-personal-cold interaction he has going on. Yeah he fucked up and made a whole mess of a lot of things, but idk. Drama like this happens every time he gets a gf so this obv wont be the last time.

I wish the fans would stop setting themselves up for disappointment every freaking time he gets a new gf. Like cmon, most of u r grown women, yall should not be making hate pages on instagram about his gfs and making him the victim every time and perhaps use ur brains and start questioning his actions and intentions instead. (@ the fandom not u)

It makes us look like one of those obnoxious kpop fandoms that get wild over the smallest rumors. I wouldnt even be surprised if Henry thinks his fandom is a joke given that hes barely posted anything personal this year (dont blame him but still?, just shows the drama and everything has affected him mentally) and that his co-stars and ppl he knows irl probably thinks his fandom is immature too

All i ever want from him is more nerdy laid back stuff or just sharing his hobbies in general (though i think his only hobby is gaming & working out?, but like thats enough for me (i love gaming too). Fans would eat that shit up! No matter if they dont even like his hobbies, theyll take anything! Deadass

Hes shown he can do it with the PC build that caught a lot of attention. Man literally went viral. He should just relax and be himself more, but i feel like there is something stopping him, maybe not a person, but his mental state.

(Btw i enjoy ur acc, ur seem rly nice, tho i was kinda OOF by the aries post bc im an aries too 😂)

The HC fandom certainly has a trend from what i've seen of just straight up not liking his GF's, and that can be said for all of them, not even the problematic ones. It's just going to be the case from here on out, I don't think things will really change for the people that are apart of the continued cycle (and that isn't EVERYONE before people bite my face off, it's certain people who have a trend of hating every single one and still slagging them off, like on certain forum sites etc) but even if he dates mother theresa, there is going to be an issue cause it seems that with HC people create a more intense parasocial relationship probably because he does date relatively normal women and therefore is attainable? Idk, but I don't think it will change. Once again, that's not the entire fandom, but you can't deny there is a trend with quite alot of people within the HC fandom. I also would love to see more of his interests cause he was actually kinda fun and goofy when he was more himself. Even when he's near Sam Claflin he is really enjoying himself when he's usually just a bit dry tbh. I wonder why he has decided to stray from that. I know the MT thing is DG's influence, but that doesn't mean you need to hide the rest of yourself.. Also, Sorry Babe, My whole inbox is full of "an Aries has PERSONALLY ATTACKED ME" so maybe it's just the sun sign of some firey people heheh, but, I do have to say the rest of the aries that have contacted me have had methods of self reflection and seem like pretty good people, so I think that it's more that we're bringing afflicted aries' into our life in order to learn something. I read somewhere that we tend to draw certain signs into our life at times that we need to learn something that those signs specialise in, and I am currently in my Aries' phase of people. They're both the exact same people two and it's causing me alot of strife where one I finally broke off with and now the second is alot harder cause they're just always there and no matter how much I ignore they always will be, so I'm trying to find out what it is about them that I need to learn through the pain if that makes sense. So all signs are a blessing. That being said - also someone I thought was a Taurus (they're just on the cusp, and very much more Taurus traited than they are Aries) turns out that they actually are Aries, and although she does have some :\ traits, she is also Super loyal, and super fierce, and loving and giving. So there are good Aries out there for sure, I think it may just be a sign where, if you're drawing from the dark part of it, you're gonna burn the people around you, and if you're drawing from the good part of it, you're gonna be probably the best friend anyone has ever had. Which is where you can draw comfort from Anon cause you sound like you got the good parts :) That can be said for the rest of the signs btw. But it seems like hell hath no fury like an Aries scorned 😈

[hwiyoungies]

i agree cora fanclub hehe 💕

omg really sf9 doesnt know how to avoid spoilers 😂 i vaguely knew that chani was part of sf9 but i dont know much about sf9 tbh, maybe i should check them out 🤔 what are your fav songs/mvs/cbs etc??

OMG YEAH when that happened to hye-na, same i gasped even tho i literally knew it was gonna happen, like you said this show is just so wild like you think youve seen enough but it shocks you even more!! the ending of the show itself is another cliffhanger asdhdjak AND I LOVE WHEN WE ALL LIE STARTS PLAYING HAHAHAH what an iconic ost

oooh i loved mystic pop up bar!! it was so cute (and the guy who plays woojoo’s dad is in it too i think) and strong woman do bong soon was one of my very first kdramas <3 OMG IM WATCHING VINCENZO RN only on ep 2 but i hear good things about it so im excited!! and descendants of the sun too ofc (did you watch crash landing on you?? it was so good even tho i cried a lot 😭😭) and omg i feel you abt memories of the alhambra lmao i wanted to watch it bc of hyun bin but i just couldnt make it past ep 1 😂 i also watched a good amount of sisyphus but ultimately could not finish it lol but ill have to check out some of these dramas you mentioned!!

oh but girl are you sure u wanna hear all my kdrama recs ive watched a lot (i literally have a SPREADSHEET for kdramas and anime too agshsja im a virgo okay). my all time favs tho would prob be crash landing on you, run on, and hyena (all on netflix i think), but i also liked bring it on ghost, true beauty, and marriage not dating if you want something lighter? at this point tho ive become tired of the miscommunication trope in romance dramas (which admittedly true beauty had some of, but it was hilarious so i forgive it) so i tend to be picky abt that 😂 im just like, cmon this is such a non problem that could be solved if yall just talked to each other….i def left some out but this is getting long so ill spare you but pls i love kdramas (clearly)!!!

for the sf9 recs i made this not that long ago and i think it's a pretty good place to start LMAO and they really don't i think one of the first videos i saw was of them trying to play chani's part on sky castle but honestly it just made me more curious to see what happened.

i have 3 episodes left and i don't know how am i gonna survive because the last one i saw yesterday destroyed me i haven't cried that much over a drama in, well, i was about to say a long time but that would be a lie LMAO

vincezo is so good!!! i truly truly recommend it. i even got my sister hooked on it and she doesn't tend to watch kdramas. i haven't watched crash landing on you yet but i'm very intrigued by it since a lot of people like a lot! and memories of the alhambra had such a good story idea but idk they ruined it for me the ending was bad, the way they handled a lot of the storylines was bad, i remember that drama and get mad not gonna lie

gonna check out some of the ones you mentioned! and yeah if it's a romance drama i tend to not watch it unless the world of it it's entertaining if that makes sense. like i'm not really here for like you said dumb miscommunication and just issues that can be solved easily, if it's romance give me a world shattering issue and not just a i heard you said this and got mad and didn't ask you so i assumed whatever i wanted kinda thing

#asks #njaems