i'm so sorry that it was broken, i had no idea that the links would stop working when i changed my username :/
also, just wanted to quickly mention that i don't like the writing in my Lando series 'take it all', but i put a lot of hours into what ive written so far. so i've decided that instead of manically deleting it, im gonna take some time to go through the chapters and edit them so i like them better.
the story will change a tiny bit so i do apologise, but not so much so if u dont wanna re-read the chapters 1-8 thats fine! it will mostly be the structure of the writing that changes <3
I'm so sad, in so much, so much grief. Having depression, anxiety,borderline personality disorder, trauma ptsd,bipolar and all of this makes me hate life even more. I wish every night and i say wish because i do not pray but wish that i dont wake up. I wish i die in some manner just cuz i dont wanna be here.anymore. i dont want to keep waking up every single day to so much pain inside me and my head! Things that i used to use as my anchors to stay are gone or.unimportant. one person remains and is the only reason ive not hurt myself. Can you really.live life for someone else though?