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It's Mine
Sunghoon x fem!reader
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Word Count: 5,600
Warnings: angst (if you squint), creampie, dubcon, buntisan, jealous hoon, multiple orgasm, HARDCORE BANTUTAN? not proofread¡!
Isinara mo ang cellphone at umirap pagkatapos mabasa ang mensaheng pinadala ni Sunghoon. You were late dahil hindi ka makatayo at pagod na pagod ka. But Sunghoon, there he is, standing tall and attentively listening sa inoorder ng babaeng nakatingala sakanya. Magsinungaling ka man o hindi he’s so dreamy.
Sunghoon is your condomate, fubu and workmate sa isang small café malapit sa university na pareho niyong ina-attend-an. Hindi niyo naman talaga kailangan mag part time dahil pareho naman kayong may pera pero nagulat ka nalang na inaya ka niyang magtrabaho dahil ayaw daw niyang maburyo kayo sa condo. Pumayag ka dahil malapit lang naman, it pays well too. Dahil mukang dinadayo ito ng mga kababaihang nahuhumaling sa impakto mong condo mate. Napairap ka nanaman. Dahil magaling si Sunghoon magpakilig at mang uto. Kase isa ka sa mga nadadala ng mabulaklak niyang bibig, at makakalokong mga ngiti. Pasalamat nalang na maayos kang nakakalakad at kumilos dahil kung hindi ay baka nabato mo sakanya ang iced coffee dahil sa inis sa ginawa niya sayo kagabi. Halos hindi ka niya tigilan at inabuso ang puke mo!
Habang abala ka sa pagaayos ng mga cups sa lalagyan ay bigla kang nakareceive ng text from one of his friends, Heeseung. Hindi naman kayo close pero madalas ay nag-aaya siya ng date at panay update kahit hindi mo naman hinihingi. Ayaw mong mag assume na pinopormahan ka nito. Kaya kapag nagkakasalubong ang landas niyo ay casual ka lang na nakikipag usap sayo kahit madalas ay malagkit ang tingin sayo nito. Nagulat ka nalang nang biglang may humablot ng cellphone mo bago mo pa makita kung nagreply ba si heeseung o hindi.
“Wow ikaw inimbitahan pero ako hindi? Alam kaya ni Heeseung na tinitira kita-“ Ang lakas ng bunganga niya kaya hinablot mo mula sa kamay niya ang cellphone mo.
“Labas kana don!” Letse! Kahit kailan talaga nakakahiya ang bunganga ng lalaking ‘to! Walang pinipiling oras at lugar, talagang sa trabaho pa talaga. Parang sasabog ata ang ulo mo sa kahihiyan at pikon kaya hinubad mo ang apron at pumunta ng stock room para pakalmahin ang sarili.
Tinignan mo ang messages at napabuntong hininga. Buti nalang at hindi na siya sumagot pa.
Alam ng mga kaibigan ni Sunghoon na nagsh-share kayo ng iisang condo ngunit hindi nila ang alam niyong fuck buddies set up. Kahit ang mga matalik mong kaibigan na babae.
Fucking Sunghoon is a secret that you wanna keep. And it will stay that way.
Sinong tatanggi sakanya? Maliban sa gwapo at mayaman, talaga namang may ibubuga ang lalaking iyon! Talented, matalino, captain ng volleyball team, at masipag. Ano pa ba? Ayon, magaling sa kama.
Ang tanging flaw lang naman ni Sunghoon ay ang bastos niyang bunganga at ang pagiging babaero nito.
“So pupunta ka o hindi?” tanong ni Sunghoon na nakasandal sa hamba ng pintuan ng stock room. Nakahalukipkip at titig na titig sayo, malagkit at nantatansya. Umiwas ka ng tingin kahit na kumakabog ang dibdib mo sa kaba. Ang gwapo niya habang naka cross arms!
“Oo, inaya ako ng crush ko." pang iinis mo.
Umigting ang panga ni Sunghoon at unti-unting lumapit sayo. Napaatras ka. “Ano ba? Sino ang tao doon? Bawal tayo dito!” nagaalala ka dahil hindi dahil sa walang bantay sa cashier at counter kundi staying close with Sunghoon in this small space is dangerous. He’s a tease and you’re doomed dahil alipin ka rin naman ng libog para kay Sunghoon.
Tumama ang likod mo sa aparador ng mga stocks, dahil mas maliit ka kay Sunghoon at sakop na sakop niya ang katawan mo. Binaba niya ang kamay niya at kinapa ang puke mong kagabi niyang pinagsawaan.
“Masakit pa ba baby, hmm?” bulong nito habang minamasahe ang puke mong unti unti nang namamasa.
Napasingkap ka ng nilapit ni Sunghoon ang muka niya sa leeg mo at hinalikan kung saan ka nanghihina.
Sunghoon knew your weakness, and he’s well aware na its him. Kaya itext ka man ng kung sinong ponsyo pilato ay siya pa rin ang mangingibabaw sa paningin mo. He’s sure and he’s confident.
“Please Hoonie…baka mahuli tayo” ngumisi si Sunghoon
“Edi mabuti, para alam nila kung kanino ka, kung para kanino lang 'to." Sabay pasok niya ng kamay niya sa pantalon mong kanina pa pala nakabukas. Hindi mo man lang napansin dahil sa kaba at anticipation.
Napasinghap ka nalang ng maramdaman ang daliri niya sa tinggil mo at minahe habang kinakalat ang katas ng basang basa mong puke. Kahit inumaga na si Sunghoon kakakakantot sayo ay hindi siya magsasawa. Hindi ka nakakasawa. Gigising siyang sabik sayo at uuwi siyang sabik sayo. Kahit saan kahit kailan. Kahit sa harap pa ng maraming tao, he's that sick and twisted.
Nababaliw na ata si Sunghoon.
Though the score between you two is unclear, obvious naman na loyal si Sunghoon sa isa. Hindi siya tipo ng taong kantot kalimot at kung sino sino nalang ang kinakama. Kilala man siya bilang babaero at playboy ay wala siyang pakialam dahil hindi naman iyon totoo. Sadyang friendly lang siya at nasa ibang tao na yung kung mali ang pagkakaintindi nila.
Aminin man niya o hindi, ay hulog na hulog na si Sunghoon sayo. Mahal ka niya. Kung may manhid man sainyong dalawa ay ikaw yon dahil kung tratuhin ka ni Sunghoon sa tinitirahan ninyong condo ay parang asawa na. At kung magsiping kayong dalawa sa kama niya ay parang sampung taon na kayong kasal.
Hindi nga niya alam bakit gusto mong ilihim sa iba na may nangyayari na sainyo samantalang siya ay gusto niyang pagsigawan sa lahat na gusto ka niya. Na mahal ka niya. Na pag mamay ari ka niya. Kung pwede lang, at kung papayag ka. Ngunit ayaw mo at nirerespeto niya iyon. Tanga nga lang siya kung bakit ka niya inaya magpart time sa café na to, ang dami tuloy lalakeng dumadayo at panay ang porma sayo, na sinasadya niyang gaguhin ang order para hindi na bumalik!
Sa kabilang banda ay takot kang masaktan. Dala na rin sa previous mong relationship, dala ng trauma at takot ay hindi mo kayang sumugal sa pag-ibig. Pero nabali iyon ng nakilala mo ang nakakalokong lalake ito. Pero siyempre ayaw mo mag-assume.
“Ano? Sasama ka pa rin?” tanong ni Sunghoon habang masuyong hinahalikan ang pisnge mo hanggang leeg, ang kamay ay nakadapo sa bewang mo, dahang dahan pinipisil at minamasahe.
Napalunok ka at nagmatigas. Pupunta ka, at wala siyang magagawa. Single ka at nararapat lang na kumilala ka ng iba’t- ibang tao. Being fubu with him shouldnt be a hindrance.
“Pupunta ako, at wala kang magagawa Sunghoon.”
“Sasama ako y/n.”
“Bahala ka, pero mag isa akong pupunta, sumunod ka o hindi bahala ka!”
Binitawan ka ng binata at tumango. Masakit man sakanya ang mga narinig ay hinayaan ka nalang niya. Huminga siya ng malalim at inayos ang sarili pati ang gusot mong damit na malukot niya. Ang buhok mo and he also check your face.
Sunghoon is full of mixed signals! Sa mga gantong kilos ni Sunghoon ka nadadala, babuyin ka man nito sa kama ay hayop naman ito mag alaga pagkatapos. Katulad lamang nito. Napabuntong hininga ka nalang. Pero gaano pa ka-sweet ang ipakita niya hanggat walang salita para ikumpirma ang mga kilos niya ay wala rin. Hindi sapat ang aksyon lang.
Agad mo siyang itinulak at umalis sa stock room. Hindi mo kinakaya at hindi ka makahinga. Agad kang nagpaalam sa manager ninyo at pinayagan ka naman nito dahil alam nito na tuwing Biyernes ay mas klase ka pa.
Tapos na ang huli mong klase at balak mo sanang magpahinga pauwi. Dehado nga lang kase alam mong andun si Sunghoon. You remembered na dapat ka na palang maghadali because you have a party to attend to with Heeseung!
Pagkabukas mo ng pinto sa condo ay agad na bumungad sayo si Sunghoon na nagluluto ng ulam na sa tingin mo ay tinola. Wala suot na panitaas ang lalake at tanginang naka apron lang!
Natatakam ka man sa ulam na niluluto niya mas nakakatakam ata ang sadya nitong pagflex ng biceps at likod. Lumilikot tuloy ang utak mo sa kahalayan. Kung paano ka niya kinantot sa counter at kung paano ka niya pinatuwad habang nagluluto ka nood ng nirequest niyang pancit canton. Edi ang ending kumain siya na malabsang pancit canton.
"Pinaggagagawa mo?" singhal mo.
"Nagluluto? malapit na 'to kain na tayo" nakangisi pero malambing na saad ni Sunghoon. Nakakabaliw talaga. Hindi ba niya alam na nakakaasar na siya?
"Hindi ako kakain, aalis ako agad tinext na ni Heeseung kung saan yung party at sasabay na ko sakanya, mamaya andito na yun." hindi mo na hinintay ay magiging sagot ni Sunghoon dahil agad kang pumasok sa kwarto mo para maligo at magbihis. Maybe you really need to mingle with other people, hindi yung puro si Sunghoon lang.
Actually, medyo nagpaparamdam si Heeseung na gusto ka niya, wala rin naman kase itong alam sa set up niyo na fuck buddies kayo ni Sunghoon. Whatever happens tonight, happens nalang. Besides type mo rin naman si Heeseung.
Nang makapagbihis at ayos kana, you look at yourself one last time. You look hot, and pretty. Bigla kang naexcite sa magiging reaction ni Heeseung. You deserve this party and to get wasted dahil nag-aaral ka nang mabuti!
Lumabas ka ng kwarto at bumaba. Tapos na maluto ang tinola ni Sunghoon. Malinis at walang tao sa kitchen area kaya nagtataka ka. Mukang hindi rin siya kumain.
Naabutan mo si Sunghoon sa couch at nanonood ng TV, napabaling ang tingin niya sa pigura mo at napalunok. Tahimik at nagmamatyag. Tinigyan ka niya mula ulo hanggang paa. Umiigting ang panga at may matang mapanghusga. Bigla kang kinabahan at nahiya kaya naman pinili mo nalang magpaalam. Sakto naman na nagtext na si Heeseung na anjan na siya sa baba at naghihintay. Naghahadali kang umalis dahil hindi mo na kinakaya ang mga tingin na binibigay sayo ni Sunghoon. Pakiramdam mo malalagutan ka ng hininga!
Meanwhile Sunghoon was left speechless. He was hurt and angry. But most of all he's jealous. Pero titiisin niya. Iniisip nalang niya na baka umuwi ka bigla because you found Heeseung boring. Baka umuwi ka at bumalik cause you feel guilty. Baka bigla kang bumalik because you realize that its him that you like. Baka bigla kang bumalik at umuwi kase baka maisip mo na wala siyang kasabay kumain ng niluto niyang tinola. Baka sakali.
But minutes turned into an hour, walang y/n na bumalik. Sunghoon sigh.
Agad siyang tumayo at nagbihis. He can not take this anymore. Watch you leave and hang out with another men. At sa kaibigan pa niya? Fuck no. If you can party and hang out, he will do it too.
The ride papuntang club with Heeseung is...okay. Its not awkward pero nahihiya ka talaga sakanya. He asked you about your day and joke around which makes you laugh. He's sweet and an interesting guy. Pero may kulang. Bakit parang may hinahanap ka?
You shake that thought in your head and focus on Hesseung nalang. Nakarating rin kayo sa club and ramdam mong binakakuran ka ni Heeseung, his hand were at your waist as he greet people na kilala niya. As he greet them pinapakilala ka rin niya.
You reached the table and Heeseung guided you to sit beside him as his friends ordered a bunch of drinks na napalunok ka nalang dahil balak talaga nilang to get wasted.
You recognized this people, some of them are friends with Sunghoon, kaya nagtataka ka bakit hindi siya imbitado? Sabagay this is Heeseung's group of friends. Not Sunghoon's. At meron rin kayong group of friends ni Sunghoon na magkakasama kayo. Ang dami nilang kaibigan kaya minsan natatakot ka kung totoo ba 'tong mga taong ito sa isa't-isa.
You sigh and looked around, nawala kase saglit si Heeseung at naiwan ka mag isa with this unfamilliar people. Kakahanap at kakalinga mo sa paligid hindi nakaiwas sayo ang pamilya na pigura ng isang lalaki. With his broad shoulders and great physique hindi ka nga nagkakamali. Sunghoon is here. But he's not alone, may kasama siyang babae at nakaakbay siya dito.
You are not sure if he's who you think he is, hinintay mong luminga man lang ang lalake at noong hinarap niya ang babaeng kaakbay, ay tuluyan na ngang lumubog ang puso mo. Andito si Sunghoon at may kasama siyang babae!
Punyeta!
Nagliyab at galit sa iyong puso nang sa hindi malaman na dahilan. Inggit? hell no. Selos? hindi mo alam!
Naputol lang ang titig mo sa dalawang iyon ng biglang dumating si Heeseung at naagaw ang atensyon mo.
"Okay ka lang ba?" kinilabutan ka sa lambing ng boses niya sa pagkakabulong nito sayo. Naramdaman mong inakbayan ka nito at inabutan ka ng girls drink which you accepted and smiled at him. Nag usap usap kayo at maya't maya mo tinatapunan ng tingin ang gawi ng lalaking nagpapakulo ng dugo mo. You dont wanna be rude at ilabas ang phone mo to text him but who are you to do that right? You two are nothing but condomates slash fuck buddies. Just for tonight you want to forget about Sunghoon. You will try.
Tila may sarili kayong mundo ni Heeseung, you two are too close with each other and you cannot help but to admire how his eyes closes when he smiles and laughs. Nakaakbay pa rin ito sayo at napasandal ka na rin sa binata. His lips grazing at your ear as he whispers random stuff sa which sends shivers to your spine, and makes you giggle. Maybe this isnt so bad after all. His hands slowly touch your thighs and his lips slowly touching your cheek. Sobrang nakakakiliti ang ginagawa ng binata. You admit it or not its turning you on. He's so suave and sexy. Definitely the Hee rizz (which your girl friends jokes about) at your univeristy is real.
Komportable ka kay Heeseung and ramdam rin ito ng binata kaya malaya niyang hinihimas ang malambot at makinis mong hita. Maybe its the alcohol or maybe youre just horny. Pero nararamdaman mong namamasa kana. Tumitibok ang puke mo sa libog and Heeseung kissing your cheek every now and then doesnt help. Unti unting tumataas ang kamay ni Heeseung sa binti mo, nang malapit na ito sa kung saan ka namamasa ay biglang may baritong boses na nagsalita sa gilid ninyo.
Sunghoon asked a common friend kung saan pupunta club si Heeseung and he showed up unannounced. He saw kung saan kayo nakaupo at sinadya niyang pumuwesto kung saan madali mo siyang mapapansin.
He's having a few drinks, may nagugulat na andito siya and some girls came up to him to talk. Hindi niya mapigilan na silip silipin kung ano ang ginagawa mo kasama ng gago niyang tropa. Nang makita niyang nakaakbay na ang lalake sayo ay dumoble ang pikon niya. Bumibigat ang paghinga niya but kept his composure.
Nang nahuli ka niyang tumitingin tingin ka sa gawi niya ay napangisi siya. So you saw him huh?
Likas na kay Sunghoon ang maging mapang asar. At alam niyang pikon ka. Kung iniinis mo siya, ay lalabanan ka niya. He's that petty and he's in for some game. Alam naman niya na siya ang mananalo sa gantong laro. He will for sure enjoy this.
But as you and Heeseung enjoy each other's company and have your own little world ay unti unting nauupos ang pasensya na iniipon niya mula kanina pa. Putang inang kamay yan at gusto niyang putulin.
Sana hindi na niya lininga ang gawi niyo dahil mukang nagliyab ang selos sa kanyang puso. Hindi na niya kaya. Oo na, panalo kana. Oo na talo na siya. Selos na selos na siya. Hindi na niya kaya. As he excused himself and made his way to your table he will own you. Infront of Heeseung, infront of everyone in that goddamn table.
"Umuwi na tayo y/n" Sunghoon's voice took everyone's attention. Nakatingin lamang siya sayo, at unti unting nalipat sa kamay ni Hesseung na nasa hita mo pa rin. Nang hindi ka sumagot dahil hindi ka makasagot. Nagtataka sa inaasta ng binata. Sunghoon was not possesive in public, sa kama lang. Ito nanaman ba siya? Pinaglalaruan ka nanaman niya? Kasama ba to sa mixed signals niya? But no. Kahit papano ay kilala mo siya. He will never do such an act sa public lalong lalo na sa mga kakilala.
Agad na napatayo si Heeseung and greeted his friend but looks like Sunghoon's gazed was fixed on you. Seryoso ang muka nito at nantatansya.
He's slowly losing his confidence. Na sana umuwi kana, umuwi sa inyo. Umuwi sakanya. Na kasama siya. But he still stood still and waiting for you na sumunod sakanya.
Other people at the table might not feel it but Heeseung felt the tension between you and Sunghoon.
And there, Heeseung understood where he stand. Pero hinihintay ka niya kung sasama ka kay Sunghoon o sakanya.
"Ayoko Sunghoon! and leave us alone." you gather all the confidence left in you para masabi yon. Kinakabahan ka man, hindi siya mananalo tonight.
"You heard the girl bro, leave her alone."
"Isa y/n, sinasabi ko sayo. Umuwi na tayo." Matigas at may halong pagbabanta. Hindi pinapansin ang kaibigang nagsalita. Malapit na mapugot ang katiting na pasensya niya sa katawan. He cannot be stopped, not even his friend Heeseung. He's been driven by jealousy and strong feelings for you. Hindi pala niya kayang makita ka na nasa tabi ng ibang lalake. It should be him and always him. And he will prove it to you tonight.
"Pre, I think you should go-"
"Shut the fuck up bro, ano ka ba niya? Eh sa akin naman talaga yan umuuwi. Akin yang babaeng hinahawakan mo." There he said it. Napangisi si Sunghoon ng makita ang pagkalito sa muka ni Heeseung. Cause before it was clear that theres nothing going between you and Sunghoon. Ngayon lang nila narinig umangkin ng tao si Sunghoon. Kahit ikaw.
Kaya halos maputol ang hininga mo ng sinabi niya yon. It caught other people's attention. At wala kang nagawa kundi tumayo nalang at hilahin si Sunghoon paalis dahil nakakahiya na. Nakakahiya sa ibang tao lalo na kay Heeseung!
Nang hinablot mo ang braso ni Sunghoon ay dali dali mo siyang hinila paalis ng table at palabas ng bar. Ni hindi mo na inisip si Heeseung at hindi kana nagpalaam dahil sa kahihiyan na ginawa ng lalaking to.
Nang narating niyo ang parking lot kung saan nakaparada ang sasakyan niyang Mercedes G350d tsaka mo siya binitawan at hinarap. Nagkataon na walang katao tao sa parte ng hinintuan niyo kaya malaya mo siyang masisita.
"Ano bang problema mo? Bakit ka nandito? Can't you see na nagkakamabutihan kami ni Hee? Gusto ko siya, kaya lubayan mo na ako!" hiningal ka pa dahil sa naipon mong galit at inis. This is your chance to get out from his grasp. To start new with someone na may clear intention sayo. And he ruined it.
Pero habang nagbubanganga ka ay sa loob loob ng binata ay gusto ka na niyang mahalikan and he did. Stopping you from shouting at him. Maybe a hot kiss would stop you and he succeded.
Marahas at masuyo ang halik na ginawad sayo ng binata, all the frustrations, anger, and jealousy he felt a while ago vanished.
Pinasok ni Sunghoon ang dila niya at pinaglaruan ang pang ibaba mong labi making you moan. Kung saan saan na gumapang ang kamay ng lalaki at itinataas na ang hem ng iyong masikip at maliit mong dress exposing your perky ass. Not giving a fuck na nasa parking lot kayo. Sunghoon pulled you closer making you feel his hard on. Matigas and tumutusok sa puson mo.
Nilamas at pinalo palo niya ang pwet mo making you extra wet plus you two are in a public place doesnt help. Mababaliw kana sa libog.
Pero nagulat ka when Sunghoon stop kissing you and slowly fixed your dress. Binaba niya ang hem at pinatunog ang sasakyan.
"Umuwi na tayo. Lagot ka sakin."
The ride home was quiet but comfortable. Para kanina lang kamay ni Heeseung ang nasa hita mo, pero ngayon Sunghoon's veiny hand is slowly caressing your inner thigh. You're still turned on kaya nung lumitaw ang condo ay pareho kayong nagmamadali alisin ang seatbelt at umakyat sa unit ninyo.
Sa elevator palang ay sinunggaban kana niya nang marahas na halik. Masakit ngunit masarap. Kinagat kagat niya ang pang ibaba mong labi may halong gigil.
Habang naghahalikan napayakap ka sakanya, you wanted to be close to him. The closer the better. You both are thirsty for each other. This kiss washes away the jealousy in him, but it not enough.
The elevator dinged signalling na nasa floor na kayo ng tinitirhan niyong unit. He stopped kissing you at sabay buhaylt sayo making you yelped.
Kumapit ka sa leeg at binata, while he was unlocking the door. Once the door was open, tinulak ka niya sa pader sabay tulak ng paa sa pinto. You heard the door locked.
Agad ka niyang sinungaban ng halik, and stopped. "Alam mo bang selos na selos ako? Why did you let him touch whats mine? Akin ka lang y/n. Tandaan mo yan."
Wala ka na sa sariling pag iisip at tumango ka nalang. Basang basa na ang puke mo at hindi mo na kaya. You immediately strip infront of him revealing your body na nakasuot lang ng thong na itim.
Tayong tayo ang utong mo at naninigas, hinawi mo ang buhok mo so Sunghoon could see a clear view of your chest.
"What can I do to fix this jealousy of yours? Im here Hoonie, you can have me."
"Lets start here darling."
Sumandal si Sunghoon sa counter at kinalas ang sinturon niya. Revealing his tight boxers dahil sa tumitibok at naninigas niyang tite.
Nang mababa na ang pantalon ay agad kang lumuhod sa harap niya. Dahan dahan mong binaba ang boxers niya habang titig na titig sa mga ng lalake. You cannot wait to get a taste of him. His scent and cum excites your pussy. Kumikislot ang puke mo sa libog.
Nang maibaba mo na ang boxers niya at sumampal sa puson niya naninigas at malaki niyang burat. Jinakol ng lalake ang burat at hinila ang buhok mo papalapit.
"Gusto mo to?" Habang kinikiskis ang ulo ng titi sa bibig mo. Nalasahan mo na agad ang paunang tamod ni Sunghoon. Its sweet and it taste like him. Napapikit ka.
"Opo, subo ko na po please." Masuyo at malambing mong saad. Sabik ka na masubo ang tite niya. Nakakabaliw at masarap.
"Dila." Agad mong nilabas ang dila mo at dinuraan yon ng binata which you gladly swallowed tsaka ipinasok ang kahabaan sa bibig mo. You moaned which sent a delicious vibrations on his cock.
"Sarap ng bibig mo, ang init, shit sikip." You keep eye contact with him.
Tumutulo na ang laway mo ay puno na ng luha ang mga mata mo. Ang laki at ang bigat ng burat ni Hoon sa bibig mo.
Nagulat ka ng hinugot ng binata ang titi nito, tinayo ka nito at pinatuwad. "Tuwad, at ibuka mo puta."
Halos manginig ang mga binti mo, sabay ng paglawa ng katas mo at umaagos sa binti mo. Umiling si Sunghoon sabay pinagmasdan ang matambok mo puwet na nakatapat sakanya at ang matambok at maliit mong puke. He's obsses with your pink pussy.
Kaya pinasadahan ng kamay niya ang katas mo, inipon at ginamit pampadulas sa burat niya. Jinakol niya ang titi niya sa likuran mo. Nakatutok ang titi sa uhaw mong butas.
Habang ikaw nakatuwad, nakabukaka. Your pussy and ass all displayed just for him. You let him use you. Dahil nakakadagdag din ito ng libog para sayo. You just hope that kantutin ka na niya. To ease the pleasure you played with your nipples making you moaned.
But you yelped and stop what your doing when Sunghoon spank your ass. Bawat bigkas ng salita ay may katumbas na palo.
"Did." slap
"I". slap
"Tell." slap
"You." slap
"To." slap
"Touch." slap
"Yourself." slap
"N-no." Putangina. Imbis na masaktan ka, ay lalo kang na turn on. This is new.
Tinutok ni Sunghoon ang titi niya sa puke mo at tsaka siya nilabasan. Ramdam mo ang mainit, at napakarami niyang tamod. Nakatuwad ka pa rin habang naliligo ang puke mo ng tamod niya.
After Sunghoon came on your already dripping pussy with his cum ay matigas at tayung- tayo pa rin ang titi niya. He miss being inside you.
He immediately took his phone and took a photo of your pussy.
Hindi na bago sayo whenever Sunghoon took a video of you two fucking or him taking a photo of you doing the dirty. As long as it stays between you two, its fine.
After he capture a few, Sunghoon laugh and kiss your back. Sinakop niya ang katawan mo sabay pasok ng titi niya sa puke mo. Napatayo ka and arched your back. Napakapit ka sa counter at nilingon si Sunghoon na nakapikit at awang ang bibig. Sa libog, sa sarap at sensasyon na binibigay ng masikip at mainit mong puke.
Bawat ulos at kadyot ay umuuga ang buo mong katawan at tinutumbasan mo ng ng malanding halinghing. Umaalog ang malulusog mong suso at hindi nakaiwas sa malaking kamay ni Sunghoon. Pakiramdam mo ay mababaliw kana sa sarap.
"Lumaki ata ang mga alaga ko." May halong gigil ang paglamas ni Sunghoon.
"Siyempre masarap ka l-lumamas baby. Oh!" Sagad at dama mo ang ulo ng titi niya sa puson mo. Bumabakat at bumubukol.
As Sunghoon fucks his semen inside your red pussy from his assault. He moaned. The way you struggle to take him kahit ilang beses na kayong nagkantutan ay nadadagdagan ang kanyang pagkalalake. Talaga atang nahulma na niya ang titi niya sa pokpok mong puke.
"Sikip at init ng puke mong puta ka, paluwagin kaya natin to, hmm?" Nagagalit nanaman siya. Mas lalo niyang nilakasan at binilisan ang pagkadyot. Naaalala nanamn niya ang eksena kanina sa club. Magkatabi kayo ni Heeseung at hawak hawak nito ang binti mo.
"Lapit na ko Hoonie, ugh please.." Sabay rub ng clit mo to add pleasure. Sunghoon slowed down his thrust.
"Luwag na ng pepe mo, sa tingin mo kasya dalawang titi dito? Gusto mo ba yon dalawa kumakantot sayo y/n? Dalawang burat nakasalpak dito ugh-" The mention of threesome made you cum on his cock. Milking him. Kasunod mong labasan si Sunghoon. Na pinutok ang napakarami niyang tamod sa loob ng puke mo. Punung puno at mainit. Sumisirit ang katas niyo palabas which Sunghoon gathered and smeared your uices on your lips. You swallowed it and suck his fingers.
“Pokpok.” You hummed and released his fingers with a pop.
Your legs shook and he carried you papunta sa sofa. Doon niya hinugot ang titing niyang lumambot. He took the tissue box and wiped your pussy. Cleaning you up.
Nang komportable kana at malinis, nanaig ang katahimikan sa sala at pareho na kayong kalma from your highs at nagsalita ka.
“Totoo ba yun Sunghoon? Please, if kasama to sa mga biro mo hindi na nakakatuwa. You’re playing with me.” Hinarap mo siya at nagulat ka. Because Sunghoon was looking at your lovingly, theres a ghost of smile on his lips and his eyes are telling you that whatever he said at the club, to Heeseung is real.
He touch your boobs and starting to play with your nipples starting something inside you.
He stopped and breathed. He’s gathering all mental strength he left in him.
“Gusto kita- mahal kita Y/N. At nagseselos ako. Hindi ko pala kaya na makita kang kasama ng ibang lalake kahit kaibigan ko pa. Mahal kita matagal na. Kaya pasuso ako” Sabay dukwang sa suso mong nakalantad sakanya. Sinupsop niya at kinagat kagat ng dahan dahan ang utong mo. Parang sanggol na uhaw ang lalake.
Hindi ka makapagsalita! Gusto mong itulak ang ulo ni Sunghoon ngunit patuloy lang ito sa pagsuso distracting you from saying what your heart wanted to say. Napaungol ka nalang.
“Hoon! A-ano ba wait p-po” Hinihimas na niya ang puke mo sabay pasok ng isang daliri. Finally legging go of your nipple and he faced you na parang wala siyang finifinger!
“Tell me what you wanna say baby, and call me Daddy” Theres a playful smile on his lips. He often bite his lips, his fangs showing. He raised his brows urging you to speak up.
Pinakalma mo ang sarili mo at bahagyang binukaka ang mga binti so he could move his hand freely.
“I-I love you too Sunghoon.” He added a finger.
“hmm?” seryoso ka ba Sunghoon? Mukang hindi siya satisfied sa sinabi mong mahal mo siya. Kaya kumandong ka sakanya paharap. Ang basa mong puke ay dumidikit sa titi niyang unti unting naninigas.
Hinawakan mo ang titi niya at jinakol nang dahan dahan, he threw his head back from the pleasure and he moaned as you rub your clit using his pink tip. Lumalabas ang paunang tamod na kiniskis mo sa puke mo. Seperating your pussy lips. Turning him even more as he watch what you’re doing.
“Puta ka talaga, kantutin mo sarili mo. Use me as you like. Alipin mo naman ako. Dahil mahal kita” Itinass mo nang bahagya ang sarili at tsaka mo inupuan at ipinasok ang kanyang malaking titi sa puke mo muli. You heart swelled and ache as he said it. Mahal ka ni Sunghoon.
Kumapit ka sa dalawang biceps niya at nasimula kang gumiling. Youre so full. Umaalog ang dalawa mong suso sa muka niya and he seems to enjoy it.
Dinukwang niya ang muka niya sa dibdib mo at sumuso muli.
“Ang sarap ng suso mo, may gatas ba to? Lagyan natin? Buntisin nalang kita?” Napaka bastos ng bunganga pero sobrang nakakalibog. Kahit mangawit ay bigay todo kang umulos sa titi niya. Sabik muli maramdaman ang mainit niyang tamod sa loob mo.
Tumango ka which made him smile. Hinawakan na niya ang bewang mo at sinabayan ang iyong pagbayo pataas. Making you shake with pleasure. Lasing na lasing kana sa tite at kantot.
“Gusto mo? Dahil bubuntisin talaga kita, at wala ka ng kawala. Say good bye to your men.” Bigla ka niyang tinapon sa sofa at tinira ka doggy style. Tinitira niya ang iyong g-spot making you scream and roll your eyes. Sa ganitong posisyon mukang mabubuntis ka talaga nang wala sa oras, pero wala ka ng pakialaman.
“Hoon- Daddy! La-lapit na po ako Daddy.” Malandi mong ungol to urge him to come.
“Ayan na baby, take it all. Tangina buntis ka sakin.” Gigil na gigil sabay putok ng mainit na tamod sa loob mo. Hingal na hingal at pawis na pawis kayong dalawa. Tumabi sayo ang binate, nasa loob mo pa rin ang burat niya. Keeping his cum inside you. Cockwarming him.
“Dito muna siya, we don’t want to waste any cum, yeah baby?” Sa pagod at tumango ka lamang. You sign and kissed him. Caressing his sharp jaw and running your fingers through his soft hair.
“Simula ngayon, its me, and no one else. Naiintindihan mo ba ‘ko Y/n? Ako lang. Ako lang dapat. At ako lang naman talaga.” May diin,at sinseridad ang bawat salita ng lalake. So its clear as day. Sunghoon is in love with you.
“I’m sorry for making you jealous.Hindi na mauulit. And I promise, that I’ll go home to you, I’ll eat your tinola and sinigang.” You two laugedh. The atmosphere is cool again. Sunghoon is back on his playful self. Naramdaman mong lumambot na ang titi niya sa loob mo but no one decided to disconnect you two. Nagcuddle kayo habang nakahubad sa sala. This is your love nest.
“Can’t wait na mabuntis ka ‘tol! Kaya ko naman bumuhay ng sampung bata, hanggang college wag kang mag-alala!”
“Putang ina mo hayaan mo munang makagraduate tayo! At tsaka diba magpipiloto ka pa? At ako gusto ko pang magbusiness ng small cafe!” Sabay kurot sa biceps niya.
“Yung pagpipiloto madali nalang yon. Yung business okay na kaya.” Tila abala sa paglalaro si Sunghoon sa mga daliri mo.
“Manahimik ka, kulang pa ipon ko sa pang business ng dream café ko.”
“Bon Café.” Huh?
“Hindi naman ako magtatagal doon Hoon, baka after I graduate umalis na rin ako.” You sigh, talagang nakakatakot ang future.
“Slowpoke. Bon Café is mine.’ Napaangat ka sa sofa at tinignan siya like he grew two heads.
“Are you serious? Kaya pala-“
“Malaki ang sahod mo kesa sa regular na tauhan? Yes. That café is mine and what is mine is yours.”
Napatakip ka ng bibig sa gulat. At hinampas siya s abraso making him hiss.
“So the business is fine, my pilot game is on the way. Ano pa hinihintay natin maliban sa graduation?”
Mukang mamatay kana sa kilig at saya. Napaselos mo lang si Sunghoon biglang nagkaplano ang buhay mo. You couldn’t be happier.
So you kissed him. Before he could say anything, you kissed him with all your might, pouring all the emotion into the kiss. You’re so happy.
Sunghoon pulled away from the kiss before it turned into a hot make out session.
“You trust me? Your ex fuck buddy now boyfriend and future husband. You trust me?” Please say yes unta ni Sunghoon sa kanyang sarili. He may be confident pero nawawala ang angas niya sayo. Kahinaan ka niya.
Nangilid ang luha mo because finally after all the mixed signals, the red flags and action without words. He finally set the score.
“Yes, I trust you.”
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Thank you guys for your patience! Thank you for waiting for Sunghoon. This is a request. I hope that you give this alot of love and a few words of encouragement and praise! Also Thank you for more than 700 followers!
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#nini thoughts#nini ask#nini writes#enhypen#nini moots#park sunghoon#sunghoon enhypen#park sunghoon smut#tagalog smut#sunghoon smut#enhypen filipino smuts#filipino smut#smut enhypen#taglish#enhypen fiction
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I/?. BADA LEE as your girlfriend!
tagalog, taglish 🇵🇭 ; texting with BADA
pairing: bada lee x reader (wlw, men do not interact)
nicknames used: baby, babe
warning/s: none
proofread: no 😅, expect errors :^
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drunk!reader
12:24 am
you
badaaaaaaaaaaaa
bada
baby ?
you
i lof u
bada
i love you too babe,
can i pick u up na?
you
whaaaat
why :(
bada
you sound drunk ?
you
how can i sound drunk if im texting
weeiirdo
bada
On my way!
you
whyyyy
turn backkkkjioj
!
bada
dont tell me wht to do
you
bada reacted 😆 to your photo.
12:44 am
bada
san ka yn?
you
find meeeee
bada
ang kulit mo tlga ‘no?
(no reply :p)
bada
yn, tell me where you are
right now
you
no
bada
ok fine
i’m not looking for you yn
i’m going home
bahala ka dyan .
(no reply again :p)
2:05 am
you
badaa ….
bada
?
you
i need helpp
bada
with what
you
walang ma book na grab ..
my friend left na and
i’m too scared to angkas 😞
bada
so what ?
you
i cant go home then..😓
bada
so ano?
you need me to pick you up?
you
yes….
bada
hmmmm
you
PLS BABY IM SORRY FOR WHAT NANGYARI
i was drunk out of my mindddd
bada
hmmmmmmm
you
huy pls na
u dont want me to get kidnapped donchu ??
bada 
alr fine
but u have to make it up to me
promise?
you
what
ok fiine
js pls pick me up
bada
On my way!
seen
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an: lawl first post super nervous hauaqhauqh
#bada lee#wlw#text fic#lgbtqia#filipino#tagalog#bada x reader#lesbians#taglish#swf#swf2#bada lee swf2#bebe#bebe x reader#x reader
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pardon my taglish but this literally giving
“konting awa naman, ___. please..”
“pagod na ako. pagod na pagod—“
“pagod din ako, ___. pero di ako susuko. konting tiis, love. mahal kita at alam ko mahal mo rin ako. why are you fighting that?”
“jungkook, di ko na kaya—na sasaktan na tayo. i’m tired of fighting. i’m tired of us.”
“___, paninindigan kita. di ba may pangako tayo sa itsaitsa—hello?”
#ask muni#bts jk#bts philippines#taglish#bts scenario#jungkook scenario#LMAOOOO#i need to tulog 😭#sobbing @ my conyo
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time machine
do you ever wonder how cool a time machine would be? you could do so much things with it! you could go back and see the dinosaurs, go into the future and see all the latest technology, or even go back a few hours to cheat on a test.
you wanna know what i would do? i would go back, but not to change things. i would go back and relive the first time i ever saw you, that first time i felt butterflies like i never felt before, that first time i saw the twinkle in your eye. it all felt so magical to me, it really felt like i just saw the person that i wanted to be with forever.
i would also relive that first night that we talked. we were so kilig and nervous, im pretty sure we both didn't know what we were doing. i wasn't even sure if you liked me, but i knew that that would be the start of something i would never change.
i would go back and relive the first time we met up with each other, the first time i finally got to hold your hand, the first time i finally got to tell you i love you to your face. i was so in love that day, and it was really when i knew that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. everything about you on that day, from your smile, to your outift, to how red your cheeks were sitting beside me, was so mesmerizing and beautiful to me, and i wouldn't have wanted it any other way.
yes, theres a lot of things i would want to forgot or change in the past, but trust me, theres nothing i would want to change with what happened with you and i. i love how we are now, and i wouldn't change anything about our journey here if it meant that in the end we would end up happy together.
to put it simply, i wouldnt want a time machine to change some things, but to relive some things twice.
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“Ano?! Na move na yung exam date?!”
“yeah….”
Isang malakas na sigaw ang bumulabog sa katahimikan ng paaralan, ngunit hindi sigaw na humihingi ng tulong kundi sigaw na naiinis na sa mga pangyayayari sa mundo.
Sa aking mg tagabasa nagbabalik na naman ako upang ipakita sa inyo ang isang kuwento at parang blog ng mga bagay na maaring na rin inyong naranasan(more under the cut)
“Ano ulit sinabi mo?”
“For the third time Ashley, na move ulit ang exam date natin back sa orginal plan, January 22 – 23.” Sabi ng kaibigan ni Ashley, si Caleb habang nakatingiin sa kanyang kalendaryo sa kanyang cellphone.
“Bakit naman?” Tanong ni Ashley sa kanyang kaibigan.
“Trip nila, eh.” Sagot ni Caleb.
“walang basagan ng trip dito, pre.”
“So much for putting a plan to motion.” Sabi ni Ashley habang kinukuha niya ang kaniyang cellphone.
“Agree on you on that one.” Isang boses ang nagsalita. Ang boses na ito ay mula sa bibig ng isa pang kaibigan ni Ashley, si Francis.
“Pero sa pagkakaalam ko ----------------------------------------------------.”dagdag ni Francis.
“Really?” Tanong ni Ashley at tumungo si francis. “Mag one-one pm na. ‘Lika na kayong dalawa bili.” Sabi nii caleb habang kinukuha niya ang kanyang mga gamit para sa kanilang susuno na assignatura.
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— and i think i loved you long before i knew what love was.
— when i learned how to speak of love with as much certainty as i could have had, i remember i had typed up a long draft and erased and wrote and revised it before i chanced giving you it.
— it was the last month of classes, and it was not long before we would part. all the more i could trace the shape of your space in my heart as i steadily wrote for you a confession, all of me as flush as pink and nerves as a flame when i sent it to you, i love you in our two languages.
— i love you, in lavender violets. (mahal kita, na tila ba rosas ng takipsilim.)
— your returning reply of i love you too was more than enough then to send me to pinking skies. and maybe it was in part because i wrote you so great a letter but your response was more than enough to make me believe you were true. (you had scarcely lied if ever at all, so much truer than many i can think to name.)
— i loved you, and you loved me. that is more than any i could have asked for.
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meet me at 7pm
kanina pa abang nang abang si jungwoo sa kanyang relo na sakaling tumama na ang kamay ng orasan sa alas syete upang makapag ligpit na siya ng kanyang mga gamit at makauwi na. bugtong hininga na lamang ang kanyang nailabas nang mapagtantong kalahating oras pa ang kailangan niyang hintayin upang tumapat ang oras sa alas syete.
nang saktong tumama na sa alas syete ang oras agad agad nang tumayo si jungwoo sa kanyang kinauupuan at iniligpit ang mga gamit na nakabalandra sa kanyang work desk, una niyang iniayos ang kanyang laptop at inilagay ito sa may loob ng kanyang backpack, sumunod ang mga iba pa niyang gamit, nang matapos niya na ito ay dali dali siyang nag paalam sa kanyang boss at naghintay na ng elevator pababa
"sana naman hindi puno yung loob, gusto ko na umuwi" bulong ng binata sa kanyang sarili.
at tumunog na nga ang elevator sa harapan niya hudyat na nasa palapag niya na ito, sakto naman pagbukas ay kakaunti lamang ang laman nito, agad na siyang pumasok at hinintay na makababa sa ground floor.
nang makalapag na ang elevator sa pinakaunang palapag ay dali dali namang tumungo si jungwoo palabas ng building, lagpas alas syete narin kaya inisip niya na baka maabutan siya ng rush hour pahirapan pa naman sumakay dahil ngayon ay magcocommute lang siya.
not until nag vibrate ang kanyang phone at nakatanggap siya ng text mula kay jaehyun.
"saan ka?!"
as much as possible ayaw ni jungwoo na maglabas ng phone lalo na kapag nasa labas siya pero dahil si jaehyun ito, agad niyang kinuha ang kanyang telepono at sumagot sa text ng binata.
"papunta na sa mrt station, ikaw ba? tapos na ba work mo?!"
mga ilang minuto rin na nag hintay si jungwoo sa text ni jaehyun
"diyan ka lang muna sa may labas ng building niyo, papunta na ako"
nagulat si jungwoo sa kanyang nabasa, matagal na nag iinitiate si jaehyun na ihatid sundo siya nito ngunit tumatanggi si jungwoo dahil na rin ayaw niya maabala pa si jaehyun sa kanyang trabaho, isa pa, malayo rin ang workplace ni jaehyun sa pinagtatrabahuhan ni jungwoo, kaya nahihiya siya magpahatid dito.
"sure ka ba?! malayo pa ito baka ma-traffic kapa or late kana makauwi niyan, wag na kaya ko naman na mag commute"
ilang minuto rin bago ang reply ni jungwoo ay may tumigil na isang itim na kotse sa kanyang tapat, bumusina ito at agad na ibinaba ni jaehyun ang bintana ng kotse
"tara na! hatid na kita ^_^"
agad na sumakay si jungwoo sa kotse ni jaehyun, ang bango ng loob nito amoy na amoy at sakop na sakop ang pabango ni jaehyun na lagi niyang ginagamit. unang beses rin kasi ni jungwoo na makasakay dito.
"buti nalang hindi ka na-traffic >< sabi ko naman sayo okay lang sakin mag commute pauwi, ibang way pa tuloy ang dinaanan mo instead na diretso kana sa bahay"
"i insist, tsaka if di mo alam kanina pa me here, i just parked inside your building and went to the grocery kanina para mamili ng need ko para di na rin sayang ang pahihintay ko for you, tsaka di ko rin hahayaan na mag commute ka pauwi noh! it's rush hour and baka madaming tao baka ma-late kapa pauwi kaya naisipan ko na sunduin kana"
"jae..."
"woo, let me do this for you, diba sabi ko naman sa'yo i will prove myself sayo and pati na rin kayla tita, i'm serious about this, so let me be, hayaan mo ako gawin ito for you dahil i love you so much and from now on hindi na kita hahayaan mapagod mag commute dahil araw araw na kita ihahatid sundo from work, always at 7pm meet me here" jaehyun planted a kiss on jungwoo's forehead.
jungwoo was touched by jaehyun's words, even though suitor pa lang si jaehyun ay kitang kita na ni jungwoo na pursigido ito na makuha ang matamis na oo niya, kahit ano ay gagawin niya para lang makuha ang "oo" ni jungwoo. sa isip isip ni jungwoo kung hindi lang siya natapilok nung araw na yun sa may loob ng stadium nila hindi niya siguro makikilala si jaehyun at hindi siya makakatagpo ng ganitong lalaki na handang gawin ang lahat para sakanya. siya na ata ang pinakaswerteng nilalang sa buong mundo dahil may isa siyang jeong jaehyun.
"jae... yes"
"yes... what baby?!"
sakto na nakatigil ang stoplight nang nagsalita si jungwoo, agad na nagtama ang mga mata nila.
"matagal ko na pinag isipan ito and i think this is the right time para sabihin ko ito sa'yo"
"what is it baby?!"
"yes kasi..... sinasagot na kita"
"what?! teka totoo ba itong naririnig ko?! tayo na??"
"yes baby"
"oh my god"
naghanap ng tyempo si jaehyun upang itabi muna ang kotse sa may gilid ng daan dahil hindi ito makapaniwala sa kanyang narinig mula sa binata.
"jeong jaehyun, sinasagot na kita"
"oh my god! i'm so fucking happy baby! i could kiss you right now"
"it'll be my pleasure"
and they both lean in for a kiss.
"jowa ko na si jungwoo! si kim jungwoo!"
todo busina si jaehyun at walang pake kung sino ang makarinig nito, sobrang saya niya sa mga oras na ito hindi niya ma-explain.
"i'll make you the happiest person ever i promise you that" jaehyun is cupping jungwoo's face, there are stars in his eyes and may nagbabadya ring luha na tutulo sa kanyang mga mata ngunit agad niya itong napigilan.
"i love you so much, woo!"
"i love you too, baby!"
#nct#jaehyun#jungwoo#jaewoo#kpop#nct127#shortfic#fanfiction#nctjaehyun#nctjungwoo#taglish#filo#english#fluff
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FAITHLESS
May isa'ng babae na gusto na'ng mawala sa mundo'ng ito, lahat ng kaniya'ng mga minamahal ay nawala sa tabi niya dahil sa mga matitindi'ng pagbibintang sakaniya ng isa'ng tao na hindi naman talaga niya ginawa.
Maibabalik pa ba kaya ang kaniya'ng mga minamahal sakaniya'ng fragile na puso kapag nagpakamatay nalang siya ng tuluyan?
Matatandaan kaya siya ng mga minamahal niya'ng tao kapag wala na siya sa buhay nito?
Hindi kaya'ng sagutin ni April ang mga tanong na 'yan dahil hindi niya naman ma-ipe-predict ang future ng kaniya'ng mga minamahal.
Pero, gusto niya'ng malaman ang sagot ng mga ito.
Will it be worth it or worthless?
Her name is April Colette P. Marcelo, grade 12 graduating to college.
Her goal is to try to answer the questions that came up in her chaotic mind.
Enjoy FAITHLESS.
#fiction#faithless#nonfiction#tw depressing thoughts#writeblr#depressing shit#disturbing#tw depressing stuff#tw eating issues#trust issues#etc#taglish#tagalog#english
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This Love
— a kyuwook one-shot taglish fic entry for (late) kyuwook day ♡
synopsis: Kyuhyun likes Ryeowook, for a very long time now, but they’re best friends.
a/n: typical friends-to-lovers trope, not beta-d so yeah hehe my first fic after several months of writing slump ㅠ_ㅠ !
also,,, no beta, we die!!! so ignore any grammatical and spelling errors, and disregard time stamps!!! anyhuuu enjoy hehudhsisj xD
“Dagat na kasi tayo eh!” May naramdaman si Kyuhyun na isang kamay na umalog sa kaliwang braso niys. He subtly looked at the person then goes back reading his notes again. “Yu! Sige na oh! Heartbroken ‘yung kaibigan mo!”
“Oh? Kasalanan ko ba?” He asked without sparing the other person a glance.
“Wow, that hurts.” Narinig niyang bumulong si Ryeowook, ‘yung nagyayaya pumunta sa dagat o beach.
“What? It’s not like makaka-move on ka kapag nag-beach ka?” He asked him sarcastically, but then he immediately realized that it was a bit harsh of him to say that. Ryeowook recently just got ‘cheated on’, or rather dumped, but he insists that cheated daw kasi kahit hindi naman daw sila, mutual naman daw na gusto nila isa’t isa until naghanap ng iba ‘yung ka-fling niya. Ryeowook and that fling lasted for long, around 9-10 months until one day bigla na lang tinigil ng ka-situationship niya, as the gen zs called it, ‘yung situationship nila.
Kyuhyun was the receiving end ng lahat ng nangyayari kay Ryeowook. He understands naman na heart broken ito but it has been almost 2 months since he (Ryeowook’s ex fling) ended whatever they had. Kyuhyun had been understanding kay Ryeowook nung first few weeks, but now? He’s had enough.
“Alam mo, makakapag-move on ka lang kung gusto mo eh.” Halos araw-araw sabihin ni Kyuhyun ‘to kay Ryeowook, pero para bang hindi naman nakikinig si Ryeowook.
“Kala mo ba madali lang mag-move on?!” Ryeowook retorted. “Makapagsalita ka ah…”
“Alam kong hindi madali mag-move on, Yeo.” Biglang nag-iba tono ni Kyuhyun. “Hindi ko naman sinabing madali, ang sinabi ko, magagawa mo lang ‘yun kung willing ka, kung gusto mo na talaga. Ngayon, tatanungin kita, gusto mo na ba mag-move on?”
Natahimik si Ryeowook sa biglaang pagseseryoso ni Kyuhyun sa kanya. Napa-isip din ito, gusto na nga ba niya mag-move on? Kaya na ba niya mag-move on? Hindi niya alam bakit hindi siya makasagot. Dahil ba sa hindi niya alam anong isasagot? Hindi niya pa alam kung ano gusto niyang mangyari? O dahil sa tingin ni Kyuhyun sa kanya na sa hindi malamang dahilan, parang may iba?
“Ewan ko sa’yo, masyado kang seryoso. Basta sa weekends, sa beach house ng tito ko okay?” Hindi sinagot ni Ryeowook si Kyuhyun sa tanong niya, at saka ito iniwan mag-isa sa learning commons. Kyuhyun watched Ryeowook’s figure walking away.
At this point, hindi niya na rin alam anong nangyayari kay Ryeowook. One time he’s this sad, broken, mopping heart-broken person, and in a blink of an eye, he’s in his hoe phase, and then again, balik na naman sa usual niyang broken-hearted phase. Kyuhyun understands naman na everyone has their own way of dealing and coping pero sa hindi malamang dahilan, bakit hindi niya maintindihan ang kay Ryeowook. Bagkus, magkaibigan naman sila, simula pa noong high school sila. But despite that, Ryeowook is still very hard to read and predict to this moment. Hanggang ngayon, nangangapa pa rin si Kyuhyun kay Ryeowook.
Hindi niya pa rin mabasa si Ryeowook, hindi pa rin niya maintindihan ang tumatakbo sa isipan ni Ryeowook most of the time. Sa mga mababawa na dahilan o bagay, he knows Ryeowook the best, but when it comes to other things like his feelings and other personal things na he doesn’t share, hindi pa rin alam ni Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun sometimes think na sa tagal nilang magkaibigan ni Ryeowook, bakit ganito pa rin? Bakit hanggang ngayon parang hindi niya pa rin kilala ‘yung taong kasama niya for almost 9 years.
Whereas when it comes to him, basang-basa na siya ni Ryeowook. Alam na ni Ryeowook ang buong pagkatao ni Kyuhyun, kapag may nararamdaman si Kyuhyun, kapag may ayaw si Kyuhyun, alam na ni Ryeowook; Alam na rin nitong timplahan si Kyuhyun, wala sa mood si Kyuhyun? Mas lalong aasarin ni Ryeowook si Kyuhyun. At this point, Kyuhyun thinks na Ryeowook knows him better than his family eh. Ryeowook knows everything about him, everything except that. And that’s okay, perfectly okay because Kyuhyun believes that it’s best na hindi niya alam.
Upon thinking, a sudden thought comes to his mind, ‘Am I a bad friend?’ Kasi kung titignan mo, parang surface level lang ang alam ni Kyuhyun kay Ryeowook, tapos si Ryeowook, alam na alam na si Kyuhyun. Napapaisip siya kung masama siyang kaibigan pero alam niyang si Ryeowook lang naman ang makakasagot ng tanong na iyon.
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It was a peaceful Wednesday for Kyuhyun. walang panggulong mga feeling major na minor subjects, walang hectic na submissions, it's just a typical Wednesday na 10:30 am ang pasok and it's just their film elective, manonood lang sila and then they will do whatever the professor wants them to do.
He's sitting sa usual spot niya— nila ni Ryeowook, but right now, it's just him, no Ryeowook, his XL Dunkin' Donut's Icy Choco drink, and his favorite uniqlo dumpling bag he always uses kapag Wednesday.
He's just killing time din kasi masyado siyang maaga pumasok, sumabay siyang pumasok kay Ryeowook na may 8:30 am class. Bilang isang driver naman ang kaibigan niya at along the way naman ang bahay kung saan nakatira si Kyuhyun, sumasabay na ito if may pasok naman silang pareho sa araw na 'yon.
"Kyuz!" May bumati kay Kyuhyun. "Aga natin ah?"
"Sumabay lang kay Yeo," Sagot niya kay Hyukjae. "Sayang eh."
"Naks, 'yang bestfriend mo, hatid-sundo ka ata?"
"Gago, sumasabay lang ako. T'yaka kapag tamad siya or pagod, ako rin minsan nagda-drive para makapagpahinga man lang kahit pauwi."
"Wow! Sigurado ka magkaibigan lang kayo?" Biro ni Hyukjae. "Asal mag-jowa 'yan ah!"
"Tanga. Matagal na rin kami magkaibigan, siya lang nagtagal sa ugali ko eh." Biro niya kay Hyukjae.
It was true, Kyuhyun was known nung elementary-high school na may hindi kagandahang ugali. He's this typical smarty pants na masungit, hindi namamansin, and very snarky. Tipong kapag ayaw ka niya, he won't hide it, he'll let you know na ayaw ka niya thus, lagi siyang napapa-away. If it weren't for Ryeowook imtervening most of the misunderstandings and fights, siguro ilang beses nang napa-guidance 'yang si Kyuhyun. Okay naman na si Kyuhyun ngayon, he's mature enough to not do those child fights. Pero if you push his buttons, makakatikim ka talaga.
"Asal magjowa talaga kayo. Para kayong old married couple lol. If hindi lang alam na Ryeowook and Henry were seeing each other, aakalain talaga kayo." Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes at Hyukjae. "Which brings me to ask, hindi mo ba gusto si Ryeowook? Or vice versa? Lalo na ngayon oh, single na si Ryeowook ulit."
"No." 'Yan lang ang nasabi ni Kyuhyun. He really doesn't like talking about things like this. No, just no.
"Sure?"
"Oo nga. Ang tagal na namin magkaibigan. Purely platonic." He lied. 'Purely platonic' my ass, He thought. Tumino at lumambot lang naman ang masamang ugali ni Kyuhyun dahil kay Ryeowook eh.
"If so, pwede ba akong magreto sa'yo?" Tanong ni Hyukjae.
"Ha?"
"May irereto ako, pinsan ko. Half chinese, 1 taon lang agwat niyo, older siya." Kyuhyun looked at him. "Maaga siya nag-aral, nasa first year law school siya. Ano, G?"
"Wala akong interest at the moment." Sabi nito. "Pero baka soon? I don't know."
He seriously is considering meeting other people to get over this stupid crush kay Ryeowook that's been going on for years, but it's just so hard lalo na't Ryeowook's just... Ryeowook is one of a kind.
"Penge." May biglang sumulpot sa gilid ni Kyuhyun at nakisipsip sa iniinom niya. "Ayaw mo talaga ng kape eh 'no?"
Kyuhyun did not expect to see Ryeowook sa building nila, iba kasi ang building ng mga Architecture, course ni Ryeowook, sa mga building ng Tourism, course ni Kyuhyun. "Aba? Ano ginagawa mo dito?"
"Seminar lang d'yan sa conference hall." Turo ni Ryeowook sa may Seminar Hall sa likod nila. "Wala pa prof niyo?"
"10:15 pa lang." Sagot ni Kyuhyun. "Ay nga pala, Yeo, si Hyukjae. Hyukjae, si Ryeowook." Pinakilala ni Kyuhyun si Ryeowook kay Hyukjae.
"Hello! Classmate ako ni Kyuhyun sa FILM403." Hyukjae greeted Ryeowook.
"Hi! Ryeowook. Friend ni Kyuhyun, from Archi ako. Nice meeting you!" He smiled back kay Hyukjae. There's a pang inside Kyuhyun's chest everytime na nasa introduction phase sila with strangers or an acquaintance of theirs. Pero wala eh, 'yun naman talaga label nilang dalawa, Friends.
"Una na ako sa room, Kyuhyun. See you! Bye Ryeowook!" Hyukjae bids his goodbye kay Ryeowook. Ryeowook bids his too, leaving him and Kyuhyun alone.
"Ano pala oras lunch break mo?" Ryeowook asks.
"1:00 pm." Sagot ni Kyuhyun. "Bakit? Wala ka kasabay?"
"Si Genius pala 'to?!" Biro ni Ryeowook sabay akbay kay Kyuhyun, kahit na ang awkward tignan dahil mas matangkad naman si Kyuhyun sa kanya. Kyuhyun started to feel hot sa gesture na ginawa ni Ryeowook, they always do this, they're touchy naman with each other, or rather, Ryeowook's touchy talaga. Oftentimes, makikita mong nakasandal ito sa balikat ni Kyuhyun, laging naka-akbay kay Kyuhyun, or sometime he's linking his arms sa arms ni Kyuhyun kapag naglalakad. It's normal na sa kanila 'yun. Kyuhyun doesn't mind, hindi rin naman siya naiilang, pero minsan napagkakamalan lang talaga sila na sila but Ryeowook's quick to clear the rumors/issues with a, "Tanga, bestfriend ko 'yan, issue niyo!"
And with that, any rumors or issue na 'sila raw' are cleared, hence, Ryeowook could be clingy for as clingy as he wants kay Kyuhyun without stirring some gossip.
"12:30 lunch ko btw." Ryeowook told Kyuhyun as he sipped more of Kyuhyun's drink. He's holding the drink na, binigay na ni Kyuhyun sa kanya.
"Awts." Sagot ni Kyuhyun. "Try mo tanungin si Junho baka sabay kayo ng lunch?"
"Wala siyang pasok today. Hintayin na lang kita, sa Monte ako kakain, ano gusto mo para ma-order ko na agad." Nagulat si Kyuhyun sa sinabi ni Ryeowook.
"Ako?" Tanong ni Kyuhyun, "Hihintayin mo?"
"Wow? Surprised na surprised?" Tanong ni Ryeowook. "Oo nga!"
"You hate waiting." Hindi makapaniwala si Kyuhyun. "Bangsilog."
"I knew it." Sagot nito kay Kyuhyun. "Hoy, malapit na mag-time hindi ka pa papasok?"
"Papasok na niyan. Tapos ka na sa drink? Ako na magtapon." Umayos na ng tayo si Kyuhyun.
"Sira, ako na." Tinaasan lang ni Kyuhyun ng kilay si Ryeowook. "Nga pala, naalala mo pa ba si Heechul?" He asked.
"Heechul? 'Yung kaklase natin sa RIZAL?" Tumango si Ryeowook. "Oo, bakit?"
"Hindi ba irreg 'yon tapos senior natin, ka-group natin siya sa final requirement noon, naalala mo?" It was Kyuhyun's turn to nod, "Apparently he passed the boards, CPA na siya, may pa-party siya and he invited us."
"Oh sure." Sagot ni Kyuhyun, "You guys kept in touch pala?" Tanong ni Kyuhyun.
"Yup. Naka-vibes ko kasi talaga siya." Sagot ni Ryeowook. "Pumasok ka na! Malelate ka pa!"
"Mas late professor namin." Biro nito. Kyuhyun gave Ryeowook a flick on his forehead, "Bye."
Ryeowook did not know why on earth did Kyuhyun looked so attractive noong ginawa niya 'yon. Sanay na siya sa mukha ni Kyuhyun, for 9 years, lagi niyang nakikita mukha ni Kyuhyun, he admits na gwapo naman ito pero he doesn't know why the hell did Kyuhyun looked so attractive few seconds ago.
"Yu!" Tawag niya kay Kyuhyun, hindi pa naman nakakalayo nang tuluyan si Kyuhyun.
"Ano?"
"May pinopormahan ka ba?"
"Huh?"
"Ang gwapo mo today, in fairness." Ryeowook complimented Kyuhyun's looks. "May pinopormahan ka 'no?" Asar niya.
"Weird mo." Kyuhyun just made a face.
"Uy! Guilty! Meron?!"
"Wala!"
"Weh?"
"Kulit mo. Bala ka d'yan!" Then Kyuhyun turned his back and walked towards his room na malapit lang pala.
"May pinopormahan 'yon." Bulong niya sa sarili niya as he finishes Kyuhyun's drink. For some weird, odd reason, the thought of Kyuhyun na may pinopormahan na iba... feels weird kay Ryeowook. Sa 9 years nilang magkaibigan, he never witnessed Kyuhyun na may niligawan o pinormahan man lang. Napapatanong na nga siya sa SOGIE ni Kyuhyun eh kasi mukhang wala talaga siyang interest sa love or whatsoever. So, the thought of Kyuhyun na may love interest makes Ryeowook feel odd.
"He definitely has someone na gusto. I could feel it."
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Kyuhyun tosses his phone sa bed niya as he continues blowing his hair when his phone buzzed again, he planned to ignore it pero sunod-sunod ang message, that means si Ryeowook ang nag-me-message.
"Judger sa mga sweaters ko!" Kyuhyun huffed. He paused sa pag-blowdry ng buhok niya then opened his closet. Wala pa naman siyang naiisip na isuot, good thing Ryeowook told him na wear something casual and comfy.
Night party din naman 'yun so Kyuhyun just picked a white tee and a washed denim jeans, ternuhan na lang niya ng converse white and he's good to go. He wore the fit and continued drying his hair, he styled it a bit and applied some sunscreen (kahit gabi), moisturizer, and a tinted lip balm para mas mag-glow 'yung lips niya. It's still a party kaya need niya umayos.
A few minutes passed and he heard Ryeowook honking his car in the distance. He immediately went down para salubungin ito.
"Ma, labas lang po kami ni Ryeowook!" Paalam niya sa Nanay niyang nagdidilig sa garden nila.
"Ingat kayo!" Then he proceeded to go out para abangan si Ryeowook. A few seconds kayer Ryeowook pulled over sa harap niya.
"Nasa kanto ka pa lang bumubusina ka na." Ryeowook was greeted by Kyuhyun's grumpiness as soon as the said person entered the car. As he was wearing his seatbelt. "Nambubulabog amp."
"What's with you tonight?" Nang makita na ni Ryeowook na ayos na si Kyuhyun, he drove away after softly honking to let Kyuhyun's mother na aalis na sila ni Kyuhyun. "Meron ka ba?"
Inirapan lang siya ni Kyuhyun. "Also, may nakaharang na tao sa kalsada kaya ako bumusina." He informed Kyuhyun. "Why would I honk if kanto pa lang? Ano ako, baliw?"
"Akala ko doon pa lang bumubusina ka na."
"No. May dalawang magjowang hindi marunong tumabi eh. Ayun, binusinahan ko."
"Bitter?"
"No, hon. If you drive, you'll understand." Ryeowook teased.
"I drive." Depensa ni Kyuhyun.
"Yeah, right. You and your pasong lisensya." Asar pa ni Ryeowook. "Kelan mo ba ipapa-renew 'yang lisensya mo? Ang aga mo ngang nagkalisensya," Ryeowook counts with his fingers the years since Kyuhyun had his license. "It's been 5 years since nagka-lisensya ka, mag-iilang buwan nang paso lisensya mo ba't 'di ka pa mag-renew?" Pangaral ni Ryeowook.
"Woah! Okay mother!" He sarcastically replied. "Para kang si Mama ah?"
"Ano ba kasing hinihintay mo? Para sa'n pa't nagta-trabaho 'yung tito mo sa LTO?" Ryeowook asked. Dahil sa Tito ni Kyuhyun kaya siya nagkalisensya nang ganun ka-aga, before mag-17 years old. Now, they're already 22, and expired na ang lisensya ni Kyuhyun. (5 years validity lang kasi, Ryeowook got his license 3 years ago, kaya he's legal to drive.)
"No to fixers." Sagot ni Kyuhyun, he then reached for Ryeowook's phone at pinalitan ang kanta. From Ryeowook's KPop Playlist it switched to Taylor Swift. A familiar intro played and Ryeowook can't believe na pinalitan ni Kyuhyun ang song.
"Ba't mo pinalitan?!" He asked, hindi naman siya galit pero parang ganun na nga, favorite niya kasi 'yung song, Hype Boy by NewJeans.
"Iba naman. One week nang on-repeat 'yang Hype Boy mo." Sagot ni Kyuhyun as he sits back and enjoy the tune of the song playing sa stereo.
"Okay, swiftie."
"Hindi ako swiftie." Depensa nito. "I just played the next one sa playlist mo."
"Really?" Ryeowook asked as he spare a glace kay Kyuhyun. Nasa isang stoplight sila with 150 seconds remaining. Tumango naman si Kyuhyun sa tanong ni Ryeowook. "Nasa NewJeans playlist ako, paano ako magkakaroon ng Afterglow dito?"
"Malay." Sagot ni Kyuhyun. "Shuffle?"
"Oh, just admit it! Swiftie na favorite era and album ang Lover!" Tinawanan ni Ryeowook si Kyuhyun. Napaka-in denial kasi ni Kyuhyun sa pagiging swiftie niya. Parang hindi bumili ng Taylor's Version ng Red and nag-pre order ng Speak Now Taylor's Version.
"Wala akong alam sa sinasabi mo." Maang-mangan ni Kyuhyun. "It's just a song."
"Just a song mo mukha mo. Favorite mo nga Cornelia Street eh." Asar pa nito. "Hey Siri! Play Cornelia Street!" After Ryeowook commanded Siri, Siri immediately played the song.
"Engk! Mali!" Kyuhyun gave in. "Cornelia Street LIVE from Paris ang favorite ko."
"Okay, whatever you say swiftie." Irap ni Ryeowook. Matapos ang ilang segundo, nag-green light na kaya nagmaneho na siya ulit.
A few minutes passed, tahimik lang sila sa loob ng kotse as Taylor's voice serenades the two of them. Minsan nagh-hum si Kyuhyun, minsan sinasabayan ni Ryeowook, minsan sabay sila ni Kyuhyun na kumakanta, lalo na't nung nag-play ang All Too Well (10 Minute Version) [Taylor's Version] [From The Vault).
"AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE!!!!" It was Kyuhyun who was singing, or rather screaming this part.
"SO CASUALLY AND CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST!" Ryeowook's turn.
"I'M A CRUMPLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE... CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL.. ALL.. ALL..." Kyuhyun's turn again.
"FUCK YOU JAKE GYLLENHAAL!" Ryeowook shouted as Kyuhyun was singing that certain part.
"THEY SAY ALL'S WELL THAT END'S WELL BUT I'M IN A NEW HELL EVERYTIME... YOU DOUBLE CROSS MY MIND! YOU SAID IF WE HAD BEEN CLOSER IN AGE MAYBE IT WOULD'VE BEEN FINE..." Kanta nila Ryeowook at
Kyuhyun. "AND THAT MADE ME WANT TO DIE!!!!!" They both shouted the same line.
Hindi pa man tapos ang kanta ay nagsabi na si Ryeowook na nasa kanto na sila kung saan gaganapin ang house party ni Heechul.
A few more blocks, nakikita na nila ang hilera ng mga sasakyan, Kyuhyun thought na malapit na ang bahay judging sa mga nakaparadang mga sasakyan sa daan. Then, they stopped kung saan may available na parking.
"Doon sa may brown na gate 'yung bahay." Turo ni Ryeowook bago niya patayin ang sasakyan. "Ano oras tayo uuwi?"
"Anong oras KA uuwi?" Tanong ni Kyuhyun pabalik. "Hindi ba chaperone mo lang naman ako?"
"OA! Invited ka rin here ha!" Ryeowook informed and corrected his friend as he unlocked the car and steps out. Kyuhyun followed shortly.
"Hindi kami ganun ka-close ni Heechul." Sagot ni Kyuhyun. "We haven't talked for 2 years!"
"Edi reunion!" Sagot ni Ryeowook habang naglalakad silang dalawa. Nang makarating sila sa tapat ng gate. Napatingin si Ryeowook kay Kyuhyun, "Yu..."
"Bakit?"
"Ang pogi mo sa suot mo." He complimented his attire. "Text-text na lang ha? And please wear or like make sure to use protection if balak mo makipag one night stand tonight. Mahirap na." He winked at Kyuhyun as he tapped his friend’s shoulder before going inside the house leaving Kyuhyun alone outside.
"Ha?!" 'Yan na lang ang nasabi ni Kyuhyun matapos siyang iwan ni Ryeowook.
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Kyuhyun was bored to death. After Ryeowook left him alone, he had to socialize sa mga tao sa party. Good thing some of his seniors sa course niya were also there and he managed to chat and catch up with them, but after a few hours, gusto na niya umuwi. Low batt na ang kanyang social battery, he needed to get out of there, asap.
That's why he's walking towards the garden, kung saan nagd-drinking game daw sila Ryeowook. Thankfully, he didn't drink that much dahil kung hindi, walang magda-drive pauwi sa kanila.
He strode towards the garden and saw a group of people sitting by the pool. Hindi alam ni Kyuhyun if he'll approach 'yung group or i-text na lang si Ryeowook, baka kasi masali pa siya if he goes there.
He was about to go outside and just sit doon sa may bench not too far sa kung saan sila Ryeowoom when someone came running to him.
"YUUUUU!" Someone squealed. Before Kyuhyun could manage to react or say anything, he felt a pair of lips against his.
Nabato si Kyuhyun sa kinatatayuan niya nang maramdaman niya 'yon.
He certainly knows who the owner of the voice who came squealing towards him, but, he's not sure if it's the same person who's in front of him, kissing him right now.
He refuse to believe that it's the same person.
It couldn't be the same person...
Right?
He couldn't hear a thing. Kyuhyun couldn't move, it's as if he is frozen and no senses are working except for his sense of touch since he could feel the soft lips against his.
"OMG?"
"Huy?!"
"Sino kasi 'yan?!"
"Hindi ba bestfriend niya 'yan?!"
"LUH!!!"
The moment the person pulled away from the kiss, Kyuhyun's hearing came back as well. He finally heard the reactions of the people surrounding them.
"Huy! Kayo na ba finally ni Ryeowook?!" Someone from the group asked, it was Heechul.
"H-huh?" 'Yun lang nasabi ni Kyuhyun. Still puzzled from what just happened. He looked at Heechul, then back to the person in front of him.
Ryeowook's just looking at him, walang sinasabi. They stare at each other for a while until Ryeowook breaks off by looking back kila Heechul. "Ano na? Sino na next! The night's still young!" He exclaimed. He was about to run back kung nasan sila Heechul but Kyuhyun managed to grab his arm before he could even run off.
"Uwi na tayo. Alas dose na." Kyuhyun told him.
"Ay? Agad?"
"Yes. Tara na." He urged Ryeowook.
Wala naman nang nagawa 'yung isa kung hindi sumama na kang kay Kyuhyun. They managed to bid their goodbyes kay Heechul before leaving, as the two were walking pabalik ng kotse, there's an awkward air around them.
"Yu..."
"'Yung susi pala—"
Sabay na nagsalita sila Ryeowook at Kyuhyun. "Ha? Ano 'yun?" Ryeowook asked.
"Ah, hindi, bakit?"
"Huh?"
"Tinawag mo 'ko?" Sagot ni Kyuhyun kay Ryeowook. Hindi alam ni Ryeowook ang isasagot niya. "Ano 'yun?"
"A-ah... wala, uhm..." Ryeowook stammered. "Right! 'Yung susi, eto," Inabot niya ang susi kay Kyuhyun. "Sorry nahihilo na ako sa mga ininom ko, ikaw na taya ah!" He then walked first towards the passenger seat door at naunang pumasok sa loob ng sasakyan. Kyuhyun followed shortly sa loob.
The drive back was achingly quiet. Nothing but the soft music from Ryeowook's car stereo could be heard. The awkward air still lingering around them, after that, after that brief kiss that happened a while ago sa party ni Heechul.
Ni isa walang nagtangkang magsalita habang pauwi sila sa bahay ni Ryeowook, but boy the silence was so loud. Kahit walang salita ang lumabas sa bibig ng dalawa, para bang kahit papano, nakakabingi ang katahimikan nila.
The drive back was quite faster than the drive earlier. Wala na kasing traffic dahil alas dose na rin. Nang makarating sila sa tapat ng bahay ni Ryeowook, doon pa lang nagsalita si Ryeowook.
"Iwan muna sa labas si Tiggy." He removed his seatbelt. "Ayoko na magbukas ng gate." Dagdag niya.
Tumango na lang si Kyuhyun at tuluyan nang pinatay ang sasakyan. "Kaya mo ba?" He asked as he noticed that Ryeowook was struggling to unlock his seatbelt. "Ako na." He reached out to unlock his drunk friend's seatbelt.
Then, Kyuhyun rushed outside to open the door for Ryeowook. "Tara na."
Ryeowook quietly got out of the car, he was quiet the whole ride, and hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin siya masyado umiimik. Nang maisara ni Kyuhyun ang pintuan at ma-lock ang kotse, Ryeowook finally spoke.
"Yu." He called.
"Oh?"
"Kanina..." Ryeowook tried to form the proper words but it's as if there's something in his throat that prevent him from forming coherent words to say. "'Yung kanina, sa party..."
"Ah..." That's the only response Kyuhyun managed to give Ryeowook.
"Why didn't you kiss me back?" Ryeowook asked, his voice merely a whisper as he played with his fingers while his back was against the car's door.
Para bang nabingi si Kyuhyun sa lumabas sa bibig, sa tinanong ni Ryeowook sa kanya. "A-ano?"
"I asked you..." Ryeowook finally mustered all his courage and looked Kyuhyun straight in the eyes. "Why did you not kiss me back kanina nung hinalikan kita?" Ryeowook looked like he's examining Kyuhyun, but to no avail, hindi niya ito mabasa. He's usually good at reading Kyuhyun but tonight's different, he just... he just couldn't read whatever was in Kyuhyun's mind and what he's thinking right now.
"Lasing ka na, Yeo. Pasok na tayo sa loob, gabi na rin." Kyuhyun tried to hold Ryeowook's arm, guiding him towards the gate but the latter one refused to budge.
"Answer my question first, Kyuhyun." Ryeowook insisted.
"What do you want me to say, Ryeowook?" Kyuhyun asked back. "Ano?"
"Kung bakit hindi mo 'ko hinalikan pabalik?!" Ryeowook raised his voice. "Why?! Akala ko ba... Akala ko..." His voice shaky as the words trailed off his mouth.
"Ano?" Kyuhyun asked. Ryeowook did not respond, he just shook his head and walked inside his house. Kyuhyun was left alone on the road, and a few moments later, he followed Ryeowook inside.
Agad siyang dumeretso sa kuwarto nito, he found Ryeowook sitting on his bed, his eyes looked like he's about to cry.
"Anong meron? May problema ba?" Kyuhyun asked. Hindi niya alam bakit nagkakaganito ngayong gabi si Ryeowook. He's sure that Ryeowook's just drunk but there's something different on the way Ryeowook's acting right now. He'd seen Ryeowook drunk plenty of times but this is a first.
Not to mention it is the first time Ryeowook kissed Kyuhyun while he's drunk.
"Hindi mo ba nagustuhan 'yung kanina?" Ryeowook asked, pertaining about the kiss. He then stood up and faced Kyuhyun, "I could do it again, better!"
"Yeo... Lasing ka na, just stay put–"
"No! If you're not satisfied sa kiss kanina, I could kiss you again, better! I swear!" Pilit ni Ryeowook. He grabbed Kyuhyun by his shoulder and crashed his lips against Kyuhyun's.
The kiss this time is far different sa kiss kanina. Kung kanina, peck lang, ngayon, he's moving his lips against Kyuhyun's. His hands moved from Kyuhyun's shoulder to his hair, Ryeowook played with Kyuhyun's soft hair as he continued kissing the taller guy.
Kyuhyun wanted to push Ryeowook away but the way Ryeowook is kissing him right now... It's making him feel something inside. He never dreamt or wished na mahalikan si Ryeowook, but right now, Ryeowook's in front of him, almost begging na halikan siya nito pabalik.
Kyuhyun's moral and ethical self is saying he should push Ryeowook away para tumigil ito. It's not right, Ryeowook's too drunk kaya niya ginagawa ito. But at the same time, the selfish one, the one who's been in love with Ryeowook since God knows when, wants Kyuhyun to be selfish for once and grab this opportunity given to him. He wants to give back whatever Ryeowook's giving him right now, wala na siyang pake kung lasing si Ryeowook, lasing siya. He wants to kiss Ryeowook back.
So, for once, Kyuhyun throws whatever he's afraid of and just embraces and accepts what's happening in front of him. He finally kissed Ryeowook back, gave the same intensity as to what Ryeowook gave and is giving at the moment while they are kissing— or rather making out.
His hands found their way on Ryeowook's waist ,and on the side of his neck as he kissed his best friend deeper, showing his true feelings after years of concealing it.
The two continued kissing before Ryeowook briefly pulled away to breathe. "Y-yu..."
Kyuhyun did not utter any words, he just looked at Ryeowook. He looked at him as if he's waiting for Ryeowook to plant his lips against his and continue what they were doing a while ago.
Dala nang ginagawa nila Ryeowook kissed Kyuhyun again, but now he hopped para mabuhat siya ni Kyuhyun. He wrapped his legs around Kyuhyun's waist as he kissed the guy deeper, softly biting Kyuhyun's lower lip for him to open up. A few nibs by Ryeowook, Kyuhyun finally opened his mouth. Ryeowook took that chance to explore Kyuhyun's hot mouth.
Their tongues dance in sync— fighting for dominance, but it was obvious who won when Kyuhyun softly brought and dropped Ryeowook on the bed. Without breaking their heated make-out session, Kyuhhun hovered above Ryeowook as he deepened the kiss.
Ilang minuto rin nilang ginagawa 'yun hanggang sa si Kyuhyun naman ang humiwalay. "Yeo..."
"Yes? What's the matter?"
"I'm not sure if I'm ready to do something more than kissing..." Kyuhyun confessed. "I don't want to do it knowing na there's alcohol in our system."
Ryeowook smiled and pecked Kyuhyun's lips. "Me too. This is fine, Yu. I'm perfectly fine sa ganito."
Kyuhyun just smiled then he kissed Ryeowook. Hindi sila tumagal sa paghahalikan nang magsalita si Kyuhyun. "But perhaps I could do this..." His mouth ghosted on Ryeowook's ear as he softly nibbled Ryeowook's earlobe.
Ryeowook's eyes almost did a 360 degree roll when Kyuhyun's lips came in contact with his ears. He was about to say something when he felt Kyuhyun's mouth on his neck peppering it with kisses. "Oh my... fuck!" He shivered as he felt Kyuhyun's tongue on his skin, then he could feel a sucking on the side of his neck.
His hands automatically went for Kyuhyun's hair as he softly gripped them. "Fuck... Oh, fuck..." Ryeowook moaned, as he gripped Kyuhyun's hair hard.
After Kyuhyun left a very visible mark on Ryeowook's neck he went back to kiss Ryeowook. The two spent a long time kissing as if there will be no tomorrow.
The both of them enjoyed the night together by kissing and giving each other cuddles and cheek kisses, doing something that best friends don't normally do.
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Ryeowook woke up with the worst headache he's ever experienced in his life. Napaisip siya, hindi naman ganun kalala ang inom niya kagabi pero grabe ang sakit ng ulo niya, daig niya pa ang lumaklak ng 10 Primera without chaser.
When his eyes finally opened, he immediately reached for his phone to check the time, but instead he saw Kyuhyun's messages.
"Huh..." He huffed as he sat up. "Nag-overnight ba 'to?" He then responded to Kyuhyun's messages.
After replying, Ryeowook went to the bathroom para maghilamos. Hilamos muna, wala pa siyang ganang maligo, wala pa siyang lakas para maligo.
As he was washing his face and neck, he noticed some red marks on his neck down to his collarbone. Hindi naman allergy season ngayon kaya hindi pwedeng rashes mga 'yon. He examined the marks closer and realized...
"OH MY GOD!" Napasigaw siya sa gulat, wala naman siyang kasama sa bahay nila because nasa business trip na naman ang kanyang parentals. "WHAT THE HELL?!"
Isa-isa niyang hinawakan ang mga marka sa leeg niya, and in that moment, memories from the night before came flashing in front of his eyes.
The kiss during the drinking game at the party
The kiss outside his house
The kiss inside his room, on his bed
He did all of that with Kyuhyun.
"Oh God..." halos mapa-upo siya sa sahig nang unti-unti niyang maalala ang mga kaganapan kagabi. Hindi niya lubos isipan na magagawa niya— nila 'yong dalawa. He's ashamed of himself for what he has done last night but he can't help but feel shy after seeing what Kyuhyun had done to him. The marks and memories last night just show how, undeniably, one hell of a lover Kyuhyun is? could be?
Nang kumalma na siya, he went back to his bed and the memories from their last night session flashed in front of his eyes once again. Despite his airconditioning unit blasting cool breeze inside his room, his body felt hot and he could feel beads of sweat forming on his forehead and nape. Oh, and not to mention, he's also blushing!
"Tangina? Parang sira, ba't nagba-blush?!" Bulong ni Ryeowook sa sarili niya. Kahit ayaw niyang alalahanin 'yung mga pangyayari kagabi, they just automatically play in his mind, and for some reason, he doesn't seem to hate it. In fact, ayaw niya pang aminin, but he's kind of... kinikilig kapag naaalala niya.
Kyuhyun could easily pass as the crush ng bayan kung hindi lang ito masungit tignan at if approachable sana siya. He's the type of person that could turn both men, women, and non-binary's heads. Malakas appeal niya, that, Ryeowook would definitely agree. Nagtataka nga ito kung bakit all along ni-minsan hindi niya pa nakita na may pinormahan si Kyuhyun. Samantalang sa itsura at estado ni Kyuhyun, he could snatch whoever he wants, whenever he likes. But, hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin talaga. That's the biggest mystery na sobrang curious si Ryeowook on finding a definite answer.
With what happened last night, para bang may something na nagpabago sa pagtingin ni Ryeowook kay Kyuhyun. Para bang may nag-switch bigla, and now, Ryeowook does not look at Kyuhyun the same way as before.
He then remembered this convo of him with Kyuhyun's sister. Dahil matagal na nga silang magkaibigan, he's really close with Kyuhyun's sister, para ngang mas close sila Ryeowook at Ahra kesa kay Kyuhyun at Ahra eh.
"Psst, balita ko wala na kayo?" Ahra asked habang magka-facetime sila ni Ryeowook.
"May kami ba? Wala naman." Tawa na lang ni Ryeowook. It's been a month since Henry broke up, well, technically not 'broke up' since hindi naman sila, ended things between them, kaya eto si Ahra nakikibalita ngayon.
"Ayun, kabataan nga naman. M.U.-M.U. pa kasi para naman kayong elementary!" Ahra exclaimed as she was rubbing her tummy.
"Buntis, wala nang tumatawag na M.U. ngayon." Ryeowook informed. He's doing some 3D autocad something sa laptop niya habang kausap si Ahra. "It's called situationship."
"Pauso!" Tawa ni Ahra. "So, ano na?"
"Anong 'ano na?'?" Ryeowook asked.
"Now that you're single, may ganap na ba sa inyo ng kapatid kong pwede nang maging 4th member ng GomBurZa?" Natigil si Ryeowook sa ginagawa niya.
"Pinagsasasabi mo girl?" Tawa niya.
"Alam mo sisseru..." Biglang nagseryoso ang tono ni Ahra. "You're really fucking stupid and dense if all along wala kang napapansin. God this has been going on for years! Kaloka!"
Hindi sure si Ryeowook noon if seryoso si Ahra sa pinagsasasabi niya that time, knowing na buntis ito. He's not sure if pinagti-trippan lang siya eh, but a thing's for sure is ever since Ahra mentioned that, he questioned himself if he only really sees Kyuhyun as his best friend or there's a possibility that they could be something... more.
But it seems that Kyuhyun just sees him as his best friend, his best bud, his partner-in-crime, his bff na driver, his PUBG playmate, his only close friend, nothing more. Kaya Ryeowook pushed that thought on the very back of his mind kasi ayaw naman niyang makagulo iyon, but what happened last night suddenly ignited the old flames of it. There's this sudden shift sa point-of-view ni Ryeowook towards Kyuhyun. Sa nangyari kagabi, para bang hinalungkat ang bagay na itinago na, itinago dahil ayaw na ulit mapansin pa.
Ryeowook then thought, why would Kyuhyun do something like that? Something that could potentially ruin their very long friendship? If totoo nga ang mga parinig ni Ahra kay Ryeowook, does that mean Kyuhyun actually likes Ryeowook? Kyuhyun really has feelings for him? Kyuhyun likes Ryeowook more than just a friend?
Ryeowook doesn't know why but the thought of Kyuhyun liking him, as more than just a friend makes him... happy. He caught himself smiling just by the thought of it.
It's weird because Ryeowook doesn't even like Kyuhyun that way, pero iba ang saya at kilig habang iniisip niya ang posibilidad na gusto nga siya ni Kyuhyun.
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Dahil sa long weekend dulot ng bagyo, halos 3 araw na ring hindi nagkikita at naguusap sila Ryeowook at Kyuhyun. Ryeowook was busy din doing his architecture requirements to notice it, pero kanina, napansin niya na parang walang nanggugulo at nagyayayang maglaro sa kanya.
He then remembered that he's probably busy din kasi uuwi na next week ang ate niya with his twin nephews, dito kasi nila naisipang pabinyagan 'yung mga bagong panganak na mga pamangkin ni Kyuhyun. That's why he decided to text Ahra to confirm.
"Mas gago talaga 'tong kapatid ni Kyuhyun." Bulong niya. After that, he texts Kyuhyun next para mangamusta. He was busy din kasi kaya hindi rin niya nakausap si Kyuhyun.
"Ang dry naman neto." He exclaimed pagkatapos ay hinagis na lang niya ang phone niya sa kama. Kaya naisipan na lang niya na linisin ang mga gamit niyang pang-arki. Habang pinupunasan niya ang T-Square niya ay napasandal siya sa upuan at biglang may pumasok sa isip nito.
Bakit bigla na lang nagbago ang pagtingin nito kay Kyuhyun? Why is he expecting na something will eventually happen one of these days sa kanila?
And the major question to himself is, is he falling for Kyuhyun now? After that eventful night that they shared a few days ago, Ryeowook suddenly felt unexplainable things just by thinking of that night. Even Kyuhyun, isipin lang niya si Kyuhyun, there's this sparks na... So, what's really happening kay Ryeowook, that, he doesn't have an answer... yet.
Few hours later, that night, Ryeowook suddenly felt the need to message Kyuhyun. It's weird how back then, he could freely message Kyuhyun, pero ngayon, naco-conscious na siya kay Kyuhyun. Ni-hindi niya alam anong sasabihin doon sa tao para makapag-usap man lang sila. It's really amusing how things changed just because of their drunken doings.
After minutes of thinking ways ano magandang sabihin kay Kyuhyun para mag-message sila, he decided to just send a TikTok video link.
"Wow naka-dnd." He exclaimed, he then proceeded to tap the 'Notify Anway' option para mag-notif ito kay Kyuhyun.
So, he waited for a few minutes para makapag-respond ito but to no avail, hindi siya agad nag-respond. He waited for hours din, hanggang sa antukin na siya, still, walang reply. Ryeowook's kind of irritated na kasi bakit naman hindi nagrereply si Kyuhyun, eh 24/7 non hawak phone niya, well except when he's playing pero Ryeowook checked his discord and wala namang gaming status 'yung status ni Kyuhyun.
Inaantok na rin siya kaya hindi na muna niya papansinin, but before he went to bed, nag-check muna siya ng IG para pampa-antok pa lalo. There he saw Kyuhyun’s IG story, which was posted a few minutes ago. It looks like kumain sila sa labas ng mama niya, judging sa 2 drinks sa photo. He replied immediately asking kung saan ‘yun kasi for sure, as a foodie, Ryeowook will definitely go there.
But to no avail, hanggang sa makatulog at magising siya, Kyuhyun did not respond to any of Ryeowook's messages.The morning after, Ryeowook woke up to no messages from Kyuhyun. His friend did not reply nor even read any of his chats which is weird since Kyuhyun normally responds kapag nagme-message si Ryeowook. May pasok na rin sila ulit today, and normally tuwing thursday, sabay sila pumapasok kasi sabay na 9:30 ang pasok nila, ni wala pang message si Kyuhyun at all.
Ryeowook decided to just shrug it off since magkikita naman sila mamaya ‘pag sundo niya kay Kyuhyun, doon na lang niya tatanong bakit hindi ito nag-reply. He got ready, took a shower, wore his uniform, prepared his things, and even message Kyuhyun telling him na susunduin niya na siya bago ito umalis ng bahay. Ilang minuto ang lumipas ay papasok na sa subdivision nila Kyuhyun si Ryeowook, ni isang reply or read wala pa siyang natatanggap. Papaliko na ito sa kanto nila Kyuhyun but still walang paramdam, ni anino ni Kyuhyun hindi niya maaninag sa malayo. Usually, Kyuhyun’s waiting sa labas ng gate nila pero papalapit na ito sa bahay nila, wala pa rin. Nang makapag-park siya sa harap, bumusina na si Ryeowook and decided to wait for Kyuhyun. Nag-text din ito ulit para hindi na siya bumusina pa, nakakahiya na kasi sa Mama at kapitbahay nila Kyuhyun.
For the last time, bumusina ulit si Ryeowook and a few seconds later, naaninag niyang bumukas ang screen door nila Kyuhyun, and then the gate opened. He expected Kyuhyun ‘yung lalabas but to his surprise, it was Kyuhyun’s mother. He rolled down his windows to greet her.
“Hi po, mother dear! Si Yu po?” Tanong niya.
“Ay, kanina pa siya umalis. Maaga ata sila need ngayon kaya 8:30 pa lang umalis na siya.” Sagot ng mama ni Kyuhyun. “Hindi ka ba niya sinabihan?”
“Hindi man po eh, Tita.” Sagot ni Ryeowook. He obviously feel dejected and slightly pissed because if maaga pala dapat si Kyuhyun, sana man lang nagsabi na siya agad kay Ryeowook.
“Ay, bakit kaya?”
“Sige po, Tita. Thank you po! Una na po ako!” Ryeowook decided to leave immediately bago pa masira ang mood niya nang tuluyan nang dahil kay Kyuhyun. Kahit pa gustong-gusto niya pagalitan si Kyuhyun, he didn't bother kasi ayaw talaga niya masira araw niya dahil medyo stressful ang araw ngayon para sa isang arki student.
Lunch came in and Ryeowook just finished his first class for the day. Mukha na siyang papanaw sa pagod from his first period dahil sa daming pinagawa. He seriously needs to eat dahil hindi naman siya nag-almusal kanina. Habang naglalakad ito papunta sa canteen, nakita niya ‘yung mga kaklase ni Kyuhyun, baka nagklase rin sa same building kung saan sila Ryeowook. Dahil wala rin siyang kasama, baka magpasama or samahan na lang niya si Kyuhyun na mag-lunch, kaya kahit hindi niya ka-close he approached that one person na pinakilala ni Kyuhyun sa kanya one time.
“Uy, hello!” He greeted that person, sa pagkakatanda niya, Hyukjae ang pangalan nito.
“Uy! Hi! Ano ‘yun?” Hyukjae asked, removing one earphone head sa tenga niya.
“Pwede ba malaman if asan si Kyuhyun?” Tanong niya kay Hyukjae. “Samahan ko sana mag-lunch, if lunch niyo na.” He added then smiled.
“Ay yup, lunch na namin.” Sagot ni Hyukjae. “Pero umalis na si Kyuhyun eh.”
“Hala ganun ba? Alam mo ba sa’n pumunta?”
“Oo, nag-lunch out siya eh.” Sagot nito.
“Talaga? Sino kasama niya if I may ask, baka kasi kasama niya ‘yung isang friend namin.” Ryeowook told Hyukjae.
“Hindi man eh, he went to eat with my cousin.” Sagot ni Hyukjae. The confusion is very visible sa mukha ni Ryeowook. Why would Kyuhyun eat lunch with his cousin?
“H-ha?”
“Ah! HAHA!” Hyukjae laughed. “Pinakilala ko kasi si Kyuhyun sa pinsan ko, and then ayun they decided to eat lunch today. Getting to know each other din.”
Nabigla si Ryeowook sa narinig niya, aside doon, he also couldn't believe what he just heard. Pinakilala? Does that mean…
“Nireto ko sila sa isa’t isa. Kaya ayun nag-lunch out sila today. Hope everything goes well between them!” Hyukjae exclaimed, smiling.
Napilitan na lang na ngumiti si Ryeowook habang nagpapasalamat kay Hyukjae kahit labag ito sa loob niya. He left Hyukjae and went on his way, as he was waiting for the elevator, he suddenly thought… Reto? Bakit nagpapareto na si Kyuhyun? He normally doesn't like that, pero ngayon, he’s out on a lunch with someone na nireto sa kanya?
Ryeowook scoffed and then rolled his eyes, sakto namang bumukas ang elevator, at kung suswertihin nga naman siya, bumungad sa kanya ang ex-situationship niya with his new person. Ilang buwan din na hindi nakita ni Ryeowook si Henry, it’s their first time seeing each other after the latter ended their thing.
If this was before, Ryeowook would've completely took the next elevator kasi hindi niya kaya makita si Henry, baka kasi mag-relapse, but now, he briefly looked at Henry and then pumasok sa elevator, turning his back on him. He’s far too occupied and pissed at Kyuhyun to mind Henry right now.
In short, wala na siyang pake kay Henry kasi si Kyuhyun na ang gumugulo ng isipan niya.
part 1 done! (part 2 next!)
let me know your thoughts through here!
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kuya nangiipit poba yan?
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That everyone lost their mind when Ryan Reynolds joined Tumblr but I’ve seen nothing of him on my dash since
Meanwhile Lynda Carter (now Tita Lynda in my brain) quietly slipped in and is thriving
It’s v wholesome but also on brand for Tumblr
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Because when it gets better, we forget.
“Oo nga pala, hindi na ako pwedeng mainlove ulit sakanya”
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On convos about people wanting us to conduct referrals, as told by my barkada: “I mean PGH is a very big place. I was just a very small particle in the vastness of that hospital lol.” (Alba, 2022)
But for real - the situation is just that dire. Dinadaan sa kakilala/padrino/palakasan system, because of the lack of access.
We still don’t have a DOH secretary. And we have so many referrals to conduct.
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liwanag
i remember you said that you were more like the moon than like the sun, because you were more of a night person. to me, you always seemed more like the sun, in the way that you brighten up both my day and night.
you always brighten up my day early in the morning, with your lil goodmorning texts, our small convos before school, and your i-love-yous to send me off.
you shine brighter in the afternoon, where you really just brighten up my day. we spend hours on call doing so much things together, chatting, laughing, chismising about our friends. these calls, thought they might seem less meaningful to you, always brighten up my day and make me happier that im yours.
and even when youre not there anymore in the night, just like the sun's light is reflected off of the moon, your brightness still somehow manages to make its way to me and brighten me up. ever since we started talking, there hasnt been a single night were i havent fallen asleep thinking about you.
even though your brightness might be overwhelming or not enough at times, just like the sun, i always look forward to seeing the brightness in you every day.
mahal kita, liwanag. mahal kita, sol.
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Lay Your Head On Me
solana note: not proofread. contains typographical and grammatical errors. written in taglish. enjoy reading!
“My, g-graduate na ako.”
I stopped what I was doing when he broke the news to me. Nilingon ko siya at nakita kung nakangiti siya sa akin. Ngumiti siya ng parang bata sa harapan ko. Halata rin sa mga mata niya ang pagpipigil ng luha.
My feelings were all over the place. I’m happy and excited when I heard him say that.
I couldn’t stop my tears from falling down. He looked at me with so much adoration. I saw different kinds of emotions in his eyes. He is proud and at the same time relieved that he finally made it.
My emotions got into me. Hindi ko mapigilan hindi maiyak at yakapin siya ng mahigpit. He hugged me tightly as much as I hugged him.
“Finally g-graduate na ako My.” his voice was shaking and I could feel his heavy breath on my neck.
“Congrats dy. I know you would.” I said while sobbing.
He laughed at me. Lumayo kami sa isa't-isa. Tumingin ako sa kanya at ganun na rin siya sa akin. My heart swells when I see his tears streaming down his cheeks.
“I wouldn’t make it without your help. Thank you for being my source of strength.” he said lovingly. He reached and laid his palms on my cheeks.
“Thank you so much. I love you.”
I closed my eyes as he kissed my forehead.
After he told me the news, we celebrated together. Kumain kami sa labas to celebrate his success. We did the things that couples normally do on dates.
“Ikaw ang escort ko sa pagkuha sa diploma My ha.” He said in the middle of eating. I frowned, clearly not liking what he said.
“Huh? Bakit naman ako? Diba dapat ang parents mo?”
I noticed how his eyes changed when I mentioned his parents. His jaw clenched.
Pinipigilan ang sarili na magmukhang malungkot sa harapan ko. But when he saw that I was looking at him bumalik ang ngiti sa labi niya. Pero kahit na nakangiti siya alam ko na hindi siya okay.
Something is bothering him. He can never lie to me and he knows that.
"Are you in the right state of mind to share what's bothering you?" I ask. He stared at me for a while. Halatang iniisip kung sasabihin niya ba sa akin but nevertheless he still did.
“Ayaw ko lang na sila sumama sakin. You know them naman diba? They wouldn't care sa'kin."
I don't want to say something that would hurt his feelings, but I also don't want him to hold grudges against his parents.
"How will you know if hindi mo susubukan?"
Umiwas siya ng tingin sa akin. He tried his best to stop his tears from falling.
Alam kung hindi siya komportable pag-usapan ang issue na'to pero hindi naman magandang iasa nalang ang lahat sa tadhana. Kahit na iwasan namin to dadating pa rin talaga ang araw kung saan kailangan namin pag-usapan ang ganitong bagay.
"They're still your parents, Dy. Kahit man baliktarin natin ang mundo, they still have the right to know that their bunso is now graduating."
We talked about it for a while. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip niya. He was just staring at me. He didn’t say a word but I understand what he felt. Hindi madali ang lahat. Madali man sabihin ang lahat pero alam kung mahirap itong gawin lalo na’t he is not that close sa mga magulang niya.
I cannot force him if he really doesn’t want to. Kaya in the end hindi ko na siya pinilit.
Two passed and nalaman ko nalang na sinabi niya na pala sa parents niya ang balita. I was happy that he finally had the courage to say it to them. But I was disappointed with how they reacted.
They didn’t congratulate him. Instead they made fun of him.
He came to me crying. My heart swells as I listen to him silently sobbing in my arms. I also felt bad because I was the one who encouraged him to share the news with them.
"Sana hindi ko nalang talaga sinabi sa kanila My. Look what happened. Pinagtawanan lang ako."
"My older sister even asked kung bakit ako naka graduate. Tapos si Mama hindi naniniwala kasi hindi daw halata na pumasa ako."
I felt bad because he had to hear all of those insults. Hearing him say all of the things they said breaks my heart.
He didn’t deserve all of those bullshits.
Hindi nila alam kung ano ang sacrifices na ginawa niya para lang makapagtapos siya. He did all his best kasi gusto niyang patunayan na may mararating siya.
Ever since nakapagtapos siya ng Junior High hindi na siya pina-aral ng mga magulang niya. Hindi na siya pinaaral kasi they already pictured and image of him. They already pictured him as a tambay, bulakbol, at basag ulo.
They didn’t believe in him.
Wala silang pag-asa sa kanya kasi daw bunso siya. His parents always believed na mas mahalaga ang mas nakakatanda nitong kapatid kasi ito mismo ang mag-aahon sa kanila sa kahirapan.
They always believe na walang mararating si Won kasi palagi itong naglalayas sa bahay. But ang hindi nila alam naghahanap na ito ng trabaho para lang hindi siya matigil sa pag-aaral. He graduated without the help of his parents. Hindi siya humingi ng tulong sa mga magulang niya or sa kung sino man. He succeeded with his own hard work.
To be honest, I was really against sa idea niyang maging working student. Kasi I was worried na baka hindi niya magawang pagsabayin ang pag-aaral at pag trabaho.
My parents even offered to help him kasi they also wanted him to focus on his studies and they didn't mind paying for his tuition fees pero he still declined their offer. He honestly told them that he can do it. We just need to believe and support him and he was right. He made it in the end.
He deserves better. He deserves to be treated with respect kasi tao rin siya at may nararamdaman rin siya. I'm disappointed that his family couldn't even give it sa kanya.
“Nobody cares and I’m all alone now.”
Tumulo na ang luha ko. Hindi ko na ito magawa pang pigilan dahil ramdam ko ang sakit sa bawat bigkas niya sa mga salitang ‘yon.
“Shh… I’m here. You still have me. You are not alone.”
He cried and I just let him. Everything is new to me. Hindi ako sanay makitang umiiyak siya. This is the very first time I saw him cry. And tama nga sila.
Tama nga sila na hindi iiyak ang mga lalaki kung hindi sila napupuno. They tend to hide their emotions kasi they want to appear strong in front of everyone but in reality they are also fragile. Para rin silang glass na kailangan ingatan at alagaan.
They also feel pain. They have emotions and they get hurt. And that makes them strong and dependable.
I comforted him and I let him cry in my arms. I never left his side kasi ako nalang ang meron siya. Ako nalang ang nakakaintindi sa kanya. And hindi ko gustong maramdaman niyang nag-iisa siya in his dark days. We stayed in that position until he fell asleep.
“No one will hurt you now Dy. I’m here and I will always believe in you and I know that soon you will be healed from all the pain you've been feeling. I love you. Just hold tight my strongest soldier.” I whispered as I caressed his face with the use of my thumb.
Graduation day. The gate to his new journey in life.
We are all excited and happy sa achievement niya. My family was proud and happy for him. Napasobra pa nga kasi kami talaga lahat ng family members ko ang umattend sa graduation niya.
Papa was the one who escorted him earlier. Hindi nakaligtas sa paningin namin ang masaya na may luha niyang mata kanina habang naglalakad katabi si Papa.
Kahit hindi niya sabihin alam naming masaya siya dahil nandito pa rin kaming mga naniniwala sa kanya.
“Aries William Buenaventura.”
My heart was pounding as I watched him accept his degree diploma. Narinig ko ang pag-iyak ni Mama sa tabi ko, sinabayan naman ng pang-aasar ng kapatid ko habang si papa naman pinagtawanan lang sila.
Hindi ko sila pinansin. I was just focused on him. I watch how he searches for us in the crowd as he faces the audience.
A faint smile escapes into my lips as our eyes locked.
He smiled at me as he raised his diploma. Showing that he finally made it and no words can express how proud and happy I am.
Even without his family, I hope naramdaman niya na may nagsusuporta pa rin sa kanya. Sana maramdaman niya na nandito pa rin kami para sa kanya.
My strongest soldier finally did it. All I could wish now is for him to be happy and proud of what he achieved. He has come too far and I’m glad that I could witness him achieve all of those dreams.
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Where in Sariel and Autumn are past lovers, when an accident suddenly happened that cause sariel suffered from amnesia and when the moment her memories back, she already forgot autumn.
What will Autumn do so that Sariel remember her, again?
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