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celestrials · 2 minutes ago
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I hate how I have to work 5+ days a week for 8 or more hours a day with only a few hours afterwards to do what I really want which is usually to just lay in bed or try to do anything else with what little energy I have left from working all day almost every single day. Is this really it? Is this really what I’m forced to do for the next 50 ish years of my life? Who decided this was normal and okay? And bc min wage is so goddamn low I don’t even make enough to fully support myself comfortably even after working 40 hours or more a week. I’m exhausted and half the time I don’t even want to be alive and all of this isn’t helping.
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Working through how I see myself through picrews insted of working on the final part of an online course cause this is apparently what my brain wants rn
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seita · 2 minutes ago
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currently thinking about: how sesshomaru and rin get married and have kids
feeling: not great
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star-puff · 3 minutes ago
maybe check how your hair looks after brushing it dry? my hair is kinda wavy and it becomes frizzy after brushing it
omg wait my hair gets so frizzy when i brush it out 😭😭 like the ends poof out so much i always thought it was cause i used a comb and/or my hair was dry 😭
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grocerystoredean · 3 minutes ago
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for all that juno steel and dean winchester are mirrors. are parallel characters. they have the opposite problem with their parents in a way that makes me froth at the mouth. dean winchester can’t stop putting his parents on a pedestal, can’t stop seeing the humanity in his dad. meanwhile juno only saw the monster in his mother, condemning her. it’s SOOO interesting because like. they both struggle with becoming their parents and with finding traits of their parents bad, but dean (for all that he condemns himself) justifies his father, while juno condemns his mother WITH himself. like in this singular respect i would call dean benzaitencoded, except that juno is definitely dean if john had actually shot sam (which is a whole other post. but.) maybe the point is juno is less repressed than dean? able to let his feelings out, hate his mother, which is still a thing he had to work through, but different than the dichotomy that dean exists within? it really is absolutely no looking at the pieces of yourself hours in dean winchesters mind. the cognitive dissonance is so insane. this is all to say that sam can should must do the monster’s reflection monologue if supernatural was good. instead because they didn’t commit to sam being like john and it would feel wishy washy, while dean has to do double time and have the absolute cognitive dissonance of hating his father’s traits and forgiving his father. 
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pandaspwnz · 3 minutes ago
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I basically had years of hope snatched out of my hands and run through the shredder yesterday and I don't know how to cope. I don't want to cope, because there's no reason to, but I also have to? Idk it's fucked and I'm being vague because it's not something I can talk about, but I don't know what to do. I feel simultaneously such an immense devastation and yet also kind of numb? I really don't know what to do. I don't know what to do long term, I don't know what to do short term, I don't know what to do in general. I wish I was somebody else or no one at all.
#hey if you know me irl and you see this please ignore it. Idk if I can hide a post from specific people so please pretend you didn't see it#I just need to vent somewhere and I don't have anywhere else but I can't talk about it with people irl#Anyway this post is not unusual I guess? I post about being bummed out all the time. This is different. This is just so heavy#I'm not seeing a way out of this one and I don't know what to do about that. I wish I could just skip to the end of all of this cause what's#the point really? Not in the grand scheme of things I don't care about that but just me as an individual. I'm clearly not meant to be here#and even if I was it's just so miserable that I don't want to be. I can't do anything about it right now but I want off this ride#and by that I mean I don't strictly speaking want to? I want to be happy and to be loved and fulfilled but I don't see a future of that ever#happening for me and that it's being weighed in the other direction is just maddening? I don't think I'm a bad person or that I deserve this#but then again nobody deserves it? But I just wish I'd get some of the energy or w.e back that I send out so I wouldn't spend the majority#of my life being practically incapacitated by how my head does or doesn't work. I want to be normal and happy and I'm neither of those#things and I'm just so hopeless and alone and I keep coming back to this in different intervals and different intensities but I wish it just#at least wasn't getting consistently worse#and so I don't really see it ever getting better anymore and pretty much my last hope of that fizzed out yesterday so yeah that's where I'm#at now. just not really knowing what to do or how to cope and unable to deal with it the way I want for now. I'm just devastated I guess.#anyway sorry for this post if you read it and it bummed you out or anything. Please don't feel obligated to interact with it or with me#like I said I just need somewhere to get this out and I don't really have any other options#Rant#Suicide tw#My post#Mini rant#Sorry
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multyshipping · 3 minutes ago
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Since both me and zip zap have memories issues our relationship would basically be full of this moments:
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animebltches · 3 minutes ago
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FUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKilovegojousomuchhessoprettyKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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Reunion scene in Tombstone could have been a kiss..... reunion scene in Tombstone could have been a kiss.... I’m unzipped
Dean seeing Cas by the telephone booth, overcome with emotion crashing through his body, he rushes toward Cas and throws himself around the angel, exhaling relieved sighs like he’s found his way home after being lost in time and space for years. He’s full of inherent disbelief in being able to touch Cas again, to feel only the tell tale responsive signs of life in his body. Dean inhales the earthy scent clinging to Cas, determined to absorb every detail of this moment. He pulls back to ask him if he’s okay, to be met with the utterly sincere “I am now Dean,” and Dean just looks at him, savouring seeing Cas’s features full of life and warmth again, the nightmare of the last time Dean saw his likeness starkly overlaid in his vision, still haunting. Dean pulls him in and kisses him like he’s spent every moment since Cas’s lifeless body dropped to the sand imagining it; imagining all the things he should have done, should have said, should have realized before the blade in Lucifer’s hand robbed him of the chance.
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awharrys · 4 minutes ago
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everytime someone says i remind them of scott the woz i grow 1000 ft taller
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urlmysunshine · 4 minutes ago
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lol saw my ex at the beach and freaked out a little
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taupewolfy · 4 minutes ago
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saw some sprites of a hot evil demonlady scientist from helltaker only to have my sister go ‘oh yeah i’ve been watching gameplay of that you should try it, it’s a puzzle game’ like fully well knowing i fucking LOVE puzzle games
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severushed-toslytherin · 4 minutes ago
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You guys can blame that writing encouragement reblog for this. It was supposed to be a 3 sentence idea, but my mind wandered. Since my brain can’t shut up tonight… heres another Renga AU.
Imagine a thief/night guard Renga Au: where Langa is hired to work as a night guard for an art museum. On his way into the museum he bumps into a red haired boy who drops his sketch book. Langa picks it up for him and can’t help but glance and admire the intricate and unique artwork. Langa quietly says “w-wow did you draw these?”, The red-haired boy with glasses nods quickly as his cheeks tint a light pink, and he quickly grabs the sketch book out of Langa’s hand. Shyly pulling his hood over his head, the red-haired boy mutters a quick “thanks” then turns to leave. Langa swears he saw the red-haired boy’s lips pull in a smile, before he turned the corner and left. Langa’s alarm goes off and he rushes into the washroom to change and get ready for his shift. Langa couldn’t help but think of the red-haired boy as he walks down the long hallways of the museum. At 2 am, Langa heard the drop of a bag and soft footsteps at the end of the hallway. Langa quickly pulled out his taser/stun gun and made his way over to the source of the sound. Langa saw a flash of red before his eyes could make out the shape of the thief. Langa pulls out his flashlight and scans the room to make sure all the artwork was left untouched. But one of the paintings were missing, and he heard the sound of a buckle “click”. “HEY! FREEZE!” Langa shouted and saw the mysterious figure freeze with his hand’s in the air; his belt was attached to a thick black rope. It seemed that Langa caught him JUST before he made his escape. The thief turned around and chuckled, the bandana on his face muffling his laughter. Langa flashed his flashlight at the red-haired boy’s face to see, then recognize, the talented shy-artist from that evening. “YOU!” Langa pointed at him accusing, the red-haired took a stop forward and pulled down his bandana, revealing a black lip ring that Langa hadn’t noticed earlier. Langa’s train of thought was broken when the red-haired boy tilted his head, and took a step closer. Raising an eyebrow at Langa, the red-haired boy said “I’m not ‘you’, and come on sweetheart, lets me honest. You know you’re not going to do shit”. The red haired boy was dressed in a fitted black shirt with pockets all over and da— Langa stopped his mind from wandering and slowly made his way over towards the boy. “I-I’m serious!”. Langa pointed his taser at the boy and said, with confidence, “Just surrender the artwork before I hurt you!”, the red-haired boy took a step closer and grabbed Langa’s tie, suddenly pulling him close, before muttering “awww you’re so cute…but what if I hurt YOU first?”. Langa didn’t have time to say anything before the red-haired boy pressed his lips against Langa’s cheek for a quick kiss. Langa’s mouth dropped almost as fast as his stun gun, due to shock caused by the kiss, and watched as the red-haired boy pulled away. Flashing his pearly-white teeth momentarily, the red-haired boy made a finger gun and pretended to shoot Langa’s heart and said “BANG!”. As if on cue, Langa’s whole face flushed red. Knowing he wasn’t being very professional, Langa quickly snapped back to reality and rushed over to pick up his stun gun. But the red-haired boy was faster and pressed a button on his buckle and was zipped upwards to the emergency window exit located on the ceiling. The red-haired boy gave a quick salute to Langa before shouting out “My name’s Reki! Thought you’d like to know the name of the thief who stole your heart”. “AHAHA THAT’S MY BOY” shouted a deeper voice of the green-haired accomplice who was waiting at the emergency window exit. Langa clenched his fist while shouting “YOU COCKY ASSHOLE!”, before the red-haired boy’s laughter and shadow vanished; as the green-haired man pulled him up and out the window.
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seriiv · 4 minutes ago
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Jae Yeon in Night in Paradise is played by the same actor who played Cha-young so I can’t stop imagining her with Vincenzo
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acrownforaking · 5 minutes ago
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It's 3am and I'm writing s16 of Supernatural. I hate myself, but I also can't stop myself
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