#super fucking raw

[youtappedout]

#WWE #WWE RAW #CM Punk #Kofi Kingston #Chad Gable #Ricochet #Adam Pearce #gifed #WIVES!!! #CM..Pun? yea ok #also not sure how to spell the joke he made... idk i tried :3 #super fucking special.........

[hoofpeet]

Spice :]

#hoof draws #replacement ingo au #<-i think spice would for real love spicy food #he grew up in an icy snowscape eating raw potatoes and whatnot . #gets fucking OBSESSED with human food when ingo gives him soup #finds one of those super spicy ramen cups and cooks it up b/c :] soup #when ingo comes home spice is laying on the ground trying not to pass out and delirious from spice . crying/drooling/sweating so hard #but he fucking LOVES it he's so stoked to find out abt spicy food #<-starts taking tha ramen to work for lunch every day

[upgradewater]

Does Virginia mean virgin Vegeta?

my god...

It's just a funny way to mispronounce his name but this is making me wonder if he was a virgin when he came to Earth.

In canon. What do we think?

I'm not gonna complicate it. Just in general, do you think his first time was with Bulma, or not?

#i dont write fics but i always thought of vegeta and bulma.as just raw chemistry #but the idea of vegeta being a virgin and trying to hide it from bulma before she ultimately has to teach him things is. is #it's intriguing. like they definitely vigorously hate-fucked at some points but bulma could also show him how to be gentle. AAAAA #listen i dont really read fics in general and especially not smut but something about exploring vegeta and bulma's relationship #especially when he's first staying on esrth and getting used to things and being under bulma's roof #is just so intriguing to me. ough. #dragonbabble super #vegeta #bulma #vegebul #tagging so more people weigh in #poll #polls #ask #reply

[thesearchforbluejello]

This has absolutely been discussed many times but I am once again losing it over the fact that "Rogue One" as a name is making sound out of silence.

It's formed as a last minute, emergency name for the shuttle, for the people aboard, for the mission when Bodhi says it; it has no precedent, nothing that came before it for that name to be used. But when Bodhi says it, it exists.

It both takes advantage of and retcons the Rogue Squadron we've seen before in the original trilogy, where there was no Rogue One. But there is now, because Bodhi said it.

Jyn's name, Cassian's name, K's name, Chirrut's name, Baze's name, Bodhi's name, every one of the rebels that are on the shuttle... none of them come up again in the things that temporally follow. Yes, those pieces of media were created before this film, but in the world of the story, they come after, and it becomes a remarkable silence.

Rogue One as the team that took Scarif and stole the Death Star plans exists as Rogue One because Bodhi pulls that name out of silence, out of nothing that preceded it. "Rogue One?! There is no Rogue One!" "Well, there is now." And after Scarif, there is no Rogue One again. It existed only for what it accomplished.

On a meta level, that's exactly what the film does as well-- it tells a story that was only a handful of vague lines before, draws it out of the lacunae and places itself where it belonged to tell a story that was restrained by the shape of the narrative that came before it and was unavoidably wrapped around it. It's the quintessential "doomed by the narrative."

There's also the fact that Jyn's theme is built around dies irae and reflexively creates a reference to her in parts of A New Hope and also makes the score tell you that she's doomed by the narrative to die but I've screamed enough already.

#I will lose my cool entirely if I go off about the soundtrack okay #the achingly beautiful string motifs #the way he pushes the brass into a register that *hurts* #the fact that he takes advantage of Williams' over the top punchy incidental style and constrasts it with the absolute #stunning orchestral style he's so good at with the low strings and brass and the juxtaposition of lyrical sections with tight rhythms UGH #permanently yelling about Giacchino okay #like he took all the good bits of Williams and made them 70x better sorry Williams fans #there's more Super 8 in this score than I ever really thought about before but it's raw in a way a lot of his work hasn't been #I would like him to write more gut wrenching shit like this please I'm begging #like Giacchino absolutely pop off with his writing okay #he punched us in the throat with Up too but that was different #either that or let Chris Tilton do it I'd be fine with that also #anyway I digress this movie makes me foam at the mouth gnaw a table leg feral okay #the Jyn Erso and Hope Suite is probably Giacchino's crowning achievement imo #you have to sit silently and stare at a wall after it #like you have to take a recovery minute #also he WENT. THE. FUCK. OFF. with the Darth Vader motif #congratulations to this movie for making Darth Vader genuinely terrifying for the first time ever #idk you guys I'm just permanently obsessed with this movie #the rest of star wars just exists around this movie okay #they all wish they had what this movie has #I will not be taking criticism at this time

[revoleotion]

this is so funny to me. People interacting with my posts. So. Naturally. I am curious and check their blogs out. Just to find about five "metas" (neither well written, nor informed, so take that term with a grain of salt) about my favorite characters

not telling anyone to get out of my house but man. buddy. this will not be enjoyable for either of us

#emperor slander is a very special level of. let's say interesting. #because not only are the 'metas' super one sided. it's also sooooo obvious that the writers of it did not GRASP the simple game mechanic of #his personality literally changes depending on your choices. #you treating him badly and having to deal with the consequences of it is saying a lot more about YOU than him tbh #sorry some of you are lame and will never experience the raw power of him thanking you for treating him with respect. #AND ALSO LMAO. #Now that I talked myself into my little rage here #people have the audacity to compare his sex scene to Astarion manipulating him but try to flip the argument AGAINST emperor? #instead of. fucking. considering that he thinks you want him. because he knows you. he knows that it's a game to you. #people literally look up bg3 romance guides online and hate the emperor in the same breath and. refuse to see how hypocritical it is

[nobodybetterlookatme]

The way I was totally right about my therapist being able to do not shit for me in this situation lmao

#second therapist it is i guess #she was like 'we need to identify your Emotions about this' #like girl the emotions are Bad idk what to tell you in terms of specifics #me and all the other coworkers are going through it and I'm the only one who will see a therapist about it #like man we are All Suffering Here all the emotions can't fall to me #I'll do it but fuck's sake #this is literally a nightmare i hate it here #and we have new people who are coming into this raw so that's interesting #like they're obviously not emotionally affected bc they're new but they're not getting the best of vibes rn #i feel kinda bad bc we're not being super welcoming to them but what can you do #anyway #not snz

[blueskittlesart]

so i have miku now

#dont ask me how i got her just know that she is Free Now. #also tuning in v4 sucks ass so this is untuned. raw miku. #like. this is insane but out of every vocal synth software ive tried INCLUDING the $400 one i still like voisona the best. and its free #like maybe its because i started on voisona but everything else just feels. worse. i do like vocaloid's pitchbending better than voisona #but voisona operates mostly with AI banks afaik so its pitchbending doesnt really HAVE to be super sophisticated #anyway. why is vocaloid so fucking expensive when it sucks ass

[haarute]

i impulse bought a model someone made for 3d printing and now i'm looking at videos on how to paint printed resin figures lmao

#it's my favorite character of all time so i had to. she has no merch except one figure that came out in like 2009 that's like 800$ now. #so i guess fuck it we'll make it ourselves?? #note: i do not own a 3d printer. #but i can send the file to a shop who'll print it for me and send me the parts #leaving the painting to me. which honestly i'd be super down to do because i love the idea of painting figures #however. it's been A WHILE since i painted anything with real brushes. #just kinda hoping my raw inherent artistic intuition is enough to do it. #i'd genuinely get super invested into this and commit to getting air brushes and the like. but i don't have the working space for it #so i have to do it classic style and hope that it's good. #just like with anything in life i'm hoping i do get started on this project because if i do and it ends up OK i'm probably going to do more #and that'll just be like a fun hobby for me #there are some really good 3d models people have made.

[florshedworf]

the only thing i am mad about in this show is that in “welcome to g.r.i.t.s.” they made ZERO reference to angela duckworth

#A CRIME #THERES SO MUCH YOU CAN DO WITH THAT #if you didnt know. angela duckworth is the person who coined the word ‘grit’ #although the word ‘grit’ more means perseverance than just raw strength. but i digress #worf opens their big mouth #ahhh fuck it ill maintag this #super giant robot brothers

[phatburd]

😶

#one of the things I'm really super tired of in the tog fandom is people treating destiny/fate like its a wonderful wonderful thing #it's not #its a shitty raw deal that takes away your agency #is suffering destiny? #was Quynh getting thrown in the ocean just the way things were meant to be and wonderful because destiny? #destiny is a cruel fucker #get the fuck over it

[bitegore]

fucking worst thing ever (hyperbole) when you eat a substantial meal at a weird time because you're like grabbing a bite with a friend or something (too early) and then because you're full you don't eat anything really substantial later (habit) and so you wake up the next day ready to like drink the blood of the nearest person (not hyperbole)

#i'm not HUNGRY. i need you to understand that my stomach actively hurts too much for me to consider eating food #i want meat. i ONLY want meat. i dont want it cooked i dont care about flavor give me no fancy nothing. no sides no bun no seasoning #i want to cram my mouth full of literally just raw beef. #red rambles #hopefully drinking something sugary will wake my normal metabolism up so this cuts out. it usually does. the thought is just like #turning my fucking stomach right this second #important context being that this IS a semi-regular hunger experience for me. when i get super hungry my body flips out #and if i wake up like that it really does not like processing the conflicting signals of 'this is super normal and nothing is different' #and 'clawing pain in torso region' lmao

[mars-ipan]

sometimes fanfic feels like a lovely walk in the park or a good cry on the shower floor. lately fanfic has been feeling like heavy bdsm

#marzi speaks #pseudosexual moment #<- not super but the analogy is 18+ so. safety first #BUT LIKE #i’m doing a little Late Night Reading #feeling smth simple and smutty so i click on a 7k fic rated E #now i know better. i read the tags. but i was NOT expecting the angst to be that HEAVY #(also i got distracted by the ‘weird metaphysical sex’ tag. i cannot help it i am asexual) #but that angst. holy SHIT man it fucked me UP. #i felt fully out of my body. i was sitting there like ‘holy shit they just did that to me’ #(the mc had also just had a very out of body experience and was shaken) #and then there was SMUT??? and it was really short lived but like well written and comforting??? #so i fully feel like i got my shit rocked and the last 500 words of that fic were the aftercare #but i am still kinda out of it. like damn that series of words just happened to me huh. #gomens fandom you guys are insane. how the fuck. what. huh #how did you do that. i feel like raw skin. like my soul has rugburn #but it’s like. not unpleasant. and there’s also vaseline on the metaphysical rugburn #it is REALLY confusing is the point. #i. uh. um. good fic. i should get bitches i think

[a-bundle-of-radishes]

Watching all the hunger games movies again because the prequel came out, and now I'm bawling my eyes out because of everything in the story. Fucking help 😭

#I'm watching it with mom and i almost made her cry too sjdjskdjsk #when she started singing the hanging tree song and district 5 went to blow up the dam i just broke hhhhkkhhkkk #like why do i even remotely like this #it's all just pain #and regrets #at least when it comes to Lucy Grey and Coriolanus and Sejanus aaaaaamKzkj(mmm?! #I'm buying the prequel book too #i need to read about the insanity that is Coriolanus Snow #I fucking love his character and everything #like how Suzanne wrote him is just amazing #I keep thinking of the what ifs #like what if he didn't follow in the foot steps of his father and didn't go fucking insane and agajsosnsks #also Tom Blyth is super good as Coriolanus #i don't care what others think of his or the movie or whatever #i fucking loved it #it was amazing to see the... rawness of it #before hunger games became the performance #also great to see Coriolanus be a bit less insane and cold to everyone and everything around him #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #thg #tbosas #i have a headache from the crying and the shit storm that is the fucking story #i actually watched the Mockingjay part 4 for my birthday when it came out #fitting that i watched tbosas for my birthday too #actually the only movies I've watched for my birthday