#super depressed

[darkcrowprincess]

(Don't like don't read, post hate and I'll block you) Ok I'm at my limit. I don't care anymore. The owl house is almost over. If I see a post with Hunter and Luz together that I like and it does not specifically say "I don't want you reblogging it with a lunter tag" Next to the art. Than I'm rebloging as lunter for my blog. If it says siblings on it but not what I I just underlined, than I'm rebloging it as such. Don't like block me than. I'm just so done with people coming to me in the comments saying how much they hate my tag or see lunter as siblings. And they want me to take it down. Good for you. I DON’T CARE! I DON’T SEE THEM AS SIBLINGS. Theres barley any lunter content as is because you wackos bully people and try to make everyone ship the same things. You all get on my last nerves. I don't ship lumity. No I'm not homophobic, because I'm bi! No I don't see lunter as siblings. STOP COMING INTO MY COMMENTS TO WHINE ABOUT IT TO ME. God this Fandom is so fucking toxic and filled with school children. Oh no I randomly tagged one art I like with lunter. Lumity will be threatened, people who see hunter and luz as siblings will be threatened. Oh no. All the lumity and seeing hunter and luz as siblings people are going to come at me with pitchforks. I'm so sick, done and annoyed with this fandom. Im depressed and angry all the time, I come on tumblr to escape that not run into more stuff to annoy me. 😤

I ship Lunter, I hate lumity, and I don't care what anyone of you think! Grow up!

You send messages on here to bully me or anonymous ones too I'll block you. I'm so done with being afraid. And anyone who does this to other people grow up and shame on you! You don't like what I post on here block me. Why look at a post you don't like. And waste energy commenting on it. I'm so done. I'm tired of having to tiptoe around everyone. You here me I'm done.

#My thoughts #So done #Pissed off #Depressed #Super depressed #Don't need this shit #the owl house #yes i'm a lunter shipper #disney #cartoons #lunter #luz x hunter #huntceda #goldenlight #goldenluz #hunter x luz

[gwenpendragns]

every single lyric of the grudge matches morgana + one of her relationships and i'm shakING trying to figure out which lyric + which dynamic to gif

#yes hi im alive #trying to get back into giffing #super depressed #best way to cure a giffing rut??? morgana + olivia rodrigo #emily.txt

[evilwriter37]

I can't find the point in doing anything today...

#personal #super depressed

[ayo-edebiri]

#Literally Friends (1994-2004)

#ofmd #ofmdedit #our flag means death #ofmd spoilers #byaurore #userallisyn #useralison #userange #tuserpris #tuserrachel #tuserrobin #userpayton #usereena #userkristi #usersugar #userbbelcher #nessa007 #noalook #amazing i gif super fast when i'm depressed!!! (i wish it was a joke)

[deathspeaker]

Tiny Victories

I successfully woke up before 1 am today!

Went to bed at 3am so that's not terrible! Only 9 hours!

#really hard for me to get up lately #super depressed #stupid brain #my cat is dying

[livingwithmyself2003]

January 13, 2023

Honestly, I’m just super depressed, I go to sleep around midnight to 2AM and then wake up around 1-3PM so I’m getting like 12 hours of sleep and sometimes more, I’m always fucking tired. I have nothing better to do right now so I’m always sleeping. My laundry is piling up and I need to clean my bedding and sheets at some point this month, and even my clean clothes are piling up because I don’t fold and put stuff away, hygiene is non-existent at this point, I take a shower maybe once or twice a week if I’m lucky, otherwise I just lay in bed and rot.

 I only officially get up if my boyfriend wants to play videogames with me but even then I still feel tired. Tired and irritable, I haven’t been on top of taking my morning medication so I’m missing dosages and my back is in pain all the time now, and has been for the past 2-3 weeks and I don’t know what I did to make it hurt like this. My room is such a mess because I don’t really put things away anymore, I know I need to snap out of this, I haven’t even been working on myself lately, and I keep getting into fights with my boyfriend. I know it’s because I’m quicker to anger and I don’t know if that’s because I’m missing medication or if it’s because I’m still grieving. 

On a more positive note I put in an application for a job near me and I’m just gonna hope that I get a phone call interview or even an email or something. I really need a job. I’m running out of money which is making it difficult to go see my boyfriend. It’s also bad because sometimes I just wanna go on a shopping spree and just say fuck it and spend the rest of my money but I know I shouldn’t it’s just the impulsivity and just trying to find ways to cope.

I miss my dog. We got his ashes back, and I had a dream about him a couple of nights ago, he was a ghost in my dream but he seemed very happy and we even played with him, he seemed so fuckin happy. Maybe that’s his way of telling me that everything is okay now. I really hope in whatever afterlife we have that I will be able to see him again and the rest of my family. I miss him so much. I miss my grandparents too. I miss all my other animals. Sometimes the pain of missing them hurts so much that I want to unalive myself but I wont. I know that would only lead to more pain for the rest of my family. 

I’m trying to get through this but it his so damn hard. Living like this is so hard. Grieving is so fucking hard. 

-Peaches

#grieving #depression #bpd #bpd blog #bpd stuff #super depressed #mental disorder #tw #tw vent #vent post

[wobinofylisse]

It's wild how Luigi's Mansion 3 ranges from baby mode to annoyingly cryptic in terms of difficulty.

#Sorry I haven't been posting more #I'm like #Super depressed #Tis the season and all that

[spilledkaleidoscope]

Horrific Necktie

#oh yeah sometimes I just want to draw super depressing shit I guess #disco elysium #cw suicide #getting fast at this kind of stuff #wooosh #comic #Kim Kitsuragi #harry du bois #harrier du bois #my art

[murasaki-cha]

Almost a year ago I made a stupid tiktok in less than 5 min about how gay this ORV webtoon cover was. It's now my most liked post.

Since than, you would not believe how many people have commented asking me "Wait this isn't gay?? This isn't a bl???"

Honoraray mentions:

#bless these people they came for boys kissing and not only are they not gonna get that they're gonna get super depression #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscient reader viewpoint #omniscient readers viewpoint #omniscient reader #orv webtoon #joongdok #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #yu junghyeok #yoo jonghyuk #dokhyuk

[nouverx]

The thing I love the most about Alastor is that we can't truly know what to think of him, if he is being truly manipulative or if there's a genuine undertone behind any of his words, and that allows people to interpret him differently from one person to another. Like "oh he's being so sweet and supportive", to "no actually he's just saying what people want to hear because he's an evil manipulator". Maybe some fans are being too trustful, just like Charlie, and falling into his lies. BUT maybe there's a true genuine undertone to everything he says, maybe he can be a sweetie behind his evil mask. And maybe he'll turn out redeemable. Or not at all. Who knows?

His character could go in two completely different directions in the next seasons and we have no way of telling how he'll turn out. It's still fully open because he showed he can be awful and evil and manipulative, but since there's been very few hints here and there that he could get attached to the hotel, that means he could be sweet despite all that. The mystery and uncertainty is keeping us thinking and hoping and I LOVE that. He's such a unique and amazingly written character.

On a personal note, I think the two different directions his character could take should coexist. Yes, he's going to be a main villain in the future seasons and betray Charlie and the hotel, yes he's an evil manipulator, BUT he could also get attached to them and show redeemable qualities at the same time. For me it would make the heartbreak even greater and his character even more satisfying.

#text #hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin alastor #this man is rotating in my brain non stop I needed to get it out of my system #either way I cant wait to see him challenge Charlie's idea of redemption #by being either SUPER hard to redeem or completely impossible to redeem #cant wait for the anguish the pain and the heartbreak he will bring in future seasons ❤ #YES I KNOW I havent posted in so long i'm sorry depression and artblock had me on a chokehold #I'll be back with more art I just needed to let out my thoughts about HH

[horror-aesthete]

#shame edward little power hour #hes a sweetheart but hes definantly the most gormless of crozier's... informal rat pack? #its especially funny in the book where little and jopson have more scenes togeather #crozier's two sons #and its like- thomas jopson; beautiful. caring. super type a. hyper competent #and edward little- what if a potato was sentient and had depression #personal #amc the terror #the terror #extremely cursed terror posting #horror movie memes

[ookikufurikabutte]

are you okay?

#pokemon #pkmn hgss #trainer ethan #rival silver #i had to cancel a trip to see my bf since i got super sick and i am just depressed #coincidentally ive been playing heartgold again #zack’s silly gay art tag #my art

[superfamiblog]

Earthbound (Nintendo, 1995)

#Earthbound #Mother 2 #Mother series #SNES #Super Nintendo #JRPG #90s #retro games #retro gaming #screenshot #screencaps #Fami's junk #gee this is kind of a depressing post to end the week on #well I hope your weekend is good regardless

[hajihiko]

How's it feel to be on the other end of it Fuyuhiko

#Suicide ment #Suicide mention #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #ryoma hoshi #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #sdrv3 #This was supposed to be funny but it ended up less funny than I thought. #Oops. Anyway! #Ryoma being so so so depressed is tragi-funny to me #An art

[icarianstars]

Before Regulus entered the cave, he stood outside it on the rocky cliff and watched as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in orange and gold. He whispered a final goodbye to James, and for the first time in over a year, he let himself cry.

#I’m just going to apologise now #to save time #I was listening to Fourth of July the other day and the line ‘it was night when you died my firefly’ really stuck in my head for some reaso #and then this happened #so yeah #also if you’ve never listened to Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens go listen to it #but fair warning: #1. it’s about death and it’s super depressing #and #2. it made me cry #and there’s not a lot of songs that I can genuinely say that about #it’s just so black siblings coded #and it breaks my heart every time I listen to it #regulus black #marauders #marauders era #jegulus #the black siblings #my art

[longclawshilt]

Jon coming back “wrong” but it’s not in the fire-zombie way people imagine. Rather, as a result of the different types of magic within him heating up to a fervor, he comes back as a freak of nature, playing right into GRRM’s deconstruction of biblical doctrine and prophecy. In true Christ-like fashion, Jon transforms into the fantasy hero we think we deserve: a prophet, warrior, king, and god. It’s good for Westeros and its survival, but is it good for Jon? Is it really good for him? He’s only 17. He’s a kid ☹️

#not a fully formed theory or anything rn but this post came about because I was thinking of how #jon’s main three parallels beyond the wall are: coldhands the ranger #mance the king #and bloodraven the god 🌚 #then I started thinking of jon not as separate entities but rather as one combined magic super saiyan #and remembered how his adwd dream is like magic on steroids with him being armored in ice and wielding fire #and how this is happening as he harnesses the magical ability of prophecy and how he’s a warg and a warrior and yeah #well all this to say that jon will be something we’ve never seen before and it will be fucking depressing #because he doesn’t deserve to carry that burden #jon snow #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls