#summer 2019 i literally tore the skin off my hands and feet. still. processing that one. not anything new but it got REALLY bad that summer

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summers are SO bad

#i remember the summer between 7th and 8th grade i lost like 20lbs because i barely ate #and then summer 2018 i didnt get out of bed for 2 weeks #summer 2019 i literally tore the skin off my hands and feet. still. processing that one. not anything new but it got REALLY bad that summer #and i still dont know why i did. or even do that. #haha ahha nervous habbit ? #tw #self harm #uhhhh #idk what else to tag this in case #but ._.