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thepetericklibrary · 2 years

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hello! i hope you're still here. im looking for an ao3 fanfic where patrick was a r4pe survivor and it was set around soul punk era and pre-save rock & roll. it was very well written. it was when pete helped him through his journey of healing. they even learned what triggers patrick. patrick went to therapy but didnt want to take it to court. please help. thank you very much!

I’m not super sure this is it but it might be “Weight of A Hummingbird”. Be careful of the tags on that one though. Let me know if any of y’all find something closer.

Update: the fic has been found, unfortunately it is “The Other Side Of Fear” and has been deleted :(

#peterick #fall out boy #fanfic #eating disorders #ask #recovery #be careful #some level of self harm #sucidial thoughts

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starlightshore · 8 months

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Lingering Spirits - A Danny Phantom AU where Danny moves to Amity 2 years after the Portal Incident. Combo of Alicia Adoption (Farmboy AU) + Nobody Knows AU

A more serious/ Horror take on the AUs

Hoof, starting on a morbid foot. Please note that it's intentional that Sam is romanticizing death and has over-blown anti-human feelings. they're a depressed teenager! they're going through it and they're coping the only way they know how. They'll learn to grow more healthy world views and ways of dealing with their depression with time. Please don't assume I'm condoning their world-view lol.

Anyway on a lighter note, I wanted Sam and Tucker to look different than my usual AU stuff in this AU, so I hope you guys like the design change!

Updates will be infrequent as I'm pretty busy. However, I did this on a team call day so I was kind of productive in my other projects haha!

#danny phantom #dp fanart #sam manson #tucker foley #lingering spirits #might rename this sucker that name is VERY placeholder haha #death mention #death discussion #depression #sucidie ideation #suicidal thoughts #ask to tag

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lostmf · 10 months

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I am losing sight of reasons to not kill my self

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shatteredfallenangel · 4 months

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Kill me so I don't have to kill myself. It would be too much for my family if I killed myself.

#tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #vent post #self destruction #sucidial #suic1de #su1c1d3 #tw sui ideation #tw: sucidal thoughts #su1c1d4l #su1cide

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someguy404 · 5 months

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Does anyone know how to be sent to a mental hospital??? I don’t mean this in an attention seeking way.

I’m a minor and I can’t admit myself, I’m too scared to call a hotline, and my family doesn’t notice anything— even my multiple attempts.

I know some r not the best places to be but I genuinely can’t keep myself safe anymore. Pls help.

#suic1de #tw sui ideation #beansblr #sh tumblr #sh vent #shblur #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self sabotage #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #su!cidal #suic!de #su1c1dal #sucicide #su1c1d3 #sucidial

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yung-gxd · 12 days

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I need someone to beat me so bad, I want someone to make me feel on the outside how I feel on the inside. I’m trash and I deserve to be thrown away. I’m not a good person please believe, I don’t deserve happiness or anything but pain.

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iatetwosteaksandonefryforlunch · 4 months

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Y'all don't know what dedication is until you break open 2 RAZORS JUST FOR THE SMALL BLADE INSIDE

#tw selfhate #tw self destruction #baby cvts #sucidial #tw: sucidal thoughts #self h@rm #sh cvt #tw bruising #alcohilism #sh vent #razor

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hyacinthdreamsworld · 6 months

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doctors said if i don't stop c*tting, i won't be able to get top surgery. this is such bullshit.

#self h@rm #depressiv #self destruction #sad thoughts #depressing shit #tw s3lf harm #s3lfharmm #kinda depressing #s3lf harn #sucidial

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sh0wmyr1bs · 7 months

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I want to kill myself so bad, but I made a promise to my boyfriend that I wouldn’t.

But god almost every night I want to take all the pills in my room.

And my mom also found an old suicide note a few weeks ago.

I’m just so tired, and I feel like the medication I’ve started taking for my depression and shit is making the thoughts worse.

I’m just so done.

And my anxiety is getting way worse, and I’m trying to stop cutting but it’s so fucking hard especially when the only person helping me with it is my boyfriend which means a bunch to me, I just feel so toxic.

I just want it all to end, but I have to keep going for him, I just don’t know if I can.

I’m exhausted.

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sarnaiii · 3 months

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Tak właściwie to mam już wszystko zaplanowane i przygotowane tylko czekam na idealny moment żeby umrzeć chuda a nie ulana i żeby zrobić to tak by nikt z osób które znam się nie domyśliły odrazu, mam już listy i wszystkie potrzebne rzeczy więc myślę że najlepiej zrobić to w walentynki lub chwilę po czyli dwa miesiące po ostatniej nie udanej próbie i zdążę przynajmniej chłopakowi dać prezent bo już mam kupiony xd

Nie wiem po co tu to pisze, muszę się wygadać a przyjaciółka zadzwoniła by na policję gdyby wiedziała

Więc mam jakiś ponad tydzień by schudnąć więc lecę na fast jak najdłużej i będzie zajebiście

#blogi motylkowe #chce byc lekka #chude jest piękne #lekka jak motyl #bede motylkiem #chudzinka #motylki any #bede lekka #chce widziec swoje kosci #nie chce być gruba #tw ana shit #depressing shit #shitpost #tw: sucidal thoughts #sucidial #próba samobójcza #xd

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vyyom · 5 months

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If I cry in front of you, that means I trust you with my life because I don't shed tears even when I am alone. - from a suicidal person's journal

#writeblr #writers and poets #writers on tumblr #books & libraries #desiblr #cry for help #sad thoughts #alone with my thoughts #tw sucidal ideation #sucidial #trust

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sedeusquiserdessaeunaopasso · 3 months

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could someone please tell me if any of these pills can work for kms? Or could you tell me which of these is the best pill for kms?

-brexpiprazole or rexulti

-topiramate

-risperidone

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lostmf · 6 months

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If all I did for most of my life was to survive ?

What does that mean ..

I don’t know what to tell people when they ask me what I have been up to ?

I have been alive !!

I have used all my energy to stop myself from ending it

I have used it to hide how miserable I am from everyone in my life !

Is that enough ?

I don’t know ..

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shatteredfallenangel · 4 months

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I hate waking up in the morning. I hate waking up at all. I wish I could have my childhood wish come true and just sleep forever. Please, let it come true

#tw self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #selfharrrm #tw sui ideation #tw sucidal ideation #tw: sucidal thoughts #suic1de #sucidial

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someguy404 · 5 months

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scared of dying, tired of living

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boysaresuicidal2 · 2 years

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I thought I had you. For a slight moment, I

thought I had you. I thought you and I would be

different. We became so close in such a short time

and I thought you genuinely cared about me. You

didn't play games with me. I thought we could

actually be something. I thought wrong. Days

going on to weeks going onto months with little to

no contact. But I do know one thing. We made an

impact on one another. And we will always be in

each others' memories. At least memories don't

change, while people do.

#sucidial #pain #depressing tumblr #depressing blog #anxitey #depressive #anxeity #i thought we were past this #flash back

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