#still trying to make that tag happen I guess

[just-my-latest-hyperfixation]

I was tagged by the lovely @sidekick-hero to share a few lines from a WIP without context. Thank you, friend! 💖

“Chrissy was here, I see,” Eddie comments, inspecting the bouquet of flowers on the table. 

Steve nods. “You just missed her. Robin and her went to look at some herbs, I think?” 

“Did they now?” Eddie turns away from the flowers to shoot him a knowing grin. “How many times did Robin trip over her own feet?” 

Steve can’t help it, he grins back. “Erm, only once, actually. I caught her.” 

“Oh, that’s progress, good for her,” Eddie nods appreciatively, then cups a hand to his face to lean towards him for a conspiratorial stage whisper. “She doesn’t like it when I say it, but she does suck at flirting.” 

“Yeah, well,” Steve shrugs. “She’s not the one going around trying to smooch strangers.” 

Eddie flinches. Steve winces. Shit, there goes his smart mouth again. 

“Fuck, sorry,” he blurts, averting his gaze, fingers twisting into the frilly hems of his shirt sleeves. “I didn’t mean-” 

“No, no, you’re right.” 

Steve feels his mouth drop open. When he whips his head up, Eddie isn’t looking at him. Instead, he’s laboriously pulling out a chair from under the table so that he can sit opposite Steve on his chest, at a healthy distance. Steve watches how he pulls his hands into his lap, twisting one of his rings on his finger, brow furrowed in thought. 

“So,” he says at length, gritting the word out like it’s physical effort. “It, um … It has been brought to my attention that my behavior today may have come off as rude and overbearing, and that I need to make more of an effort to restrain myself, lest I frighten you away, seeing how you’re in a highly unusual and confusing situation already and will need some time to adjust before-” 

“Did your uncle say that?” Steve remembers, suddenly, how Wayne excused himself as soon as they left El’s cabin, citing some important business he still had to attend to. He’s beginning to suspect what it was. 

Eddie licks his lips. 

“Doesn’t matter who said it,” he deflects, and Steve feels his mouth curl into a smug little grin. “Point is, he’s right, the old fucker. He’s right most of the time. So, I just … I wanted to apologize, I guess. I’ll try to not let it happen again.” 

“Try?” Steve parrots. “As in, you’ll try not to kiss me again, but it might just happen accidentally? Like a hiccup, or what?”  Eddie cringes, fingers reaching up to play with the gemstone necklace again.

“It’s hard, alright?” he mutters. “I’ve been waiting for you a long time, and nobody prepared me for how very kissable you’d be.”

Tagging: @sourw0lfs @wynnyfryd @wormdebut @cranberrymoons - no pressure, just kisses. 💋

#steddie #steve x eddie #steve harrington x eddie munson #steddie brainrot #steddie fanfic #fanfiction writer #fanfiction #fanfic #my writing

[coryothesub]

Coryo wanting to be dominant, only receiving ridicule from the reader (it excites me and at the same time makes me laugh so much)

I have no idea how to tag this, I guess they're both switches?? Anyway I loved writing this!

nsfw / mdni / switch!coryo / switch!reader

“Now let's repeat your safe word!”

“Trust me we ain't gonna need it,” you giggled looking at Coryo, all serious and slightly annoyed at your laughter.

His wish to try out the dominant role was nothing but amusing to you, but he seemed to take it very seriously.

“Safe word!” He repeated in a stern voice.

“Coooryo, are we in the role already?” You kept bantering. Maybe ramping him up a bit would make him do better.

Coryo gave you “the look” and you finally replied.

“Alright, alright, it's “constitution”.”

“Constitution…” Coryo raised his eyebrow.

You nodded.

“Alright now kneel!” he said casually.

You just shook your head and stayed where you were. It turned out that being a brat was actually fun.

“Kneel!” Coryo sounded more impatient, but not enough commanding for your taste. Still you obeyed and got on your knees the cocky smirk never leaving your face.

“Open your mouth for me!”

“No, not like that,” you bursted into laughter again, making Coryo visibly frustrated.

“It has to be short and confident, without hesitation,” you were trying to describe the right tone, gesturing with your hands, but suddenly you were caught off guard by him grabbing your jaw and tilting your chin up.

“Open it up!” His voice now sounded low and raspy and you actually found that pretty hot. 

You opened your mouth and stuck out your tongue waiting for what was gonna happen next.

Coryo struggled a bit to pull his half-hard cock out of his pants and you couldn't help but let out a little laugh.

The boy shoved it into your face and started slapping your cheeks and lips. You quite enjoyed that, yet it wasn't convincing enough.

“Now take my cock!” He instructed.

“And what if I don't?” You gave him a bratty smile batting your eyelashes innocently. “What then?”

“No talking back!” Was the last thing you heard before Coryo slapped you across your cheek and that sting went straight to your pussy.

The boy was learning.

He hadn't told you not to touch yourself so your hand quickly dove under the waistband of your panties.

After rubbing your painful cheek you leaned forward and took his dick in your mouth starting to suck it in a lazy manner.

You noticed the frustration in Coryo's face. Something wasn't right here, but he wasn't quite sure what to do.

“Can you do it with more enthusiasm?” Coryo whined.

You let his cock out of your mouth and gave him a devilish smirk.

“Well you’ll have to make me then.”

Coryo put his hand on the back of your head and pushed himself deeper, but you knew damn well he was saving his strength and it was quite easy for you to wiggle out of his grip.

“Is that all you can do?” You started laughing again. “This is truly pathetic!”

You noticed Coryo clenching his jaw as his bright blue eyes went slightly darker.

“I'm gonna make you shut up,” he growled and grabbed your head aggressively pushing his cock all the way down your throat, so deep that your nose hit his pubic bone.

Eyes full of raw lust, he held you in place marveling at your cheeks turning red and your eyes welling up with tears as you were gagging and fighting for air. 

Now that was something. And you were loving every second.

Feeling that you won't be able to hold on any longer, you grabbed onto his thighs, making him finally release your head. You had turned into a coughing drooling mess struggling to catch your breath. Being manhandled like this made your panties soak in wetness. You needed more of this.

You looked up at Coryo and his breath sped up seeing your teary eyes and swollen lips. You could see exactly how much it was turning him on.

He couldn't believe that you were still laughing though.

“Is that all you got? That's some amateur level shit,” you were taunting him on purpose knowing he would snap eventually. And he did.

“Is that so doll?” He cooed, but his intentions were pretty sinister.

“Maybe a little face fuck will do the trick?”

He grabbed your head and shoved his cock down your throat again but this time he started fucking your mouth at a relentless pace, holding you in place firmly and pushing his tip against the back at your throat with full intensity, again and again.

Your ears were ringing and your head got all floaty, you knew full well that your throat was gonna be sore for a few days at least. Tears were streaming down your face and saliva dripping down from the corners of your mouth, but your pussy was leaking from arousal as you kept rubbing yourself manically.

“Look at you, serving my cock so well, such a pretty little whore,” Coryo muttered praises and curse words, his thrusts becoming even harder as he was chasing his own release using your mouth as he pleased.

You closed your eyes and let yourself float in bliss, giving into a full submission, your fucked out mouth full of cock and your cunt throbbing with arousal.

Your eyes were flooded with tears and you weren't able to see much, all you could feel was your mouth being empty again and a sudden burst of warm cum spurting on your face. The white pearly liquid covered your cheeks and lips, it was dripping down your chin, some heavy white drops landing on your cleavage.

“Fuck, you look so delicious like this,” you heard Coryo speaking through your daze.

It took a hot minute for you to snap out of it. You raised your head and looked up at Coryo who was watching you curiously.

“So, how did I do?”

You looked back at him and let out a small laugh. 

“Still much to learn, baby.”

“Can I take a picture of you?” He paused, realizing how weird that sounded. “Y-you just look so beautiful like this.”

“What are you going to do with it?” You chuckled.

“Just save it for the memory. Well at least until I become a serious politician. And… Maybe send it to Sejanus to show him what a good little cumslut you are.”

As weird as it was the thought kinda turned you and you let him grab his phone and snap a little incriminating pic.

“Cumslut, huh?” You leaned closer to Coryo and whispered into his ear. 

“Guess who will have to clean up all this mess.”

The boy's eyes went wide as soon as he understood what you were hinting at. But it was already too late. You were laying on top of him, pinning his hands to the bed.

“Time for a little revanche.”

#thank you for the ask #coriolanus snow #young coriolanus snow #coriolanus x reader #coriolanus x you #coriolanus snow x reader #coriolanus snow x you #thg #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #thg tbosas #blurb #cts ask

[luneariaa]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

DEEPLY INHALES

Young nanami giving words of affirmation please please please

hiii OMG this took me quite a bit to decide on how and what to do tbh,, but anyway, you and young nanamin will be in a relationship here!! (o´▽`o) 💛💛💛

he might appear as ooc here omg but anyway hoping you enjoy this dear anon!! (ᵔ◡ᵔ) 💕💕‼ also, mentions of reader having insecurities etc. totally not projecting-

idk what i wrote either :")

tagging @jadeee <33 || dividers by @/cafekitsune ! 🌻

In all honesty, you never really knew the feeling of being deeply loved by someone. You never consider yourself as worthy and deserving of such a special treatment.

That changes when you meet Kento Nanami, of course. It started when you got transferred to Jujutsu High to try improving yourself both academically and wanting to become a jujutsu sorcerer yourself; even when your mother was against it at first, but eventually supporting your decisions.

You don't know how, but it has gotten you two in a very special relationship as right now too.

Nanami surely may appear as a man of a few words, yet he still makes a clear effort for you. He would always, and always, try his best to be there for you. It's one of his traits that you adored so much.

But despite everything, the insecurities and doubt still existed within you; not really knowing on how to possibly get rid of such feelings. You couldn't help yourself, which causes your mind to sometimes make you anxious, and rethinking the same thought over and over again.

Today is just one of those days, and you don't have the courage to confide your problems to him-- afraid of burdening him with your mere thoughts. So, you decided to just try to ease your mind by settling yourself on the couch after turning the TV on, since it's the weekends after all.

And of course, while your eyes are on the TV, you aren't focusing a word from it at all.

Though, not too long after, the sounds of feet approaching can be heard, yet you didn't even spare any glance at the source of sound because you fully know on who it is, taking a seat next to you on the available space of the couch. One of his hands reached for your shoulder and give it a comforting squeeze.

He doesn't even need to ask much judging by your facial expressions alone. He knows; he knows that something is bothering you. The slight slump of your shoulders has given it more away too.

"Did anything happen?"

Nanami tries to ask in a very delicate manner, yet understanding if you're not ready to tell him about it. The concern is evident at this point, and it made you feel guilty in a way.

"No, nothing happened," you shake your head with your gaze lowering. "It's just one of those days-- or just me, I guess."

You genuinely didn't know on how to talk to him regarding matters as such. But the thought of potentially ignoring him and pretending that you're alright makes it pretty worse than it actually is.

But of course, it wasn't enough to convince him, clearly knowing that there's something that you're hiding on. Upon noticing on how you didn't even look at him, Nanami gently uses his fingers; tipping your chin up so that you're facing him now.

"Are you sure?" It might seem a simple question; meant to be asked by anyone when one doesn't believe the other, but this one has a hint of genuine care and concern lacing his voice. He doesn't believe you.

Those three words are enough to make you completely go silent for a solid few minutes, before finally giving in, knowing that he's not going to give up on the matter.

"I mean it. It's just-- my thoughts, they're quite a mess right now, and I don't even know what to actually say.."

"Was it because of the exam?"

"Well, that's a part of it." You chuckled lightly, but your inner turmoil hasn't even subsided yet. "It's kinda ridiculous though.."

"I don't care if it seems ridiculous or not," Nanami still maintains his voice in a soft way, never intending to raise his voice or even using any harsh words. "If anything, I would be glad to listen to any of your problems."

Even if it's a minor thing from the past or so, he would always lend you an ear whenever you needed to talk to him.

You gradually released your breath that you didn't realize you've been holding on, adjusting your posture a bit before finally deciding to answer him.

"You know, sometimes.. I can't help but to wonder; am I a good lover to you? I know that both of us are still young, but.."

You begin to fiddle your fingers out of nervousness that's slowly building up within you.

"I'm scared if I ever mess things up."

The blonde-haired male ponders over your confession for a bit, before he moves himself closer to you-- taking ahold of your shoulders, and made you look at him so you two are now face to face properly.

He tells you understandingly and calmly, "A good lover isn't perfect."

"Just so you know; we all have our own imperfections, even I do. I have flaws, yet you accepted as who I am, and as I do to you. You never once judged me, and I forever will be grateful for your existence."

"No one is perfect, after all. It's simply impossible to meet someone with such qualities. It would be highly unrealistic, and I hope you do realize that."

By this point, your eyes shifted upwards to meet his own, yet you couldn't find any traces of irritation or even lies as he tells you those words. It feels pure and genuine, clearly coming straight from what lies within his heart alone.

When he acknowledges the look you gave him, a small, yet content smile is present; partly as a sign of reassurance, that he only saves it for you. His hands didn't even leave your form either, determined on making you believe on each of his words. He doesn't want you to doubt him, because everything he says is the mere truth, not just something that you wanted to hear.

"You are already a great partner for me, so don't ever doubt yourself anymore." No matter how many times, he would gladly repeat those words for you. Because you mean a lot to him.

Who would've thought that someone like Nanami to ever speak out such sweet words to anyone; to you? An absolute sweetheart, you were rendered speechless for a while there after he finished speaking, affecting your whole being in the best ways possible.

And it almost made you feel foolish to ever have shown that you doubt yourself for it, when all he feels is genuine love and care for you.

Once the realization really hits you, your cheeks is slowly becoming more pinkish, finally able to absorb his words to your heart and mind; taking your time to understand it deeply in the process. He's really that one guy; one who simply doesn't leave you over something that could be deemed as ridiculous.

"You truly mean it..?"

"With every fibre of my being, I do." You didn't even realize that your eyes have gotten teary, feeling a little emotional over this whole situation. He knows that you two could make it through this relationship, with proper care and effort from one another.

It's not something he would easily admit to someone, which makes it even more special to you. One of his hands now moved up towards your cheek, and the other around your waist as he tenderly brushes away the tears that managed to escape from you.

"You mean a lot to me, even if I didn't show it that often."

You didn't even realize that you may or may not have been bottling up your emotions over your silent thoughts, which makes it more evident when he pulls you into a warm embrace; all while whispering some comforting words to you.

"Hey, it's alright, okay? It's alright, I got you." Is one of what he said while rubbing circles on your back-- the embrace position still stays.

"I know and I'm aware that I might not appear as the most openly affectionate person-- barely saying the words, 'I love you', or anything along the lines to you at times.."

"But remember my words, alright? I do care about you, so much than I did about myself. I love you too much, you're everything to me. Please don't ever forget that."

@luneariaa. do not repost; reblogs are alright. all rights reserved.

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[sonknuxadow]

now that sonic prime is over im even more confused about people insisting that its canon and will tie into the game timeline somehow and its place in the timeline will be clear by time the show ends . like all the little contradictions that make it hard to believe this is the game universe aside. theres no undeniable in universe evidence that this is the game canon and not just a separate universe thats more faithful to the games than any of the other sonic tv shows are. and theres also no hint to where this would take place if it was canon aside from shadow and rouge being there but that doesnt really narrow it down much . this whole situation is just confusing and weird

#sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #tagging because i will go into spoiler territory a bit but i saved it for the tags so people could look away if they forgot #to blacklist the spoiler tags or whatever #anyway i guess it doesnt Really matter. because with the way it ended the events of the show dont affect game canon too much #and nobody but sonic (and possibly shadow? his situation is weird im not really sure if he remembers. but i hope he does) #remembering the events of prime would work as an in universe explanation for why prime is never talked about or referenced at all #but idk. the insistence that its 100 percent canon is still weird . for all the reasons i said already #ngl i was worried that there would be an absolutely shitty ending that makes some stupid pointless change to the game lore #but that didnt even happen and its still not clear where this would take place if it was canon hello #i probably wouldnt even care about this at all if people didnt keep trying to convince me it was canon and that its place #in the timeline would make sense by the end but that is what happened and that is why i cared #whatever

[crowtechs]

i know i probably made a post like this before but its just !!! im so happy!! im experiencing selfshipping how i really wanted to experience it!! filled with so much love for my f/os and in general get so excited to see them !!

its just so nice !! and i get to make myself squeal or fluster over thinking cute things to do with them aaaaaaa ^_^ .... its just a very nice feeling.....

im really happy ... these two mean so much to me waaaaaaaaah..... i feel sometimes bad cause my friend hears me gush about them both all the time ^^;; but its just so nice !! and gosh .....

its so strange making silly selfship things (like text posts or silly things i guess) because i never fully done that without feeling strange or weird upon doing so...... and honestly?? that feeling isnt even there with them!! its so ?? nice?? i know i keep saying that i just dont know how to express or describe it ...

im just so happy and so smiley ..... i can finally experience something that means so much to me again & without second guessing myself so much <3

#eee sorry for this post??? #i just want to express how i feel lately hsdjgdfgdfh #i think its mostly cause im just sort of thinking this is for me and no one else ??? #that its just been helping and making me super happy !!! #last year was such a horrible year for me... the only good thing that happened was i think in december #OH and in october <3 #so...... this means a lot and makes me so happy..... #its just overall so comforting >_< #aaaa sorry !!!! rambling in the tags #+ sorry for the long post i just talk i guess........ #<- ok one more thing sorry #i thiiiiiiink it could also be the fact im embracing myself more and more instead of hiding inside a shell...... #still nervous and socially anxious but im trying to be happy for me :] #OK SORRY NOW IM DONE EHJEKFHJDFG #ashley talks

[is-the-owl-video-cute]

Genuinely even if you don’t value privacy of yourself I would recommend having at least one anonymous account somewhere because I really sincerely find it deeply hilarious when people try to sound superior to me on the weirdest levels but don’t know what demographic to insult so I get both people saying “uhm aren’t you like 60 why are you still on tumblr that’s creepy :/“ and people saying “I know you probably weren’t even BORN yet, but back in 2006–“

#Not about anything recent by the way #I just saw a tag in my notes that reminded me of it #it happens a lot and I chuckle every time #I have to assume they’re trying to guess based on my typing style primarily #or my political views #I want to study some people on this site #put them in a jar and shake it #I’m still never sharing my age of course #but seeing the assumptions people make when they have nothing to indicate my age/gender/etc. is so fascinating

[kelbunny]

Can things just stop breaking and falling apart please. I just want people to see my art and analysies.

I'm tired, I hate this, and I want to break something.

#Guess I won't try and make anything for the tristrat anniversary bc what's the point if nobody will see it #Like yeah I'm screaming into the void but I still want to share what makes me happy. #It's literally everything I've posted #Only tags my posts under are personal tags only I post under #But nooooo stupid website is stupid #I hope all Ai bros and companies suddenly drop dead bc I'm sick and tired of everything I enjoy being ripped away from me #Like seriously #Has anything good happened since 2020 bc I really can't handle my life falling apart any more #It genuinely does not feel real anymore #Vent #Kelbunn's thoughts

[lucalicatteart]

Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 15: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression

(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)

Yesterday's poll decided that The Adventurer should purchase some new shoes for himself while he's in the city...

~

It costs quite a bit of coin, but in the end he decides that having a new sturdy pair of boots will serve him well on his travels. After he's done in the shop, he rushes back to the local inn before nightfall, eventually settling into a somewhat restless sleep..

The next morning, he orders some cheap vegetable stew from a food stall, then lounges in a park as he has his breakfast, watching the squirrels weave through flowering trees and birds pecking about in the dewy grass.. When finished with his meal (and sufficiently recovered from the emotional turmoil of burning his tongue on the soup), he quickly sells his old pair of shoes to a sketchy pawn shop before finally getting back to his journey...

By his calculations, if he he walks all day, it should only be two more sleeps before he gets to his destination, so he sets out to travel as efficiently as possible. He doesn't have the money to rent a cart, or the skill to ride a borrowed horse, but, he does have some fancy new walking shoes and a renewed sense of purpose. No more meandering through fields looking for flowers, napping in the shade, or scanning the ground for cool rocks.. He's going to focus this time!

......After a few hours, he comes across a broken down carriage in the middle of the road, with few people surrounding it, seemingly stuck trying to repair a wheel or something. It's hard to discern from afar..

Maybe if he helps them, he could get a free ride.. or some coins.. or make a new lifelong friend! Who knows? Possibilities flood his mind, this is what adventuring is all about! Wandering into interesting situations and making the most out of them!! .. But, then he recalls his previous oath.. he's supposed to focus today and not allow himself to sidetracked.. And who says he has the skills to help anyway? It could always just be a waste of time... Hmm...

What should he do?

~

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Additional Information

the adventurer's current main quest: follow his map to reach the abandoned castle ruins and see the rare animal specialist about the mysterious egg he has

#paventure posting #poll #polls #choose your own adventure #GHWOOPPPs yeah it's been an entire month basically since the last one ghj.. I said I was trying to get back on schedule.. idk what happened #I guess I initially thought that april would be a less busy month but then it actually ended up being MORE busy with a ton of appointments #and stuff so then I had like no time. on top of trying to get a lot of other stuff done... so.. eughhh #I DO STILL want to keepon track of this more though. I want to at least get him to the abandoned castle so he can complete #his quest. I think like. the first poll a lot of people seemed to like and care about and participate in so it was kind of like 'oh! cool! #it can be a fun collaborative story with a lot of people!' but then gradually less people participate or care so then I kind of allow mysel #to slack with it as well liike 'oh its fine if I miss a day or two here and there' which then turns into a month when I have other stuff #to do lol. Because it does still take time. like maybe 2 hours to put a post together. even if the art and writing is relatively rushed and #quick. Especially since polls are not editable once posted so half the time is just proofreading the post and tags 15 times #just to make super sure there's no errors or etc. lol.. But trying to clear two hours of time during an already hectic day for something #that generally speaking very few people are engaged with or care about at all when it's meant to be interactive (like with normal art #or costumes or other stuff I do - low interaction doesnt bother me since that's not the point/it's not as relevant. but with an actual poll #you do want like.. the most poeple possible to vote on it etc. lol) so it's like.. ehhh #I was originally thinking like 'oh i could do this for an entire year and tell like a whole story and it'd be cool to see where it ends #up eventually after so long and the community kind of choosing the direction of everything!' but now its like 'well people care significant #ly less about the following polls than they did the first one so maybe not As Big Of A Thing but I do at least want to finish the current #thing going on' etc. I mean if in the next few posts it becomes More Of A Thing then it's very fluid. I could do it for longer #but with the way things are looking it's like. is it worth the time investment when i ALSO have 800 other creative projects I'm meant to be #working on?? etc. etc. ANYWAY though.. Still there will probably be at least 10 or however many more since there's still like 1-2 more days #before he even gets to the castle plus then doing things AT the place. #I want to continue his journey!!!!! I also have just felt sick and weird and so unfocused for a while eughhh.. sorry #OO I almost forgot about his injury from the fight. i had to just add it in the last moment lol.. SEE this is why I proofread 100 times #I can't edit polls so they have to be Correct the first time.. ueghhh

[tired-o-fighter]

So you may wonder

Hey tired

You made so many promises for propagandas

Why didn't you post a single one?

Wellp

I am not exactly in an alrighty ish mental state lmao (nothing bad or tragic or anything just used all my brain energy and I'm running low and can't actually function like a human being lol)

But more importantly

I made the decision to go get my nails done. And because i basically had no actual nails to work with i got poly gel nails annnnnd it's too long. I ACTUALLY CAN'T FUCKING DRAW.

Holding a pencil like i used to is actually not possible but I'm relearning so it'll be alright

But digital? Haha no way. I use my phone and finger for all the digital art you've seen. Guess what when you get long ass nails you can't use your fingertip to touch the screen.

Still haven't had my mental breakdown over this. But for now (the next 20 days) i gotta draw traditionally 90% of the time. Which is what I'm working on. As again, Holding a pencil the way I've been holding for the past like idk 14 years is actually not possible and a tad bit painful when i try to do it by force

I'm actually genuinely sorry for not posting the stuff i promised. Regardless of the results of the polls , I'll post all of them as soon as i can.

Right at this specific moment i have no creativity like none and I'm just trying to figure a way out to prepare for the last day of polls

If you still want something. Whether it's art ask or au questions or anything you'd like to tell me or ask me, my ask box is always open. I'll do my best to answer them. Especially the none art ones

Thanks for reading my rant.

I'll bounce back just gimme a lil bit of time and don't let me isolate myself please

#tiredfighter #tired talks #more like tired rants #mental health be poop #physical health not peachy either but that's not a new thing #half of these issues willl be fixed as soon as i get my uni results #I'll probably still try my best to make one or two propaganda for the polls #oh god and the splinter polls are up this week #ah fuck #yeah I'll do something for that too i guess #and the tear polls submissions are happening so check that out #mybe submit one or two AUs and use the submission thing to tell me about a random positive thing #or just an axolotl gif #idk #point of the tagging was literally putting #tired rants #and then yk #i remembered shit #I'm fine™ #don't even worry lmao #I'm gonna stop tagging #this is longer than the actual post now #alrighty goodbye #take care guys

[3amsnek]

hahahhahhahaha. what a week huh.

#i made this like. a month and a half ago? but it seems like a good choose from the drafts for This super fun update: #my less than a year old ipad is now! broken! #because of course it is!!!!! #of course!!! #literally cannot open my drawing app (or instagram) or access any of my files or make anything new!! #i just. what the Fuck man. #im doin everything i can ok #currently on plan m #where hardison might die but hopefully this pc will confirm the existence of my procreate files so we can move forward with fuckin around #w the broken asshole itself (ipad) without worrying abt losing stuff #I’ve dealt with this exact break before Twice and the one remedy was device replacement which is. so so bad for me so let’s just. hope thats #not the case here in what would be my first ever instance of technology luck #in the biggest fucking dose of irony it broke Because I tried to back it up to have a safety net for when some shit like this happened. i. #yeah sure why not i guess #my art? #tw blood #ask to tag #sky tag #my guy has been having a nonstop Time since his redesign Damn #ive got a bunch of stuff in my drafts here to post still but like. of course this happens when im trying to do comms. of course #hhhhhhggg. fine.

[outeremissary]

💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕

(this got terribly ramble-y. apologies.)

Ah, this is difficult. Putting self-deprecation aside, I've accomplished a lot in the past year that's been significant improvement for me in terms of visual art. I guess that I really like the Valentine's art? Which is good since due to a series of mishaps it wound up framed next to my desk (realized I had no safe storage for it that wouldn't smudge it to hell and back) so it would be very sad if I wound up hating it.

I really loved the Crystalhue art I never finished as well. The sketch was really cute and it had the most complex composition of any large scene I'd done at the time (and probably since).

And it's silly, but I did really enjoy the letter I wrote back to you. I always struggle with Balthazar's voice. It was a helpful exercise even if it turned out messy. I'm sorry for not continuing the chain better. But thank you for the opportunity despite my unsociability. Lately I've been doing other art that I really liked too, so I'm surrounded by cute expressions right now. There's a beautiful smile to my left and some terrible (affectionate) smirks to right. Hopefully I can finish things in a reasonable time this week to share :) It's been a long while since I last did sequential art, so I'm always excited even when it's simple.

Ah, and recently there was a lot of really good art with Vio (@mountainashfae's character, as always), so that's lovely. This was messy (and color made it messier) but I still like it because 1) it's cute and 2) I challenged myself a lot to try things I always wanted to draw but avoided because I just thought I couldn't do them well. Well, the omnipresent mistake hiding eraser speaks to the imperfection, but I'm still happy.

I'm seldom satisfied with what I make, but I try to see it as a good thing. I'm always growing, perhaps. My therapist thinks it's like living with a curse though. ^^;;

#now everyone prayer circle that I can finish writing without hating it I want what happened to my art to happen to my writing #digging up the crystalhue sketches I scrolled past a lot of other art on my phone I really like #the portraits I spent silly time trying to learn to do the frames for and fun art of other people's characters and tristian covered in bloo #the balthazar portrait I made because I was scared I didn't have enough to show answering a tag meme #but then really liked a lot. I put so much love into that and the carmen match #silly little nonbinary flag tristian #messy marker tests and attempts at kissing #and I guess maybe it hasn't been such a bad year to create in after all. even if I'm serious about the writing thing. #I always feel bad about what I make but slowly I'm developing skills. I have a steadier hand and better eye for shapes than I used to. #there's better motion even if my work still isn't clean and there's color even if it's a mess #sometimes I have this strange realization that it might be possible to consider me an artist #and I'm never sure how to process that #ask me emithing #silversiren1101 #emi art #I guess? since there is technically new stuff

[aceofstars16]

Me: *writing out a long reply*

The reply thing: it’s too long

Me: ….guess I’m not replying then lol

#just me still thinking about Shermie lol don’t mind me #aceo rambles #like if you really fudge it and him and his kid had kids when they were like 16 *maybe* there wouldn’t have to be any time weirdness #but like…the likelihood of that happening? not very large in my opinion #even 20 is young and that is already the 40 years after atots #sorry I’m just…I’ve been thinking about this for days now lol #trying to not only figure out how much extra time is needed to make it not very hard to work #but also how the heck that would work 😂 #right now I’m thinking maybe…he grew up but was yeeted back in the past and had kids like 10 years earlier or something #because of the time stuff #or I guess if somehow he aged while the world didn’t #either way he’d be traumatized lol #I bet someone is gonna tell me it all works out without all of this stuff but uh… #only if these pine’s are having kids *really* young 😂 #and the 40 years was more of an estimate and it’s been more like 45ish? #or maybe even more than 45… #don’t mind me rambling in the tags

[todayisafridaynight]

To be fair RGGO Arakawa's son is confirmed either dead or unborn so it's A LITTLE less funny than him raising a normal son looking like that... still funny though I'm obsessed with him...

Speaking of Arakawa, I'm still going nuts about whatever's going on with him in IW. His voice line in the trailer in the trailer was so sweet but he uhhh Isn't Looking Too Sweet in the screenshots...

With Akane being in the game, I really wanna know whose perspective we're remembering him from too, since prior to that it seemed pretty certain it'd be either Jo or Ichiban. It's young Arakawa specifically, so it has to be between Jo and Akane as far as we know. I'm certain Jo has seen him go apeshit, but if Akane has and she fell for him anyway? Way of the Househusband-core... that'd say SO much about her... sooooo true though queen...

You’ll have to sue me because I Forgor the only thing i remembered was that his son Was Not Deranged. Which yeah i guess you cant be deranged if youre dead （＾∇＾）

I DIDNT EVEN HEAR HIS VOICE LINE THO WHAT if it was in the Official story trailer then oops.. lol.. i’ll take your word for it until im fucked enough to actually watch it LOL

Akane’s already a confirmed bamf if her not only booking it out of the hospital right after giving birth and escaping At The Time one of japan’s (or at least kamurocho’s don’t shoot me) most notorious clans to hawaii and then STILL having people after her. ACTUALLY had to get her out of the scene because she would’ve been too powerful otherwise

#snap chats #see i wasnt going to mention rggo arakawa’s son since i didnt remember exactly what happened to him. this is my crime and punishment #live and learn etc etc sonic the hedgehog reference #unrelated tag ramble time i just need to throw up somewhere or i will explode #anyway im aggressively trying to fight the urge to drink a bottoe of jack because my mom sucks and now i hate getting messages from my bro #cause its just shit my mom wants to tell me and everythings awful and i want to die 🥰 #wont tho. unfortunately. i have commissions to fulfill #and I GUESS gaidens coming out in just a little over a month and I GUESS 2x infinite wealth is coming Dick Ass Fast As Hell #so UNFORTUNATELY. i cant play irl frogger until then #i wish i could draw at least but NOOO stupid ass left his stupid ass charger at his stupid ass mom’s #NO I JUST REMMBERE AND TONIGHT WAS MY SOCIAL PSYCH CLASS SO O COURSE I WAS GURANTEED A BAD TIME #i promise everytime i leave that class im more bitter at how much positive family talk we have to do #it makes me sick like SOOOO glad to hear all of you have stanle family relationships.. mine only exist when im about to jump off a bridge #WHATEVER as i was sulking home i saw a butterfly pendant and even if i JUST bitched bout family #butterflies still make me think of my sis so.. auspicious things to come i hope…. #ok im done complainin LOL BYE #since i got home and beating the alcoholic urges ive just been laying in bed thinking of arakawa #i MUST draw him as soon as i can……. k im done fr this time i made a pot of tea and id like to drink it while its hot LOL

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#no sleep for me i guess #i woke up at like 1.30 haunted by narut0 comic thoughts #never thought id b able to draw sequences of images that could b defined as comics #when i see ppl tag my stuff as comics im like. oh i guess thats true #in my head its just my brain overflowing and then i catch the images on paper #i just have soft 1ruka kakash1 narut0 family feels #i just love them a lot #i should actually try to take my time on this one. and not just draw it as quickly as physically possible #but. probably wont happen bc thats how i roll #well see how i deal with the lack of sleep #i probably didnt drink enough water and i may have gotten a bit of sunburn on the back of my hands #so that's prob why #ich habe gestern nicht genug wasser getrunken. i didnt drink enough water yesterday #thats right im still having fun with german #foreign languages make saying simple words fun to say #like spinnenbrauer. spider farmer. idk y i put those words together but i like that it becomes one word #idk im just building up my tiny handful of words lmao #ein amieisenkorb. an ant basket #see i can just say whatever words i want but its only funny when its in a language i only barely understand #unrelated

[drewsaturday]

something something poetic book-ends of how grace is the only reason simon didn't get Live Cremated by a ghom when he was 10 and once he forfeits their bond and tries to kill her he loses that protection and at the end of the day like that lil roy clock said it's all about teamwork and trust

#infinity train tag #i do not know how i feel about this because i think he deserved to have a lil unhinged arc after everyone lied to him #SINCE... grace Did Not Trust him when she lied but he also didnt consult her before killing tuba but that WAS the plan SO? #he did nothing wrong really #i mean he did try to kill grace like....................... multiple times lol #but still it works but also i think he just needed 1) to not still have a 10yr old's emotional maturity and 2) some... time to process #but hey i guess getting ur skin melted off works too #im just glad that grace didnt die for her own girlbossing #like honesty i feel like the normal route would've been for the second in command to live on and make up for the og commander's sins #so it feels a lil odd to see this happen instead but i also dig it #anyway if i weren't a lesbian the cape + hair down + numbers over every inch of his skin thing wouldve been a Look tho #kinda Gender ngl

[strwbrymlkshake]

THE TORMENT OF TRYING TO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO SHOWS YOU COMMON DECENCY. HELP

#mine #GOD I REALLY SHOULD START A TAG ABT HIM BECAUSE IM MAKING SO MANY POSTS IN A ROW I MIGHT AS WELL TAG EM #💿 #there you go . approximately 1 (one) CD. not telling you what it stands for #onto the vent section: IUIUAHDJEHFKW #literally nothing has happened but if im alone with my thoughts enough i will convince myself we r in love –_– hatred #hes just been nicer to me i guess which is making my brain go sicko mode. hhsiwhuyugj im. <3 i seem insaner in text than i do irl #i looked at pictures of him and almost exploded im fine im fine im fine im like so extremely normal i swear to god #😐😐😐 im. my brain. fwshoo #im experiencing brain disease or something im sick in the head we have barely. BARELY barely talked yet i am still this insane #to be fair. i have talked to him more than i talked to my last delusional obsession yet im not that obsessed . but still #holds him gently. hehfuejfke. literally someone includes me into the group and treats me like a fucking human being and next thing u know #im planning our wedding basically –_– like im trying to distract myself from everything so i dont get too insane. like its a quieter insane #im less insane about love interests than i WAS but still pretty insane awhahwha. i am delusional<3 how fun #BITCH oh my god im delusional i need to be banned from thinking forever 😭 i am having so many thoughts fr my brain is soup #im obsessed but im not as obsessed as i COULD be. which is good? i guess #he just includes me in things which is nice:( i was thinking abt how he doesnt rly show affection to anyone at all. more specifically me #even if its just platonic. and i thought. would i be happy in a relationship like that? w someone who isnt obsessed with me #ans the truth is i have no idea<3 #he isnt really an affectionate guy in general. (i am psychoanalyzing him) but he is warming up to my style of appreciation i think #i feel like im analzying a minecraft youtuber or something this is how fangirls talk augh