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nerdie-faerie · 10 months
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My entire uni process since I applied three years ago has just been accompanied by a series of my parents getting pissed at me about information they made up, like how are you mad at me about stories you created
#Uni shenanigans#+Extra#personal#ace is a grumpy bean#im sorry theyve really set me off i cant even deal with my own sht without them making up a problem to be mad at me about even when im not#there like fck i already moved to the other side of the country which sure its not far but was the best i could do without a passport#im kinda dealing with all my childhood trauma right now its kinda bringing it all back for some reason#but its been like this the whole time they convince themselves they know things and then get mad about them when thats not even the case#and its not like they fcking listen to me anyway when im the one actually experiencing it and its not like i dont lie to them#i absolutely do but those arent the things they get mad about which makes it extra bizarre#like asking my dad to be my guarantor for my flat last year and i explained that it was the same as first year but instead of being#assigned random flatmates i would be with my friends and he was like 'oh you want me to be your friends guarantor and pay their rent?#im not doing it' and i was like ?? no you theyre parents have already agreed to be their guarantors were all paying separate rents for#separate rooms its the same as last year but i dont get assigned a random flatmate and you didnt pay my rent last year what#and then he started claiming he wasnt my guarantor last year but you cant rent without a guarantor as a student? and i certainly didnt#have a rental history before first year so obviously i needed one what are you on and he just kept getting pissed that i was tryna force#him to pay my friends rent its just been that kinda sht over and over for 3 years with a side of threatening my autonomy when im home#im just so tired and fcking frustrated and i just wanna lose my sht at him about it cus its not like we talk we dont have a relationship#and yet hes still finding things to have a problem with me about when i got enough to deal with as is like youre not getting money from me#right now do you want me to starve? i got grocery and laundry money and tuition thats it there aint no spare money you shouldnt have made#poor financial decisions so you could bully money out of me assuming id be home for the summer only for it to backfire cus#now you owe sht and moneys tight and i aint coming back
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 3 months
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Hope you dont mind an angsty request but
Can i request Kieran, Carmine, and Drayton see (or heard for Drayton’s part) the reader in a comatose state after taking the blow that was meant for Kieran when Terapagos went out of control. Like they, in the moment, sacrifice themself for Kieran and was somehow still standing after taking the hit but after they caught Terapagos, they immediatley fainted and havent woken up ever since.
(Btw i enjoy your posts!)
Ough this hurts, it's an absolutely devastating concept <//3
(and thank you!!!)
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Kieran
Instead of summoning your 'raidon, you shoved him aside and took the full brunt of the tera energy-infused blast, not caring what happened to you.
As long as he was safe.
He couldn't understand why you'd do this for him.
Even after going on that angry tirade about you, even after he caught Terapagos with a master ball solely to "get even" with you....you chose to save his life when you could've just saved yourself, Carmine, and Briar.
How could you be so kind and selfless to someone like him? Who's done nothing but talk about how much he envied you?
And somehow you're still standing, convincing him to fight by your side so you could both quell the legendary's fury.
Seeing the light return to his eyes made you smile as your pokemons' combined strength defeated it, with Kieran deciding to let you properly catch it.
What nobody expected, though, was for you to pass out shortly after you picked up the pokeball you used..
Your 'raidon got everybody safely out of Area Zero, but you still haven't woken up and were rushed to the hospital.
The attack left you in a comatose-like state, according to doctors, and there's no telling when you'll awaken...if ever.
There was overwhelming tera energy coming from your body, which caused any Pokémon within the room to start terastalizing themselves. So you had to be isolated, having only human visitors.
Of course, Kieran was the most devastated.
Now he might never get the chance to apologize to you..and it's all because he got obsessed with defeating you and was willing to use a dangerous legendary to do just that.
This was all his fault.
If you were to die thinking he still hated you...he'd never forgive himself.
He definitely doesn't wanna think about you reincarnating into a Phantump and haunting him for the rest of his life.
He visits as often as he can, holding your hand while he talks to you.
While he's not sure if you could even hear what he was saying, but somehow he believes you're listening.
"I went too far, [y/n]..I only ever wanted to be like you. But instead I....I-I did this to you. I did this to someone who still believed in me. Someone who still saw me as....a-as a friend..." His voice breaks, never having felt such remorse in his entire life. "I'm so, so sorry...please wake up soon."
Although he had let go of his bitterness towards you entirely, his bad sleeping/eating habits are still there, and there's not much that anybody can do to help him cope.
With every visit, he grows more desperate for a positive update on your condition, chatting with you and always ending with a plea for you to wake up.
Hell, he's even willing to become friends with Drayton again if that's what it took to see your eyes open.
When you do finally awaken after the tera energy readings have dropped to practically zero, you see Kieran asleep in the chair beside you, his hair messy and reminiscent of what it looked like a year ago.
You muster up enough strength to lightly ruffle it, and that's what makes him jerk awake, shocked.
At first he thinks he's still dreaming when he sees you're now conscious...but when the doctors confirm you're gonna make a full recovery, he just collapses into your waiting arms and sobs into your shoulder, having held back all of his tears until now.
You simply comfort him, reassuring that you didn't blame him at all.
It was you who chose to sacrifice yourself.
And you'd do it all over again.
Carmine
Seeing you take that devastating hit for her brother shocked her to her very core...and even moreso when you were still standing despite the powerful blast.
But when you pass out shortly after capturing Terapagos, she's quick to snap Briar for pushing Kieran to terastalize it, blaming her for the reason this all happened.
She doesn't care if she gets in trouble for backtalking a teacher.
Her obsession with this "hidden treasure" ended up hurting a student, someone she was supposed to protect...and now you may never wake up.
At the hospital, Carmine sometimes visits you alongside her brother, and other times the two go in separately, leaving their pokemon outside.
When it's just her, she mostly talks about how Kieran has been doing, mentioning how you literally brought the light back into his eyes and how he wasn't some battle-crazed stranger anymore.
You saved him in more ways than one, and she cries a little just thinking about that, wishing you'd wake up and see that he was willing to let go of the past.
Whether it takes days or weeks, she never stops visiting you.
What you did for her brother was noble...and something she wishes she could've been brave enough to do.
The day you finally wake up and start to remember everything, Carmine quickly tries to cover up the fact she was crying.
But when you start talking, she's quick to breakdown as she (lightly) berated you for doing something so reckless, making you swear to NEVER do that again.
Soon Kieran rushes in the moment he hears you're awake..and he starts crying, too.
You just comfort the two siblings in your groggy half-asleep state, wondering how you'll tell them that this wasn't your first near-death experience...
Drayton
All he hears is that you were involved in an accident down in Area Zero...and it feels like a punch to the gut when he learns it put you into a coma.
Now he wishes he went with you. Maybe he could've kept an eye on Kieran just in case he did anything stupid for the sake of defeating you in-battle.
But he didn't, and that's exactly what ends up happening.
Despite not knowing all the details, he 100% believes Kieran is at fault for your condition.
Even though Drayton only knew you for a short time, he cared enough to frequently visit your room, trying to stay his chill and relaxed self while he talks to you about whatever came to mind (in case you were listening, he didn't want you to worry over him).
But it gets harder with every passing day and no clear confirmation on when (and if) you'll wake up.
Carmine was afraid he was going to strangle Kieran if he saw him...
Yet whenever they so-happen to visit you at the exact same time, words are seldom exchanged between the two.
Although Drayton will often glare at him, thinking to himself "only now he's sorry?"
Even so, he doesn't verbalize it.
There's no bitter reminders of what Kieran did. No petty insults to get the other ex-champion riled up.
They just sit in silence, although seeing the tears in the younger boy's eyes and the way he holds your hand made Drayton's gaze less icy the more he saw it.
Whenever you wake up, he's one of the first to know and brought you a Dragonite plushie as a gift, relieved to see you talking, his eyes slightly stinging and a huge smile on his face.
Once you recover more, he'll ask you what you remembered of Area Zero....and becomes shocked after you explained everything that happened down there.
All this time, he thought Kieran used Terapagos to attack you directly, but to learn it actually got out of control and turned its back on him??? And you chose to push him out of the way???
Drayton isn't sure if you're brave or dumb, but he's glad you're okay now.
When Kieran comes in, he leaves you both be to update the Elite Four, although he'll be back to help you on the long road to recovery.
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genderkoolaid · 1 month
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something ive noticed as a very effeminate trans masc that dresses pretty androgynous & has been on hrt for many years is that the status of being a "dangerous man" can and will be placed on you (ime most often by cis white women) whenever expressing any kind of negative feelings. if i told friends of mine - even queer ones - that something they did hurt my feelings or made me upset, i was suddenly a dangerous man or a (man)ipulator or whatever - even if i didn't raise my voice. the very fact that i am unhappy combined with my proximity to manhood makes me a supposed threat in their eyes.
a couple years ago i had a group of cis girl friends. they would constantly pull me into women's bathrooms n such so i wouldn't be left behind saying its fine its fine bc im one of the girls (gender neutral) but then as soon as i was upset about something i was suddenly a dangerous man who needed to stay out of women's spaces,,,, despite the fact that of the 4 of us, the girl who joined after me was the one spreading this shit around my friend group so... how was i encroaching on womens spaces if i was there before her and i was invited in? luckily one of my friends told me that the other two were plotting to kick me out of my friend group on the sole basis of my proximity to manhood so i at least knew why they were suddenly treating me like shit
its just.. i cant understand why people dont think trans mascs and trans men are discriminated against when they literally said it was my "toxic man energy" that made them want me out WHILE ALSO being the ones convincing me to go into womens spaces bc they wanted to go somewhere and didnt wanna have to leave me behind & like i said im extremely effeminate and faggy and also NONBINARY so i dont understand what "man energy" they were talking about other than the fact that im on testosterone and thinking testosterone = man is just transphobic no matter how you try to twist it
but my taking testosterone was never a problem or made me evil or scary when they wanted me to go with them into women-only (&nonbinary too i guess unless youre amab (and they can tell) or been on testosterone for too long) spaces, it was only a problem when they wanted 1. a reason to criticise me relentlessly, borderline bullying or 2. a reason to dismiss any of my concerns or criticisms of their treatment of me
all of that, to me, is transandrophobia point blank. i dont know what else you could call it other than transphobia, but transphobia doesn't address any of the very blatant and obvious connection of how my transness affects their perception of my proximity to manhood and how that affected the situation
God that sucks. I'm sorry you went through that.
You make a very good point. This is why I don't want to define transandrophobia/ATM as just transphobia and misogyny directed at transmascs. I still think transunity theory is a really valuable way of looking at transphobia & its important to me that we are vocal about how masculine tropes are weaponized against trans people by cis people on the regular because of how we are positioned in relation to gender. Too many people think the that the only thing wrong with saying trans people have "dangerous male energy" is that its misgendering. So trans people who choose to associate themselves with manhood are left in the trash by the people who should know best how much being made out to be a Dangerous Male Invader hurts!
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fairuzfan · 10 days
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why do so many liberal zionists add "non-palestinian" in front of "non-jewish" whenever they complain about antizionists and insist that all the palestinians are just offscreen agreeing with them about the real way to peace? do they not realize palestinians have social media accounts or are they just banking on everyone else also isolating themselves in a zionist echo chamber with no actual palestinians to contradict them? bc theyre not convincing anyone who knows that every single palestinian on here and online in general fucking hates them. like i know it's a rhetorical darvo to paint antizionism as a privileged western gentile position of ppl that can't possibly understand the complex issue who just want to hate Bad Jews but its so insane to see them rbing literal palestinians to call them raging antisemites and then the next post is about how every palestinian actually supports a two state solution and condemns hamas and this is spearheaded by "western tankie gentiles"
i havent been like interacting with zionists or looking at their blogs these past couple months because i can't take that much anger in my life anymore and ive come to the point where it doesn't matter what they say they're seriously intellectually dishonest and useless. the people who listen to them and agree with them have a vested interest in keeping the state of israel functioning and if they wanna pretend its for "peace" go right ahead but dont pretend like youre the authority on these things lol. in general ive only taken to reblogging zionist additions to my posts to let people know to block.
it might be the latest zionist strategy of saying "non palestinians and nonjews" to reinforce the idea that its an "internal" issue (which its not to be clear) and they proceed to ignore the fact that palestinians are begging people to get involved to help them. but whatever! the people who are convinced by them at this point are people who genuinely dont care about palestinians at all and i am not willing to argue with them on this.
i will say, zionists on here have become more brazenly pro-fascist! either in interacting with fascists or letting fascist speak in their spaces or even just defending them under the guise of "defending jews" (think of the bingo blocklist. they're still at it btw, the bingo board, but like i have yet to see a single person on the zionist side of tumblr at all admonish the idea of the bingo at all which is telling in itself.) anyways these people are disgusting and selfish and like i say, i abhor selfishness more than anything.
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crestiliafem · 3 months
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the world is becoming more pornified, and this is not only harming young women who are being easily influenced by these beliefs, but female celebrities.
to stay relevant you need to go to an important event practically naked at least once in your career, with just a mesh dress and nude panties, nipple coverings are optional.
we're losing our dignity, you're losing your dignity in the name of what you've been convinced is empowerment, but if power requires you to keep pleasing a specific group of people to keep it, then is it even power?
how does one feel after that? how does one feel during the events? bare for everyone to see, smiling for pictures and paparazzi. what diets do you go on to look like that? how are you convinced that's confidence?
you wanna know what makes this all the more bitter? men are still fully dressed.
they are still in their basic suits, black and white, or maybe colorful suits, but that's as far as your average male celebrity goes. they dont even need to smile for the cameras, just stare.
and of course that puts them in a position where they dont get the same criticism as women, they are covered, they still have their dignity, you cant criticize their bodies because you cant see them.
but you can see everything of a female celebrity, you can criticize every vulnerable part of her and all she can do is just sit in her home, unable to do anything to stop it.
the only way these rules dont apply is when it comes to gay men and lesbians.
because gay men humiliate themselves in the name of art, and lesbians are mostly allowed to wear comfortable clothes to these events, because their fanbase isn't mostly men.
what does that tell you?
its basic supply and demand, mens brains are becoming more porn-rotten, their favorite female celebrities need to keep up with that to stay relevant.
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hypnoneghoul · 2 months
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okay this is the one topic I will go on anon for, dont mind me.
anyway, seeing as we have a kind of piss thing going on (a trickle if you will god Im sorry)
what about rain convincing the others to just, completely soak him in a gold shower. like think bukkake but piss. I would love to see it with everyone but if also understand if you dont want to do that, in that case choose who you think are best for the scenario. and if you dont wanna write it at all thats also perfectly fine pls dont feel like you have to!
bestie the noise that escaped my mouth when i saw that... yeah
700 words, what it says in the ask so bukkake but piss, rain x all the boys with transmasc dew, bit of p in v
Rain is a freak. He may not seem like one, but he is and all the pack knows it all too well. Each and every one of them was a subject of his… fantasies so many times it was uncountable at this point, whether he was doing something to them or asking them to do something to him.
One of Rain’s favorites was when it was the others’ turn to do something to him. All of them, preferably.
It started with a good old fashioned orgy. A sex party, if you will, though this time the ghoulettes kept away, letting the boys to their own devices. The ghouls locked themselves in Rain’s room hours ago and only noises that kept spilling out of there were an indicator of them still being alive and well. Maybe not too well.
The party was slowly coming to an end. Its grand finale. Everyone had taken a cock and everyone’s cock was taken. Nearly everyone had cum, at least twice. All the sexual tension of the day was dissipating. They were getting tired, but it was still not over.
Rain was still waiting.
He was engaging alright; he’d eaten Dewdrop out, rode Mountain and fucked Phantom, but as they all kept cumming, he didn’t. Not once.
“Fuck…” Swiss sighed as he was coming down from his fourth orgasm of the night, this one inside Dewdrop’s cunt. “This is fun, but I don’t think anyone’s got more in ‘em.”
“I second this,” Aether grumbled from under Phantom. “Got your fill, Tadpole?”
“Ugh. Fine.” Everyone chuckled at Rain’s dramatic eye roll. The water ghoul truly was insatiable, but if he wanted his plan to be followed through, he’d have to agree to do it now. Otherwise he’d have to milk it out of them all asleep, which… he wouldn’t entirely mind, neither would they, but it wasn’t the plan. Rain crawled out of Mountain’s lap and to the middle of the room, settling on his knees.
“You sure you don’t wanna move to the shower?” Phantom asked, still a bit concerned. He did take part in Rain’s… play time more than once, but this particular type of action was his first. 
“Don’t you worry about it, bug,” Swiss scoffed. “He’s got it.”
“Come here,” the water ghoul all but growled at nobody in particular. All of them, really. “Soak me, make me cum.”
They didn’t need any further encouragement.
With some groans and hisses all of them made their way over to kneeling Rain, taking their positions all around him. So simple, yet so powerful. Only Dewdrop waited, sitting at the edge of the bed and staring Rain down with fire in his eyes. As usual, the best part was his.
“Come on,” the water ghoul spat out once more and without further ado, the ghouls looked at each other and got even closer. Rain was opening his mouth again but instead of words, a high pitched moan left it when Mountain’s piss hit his chest. Then Aether on his back, Swiss on his right, Phantom on his left.
Rain was completely blissed out, shuddering and moaning, hands gripping his thighs, as he was being absolutely showered in hot piss. His red cock was rock hard and leaking, waiting for the slightest of touches to make him burst, cum so hard he’d black out. He couldn’t hear the noises others were making, in awe of their packmate so filthy. 
As all the streams were slowly dying out, Dewdrop stepped in. Finally.
He straddled Rain’s lap and the water ghoul’s eyes snapped open. Before he could register what was going on, Dewdrop slammed himself all the way down onto his cock, his wet and stretched out cunt swallowing Rain up to the very hilt with no issue.
Debauched moans rang out from both of them and the fire ghoul rolled his hips exactly once before letting go with a sigh and pissing all over Rain’s cock, balls and thighs. Rain wailed, then, jaw going slack and head falling backwards as he shook all over and cummed deep inside Dewdrop, some of his copious amounts of cum leaking out and mixing with the other’s piss, still trickling out.
Now, Rain was satiated.
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xwiedzmax · 3 months
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Icarus thoughts go brr
So like. Icarus' house is more wacked, the walls, frame and some of the floor changed (the redstone looks like the Quixis symbol which i find interesting), even stuff outside. But.. Icarus doesnt think about what Fables doing meant for Quixis, for the Worldport. Beacuse im sure it hurt Quixis. Quixis has tried to hold the wack so it doesnt get out of control, if i remember correctly. now, im sure Icarus' house will get more and more wacked, because Quixis wont be able to control it as much. after all that Icarus has done, they still care, so i think they wont spread the wack intentionally, but im sure they have more important worries, with Worldport most likely being even more hurt. Fable looked inside the multiverse, he saw the power, probably saw the Worldport, he knows what power Icarus has within them. how powerful is the multiverse, how powerful is Quixis. Icarus's train of thought is something. they are mad at us, the things, because we're trying to get them to believe us. saying that Fable is bad, to not lie about what happened to Centross and Fable. we're trying to tell them what we think is right, they want to believe what they think is right. and even though they say that theyre not like they were before, they act very much like it. "its for their own good", weve heard that before, it didnt end well. saying that "they didnt know what they were doing before".. but theyre not exactly thinking straight right now either. theyre following their goal, trying to prove that what theyre doing is right. sounds familiar doesnt it? theyre very much bad at hiding their lies, Rae noticed it, which im glad about. we're gonna get more angsty eye duo times with what Rae saw in todays lore, which is gonna be interesting to see. Icarus convincing themselves theyre right, siding with the enemy, Rae wanting to help everyone, knowing who the evil one is. a small note i find interesting, most of the things want to try to convince Icarus that theyre wrong, that Fable is evil. my lil exp lvl lad, (Expyr) who i hold in my lil hands, doesnt wanna do that. they sure have their opinions about both Fable and Icarus' actions, but theyre on their 'i told you, dont come crying when you see youre wrong' arc. in like the most /lh way possible. i simply hold the chat personas in my lil hands, chat having part in lore and being able to talk to the characters is such a cool concept
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ballpitbee · 4 months
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Dying to know more about the details between Dana and Winston if you've got 'em. :0 Poor lil' guys...
OHHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN.
I have this silly plot going on in my head where Winston gets saved and given help to get himself together and happier. Though his glitching and stutter cant be fixed, and hes ultimately wounded by the situation he was in- hes a lot happier and finding peace with it all in his own way. (Hes still convinced the company needs him and all he needs is to 'talk to' his 'bosses' and theyll have been worried and let him right back in. Hes in denial... just a tad)
But if he ever met Dana... there would be... so much contention. I dont think either of them would dislike each other at all.
But I think Winston would be devestated learning he got replaced so easily, by someone who looks so much like him. Someone who didnt go through what he has and is more put together and well built and successful. And I think Dana would feel horribly guilty and a little sick to realise 1. that she replaced someone in such unfortunate circumstances and 2. that the same could end up to themselves if something were to happen.
Both of them kinda reflecting on how... corrupt things can be.
I HAVE MORE about Danas origins being a skelecog who was built by a company seperate from the big one but abandoned, half built with only her radio head solidly made- after the company went bust. She was found and became a radio star after 'charme-ing' (lol) her way to the position. And after she was hired by Cogs.Inc he was under the impression that they 'saved' him and hed never be left behind to rot again. (All taken from the fact her canonical dislikes includes 'confined spaces') I just think that giving her a parallel to Winston; Dana was originally left in the dark and then 'saved' by the company, as compared to Winston who was built for it and was later abandoned would be super interesting to explore.
THOUGH I DONT WANNA MAKE IT TOO DARK OF COURSE. I just love exploring characters like this :3 I have like mental analysis' and headcanons for so many characters i should really make a document SHDGHSDG
THANKS FOR ASKIN!
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hiiiiiii do you have fun ghoul thoughts its 4am and ive read. everything in his tag 8 timss
IVE GOT YOU DUDE HERES SOME RANDOM GHOUL THOUGHTS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD
-he's an extremely good negotiator and handles most of the price haggling when the four go to the market
-at heart he's a storyteller, and is insanely good at making things up on the fly because of it. whether it's an epic bedtime story for the girl or a bulletproof lie to get out of a situation, he can come up with the most detailed stories ever on the spot. party's also a really good storyteller, and the two play off each other a lot. they love fucking with strangers by plaything this game where one will star telling a supposedly true story and they take turns adding increasingly outlandish and wild details while still trying to convince the stranger that its all real
-ghoul and kobra best fucking friends forever and ever and ever in like a "girl bestfriends from a cheesy teen movie who are a little bit in love with each other" kind of way. they are so so so Stupid and do the absolute dumbest, most dangerous shit together "just cuz", and then once they're done they'll go back inside and like. sleepover in each others rooms and make blanket forts that no one else is allowed in and kobra will brain ghoul's hair and ghoul will make up ghost stories and maybe sometimes (often) they end up kissing just a bit lolz
-on an entirely different note! ghoul has suuuuuuch bad abandonment issues and actually firmly believes himself to be unlovable. and its not that he thinks the others are lying when they say they love him- he knows they don't secretly hate him or anything like that. but he also knows deep down in his gut that he is at a fundamental level not capable of being loved, so whatever emotion they do feel for him is obviously just one they're confusing for love bc they like ghoul and dont want to hurt his feelings by letting themselves admit otherwise. duh. obviously.
-actually you wanna know what the nail in the coffin is, the thing that finally fucking convinces him that maybe he's not actually some horrible unlovable monster? yeah that's right it's the girl. there's just something about the awestruck, starry eyed way she looks at him when he's telling her stories or she'd watching him work that makes him think maybe she knows what she's talking about when she says she loves him.
-he's a drummer in my brain., and he builds his own kit out of random scraps and found parts and shit
-he absolutely fucking loves dancing and literally drags people onto the dancefloor with him at parties
-he and jet love making bracelets together, and he's always on the lookout for little trinkets and metal bits and shit that he can turn into beads for charms for them
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spider-starry · 2 years
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Kiss Me Better
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About: Steven Grant x AFAB! Reader
Author's Note: I wrote this because I'm in pain, and I want Steven Grant to tell me it's going to be okay.
Character: Steven Grant, You, and Mentions of Marc Spector
Summary: Your period is coming, and Steven comes home to check on you.
Warning: Mentions of orgasms. But the reader gave it to themselves before the events of the story. Angst but with a happy ending.
Word Count: 394 (It's short but It's sweet.)
Steven was startled to find out that you called off from work. You enjoyed your job at the library very much, and hearing through a close friend that you weren’t there for the day made your boyfriend rather anxious. Not to mention you hadn’t responded to any of his texts. You hadn’t even read them. This worried the sweet wannabe museum tour guide.
This is why he found himself rushing to your shared apartment during his lunch break. He was expecting a terrible scene, one that Marc had convinced him was inevitable. Yet to find your shared apartment normal somewhat calmed Steven. Though he couldn’t help but investigate. Seeing you in bed made his heartache. You had whimpered in pain and in your eyes were wet tears. It was absolutely heartbreaking to the sweet man who loved you deeply. Steven embraced you and did his best to calm you down. Once your whimpers subsided, he asked what was the matter.
“It’s stupid.” You whispered. Steven never thought anything you did was stupid. You were his everything. You were the light in his dark and stormy life.
“Try me.”
“I’m on my period… We’ll I’m about to be on my period. And even though I took pain killer. I gave my self a orgasm. And I’ve been using a heating pad. Nothing is working. The pain won’t stop. It’s so stupid. I’ve been having periods for more than fifteen years. You’d think I wouldn’t have to call off sick because of this.”
Steven brushed your hair and stared at you lovingly. He hated that you were in pain. He hated that he couldn’t fully understand. He hated that nothing was changing for you. He wanted you to feel unstoppable. He wanted you happy.
Steven kissed your forehead and said this. “I’m going to call Donna at work. And tell her I’m having a family emergency. And after I hang up let’s watch baking shows and drink tea.”
“Steven! You can’t just call off work because of me?!”
Steven laughed and simply replied. “Screw work. You’re happiness is more important. And if holding you tightly and kissing can possibly take away you pain then it will all be worth it in the end.”
With tears in your eyes, you lunged forward and whispered. “I don’t deserve you, Steven Grant.”
Steven kissed you, and between those sweet kisses, he told you that you deserved the world.
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"ugh, everything is autistic nowadays!"
yes. no, you're right. not EVERYTHING is autistic, but there are a LOT more things that fall under the spectrum than people originally thought.
And its not because its "trendy." its because of science. As science digs deeper and society becomes more accepting, we find more and more aspects of people that fit under that Neurodivergent umbrella. So yeah, "everything is autistic" is, although exaggerated, correct. and thats a good thing. the more we discover the more we can understand and help shape the world to fit those needs.
There are so many people in the world who fall under that spectrum that never realize it because they haven't been exposed to the science yet. And the second you point it out they deny it because "thats normal"
No,,, that's normal to YOU. because if you have it then youve had it your whole life and thus is YOUR normal.
And if you still think its normal because everyone around you acted the same then guess what? They're ND too. 1, its a lot more common than people wanna admit, and 2, ND people gravitate towards other ND people. so if you think its normal because everyone you hung out around acted the same, its because you sensed that as an ND individual. Additionally, being on the spectrum is often genetic, so if you think its normal because your family thinks its normal, i got some news for ya.
Basically as things become more accepted we start seeing it a lot more often in the world. And ive seen a lot of people (older generations mostly) complain that we are making "everything autistic" when in reality thats just how it is. Not every little thing is neurodivergent, but its more common than they'd like to think it is.
Additionally, same thing with the queer community.
"Everyone is gay nowadays, its a trend!"
Its not a trend and lemme explain to ya why.
1: acceptance. We dont live in a perfect world and Queer communities still aren't safe. However, they are a lot safer than they were, say, 50 years ago. And as communities become more accepting, more people that fall under those categories feel safe enough to show themselves. There are just as many gay people as there were 50 years ago, you're just seeing more because they actually are safe enough to show it publicly. And thats coming from our current society which still isnt THAT safe. In another 30 or so years, HOPEFULLY, the world will be even MORE accepting and we'll see even MORE queer people.
2: information. With acceptance comes new knowledge. New science on the subjects and more access to that information learned. There are many people, today and in the past, who are Queer and just never realized it because they didnt have the information accessible to learn about it. (Same with people being Neurodivergent. so many people who are who just dont know because they never got taught.) I've heard so many stories of moms and grandmas expressing "every girl wants to kiss girls!" when in reality they are sapphic and just dont know. Ive heard so many stories of parents expressing "my spouse is the only one ive ever wanted to have sex with. nobody else sparked it, and even now i dont ever really think about it" and they are in fact on the asexual spectrum. So many people who feel slightly out of place and try to convince themselves its normal, when in reality its NOT normal. But guess what? that's okay. its okay to not be normal. because the more we accept the not normal, the more normal it becomes.
and 3: everything is a trend. Being gay or ND isnt a stand-alone trend because EVERYTHING becomes a trend at some point. yes, i myself have witnessed many people who are not queer pretend to be queer, and many people who are not ND pretend to be ND. but that happens with EVERYTHING! new clothing trends come out, last a year, and die. New songs get popular, trend on every tiktok video for a while, and then never again. And new ideas get thrown into society's shared brain, and people hook onto them for a while. Yes there are a lot of people who ARENT queer or ND and just claim to be as a trend. The same as how there are many people who go through a gothic phase in their teens. Im not saying that them claiming to be queer or ND as a trend is OKAY, but i AM saying that you shouldn't look down upon these "trending" communities because every single community has that happen to them. No, being gay is not a trend. Yes, some people make it a trend, but just because a few people do it on purpose, it doesnt erase the thousands of people who had to be that way.
Additionally, there are many people who aren't Gay or ND that think they may be, go through a phase saying they are, and then later discover they were wrong. and thats okay too! because they are expirimenting. we are living social beings, we expiriment as a part of life. If someone thinks they may be one way, tries it out, and then later realizes they were wrong, thats perfectly fine. because how else would they find out? Ever turned your nose to some weird food your parents gave you that you've never had before and they say "How do you know you hate it if you've never tried it?" Exact same gimmick. You may be able to use context clues to figure out if it works for you, but you may never truly be sure until you get in there and TRY IT. And if you're wrong that is okay, it doesn't change your identity it all. In fact, it confirms it even more.
All in all i just wanted to ramble a bit. i keep seeing old kooks complain about how all these new things are trendy, when in reality, they're just finally becoming socially accepted as normal after all this time.
Love you all. Big hugs and kisses to all my fellow NDs and/or queers!
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(part 2. now featuring me rambling about a Modern Triguns hc i have)
okay so im Native American and i do think, in my hc (not yours. wanna reiterate that i am saying this for Fun Conversation and not to convince you of shit), i really like the idea of Vash and Knives being either surrounded by Indigenous American influence (people who are non-Indigenous can live on our reservations, maybe Rem is Indigenous and is cross-racially fostering them, i dunno) or Vash and Knives are white-passing Indigenous Americans themselves (i say "white-passing" bc i know their creator is Japanese but also Vash and Knives are pale-skinned, blue-eyed, blond boys so im assuming they are white? but some Japanese people could be mixed, that's true. i dont know enough about Trigun to know ethnicity canon/fanon, i just know "ah!!! they might be blond and blue-eyed, but i see Me in them!" so. headcanon. anyway)
and i say that bc a huge part of a pan-Indigenous culture (not that we are a monolith to generalize, theres so many fucking tribes and specific tribal cultures, but you get what i mean) is focused on the enviroment and our interconnectedness to it, ontop of our history of being genocided against up until the last Indian Residential School closed down in 2007 and we had our right to practice our culture given to us in 1978 (so 1978 is actually when American achieved religious-freedom) and now we are facing various Indigenous protective laws being disbanded in the U.S.-- it's easy for any marginalized group, esp ethnicities, to see relatability in the Plants. like, the Americas were founded with the blood of Black and Indigenous people. but also many other cultures have faced similar experiences. so i do think its easy to project any marginalized culture that has suffered onto Plants. its just also cool to be like "yo, my culture is very much based on protecting and understanding the enviroment, and this fictional group is called PLANTS? hell yeah, easy projection" but like. we arent the only culture that does that. so i dont think Indigenous Americans are special any form of projecting ourselves with Plants/Trigun. i just also AM Indigenous American and also AM projecting. so. im biased
and i am, in fact, doubly biased bc my Indigenous American father was a BIG fan of westerns, something Knives loves. my dad loved them bc He Is Very Old (im talking "my dad was 60, close to 70 when i was born" old. my mother is his second wife and they met when she was 40. so i was "wow thats late to have a baby, but not SUPER dangerous") and, though things have gotten slightly better since he was my age but uh.. the reason why he liked old westerns so much was because that WAS the only place where he could see people like him on-screen. even tho they died half the time. and were often racist. highly recommend the documentary "Reel Injun" if you would like a summary on how Indigenous people have been depicted on film, it is very funny for a documentary lmao but anyway, yes, this does also mean my dad was a Twilight fan. he watches those movies all the time (even tho they are ALSO racist against us, but its still really funny to say my dad is a Twi-hard lmao). and my dad wasnt alone in being like that, a LOT of Indigenous people my age (mid-20s) grew up with old western movies and whatnot bc it was the only representation we had for a long time, even moreso for any generation older than us. i can still hear "John Wayne's Teeth Hey-a, Hey-Hey-a" a'la the 90s movie, Smoke Signals, being chanted in my mind lmao
so Knives' lil "bang, bang" and how much he loved old west content made me feel especially seen lmao so i like the idea of him and Vash either being raised in an Indigenous culture by Indigenous people or being Indigenous themselves and being raised by Indigenous people. it brings me joy ♡ especially the latter, bc, tho im not blond and blue-eyed, i am white-passing. people assume i am white until i "out" myself (im also queer, i label myself as Two-Spirited actually, so i am using the verbage "out" knowingly lmao). i grew up hating my pale skin and my monolingual tongue, because that meant i looked like a colonizer and spoke the colonizer's langauge (and i, unfortunately, dont have the kind of brain that absorbs second languages well. at all. damn you auditory processing disorder lmao rip). i wanted to look more like my Indigenous relatives, and less like my white mother who married into our culture. and i see Knives' hatred of Plants' oppressors, and with the modern au and my hc of Indigentity and my personal history of struggling with self-hatred, and i see reflections of myself in him
and like. Knives' desire to kill all humans isnt translatable in a contemporary context, really. i dunno what job i would want my hc of him to have. you could argue he would be on the side of the extremeists in protesting, But Equating A Genocidal Character To A Contemporary Protestor feels.. bad lmao thats an understatement. but like. yeah, i do hc my personal modern au Knives to be a Land Back protestor, and i think Vash would agree actually. but im biased bc i support that movement too lmao i think the fact that Knives is so untranslatable to a modern context in all his variety adds to the tragedy of the Trigun/Trimax/Trigun Stampede/what-have-you narrative. i think modern au Knives might be antagonistic and a nag (or i could empathize with seeing him as modern cult-leader, tho thats irrelevant to this conversation. just bc i can empathize with it, doesnt mean i would ever create content of it or have it as my hc. cults are serious stuff people shouldnt trivialize and i dont have any experience with them, but if people want to vent out their feelings about cults using a modern Knives au?? i can understand that, im using him to project and vent too afterall lmao) to his brother, maybe be estranged, but overall i think the rift between them would be easier to breach than in the canon
i just find modern au Knives to, at least have the capacity to be, more sympathetic than his canon counterparts in all their variancies. he's fun to stretch around and play with lol
anyway, thanks for making a space where i felt welcomed to talk about Trigun modern hcs with you. i cant wait to see what you make. and, again, this was NOT an endorsement for you to follow me at all in this hc, i completely get (1) people have their own hcs of what Knives and Vash's ethnicities may be in a contemporary world and (2) that other people's modern au stories might not even feature disclosing an ethnicity. i just loved your excitement and wanted to spend part 1 engaging with you with your possible hcs, and part 2 sharing mine. i hope i worded all of this in a way that makes sense. thank you again ♡
Ooh, I really love your hcs! I'm always a little hesitant to do any in-depth headcanoning about the intricacies of racial minorities because I'm a very white person myself (a quarter Korean technically, but a blue-eyed blondie nonetheless), so it's really cool to read in-depth and interesting takes from people who obviously have a better scope on the ins and outs than I would!
I agree that Knives's genocidal nature isn't really easy to translate to a modern era. He's a tough guy to nail down! In my head at least, he's more of a nihilistic environmentalist while Vash is an optimistic one. I see him working in a very white-coat, laboratory, scientific field when it comes to conservation, he just strikes me as a scientist type. Him and Vash don't always see eye to eye on everything, and oftentimes he thinks he has to protect Vash because his brother is far too forgiving to the world, no matter how cruel it's been to him. But Vash doesn't want to be coddled either, he's not naive. He's making a conscious effort every day to choose to see the good in the world around them, and for one reason or another Nai just can't wrap his head around that.
He still loves his westerns though, I'm definitely keeping that. Nai was glued to Vash's stream when he was playing through Red Dead Redemption 2, no matter how much he says he doesn't care for video games.
I really liked reading your headcanons too, so thanks for reaching out! If you ever end up wanting to write anything longform that takes place in your modern AU, be sure to link it to me!
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itchthefriendlyghost · 10 months
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Gonna ask a lot of things at once gonna try to be as concise as possible;
1: favorite episode (or just like a top 5, either season or both)
2: favorite line of dialogue/quote
3: please tell me more about the au where Molly's being mind controlled it's driving me insane /pos
(you can answer that last one at a different time if the post gets too long if you want)
Nah, I'll answer it now (The AUs still in a very early state and I like being mysterious so it probably won't be that long (future note: it is))
Anyway, onto the questions.. (reminder that I did not proofread this so uh)
1- I enjoy like.. almost all TGaMM episodes but if I had chose one as my favorite, it would probably be Innocent Till Proven Ghostly (actually it would definitely be Innocent Till Proven Ghostly becausE THIS EPISODE IS SO GOOD I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY ITS JUST PERFECT I LOVE THIS EPISODE!!!!!!!!!! WATCH THIS EPISODE!!! GO DO IT RIGHT NO-) but The Don't-Gooder, I Wanna Dance With Some-Ollie and Home is Where the Haunt is are a close second, third and forth.
2- "See? I'm not going anywhere.." TEARING UP IN MY MIND RN, CRYING EVEN (Also, I'm pretty sure you mean like in the show but "W-When did it stop hurting to think about them?" "It didn't.." from your fic made me feel the same way)
3- Honestly I wasn't expecting for you guys to care about that AU as much as yall are but it's been a pleasant surprise.
I don't know where to really start talking about it but I feel like the most logical place would be The Curse, since it's different here. Unlike the show, it's not just "Scratch comes to Molly everytime she says his name", It's.. alot worse than that..
You know that one line Molly said, "Because we've got a bond so deep, it touches my soul"? Yeah... So, in this AU, Scratch accidentally did give him and Molly a bond so deep, it actually touches their souls.
In addition to Molly being able to summon Scratch whenever she likes, they can both semi-control eachothers feelings (Molly gets really happy over something, Scratch can't help but feeling (at least deep down) the same, Scratch gets angry about feeling like that, Molly does aswell (This only works if their both in the human world or both in the ghost world btw!!!! they have a deep bond but it doesn't transcend dimensions))
Now you may see, this could be a pretty big problem, even if it feels like suggestions on how to feel instead of completely changing their tone all together, and if you did see, good see because you are right..
This is a problem, and both Molly and Scratch realise this is problem, and they also come up with the same way to fix it (no way!!!)..
Try and convince the other to convert to their point of view. (convert doesn't sound like the right word to use here but I can't think of anything else at the moment)
Molly trys this the easy way, she drags him around, making him do the things she enjoys, hoping that in time, he will start to turn around..
Scratch though.. well, he has more to gain than Molly with changing her mind so, he trys harder than Molly.
You see, my spoinky woinky boinky, Scratch, not only gets to take control of his life again but he also gets fame and power in the ghost world (Say what you will about his tactics, a ghost being able to turn even the most optimistic of people into the living embodiment of misery is quite impressive)
So, he drives her away from her friends, projects his own insecures onto her, basically manipulates her into becoming what he wants her to be.. and in the process, they both start to lose themselves..
...
That's all I'm going to share right now, I'm actually in class so uhh I'm going to get a good education now bye-bye!!!
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hella1975 · 2 years
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heyyy hellaa, please tell us your favorite fics of all time, from any fandom, because i wanna know what makes your brain go vroom !!
WOULD LOVE TO OKAY:
haikyuu:
three sheets to the wind by fairycake - we have sakuatsu we have found family we have pirates we have a surprisingly coherent balance of plot and fun times we have a prank war we have miya twins content we have idiotic background sunaosa we have PIRATES there is literally nothing to dislike here when i read the description of this fic i thought it would just be dumbassery but it wound up being so much more and i got so attached so quickly and the ending was just so heartfelt if i could read this again for the first time i would
burden of blame by deathbelle - OUGH the writing of this one is just. jesus christ. atsumu's characterisation? kiyoomi's characterisation? protective miya twins? the miya twins interactions themselves? if you took away the yakuza angle id be CONVINCED this was all canon bc the author just Gets the characters. maybe my fav sakuatsu fic ever
the courtship ritual of the hercules beetle by kittebasu - iwaoi have entered the chat!!! one thing about me is i LOVE a good recurring metaphor, but a super niche one when you can tell the author knows their shit? respectfully i am drooling. this fic is just so raw and real and it really hit home for me and even to this day when i see it im all !!!!!! a must-read for anyone in the haikyuu fandom
jaywalkers by batman - multi-ship but im gonna say it was more gen for me than anything idk if that's just bc none of my big ships were in there (aside bokuaka <3) or if i just latched onto the gen aspects but yeah u really dont need to ship any of the couples in this to absolutely be blown away by this. like holy fucking shit. this is my last haikyuu rec but it is also my first and quite possibly my favourite fic of all time. if you read anything from this whole list, read jaywalkers. i have never had a fic impact me the way this did and ive never come back to a fic so many times as i have this one bc im very much one of those people that once ive read something i dont get much enjoyment from rereading it no matter how much i like it. but idk something about jaywalkers has me in a complete fucking chokehold and has done since i read it over a year ago. the way this author writes is just so effortlessly human? like it's funny and realistic and messy and in-character and BECAUSE it's got so much dumbassery it really hits you out of nowhere when the deeper shit comes in, but it still works perfectly. ive never seen a writer so perfectly capture humanity before. whenever im struggling to flesh characters out, i return to this work and see all the effortless ways this author does that, whether it be through kei's headphones or kuroo's hair or oikawa's chameleon or every tiny tiny detail that is important enough to warrant a mention bc it's what makes these characters real. im just. god. yeah. also the final author's notes actually made me tear up
jujutsu kaisen:
found in translation by hiraethia - kai kai kai kai. GOD all of kai's fics absolutely gut me but this one just really stuck with me. kai's got such a specific writing style where she just makes really poignant and beautiful metaphors flow very easily, so it's never jarringly deep until you actually take a second to think about what you just read and you're like what the fuck and then it very much IS that deep, and that means kai gets a perfect balance of fluff and fun as well as just heart-wrenching tear your hair out kind of angst, which ofc works perfectly for satosugu
two drifters, off to see the world by quietkids - you have to have a pretty strong stomach when it comes to angst if you're gonna ship satosugu and id say i qualify for that and i also very very very rarely cry over fics, but my god something about this fic just destroyed me. im too scared to read it again. i cannot even comprehend how devastated i was upon finishing this like it wasn't even the gross loud sobbing kind of devastated it was just this awful ache that followed me around for DAYS and that takes so so so much talent any and all kudos go to this author. the thing about college-era satosugu fics that anhialates me so much is the helplessness of it. it's all so tragic and 'there is no other version of this story'. you watch them try so hard to make it work and every time without fail you know it all goes wrong anyway, the love was there but it wasn't enough. and somehow this author just grabbed that sentiment and put it into words and i just. OW
at the end of the world by freckledgeto - hi two of the bestest jjk writers are my mutuals and im bragging about it. alia wrote the itafushi (+first year trio friendship) roadtrip au specifically to hurt me im sure of it. not to get into the incredible writing parallels of jjk, but just like their predecessors, itafushi is all about that helplessness, the knowledge of how this is going to end and still trying to fight it, but while satosugu is usually very deep and dark and heavy, itafushi are the younger, fresher version, and alia writes to accommodate that so seamlessly. it's fun and silly and they're so clearly KIDS in it, and it makes it all the more heartbreaking when it stops being so fun and silly. specifically itadori's character is done beautifully in this fic, but also megumi's characterisation gave me an entire new angle on him that id never had before. the whole thing makes me want to punch a wall
atla:
where the stars do not take sides by witchofendor - honestly any fic by this author is always so well-thought out like the worldbuilding is always INCREDIBLE, but i just lovedddd this fire siblings in this and just the whole concept of it. this is my canon. i actually really want to reread this fic when i get a chance
blue by blacklipscurse - this will always always be THE zukka fic in my opinion like just JKSHGKJSHDGJH i miss when this was updating. the zuko characterisation in this is beautiful zuko and iroh's relationship is beautiful but also one thing that really stuck with me from this fic is the fire nation girls' characterisation? like ive NEVER seen a fic get azula like this but also TY LEE really stuck out to me. like she WOULD be so terrifying with her cheerfulness while she literally attacked you and this is the first time i actually felt that
feels like we only go backwards by oldpotatoe - RUBY WE MISS YOU <3 the writing of this fic is absolutely exceptional like there's a reason this fic gets so much hype. the angst? the romance? the slowburn? the falling in love twice over? the sokka and katara moments? give it to me straight into my veins pls
ozymandias king of kings by think_of_a_wonderful_thought - the first zukka fic i ever read and it's really stuck with me. ive said before but this fic really inspired me and is the reason a lot of taob is the way that it is. i LOVE zuko's characterisation in this bc he's different to canon but in a way that makes perfect sense with the divergence we're given. i also really liked hakoda in this? like not that he was being mean to zuko but just that the author wasnt scared to make him a good leader in a REALISTIC way, aka very cynical towards a fire nation prince. you'd think it would be obvious but people get very aggy when you're mean to zuko lol
salvage by muffinlance - obligatory mention <3 beloved fic <3 what to say about salvage that hasn't been said before. it's just an absolute staple of the atla fandom and CREATED its own trope that i very much capitalised off. i just think the whole concept is so so brilliant and it's such a heartfelt fic. it'll always have a very special place in my heart
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psychiatricwarfare · 11 months
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i lost my old post saying this so im saying it again.. ahem
NO TRANS PERSON IS MY ENEMY
i dont care if they're transmed/truscum/whatever you wanna call it. i dont care if they think me or my identity is cringe/wrong/a stain on the community. i was there once, i went down that pipeline for years, and it made me deeply unhappy and resentful of other trans people. you feel othered by cis people and retaliate against your trans siblings because you want to believe that cis people will accept you and they would accept you if it weren't for other trans people getting in the way - even though that's not the case.
by forcing transmeds to stay away from us and to 'DNI' all we're doing is pushing them further and further into the echo chamber telling them that they aren't good enough unless they perform transgenderism correctly. it gets exhausting, and you become bitter and angry. you don't understand why other people who are being their authentic selves seem so happy when you're not, and it makes you even more resentful.
the way i managed to crawl out of this pit was through youtubers like contrapoints' old videos about her own trans journey or philosophytube (who, though she had not come out to youtube at the time is and was still trans) making videos about transphobia. it was other trans people who helped me crawl out of this by simply explaining to me why it was okay to just do you. personally, it made me realise that before i had been pulled into this pipeline, i never identified as a "man." i was nonbinary before i was convinced enbies couldn't exist. and now im so much happier being able to be myself.
i want to extend that hand to any transmeds who maybe are starting to question the ideology or are simply tired of being so angry all the time. we are not your enemies, we are all a part of this community and no matter what we need to be there for each other. i can promise that when push comes to shove, transphobes are not going to care that you were trans the "right way", theyre still going to advocate for your death. trans people will be there for you, it'll be the trans community who protects you and stays by your side, and the person to pull you out of the fire might use neopronouns and have a weird gender but does that really matter when they want all of us dead regardless?
trans people are not my enemies. i don't care how much they've aligned themselves with transphobes, when it comes down to it, we have to protect each other. no person left behind.
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xxmia0wxx · 1 year
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moar backrooms thingz
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i feel like i didn't specify enough on their relationship and personalities and if i did, i just wanna keep talking about them,
despite partypoopers being friendly, Finley is a bit more grumpy, cynical and just really wants to be felt alone, they're still a good person at heart
Funny is like the comedian for Partygoers, they have a sadistic sense of humor like most partygoers they're also to contrary to Finley, Funny is hyperactive, Crazy, topsy turvy, and has a charm that both Partygoers and unknowing wanderers love, that also keep other partygoers unknowing about their friendship with a Partypooper now about that,
they're like Friends AND Enemies, they hate eachother, but hate being without eachother even more, they mostly spend time together either Funny trys to do something spontaneous and Finley trying to do something relaxing, butit usually ends up going crazy
like how one time, Finley wanted to go to kitties house cause its very chill their and kitty is friendly, but funny wanted to go and cause chaos at level 5, so they tricked Finley into going to level 5 to get a good drawing of Samantha, so Funny could drew mustaches on the paintings, and ending up attracting a growler, so Finley threw a vase to distract it and it ended up crashing next to the beast of level 5 and ended up attacking him and destroying his hotel, and then they both got chased out by the beast in a eldritch form,
but sometimes it they're interactions can be wholesome, like Funny once tried getting Finley out of Level fun they ended up in the afterparty level and found like a bunch of capybaras that pulled up and hopped out at the afterparty, and Finley Loved vibein with them
(quick headcannon: PartyPoopers actually call themselves vibersand call partygoers Viberkillers, cause instead of partying, they vibe)
so they gave them one as a present, and when they brought it to the promised land, Turned out the capybara was Pregnant, (they thought that the rounder the better the capybara was) funny was really, really sorry, but Finley was totally chill with it, and now, capybaras pulled up and hopped out at the promised land.
most of partygoers and partypoopers have a "im going to tolerate you because if we were enemies it would be devastating for both of us"
but for Funny and Finley they go out of they're way to hang out with eachother much to the confusion of others
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I really don't have much to say on these to but Pre fun war, Koda helped M.E.G study the backrooms and liked vibn with humans, they're pretty shy and skittish even before the war
but RORY, oh rory..
They're convinced that the Partygoers are after the Partypoopers, and do things like setting up boobytraps, and being suspicious of people who act a little to partygoer-esque, much to Finley's annoyance
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Candy helps collect ingredients for bakers like Sugar Heart and Cuppycake, they dont really talk, more just speak in grunts, and weird noises
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oh and this
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